i’ll never show my hands

thanks for being here :)
lyrics:
here i go
talking to myself again
i make faces on the road
and i've never felt more alone
i'm doing better, i think
i'm doing better, i think
i'm doing better, tell me
i'm doing better
i want to see your world come crashing thru my fingertips
i want to be the one you choose to teach what love is to
i want to be fifteen forever
say i can be better than i am
even tho you know i'll never show my hands
here it goes
the entire world is laughing 'bout a joke
i have never heard before
even more, i hope you'll find
there's something wrong with how i tie back
my hair,
so you know i'm not the one you think you care
for
i want to see your world come crashing thru my fingertips
i want to be the one you choose to teach what love is to
i want to be fifteen forever
say i can be better than i am
even tho you know i'll never show my hands
maybe i'm genetically predisposed for
something out of my control to
tell me i wasn't meant to be a lady
i'd like to die someday knowing someone found me pretty
i think it's getting worse again
again
i want to see your world come crashing thru my fingertips
i want to be the one you choose to teach what love is to
i want to be fifteen forever
say i can be better than i am
even tho, even though
i want to see your world come crashing thru my fingertips
i want to be the one you choose to teach what love is to
i want to be fifteen forever
say i can be better than i am
even tho you know i'll never show my hands

[@Улмира-э7ы]

So beautiful 😭😭🩷