2017 - My Toughest Year On Youtube
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 30 ธ.ค. 2017
- 2017 is at it's end and so many great things happened this year. It's also been one of the toughest years I've had on TH-cam since I started. So let's talk about it all and start of 2018 with a BANG!!!
There's a lot of stuff in this vlog that I didn't word correctly and some of it sounds very "woe is me" but I just sort of turned on the camera and started talking and this is what came out so of course I ramble and repeat myself.
A lot of this year was me spent confused and feeling like I was running in circles with no clear direction of where to go. Lots of possibilities but no focus or drive. Parts of my youtube world fell apart this year and I'm trying to figure out where to go next but I am very focused on what I need/want to do next year and I will fully dedicate myself to accomplishing those goals and ideals. I want to make this channel amazing again and completely surprise you :)
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I know this comes off as strange, but thanks for not being only positive for a change, Jack. A lot of us on this platform face the same problems, whether it be self-doubt, attaching self-worth to statistics or the awful state TH-cam has fallen into. Seeing that these things affect even the biggest and happiest of us is relieving. It's comforting to know you're not alone.
Jack I'm gonna speak for some and most of us I think but if you always need a break from certain things on TH-cam or just in general you can take it we will understand as a community we all care about how your health is physically and mentally we know your job is hard the editing can be rough and long and then posting them on the right times everyday is tiring I think as a community we all can understand that if you need a break you can have one as many times as you need for as long as you need u bring us so much happiness and have gotten a lot of us through tough times 2018 should be better for you even a boss like yourself needs a break just like the community does that's why we watch you and all your videos over and over because we love younas a TH-camr jack your my hero and everyone elses your amazing stay bing the boss you are and always will be highfives him
Oh my god captainsauce I love your videos your my fav I'm a big fan
hey captainsauce love your channel.. also you're right.. 2017 was also one of the worse year me for me.. at least it wasn't just me
@@collinanderson89 did he go to the therapist at that time?
Jack/Sean; thanks for touching on mental health and YouTubing full-time; for TH-camrs like myself who have almost 245,000 subscribers compared to millions; it's even more nerve-racking with all the monetization issues/bugs; I truly hope TH-cam improves in 2018. Happy New Year everyone!
Thanks again for the video Jack; helps so many people!
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Jack I'm gonna speak for some and most of us I think but if you always need a break from certain things on TH-cam or just in general you can take it we will understand as a community we all care about how your health is physically and mentally we know your job is hard the editing can be rough and long and then posting them on the right times everyday is tiring I think as a community we all can understand that if you need a break you can have one as many times as you need for as long as you need u bring us so much happiness and have gotten a lot of us through tough times 2018 should be better for you even a boss like yourself needs a break just like the community does that's why we watch you and all your videos over and over because we love younas a TH-camr jack your my hero and everyone elses your amazing stay bing the boss you are and always will be highfives him
you can thank pewdiepie for that @Leonhart he cause adpocalypse 1 and 3 skrata du flora du maneeeeeee
collin anderson amen....
And here, in 2019, look how far you’ve come.
you are right no dout about that
yea 100% right
Yeessssss
Yasssss
Sorry 2020 only boys
I'm watching this again to reinforce the message of it, something we so often forget.
“It’s okay to feel sad.”
Sometimes we need a reminder that everyone gets sad, even someone who may act as a positive force of nature like Jack does.
And that’s okay.
No one’s feelings are invalid, and we should use those moments to rise up again stronger than ever.
Ya ur right
Same
Yes, that is something that all of us seem to forget a lot of times. Yes it's okey to feel sad cry, but don't feel that way all the time. you got to think of the happy things too. ( I'm talking to the people out in the world by the way).
420 likes hehe
I Forgot My Name why are u here?
SOME ONE GIVE THIS MAN A DAMN HUG BEFORE I CRY
Galaxyfullofechos I SWEAR IF I COULD I FRIKEN WOULD
I liked this comment and instantly regretted it
It was at 69 likes...
I WANT TO HUG HIM SO BADLY.. because I felt the same exactly...
Galaxyfullofechos saaaaaame!! ;(
13:45 he has to cover his face, stop the camera and stop crying. I feel so bad that such a hard working, funny, intelligent, and kind human being would have to go through this. He has affected so many peoples lives in such a good way that we all are thankful for. Jack, know we love you and we will support you through both the good times and the hard times. I personally have been bullied lately at school and felt bad about myself every day, questioning why I was here on earth, if I was worth it, if I was skinny enough. I cried myself to sleep every night. With your videos I have been way happier. You have helped me so much and it sucks that you don’t know how much you really mean to your whole fan base. We love you jack!!! You probably won’t see this but if you do, I would recommend looking at all of these comments when you are sad because they all are thanking you. Excellent work this year, Sean. We love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Remember. Take care of your body. Don't try and make it into something attractive by ruining your health. If you have a brain and you follow your heart, if someone tells you that you will never succeed, give them the finger.
I don't know you, but please, don't be upset about what you look like.
Think about it. In medieval times, it was attractive to be fat. Now it's attractive to be overly thin.
Times change. Don't follow the trends; just stay healthy. Many people sacrifice their health in the first half of their life for looks, fame, and money, and eventually lose the looks and fame and use all their money trying to get their health back.
If you are still struggling with eating disorders, please get help.
We will always have your back.
I’m exact same 4 years of bulling tried no stuff I’m only 14 going 15 people don’t understand how it effects your older life 😭😭😭
6 years of bullying here🖐🏻 I changed school lately, but people from my old school still talk shit about me
I took in about 1 year of bullying.. that may not seem long but it felt as if I was being consumed by darkness just being sucked in without knowing, I wanted to just end it all so ya...no matter how long you are bullied they still have around the same effects
4 years of bullying here. Had a knife under my throat in school and nobody cared. I left recently and now I'm happier. it leaves marks on you though
In Sean’s latest video at the current time, he stated that in December of 2017, he thought about killing himself. Watching this video now makes me want to cry even more.
Sean, we will forever love you
Ik I was looking for videos around that time he was talking about and I only found ghis
Nobody even knew what he was dealing with...
@@officerearl1543 right?...gosh thinking about taking his own life, no matter how brief the moment was, is such a horrific thought for me...and for most of his fans I'm sure.
I'm so glad he didn't dwell too much on that horrifying thought. It breaks my heart everytime I watch a video from this timeline now, because I realise how sad he actually was behind the scenes and how blind we all were to it...he 'put up a happy front' to make his fans happy but what about his happiness...? 😭💔
I'm glad 2018 onwards were better years for him...and now 2020 and he's already nearly 30 years old and he seems happier. Especially with his new girlfriend. I'm so glad for him...he deserves all the love and happiness of the world...💚
@@shuu1599 It must have been really hard for the fans who go through these same struggles as him. As someone who suffers mentally, I'm really proud that Jack has made it this far and I'm happy he is starting to get better. Whenever you're feeling down Jack, we will always support you through it
@@serendipityfilms6769 Indeed. I hope you're trying to seek some help too if you can. I've been there too, for nearly 10 years, I've been very depressed but...the last 3 years of my life were the darkest. I thought about suicide so much, it was so scary because deep down, I knew I didn't want to die. But when everything is going wrong in your life, you never realise that there is always hope that things might get a bit better and suicide is not the option.
Personally, I know it's a meme that Seán can cure sadness, but he really had an immense impact on me. Watching him smile and being giddy about games is contagious, his energy is captivating, his words motivating. Just watching him trying his best to be positive and make people happy with his videos is encouraging enough that I tried to seek some help too. And thanks to him, I'm in a much better place now. He's a hero to me so again, seeing him in such a bad place mentally when he has saved so many people from the same thing is heartbreaking. I hope we are able to give him back a sliver of what he has given so selflessly to us. And I hope you are on a journey to recovery dear. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm available :)
Who is here after Jacks 2018 summary video? It is really lovely to see how much more happier he has become this year and I am really happy for him.
Same! It broke my heart seeing him cry in 2017.😢 I'm so glad he achieved so much and became so much happier in 2018!
I Sean has done so much for us im happy to see him happy after all this time. Let's keep the PMA roling!!!!!
Jack dont say that you're not worth it!! You're worth it as a TH-camr, but more importantly you're worth it as a person!!! You are kind and considerate and generous and have helped me and lots of other people through some tough stuff! Thank you so much Seán!
That touching he will love it
Sean, this is coming from a place of love. STOP PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN! Your feelings are not stupid, they are valid. You are so kind, compassionate, and genuine, and wonderfully imperfect. It's videos like these that let people know that you are human, and that you are not afraid to open your heart to the people who love and care about you. You spend too much time worrying about everyone but yourself, and that seems to be a big part of the reason behind your negative feelings. All of your fans love your work, but we would be heartbroken if it ended up consuming your entire life. It won't be easy, but please try to find a way to balance your life in a way that helps you feel more grounded and positive about yourself. Thank you so much for being honest with us. We love and appreciate you.
I agree.
Truer words can’t be typed :)
Sara D. Baggerly you are awesome
no dont think about your feelings. feelings are bad for health. your fans are more worth than your life- You as a person doesnt matter we only want your content so stop crying and get back to work. crybaby.
You realise how absurd this sounds right? so just chill man. we know you are human. You are like us. We all make mistakes and sometimes we just dont wanna do things some times even tho we love to do it. relax so that you make more authentic and fun content.
@@kris5367 ok boomer
I want to hug him and wipe away his tears.
Same.
Same he's the best
i need a hug too... i just cant..
@@deletobruh3679 oh why is that?
@@daydreamermi8502 Its just too hard to keep up with everything man... Im just so lonely... I just need a hug.
it's like a big punch to my heart when i realize that all the time i've been enjoying his videos and seeing him trying to hard for us, trying to be happy and upbeat and smile all the time, he's been beating himself up and exhausting himself to the point of tearing himself apart. it's like he was shining for everyone while forcing himself in the dark the whole time. i mean i _know_ that things arent always the way they seem. i know he isnt happy 24/7, but seeing him smile and laugh so easily it's easy to take it for granted. it's sad that he's been caring for everyonr and forgetting to care for himself. seeing him start to cry, trying to hold it back and looking so frustrated in the video *_broke_* my heart. i dont wanna talk or relate about my issues because i wanna just focus on him. God, an amazing and intelligent person like him doubting his self worth? that's just so heartbreaking. i'm so glad he's seeking help, i'm so glad he's talking about it and is going through it so maturely. this is why he is my favourite youtuber. and i really really wish and hope and pray from the bottom of my heart that this man gets all the good things he deserve, and i hope he's happy.
moony days this... this is a good example of wearing a mask
This is all true🥺
Dang this got to the heart
Aww yeah he’s amazing but he should know that he doesn’t need to put on a brave face for us. We love him no matter what.
Don't cry Sean. We know you are doing all this hardwork, we appreciate it all.
Dear Jack,
You may not read this due to it getting lost in the comments and that you are a busy man. But, I would like to say that I am so sorry your 2017 was not amazing. However, I discovered you this year. And over the last few months I have watched HUNDREDS of your videos. You have not failed to bring joy to my life every single day. So while your year wasnt all that, please know that you have made mine wonderful. Thank you, Jack. Here's to you!
Alex Sharrai I came last year. But, I've almost watched every video he's uploaded. This year. Jack, if u do read this, you are the TH-camr that has the most emotion and I luv u dude. U da best.
Aww! Welcome to the community!
Thank you!😁
Alex Sharrai ☺️
Eliza deserved More Ya know. I know the real reason everyone loves Jack. It's not cuz he's good at games (he says he's not but...). It truly because of his heart. He so kind and he just puts his heart into it. (his accent may have something to do with it as well)
After crying because of the recent video, came back to this...to cry again ;'|
"Weird mentality and demons stuck inside my head..."
No Seán!!! When you have context from the 2020 Q&A, this is so horrifying to hear...
I want to give you so many hugs but I know I can't, so I'm even more sad now...😭😭😭😭
I really wish 2020 is a purely-happiness filled year for you as well as the years to come after that...2017 WAS really the darkest year for you and it makes me so frightened as to what COULD have happened to you during that depressing time period...💔😭
@Random ness I actually do - because of Sean. He definitely made me a better person than I was. He is so nice he made me want to be kind and spread positivity as well.
So yes, although Sean may be a 'stranger' to me because I've never met him in real life, from what he has shared and shown of himself...I know enough to say that he IS a friend to me. Hence why I get sad when he gets sad, and I get happy when he is being genuinely happy.
@Random ness Thank you! Again, I feel like the credit goes to Sean. He made me a better person.
yea
Oops sorry 2020 sucks! Thanks Covid
@@katievoss1681 yehh :/
Who is here after watching Jack's latest video called "Answering REALLY Personal Questions", after him saying these were his worst days. And re-watching this.. u can kinda tell in his eyes.. he cried.
“You have o have a little sadness in life so you know when the good times come...”
-Bob Ross
That was an emotional rollercoaster and it made me so sad because all these worries feel so relatable.
We love you Sean and really wish you a better and amazing 2018!!!
Everything is going to be alright, maybe not today, but eventually!
Never Mind, wha! GAY!
Ooooo quote his quote minde blown inseption
Echo Sonic Sean is "Jack's" real name
Jack I'm gonna speak for some and most of us I think but if you always need a break from certain things on TH-cam or just in general you can take it we will understand as a community we all care about how your health is physically and mentally we know your job is hard the editing can be rough and long and then posting them on the right times everyday is tiring I think as a community we all can understand that if you need a break you can have one as many times as you need for as long as you need u bring us so much happiness and have gotten a lot of us through tough times 2018 should be better for you even a boss like yourself needs a break just like the community does that's why we watch you and all your videos over and over because we love younas a TH-camr jack your my hero and everyone elses your amazing stay bing the boss you are and always will be highfives him
WOW ARE YOU CRYING! That spider man game you are talking about is were Peter is 23 and knows all his powers. How so you come up with this speeches. Are you reading flash cards, did you practice this? Na. Niceviseo and happy new years Jack.
can’t believe this was a year ago. so proud of how far he’s come♥️
And yet he always stayed humble
☺️😀
Can't belive this wad 3 years ago
After watching Jack’s latest video, it’s crazy how back when I first watched this video I had no clue Jack was having those thoughts. I’m glad he is still with us in 2020.
me too
Right? It's such a scary thought to think he was actually contemplating taking his own life...god. 😭
Lol, this year _was_ horrible, but Jack's uploads made it survivable.
*We'll always support you*
Same
#JackSupport
Wolfx87 Amen
So true
the only thing tht made this year survivable was jack's playthrough of LA Noire VR.
It's not stupid. You're human. You need food, water, stability, trust, time, safety, so many things to live happily. Make "kicking the shit out of this year" not a thing where you're powering through but where you're conscious and aware of yourself and what your body and mind needs ❤️ you're the heart of all that you do so that needs to be your priority
yes
Agreed
Beth Lara you also need raw sauce nd a jacket coz man can never be hot
Who's here to wish se'an a happy 30th birthday?
Our little spud grew up
I am here
Same
Hallo
Happy birthday "Se'an" 😆😗
how about his 31th birthday?? 😆
I Am Literally Crying And Its Almost 2019
LMAO SAME
It is 2019 and I'm also crying
Same ❤️
I’m crying so hard and it’s Sep 2019
2019 now :-(:)
omg sean....*sends all the hugs* your beautiful. youve helped so many ppl with depression and sadness, dont feel bad for feeling that way yourself!
We need people to like so he can see. Sean we all love you and we have your back
We're always here supporting you Sean. Stay strong 💜💜💜
Wait his name is Sean?
Henk Dusseldorp Lol you must be new here huh? Yes, his name is Sean. His kinda like online persona is Jack.
Jasmine Browning oh alright, thanks
Look at you.. 2017 your worst year and now 2020.. I’m just so so proud of you! How you pulled yourself through everything and stayed with us.. Thank you Sean ♥️
It’s May 2018 and his PMA has changed him so much in the best possible way. Proud of him ❤️❤️
Jack, as a veteran in depression the best thing is to do, is accept these feelings. Don't ignore them and push them aside, just recognize and accept. Then move forward. This goes to everyone struggling with anything. Recognize, accept and go on with your life.
Jillybear265 I feel that is proper mental health in general. I think they that is what the Jedi mean by being mindful of your own emotions.
It is necessary to be emotionally stable, especially in emergencies when fear and anger can make things worse.
Although this comment may be a shout into the void, I felt like I should say something. Thank you for sharing with us. Everyone has these doubts and I know people hold you on a very high platform and think you may not have silly doubts. It's nice to know, as awful as feeling like that is, that you have these emotions and it gets you down, and you won't let it keep you down. This video really gave me hope, and I know every single one of us can kick ass 2018. Thank you for being real. Thank you for being open. Thank you for giving hope and pushing through even if you didn't feel the best. Good luck 😊
Beeb LET'S MAKE 2018 *OUR* YEAR!!
Chiharu Zera YEAH
your message is heard
I agree
Beeb Preach it!!!! Let’s kick some major ass!!
I'm rewatching this before watching your 2018 recap to get the full impact of just how far you've come in the past 12 months. We're all proud of your personal progress in 2018. You killed it, dude. Hope 2019 is just as good to you.
When life gets me down, I watch Jack lol. These videos and your messages mean so much to your fans, your mental health, and me personally. You inspire me so much and always want me to be the best I can be, and I can’t thank you enough for that. You make me want to go forward in my life to praise it in good times and kick it in the balls in the bad. I know I can do this, and you remind me of that. And I want to be that for those who might not know your message. Thank you so so so so much, you have really become important in my life in the past few months. I hope that one day I can meet you in person to tell you all this, but until then: Thank you, Jack. And we’re here for you too when you need us
💚💚💚 we love you, you're a normal person with normal human emotions, don't stress so much, we're not going anywhere💚💚💚
I love how Sean is so genuine unlike most of the big TH-camrs. I love how he’s like a best friend to us instead of some bigger “celebrity”. To me, calling Sean a “celebrity” is something I don’t think about often. All the other TH-camrs seem like a person who records videos and I just seem to watch them, but Sean is someone who feels like family, especially to all of us. I’m glad I found his channel and can’t wait to be here for many years to come
Bumble Bear Yeah, I really agree.
I feel the same way! When I talk about him or bring him up to my friends, it just feels like I'm talking about another friend. And not a lot of youtubers feel like that to me
HELL YEAH we are all family and we all should stick up and be there for each other, especially Jack we love u
Bumble Bear I 100% agree with you
Bumble Bear GAY!
he started crying at around 13;00 and i GENUINELY ACTUALLY started to cry too. We love you Sean.
At 13:45 he was to a point in wich he broke down and cried, and what made me so sad is to think about how he cut off that part in where he cried so hard because he was so sad🥺
I know, I wanted--and still want--to hug him so badly. :(
Jack, PLEASE don't feel like your feelings are stupid. They really do matter and we are all here for you. And as I say this I think I speak for all of us, we truly care about you and thank you for telling us how you feel. Aside all of that, LET'S MAKE 2018 AMAZING!!❤🎉🎉❤
(Edit) like so that Jack sees this
softball8 can I get an amen
But jack shouldn’t see this
Amen
Jack, we couldn't be more proud of you. Don't you ever forget that.
i’m sitting here in 2019 as a new fan, crying. seàn i’m so glad that you’re happier now. keep up that PMA
I remember this video when you posted it and felt like we were both in the same place at that time. I wish I could give 2017 Jack a big hug and let him know that everything is going to turn out okay and to just hold on a little while longer. All I can say is I'm so glad you're still with us, Sean. You've brought a little more light to our lives every day these past couple of years just by being you. Your channel means so much to me and so many people and the world would never be the same without you in it. 2020 is already going better just because you're still here to share it with us. Just know if you ever find yourself in this dark place again in the future, no matter how hard it gets, there are always people who love you and need you to be there tomorrow. Hang in there, buddy! Sending love across the interwebs! :)
He’s such a strong and supportive person. If Sean ever sees this, I hope you know that nobody would blame you for taking time off or trying to help yourself. You’re an absolutely incredible man who has made millions of people smile, and feel happier for your impact in our lives. A few years ago I was in a very similar slump, and I would actually watch your videos to get out of it and laugh. Please don’t feel obligated to work more than you feel like; your community is more than happy to wait. I hope everything works out.
I agree with you!
Caroline Is Online noice
Caroline Is Online 100 percent right
Sean.. Don't beat yourself up and worry about everything. Don't be scared to take some time off. You are human too, not a machine. We are your fans and we love you. We will support you no matter what. And don't be scared to sometimes break in to tears, because your body needs to get that negativity out. We will help you make 2018 amazing! We love you so very much and you will never be alone.
Hellvetica
fuck sorry didnt mean that
You can delete comments ya know..^^^
Exactly! :) Well said.
Keep going Sean :) ( A hug from the east coast )!
(P.S. I love how chipper he was after he said "let's make 2018 awesome" and then when he did his outro :D )
He’s kinda machine cus he’s Santa he knows when your awake because the septic eye sam
*ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED* You killed 2018 Jack! Good job!
Yo why
Rly
And 2019, and is doing well at the start of 2020. Proud of you jackaboy
Achievement unlocked: killing 2020 so far
2020 : "Just you wait son. Just you wait..."
Whos here after Jacks new vid about answering private questions?
iii watched this around the time when it was uploaded and im back causee i honestly have no fockin clue.
"No feelings are stupid feelings. They are feelings that need to be expressed."
I couldn't be any more proud, then I already am of you, Sean, but seeing this video only makes me appreciate you more. Appreciate the effort you put into this; how much you actually care for not only us-- but everyone surrounding you. I honestly hope you have the greatest of years for 2018, and I will not forget the 4 pillars.
Focus on the good
PMA (positive mental attitude)
Self-care
Work hard
I will make sure to work on all of these things... this is probably one of the most inspiring videos I have seen, and I am so happy I stuck around 💚💚💚
Spontaneous Geek I fully agree and I couldn't have said it better. I haven't really had the best year either but together we will make 2018 awesome. Sean you are amazing.
Well said
Spontaneous Geek I will try too, Sean's amazing
Very true.I think every one of Sean's fans would hope that 2018 is good year for him and for his fans too because he works hard on his videos and I personally want to thank him for making us all happy.
Thanks Sean and have a happy new year. ☺🙂
# RIP NIPS 😢 HAPPY NEW YOU BICHTISSSSSSSSSS YEA 😄😄😆😆
I don't usually comment on videos in general but I have to this time. This video made me cry. Literally.. Not to sound like a jerk but I wasn't crying because of jack, but because of myself... I'm so sorry to hear that last year was so hard for you, in fact it was very hard for myself and I think a lot of other people as well. But the reason I cried was probably the emotional wave you gave me, making me rethink 2017 and leave it all behind and focus on the 2018 and going into it the right way. I want to make it awesome as well, changing my life for the better, the hype is real! And I want to THANK you SO much for it! I don't think anyone or you (Jack) of all people will be actually reading this comment but I really feel so much better after watching this and I'm sincerely grateful for all the positivity and great vibes and energy for the new year! Let's all make 2018 AMAZING !!
This showed up in my feed today, I guess I needed to hear this... and now I wanna hug everyone close to me❤️
"When life takes the wind out of your sails, it is to test you at the oars" - Robert Breault
Do what you must, my friend, we are going nowhere. We'll be here, anytime and anywhere.
RepeatThis Well said
I second that statement
Thank you, guys - let's make this a great year, all of us together, watching our loud-mouthed but beloved coffee bean 😁
RepeatThis Cheers! To a new year and to our beloved little bean! 🍻🍻🍻
Jack, I wish I could just jump over to your place and comfort you...
I am very familiar with the things you go through.
I live in a family with seven siblings and one of them also suffers from mild depression and bad anxiety. She started wearing herself down, feeling she disappoints everyone. Friends online have abandoned her once and real-life friends have used her kindness for personal gain.
Since doctors looked away from that, and even our parents don't want to see it, I became her personal therapist in a way.
I listen to her, comfort her and try to lift her out of the slump of that depressive motion. She's a workaholic, like you and a real hard worker at that.
So seeing you like this, hearing you like this, it reminds me a lot of her.
I wish I could just go over to you and be that listener, that therapist for you. Sometimes you just need someone to talk to about this stuff.
So, as I am sitting here in Europe, far away from where you are, I am going to tell you this.
Do these videos more often. Look at the comments of your fellow members, ask for advice, have some talk with family over the phone and take breaks more often if need be.
Do not think of us getting mad at you for being a bit selfish, Jack. We would appreciate you being a little bit more selfish. Enjoy the fruits of your work. You've earned it after all and whenever you feel down, look at these comments and remember that you're not alone.
We always have an ear open for you to talk to. We are listening and we will do our utmost to support you as much as you've given us endless fun and entertainment.
You are a great person, Jack. One of the finest I am glad to ever have met in life.
Keep it up! The Community and I are here for you, even in 2018 and beyond. :3
~If you actually are interested in hearing how horrible my year was...~
1. Donald Trump became head of America and ruins almost all diplomatic breakthroughs that Obama managed to put up
2. At my workstation, seven people of our team quit their job or got fired and now we've only managed to get 3 new ones in and they're the worst at this work and personally, too. (One is a numbskull who can't even remember the simplest tasks the boss hands him out, the other is constantly complaining about the same bullshit every day, the last one is a cleaning devil that tries to hit on the Co-Chief and wastes hours away with mediocre work that does not even affect the immediate projects...)
3. I got my drivers' license and a Wespa to drive on, but my home is on top of a hill and driving up is impossible, since my tank cannot be less than 3/4 full, otherwise, the engine will not work and I am stuck pushing the darn thing up the hill. A car is still too expensive, even the used models X_X
4. Three times this year, my vacation was canceled due to the "New Guys" in the team having to deal with something, which caused understaff on our end.
5. My sister had a moment of suicidal tendency once this year, which I managed to get her over it, but it was one of the most stressful weeks of my whole life. I was afraid to leave her alone at all.
6. Cuphead was released as well as South Park The Fractured But Whole, but I could buy neither game, due to lots of repair works on our house to rat infestations around our little village...
7. My PC almost burned down my carpet.
8. My Mic decided to die for no reason
9. The TV died for no reason, too.
10. My entire PS3 Trophy and Save File Folder just got deleted during a thunderstorm...
11. A friends pet died...
12. Mark's pet dog Buddi died.
13. Politics in Germany still suck.
14. Violence in Germany gets out of had slowly, but surely.
15. I tried finishing a comic and a FanFiction Chapter, but I got stuck due to a picture refusing to look decent and the plot in the Fan Fiction forces me to kill the guy I like best in a video game!!
16. Hello Neighbor became the most frustrating experience of my whole 25 years of gaming...
And those are just the most recent ones...
LordBloodySoul geez alot of words lol
This comment mad me cry
We need more people like you. People that care about each other and only wants the best of them. You are amazing to jack your sister and to everyone who read this amazing comment. Thank you, you are really a super hero.
LordBloodySoul The literal best comment I've EVER seen!!!!
+respect
I find this video replaying often in the back of my mind still to this day. It still tugs at my heart. I’m familiar with this struggle as well. I’m often reminded why I became a mental health counselor by things like this. Had to come back to this one after watching the newest one in Jan 2020. I’m so happy that you’re in such a better place mentally now compared to where you were here. ❤️
Looking back on this video after watching the “Answering Really Personal Questions” video breaks my heart. I didn’t even see the pain in his eyes that seem so obvious now. I didn’t look last the smile on his face and never once did I think he was in such a dark place in his life. Knowing that probably minutes before he started filming this video those dark thoughts were eating away at his brain makes me feel terrible. Sean, I just hope you know that everybody loves you. This community is one of the strongest and we will support you forever. Don’t think you always have to please us, because you don’t. Your mental health is more important than our entertainment. If you need a break, take a break. We’ll be here when you come back. You don’t have to hide your feelings. You don’t have to fake being happy to make us happy. Everybody loves you ❤️
You did not let us down. And 2017 was the best because you were in it.
Best? No
Girl you da best
Im noah im deprest dut trying to be happy
moose Nosh do you mean depressed LOL
There was a lot of hard things that had happened in 2017 and I'm glad that Jack was here to cheer a lot of people. Jack is a great person that should keep doing what he does
Whenever Jack talks about things like this in such a sincere way, it makes me so happy to be a part of his community
me too
After seeing his most recent video you can see in his eyes that hes been crying alot
WTH DO YOU MEAN LET US DOWN!!! Sean you could never. We all support you and we don't care whatever you may do. You're amazing, you're a FLIPPING BEACON OF LIGHT WITH THE ENERGY OF THE SUN!!! We all love you Sean, just keep doing you Sean, and don't stop, because you are amazing, and I'm sure 2018 will make sure that this is the best year for you. :)
Hey Sean! Happy New Year! Let’s make 2018 amazing! Don’t stress yourself out too much! It’s ok to relax and take a break when you need it the most! What ever happens just be you!😁
TheGameMasters 02 Happy New Year
TheGameMasters 02 Amen
Jack needs to take a week off maybe take some Kratom for anxiety. He needs to find himself before he drains himself.
take a month off Jack,you need it
Let's have the Best year 🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇
Sean I noticed this earlier in the year, your energy was decreasing, and you didn't seem as happy, I just attributed it to exhaustion. I'm happy you found the courage to share your feelings with us and ultimately we'll be here for you, and try to help your 2018 much, much better.
I've watched you grow from "fetus Jack" to the green haired boy and now back to brown hair. I've been around since 2013, and I feel like I know you, if only just a little bit, and I want you to know just what an amazing person you are, your "workaholic" nature may seem bothersome to you, but to me, and surely to others, it shows how dedicated you are, not only to your job, and us, but also to other things in your life.
I just hit the point in the video where your crying, that's one of the saddest sights in all of TH-cam, at least in my opinion. You saved so many people's lives and helped so many people.
We'll always be here for you Seán. No matter your mood, no matter what's wrong.
I hope your 2018 kicks 2017 in the teeth and asshole, LET'S ALL MAKE IT A GREAT YEAR!
Tour suggestion (if you come to the us): Boise, Idaho. We get forgotten a lot and I really would love to see a show!
I wondered why I didn't enjoy the vids in the second half of 2017, and now I feel bad :*(
Shadow's Markings Oklahoma is forgotten as well XD MAKE IT GREAT!
I’m kinda late on commenting on this video, but I feel like I need to say something. I don’t expect many to see this comment, nor does it truest matter because I’m just saying it to have it out in the universe.
Losing a step is okay when you have so many people watching you. The pressure can exaggerate your own problems. We love you so much Sean!! I have bipolar disorder and have been through so much and your videos made it so much easier for me to claw my way out of that feeling. So even if you never see this I just wanted to show you some semblance of what it was like when you helped me. I subscribed to you last year but I’ve been watching since the beginning.
Thanks for all that you do.
Hope to see you at PAX 2018!!
doesn't matter how late you are to a vid.. also if you tried to copy jacks surname, you failed because that's not how you spell it, if that's actually your surname.. then I love it
You will always make me proud Sean/Jack even with your mental health journey, which I can relate to so well, you still are inspiring no matter what you do on your channel and as a person. You as a TH-camr are more valuable than any other source of entertainment I have ever seen! A REAL person! Thank you so much for PMA and it's wonderful down to earth message and for its warmth and comfort! It makes me feel less like a perfectionist and more like a human who is learning about life and what my mistakes can teach me! Love you Sean! 💕💕
At the beginning of 2017 I got severely sick and felt alone for months and couldn't do anything, I was "paralyzed". That happened after I worked so hard to manage everything in life and I had a blast of motivation - all ruined by my health. My body stopped me from going to university and being a helpful person. I've never experienced such bad pain in my body like I had the past months and I felt so worthless all the time.
Today I feel a lot better and the pain is almost gone but my body didn't fully recover yet. I also started to question what is right and what is wrong, what should I do and what will happen? And also how long will this life go on and when will it end.
I'm not comfortable about 2018 at all. I feel lost. Some days are good and some are terrible (like today). All I can do is try better and find my way.
Jack, thank you for motivating me. It is a tiny push towards the good direction for me. I don't feel good today but I certainly will feel better totmorrow.
And btw Jack! You manage to motivate me even though I don't want to be motivated right now.
There was only one other person in my life who was able to do that...
I hope that you have amazing 2018 ❤
OkamiKimi Awwwwww..... Get better soon!
Lol
fake
*Sean is actually the best man alive*
Onesie Princess *TNX*
he is one of the greatest
Amen!
Explanation please.
Jamison Fawkes he is the best
He... looks so tired... it’s great that now he’s holding it
I remember not watching this video because I was too afraid to see him cry. Now I’m crying too. And it’s not stupid at all. I hate that he feels that way and how it looks like he feels he can’t cry. But it’s ok. Lots of ya feel the same way... he’s an amazing person and deserves all the wonderful things in life. He didn’t let anyone down.
I know this year was bad for jack. He’s very open with us, and has told us that many times. And each time, we as a community respond with word of love, hope, and support. And for that, I think I can speak for many people when I say that it’s something amazing-being part of such a positive community. And that is something jack always stresses to us, being positive and welcoming and accepting.
On a bigger note though, I’ve noticed that after jack had taken his breaks, the bigger break, and the smaller one around Christmas, he seemed happier. The videos seemed more upbeat and joyful. And yes, one could argue that it was editing, and that Robyn had changed his style, but I don’t think editing can make someone seem as happy and change someone’s attitude the way jacks had changed after his breaks. He seemed calmer (I know, how ironic), more open minded, just....happier. The quality of the videos had improved greatly from what they had once been earlier and the year. And NO, I am NOT saying that the video quality was BAD at the beginning of 2017, just that it had improved greatly towards the end. Sometimes, we forget that jack, along with other TH-camrs, have lives. We get entitled to having great entertainment. And we feel like we’re losing a friend. But we’re not! Jack came back stronger than ever! And because of that, it was like seeing a whole new side of our friend! Not only did the quality and humor of the videos improve, but I am 98% sure that he is much more happier outside of TH-cam than he was beforehand. And that is something we should all be grateful for. Because when it comes down to it, that’s what most of the community wants. We just want him happy.
So, jack, I know it was a bad year. And I know it was stressful. But you are the leader of an absolutely WONDERFUL community. A community that understands when you need a break, and will welcome you back with wide open arms and will act as if nothing had changed. Sometimes you need breaks. You need help. Don’t be afraid to take advantage of those resources. I know you probably won’t see this, but if you do, we know. A lot of us are just like you. We’re all human. We all need breaks. We all have depressive episodes, to an extent. Everyone feels lost sometimes, everyone gets scared. And we all need breaks. So please, don’t cry. It’s been an emotional year, and a tough one. But I know, and the rest of the community knows, that you will get through it. You have literally MILLIONS of people here routing for you, ready to help you at a moments notice. There will always be people here to help you. You started kicking that depressions ass before it got worse than it was. And that’s a huge accomplishment. I’m proud of you, and I know others are too.
No One well said
This should gave 100k likes
Couldn't said it better, happy new year
No One, Jack needs to read this for himself, extremely well expressed
This is the longest comment I have ever seen but well said dude @No One
Jack we love you so much thank you for making my 2017 so much better I am so much more open and I have a lot less anxiety and depression now becouse of you thank you 🙏
Jack's gonna go down in history as a legend I swear
Undoubtedly.
Thank you seàn. Thank you for existing. You are so strong, and such an inspiration to us all. You’ve made it. I’m so sorry you’ve ever had to feel these bad things, it breaks my heart that you had to feel such pain. But I am so beyond happy you’ve been an inspiration to us all, that you’re taking care of yourself now. We love you, never forget that.
Jack... no... Sean. YOU are AMAZING. I have to be honest... you're the only TH-camr I watch anymore that HASN'T changed. I love that about you, so many people tell me 'ugh you watch Jacksepticeye? He's TOO upbeat, so it's GOT to be fake-' and I fight for you. Because I KNOW you are cheerful and wonderful as a person inside and outside TH-cam. You're the reason I want to become a TH-camr... it's hard. It's hard to get started, and so hard to get yourself out there, and you do so much to always be there for US. We're here for you, lets go through 2018 LIKE A BOSS... and whoever we meet along the way... we give HIGH FIVES ALL AROUND... and we THANK you so much for being there, and we'll see you IN THE NEW YEAR!
Take breaks whenever you need man, we will support whatever you decide. Stay healthy and Happy New Years to you, one of the rays of light that help me to keep moving forward🎈🎆
Putting this here. Jack. You will probably never see this. And that's fine. But if somehow you do.... I hope you are ok, and that this year goes well. You are a great person and a great TH-camr. I want you to be happy. I honestly dreamed I would meet you... And you are the only TH-camr I've dreamed about like that. You are just so kind, positive, and energetic, and I only want the best for you. I honestly wanna be your friend. Like, no mentioning me, no me making an actual TH-cam channel, I just want to be your friend. Well. There ya go. In the million to 1 chance you see this, conquer 2018. Like a BOSS!!!
Mei Tsumura I totally agree with you 💖
I’ve just started watching your channel this week, and this video hit hard. Not just because it’s relatable, but because you put yourself out there in such a vulnerable way that makes it so genuine and real. 2018 is going to be your year and you’re gonna kick some major butt! Thanks for being such an inspiration and thank you for being human. :)
I wish I had this then. I wish I could have grown up with these videos. But this video got to me regardless, I'm here watching this in fricken May of 2020, coming up on the anniversary of a terrible, sad event in my life that happened in 2017, 2 years later, and I needed this. Thank you, Sean. You've come so far! 2 years down the line, and you've made 2018 amazing from what I've seen and done so much for so many people! I'm so very happy to be in this community on TH-cam, where everyone strives to be Positive and Help each other, to do Good. Thank You. I hope life treats you well, and I hope more and more people who need this find it and join the move of PMA!
(Edit: I was only fixing some typos, because this is one of my only meaningful comments that I put some heart into and I wanted it to be nice.)
Sean I know your a workaholic, but I don't think I'm alone in saying I wouldn't mind if you took a day or two a week to yourself. As you said you turned down so many things in 2017. Maybe the 7 day a week schedule isn't the best idea. There's a reason at least in the USA that companies are supposed to give two days off a week. 7 day work weeks arnt healthy. Maybe two days out of the week record some extra footage so you can take two days off? Go see a movie, Skype with your girl and enjoy a day with her. These are just suggestions of course. I'm just saying that a day or two off won't kill your channel. But hey happy new years and hope to see your bright and chipper, over the top happy face for the next year.
Darkmoon Entertainment sorry to burst ur bubble but if he recorded extra footage it would take the same time as recording 7days
Other than the extra footage thing, I agree with you completely, I hope jack reads this...
Yes
yes but 2 uninterrupted days is better than whats hes currently doing, i seriously doubt that he just turns on and turns off
days off means he doesnt have to fit a schedule around his recording times, he can just go out and crash at a friends place or even go out for a night on the town and get wasted.
Darkmoon Entertainment your right
damn. It really hits you when you see such an energetic, lovely person break down and cry over their mental health. We support you jack, and will never stop doing so. Happy new year Sean :)
It really does hit you and it hurts a little but Sean is just such an amazing person and he deserves every bit of support and breaks he can get, he’s done so many good things for so many people. Hang in there Sean :)
I totally fucking agree with u there
+MIDGET5_RULE123 Jack is amazing!!!
oof
2019 and you are still killing the game keep it up jack
I’m at a loss for words. This video is so raw and emotional. It’s also so beautiful because we get insight into what TH-cam can do to someone’s mental state which a lot of people probably don’t realize. It’s really nice to see how Jack is doing now and how PMA has helped him. He seems like such a sweet and genuine person, and I he keeps up the PMA.
i have pma carved on the wall, i owe this guy a lot
Please don't cry, Jack. 😢 You are a hero for so many people. You may not feel like that but really, your hardwork and dedication inspires millions. May God bless you and may you be healthy and happy always. A very very happy new year to you. 😊😊
Shikha Mallick im sorry for that
AMEN🙌🏼
Touching. But the emojis are cringy.
OfficialPeeper I am a little bit cringey myself so...
TheImpracticalNerd !? Stop let people believe what they want to believe
Jack you're getting into forced positivity which will lead to depression you need to take breaks more often having two days a year will be damaging take breaks for you. don't worry about us to much. Being sad is OK don't be scared we have your back. All 17 million of us
Hey, this is a reminder that you have a like button. Use it on this comment.
Bruh XD
There are more than 17M people on this Earth. All of them supporting Jacksepticeye. Sean is so cool.
Figgy09 *17,443,566 of us
Rachel Sinatra *17,473,606
I know this is back in 2017 but Sean if you happen to see this... I want to let you know that you have made my teenhood and adulthood something special. Around 13:42 really hit me hard and how depression sat with you during that Christmas. I wanted to give you the biggest hug and word of encouragement. Im not the biggest person for words but i try my best.
Even through 2024 Keep pushing forward, take breaks, keep connections, self-care! They are all important❤ You've always felt like a big brother to me! Thank you for everything you do! Love ya💚
Jack im here from 2019. Every year until now will be succesful. I loved and still love your content and it has just lighted me up. Suprisingly every video of yours make me happy and feel good. If i had come home one day and it had been aweful Then its just great to see one of your videos and go away from my life in my home and in school. Now that i have a dog everything has become a little better. And you also get a cat! Youre a great father i must say. You have actually helped in my life. Thank you.🙏
He's still trying to be so positive with his words. I only hope it's more for him and not us
us
Me too
We love you Sean and we will always support you!
True dat
Luccon who wouldn't
We love you jackaboy
Very true!
Codename L
No one! Cuz He is really amazing, you can't say he is the best of them all cuz a lot will say he is and a lot will say he isn't. But we all know deep inside our hearts that our Jackyboiii / Sean is there for his community and that is why we love him back. Not only is he the best youtuber in the entire world for us but he is also there for us! To make us happy. That is what i think makes him the best! (+ all his amazing content ;] )
Here in 2020... I’m proud of how far you have come, with your mental attitude and more... I aspire to be like you, and because of your 30 video, you changed my mindset. Thank you Seán. We love you so much, you have changed lives❤️💕
I watch this every year to remind myself to work hard and be positive and help myself as much as I help others. Makes me cry every time seeing him like this but it helps me. He helps me. We all love you Sèan
Who the hell would dislike this? Jack has the courage to speak to all of us about what he’s going through and this is very personal stuff too and some people still have the nerve to dislike this!
H e ll yay
Ikr
iiMatPatFan ii thank you
iiMatPatFan ii some people just dislike random videos for shits and giggles
Not all people who dislike are doing it to be rude. Maybe some dislike because they don't like how he's upset. Dislike button isn't always negative ya know...
We're always here for you jack, you've made a huge impact on my life and I've loved your videos keep them up LIKE A BOSSSS
Im watching this again in 2018....2017 JACK, u achived so much :) im proud of you and thank you and now 2019 is gonna start, make it AMAZING AGAIN! I LOVE YOU SEAN❤
Jack, i wish you the best. I have to go through many things this year and i have gone through many things last year - like my mother's cancer. Your video helped me to get pumped and confident about my abilities to work hard and achieve things this year. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
You can’t pour from an empty cup, Sean. Take care of yourself. We love ya!
I think every TH-camr with a workload like you Sean should have a 'holiday' every year.. like Jacksepticeye week! No uploads, no tours.. nothing but you having your own time to do what ever you want to do and all you followers/viewers will know and understand be cause it'll become a tradition. We know that you love what you do.. but when people over do something they love they can start to hate it.
Horses&More call it sean week then. Jacksepticeye is basically his work name.
That is very true
Horses&More A week without anything to do might be pretty horrible for someone who is used to work all day every day. Keep in mind that even stress is something people can get used to very easily so that they almost rely on having stress, similar to an addiction. Not saying that it necessarily is one, though.
all youtubers deserve a week or month off, especially you jack!
this man has single handedly saved me from myself so many times seeing him truly express the fact that he broke down and fell apart really hit home i love him so goddamn much
Im glad you are still with us Jack, and i thank you for helping me through tough times with your amazing videos. Keep doing what you love
We all love you!!!❤️ I started crying when you started crying 😭😔 #letsmake2018amazing I absolutely adore you jack ❤️ you’ve always made me smile don’t beat yourself down 🙂
A & D Nation I started crying too
A & D Nation
#Let'sMake2018amazing!
It's amazing of how aware Sean is of his issues. Not a lot of people are aware of their own.
It's also amazing that he has the courage to share them with us
A few years ago I was depressed and I self harmed and nearly killed myself then my dad said something to me and I woke up and got happy again but always had a bit of me missing but I ignored it and told myself never again but this video woke me up and I had a mental breakdown and just I dunno felt depressed but I’m determined to be happy because school is fucking me up and I feel every day is the same so yeah I gonna fuck up my school and have some bloody fun fuck my education!
Pilar Medina i’m new in 2019 and still confused, is it Jack or Sean?????
@@silkedego his real name is sean
Joshua Lucier ok thanks
Looking back on this, the 2018 year is almost over and to just see how far this amazing man have made it makes me so happy I just remember how at the start of the year I was so down after getting to know my grandma had cancer and to see that he gave PMA more meaning and how many people he has helped with that. This man in this video is now going around the world touring with the best message about “-Be the hero of your own story” and just with an inspirational speech for 1 and a half hour. It makes me emotional just thinking about it. And to know what a hero what an inspiration he is and I love him from the bottom of my heart ❤️ Thanks for reading and take care PMA ❤️
It’s funny as this video came out in 2017 i watched this video when i was at my lowest in life and this gave me the motivation that i needed to continue in life. Till today 10 January 2021 at 21:43 just to get the P.M.A motivation again. You have helped me out the dark hole in the ground more than once and you know what i think that as I’m typing this i will follow what you have thought us this far and thats to help those who need it and to find happiness in that. Thanks dude I really appreciate you and what you do.
"Take care of yourself kid, 'cause someone really cares about you."
:) ♡
nice cancertale reference
I don't even care that this is a reference to a fandom I left due to my exhaustion with putting up with the community's crap, I'm just glad that the message you're trying to get through is there.
Sans
Demonic Chaos Of War XD
Soul Of Eri
Ye, the fandom is exhausting at times
So, i'm probably not your typical viewer, being a hairy arsed biker and 47 years old, but shit, you're funny.
All I can say is, no matter how lost or low you feel, or how overwhelmed you get, remember that you are entertaining and making other peoples lives that much more enjoyable. Just remember life is short, true friends are rare so enjoy everything you have whilst you have it and regret nothing. BE PROUD! you should be, because if you were my son I would be of you.
Happy New Year Jack
Good Luck for 2018
🙏🏼 agreed
Neither. Solo only, just me and my triumph
Grumpy Goat yea
Holy frick. This hit way too close to home. I cried so much.
Sweet green boy
I was keeping this video for when i felt at my lowest and i’m glad i did bc this was the windchange i needed ❤️ love you jack!!! You never let us down, you’re the place we can come home to whenever we need it. You’ve fostered the kindest community on the internet and we couldn’t ask for a better leader. Here’s to 2018!!!