am i the only one who has to have this number memorized, but trust me I will never forget listening to this song on a rooftop and deciding to call the number, I talked to this amazing woman named amber who talked me out of jumping. I am now 2 years self-harm free and haven't attempted for 3 years. she will probably never get to read this but thank you for saving my life amber I called you someday in December and I said I don't think id make it to Christmas and here I am still alive in December 2020. (edit): im sorry to all of the people reading this but i broke my sh streak and this world is becoming too much and i might just end it now so i am so sorry to all the people who believed in me (happier edit) im still here and i got a therapist and am sh free and for once in my life truly wanting to live and actually wanting to be here so thank you to everyone and for the people reading this who truly do need to here it you are loved and here for a reason dont just end your life before you get to see how it goes i will be completely honest though i had tried killing myself a bit after the edit was made and right as i took what wad supposed to be my final breath my best friend had ran into the bathroom i was in. she called 9-1-1 for me and as weird and gross as it sounds shoved her fingers down my throat to try and get me to throw up the pills i had taken and right before i passed out all i heard was her repetitively saying "wake up its not funny morgan dont fu€king die on me right now we have so much to do still" and with her words in my mind i woke up at the hospital with her right beside me asleep in a chair and now knowing what i could have lost i am trying my best to get better thanks to all of you for the support :)
That’s an awesome story. I’ve had thoughts of ending it all too. The Feeling is so damn strong it can be hard to get rid of to say the least. Lemme know if you need anything. I’m here for you
How did u do it? Also advice for a younger teen please cause I feel like my family is low-key stressing me out and been making me emotionally drained all the time. But I can’t leave the “toxic ppl in life” cause I kinda live with them. Like don’t get me wrong I absolutely love my family but they really make me wanna unalive myself at times. (By family I mean parents btw) and I also feel like they kinda hate me at times :(
Well, the song that kept me going was faded by Alan Walker. I'm still kinda down in the dumps, but keep going bud. Has to get better at some point right?
[Pre-Chorus: Logic] I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine [Chorus: Logic] I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today, I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die And let me tell you why [Verse 1: Logic] All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout, they think they know it I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it I never had a place to call my own I never had a home, ain't nobody callin' my phone Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind? They say every life precious but nobody care about mine [Pre-Chorus: Logic] I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine [Chorus: Logic] I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive You don't gotta die today, you don't gotta die I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive You don't gotta die, now let me tell you why [Verse 2: Alessia Cara] It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest-to-chest with a lover It's holding on, though the road's long, seeing light in the darkest things And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is I know that you'll thank God you did [Verse 3: Logic] I know where you been, where you are, where you goin' I know you're the reason I believe in life What's the day without a little night? I'm just tryna shed a little light It can be hard It can be so hard But you gotta live right now You got everything to give right now [Pre-Chorus: Logic] I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo) I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine [Chorus: Logic] I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die today, I don't wanna die I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die [Outro: Khalid] Pain don't hurt the same, I know The lane I travel feels alone But I'm moving 'til my legs give out And I see my tears melt in the snow But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore Oh, I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't even wanna die anymore
@@spriteiscool1631 I think it's 1-833-456-4566 but I'm not sure because I'm from Europe, but I hope you'll be alright soon! Know that you're not alone! I'm going through a rough time too
Sleep isn't sleep anymore... it's an escape from reality, its an escape from everything wrong and right in the world, it's an escape from every emotion that you have stored within you whether it be happiness, sadness, anger, it's the removal of every negative emotion, every scar, everything you've held in for so long... only for it to come back after a few hours and you have to relive it all over again... go to sleep
when I saw the suicide hotlines in the description I cried. I was barely holding it together but that broke me. Thank you, I really needed that good cry, and the hotlines are good to know.
crazy to think I almost did something horrible after losing my job one day. I am glad I stayed here. I’m now a commercial pilot and changed my life around. This song is powerful
Incase you need this: You are more fun than anyone or anything I know, including bubble wrap. You are the most perfect you there is. You are enough. You are one of the strongest people I know. You look great today. You have the best smile. Your outlook on life is amazing. You just light up the room. You make a bigger impact than you realize. You are always so helpful. You have the best laugh. I appreciate our friendship. Your inside is even more beautiful than your outside. You just glow. I love the way you bring out the best in people. Our family/school/community/church is better because you are part of it. You bring out the best in the rest of us. You inspire me. Nothing can stop you. You just made my day. You make me float up like I’m on millions of bubbles (We got this one from one of our kids after he got a new coat.) You are an excellent friend. When it comes to cooking, no one’s meals are quite as delicious. I am a better person because of you. You have taught me so much. I like the way you are. You are a great parent. You can tell just by looking at how thoughtful your kids are (A two-for-one compliment) You have the best sense of style. You make me want to be a better person. You look so young! I hope you are proud of yourself, because I am! You are one of the bravest people I know. That color looks perfect on you. You are so trustworthy; I always believe what you say. Everything seems brighter when you are around. Even the things you don’t like about yourself make you interesting. I know that you will always have my back, because that is the kind of person you are. You have the best ideas. You are a great example to others. I know that if you ever make a mistake, you fix it. You’ve got great leadership skills. You have amazing creative potential. You are stunning. You really seem to know who you are. I admire that. You are the reason I am smiling today. You’re a gift to everyone you meet. You have a gift for making people comfortable. I enjoy spending time with you. I am really glad we met. I tell everyone how amazing you are. Don’t change because you’re absolutely perfect just the way you are.
Hold on...bc I promise life will get better...ik what u feel and I feel it too...I been cutting and crying and Fucked up and it hurts like hell like FR fr...hold on...ur life is beautiful and ur such a blessing in this world...I promise...even tho I can't believe my own words...I promise you still......so hang in there okay
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I love you so fucking much. Thank you. You have no clue how much I needed to read that. I hope your blessed throughout your life, and no hardships fall on you. This was the most beautiful thing ever, and I am sincerely touched ❤️
I liked this because...I know that a stranger off of a device cares for me...and u take ur own personal time just to write that whole thing to try to make people feel good about themselves...just know u made one person feel good...and that’s me...🙏🏼😩😫😭
@@FatimaT714 stay strong I love you. I want you to be alive please stay with us. We all are going through our own things right now but you don’t have to die. I love you so much sweetie stay with us. 💞
I love you so much. Please stay strong. You are a fighter and you deserve everything. If I could I’d buy you the world. Please stay with us. You don’t got to die. I want you to be alive. 💞
I was an 18 year old woman. In England I was considered an adult. I didn't feel like own because I was stuck in a supported living accommodation. A care leaver from the moment the clock strikes midnight on my birthday. I would listen to this song on repeat. I was looking for an escape. I'm 21 years old and I feel like I am peering into the past because I want to hug that girl. I want her to know to keep fighting just like I am now. The pain that I was feeling. I let it go. I do want to be alive now even though it's hard but I want to be here. I want to live through the highs and the lows.
it hurts so much, knowing you’ll never be enough for anyone. he left, she left, they all leave. I’m trying so hard to hold on but I don’t know how much longer I can do this :(
hey guys guess what. every time i try to cry i don’t cry anymore. i’ve cried so much at night knowing that nobody cares about me. if i died nobody would even be at my funeral. i’m sad to the point i can’t cry. they are gone i’ve lost so much. i’m sorry for posting this.
Don't being able to cry is okay that shouldn't concern you I'm sure that someone even a lond lost friend or a neighbor will be there for you there's always someone and if you need a person to talk to then I'm that person from now on. Hi my name is linoy I'm 17 from Israel and here for your support ❤️
I will attend if you do that but I beg you to not do that that's honestly heart breaking I care for you babe keep your head up you have a life to live and people care abt you call the number of the song it's a suicidal hotline they cam help you it helped me alot and most of them have calm voices so that will relax your nerves
Feeling depressed and never thought I would feel like this but I hope things get better for me and you yes you looking at my comment you will get better every story has a conflict and will have a good part ❤️ I love you - Melly
i feel like life isn't anything anymore. i had goals and still want to achieve them. i dream about it, but at the same time i think if i end it all, i know i will not have to go through the pain of people degrading me and putting me down you know. idk if anyone will even see this but if you do and you feel in a similar way, i feel you :(( i wish the best for everyone even those who hurt me the most. and if you have positive goals, do whatever you can to work towards it. it will get better as you go on hopefully
“I wanna be alive” hurt so bad..when everyone is ahead of u and ur being attacked with pain..I’m 19 and went threw a 6 year break up..I loved her..back as a child one of my friends actually killed them selves..I was so hurt by that because I felt so weak not being able to save him..rest easy Ethan..I’ll keep trying but idk how long I can last...
I love how I have so many people who are here for me and make me feel so happy! And I couldn’t be more grateful but then I’m here again everyday....for absolutely Nu reason...” Hits different when your happy around other people but sometimes you aren’t around...your own self...”😞😞😭😭
The fact im 13, i know the suicide hotline for my state by heart, and can rap this whole song hits different. My parents thing im fine, and that its just a phase :)).
Thank you for whoever did this version , I just been going through a lot just like many people put that we have to put on a fake smile just to hide those emotions because no one really cares , my girlfriend left me , my family thinks I am disappointment, no one wants me . I am just tired and I don’t want to try in life anymore, even through people say to keep going I just can’t anymore . Just when I think life can’t get worse and it keeps getting worse and I just can’t anymore . What is the point of going on with life if there is no point no benefit for it . Everyone gave up on me and I gave up on myself and I think I speak for many people . Thank you for your time to read this and sorry for wasting everyone time 💔
"your so tired at this point your crawling to find relief" your gonna find it, you gotta keep moving. because i want you to live, I want you to experience everything. I want you to be happy. because i love you so much get up and find your happiness, i know your tired but let me help you, lets find your happiness together. im not giving up until your.... happy and alive
I hope y’all are fighting as hard as I am right now. Everyone who reads this just know there’s people out there fighting just like you are and we’re here for you. Don’t ever give up🖤🖤
Since quarantine I was in a very dark place, I lost a lot family members and all of my friends went to different schools when we were doing school online. Junior year was my lowest, for a full year I was in a depression, I couldn’t go a day without crying, I wrote notes to my family, debating whether or not to go through with it. I hurt myself and I almost ended my life twice. I was alone and scared. When summer hit, I wanted to heal. I started to appreciate life. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world. Now I’m taking it step by step, I’m starting to be more confident in myself, I love my friends and I’ve been self harm free for 4 months now. Now I’m looking forward to graduation and starting a new chapter in my life.
The Lyrics: I been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die And let me tell you why All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic And my life don't even matter I know it I know it I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it I never had a place to call my own I never had a home Ain't nobody callin' my phone Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind? They say every life precious but nobody care about mine I been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I want you to be alive I want you to be alive You don't gotta die today You don't gotta die I want you to be alive I want you to be alive You don't gotta die Now lemme tell you why It's the very first breath When your head's been drowning underwater And it's the lightness in the air When you're there Chest to chest with the lover It's holding on, though the road's long And seeing light in the darkest things And when you stare at your reflection Finally knowing who it is I know that you'll thank God you did I know where you been, where you are, where you goin' I know you're the reason I believe in life What's the day without a little night? I'm just tryna shed a little light It can be hard It can be so hard But you gotta live right now You got everything to give right now I been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive) I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die today I don't wanna die Finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive) I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die I don't wanna die (No, I don't wanna die) (I just wanna live) (I just wanna live) Pain don't hurt the same, I know The lane I travel feels alone But I'm moving 'til my legs give out And I see my tears melt in the snow But I don't wanna cry I don't wanna cry anymore I wanna feel alive I don't even wanna die anymore Oh I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't even wanna die anymore
Hey, please know your worth and remember that I love you and I care about you. You are pretty, gorgeous, handsome and beautiful just the way you are. You know, roses and sunflowers; they look nothing alike. But they are beautiful in their own way so you should know that you are beautiful and unique in your own way. I'm really proud of you and I think you are great. Don't listen to mean people cause you know... not everyone can see the awesomeness in you. But you can't stop just because of their stupid opinions. I know that you have a talented spirit. It is totally fine to fail sometimes, that doesn't mean you are a failure. Even if you fail, I will still be so proud of you. Keep trying and keep trying, if you fail again then that's totally fine. Don't give up tho. If you keep trying then you will get it. Nothing is impossible in life when you use your best powers to achieve it. I know it might be a really hard time for you but dear... please keep your head up. I know, it's hard but trust me, you are strong and you can get through this. The pain will end soon, dear. Your life isn't gonna suck forever if it sucks now. Thank you so much for reading and have an amazing life you pretty/handsome person :)
Y’all are such strong People. Y’all are still here hanging on,I’m so proud of all of y’all your amazing perfect and you’ve been so good! I’m so happy y’all are still here. If things are hard for you remember I love you and Ik I don’t know y’all but I’m serious I’m so fucking proud!
I used to listen all the time about 3 years ago when I was in a really bad place. I've come so far since then. I promise u things will get better u just have to give it time. stay safe
i relate to this song a lot. i feel like i was in the first beginning of the song for a while, where it said "i don't wanna be alive, i just wanna die today". i had literally nobody and i hid my depression from everyone. but now i think i've finally gotten to the middle part of it saying "i want you to be alive". i finally found people who are there for me and actually want me here. i want to get to the part where it says, "i finally wanna be alive", and hopefully i'll get there someday. if you're struggling i promise it'll get better.
Its crazy when i first heard this i never thought anything about it...but now that ive been through some hardcore depression coming back to this song makes me cry 😢
This was my favorite song in 5th grade and 6th grade. At the time I had no idea what suicidal thoughts were I just thought I was being dramatic. Little did I know it came with years and years of suffering without getting any help and getting so close to just leaving earth, still till this day having no help.
This song will never not hurt.
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Yea definitely this was my brothers favorite artist logic 😭
@@miniaceouss wait was? Why was
You know the end is supposted to be lifting, right??? Its about getting over suicide
@@hannahhowe1019 I know- It's very empowering but still sad as it goes over very dark topics.
I don’t wanna die I just don’t wanna be here
I feel the same way sometimes but don't give up. It'll be ok❤️
Ya same
Same
I just want to sleep. Forever.
@@GK-vi9kj same.ily.
This song will never fail to not make tears fall down my face.
Ikr 😞
Im numb now
everything is gonna be okay one day i promise🥺
@@Lxcka.leonie you can't promise that, no one can predict the future, so you don't know if it will be okay
@@KingJMan159 he is just trying to help
am i the only one who has to have this number memorized, but trust me I will never forget listening to this song on a rooftop and deciding to call the number, I talked to this amazing woman named amber who talked me out of jumping. I am now 2 years self-harm free and haven't attempted for 3 years. she will probably never get to read this but thank you for saving my life amber I called you someday in December and I said I don't think id make it to Christmas and here I am still alive in December 2020. (edit): im sorry to all of the people reading this but i broke my sh streak and this world is becoming too much and i might just end it now so i am so sorry to all the people who believed in me
(happier edit) im still here and i got a therapist and am sh free and for once in my life truly wanting to live and actually wanting to be here so thank you to everyone and for the people reading this who truly do need to here it you are loved and here for a reason dont just end your life before you get to see how it goes i will be completely honest though i had tried killing myself a bit after the edit was made and right as i took what wad supposed to be my final breath my best friend had ran into the bathroom i was in. she called 9-1-1 for me and as weird and gross as it sounds shoved her fingers down my throat to try and get me to throw up the pills i had taken and right before i passed out all i heard was her repetitively saying "wake up its not funny morgan dont fu€king die on me right now we have so much to do still" and with her words in my mind i woke up at the hospital with her right beside me asleep in a chair and now knowing what i could have lost i am trying my best to get better thanks to all of you for the support :)
That’s an awesome story. I’ve had thoughts of ending it all too. The Feeling is so damn strong it can be hard to get rid of to say the least. Lemme know if you need anything. I’m here for you
I’m so proud of youu 🤎
I may not know you, but I'm proud of you and how far you've come
I’m happy you’re here :)
❤️✨
You ever feel sad , for no reason like sad asllll for no reason???
I do. 🥺
I think that's called lypophrenia. I get it all the time. You aren't alone 💖
@@cryptid_scrinkle oh okay 🙁
@@cryptid_scrinkle or depression
@@ac33er oh yeah, that can definitely be a part of depression. But I just meant if you didn't have depression or if it was a completely random thing.
You know the song name is a suicide prevention hotline 🥺
Yea i saved somone once from suicide with this number. No joke
@@oliverdiobrando6485 i love you
@@samiramije thank you
@@agrmon5449 i didnt .
@@agrmon5449 i didnt know 😊
2017: Just a good song
2021: My life in a song
Same its fucked
@@ChampionKino Same
I miss 2017 so much
Valid
2017 was the last year I felt halfway normal too smh
I feel complete when I listen to music
Same...OMG this song is making my heart fill up with pain every second 💔😔😭
Same it’s my escape 🥲
yeah i feel sad for no reason and like i usually feel like that thp
tho**
yeah
Khalid's ending verse hurt a lot more than I remembered
i wish it was longer
He definitely has the best part.
Samee
I survived my battle with depression. All I can hope is that you see this as a sign that you can make it through yours 💙💙
I hope so
@Macaroni Ew ty!! You too
How did u do it? Also advice for a younger teen please cause I feel like my family is low-key stressing me out and been making me emotionally drained all the time. But I can’t leave the “toxic ppl in life” cause I kinda live with them. Like don’t get me wrong I absolutely love my family but they really make me wanna unalive myself at times. (By family I mean parents btw) and I also feel like they kinda hate me at times :(
Still battlin
this song hits a part of you that you can never describe.
when I was 11 I listened to this and I'm 15 now and it hits differently than before..
Ugh same, this is just such a beautiful yet sad song
Damn dude ur 18 already man wish you the best...
amd mow your 18
this song is the reason I am here today.
We love you
I am so proud of you! 🥺❤
@@melanlemartinez 🥺🖤
Well, the song that kept me going was faded by Alan Walker. I'm still kinda down in the dumps, but keep going bud.
Has to get better at some point right?
you matter and dont let anyone says otherwise
I don't wanna be alive but I don't want to die either. I just wish I never existed.
100
Mood
Same over here
man this is so relateable i wish i could help but idk what to say i am also to scared
you matter and dont let anyone says otherwise
[Pre-Chorus: Logic]
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo)
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
[Chorus: Logic]
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today, I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
[Verse 1: Logic]
All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout, they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home, ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
[Pre-Chorus: Logic]
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo)
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
[Chorus: Logic]
I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today, you don't gotta die
I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die, now let me tell you why
[Verse 2: Alessia Cara]
It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest-to-chest with a lover
It's holding on, though the road's long, seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is
I know that you'll thank God you did
[Verse 3: Logic]
I know where you been, where you are, where you goin'
I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little night?
I'm just tryna shed a little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give right now
[Pre-Chorus: Logic]
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo)
I've been on the low, I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
[Chorus: Logic]
I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today, I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
[Outro: Khalid]
Pain don't hurt the same, I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow
But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh, I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't even wanna die anymore
I respect you for writing down every suicide prevention hotline of each country
cannada is not there and thats the 1 i need ( i dont mean to be toxic i am just saying could u please tell me the canidian hotline )
@@spriteiscool1631 I think it's 1-833-456-4566 but I'm not sure because I'm from Europe, but I hope you'll be alright soon! Know that you're not alone! I'm going through a rough time too
@@AVos-wt5pp thank u a lot
@@spriteiscool1631 good luck bro
@@spriteiscool1631 how u good
People only start to care when a person died, it’s kinda sad
Is it just me or does every song sound better when it’s slowed?🤔
No
Yes.
OMGG SO TRUE
Yes!
It does when you're going thru shit
Sleep isn't sleep anymore... it's an escape from reality, its an escape from everything wrong and right in the world, it's an escape from every emotion that you have stored within you whether it be happiness, sadness, anger, it's the removal of every negative emotion, every scar, everything you've held in for so long... only for it to come back after a few hours and you have to relive it all over again... go to sleep
Haha... Better chug that NyQuil, am I right? ..... I'm a shitty person.....
Very well said
I hope you are doing much better now my friend, much love always
So true. Sleep to me is a way to escape school at everything else in life…
I needed this idk why but it seems songs understand me more than humans...
yess
this Song makes me cry every time I listen to it.Thank you.
when I saw the suicide hotlines in the description I cried. I was barely holding it together but that broke me. Thank you, I really needed that good cry, and the hotlines are good to know.
crazy to think I almost did something horrible after losing my job one day. I am glad I stayed here. I’m now a commercial pilot and changed my life around. This song is powerful
Logic saved me bro. Logic actually saved me. This song saved me.
Incase you need this:
You are more fun than anyone or anything I know, including bubble wrap.
You are the most perfect you there is.
You are enough.
You are one of the strongest people I know.
You look great today.
You have the best smile.
Your outlook on life is amazing.
You just light up the room.
You make a bigger impact than you realize.
You are always so helpful.
You have the best laugh.
I appreciate our friendship.
Your inside is even more beautiful than your outside.
You just glow.
I love the way you bring out the best in people.
Our family/school/community/church is better
because you are part of it.
You bring out the best in the rest of us.
You inspire me.
Nothing can stop you.
You just made my day.
You make me float up like I’m on millions of bubbles (We got this one from one of our kids after he got a new coat.)
You are an excellent friend.
When it comes to cooking, no one’s meals are quite as delicious.
I am a better person because of you.
You have taught me so much.
I like the way you are.
You are a great parent. You can tell just by looking at how thoughtful your kids are (A two-for-one compliment)
You have the best sense of style.
You make me want to be a better person.
You look so young!
I hope you are proud of yourself, because I am!
You are one of the bravest people I know.
That color looks perfect on you.
You are so trustworthy; I always believe what you say.
Everything seems brighter when you are around.
Even the things you don’t like about yourself make you interesting.
I know that you will always have my back, because that is the kind of person you are.
You have the best ideas.
You are a great example to others.
I know that if you ever make a mistake, you fix it.
You’ve got great leadership skills.
You have amazing creative potential.
You are stunning.
You really seem to know who you are. I admire that.
You are the reason I am smiling today.
You’re a gift to everyone you meet.
You have a gift for making people comfortable.
I enjoy spending time with you.
I am really glad we met.
I tell everyone how amazing you are.
Don’t change because you’re absolutely perfect just the way you are.
I’m not sure for how long i can hold on anymore. But i’m trying my absolute best. I hope you are too
stay safe for me
we love you. you need to be alive. you matter❤️
You are
S uper
P owerful
E legent
C ool
I ntellegent
A wesome
L oved
how you doing now?
Hold on...bc I promise life will get better...ik what u feel and I feel it too...I been cutting and crying and Fucked up and it hurts like hell like FR fr...hold on...ur life is beautiful and ur such a blessing in this world...I promise...even tho I can't believe my own words...I promise you still......so hang in there okay
It hits different when you're here because of your parents
Edit: damn I am so sorry to everyone else that relates :(
Yea its not just them but half of the reason YK
yeah
Doesn’t it huh
everything is gonna be okay🥺
It really does
Thank you for reuploading
If you’re seeing this I love you. Take care of yourself and have lots of water. Luv u bub😘
Same to you girl, you have so much worth❤
thank you so much, this really helped ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ lots of hearts to you !
💜🥳
Thanks I love you to 🖤🖤🖤 have an amazing day/night
Wat bout food :|
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I love you so fucking much. Thank you. You have no clue how much I needed to read that. I hope your blessed throughout your life, and no hardships fall on you. This was the most beautiful thing ever, and I am sincerely touched ❤️
Please I love you. Thank you for this. I never knew I needed to hear something so bad until now💞
That was very inspiring and warming. You have a very kind heart. You saved mine, and you can save more. I love you too♥️
This is the third song Ive seen you comment this and I just want to say thank you, you genuinely made me sob and then smile ❤️❤️
I liked this because...I know that a stranger off of a device cares for me...and u take ur own personal time just to write that whole thing to try to make people feel good about themselves...just know u made one person feel good...and that’s me...🙏🏼😩😫😭
It’s the fact that I will never be loved for me...
its the fact that I'm the family disappointment for me
it’s the fact that i’m hated by EVERYONE for me
it's the fact that i'm banned from everything now
it’s the fact i’ll never be the same person i was ever again for me
It’s the fact that everyone I love always leaves me fa me😐..
“They say every life is precious but nobody care ‘bout mine…” always makes me cry.
I cried before I typed in the song
Stay strong ❤️
Me too
@@FatimaT714 stay strong I love you. I want you to be alive please stay with us. We all are going through our own things right now but you don’t have to die. I love you so much sweetie stay with us. 💞
I love you so much. Please stay strong. You are a fighter and you deserve everything. If I could I’d buy you the world. Please stay with us. You don’t got to die. I want you to be alive. 💞
@@mads.mp3804 Thanks for encouraging others who are down^^ You’ll be very blessed for it one day🙏🏾 Stay Strong Aswell, God Bless You😊✨
I was an 18 year old woman. In England I was considered an adult. I didn't feel like own because I was stuck in a supported living accommodation. A care leaver from the moment the clock strikes midnight on my birthday. I would listen to this song on repeat. I was looking for an escape. I'm 21 years old and I feel like I am peering into the past because I want to hug that girl. I want her to know to keep fighting just like I am now. The pain that I was feeling. I let it go. I do want to be alive now even though it's hard but I want to be here. I want to live through the highs and the lows.
Yes! I am so proud of you and please keep fighting you are doing SO well!!!!
Keep fighting I love you
I am so proud! Keep going! ❤
I’m so grateful that you’re still here.
This inspired me so much, underrated comment.
Glad the vid is back up again :0 love this ♥︎
it hurts so much, knowing you’ll never be enough for anyone. he left, she left, they all leave. I’m trying so hard to hold on but I don’t know how much longer I can do this :(
It will get better, I'm waiting too, everyone says there is a light at the end of the tunnel. just stay strong❤.
@@avamurphy5485 thank you so much, I’m trying :((
i love you and im so proud of you dont leave us, we gonna miss you
@@cyanidemoth2315 ❤️🥺
The sad truth of life and people is just that- they come and go, and when it finally feels like you meet the right one- they leave too.
im hurting so much.
I'm sorry you're going through a rough time right now. Stay strong ❤️✊🏽
Honestly
i love this song!
Going through heartbreak and decided to come cry to this song
4:02
The best part
When this song first came out I was turning 14 and I never listened to the words like you do every other song. Now it makes sense.
It’s crazy how I’m supposed to be ‘living’ my life and I just want it to be over
I was 9/10 :(
“i feel like my life ain’t mine” just. yes. that is exactly how i feel.
hey guys guess what. every time i try to cry i don’t cry anymore. i’ve cried so much at night knowing that nobody cares about me. if i died nobody would even be at my funeral. i’m sad to the point i can’t cry. they are gone i’ve lost so much. i’m sorry for posting this.
Don't being able to cry is okay that shouldn't concern you I'm sure that someone even a lond lost friend or a neighbor will be there for you there's always someone and if you need a person to talk to then I'm that person from now on. Hi my name is linoy I'm 17 from Israel and here for your support ❤️
I will attend if you do that but I beg you to not do that that's honestly heart breaking I care for you babe keep your head up you have a life to live and people care abt you call the number of the song it's a suicidal hotline they cam help you it helped me alot and most of them have calm voices so that will relax your nerves
@@aurab2crazy thank you so much. i ended up attempting but survived. i’m happy i survived. life’s getting better.
@@jessiesmith6749 :)
Feeling depressed and never thought I would feel like this but I hope things get better for me and you yes you looking at my comment you will get better every story has a conflict and will have a good part ❤️ I love you - Melly
i feel like life isn't anything anymore. i had goals and still want to achieve them. i dream about it, but at the same time i think if i end it all, i know i will not have to go through the pain of people degrading me and putting me down you know. idk if anyone will even see this but if you do and you feel in a similar way, i feel you :((
i wish the best for everyone even those who hurt me the most. and if you have positive goals, do whatever you can to work towards it. it will get better as you go on hopefully
Same bro
I'm not crying because of the song, the comments. Those are the reasons why I'm crying.
dad was the first man to break my heart...
my friends / family “it’s just a phase my problems are worse. “ me: “oh, i’m sorry”
These type of friends don't really support and care for you, you deserve better caring loving and supporting Surrounding.
Damn... hearing this again years later really ripped the band aid off of the wounds and scars. This song has seen me through some pretty dark times
I will never forget this song.
I always find myself coming back to this song
The song that’s been helping me since 2019
I feel proud of myself for staying alive after the toughest time of my life. I’m happy of myself. I’m a warrior with battle scars.
I’m proud of you
@@homosexualamityblight Thank you very much.
this is the ONE song that will ALWAYS make me cry
this song really hits your heart and your emotions in a beautiful way
“I wanna be alive” hurt so bad..when everyone is ahead of u and ur being attacked with pain..I’m 19 and went threw a 6 year break up..I loved her..back as a child one of my friends actually killed them selves..I was so hurt by that because I felt so weak not being able to save him..rest easy Ethan..I’ll keep trying but idk how long I can last...
If you’re reading this, I believe in u
been crying for a whole day yuh
I’ll never give up on you kaylee.
I love how I have so many people who are here for me and make me feel so happy! And I couldn’t be more grateful but then I’m here again everyday....for absolutely Nu reason...” Hits different when your happy around other people but sometimes you aren’t around...your own self...”😞😞😭😭
'i finally wanna be a alive i don't wanna die anymore' just hits different.
This song always hits the spot 🤧
Beautiful 😍 and if you're reading this, I hope you are blessed abundantly with self love , clarity and with alot of money 💰
And I’m glad at the end of the song Logic says he finally wants to be alive. Good for you bud.
Wishing you only the best in life.
The fact im 13, i know the suicide hotline for my state by heart, and can rap this whole song hits different. My parents thing im fine, and that its just a phase :)).
Same with me
same it hurts so much but we can do this
We can do this.🤍
Wait same
i love you and im so proud of you dont leave us, we gonna miss you
I hope everything out there has the strength to carry on. Even if it's just another day. Someone loves you. Even when you feel alone❤
Your description is really helpful thank you♡
The most underrated logic album. Everybody was a masterpiece.
The feels in this song man my depression is so bad and I hear this song every day
Thank you for whoever did this version , I just been going through a lot just like many people put that we have to put on a fake smile just to hide those emotions because no one really cares , my girlfriend left me , my family thinks I am disappointment, no one wants me . I am just tired and I don’t want to try in life anymore, even through people say to keep going I just can’t anymore . Just when I think life can’t get worse and it keeps getting worse and I just can’t anymore . What is the point of going on with life if there is no point no benefit for it . Everyone gave up on me and I gave up on myself and I think I speak for many people . Thank you for your time to read this and sorry for wasting everyone time 💔
you didn’t waste my time at all. you’re so strong. please know that your are so important and amazing ❤️
"your so tired at this point your crawling to find relief"
your gonna find it, you gotta keep moving. because i
want you to live, I want you to experience everything.
I want you to be happy. because i love you so much
get up and find your happiness, i know your tired but
let me help you, lets find your happiness together.
im not giving up until your....
happy and alive
I hope y’all are fighting as hard as I am right now. Everyone who reads this just know there’s people out there fighting just like you are and we’re here for you. Don’t ever give up🖤🖤
Oh je connaissais pas cette chanson ,elle est géniale. Merci beaucoup ! :)🎶
This song never fails to make me cry ND think about why I'm so sad inside.
Since quarantine I was in a very dark place, I lost a lot family members and all of my friends went to different schools when we were doing school online. Junior year was my lowest, for a full year I was in a depression, I couldn’t go a day without crying, I wrote notes to my family, debating whether or not to go through with it. I hurt myself and I almost ended my life twice. I was alone and scared. When summer hit, I wanted to heal. I started to appreciate life. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world. Now I’m taking it step by step, I’m starting to be more confident in myself, I love my friends and I’ve been self harm free for 4 months now. Now I’m looking forward to graduation and starting a new chapter in my life.
hope you will live an amazing life!
Whatever your dealing with you can get through it just stay strong❤
Every time I get depressed I play this brings back so many terrible things I did to myself and pulled through to still be here today 💜🙏🏼
The Lyrics:
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter
I know it I know it I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die today
You don't gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don't gotta die
Now lemme tell you why
It's the very first breath
When your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air
When you're there
Chest to chest with the lover
It's holding on, though the road's long
And seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection
Finally knowing who it is
I know that you'll thank God you did
I know where you been, where you are, where you goin'
I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little night?
I'm just tryna shed a little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give right now
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
Who can relate?
I been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive)
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die
Finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive)
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
(No, I don't wanna die)
(I just wanna live)
(I just wanna live)
Pain don't hurt the same, I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow
But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna die anymore
Oh I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't even wanna die anymore
Tysm, i was hunting for this comment :D
I don’t want my life to end, I just want the pain to end
Thissss
I will forever remember this song
im not depressed but this kinda deep😀
khalids part always shatters me
My man helping everyone feel like they belong.🙏 Legend🤝
Hey, please know your worth and remember that I love you and I care about you. You are pretty, gorgeous, handsome and beautiful just the way you are. You know, roses and sunflowers; they look nothing alike. But they are beautiful in their own way so you should know that you are beautiful and unique in your own way. I'm really proud of you and I think you are great. Don't listen to mean people cause you know... not everyone can see the awesomeness in you. But you can't stop just because of their stupid opinions. I know that you have a talented spirit. It is totally fine to fail sometimes, that doesn't mean you are a failure. Even if you fail, I will still be so proud of you. Keep trying and keep trying, if you fail again then that's totally fine. Don't give up tho. If you keep trying then you will get it. Nothing is impossible in life when you use your best powers to achieve it. I know it might be a really hard time for you but dear... please keep your head up. I know, it's hard but trust me, you are strong and you can get through this. The pain will end soon, dear. Your life isn't gonna suck forever if it sucks now. Thank you so much for reading and have an amazing life you pretty/handsome person :)
Lydia Nici
Y’all are such strong People. Y’all are still here hanging on,I’m so proud of all of y’all your amazing perfect and you’ve been so good! I’m so happy y’all are still here. If things are hard for you remember I love you and Ik I don’t know y’all but I’m serious I’m so fucking proud!
Thank you so much ❤needed this!
I just want to jump off a tall building and feel like i’m flying.
❤️
Falling is just like flying, except there's a more permanent destination :(
it seems like it’d be calming, to finally be at peace with the world.
@@kirasingleton5843 it does sound good but once you jump, there's no going back. Anime makes it look like a dream but really it isn't, it's just sad!
@@dhritig3043 yeah the fact the fact that you can’t go back contributes to the peacefulness
this songs hurts so much more when its like this
alessia’s part 🙌🏽🙌🏽!!!
It resonates to the heart🔥
there's something about 4:02 through to the end that gets me every time
I used to listen all the time about 3 years ago when I was in a really bad place. I've come so far since then. I promise u things will get better u just have to give it time. stay safe
I feel ok again when i listen to this
i relate to this song a lot. i feel like i was in the first beginning of the song for a while, where it said "i don't wanna be alive, i just wanna die today". i had literally nobody and i hid my depression from everyone. but now i think i've finally gotten to the middle part of it saying "i want you to be alive". i finally found people who are there for me and actually want me here. i want to get to the part where it says, "i finally wanna be alive", and hopefully i'll get there someday. if you're struggling i promise it'll get better.
The pain may grow as we age, but so does our strength. Let's stay resilient because we all deserve to thrive.
I love the creator
Damn, this hits hard.
Its crazy when i first heard this i never thought anything about it...but now that ive been through some hardcore depression coming back to this song makes me cry 😢
How did I forget about this song????? I literally cried every time I heard it on the radio
This was my favorite song in 5th grade and 6th grade. At the time I had no idea what suicidal thoughts were I just thought I was being dramatic. Little did I know it came with years and years of suffering without getting any help and getting so close to just leaving earth, still till this day having no help.
I haven’t got any help
I can relate to this song in so many ways .....
Always here for you or anyone reading this xx