I don't support anything this moron says but you talking about religion as a bad thing paints a picture of you walking on four legs naked and eating from a trash can like a mindless animal.
i bring up to people and havw them give me honest answers for like "Why does every music artist go WOOHOO sevil made me famous he rules this world blah blah" and then why there has ONLY BEEN 1/2-3 EVER to basically "rebuke" ts TO GREAT DETAIL... NOT A SOUL NOBODY HAS A GOOD ANSWER "just coincidence surely aha... totally going to be pitch black 4 me when i pass so imma be a POS to everyone on earth cuz it dm. Juice WRLD guy is the ONLY 1 ever to let those lyrics go DEEP.. but everyone like a sheep sheeple like a good NPC overlook shi right in front of their face bc like for him they focus on his addiction and shi :/ when its like bro was a guy watching Naruto in his room LOST and SURROUNDED by pm evil people... ANYONE i tell them YOU WOULD HAD DONE THE SAME... its just how many times does something KEEP HAPPENING before its not longer a "COINCIDENCE" HAVE U READ SOME OF THE SHI OUT HERE? pentagrams on ur fav cartoon and mfs calling out shi like "yo dude HELLO SOMEONE? HES TRYNA GET ME TO SELL MY YK" "he need my soul but it isnt my property.. since i wont sell it.. he tryna take it demonic robbery" "devil tryna make a deal but I say no deals" all just coincidence right? "oH HE SAID THAT FOR FUN" right... right.. exactly why every other rapper is "devil made me famous WOOHOO" type stuff... right?
@@gubbers-fp1pccomment what you want, but honestly in my opinion your comment just isn’t appropriate for how serious this video is. I’m not saying you should never comment again and trash yourself, I’m just sharing my opinion on it. Have a good day regardless!
hey man! people are concerned and it’s not because you’re talking about god and the holy bible, it’s because you’re talking in a way that is very distinct of a manic episode. you repeat things, are posting impulsive videos, and go around in circles until you come to the point you wanted to make. i have them myself, and i think you would really benefit from talking to a psychologist to check on yourself. it sounds like you went through a really traumatic time with someone who lied to you and i’m truly sorry that you had to experience that pain.
i think this shows that you really do want to make an effort to be kind, and i think that showing the same kindness and concern back to you is important.
Yes coconut I agree we love you very much and I think you should listen to him! God is great and works in mysterious ways yes but you need to take care of yourself as well brother
@@Sp4cesick3 god is a phantasie created by men to exploit the poor and dumb. Only retards still believe in it. But i guess you support rape, murder and greed by the church
We are using made up labels to let us describe people instead of just LISTENING. You do not have to agree. When we have an overwhelming amount of stuff we want to say with multiple unbiased perspectives, it can cause us to repeat things and run in circles. We might be questioning things we say as we say them. Why label it as manic? Who taught you that? We are humans, we are not perfect. We are not going to talk as if scripted because we are not machines.
Gotta love these armchair psychologists and their baseless nonsense. Humans have done this for as long as we have existed. It's perfectly normal to try to make sense out of life. At some point or another, everyone does this. This trend of attributing everything to some kind of "mental illness" and stating that they need "help" is the real problem, particularly when the person stating it is not in a qualified position to do so and thus have no idea what they're actually talking about. The most ridiculous part is that many of the people saying this nonsense in the comments are teens or in their early twenties, with virtually no life experience. Yet, here they are trying to dish out advice to others. The absolute arrogance.
I actually just feel bad for Coconut. I don't think he's a bad person, but I do believe he's mentally unwell. If you'd deal with mentally unwell people, you would understand that they express ideas like this; they do it "normally" and like what they are saying makes complete sense. It's fine to make some jokes or have a good humour about it, but it's really not something we should hate Cocunut for or make fun of him in a mean spirited manner. I hope you get better, dude.
Why so condescending? Philosophers often have to do major self reflection to come up with their own conclusions as well. This is not a sign of someone mentally unwell, but someone developing their morals further. This is someone expressing their inner thoughts to the public and many people at many stages of their life have a lot of struggles they don't discuss to the public that are by far worse to bottle up. Why feel bad for someone who seems to developing a more in depth moral code in their life? I could say I feel bad for you, in misunderstanding the message, but that would be condescending af.
My issue with all of this, isn't the religious aspect of it, but the assumption that everything that happens in a given situation is the work of god, or god trying to send a message that encourages us to stay in the situation. What if god wants you to go to therapy and understand yourself and why you feel the way you feel? There's a cognitive shortcut that's being taken here, where instead of questioning our own actions, we're, in a way, justifying them using the idea that it's god's plan. There needs to be a genuine consideration to the possibility that god is not, in fact, telling you to stay in a relationship with somebody who lied to you, but is rather trying to teach lessons of self-respect and moral consistency. I trust in your analytical mind Coconut, challenge it, don't give it shortcuts.
@@lynxcool555 Humans have no moral standard. I see your point but the reason why the world is as harmful as it may seem can only be reasoned by humans.
Coconut, I care about your personal struggles and understand and respect your desire to speak your mind to your audience, but this is stuff that should be discussed with a professional psychologist rather than being posted on TH-cam, distancing yourself from someone close to you is no easy thing to get over and I truly hope you will make the best decisions for yourself and push through your personal hardship.
thats simply not true. he can post whatever he wants and something like this might be a good outlet. its important for him to express himself and talk about God its the best thing you can do in life. just because you dont like it doesnt mean no one does. i highly appreciate this video and would love more content from coconut like this.
@@ChaosForU well yea, but generally speaking about religion isnt a replacement for speaking to a proffessional if your actively talking about your mental health and whats been majorly affecting it... its one thing to share to an audience but thats only one possible part about helping yourself thru things.
@@ChaosForUI don’t think they were saying this because of the religious aspects, it seems like it’s just a very personal thing to put out and a psychologist can be a lot safer for someone’s mental state than posting a video that people might make you feel worse about.
He can post whatever he wants to HIS CHANNEL. He doesn't need yours or anyone else's approval on what he can and can't post. All of you are control freaks that just want to control what people can and can't do. Actually pathetic. Do better.
@@sujiiyt No one insulted anyone, if youre not agree just say so, but dont talk like that. i think Coco should search for answers in other places rather than utube (human talk and family support about that i think?) but he seems to just be explaining to us why all this hapenned to him and that video.
coco i appreciate u being vulnerable w/ your audience about how this all came about. obvs the situation is complicated but i wish you the best and hope things get better
@@Nami-Swwaaan What? Religious psychosis is a thing and if you take most of the bullcrap in the bible too literal its legit making you sick in the modern world.
@@urkrush99 yup. especially the extreme need to make everything make sense. The world just doesnt always make sense and you have to be ok with that or you will go crazy
Well Jesus return is upon us bud whether you believe it or not the Bible tells us what’s coming and rn God is trying to reach coconut so that he can get his message out to his people.
@@thaoster209 but that's a bad thing from religion. Putting everything into good and bad, just for the sake of it is stupid and a bad way to tell people what they should and should not do.
Coconuts, with all the respect I have for your contribution to the community, to the game, and to your image: Take a big break. Cut off your social media for a while, focus on yourself first and foremost. There you begin a descent that will have no return. Please take a vacation and time for yourself and your family.
@@thanos4769she was probably lying and still with him. He also might not be crazy abusive either. It sounds like a bad situation for coconuts and he paid the emotional toll.
Dude needs a psychologist/psychiatrist and a circle of legitimate friends This video is full of personal stuff you should only be discussing with people closest to you. Lowkey though; apart from all the religious crap a lot of us have felt heartbreak similar to that before. It’s rough, but honestly sometimes you just meet the wrong people, other times the right people at the wrong time. Just gotta move on dude, it’s hard but legit all you can do.
That ain't why you were getting cancelled. You being religious wasn't why people were angry or concerned. Something to do with you talking about genociding an entire people while villifying them in that video may have had something to do with it. On top of that, spiraling down the religious conspiracy rabbit hole didn't help either. That's why people felt the way they did. It's very reminiscent of a manic episode, and is why people wanted (and still want) you to seek professional help.
Trying to help someone with depression and suicide takes a great toll on ur own mental health. I had a friend in school whose family was really messed up and bc if it my friend would pick arguments over trivial things in school. They didn't follow basic rules, blamed others for their problems, and often accused others for being out to get them. I tried my best to point out the positives, to b a voice of reason and compassion. As I spent time with this person and the negativity they held I started to take on some of their negative thoughts and actions. I'd argue over minor things, blamed ppl when I did something wrong, and overall just became miserable. We had a blow up where I said 'u r ur problem! I've tried to help u see the good things in ur life, that not everyone is out to get u, and yet u still refuse to see all the signs that r around u. If everyone is cruel and everything goes wrong what is the common variable in all those situations? It's u!' I pointed out everything I had seen and had to finally say that our friendship was over. It hurt so much to tell my friend that they were not only making themselves miserable but myself as well. During this time I had kept from them that my grandpa had cancer and bc he was in another state I couldn't go say goodbye b4 he passed. We lost contact for a few yrs, reconnected and spoke for a few months, but now we never talk. What I learned from this is that u can't fix everything/someone all the time and that u can't fix anything/anyone if u urself r broken in some way. Take some time away from social media, let urself feel all the emotions u have, and if u think it will help talk to a therapist or someone who can help u analyze everything ur feeling in a healthy way.
Man this video has been racking my brain. There is so much I want to say as a Christian and a fan. The most important by far is about case of abuse. I think you may have realized it already and may have already apologized, but trying to get a women to go back into a dangerous situation is not okay. You don't have to live with those consequences if she gets back with him. She is a victim, and our first goal should be protecting victims. The church (in my experience) has a good way of turning victims into the guilty and the guilty into the victims. It may not be the case, but reflect if it was your own insecurities about the situation that really made you push her on this. Now if you're still reading I got some advice to a new believer. Firstly read the gospels front to back and back to front. They're so important and question anyone who tries to contradict them. If you haven't read Romans read romans as a whole. It's the best full picture of the Christian philosophy start to finish. I would stay away from the book of Revelation with a ten foot pole. The answer "no one knows the day or the hour" should be a sufficient enough view of end times. Jesus's parable of the Vigilant Steward should also show us how we should handle it. If you're still curious I can find a book I read about the four different views of Revelations. But it's not light reading and the popular interpretations are fairly new and I personally disagree with a lot of it. Hope you can find the way brother.
Yes, this! I’m so thrilled Coconut is striving towards faith, but I’ve also been incredibly overwhelmed with the End Times. Learning about who Jesus truly is and how He lived really helped me truly grow in faith, not focusing on the End. I’ll pray for you Coco, and that you experience the Lord and His Goodness. God Bless you, sir!
I'm sorry to hear that you and this other person haven't been doing well. If you need a break I'll stand right behind you. I know what it feels like to be mentally or emotionally destroyed. So just know that there are people watching who may understand a little bit how you're feeling/you've felt. You're not alone. Helping others is great and I really admire that about you! But sometimes one needs to be helped before they can help someone else. As someone who also believes in God, I believe that He understands your pain and will put people in your life, if He hasn't yet, who will comfort and help you. Thank you for letting us in on some of your life and thoughts! Your experience is literally heartbreaking, but sometimes people need a nudge (or "punch") into the right direction.
And I’m not gonna be one of those people who call coconut crazy because he’s expressing what he’s reading, at least he’s reading unlike most people nowadays 🤷♂️
im not religious but i enjoy watching coconut videos even this. Im glad you shared how things went down in your life leading to the video that got so much "backlash" sorry to hear i hope all is ok
As someone who likes to help when people are struggling too, only hindsight is 100%. There’s so much of someone else’s burden you can take on before you lose sight of your own performance. Whether or not you’re doing well right now (and I hope you are!), those burdens aren’t the kind of extra weight you can carry around indefinitely. It does and will affect you too. The way you tell stories is fantastic and your gameplay is A++. Be well, coco. Please, I beg you, keep on taking care of yourself and putting yourself first even if you have been. And if you’re not, just know many of us are rooting for you to succeed and the ones that aren’t, aren’t worth your time.
I’ve been right where you are bro. I want to remind you that you have a purpose in life, you were created for a reason. Your anxiety, your depression, your struggles do NOT define who you are. I pray you will find the answers you’re seeking, I believe that when you seek truth you will find it. For so long I struggled with depression and anxiety, and felt that life was meaningless, that I had no reason to be on this earth. I have truly found purpose in my life since that moment, and it’s a purpose that I believe everyone has been created for. I admire your compassion and your care for this person you are talking about. You have a really true and kind heart, and it’s something that is very important to this world.
Not everything has reasons. It’s not glamorous but sometimes shit just happens. It’s not your job to repair someone’s relationship. Especially if their ex is abusive, hello? These hallucinations warrant a visit to a psychologist. God didn’t choose you to do X Y or Z for this person or anyone else.
So, you had your heart broken and you were looking externally for a reason for why that had to happen and you found that within religion. A justification for the pain you felt. While I'm not at all religious, it does sounds to me like your friend who was hiding this side of themselves was hurting real bad too, they found their escape for a little while through lying to you and they were willing to hurt you to do that. That isn't fair to you, and I'm sorry you went through that. Sometimes we just gotta' accept that people do shitty things and that we can't help them. I hope eventually, with time and maybe therapy you're able to let go of those feelings, or at least feel a little lighter. If you find comfort within religion that's good, but honestly with all the doomsday stuff it sounds more like you found more reasons to be scared. Genuinely, I hope you do go to therapy, Coconut and that you start to heal. You were never cancelled, most of your community is here and just lightly cracking jokes to ease the tension. Take care of yourself.
Some have become much too devoted to it. Annual Christmas traditions like the Perchten one (where creepy figures are meant to scare away demons) are sometimes called "Satanism" by strong Christians.
I don't know what is going on (meaning I didn't watch "the" video), but all I know is you matter. THAT is the thing that needs to be said, heard, and remembered.
Awww man, really sorry to hear that man. Clearly can hear the hurt in your voice. Sorry that happened to you. I am glad you tried to help tho, not that many people around that actually take the time and try to help others. Having said that you cannot save everyone, it's important to keep that in mind, trying to help sure, but don't bash yourself over it. You basically can't help someone who doesn't want help. Thank you for your content. Take care of yourself!
I’m glad he clarified his opinions more but what does the title have to do with it? He still has a career and channel, isn’t being silenced by anyone but instead a lot of comments are showing concern or at worst cracking a joke about this whole situation. There are plenty of very popular Christian content creators who are very outspoken and read excerpts/stories from the Bible and give their interpretations (like wendigoon or thelordsgiant for examples) so I don’t get why he kinda lies saying he was cancelled?
If you watch the Weird Bible podcast Wendigoon does with Lore Lodge and look at the chat (or at least the one he hosted on his own channel) it was filled to the brim with vitriol and hate for the Bible. He has even commented that that's what he gets hate for most. Point being that while I agree it's not actually cancelling, for someone new to the faith like Coconut, this probably feels like he's getting cancelled as Idk if he's used to this kind of criticism. In case I'm missing some context, this is the first video I've watched of his in like 2 years (title caught my attention). Regardless, Christian TH-camrs can still absolutely have a career without having to hide their faith but they will always deal with hate, especially if it comes out after their rise to fame.
Honestly you just have a big heart and are a genuine good person coco and unfortunately good people get taken advantage of. I unlike many here actually watched the video before jumping to the comment section. You're not alone man your true fans will always be here for you, I'm sorry you had to go through that awful experience I also had a toxic online relationship recently so I felt that in my soul. Take care of you brother Sincerely - ( 200 orbital in 24 hour psychopath John if you still remember :D )
Hey Coconut, just wanted to say that I appreciate you sharing this story with us. I know it can not have been easy to put yourself out there and be vulnerable. Just wanted to send you some encouragement. To me and my family this had a huge impact because it shows God's love to everyone no matter what. God rescued my wife and I's marriage from ending and the Lord played a huge roll in redeeming it. It took hard work and faith but we are now in the best place we have ever been. We wanted to encourage you with a few scriptures; Jeremiah 29:11-12, Romans 8:28. God bless you in your journey of life, my family and I will keep you in our prayers. Much love, don't let others discourage you in what you know in your heart to be true.
Any given religion is just as likely as not being a thing. If it works for you as long as it doesn't hurt someone else(seriously, not kust ppl complaining) do it. Many famous philosophers state a dislike religion but understand the net positive it has on a person, people and society.
Unfortunately that is not normal. But hope you feel better. Perhaps you subconsciously create these excuses of god as a means of rationalizing what you've experienced.
Reminds me of how I tried to match with this chick online and she immediately lost interest in me within a week and said she cuts herself. I know I had no chance with her but I REALLY wanted to help her with her cutting problem, telling her all the things about how it’s not worth it and how God loves her. She never replied after two days of this. I pray that she is doing ok.
God bless and it’s very nice that you shared this story forgive and forget and there will be people that come and go through you life and people that stay I’ve read the comments on the last video (gotta love the internet but this time I’m not even going to bother looking) God bless
Hey man, I hope you can find it in yourself to continue living strong and pursue your goals no matter its magnitude. Never question your worth in relation to all the sh*t life throws at you. Dig deep and keep pursuing your goals.
thanks for sharing your story Coco... you'd be surprised many people are on the same shoes as you and I'm surprised you are definitely tougher than me. I find it hard to forgive even if I wanted to
I have things I've said years ago that I have still not forgiven myself for. As much as I read on how to apologize to and forgive myself, my short impulsive sentences won't ever leave my regrets. 😣
Been watching you for a while now. This is definitely new and I’m not against it at all. However think making a second channel is a good idea for this type of stuff. Will be watching regardless.
I dunno, I think philosophy belong on a second channel. This is dbd. Cool thing you didn't think of revenge, would've just hurt more people and waste time.
i hope you realize this is his channel and he can post whatever he wants. he can quit dbd right now and never post it again. This part of his life and this talk is way more important than anything dbd can ever offer. you need to take a step back and look at what you are saying before you decide to post something like this. this is a video that clearly belongs on this channel and is very important to him.
@ChaosForU Nigga YOU need to take a step back. Understand that this commenter was making a simple suggestion and you are losing yo goddamn marbles for no apparent reason. Look at what others are saying before you decide to post a reply like this.
@@ChaosForU i think his comment is fair though these sort of posts throw people that joined for dbd into a loop like i hope he gets better but it should be something on a second channel
I don't think you realize how difficult it is to build up an entire new channel. Why do that when he's already made a channel that's bigger than 99.99% of us can do?
@@czproductions He can use this channel to promote the other channel. I've seen many TH-camrs do that and they have no issue. Redirecting your community from your first channel to your second one isn't the same as building a community from scratch. If there are people in his audience who are interested in his religious content, they'll subscribe to the other channel. If they aren't interested, they won't. By posting the religious stuff on a channel that was meant to be for DbD content, he runs the risk of losing subscribers because they don't want to see that religious stuff in their feed. And those who do stay subscribed won't watch the content anyway. I mean, it's clear from the comments that a lot of people clicked on this video solely out of concern for his mental health, and not really for the religious content itself.
I hope youre doing better man. The bible is like a tool, you can use it to help yourself but dont compromise your well being at the same time. Im rooting for you
This is a message for not only coconut but anyone and everyone who knows or is currently trying to help someone through major issues that involve depression and especially suicidality. Please please please advise and advocate for them to be getting professional help. You’re not a professional, you’re not impartial, and you’re not in the position to give them the help they may need. It’s ok to support them but advise them or seek yourself proffesional help.
If you talked to a good religious person like you did in this video they would call you enlightened. Perception is a hell of a thing. Nothing wrong with trying to do the right thing. Better to have loved than to never love at all. Just don’t let the little details consume you, life is abstract.
My tea’s gone cold I’m wonderin whyyy, I got out of bed alone, the morning rain clouds up my window, and I can’t see at all, and even if I could it’d all be grey with your picture on my wall, it reminds me that’s it’s not so bad, not so baad.
Honestly was a good watch, however, I do think your understanding of depression and mental health wasn't too great. Many of us have depression in our genetics and I'm unsure if OCD is either but yeah it's not going anywhere. I wouldn't necessarily try to "solve" people's depression or something like that unless its temporary, such as a loved one dying or a break up. If they've had it their whole life basically it's just stuck with that person.
You can love, forgive, have empathy, and still do what is healthy for you by not having them in your life. It sounds like you were emotionally drained by this unwell individual until you were a shell of yourself, many of us have been there at one point in time. I don’t think anyone was trying to cancel you. You seemed frantic and not well. My two cents on an endless beach of pennies is that I strongly suggest a chat with a therapist to help you work through the trauma you have experienced throughout this relationship. We’re expected to show grace and forgiveness to others, but rarely do we show the same for ourselves. DO NOT forget to show empathy and compassion to YOU, you’re important too.
And boundaries. My therapist once told me, “pierogi. We enable what we tolerate.” Did I have a reason for being mad at someone for wasting 70,000 hours of me trying to make someone happy that couldn’t be? No. I enabled it, without realizing it until I forgot who I was. Hope you see my comments. Please take care of yourself.
@@taleladar Gotta love how neither of these people actually gave you an answer. These armchair psychologists are hilarious. The best part is that many of them are children! Amazing.
@@Luan-RT Sometimes you got to open yourself up. Hiding behind a fake smile is not the best decision; that is what leads to people ending themselves. You have to show yourself to get support and help. Just hiding so much would only make stress and depression worse.
I appreciate hearing your story, Coco. This seems still so raw and fresh, and it's incredibly brave for you to share this, so thank you. 🖤 Getting your heart broken like that, I also had an almost identical experience with another guy prior to being saved as well, so hearing your story is taking me back to that time in my life, which feels like it wasn't so long ago but coming on almost 7 years! I also grew up in abuse and in Mormonism, so there were definitely other facets that influenced the path I was led on... But find it amazing how God will draw you out from some of the darkest places of your life, and then will take the broken pieces to give you His grace instead. Praise God. ✨
Bringing a specific religion into a space where a diverse audience of people with many nationalities and relogious or secular experiences was always going to rub people the wrong way. Getting cancelled was always a highly likely outcome. I personally am someone who has suffered at the hands of the christian faith, but I have many friends who life that faith, and they are some of the best friends I could have ever asked for. You were not wrong to post the video you did, nor this video here, but if what you say is true, that you are new to reading the bible, just know that it comes with a unique set of proplems that you will have to come to terms with and/or dance around when you quote from it. It's a very old text written by a lot of different people from an age long ago, those people didn't always understand what was going on in the society around them. However, some of them did and they were so good at knowing that some of the things they wrote into that Bible still hold up to this day about how society functions and how people interact with each other. I am happy that you used this medium of TH-cam to talk about your problems so that it could help you in your time of pain. I came here to watch YOU because I think YOU are interesting. I like how you made the previous video, and I liked how you made this one. It might not be the original dead by daylight content that brought me here, but I still think you did a good job of describing how you feel and what you were thinking about. The articulation was great . Not enough content creators are good at doing that, keep up the good work. I hope to see more from you.
Proud of you starting on your journey, Coconuts. I'd advise you to make your journey a personal thing as the Internet is generally hostile to such matters, but you seem strong enough to handle it. I wish you more pleasant revelations in your journey and much less heartbreak.
Coconut you are one of my favorite TH-camrs I hope you don’t be depressed or anything like that I hope you’ll continue to play dbd I have broken heart too I wish I have friends or someone to tell about my feelings🖤
I'm only six minutes in but it's really hard to watch, you seriously thought getting them back with their husband would solve their depression? You were really stupid, but I guess it goes hand in hand with religion don't it. Also, massively selfish move by you to try and naively fix a person's life to feel better about your God.
Sad to hear you are going through it. This video sums your feelings up well, I think you should chill on revealing your personal life and mental health to the public going forward, we will use it against you whether we mean to or not. Comments will not be nice, Christianity is persona non grata in most western circles and you made a political point in your last video, which was not wise. I think its great you are reading your bible, and will pray for you going forward. I recommend "Dark Night of the Soul," which helped me when i was feeling at odds with myself and existence. Hope you find your way into some sunlight soon.
It is a nice story. I am glad you found light in something. I am not here to judge you like i see so many others do here, i am only here to extend a friendly hand. Faith is a tremendous thing. Cherish it and dont take it for granted. Have a wonderful day.
Hey, give Coco some respect. Sometimes events cause us to get impulsive and make mistakes. If you watch his next 1v8 Billy video, you'll see how he understands that now. Making no mistakes, we'll never learn. One mistake shouldn't cause you to just say "Goodbye!" Forgiveness is important, otherwise the world will die like a fly.
I sympathize with your struggles. Really, I do. But if you’re going to talk about such topics again, I’d highly recommend doing so with either a professional, or other people in your personal life. Please be safe, coconut.
Love you coco. Do what’s right for you. Focus on growth. The best way to feel a sense of worth is to get out of ourselves, but if we don’t focus on keeping ourselves grounded and healthy, the impact we make on those around us will change. We feel our motives change only after it’s too late. Always stay true to what you know, but never forget to take care of yourself and love yourself. People disappoint us, they hurt us, they abandon us.. the only thing constant in your life is you! I agree with your sentiment to a degree about people being placed in your life for various reasons, if only to teach a lesson on how to let go. Sometimes things happen down the road, sometimes ten years after you see someone for the last time and as crazy as it sounds, you think of them and remember something kind that they did that subconsciously stuck with you and helped shape your life in a positive way. While I’m not big on dogmatic theology, I’m all for something that inspires them to be good. It’s not my place to question a persons character based on their religious beliefs. Sorry for rambling, I just smoked out my last two brain cells. Process things in a way that work for you and help you grow. It’s refreshing to see the person behind the videos. Life is strange
I appreciate your vulnerability Coconut. Your experience reminded me of my experience with coming to know God. The heartbreak I felt after a relationship paved the way for me to come to know God better and feel His love. At the time, I didn’t understand why it happened, but in Isaiah 55:8, God says “for my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways”. Though the experience was hard, I’m grateful for it. I wouldn’t undo do it because I came closer to God, and felt His hand in my life. When I read the Bible and Book of Mormon (I believe the Book of Mormon to be additional scripture given from God’s prophets), and asked Him if these things were not true, He confirmed to me the truth of those things. I believe God communicates things to our spirits, witnessing the truth of His teachings to us in a way that we describe as feeling. When we read His word, we invite His Spirit into our lives. In any case, thanks for sharing Coconut. Remember those feelings you felt. They are things to be treasured. Even if other people disrespect your experiences or feelings, God gave them to you in an act of love.
I saw the video, he only talked about how coincidences weren't coincidences, but some religious signs or something. Never remember him mentioning Palestine.
@@valnadis8577He compared the colors of the four horsemen to the colors of the Palestinian flag then proceeded to declare that the Israeli’s were correct in wanting to attack them.
So you said you were in a relationship with her…even though she was married…but separated for 8 years? Religion is something that should be personal, and not something you should preach to others about. And there is no proof of any god, if there was we would all follow that truth. Instead we follow scientific proven ways. And you think you can be THE one to prove the existence of god? This is why you got so much feedback, because it was clear you were not mentally well. And I still don’t think you’re thinking straight.
I pray that you seek discipleship Coconut and that Jesus Christ guides you through his word. I'm happy to hear you've found Jesus Christ and I hope you're doing okay. God Bless Man.
The world doesnt want us to believe the Bible is true let alone that salvation is only through faith in Christ. Keep reading Coco, ignore the idiots that have nothing better to say other than make fun of you.
Glad to hear you see the reason why this person was in your life. God does move everyone into each other's lives to ultimately bring us closer to Him. Its an intersecting roads and paths that lead to the end of acknowledging and accepting Him, and choosing to be in a relationship with Him in everything we face or not. Til the end of the road. Feel free to reach out if you need any interpretation of situations. Life works in His hands, and He gives us things to do His will. Romans 12 is the summary of what a Christian is. Born again happens after the acceptance of God's sacrifice on the cross and belief of the risen Christ(1Corinthians 15:1-4) That feeling you were experiencing was the Holy Spirit guiding you towards His will. Right and wrong, do this or that, understand what God's word is saying. And God's word is Living. It separates body from soul, and divides soul and spirit(Hebrews 4:12). Once saved always saved, God purchased your soul with a price on the cross(Ephesians 1:10-14)
Hey @CoconutRTS! I've been watching your videos for a long time even though some might be strange for others. I like your openness to tell about these experiences. I have personally had a very similar experience and sometimes it's better to just let go at a certain point with depressed people, because they are like a black hole that can take up all your stamina and efforts. Let them seek professional help. Many good advises just end up on closed ears. I'm grateful, that you came to end up with a world view full of empathy and love, although you might have risked annoying many viewers/subs.. God truly comes through dispair and I hope you take all those nice stories in there as inspiration for your own wellbeing in the future ^,^
"So, a long time ago"
Bruh, wasn't that video last month?
dead by daylight so bad rn cocounut is turning into a religious youtuber.
I don't support anything this moron says but you talking about religion as a bad thing paints a picture of you walking on four legs naked and eating from a trash can like a mindless animal.
closed-minded hypocrites are real
i bring up to people and havw them give me honest answers for like "Why does every music artist go WOOHOO sevil made me famous he rules this world blah blah"
and then why there has ONLY BEEN 1/2-3 EVER to basically "rebuke" ts TO GREAT DETAIL... NOT A SOUL NOBODY HAS A GOOD ANSWER "just coincidence surely aha... totally going to be pitch black 4 me when i pass so imma be a POS to everyone on earth cuz it dm.
Juice WRLD guy is the ONLY 1 ever to let those lyrics go DEEP.. but everyone like a sheep sheeple like a good NPC overlook shi right in front of their face bc like for him they focus on his addiction and shi :/ when its like bro was a guy watching Naruto in his room LOST and SURROUNDED by pm evil people...
ANYONE i tell them YOU WOULD HAD DONE THE SAME...
its just how many times does something KEEP HAPPENING before its not longer a "COINCIDENCE"
HAVE U READ SOME OF THE SHI OUT HERE? pentagrams on ur fav cartoon and mfs calling out shi like "yo dude HELLO SOMEONE? HES TRYNA GET ME TO SELL MY YK"
"he need my soul but it isnt my property.. since i wont sell it.. he tryna take it demonic robbery"
"devil tryna make a deal but I say no deals"
all just coincidence right? "oH HE SAID THAT FOR FUN" right... right.. exactly why every other rapper is "devil made me famous WOOHOO" type stuff... right?
@ are you having a manic episode bro? Did you mean to comment this as an actual comment and not as a reply?
@@gubbers-fp1pccomment what you want, but honestly in my opinion your comment just isn’t appropriate for how serious this video is. I’m not saying you should never comment again and trash yourself, I’m just sharing my opinion on it. Have a good day regardless!
hey man! people are concerned and it’s not because you’re talking about god and the holy bible, it’s because you’re talking in a way that is very distinct of a manic episode. you repeat things, are posting impulsive videos, and go around in circles until you come to the point you wanted to make. i have them myself, and i think you would really benefit from talking to a psychologist to check on yourself. it sounds like you went through a really traumatic time with someone who lied to you and i’m truly sorry that you had to experience that pain.
i think this shows that you really do want to make an effort to be kind, and i think that showing the same kindness and concern back to you is important.
Yes coconut I agree we love you very much and I think you should listen to him! God is great and works in mysterious ways yes but you need to take care of yourself as well brother
@@Sp4cesick3 god is a phantasie created by men to exploit the poor and dumb. Only retards still believe in it. But i guess you support rape, murder and greed by the church
We are using made up labels to let us describe people instead of just LISTENING. You do not have to agree. When we have an overwhelming amount of stuff we want to say with multiple unbiased perspectives, it can cause us to repeat things and run in circles. We might be questioning things we say as we say them. Why label it as manic? Who taught you that? We are humans, we are not perfect. We are not going to talk as if scripted because we are not machines.
Gotta love these armchair psychologists and their baseless nonsense.
Humans have done this for as long as we have existed. It's perfectly normal to try to make sense out of life. At some point or another, everyone does this. This trend of attributing everything to some kind of "mental illness" and stating that they need "help" is the real problem, particularly when the person stating it is not in a qualified position to do so and thus have no idea what they're actually talking about.
The most ridiculous part is that many of the people saying this nonsense in the comments are teens or in their early twenties, with virtually no life experience. Yet, here they are trying to dish out advice to others. The absolute arrogance.
you ever watch a video and you can feel the 2 hour long video essay being made about the person in real time?
What too much huntress does to a mf:
😔
One of the only good comments here
leave him alone
what a lack of god does to a commentor:
whatre u talking about
What getting looped for 5 gens does to a mf:
100%
and then keyboard is gone reduce to atoms
I actually just feel bad for Coconut. I don't think he's a bad person, but I do believe he's mentally unwell. If you'd deal with mentally unwell people, you would understand that they express ideas like this; they do it "normally" and like what they are saying makes complete sense.
It's fine to make some jokes or have a good humour about it, but it's really not something we should hate Cocunut for or make fun of him in a mean spirited manner.
I hope you get better, dude.
So if you believe in God you have mental issues lol, yall are the guys with the issues tbh.
So being a Christian and knowing/finding the truth is now considered “mentally unwell”? 😂😂😂 these atheists i cant…
Why so condescending? Philosophers often have to do major self reflection to come up with their own conclusions as well. This is not a sign of someone mentally unwell, but someone developing their morals further. This is someone expressing their inner thoughts to the public and many people at many stages of their life have a lot of struggles they don't discuss to the public that are by far worse to bottle up. Why feel bad for someone who seems to developing a more in depth moral code in their life? I could say I feel bad for you, in misunderstanding the message, but that would be condescending af.
Well, duh.
@@tictococlock6000 Come on bro, did you watch the original video. Bro was clearly unwell and not in a normal mental state
My issue with all of this, isn't the religious aspect of it, but the assumption that everything that happens in a given situation is the work of god, or god trying to send a message that encourages us to stay in the situation.
What if god wants you to go to therapy and understand yourself and why you feel the way you feel?
There's a cognitive shortcut that's being taken here, where instead of questioning our own actions, we're, in a way, justifying them using the idea that it's god's plan.
There needs to be a genuine consideration to the possibility that god is not, in fact, telling you to stay in a relationship with somebody who lied to you, but is rather trying to teach lessons of self-respect and moral consistency.
I trust in your analytical mind Coconut, challenge it, don't give it shortcuts.
Why go to therapy when he could pray and read the Bible.
@nintendryan1355 why not do both
@@lynxcool555 Humans have no moral standard. I see your point but the reason why the world is as harmful as it may seem can only be reasoned by humans.
Coconut, I care about your personal struggles and understand and respect your desire to speak your mind to your audience, but this is stuff that should be discussed with a professional psychologist rather than being posted on TH-cam, distancing yourself from someone close to you is no easy thing to get over and I truly hope you will make the best decisions for yourself and push through your personal hardship.
thats simply not true. he can post whatever he wants and something like this might be a good outlet. its important for him to express himself and talk about God its the best thing you can do in life. just because you dont like it doesnt mean no one does. i highly appreciate this video and would love more content from coconut like this.
@@ChaosForU well yea, but generally speaking about religion isnt a replacement for speaking to a proffessional if your actively talking about your mental health and whats been majorly affecting it... its one thing to share to an audience but thats only one possible part about helping yourself thru things.
@@ChaosForUI don’t think they were saying this because of the religious aspects, it seems like it’s just a very personal thing to put out and a psychologist can be a lot safer for someone’s mental state than posting a video that people might make you feel worse about.
He can post whatever he wants to HIS CHANNEL. He doesn't need yours or anyone else's approval on what he can and can't post. All of you are control freaks that just want to control what people can and can't do. Actually pathetic. Do better.
@@sujiiyt No one insulted anyone, if youre not agree just say so, but dont talk like that.
i think Coco should search for answers in other places rather than utube (human talk and family support about that i think?) but he seems to just be explaining to us why all this hapenned to him and that video.
"Ik he's abusive" bro you cant just guess, that's someone life.
coco i appreciate u being vulnerable w/ your audience about how this all came about. obvs the situation is complicated but i wish you the best and hope things get better
The book.... YOU OPENED IT
:)))))
Talk. To. A. Therapist.
Theophobia is crazy yet again its 2024
So glad someone is talking about the fact that this looks scarily similar to religious psychosis
@@Nami-Swwaaan What? Religious psychosis is a thing and if you take most of the bullcrap in the bible too literal its legit making you sick in the modern world.
god loves you
@@urkrush99 yup. especially the extreme need to make everything make sense. The world just doesnt always make sense and you have to be ok with that or you will go crazy
My problem with the video was that it focused on Doomsday, war and other negative stuff a little too much instead of the good aspects of religion.
There are no "good aspects" of a tool for mind control and Behaviour modification.
Problem is that you cant have good without the bad cuz theres is no good without evil and vice versa
Well Jesus return is upon us bud whether you believe it or not the Bible tells us what’s coming and rn God is trying to reach coconut so that he can get his message out to his people.
The path to Heaven, feels like Hell. The path to Hell feels like Heaven, and I'm not just talking about drugs.
@@thaoster209 but that's a bad thing from religion. Putting everything into good and bad, just for the sake of it is stupid and a bad way to tell people what they should and should not do.
Coconuts, with all the respect I have for your contribution to the community, to the game, and to your image: Take a big break. Cut off your social media for a while, focus on yourself first and foremost. There you begin a descent that will have no return. Please take a vacation and time for yourself and your family.
100%. Please do that, Coconut.
Guys broke can't afford a vacation
... wait so she wasnt cheating? She was separated from her husband for 7 years? huh.
yeah this is so confusing to me, like they were seperated but married still?
ya something doesnt sound right about this tbh
@@thanos4769she was probably lying and still with him. He also might not be crazy abusive either. It sounds like a bad situation for coconuts and he paid the emotional toll.
@@thanos4769 That's not uncommon at all.
Dude needs a psychologist/psychiatrist and a circle of legitimate friends
This video is full of personal stuff you should only be discussing with people closest to you.
Lowkey though; apart from all the religious crap a lot of us have felt heartbreak similar to that before.
It’s rough, but honestly sometimes you just meet the wrong people, other times the right people at the wrong time.
Just gotta move on dude, it’s hard but legit all you can do.
That ain't why you were getting cancelled. You being religious wasn't why people were angry or concerned.
Something to do with you talking about genociding an entire people while villifying them in that video may have had something to do with it. On top of that, spiraling down the religious conspiracy rabbit hole didn't help either.
That's why people felt the way they did. It's very reminiscent of a manic episode, and is why people wanted (and still want) you to seek professional help.
Trying to help someone with depression and suicide takes a great toll on ur own mental health. I had a friend in school whose family was really messed up and bc if it my friend would pick arguments over trivial things in school. They didn't follow basic rules, blamed others for their problems, and often accused others for being out to get them. I tried my best to point out the positives, to b a voice of reason and compassion. As I spent time with this person and the negativity they held I started to take on some of their negative thoughts and actions. I'd argue over minor things, blamed ppl when I did something wrong, and overall just became miserable. We had a blow up where I said 'u r ur problem! I've tried to help u see the good things in ur life, that not everyone is out to get u, and yet u still refuse to see all the signs that r around u. If everyone is cruel and everything goes wrong what is the common variable in all those situations? It's u!' I pointed out everything I had seen and had to finally say that our friendship was over. It hurt so much to tell my friend that they were not only making themselves miserable but myself as well. During this time I had kept from them that my grandpa had cancer and bc he was in another state I couldn't go say goodbye b4 he passed. We lost contact for a few yrs, reconnected and spoke for a few months, but now we never talk. What I learned from this is that u can't fix everything/someone all the time and that u can't fix anything/anyone if u urself r broken in some way. Take some time away from social media, let urself feel all the emotions u have, and if u think it will help talk to a therapist or someone who can help u analyze everything ur feeling in a healthy way.
"Love thy neighbors and love thy enemies"
Forgiveness is the most powerful thing the world ever needs.
Man this video has been racking my brain. There is so much I want to say as a Christian and a fan. The most important by far is about case of abuse. I think you may have realized it already and may have already apologized, but trying to get a women to go back into a dangerous situation is not okay. You don't have to live with those consequences if she gets back with him. She is a victim, and our first goal should be protecting victims. The church (in my experience) has a good way of turning victims into the guilty and the guilty into the victims. It may not be the case, but reflect if it was your own insecurities about the situation that really made you push her on this. Now if you're still reading I got some advice to a new believer.
Firstly read the gospels front to back and back to front. They're so important and question anyone who tries to contradict them. If you haven't read Romans read romans as a whole. It's the best full picture of the Christian philosophy start to finish. I would stay away from the book of Revelation with a ten foot pole. The answer "no one knows the day or the hour" should be a sufficient enough view of end times. Jesus's parable of the Vigilant Steward should also show us how we should handle it. If you're still curious I can find a book I read about the four different views of Revelations. But it's not light reading and the popular interpretations are fairly new and I personally disagree with a lot of it. Hope you can find the way brother.
wanted to say i appreciate you for this comment, you take the words out of my mouth. God bless
Goated comment. ✝️
Yes, this! I’m so thrilled Coconut is striving towards faith, but I’ve also been incredibly overwhelmed with the End Times. Learning about who Jesus truly is and how He lived really helped me truly grow in faith, not focusing on the End. I’ll pray for you Coco, and that you experience the Lord and His Goodness. God Bless you, sir!
I'm sorry to hear that you and this other person haven't been doing well. If you need a break I'll stand right behind you. I know what it feels like to be mentally or emotionally destroyed. So just know that there are people watching who may understand a little bit how you're feeling/you've felt. You're not alone. Helping others is great and I really admire that about you! But sometimes one needs to be helped before they can help someone else. As someone who also believes in God, I believe that He understands your pain and will put people in your life, if He hasn't yet, who will comfort and help you.
Thank you for letting us in on some of your life and thoughts! Your experience is literally heartbreaking, but sometimes people need a nudge (or "punch") into the right direction.
Coconut seriously has been reading the Bible, you guys can clearly see it on his bed😂
And I’m not gonna be one of those people who call coconut crazy because he’s expressing what he’s reading, at least he’s reading unlike most people nowadays 🤷♂️
@@Kakusuoit crazy how many people are criticising him for just being open. You can tell he needs this. If he sees this, we here for you.
im not religious but i enjoy watching coconut videos even this. Im glad you shared how things went down in your life leading to the video that got so much "backlash" sorry to hear i hope all is ok
As someone who likes to help when people are struggling too, only hindsight is 100%. There’s so much of someone else’s burden you can take on before you lose sight of your own performance. Whether or not you’re doing well right now (and I hope you are!), those burdens aren’t the kind of extra weight you can carry around indefinitely. It does and will affect you too.
The way you tell stories is fantastic and your gameplay is A++. Be well, coco.
Please, I beg you, keep on taking care of yourself and putting yourself first even if you have been. And if you’re not, just know many of us are rooting for you to succeed and the ones that aren’t, aren’t worth your time.
I’ve been right where you are bro. I want to remind you that you have a purpose in life, you were created for a reason. Your anxiety, your depression, your struggles do NOT define who you are. I pray you will find the answers you’re seeking, I believe that when you seek truth you will find it.
For so long I struggled with depression and anxiety, and felt that life was meaningless, that I had no reason to be on this earth. I have truly found purpose in my life since that moment, and it’s a purpose that I believe everyone has been created for.
I admire your compassion and your care for this person you are talking about. You have a really true and kind heart, and it’s something that is very important to this world.
Not everything has reasons. It’s not glamorous but sometimes shit just happens. It’s not your job to repair someone’s relationship. Especially if their ex is abusive, hello?
These hallucinations warrant a visit to a psychologist. God didn’t choose you to do X Y or Z for this person or anyone else.
So, you had your heart broken and you were looking externally for a reason for why that had to happen and you found that within religion. A justification for the pain you felt. While I'm not at all religious, it does sounds to me like your friend who was hiding this side of themselves was hurting real bad too, they found their escape for a little while through lying to you and they were willing to hurt you to do that. That isn't fair to you, and I'm sorry you went through that. Sometimes we just gotta' accept that people do shitty things and that we can't help them. I hope eventually, with time and maybe therapy you're able to let go of those feelings, or at least feel a little lighter. If you find comfort within religion that's good, but honestly with all the doomsday stuff it sounds more like you found more reasons to be scared. Genuinely, I hope you do go to therapy, Coconut and that you start to heal. You were never cancelled, most of your community is here and just lightly cracking jokes to ease the tension. Take care of yourself.
The world has a grand indifference to it. Reasons we make are just that.
The bible has refined over the ages to be as manipulative as possible. Thats why people feel like it "comes alive." I recommend staying away from it
I mean. I’m betting you just are here to argue, but maybe look up the Dead Sea scrolls
I pray that God will change your heart. You cannot live on bread alone but need the word in your heart...
this guy is subscribed to furry porn youtube channels btw
@@ace23spades5This is some cult shit right here.
Some have become much too devoted to it. Annual Christmas traditions like the Perchten one (where creepy figures are meant to scare away demons) are sometimes called "Satanism" by strong Christians.
I don't know what is going on (meaning I didn't watch "the" video), but all I know is you matter. THAT is the thing that needs to be said, heard, and remembered.
The video was mostly about doom, gloom, the apocalypse is coming, believe in god, etc
Awww man, really sorry to hear that man. Clearly can hear the hurt in your voice. Sorry that happened to you. I am glad you tried to help tho, not that many people around that actually take the time and try to help others. Having said that you cannot save everyone, it's important to keep that in mind, trying to help sure, but don't bash yourself over it. You basically can't help someone who doesn't want help. Thank you for your content. Take care of yourself!
I got some goosebumps after read this, so true
I’m glad he clarified his opinions more but what does the title have to do with it? He still has a career and channel, isn’t being silenced by anyone but instead a lot of comments are showing concern or at worst cracking a joke about this whole situation. There are plenty of very popular Christian content creators who are very outspoken and read excerpts/stories from the Bible and give their interpretations (like wendigoon or thelordsgiant for examples) so I don’t get why he kinda lies saying he was cancelled?
I guess that's his perception of the whole situation. Maybe he saw the change in his comment section and felt that way
If you watch the Weird Bible podcast Wendigoon does with Lore Lodge and look at the chat (or at least the one he hosted on his own channel) it was filled to the brim with vitriol and hate for the Bible. He has even commented that that's what he gets hate for most. Point being that while I agree it's not actually cancelling, for someone new to the faith like Coconut, this probably feels like he's getting cancelled as Idk if he's used to this kind of criticism.
In case I'm missing some context, this is the first video I've watched of his in like 2 years (title caught my attention).
Regardless, Christian TH-camrs can still absolutely have a career without having to hide their faith but they will always deal with hate, especially if it comes out after their rise to fame.
Honestly you just have a big heart and are a genuine good person coco and unfortunately good people get taken advantage of.
I unlike many here actually watched the video before jumping to the comment section.
You're not alone man your true fans will always be here for you, I'm sorry you had to go through that awful experience I also had a toxic online relationship recently so I felt that in my soul. Take care of you brother Sincerely - ( 200 orbital in 24 hour psychopath John if you still remember :D )
That has to be the most teenaged girl story I've heard all year lmao
And the guy is 30+
When you tell someone something deep, let’s hope they don’t say the same thing to you
@@bradpitt839 there's nothing deep about bein an LDR with a married woman
I hope they do@@bradpitt839
Coconut, please go to a psychiatrist. We're all worried about you.
Coco ily man -
I would consider talking to a therapist
, but also admire the bravery to post something so personal like this on your channel.
Hey Coconut, just wanted to say that I appreciate you sharing this story with us. I know it can not have been easy to put yourself out there and be vulnerable. Just wanted to send you some encouragement. To me and my family this had a huge impact because it shows God's love to everyone no matter what. God rescued my wife and I's marriage from ending and the Lord played a huge roll in redeeming it. It took hard work and faith but we are now in the best place we have ever been. We wanted to encourage you with a few scriptures; Jeremiah 29:11-12, Romans 8:28. God bless you in your journey of life, my family and I will keep you in our prayers. Much love, don't let others discourage you in what you know in your heart to be true.
oh man...
Me too man.
Is he using MFT, the most broken perk in the game!?
felt that one Puff
Elaborate ?
Fake survivor main
I miss Pinheads videos, especially considering the current Thrill meta.
Strap in lads, electric boogaloo here we come!
I feel empathy for you, Coconut. I have faith things will be okay
Any given religion is just as likely as not being a thing. If it works for you as long as it doesn't hurt someone else(seriously, not kust ppl complaining) do it.
Many famous philosophers state a dislike religion but understand the net positive it has on a person, people and society.
no, Jesus is real and he is God!
@@lunarlad8075 Whaaaaaat? My god, the Flying Spaghetti Monster, is the only god there is.
Your jebus is fake.
Unfortunately that is not normal. But hope you feel better. Perhaps you subconsciously create these excuses of god as a means of rationalizing what you've experienced.
His downfall will be studied
Reminds me of how I tried to match with this chick online and she immediately lost interest in me within a week and said she cuts herself. I know I had no chance with her but I REALLY wanted to help her with her cutting problem, telling her all the things about how it’s not worth it and how God loves her. She never replied after two days of this. I pray that she is doing ok.
I know this is long shot but if you need to chat coconut let me know.
God bless
God bless and it’s very nice that you shared this story forgive and forget and there will be people that come and go through you life and people that stay I’ve read the comments on the last video (gotta love the internet but this time I’m not even going to bother looking) God bless
Hey man, I hope you can find it in yourself to continue living strong and pursue your goals no matter its magnitude. Never question your worth in relation to all the sh*t life throws at you. Dig deep and keep pursuing your goals.
thanks for sharing your story Coco... you'd be surprised many people are on the same shoes as you and I'm surprised you are definitely tougher than me. I find it hard to forgive even if I wanted to
I have things I've said years ago that I have still not forgiven myself for. As much as I read on how to apologize to and forgive myself, my short impulsive sentences won't ever leave my regrets. 😣
Put the hatches in the locker man
Been watching you for a while now. This is definitely new and I’m not against it at all. However think making a second channel is a good idea for this type of stuff. Will be watching regardless.
Most underrated comment
Indeed. This type of content isn't what ppl followed him for.
True, he even has a 2nd channel but idk why he doesnt use it
Man's going through it ❤️ life is hardships brother. You got this 💪
I dunno, I think philosophy belong on a second channel. This is dbd. Cool thing you didn't think of revenge, would've just hurt more people and waste time.
i hope you realize this is his channel and he can post whatever he wants. he can quit dbd right now and never post it again. This part of his life and this talk is way more important than anything dbd can ever offer. you need to take a step back and look at what you are saying before you decide to post something like this. this is a video that clearly belongs on this channel and is very important to him.
@ChaosForU Nigga YOU need to take a step back. Understand that this commenter was making a simple suggestion and you are losing yo goddamn marbles for no apparent reason. Look at what others are saying before you decide to post a reply like this.
@@ChaosForU i think his comment is fair though these sort of posts throw people that joined for dbd into a loop like i hope he gets better but it should be something on a second channel
I don't think you realize how difficult it is to build up an entire new channel. Why do that when he's already made a channel that's bigger than 99.99% of us can do?
@@czproductions He can use this channel to promote the other channel. I've seen many TH-camrs do that and they have no issue. Redirecting your community from your first channel to your second one isn't the same as building a community from scratch. If there are people in his audience who are interested in his religious content, they'll subscribe to the other channel. If they aren't interested, they won't. By posting the religious stuff on a channel that was meant to be for DbD content, he runs the risk of losing subscribers because they don't want to see that religious stuff in their feed. And those who do stay subscribed won't watch the content anyway. I mean, it's clear from the comments that a lot of people clicked on this video solely out of concern for his mental health, and not really for the religious content itself.
I hope youre doing better man. The bible is like a tool, you can use it to help yourself but dont compromise your well being at the same time.
Im rooting for you
This is a message for not only coconut but anyone and everyone who knows or is currently trying to help someone through major issues that involve depression and especially suicidality. Please please please advise and advocate for them to be getting professional help. You’re not a professional, you’re not impartial, and you’re not in the position to give them the help they may need. It’s ok to support them but advise them or seek yourself proffesional help.
If you talked to a good religious person like you did in this video they would call you enlightened. Perception is a hell of a thing. Nothing wrong with trying to do the right thing. Better to have loved than to never love at all. Just don’t let the little details consume you, life is abstract.
i wish i could have seen that random video
My tea’s gone cold I’m wonderin whyyy, I got out of bed alone, the morning rain clouds up my window, and I can’t see at all, and even if I could it’d all be grey with your picture on my wall, it reminds me that’s it’s not so bad, not so baad.
Saw the title. Assuming it's about Gojeira. let's find out.
I'm 6 minutes in and I'm having a feeling I was hilariously off the mark.
See you on the "DBD TH-camrs who disappeared and what happened to them" video in 2 years.
We are witnessing the prodromal phase
Honestly was a good watch, however, I do think your understanding of depression and mental health wasn't too great. Many of us have depression in our genetics and I'm unsure if OCD is either but yeah it's not going anywhere. I wouldn't necessarily try to "solve" people's depression or something like that unless its temporary, such as a loved one dying or a break up. If they've had it their whole life basically it's just stuck with that person.
You can love, forgive, have empathy, and still do what is healthy for you by not having them in your life. It sounds like you were emotionally drained by this unwell individual until you were a shell of yourself, many of us have been there at one point in time.
I don’t think anyone was trying to cancel you. You seemed frantic and not well.
My two cents on an endless beach of pennies is that I strongly suggest a chat with a therapist to help you work through the trauma you have experienced throughout this relationship.
We’re expected to show grace and forgiveness to others, but rarely do we show the same for ourselves. DO NOT forget to show empathy and compassion to YOU, you’re important too.
And boundaries.
My therapist once told me, “pierogi. We enable what we tolerate.”
Did I have a reason for being mad at someone for wasting 70,000 hours of me trying to make someone happy that couldn’t be? No. I enabled it, without realizing it until I forgot who I was.
Hope you see my comments. Please take care of yourself.
Bless man; I hear your stutter in the words. Don’t be ashamed man.
my guy you should talk to someone this is not healthy
What exactly is not healthy?
@@taleladar What kind of dumb question is that? Do you not see it?
@@Luan-RT No I don't. Seems like he's just telling a story about something tough that he went through.
@@taleladar Gotta love how neither of these people actually gave you an answer. These armchair psychologists are hilarious. The best part is that many of them are children! Amazing.
@@Luan-RT Sometimes you got to open yourself up. Hiding behind a fake smile is not the best decision; that is what leads to people ending themselves. You have to show yourself to get support and help. Just hiding so much would only make stress and depression worse.
I appreciate hearing your story, Coco. This seems still so raw and fresh, and it's incredibly brave for you to share this, so thank you. 🖤 Getting your heart broken like that, I also had an almost identical experience with another guy prior to being saved as well, so hearing your story is taking me back to that time in my life, which feels like it wasn't so long ago but coming on almost 7 years! I also grew up in abuse and in Mormonism, so there were definitely other facets that influenced the path I was led on... But find it amazing how God will draw you out from some of the darkest places of your life, and then will take the broken pieces to give you His grace instead. Praise God. ✨
The channel has been kinda everywhere lately..
Hope everything is going okay..
Bringing a specific religion into a space where a diverse audience of people with many nationalities and relogious or secular experiences was always going to rub people the wrong way. Getting cancelled was always a highly likely outcome. I personally am someone who has suffered at the hands of the christian faith, but I have many friends who life that faith, and they are some of the best friends I could have ever asked for. You were not wrong to post the video you did, nor this video here, but if what you say is true, that you are new to reading the bible, just know that it comes with a unique set of proplems that you will have to come to terms with and/or dance around when you quote from it. It's a very old text written by a lot of different people from an age long ago, those people didn't always understand what was going on in the society around them. However, some of them did and they were so good at knowing that some of the things they wrote into that Bible still hold up to this day about how society functions and how people interact with each other.
I am happy that you used this medium of TH-cam to talk about your problems so that it could help you in your time of pain. I came here to watch YOU because I think YOU are interesting. I like how you made the previous video, and I liked how you made this one. It might not be the original dead by daylight content that brought me here, but I still think you did a good job of describing how you feel and what you were thinking about. The articulation was great . Not enough content creators are good at doing that, keep up the good work. I hope to see more from you.
Praying for you Coco, it’s too bad the DBD community is toxic and stupid. Gods speed
Amen
For real, DBD has to be like top 3 most toxic and degenerate gaming community I've ever seen. God have mercy on them...
Coco gets religious*
Dbd retards: you need therapy
With a woke unhinged toxic community, I ain't surprised
God speed*
Proud of you starting on your journey, Coconuts. I'd advise you to make your journey a personal thing as the Internet is generally hostile to such matters, but you seem strong enough to handle it. I wish you more pleasant revelations in your journey and much less heartbreak.
Coconut you are one of my favorite TH-camrs I hope you don’t be depressed or anything like that I hope you’ll continue to play dbd I have broken heart too I wish I have friends or someone to tell about my feelings🖤
I'm only six minutes in but it's really hard to watch, you seriously thought getting them back with their husband would solve their depression? You were really stupid, but I guess it goes hand in hand with religion don't it. Also, massively selfish move by you to try and naively fix a person's life to feel better about your God.
You have to be responsible for who you let in your life. That’s why I protect my own mental health because everyone is full of crap
oh shit here we go again
Sad to hear you are going through it. This video sums your feelings up well, I think you should chill on revealing your personal life and mental health to the public going forward, we will use it against you whether we mean to or not.
Comments will not be nice, Christianity is persona non grata in most western circles and you made a political point in your last video, which was not wise.
I think its great you are reading your bible, and will pray for you going forward. I recommend "Dark Night of the Soul," which helped me when i was feeling at odds with myself and existence.
Hope you find your way into some sunlight soon.
It is a nice story. I am glad you found light in something. I am not here to judge you like i see so many others do here, i am only here to extend a friendly hand. Faith is a tremendous thing. Cherish it and dont take it for granted.
Have a wonderful day.
And this is my moment to leave this channel and move on. Goodluck. 👌
Hey, give Coco some respect. Sometimes events cause us to get impulsive and make mistakes. If you watch his next 1v8 Billy video, you'll see how he understands that now. Making no mistakes, we'll never learn. One mistake shouldn't cause you to just say "Goodbye!" Forgiveness is important, otherwise the world will die like a fly.
I sympathize with your struggles. Really, I do. But if you’re going to talk about such topics again, I’d highly recommend doing so with either a professional, or other people in your personal life. Please be safe, coconut.
I'll support you Coco, still strong, someone belive on you and I am one of those
Nothing but love for you brother
1. Iife isnt easy
2. You never grow without trials
Silver is purified 7 times, are you less valueable?
I love you coconut.
Love you coco. Do what’s right for you. Focus on growth. The best way to feel a sense of worth is to get out of ourselves, but if we don’t focus on keeping ourselves grounded and healthy, the impact we make on those around us will change. We feel our motives change only after it’s too late. Always stay true to what you know, but never forget to take care of yourself and love yourself. People disappoint us, they hurt us, they abandon us.. the only thing constant in your life is you! I agree with your sentiment to a degree about people being placed in your life for various reasons, if only to teach a lesson on how to let go. Sometimes things happen down the road, sometimes ten years after you see someone for the last time and as crazy as it sounds, you think of them and remember something kind that they did that subconsciously stuck with you and helped shape your life in a positive way. While I’m not big on dogmatic theology, I’m all for something that inspires them to be good. It’s not my place to question a persons character based on their religious beliefs. Sorry for rambling, I just smoked out my last two brain cells. Process things in a way that work for you and help you grow. It’s refreshing to see the person behind the videos. Life is strange
Rip coconut, you will be missed my buddy.
I appreciate your vulnerability Coconut. Your experience reminded me of my experience with coming to know God. The heartbreak I felt after a relationship paved the way for me to come to know God better and feel His love. At the time, I didn’t understand why it happened, but in Isaiah 55:8, God says “for my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways”. Though the experience was hard, I’m grateful for it. I wouldn’t undo do it because I came closer to God, and felt His hand in my life. When I read the Bible and Book of Mormon (I believe the Book of Mormon to be additional scripture given from God’s prophets), and asked Him if these things were not true, He confirmed to me the truth of those things. I believe God communicates things to our spirits, witnessing the truth of His teachings to us in a way that we describe as feeling. When we read His word, we invite His Spirit into our lives.
In any case, thanks for sharing Coconut. Remember those feelings you felt. They are things to be treasured. Even if other people disrespect your experiences or feelings, God gave them to you in an act of love.
What happened to Coconut? I worry for him.
beautiful story bro, i wish you the best on your journey with christ
please seek help from a therapist
you were 'cancelled' for the weird cringe things you said about Palestinian people. nobody cares if you're religious or not.
what did he say
What did he say?
@@apexspirit3793 he compared the Palestinian people to the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse.
I saw the video, he only talked about how coincidences weren't coincidences, but some religious signs or something. Never remember him mentioning Palestine.
@@valnadis8577He compared the colors of the four horsemen to the colors of the Palestinian flag then proceeded to declare that the Israeli’s were correct in wanting to attack them.
moral of the story : always go solo q
Always 🗿
So you said you were in a relationship with her…even though she was married…but separated for 8 years?
Religion is something that should be personal, and not something you should preach to others about.
And there is no proof of any god, if there was we would all follow that truth. Instead we follow scientific proven ways. And you think you can be THE one to prove the existence of god? This is why you got so much feedback, because it was clear you were not mentally well. And I still don’t think you’re thinking straight.
I pray that you seek discipleship Coconut and that Jesus Christ guides you through his word. I'm happy to hear you've found Jesus Christ and I hope you're doing okay. God Bless Man.
Amen
Jesus was not the son of God, just a regular dude in the middle east that we *might* have a record of.
@@trixxyvkitsune4347 Proof?
The world doesnt want us to believe the Bible is true let alone that salvation is only through faith in Christ. Keep reading Coco, ignore the idiots that have nothing better to say other than make fun of you.
Brodie ppl “cancelled” for ur werid comments no one cares if u spread religion
i thought that video you deleted was actually very interesting!!
Glad to hear you see the reason why this person was in your life. God does move everyone into each other's lives to ultimately bring us closer to Him. Its an intersecting roads and paths that lead to the end of acknowledging and accepting Him, and choosing to be in a relationship with Him in everything we face or not. Til the end of the road. Feel free to reach out if you need any interpretation of situations. Life works in His hands, and He gives us things to do His will.
Romans 12 is the summary of what a Christian is.
Born again happens after the acceptance of God's sacrifice on the cross and belief of the risen Christ(1Corinthians 15:1-4)
That feeling you were experiencing was the Holy Spirit guiding you towards His will. Right and wrong, do this or that, understand what God's word is saying. And God's word is Living. It separates body from soul, and divides soul and spirit(Hebrews 4:12).
Once saved always saved, God purchased your soul with a price on the cross(Ephesians 1:10-14)
this is something you should really be uploading onto a 2nd channel to be honest i hope things get better for you though
Get better soon, coconut
Hey @CoconutRTS! I've been watching your videos for a long time even though some might be strange for others.
I like your openness to tell about these experiences. I have personally had a very similar experience and sometimes it's better to just let go at a certain point with depressed people, because they are like a black hole that can take up all your stamina and efforts. Let them seek professional help. Many good advises just end up on closed ears.
I'm grateful, that you came to end up with a world view full of empathy and love, although you might have risked annoying many viewers/subs..
God truly comes through dispair and I hope you take all those nice stories in there as inspiration for your own wellbeing in the future ^,^
Take care of yourself pls ❤
Im still a huge Fan Coco. Much love ❤
It's sad many just left because of one mistake. He says in a following 1v8 video that mistakes are the tool for growth, and that is very true.