I would like everyone that reads this to focus on my 7 yr old Sammie and pray for her healing. She has a T.B.I from a crash last Oct and I haven't heard her voice since. Pray that she has a miraculous recovery please
I am sending prayers to your dear Sammie, god please bless this child with great health and great minds, please look over her and take care of her, please fully heal her brain injury, repair all the cells, repair her memories, her movements, her body control, please bless her with miraculous recovery, may she be fully recovered under your guidance!
That music..melody..she...played...that sound in our mind ..never stopped..We lived separate lives..or..we forgot names cities languages..faces..around and..ours..I realy dont know how I found that melody..right when I...thought we never existed..
I went outside..and thought..whatever was mentioned it was never to be happened..but one thing we...never ever mentioned...That horrible sunlight..burnt ..burning over piano surface..and the flame trough it we saw our faces..in an old city narrow street...Have we ever left that place..echoes of our whispered sigh..midnight bells..and certainity of only passion ..And..I thought ..yes that was enough for 1 lifetime...with Goddess
The doors were opened when I turned around to see her for the llast time....I smiled ..like it's just..the dream..her hands ..I raised..climbed up her hands..heard it again..how she played..It was like the hug..my smile..a little more..if..we ignored some pain in our ..chest..it was..
'and then..we..I remember still see her laughter..we smiled with our hands ..our heads down..like blushing..faces..it was ..Miss..happiness...ir more than I can say..Her dress ..touching my hand....or profile if her lips..smiling..incarelessness touch..'
I saw neones above her ..hid and quiet..She seemed impeccable..soundless and misty..Such Lady..and..me...And those lights and scene like perfection..needed just one little thing..I got..It was also light..it got its colors..and tremble..That was the flame..I kept In my heart..trough the storms..and never traded it..sold..changed for any other light..And it got level more of light warmth and emotion.. It might could be invisible..humble ..or it might get burnt someones heart..That was deep in the cave..humble bed while it was raining..that was the Royal feeling when all was Eminent..and that was ..the smile..when times were hard..Tougher than destiny..stronger than concious attitude..and secret when audience was hungry for sensation..'coffee...? 'She asked. .'Half of the world sleep..half not..Where we are...#÷=%_¥₩*?'...She smiled..'with brown..right ...?'..I smiled...
'One day..we would not exist...'I said couple words..'and as you know we got no hope..19 hours from now..we would live separate lives..you with promises..and me somehow..it is not sad..it was ..my love..'
I felt her touch..lips whispering that touched my neck..'I...got no secrets..you should know about..I'm emotionaly busy..like..its the slavery..'..'and...me..?Am I your secret...'and she touched me again with her hands ..I felt the fragrance of her such neat hair..timeless emotion in time in a moment running away ..'Am I only dreaming...?' I Thought...'..You...are..the..lost..Waltc...a melody..chinels that wake me up into rough nowaday..I cant tell you who you are..were..Whispers are..like touch ..and life might be that touch..but whispers belong to life when You've been gone..I got no ...that feeling..like happiness..and smile..I got...passion..love..affection..but my heart forgot to sleep without you..my..love'
It was 5 when we heard distant city cathedral bells..We tried not making it dramatic..the last touch...breathe.. silly ..smiles..What is one life and 2 lost souls..I 've known I'll never ever see her again...She confessed that such tenderly passionate..We passed that therace..and piano..we never heard again...There..she swayed..we..'ve beaten all the struggles..but one...We didnt dare..loving
She was ..more than calm..her attitude preciously limited by her own plans..and I used to listen her words..watching her words..and hearing ocean vawes..And she's never let some space for a dreamy night..conciously explaining how she couldnt find time to rest ..seeing people..doing her duties..On the day I opened the door to go out..moments before she..stayed as always..polite and grace ..far apart enough from any strong word or compliment..I said..'alright..'and like it made her awaken..I stopped close to the door..still needing that melody..her presence..'well..then..on monday...the same time...?'....She ...her revenge was shiny..after I rejected a walking after 'schooling'...Calm..official..short..she stayed with no stains ..on her white shirt..'sure'...was my last word..she ever heard..and both of us knew...it was..bye bye...
She was all ..mine.. then...Ever..forever...like for seasons we spent in wander..like four sides of the world we didnt belong...We never crossed the west borders..we never crossed the east borders..It was just..the summer of our love..somewhere we met..divine empty space we've always been...Endear ..delight nothing flowed around our lips captured and soundless..classy like silence we never understood..Why it always made us feeling it was the sin..How long could we spend time in silence and wait for a smile that always brought us the bless..and like an honour lifted us higher than the melody she played..We never booked the sorrow..wrong date or empty hour..And...it was not our dream...We never dared dreaming..and it wasnt our life we never dared living...I touched her hand..it wasnt a dream..I ..put my hand beside her hand..it wasnt a life..Then the silence made us holding each other..life..in a dream...
And I truly hoped her reminiscence would fade fast..I sneaked out trying to make any scene invisibly part of night..like never seen..happened..knowing that..that would be forever and ever our brightest day..night..Holy shelter from the years that would come and end our lives..An old coining the fountain..someones book in a bookstore in someones hands..Without moonbeam..rainbow..and the sun..that night lifted up our weak souls diferrent ways..Flawless.. in the space ..never to meet again..She intended being cruel..in the begining..but...I had no any award in my hands but...blind faith..I would forget how she escaped to love the ballad with no words..how she made her soul getting the shape of cloud..someone painted..And I've taken away the sunlight from her lips..forever..warm..These days gone..the night faded ..the words were..forgotten.. and the melody stayed like..empty room..full of love
She holded me tight and tender...and said 'your lips as mine lips...'..I said..'apocalipce'..and she smiled...I got to be strong...'do you know what lovers know...'..?..'what is that..?...'Indigo dreams'...and we smiled..
Last day of my stay was Saturday..We woke up near 12..About 1:30..I went out ..'I should bring back the key of my room..hotel room'...I said standing by the door..walk around ..guess you need time to relax..'..she said 'Would you have finished your packing later by 7..8..I think I'd like to go out in the evening..We should....'..Me too ..I smiled..I'll reserve some table..somewhere...maybe not that near..Would you like dinner of several dishes..courses...'..'No..maybe..we'll see...please not some table in the middle of the restaurant...I'll try to rearange my hairstyle...or find some hat..'ok..see you...around 5..?..five o clock tea..?..''..'..yes whenever you come by...coffe right for you..?...never tea..?..'yes..and the pitcher of creme...Tea..o yes..if I catch flu..cold..grippe..'...'..That was all....Our conversation was never complicated..
'She was listening to my monologue carefully..serious face..'give me that what you've got and I dont have..'she said breathing ..'I got everything..but that...what is that you've got..'..'the bow.....'..
'Its...too ..early..for us..and..maybe too late..'I heard her whisper ..touching my neck with her hair and lips..and maybe that..like now..we'll never ..ever find ..again..'I felt sorrow tried conducting the love to wrong way..she was reasonable weak..The distance between our bodies...space between..kept us floating like the leaves on in the fountain of love..restless..exploring..how long we could stand...'my love..my only love..'
Somehow I heard about her relationship in 90's..end of 90's...steady..and pretty intense.If I heard right story from the right person anout right person..she was happy enough..I think...she never needed me...constructive in her ambitions and her needs...She changed country of leaving..onceor twice..I think I saw her when the moon wore..that evening..cotton vintage..aNd..the rhapsody sounded heavy..dispite nice orc hestra..If she didnt look such endlessly calm..if she didnt answer me such distanced that... ....that..she needed two silver coins on her table ...not..rough package of love..We couldnt be more sure..that..once there was a love..and uncertain..that..she got to see an odyssey..while I..forget..we could be a pair..but never..lovers..That coincidently 'date'..broke her illusions...about normal happy life..I fell by night till the dawn ..it was such big mans wreck..and she started tender falling down..with smile..getting mad several months..untill.....nowhere..emtyness..💋
By that night I forgot..her name..quiet faded face..enchanted figure..Each raindrop..hurted me.. like each moment without her..Why didnt I get down..fall on my knees I asked myself..Could it be better..
Beautiful music. I wonder why we hear the mechanical sound of key movement. I think it's the recording which has picked up the sound, a bit distracting.
She was professor..piano professor on Int.Academy for students...When we met..I..attended afew classes..I'll never forget..when she started watching my hands..took my hand ...She looked calm..the Lady you couldnt 'read'..her expressions..'have you played piano..by far...?'...age asked quiet...and I dont know why...I asked her ..like ..it wasnt me...'if I just..watch you playing..would it be wrong..my hands..I..my hands are not like yours..its...and she put her hand on piano..'maybe..this time..yes..there is no mistake in...playing piano..in..tango..
At last I heard like whisper..'why I am here..?..'she sit and crossed her legs idle..'..I...I ..'I couldnt believe to my eyes..'have I been here before..The dresses..waist..waisted..everything is like mine..'..I felt I needed to walk..but then..I heard..the melody.. and she smiled..'I'll be around here..inside...watching and..Why dont you ..have a sit..here..we can ..we dont have to talk...' ..'..and how did you get it..this silence...'..I turned around..melody..and then...'I cannot talk with you..I..we are not ..'we are not...be a man..say it..lovers..?'...I moved back..left that space..I smiled..run..take the pill..ambulance..they'll be around..but she was there in front the entrance..watching me..'a kiss before you go..'I saw her smile..just the watch..clock on the wall ..'I'll do everything..'
'So what happened with you..both...?'...'anything realistic..does anything realistic happened to you..'.."I ..met a Lady...one day...Half an hour later we've been siting next to each other..alone..like ..awaken from the past..that night she fell asleep.. ..we smiled..we passed the door together..she was satisfied when I holded her..She felt my emotions..I was calm..but she knew who I was..then I holded her all with my soul..She enjoyed in that..Making love..it was..just that..now..then and forever.'
..it didnt take long ..watching each other like in wonder we leaned our bodies and I felt her face beside mine..almost touched her neck ..it was tender ..innocent ..belonging..and like the sin that beaten us..Her tthoughts were the same..there was no doubt..She wasnt Lady who didnt know what she's doing..and..someone who couldnt limit desire..no words..no explanation..no worries..plans..regret..That kiss came ..after we felt it's nothing comparing what happened with our bodies ..that excitment..recognizing the code of love..desire and delaying such enchanted future..the moments that seemed like the most brilliant sandy tropical island ..we reached after diving together ..That kiss came like smile..It broken the chains many centuries old ..it came like the high tide after most beautiful sundown and leaded us into our future..It was striking heaven's clock ..on the moon...🥰
She..she was..near..suddenly..conventional..'we ..didnt even shake hands..'..one..or..both..I thought..I put the bag down..I felt the rain on my palms open towards the sky...Just..rain..there was noone around
We moved idle from the park by the fountain-lake towards the wide sidewalk...'soon the car will arrive...'she mentioned..Still hand in hand we stopped in a shaddow afew steps away fromempty sunny pavement....I saw her smile as I light holded her partly above the belt on her high hips..Her smile didnt reach her enchanted twocolored eyes..and as I smiled too it shone over her face..shaped her eyes even more beautiful...Then..she looked over my shoulder briefly..and soon I noticed the tremble of her sad low lip..Our faces became like nature around us..timeless..nonamed..I came close to her face with mine almost felt her neck pulsing..tender..and fragranced..and said almost soundless..'love me now..please..'..and my hands joined holdin g her tender and strange man's possesive..it was the feeling not the touch..And we felt our lips get closer..desperate searching the way to escape ..give up..I felt her breast on mine chest..and all her childhood summerdays..I saw her dolls on the bed..felt her girlish tears...Ii just breathed in with her all the birthdays and candles we put out breathing out..I touched her lips like darkness hurring to touch the last sunset moments...How...how I loved her
She..might had no that feeling..but..maybe just never let me think...she got no...And..I dint know why...sometimes. she smiled while I was watching trough the window thinking how to turn on to see her and dont live her more..
We..had hust one serious talk..She liked going out..why not..She never used to talk or mentioned men being nearby her..Sure they were nice..handsome..and I never thought I would reach that moment being close to her..Its not that I felt bad in my skin..or I would've change anything..but she got her way..plans..company or not her men...And somehow I lucky..reached the point of living from where I stood one day I could see that from up..above..seeing it all clear from that height..It didnt make me feeling better or who knows hom much mindful..more handsome or smarter..But ..she seemed..looked diferrent...If she seemed with attitude no matter how beautiful she was..with attitude that demanded to pray for her..being close to her..alright..I would not have regretted..but the feeling became limited by that attitude she got and I noticed..it was not anymore someone I used to need that way like before..I breathed in and out and ..put it in the brackets..divided her physical body and her mind n soul into two piesces..Unfortunately..the price of it appeared humiliated my ..heart still deep adoring her..And when I realized it could or would never touch her..I just said to myself..Stay there where you are..its too late to change the road you're on and she wiuldnt understand it as the truth if she hasnt by far..that sign of times is sign of people someone let signed in that Holy space of timeless love affairs..God bless you whatever you think..you've been doing or what you will..Help yourselfif yiu couldnt help me..Blessthat evil people around you...its alright..
She holded her hair fallring down with one hand while laying the cup on the table..I almost felt its touch..No I was not joking...No matter how silly sometimes Imight could look..my decisions..point if view were pretty the same..realistic ..I guess..we wouldnt be able having another 'right' time..an evening..or ..'classroom'..noons..Tomorrow...never comes..if it didnt..show its face..Sometimes it could be smarter..definitely..but..we just got no words..or place to reveal another day..tomorrow..or feelings..I smoked..she...too..'have it..please..'..'I got my own..alright thank you..'..'doesnt matter..'..'Sometimes..'I filled the silence..'emotions are nothing sometimes everything..Its relative how people let 'em ..or they let people and being mindful..reasonable ..conciously..thinking about what...consequences..And some are to be predicted some not..I do like this coffee..its..a coffee..very delicious ..and ..its ..consequence..of one summer night..Not predicted..Now..you know how coffee you made...'and we smiled....
'How long have you been planning attending classes...?'...I understood ..she wanted to know..what I feel..do I feel...and I knew...why I feel....It was fresh day if June..midday..when the sun touched her neat hair..trough an opened window.. It was...midnight in my soul..long time before I met her..and I just tried to tell her..that...'Misses .I dont regret..my wasted hours..They recommended..I was looking for..someone...I could say..ask..try to explain and try to learn playing ..like for the beginners..My coffee is still there down the stairs ..at the Academy bar..I..thought..I cannot spend time ..I dont know nothing..and..like I know just ..something wrong how to say..'and she started playing...I moved a bit away..being apart ..from her piano chair..watching her hands..hair..so I couldnt see her face..I felt breeze touching my face..saw her feet tender on the pedal..felt the fragrance of melody she played down her neck...She was alone..I thought..and I wasnt....
(This is to some ..You..you)I...me...its me..I found...that night the lyrics on her lips..fragrance if rose leander down her neck...I came ...into her..like never ever before..while ..she was watching it..I saw her fine shaped gentle stomach muscles got tension..as she ..soon hooked her feet behind back of my legs..or just she did it in the moment..How pleasure was feeling her beautiful legs all around me...her knees..like from the fairy-tale glowing ..She needed me dominate wild of passion that became stronger than my tenderness ..and as I moved my lips ..head a bit up..she moved up her face to find me again..thirsty ..and endlessly beauty..And she deserved another kiss..that brought her a bit of peace..before moments that never passed..'
'You look....'I said ..I said nothing...Then she turned around..a woman..and a fear in my eyes..the woman I loved....She needed no answer..but my soul..and it was weak to tell her..that I couldnt even came closer to her...She was looking for another women in my eyes..a lie..flatter..consequences of time...She's known ..I couldnt tell her something new..watching her..Then she became..more tender..taking my spirit..feeling my whisper..that she looks better than ever..when she's all mine..I..stucked my eyes watching the delicious frame of her lips..like the destiny that could never be changed...😉
So I thought I could gifted her something..being sure she would be there.. It was 4:29.. I sit..I had all the time of the world..One romance for one life..one love ..life in a day..one day in a lifetime..'these days...'she said..I'm ..if you mean..alone ..and recent month..'..I knew very well how women combined their feelings..desires..someone desires..'duties'..what someone somewhere said..In a thousand ways..I knew their hearts..souls..And i never explored it..I knew their eyes..lies..shame or regrets..suffer and escapes ..Moments when they do that ..everything..succesfuly or not..I saw that on their faces..in their eyes..wrinkles..touch..desire or on their lips..As much I felt it..loving..purity devotion..as much I used to be closer..emotional..a lover..who might could fly them to the moon..I said nothing..when we tenderly like .somewhere on heaven..we admited unspoken words..holding each other..We never stopped feeling..that we cannot feeling..but..loving...How..how I loved her..
'What ya got..?would you tell me..what was that little boy hid from the whole world many years ago...Have you seen her from the distance..far from camera flash..and the crowd..have you..written a letter.. maybe..seen her hotel..?..'I...opened the door....'..'impossible...that is not possible...go on...'..''I opened the door..private..her private..and watching.. I was just watching..didnt see her eyes..maybe just a very short moment...'dont tell me you couldnt be there if ..I guess..such pretty Lady and..was she famous..?..what you've done...what you hid...so many years...'..I was just watching..she ..was like afraid for a moment ..but ..it was quiet..very quiet..I was watching..how slow...she get off the..tights..'..
We've never cross over..passed her doorway(his ).There was something wrong in the air..unfortunately...that was life...Another place and time 'they'..met..two originals..and then another two originals and another two...another two....All blondine ..then...and current ...I couldnt understand who was who or which color of the hair was right..I rejected it all..just my imaginations..from my mind...There were no editions..It all happened much earlier or much later than this texting.
'And do you know what box ..of my heart you opened...Miss ?' ..we came closer and our forearms sticked..shoulders found better place than being apart one right and one left....'...'you found...your box...'I said...before I tried to remove it int other boxes..a little there a little here and...done...I'm not that happy about that...there are some things that ...I cant ..show you..'."..o yeah ?...'..'.its....oldfashioned...years ago...like...the boots out of style for example...Its ..since....'since..?'...'..its since you didnt know me...the desire was...not oldfashioned..and it was...but..the fear was the same...'am I here..?'...she stopped in front me...charming...She liked how I was watching her with no faith its just...'..That morning I woke up with headache ..the words were still on my lips...emotions..but trough the window..it was...novembar ...leeves..and the wall I leaned my left shoulder...
It was 10:29 when I stood up..'Guess your guests..friends would come..so I should be going.. ' I saw her face from above..tame neat beautiful blonde hair...her hands..At the moment it seemed like she was still thinking bout my last words...'..if they come by it wouldnt take long..half an hour..Why...' please..&%#^^&*..I ll anyway walk around buy me some little things..I'm here such..unexpected..and..'And..if it is like it is..why shouldn't we talk little more..I'll be here..tomorrow I usually sleep..till noon..Why not...In half an hour or about..Its..91121 ..the door..code..ok..?'...'for your pleasure..I smiled a bit ironic..sarcastic..'see you..then'
Natural blondy hair on her shoulders..neat like april sunshine..her ..legs ..like ebony reflection..quiet perfection..white in the obscure darkness..Should I've stayed standing ..instead..I put my hand on her shoulder under the watterfall of shiny hair covered my hand..Should I've kissed her..and when she kissed me crying in her heart..shoul I've kissed her more..a..lot
'Interesting..'..'from heaven down to ..the ground..'..she ..Miss... smiled a bit sarcastic..but satisfied..she could again choo in piesces my desperation...'..Ii better didnt see her..'I said...Anyway I understood..even if she thought for a while about 'new..old friend's.. I guess she immediately rejected any possible idea...'..'but havnt you mention something about your confidence...how that came..'..I saw an arrow and the string in her hands enjoying in such turnover...'..'ut was...Miss it was ..extra time..after the game was over..we didnt need it...we do needed more than this..and nothing else..She fet back into shape of someone who cares..got duties..her life..and me..I just lost the magic..becoming funny circus clown..'..
Afew moments later she moved gracoius..put something in the hair so it looked partly tied partly falling free...Eligible..I thought...she..she was just like...the dream...Mine ?..no...she wasnt my dream...She demanded something there was not in my dream...certainty ..the dog that jumps in the car ...cheery...that kitchen dress the man in love put on..smiling like..'something is missing' I said..'its the magic'I continued..you've taken away from us..
'......maybe we wont kiss...and ten years after or 1 minute later I'll be back if you suppose get that idea...but ..if we kiss its gone...would you like this or that ...(its...me)...Foolish..?..(I li the cigarette..😉)
She's a woman...I thought...What you think you can write..meaning the same forever but dont tell her...what doesnt go with love..Let her stay that monument..in front an audience...
She was such serious that night...but.. exotic..willing to flow . Strong..and misty ..misty enthusiastic..and such strange an attractive...'What to f***'...I thought...suddenly like I went into faraway past...It better..I better didnt see what I've seen...If I could have that...that what I ...I think I could be her boyfriend in 10 minutes..if she could be...if she could notice and me..somewhere in time...or somewhere I could..'react'...say tender...hello..
'You remember each word ...we said...'I said surprized..'yes I do...'..'but you seemed calm..polite yes..when you said...'ok...I dare ..couple minutes ..with...no compliments..'and you turned around towards your company...'and what you said..?'...this is what you said..." ok...I hate your such beautiful feet in such beautiful silver high heels shoes...and I wouldnt stand talking with someone like you ..more than couple minutes''
11 long months passed since we started messaging..And then one day it all stopped..she disappeared..Was that she..?..but somehow I felt afew messages were from her...That night we met last time..I leaned my forearms below her shirt over her hips..touching her naked waist..It was disaster..she..like she could never stand my touch..getting..kind angry..wild..wide opened eyes..keeping me apart ..but leaned by me closer..with her thigh...She moved slow ..like didnt want my kiss..I let my hand fall down holding her all around with another..I thought I couldnt have standed..'I'm here to kiss you..'I whispered..if you dont feel like that..Our teeth touched in passion that became wild ..almost irreversible wild..we wanted to stop..I swear..but I unbuttoned my shirt..'
She was naturaly gracious..not gracious like ballet player..diferrent..She was ..art..I never asked her about her inner world..thoughts..When I touched her lips..she used to ..explain..
..she said nothing...'lovers are not complicated..they got complex emotional status..passing trough so many affections..keeping them..or giving awayr right way and level..I could tell you simply..clean up the space around you..I dont care how you're gonna manage that..But people make circumstances like ..complicated..not the sun or the moon..Love is forbidden thing..I'm talking from my point of view..not 'most'..It..love..such love..creates turbulence..hate..desire..interests..couriousity..jealousy..vanity..many things around..and God want it to..I passed these battles..and when it was enough to me..seeing someone not capable to do something I just said there are many such pretty women..and precious..but I never lost my point of view and feeling..how I defend my love and what I do for love..on my own consideration of love..Its simple for lovers not complicated..belueve me..Cleaning up the space..Yes there are sacres..hard decisions..but..take it or leave it..its simple ..I'm not simple..but I know how it ends..Tears..regret..time..memories....sometimes happy or a bit tragic..We are not such important..digg..?..but love IS ..Go now..have sex with anybody after last night..and enjoy..Would you..?.Body is the body..'
It was ..like revealing...the woman...who lie !!That kiss..I felt the lie..a bit colder ..calm passionate..too passionate kiss..She was...not that..what I needed..
'Such typical men imagination..the scene..I heard it many times ..saw the scene...but..what did you hide...what was..real....?..I would've probably say get out.. call the security...what you got...?....'..her hair ..seemed more beautiful..when she let her fall around..on one and another side..like not absolutely calmed..I noticed earings in her hand..a bit faded face..I...I dont like..taste of lipsticks..not that much...her...I felt a little..just..making me crazy..
I would like everyone that reads this to focus on my 7 yr old Sammie and pray for her healing. She has a T.B.I from a crash last Oct and I haven't heard her voice since. Pray that she has a miraculous recovery please
Omg... My Prayers are with you
She will heal ❤❤❤ I am so sorry you and Sammie are suffering 😢😢😢
I am sending prayers to your dear Sammie, god please bless this child with great health and great minds, please look over her and take care of her, please fully heal her brain injury, repair all the cells, repair her memories, her movements, her body control, please bless her with miraculous recovery, may she be fully recovered under your guidance!
how is she?
Praying for Yall.
I'm simply addicted to this video, I've listened to it countless times and I can't get enough of it. 😊
OMG beautyfull music, God bless you
Trully beautiful and relaxing, thanks !
Thank you very much for your music. makes me a calm moment.
That music..melody..she...played...that sound in our mind ..never stopped..We lived separate lives..or..we forgot names cities languages..faces..around and..ours..I realy dont know how I found that melody..right when I...thought we never existed..
Спасибо большое. Эта музыка помогла найти мне ориентир в моих чувствах и выбраться из той пучи, что поглотила меня, "сухим и невредимым".
Очень рада, что вам это помогло!
Wunderschöne Musik ❤
Espléndido fantástica hermosa ❤
Wow!.. . . . .
I went outside..and thought..whatever was mentioned it was never to be happened..but one thing we...never ever mentioned...That horrible sunlight..burnt ..burning over piano surface..and the flame trough it we saw our faces..in an old city narrow street...Have we ever left that place..echoes of our whispered sigh..midnight bells..and certainity of only passion ..And..I thought ..yes that was enough for 1 lifetime...with Goddess
The doors were opened when I turned around to see her for the llast time....I smiled ..like it's just..the dream..her hands ..I raised..climbed up her hands..heard it again..how she played..It was like the hug..my smile..a little more..if..we ignored some pain in our ..chest..it was..
'and then..we..I remember still see her laughter..we smiled with our hands ..our heads down..like blushing..faces..it was ..Miss..happiness...ir more than I can say..Her dress ..touching my hand....or profile if her lips..smiling..incarelessness touch..'
just what you need for almost everything.
I saw neones above her ..hid and quiet..She seemed impeccable..soundless and misty..Such Lady..and..me...And those lights and scene like perfection..needed just one little thing..I got..It was also light..it got its colors..and tremble..That was the flame..I kept In my heart..trough the storms..and never traded it..sold..changed for any other light..And it got level more of light warmth and emotion.. It might could be invisible..humble ..or it might get burnt someones heart..That was deep in the cave..humble bed while it was raining..that was the Royal feeling when all was Eminent..and that was ..the smile..when times were hard..Tougher than destiny..stronger than concious attitude..and secret when audience was hungry for sensation..'coffee...? 'She asked. .'Half of the world sleep..half not..Where we are...#÷=%_¥₩*?'...She smiled..'with brown..right ...?'..I smiled...
Это волшебно.... ❤
. .bello Felicidades
'One day..we would not exist...'I said couple words..'and as you know we got no hope..19 hours from now..we would live separate lives..you with promises..and me somehow..it is not sad..it was ..my love..'
I felt her touch..lips whispering that touched my neck..'I...got no secrets..you should know about..I'm emotionaly busy..like..its the slavery..'..'and...me..?Am I your secret...'and she touched me again with her hands ..I felt the fragrance of her such neat hair..timeless emotion in time in a moment running away ..'Am I only dreaming...?' I Thought...'..You...are..the..lost..Waltc...a melody..chinels that wake me up into rough nowaday..I cant tell you who you are..were..Whispers are..like touch ..and life might be that touch..but whispers belong to life when You've been gone..I got no ...that feeling..like happiness..and smile..I got...passion..love..affection..but my heart forgot to sleep without you..my..love'
It was 5 when we heard distant city cathedral bells..We tried not making it dramatic..the last touch...breathe.. silly ..smiles..What is one life and 2 lost souls..I 've known I'll never ever see her again...She confessed that such tenderly passionate..We passed that therace..and piano..we never heard again...There..she swayed..we..'ve beaten all the struggles..but one...We didnt dare..loving
14 years later the Universe opened the trial.The stars and the moon were still there.But the only witness ...piano........ I smiled...🥰
She was ..more than calm..her attitude preciously limited by her own plans..and I used to listen her words..watching her words..and hearing ocean vawes..And she's never let some space for a dreamy night..conciously explaining how she couldnt find time to rest ..seeing people..doing her duties..On the day I opened the door to go out..moments before she..stayed as always..polite and grace ..far apart enough from any strong word or compliment..I said..'alright..'and like it made her awaken..I stopped close to the door..still needing that melody..her presence..'well..then..on monday...the same time...?'....She ...her revenge was shiny..after I rejected a walking after 'schooling'...Calm..official..short..she stayed with no stains ..on her white shirt..'sure'...was my last word..she ever heard..and both of us knew...it was..bye bye...
She was all ..mine.. then...Ever..forever...like for seasons we spent in wander..like four sides of the world we didnt belong...We never crossed the west borders..we never crossed the east borders..It was just..the summer of our love..somewhere we met..divine empty space we've always been...Endear ..delight nothing flowed around our lips captured and soundless..classy like silence we never understood..Why it always made us feeling it was the sin..How long could we spend time in silence and wait for a smile that always brought us the bless..and like an honour lifted us higher than the melody she played..We never booked the sorrow..wrong date or empty hour..And...it was not our dream...We never dared dreaming..and it wasnt our life we never dared living...I touched her hand..it wasnt a dream..I ..put my hand beside her hand..it wasnt a life..Then the silence made us holding each other..life..in a dream...
Perfect
'There was no music..neither us..somewhere in time. We crossed the line..hand in hand..soulfully hurted by eclipsed moon..and..it worthed
And I truly hoped her reminiscence would fade fast..I sneaked out trying to make any scene invisibly part of night..like never seen..happened..knowing that..that would be forever and ever our brightest day..night..Holy shelter from the years that would come and end our lives..An old coining the fountain..someones book in a bookstore in someones hands..Without moonbeam..rainbow..and the sun..that night lifted up our weak souls diferrent ways..Flawless.. in the space ..never to meet again..She intended being cruel..in the begining..but...I had no any award in my hands but...blind faith..I would forget how she escaped to love the ballad with no words..how she made her soul getting the shape of cloud..someone painted..And I've taken away the sunlight from her lips..forever..warm..These days gone..the night faded ..the words were..forgotten.. and the melody stayed like..empty room..full of love
It was 9:07 when I left her homeplace..quiet as when I came into it..She was sleeping....how I loved her....
She holded me tight and tender...and said 'your lips as mine lips...'..I said..'apocalipce'..and she smiled...I got to be strong...'do you know what lovers know...'..?..'what is that..?...'Indigo dreams'...and we smiled..
😔🥲 life is full disappointments and emptiness but music like this it really helps
'Was that all...?..'..'she was ..weak..while we danced..such tenderly weak..'
Last day of my stay was Saturday..We woke up near 12..About 1:30..I went out ..'I should bring back the key of my room..hotel room'...I said standing by the door..walk around ..guess you need time to relax..'..she said 'Would you have finished your packing later by 7..8..I think I'd like to go out in the evening..We should....'..Me too ..I smiled..I'll reserve some table..somewhere...maybe not that near..Would you like dinner of several dishes..courses...'..'No..maybe..we'll see...please not some table in the middle of the restaurant...I'll try to rearange my hairstyle...or find some hat..'ok..see you...around 5..?..five o clock tea..?..''..'..yes whenever you come by...coffe right for you..?...never tea..?..'yes..and the pitcher of creme...Tea..o yes..if I catch flu..cold..grippe..'...'..That was all....Our conversation was never complicated..
'She was listening to my monologue carefully..serious face..'give me that what you've got and I dont have..'she said breathing ..'I got everything..but that...what is that you've got..'..'the bow.....'..
'Its...too ..early..for us..and..maybe too late..'I heard her whisper ..touching my neck with her hair and lips..and maybe that..like now..we'll never ..ever find ..again..'I felt sorrow tried conducting the love to wrong way..she was reasonable weak..The distance between our bodies...space between..kept us floating like the leaves on in the fountain of love..restless..exploring..how long we could stand...'my love..my only love..'
'Alright..let him do care..'I said warm..and I slow..kissed her hand..It was bright..for letters on my lips I left that..night
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Somehow I heard about her relationship in 90's..end of 90's...steady..and pretty intense.If I heard right story from the right person anout right person..she was happy enough..I think...she never needed me...constructive in her ambitions and her needs...She changed country of leaving..onceor twice..I think I saw her when the moon wore..that evening..cotton vintage..aNd..the rhapsody sounded heavy..dispite nice orc hestra..If she didnt look such endlessly calm..if she didnt answer me such distanced that... ....that..she needed two silver coins on her table ...not..rough package of love..We couldnt be more sure..that..once there was a love..and uncertain..that..she got to see an odyssey..while I..forget..we could be a pair..but never..lovers..That coincidently 'date'..broke her illusions...about normal happy life..I fell by night till the dawn ..it was such big mans wreck..and she started tender falling down..with smile..getting mad several months..untill.....nowhere..emtyness..💋
I never heard her answer....Shipwreck..and two survivors kiss was all ..we ever knew ..that Holy night
By that night I forgot..her name..quiet faded face..enchanted figure..Each raindrop..hurted me.. like each moment without her..Why didnt I get down..fall on my knees I asked myself..Could it be better..
Beautiful music. I wonder why we hear the mechanical sound of key movement. I think it's the recording which has picked up the sound, a bit distracting.
Watch the most beautiful track. You will understand if you watch ‘a gentle sunlight’ which is stunning also
I think of it the other way round. It's kinda relaxing like listening to ASMR at the same time.
Imagine that you are sitting next to a person who plays this work and relaxes
She was professor..piano professor on Int.Academy for students...When we met..I..attended afew classes..I'll never forget..when she started watching my hands..took my hand ...She looked calm..the Lady you couldnt 'read'..her expressions..'have you played piano..by far...?'...age asked quiet...and I dont know why...I asked her ..like ..it wasnt me...'if I just..watch you playing..would it be wrong..my hands..I..my hands are not like yours..its...and she put her hand on piano..'maybe..this time..yes..there is no mistake in...playing piano..in..tango..
At last I heard like whisper..'why I am here..?..'she sit and crossed her legs idle..'..I...I ..'I couldnt believe to my eyes..'have I been here before..The dresses..waist..waisted..everything is like mine..'..I felt I needed to walk..but then..I heard..the melody.. and she smiled..'I'll be around here..inside...watching and..Why dont you ..have a sit..here..we can ..we dont have to talk...'
..'..and how did you get it..this silence...'..I turned around..melody..and then...'I cannot talk with you..I..we are not ..'we are not...be a man..say it..lovers..?'...I moved back..left that space..I smiled..run..take the pill..ambulance..they'll be around..but she was there in front the entrance..watching me..'a kiss before you go..'I saw her smile..just the watch..clock on the wall ..'I'll do everything..'
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'Ok.. please'..it was my time.. 11:35...That was my time...AM or PM ...And I was ..born...then....
'So what happened with you..both...?'...'anything realistic..does anything realistic happened to you..'.."I ..met a Lady...one day...Half an hour later we've been siting next to each other..alone..like ..awaken from the past..that night she fell asleep..
..we smiled..we passed the door together..she was satisfied when I holded her..She felt my emotions..I was calm..but she knew who I was..then I holded her all with my soul..She enjoyed in that..Making love..it was..just that..now..then and forever.'
..it didnt take long ..watching each other like in wonder we leaned our bodies and I felt her face beside mine..almost touched her neck ..it was tender ..innocent ..belonging..and like the sin that beaten us..Her tthoughts were the same..there was no doubt..She wasnt Lady who didnt know what she's doing..and..someone who couldnt limit desire..no words..no explanation..no worries..plans..regret..That kiss came ..after we felt it's nothing comparing what happened with our bodies ..that excitment..recognizing the code of love..desire and delaying such enchanted future..the moments that seemed like the most brilliant sandy tropical island ..we reached after diving together ..That kiss came like smile..It broken the chains many centuries old ..it came like the high tide after most beautiful sundown and leaded us into our future..It was striking heaven's clock ..on the moon...🥰
She..she was..near..suddenly..conventional..'we ..didnt even shake hands..'..one..or..both..I thought..I put the bag down..I felt the rain on my palms open towards the sky...Just..rain..there was noone around
We moved idle from the park by the fountain-lake towards the wide sidewalk...'soon the car will arrive...'she mentioned..Still hand in hand we stopped in a shaddow afew steps away fromempty sunny pavement....I saw her smile as I light holded her partly above the belt on her high hips..Her smile didnt reach her enchanted twocolored eyes..and as I smiled too it shone over her face..shaped her eyes even more beautiful...Then..she looked over my shoulder briefly..and soon I noticed the tremble of her sad low lip..Our faces became like nature around us..timeless..nonamed..I came close to her face with mine almost felt her neck pulsing..tender..and fragranced..and said almost soundless..'love me now..please..'..and my hands joined holdin g her tender and strange man's possesive..it was the feeling not the touch..And we felt our lips get closer..desperate searching the way to escape ..give up..I felt her breast on mine chest..and all her childhood summerdays..I saw her dolls on the bed..felt her girlish tears...Ii just breathed in with her all the birthdays and candles we put out breathing out..I touched her lips like darkness hurring to touch the last sunset moments...How...how I loved her
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She..might had no that feeling..but..maybe just never let me think...she got no...And..I dint know why...sometimes. she smiled while I was watching trough the window thinking how to turn on to see her and dont live her more..
We..had hust one serious talk..She liked going out..why not..She never used to talk or mentioned men being nearby her..Sure they were nice..handsome..and I never thought I would reach that moment being close to her..Its not that I felt bad in my skin..or I would've change anything..but she got her way..plans..company or not her men...And somehow I lucky..reached the point of living from where I stood one day I could see that from up..above..seeing it all clear from that height..It didnt make me feeling better or who knows hom much mindful..more handsome or smarter..But ..she seemed..looked diferrent...If she seemed with attitude no matter how beautiful she was..with attitude that demanded to pray for her..being close to her..alright..I would not have regretted..but the feeling became limited by that attitude she got and I noticed..it was not anymore someone I used to need that way like before..I breathed in and out and ..put it in the brackets..divided her physical body and her mind n soul into two piesces..Unfortunately..the price of it appeared humiliated my ..heart still deep adoring her..And when I realized it could or would never touch her..I just said to myself..Stay there where you are..its too late to change the road you're on and she wiuldnt understand it as the truth if she hasnt by far..that sign of times is sign of people someone let signed in that Holy space of timeless love affairs..God bless you whatever you think..you've been doing or what you will..Help yourselfif yiu couldnt help me..Blessthat evil people around you...its alright..
'Put on your tights..please'...
She holded her hair fallring down with one hand while laying the cup on the table..I almost felt its touch..No I was not joking...No matter how silly sometimes Imight could look..my decisions..point if view were pretty the same..realistic ..I guess..we wouldnt be able having another 'right' time..an evening..or ..'classroom'..noons..Tomorrow...never comes..if it didnt..show its face..Sometimes it could be smarter..definitely..but..we just got no words..or place to reveal another day..tomorrow..or feelings..I smoked..she...too..'have it..please..'..'I got my own..alright thank you..'..'doesnt matter..'..'Sometimes..'I filled the silence..'emotions are nothing sometimes everything..Its relative how people let 'em ..or they let people and being mindful..reasonable ..conciously..thinking about what...consequences..And some are to be predicted some not..I do like this coffee..its..a coffee..very delicious ..and ..its ..consequence..of one summer night..Not predicted..Now..you know how coffee you made...'and we smiled....
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...-I....got no...any..any question....anymore ..'...."(ITS ME.................
'How long have you been planning attending classes...?'...I understood ..she wanted to know..what I feel..do I feel...and I knew...why I feel....It was fresh day if June..midday..when the sun touched her neat hair..trough an opened window.. It was...midnight in my soul..long time before I met her..and I just tried to tell her..that...'Misses .I dont regret..my wasted hours..They recommended..I was looking for..someone...I could say..ask..try to explain and try to learn playing ..like for the beginners..My coffee is still there down the stairs ..at the Academy bar..I..thought..I cannot spend time ..I dont know nothing..and..like I know just ..something wrong how to say..'and she started playing...I moved a bit away..being apart ..from her piano chair..watching her hands..hair..so I couldnt see her face..I felt breeze touching my face..saw her feet tender on the pedal..felt the fragrance of melody she played down her neck...She was alone..I thought..and I wasnt....
(This is to some ..You..you)I...me...its me..I found...that night the lyrics on her lips..fragrance if rose leander down her neck...I came ...into her..like never ever before..while ..she was watching it..I saw her fine shaped gentle stomach muscles got tension..as she ..soon hooked her feet behind back of my legs..or just she did it in the moment..How pleasure was feeling her beautiful legs all around me...her knees..like from the fairy-tale glowing ..She needed me dominate wild of passion that became stronger than my tenderness ..and as I moved my lips ..head a bit up..she moved up her face to find me again..thirsty ..and endlessly beauty..And she deserved another kiss..that brought her a bit of peace..before moments that never passed..'
'You look....'I said ..I said nothing...Then she turned around..a woman..and a fear in my eyes..the woman I loved....She needed no answer..but my soul..and it was weak to tell her..that I couldnt even came closer to her...She was looking for another women in my eyes..a lie..flatter..consequences of time...She's known ..I couldnt tell her something new..watching her..Then she became..more tender..taking my spirit..feeling my whisper..that she looks better than ever..when she's all mine..I..stucked my eyes watching the delicious frame of her lips..like the destiny that could never be changed...😉
So I thought I could gifted her something..being sure she would be there.. It was 4:29.. I sit..I had all the time of the world..One romance for one life..one love ..life in a day..one day in a lifetime..'these days...'she said..I'm ..if you mean..alone ..and recent month..'..I knew very well how women combined their feelings..desires..someone desires..'duties'..what someone somewhere said..In a thousand ways..I knew their hearts..souls..And i never explored it..I knew their eyes..lies..shame or regrets..suffer and escapes ..Moments when they do that ..everything..succesfuly or not..I saw that on their faces..in their eyes..wrinkles..touch..desire or on their lips..As much I felt it..loving..purity devotion..as much I used to be closer..emotional..a lover..who might could fly them to the moon..I said nothing..when we tenderly like .somewhere on heaven..we admited unspoken words..holding each other..We never stopped feeling..that we cannot feeling..but..loving...How..how I loved her..
'What ya got..?would you tell me..what was that little boy hid from the whole world many years ago...Have you seen her from the distance..far from camera flash..and the crowd..have you..written a letter.. maybe..seen her hotel..?..'I...opened the door....'..'impossible...that is not possible...go on...'..''I opened the door..private..her private..and watching.. I was just watching..didnt see her eyes..maybe just a very short moment...'dont tell me you couldnt be there if ..I guess..such pretty Lady and..was she famous..?..what you've done...what you hid...so many years...'..I was just watching..she ..was like afraid for a moment ..but ..it was quiet..very quiet..I was watching..how slow...she get off the..tights..'..
We've never cross over..passed her doorway(his ).There was something wrong in the air..unfortunately...that was life...Another place and time 'they'..met..two originals..and then another two originals and another two...another two....All blondine ..then...and current ...I couldnt understand who was who or which color of the hair was right..I rejected it all..just my imaginations..from my mind...There were no editions..It all happened much earlier or much later than this texting.
Dddd
'And do you know what box ..of my heart you opened...Miss ?' ..we came closer and our forearms sticked..shoulders found better place than being apart one right and one left....'...'you found...your box...'I said...before I tried to remove it int other boxes..a little there a little here and...done...I'm not that happy about that...there are some things that ...I cant ..show you..'."..o yeah ?...'..'.its....oldfashioned...years ago...like...the boots out of style for example...Its ..since....'since..?'...'..its since you didnt know me...the desire was...not oldfashioned..and it was...but..the fear was the same...'am I here..?'...she stopped in front me...charming...She liked how I was watching her with no faith its just...'..That morning I woke up with headache ..the words were still on my lips...emotions..but trough the window..it was...novembar ...leeves..and the wall I leaned my left shoulder...
It was 10:29 when I stood up..'Guess your guests..friends would come..so I should be going.. ' I saw her face from above..tame neat beautiful blonde hair...her hands..At the moment it seemed like she was still thinking bout my last words...'..if they come by it wouldnt take long..half an hour..Why...' please..&%#^^&*..I ll anyway walk around buy me some little things..I'm here such..unexpected..and..'And..if it is like it is..why shouldn't we talk little more..I'll be here..tomorrow I usually sleep..till noon..Why not...In half an hour or about..Its..91121 ..the door..code..ok..?'...'for your pleasure..I smiled a bit ironic..sarcastic..'see you..then'
Natural blondy hair on her shoulders..neat like april sunshine..her ..legs ..like ebony reflection..quiet perfection..white in the obscure darkness..Should I've stayed standing ..instead..I put my hand on her shoulder under the watterfall of shiny hair covered my hand..Should I've kissed her..and when she kissed me crying in her heart..shoul I've kissed her more..a..lot
'Interesting..'..'from heaven down to ..the ground..'..she ..Miss... smiled a bit sarcastic..but satisfied..she could again choo in piesces my desperation...'..Ii better didnt see her..'I said...Anyway I understood..even if she thought for a while about 'new..old friend's.. I guess she immediately rejected any possible idea...'..'but havnt you mention something about your confidence...how that came..'..I saw an arrow and the string in her hands enjoying in such turnover...'..'ut was...Miss it was ..extra time..after the game was over..we didnt need it...we do needed more than this..and nothing else..She fet back into shape of someone who cares..got duties..her life..and me..I just lost the magic..becoming funny circus clown..'..
Afew moments later she moved gracoius..put something in the hair so it looked partly tied partly falling free...Eligible..I thought...she..she was just like...the dream...Mine ?..no...she wasnt my dream...She demanded something there was not in my dream...certainty ..the dog that jumps in the car ...cheery...that kitchen dress the man in love put on..smiling like..'something is missing' I said..'its the magic'I continued..you've taken away from us..
'......maybe we wont kiss...and ten years after or 1 minute later I'll be back if you suppose get that idea...but ..if we kiss its gone...would you like this or that ...(its...me)...Foolish..?..(I li the cigarette..😉)
She's a woman...I thought...What you think you can write..meaning the same forever but dont tell her...what doesnt go with love..Let her stay that monument..in front an audience...
beautiful
She was such serious that night...but.. exotic..willing to flow . Strong..and misty ..misty enthusiastic..and such strange an attractive...'What to f***'...I thought...suddenly like I went into faraway past...It better..I better didnt see what I've seen...If I could have that...that what I ...I think I could be her boyfriend in 10 minutes..if she could be...if she could notice and me..somewhere in time...or somewhere I could..'react'...say tender...hello..
'You remember each word ...we said...'I said surprized..'yes I do...'..'but you seemed calm..polite yes..when you said...'ok...I dare ..couple minutes ..with...no compliments..'and you turned around towards your company...'and what you said..?'...this is what you said..." ok...I hate your such beautiful feet in such beautiful silver high heels shoes...and I wouldnt stand talking with someone like you ..more than couple minutes''
11 long months passed since we started messaging..And then one day it all stopped..she disappeared..Was that she..?..but somehow I felt afew messages were from her...That night we met last time..I leaned my forearms below her shirt over her hips..touching her naked waist..It was disaster..she..like she could never stand my touch..getting..kind angry..wild..wide opened eyes..keeping me apart ..but leaned by me closer..with her thigh...She moved slow ..like didnt want my kiss..I let my hand fall down holding her all around with another..I thought I couldnt have standed..'I'm here to kiss you..'I whispered..if you dont feel like that..Our teeth touched in passion that became wild ..almost irreversible wild..we wanted to stop..I swear..but I unbuttoned my shirt..'
She was naturaly gracious..not gracious like ballet player..diferrent..She was ..art..I never asked her about her inner world..thoughts..When I touched her lips..she used to ..explain..
..she said nothing...'lovers are not complicated..they got complex emotional status..passing trough so many affections..keeping them..or giving awayr right way and level..I could tell you simply..clean up the space around you..I dont care how you're gonna manage that..But people make circumstances like ..complicated..not the sun or the moon..Love is forbidden thing..I'm talking from my point of view..not 'most'..It..love..such love..creates turbulence..hate..desire..interests..couriousity..jealousy..vanity..many things around..and God want it to..I passed these battles..and when it was enough to me..seeing someone not capable to do something I just said there are many such pretty women..and precious..but I never lost my point of view and feeling..how I defend my love and what I do for love..on my own consideration of love..Its simple for lovers not complicated..belueve me..Cleaning up the space..Yes there are sacres..hard decisions..but..take it or leave it..its simple ..I'm not simple..but I know how it ends..Tears..regret..time..memories....sometimes happy or a bit tragic..We are not such important..digg..?..but love IS ..Go now..have sex with anybody after last night..and enjoy..Would you..?.Body is the body..'
It was ..like revealing...the woman...who lie !!That kiss..I felt the lie..a bit colder ..calm passionate..too passionate kiss..She was...not that..what I needed..
'Such typical men imagination..the scene..I heard it many times ..saw the scene...but..what did you hide...what was..real....?..I would've probably say get out.. call the security...what you got...?....'..her hair ..seemed more beautiful..when she let her fall around..on one and another side..like not absolutely calmed..I noticed earings in her hand..a bit faded face..I...I dont like..taste of lipsticks..not that much...her...I felt a little..just..making me crazy..