Thanks, I’m going through a decently difficult time right now, parents splitting and all, but I’m beginning to be happy after a long time. Have a good day, afternoon, evening, and night, TranquilityCupid.
I heard once "You will not touch the heart of others without touching your own first". Now I imagine how you feel about this compositions, it definetly touched me. Thank you for sharing!
This made me cry been struggling really bad after break up i thought i was getting better after months started MMA started getting out but I don't know why i still think about her and miss her so bad even though i can say what was toxic but now I don't think so I'll find a love like that slowly descending into madness she visits me in my dreams
@@blach_hazardd I wish hurt no one, but what it has to do with the music? World didnt collapse, you are still alive, and everyone doing mistakes. If you breaked up, that means you was irresponsible and not ready for healthy relationships (or even dont know what it is). Both persons has to do the same, searching, what your other half love, and fulfill it, and before that make an official promise, to take care of the person no matter what, fix things, not throw it away. When both partners had commited infinite trust to each other and focused on their role in this relationship and not crossing borders of their zone of responsibility, that the happiest marriges I ever seen. So I suggest to change you perspective on this situation, give this mistakes some thoughts and move forward. Wanna have healthy and happy relationships? Good, then be like intact vessel, independent and full of life, so you can share from your fullness and richness, and not the broken vessel, who will only asking for that. Endless topic
@@evgeniysazonov9231 you're right it's just that i trusted this person tried to mend things never gave up before her i was happy and content with life and after her i experienced happiness like i had never before and now all of that has gone away. I'm trying so hard to find that happiness but still filled with questions. I hope it gets better.
I watch you fade like twilight's glow, A distant star I used to know. Your laughter now, a ghostly tune, A shadow cast beneath the moon. The space between us swells with ache, Each step I take, the ground will break. I reach, but you are mist, unseen, A dream half-formed, where love had been. I try to write, to make you stay, But words, like dust, are swept away. They stumble, fall, and fail to show The depths of what I cannot know. And still, my pen continues on, Through nights too long and days too drawn. Roaming between neverending storms, I recall, "I don't remember the dream, but I know I was with you again" I whisper, lost in this endless maze. Nights are cruel, a haunting haze, Each hour stretches, blurs, decays. Your absence carves the air in two, Yet still, my thoughts return to you. The bed feels vast, the silence deep, Your name, a whisper, steals my sleep. And somewhere in the shadowed seam, It aches but, I don’t remember the dream, But I know I was with you again. Your touch-was it warm? Did you smile that way? Did you laugh like you used to, soft and sway? I grasp at fragments, fleeting, thin, But the details vanish, lost within. Still, the ache of knowing soothes the pain, For in that dream, I held you again. If only for a moment’s span, The universe allowed its plan. Now waking hurts, as mornings do, When the sun feels false, and life askew. Yet buried deep beneath my grief, Is a fragile, stubborn belief: That somewhere, somehow, love transcends, And in some dream, this story mends. - ANB (28.12.2024)
Tears flow as I listen to this piece and read this poem. A person that once I called "home", yet nothing else can be done. Always praying that the life will be kind to this person.
stop i literally scrolled past ur comment like ‘’haha lol cringe poem in the comments’’ but then i was like ok let me read it and now im sobbing goodbye
@widyaniswar Reading the poem made me think of my ex. How much I loved him and how I would lay awake in bed thinking of him. I would dream every night of his touch, his face, his warmth. If only life had taken a different path and not torn him from me
The most painful thing is waking up from a dream where I was in his arms looking out to the sea like how we once did to an empty space next to me. Longing to go back, even if it's just a dream.
I understand you, stranger. But sometimes you just have to live. Escape is always meaning to return to somewhere. And that dream has to be shattered someday, and it’s better if you choose to end if and not you being forced.
I dont think i ever fully recovered from suddenly finding myself in a place of peace, laying my head on her legs as she cradles me and caresses my hair, warming my heart up with the cutest smile in the world. A place where i feel protected and whole once again with her by my side. I found myself there for a short moment, just to wake up in a cold lonely room. The dream ended years ago but it never left my head. Im not sure it ever will
Oh yes girl 🥺 I have felt it also, finally I am in his arms, etheric, and I feel I am at peace now and crying from fulfillment...then waking up realizing I am again alone in my own room ohhhh still beautiful to feel him a bit 🤍❤️
There are many days where I live just for the sake of passing time. I stopped enjoying life a long time ago, but I don't have the guts to end things. I'm so tired, I fill every moment of everyday with something I used to like to do, but they've all lost their appeal. But I keep doing them in hopes that I will find joy in them again, and I know that if I stop for even a moment the dark thoughts will return again. Music has always helped though, so thank you.
Time is the only resource. Use it wisely. Prepare for what lies beyond the void veil. Or don't; it's your choice. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
I know how you feel, been in treatment for 12 years now (suicidal, depression, anxiety). When its dark in your head, heart and soul it really makes you dead and empty inside. My words may sound useless now but please remember, there is no going back from "ending things". Its ok to feel broken, sad, defeated, dead inside, there will be a spark somewhere, sometime in that black tunnel of yours, don't search for it, it will come to you. Rest, surrender, and let go. I really hope you will feel happy again someday. All the best to you, a fellow lost soul.
Anyone here clicked on the video because they have been longing for that someone they keep seeing in their dreams? Someone you've never met irl and yet they're the closest to your heart. And even though they are dreams, that person just feels so real Lovely music btw
@@mumuuuuo I actually believe that too. For a few years, I used to have a lot of dreams that were about corrupted people in the medical field but also about medical methods like homeopathy. Now after a year or two I'm studying that field and honestly? It feels like home..
Met someone a few months ago through a game and we quickly became close friends. Easily my best friend. There's a chance he's moving here and I'm really excited about it. Had a dream last night where we met in person for the first time. We hugged for a long, long time and then just talked and hung out until I woke up. I really hope that can be real.
Art comes in many different forms, and different feelings. It’s not always made on a canvas, or a note pad. No, some are made in our hearts. And the expression there of is something truly unique. Thank you for being such a great artist, using those black and white keys as your canvas…
I once knew you like the ocean knows the shore, A rhythm, a pull, a presence I adored. Time wove its threads, pulling us apart, Yet still, you linger, etched in my heart. In the quiet of night, when the world retreats, You visit unbidden, where dreams and memories meet. Your laughter, a melody soft and serene, Echoes like whispers in forgotten scenes. I see your face, though it’s blurred by years, A phantom of joy, laughter and tears. Your eyes, still bright, hold stories untold, While mine search for answers in dreams' fragile hold. What might we have been if time had not frayed? If words unspoken had found their way? I wake with your name trembling on my tongue, A song half-finished, a bell never rung. Yet I carry no sorrow, only a sigh, For even in distance, you never quite die. You’re the shadow that lingers, the echo that stays, A ghost in my dreams, through life’s winding maze. -Me
I, too, forget the contents of the dreams she is in. But she does show up quite often, and whether I remember the dream or not, I know it was all the brighter for having her in it.
All we know is that we have love. Love and joy in those fabricated moments. And it feels like the only place we find love and you is in those moments. Let’s get through this together stranger.
Whether I'm dreaming or not, my mind and my heart is always with her. She might be elsewhere, in someone else's arms, but the person in my heart, the girl who first became a part of the person who I am now, she will always remain. I will love her forever, no matter the pain and loneliness that I've gone through and that which I must continue to endure for years, decades, no matter what may come, I will always love you Humzi. I'm a fool for not letting go when you never held on to begin with, but a fool I will remain.
Currently New Year's Eve and just trying to find music to help calm my pet from fireworks. Ended up crying myself when I saw the title of this video. I've had so my dreams of them. Of love. Of when I was capable of living with a brain that could be happy. And my pet who is a rescue who's so terrified of loud noises due to abuse. I dunno, the mix of the two just made me wanna cry. Regardless, thank you so much for making it to my recommendations. Happy New Years. And I wish everyone can one day get through things.
I've never met anybody or even heard of anybody else that has dreamt of love the way that I have. I don't remember her face in my dream, but when I woke up at 7AM I was heartbroken that it was a dream until the afternoon. 😢
This year I lost you. You always seem to make your way into my mind and today it was through this song. I miss you deeply and I know It’ll stay that way for a very long time. It’s been a couple months now and I want you to know that I loved you unconditionally and I still do- I hope you can express yourself freely, I hope you are doing well, I hope someone is listening to you share your feelings. I’ll always be supporting you- just from the sideline now. I hope that losing me means that you are able to find yourself.
I don’t usually comment on things, but this is just breathtaking. It’s 3 am and I’m listening to this with a snowfall, and rain playing in the background. I have just finished painting and am drifting off to sleep. This is what I call a “perfect moment” ❤
As I sit here listining to this song I feel all the moments I felt like I was finally getting her, and then it feels like shes slipping away all over again. Its beautiful, thank you.
She's fictional, so dreams are all I have, but I love her nonetheless. Yeah, it's weird, not normal, but if you consider my story, you wouldn't find this surprising... the past decade has been really tough on me. Bullying, isolation, depression, thinking I'm worthless. I kept pushing on hoping for improvement but it never came. Then, 4 months ago, my dad died, and I felt like this was the last straw for me. I found myself staring at the ceiling for hours, in an endless limbo just thinking and thinking. The small strands of hope I kept clinging onto throughout these 10 years? Vanished. Admittedly I had a crush on her 10 years ago when I was 13. She was everything I ever wanted to be: loyal, confident, capable. I related so much to her, but I let her go because I was worried about the public opinion of me even just enjoying the cartoon show she was in. This meant I also stopped watching the show, and engaging with the community. No biggie, just a random crush on a character kids sometimes have, no? That's what I thought at that time. But the truth is, that it is after I let her and the show go that things started spiraling downwards. Shortly before my father's death, just days in fact, I have returned to the show. It was nostalgic, it made me happy, but that quickly vanished when he died. But then she came back to my mind. She saved me from the endless limbo. When shadows tried to steal my light she held me steady, kept me in the fight. She pushed away the negative feelings and replaced them with joy and happiness, the things I thought I lost forever many years ago. And as I watched the show, I found out she had to go through grief, just like me, and I cried alongside her when she did, because I knew exactly how she felt. It all felt like fate, because how low of a chance would it be for it all to be a mere coincidence? Suddenly I return to the thing and person that gave me happiness in the past, days before a tragedy, and find out that she had to struggle with what I was going through at that very moment, as well as in the past in a way? She was bullied at school too, but the difference is she stood up for herself while I silenced and isolated myself down. I can't remember the last time I was so happy. I can't remember the last time I genuinely smiled to myself uncontrollably. But she made it possible. She gave me that smidge of confidence she radiates with constantly, she saved my life, she saved me from the darkest path, she's my hero, and I love her. I know she's not real, but if there's ever a way to make her real in the future, I'll take it right away. Until then...I will cherish what I have with her. And yes, it'll be tough, I have already cried because I want her to be here with me, but I'll hold onto her forever, because she's worth all the pain.
"It's not very often that I dream of this person... and waking up there's more of just a feeling than remembering a face. Yet as the years go by, little by little, it starts getting more clearer as we go on our silly little dream adventures. And the last time I had this dream, which felt both like a long time ago and not long ago at all, they became the clearest I have ever seen them." Thanks for this beautiful video 😊❤
i saw this video pop up in my recommended and decided to listen to it, something touched me and i just started to cry, i haven't cried in over a year, it feels like a breakthrough, thanks.
Friends aren't meant to last, and that's a sad truth we all have to deal with at some point, and no matter how hard you try, you can't let go of the past.
She's over 6000km away from me, but I feel with her with me all the time. I hope she feels me with her all the time too. God damn I miss her so much on these lonely nights. Je t'aime tellement mon croissant.
@@Andreyieyo Perhaps, but it's the way me and her talk to each other 🙂.. I'm sure you can understand people have funny pet names sometimes for the ones they love?
woah i've never been so early, i recently started binge listening to your videos because of how calm and relaxing it is during my studies and research, love this one. KEEP IT UP, SO PROUD OF YOU!!
I dream with my two ex best friends often. It breaks my heart, I loved them dearly, still do. Thank you for filling up with music the most abandoned parts of my soul and heart.
I broke up with my ex best friend this year, we were best friends for almost 11 years, our last message was on March (my birthday) I can feel you through this screen, is not easy to live without someone you used to tell everything, but I think somethings isn't bad or good, they just be, I'm happy to remember the good moment we share, sometimes people just get another way, but the time both walked together were something that will never can be erased.
im 22, when I was 15 turning 16 my best friend for ages stopped talking to me because he could only talk to people from his religion from then on... Religion divides more and does more harm than good.
Since my last heartbreak, I've fallen out of the possibility of feeling genuine love from someone. This world can be so cruel to an extent I couldv'e never thought of. I've realized that there's nothing I can do to make someone stay, and...that there's no one to hear or listen to me. I long to feel a deep connection, I long to tell my woman how beautiful she is and being admired by her unconditionally. I long to make love and be myself for once.
"Oh my love... I see you everywhere, every time. How can someone be so beautifully breathtaking?...I see you in my ethereal dreams. I see you outside, on every leaf,...on every petal,...on every drop of rain... I’ve seen you blow the wind through my ears when you were happy... I’ve seen you raging from the clouds when you were angry.... But yet, you are so beautiful every time.... You are my heartbeat, you are my breath....And I love spending my mortal time with you...I know I will soon fade away from this cruel world, but you may stay forever." - I don't even know who i wrote this to but I surely do know that someone is out their.... AND yes I don't remember but I know ❤❤❤❤
Just sitting here listening and feeling it. I don’t have answers. All I know in this moment is that it makes me feel a little better, that no one is alone. Just hearing what each of you is feeling or thinking makes me hurt for you. And in turn I hurt for myself, but know I’m not alone. I know - that’s such a cliche, but right now that’s what helps me. So you are not alone. That’s me reaching out just to say, I’m listening.
I had a lot of dreams where I saw her and forgot the contents. But in every dream, every time I woke up, I would feel terrible, waking up to reality where we weren't together. In my dreams, we were. At least it felt like it. I missed her with my whole heart. Now, after 2 years, I am together with her again, which is really unbelievable. I hope we'd last long, till we grow old, till the end of time. I hope that everyone who is having a similar time as I did feel better and love themselves more. There's always hope. Don't give up
I was happy, once. Happy to be needed. Happy to have been in need. Happy to have loved. Happy to have been loved. Happy to have lived, and sailed the chaotically quiet river as I journeyed through it. … But nothing lasts forever, does it? It all shattered so long ago. It was so sudden, I found myself wondering if any of it had been real even days after. I tried to lie to myself. I tried to comfort myself and hide the truth. It worked, for a while. But it only made everything worse. …I’d like to forget that, if possible. But I guess I’ll have to remember it, so I don’t make the same mistake again. … I dreamed of you again. Even months later, I still can’t help but go back to the photo book and reminisce. …God, what is wrong with me? Still desperately clinging onto you even though you’ve probably already moved on. You said it yourself, after all. You don’t care about me anymore. I know. It’s pathetic. I’m pathetic. But… I can’t help it. Because all those years with you, every day and every waking hour that I was able to even catch a glimpse of that shining smile of yours, Those were truly the happiest years of my life. I don’t really remember what happened in that dream. All I remember is you, that rare smile or yours I always loved to see, the night sky, full of stars, and the warmth of your arms. Ha. Why am I even reflecting on this? You’ve already moved on. It’s almost been a year already. I’ve always been stubborn, but this is honestly just… pitiful. … I tell them I hate you, for what you said to me, for how much pain you’ve caused. But that couldn’t be a bigger lie. If anything, it was probably my fault all this ended in the first place. It was you who lost feelings first. That’s evidence enough. And worst of all, I still love you. How was I even able to lie about all that? Why would I even lie about that? Shame? Anger? Grief? I don’t know why I did it. But I’m sorry. You don’t have to forgive me. You probably don’t even know what I’ve said, unless you’ve talked to some of my friends. If you have, I wouldn’t blame you for hating me. … What am I doing? I’m not even talking to you. If anything, I should be trying to apologize to the real you. …But I don’t have the guts to do that, do I? Of course not. I’ve always been a coward. I just hope you’re doing better without me. Don’t bother looking back. All you’ll see is a grave and a poorly written apology. Bye, for the last time. I’ll be with the stars, in the odd case you wanted to visit. I’ll be with the stars… _thank you for reading. i wrote this with little to no knowledge of love or grief, so feedback is appreciated._
I’m so sorry… I hope you will realize that you have so much more to live for. Tiny things, like this music, and sunsets, and yourself. Live for yourself. Remember that when it’s dark, there will be light somewhere, even if it’s a mile away. And remember that you’re not a bad person. Everyone has regrets. Even me. I hope you read this and continuing be the best that you already are :>
@ thank you, but you don’t need to worry. just because i have written something about loss and grief does not always mean i am suffering from it. thank you again, both for reading and for offering comfort. you are a kind person.
even though I read your text with the help of a translator (I also write my commentary through him), but even so I felt very strongly about your work. Despite the fact that you say that you wrote this practically without knowing about love and grief, you described it all very cool, very inspiring, even shed a tear while reading your text.
If I ever get to tell you, this is what I’ll say "I can't forget you, not because I have a strong memory, but because I have a heart that never denies those who once settled in it".
I dont dream too much, my mind goes in spirals sometimes, but when i do, i can assure you that its something quite beautiful, because she is there with me... Ever since the passing of my mom from Covid in 2021 i had this unbearable hollow weight on my chest, like, she was everything i wanted from a friend and mother, my whole world shattered completely and felt lost for the first time, all the pain from the past was now a mere inch of uncomfortable sadness compared to this sensation. But, day after day everything was lighter, taking one step at a time, crying when i felt the need, because men can cry too, and thats okay, we are human, not a cold machine. So everytime that i see something beautiful, it reminds me of her, and everything feels peaceful, glorious, after all im still a part of her, in blood and body. Love you mom, im gonna hug you so tight someday 🤍 thanks for this video sweet man, hugs
I love your work! Also, it made me think. I recently had a dream about my ex partner, we were cuddling and being all lovey dovey like we used to. The title of this video reminded me of that, and despite how harsh it is that they're gone, that dream gave me a bit more comfort. The music gives me the same feeling of comfort yet longing, and how I don't recall every bit of my dream, but just being with them made everything more comforting. Now i am here, crying and typing this as I recall all the love they gave me. Thank you for reminding me of how good I was loved and how much, though i wont get it back, i treasured them.
أووه يا رجل من أين لك هذا ؟!! . هذا كثير جدا جدا . إنها منسابة تلامس سرسورة القلب . كالماء حين يشربه الصديان . رتمها خفيض .. وأصابعك تجسها جسّ المحب جسد محبوبه . لا عدمت يمينك أيها الفنان الجيد . ❤
i miss him so much. my life has just gone downhill since it happened. i read that “you aren’t going downhill, but instead pushing uphill, though it may not be easy.” i’m trying so hard to keep going w/o him. but i just wanna give up. i have derealization disorder and it’s gotten so much worse w him gone. he was the realest thing in my life. i made so many mistakes ill never forgive myself for. i’m forever sorry in my heart. i’ll forever miss you. ❤
im in the exact same spot, pretty much, im sorry, it hurts a lot, a lot lot, i dont know how to survive like this. I made mistakes and ruined my chances with her. You got this, you're not alone at all, and you deserve love from any place you can find, including yourself.
I found your channel about a week ago and have been listening to your music every night to fall asleep, and I've never slept better. Thank you and much love for your work❤️
I tried to move on, but i kept coming back to all the memories i had with him. Him, on the other side, moved on, get married and has kids, and im happy for him, i really am, because deep down i know i was only longing for the "old" him that i could never get back. Its been 10 years and im falling in deep with that old love, i know im going nowhere with it but i cant find a way out, its like i will never get to experience love the way i was with him, and its not ok at all.
I always get recommended your videos when I really need them. They find me. When something inside me is in pain the music cradles me in its arms and tells me it understands how I feel.
What manner of poetry What song can I sing That will show my love for thee That appears everlasting? No matter how much I write Nor how much I try There are no words I can use to describe How much I adore the light of my life? Whose eyes shine brighter than the starry sky Whose voice is far gentler than a lullaby Whose touch can linger for more than one night Whose presence gives purpose to my once empty life My beacon, my star The guiding moonlight in the dark My beloved whom I love Who opened my once closed off heart Would you be satisfied if I gave to you The many things I never had? Would you be happy of this love for you Would it make you glad? My beloved, my dear, I pray you won't be bored of me That these emotions are not fleeting nor temporary That our time spent together and woven in tapestry Are dreams made true and not illusory
As a single mom, struggling to make ends meet, I feel blessed to have my son with me even through all the hard times. There are days I just cry and feel lost, wishing to be loved for who I am and what I deserve. I wish I would have another chance at love. The world is so cruel. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but I see my son and forget all the pain and start all over again. I miss my departed loved ones. I miss the man I love dearly who rejected me for no valid reason. This music gives me peace 🕊️
Sometimes I realized that when life is too exhausted to keep going, I knew music will always be there when I need it. Sometimes we just need soothing music to help us realizes that there something to keep going for.
This is definitely art, you convey so much more than you think! Thank you for the effort you put into your videos and I appreciate you sharing them with us! I hope it wasn't too difficult for you to compose them, and if it was, let me tell you that you did a flawless job. Merry christmas, Dear Yuh.
Thank you Ashly :) I really appreciate your kind words.. I never feel ready to post or share, but your comment along with everyone else's really gives me the courage.. Thanks again, and merry christmas! :)
Every time i see a new video from u on my feed i click it in a instant ready to hear the sweet bliss of music u create with those piano keys and god does it comfort me & calm me so much these pieces really do help me so much thank you from bottom heart these peices of music help me so much to push thru what life deals me each day 😊❤
I just heard one of your songs from two weeks ago. All I have to say is thanks. Piano makes me feel calm. I'm definitely going to listen to more of your music (Have a amazing night/day)
I've unfortunately been the person in the dream for a few people... I've spent years of my life favoring the needs of others over my own, going out of my way to be a calming presence for those in need. I've made the mistake of not setting clear enough boundaries, letting those people worm their way into my heart... and letting them stay for a while because I cared. It has never been my intention to break people's hearts, but it happens against my will, and I'm finding myself having to close myself off to people to keep it from happening again. The amount of times that I've been told by people that I treat them exactly how they've always wanted a partner to treat them... that nobody else seems to actually care for them... it's heartbreaking for both of us when I can't keep it up forever. I've learned my lesson, I've started taking my time, and refusing to let my limits be pushed. I still dream of past partners, I hope they're okay.
I miss when she was mine. She seems alot happier now, and I'm happy for her. But something feels like it's missing. Half of the laughs are gone when something funny happens. When people smile I can't help but think of hers. She meant the world to me, and even though it wasn't the best situation, I wouldn't trade it for anything more. I want to go back.
it's always him, though he will never see me in that way. but everything i do is for him, about him, even the most mundane tasks. i dream of a quiet life with him. i dream of washing dishes or simply going on a walk with him. he has become my entire life; there is not one second of the day where i don't think about him. when i go to sleep, he also visits me. but i am doomed to watch him from afar, like a dog adores its owner even when he ignores it.
I once knew who I was.. Now my dreams are filled with apocalypse and running, helping others, others letting me down, suggesting I am in deep and lost in the silent chaos split from God infinite intelligence. I met this guy this year half a way around the world from the UK. We spoke online for a year and he flew to see me in Australia, but being so damaged I don't know what love is. There are glimpses of feeling content seeing his nature, smile and warm kind eyes, his beautiful singing voice and dancing in mesmerizing awe, there is a strong future with children and a garden of blue flowers and money won't be an issue, but only supporting each other as a power couple. But I don't know if I ever loved him truly because of me being so damaged. Deep down inside I know there is a resonating ephemeral love connected, and that being mortal romantical, though I can't remember who.. the dream' is forgotten , I just know... I felt it my entire life. A twin love flame... He made me feel like sunshine and I was his rain of wisdom. Together we could of made a rainbow.
I've only dreamed with him twice, but I miss it. or I miss remembering it when I wake up, if maybe it keeps happening at some other point at night. now that I can't reach out to him... I miss him, I miss his smile. I miss the joy he brought into the world. I still love him so much.
I have been dreaming about you these days Nyo, more frequent and more vivid than ever. It is the disappointment I feel when I realise it was all a dream. I cannot bare it. I wish I could just sleep and not wake up cuz you are in my dreams. I miss you. I miss you a lot.
They say sometimes the person in our dreams is just an unresolved life encounter but I still don’t know how to make that person to not show up in my dreams
I saw you in my dream just once, after the day you've passed. And for once in my life I wished for something selfish, because in that moment it felt like you never left me. Today I just remember the times we've spent together, Your laugh and smile all pierced together. And even tho it still hurts no matter how many years pass, I'll always remember that one dream in which you've made me realise, you came to say your final goodbye, so I wouldn't have to blame myself for not saying one.
the breakup lasted a week in august, however the scars still remain. I keep being reminded of how temporary I am, and how thin the line can be of love and hatred for her. I just wish I could be better.
OH MY GOD. I literally can't believe this is the video of a real person playing piano for 15 minutes. I checked your channel, and damn. You really play piano and record long videos. I'm literally in tears. This is so good. Piano is my favorite musical instrument, and I'm happy to find your channel. Thank god. I'm gonna have lots of beautiful and pleasant videos to watch and listen❤. You are so precious. Keep up the good work.
Its crazy how being with a person can make you realise what youve been missing, but then make that missing so much worse when youre not with them. A day not including her made no progress. Every moment im not talking to her is just life, and shes life. Every second I cant spend with her is a second she slips away. Every day we dont talk is a day I throw away because the feeling I get from her can't be filled by any other person or thing. Its like Im living life in a shell of its full possibility.
As beautiful as this piece is, I worry. This isn't relevant to the piece or the title, I just want a place to share this. I don't know if I'll ever dream of my girlfriend. I don't ever feel her presence when she's not there. It makes me feel incredibly guilty. I never miss her. I don't know if I experience that feeling of love, that romantic feeling. I've never been nervous around her. But I know how perfect she is, how amazing she is, how perfect she is for me. She's everything I could ever ask for in a girl and then some, and I know that I'm incredibly lucky to even talk to her, let alone get to call myself her boyfriend. I just wish I could feel that instead of tell myself that. I wish I didn't have to keep convincing myself that I love her. I don't know what to do about it. I hope I'm not judged too harshly for this. I don't expect advice or anything either, just needed to say it. Have a good night everyone
It feels so...sad yet so soothing. It's so warm, yet so cold. I felt like I was in an aftermath of a war. The feeling of sadness yet relieveness Thank you.
Last year, I lost you for forever. I never get to say about what I feel about you before you go. Only God knows how I feel that day you died infront of me without I can get closer to you. But all you need to know that I always love you and you're tangled dearly in my soul, eternally. ❤
I lost my brother and my dad in this past year… they both visit my dreams so often… at first it was so specific, the conversations, the events… now it’s just days I wake up I can’t remember but I know.
Always loved the sound of the piano. It always made me emotional. Cruel. So cruel it makes me emotional right now. The end is very calming. I would like to say about it more, about the whole composition, how it changes and how it makes me change the mood. But I can't find the right words. I only can say... You made a beautiful, deeply beautiful melody. Thank you.
I stumbled into this video last night and fell asleep to this beautiful piece. The first part of it especially-I don’t know how you managed to pull all of these emotions out of me and soothe them in the same breath, but thank you. I think I needed to hear this melody at just the right moment. Thank you for sharing it (: I’m going to go to sleep listening to this video again tonight 🩵
I don't want much, I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy, and loved. Wishing you a good day my friend
Likewise
Thanks, I’m going through a decently difficult time right now, parents splitting and all, but I’m beginning to be happy after a long time. Have a good day, afternoon, evening, and night, TranquilityCupid.
you as well friend!
The love of Christ gives me hope, happiness, and joy in sorrow. I wish you a happy healthy loving day too friend.
And, same to you. I don't wish much, but for you to feel whole once again.
Love you.
I heard once "You will not touch the heart of others without touching your own first". Now I imagine how you feel about this compositions, it definetly touched me. Thank you for sharing!
Saw your comment, i guess you deleted itfor a resons... that alright... keep going, keep living your best for yourself and this person...
This made me cry been struggling really bad after break up i thought i was getting better after months started MMA started getting out but I don't know why i still think about her and miss her so bad even though i can say what was toxic but now I don't think so I'll find a love like that slowly descending into madness she visits me in my dreams
@@blach_hazardd I wish hurt no one, but what it has to do with the music? World didnt collapse, you are still alive, and everyone doing mistakes. If you breaked up, that means you was irresponsible and not ready for healthy relationships (or even dont know what it is). Both persons has to do the same, searching, what your other half love, and fulfill it, and before that make an official promise, to take care of the person no matter what, fix things, not throw it away. When both partners had commited infinite trust to each other and focused on their role in this relationship and not crossing borders of their zone of responsibility, that the happiest marriges I ever seen. So I suggest to change you perspective on this situation, give this mistakes some thoughts and move forward. Wanna have healthy and happy relationships? Good, then be like intact vessel, independent and full of life, so you can share from your fullness and richness, and not the broken vessel, who will only asking for that.
Endless topic
@@evgeniysazonov9231 you're right it's just that i trusted this person tried to mend things never gave up before her i was happy and content with life and after her i experienced happiness like i had never before and now all of that has gone away. I'm trying so hard to find that happiness but still filled with questions. I hope it gets better.
u definetely got me here, never stop being so kind.
I watch you fade like twilight's glow,
A distant star I used to know.
Your laughter now, a ghostly tune,
A shadow cast beneath the moon.
The space between us swells with ache,
Each step I take, the ground will break.
I reach, but you are mist, unseen,
A dream half-formed, where love had been.
I try to write, to make you stay,
But words, like dust, are swept away.
They stumble, fall, and fail to show
The depths of what I cannot know.
And still, my pen continues on,
Through nights too long and days too drawn.
Roaming between neverending storms,
I recall, "I don't remember the dream, but I know I was with you again"
I whisper, lost in this endless maze.
Nights are cruel, a haunting haze,
Each hour stretches, blurs, decays.
Your absence carves the air in two,
Yet still, my thoughts return to you.
The bed feels vast, the silence deep,
Your name, a whisper, steals my sleep.
And somewhere in the shadowed seam,
It aches but, I don’t remember the dream,
But I know I was with you again.
Your touch-was it warm? Did you smile that way?
Did you laugh like you used to, soft and sway?
I grasp at fragments, fleeting, thin,
But the details vanish, lost within.
Still, the ache of knowing soothes the pain,
For in that dream, I held you again.
If only for a moment’s span,
The universe allowed its plan.
Now waking hurts, as mornings do,
When the sun feels false, and life askew.
Yet buried deep beneath my grief,
Is a fragile, stubborn belief:
That somewhere, somehow, love transcends,
And in some dream, this story mends.
- ANB (28.12.2024)
Tears flow as I listen to this piece and read this poem. A person that once I called "home", yet nothing else can be done. Always praying that the life will be kind to this person.
It's amazingly well done, was thinking of writing lyrics to sing to this song, but found yours instead
can i steal ths for a song
stop i literally scrolled past ur comment like ‘’haha lol cringe poem in the comments’’ but then i was like ok let me read it and now im sobbing goodbye
@widyaniswar
Reading the poem made me think of my ex. How much I loved him and how I would lay awake in bed thinking of him. I would dream every night of his touch, his face, his warmth.
If only life had taken a different path and not torn him from me
The most painful thing is waking up from a dream where I was in his arms looking out to the sea like how we once did to an empty space next to me. Longing to go back, even if it's just a dream.
I understand you, stranger. But sometimes you just have to live. Escape is always meaning to return to somewhere. And that dream has to be shattered someday, and it’s better if you choose to end if and not you being forced.
I dont think i ever fully recovered from suddenly finding myself in a place of peace, laying my head on her legs as she cradles me and caresses my hair, warming my heart up with the cutest smile in the world. A place where i feel protected and whole once again with her by my side. I found myself there for a short moment, just to wake up in a cold lonely room. The dream ended years ago but it never left my head. Im not sure it ever will
Oh yes girl 🥺 I have felt it also, finally I am in his arms, etheric, and I feel I am at peace now and crying from fulfillment...then waking up realizing I am again alone in my own room ohhhh still beautiful to feel him a bit 🤍❤️
There are many days where I live just for the sake of passing time. I stopped enjoying life a long time ago, but I don't have the guts to end things. I'm so tired, I fill every moment of everyday with something I used to like to do, but they've all lost their appeal. But I keep doing them in hopes that I will find joy in them again, and I know that if I stop for even a moment the dark thoughts will return again. Music has always helped though, so thank you.
Trill
This has been my life for years. Im begging God i get to share this horrible existence with someone someday. To make it less painful
Time is the only resource. Use it wisely. Prepare for what lies beyond the void veil. Or don't; it's your choice.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
I know how you feel, been in treatment for 12 years now (suicidal, depression, anxiety). When its dark in your head, heart and soul it really makes you dead and empty inside. My words may sound useless now but please remember, there is no going back from "ending things". Its ok to feel broken, sad, defeated, dead inside, there will be a spark somewhere, sometime in that black tunnel of yours, don't search for it, it will come to you. Rest, surrender, and let go. I really hope you will feel happy again someday. All the best to you, a fellow lost soul.
The joy will find its way into your life again, I am certain. Stay strong.
Anyone here clicked on the video because they have been longing for that someone they keep seeing in their dreams? Someone you've never met irl and yet they're the closest to your heart. And even though they are dreams, that person just feels so real
Lovely music btw
Your dream is real. It’s you in parallel realities, a preview of your experience to come if you know it to be ☁️
@@mumuuuuo I actually believe that too. For a few years, I used to have a lot of dreams that were about corrupted people in the medical field but also about medical methods like homeopathy.
Now after a year or two I'm studying that field and honestly? It feels like home..
I would love to I dream almost every nigth
@ Is there any you would like to share?
Met someone a few months ago through a game and we quickly became close friends. Easily my best friend. There's a chance he's moving here and I'm really excited about it. Had a dream last night where we met in person for the first time. We hugged for a long, long time and then just talked and hung out until I woke up. I really hope that can be real.
Waking up is realising that the people in my dream isn’t exactly the same as them in real life…
İt's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen: but it's harder to give up when you now it's everthing you want...
Oh god I relate to this, it's so painful...
Art comes in many different forms, and different feelings. It’s not always made on a canvas, or a note pad. No, some are made in our hearts. And the expression there of is something truly unique. Thank you for being such a great artist, using those black and white keys as your canvas…
I once knew you like the ocean knows the shore,
A rhythm, a pull, a presence I adored.
Time wove its threads, pulling us apart,
Yet still, you linger, etched in my heart.
In the quiet of night, when the world retreats,
You visit unbidden, where dreams and memories meet.
Your laughter, a melody soft and serene,
Echoes like whispers in forgotten scenes.
I see your face, though it’s blurred by years,
A phantom of joy, laughter and tears.
Your eyes, still bright, hold stories untold,
While mine search for answers in dreams' fragile hold.
What might we have been if time had not frayed?
If words unspoken had found their way?
I wake with your name trembling on my tongue,
A song half-finished, a bell never rung.
Yet I carry no sorrow, only a sigh,
For even in distance, you never quite die.
You’re the shadow that lingers, the echo that stays,
A ghost in my dreams, through life’s winding maze.
-Me
It's a beautiful poem :). I could relate to it so well.
wow. I’m not good with my words at all so I can’t rlly string enough together to express how beautiful this is, so… wow.
THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD
Omg 🤯 👏T-T this is amazing
Deserves more likes frrr 💜
I, too, forget the contents of the dreams she is in. But she does show up quite often, and whether I remember the dream or not, I know it was all the brighter for having her in it.
All we know is that we have love. Love and joy in those fabricated moments. And it feels like the only place we find love and you is in those moments. Let’s get through this together stranger.
feeling nostalgic of the days that never existed
Whether I'm dreaming or not, my mind and my heart is always with her. She might be elsewhere, in someone else's arms, but the person in my heart, the girl who first became a part of the person who I am now, she will always remain. I will love her forever, no matter the pain and loneliness that I've gone through and that which I must continue to endure for years, decades, no matter what may come, I will always love you Humzi. I'm a fool for not letting go when you never held on to begin with, but a fool I will remain.
I'm in the same boat as you so I truly innerstand your plight my brethren 🙏
Im Huzzmi I love you!
A fool I shall remain as well
bro it is wrong if you love someone else. at least break up, it is not good for your wife/gf
Yep
Currently New Year's Eve and just trying to find music to help calm my pet from fireworks. Ended up crying myself when I saw the title of this video.
I've had so my dreams of them. Of love. Of when I was capable of living with a brain that could be happy.
And my pet who is a rescue who's so terrified of loud noises due to abuse. I dunno, the mix of the two just made me wanna cry.
Regardless, thank you so much for making it to my recommendations. Happy New Years. And I wish everyone can one day get through things.
I've never met anybody or even heard of anybody else that has dreamt of love the way that I have. I don't remember her face in my dream, but when I woke up at 7AM I was heartbroken that it was a dream until the afternoon. 😢
what a specific title .. i saw him again the last night for real .. thank u sweetie i really love your music
This year I lost you. You always seem to make your way into my mind and today it was through this song. I miss you deeply and I know It’ll stay that way for a very long time. It’s been a couple months now and I want you to know that I loved you unconditionally and I still do- I hope you can express yourself freely, I hope you are doing well, I hope someone is listening to you share your feelings. I’ll always be supporting you- just from the sideline now. I hope that losing me means that you are able to find yourself.
between the title and music, my eyes have become faucets.
thank you for capturing the sound of winter heartache.
I don’t usually comment on things, but this is just breathtaking. It’s 3 am and I’m listening to this with a snowfall, and rain playing in the background. I have just finished painting and am drifting off to sleep. This is what I call a “perfect moment” ❤
As I sit here listining to this song I feel all the moments I felt like I was finally getting her, and then it feels like shes slipping away all over again. Its beautiful, thank you.
She's fictional, so dreams are all I have, but I love her nonetheless.
Yeah, it's weird, not normal, but if you consider my story, you wouldn't find this surprising... the past decade has been really tough on me. Bullying, isolation, depression, thinking I'm worthless. I kept pushing on hoping for improvement but it never came. Then, 4 months ago, my dad died, and I felt like this was the last straw for me. I found myself staring at the ceiling for hours, in an endless limbo just thinking and thinking. The small strands of hope I kept clinging onto throughout these 10 years? Vanished.
Admittedly I had a crush on her 10 years ago when I was 13. She was everything I ever wanted to be: loyal, confident, capable. I related so much to her, but I let her go because I was worried about the public opinion of me even just enjoying the cartoon show she was in. This meant I also stopped watching the show, and engaging with the community. No biggie, just a random crush on a character kids sometimes have, no? That's what I thought at that time.
But the truth is, that it is after I let her and the show go that things started spiraling downwards.
Shortly before my father's death, just days in fact, I have returned to the show. It was nostalgic, it made me happy, but that quickly vanished when he died. But then she came back to my mind. She saved me from the endless limbo. When shadows tried to steal my light she held me steady, kept me in the fight. She pushed away the negative feelings and replaced them with joy and happiness, the things I thought I lost forever many years ago. And as I watched the show, I found out she had to go through grief, just like me, and I cried alongside her when she did, because I knew exactly how she felt. It all felt like fate, because how low of a chance would it be for it all to be a mere coincidence? Suddenly I return to the thing and person that gave me happiness in the past, days before a tragedy, and find out that she had to struggle with what I was going through at that very moment, as well as in the past in a way? She was bullied at school too, but the difference is she stood up for herself while I silenced and isolated myself down.
I can't remember the last time I was so happy. I can't remember the last time I genuinely smiled to myself uncontrollably. But she made it possible.
She gave me that smidge of confidence she radiates with constantly, she saved my life, she saved me from the darkest path, she's my hero, and I love her. I know she's not real, but if there's ever a way to make her real in the future, I'll take it right away. Until then...I will cherish what I have with her. And yes, it'll be tough, I have already cried because I want her to be here with me, but I'll hold onto her forever, because she's worth all the pain.
"It's not very often that I dream of this person... and waking up there's more of just a feeling than remembering a face. Yet as the years go by, little by little, it starts getting more clearer as we go on our silly little dream adventures. And the last time I had this dream, which felt both like a long time ago and not long ago at all, they became the clearest I have ever seen them."
Thanks for this beautiful video 😊❤
i saw this video pop up in my recommended and decided to listen to it, something touched me and i just started to cry, i haven't cried in over a year, it feels like a breakthrough, thanks.
Friends aren't meant to last, and that's a sad truth we all have to deal with at some point,
and no matter how hard you try, you can't let go of the past.
She's over 6000km away from me, but I feel with her with me all the time. I hope she feels me with her all the time too. God damn I miss her so much on these lonely nights. Je t'aime tellement mon croissant.
The last line was unnecessary 😂
@@Andreyieyo Perhaps, but it's the way me and her talk to each other 🙂.. I'm sure you can understand people have funny pet names sometimes for the ones they love?
@@Iesous27 no it's cute and funny i like it :)
bruh she's getting her cheeks clapped without even having to hide. go get a real relationship.
woah i've never been so early, i recently started binge listening to your videos because of how calm and relaxing it is during my studies and research, love this one. KEEP IT UP, SO PROUD OF YOU!!
Thank you :) wishing you the best with your studies and research. Have a great holiday!
@@yuhbaek thank you! Wishing you a merry christmas!
I lost my cat today after 18 years. Needless to say the instant istarted down memory lane listenjng to this I burst into tears.
rip ☘🪿🪽(couldnt find this 🕊)
jokes aside, I hope you recover fast. I know how it is to loose someone that meant the world to you
@@ZestyDemonWalterWhite I appreciate it
Years have passed, but it felt like yesterday.
I dream with my two ex best friends often. It breaks my heart, I loved them dearly, still do. Thank you for filling up with music the most abandoned parts of my soul and heart.
I broke up with my ex best friend this year, we were best friends for almost 11 years, our last message was on March (my birthday) I can feel you through this screen, is not easy to live without someone you used to tell everything, but I think somethings isn't bad or good, they just be, I'm happy to remember the good moment we share, sometimes people just get another way, but the time both walked together were something that will never can be erased.
Nearly 2 years seperated from my twinflame. I still miss her every day. Somethimes i wish i didn't feel the way i do about this breakup...
im 22, when I was 15 turning 16 my best friend for ages stopped talking to me because he could only talk to people from his religion from then on... Religion divides more and does more harm than good.
9:39 That part woke me up from daydreaming.
Since my last heartbreak, I've fallen out of the possibility of feeling genuine love from someone. This world can be so cruel to an extent I couldv'e never thought of. I've realized that there's nothing I can do to make someone stay, and...that there's no one to hear or listen to me.
I long to feel a deep connection, I long to tell my woman how beautiful she is and being admired by her unconditionally.
I long to make love and be myself for once.
"Oh my love... I see you everywhere, every time. How can someone be so beautifully breathtaking?...I see you in my ethereal dreams. I see you outside, on every leaf,...on every petal,...on every drop of rain... I’ve seen you blow the wind through my ears when you were happy... I’ve seen you raging from the clouds when you were angry.... But yet, you are so beautiful every time.... You are my heartbeat, you are my breath....And I love spending my mortal time with you...I know I will soon fade away from this cruel world, but you may stay forever."
- I don't even know who i wrote this to but I surely do know that someone is out their.... AND yes
I don't remember but I know ❤❤❤❤
That made me teary eyed!
So good!!
Just sitting here listening and feeling it. I don’t have answers. All I know in this moment is that it makes me feel a little better, that no one is alone. Just hearing what each of you is feeling or thinking makes me hurt for you. And in turn I hurt for myself, but know I’m not alone. I know - that’s such a cliche, but right now that’s what helps me. So you are not alone. That’s me reaching out just to say, I’m listening.
I had a lot of dreams where I saw her and forgot the contents. But in every dream, every time I woke up, I would feel terrible, waking up to reality where we weren't together. In my dreams, we were. At least it felt like it. I missed her with my whole heart. Now, after 2 years, I am together with her again, which is really unbelievable. I hope we'd last long, till we grow old, till the end of time. I hope that everyone who is having a similar time as I did feel better and love themselves more. There's always hope. Don't give up
People who are capable to create music and also touch deeply a person's heart... Are so wonderful.
I was happy, once.
Happy to be needed. Happy to have been in need.
Happy to have loved. Happy to have been loved.
Happy to have lived, and sailed the chaotically quiet river as I journeyed through it.
…
But nothing lasts forever, does it?
It all shattered so long ago. It was so sudden, I found myself wondering if any of it had been real even days after.
I tried to lie to myself. I tried to comfort myself and hide the truth.
It worked, for a while. But it only made everything worse.
…I’d like to forget that, if possible. But I guess I’ll have to remember it, so I don’t make the same mistake again.
…
I dreamed of you again.
Even months later, I still can’t help but go back to the photo book and reminisce.
…God, what is wrong with me?
Still desperately clinging onto you even though you’ve probably already moved on. You said it yourself, after all. You don’t care about me anymore.
I know. It’s pathetic. I’m pathetic.
But… I can’t help it.
Because all those years with you, every day and every waking hour that I was able to even catch a glimpse of that shining smile of yours,
Those were truly the happiest years of my life.
I don’t really remember what happened in that dream. All I remember is you, that rare smile or yours I always loved to see, the night sky, full of stars, and the warmth of your arms.
Ha. Why am I even reflecting on this?
You’ve already moved on. It’s almost been a year already.
I’ve always been stubborn, but this is honestly just… pitiful.
…
I tell them I hate you, for what you said to me, for how much pain you’ve caused.
But that couldn’t be a bigger lie.
If anything, it was probably my fault all this ended in the first place. It was you who lost feelings first. That’s evidence enough.
And worst of all,
I still love you.
How was I even able to lie about all that? Why would I even lie about that? Shame? Anger? Grief?
I don’t know why I did it.
But I’m sorry.
You don’t have to forgive me. You probably don’t even know what I’ve said, unless you’ve talked to some of my friends. If you have, I wouldn’t blame you for hating me.
…
What am I doing?
I’m not even talking to you. If anything, I should be trying to apologize to the real you.
…But I don’t have the guts to do that, do I?
Of course not. I’ve always been a coward.
I just hope you’re doing better without me. Don’t bother looking back.
All you’ll see is a grave and a poorly written apology.
Bye, for the last time.
I’ll be with the stars, in the odd case you wanted to visit.
I’ll be with the stars…
_thank you for reading. i wrote this with little to no knowledge of love or grief, so feedback is appreciated._
I’m so sorry… I hope you will realize that you have so much more to live for. Tiny things, like this music, and sunsets, and yourself. Live for yourself. Remember that when it’s dark, there will be light somewhere, even if it’s a mile away. And remember that you’re not a bad person. Everyone has regrets. Even me. I hope you read this and continuing be the best that you already are :>
@ thank you, but you don’t need to worry. just because i have written something about loss and grief does not always mean i am suffering from it. thank you again, both for reading and for offering comfort. you are a kind person.
even though I read your text with the help of a translator (I also write my commentary through him), but even so I felt very strongly about your work. Despite the fact that you say that you wrote this practically without knowing about love and grief, you described it all very cool, very inspiring, even shed a tear while reading your text.
@@Pomidor-Iriska thank you, that means a lot
If I ever get to tell you, this is what I’ll say "I can't forget you, not because I have a strong memory, but because I have a heart that never denies those who once settled in it".
I dont dream too much, my mind goes in spirals sometimes, but when i do, i can assure you that its something quite beautiful, because she is there with me...
Ever since the passing of my mom from Covid in 2021 i had this unbearable hollow weight on my chest, like, she was everything i wanted from a friend and mother, my whole world shattered completely and felt lost for the first time, all the pain from the past was now a mere inch of uncomfortable sadness compared to this sensation.
But, day after day everything was lighter, taking one step at a time, crying when i felt the need, because men can cry too, and thats okay, we are human, not a cold machine.
So everytime that i see something beautiful, it reminds me of her, and everything feels peaceful, glorious, after all im still a part of her, in blood and body.
Love you mom, im gonna hug you so tight someday 🤍
thanks for this video sweet man, hugs
Your work is really beautiful, thank you for sharing it with us.
I love your work! Also, it made me think. I recently had a dream about my ex partner, we were cuddling and being all lovey dovey like we used to. The title of this video reminded me of that, and despite how harsh it is that they're gone, that dream gave me a bit more comfort. The music gives me the same feeling of comfort yet longing, and how I don't recall every bit of my dream, but just being with them made everything more comforting. Now i am here, crying and typing this as I recall all the love they gave me. Thank you for reminding me of how good I was loved and how much, though i wont get it back, i treasured them.
Sometimes i just don't want to wake up. I want to live in those dreams forever.
أووه يا رجل من أين لك هذا ؟!! . هذا كثير جدا جدا . إنها منسابة تلامس سرسورة القلب . كالماء حين يشربه الصديان . رتمها خفيض .. وأصابعك تجسها جسّ المحب جسد محبوبه . لا عدمت يمينك أيها الفنان الجيد . ❤
i miss him so much. my life has just gone downhill since it happened. i read that “you aren’t going downhill, but instead pushing uphill, though it may not be easy.” i’m trying so hard to keep going w/o him. but i just wanna give up. i have derealization disorder and it’s gotten so much worse w him gone. he was the realest thing in my life. i made so many mistakes ill never forgive myself for. i’m forever sorry in my heart. i’ll forever miss you. ❤
im in the exact same spot, pretty much, im sorry, it hurts a lot, a lot lot, i dont know how to survive like this. I made mistakes and ruined my chances with her. You got this, you're not alone at all, and you deserve love from any place you can find, including yourself.
I love the title of this piece! The sound is also very pleasant. Thank you, for this!
Thank you for listening!
Thought-provoking as always. Your music always calms me, and almost requires me to take a moment, and look at the picture being painted in my mind.
I found your channel about a week ago and have been listening to your music every night to fall asleep, and I've never slept better. Thank you and much love for your work❤️
I only recently found this channel, and I feel so lucky to have.
I tried to move on, but i kept coming back to all the memories i had with him. Him, on the other side, moved on, get married and has kids, and im happy for him, i really am, because deep down i know i was only longing for the "old" him that i could never get back. Its been 10 years and im falling in deep with that old love, i know im going nowhere with it but i cant find a way out, its like i will never get to experience love the way i was with him, and its not ok at all.
I always get recommended your videos when I really need them. They find me. When something inside me is in pain the music cradles me in its arms and tells me it understands how I feel.
What manner of poetry
What song can I sing
That will show my love for thee
That appears everlasting?
No matter how much I write
Nor how much I try
There are no words I can use to describe
How much I adore the light of my life?
Whose eyes shine brighter than the starry sky
Whose voice is far gentler than a lullaby
Whose touch can linger for more than one night
Whose presence gives purpose to my once empty life
My beacon, my star
The guiding moonlight in the dark
My beloved whom I love
Who opened my once closed off heart
Would you be satisfied if I gave to you
The many things I never had?
Would you be happy of this love for you
Would it make you glad?
My beloved, my dear, I pray you won't be bored of me
That these emotions are not fleeting nor temporary
That our time spent together and woven in tapestry
Are dreams made true and not illusory
As a single mom, struggling to make ends meet, I feel blessed to have my son with me even through all the hard times.
There are days I just cry and feel lost, wishing to be loved for who I am and what I deserve. I wish I would have another chance at love. The world is so cruel. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but I see my son and forget all the pain and start all over again. I miss my departed loved ones. I miss the man I love dearly who rejected me for no valid reason.
This music gives me peace 🕊️
you let him hit it raw 🎵
I love your longer videos please keep it up your music is amazing.
Sometimes I realized that when life is too exhausted to keep going, I knew music will always be there when I need it. Sometimes we just need soothing music to help us realizes that there something to keep going for.
This is definitely art, you convey so much more than you think! Thank you for the effort you put into your videos and I appreciate you sharing them with us! I hope it wasn't too difficult for you to compose them, and if it was, let me tell you that you did a flawless job. Merry christmas, Dear Yuh.
Thank you Ashly :) I really appreciate your kind words.. I never feel ready to post or share, but your comment along with everyone else's really gives me the courage..
Thanks again, and merry christmas! :)
Every time i see a new video from u on my feed i click it in a instant ready to hear the sweet bliss of music u create with those piano keys and god does it comfort me & calm me so much these pieces really do help me so much thank you from bottom heart these peices of music help me so much to push thru what life deals me each day 😊❤
Thank you for this comment :) I'm glad.. have a peaceful holiday!
It hit me. From the first notes my eyes got watery. I didn't expect that. It's beautiful. Thank you
You are a gift. Thank you for this :)
I just heard one of your songs from two weeks ago.
All I have to say is thanks.
Piano makes me feel calm.
I'm definitely going to listen to more of your music
(Have a amazing night/day)
Thank you for listening :) and good night!
Only one chord in and I already started tearing up. Amazing composition!
I've unfortunately been the person in the dream for a few people... I've spent years of my life favoring the needs of others over my own, going out of my way to be a calming presence for those in need. I've made the mistake of not setting clear enough boundaries, letting those people worm their way into my heart... and letting them stay for a while because I cared. It has never been my intention to break people's hearts, but it happens against my will, and I'm finding myself having to close myself off to people to keep it from happening again. The amount of times that I've been told by people that I treat them exactly how they've always wanted a partner to treat them... that nobody else seems to actually care for them... it's heartbreaking for both of us when I can't keep it up forever. I've learned my lesson, I've started taking my time, and refusing to let my limits be pushed. I still dream of past partners, I hope they're okay.
Days like these remind me that life is a horrible, cruel thing, but it happens to everyone so I have no right to complain.
I didn't know I needed this. Thank you so much.
one of your best compositions Yuh, so beautiful and calming.
I miss when she was mine.
She seems alot happier now, and I'm happy for her. But something feels like it's missing.
Half of the laughs are gone when something funny happens.
When people smile I can't help but think of hers.
She meant the world to me, and even though it wasn't the best situation, I wouldn't trade it for anything more.
I want to go back.
it's always him, though he will never see me in that way. but everything i do is for him, about him, even the most mundane tasks. i dream of a quiet life with him. i dream of washing dishes or simply going on a walk with him. he has become my entire life; there is not one second of the day where i don't think about him. when i go to sleep, he also visits me. but i am doomed to watch him from afar, like a dog adores its owner even when he ignores it.
I once knew who I was.. Now my dreams are filled with apocalypse and running, helping others, others letting me down, suggesting I am in deep and lost in the silent chaos split from God infinite intelligence. I met this guy this year half a way around the world from the UK. We spoke online for a year and he flew to see me in Australia, but being so damaged I don't know what love is. There are glimpses of feeling content seeing his nature, smile and warm kind eyes, his beautiful singing voice and dancing in mesmerizing awe, there is a strong future with children and a garden of blue flowers and money won't be an issue, but only supporting each other as a power couple. But I don't know if I ever loved him truly because of me being so damaged. Deep down inside I know there is a resonating ephemeral love connected, and that being mortal romantical, though I can't remember who.. the dream' is forgotten , I just know... I felt it my entire life. A twin love flame... He made me feel like sunshine and I was his rain of wisdom. Together we could of made a rainbow.
꿈의 내용은 기억나지 않지만, 다시 당신과 함께했던 그 순간은 여전히 마음에 남아 있습니다. 이 감정들을 음악으로 담아, 그리움과 함께하는 위로를 전하고 싶습니다
i never thought that a song could touched me like this, thank you
Over the past 2 days, your channel has saved me in a way that I needed... much gratitude
I've only dreamed with him twice, but I miss it. or I miss remembering it when I wake up, if maybe it keeps happening at some other point at night. now that I can't reach out to him... I miss him, I miss his smile. I miss the joy he brought into the world. I still love him so much.
I have been dreaming about you these days Nyo, more frequent and more vivid than ever. It is the disappointment I feel when I realise it was all a dream. I cannot bare it. I wish I could just sleep and not wake up cuz you are in my dreams. I miss you. I miss you a lot.
I don't know when I will wake up from the silence to see my sun rise beside me
They say sometimes the person in our dreams is just an unresolved life encounter but I still don’t know how to make that person to not show up in my dreams
Thank you for the comforting music it helps my broken heart 🥹
This takes my breath away
beautiful peace. You really touches me. You are the best!!
Sometimes I feel like you’re the only person who understands what it’s like to be alone. Then I realize that I’m alone and I miss you like crazy
Broken pieces of a barely breathing stories...🍂
I saw you in my dream just once,
after the day you've passed.
And for once in my life I wished for something selfish,
because in that moment it felt like you never left me.
Today I just remember the times we've spent together,
Your laugh and smile all pierced together.
And even tho it still hurts no matter how many years pass,
I'll always remember that one dream in which you've made me realise,
you came to say your final goodbye,
so I wouldn't have to blame myself for not saying one.
the breakup lasted a week in august, however the scars still remain. I keep being reminded of how temporary I am, and how thin the line can be of love and hatred for her. I just wish I could be better.
not many times i subscribe halfway through the video but... damn man, you are special piece of the internet
OH MY GOD. I literally can't believe this is the video of a real person playing piano for 15 minutes. I checked your channel, and damn. You really play piano and record long videos. I'm literally in tears. This is so good. Piano is my favorite musical instrument, and I'm happy to find your channel. Thank god. I'm gonna have lots of beautiful and pleasant videos to watch and listen❤. You are so precious. Keep up the good work.
Its crazy how being with a person can make you realise what youve been missing, but then make that missing so much worse when youre not with them. A day not including her made no progress. Every moment im not talking to her is just life, and shes life. Every second I cant spend with her is a second she slips away. Every day we dont talk is a day I throw away because the feeling I get from her can't be filled by any other person or thing. Its like Im living life in a shell of its full possibility.
bless the TH-cam algorithm for pushing you to me 💖 this is so beautiful and I feel it so deeply I’m smiling and crying. you’re incredible.
Such a beautiful escape from reality 🤍🤍🤍
I love this 💕🦋 May God Bless you
your songs are giving me carpal tunnel. This is beautiful.
~my heart remembers you, even if my mind forgets the dream🤞
I loved that so much. I hope it continues. It's the best thing of the day. ☆
As beautiful as this piece is, I worry. This isn't relevant to the piece or the title, I just want a place to share this.
I don't know if I'll ever dream of my girlfriend. I don't ever feel her presence when she's not there. It makes me feel incredibly guilty. I never miss her. I don't know if I experience that feeling of love, that romantic feeling. I've never been nervous around her. But I know how perfect she is, how amazing she is, how perfect she is for me. She's everything I could ever ask for in a girl and then some, and I know that I'm incredibly lucky to even talk to her, let alone get to call myself her boyfriend. I just wish I could feel that instead of tell myself that. I wish I didn't have to keep convincing myself that I love her. I don't know what to do about it. I hope I'm not judged too harshly for this. I don't expect advice or anything either, just needed to say it.
Have a good night everyone
I feel you man. I felt the exact same way, I hope you finally can find your feelings again.
i am absolutely in love with this video. blessings to you fam!
It feels so...sad yet so soothing.
It's so warm, yet so cold.
I felt like I was in an aftermath of a war. The feeling of sadness yet relieveness
Thank you.
Last year, I lost you for forever. I never get to say about what I feel about you before you go. Only God knows how I feel that day you died infront of me without I can get closer to you. But all you need to know that I always love you and you're tangled dearly in my soul, eternally. ❤
I lost my brother and my dad in this past year… they both visit my dreams so often… at first it was so specific, the conversations, the events… now it’s just days I wake up I can’t remember but I know.
11:20 and on...😌absolute heaven
Always loved the sound of the piano. It always made me emotional. Cruel. So cruel it makes me emotional right now. The end is very calming. I would like to say about it more, about the whole composition, how it changes and how it makes me change the mood. But I can't find the right words. I only can say... You made a beautiful, deeply beautiful melody. Thank you.
I stumbled into this video last night and fell asleep to this beautiful piece. The first part of it especially-I don’t know how you managed to pull all of these emotions out of me and soothe them in the same breath, but thank you. I think I needed to hear this melody at just the right moment. Thank you for sharing it (: I’m going to go to sleep listening to this video again tonight 🩵
Love your work. Thanks for beautiful art for my mind and soul. ❤
really like such compositions make me reflect on my thoughts, thanks.
Just beautiful ✨🌱✨
Thank you Yuh Baek ✨