Dude! I've felt like this every single nano-second since I was born. That's what happens when you are not wanted , never will be wanted. Keep being your fabulous you.
As a Citizen Soldier fan from the beginning, you need to know one thing. What you are hearing with Jake's delivery of the lyrics and vocals (songwriter, lead singer), is because Jake HAS felt these things. that's how his lyrics and delivery are SO relatable. This is a song is one of my anthems because I too relate too much. If you loved the screams you will love Fever and Life Sentence songs great honest reaction!
Thank you so much for releasing this to the world DJ! This is such a pump up tune and the lyrics (for me) are a great reminder that 1. I'm not alone and 2. Even if things are bad, it's not because I'm ACTUALLY a bad person, I've just had things in my life that make me wired to feel that way...that's what I always take away from this one... As always, I loved your reaction to this on the live and this is still one I watch on repeat...now to share it with friends too
Definitely react to Life Sentence. He wrote it for those of us that suffer from CPTSD. It is their hardest song to date and Jake said he may not write another that hard again. Really reminds me of Corey Taylor with those vocals in that one.
More Citizen Soldier! I know the views on this band probably aren't your best, but I hope if reactors keep covering their songs, they'll reach the people who need to hear them
This is such an incredible song that just HITS hard...I love Jake's screams, they are some of my personal favourites...lol Thank you for the livestreams and thank you for posting this song now! 🥰 I really needed this one today...
Ohhhh.both the lirics AND this vokals...i'm chaking.in a dammm god way. I am so so glad you playd th❤is. At last a havy band i don't have hørd before it was perfekt ❤ best reagard nina bj norway
4:16 personally... "hard lyrics to hear" when you're down there for me are not these, it's the hopeful ones that hurt the most or spark that jealous kind of hatred and "you're lying anyways, if you found your happy end that can't possibly be the same I am going through" feeling. This is easier to hear. Because it feels understood. And when I'm already feeling suffocated this feels like getting some of the air to breathe, or at least to cry instead of bottling up. This is release.
Yes, I can not handle compliments. They feel icky and give me (hard to explain) it makes my whole body feel creepy crawlies . It's not pleasant and I feel like I need a shower Hot as I can stand it. I do not trust compliments. From past experience it always has led to huge set up to fail and fall . The good news is I've never used any of it as a reason to hurt someone else. But I'll never ask for help. I have no expectations Of anyone. I Like and even love a great many people. I Like you a Lot DJ. I'll whitelist you ok? My way of saying I've learned to smile and nod and even give a good performance so you won't know what's going on in my head. Lots of childhood trauma = many more years of therapy to get it figured out. Will I ever feel the same level of Happy? as an average person? maybe not. But I'm at a place where I can be ok with whatever comes. That's saying quite a lot.
Dude! I've felt like this every single nano-second since I was born. That's what happens when you are not wanted , never will be wanted. Keep being your fabulous you.
As a Citizen Soldier fan from the beginning, you need to know one thing. What you are hearing with Jake's delivery of the lyrics and vocals (songwriter, lead singer), is because Jake HAS felt these things. that's how his lyrics and delivery are SO relatable. This is a song is one of my anthems because I too relate too much. If you loved the screams you will love Fever and Life Sentence songs
great honest reaction!
This song is my life
I have never heard them before but deffinantly will be checking out more!
Citizen Soldier has been in my top 3 since i found them in late 2021 & my #1 band since sometime in 2022 lol
I loooveee your reaction 👌🏻 Citizen Soldier is one of my favorites bands and hope too no one feels like that, but if yes, sending a big hug ❤
citizen soldier always hits and is always so cathartic to me. i love your reaction to this song
Thank you so much for releasing this to the world DJ! This is such a pump up tune and the lyrics (for me) are a great reminder that 1. I'm not alone and 2. Even if things are bad, it's not because I'm ACTUALLY a bad person, I've just had things in my life that make me wired to feel that way...that's what I always take away from this one...
As always, I loved your reaction to this on the live and this is still one I watch on repeat...now to share it with friends too
Oh hey thanks for reacting to my theme song!
Haha good one I feel that
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Definitely react to Life Sentence. He wrote it for those of us that suffer from CPTSD. It is their hardest song to date and Jake said he may not write another that hard again. Really reminds me of Corey Taylor with those vocals in that one.
Definitely need to check out more of thier songs they just released a new one called Everybody Hates You
Te fact Jake the singer wrote the lyrics in a fucking Psychiatry is even crazier
More Citizen Soldier!
I know the views on this band probably aren't your best, but I hope if reactors keep covering their songs, they'll reach the people who need to hear them
If you like this, I highly recommend their latest song, "Everybody Hates You" and "Fever". They're both fu**ing awesome imo and similar to this one.
Great reaction btw!
amazing reaction seeing how much loved that song you should really do fever by citizen soldier!
This is such an incredible song that just HITS hard...I love Jake's screams, they are some of my personal favourites...lol
Thank you for the livestreams and thank you for posting this song now! 🥰 I really needed this one today...
Ending on worth would’ve actually been really cool, what a neat idea! Love this song regardless
May I recommend Citizen Soldier’s “Good Enough For God” and “Life Sentence”?
Never heard this song before, but it definitely resonates with me. Kind of gives me the old Nu-metal era vibes
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Ohhhh.both the lirics AND this vokals...i'm chaking.in a dammm god way. I am so so glad you playd th❤is. At last a havy band i don't have hørd before it was perfekt ❤ best reagard nina bj norway
4:16 personally... "hard lyrics to hear" when you're down there for me are not these, it's the hopeful ones that hurt the most or spark that jealous kind of hatred and "you're lying anyways, if you found your happy end that can't possibly be the same I am going through" feeling.
This is easier to hear. Because it feels understood. And when I'm already feeling suffocated this feels like getting some of the air to breathe, or at least to cry instead of bottling up. This is release.
Yes, I can not handle compliments. They feel icky and give me (hard to explain) it makes my whole body feel creepy crawlies . It's not pleasant and I feel like I need a shower Hot as I can stand it. I do not trust compliments. From past experience it always has led to huge set up to fail and fall .
The good news is I've never used any of it as a reason to hurt someone else. But I'll never ask for help. I have no expectations Of anyone. I Like and even love a great many people. I Like you a Lot DJ. I'll whitelist you ok? My way of saying I've learned to smile and nod and even give a good performance so you won't know what's going on in my head.
Lots of childhood trauma = many more years of therapy to get it figured out. Will I ever feel the same level of Happy? as an average person? maybe not. But I'm at a place where I can be ok with whatever comes. That's saying quite a lot.