When my brother died, I found a note. It said “I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better brother” And I wish I could see him one more time and just tell him how that’s not true and how he was the best brother I could ever ask for. So to you: if you feel like you’re not good enough, believe me when I say that you’re the best in someone’s eyes. You’re good enough.
It’s not too late to turn things around, it’s not the end, live your life the way YOU want to live it because you only have one ☝️, you haven’t failed, your making mistakes.. and learning from them, don’t accept failing as a reason to be done.. I hope you read this, and I hope it means something to you ❤️ I wish you the best in everything, I want you to go down the right path, I know you’ll be able to.. and trust me your not the only one and if people can’t accept you for who you are than screw them there’s better people out there ❤️❤️
Random strangers I meet on the internet get me more than my parents do. They make me feel wanted when no one else does lol, They also notice when you're forcing a smile.
its like someone covering your mouth and lettings you say i ok and i fine but they watch over you and make sure you look and smile ok but when you get home it just drains you out and makes you feel like shit
I sorry I can’t be the best daughter I sorry I can’t be the best friend I sorry I can’t the best student I sorry I can’t be the best sibling u ever wanted I sorry I can’t be the happiest person I sorry I can’t be the best cousin I sorry I can’t be the best dreamer I sorry I can’t listen I sorry I couldn’t give u everything I sorry I look fat. I sorry my face is to chubby I sorry I can’t be a good listener I sorry I can’t be a good baby sitter I sorry I can’t be a good person I sorry I can’t be the best granddaughter or grate granddaughter I sorry I keep yelling I sorry u never wanted me I sorry I can’t be a good person I sorry that I am a brat I sorry that I fake smile a lot . EDIT:TYSM For 3.1k LIKES
Ikr like these songs tell a story, not some POV story of a person who dances to take away pain like no these songs are literally nearly all of us , but they’ll never understand that, no one ever has
I'm sorry for being mean. I'm sorry for being a bad sister. I'm sorry for watching bad things. I'm sorry for making u unhappy. I'm sorry for being rude. I'm sorry for being a mistake. I'm sorry for being born. Im sorry for failing class. I'm sorry for not doing homework.. I'm sorry for being a bad friend. I'm sorry for fake smiling. I'm sorry for hurting you,
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
@@jjj4189 your in the wrong comment section. If that's the case, why did God make us like this. If he really loves us why does he make us go through this pain when he can take it all away. Some god.
@@jayaniparbat588 God gave all of us free will , it was our choice to choose to love God or not otherwise we are like robots , god wants real people . We human abused the freedom went into evil and are suffering . But God came in human form took the punishment that we deserved and suffered for us , so we would love forever . It is Ur choice to believe or deny God .
They put on their fake faces for the people then show their true colors to us, and they are blurred red and black with hints of green, reflecting the anger, disappointment and toxicity. ;c
yeah, I was in the bathroom doing makeup when I accidently over heard my Mother on the phone saying how much she hates me and she never wanted kids... I cant wait to tell her I heard it ^^
@Ari luvs Jesus don't worry god will be there for u. listen to music it will make u feel 100 times better. that will heal u a bit. i will pray for u don't worry.
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
@@voltekthecyborg7898 .don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayIf you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior.
“hey I saw u crying are u ok?” “Oh I’m fine” “Are u sure??” “Yea I’m fine!” “Do u wanna talk?” *Starts to cry a lot* “Yes I do....” If u see someone who looks sad the. Usual ask them if they are ok if they say if they are “fine” hug them.
“They don’t see your pain” “They don’t notice your cuts” “They don’t notice your tears” “But they notice your depression when you leave this world..” -Anonymous
I’m sorry I gave up. I’m sorry I stopped trying. I’m sorry I can’t succeed. I’m sorry i stopped caring about myself. I’m sorry I’m so clingy. I’m sorry I’m not what you wanted. Im sorry I’m so emotional. I’m sorry I’m still here to bother you.
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
I'm here for you if you need to talk to someone keep your head up king your special your one of a kind man there Is only 1 you in this world man so go live a happy life why spend your life being depressed when you can live a happy life
@@alexkovac4433 Don't be a fucking prick you can clearly see that that person is going through a tough time and you are making it worse. Fuck you inconsiderate asshole!
I’m sorry for everybody that have their problems at home, I hope everyone is okay. I just want to let anyone who is reading this know that everything will be okay, keep moving forward, and and keep fighting. I wish if I had the power to just make every one with depression and anxiety be happy and take all of your guys pain away.
I’m sorry i’m not the best sibling I’m sorry i cant make anyone laugh I’m sorry i’m not the best friend I’m sorry that i look ugly I’m sorry I’m insecure I’m sorry that I’m depressed I’m sorry that i ruined everything I’m sorry for being annoying I’m sorry for harming myself I’m sorry for hating myself I’m sorry for wanting to die I’m sorry for faking my smile I’m sorry for saying that i’m fine all the time I’m sorry for lying I’m sorry for everything. No matter how hard i try.
do you ever just cry in bed...and stop...and you try to cry again...but you lay there...emotionless...not being able to cry...laying there in pain...cuz’ me too. (update: I wrote this comment when I was going through a lot and I cried every night feeling worthless and I was just going through a dark stage in my life and now I’m doing better but I feel like my anxiety is getting worse but I’m trying to fix it and get on the right path but the only way is through Jesus and he can help me through my storms and struggles and I know He can help all of you as well so if you need prayer or anything or maybe we could just talk let me know and I could help you.God bless.✝️)
Lyrics: Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down I let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did Was never tryna make an issue for you But I guess the more you thought about everything You were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it My hands are full, what else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess You want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you You're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work And probably woulda figured things out But I guess I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down Yeah, I'm sorry I'm so sorry now Yeah, I'm sorry That I let you down
As a little girl, I thought everything would be princesses and rainbows. As a grew up, I found out the hard way. Listening to slowed music, tears streaming down people's faces. This is how life has turned out. The thing is, not many adults and parents understand why their children have grown unhappy.
i can realate and im only 12:( my b-day is next month its on the 24 and its getting harder and harder each year i wish i could be a little kid and not worry bout what will happen tmr every day after school i go to my room and play this sond and just cry my eyes out cuz im being bullied at school and online so i stay in my room and never come out i think i fail at everything
Lyrics Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down 😢😢😢
Same but I got used to it. Though, the audacity to say "you're a bit more open now, back then you were very closed off". I wanted to say "thanks to you guys"
@@zuki6249 hello my girlfreind and me are in college, and we are about to have 11 weeks off before we start again. But she likes to spend time alone alot, so I'm just worrying she won't want to spend time with me over the 11 weeks and I'm just stressing about it I told her how I felt and she said 'I just love having time to myself' but what if she dosent wanna hang out at all?
I’m sorry that your parents think u fake depression, just don’t listen and don’t care what others say try and focus on yourself. Try to find a way where u can make yourself happy cuz if u let someone else make u happy that person is gonna leave believe me but u yourself won’t
I know u don't know her and i don't know why i'm writing these lines under a song I relate so much like never before, but a friend died last week on 08/04. I've just received the news a couple of hours ago and I can't stop crying. On 08/04 she wrote, she haven't slept or ate for 2 days and that she wasn't able to feed her dogs because she had not enough money. I've texted her, but got no response at that time. Now I received the message, that she ki*led herself on that day, where I wrote her a message, in hope i could help her or doing something else. Most of u give a sh*t about that, but for me it's hard to handle right know. I'm depressed 'cause of many reasons and now realizing that a girl, who meant a lot for me, gave me hope because she went through so much and tried to live her life as best she could, kil*ed herself is so ... I can't find the right words for it. She was a role model with an incredibly strong personality. A beautiful soul who was able to make you smile just by smiling at you. I'm listening to this song right now on repeat and crying my eyes out. And of course it's raining outside. Thank u for reading this, bc of that, I have the feeling I was able to talk to someone. Not beeing alone with it, you know? So thanks. R.I.P. Cat
Just remember you're a great loving person, you're the reason half of the population smile today. She is now on heaven, laying there peacefully watching you as you move on. I was cheated on today. And I'm awfully sad. But its 2020. It's normal. Life is a whole game, complete it.. and no reward. Just be happy you did. 😁
We cant change the past but we can change the future its sad that people feel like theres no place for them. If i thought like that i would have killed myself last year but I didn't see the possibilitys.
I know right? This world is f*ked up, they will notice the change in us but never notice what made us that way, one mistake and all your good deeds are forgotten..
I’m sorry I can’t be a good friend I’m sorry I’m not enough I’m sorry for making so many mistakes I’m sorry for being a bad sister I’m sorry for being a bad daughter I’m sorry for being a bad granddaughter I’m sorry for being a bad nephew I’m sorry for being a mistake I’m sorry for being such a klutz I’m sorry for not being what you want me to be I’m sorry for not being perfect I’m sorry for being alive in this earth.
“Why are you always alone? It’s weird.. also, why are you always so sad?” “Well, I am alone because I know I’m lonely, I have always been. I’m always sad because the monsters I though were in my closet or under my bed, I’m that monster, and deep down, I hold even worse monsters then what I am.”
When I listen to this music I think of my deceased cat... She got hit by a car in front of my house. I couldn’t do anything to help her and I feel so guilty. I should’ve protected her but I couldn’t... While she was being hit, I was in my living room, posting a selfie on Instagram... I will never forget her and will always love her... Life’s unfair. 😢❤️
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
I failed at being daughter, best friend, sister, girlfriend and student. I failed at being human. I hate myself. Just wanted to ask if anyone feels the same. I really need people to talk to. I'm somehow really scared because I'm not scared of death anymore. Pls help.
I remember jamming out to this song a little while ago, when I had no responsibilities to worry about, no school or anything, just family and friends and playing. I'm not depressed or anything, this just reminds me.
Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed It's annoying I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you But, I guess the more you Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right? Yeah, I'ma just ignore you Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you Very loyal? Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full What else should I carry for you? I cared for you, but Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, you don't wanna make this work You just wanna make this worse Want me to listen to you But you don't ever hear my words You don't wanna know my hurt, yet Let me guess you want an apology, probably How can we keep going at a rate like this? We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave Please don't come after me I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all Go ahead, just drink it off Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong Ain't that what you always do? I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood What else can I offer you? There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down Yeah, don't talk down to me That's not gonna work now Packed all my clothes and I moved out I don't even wanna go to your house Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me Eventually, I bet that we Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out But I guess that I'm a letdown But it's cool, I checked out Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now Sit around and talk about the good times That didn't even happen I mean, why are you laughing? Must have missed that joke Let me see if I can find a reaction No, but at least you're happy Feels like we're on the edge right now I wish that I could say I'm proud I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, I let you down All these voices in my head get loud And I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down Oh, let you down I'm sorry I'm so sorry now I'm sorry That I let you down
Failed as a daughter Failed as a sister Failed as a granddaughter Failed as a friend Failed as a best friend Failed as a best student Failed as a cousin Failed as a niece Failed as everything Failed as a child of god😫😞
NOOO DON'T SAY THATTT. We are all human we all have troubles. I want you to know you can give those troubles to God because he loves you. Even thought you didn't choose him, he chose you, so keep going because God's plan for you is still in store for you. I want you to open that bile and feel the Holy Spirit working in you. I want you to talk to Jesus and give him all of your burdens , "Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 Pray to God Cry out to him and repent to create a new clean heart in you because he does not ignore the ones who are troubled. God the Father , God the Son and God the Holy Spirit love you. Read all of Romans 8.God feels your pain. He's experiencing it with you. He's with you. And He wants you to give your pain to Him. He loves you so very much, He didn't create you to suffer under your own burdens. That's why Jesus died on the cross for you, so that you didn't have to carry this painful burden. God's holding His hand put to you. He wants to pull you from this dark place and make you shine. Will you take His hand?
francesca:P I do and will forever take his! Thank you so much for the support I really do appreciate it 🥺 God bless your kind soul and may you continue to bless the world because your amazing🙏🏾❤️✝️
@@briannahooten9859 bc you have a much left in you and so many people care about you. Do you want to put those people through the same thing you’ve been though?
@@elizabethp2317 I don’t care that they care about me. If they cared about me they let me end my suffering , do you like to see the people you care about in excruciating pain?
this song just makes me wanna take things slow and just relax myself. it makes me feel sad and better about myself at the same time. growing up from anxiety and ptsd was hard but not impossible tho. 6 years into depression there's not a single thing I didn't try to make myself feel better but there was always hope and today when I look back at all those times, I just feel proud that I made it out. and to anyone reading this I just hope whatever you're going through, there are people who always care and you will pull through this eventually. I believe in you and you are perfect in every way possible. take care x
I NEED you... Im PROUD of you... I UNDERSTAND you... I CARE AVOUT you... I really do.. Stay with all of us... Dont end this even if it is your worst just dont
i really don't know what to feel anymore. there's always this feeling of sadness, guilt inside of me. if i'm ever feeling happy or excited, i remember that i have this feeling and my mood basically goes ⬇️⬇️
I've been feeling that same way a lot recently. It really is so frustrating, I can't tell what happiness is or what I'm feeling sometimes. I hope things are going better for you, I'll be praying
this is the song that plays every night in my head thinking about all my old friends in the past that I let down, the thoughts come back to me every day, every night, haunting me with the guilt of the fact that I messed up everything, that I was the reason why it happened..
I failed at being A daughter A sister A student A friend A human... I miss the days where I could say “I’m fine” without lying...I’m sitting here crying because I failed at everything...I have lost everything...I’m not fine...💔
I failed: •Academicly. •At being a good daughter. •At being a good sister. •At being a good friend. •At being a good Catholic. •At being less obnoxious. •At being less annoying.
All i want is for my parents to understand I'm so depressed I cant even keep up with myself I wish I could make them proud of me I cant keep up with school at all and I don't know what to do at this point
Hey, it's not easy I know, but don't let other's opinion hurt you, you need to stay positive as much as you can, everything will be better, just stay strong! If you want to talk I am here
I wish I had a son who is going through the same things I go through so I can tell him that it all gets better and just vibe out with him to these songs
This song pushes me further to get my diploma and put a smile on both my parents' faces just so that I could be proud of myself for accomplishing my goal. For anyone else struggling out there, may god watch over you and guide you on the right path.
I swear it gets better. And i know because ive been bullied, sexually harassed and had to suffer with depression and suicidal thoughts. I know some people have it worse, but i swear it gets better. After living with depression for my whole life, i finally figured things out. I set myself a dream, and im going to follow it. Ill try and live my life and make it as intresting and fun as possible. Yes you will get let down, and you will let people down, but soon enough they will forgive and you will forgive. It gets better, i swear. Dont hurt yourself. Dont hate yourself, instead look into the mirror and say youre beautiful, say that you deserve everything, say that you can do it cause you can! I believe in you, and many people around too. I swear itll get better.
A woman asked her husband do I smell good he said no, she asked am I pretty, he said no, she asked him why be with me then, he said you don’t smell good, you smell the best, he said your not pretty your beautiful, he said why am I with you because you are you and I am me I love you don’t forget that!
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Im sorry mom that im the worse, fat, ugly daughter ever im really sorry that i cant help myself. Dad i love you so much ur my number 1 suporter through dance and all my goals in life, Dad u make me feel like i am a queen u make me feel the proudest and i would never ask for a better dad. And im really sorry that you had u had to go through an eating disorder alone. Im really sorry big bro that i was never there for u and was always in my room crying. Im really sorry lil bro that u had me as a sister thats really anoying.
@@shyboy_ff6061 awwe thank you, well things aren't the best I'm trying to work them out. It's taking time but atleast I'm trying. Hope you have a good day and stay safe
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
Just been scrolling down and I just wanna let ALL of you know you are beautiful and amazing and I know your tired of fighting but I promise if u keep on u won't regret it ❤
I remember for years listening to NF crying with no regard for my life. Every week the cuts became more and more. I would always express how i felt aswell. Now i bottle up everything. Things keep getting worse, and i dont know why i keep fighting. And then the guilt trip starts taking place when someone finds out. "You have everything" "You should be happy, since this and that" "Oh you take everything for granted". Yea. Everything. Yknow, my dad who has been my bestfriend now has cancer and completely changed it seems. Or the constant traumatic flashbacks of the abuse as a kid. Or every time i see a pill bottle i think of ODing again. Having to refrain for cutting even though it was my only coping mechanism for 9 years. Yet still acting perfectly ok. Im only 16. If this is life, i dont understand what the big deal is. What is living if your not happy doing it?
![Eminem - Mockingbird [Slowed+Reverb]](/img/n.gif)
When my brother died, I found a note. It said “I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better brother”
And I wish I could see him one more time and just tell him how that’s not true and how he was the best brother I could ever ask for. So to you: if you feel like you’re not good enough, believe me when I say that you’re the best in someone’s eyes. You’re good enough.
I’m so sorry for your loss😔 Sending prayers and stay strong, and thank you🥺
im so sorry for ur lose 😔
❤️ Thank you... I'm sorry for your loss... but your message hit so hard
I'm sorry for your loss 😔🙏
I am so sad I don’t know what to say😭
Failed as a son , failed as a brother , failed as freind , failed as supporter
God please help me
I’m here for you brother🥺❤️
❤️
❤🤞🏻
nah by
It’s not too late to turn things around, it’s not the end, live your life the way YOU want to live it because you only have one ☝️, you haven’t failed, your making mistakes.. and learning from them, don’t accept failing as a reason to be done.. I hope you read this, and I hope it means something to you ❤️ I wish you the best in everything, I want you to go down the right path, I know you’ll be able to.. and trust me your not the only one and if people can’t accept you for who you are than screw them there’s better people out there ❤️❤️
sick of trying
tired of crying
yea I am smiling
but inside im dying
-ken kaneki
I am folding my dishes
@@ailyncarpenter u fold urs? I usually eat mine and get new ones
@Shortest axolotlYT oh rlly? because I'm Dom Toretto
@@brittlebone00 family....familia
So real
Reading these made me realize that we’re all just broken people trying to fix another broken person
Yes the fuck
mhm
True man
we are
Im sorry, im so sorry please im so sorry fuck sake im sorry. im sorry. i didnt mean to shit in my pants
"All these voices in my head get loud"
That part...just that part
Yes I can feel that like on another level but I hope you are feeling better and are happier now!✨
hits home real hard
do you know candice
@@ailyncarpenter candice?
@@valentinesweetheart1353 yes Candice do u know her
Random strangers I meet on the internet get me more than my parents do. They make me feel wanted when no one else does lol, They also notice when you're forcing a smile.
Same😥
Same bro same
Tf 💀
So relatable
@@n3saa "So relatable" bro shut the fuck up please
there's nothing worse than having to pretend nothings wrong, when in reality depression is kicking the shit out of you.
Yes exactly 😕😔🖤
Yes, that is so true
Fr
its like someone covering your mouth and lettings you say i ok and i fine but they watch over you and make sure you look and smile ok but when you get home it just drains you out and makes you feel like shit
@@chickennuggies1929 damn that’s exactly what it is
I sorry I can’t be the best daughter
I sorry I can’t be the best friend
I sorry I can’t the best student
I sorry I can’t be the best sibling u ever wanted
I sorry I can’t be the happiest person
I sorry I can’t be the best cousin
I sorry I can’t be the best dreamer
I sorry I can’t listen
I sorry I couldn’t give u everything
I sorry I look fat.
I sorry my face is to chubby
I sorry I can’t be a good listener
I sorry I can’t be a good baby sitter
I sorry I can’t be a good person
I sorry I can’t be the best granddaughter or grate granddaughter
I sorry I keep yelling
I sorry u never wanted me
I sorry I can’t be a good person
I sorry that I am a brat
I sorry that I fake smile a lot .
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great*
I sorry I can’t spell
Yes
I’m sorry I’m here
rose ayy I think he meant I not good at spelling ....
people who only use NF songs for tiktok will never understand the pain buried in each song.
yea i get so mad when i see his songs on tik tok
Ikr like these songs tell a story, not some POV story of a person who dances to take away pain like no these songs are literally nearly all of us , but they’ll never understand that, no one ever has
do you know candice
@@ailyncarpenter yeah, didn't she die of ligma in Joe's arms over in sawcon?
I found NF because my crush knew I had depression and she how do “Hate Myself” and I’ve loved them both since
I'm sorry for being mean.
I'm sorry for being a bad sister.
I'm sorry for watching bad things.
I'm sorry for making u unhappy.
I'm sorry for being rude.
I'm sorry for being a mistake.
I'm sorry for being born.
Im sorry for failing class.
I'm sorry for not doing homework..
I'm sorry for being a bad friend.
I'm sorry for fake smiling.
I'm sorry for hurting you,
cool ness ur not mean ur a good person depression is just a dream normal is life ur a great person i believe in u
@@smile-nq9po thank you you my day ❤
@@aliayah1339 Np!
Don’t be so negative, I’m sure your a great person you just need to focus on the good things in life
@@chris-7193 thank you ❤❤
Sometimes you look at yourself and just say "I wish they could be proud of me".
i wish anyone can be proud of me anyone just someone
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
@Andria McDonald it's a word alot of people think of you but you just don't hear it bc there thinking about it
@@jjj4189 your in the wrong comment section. If that's the case, why did God make us like this. If he really loves us why does he make us go through this pain when he can take it all away. Some god.
@@jayaniparbat588 God gave all of us free will , it was our choice to choose to love God or not otherwise we are like robots , god wants real people . We human abused the freedom went into evil and are suffering . But God came in human form took the punishment that we deserved and suffered for us , so we would love forever . It is Ur choice to believe or deny God .
'where is the happy daughter who wasn't rude or wasn't locked in her room'
'where are the non-toxic parents, who loved me'
do you know candice
They put on their fake faces for the people then show their true colors to us, and they are blurred red and black with hints of green, reflecting the anger, disappointment and toxicity. ;c
:(
Where are they? Loving my perfect sister letting me drown in the dark..
yeah, I was in the bathroom doing makeup when I accidently over heard my Mother on the phone saying how much she hates me and she never wanted kids... I cant wait to tell her I heard it ^^
it’s 1am on a school night listening to depressing music!😔i’m “ok”
Hey wanna talk :(
Same😕
Same “I’m fine” 😔
If u say so
honestly.
the fact that he sings this song about failing his dad. makes it hit different
u got games on yo phone tho?
@@ailyncarpenter yes I do
@Ari luvs Jesus it's okay, everything will get better. Hang in there
@Ari luvs Jesus don't worry god will be there for u. listen to music it will make u feel 100 times better. that will heal u a bit. i will pray for u don't worry.
I fail my dad to, I watch disturbing videos of people getting killed and I laugh at them. I also did more then that
"I'm okay." Imagine being able to say that without lying.
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
I do that when I'm in physical pain
@@voltekthecyborg7898 .don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayIf you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior.
like everyone on planet earth
I’m okay
“Are you okay?” “You never get out anymore” yup I’m fine
Wanna talk?
"Fine"
“hey I saw u crying are u ok?” “Oh I’m fine” “Are u sure??” “Yea I’m fine!” “Do u wanna talk?” *Starts to cry a lot* “Yes I do....” If u see someone who looks sad the. Usual ask them if they are ok if they say if they are “fine” hug them.
God damn how many times I say I'm fine even though I'm laying in bed and haven't moved in hours
@@dodgeviper5647 ahaha ikr, we're just feeling numb not wanting to even talk anymore
“They don’t see your pain”
“They don’t notice your cuts”
“They don’t notice your tears”
“But they notice your depression when you leave this world..”
-Anonymous
this is real
I lowkey cried reading this while listening to the song..
I’m
F- frightened
I- incapable
N- not enough
E- erased
i want to be enough but im not.
Same
“Sad people love the rain because there no longer crying alone” :/
haha, true, i cry in the rain, its very calming
Im depressed and hearing and watching rain makes me feel better
They don’t notice your sadness.
They don’t see your self-hatred
But they see when you f up, and that’s all they see, the bad side of you.
😞
I see you for who you are..you're not alone.
I failed at being:
A SISTER
A DAUGHTER
A STUDENT
A FRIEND
A GIRLFRIEND
A HUMAN.
same ;(
im doing schoolowrk or else a cant see my dad for 4 months
@YULISSA URENA i DID fail. And i was never the best to someone..
it sad that we all feel the same way . 🥺🥺 our parents failed
I failed to many times I cant say how many times I failed
I’m sorry I gave up.
I’m sorry I stopped trying.
I’m sorry I can’t succeed.
I’m sorry i stopped caring about myself.
I’m sorry I’m so clingy.
I’m sorry I’m not what you wanted.
Im sorry I’m so emotional.
I’m sorry I’m still here to bother you.
let my count how meny of thse remind me of me ummm 8 of them:)
Don’t apologize for having problems that you didn’t create.
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
i understand how you feel cause i feel the same but we have to get over it
I'm sorry I have a bad temper
I'm sorry I don't get perfect grades
I'm sorry you had a bad life ...but why give me one ?
I'm sorry, I really am.. For everything.. I'm sorry!
I'm here for you if you need to talk to someone keep your head up king your special your one of a kind man there Is only 1 you in this world man so go live a happy life why spend your life being depressed when you can live a happy life
@@matrixx0067 Then talk ......
dont be you fuking soding tictec
@@alexkovac4433 Don't be a fucking prick you can clearly see that that person is going through a tough time and you are making it worse. Fuck you inconsiderate asshole!
Xd?
I relate to every lyric in this song
Same 🤕
Me too 😭
Same
Same
aj ja niekedy
One thing I realized in life is that nobody is gonna notice your pain. Your suffering. Your tears. They only gonna see the mistakes you do.
i hate being older (: it just felt like every second more harder to through it 😟
Now i dont wanna grow um im ten this kinda scares me
@@gunz9318 WOW I'M 14 AND THIS IS DEEP
Yes
I’m 10 but I feel this
@@gunz9318 enjoy every second of your last years being a child
I’m sorry for everybody that have their problems at home, I hope everyone is okay. I just want to let anyone who is reading this know that everything will be okay, keep moving forward, and and keep fighting. I wish if I had the power to just make every one with depression and anxiety be happy and take all of your guys pain away.
❤
❤
Bro ur in pain 💀 😢
Thx
Only if you can look into someone's soul
I failed at :
Being a Christian✝️
Being a good friend
Being selfless
Being myself
Being settled
Being fulfilled
Noo you passed
Work on yourself as a person and the rest will follow
Relatable🙂. But God still loves you and he cares for you 🙂.
@@user-en3ty4sc8h thank you
@@mrking3285 I will tnx
I’m sorry i’m not the best sibling
I’m sorry i cant make anyone laugh
I’m sorry i’m not the best friend
I’m sorry that i look ugly
I’m sorry I’m insecure
I’m sorry that I’m depressed
I’m sorry that i ruined everything
I’m sorry for being annoying
I’m sorry for harming myself
I’m sorry for hating myself
I’m sorry for wanting to die
I’m sorry for faking my smile
I’m sorry for saying that i’m fine all the time
I’m sorry for lying
I’m sorry for everything.
No matter how hard i try.
@Kirill Gurei really bro
i love you. you're in my prayers sweetie
Me too and I know how bad it feels
@@ayahhamad3152
@@whydontwestan3470 ily. i can feel the pain thru your comment, it'll get better. love you :)
do you ever just cry in bed...and stop...and you try to cry again...but you lay there...emotionless...not being able to cry...laying there in pain...cuz’ me too.
(update: I wrote this comment when I was going through a lot and I cried every night feeling worthless and I was just going through a dark stage in my life and now I’m doing better but I feel like my anxiety is getting worse but I’m trying to fix it and get on the right path but the only way is through Jesus and he can help me through my storms and struggles and I know He can help all of you as well so if you need prayer or anything or maybe we could just talk let me know and I could help you.God bless.✝️)
we’re two then
@@Tom-yg8vj 3
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Lyrics:
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you thought about everything
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you
With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it
My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess
You want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
Yeah, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
Yeah, I'm sorry
That I let you down
2:32
This deserves more likes
As a little girl, I thought everything would be princesses and rainbows. As a grew up, I found out the hard way. Listening to slowed music, tears streaming down people's faces. This is how life has turned out. The thing is, not many adults and parents understand why their children have grown unhappy.
i can realate and im only 12:( my b-day is next month its on the 24 and its getting harder and harder each year i wish i could be a little kid and not worry bout what will happen tmr every day after school i go to my room and play this sond and just cry my eyes out cuz im being bullied at school and online so i stay in my room and never come out i think i fail at everything
Lyrics
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we
Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
😢😢😢
A sad song isn't defined by the way it sounds, it is defined by what memory it brings you back to.
i know i'm 2 years late, but well said!
you wanna know what hurts when ur parents have never ever ever said that they are proud of you
They have I just don't believe them
I remember this time when my dad said he were proud of me and I started crying I just told him I chocked on water
"You want me to listen, but you dont even hear my words." Stuck in this situation rn.
Same but I got used to it. Though, the audacity to say "you're a bit more open now, back then you were very closed off". I wanted to say "thanks to you guys"
@@zuki6249 hello my girlfreind and me are in college, and we are about to have 11 weeks off before we start again.
But she likes to spend time alone alot, so I'm just worrying she won't want to spend time with me over the 11 weeks and I'm just stressing about it
I told her how I felt and she said 'I just love having time to myself' but what if she dosent wanna hang out at all?
*me singing in front of my parents*
Parents: stop sing, you have a easy life stop faking your depressed.
Me: I'm sorry I'm a disappointment.
I’m sorry that your parents think u fake depression, just don’t listen and don’t care what others say try and focus on yourself. Try to find a way where u can make yourself happy cuz if u let someone else make u happy that person is gonna leave believe me but u yourself won’t
Your not a disappointment!
do you know candice
Grammar?
@@ailyncarpenter ligma?
I wish I could make you happy mom I'm sorry that I let you down
I’m happy for you and I’m proud of you
Same
felt :(
this is the saddest song in history and you managed to make it more sad.
you ever listened to abc rips by cyc?
As Einstein said”society only notices your mistakes and not corrections”
I know u don't know her and i don't know why i'm writing these lines under a song I relate so much like never before, but a friend died last week on 08/04. I've just received the news a couple of hours ago and I can't stop crying. On 08/04 she wrote, she haven't slept or ate for 2 days and that she wasn't able to feed her dogs because she had not enough money. I've texted her, but got no response at that time. Now I received the message, that she ki*led herself on that day, where I wrote her a message, in hope i could help her or doing something else. Most of u give a sh*t about that, but for me it's hard to handle right know. I'm depressed 'cause of many reasons and now realizing that a girl, who meant a lot for me, gave me hope because she went through so much and tried to live her life as best she could, kil*ed herself is so ... I can't find the right words for it. She was a role model with an incredibly strong personality. A beautiful soul who was able to make you smile just by smiling at you.
I'm listening to this song right now on repeat and crying my eyes out.
And of course it's raining outside.
Thank u for reading this, bc of that, I have the feeling I was able to talk to someone.
Not beeing alone with it, you know? So thanks.
R.I.P. Cat
Condolences. She's in peace now
Just remember you're a great loving person, you're the reason half of the population smile today. She is now on heaven, laying there peacefully watching you as you move on. I was cheated on today. And I'm awfully sad. But its 2020. It's normal. Life is a whole game, complete it.. and no reward. Just be happy you did. 😁
@@numbpat it will be ok she is a better place
I'm always going to remember that.
We cant change the past but we can change the future its sad that people feel like theres no place for them. If i thought like that i would have killed myself last year but I didn't see the possibilitys.
I wish to see my uncle.
_______________________
He died a year ago..
_______________________
It’s ok
@ana drinic Bro?
@ana drinic wait wutt
@ana drinic WDYM ( WHAT DO YOU MEAN)
Be glad you had one :(
Being a good person is difficult because they won't see the good things you've done but the one time you failed
I know right? This world is f*ked up, they will notice the change in us but never notice what made us that way, one mistake and all your good deeds are forgotten..
It is easier to be a fuck up.
y'all listening to this because you're sad, while i'm listening to this because i randomly thought of it.
Omg- same
Same for me
yugo cool yea that’s about right
lol. look at all the sad saps in the comments
Me listening to this while rp or discord 😂
I wish I prove them wrong
do it
Prove them wrong
U still can it’s never to late to show someone that ur not worthless u got this I believe in you, show them
I said that wrong but still prove them wrong :)
I wish
"Roses are red”
“Violets are dying”
“Outside I’m smiling”
“Inside I’m crying
I’m sorry I can’t be a good friend
I’m sorry I’m not enough
I’m sorry for making so many mistakes
I’m sorry for being a bad sister
I’m sorry for being a bad daughter
I’m sorry for being a bad granddaughter
I’m sorry for being a bad nephew
I’m sorry for being a mistake
I’m sorry for being such a klutz
I’m sorry for not being what you want me to be
I’m sorry for not being perfect
I’m sorry for being alive in this earth.
mhm :/
No don’t die on us, you have so much to live for!😭
I think that same thing everyday
When they all started singing all together hit hard
that part breaks me everytime
"Doing everything i can i don't wanna make u disappointed it's annoying "
Hits hard
I’m never good enough.
you are! i promise i feel like that too sometimes but you have to keep youre head up!
Nobody remembers that pain is temporary it will get better just be patient and prepare for that dream life 😅
what is a ghost?
something dead that seems to be alive?
or something dead that doesn't know it's dead?
“Why are you always alone? It’s weird.. also, why are you always so sad?” “Well, I am alone because I know I’m lonely, I have always been. I’m always sad because the monsters I though were in my closet or under my bed, I’m that monster, and deep down, I hold even worse monsters then what I am.”
When I listen to this music I think of my deceased cat... She got hit by a car in front of my house. I couldn’t do anything to help her and I feel so guilty. I should’ve protected her but I couldn’t... While she was being hit, I was in my living room, posting a selfie on Instagram... I will never forget her and will always love her... Life’s unfair. 😢❤️
Get well soon.
I lost another cat 3 days ago... He was sick. I am so so sad. 😢 I love u forever little babies.
@@sosozeroual1741 im sorry yo i hate when animals die they r so sweet im sorry for your loss ill pray for u stay safe and god loves u
I’m sorry, Rest In Peace beautiful cat 💔
I wish i could have saved my nimbus she got hit by a car and my tarzan he went to find her.
I wish made my self proud
i wish i made anyone proud
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/th-cam.com/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/w-d-xo.htmlttps://th-cam.com/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/w-d-xo.html
“imma makes u happy” said the one who teared us aparts.
I failed at being daughter, best friend, sister, girlfriend and student. I failed at being human. I hate myself. Just wanted to ask if anyone feels the same. I really need people to talk to. I'm somehow really scared because I'm not scared of death anymore. Pls help.
@Julia Kunze What's your ig? I'll dm you✨
you are LOVED
do not give up, i am here for you and you are not alone
@@ellie2521 thank you 😞...
@@Juliaokay-tu7pd i love you beb come here and reply to me anytime you need to talk.
hey just be yourself you are not alone
This song makes me happy.
I hate to see these comments about depressions. I hope you all will recover :)
I remember jamming out to this song a little while ago, when I had no responsibilities to worry about, no school or anything, just family and friends and playing. I'm not depressed or anything, this just reminds me.
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything, you were never even wrong in the first place, right?
Yeah, I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you, with my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal?
Shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it, my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we
Could have made this work and probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry
That I let you down
Slowed and i still can’t hit the rap
Me being able to rap half of NF's songs bc I listen to him on the daily: 👁👄👁
@@kore2568 same 👁️👄👁️
@@Alexeagon Me not knowing what NF even looks like an just listen to this one song of his on the daily:👁👄👁
I’m trying to be sad here your comment is funny 😭✋🏾
😂
Tbh it hits hard when the people that cared for you deeply are gone or distant cos you will probably never get some people like those again
Great song and sounds even great slowed
Failed as a daughter
Failed as a sister
Failed as a granddaughter
Failed as a friend
Failed as a best friend
Failed as a best student
Failed as a cousin
Failed as a niece
Failed as everything
Failed as a child of god😫😞
NOOO DON'T SAY THATTT. We are all human we all have troubles. I want you to know you can give those troubles to God because he loves you. Even thought you didn't choose him, he chose you, so keep going because God's plan for you is still in store for you. I want you to open that bile and feel the Holy Spirit working in you. I want you to talk to Jesus and give him all of your burdens , "Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 Pray to God Cry out to him and repent to create a new clean heart in you because he does not ignore the ones who are troubled. God the Father , God the Son and God the Holy Spirit love you. Read all of Romans 8.God feels your pain. He's experiencing it with you. He's with you. And He wants you to give your pain to Him. He loves you so very much, He didn't create you to suffer under your own burdens. That's why Jesus died on the cross for you, so that you didn't have to carry this painful burden. God's holding His hand put to you. He wants to pull you from this dark place and make you shine. Will you take His hand?
francesca:P I do and will forever take his! Thank you so much for the support I really do appreciate it 🥺 God bless your kind soul and may you continue to bless the world because your amazing🙏🏾❤️✝️
@@francescap1908 amen god bless you
heyy darling you are human dont think all ov this. just understand life is a biych sometimes just stand tall and everything will get better
NOOO none of that is true keep your head up king you got this I believe in you
I'm proud of you all, being able to express your pain so you can share and heal with one another who are experiencing similar battles, good job :)
I wished I don't be hated by everyone and that I maked my friends and parents proud of who i am😔😞
yes yes same i moved to an other school because they bullied me and i didn't have friends and now on my new school its the same
Fr tho
bud i know you are writing a whole sad thing and all but i beg of you to take a grammar class
@@audikelly3444 i did thats why ppl as u are dumb asf so stfu and go fuck urself when ur in heaven ty bye
@@lydialy. yuh i got abused on my new school
And the voices say: just give up
IKR
but hey please don’t
@@elizabethp2317 why
@@briannahooten9859 bc you have a much left in you and so many people care about you. Do you want to put those people through the same thing you’ve been though?
@@elizabethp2317 I don’t care that they care about me. If they cared about me they let me end my suffering , do you like to see the people you care about in excruciating pain?
this song just makes me wanna take things slow and just relax myself. it makes me feel sad and better about myself at the same time. growing up from anxiety and ptsd was hard but not impossible tho. 6 years into depression there's not a single thing I didn't try to make myself feel better but there was always hope and today when I look back at all those times, I just feel proud that I made it out. and to anyone reading this I just hope whatever you're going through, there are people who always care and you will pull through this eventually. I believe in you and you are perfect in every way possible. take care x
Yo soy still necessito helpo
Music is one of the only things I can truly open up to.
same
"No one need me"
"No one proud of me"
"No one understands me"
"No one cares about me"
I NEED you...
Im PROUD of you...
I UNDERSTAND you...
I CARE AVOUT you...
I really do..
Stay with all of us...
Dont end this even if it is your worst just dont
CHASE ur New friend
@@sami-2534 id desrve to be one...
But i can relate to y'all....
I feel you!!!
This hits hard for me
I guess I'm A Disappointment .
edit: omg thank you for the likes 😉🤍✌🏽
oop- ur not ur a great person ur not Disappointment :(
No one is disappointed.
I believe in u
true
TrentTheCool your so wrong for that.
@@TrentTheCoolbruh Fax
That what i am
i really don't know what to feel anymore. there's always this feeling of sadness, guilt inside of me. if i'm ever feeling happy or excited, i remember that i have this feeling and my mood basically goes ⬇️⬇️
I've been feeling that same way a lot recently. It really is so frustrating, I can't tell what happiness is or what I'm feeling sometimes. I hope things are going better for you, I'll be praying
this is the song that plays every night in my head thinking about all my old friends in the past that I let down, the thoughts come back to me every day, every night, haunting me with the guilt of the fact that I messed up everything, that I was the reason why it happened..
"Im sorry that i let u down" that shit hit hard its hard to lose the ones u love knowing that they are not prowed of u
I failed at being
A daughter
A sister
A student
A friend
A human...
I miss the days where I could say “I’m fine” without lying...I’m sitting here crying because I failed at everything...I have lost everything...I’m not fine...💔
Stay strong. Keep pushing.Please🙏
I failed:
•Academicly.
•At being a good daughter.
•At being a good sister.
•At being a good friend.
•At being a good Catholic.
•At being less obnoxious.
•At being less annoying.
All i want is for my parents to understand I'm so depressed I cant even keep up with myself I wish I could make them proud of me I cant keep up with school at all and I don't know what to do at this point
Hey, it's not easy I know, but don't let other's opinion hurt you, you need to stay positive as much as you can, everything will be better, just stay strong! If you want to talk I am here
And that im not overreacting and being unbehaved i wish someone understood me im not trying to be selfish but its hard to keep it all in for so long
the voice at the start 🥺 made me teary 🥲
We dont search for old songs,
We search for old memories
I miss when “I’m doing great” wasnt a way to cover up my pain.
I wish I had a son who is going through the same things I go through so I can tell him that it all gets better and just vibe out with him to these songs
This song pushes me further to get my diploma and put a smile on both my parents' faces just so that I could be proud of myself for accomplishing my goal. For anyone else struggling out there, may god watch over you and guide you on the right path.
I swear it gets better. And i know because ive been bullied, sexually harassed and had to suffer with depression and suicidal thoughts.
I know some people have it worse, but i swear it gets better. After living with depression for my whole life, i finally figured things out. I set myself a dream, and im going to follow it. Ill try and live my life and make it as intresting and fun as possible.
Yes you will get let down, and you will let people down, but soon enough they will forgive and you will forgive.
It gets better, i swear. Dont hurt yourself. Dont hate yourself, instead look into the mirror and say youre beautiful, say that you deserve everything, say that you can do it cause you can! I believe in you, and many people around too. I swear itll get better.
A woman asked her husband do I smell good he said no, she asked am I pretty, he said no, she asked him why be with me then, he said you don’t smell good, you smell the best, he said your not pretty your beautiful, he said why am I with you because you are you and I am me I love you don’t forget that!
My girl friend broke up with me ❤️= 💔
SaVaGe KiLler I’m so sorry for your lost
shut the fuck up lol wtf
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Thanks
I read it all
I really needed that
This made me feel better
I wish that everyone could be proud of me
i wish anyone can be proud of me
I’m proud you bby I love you don’t forget that
The sad songs I use to listen to aren't sad anymore I need sadder
"I'm here for you"...
You say as you slowly fade away from my sight forever...
Im sorry mom that im the worse, fat, ugly daughter ever im really sorry that i cant help myself.
Dad i love you so much ur my number 1 suporter through dance and all my goals in life, Dad u make me feel like i am a queen u make me feel the proudest and i would never ask for a better dad. And im really sorry that you had u had to go through an eating disorder alone. Im really sorry big bro that i was never there for u and was always in my room crying. Im really sorry lil bro that u had me as a sister thats really anoying.
r u ok bb? pls tell me ur still here
@@iz1389 Thank you for asking but I am doing better since i can see my friends and they help me alot. But if u need someone to talk im here for u 💓💓
i really hope everything is working out for you babe
@@shyboy_ff6061 awwe thank you, well things aren't the best I'm trying to work them out. It's taking time but atleast I'm trying. Hope you have a good day and stay safe
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
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Just been scrolling down and I just wanna let ALL of you know you are beautiful and amazing and I know your tired of fighting but I promise if u keep on u won't regret it ❤
Thank you this made me cry x God bless you!!
no lol
yo we need this on spotify im addicted to this
It hits different when you're failing in every aspect of your life but still hanging in there just to hear " I'm Proud of You " from your Dad .
I remember for years listening to NF crying with no regard for my life. Every week the cuts became more and more. I would always express how i felt aswell. Now i bottle up everything. Things keep getting worse, and i dont know why i keep fighting. And then the guilt trip starts taking place when someone finds out. "You have everything" "You should be happy, since this and that" "Oh you take everything for granted". Yea. Everything. Yknow, my dad who has been my bestfriend now has cancer and completely changed it seems. Or the constant traumatic flashbacks of the abuse as a kid. Or every time i see a pill bottle i think of ODing again. Having to refrain for cutting even though it was my only coping mechanism for 9 years. Yet still acting perfectly ok. Im only 16. If this is life, i dont understand what the big deal is. What is living if your not happy doing it?
This song hits different when your relationship dealt with the same things in this song…
This song makes me feel empty inside 😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔
they say "be yourself" but whenever you do be yourself, they say "can't you be more like ___"
relatable. i freaking hate it.
every day feels like a chore i really don’t want to be here anymore
Hope your still here, you're worth it.
please pray for me, i don’t want to explain… please
My father once said if you truly love someone you'll keep them as a Friend that way they'll never leave you I wish I listened to him
iv never really released how true this is till im in the situation I am in right now and my life literally fits every lyric like a puzzle piece.
_One day you will miss my clinginess, my jokes, my annoying and positive attitude, one day you will miss me bothering you._
I’m just done with life see y’all later it was a good run I’m to broken
Pls help..
same. just tired of working my confidence up for "her" getting let down and reminded that I'm alone and nobody wants me.
Es gibt immer mindestens eine person die dich vermisst und auch wenn du es nicht weißt es gibt leute auf der Welt die dich lieben
Are u ok?
_mxy_ vibesss lol no
Let us try to fix u. Stay strong, things will get better