I am haunted by thoughts that I will not pass the exam and disappoint my parents and teachers at school. I want to cry, I'm so weak because I can't cope.. I don't leave a text about my problems on the Internet, but can I trust you and do it at least once here? This place seems safe (I am surprised that so many people have written me a text as a support. I am pleased that there are kind people who give advice or just support. Its very nice) thanks to all the people who wrote comforting comments for me under this comment
wow, I feel the same feelings too, but I believe in the bright future, even if present is dark, but I just know, that you'll be okay, I really know that. be happy, sad stranger from internet (sorry for my bad english)
@@kinohistory Thank you for saying words of support to me I hope that everything will be fine with you too!!♡ ( my English is not good either because I study more German than English)
It's a common thing when it comes to a student, me either feel the same it's sad that we can't help to be good or even be comfortable with it so if you are struggling with stuff like studying remember that you're not alone we must make it true and relax when we should be! I know what are you feeling, you must rest a bit and start again and again till you make it true, i believe in you 💓🫂.
You know, it maybe will sound stupid, but it still true, everything will pass. Yeah, maybe you won’t pass exams and your parents will be mad, but it will pass, they will forget about it, you will forget about it too. Sometimes we are thinking that something will change our life, that something is so important and if we won’t pass exams or something our life will ruin, but it’s not true. We just go through it, this terrible exams will pass, you will have another one, but that one will pass to. You don have to worry about everything, I know that it sound that I’m devaluing your problems, but I don’t mean that. I just wanna say that sometimes we are to obsessed with something that isn’t “that important”. I hope that you find my words useful, and that that they helped duly a bit:)
So.. homeless once again, typing this at a shelter on terrible wifi. I've pretty much given up, my fiance left to go live with her parents who hate me, my family moved away and just left me here, it's taking everything in me not to end it all, I've lost more than anyone should ever have to. Lost my son to organ failure, lost my ride or die bff in a car accident, lost my Nanny to spinal cancer, my pets to either wild animals or old age, and slowly losing all will i have left. To whoever reads this, it's a cry for help. I doubt anyone will care or offer to get me out of this situation, therefore i don't think I'll make it through the week. My son was my life, my Nanny was my support, my fiance was my reason to smile, and my family was my reason to live. I hope whoever sees this has a better life than i did. Be safe, stranger.
This is terrible.. Honestly, with all my desire and kindness, I cannot help you. Perhaps to show attention to your situation. After reading your comment, it’s so hard to realize how I give up because of some insignificant problems, when there are people who have everything much worse.. However, I can only say one thing.. That even after such huge losses, life has to present something good that you won’t even suspect. The main thing is to move on through strength. I am sure that your story will not end so easily and that something will be found that will illuminate your future path. Well, I, an ordinary Internet user, will hope that everything I have done will not turn into a huge pile of trouble for me..
Brother, As a 14 year old, I cannot do anything for you. But, I can say words. And so will I. Life has fucked you over and over. It’s unfair. But I feel that now, after this terrible phase of your life, with all the pain you felt, I feel like everything can only get better from now on. Please, I don’t know you, but please, please don’t give up. Not knowing you, I know you have so much potential. You may be homeless, not have anybody, but know that me, and many others are there for you. You don’t know us, we don’t know you, but we believe. Giving up is the too easy options. After all you have been through, now your giving up? Really? You have lived through all of those terrible event, but you persisted. And now that you have nothing left too lose, you want to give up? Stand up, we believe in you, don’t give up. I have had no friends for 7 years. The ones I have today I don’t even know if they are my friends. I wanted to end it all. I didn’t, and now everything is starting to become better. Obviously, you have had so so much more pain than me, but I’m still comparing. I’m pleading for you not to give up. Nobody can get you out of your situation, but you. So now that you have been through all of this, don’t give. It becomes better. Just don’t. Once again, I’m 14 and can’t do anything, except plead. So I am. For the final time, don’t give up. This isn’t just a message for you but to every pour soul. I hope you don’t give up, brother, much love from me❤ Your archangel, KnightAren P.S.: I love you, don’t give up ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
sending prayers...you are in a safe place. not perfect by far. Keep going. You are not alone. Look at the people who have heard you! YOU! YOU are important in this world.
0:18 Je Te Laisserai Des Mots by Patrick Watson 2:39 Where's My Love by SYML 6:43 To Build a Home (feat. Patrick Watson) by The Cinematic Orchestra 12:56 Color Me Blue by Akané 16:08 Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens 20:42 Quiet Resource by Evelyn Stein
Tomorrow, my mom will have been gone for one month. She passed away 2 weeks before her birthday, and six days after my brother’s. I blame myself, that I could have done more, that I could have stopped it. That day, we worked together, she was happy, I came home with her, and she was excited for her new side job, and I was the last person to see or speak to her that night. I miss her. Sometimes I forget and go in her room to say hi, or go to the pharmacy to bring her snacks and chocolate, but she’s gone. And I’m left alone with all of the expectation, hope, and work. I don’t know how to do this without you Mom, you were always there and helped me throughout my entire life. But I’ll keep my promise. I won’t give up, I’ll live for you
I know how this feels it's been close to a year since my mom died the last time I saw or talked to her was when I got in an argument with her about an ex I had who a month later cheated on and dumped me I never got to say goodbye or goodnight or even I love you
i dreamed about a life full of love and warmth . Ive been alone for 25 years but this playlist gave me the same kind of warmth im looking for. i hope one day ill show this beautiful song pack to someone i will love.
You will, keep loving everything in life, every morning, every night, every part of ur day, eventually someone will see the love u have shining inside of u, the beautiful things come when we dont expect them, dont be sad cuz u didnt find someone to love besides u, be happy that u have urself rn, somepeople dont even have that, lets fill this world with our feelings, keep lovvinggggg✨❤️🔥
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health.
Today is 4/25/2024, we broke up in 23 february, and we ve been toghether since 1st of september 2023 .5 months, and you probably think ''it s not even that much'' .There was only 3 nights we didn t sleep toghether, or in a call .5 months and we've been through so much together .5 months and yet not even a quarrel .Everything was perfect, like i was living in a dream .THen suddenly, she lost feelings .I could sense that from a mile away, a week before we broke up .Everytime i asked her, she said she was tired of work.We was at the gym, and i got into a fight with one of her friends .She knew her for like 3 or 4 months .Before going to the gym, i stopped the car in the middle of the road and told her to kiss me if she loves me anymore and if she loves me like she did in the beggining .She did .I came home from the gym, I have apologized to her, and she hit me with a long break up text .That moment i lost it, i had a panic attack, alone, in my room .She don t know .I begged her in tears to not leave and she did, like i was nothing to her .She told me she can t have a releationship right now, and she want to be alone for some long time .2 weeks later, she was with a boy .I came home, i smiled to my mother and told her i m sleepy and i m not hungry, went to my room and burst into tears .She don t know .A day before I got a tattoo, with a quote she gave me on 14 february saying "Kiss me under the stars and make us last forever" .We loved to watch the stars toghether .I promise her i will tattoo a phrase from her favorite movie, Three steps above heaven .I did .She don t know that .She doesen t know anything i m going through right now, after months since we last spoke to eachother .I m trying to get over it, but for some reason i can t.And i m tired .I understand that we will never speak to eachother again, i m never going to hug her, not even for a final time .I just want to forget everything, and be normal again .
I hear you dude I’m sorry to hear that. If you love her you want her to be happy even if that’s without you that’s real love. I fell in love with my best friend we dated for a 10 months we talked for 300 days straight I discovered true happiness my first relationship. For 2 weeks after breakup I got panic attacks. On week 3 now. I realises the happiness she brought I will feel again and that everyday is beautiful cause that much joy can exist. If she was meant for you she will comeback if she’s not you’ve learned you can love a person and receive it. Work on you make you better for yourself and love will find you. I’m scared I was alone for most my young adult years thought I made it now I feel set back. But people like us are not who we were before them, I’m someone new who can feel so much love so enjoy the little things until the next big thing comes hang in there brother. So don’t forget it remember the love and use it to enjoy life the pain will slowly fade mine hasn’t yet but I feel something knew I didn’t before her so have no regrets life is worth living you didn’t know you would love her until you did. Never know what’s around the corner.
@@loganmpi8499 it’s so personal I think everyone deals with it differently I flip from thinking my girl will want me again to I will find better love. But both require self improvement go to sleep excited about the future potential either way instead of the longing for the past. If it helps you’re not alone I still get random burst of anxiety or depression but I know that hey won’t last but the positive re enforcement is hard but if it wasn’t we would never improve change is hard
When we love someone so badly and if they can understand . They just starting changing they are behaviour and our priority in there life. Same i had a long distance relationship with someone for 4 month(23 December -28 april).it sounds little i know. I was in a serious relationship with him. But he just made a fun of my feelings🤡🤡. Like i was nothing to him. I have never treat myself that shity that what he did. I ignored all his rude sentence. He speaks so harshly with me in any simple argument. He knows that I'm so sensitive. But he hurt me so badly😢.Frist time i was breaking up with him because of his behaviour. Then i fixed everything. He had apologise for that but he didn’t. I fixed everything ;i was saying sorry for.(even i did nothing). Everytime he massed up everything and fixed everything. Then 28 April night 22:04 pm. He written his last massage for me"please find a better bf." I literally try everything to made him stay. But he didn’t. I literally sacrifice my all self respect for him. It was my fault to thing about a peaceful relationship with a toxic guy. I move on very easily cause i was crying when i was with him and I'm still crying when he is not with me.🤡🤟 "Which one is better?. " of course the 2nd one. And i now I'm really so happy with my busy life. I still miss him but when i Remember how he used to treat me i just.....🤡. He meant a lot to me now he is nothing nothing.... *** never date a toxic human..
To whoever reads this, I love you ❤ I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your looks I love your face I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your failures I love your accomplishments I love your eyes I love your voice I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your sad days I love you on your happy days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel hopeless I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel unloved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel tired I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stressed I love you on the days you feel anxious I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel okay I love you when you’re unhealthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in tv shows I love your taste in movies I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you’re kind I love you when you’re mean I love you when you’re alone I love you when you can’t feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you feel like it’s too much I love you when you can’t take life anymore I love you when you’re asleep I love your nightmares I love your dreams I love how you believe I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love you when you don’t believe in yourself I love the way you think I love your problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love your pain I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love your sass I love your creativity I love your hand gestures I love your scars I love your stories I love your wounds I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when your energetic I love how you cook I love your bravery I love when you’re adventurous I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love your flaws I love you when you talk(or communicate) I love your opinions I love when you help others I love when you need help I love when you’re immature I love you when you’re mature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you’re responsible I love you when you’re irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love you when your silly I love you when your nice I love you when you’re you And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list. I love you. (This is not mine but you can also copy this to makes someone’s day) I love your laugh I love your personality I love your looks I love your face I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your failures I love your accomplishments I love your eyes I love your voice I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your sad days I love you on your happy days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel hopeless I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel unloved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel tired I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stressed I love you on the days you feel anxious I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel okay I love you when you’re unhealthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in tv shows I love your taste in movies I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you’re kind I love you when you’re mean I love you when you’re alone I love you when you can’t feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you feel like it’s too much I love you when you can’t take life anymore I love you when you’re asleep I love your nightmares I love your dreams I love how you believe I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love you when you don’t believe in yourself I love the way you think I love your problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love your pain I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love your sass I love your creativity I love your hand gestures I love your scars I love your stories I love your wounds I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when your energetic I love how you cook I love your bravery I love when you’re adventurous I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love your flaws I love you when you talk(or communicate) I love your opinions I love when you help others I love when you need help I love when you’re immature I love you when you’re mature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you’re responsible I love you when you’re irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love you when your silly I love you when your nice I love you when you’re you And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list. I love you. (This is not mine but you can also copy this to makes someone’s day)
To my future self..... Hey! How are you? How have you been? I hope you are doing good now. I just want to you to know that you are perfect, awesome, kind, and so more!! Ik you have been through a lot but just be happy whenever you can because you failed to protect your past self. But i am proud of you now!! You did it!! You finally made it!! You are looking beautiful! You are soo awesome. Don't be sad again because being sad is not the solution to cure your depression, so always be happy and playful. Even tho you faked your happiness all the time in the past I want you to have that happiness as your real happiness now, be the best version of your self!! Be the person you always wanted to be! I know you can do it and YOU WILL DO IT!!! For both of us!💖
this playlist sounds like the feelings of watching my younger sister grow up without me or mum - only being able to share pure moments together through a screen. Money is tight, never know when we will gather up as a family again. As an older sister, I’ve always wanted to sit her down and brush her hair while telling her about my day. Due to heavy family issues, we were separated 7 years ago, she was 2 and I was 7. There’s a lot that goes through whenever I think about her, a little girl who never got to experience girlhood. :(
I wish you the best with all of my heart it surely that's life can be so metaphoric like all of us are lost adrift at sea, darkness is all that we see.. with a yurning in our hearts to be shown that light to guide our paths safely back home...remember none of us are ever to lost or far away...to be able to return home...know you'll get there someday 🙏 I truly wish you the best keep your thoughts strong and that firey want in your heart with faith guiding you, but fully have a belief that you will only then will you fulfill your dreams.
It's a battle everyone faces sooner or later. But it's in the bad places and the dark spots surrounded by our demons that teach us to remember why we fight. It isn't the destination that gives us meaning, but the journey. The blessed memories from days past. Every person in this world forges their lifeblood from mistake or success. I felt very similarly as you for your sibling. I yearned to be whole with my twin because we grew up with broken parents and a broken home. We, like yourself, were denied a relationship and brotherhood due to petty drug addiction from either parent. We planned to get out. To sail the world and not look back. To prove to the world that we are better than the sum of our upbringing. But my dreams to get out of the pain were subverted by even more pain. My brother Joseph was one of many victims at a heartless school shooting and it was a life changing event for me. I felt so alone. My sprit and will to fight had left me and I was a shell of my former being, simply surviving. It's been long now, around 6 years or so and I'm now 23. Each night I take a few moments to honor my felled brother, and what it means to love. It was never fair to me that I was dealt this hand, but I knew I couldn't lose myself as my parents did. So I set sail and am seeing the world and it's beauty. I'd be lying if his absence hasn't changed me, it's been many cold winters in these mountains without him. I've reached the stars and I'm waiting for Joseph's turn. In my journey I've learned what I fight for. I fight to hold on, just as I fight to let go. I now have a beautiful and loving wife that understands and supports my struggle. And I've had a son! Let me tell you when I lost my brother I was lost and broke. But my family breathed new life unto my soul and gave me a reason to hang on. In memorial, and as a tribute to my brother, I've named my son Joseph, and now I am showing him the stars I've found. So that he may one day pass it on to his children. Thank you very much for letting me say a few things and share a sliver of my story and I hope you reunite with your sister.
Same I miss my sister and I miss the moment when I was with her if I know she will left Me alone I will hug her . I miss them. I can understand you're pain cause I have the same situation as yours. Don't give up😅 I'm waiting for them to hug me and say" sis we 3 sis are together now" a dream what I waiting for.. idk how to express my feelings in the chat.. but I love them so much.. ik how hard it is without sister😊 But we have to live and wish them a best life. Everything not belongs to us even it is we can't get it... take care of yourself❤ ~Your Unknown sister~❤
I walked away from the love of my life. He was my one true love. It was the single most hardest thing I could've ever done but it felt like something I needed to do. 4 years together and I felt the only option I had left was to leave. It's been about a year since we split. I tried finding love in someone else, but it only left me feeling more empty and sadder. He tried finding love in someone else, but he had reached out to me. I don't think he fulfilled with the love he tried finding in someone else either. I did this to us. I let go. If it's real love, please hold onto it and work at it. I wish I would have. I'm leaving in a few weeks to the military. I felt like I had nothing left keeping me here. He reached out to me and told me he doesn't want me to leave. I would give anything to go back and stop myself from leaving that day. But it's too late. Don't let it be too late for your love with the person you love. They are worth the pain, the struggle. What you built wasn't for nothing. It's better to work through whatever it is then wake up and realize everyday is going to be a struggle, is going to be painful without them. Keep your love sacred, special and safe.
you can make anything work recall why you left him to begin with and truthfully consider, will the same things happen again? if yes- then you must wait for somebody else that you can feel closer with if no- you could always give it another try if you still love him love is a powerful thing, a year later and its still rippling in your heart
but i would recommend finishing military service first so you can come back to him as a better you. but thats in the distant future, we can only live in the present and enjoy each moment despite any suffering
Been losing friends since I was 14 from traumatic to drug overdose. I have lost over fifteen good friends and I'm only 27. Lost the person I was in total love with to lung cancer and I didn't even get told until his niece called me and said she was mailing me the stuff he had bought my daughter for my baby shower. I hate life.
We were an amazing couple.. always communicating and loving each other, he was so gentle. He started having a sharp pain in his chest and stomach area. Went to the doctors and was only asked questions and did little blood work and gave him a prescription without a proper check. He was misdiagnosed and a little less than a month my baby had a horrible sharp pain again and was rushed to the hospital in which he passed away 2 days later. He was cold, hungry, dehydrated and in pain the whole time. My love didn’t deserve the ignorance and racism given by the doctors. He was only 17.
I'm sorry....he didn't deserve this. But hey, he'll help u with his spirit. U've got this. It will be better with time. Oh and all of us are really proud of u. Be strong💪♥️
I’m so sorry and I feel your pain deeply. Noone deserves this. God is with you. Every bit of light you see, physical or emotional, is God. I feel you deeply because I’m not sure, but I have a stong belief that I’m dead. I caused loss for everyone around me and it hurts so bad. I caused loss for them for an edible that I ate too much of and I believe I died from a violent seizure. I miss them dearly and my heart hurts for them. It hurts the most that I can’t take back what I did and continue to give them light. I gave them darkness at the end of my life and I don’t know if there’s anything I can do now. This is my boyfriend’s account. I want him to have hope, as well as everyone I left behind. I don’t remember exactly what our last interaction was like because I was so high. Lord, I hope to God that Jesus can lead him into the right direction, through the hurt. I wrote another piece on Kane Brown’s “Thank God” which I hope that if I’m dead, he sees. Please pray for him and my family and friends. My best friend Sarah was with me when I possibly died. I know it must be hard to witness a loved one die right in front of you and I don’t wish that on anyone. I remember my boyfriend had to go home ASAP after he got off work. We worked at Walmart, and in this world I still do. I still wake up everyday and I’m thankful for that. I still sleep even when it’s hard. All I want is for Tyler to be okay even if I’m not. I want everyone to see the hope that I see in my past life now. I love my Tyler and I love God. I miss everyone and everything. God I hope that the Lord stays with him and takes him to amazing and beautiful places. Tyler, you’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met and God is strong within you.
I wake up every day feeling like my heart is gonna pop out of my chest (literally not hypothetically). Memories are haunting me every day sad ones make me feel sad and the good ones make feel terrible. For whoever reading this please please just pray for me.
i had this heart poping out of my chest when i was at a bad place. where i felt suicidal and was anxious about my future. so yeah go check on yourself . really. dont do what i did. i got better but it took way too long
Man I really understand you. I go to bed with a hard pit in my stomach and wake up with it still there. I feel like I will always have this feeling with me, a string of loneliness, emptiness, cold. It hurts but I have to keep going, I have hope that one day it will be better.
I've been listening to this since my mother passed away, I miss her every day and every night, for me she didn't die, I wait for her every day of mine, in fact for adults (some) Having depression and anxiety and being cold, I tried twice to throw myself in front of a car....I never vented but I feel like here I can 🙌..
I'm so proud of you for still being here. It takes a lot and you are strong and beautiful. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Boy.or girl, black or white, gay or straight, regardless, please stay. We love you.
Yesterday, Dec 13, I lost the girl that I loved. We haven't talked for a couple of weeks, she broke my heart really hard, and I just stop replying her messages, I couldn't. I remember that the last time she texted me was "I'm so sorry" and "Please don't hate me". I didn't hate her, I was in love with her, but she didn't want to stay with me anymore, so all I could do was get away to not hurt myself even more. She died yesterday in a car accident, and I could never say that I forgive her and that I never hated her. Now she's gone and there's nothing I can do anymore. I'm taking this guilt to my grave.
fuck...it's going to be okay. Just dont give up on yourself, you'll find yourself again and it'll be the better version of yourself. Just stay strong man, love you
Two years ago (2022) I met a boy... he is the cousin of a friend of mine and seriously... he is a dream or was for me...We didn't know each other much, but just looking at him from afar made my heart palpitate, my pupils dilated and I felt butterflies in my stomach so strong that it felt like I was on a Rollercoaster...after a few months, almost at the end of the year, in October. He told me he liked me...and fuck, I swear I almost cried. But I honestly didn't want to ruin the moment, This is the moment I wish would happen all year long. Then, we started dating, on Children's Day (merely "weird" perhaps?). We dated for a whole year.Until November 2023, not long ago... he was always affectionate, companionable, kind, cute, he is literally the boy every girl wants He always made me gifts by hand on all our birthdays (of months of dating) He gave me chocolates because he knew they were my favorite sweets, he called me nicknames that he knew made me look silly...However, this all happened without my parents knowing... and then, they ended up finding out because of an incident at school (the only place where we could see each other, hug each other, and the place where we met...) Unfortunately, my parents' reaction wasn't very good... and we can't be together, but he promised me that he would talk to my father when time passed and in the meantime, , we were going to keep in touch with each other...but...he became strange...he didn't call me by nicknames anymore, the words even if they were written were now cold, he didn't respond to me via messages, And he used work as an excuse...he became distant, and even the I love you that we still said to each other...there was no more love...that's when he decided to break up for good...and after that, a week after , he started dating a friendnof mine...and my heart doesn't accept it...I still cry, suffer, and miss him...Everyone told me he was an asshole to others, he only cared about himself ,But with me....ahh...I was like a queen, and he? He did everything to cheer me up when I was sad, to wipe a smile off my face... he probably does all that to her too, everything what he did to me too... I hope he is very happy with her, and that he gives the moon, the sun, the stars, constellations, the entire universe to her... like one day he promised to give it to me ...
This is beautifully written, I'm sorry this happened to you but some people aren't meant to be, he showed you what being in love feels like and that is amazing. A great love will come for you
I really understand what you are going through. I want to excuse myself prior for my bad English skills.... I experienced quite the same like you. I am a boy tho. I met a girl, an exchange student from Russia. Her and I got along very very well from the beginning. I met het due to me being some kind of "welcomer" to exchange students from Eastern Europe (there are specialisations here, since one gets "schooled" in how to handle certain cultures and people rightfully). I am not a Russian myself, I just use this profile picture ans this name, since I both got from her. She chose this name due to it being suitable to my character and personality, and she sent me the picture which I am using as a profile picture. I am always thinking about changing it, but I can't... not now. Her and I dated for over a year and it ended quite abruptly. We met at university as I said and she was attracted to my thoughts and how I view things and evaluate them. She was the first girl I ever was in a relationship with. I never had the time and I think my parents wouldn't have been happy about it either. I was raised to work and learn all the time to uphold the family's good name, I don't even study a subject that I like bloody rubbish. It's all for the family, all of it. I constantly uphold this masquerade, I hate it, but I have to. I have to always smile and play the good son and grandson. I have to play the fun to be around guy, whom everyone likes and loves to be around, but I am so tired...... The first time, she remarked that something wasn't right was, as she went with me to the tennis club I am a member of, since she somehow (until now, I don't know how) recognised my inner problems. As she came and told me that she wouldn't by my whole playing and that she would hate it, I was very worried and also surprised. I didn't know what to do, and tried to avoid her after that incident. Later on, she came to me again and "forced" me to talk and what shall I say? I just told her that she was right and all. I felt very close to her suddenly and she also told me about her problems back home and what happend to her, how she was cheated on by her first and only boyfriend, who went yo study somewhere in Siberia. Her and I understand each other so so well.... we knew what the other went through and I helped her out of her sadness, out of all the judgement that she faces in Russia for being herself. She was very thankful for this, and she always appreciated that I (according to her) am the only person who would accept her how she is and that around me, she could be like her true self, without having to fear constant judgment and hate. From that moment on, it developed like a storm. She started to flirt and touch me often and wanted to be alone with me. I never was in a relationship and have problems understanding such things easily, I told her about it, and that she should just tell me, if something is the matter, since I tend to overthink many things. Long story short, her and I once were on a walk in a forest and sat down on a nice place near a small lake. There she came closer as we sat down and took my head into her lap and caressed my hair. I felt quite uncomfortable at first, since I simply wasn't used to such things. She remarked that and told me to just relax and trust her for once as I did. It was wonderful, I felt loved for the first time in my live, I felt warmth and something else I cannot describe. I never was the world as a nice place, everything always was grey to me. But with her, it was as if this grey would vanish. It was a shocking experience for me. At home, I never felt such love ever before. I am always alone and learn or have to go on social gatherings with the family and do my sports. Its a boring live all in all. But the payment later on will be very good even tho I despise the subject that I have study.... Money is all that I always was taught that matters. She showed me that it doesn't and her father (whom I had the pleasure to meet as I visited her in Moscow) showed me an utterly different view on everything. He was a very good man, had very view and earned very badly, but he still donated a certain amount of money every month to support the even less fortunate. "I want to do that too", is what I thought later on. I was impressed by her, and her whole family. Everything worked out so well. We did so much together and understand each other so well. I was so happy that her parents allowed me to date her, as I asked them for permission, it was a day i still remember to this very day. It was such a wonderful time. I never thought that I would meet someone, who loves me. I actually didn't even believe in love. Nobody ever wanted me for who I am. All of them just wanted me for my grades, my looks or my family's money. I wanted something deeper, something on a spiritual level. Something that can hold until we are dead. I found that in her or better said.... I thought so.... My family wasn't very happy about me wanting to date a Russian girl. They have a pretty strong "anti Russian" attitude, mainly due to them seeing the West as the best place on earth. Its pure arrogance and looking down on others. The first reaction I got was from my mother, who told me that I shouldn't dare to comeback with a "commie" ever again, and my father basically said to me "well, I thought you wouldn't be into girls anyways, but that you chose such a "woman" is nearly worse than what I thought first". After this her and I talked, she didn't hate me for it... I was so thankful, I was so ashamed for everything that happend.
Her and I realised soon that we need to leave our nations soon. She didn't want to live in Russia anymore and I don't want to live here where I live anymore. Thus, we thought about moving to some Eastern European nation. I don't care about the money that I would earn here. As long as I could take care of her and my family in the new nation of ours, I would be happy. That's what I told her. We thought about Czechia or maybe Poland, some nation that wouldn't be my home nation and not particularly Western either. We imagined to live in a nice house outside on the countryside. Just coziness, just us and the children. Away from politics, away from stress from hate and war. Just away. It was such a wonderful dream. It all started suddenly some months after she went back home to Russia. At first everything worked out pretty well, but than she started to get colder again. At the beginning were we met, she was too. I loved that, and teased her (called her ice block and stuff and joked about it having to be the cold Russian winter etc.), that's why she told me to not set up masks and all, since I myself wouldn't be whom I play to be. I felt strange that she got cold again, and didn't understand why. I asked her about it, and offered her to talk, to call each other, or for me to come and visit her via plain in my next free time. She didn't want any of it. Than she once texted me after she met a friend of hers that she didn't see for a long time (a girl). I told her to do that and to take some time off from all the stress at home. She hated the live in Russia. So... she messaged me ij a drunk state and told me that she loves me and stuff and what great of a guy I would allegedly be. I answered her and was very happy to hear all of that. She than didn't reply for nearly a whole day. From than on... she rarely replied to my messages. She was extremely cold and later on, she told me that her friend (she seemingly is a psychologist) told her to not date me, since her (my girlfriend) having doubts about our future, wouldn't be a sign of true love. It felt...... extremely.... hurtful, I can't even describe it. I tried to save it somehow, I wanted to uphold and hold together what I thought to have found. I told her to please think about it again, I told her that we could talk about everything and I told her that I love her. I begged her to just take some time off and to go deep into herself what she really wants in live, I just hoped that she would change her mind. After some time (I usually write her sweet things in the night due to time differences etc., she would be able to read something nice on the morning than) she didn't reply anymore at all. I continued with this habit of mine tho. Later on, she randomly once texted me as I was at university and wrote me "I still like you, I hope you know that". I was very very happy and could have cried. We talked and chatted long on this day and I was happy again, I didn't know what would happen than tho. Next day, was very bad. She told me that she wouldn't love me anymore, and that I wouldn't be capable to love anybody and all in all that I would be a bad option for anyone to choose. She told me nobody would would want someone like me ever for real, and that all i would ever get would be someone that would use me for money and that I would have been a fool for believing that someone would really love me for who I am. At around 10p.m. at this said day, we exchanged our last messages. And I didn't know how to reach to this. I didn't. Next day, I tried to reason with her and I wished her all the best and a happy Victory Day. She didn't read this message (we used WhatsApp to chat). She simply ignored it, and than on this same day, she just blocked me. She blocked my number and all connected with it. It was the worst feeling for me. I extra asked her as we started to date that she wouldn't do that. I told her "please don't ever just block me or anything like that. Please just tell me why you want to go and what I did wrong". She couldn't even fulfill me that wish.... I don't believe anymore that she ever loved me by now. And now, it's the same old live again. It's all grey again, but in addition to that I feel utterly sad now too. In the past, i at least just was at a constant feeling of "nothingness", but now.... I don't do much anymore. I ended my tennis training and membership, since I basically hated it, I ended this "welcomer" at university thing, and I basically don't care about anything anymore. All I do is sleeping, learning, and taking a shower once per day. But I don't mind the rest anymore. I don't eat much anymore, I don't care about my apperance anymore about nothing. And due to me not going to the hair cutter anymore and just wearing sweat pants and stuff like that, my parents refuse to take me with them anymore. Well, at least it had one good thing.... I don't know what to do. I think about starting to drink alcohol. Maybe this could help me to get out of this rubbish. I am sorry that I annoyed who ever reads this, its actually not my character at all, to talk about my feelings and all, but luckily one is anonymous here.... I mean.... on the other hand.... it wouldn't damage my image anymore than I already did anyways. So.... I actually could also talk about it.... But I prefer to stay alone, I don't know what I did, but I messed up the relationship, it's my fault, I know that. I always mess the things that are good up, I always destroy what makes me happy, I hate it. I hope that you feel better by now.... what happend to you is horrible, I can't imagine how painful it has have to be. I don't expect that anyone will have read all of this. I just needed to talk about it for once. Alywas the same in my live, its an utter failure, just as my family told me.
Hi stranger !! Whatever you are going through just dont give up ! If u do it then what is the purpose of life . Hope u find another purpose in your life you will fond a new star in the darkness and a new u that straggling to get out and just be the best ... i will cheer you onn !! Be happy and find a new purpose because if u dont do it others might have to experience what its like to loose u .. so live for others around u who need u more than u doo !! Dont give up remember hope is the only thing can change anything in ur life to something beautifull and make ur life something that is worth fighting for!! ❤️ dont give up TRUST ME IN THIS !! u will make it u always do !!
i lost my grandma about 4 hours ago, due to her old age of 96! haha she lived a good life, unfortunately she couldnt live to her birthday which would have been 15th january. but the pain was pretty unbearable. i was never really close to her, i usually saw her every four year perhaps. this playlist means a lot to me and describes how i feel right now. living on through her memory and this playlist i stay strong. thank you so much for your time making this x🫶🏻💘
she may not be here physically with you, but I can assure you she will always be here mentally for you. I hope you start to feel better, and I hope she has a happy birthday
I am kind of proud of this little community. Proud of the people that have the strength to talk about nightmares that keep them up at night and proud of the ones reading those messages and replying so others know they're not alone ❤
I met this girl in my work and we started talking for a few months. Soon I started to catch feelings and I found myself slowly falling in love with her. This girl was everything, after so many years of feeling lonely and feeling like I could never have what other guys and what my friends talked about, this was a breath of fresh air. But in the end I got rejected, same like all the other times I tried. I think I have a built in defense mechanism to where I can't show my affection to what I really want to show since in the past it hasn't been reciprocated to what I wanted. I truly did like this girl, but I feel like I let I slip by, again. We would have the best talks, we laughed, and we talked deep into conversations about ourselves and our goals and aspirations. At least she made my life a little better for a time. Now I struggle with the internal conflict of staying as just her friend, or leaving her. Because I know while she expects a real friend, I can't be that guy. The friendship wouldn't be real. Maybe in another universe, with a different me.
My experience was similar but went a different way, I met this girl in school, simply the perfect girl to me, I had the same feeling as you, that i would never experience what other guys talked about. When it happened I was so happy because my birthday had just passed and 2 days later a random girl i never talked with, texted me on Whatsapp wanting to know me more, we started to talk and compreend each other, like each other, love each other, she said she loved me until the day she died, but words are words and actions are actions, it's easier said than done, we started a relationship and were happy, at least was what I thought... She broke up with me by text, saying she was done in that relationship and from the start, didn't want anything serious (she was the one who proposed to me), i felt betrayed, the moments we lived where perfect but i was not the right person in the right place... now here i am, talking to a stranger who shared there experience months ago and will not even read this. Thank for reading until here if you did, sorry for the bad english (not my first language)
To the people I regret leaving in the past: I was a hard person to deal with, no matter what I should've treated you all better, but now I just hope you will find a better, place, a better person, a better time. But I will keep all the good memories in my heart. Because I never forget. Shall every person in this world be blessed with the great people who truly cares for them around 🙏🏻
Since everyone talking abt their story , im abt to say, im really lost idk who iam anymore, But the only thing i know i found her and because of her im trying to be better everyday , thanks to her ❤️
I cant hardly wait for the future. im unsure if it will happen, but I want to own a pick up truck and a bunch of pillows and blankets. I will go stargazing once a week laying in the back of my truck, all cozy and snug in my blankets. I wont have to worry about anything because ill be so far away from everyone and their opinions. I can just look up to the stars and all my problems will fade away.
Listening to this as of 2 months ago today my ex sent me a message asking for a break, 2 weeks later i did everything improved on myself improved my mental health, started going to the gym, got a job, got my first car, just for her to post a picture of her with another lad on her snapchat story breaking my heart, still to this day she tries to get my attention so i have to have earbuds in when i walk arround college, to this day still trying to figure out what i did, little did i know that wednesday when we were cuddling and napping together listening to my favourite music which also became her favourite would be the last time we kissed, hugged, the last time i would smell her perfume, and the last time i would see her again.
My dog recently passed away, and it's been hard coping without her. Her cuddles, her kisses, the way she would run off to grab a toy to play tug of war.. it's still difficult to process that I can't do those things with her anymore. She was the light through my depression and made every day brighter when she was around. I miss her so much. Listening to this helps.Thank you for making this playlist.
I'm deeply sorry for your loss, as someone who has been through it, I know how deeply it may hurt, even tho everyone experiences it differently. I'm sending many hugs, you're really strong. I hope you always have music to help you, stay safe!
I'm so sad for you, even though I cannot feel what you're going through right now... You can decide if you're happy or not, because God will always love you and be there for you. And don't forget, the person you've lost want you to smile, so do it my friend :))
El pasado 4 de noviembre (2023) mi hermano Raul falleció en un accidente. Ese día perdí un pedazo de mi alma, una parte de mi corazón. Mi mundo y el mundo entero perdió a un gran ser humano: un excelente doctor, amante de los gatos, un conductor de motocicleta altamente responsable. Un día antes lo vi y casi ni platicamos. No hay día que no me arrepienta por no haber hablado más con el, por no pasar más tiempo con el; el dolor es tan grande que a veces siento que mi corazón se va a partir. Te extraño Raul. Si cuando yo muera, en donde esté, me dieran la oportunidad de renacer, sin dudarlo ni un momento, pediría que fueras mi hermano otra vez. Te amo Raul y seguramente nos volveremos a ver.
I miss my granpa so much.. He passed away the first day of August this year after a two month fight with cancer, we visited everyday that we could, to see him and talk to him. There was nothing we could do but watch, while he slowly wilted away. I was in there when he took his Last breath, and I am so glad. I would feel awful not to have been on his side on that moment, holding him and telling him how loved he was, always ❤ I'll forever remember him, his love, his spirit and his music
Wisdom cannot be granted, it must be earned….sometimes at a cost. The cost was losing one of my closest friends. I learned that I shouldn’t trust that voice in my mind that told me that everything was okay, that we’d be able to text and speak together and see eachother again. I blamed myself for months for pushing them away, for driving that wedge between us , for thinking something was there and it wasn’t. I won’t make that mistake again. I can’t. I lost my best friend due to my mistakes. I won’t lose anyone else.
Last time I saw them was my 21st birthday. My 24th is coming up here soon, wish I'd be able to celebrate it with them again, but I know that can't happen. I dont know of we can fix what was broken this time. Maybe in another lifetime we'll find eachother again, hopefully things will work out then. Wherever you are JC, I hope you're happy and that you found a way out. Life friggin hurts without you but I'll keep fighting.
hey you will beat life alright and it wont beat you yeah and you should get yourself some flowers they are very soft and tell your flowers ur problems while petting their petals ( they have very soft petals )
I am have throat cancer I go here to listen to music this is the first time speaking about it and I am scarred not by death but leaving everything behind. All I got to say is try and that’s all you can do
I lost a beloved one due to car accident.. 3 month has passed and i still feel the same pain i can't go back to the person i was before she was gone.. This playlist describe exactly How i feel
I'm so sorry, keep soldiering on even through the pain. I hope that with time you finally find peace and serenity. You're so strong and I believe in you🤍 From a stranger on the internet that believes in you
The last time I talked to my mom was nine months ago. We had friendly banter got into an argument apologized hugged laughed. Then she died. Just like that in her sleep. I never even got to say goodbye. It just happened. And that still haunts me today.
my dog died christmas day, around 1am. i miss her so fucking much i cant take it. she was my everything and it's been so hard without her. i miss the sound of her paws hitting the floor, i miss whenever she would lick me relentlessly, i miss her barking, i miss playing with her, i miss going on walks with her, i miss kissing her, i miss the sound of her eating, i miss her face, i miss knowing after a bad day at school that my dog would be there to comfort me. i'm gonna miss car rides home from school with her in my lap. i miss her so much. it's 1:31am on january 1st, 2024. i just entered a new year without my baby for the first time in 8 years. her ashes are downstairs as well as her paw engravement, and that with a few of her toys is all i physically have left of her. its not fair. she was only 8 years old and she still had half her lifetime to live. she could've made it to 16. but she was really sick and we knew she wouldn't have made it even if she got surgery. putting her down was the only humane option, even if it hurt to go to the emergency hospital first thing christmas morning sobbing because i was about to lose my best friend. why did she have to go?? she was only a dog. why cant dogs live forever. they do absolutely nothing wrong. the only thing bad about them is that they leave too early. quinnie was an angel. she was my best friend. practically my sister. i cant deal knowing that im gonna have to live the rest of my life without her by my side. im not religious but i really really hope that somewhere there's an animal heaven where my baby is playing with all of the other animals and having fun and being pain free. i dont care if i dont go to heaven, i just hope so bad that she's there. and if there is an afterlife, then i hope that the first thing i see is my baby. that's all i want. and i know that i could just get another dog but it wouldn't be the same, and if i grew to love that dog a ton i would feel bad because i should be loving quinnie. whenever i do anything now that makes me happy i feel like i dont deserve to be happy because she's not with me. i know thats stupid but idk. i know she would want me to move on and be happy in life, but for now i just. cant. no christmas is going to feel the same ever again. quinnie, i hope we gave you the best life possible. you made mine so much better than it would ever be without you in it. you were the best dog i could ever ask for and it's so so scary that im never gonna see you again in this life. nothing feels the same without you there. you brightened up so many peoples lives and i hope we did yours. i hope we can meet again soon. i miss you so much oh my god. my sweet baby, i love you and i will keep loving you for the rest of my life. i promise that i will never ever forget about you. im sorry it ended the way it did, but i hope you're not in pain anymore. i love you so much.
it's been two months since i lost my dog... i came across this playlist and i can't stop thinking about him. i know he’s in a better place now, without suffering and pain. i will always love you, brad 💛
The person I've been with for almost two years almost died in my arms yesterday. I am at a hotel, constantly stuck in what feels like a time loop, and I feel like I can't get rid of the stench of blood. I have barely slept, and all I want to know is that he'll be okay.
I hope you are okay know and remember that person will be so happy if he knows you doing well in your life remember that this life is so short start a new life new page and be happy for the other important people that they still in your company and your life and for me If you want to be more happier than every time just checking about Islam trust me ❤
I fell in love with someone who I couldn't have. I didn't understand the meaning of "you don't know what you have until you lose it" it wasn't till that person left and I lost myself, I felt so lost in my emotions that I stopped eating. I missed them so much that I didn't know how to cope with out them in my life. there were no words to explain how I truly felt inside, I covered my real emotions with a mask that seemed joyful and happy but inside I feel my soul had fallen into a pitch-black hole. to this day I would do anything in my power to just see their smile one more time.
i don’t remember the last time I talked to my dad at all it’s been years since he passed I was only a little girl but I think of him everyday and I always will he wasn’t a perfect father and he wasn’t always there but he was alive and no matter where he was I knew he was loving me somewhere but now he’s gone
lost my baby of 7 years, it hurts everyday, the fact ill never see him again. i wish i knew it was our last time together, that rainy evening, i looked at him not knowing he'd be gone the next day. after finally 5 months of him passing ill be visiting his resting place, ive finally got the courage too. wish me luck!
When middle school started me and my bestfriend from preschool started drifting apart. By that I mean he started bullying me, hard, to the point where I was becoming suicidal. Fast forward to the summer after 8th grade and I'm still doing shity. We hadn't spoken since 6th and my last attempt was mid march. I'm lying in bed playing games with new friends from discord. My mom come into the room telling me she was going to my old best friend's house to help his mom with something. A few hours later my mom comes home and sits me down. He had just shot himself in the head. He was gone, and I never got to forgive him. I knew he was struggling too, but I never reached out. And now he's gone. That was about three and a half years ago. I still think about him nearly everyday. I wish I could tell him how much he mattered. My last attempt is still from mid march all those years ago. I just don't know anymore, I still haven't relearnt how to make friends. I just assume everyone secretly hates me and that the only reason someone would be nice to me is to manipulate me.
Even though I've never met you, I want you to know that I love you more than anyone else. Never be sad, life is as painful and short-lived as your tears. Don't forget this, okay?
My best friend committed suicide on February 19th, i had already relapsed that same day, then found out the news and I shattered. I was devastated. I had cut deeper and deeper. Been almost exactly a month. I miss her so much. Fly high A 💜💜
I wish I never wished to be sad when I had a perfect life. Back when I was 9-10 I thought being cold and emo was cool but once I finally achieved that I realized that its just full of pain and I wish I can go back to happy times but sometimes you can't always get what you want.
I listened to this playlist several times I had a crush on a girl for 3 years straight and when i finally started talking to her we were starting a good relationship but then for no reason she stopped texting and even stopped to greet me when we meet She walks there like she have never seen me Today i think i moved on I won’t forget her cause i loved her one day But am begging no one to stay Life should go on Stay safe stranger..
Currently facing the exact same thing , but my brain refuses to let her go Im trying day by day by asking how she is and greeting her. Im definetly feeling like i'm forcing her , and some Times i try to not msg her hoping that she does, and she dosen't even try to text me.
I lost my father when i was 13 years old, because of diabetes. A year later i found out that i had it too. I miss him so much and what hurts the most is that i didn't even get to say goodbye to him one last time. I'm sorry dad, I love you so much❤
I moved away from my home one year ago, and it was a very painful experience. I moved continents and I wanted to die. After a while, the life I had there crumbled and there was no place for me there anymore. I made my life here and I happy with it, but I still missed my best friend. She was the only 'true friend' I had back there and I loved her with my whole heart, she was the one that got me to meet others, was kind and selfless, and she gave me these matching necklaces she and her sister had, and I still have it. It has a red crystal heart and hers was clear with a gold chain. She came here this summer and I was so exited to see her again. I pictured seeing her again a thousand times over the year. I imagined we were gonna hold each other really tight and cry. But when I saw her, we picked her up in a car my dad had rented out and all she said was 'Hi'. The whole day she was on her phone and talking about how everyone was so weird and worthless, almost. She spoke about my old friends as if they were pieces of trash and she made me feel like that too, as if almost she felt like that about me too and was just 'forced' to spend the day with me. After that, I could only cry and feel hollow for months, because she was the person I always looked up to and was somebody that I loved with my whole heart. The last day of school before I moved, I said I had to go because her and her friends were talking and I felt like I had no place there. She stood up and hugged me so tightly I thought my ribs were gonna break and she cried, she cried and told me she wished the best for me and thanked me for all these years of friendship. That was the last time I saw her, and I'll never see her again.
Никогда бы не подумала, что буду плакать под музыку, но я реву из-за того, что знаю что когда-то я не смогу больше видеть мир и своих близких, всех кто мне дорог... 💔🥀
i feel silly writing this rn but for the last 2 years I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone irl abt this not even online and I've been denying it in my head " he's just on a far away journey/ business trip" he's still alive to me; that every time it sinks in that I'll never see him again I start crying like a child and I hate that feeling, like crying for hours and days to god but it'll never help because that's it and I feel hopeless, I didn't even get to say goodbye or spend the last moments w him bc I was studying, bc it's always been a dream of me and him for me to become a doctor, and now I'm 2 years in and you're not here with me, what's the point, if not for the rest of my family I honestly would've given up life, why did you leave us, it wasn't supposed to be your time yet, I still didn't get enough of you telling me about every movie I wanna watch it's not good even if you didn't watch it, I don't have the same passion for movies anymore bc your not w me, nobody shares the luv for them like u did, nobody can make ur fluffy scrambled eggs like u, there's no one to stay up late w me while I study and give me better lessons than my actual books, there's no one to tuck me to bed like you did dad, how you used to throw the blanket above me and let it fall slowly, there's no one that'll spoil us like u did, there's no one that luvs me like u did, and everytime I dream abt u I don't wanna wake up never I just wanna stay there where it's still normal. I can't push thro anymore, my heart feels heavy, it doesn't get easier, I don't wanna live my life w out u dad, every accomplishment that I do I'm just reminded that I'll never have u beside me to cheer me like u did, I'm sorry we used to fight but I was an annoying teenager, I wish u stayed enough to see me change, I just hope u loved me bc I was a terrible daughter, but one thing for sure, I'll become a doctor and I'll make u proud, and when we meet in jannah/heaven I hope I'd be smth to brag abt to everyone there. I miss u is not enough, the day that I saw everyone wearing black as I got back from school and knew instantly that ur gone was the day I died, and I never felt alive or me again, life feels like a dream, and everytime I go to bed there's a slight hope that it actually is and I'll wake up to the smell of ur breakfast, rushing around bc we were always late to school even tho we lived next to it, I just want my small normal moments of u back, bc life is too dull now. damn I wrote a lot but let this disappear in the abyss, I just wanted to vent and this comment section felt comfortable. and I'm so sorry for anyone who's going thro the same, I wish I can help but I can't even help myself, but don't be like me and pls reach out to anyone and don't let it bottle up bc u'll break, anyways I guess I won't back down now n post this, I truly hope I survive this harsh world.
it's gonna be okay, dear stranger. i hope your heart felt lighter after letting it all out. everyone will die at the end, its just that death comes earlier to some people. i hope you are doing well in your life. you are so strong. time will heal.
i am gonna unbottle my feelings here. the title and the picture reminds me of leaving my school where i made most of my good memories. i would miss a lot of things. my small friend circle and my classmates, my crush to whom i wish i had the courage to confess, my favorite teachers and their lectures mixed with some humor, those scolding from our annoying teachers, our class clowns that makes even the serious teachers laugh, going in the practical lab for the first time and feeling like a scientist, our school teachers singing songs for us for the Children's day celebration and alllll the other things that i didnt mention. You know, I wish we had more time to make more memories. . . :)
*Dark academia music is like delving into the depths of melancholy and introspection, each note echoing with the weight of profound emotions and nostalgic yearning*
so recently my dog passed away and he was very special to me and my family, he’s made me feel happy and I really miss him, it’s hard that he’s gone, everything reminds me of him and I just I don’t wanna stay at home knowing he’s gone forever… it breaks my heart…
This playlist sounds like late nights looking out the window at the city This playlist sounds like hiding in my closet from the sounds of yelling This playlist sounds like eating lunch alone at school This playlist sounds like feeling lonely in a full room This playlist feels like the plane ride from one foster family to the next This playlist feels like being pushed away from others This playlist feels like custody changes This playlist feels like the winter This playlist feels like putting on your headphones to try and ignore the kids making fun of you This playlist feels like watching you siblings make the same mistakes as you but having your parents react differently to it. Kinder, more understanding. You feel glad that they are but also jealous of your siblings. This playlist feels like losing a pet This playlist feels like loosing someone close to you This playlist feels like walking in the rain This playlist feels like the itch in your forearms This playlist feels like being ignored This playlist feels cold This playlist feels like wanting to cry but not being able to This playlist feels like failing even though you tried your best This playlist feels like wanting to slam your head against the wall This playlist feels like being brushed off or brushed to the side This playlist feels like the anxiety of looking at your grades This playlist feels like the weight of expectations This playlist feels like a bit of a break from everything
I didn't know you were gone when you left Rose. I knew you'd be on another venture to finding yourself in this twisted world, But I didn't know, I'd lose you too. Your hair, a beautiful sunset, lighting up every room you stood. Your smile, akin to the sun, how warm it was to always see. Your voice, always filled with love, like a kiss on the cheek. I didn't know I had to remember these features until it was too late. Until I had to be told you were taken Until I was told it was your choice to do so. Until it was done I know you're always there, but why can't you be HERE? Why can't you hold my hand? Why must I creep toward your age? And why must your age stop growing like me? I miss you Rose, but your ripples are always HERE In my love In my voice In my eyes I hope to make you smile one day With all the treasures I have gotten over time. With all the love I scooped up in life. With all the time in the world to just...talk. Rose, please see this And know I loved you when I fist saw you, I loved you when you where HERE And I love you now, even in your silence. I will never forget your love, thank you for showing me yours.... And I hope one day, I can show you all of mine...
I just want everyone to remember that ending your own pain might feel like a way out, but it passes the pain on to the people who care about you, leaving a lasting impact on their lives.
I played this in the car on the way to what was our last time talking, something in my heart knew that would be the last time I saw him… that was almost a year ago now and I still come back to this playlist….
Exams are coming soon.. I don't want to disappoint anyone. Why was I born? I am the eldest child in the family and my parents rely on me, it puts too much pressure on me
I was in the same spot, and I did not study as much. I did not get the marks I promised myself at the beginning of the 12th grade. It was going well at the beginning but everything just fell apart nearing the end. My parents did not scold me, instead they showed me love and I felt greatful to be their child and life worth living until death comes. I hope your efforts are appreciated and you are loved. I, some stranger in the internet appreciate your effort, holding till now, no matter how hard it was or is. Wish you a good night.
Woww I'm here again idk how to express it like there's no logical reason for me being sad maybe its the harsh realisation that this year is going to be over....I got to meet so many beautiful soul...but at the same time I'm losing all of them one by one... I'm sure by the end of this year I'll be by myself once again I'm glad and feel at ease to meet them and the fact they all considered me maybe not as much as I valued them but still...this playlist just overwhelms my mysterious melancholic feelings I expect from myself that next year at this time the month of Dec I'll be better I'm glad I learnt so many things last year and as a result I appreciated the things which looks casual at first but later you realise how much precious they were If you're reading till the end thankyou so much ❤ god bless you 😊💕
Im greatful that god gave this hard life to me cause if he gave it to any else they would've killed themselves by now,u r the only one strong enough to cope with the problems
I've so proud of my little heart. It's been broken, lied to, used by, unappreciated, burned, broken like a wine glass with too much love in it. Yet it still works so perfectly.
Im lestening this song n my tears lost control. I remember him in every detail. He was so kind with me and with everyone. I remember his laugh. Our time together. I love him so mush wlh. N i said to my self everday, maybe tomorrow im gonna be with you abdenour ❤
i miss my dad so much, the thought he hasnt been in my life for almost 5 years now is literally world shattering for me, i was 10 when he died and im 15 now, i never really had the chance to process it as i was just entering secondary school the week before he died, so i just had to basically move on and i never get the chance to express how i felt or what i was feeling to others, i cry about him often thinking of him, he's slowly starting to leave my mind, i think about him less and less as i used to, i dont remember what he sounded like or properly what his face looked like, hes slipping out of my memory, i just wish he was still alive, my life collapsed the day he died and now im a mess
I've always known what it feels to be truly alone... But these last two years has really been the darkest in so many years. Falling back into old tendencies reactively after years of feeling over them... Of sudden triggers of PTSD showing up that I hadn't realized I had developed. To regressing to feelings of self harm I quit years ago. To turning to substances and toxic relationships for meaning. To realizing both were pointless and unnecessary. To fighting with the thought of pointlessly living, of being so exhausted, of being so alone, of never wanting or feeling like eating, worse than in the past. I tell myself even now that I have found meaning, that I'm doing better again but the thoughts are always floating. Always fighting with the anxiety, always fighting with the ptsd, always fighting with the insomnia, always fighting with the anorexia, always fighting with the feeling of breaking down, always fighting with the urge to turn back to substances, always fighting with the urge to use sharp objects, always fighting with the want to stop breathing... At the end of the day, though. I at least still have music and my pets for my therapy and only remaining lifelines...
Please don't think you can handle this on your own. If you have anyone close to you who you really trust, talk to them. Or a real therapist. I once had a friend with the same issues, she went to therapy after a year of suffering. She's not entirely cured, of course not, but she's so much better. You're not alone
I read the caption of this very playlist and I remembered someone who is still happy and healthy but not in contact with me anymore, someone I miss a lot, and then I scrolled down the comments to see whether other people, like me, were having similar thoughts or going through similar emotions and I saw all these people sharing their stories with the world and I thought back. I'm genuinely so much more grateful to God for all that I do have and I realized that dwelling on the past gets you nowhere. Change is a part of life, losing people is a part of life, and it's good to remember them but it can get overwhelming sometimes but all you got to do is to cherish what you had and not regret what you wanted. Good Luck to whoever reading this :) Have a great life!
Hey everyone, I am right now in class 10 reading late at night and using this song to show my hardwork and waiting for the day i can shine. When i read the comments most of people are going through a lot of things I feel bad for them but remember God will always be with u and this is also a message for my future self to dont disappointed me or our family . Make sure u work hard and achieve ur dreams ok . Remember to love urself and be kind to others.
es horrible creer que todo ya había pasado e incluso superado, pero siempre vuelve ese sentimiento raro, nostálgico que me hace sobre pensar toda una noche o todo el día hay cosas que quisiera cambiar volver a tener personas y amigos que quisiera ver una vez más, no se puede y eso es lo peor solo son recuerdos que voy a recordar con una melodía triste.
I like to listen to this type of music, when I really feel very bad, it gives me the courage to think that everything is fine even if that is not the case.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day . i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. -Kiwi No matter what difficult times you are going through, stay strong and never give up! You are valuable and there will always be someone who loves you or will love you in the future. I myself went through the hell of depression for many years and managed to overcome it. You will do it too, I believe in you! The world will show itself from its most beautiful side if you allow it. This darkness is only in your head! change your mindset and start a new life! god bless you❤ -Kiwi NEVER GIVE UP YOU HAVE GOT THIS BELIVE IN YOURSELF❤
@@-Pinky-Queen- i cannot tell you how grateful I am that you have made me cry. i have not cried in years and you have made me express myself two days in a row. so thank you, thank you so much.
I lost my stepfather on August 24 2022 at 6:30 pm to cancer..it was the hardest thing I’ve ever felt..I cried for 5 hours straight afterwards..I fell into bad anxiety and depression, I cried every day after I got home from school..his birthday was 2 days after Christmas, and I cried all day..than came my birthday in January when I cried even harder.. now it’s over a year later and I still feel the pain..ever since than I’ve been 20x more emotional than I used to be..I cry over small things and I get attached to people to quickly..
I'm remembering how my mother never got to say goodbye to her mother and its breaking me. i couldn't say goodbye to her too, but i keep imagining my mom in her place.... i hope she lives a long and beautiful life, and she gets to travel to all the places she wants to
I just want to thank you for posting this. Today I prayed to god to help me let the pain out of my heart. Not long after I laid down and played the music and for the first time in 6 months I was finally able to cry after losing my girlfriend. I thank you and the lord for helping me today.
I’m sorry that happened man. I pray the Lord guides you through your current heartache. 💔 And I’ve been through a lot as well, and I needed this video to bawl and remove the burden and pain, so in that sense you aren’t alone. Pls stay safe 🫂
It's almost the end of my school year and I am scared that we will seperate and forget each other, replacing our friendship with a new other. I hope that we won't seperate or even move homes so that we would still see each other
About one month ago I lost my two best friends I have ever had in my life. Our friendship was slowly falling apart and it ended before I realized that they had grown to hate me. They said they didn't like me anymore and I was lost, I didn't know where I should go now. We had spent so many hours on calls or in person but it seems like they didn't care. They said that I didn't suit their personality anymore. I asked them "So you are saying that we can't be friends anymore?" and one of them said "No, it's not like we *can't* be friends anymore, we just don't *want* to be friends with you anymore.". This one sentence did things to me, it ate me up, knowing that they choose to not be friends with me anymore, that they didn't like me anymore. Only a few days before that happened, I texted one of them and we had talked about that a friendship can't break from one day to the other, and she was skeptical. She knew that this was about to end soon. She knew what would happen, and she knew how I would feel, but she still fed me with the lie that she cared about me, that she liked me. She could have done something earlier, but she said she didn't know how to, and I think or rather I hope that she did that because she didn't want to hurt me. I don't hate them, how should I, how could I ever hate them? They *were* my best friends, but they still are the closest and best friends I have ever had in my life. I thought that we would last long. I thought I finally found my home. I thought that I had finally reached my personal destination and that I could finally let go and let me fall into someones arms. We had plans, some of them made by them, not by me and it stings, knowing that these plans will forever be burried and undone. Knowing that I will never get to spend time with them as I did before. I don't think I will ever be really angry at them, of course, I was shocked, I was hurt, but I don't blame them, I understand them, and if I were in their shoes, I may have done the same. I can now see them laughing, and making jokes and being those typical best friends, even though one of them even has a better friend. Which means that I wasn't even enough for her to be one of her normal friends. It all just got ended in one night. I tried to tell them that I will change but they said that I shouldn't change for them, and that they have already made up their mind, and that there will surely be someone who can be my soulmate. They are good people after all and I wish them that they will be happy together, happier now that they are without me. Thank you for all the memories I was allowed to collect with you. And you stranger, if you've read this far, thank you for listening to me. It makes me happy. This can be a reminder that you don't have to change, you don't have to change to be loved, love finds its way through difficulties and if it ends up not working then it just wasn't right. Don't change, because the things that match you, will stay anyways and the things that don't, won't. And if you are alone in your life right now, remember that you don't need anyone to be ones favourite person, just be your own.
What saddens me the most is not that even the beautiful 'happily ever after' friendship came to an end, but how mature you are with your emotions. 'I am not angry, I am not mad at them. I am just hurt, that I couldn't even be a normal friend to her.' Buddy, for once, just be angry! Be mad her and your friends who left you! Cry because you are angry at them and not at your your capability. Please. Release these emotions before they break you down. Some moments of anger is better than a life full of burden. So, tonight, release these bottled up feelings, cry, shout, be mad, curse or anything. And let go. For they are gone, because they are not involved in the next chapter of your life. With love❤
@@LunaMiaRegina First of all, thank you for actually reading all this. Secondly, I think this whole experience with them was needed; since I ended my close contact with them, I grew so much as a person. I don't know, probably everyone has to make their own experiences because how could you know if you haven't felt it once in your life? It’s just like you said, it's always good to let out your feelings and I did, I really did. And honestly, at the end it seems like I was hanging onto them too much. Now I know better, I now know that you don't need anyone except yourself. They taught me that and I am so so grateful for that. I can now walk around the hallways of my school alone, I can now feel so much more at peace than with them, I feel in so much better company even though I am walking alone. Sometimes I see them, and I walk past them. I just walk past them and maybe I am just really emotional and I just interpret too much, but passing by them feels good, like I am moving on, like I am moving forward without them, on my very own. Like I am improving and learning more. And I can smile about it, because I love them. They still are the best friends I had ever had and I won’t ever forget what good things they let me experience, but I am not bound to my and their expectations to how friends should be. I am not such a prisoner anymore, I think I learned that. Sometimes I see them, as they are laughing and I feel good, I feel good because I am smiling too. Now I finally I know that the home, that I talked about in my first comment, was actually with me the whole time, I just couldn’t see it.
@@WhFAMjm This made me smile the first thing in the morning. Truly, hearts can never forget what once made them happy. But at the and of the day, we are all by our own. And I am glad that you can fing happiness in their happiness even if they aren't actively involved your life anymore. I makes me glad that you have grown so much of a person from a heart breaking experience. And that you have found home in yourself. I am person who gives myself company. And I can feel how u r feeling right now. Nothing is more heart fluttering than knowing that you are letting go off your feelings. I hope your tomorrow will be filled with beautiful memories and experience with the wisdom you gain today. With love, stranger.💖
@@LunaMiaRegina I don't know but somehow it makes me feel so light when I see that there are people like you on earth, knowing that there are good people. I really hope you have a great time today or tonight, wherever you are on this earth. Please never change Stranger
I hate but at the same time, love how this reminds me of someone I loved dearly who ended their life a couple of years ago. Every year I think of them, and remember the life we shared and how easy it is to forget how short life can be. How harsh it can be. In the end of the day I wish I appreciated their memories more, but sometimes I can't help but grieve their loss all the same time. Not that there is anything wrong with it, and I hope to one day lay on my bed and think of them with a smile on my face. I'm certain I will, as it isn't as bad now as it was then. I'm glad they are in a better place now, far from what they had to suffer through. Rest in peace my love. ❤
24 de diciembre: Hoy es mi cumpleaños.Luces navideñas y guirnaldas adornan las casas y las calles de mi barrio. Mi familia baila y se divierte bailando y cantando pero...por alguna extraña razón yo estoy seria y melancólica. He bailado,cantado y sonreído como ellos pero por alguna extraña razón no siento ese calor y esa felicidad de decir "Estoy en mi hogar" hecho en falta algo, o a alguien...
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I am haunted by thoughts that I will not pass the exam and disappoint my parents and teachers at school. I want to cry, I'm so weak because I can't cope.. I don't leave a text about my problems on the Internet, but can I trust you and do it at least once here? This place seems safe
(I am surprised that so many people have written me a text as a support. I am pleased that there are kind people who give advice or just support. Its very nice)
thanks to all the people who wrote comforting comments for me under this comment
wow, I feel the same feelings too, but I believe in the bright future, even if present is dark, but I just know, that you'll be okay, I really know that.
be happy, sad stranger from internet
(sorry for my bad english)
@@kinohistory Thank you for saying words of support to me
I hope that everything will be fine with you too!!♡ ( my English is not good either because I study more German than English)
I hope you make it 🤍
It's a common thing when it comes to a student, me either feel the same it's sad that we can't help to be good or even be comfortable with it so if you are struggling with stuff like studying remember that you're not alone we must make it true and relax when we should be! I know what are you feeling, you must rest a bit and start again and again till you make it true, i believe in you 💓🫂.
You know, it maybe will sound stupid, but it still true, everything will pass. Yeah, maybe you won’t pass exams and your parents will be mad, but it will pass, they will forget about it, you will forget about it too. Sometimes we are thinking that something will change our life, that something is so important and if we won’t pass exams or something our life will ruin, but it’s not true. We just go through it, this terrible exams will pass, you will have another one, but that one will pass to. You don have to worry about everything, I know that it sound that I’m devaluing your problems, but I don’t mean that. I just wanna say that sometimes we are to obsessed with something that isn’t “that important”. I hope that you find my words useful, and that that they helped duly a bit:)
So.. homeless once again, typing this at a shelter on terrible wifi.
I've pretty much given up, my fiance left to go live with her parents who hate me, my family moved away and just left me here, it's taking everything in me not to end it all, I've lost more than anyone should ever have to. Lost my son to organ failure, lost my ride or die bff in a car accident, lost my Nanny to spinal cancer, my pets to either wild animals or old age, and slowly losing all will i have left. To whoever reads this, it's a cry for help. I doubt anyone will care or offer to get me out of this situation, therefore i don't think I'll make it through the week. My son was my life, my Nanny was my support, my fiance was my reason to smile, and my family was my reason to live.
I hope whoever sees this has a better life than i did.
Be safe, stranger.
This is terrible.. Honestly, with all my desire and kindness, I cannot help you. Perhaps to show attention to your situation. After reading your comment, it’s so hard to realize how I give up because of some insignificant problems, when there are people who have everything much worse.. However, I can only say one thing.. That even after such huge losses, life has to present something good that you won’t even suspect. The main thing is to move on through strength. I am sure that your story will not end so easily and that something will be found that will illuminate your future path. Well, I, an ordinary Internet user, will hope that everything I have done will not turn into a huge pile of trouble for me..
I believe in you, unknown person for me.
Brother,
As a 14 year old, I cannot do anything for you. But, I can say words. And so will I. Life has fucked you over and over. It’s unfair. But I feel that now, after this terrible phase of your life, with all the pain you felt, I feel like everything can only get better from now on. Please, I don’t know you, but please, please don’t give up. Not knowing you, I know you have so much potential. You may be homeless, not have anybody, but know that me, and many others are there for you. You don’t know us, we don’t know you, but we believe. Giving up is the too easy options. After all you have been through, now your giving up? Really? You have lived through all of those terrible event, but you persisted. And now that you have nothing left too lose, you want to give up? Stand up, we believe in you, don’t give up. I have had no friends for 7 years. The ones I have today I don’t even know if they are my friends. I wanted to end it all. I didn’t, and now everything is starting to become better. Obviously, you have had so so much more pain than me, but I’m still comparing. I’m pleading for you not to give up. Nobody can get you out of your situation, but you. So now that you have been through all of this, don’t give. It becomes better. Just don’t. Once again, I’m 14 and can’t do anything, except plead. So I am. For the final time, don’t give up. This isn’t just a message for you but to every pour soul. I hope you don’t give up, brother, much love from me❤
Your archangel, KnightAren
P.S.: I love you, don’t give up ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
you got this man dont quite if you have no reason do it for me cause i will be very upset if you die i care i love you dont quite its not over
sending prayers...you are in a safe place. not perfect by far. Keep going. You are not alone. Look at the people who have heard you! YOU! YOU are important in this world.
I tell myself that I shouldn't be this sad
Afterall, how can you lose someone that was never yours to begin with?
I feel ya. Stay strong, you can do this!!
I feel the same, hold on tight
I know that feeling too well brother 🫂
You'll be okay
feel the same :(
Same man same I hope we will all find the love we deserve❤
0:18 Je Te Laisserai Des Mots by Patrick Watson
2:39 Where's My Love by SYML
6:43 To Build a Home (feat. Patrick Watson) by The Cinematic Orchestra
12:56 Color Me Blue by Akané
16:08 Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens
20:42 Quiet Resource by Evelyn Stein
Cheers
Good stuff
Thanks man
Thanks
thank you very much ❤️
Tomorrow, my mom will have been gone for one month. She passed away 2 weeks before her birthday, and six days after my brother’s. I blame myself, that I could have done more, that I could have stopped it. That day, we worked together, she was happy, I came home with her, and she was excited for her new side job, and I was the last person to see or speak to her that night. I miss her. Sometimes I forget and go in her room to say hi, or go to the pharmacy to bring her snacks and chocolate, but she’s gone. And I’m left alone with all of the expectation, hope, and work. I don’t know how to do this without you Mom, you were always there and helped me throughout my entire life. But I’ll keep my promise. I won’t give up, I’ll live for you
I know how this feels it's been close to a year since my mom died the last time I saw or talked to her was when I got in an argument with her about an ex I had who a month later cheated on and dumped me I never got to say goodbye or goodnight or even I love you
Please I dont even think about that day, im not brave enough to think about though
Eres fuerte🌷
i dreamed about a life full of love and warmth . Ive been alone for 25 years but this playlist gave me the same kind of warmth im looking for. i hope one day ill show this beautiful song pack to someone i will love.
You will, keep loving everything in life, every morning, every night, every part of ur day, eventually someone will see the love u have shining inside of u, the beautiful things come when we dont expect them, dont be sad cuz u didnt find someone to love besides u, be happy that u have urself rn, somepeople dont even have that, lets fill this world with our feelings, keep lovvinggggg✨❤️🔥
I’ll be that person for yoy
I love your pfp
💛
Don’t be sad because it ended… be happy because it happened ❤️🩹
Thanks I forgot that
this quote hit hard
@@mari-val474 this is somethig i learned with the time... somethings are hard to forget, so all we can do are remember this memories with joy
@@joloalpay so much
I am happy because it happened. But anyway it hurts and makes me sad, that it ended. I was so full of joy...
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health.
thank you
Woe ❤
thank you so much. I really needed to hear that.
thanks dude needed it rn
thank you, i actually needed this today. sometimes its hard to deal with things in life
Today is 4/25/2024, we broke up in 23 february, and we ve been toghether since 1st of september 2023 .5 months, and you probably think ''it s not even that much'' .There was only 3 nights we didn t sleep toghether, or in a call .5 months and we've been through so much together .5 months and yet not even a quarrel .Everything was perfect, like i was living in a dream .THen suddenly, she lost feelings .I could sense that from a mile away, a week before we broke up .Everytime i asked her, she said she was tired of work.We was at the gym, and i got into a fight with one of her friends .She knew her for like 3 or 4 months .Before going to the gym, i stopped the car in the middle of the road and told her to kiss me if she loves me anymore and if she loves me like she did in the beggining .She did .I came home from the gym, I have apologized to her, and she hit me with a long break up text .That moment i lost it, i had a panic attack, alone, in my room .She don t know .I begged her in tears to not leave and she did, like i was nothing to her .She told me she can t have a releationship right now, and she want to be alone for some long time .2 weeks later, she was with a boy .I came home, i smiled to my mother and told her i m sleepy and i m not hungry, went to my room and burst into tears .She don t know .A day before I got a tattoo, with a quote she gave me on 14 february saying "Kiss me under the stars and make us last forever" .We loved to watch the stars toghether .I promise her i will tattoo a phrase from her favorite movie, Three steps above heaven .I did .She don t know that .She doesen t know anything i m going through right now, after months since we last spoke to eachother .I m trying to get over it, but for some reason i can t.And i m tired .I understand that we will never speak to eachother again, i m never going to hug her, not even for a final time .I just want to forget everything, and be normal again .
I hear you dude I’m sorry to hear that. If you love her you want her to be happy even if that’s without you that’s real love. I fell in love with my best friend we dated for a 10 months we talked for 300 days straight I discovered true happiness my first relationship. For 2 weeks after breakup I got panic attacks. On week 3 now. I realises the happiness she brought I will feel again and that everyday is beautiful cause that much joy can exist. If she was meant for you she will comeback if she’s not you’ve learned you can love a person and receive it. Work on you make you better for yourself and love will find you. I’m scared I was alone for most my young adult years thought I made it now I feel set back. But people like us are not who we were before them, I’m someone new who can feel so much love so enjoy the little things until the next big thing comes hang in there brother. So don’t forget it remember the love and use it to enjoy life the pain will slowly fade mine hasn’t yet but I feel something knew I didn’t before her so have no regrets life is worth living you didn’t know you would love her until you did. Never know what’s around the corner.
@@oliverkidd2741 we gotta stay strong an positive, i know, everybody is saying this to me, but nobody is telling how to do it .
Dude...it was like I was reading my relationship story.
@@loganmpi8499 it’s so personal I think everyone deals with it differently I flip from thinking my girl will want me again to I will find better love. But both require self improvement go to sleep excited about the future potential either way instead of the longing for the past.
If it helps you’re not alone I still get random burst of anxiety or depression but I know that hey won’t last but the positive re enforcement is hard but if it wasn’t we would never improve change is hard
When we love someone so badly and if they can understand .
They just starting changing they are behaviour and our priority in there life.
Same i had a long distance relationship with someone for 4 month(23 December -28 april).it sounds little i know. I was in a serious relationship with him. But he just made a fun of my feelings🤡🤡. Like i was nothing to him. I have never treat myself that shity that what he did. I ignored all his rude sentence. He speaks so harshly with me in any simple argument. He knows that I'm so sensitive. But he hurt me so badly😢.Frist time i was breaking up with him because of his behaviour. Then i fixed everything. He had apologise for that but he didn’t. I fixed everything ;i was saying sorry for.(even i did nothing). Everytime he massed up everything and fixed everything. Then 28 April night 22:04 pm. He written his last massage for me"please find a better bf." I literally try everything to made him stay. But he didn’t. I literally sacrifice my all self respect for him. It was my fault to thing about a peaceful relationship with a toxic guy. I move on very easily cause i was crying when i was with him and I'm still crying when he is not with me.🤡🤟 "Which one is better?. " of course the 2nd one.
And i now I'm really so happy with my busy life. I still miss him but when i Remember how he used to treat me i just.....🤡.
He meant a lot to me now he is nothing nothing....
*** never date a toxic human..
To whoever reads this,
I love you ❤
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your looks
I love your face
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your failures
I love your accomplishments
I love your eyes
I love your voice
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your sad days
I love you on your happy days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel hopeless
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel unloved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel tired
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stressed
I love you on the days you feel anxious
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel okay
I love you when you’re unhealthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in tv shows
I love your taste in movies
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you’re kind
I love you when you’re mean
I love you when you’re alone
I love you when you can’t feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you feel like it’s too much
I love you when you can’t take life anymore
I love you when you’re asleep
I love your nightmares
I love your dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love you when you don’t believe in yourself
I love the way you think
I love your problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love your pain
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love your sass
I love your creativity
I love your hand gestures
I love your scars
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when your energetic
I love how you cook
I love your bravery
I love when you’re adventurous
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love your flaws
I love you when you talk(or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love when you help others
I love when you need help
I love when you’re immature
I love you when you’re mature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you’re responsible
I love you when you’re irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love you when your silly
I love you when your nice
I love you when you’re you
And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list.
I love you.
(This is not mine but you can also copy this to makes someone’s day)
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your looks
I love your face
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your failures
I love your accomplishments
I love your eyes
I love your voice
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your sad days
I love you on your happy days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel hopeless
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel unloved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel tired
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stressed
I love you on the days you feel anxious
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel okay
I love you when you’re unhealthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in tv shows
I love your taste in movies
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you’re kind
I love you when you’re mean
I love you when you’re alone
I love you when you can’t feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you feel like it’s too much
I love you when you can’t take life anymore
I love you when you’re asleep
I love your nightmares
I love your dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love you when you don’t believe in yourself
I love the way you think
I love your problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love your pain
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love your sass
I love your creativity
I love your hand gestures
I love your scars
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when your energetic
I love how you cook
I love your bravery
I love when you’re adventurous
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love your flaws
I love you when you talk(or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love when you help others
I love when you need help
I love when you’re immature
I love you when you’re mature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you’re responsible
I love you when you’re irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love you when your silly
I love you when your nice
I love you when you’re you
And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list.
I love you.
(This is not mine but you can also copy this to makes someone’s day)
bro love you too
this was so needed
Ty
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Thank you bro.
To my future self.....
Hey! How are you? How have you been? I hope you are doing good now. I just want to you to know that you are perfect, awesome, kind, and so more!! Ik you have been through a lot but just be happy whenever you can because you failed to protect your past self. But i am proud of you now!! You did it!! You finally made it!! You are looking beautiful! You are soo awesome. Don't be sad again because being sad is not the solution to cure your depression, so always be happy and playful. Even tho you faked your happiness all the time in the past I want you to have that happiness as your real happiness now, be the best version of your self!! Be the person you always wanted to be! I know you can do it and YOU WILL DO IT!!! For both of us!💖
ts so corny bro 😂😂
this playlist sounds like the feelings of watching my younger sister grow up without me or mum - only being able to share pure moments together through a screen. Money is tight, never know when we will gather up as a family again. As an older sister, I’ve always wanted to sit her down and brush her hair while telling her about my day. Due to heavy family issues, we were separated 7 years ago, she was 2 and I was 7. There’s a lot that goes through whenever I think about her, a little girl who never got to experience girlhood. :(
wow... im so sorry...
I wish you the best with all of my heart it surely that's life can be so metaphoric like all of us are lost adrift at sea, darkness is all that we see.. with a yurning in our hearts to be shown that light to guide our paths safely back home...remember none of us are ever to lost or far away...to be able to return home...know you'll get there someday 🙏 I truly wish you the best keep your thoughts strong and that firey want in your heart with faith guiding you, but fully have a belief that you will only then will you fulfill your dreams.
It's a battle everyone faces sooner or later. But it's in the bad places and the dark spots surrounded by our demons that teach us to remember why we fight. It isn't the destination that gives us meaning, but the journey. The blessed memories from days past. Every person in this world forges their lifeblood from mistake or success. I felt very similarly as you for your sibling. I yearned to be whole with my twin because we grew up with broken parents and a broken home. We, like yourself, were denied a relationship and brotherhood due to petty drug addiction from either parent. We planned to get out. To sail the world and not look back. To prove to the world that we are better than the sum of our upbringing. But my dreams to get out of the pain were subverted by even more pain. My brother Joseph was one of many victims at a heartless school shooting and it was a life changing event for me. I felt so alone. My sprit and will to fight had left me and I was a shell of my former being, simply surviving. It's been long now, around 6 years or so and I'm now 23. Each night I take a few moments to honor my felled brother, and what it means to love. It was never fair to me that I was dealt this hand, but I knew I couldn't lose myself as my parents did. So I set sail and am seeing the world and it's beauty. I'd be lying if his absence hasn't changed me, it's been many cold winters in these mountains without him. I've reached the stars and I'm waiting for Joseph's turn. In my journey I've learned what I fight for. I fight to hold on, just as I fight to let go. I now have a beautiful and loving wife that understands and supports my struggle. And I've had a son! Let me tell you when I lost my brother I was lost and broke. But my family breathed new life unto my soul and gave me a reason to hang on. In memorial, and as a tribute to my brother, I've named my son Joseph, and now I am showing him the stars I've found. So that he may one day pass it on to his children. Thank you very much for letting me say a few things and share a sliver of my story and I hope you reunite with your sister.
Same I miss my sister and I miss the moment when I was with her if I know she will left Me alone I will hug her . I miss them. I can understand you're pain cause I have the same situation as yours. Don't give up😅 I'm waiting for them to hug me and say" sis we 3 sis are together now" a dream what I waiting for.. idk how to express my feelings in the chat.. but I love them so much.. ik how hard it is without sister😊 But we have to live and wish them a best life. Everything not belongs to us even it is we can't get it... take care of yourself❤
~Your Unknown sister~❤
I never thought someone will have same story as me❤❤.
I didn’t know that I was hearing my dad’s laugh for the last time.... I didn’t know...Soon it will be a year since he passed away
I'm so sorry for your loss
I walked away from the love of my life. He was my one true love. It was the single most hardest thing I could've ever done but it felt like something I needed to do. 4 years together and I felt the only option I had left was to leave. It's been about a year since we split. I tried finding love in someone else, but it only left me feeling more empty and sadder. He tried finding love in someone else, but he had reached out to me. I don't think he fulfilled with the love he tried finding in someone else either. I did this to us. I let go. If it's real love, please hold onto it and work at it. I wish I would have. I'm leaving in a few weeks to the military. I felt like I had nothing left keeping me here. He reached out to me and told me he doesn't want me to leave. I would give anything to go back and stop myself from leaving that day. But it's too late. Don't let it be too late for your love with the person you love. They are worth the pain, the struggle. What you built wasn't for nothing. It's better to work through whatever it is then wake up and realize everyday is going to be a struggle, is going to be painful without them. Keep your love sacred, special and safe.
Bro😢
I did the same😢😢
I think she's better without me 😢
Defenition of painful love
Thank you for teaching us such a special thing❤😢
you can make anything work
recall why you left him to begin with and truthfully consider, will the same things happen again?
if yes- then you must wait for somebody else that you can feel closer with
if no- you could always give it another try if you still love him
love is a powerful thing, a year later and its still rippling in your heart
but i would recommend finishing military service first so you can come back to him as a better you. but thats in the distant future, we can only live in the present and enjoy each moment despite any suffering
This playlist for me is about friends that I have lost and won't ever see again
Been losing friends since I was 14 from traumatic to drug overdose. I have lost over fifteen good friends and I'm only 27. Lost the person I was in total love with to lung cancer and I didn't even get told until his niece called me and said she was mailing me the stuff he had bought my daughter for my baby shower. I hate life.
The same for me 😢😔🥺😭✨
@@moniqueforrester9619 i hope things get better for you
Damn same here still looking for them though they might be dead idk
Same
To whoever reads this,
i love you
Thank you.
No worries my love... xx@@lazybee1623
Я до безумия обожаю таких комментаторов...Thank you for existing)
Love you too man❤
thank youu
We were an amazing couple.. always communicating and loving each other, he was so gentle.
He started having a sharp pain in his chest and stomach area. Went to the doctors and was only asked questions and did little blood work and gave him a prescription without a proper check. He was misdiagnosed and a little less than a month my baby had a horrible sharp pain again and was rushed to the hospital in which he passed away 2 days later. He was cold, hungry, dehydrated and in pain the whole time. My love didn’t deserve the ignorance and racism given by the doctors. He was only 17.
I am incredibly sorry. I hope you're doing better now. Lots of love!
I'm sorry....he didn't deserve this.
But hey, he'll help u with his spirit. U've got this. It will be better with time. Oh and all of us are really proud of u. Be strong💪♥️
I’m so sorry and I feel your pain deeply. Noone deserves this. God is with you. Every bit of light you see, physical or emotional, is God. I feel you deeply because I’m not sure, but I have a stong belief that I’m dead. I caused loss for everyone around me and it hurts so bad. I caused loss for them for an edible that I ate too much of and I believe I died from a violent seizure. I miss them dearly and my heart hurts for them. It hurts the most that I can’t take back what I did and continue to give them light. I gave them darkness at the end of my life and I don’t know if there’s anything I can do now. This is my boyfriend’s account. I want him to have hope, as well as everyone I left behind. I don’t remember exactly what our last interaction was like because I was so high. Lord, I hope to God that Jesus can lead him into the right direction, through the hurt. I wrote another piece on Kane Brown’s “Thank God” which I hope that if I’m dead, he sees. Please pray for him and my family and friends. My best friend Sarah was with me when I possibly died. I know it must be hard to witness a loved one die right in front of you and I don’t wish that on anyone. I remember my boyfriend had to go home ASAP after he got off work. We worked at Walmart, and in this world I still do. I still wake up everyday and I’m thankful for that. I still sleep even when it’s hard. All I want is for Tyler to be okay even if I’m not. I want everyone to see the hope that I see in my past life now. I love my Tyler and I love God. I miss everyone and everything. God I hope that the Lord stays with him and takes him to amazing and beautiful places. Tyler, you’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met and God is strong within you.
I hope this never happens to me it would just break her
I wake up every day feeling like my heart is gonna pop out of my chest (literally not hypothetically). Memories are haunting me every day sad ones make me feel sad and the good ones make feel terrible. For whoever reading this please please just pray for me.
i had this heart poping out of my chest when i was at a bad place. where i felt suicidal and was anxious about my future. so yeah go check on yourself . really. dont do what i did. i got better but it took way too long
happen to me when I'm thinking of something that will happen in the future.
I know this feeling .... IT kills me everyday ... But ONLY on myself can help 😢
Man I really understand you. I go to bed with a hard pit in my stomach and wake up with it still there. I feel like I will always have this feeling with me, a string of loneliness, emptiness, cold. It hurts but I have to keep going, I have hope that one day it will be better.
How is everything going? ❤
I've been listening to this since my mother passed away, I miss her every day and every night, for me she didn't die, I wait for her every day of mine, in fact for adults (some) Having depression and anxiety and being cold, I tried twice to throw myself in front of a car....I never vented but I feel like here I can 🙌..
You're the same as me bro and I'm shunned by my friends and my family doesn't care about me all I feel is lonely but I'm trying to live
I'm so proud of you for still being here. It takes a lot and you are strong and beautiful. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Boy.or girl, black or white, gay or straight, regardless, please stay. We love you.
Proud of you for making it this far
Keep going ❤️
I wish I could take your pain away
Yesterday, Dec 13, I lost the girl that I loved. We haven't talked for a couple of weeks, she broke my heart really hard, and I just stop replying her messages, I couldn't. I remember that the last time she texted me was "I'm so sorry" and "Please don't hate me". I didn't hate her, I was in love with her, but she didn't want to stay with me anymore, so all I could do was get away to not hurt myself even more.
She died yesterday in a car accident, and I could never say that I forgive her and that I never hated her. Now she's gone and there's nothing I can do anymore. I'm taking this guilt to my grave.
Holy shit man, didn't expect that ending, you ok dude?
@@davidchai4867 Not really, but thank you for asking tho. Appreciated
fuck...it's going to be okay. Just dont give up on yourself, you'll find yourself again and it'll be the better version of yourself. Just stay strong man, love you
She knows the truth brother, She's at peace now and i know she would want you to find peace too.
Dam the 14 of December I lost my fairy too, it's about to be the one year of us meeting then the next month would have been 1 year together
Two years ago (2022) I met a boy... he is the cousin of a friend of mine and seriously... he is a dream or was for me...We didn't know each other much, but just looking at him from afar made my heart palpitate, my pupils dilated and I felt butterflies in my stomach so strong that it felt like I was on a Rollercoaster...after a few months, almost at the end of the year, in October. He told me he liked me...and fuck, I swear I almost cried. But I honestly didn't want to ruin the moment, This is the moment I wish would happen all year long. Then, we started dating, on Children's Day (merely "weird" perhaps?). We dated for a whole year.Until November 2023, not long ago... he was always affectionate, companionable, kind, cute, he is literally the boy every girl wants He always made me gifts by hand on all our birthdays (of months of dating) He gave me chocolates because he knew they were my favorite sweets, he called me nicknames that he knew made me look silly...However, this all happened without my parents knowing... and then, they ended up finding out because of an incident at school (the only place where we could see each other, hug each other, and the place where we met...) Unfortunately, my parents' reaction wasn't very good... and we can't be together, but he promised me that he would talk to my father when time passed and in the meantime, , we were going to keep in touch with each other...but...he became strange...he didn't call me by nicknames anymore, the words even if they were written were now cold, he didn't respond to me via messages, And he used work as an excuse...he became distant, and even the I love you that we still said to each other...there was no more love...that's when he decided to break up for good...and after that, a week after , he started dating a friendnof mine...and my heart doesn't accept it...I still cry, suffer, and miss him...Everyone told me he was an asshole to others, he only cared about himself ,But with me....ahh...I was like a queen, and he? He did everything to cheer me up when I was sad, to wipe a smile off my face... he probably does all that to her too, everything what he did to me too... I hope he is very happy with her, and that he gives the moon, the sun, the stars, constellations, the entire universe to her... like one day he promised to give it to me ...
Damn, i don't really speak English, but im sorry for you, and i hope that you will find a better guy and you parents will let you date with him
This is beautifully written, I'm sorry this happened to you but some people aren't meant to be, he showed you what being in love feels like and that is amazing. A great love will come for you
he don't deserve you girl. you deserve better.
I really understand what you are going through.
I want to excuse myself prior for my bad English skills....
I experienced quite the same like you. I am a boy tho. I met a girl, an exchange student from Russia. Her and I got along very very well from the beginning. I met het due to me being some kind of "welcomer" to exchange students from Eastern Europe (there are specialisations here, since one gets "schooled" in how to handle certain cultures and people rightfully).
I am not a Russian myself, I just use this profile picture ans this name, since I both got from her. She chose this name due to it being suitable to my character and personality, and she sent me the picture which I am using as a profile picture. I am always thinking about changing it, but I can't... not now.
Her and I dated for over a year and it ended quite abruptly. We met at university as I said and she was attracted to my thoughts and how I view things and evaluate them. She was the first girl I ever was in a relationship with. I never had the time and I think my parents wouldn't have been happy about it either. I was raised to work and learn all the time to uphold the family's good name, I don't even study a subject that I like bloody rubbish. It's all for the family, all of it. I constantly uphold this masquerade, I hate it, but I have to. I have to always smile and play the good son and grandson. I have to play the fun to be around guy, whom everyone likes and loves to be around, but I am so tired......
The first time, she remarked that something wasn't right was, as she went with me to the tennis club I am a member of, since she somehow (until now, I don't know how) recognised my inner problems. As she came and told me that she wouldn't by my whole playing and that she would hate it, I was very worried and also surprised. I didn't know what to do, and tried to avoid her after that incident.
Later on, she came to me again and "forced" me to talk and what shall I say? I just told her that she was right and all. I felt very close to her suddenly and she also told me about her problems back home and what happend to her, how she was cheated on by her first and only boyfriend, who went yo study somewhere in Siberia. Her and I understand each other so so well.... we knew what the other went through and I helped her out of her sadness, out of all the judgement that she faces in Russia for being herself. She was very thankful for this, and she always appreciated that I (according to her) am the only person who would accept her how she is and that around me, she could be like her true self, without having to fear constant judgment and hate. From that moment on, it developed like a storm. She started to flirt and touch me often and wanted to be alone with me. I never was in a relationship and have problems understanding such things easily, I told her about it, and that she should just tell me, if something is the matter, since I tend to overthink many things.
Long story short, her and I once were on a walk in a forest and sat down on a nice place near a small lake. There she came closer as we sat down and took my head into her lap and caressed my hair. I felt quite uncomfortable at first, since I simply wasn't used to such things. She remarked that and told me to just relax and trust her for once as I did. It was wonderful, I felt loved for the first time in my live, I felt warmth and something else I cannot describe. I never was the world as a nice place, everything always was grey to me. But with her, it was as if this grey would vanish. It was a shocking experience for me. At home, I never felt such love ever before. I am always alone and learn or have to go on social gatherings with the family and do my sports. Its a boring live all in all. But the payment later on will be very good even tho I despise the subject that I have study.... Money is all that I always was taught that matters.
She showed me that it doesn't and her father (whom I had the pleasure to meet as I visited her in Moscow) showed me an utterly different view on everything. He was a very good man, had very view and earned very badly, but he still donated a certain amount of money every month to support the even less fortunate. "I want to do that too", is what I thought later on. I was impressed by her, and her whole family. Everything worked out so well. We did so much together and understand each other so well.
I was so happy that her parents allowed me to date her, as I asked them for permission, it was a day i still remember to this very day.
It was such a wonderful time. I never thought that I would meet someone, who loves me. I actually didn't even believe in love. Nobody ever wanted me for who I am. All of them just wanted me for my grades, my looks or my family's money. I wanted something deeper, something on a spiritual level. Something that can hold until we are dead. I found that in her or better said.... I thought so....
My family wasn't very happy about me wanting to date a Russian girl. They have a pretty strong "anti Russian" attitude, mainly due to them seeing the West as the best place on earth. Its pure arrogance and looking down on others. The first reaction I got was from my mother, who told me that I shouldn't dare to comeback with a "commie" ever again, and my father basically said to me "well, I thought you wouldn't be into girls anyways, but that you chose such a "woman" is nearly worse than what I thought first". After this her and I talked, she didn't hate me for it... I was so thankful, I was so ashamed for everything that happend.
Her and I realised soon that we need to leave our nations soon. She didn't want to live in Russia anymore and I don't want to live here where I live anymore. Thus, we thought about moving to some Eastern European nation. I don't care about the money that I would earn here. As long as I could take care of her and my family in the new nation of ours, I would be happy. That's what I told her. We thought about Czechia or maybe Poland, some nation that wouldn't be my home nation and not particularly Western either.
We imagined to live in a nice house outside on the countryside. Just coziness, just us and the children. Away from politics, away from stress from hate and war. Just away. It was such a wonderful dream.
It all started suddenly some months after she went back home to Russia. At first everything worked out pretty well, but than she started to get colder again. At the beginning were we met, she was too. I loved that, and teased her (called her ice block and stuff and joked about it having to be the cold Russian winter etc.), that's why she told me to not set up masks and all, since I myself wouldn't be whom I play to be.
I felt strange that she got cold again, and didn't understand why. I asked her about it, and offered her to talk, to call each other, or for me to come and visit her via plain in my next free time. She didn't want any of it. Than she once texted me after she met a friend of hers that she didn't see for a long time (a girl). I told her to do that and to take some time off from all the stress at home. She hated the live in Russia. So... she messaged me ij a drunk state and told me that she loves me and stuff and what great of a guy I would allegedly be. I answered her and was very happy to hear all of that. She than didn't reply for nearly a whole day. From than on... she rarely replied to my messages. She was extremely cold and later on, she told me that her friend (she seemingly is a psychologist) told her to not date me, since her (my girlfriend) having doubts about our future, wouldn't be a sign of true love. It felt...... extremely.... hurtful, I can't even describe it. I tried to save it somehow, I wanted to uphold and hold together what I thought to have found. I told her to please think about it again, I told her that we could talk about everything and I told her that I love her. I begged her to just take some time off and to go deep into herself what she really wants in live, I just hoped that she would change her mind.
After some time (I usually write her sweet things in the night due to time differences etc., she would be able to read something nice on the morning than) she didn't reply anymore at all. I continued with this habit of mine tho. Later on, she randomly once texted me as I was at university and wrote me "I still like you, I hope you know that". I was very very happy and could have cried. We talked and chatted long on this day and I was happy again, I didn't know what would happen than tho. Next day, was very bad. She told me that she wouldn't love me anymore, and that I wouldn't be capable to love anybody and all in all that I would be a bad option for anyone to choose. She told me nobody would would want someone like me ever for real, and that all i would ever get would be someone that would use me for money and that I would have been a fool for believing that someone would really love me for who I am. At around 10p.m. at this said day, we exchanged our last messages. And I didn't know how to reach to this. I didn't.
Next day, I tried to reason with her and I wished her all the best and a happy Victory Day. She didn't read this message (we used WhatsApp to chat). She simply ignored it, and than on this same day, she just blocked me. She blocked my number and all connected with it.
It was the worst feeling for me. I extra asked her as we started to date that she wouldn't do that. I told her "please don't ever just block me or anything like that. Please just tell me why you want to go and what I did wrong".
She couldn't even fulfill me that wish.... I don't believe anymore that she ever loved me by now. And now, it's the same old live again. It's all grey again, but in addition to that I feel utterly sad now too. In the past, i at least just was at a constant feeling of "nothingness", but now.... I don't do much anymore. I ended my tennis training and membership, since I basically hated it, I ended this "welcomer" at university thing, and I basically don't care about anything anymore. All I do is sleeping, learning, and taking a shower once per day. But I don't mind the rest anymore. I don't eat much anymore, I don't care about my apperance anymore about nothing. And due to me not going to the hair cutter anymore and just wearing sweat pants and stuff like that, my parents refuse to take me with them anymore. Well, at least it had one good thing.... I don't know what to do. I think about starting to drink alcohol. Maybe this could help me to get out of this rubbish.
I am sorry that I annoyed who ever reads this, its actually not my character at all, to talk about my feelings and all, but luckily one is anonymous here.... I mean.... on the other hand.... it wouldn't damage my image anymore than I already did anyways. So.... I actually could also talk about it.... But I prefer to stay alone, I don't know what I did, but I messed up the relationship, it's my fault, I know that. I always mess the things that are good up, I always destroy what makes me happy, I hate it.
I hope that you feel better by now.... what happend to you is horrible, I can't imagine how painful it has have to be. I don't expect that anyone will have read all of this. I just needed to talk about it for once. Alywas the same in my live, its an utter failure, just as my family told me.
Hi stranger !! Whatever you are going through just dont give up ! If u do it then what is the purpose of life . Hope u find another purpose in your life you will fond a new star in the darkness and a new u that straggling to get out and just be the best ... i will cheer you onn !! Be happy and find a new purpose because if u dont do it others might have to experience what its like to loose u .. so live for others around u who need u more than u doo !! Dont give up remember hope is the only thing can change anything in ur life to something beautifull and make ur life something that is worth fighting for!! ❤️ dont give up TRUST ME IN THIS !! u will make it u always do !!
It's fun to cry and read other people's problems💔
Wanted to say this fr 💖 hope you are doing good in your life bud stay happy 💖
i lost my grandma about 4 hours ago, due to her old age of 96! haha she lived a good life, unfortunately she couldnt live to her birthday which would have been 15th january. but the pain was pretty unbearable. i was never really close to her, i usually saw her every four year perhaps. this playlist means a lot to me and describes how i feel right now. living on through her memory and this playlist i stay strong. thank you so much for your time making this x🫶🏻💘
she may not be here physically with you, but I can assure you she will always be here mentally for you. I hope you start to feel better, and I hope she has a happy birthday
@@diydoggo thank you sm:)
Hope you're okay. I lost my grandma and auntie a few months back. I understand your pain. Stay strong and you'll move on. I believe in you!
@@Ushq_QgA i hope so and thank you!!C:
@@eq.livyyy No worries!
I am kind of proud of this little community. Proud of the people that have the strength to talk about nightmares that keep them up at night and proud of the ones reading those messages and replying so others know they're not alone ❤
I’m just so tired
@@74635gvdshut up mate
I met this girl in my work and we started talking for a few months. Soon I started to catch feelings and I found myself slowly falling in love with her. This girl was everything, after so many years of feeling lonely and feeling like I could never have what other guys and what my friends talked about, this was a breath of fresh air. But in the end I got rejected, same like all the other times I tried. I think I have a built in defense mechanism to where I can't show my affection to what I really want to show since in the past it hasn't been reciprocated to what I wanted. I truly did like this girl, but I feel like I let I slip by, again.
We would have the best talks, we laughed, and we talked deep into conversations about ourselves and our goals and aspirations. At least she made my life a little better for a time. Now I struggle with the internal conflict of staying as just her friend, or leaving her. Because I know while she expects a real friend, I can't be that guy. The friendship wouldn't be real. Maybe in another universe, with a different me.
My experience was similar but went a different way, I met this girl in school, simply the perfect girl to me, I had the same feeling as you, that i would never experience what other guys talked about. When it happened I was so happy because my birthday had just passed and 2 days later a random girl i never talked with, texted me on Whatsapp wanting to know me more, we started to talk and compreend each other, like each other, love each other, she said she loved me until the day she died, but words are words and actions are actions, it's easier said than done, we started a relationship and were happy, at least was what I thought...
She broke up with me by text, saying she was done in that relationship and from the start, didn't want anything serious (she was the one who proposed to me), i felt betrayed, the moments we lived where perfect but i was not the right person in the right place...
now here i am, talking to a stranger who shared there experience months ago and will not even read this.
Thank for reading until here if you did, sorry for the bad english (not my first language)
Не знаю что лучше. Эта музыка. Или эти комментарии .
Both
To the people I regret leaving in the past:
I was a hard person to deal with, no matter what I should've treated you all better, but now I just hope you will find a better, place, a better person, a better time. But I will keep all the good memories in my heart. Because I never forget. Shall every person in this world be blessed with the great people who truly cares for them around 🙏🏻
hey! thats ok. look! you acknowledged that stuff. and now u can forgive urself for it. good job u are very strong
@@yatalayhehu thank you, I appreciate your words🙏🏻
Since everyone talking abt their story , im abt to say, im really lost idk who iam anymore, But the only thing i know i found her and because of her im trying to be better everyday , thanks to her ❤️
I cant hardly wait for the future. im unsure if it will happen, but I want to own a pick up truck and a bunch of pillows and blankets. I will go stargazing once a week laying in the back of my truck, all cozy and snug in my blankets. I wont have to worry about anything because ill be so far away from everyone and their opinions. I can just look up to the stars and all my problems will fade away.
YOU CAN DO IT
Listening to this as of 2 months ago today my ex sent me a message asking for a break, 2 weeks later i did everything improved on myself improved my mental health, started going to the gym, got a job, got my first car, just for her to post a picture of her with another lad on her snapchat story breaking my heart, still to this day she tries to get my attention so i have to have earbuds in when i walk arround college, to this day still trying to figure out what i did, little did i know that wednesday when we were cuddling and napping together listening to my favourite music which also became her favourite would be the last time we kissed, hugged, the last time i would smell her perfume, and the last time i would see her again.
sad backstory, hope your better now
My dog recently passed away, and it's been hard coping without her. Her cuddles, her kisses, the way she would run off to grab a toy to play tug of war.. it's still difficult to process that I can't do those things with her anymore. She was the light through my depression and made every day brighter when she was around. I miss her so much. Listening to this helps.Thank you for making this playlist.
I'm deeply sorry for your loss, as someone who has been through it, I know how deeply it may hurt, even tho everyone experiences it differently. I'm sending many hugs, you're really strong. I hope you always have music to help you, stay safe!
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dog 5 days ago after being with him for 13 years:( i know exactly what you’re feeling.
Lost my dog two days ago, just , thank you for letting me know that I be am not alone
May 6, 2023... I lost my sweetest and funniest dog today... I hope i will come back to this comment to remember her... Fly High Sweet Hachiko 🕊️🕊️
Fly high Hachiko, Rest easy Buddy!
I forgot my dearest person in the world’s voice
I'm so sad for you, even though I cannot feel what you're going through right now... You can decide if you're happy or not, because God will always love you and be there for you. And don't forget, the person you've lost want you to smile, so do it my friend :))
If it’s our last time together, I would fall into your eyes so this moment never end.
15 years.. you were the love of my life. You always will be..
my chest feels like it's caving in.... i loved you.
That's beautiful. Got me crying over here
I hope the grief is gone.
El pasado 4 de noviembre (2023) mi hermano Raul falleció en un accidente. Ese día perdí un pedazo de mi alma, una parte de mi corazón. Mi mundo y el mundo entero perdió a un gran ser humano: un excelente doctor, amante de los gatos, un conductor de motocicleta altamente responsable. Un día antes lo vi y casi ni platicamos. No hay día que no me arrepienta por no haber hablado más con el, por no pasar más tiempo con el; el dolor es tan grande que a veces siento que mi corazón se va a partir. Te extraño Raul. Si cuando yo muera, en donde esté, me dieran la oportunidad de renacer, sin dudarlo ni un momento, pediría que fueras mi hermano otra vez. Te amo Raul y seguramente nos volveremos a ver.
Mis condolencias. Espero que encuentres paz en tu corazón. Acabo de perder a alguien, lamento tu dolor.
lo siento por tu perdida hermano ❤️
im crying
Aveces solo quiero despertar y ver qué todo fue un sueño
I miss my granpa so much.. He passed away the first day of August this year after a two month fight with cancer, we visited everyday that we could, to see him and talk to him. There was nothing we could do but watch, while he slowly wilted away. I was in there when he took his Last breath, and I am so glad. I would feel awful not to have been on his side on that moment, holding him and telling him how loved he was, always ❤ I'll forever remember him, his love, his spirit and his music
Wisdom cannot be granted, it must be earned….sometimes at a cost.
The cost was losing one of my closest friends. I learned that I shouldn’t trust that voice in my mind that told me that everything was okay, that we’d be able to text and speak together and see eachother again. I blamed myself for months for pushing them away, for driving that wedge between us , for thinking something was there and it wasn’t.
I won’t make that mistake again. I can’t.
I lost my best friend due to my mistakes. I won’t lose anyone else.
Last time I saw them was my 21st birthday. My 24th is coming up here soon, wish I'd be able to celebrate it with them again, but I know that can't happen. I dont know of we can fix what was broken this time. Maybe in another lifetime we'll find eachother again, hopefully things will work out then. Wherever you are JC, I hope you're happy and that you found a way out. Life friggin hurts without you but I'll keep fighting.
hey you will beat life alright and it wont beat you yeah and you should get yourself some flowers they are very soft and tell your flowers ur problems while petting their petals ( they have very soft petals )
I am have throat cancer I go here to listen to music this is the first time speaking about it and I am scarred not by death but leaving everything behind. All I got to say is try and that’s all you can do
I'm so sorry. Is there a chance you'll be cured someday?
I hope you're okay❤ & listening to this playlist once again happily
I lost a beloved one due to car accident.. 3 month has passed and i still feel the same pain i can't go back to the person i was before she was gone.. This playlist describe exactly How i feel
I'm so sorry, keep soldiering on even through the pain. I hope that with time you finally find peace and serenity. You're so strong and I believe in you🤍
From a stranger on the internet that believes in you
I wish I could see my real brother again it been 11 years now
AND DAM I MISS HIM
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And my older sister moved 120 feet away
The last time I talked to my mom was nine months ago. We had friendly banter got into an argument apologized hugged laughed. Then she died. Just like that in her sleep. I never even got to say goodbye. It just happened. And that still haunts me today.
my dog died christmas day, around 1am. i miss her so fucking much i cant take it. she was my everything and it's been so hard without her. i miss the sound of her paws hitting the floor, i miss whenever she would lick me relentlessly, i miss her barking, i miss playing with her, i miss going on walks with her, i miss kissing her, i miss the sound of her eating, i miss her face, i miss knowing after a bad day at school that my dog would be there to comfort me. i'm gonna miss car rides home from school with her in my lap. i miss her so much. it's 1:31am on january 1st, 2024. i just entered a new year without my baby for the first time in 8 years. her ashes are downstairs as well as her paw engravement, and that with a few of her toys is all i physically have left of her. its not fair. she was only 8 years old and she still had half her lifetime to live. she could've made it to 16. but she was really sick and we knew she wouldn't have made it even if she got surgery. putting her down was the only humane option, even if it hurt to go to the emergency hospital first thing christmas morning sobbing because i was about to lose my best friend. why did she have to go?? she was only a dog. why cant dogs live forever. they do absolutely nothing wrong. the only thing bad about them is that they leave too early. quinnie was an angel. she was my best friend. practically my sister. i cant deal knowing that im gonna have to live the rest of my life without her by my side. im not religious but i really really hope that somewhere there's an animal heaven where my baby is playing with all of the other animals and having fun and being pain free. i dont care if i dont go to heaven, i just hope so bad that she's there. and if there is an afterlife, then i hope that the first thing i see is my baby. that's all i want. and i know that i could just get another dog but it wouldn't be the same, and if i grew to love that dog a ton i would feel bad because i should be loving quinnie. whenever i do anything now that makes me happy i feel like i dont deserve to be happy because she's not with me. i know thats stupid but idk. i know she would want me to move on and be happy in life, but for now i just. cant. no christmas is going to feel the same ever again.
quinnie, i hope we gave you the best life possible. you made mine so much better than it would ever be without you in it. you were the best dog i could ever ask for and it's so so scary that im never gonna see you again in this life. nothing feels the same without you there. you brightened up so many peoples lives and i hope we did yours. i hope we can meet again soon. i miss you so much oh my god. my sweet baby, i love you and i will keep loving you for the rest of my life. i promise that i will never ever forget about you. im sorry it ended the way it did, but i hope you're not in pain anymore. i love you so much.
it's been two months since i lost my dog... i came across this playlist and i can't stop thinking about him.
i know he’s in a better place now, without suffering and pain. i will always love you, brad 💛
The person I've been with for almost two years almost died in my arms yesterday. I am at a hotel, constantly stuck in what feels like a time loop, and I feel like I can't get rid of the stench of blood. I have barely slept, and all I want to know is that he'll be okay.
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you'll feel better eventually. That's definitely not something super easy to go through for anyone. ❤ sending love.
I hope you are okay know and remember that person will be so happy if he knows you doing well in your life remember that this life is so short start a new life new page and be happy for the other important people that they still in your company and your life and for me
If you want to be more happier than every time just checking about Islam trust me ❤
I fell in love with someone who I couldn't have. I didn't understand the meaning of "you don't know what you have until you lose it" it wasn't till that person left and I lost myself, I felt so lost in my emotions that I stopped eating. I missed them so much that I didn't know how to cope with out them in my life. there were no words to explain how I truly felt inside, I covered my real emotions with a mask that seemed joyful and happy but inside I feel my soul had fallen into a pitch-black hole. to this day I would do anything in my power to just see their smile one more time.
wtf do you mean 'them', like how many were there?
i don’t remember the last time I talked to my dad at all it’s been years since he passed I was only a little girl but I think of him everyday and I always will he wasn’t a perfect father and he wasn’t always there but he was alive and no matter where he was I knew he was loving me somewhere but now he’s gone
lost my baby of 7 years, it hurts everyday, the fact ill never see him again. i wish i knew it was our last time together, that rainy evening, i looked at him not knowing he'd be gone the next day. after finally 5 months of him passing ill be visiting his resting place, ive finally got the courage too. wish me luck!
It's been both my most treasured gift and my greatest misfortune to have tasted my share of last times long before I've grown old.
it's 5 mins before midnight it still reminds me of her let's hope this brings me the warmth her smile did
I hope 🙏
When middle school started me and my bestfriend from preschool started drifting apart. By that I mean he started bullying me, hard, to the point where I was becoming suicidal. Fast forward to the summer after 8th grade and I'm still doing shity. We hadn't spoken since 6th and my last attempt was mid march. I'm lying in bed playing games with new friends from discord. My mom come into the room telling me she was going to my old best friend's house to help his mom with something. A few hours later my mom comes home and sits me down. He had just shot himself in the head. He was gone, and I never got to forgive him. I knew he was struggling too, but I never reached out. And now he's gone. That was about three and a half years ago. I still think about him nearly everyday. I wish I could tell him how much he mattered. My last attempt is still from mid march all those years ago. I just don't know anymore, I still haven't relearnt how to make friends. I just assume everyone secretly hates me and that the only reason someone would be nice to me is to manipulate me.
i'm sending virtual hugs to you rn ♥🫂
Even though I've never met you, I want you to know that I love you more than anyone else. Never be sad, life is as painful and short-lived as your tears. Don't forget this, okay?
My best friend committed suicide on February 19th, i had already relapsed that same day, then found out the news and I shattered. I was devastated. I had cut deeper and deeper. Been almost exactly a month. I miss her so much. Fly high A 💜💜
I wish I never wished to be sad when I had a perfect life. Back when I was 9-10 I thought being cold and emo was cool but once I finally achieved that I realized that its just full of pain and I wish I can go back to happy times but sometimes you can't always get what you want.
I listened to this playlist several times
I had a crush on a girl for 3 years straight and when i finally started talking to her we were starting a good relationship but then for no reason she stopped texting and even stopped to greet me when we meet
She walks there like she have never seen me
Today i think i moved on
I won’t forget her cause i loved her one day
But am begging no one to stay
Life should go on
Stay safe stranger..
Currently facing the exact same thing , but my brain refuses to let her go
Im trying day by day by asking how she is and greeting her.
Im definetly feeling like i'm forcing her , and some Times i try to not msg her hoping that she does, and she dosen't even try to text me.
Every single song of this Playlist have a special place in my memories..
Truly i love it and her
люди в комментариях пишут такте грустные вещи, я понимаю насколько мы все похожи и одинаковы, грустно что мы все незнакомцы друг для друга ...
I lost my father when i was 13 years old, because of diabetes. A year later i found out that i had it too.
I miss him so much and what hurts the most is that i didn't even get to say goodbye to him one last time.
I'm sorry dad, I love you so much❤
dont be sorry for last goodbye. you are not prepare for this..be strong love ya
Look at the moon in the sky every time you miss him because he's always there She will always smile and shine for you ✨🌕🌑
I moved away from my home one year ago, and it was a very painful experience. I moved continents and I wanted to die. After a while, the life I had there crumbled and there was no place for me there anymore. I made my life here and I happy with it, but I still missed my best friend. She was the only 'true friend' I had back there and I loved her with my whole heart, she was the one that got me to meet others, was kind and selfless, and she gave me these matching necklaces she and her sister had, and I still have it. It has a red crystal heart and hers was clear with a gold chain. She came here this summer and I was so exited to see her again. I pictured seeing her again a thousand times over the year. I imagined we were gonna hold each other really tight and cry. But when I saw her, we picked her up in a car my dad had rented out and all she said was 'Hi'. The whole day she was on her phone and talking about how everyone was so weird and worthless, almost. She spoke about my old friends as if they were pieces of trash and she made me feel like that too, as if almost she felt like that about me too and was just 'forced' to spend the day with me. After that, I could only cry and feel hollow for months, because she was the person I always looked up to and was somebody that I loved with my whole heart. The last day of school before I moved, I said I had to go because her and her friends were talking and I felt like I had no place there. She stood up and hugged me so tightly I thought my ribs were gonna break and she cried, she cried and told me she wished the best for me and thanked me for all these years of friendship.
That was the last time I saw her, and I'll never see her again.
Никогда бы не подумала, что буду плакать под музыку, но я реву из-за того, что знаю что когда-то я не смогу больше видеть мир и своих близких, всех кто мне дорог... 💔🥀
i hate my thoughts
Try to meditate and change your thoughts
I hate myself
it happens to me sometimes too bro, try focusing on what you are doing and stop overthinking and kill procrastination, the bad thoughts will go away
i feel silly writing this rn but for the last 2 years I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone irl abt this not even online and I've been denying it in my head " he's just on a far away journey/ business trip" he's still alive to me; that every time it sinks in that I'll never see him again I start crying like a child and I hate that feeling, like crying for hours and days to god but it'll never help because that's it and I feel hopeless, I didn't even get to say goodbye or spend the last moments w him bc I was studying, bc it's always been a dream of me and him for me to become a doctor, and now I'm 2 years in and you're not here with me, what's the point, if not for the rest of my family I honestly would've given up life, why did you leave us, it wasn't supposed to be your time yet, I still didn't get enough of you telling me about every movie I wanna watch it's not good even if you didn't watch it, I don't have the same passion for movies anymore bc your not w me, nobody shares the luv for them like u did, nobody can make ur fluffy scrambled eggs like u, there's no one to stay up late w me while I study and give me better lessons than my actual books, there's no one to tuck me to bed like you did dad, how you used to throw the blanket above me and let it fall slowly, there's no one that'll spoil us like u did, there's no one that luvs me like u did, and everytime I dream abt u I don't wanna wake up never I just wanna stay there where it's still normal. I can't push thro anymore, my heart feels heavy, it doesn't get easier, I don't wanna live my life w out u dad, every accomplishment that I do I'm just reminded that I'll never have u beside me to cheer me like u did, I'm sorry we used to fight but I was an annoying teenager, I wish u stayed enough to see me change, I just hope u loved me bc I was a terrible daughter, but one thing for sure, I'll become a doctor and I'll make u proud, and when we meet in jannah/heaven I hope I'd be smth to brag abt to everyone there. I miss u is not enough, the day that I saw everyone wearing black as I got back from school and knew instantly that ur gone was the day I died, and I never felt alive or me again, life feels like a dream, and everytime I go to bed there's a slight hope that it actually is and I'll wake up to the smell of ur breakfast, rushing around bc we were always late to school even tho we lived next to it, I just want my small normal moments of u back, bc life is too dull now. damn I wrote a lot but let this disappear in the abyss, I just wanted to vent and this comment section felt comfortable. and I'm so sorry for anyone who's going thro the same, I wish I can help but I can't even help myself, but don't be like me and pls reach out to anyone and don't let it bottle up bc u'll break, anyways I guess I won't back down now n post this, I truly hope I survive this harsh world.
it's gonna be okay, dear stranger. i hope your heart felt lighter after letting it all out. everyone will die at the end, its just that death comes earlier to some people. i hope you are doing well in your life. you are so strong. time will heal.
i am gonna unbottle my feelings here. the title and the picture reminds me of leaving my school where i made most of my good memories. i would miss a lot of things. my small friend circle and my classmates, my crush to whom i wish i had the courage to confess, my favorite teachers and their lectures mixed with some humor, those scolding from our annoying teachers, our class clowns that makes even the serious teachers laugh, going in the practical lab for the first time and feeling like a scientist, our school teachers singing songs for us for the Children's day celebration and alllll the other things that i didnt mention. You know, I wish we had more time to make more memories. . . :)
Feel you... But, on the other hand... You have all those precious memories, and for you they are like treasure. No one can take that away
@@X-dream yeah mate. i feel lucky that i'm able to make those memories. :) thank you
sempre vou amar essa música, ela tem um lugarzinho guardado no meu coração ❤️
*Dark academia music is like delving into the depths of melancholy and introspection, each note echoing with the weight of profound emotions and nostalgic yearning*
so recently my dog passed away and he was very special to me and my family, he’s made me feel happy and I really miss him, it’s hard that he’s gone, everything reminds me of him and I just I don’t wanna stay at home knowing he’s gone forever… it breaks my heart…
This playlist sounds like late nights looking out the window at the city
This playlist sounds like hiding in my closet from the sounds of yelling
This playlist sounds like eating lunch alone at school
This playlist sounds like feeling lonely in a full room
This playlist feels like the plane ride from one foster family to the next
This playlist feels like being pushed away from others
This playlist feels like custody changes
This playlist feels like the winter
This playlist feels like putting on your headphones to try and ignore the kids making fun of you
This playlist feels like watching you siblings make the same mistakes as you but having your parents react differently to it. Kinder, more understanding. You feel glad that they are but also jealous of your siblings.
This playlist feels like losing a pet
This playlist feels like loosing someone close to you
This playlist feels like walking in the rain
This playlist feels like the itch in your forearms
This playlist feels like being ignored
This playlist feels cold
This playlist feels like wanting to cry but not being able to
This playlist feels like failing even though you tried your best
This playlist feels like wanting to slam your head against the wall
This playlist feels like being brushed off or brushed to the side
This playlist feels like the anxiety of looking at your grades
This playlist feels like the weight of expectations
This playlist feels like a bit of a break from everything
hope, hope will get me you and us all a chance to change
I will never forget you,i love you and dont you forget that.
-to someone who will never remember me
I recently moved from California and I had to leave 3 of my best friends who dead serious cured my depression so everytime I hear this playlist I cry
I didn't know you were gone when you left Rose.
I knew you'd be on another venture to finding yourself in this twisted world,
But I didn't know, I'd lose you too.
Your hair, a beautiful sunset, lighting up every room you stood.
Your smile, akin to the sun, how warm it was to always see.
Your voice, always filled with love, like a kiss on the cheek.
I didn't know I had to remember these features until it was too late.
Until I had to be told you were taken
Until I was told it was your choice to do so.
Until it was done
I know you're always there, but why can't you be HERE?
Why can't you hold my hand?
Why must I creep toward your age?
And why must your age stop growing like me?
I miss you Rose, but your ripples are always HERE
In my love
In my voice
In my eyes
I hope to make you smile one day
With all the treasures I have gotten over time.
With all the love I scooped up in life.
With all the time in the world to just...talk.
Rose, please see this
And know I loved you when I fist saw you,
I loved you when you where HERE
And I love you now, even in your silence.
I will never forget your love, thank you for showing me yours....
And I hope one day, I can show you all of mine...
I just want everyone to remember that ending your own pain might feel like a way out, but it passes the pain on to the people who care about you, leaving a lasting impact on their lives.
My fiancee left me today and I feel miserable ..... Her ring.....that all sheleft behind...
I played this in the car on the way to what was our last time talking, something in my heart knew that would be the last time I saw him… that was almost a year ago now and I still come back to this playlist….
Exams are coming soon.. I don't want to disappoint anyone. Why was I born? I am the eldest child in the family and my parents rely on me, it puts too much pressure on me
Hey you have a reason to live you may not know it yet but you do all you have to do is keep going a little longer
I was in the same spot, and I did not study as much. I did not get the marks I promised myself at the beginning of the 12th grade. It was going well at the beginning but everything just fell apart nearing the end.
My parents did not scold me, instead they showed me love and I felt greatful to be their child and life worth living until death comes. I hope your efforts are appreciated and you are loved. I, some stranger in the internet appreciate your effort, holding till now, no matter how hard it was or is. Wish you a good night.
Exams? Lol.... Give it a few years
Woww I'm here again idk how to express it like there's no logical reason for me being sad maybe its the harsh realisation that this year is going to be over....I got to meet so many beautiful soul...but at the same time I'm losing all of them one by one... I'm sure by the end of this year I'll be by myself once again I'm glad and feel at ease to meet them and the fact they all considered me maybe not as much as I valued them but still...this playlist just overwhelms my mysterious melancholic feelings
I expect from myself that next year at this time the month of Dec I'll be better
I'm glad I learnt so many things last year and as a result I appreciated the things which looks casual at first but later you realise how much precious they were
If you're reading till the end thankyou so much ❤ god bless you 😊💕
Im greatful that god gave this hard life to me cause if he gave it to any else they would've killed themselves by now,u r the only one strong enough to cope with the problems
I've so proud of my little heart. It's been broken, lied to, used by, unappreciated, burned, broken like a wine glass with too much love in it.
Yet it still works so perfectly.
Im lestening this song n my tears lost control. I remember him in every detail. He was so kind with me and with everyone. I remember his laugh. Our time together. I love him so mush wlh. N i said to my self everday, maybe tomorrow im gonna be with you abdenour ❤
i miss my dad so much, the thought he hasnt been in my life for almost 5 years now is literally world shattering for me, i was 10 when he died and im 15 now, i never really had the chance to process it as i was just entering secondary school the week before he died, so i just had to basically move on and i never get the chance to express how i felt or what i was feeling to others, i cry about him often thinking of him, he's slowly starting to leave my mind, i think about him less and less as i used to, i dont remember what he sounded like or properly what his face looked like, hes slipping out of my memory, i just wish he was still alive, my life collapsed the day he died and now im a mess
I'm in the same boat as you, but I was 12, and now I'm 17
I've always known what it feels to be truly alone... But these last two years has really been the darkest in so many years. Falling back into old tendencies reactively after years of feeling over them... Of sudden triggers of PTSD showing up that I hadn't realized I had developed. To regressing to feelings of self harm I quit years ago. To turning to substances and toxic relationships for meaning. To realizing both were pointless and unnecessary. To fighting with the thought of pointlessly living, of being so exhausted, of being so alone, of never wanting or feeling like eating, worse than in the past. I tell myself even now that I have found meaning, that I'm doing better again but the thoughts are always floating. Always fighting with the anxiety, always fighting with the ptsd, always fighting with the insomnia, always fighting with the anorexia, always fighting with the feeling of breaking down, always fighting with the urge to turn back to substances, always fighting with the urge to use sharp objects, always fighting with the want to stop breathing... At the end of the day, though. I at least still have music and my pets for my therapy and only remaining lifelines...
Please don't think you can handle this on your own. If you have anyone close to you who you really trust, talk to them. Or a real therapist.
I once had a friend with the same issues, she went to therapy after a year of suffering. She's not entirely cured, of course not, but she's so much better.
You're not alone
I don't know why but when i listen the first song i'm crying 😭💓
I read the caption of this very playlist and I remembered someone who is still happy and healthy but not in contact with me anymore, someone I miss a lot, and then I scrolled down the comments to see whether other people, like me, were having similar thoughts or going through similar emotions and I saw all these people sharing their stories with the world and I thought back. I'm genuinely so much more grateful to God for all that I do have and I realized that dwelling on the past gets you nowhere. Change is a part of life, losing people is a part of life, and it's good to remember them but it can get overwhelming sometimes but all you got to do is to cherish what you had and not regret what you wanted. Good Luck to whoever reading this :) Have a great life!
Dad..... i didn't ķ............Sorry......im so .sorry so
Miss u❤
Why would i ever pay for pre workout when there’s this playlist
I personally pay for pre workout to keep my caffeine addiction in check
Hey everyone, I am right now in class 10 reading late at night and using this song to show my hardwork and waiting for the day i can shine. When i read the comments most of people are going through a lot of things I feel bad for them but remember God will always be with u and this is also a message for my future self to dont disappointed me or our family . Make sure u work hard and achieve ur dreams ok . Remember to love urself and be kind to others.
Am I depressed or do I just like sad music 🤔
Do you like the music or hate your life ?
@@tajumi2466 both
Just to listen .. just to be alone for sometime.. just to be yourself
I can still see her face when im alone. she hold a very special place from my heart
es horrible creer que todo ya había pasado e incluso superado, pero siempre vuelve ese sentimiento raro, nostálgico que me hace sobre pensar toda una noche o todo el día hay cosas que quisiera cambiar volver a tener personas y amigos que quisiera ver una vez más, no se puede y eso es lo peor solo son recuerdos que voy a recordar con una melodía triste.
I like to listen to this type of music, when I really feel very bad, it gives me the courage to think that everything is fine even if that is not the case.
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day .
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
-Kiwi
No matter what difficult times you are going through, stay strong and never give up! You are valuable and there will always be someone who loves you or will love you in the future. I myself went through the hell of depression for many years and managed to overcome it. You will do it too, I believe in you! The world will show itself from its most beautiful side if you allow it. This darkness is only in your head! change your mindset and start a new life! god bless you❤
-Kiwi
NEVER GIVE UP YOU HAVE GOT THIS BELIVE IN YOURSELF❤
i just cried for a hour because of this. thank you so much.
Aww I’m sorry u cried but yw i hope your feeling better after u let it out❤@@a-great-ace
Thank you this is so sweet
@@-Pinky-Queen- i cannot tell you how grateful I am that you have made me cry. i have not cried in years and you have made me express myself two days in a row. so thank you, thank you so much.
Np I always want people to show the feeling that they cant release irl so you’re welcome❤🥰🥺@@a-great-ace
You'll never read this, but I miss you, I miss you so much. You know who you are. In another life I guess.
Why don't you ask her the same....
I love this coursge
I literally didn't knew it was our last time together😅
I lost my stepfather on August 24 2022 at 6:30 pm to cancer..it was the hardest thing I’ve ever felt..I cried for 5 hours straight afterwards..I fell into bad anxiety and depression, I cried every day after I got home from school..his birthday was 2 days after Christmas, and I cried all day..than came my birthday in January when I cried even harder.. now it’s over a year later and I still feel the pain..ever since than I’ve been 20x more emotional than I used to be..I cry over small things and I get attached to people to quickly..
I'm remembering how my mother never got to say goodbye to her mother and its breaking me. i couldn't say goodbye to her too, but i keep imagining my mom in her place.... i hope she lives a long and beautiful life, and she gets to travel to all the places she wants to
I just want to thank you for posting this. Today I prayed to god to help me let the pain out of my heart. Not long after I laid down and played the music and for the first time in 6 months I was finally able to cry after losing my girlfriend. I thank you and the lord for helping me today.
ohhh, i upload a few music. Do you want to hear it ?
I’m sorry that happened man. I pray the Lord guides you through your current heartache. 💔
And I’ve been through a lot as well, and I needed this video to bawl and remove the burden and pain, so in that sense you aren’t alone. Pls stay safe 🫂
oh no i feel bad, can you pray for me ?@@OblivionImperialGuard
It's almost the end of my school year and I am scared that we will seperate and forget each other, replacing our friendship with a new other. I hope that we won't seperate or even move homes so that we would still see each other
About one month ago I lost my two best friends I have ever had in my life. Our friendship was slowly falling apart and it ended before I realized that they had grown to hate me. They said they didn't like me anymore and I was lost, I didn't know where I should go now. We had spent so many hours on calls or in person but it seems like they didn't care. They said that I didn't suit their personality anymore. I asked them "So you are saying that we can't be friends anymore?" and one of them said "No, it's not like we *can't* be friends anymore, we just don't *want* to be friends with you anymore.". This one sentence did things to me, it ate me up, knowing that they choose to not be friends with me anymore, that they didn't like me anymore.
Only a few days before that happened, I texted one of them and we had talked about that a friendship can't break from one day to the other, and she was skeptical. She knew that this was about to end soon. She knew what would happen, and she knew how I would feel, but she still fed me with the lie that she cared about me, that she liked me. She could have done something earlier, but she said she didn't know how to, and I think or rather I hope that she did that because she didn't want to hurt me. I don't hate them, how should I, how could I ever hate them? They *were* my best friends, but they still are the closest and best friends I have ever had in my life. I thought that we would last long. I thought I finally found my home. I thought that I had finally reached my personal destination and that I could finally let go and let me fall into someones arms. We had plans, some of them made by them, not by me and it stings, knowing that these plans will forever be burried and undone. Knowing that I will never get to spend time with them as I did before.
I don't think I will ever be really angry at them, of course, I was shocked, I was hurt, but I don't blame them, I understand them, and if I were in their shoes, I may have done the same. I can now see them laughing, and making jokes and being those typical best friends, even though one of them even has a better friend. Which means that I wasn't even enough for her to be one of her normal friends.
It all just got ended in one night. I tried to tell them that I will change but they said that I shouldn't change for them, and that they have already made up their mind, and that there will surely be someone who can be my soulmate.
They are good people after all and I wish them that they will be happy together, happier now that they are without me. Thank you for all the memories I was allowed to collect with you.
And you stranger, if you've read this far, thank you for listening to me. It makes me happy.
This can be a reminder that you don't have to change, you don't have to change to be loved, love finds its way through difficulties and if it ends up not working then it just wasn't right. Don't change, because the things that match you, will stay anyways and the things that don't, won't.
And if you are alone in your life right now, remember that you don't need anyone to be ones favourite person, just be your own.
What saddens me the most is not that even the beautiful 'happily ever after' friendship came to an end, but how mature you are with your emotions.
'I am not angry, I am not mad at them. I am just hurt, that I couldn't even be a normal friend to her.'
Buddy, for once, just be angry! Be mad her and your friends who left you! Cry because you are angry at them and not at your your capability. Please. Release these emotions before they break you down. Some moments of anger is better than a life full of burden. So, tonight, release these bottled up feelings, cry, shout, be mad, curse or anything. And let go. For they are gone, because they are not involved in the next chapter of your life.
With love❤
@@LunaMiaRegina
First of all, thank you for actually reading all this. Secondly, I think this whole experience with them was needed; since I ended my close contact with them, I grew so much as a person. I don't know, probably everyone has to make their own experiences because how could you know if you haven't felt it once in your life?
It’s just like you said, it's always good to let out your feelings and I did, I really did.
And honestly, at the end it seems like I was hanging onto them too much. Now I know better, I now know that you don't need anyone except yourself. They taught me that and I am so so grateful for that.
I can now walk around the hallways of my school alone, I can now feel so much more at peace than with them, I feel in so much better company even though I am walking alone. Sometimes I see them, and I walk past them. I just walk past them and maybe I am just really emotional and I just interpret too much, but passing by them feels good, like I am moving on, like I am moving forward without them, on my very own. Like I am improving and learning more. And I can smile about it, because I love them. They still are the best friends I had ever had and I won’t ever forget what good things they let me experience, but I am not bound to my and their expectations to how friends should be. I am not such a prisoner anymore, I think I learned that.
Sometimes I see them, as they are laughing and I feel good, I feel good because I am smiling too.
Now I finally I know that the home, that I talked about in my first comment, was actually with me the whole time, I just couldn’t see it.
@@WhFAMjm This made me smile the first thing in the morning. Truly, hearts can never forget what once made them happy. But at the and of the day, we are all by our own. And I am glad that you can fing happiness in their happiness even if they aren't actively involved your life anymore. I makes me glad that you have grown so much of a person from a heart breaking experience. And that you have found home in yourself. I am person who gives myself company. And I can feel how u r feeling right now. Nothing is more heart fluttering than knowing that you are letting go off your feelings. I hope your tomorrow will be filled with beautiful memories and experience with the wisdom you gain today.
With love, stranger.💖
@@LunaMiaRegina
I don't know but somehow it makes me feel so light when I see that there are people like you on earth, knowing that there are good people.
I really hope you have a great time today or tonight, wherever you are on this earth.
Please never change
Stranger
I hate but at the same time, love how this reminds me of someone I loved dearly who ended their life a couple of years ago. Every year I think of them, and remember the life we shared and how easy it is to forget how short life can be. How harsh it can be. In the end of the day I wish I appreciated their memories more, but sometimes I can't help but grieve their loss all the same time. Not that there is anything wrong with it, and I hope to one day lay on my bed and think of them with a smile on my face. I'm certain I will, as it isn't as bad now as it was then. I'm glad they are in a better place now, far from what they had to suffer through. Rest in peace my love. ❤
for my part my life is good and i want to help everyone you can talk to me
24 de diciembre:
Hoy es mi cumpleaños.Luces navideñas y guirnaldas adornan las casas y las calles de mi barrio. Mi familia baila y se divierte bailando y cantando pero...por alguna extraña razón yo estoy seria y melancólica. He bailado,cantado y sonreído como ellos pero por alguna extraña razón no siento ese calor y esa felicidad de decir "Estoy en mi hogar" hecho en falta algo, o a alguien...
Yo se que es duro mas cuando extrañas a esa persona,puro al fin del dia tienes tu familia y eso es lo mas importante,mucho amor feliz navidad ❤️