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"hope has to die" is so true! I watched Mooji for many years trying to understand him. Only when I gave up on trying to understand, did I finally start to understand.
Trying and trying for years only to realise that giving up was the whole point... i know what you mean :)
Yes, this is excellent. It is a great blessing when hope dies and despair seems complete. There is the beginning of seeing the illusion of doing. That's when Being becomes more relevant than doing.
And now, freedom is experienced and not just another concept.
Thank you. I started to seek in my 50’s. Too late after my decades of depressions. You are young and full of wisdom.
I hope you're doing well!❤️
I remember hearing Mooji say when he was the student/seeker he gave up and walked away and then some shift happened. Haha. I sense all of it matters as in the perfect delivery for each form, as per the topic of this video. Ascendor you bring clear and amazingly simple clarity with your honest spontaneity. Please continue. Each time I think of how you will answer or address something it happens. Thank you so very much.
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I have to say, you are on a right track when you talk about the thing that has no words haha. You describe it well. The state of nothingness is the closest of describing it in my opinion. How I reach it, is by zooming out on everything. Even on the thought or will to zoom out. Let everything be and let the mind do anything that comes up. Some times I get so 'deep' inside myself that I forget where I am. And than I get scared, Or I get overwhelmed. Than I loose the whole 'deepness' and it feels like I have to build it up again? And get my mind back in the right focus. Knowing that I do not have to fear it. But it keeps happening. Maybe you understand, and could elaborate on it.
@@ivarwest3 Ah yes, I understand. You associate the feeling of being undisturbed with nothingness, but nothingness can also manifest as fear or overwhelm. Sometimes it can disguise itself as a thought that says, "I have lost the nothingness" or "I need to restore the nothingness." What you are trying to do is simply restore the state of undisturbedness, which is okay, but to nothingness, it doesn't matter whether you do that or not. If the situation you are in bothers you, don't try to eliminate the disturbance. Instead, try to find the one who is bothered. And when you find him, tell me about him. :)
Simple, this is why when meditating the right way, you don’t have to try to eliminate the thoughts. You just let them be. And the moment you focus on a thought or concept which is not the one you started with, it will grow, in a split second. Then you feel the “anxiety/fear”.
You can ignore it.
Let it all happen even when you want to control it, that control also sabotages us. Set an intention before you start and let it do what it do. Don’t worry what will happen, because the moment you set your intention, that will set the flow of how things will happen. So just trust , don’t hope.. because that is false trust lol an example of complete trust that I can give is,
“When you open a faucet to wash your hands” you KNOW how the faucet works & you UNDERSTAND that the water will flow through it.
You don’t worry that something will go wrong, you just turn the handle & WATER 🚿 😂
So just trust even if you may not know what’s coming next, and make sure you let the universe express itself to you, even though your mind tells you that you e never been there before, what if it’s scary? What if I die?😂 we don’t die just do it lol and clearly it’s hard enough to get out of this place.
We have to learn these things in order to remember, so go for it, you got this😊
Also, speak to yourself as you would normally, the fancy words don’t always help, when we get out of our body we can still express ourselves the way we do while in it. The only part that we don’t have to take with us is the bad, so Be patient and loving with yourself, we are all still learning.
I hope that helps.
You’re a bright hope! I truly enjoyed the way you express yourself, and words you use to describe your thoughts & experiences makes it highly understandable. It just makes sense 😄. Thank you
What a nice comment :) Thank you🫶
It just happened. This was Grace. Drop striving and relax.
Becoming enlightened is realizing that there’s no one there to become enlightened
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Being bored is peace.
Not knowing seems to always be the key to come back to the true infinite nature
"Becoming enlightened is experiencing a holistic reality.
Very raw the way you express...Thanks...lost for words to say what I mean😅..
U'r welcome :)
I am not aware of anyone who is enlightened.
You may be enlightened then
Effortless peace
A man once went on a holiday
trip. He got robbed on the journey.
He continued the travel calming
himself with the mantra: "Nothing
of all this that happens to me has
real substance, it's all an illusion".
His booked hotel room didn't
exist when he arrived at his
destination. He repeated his
mantra several times. He had
a good time despite all what
apparently happened to him.
All his life he tried to transmit
his way of perceiving reality.
When he left this plane of
existance he arrived there
where he really came from.
Than he realized that he had
been doubting his whole
existence, and that everyone
he tried to teach already knew
deep inside what he was. He
aknowledged that nothing
seems to be permanent, but
that that doesn't mean that all
that transforms wasnt real at all.
He realized that everything is real,
even the dream during the dream.
All just keeps changing. (So he
thought.) The idea that therefore
nothing is real at all made him
laugh out loud about how stupid
and brainwashed mankind can be.
Perception is a gate to
amplified horizons, not
limiting beliefs based in
thoughts of expansion.
He smiled,
and "new',
he was free.
13:22 love what you said about people thinking they have to "do" something to make things perfect, but really it's just about "realizing" that everything already is perfect. this is the real truth. disconnection with ego occurs immediately when you realize that you have all you need. you want for nothing. in fact, these words "want, hope, desire, need, lack, achieve, success, self-esteem" are just the ego trying to keep us identifying with it.
Exactly. :)
Thanks 🙏 yes this morning I had decided to not try anymore..but then a subtle voice says..just one more meditation at the river.. and during that.. maybe just so.. or maybe I missed some greatful intentions.. or have not really fully dropped all habits.. and yet .. we have all had experiences the other way.. when dropping everything..either in meditation..or just walking in a forest. Swimming.. nothing to do moments.. or moments when you can't do anything (hanging from a cliff).. or totally present giving moments .. when something shifts.. like a switch.. eventually mind starts up.. even then one is in bliss or effortlessly being.. so is it a question of finding who is aware of this..or really dropping every belief and concept.. including ones one wants to give up last.. emptying.. accepting whatever..only wishing to serve the divine..find the truth.. allowing the divine to use this body mind for any purpose..total trust.. and then leave that also ( like when manifesting).. any hint of the person.. expectations.. control, fear, anger, trying to create an outcome from a personhood..leading to sliding back down the ladders..like a game of snakes and Ladders... certainly the curiosity, innocence and living in the moment, of a doormice seems to help.. ❤
I love the directness and authenticity my friend this is good territory.
Thank you .
you know, dreaming here has become such a clue. when i wake in the morning there is no transition period anymore. it’s like i’m talking in my dream and then bam me eyes open and im thinking immediately and it’s obvious that the dream is no different from the thoughts “i” have upon awakening . so the dreaming continues but with more senses activated.
It's crazy right?
@@ascendor.ascendor yes! and I’m not exactly sure how this will continue to play out for me lol I hesitate obviously as you said to use words like consciousness for the reasons that you stated as well. There is a lot of bliss here much of the time, as well as there are periods of deep grief. Of course, sorrow is love! Much of the time I feel very open and expanded and some would say I am consciousness, but really the moment we speak or at least identify with anything, there is separation again. This all started for me with a huge what people call a kundalini experience, where I literally was, well, I don’t know what I was lol, but all of the planets were literally on my shoulders, and it was so clear that everything was within me, like a dream! But within is the wrong way to put it because there was no inside or outside.
@@katehiggins9940 It is important that we keep asking ourselves, 'What do I really want?' An answer comes quickly, and that shows we see something in the future that is not already here, which causes 99% of all suffering. When you had this 'Kundalini experience,' was there still a desire for experiences at that very moment?
@@ascendor.ascendor the crazy thing is. When I ask myself, what do I want, nothing comes up. Well, I should say nothing as in material things. The only thing I really want and maybe have ever wanted is to not feel that something is wrong with me. I think that is what most humans want. To feel what they feel think what they think of course which they have no control over, but to not feel there is that external source or parental figure voice watching them and judging. I feel like that’s what every human really deep down wants is to know their innocence. And of course, as the sense of a separate self appears to be falling away or not arising, which is a better way to put it, it’s obvious that there is only innocence. and even that is saying too much because it’s not as opposed to guilt. After that kundalini experience, I wanted nothing. I remember it was like for the first time in my life. I felt the world was not against me. It was a honeymoon.. And then of course, I think all the deep unconscious materials starts to come up although that’s a bit of a story. For now I think what I struggle with is the sense that there is no next moment, like that is really clear, however, there is an edginess sort of like too much energy. There is still a bit of attachment to the blissful feeling. Like wanting them to continue and yet it is so apparent that there is no real continuity so it’s sort of a lack of trust? I’m not sure.
@@katehiggins9940 What part of the content of consciousness can still convince you that it is you? Try to sit with that question and find it. Not by actively looking, but by simply letting yourself be and seeing what comes up. When unpleasant feelings arise, you know you are on the right path, and when no unpleasant feelings arise, you know you are already there.
Enlightenment is not whatcha neeeed
But enlightenment is watcha get
Beautifully explained! Congratulations, you managed to explain the unexplainable!
Thanks :)
I Love this! Thank you!💓✨
@@JValComedy Thank you also :)
We are all enlightened
Yes!🙌
A "random video" as you said which made me laugh a lot, because it's the absolute truth. When you seek it, you already lost it. When you stop seeking, there's nothing because the seeker is what creates the sense of being separated from what is seeking. 😊
I resonate with your message. Not that I already returned home, but somehow I know the way back, and in my perspective it's the same way we descendend here, but reversed. Like you say, surrendering everything, crucifying the false self entirely, like a sheep going to the slaughter silently. I know there's no name for it, but if I would pick one for our true essence, it would be unconditional love. Peace.
Brother, you are already home, but you are wearing VR glasses that make you believe you are not home. Just because a thought says 'I am not home yet' doesn't mean it is true. The attempt to come home IS the feeling of not already being home. There is nothing to attain or to become.
And you are right, the word love is also my favorite word for it. :)
@@ascendor.ascendor I get your point brother, but what I mean is that, to fully feel I am already home (which I agree), I must dissolve the veil that blinds me from testifying I'm already there. That veil is the ego I have to get rid off and crucify, cause if I don't, I'll just keep saying I'm home, but still being blind of it, not fully feeling it and testifying it. I feel that there's still some ego in me that I have to let go, but currently I am not sensitive enough to realize it.
@@BAGHEERAPROSPER That feeling of "not being home" is simply consciousness appearing as "not being home." The very act of trying to dissolve the ego is itself an expression of the ego. Ego is not an entity; it's just a movement of trying to become something. Accept the "ego," knowing that it is also just consciousness. Stop trying to become, and home will reveal itself to you. You are the home you're looking for. If you have a thought now that says, "But I'm not there yet," recognize that this thought is just consciousness appearing as that. In other words, it's just the cosmic joke that the universe plays on itself. There is nothing to become. You are complete.
@@ascendor.ascendor I get it and I agree with you, I don't have to become or achieve anything, but the way I see it, it's a matter of shifting the perspective, a shifting of the mindset, so I can actually see beyond the ego I am already home, instead of me just quoting it. That way I'll speak from it, instead of speaking about it. In my case, I feel I'm still not seeing it beyond the ego. I don't know, I might be in a loop and not realizing it 😅. Yet I see everything is beneficial and part of the journey.
@@BAGHEERAPROSPER I don't want you to feel pressured to recognize your true self. However, it seems that the desire for becoming is what holds you captive. There is no journey; it is all just activity in the mind with which you identify, even though you are the one who observes it. The mind activity is nothing. It's just the singing of a bird and it has no meaning.
Or let me ask you, is there an uncomfortable sensation in your body that makes your mind believe that you can not see it? Because i had lots of emotional garbage i had to get rid of before i had this self realisation.
Hare Krishna.
@@TheConduit10 🙏
Great video
@@The.Watcher.2024 🫶
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The uniformal message is to love thy neighbor and spreading "the word". It is not getting caught in "self" and believing you are just passing through or anything similar. That is what keeps the system the way it is.
It is about spreading "the word" on what is true and right. The main message is loving thy neighbor. If you loved "his father" (truth, goodness, rightness) you would love him. If you loved him, you would love yourself, and whoever else "rightly". The light is within you/me/he/she/we.
This would extend to things like recognizing capitalism and a way of life of "me and mine, before yours" corrupting the human soul..... "Be not afraid."... Its living in fear. Living in ego. Being complicit in worship of the lesser and what is known as "not right". 666 is the number of the beast but it also the number of man.
Obviously that would extend to many things like elitism, racism, sexism, etc, etc.
It involves where your intents lie, in the TRUE SENSE, and not "belief". "Truth "IS" "
"These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me"
The intent in your heart with what you do and are contributing toward. Are you contributing to the opposite of loving thy neighbor?
GNV Ephesians 6:12 ""For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, and *against the worldly governors*, the princes of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness, which are in the high places". Are "your intents making you" complicit with the evil?
KJV Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, *against spiritual wickedness in high places*." Is your "mind" complicit?
ESV Matthew 19:24 "Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.”
These elements can be found among various religions, be it christianity/buddhism/islam/tao/etc but have faced many distortions, corruptions, and misunderstandings. "As within, so without"
Some things id like to suggest searching up: cremation of care, critical factor bypass, controlled opposition, hegelian dialectic, APM Research [FPV Angel] MFMP and frankly so much more but "i'll" leave it there.
As long as you live in "self" you support the "wrong". In each of your hearts you know "selfishness" is wrong. Period.
This then obviously circles back to the initial point of "spreading the word" / spreading "the word"...
It's not really about being enlightened - it's about being transcendental. Not many of us are transcendental. Only the ones who are dogs.
“Im just a dog barking” -UG Krishnamurti
@@loner__000-0 I really love him. Dogs understand dogs.
Oh it clicked for me.... hard! You gotta get darrrrrrk
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I am. It's no big deal, it's available to everyone.
Don't care who believes me, and you're right that words will never suffice, but you're wrong that it's unavailable 🤷
@@alancalkins2656 For it to be available, there would have to be a state where you don't have it and then somehow you got it, which is impossible, but I see what you mean
@@ascendor.ascendor Well said
@@ascendor.ascendor that's incorrect. You currently have the neurological pathways to isolate and contract a muscle without moving your skeleton. Twerking is AVAILABLE to you, however I'm going to go out on a limb and assume you haven't experienced it. Same goes for "enlightenment" 😉
@@alancalkins2656 Twerking is something that can be learned on the relative level, and just as it has come, it will fade with age. However, that which everything is made of - even our current conversation (consciousness that wants to make consciousness aware of how to truly become conscious, which is why it's a sign of immaturity to say that some are enlightened and some are not) - is nothing other than what has always been and therefore cannot be achieved. The sun does nothing to get light because it is its own source.
This reminds me of a quote:
"I feel sorry for the people who really believe they have received enlightenment, because they will lose it."
~ Vincenco Califano
@@ascendor.ascendor I'm not referring to the act itself, I'm referring to the experiential learning process that can only be "felt" no matter how much you know about it. Same goes for popping pectoral muscles. Just because it's inherently available doesn't mean someone has experienced it.
Non duality is basically a copout. I've touched "god" (nothingness as movement requires 2 things and matter requires movement) infinite possibility co-existing with absolute stillness is the alpha Omega attribute-less "god". A cyclical beginning and end of material existence does not make existence a dream or less "real". I speak on my own authority through my own experience. This is why I don't have to pretend along with so many "teachers" that claiming to be enlightened is arrogant or taboo. Nice attempt at a Dharma battle though😉
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i loved what you shared re boredom...that is definitely my issue, the point i feel stuck, for a long time now....Thanks a lot...that helps..seemingly:) Anyway, what is your "real" first name?:)
I'm glad that it was of seeming use :) My name is Justin
It's also a thought, your thoughts ...
Even my comment as opinion is also a thought came from the mind
"I have no answer! To this"
even this! 👆👆 is a thought 😭 there's nothing to prove nothing to argue with if it's all thoughts.
Awakening mean and means nothing at the same time in space
Ahhhh but this is Also a thought there no other source to give u thee truth because there's no absolute truth.
The truth, source!!! Is beyond space and time
Ahhh this is Also a thought u see!!!!!!
Exactly and all of this IS it! :)
what do you think of kundalini awakening spontaneously speaking in diffrent languages and i resonate with your video explained it very well from scotland
I have never dealt directly with the subject of kundalini, but I do believe in the sudden awakening
All is 1 consciousness individuals dont exist
Do you reccomend psychedelics? like LSD, DMT, 5MEO DMT? (ofcourse in a safe and sane setting with tripsitter and testing and doing your homework about the substances)
@@demogadget Yeah, why not ;)
My advice my friend is leave psychedelics well alone. Especially if you have some kind of emotional issues or identity problems of the kind that usually go with personality disorder or adhd/autism spectrum difficulties. Psychedelics can take you down psychological routes you just don’t want to go down and the thing is, you never know how you’re going to react to them until it’s too late. Sure , some people say they’ve had the most profound “spiritual experience “ with them, but, as in my case, it can also go the wrong way and it’s possible to completely screw yourself up. Anyway, it’s not really a spiritual experience, it’s just a drug experience and therefore not to be trusted. Just saying…
Listening to your gut feeling is usually never a bad thing :)
psychedelics saved my life. If you have a bad experience on them then that just means you have something to work on. My first ever mushroom trip was horrifying, I've always had horrible anxiety/depression and worried about everything in my life.. and the amount of anxiety that was felt that night is not explainable in words. 2 years later, (after microdosing and 4 ceremonies with Ayahuasca) although I have a long way to go, I live a significantly happier and healthier life than I did. I actually want to live my life rather than end it like I did during my entire 20s. The profound experience may not be the night you do them but the journey they take you on. People like Gary (who is probably a bot anyway) are just blindly ignorant and really have no idea what they're talking about. But yes truly.. trust your gut!
@@garylake1497This is interesting because I see the concern but in my experience it has been the exact opposite. Those characteristics make your brain process from the bottom up instead of top down. Since you already have experience processing the world in this way you are able to understand what you are experiencing much easier in a meditative or psychedelic state. I have just come to realize alpha waves are essentially responsible for the filter that produces ego or a self. By minimizing it through meditation or psychedelics you are experiencing a very base broad level of consciousness that is shared by everything in existence. I call it the collective consciousness. Again the differences in conscious perception are just like zooming in or out in scale but the entirety is happening all the time and because of the alpha waves you cannot be enlightened and simultaneously be in a sober human experience. You can experience enlightenment in an altered state but you cannot take it with you.
I always wonder how people speak with confidence about a God and about creation.
Isn't that just a questionable concept, since we can not even observe any "other universe" which we know has been created.
So we can not compare anything to our universe and simply are left with a mystery we can't explain.
@@diggie9598 It depends on what you mean by "God". I don't believe in a God you have to believe in, I know a God who recognizes himself as consciousness.
One can still investigate the nature of this reality, which would be the same absolute nature as any other possible reality. No matter what form it takes, any reality will have the same essence.
@@ascendor.ascendor Fair enough, i just can not see how that adresses my main point. Creation needs a creator.
That concept of "God" recognizing himself as consciousness" does not point to things actually being created, does it?
@@diggie9598 No the creator is it's creation, yin is yang, shiva is shakti, emptiness is form, consciousness is matter and nothing is everything and if there's an argument against it, then it's just exactly that appearing as an argument. It's really simple. No special super-conscious expirience related to it. :)
@@ascendor.ascendor I just have some trouble understanding that. Looking at emptiness and form as two sides of the same coin is not the issue. But how can we look at a creator and it's creation in the same way? If that God is consciousness recognizing itself, does that not imply that consciousness must have always existed? Even in the past, when there was no conscious "agent". To me personaly, it unfortunately does not appear as simple. I feel stuck.
well some how you sold me on hopelessness
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Hahah 😄
So you do not have thoughts anymore in your head. Or you just know how to control it are you just let it be????
@@andrewharris2101 There are thoughts but no one is there that is bothered by them, so there is also no feeling of control :) It just is what it is and no one is there to intervene
En lighten , means obviously you have to be stuck in eternal darkness first,
So are you stuck in eternal darkness ? or do you just imagine you are in the dark when you can already see and know the light ?
@@gratefulkm no one is enlightened
@@ascendor.ascendor oh i am , I was in eternal biological darkness, and now i have learnt to change my biology , its great fun, i'm so especially happy , The eternal darkness is gone, the crown of thorns removed
I see the utter jealousy that the sheep who will never be able to feel the joy i feel , that turns to hate and fear, wherever i go
Now where is that wolf i need to enlighten
@@gratefulkm 😂
@@ascendor.ascendor You dont know anything about brain anatomy and how it all works do you ? you just exist in a world on imaginary words and concepts that we the Shepard's created for the sheep and the wolves
So please reply and tell me the 7 brains and what they all exactly do :)
"its easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than it is for a rich man to walk through the gates of heaven" and you have no ability to be able to interpret that correctly do you ?
@@gratefulkm 😂
Does the need to create content hold you back from freeing the self?
@@jamiemills2645 No
@@ascendor.ascendor You didn't give that much thought.
@@jamiemills2645 In my experience, when you are in a frequency of love, everything runs by itself without the pressure you feel when you have a need to create content. So I wouldn't call it a need but rather a playful creation. When you were a child you might have built lego but you didn't feel like you were working, did you?😁
@@ascendor.ascendor That sounds more like the "is" vibration more than the lower level love vibration. Yes it's exactly that, we no longer listen to the ego and let pure intuition guide us. The ego ain't the party planner in life, it's the uninvited guest. Blessings upon you and all you bring light to. 🕉️☸️☯️🙏🏻🕊️
@@jamiemills2645 Thank you :) I like to call it the real universal love vibration
what is fysical pain?
@@christinaleilupo8343 i don't know
Could it be that energy is not flowing or only like it is…
@@christinaleilupo8343 I think it's just part of the flow
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You have absolutly no idea what you are talking about. You can't even fathom the depth and scope of what enlightenment is.
That's right, as soon as you think you understand it, you don't
@@ascendor.ascendor Enlightenment is picking up where humanity went wrong, healing your distorted self and rejected parts that stopped our minds from growing. It is the road to becoming a complete pure being that resonates with the frequencies of heaven and eternal life. It is understanding the full spectrum of love and the mind of God. It is to master energy(yours and the surrounding) and awaken and enhance your unknown senses. It is the fulfillment of what we were designed to be and if you keep seeking you will find it. Good luck
Masons have no idea too bro but they think they do