Hello! As a reminder, please be kind in the comment section. Some of my viewpoints can be considered highly controversial and not everyone is viewing life through the same lens. Change occurs from teaching, not bullying. Much love to all.
After going blind in one eye and paralysis in my left hand I was on the verge of suicide. I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and spent years in a crippling depression. Because of a good friend, I turned to shamanic practices and psychedelics. This is where I found true healing. These high dose mushroom trips and dmt breakthroughs are the most profound experiences to be had in this life. I was shown a new paradigm and had experiences that modern science won't acknowledge and deems impossible. I was propelled into spaces of geometry and fractals, and arrived in a place that looks like a private chapel, and everything was jeweled and throbbing with energy and these machine like alien insect beings were performing cosmic surgery on me and communicating with me with a telepathic colored language. I came back and I couldn't believe it and my life has never been the same since it's much more meaningful and magical and now I'm able to get the most out of this life and live without the fear of death
Holden, I watch every video you do. Please keep doing them. They are great and you're a great storyteller. If you come back out to the PNW let me know! 🍄
absolutely incredible story ... i feel were on such similar paths ... everything you say resonates in a way never felt from another human before ... truly thank you brother ... & thanks for that tip for the B vitamins ... going to be a massive game changer ... also have you dove into any inner child therapy? its been coming up heavily over the last year ... mixed with liminal spaces and a possible link to CPTSD ... if you do please, id love to hear on a video on it ... blessings bro
Thank you so much for the kind words. Blessings to you as well, my friend. Yes, I do know about that therapy. I'll def put that on the list. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Very profound. I enjoy listening to your perspective on reality. I’m on my own journey of sorts having experienced some controlled OBEs. Haven’t had any experience with psychedelics. But I’m highly interested in them. As all I think & research is on spiritual things 24/7. “Who am I” & “Why”. Trying to find meaning and purpose. As the material grind is depressing. But at the same time scary to change the status quo. Thank for sharing your personal journey & insights.
You and I have many parallels, I'm a guy, post cardiac NDEs, approaching 60 and - this video made me pause and wipe the tears and snot away. For a while after my NDEs due to cardiac conundrums - I'd stopped eating meat and made other changes. Eventually relinquishing many choices due to peer pressure and tbh, that hurts, bc it ain't me. I remain deeply estranged from my old life despite concessions. Ego holds sway and I cling to -almost exactly the same things you had. Maybe spare a prayer for a guy who would see himself do better please. May Peace and Joy be yours with abundance for this outstanding generosity found in these videos, you re-kindle hope. It is doubtful I'm alone in that. (You are and incredibly good narrator as well). TLDR most Xlent work Mr. Holden Lee
Thanks for sharing this with me. This comment means a lot. Lots of prayers for you to rediscover the soul you know is right below the surface. We’re never more than a blink away from that moment that turns our life around.
Jeepers i just found you just word for word repeated what i learned when i hit my head hard snowboarding when i was 12. I was alone when it happened all i know was someone found me and then left for help she said she thought i was dead, she was looking at me like i was a ghost, anyway ya you proved a lot to me witb this video lol i got answers im 32 now 😅its been a long road
It’s the fact that so many people like us get that same experience. There is so much more than meets the eye in the life. It’s beautiful. Difficult, but beautiful
I have had 3 experiences in which I went out of my mind into total emptiness. May I ask, how do understand this move towards evil, corruption and materialism in America?
I would say greed, a lack of belief in anything or any God, and a wilful blinding perpetuated upon society by the greatest purveyors of both the above.
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Hello! As a reminder, please be kind in the comment section. Some of my viewpoints can be considered highly controversial and not everyone is viewing life through the same lens. Change occurs from teaching, not bullying. Much love to all.
After going blind in one eye and paralysis in my left hand I was on the verge of suicide. I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and spent years in a crippling depression. Because of a good friend, I turned to shamanic practices and psychedelics. This is where I found true healing.
These high dose mushroom trips and dmt breakthroughs are the most profound experiences to be had in this life. I was shown a new paradigm and had experiences that modern science won't acknowledge and deems impossible. I was propelled into spaces of geometry and fractals, and arrived in a place that looks like a private chapel, and everything was jeweled and throbbing with energy and these machine like alien insect beings were performing cosmic surgery on me and communicating with me with a telepathic colored language. I came back and I couldn't believe it and my life has never been the same since it's much more meaningful and magical and now I'm able to get the most out of this life and live without the fear of death
Amazing, thank you for sharing this
Wow, thank you! I would love to hear more! 🌞
Thanks for listening!
Holden, I watch every video you do. Please keep doing them. They are great and you're a great storyteller. If you come back out to the PNW let me know! 🍄
Thank you and absolutely!
absolutely incredible story ... i feel were on such similar paths ... everything you say resonates in a way never felt from another human before ... truly thank you brother ... & thanks for that tip for the B vitamins ... going to be a massive game changer ... also have you dove into any inner child therapy? its been coming up heavily over the last year ... mixed with liminal spaces and a possible link to CPTSD ... if you do please, id love to hear on a video on it ... blessings bro
Thank you so much for the kind words. Blessings to you as well, my friend. Yes, I do know about that therapy. I'll def put that on the list. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Same omg!!!!!!
Very profound. I enjoy listening to your perspective on reality. I’m on my own journey of sorts having experienced some controlled OBEs. Haven’t had any experience with psychedelics. But I’m highly interested in them. As all I think & research is on spiritual things 24/7. “Who am I” & “Why”. Trying to find meaning and purpose. As the material grind is depressing. But at the same time scary to change the status quo. Thank for sharing your personal journey & insights.
Keep up the good fight 😊
Wow brother.. you found it, the indescribable it.
That holds great meaning for me. Thank you 🙏
You and I have many parallels, I'm a guy, post cardiac NDEs, approaching 60 and - this video made me pause and wipe the tears and snot away. For a while after my NDEs due to cardiac conundrums - I'd stopped eating meat and made other changes. Eventually relinquishing many choices due to peer pressure and tbh, that hurts, bc it ain't me. I remain deeply estranged from my old life despite concessions. Ego holds sway and I cling to -almost exactly the same things you had. Maybe spare a prayer for a guy who would see himself do better please. May Peace and Joy be yours with abundance for this outstanding generosity found in these videos, you re-kindle hope. It is doubtful I'm alone in that. (You are and incredibly good narrator as well).
TLDR most Xlent work Mr. Holden Lee
Thanks for sharing this with me. This comment means a lot. Lots of prayers for you to rediscover the soul you know is right below the surface. We’re never more than a blink away from that moment that turns our life around.
Its amazing omg, we are taping into something profound ❤❤❤
Another great video Holden! So much positivity and so much of what you said gives me hope. Excited to hear about the podcast!
Thanks, brother!! I’ll hit you up soon!!
This is incredibly inspiring and beautiful. Thank you, Holden Lee ❤
You're so welcome!
Jeepers i just found you just word for word repeated what i learned when i hit my head hard snowboarding when i was 12. I was alone when it happened all i know was someone found me and then left for help she said she thought i was dead, she was looking at me like i was a ghost, anyway ya you proved a lot to me witb this video lol i got answers im 32 now 😅its been a long road
It’s the fact that so many people like us get that same experience. There is so much more than meets the eye in the life. It’s beautiful. Difficult, but beautiful
Totally understandable, Thank you Holden 🙏 ❤
Thank you 😊
Inspiring 😊
😊
Love this ❤
Awesome Thank you for Sharing 💯✴
Thank you 🙏
I have had 3 experiences in which I went out of my mind into total emptiness. May I ask, how do understand this move towards evil, corruption and materialism in America?
I would say greed, a lack of belief in anything or any God, and a wilful blinding perpetuated upon society by the greatest purveyors of both the above.
RIP Jerome & Tim 🤍🪽
Oh, Stacie, I hope that you are doing so well and adjusting to your new life. RIP to these sweet souls. Talk soon!
@@HoldenLee333 💝
Beautiful journey.
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