i do not know what the artists intent was with this animation, but to me, as someone who has been victim of abuse from a young age, this represents that twisting feeling in your stomach when a seemingly innocent childhood memory of flakes apart and the trauma associated comes seeping in drowning out any semblance of nostalgia, peace or innocence. beautiful and cathartic to say the least
i get that feeling daily. ive been through alot. enough that sometimes i cant even look at my family. ive given up because i feel like this daily, that swirling anxiety and depravity of safety and love, the lack of worth. it gets better. i just need to leave first.
i was about four or five and at a wedding with my parents. my dad got tired of me talking during the wedding (I didn't understand what was going on), took me to a bathroom stall behind the venue and beat me. i came back in with him crying but i cried a lot and wasn't gonna tell anybody about it anyway. aunt picked me up and tried to calm me down. neighborhood kid across the street told me she came to my house & was going to knock and asked if I wanted to play, said she overheard my dad hitting me and decided to leave. i don't know what i said to her. ive never felt safe in my life
I had a dream once about a garden near my childhood home with worms that slowly unraveled into threads of living yarn. A tapestry of organic matter writhing in pain under the uncaring beauty of the sun and the flowers above. This reminded of the feeling that gave me. Very cathartic, yet unnerving. Well done.
This feels exactly like the memories from my childhood, bittersweet yet scary, not knowing what was real and what i made up in my head. Those ugly flashbacks that feel exactly like those scribbles. I don´t know who you are, but thank you for this animation it made me feel understood
I had a dream once that i was in this white room with a few boxes and things inside... and there was this guy that stabbed me in my...eye or head with a needle. I called for help and someone came. That same guy hammered the guy whomwas trying to help me to the wall...there was no blood, i didnt feel anything, i just felt so numb. No one screamed. We just looked at eachother. The guy who stabbed us just dissappeared i guess...and i also saw this girl that looked almost exactly like me. I told here "i want this to end" and she said "were all dead'' or something related to death...then i woke up. Thats all the scariest parts of my dream...or nightmare.
This was beautiful. It made me feel an ache and old pain, like when I was a child and I was bullied by my own family 😔. But these are the things that made me me, and I saw truth in the film, too. Well done!
what really struck me about this video was the audio component. im not sure how you got these sounds or what you would even call them, but they are insanely unsettling and really help the tone youre trying to convey. really cool stuff
@@cucumbersalad8547 thank you very much :^) i love audio design, experimental music, and visual arts so video art is a great chance for me to do all 3 at once
i do not know what the artists intent was with this animation, but to me, as someone who has been victim of abuse from a young age, this represents that twisting feeling in your stomach when a seemingly innocent childhood memory of flakes apart and the trauma associated comes seeping in drowning out any semblance of nostalgia, peace or innocence. beautiful and cathartic to say the least
Thank you very very much, may catharsis always be found on the other side
i get that feeling daily. ive been through alot. enough that sometimes i cant even look at my family. ive given up because i feel like this daily, that swirling anxiety and depravity of safety and love, the lack of worth. it gets better. i just need to leave first.
@@mochilatte9792 find safety, you can do it!
i was about four or five and at a wedding with my parents. my dad got tired of me talking during the wedding (I didn't understand what was going on), took me to a bathroom stall behind the venue and beat me. i came back in with him crying but i cried a lot and wasn't gonna tell anybody about it anyway. aunt picked me up and tried to calm me down.
neighborhood kid across the street told me she came to my house & was going to knock and asked if I wanted to play, said she overheard my dad hitting me and decided to leave. i don't know what i said to her. ive never felt safe in my life
@@petergriffinfortnite69 our scars make us who we are, but we are not bound by them
@@augustyourstrulythank you, love your video ❤
I had a dream once about a garden near my childhood home with worms that slowly unraveled into threads of living yarn. A tapestry of organic matter writhing in pain under the uncaring beauty of the sun and the flowers above. This reminded of the feeling that gave me.
Very cathartic, yet unnerving. Well done.
@@TheFeetCrusader thank you very much my friend 🤝👁️🕯️
This feels exactly like the memories from my childhood, bittersweet yet scary, not knowing what was real and what i made up in my head. Those ugly flashbacks that feel exactly like those scribbles. I don´t know who you are, but thank you for this animation it made me feel understood
@@alexp6757 Thank you for being here
@@augustyourstrulyyou are a wonderful soul 🖤
@@alexp6757 😊💛
There's really no place like home, it's hell.
the walls of our boxes become so familiar
Very interesting mixture of media and styles. I made me feel weird.
Thank you for watching!
Very effective story telling! Well done, keep it up!
Thank you so much!!
why is this so familiar?
because you lived this in another life
@@augustyourstrulythat actually explains a lot
Ahh surrealism! My favorite!
@@joeycrooks6217 me too my friend 👁️🙌
Loved it!
Thank you :^)
Unsettling in a good way! Well done!! ❤
thank you very much!!
real.
@@REDIRECTEDUSER 😶🌫️
What’s this supposed to mean?
@@AJzilllaPro the truest answer is in your heart
Watching this is like eating a new type of pickle
🤔🥒
@@augustyourstruly I love them so much 🥒💛
@@Stevie-J 😊🥒
I had a dream once that i was in this white room with a few boxes and things inside... and there was this guy that stabbed me in my...eye or head with a needle. I called for help and someone came. That same guy hammered the guy whomwas trying to help me to the wall...there was no blood, i didnt feel anything, i just felt so numb. No one screamed. We just looked at eachother. The guy who stabbed us just dissappeared i guess...and i also saw this girl that looked almost exactly like me. I told here "i want this to end" and she said "were all dead'' or something related to death...then i woke up. Thats all the scariest parts of my dream...or nightmare.
@@carlostendons messages from the universe 🧵 they thread us together while we sleep
tottaly creepy, but also captured the fears and vibes well, awesome!
thank you!! 👁️🪡🤍
ohhh yeah thatll do it
oh yeah
i like you. can we be friends?
This was beautiful. It made me feel an ache and old pain, like when I was a child and I was bullied by my own family 😔. But these are the things that made me me, and I saw truth in the film, too. Well done!
@@Brucebod thank you very much my friend 🤝🙏
what really struck me about this video was the audio component. im not sure how you got these sounds or what you would even call them, but they are insanely unsettling and really help the tone youre trying to convey. really cool stuff
@@cucumbersalad8547 thank you very much :^) i love audio design, experimental music, and visual arts so video art is a great chance for me to do all 3 at once
I love it!
thank you!!