TW: My Eating Disorder story: A parasite in my mind PT 1

First of all, please if you're feeling speacially sensitive about ED and sexual abuse in this moment please DO NOT watch this video. This video contains some explicit content i about those subjects so guys please just be careful and try not to trigger yourself by my story.
Now I want to aplogize for all the mispronunciations and grammar mistakes, I got very tense and anxious while talking about this, it was hard, so please be kind.

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i'm so sorry you had to go through all of this, i wish you the best and i hope you'll find happiness, love and safety