I started whisper-siging this to myself. My voice was cracking and I almost broke down. Jesus, I never cry when I hear this song but I swear I'm the verge of a mental breakdown. I needed this though. I need something to give me a wake up call. Thanks. I love this version.
Hey, I know it's been a year and you might not see this but I hope your doing okay, you know I can't really cry anymore I try my hardest to show any sign of sadness just to be a little relieved in the end but it never happens but today it did I sang it and I cried and it was amazing haven't done it in a while i just wanna say we're all here for you. I hope your doing better ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
i remember when i fell in love with this boy. he was obsessed with nf and got me into his music. before he broke up with me he said ‘i hope i never let you down’ and now every freakin time i hear this song i break...
Lyrics Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
I haven't been going to school lately. I have been fighting a lot with my family. I don't find any motivation at all. I've been having really bad insomnia. Haven't been eating or getting out of my room. School is really hard and I'm always lonely. My depression hasn't left yet, it's been 2 and a half years. I've committed/attempted suicide for a good amount of time. don't know what to do anymore. anxiety is at it's peak. I just feel numb. life sucks.
Kimberly G thank you sm for your concern! Gladly, I’m feeling a lot better now :) it took a while, but I’m the important thing is that I’m recovering ❤️
This song is me and my dad.... The big last part starting from "don't talk down on me;..." till the song ends ,has 100% all happend to me and him in the last 4 years
damn i love this song its rlly depressed and i used to cry alor but anyways im over wth deppression which is good cuz i used to hurt myself ... but anyways do u mind doing pnb rock unforgettable
It's 2 AM Your crying You feel alone You feel like no one would notice if you left You hide your tears from the world You put on a smile everyday You wanna give up It's 2 AM and no one knows Welcome to my world Your not alone I love you You don't have to be happy to have friends or to fit in. Be you
lyrics for the first fast part Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but edit:thx for 2likes..
it’s like you want to tell someone how you really feel, all those moments you broke down, all the moments you’ve been faking a smile for, all the times you’re up late, all the times you lost your appetite, all the times you felt lost in reality but words can’t even come out, just tears and your urge to scream
Me listening to this song in the car: “What did I do wrong, that’s parents for ya” My dad: Shut up. We raise you perfectly. YOURE DENYING ME OF ANY SORT OF COMFORT. I FEEL HAPPIER WITH A GROUP OF 30 PEOPLE I MET ONLINE THAN I DO WITH YOU TWO.
All the people that is listening to this. I just want to say that it will get better.. You just need to get through this.. Even if it's hard I know you GUYS can do this😊
Song: *im sorry that I let you down* I feel the same way, my mom always doubted me in things and whenever i did something she wanted me to do, she'd think it wasn't good enough and that I was a disappointment and a disgrace to my family. This song is sadly relatable😔💔 Edit: I'm doing better, I eventually got to the point where I started hurting myself but then I'm trying to break the addiction! My mom called me a disgrace and my sister called me useless, but I wont let them take me down! Always stay strong and never let others opinion's about you get to you. You are you and they don't see what you could be when your older. Stay strong ❤️💞
@@Meg-sv6pe awww thank you I bet your amazing also but better than me my mom doesn't love me so what's the point.... She doesn't want the best of me if she did she would've been happy from any grades I got she didn't even come to my awards ceremony... 😭
I swear no matter how many times I listen to this, that first note on the piano hits me like a kick to the gut from a martial arts master. I CAN’T! I wanna cry every time I hear this, which is why I only listen to it when everyone in my house is asleep.
i’m mentally unstable because i was broken up with, i gave everything i had to someone i truly cared for and they left me. i’m so numb to everything now, i laugh at things i should be sad at... does that make me psychotic or just done? 💔
t ...love does make you be like that huh..?you were broken up, when you didnt even know why..when you gave everything you had.. just to show them you care..you love...them..but when you needed them they left you..but laughing at things you should be sad at doesnt mean you are done nor a psychopath..it turned your world upside down....it turned your life the exact opposite..but thats ok love..life is..stupid..a lie..a * G A M E* that has many unlimited choices..choose your path wisely
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
I can't hide the pain of not being skinny, prettier enough left in everyone's shadow like I'm nothing I'm the last choice my fake friends come to vent to me then leave me all broken with nothing to build me back up again I can't talk to anyone they'll find me a disappointment
It’s okay to not be okay. Head up don’t do anything u may regret. U will get thru this u are loved, whether u know it or not there are ppl who will be devastated by ur loss. I’ve been there it’s ass but u just gotta get thru it. Thanks for listening to my Ted talk
It’s gotten to the point where I’ve become so good at hiding the pain I’ve forgotten about it. And then I stop and think and it all comes rushing back. Like it’s always been there. And if someone asks me how I’m doing it’s always “I’m fine”. The fake smiles. The I’m goods. And in reality it feels like you have no one. Nothing. Nowhere to go. And whenever I get happy. Like really happy. Something happens. And it goes away. And I crave that feeling. I miss it. I miss the happiness. And so I fake it.
This song make me feel like I’m not alone here. The feeling of never being enough. And always failing. Everyone expecting me to be okay and apologize for everything. Then it’s me in my room, getting dizzy, feeling lonely, and outcasted. I’m only 15 and I feel this way and it scares me that I may live my entire life with these chains of self deprecation holding me down. And it’s tiring. Anyone else just so tired? And get upset when others say “you don’t know what it means to be tired” but we do. We do.
Girl I feel you. But I pray. Because the best comfort I get is from the Heavens. Everything...everyone happens for a reason. I believe we were put here because even though we suffer we still have a divine purpose. Why else wouldn't we be here?
(Has listened to the original song for about a year) I wonder if there's a daycore version, probably nothing THAT special- (0.25 seconds into the song) I'm in love
“I thought you loved me” that really hurts coming from someone you actually love and see as your world.🤕❤️❤️ call the people you love today. Don’t fight with the people you love.
I miss my old self. I miss being happy. I miss not caring abt other people’s opinions. I miss sleeping. I miss having friends. I miss having fun. I miss going out. I miss saying “I’m tired” and actually meaning i want to sleep. I miss 9 year old me being happy and not caring abt my body, face, weight, clothes and doing what I love. I could imagine 9 year old me being so mad at me for what I’m going through. I’m tired of acting like im “ok”. Bc I’m not ok, life has just turned upside down, I only see black and white. I want my good life back.....
This brings back memories of my brother and i because my brother is in the Navy and his favorite singer was NF, and I miss him smiling at me when this song played😭
The begging sounds like a teenage boy is singing, love it.
Tru
@ALT ACCOUNT put it at 1:25 it sounds like the song but there`s a dud with a deep voice and a kid with a squeaky voice
@ALT ACCOUNT its just faster yhhh.
Reminds me of me and my dads relationship, this seems like something he would do according his actions
When you said that it made it even more deep
That first note hit me in the feels like a truck
Same
👍
It’s like we’re on the edge, right now…
The pain that you hide the best hurts you the most
*oh damn that hit me*
@@tanveer7696 ikr ☹
that shit hits me
ΣTHAN the depth of that physically hurt
Goddamn
song : its like we-
me : *immediately starts crying.*
Same
same...
i might be wrong, but it’s “feels like we...” not it’s like:)
Taylor T Hall me too
same
Isn’t it sad when you get hurt so much , you can finally say
“I’m used to it.”.
Skylar it’s not sad. It’s life. But I see what you’re saying; I’m sure tons of people can relate
I say that alot but my friends still helps me😕
it's sad when you've been raised to think it as 'normal'
@@silentnighx4667 more than i can say
yup 😔🤚🏽
nf is so amazing, i love to see him getting bigger and bigger everyday. he really deserves it.
the search is gonna be lit 🔍
stella honestly he does
I’m here after 2 years; the man’s still kicking it
Its one of those days where being at school is better than being home... "those days" are my normal now
i feel this highly
Niovie Hello aww babes😩💔I’m here fr u bro💗💗☹️Wanna talk
Omg same 🥺😣 i thought i was the only one...
I love you
I feel the exact smae way 😖
I started whisper-siging this to myself. My voice was cracking and I almost broke down. Jesus, I never cry when I hear this song but I swear I'm the verge of a mental breakdown. I needed this though. I need something to give me a wake up call. Thanks. I love this version.
Hey, I know it's been a year and you might not see this but I hope your doing okay, you know I can't really cry anymore I try my hardest to show any sign of sadness just to be a little relieved in the end but it never happens but today it did I sang it and I cried and it was amazing haven't done it in a while i just wanna say we're all here for you. I hope your doing better ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@laveen-nf2wi how sweet of you to say those things,i hope that ur okay too.
@@amyamalia56 thank you, you to ❤️❤️
laveen 2727 hope you’re doing good and thanks for being so kind hearted to a comment that is from one year ago, God Bless You 😗
@@jasmineflores9013 thank you soo much I hope your doing great as well ❤️❤️❤️🥺.
my bestfriend hates me, i couldn't relate more to this song.. :/
hOLLY maLOLLY same :(
My god, my bestfriend left me like 4 months ago and i still can't figure the fact that he isn't with me anymore💔
You guys have friends. 😨
Same but wuth mother and father they left me..
Samee here
"i'm sorry, i thought you loved me."
that hit hard..
@@arounduaewithilian917 same
Oh...that- that just made my heart break even more..
What chu sorry about? Oh my names I thought you loved me.
Depressed army check :)
When it says “It’s like we’re on the edge right now” hits me hard😔
its actually "feels like we're on the edge right now"
Shirrinツ because we really are
i remember when i fell in love with this boy. he was obsessed with nf and got me into his music. before he broke up with me he said ‘i hope i never let you down’ and now every freakin time i hear this song i break...
))):
Omg, this one boy did that too me too. It hurts doesn't it?😔
I'm so sorry:""((っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
I want this slowed on spotify.🤤
Me too :(
You can Download it with a converter
I got y’all just wait a little bit and I can put it on there
PRO TV ELMORE Do it please
Same I wish it was
Got me in my feelings...✨
Keke do you love me... ...... Sorry😂
Army BTW!
@@nichilyu8309 vc
Lyrics
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we
Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down
0:00 - 0:33 is the absolute best part, don't even fight me on this one
Ikr
I feel like 3:24-3:59 was better
0:00 - 4:36 PERIODT
@@xybax9535 YUP
I like where it talks about nothing left cause he gave it all to him but that’s me
I haven't been going to school lately. I have been fighting a lot with my family. I don't find any motivation at all. I've been having really bad insomnia. Haven't been eating or getting out of my room. School is really hard and I'm always lonely. My depression hasn't left yet, it's been 2 and a half years. I've committed/attempted suicide for a good amount of time. don't know what to do anymore. anxiety is at it's peak. I just feel numb. life sucks.
awh, hope ur okay, please people will miss you ive been there. Stay strong
Princess Anthony please stay strong ‘light will come through’
your not alone,im here and its gonna be okay
hi I’m late but please eat something and keep your head up💞
Kimberly G thank you sm for your concern! Gladly, I’m feeling a lot better now :) it took a while, but I’m the important thing is that I’m recovering ❤️
**depression has joined the chat**
Iceteaisthebesttea has it ever left
and it never left ;(
@@Eli-tp8wg That right🥺🥺
Excuse me...who summoned me??
*anxiety has entered the chat*
"At least your happy"
That hits so hard
And here goes my mental breakdown just like every other night
Hope you’re doing better a year later king👑
"No, but at least you're happy."
That hits.
I'm not
yeah. i let everyone down. i wish that i could cry. i wish i could show someone how much i care. i can’t take it.
Me too..❣️🥺
ripped my heart out
Nf is gorgeous, this song is gorgeous, this version is gorgeous. Thank you!!!
Me: Omg- i finally found one
Dad: what are you listing to
Me: Um
This song is me and my dad....
The big last part starting from "don't talk down on me;..." till the song ends ,has 100% all happend to me and him in the last 4 years
These songs hit different when you’re home alone because of the quarantine
damn i love this song its rlly depressed and i used to cry alor but anyways im over wth deppression which is good cuz i used to hurt myself ... but anyways do u mind doing pnb rock unforgettable
i will
bet thx
I think this song is one of my favorite drugs.
(I don't take drugs but when I love a lot a song or something, I say it's my drug.)
i take *drugs* because of the way _people_ be with me. i'm sorry, *i* can't *_stop_* *i'm* slowly *dying*
the only drug i use is weed for anxiety and sometimes recreational
@@katiekushnerov3262 me too
We are the generation who is depressed and we will understand our kids depression well
All this voice’s in my head get loud I wish I could shut them down * damn I felt that 💔
1 year later and I’m still crying to this song 😭
did u make it another year or u happy now? if yes i’m happy fou uuuu
@@ematab4352 hope both yall hade more and better years🫂
It's 2 AM
Your crying
You feel alone
You feel like no one would notice if you left
You hide your tears from the world
You put on a smile everyday
You wanna give up
It's 2 AM and no one knows
Welcome to my world
Your not alone I love you
You don't have to be happy to have friends or to fit in.
Be you
This is gorgeous oh my word
lyrics for the first fast part
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
edit:thx for 2likes..
i got highlited... did i do something bad...sorry im bad at english filipino here
something wrong
@@sorryno9391 highlighted is something good, don't worry
ahh thank you! ^^
Teen boy: it's like were on the edge right now...
Uncle comes in: *YEAH* ʕʘ̅͜ʘ̅ʔ
😂😋
i-
LMAO
This really helps me with mastering the rapping part of the song. Thank you!
the quiet little 'screams' in the background music are so strangely..beautiful
this is perfect video for those people trying to learn the rap xD liked :D
it’s like you want to tell someone how you really feel, all those moments you broke down, all the moments you’ve been faking a smile for, all the times you’re up late, all the times you lost your appetite, all the times you felt lost in reality but words can’t even come out, just tears and your urge to scream
Me listening to this song in the car: “What did I do wrong, that’s parents for ya”
My dad: Shut up. We raise you perfectly.
YOURE DENYING ME OF ANY SORT OF COMFORT. I FEEL HAPPIER WITH A GROUP OF 30 PEOPLE I MET ONLINE THAN I DO WITH YOU TWO.
^
Damn. :(
• Luna Eclipse • y’all to me bro I’m here for you 💜
Welp
damn
All the people that is listening to this. I just want to say that it will get better.. You just need to get through this.. Even if it's hard I know you GUYS can do this😊
Thank you so much
“I wish I could say I’m proud I’m sorry I let you down”🥺🥺this reminds me of every sad thing in life
honestly when people say it will get better it won't you will just get used to all the pain and go numb its the harsh reality of it.
Song: *im sorry that I let you down*
I feel the same way, my mom always doubted me in things and whenever i did something she wanted me to do, she'd think it wasn't good enough and that I was a disappointment and a disgrace to my family.
This song is sadly relatable😔💔
Edit: I'm doing better, I eventually got to the point where I started hurting myself but then I'm trying to break the addiction! My mom called me a disgrace and my sister called me useless, but I wont let them take me down! Always stay strong and never let others opinion's about you get to you. You are you and they don't see what you could be when your older. Stay strong ❤️💞
tae yang I'm sorry, I bet your amazing and that your mom just wants what's best for you. From one random person on TH-cam to another in always here💕
@@Meg-sv6pe awww thank you I bet your amazing also but better than me my mom doesn't love me so what's the point.... She doesn't want the best of me if she did she would've been happy from any grades I got she didn't even come to my awards ceremony... 😭
im so sorry :c if you want to talk my insta is : @amelielovr
Dont forget i love you and youre great!
@@mynameisnugget1195 awh okie I'll add you! And I Love you more xoxo
@@kxte.dreamzz6497 aww im sorry here is my email if u wanna talk mentalminds666@gmail.com
I swear no matter how many times I listen to this, that first note on the piano hits me like a kick to the gut from a martial arts master. I CAN’T! I wanna cry every time I hear this, which is why I only listen to it when everyone in my house is asleep.
slowed to perfection !!!
I just realized how bad it is to lose someone because in that way you lose your self too :(
The beginning! 😍
This is hella nice. Would you mind doing its not love by lontalius?
ofc
th-cam.com/video/AYO8Jmaxl6c/w-d-xo.html posted!
My fav part is 1:24
The duet is soo good there!
Song: its-
*tsunami😭
It really gets into your feels :(
This sounds really good.
i’m mentally unstable because i was broken up with, i gave everything i had to someone i truly cared for and they left me. i’m so numb to everything now, i laugh at things i should be sad at... does that make me psychotic or just done? 💔
t ...love does make you be like that huh..?you were broken up, when you didnt even know why..when you gave everything you had.. just to show them you care..you love...them..but when you needed them they left you..but laughing at things you should be sad at doesnt mean you are done nor a psychopath..it turned your world upside down....it turned your life the exact opposite..but thats ok love..life is..stupid..a lie..a * G A M E* that has many unlimited choices..choose your path wisely
@@MGLAkia damn.
z i a n n e - was i too poetic?🤣
@@MGLAkia nah, i just find it perfect
z i a n n e - aww!!ok!
The thing is, your always hit with that feeling having to ruin your good feeling.
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we
Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down
I listen so many times I could sing this inside out👉🏼👈🏼😭💔🖤
this channel puts my heart in a microwave
This song just really hits me I swear
stop crying, im here for yall;)
this one hit me right in the feels
I can't hide the pain of not being skinny, prettier enough left in everyone's shadow like I'm nothing I'm the last choice my fake friends come to vent to me then leave me all broken with nothing to build me back up again I can't talk to anyone they'll find me a disappointment
Never knew I needed this
I acc can't do this- This makes me feel so peaceful, so relaxed, so calm something that I really needed so tysm, like ily.
It’s okay to not be okay. Head up don’t do anything u may regret. U will get thru this u are loved, whether u know it or not there are ppl who will be devastated by ur loss. I’ve been there it’s ass but u just gotta get thru it. Thanks for listening to my Ted talk
It’s gotten to the point where I’ve become so good at hiding the pain I’ve forgotten about it. And then I stop and think and it all comes rushing back. Like it’s always been there. And if someone asks me how I’m doing it’s always “I’m fine”. The fake smiles. The I’m goods. And in reality it feels like you have no one. Nothing. Nowhere to go. And whenever I get happy. Like really happy. Something happens. And it goes away. And I crave that feeling. I miss it. I miss the happiness. And so I fake it.
When you're happy, you listen to the song.
When you're sad, you understand the lyrics.
Everyone left me, my family, friends, girlfriend, I've no one to say mine, I'm alone always , sometimes talk to myself .
this song makes me emotional every time i listen to it ://
this is beauty
This version hit me like a train.
i usually cry to this song but i’m too numb to cry anymore.
favourite rapper 🥺🥰
This is beautiful. Thank you
Looking at these comments and not knowing if yal are still alive... or if the trigger rly got you.. is the worst 😔
I have never cryed harder in my life
This is sad but i don't have tears left you know ?
It seems our world became so lifeless and sad ,
💔💔💔 same
This aged so badly
Beautiful melody
NF songs slowed hit different
i love this song because I relate to it.
This song make me feel like I’m not alone here. The feeling of never being enough. And always failing. Everyone expecting me to be okay and apologize for everything. Then it’s me in my room, getting dizzy, feeling lonely, and outcasted. I’m only 15 and I feel this way and it scares me that I may live my entire life with these chains of self deprecation holding me down. And it’s tiring. Anyone else just so tired? And get upset when others say “you don’t know what it means to be tired” but we do. We do.
Girl I feel you. But I pray. Because the best comfort I get is from the Heavens.
Everything...everyone happens for a reason. I believe we were put here because even though we suffer we still have a divine purpose. Why else wouldn't we be here?
You know... sometimes crying is a way your eyes speak... when your mouth can’t explain how broken your heart really is..
(Has listened to the original song for about a year)
I wonder if there's a daycore version, probably nothing THAT special-
(0.25 seconds into the song)
I'm in love
anyone just love the feeling of crying and just letting your feelings out, nobody hurt you,you just like being sad
Who there for listen to this song of quarantine 'couse you miss someone...
“I thought you loved me”
that really hurts coming from someone you actually love and see as your world.🤕❤️❤️
call the people you love today. Don’t fight with the people you love.
Yeah
I was left by my girl for my best friend.
When your not depressed but still listens: mom: those songs make you sad 😒 me:…………Mother You listen to sad songs and make you cry 🤨
😢❤❤❤ best song
Great job like it 😍💕💕
Finally we can sing with him
Love this 💕 ❤️🧡🧡💛💚💚
I miss my old self. I miss being happy. I miss not caring abt other people’s opinions. I miss sleeping. I miss having friends. I miss having fun. I miss going out. I miss saying “I’m tired” and actually meaning i want to sleep. I miss 9 year old me being happy and not caring abt my body, face, weight, clothes and doing what I love.
I could imagine 9 year old me being so mad at me for what I’m going through.
I’m tired of acting like im “ok”.
Bc I’m not ok, life has just turned upside down, I only see black and white.
I want my good life back.....
Thanks for making me cry 💀
Hxck Layla srry
Hxck Layla sometimes the truth hurts..
Damn sounds so much better slowed
0:24 I would cry… but I’m used to the pain….. and I ran out of tears😞
you know those times when you cant cry and you just sit there just sad and you just feel depressed.. ?
Helps me so much with the rap parts
“Packed all my clothes and I moved out, I don’t even wanna go to your house” I relate to that one a little to much
This brings back memories of my brother and i because my brother is in the Navy and his favorite singer was NF, and I miss him smiling at me when this song played😭