Jade is intimidating but like in a way that makes you respect her. She's not an aggressive bully that attacks you for no reason, she's like a bouncer that will punch you only if you go too far
I agree , but wanna amend the analogy a little - Ruby would do the punching, but by the gods I imagine Jade would give someone the dressing down of their *lives.* Then again, maybe not; thinking more maybe she'd be brutally direct as was required of her in the situation to protect the system, and only dress someone down if they persist in whatever behavior triggered her to front.
Jade is that person who let's two or more people argue while she sits quietly, letting them make themselves look foolish, and then when she finally speaks up everyone including the pets and the birds outside stop in the tracks like 😲😲😳
I absolutely adore how Jade doesn't do anything she doesn't want to. She has such a strong sense of who she is that she won't let anyone push her boundaries.
I really have to admit I'll miss Kyle calling us babe. But hey, pleased to meet you Kya. Thank you for returning, all of you. Missed you so damn much. All the best for everything
@Addison Domine I think there is a video on the channel where the inner world is replicated in the sims, but some parts in this video I do not remember being mentioned, like the carousel... but most everything else is. I haven’t watched the vid in a while so I don’t know how old it is Edit: never mind the video isn’t showing up anymore... they must have privated/removed it. Sorry.
@@queerlittlecactus8749 it was privated because some of the littles names were mentioned by accident and weren't noticed until someone told chloe at the time
Sorry to hear what has happened to the system, hopefully everything will be good after the legal stuff is done. I wish you guys well. Stay strong, all of you make it through this.
I imagine being a gatekeeper is hard because one sees so many horrible things happen to other people. It must be hard to not just conclude that the whole world is a terrible place because of all the horrible things you've seen not only happen to yourself but to people you love and then having to think about it constantly. Jade does a really hard job and it's honestly inspiring that she isn't more angry about it.
I love Jade. She can be a little unnerving as she mentioned, but that's only because she's so direct and honest. I love dealing with honest, direct people. You always know where you stand with them.
As someone who always speaks directly, I can tell your that usually, people who are uncomfortable or intimidated by bluntness tend to not be the kind you can rely on. I had to learn how to speak with more tact over time but it can get so exhausting so it's easier to simply not say anything at times.
I have autism, and it's hard for me to understand what people mean sometimes. I appreciate how honest and blunt Jade is. She isn't rude, she isn't sour. She simply tells the truth without sugarcoating it. Thank you, Jade.
@@thursdaybrunch9633 so pretty much they were two different people in the system but pretty much fused together in a way where it become one alter as is now called Kya
@@thursdaybrunch9633 yes, so two alters in the system, Nin and Kyle, basically fused into one alter, Kya. My understanding is that, the mental wall between sets of memories (Kyle’s memories, and Nin’s memories) that DID creates to protect the individual is basically broken down so that both alters have both sets of memories, effectively making them one alter. That’s my understanding of it, but I am not an expert.
I've always looked up to how wise Jade is. Her presence is very calming to me, maybe not in the way Sally is calming, but calming none the less. I'm very proud of her, and appreciate her doing this video for us. Thank you.
I get what you mean. Sally is calming in the way of making you feel like everything is alright, Jade is more calming in the way of feeling very safe around her
Her voice is so soothing and i feel a sense of stability and safeness when she talks, it's always nice to hear her talking about herself, i could listen her for hours and hours and still, i would be stunned and unable to say anything while she talks
I think it's how blunt she is. You know she wouldn't do anything that she thought was wrong and would not take anyone else doing something she thinks is wrong. That's just what I think though
I can't even describe how much respect I have for Jade. Her job (and the memories she has access to) sound incredibly difficult and draining, but she carries herself with such poise and control. Her strength of mind and personality is just incredible.
@@SparklyOrangeSoda I was referring to the situation they talked about with the copyright claims and manipulation they had to face in their newest video, it seems they’re handling it really well though, hopefully it all goes smoothly
Idk how to describe it but jade makes me feel so sure, just her presence is so strong and secure it makes me feel very understood and stable just hearing her speak
I love how Jade said "lot's of love everybody" because Nin always dose but Jade's was more like " ugh gotta do that" but with like the tiniest hint of a smile
Personally, I think a video about the dungeon and basement would be fascinating. That is, if Jade deems it okay. Don't do anything you're not comfortable with.
I think it would be very interesting! Even if she didnt go into details, but just knowing more about the mechanics of the dungeon and how it works as a tool for all the work she does in there
Gosh, just hearing how protective Jade is over the system makes me honestly feel safer myself. But it’s also comforting, in a way, to see an individual such as Jade apart of the system, or something idk how to explain it☺️☺️☺️
Oh goodness, it must be really rough to have to go through so much legal trouble. Your system has been really missed and it’s really heartwarming to see you all saying something! I wish you the best of luck!
Jade’s straightforwardness is really comforting. The honesty she radiates is very reassuring and listening to her feels like one would be safe around her
Worried they might take 16personalities like most others. I'd like to see them take an accurate one that types by functions. (Though i still would like MBTI!)
Sorry about what's happened... I've been watching this channel for a while now and it sucks that you guys have to go through this. :/ Wishing you all the best
Hello everyone in the system. I am sorry this video was difficult for Jade to do but know that it’s an important video to make especially for those of us that are still learning about DID, like me. Thank you as always for the education you give to us all. I hope you are all doing well despite anything going on.
I really admire people who can be honest and upfront without being rude or insensitive. I feel like you'd be the person I'd want to talk to when I needed advice on how to resolve an issue. No wooly platitudes, just straight up sensible advice.
I am so overwhelmed with the feeling of strength, compassion, grace, and sheer utter will and determination that you put forth after speaking your truth. You are empowering and inspiring and I love your system dearly. DO NOT GO SILENTLY INTO THIS GOODNIGHT. We are here for you all.
Jade is such a strong alter, even though her role is more internal it’s fascinating to hear her talk about her responsibilities in your system. Happy she felt comfortable talking to us about her. She might not read this but you guys have an amazing gatekeeper😊✨
I wonder how she processes other alters' memories. It must be overwhelming to say the least. No doubt she needs to be less emotional than average. Otherwise it would be an impossible job in the long run. Much respect.
Every time Jade talks I get choked up. I see the pain in her eyes, she’s seen and experienced some dark things. She deals with so much in the inner world. Nobody could do Jade’s job better than her, she is one of a kind. She’s strong and sophisticated and beautiful with so much depth to her although limits how deep she goes and I respect that about her. Beautiful video Jade thank you for your time ❤️
I do want to know more, but only if you wish to tell us more. I’m intrigued about your inner world and all because although I don’t have DID I do have a world of my own I go to in my dreams or daydreams. It’s extremely well developed, and I’m interested in yours just because no one else has ever related to me in that level. I understand that your world must have a lot of trauma beneath the surface though, so feel free to disregard this comment.
Hey! Based on your comment, I recommend you check out the channel “Silent Souls”. She does videos on maladaptive daydreaming and sounds like you might also have a paracosm (vs an inner world like with DID). I don’t know much about this myself but I find Silent Souls videos very educative and there’s always lots of people in the comments who share how they relate to her experience of maladaptive daydreaming. ☺️
Oh wow, do we have a very similar extremely well developed inner world like I do? I hope so 880, I’ve always wanted to meet someone who also has a rich, vivid inner world like I do. Please pm me if you want to talk about our inner worlds where we daydream.
Yes, I would like to hear about what's in the basement and dungeon, what they're for and what goes on in the basement and dungeon, if you are comfortable sharing that with us. This video was very informative and you make things very clear and understandable. Thank you for sharing. You help so many people. No one with DID has a better channel than you.
I'd be interested to know if the basement/dungeon has levels (Dante's seven circles of hell is the best analogy that comes to me at the moment), and if there are alters that hold memories of singular traumatic events. From past videos they've said that some alters, like Omega, were created as a result of a specific traumatic incidence, but it would be interesting to know if there are some dormant or even imprisoned or "banished" alters who exist only to house a single memory, perhaps one so difficult that the governing alters know it can't come out anytime soon.
I think it would be very interesting! Even if she didnt go into details, but just knowing more about the mechanics of the dungeon and how it works as a tool for all the work she does in there
@@leighreinhart6185, from what I know of PTSD, the dungeons and basement most likely hold severely traumatic memories that both Ruby the protector and Jade the gatekeeper guard.
I always loved seeing Jade. She's so strong willed and calming. When she talks, she talks with a purpose and when she looks at you it's like she's staring at your soul. I admire how much she takes on in the system despite it being so stressful. Thank you for this video Jade! Sending love to everyone in the system!
I just saw your most recent video, and I'm so sorry to hear about all that you've been going through as a collective. My heart goes out to you all and I hope everything works out as it should and you can remain safe and feel free enough again to post content on here. Although I cannot relate to your story entirely, I appreciate the honesty that goes into your content and as someone who deals with depression and anxiety, I applaud you for your bravery.
I love hearing Jade talk about her role within their system. She's very direct and very much to the point when she's talking. She doesn't like to sugarcoat things and is very honest. I feel we all need someone like Jade.
I just want to say that I have very much respect for Jade. I cannot even begin to imagine what she and the system has gone through, but I’m sure Jade has done as much as she can to help. Thank you for this video, Jade 💜
Knowing Jade is still a strong part of the system makes me feel calmer and more stable for the dissociadid system. She is such a consistent and stable and strong part of the system and it makes me feel good knowing she is always there ❤️
Jade is the perfect rolemodel for setting boundaries and respecting your wishes while also being caring and kind to others. I have so much respect for her,
Jade living in a cave, having a base with computers and keeping order within the system? AND she's intimidating, straight forward and holds past trauma? She is your system's Batman, didn't think she could get more badass XD
It's so interesting learning about jade's role and she seems so strong and protective but not rude and very intelligent, thank you for making this Jade! Sending love to you guys!
I'm so sad about everything you had to go through. Your channel has helped me notice my disorder, validate my trauma and recognize how much it has affected me in order to work with it. I'm finally diagnosed and on treatment but big part of it is thanks to the system. I'm so grateful for your existence on TH-cam, you have helped me in so many ways to finally feel like I'm in control. Just thank you for everything.
Jade I could listen you for hours, you speak calmly, eloquently and even as a non native English speaker I can understand every single word you pronounce, also you sound like you take your role very seriously and you handle it responsibly, this video was really interesting thank you
I’m so glad I found this channel from Anthony’s interview, it’s been amazing to learn so much more about DID. Saw people saying lots of the channels videos have been removed.. Personally I look forward to the videos coming back so badly! Thank you for bringing back the channel
She just said she wouldn't do something if she wasn't okay with it. Also, she's not a character, so don't compare her to one, she's a being just as complex as the rest of us, and you haven't even met her, how can you judge whether or not she's being herself or not? Just because she's more logic-driven than emotion-driven doesn't mean she can't "express affection"(for lack of a better term), maybe she struggles to do so.
I'm so upset right now, why is it always the sweetest beings that suffer. I want all of the dissociadid system to know your fans love all of you❤️missing Kyle and nin and hoping the legal system does what's right
In the end itll make them stronger and smarter when dealing with certaing things. While it will cost a bit of money for a lawyer theyll most likely win this case easily and even if they dont and he does get the disclaimer thats going to accomplish literally nothing. Plus they have proof that he said he would work for free and ask for nothing in return so its gonna be hard for him to get anything based on that statement alone. From now on though if they deal with anyone then they need a contract.
yes, I'd also be curious to know more about memory filing! I didn't think that it would be a role dedicated to an alter. it baffles me as someone without DID, since the process is entirely automatic in my own mind.
Yes I would love to know more because now, I can only imagine it as kind of an Inside out situation 🙈 I think it's fascinating and would love it if Jade were to be so kind as to educate us on the matter
Idk how it is for the dissociadid system, but for us we have two gatekeepers and the one who handles memories handles them through books and has a large library that he has access to
@@Bloodangel_444 Wow that's surprisingly complex! And how can they be filed as books? Are they like... writen down? Narrated? Described? Omg haha im so sorry i just find this subject to be super interesting.
@@jalen920 it's okay! I myself don't really understand it because I'm not the one who handles it but from times I've asked our gatekeeper directly (even though it was still very confusing) I was able to kind of understand it as minecraft enchantment books or the goosebumps books which still isn't very accurate. Sorry if that doesn't help ^^ its confusing and complex for me too.
I cant believe im not the only one with a gatekeeper similar to jade. Its making me very happy. Thank you for sharing your DID knowledge it helps so much
That is a very intense role Jade has. It makes me have so much more respect for Jade. I don’t think I could ever do a role what Jade does. She seems like she does an amazing job at doing it. Thank you Jade, for making this video
Theoretically, all neurotypical people would be ABLE to do the job but all of us would suck at it. If our understanding of the psychology is correct, we all subconciously have these roles deep within us, accomplished in the background. But since we have just the one conciousness, we are forced to do every job ourselves. Jade is the definition of "specialized."
@@skeetsmcgrew3282 Yeah, in my understanding we would suck at it as neurotypicals because it would be too much, at least in young years. People with DID get it in childhood because the trauma they experienced in early years are too much for a neurotypical child to handle. So their brain adapts. You get DID to be able to function.
As hard as it may seem to believe, there are in fact good people in the world. You are a shining example of this, and i just hope you have some good friends to back you up and support you through these stressing times! Best of luck with the case (cases?) It appears you have this covered, but it could still take a while, and he probably won't make it easy on you. YOU GOT THIS!
Sigh... I have to admit, there are times I have trouble believing there's good people in the world myself, or that there's very many of them anyway, or if I myself am even a good person or not... I've had a lot of people in my life that just came and went for starters... :(
I'm a man so I don't know much about makeup but your eye makeup in this video was really beautiful and clearly took a long time. Looks like a kingfisher!
You probably got this a lot already, but we're glad to see you again. I hope everything gets sorted out, and everyone in the system remains safe and healthy. Wishing you all well.
Jade comes across like this absolute boss who expects to be respected and all that is needed when someone underestimates her abilities is her raising her eyebrows for someone to go like 😳
Just from the way she is looking at the camera in the beginning you can already see it isn't Nin. It's so crazy how all alters differ so much from each other.
As a cognitive science major, and just someone who is interested in DID in general, I found this video to ge very informative. Thank you Jade for doing this video. I know you wouldn't have done it if it were too much, but I appreciate it nonetheless
Does anybody else feel like standing up straight when Jade is talking? haha She is so serious and direct and simply demands respect. Great video DisociaDID system! Very educational and interesting at the same time. Much love!
In regards to your most recent video, I think you took the right decision to raise your voice and not stay silent, I wish you the best and I hope this will be over soon! lots of love❤️💚
Jade is so calming, and she is so fluid in speaking. She never says any um’s and but’s, she really knows how to play her role in the system. Keep it up guys💖
I seriously need their brands of makeup. And their skill. And less sensitive skin. Nonetheless you're right. Even being able to see it is something nicer in the world.
I really like how she is balances being firm but polite. Lots of people don’t say what they mean, and if they are firm, come across as rude, where Jade balances it really well :)
I met you as Chloe here on TH-cam in 2019, it's a pleasure to meet Kya, you seem so strong, confident, and secure. I wish you all the best in your legal proceedings... I'm so sorry to hear of how that all happened. Nothing can make me sadder than seeing someone's fear to trust be justified by such a distressful turn of events. I pray that you make it through this all the better for it. We are so grateful for you letting us in on your truth and look forward to your success story. All the love to you Kya
I think it’s kind of sweet that Jade was “raised” by Ruby, and she actually reminds me of Ruby a lot. She has an air or energy that she must have picked up from Ruby and built on from that.
because there is :D It is only person (not only in system, but ALL non-acting humans that i saw in my life ;)) i know who CAN vocalize periods at the end of sentence :P
I MISS YOU! I was so happy to see you in your recent vid. Kya, it's a privilege to meet you. Nin, Kyle, and the system are stronger together and are a force to reckon with! I personally dealt with lawsuits when I was 21 (probate with my dad's passing that lasted over 5 yrs). It is mentally, emotionally, and financially draining with loads of backstabbing from the ones you least expect from. This is a learning experience that makes us stronger and wiser and helps us understand where we stand in the world. I wish you the best in life and I hope court ends smoothly and quickly in your favor.
I can see how Jade could be unnerving but I also think if I knew someone like her I would appreciate that directness immensely. When she said: "I can do this, this this and this but I will decide on a case by case basis and I won't make promises." I was like damn I wish people would be that good at communicating more often, it would spare me a lot of anxiety.
hearing such eloquent descriptions of the inner world is a really interesting to listen to from a writers perspective - I appreciate the work you and your system do to normalise mental health and DID and find each video you make to be very interesting
Hey Kya, comments are switched off on your newest video so I wanted to show support here. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all of this. I hope the trouble is gone soon and doesn’t cause you too much further stress. I hope you guys are doing well! Sending lots of love and endless support to you guys
Jade is intimidating but like in a way that makes you respect her. She's not an aggressive bully that attacks you for no reason, she's like a bouncer that will punch you only if you go too far
She definitely made me sit a little straighter in my seat
She kinda feels safe in a way as she is straightforward which makes her kinda trustworthy. Like she is pretty clear about her intentions
I agree , but wanna amend the analogy a little - Ruby would do the punching, but by the gods I imagine Jade would give someone the dressing down of their *lives.*
Then again, maybe not; thinking more maybe she'd be brutally direct as was required of her in the situation to protect the system, and only dress someone down if they persist in whatever behavior triggered her to front.
Like two of my littles are so mesmerised by her. They thin shes so pretty. She seems firm and blunt but not means, she’s just doing her job
@@joyin9852 be careful online, little. 💕 dont forget the rules.
Jade is that person who let's two or more people argue while she sits quietly, letting them make themselves look foolish, and then when she finally speaks up everyone including the pets and the birds outside stop in the tracks like 😲😲😳
Baha omg yes
I feel like without all the cuts and edits that might be a different story 🙊
@@toolongdidntwatch1103 nope
@@christinatyree2280 watch her latest Livestream 😅
@@toolongdidntwatch1103 oh no lol 🤣 I haven't
I absolutely adore how Jade doesn't do anything she doesn't want to. She has such a strong sense of who she is that she won't let anyone push her boundaries.
I really have to admit I'll miss Kyle calling us babe. But hey, pleased to meet you Kya. Thank you for returning, all of you. Missed you so damn much. All the best for everything
Yeeeaaaah I commented both on the community post aNd here. I want Kya to notice me TT
( Are we still your babes? )
Ofc you are babe ❤️😘
We will be babes forever!!!!
Oh my goshhh- Kya actually noticed me!! I got a heart aNd a reply?? ❤️❤️❤️
-I actually screamed again- Thank god I'm alone in my room rn >
Well, Kyle is still there, he is just part of Kya now.
When Jade looks into the camera I feel like she is talking straight to my soul..
I feel like she could just slap me and it'll be justified for some reason lol
It's her eyes she sees through our souls.
@@Daniella404 YES EXACTLY THIS
Ikr 😂
@@Daniella404 😂 Ya....you put it in words better than I could😂😂
It’s evident that Jade takes her role very seriously, and I’m honored she took time to speak to us. Thank you!
Agreed. Nice name.
Same
I’m glad jade felt like this would help x
@City Sushi, what’s wrong with Elizabeth saying she’s honored? I don’t get why this would be considered disgusting.
@@sdrawkcabmiay I'm glad I'm not the only one who's confused, lol!
Hearing Jade describe the inner world is absolutely eerily fascinating. That’s all I can say. Great video Jade.❤️
Agreed.
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@Addison Domine I think there is a video on the channel where the inner world is replicated in the sims, but some parts in this video I do not remember being mentioned, like the carousel... but most everything else is. I haven’t watched the vid in a while so I don’t know how old it is
Edit: never mind the video isn’t showing up anymore... they must have privated/removed it. Sorry.
@@queerlittlecactus8749 it was privated because some of the littles names were mentioned by accident and weren't noticed until someone told chloe at the time
@@squiggles7833 ah, makes sense. Thanks!
Sorry to hear what has happened to the system, hopefully everything will be good after the legal stuff is done. I wish you guys well. Stay strong, all of you make it through this.
This. Sending positive thoughts
I imagine being a gatekeeper is hard because one sees so many horrible things happen to other people. It must be hard to not just conclude that the whole world is a terrible place because of all the horrible things you've seen not only happen to yourself but to people you love and then having to think about it constantly. Jade does a really hard job and it's honestly inspiring that she isn't more angry about it.
Yes all truth
I love Jade. She can be a little unnerving as she mentioned, but that's only because she's so direct and honest. I love dealing with honest, direct people. You always know where you stand with them.
As someone who always speaks directly, I can tell your that usually, people who are uncomfortable or intimidated by bluntness tend to not be the kind you can rely on. I had to learn how to speak with more tact over time but it can get so exhausting so it's easier to simply not say anything at times.
I have autism, and it's hard for me to understand what people mean sometimes. I appreciate how honest and blunt Jade is. She isn't rude, she isn't sour. She simply tells the truth without sugarcoating it. Thank you, Jade.
Me too. I was wondering if other autistic people also appreciated her straightforwardness when I saw your comment.
@@necronyx7176 me too lol
Me too!
Same!
Same!
I see we've all rushed here to comment. Nin and Kyle will be missed but we fully support you and wish you all the best! 🖤🖤🖤
So Kyle and Nin intergated. I will definitely miss Kyle he was funny and caring.
Absolutely! We love and support you Kya and co.!
I’m pretty new here, may I ask what is being meant by Kyle and Nin being integated?
@@thursdaybrunch9633 so pretty much they were two different people in the system but pretty much fused together in a way where it become one alter as is now called Kya
@@thursdaybrunch9633 yes, so two alters in the system, Nin and Kyle, basically fused into one alter, Kya. My understanding is that, the mental wall between sets of memories (Kyle’s memories, and Nin’s memories) that DID creates to protect the individual is basically broken down so that both alters have both sets of memories, effectively making them one alter. That’s my understanding of it, but I am not an expert.
I just want Jade to know she has done a terrific job in answering these question and that I am thankful for her effort and time
I've always looked up to how wise Jade is. Her presence is very calming to me, maybe not in the way Sally is calming, but calming none the less. I'm very proud of her, and appreciate her doing this video for us. Thank you.
I get what you mean. Sally is calming in the way of making you feel like everything is alright, Jade is more calming in the way of feeling very safe around her
here here
more than calmly, she feels safe.
Her voice is so soothing and i feel a sense of stability and safeness when she talks, it's always nice to hear her talking about herself, i could listen her for hours and hours and still, i would be stunned and unable to say anything while she talks
I think it's how blunt she is. You know she wouldn't do anything that she thought was wrong and would not take anyone else doing something she thinks is wrong. That's just what I think though
I can't even describe how much respect I have for Jade. Her job (and the memories she has access to) sound incredibly difficult and draining, but she carries herself with such poise and control. Her strength of mind and personality is just incredible.
I can only agree. It was very very interesting to learn about her and her job in the system and I respect her soo much
I’m so relieved you’re all ok, stay strong guys I’m so sorry this all happened to you
What happened to them? :(
@@SparklyOrangeSoda I was referring to the situation they talked about with the copyright claims and manipulation they had to face in their newest video, it seems they’re handling it really well though, hopefully it all goes smoothly
Idk how to describe it but jade makes me feel so sure, just her presence is so strong and secure it makes me feel very understood and stable just hearing her speak
Same. I wish I had a Jade in my life.
I love how Jade said "lot's of love everybody" because Nin always dose but Jade's was more like " ugh gotta do that" but with like the tiniest hint of a smile
i definitely noticed that too, so glad someone else did!
Thought I was the only one who noticed
I even think nin might have been in the backround, because that "sliding" tone to a happier one seems so out of place for jade
I like to imagine Jade as this good witch in an abandoned but clean library filled with books that is actually memories.
Jade, the Memory Witch, is also nicknamed by the magic community as "The Book Collector"
ME too :o
Tell me why this made me think of Lucretia from taz
Sameeee
Jade inspires me to be more direct, set boundaries, and know my worth.
I love that Jade aged for awhile then stopped. It's like she decided "No this is foolish"
She didint choose to stop aging
@@epictetushasepictiddiez2615 I'm joking
she doesn't have time to age, she has shit to do lol
Personally, I think a video about the dungeon and basement would be fascinating. That is, if Jade deems it okay. Don't do anything you're not comfortable with.
same here, im very interested on it. it sounds fascinating indeed, and i think its so cool and brave that she explained a bit more about the carrousel
she wouldn't.
I think it would be very interesting! Even if she didnt go into details, but just knowing more about the mechanics of the dungeon and how it works as a tool for all the work she does in there
Yes
i would find it interesting too with Jades approval
Gosh, just hearing how protective Jade is over the system makes me honestly feel safer myself. But it’s also comforting, in a way, to see an individual such as Jade apart of the system, or something idk how to explain it☺️☺️☺️
I feel the same way!!! I’m glad I’m not the only one!
Oh goodness, it must be really rough to have to go through so much legal trouble. Your system has been really missed and it’s really heartwarming to see you all saying something! I wish you the best of luck!
Jade’s straightforwardness is really comforting. The honesty she radiates is very reassuring and listening to her feels like one would be safe around her
It’s really interesting to learn about all the alters and their jobs and the inner world.
Anybody else wanna see each of the alters take a personality test ?
That'd actually be super cool
I think myer Briggs would be fun!
An amazing idea!
Worried they might take 16personalities like most others. I'd like to see them take an accurate one that types by functions. (Though i still would like MBTI!)
If they are okay with it I would love them do that it’s like there Harry Potter house video.
Sorry about what's happened... I've been watching this channel for a while now and it sucks that you guys have to go through this. :/ Wishing you all the best
Hello everyone in the system. I am sorry this video was difficult for Jade to do but know that it’s an important video to make especially for those of us that are still learning about DID, like me. Thank you as always for the education you give to us all. I hope you are all doing well despite anything going on.
I really admire people who can be honest and upfront without being rude or insensitive. I feel like you'd be the person I'd want to talk to when I needed advice on how to resolve an issue. No wooly platitudes, just straight up sensible advice.
"Do no harm, take no shit."
-Jade, probably
Love that
Sounds about right
That sounds like something either her or Ruby would say
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I am so overwhelmed with the feeling of strength, compassion, grace, and sheer utter will and determination that you put forth after speaking your truth. You are empowering and inspiring and I love your system dearly. DO NOT GO SILENTLY INTO THIS GOODNIGHT. We are here for you all.
Jade is such a strong alter, even though her role is more internal it’s fascinating to hear her talk about her responsibilities in your system. Happy she felt comfortable talking to us about her. She might not read this but you guys have an amazing gatekeeper😊✨
You gotta remember that everyone has their one "jade" in one form or another :)
Wow,you dopes are so gullible to believe this nonsense 😂😂😂
@@bubbacosta8758 you are an awful human being.
Who are you to judge someone without any proof bich
“I am bitter, but logical” I felt that in my soul
I wonder how she processes other alters' memories. It must be overwhelming to say the least. No doubt she needs to be less emotional than average. Otherwise it would be an impossible job in the long run. Much respect.
Every time Jade talks I get choked up. I see the pain in her eyes, she’s seen and experienced some dark things. She deals with so much in the inner world. Nobody could do Jade’s job better than her, she is one of a kind. She’s strong and sophisticated and beautiful with so much depth to her although limits how deep she goes and I respect that about her. Beautiful video Jade thank you for your time ❤️
I do want to know more, but only if you wish to tell us more. I’m intrigued about your inner world and all because although I don’t have DID I do have a world of my own I go to in my dreams or daydreams. It’s extremely well developed, and I’m interested in yours just because no one else has ever related to me in that level. I understand that your world must have a lot of trauma beneath the surface though, so feel free to disregard this comment.
Hey! Based on your comment, I recommend you check out the channel “Silent Souls”. She does videos on maladaptive daydreaming and sounds like you might also have a paracosm (vs an inner world like with DID). I don’t know much about this myself but I find Silent Souls videos very educative and there’s always lots of people in the comments who share how they relate to her experience of maladaptive daydreaming. ☺️
I have the same thing, and I also deeply recommend Silent Souls. You might find it very interesting.
me too!!
Oh wow, do we have a very similar extremely well developed inner world like I do? I hope so 880, I’ve always wanted to meet someone who also has a rich, vivid inner world like I do. Please pm me if you want to talk about our inner worlds where we daydream.
Yes, I would like to hear about what's in the basement and dungeon, what they're for and what goes on in the basement and dungeon, if you are comfortable sharing that with us. This video was very informative and you make things very clear and understandable. Thank you for sharing. You help so many people. No one with DID has a better channel than you.
I'd be interested to know if the basement/dungeon has levels (Dante's seven circles of hell is the best analogy that comes to me at the moment), and if there are alters that hold memories of singular traumatic events. From past videos they've said that some alters, like Omega, were created as a result of a specific traumatic incidence, but it would be interesting to know if there are some dormant or even imprisoned or "banished" alters who exist only to house a single memory, perhaps one so difficult that the governing alters know it can't come out anytime soon.
I think it would be very interesting! Even if she didnt go into details, but just knowing more about the mechanics of the dungeon and how it works as a tool for all the work she does in there
@@leighreinhart6185, from what I know of PTSD, the dungeons and basement most likely hold severely traumatic memories that both Ruby the protector and Jade the gatekeeper guard.
I would 100% read a book about what it's like to be you.
YES!!!
Same
Sign me up, and make it a series from each perspective! That would be amazing.
Facts, even a good 2hr movie
Same
I have to say... HOW INCREDIBLE IS JADE'S MAKE-UP?!?!
I always loved seeing Jade. She's so strong willed and calming. When she talks, she talks with a purpose and when she looks at you it's like she's staring at your soul. I admire how much she takes on in the system despite it being so stressful. Thank you for this video Jade! Sending love to everyone in the system!
“i’m bitter, but i’m logical”
that hit me in such a relatable way
Ugh the way Jade carries herself is REGAL! What an icon!
I just saw your most recent video, and I'm so sorry to hear about all that you've been going through as a collective. My heart goes out to you all and I hope everything works out as it should and you can remain safe and feel free enough again to post content on here. Although I cannot relate to your story entirely, I appreciate the honesty that goes into your content and as someone who deals with depression and anxiety, I applaud you for your bravery.
I love hearing Jade talk about her role within their system. She's very direct and very much to the point when she's talking. She doesn't like to sugarcoat things and is very honest. I feel we all need someone like Jade.
Her diction is so damn good. Makes me embarrassed to speak in english.
Same! I got taught Russian and English at the same time when I was young and it mixed up my English! lol
I just want to say that I have very much respect for Jade. I cannot even begin to imagine what she and the system has gone through, but I’m sure Jade has done as much as she can to help. Thank you for this video, Jade 💜
Knowing Jade is still a strong part of the system makes me feel calmer and more stable for the dissociadid system. She is such a consistent and stable and strong part of the system and it makes me feel good knowing she is always there ❤️
Jade is the perfect rolemodel for setting boundaries and respecting your wishes while also being caring and kind to others. I have so much respect for her,
Jade living in a cave, having a base with computers and keeping order within the system? AND she's intimidating, straight forward and holds past trauma? She is your system's Batman, didn't think she could get more badass XD
It's so interesting learning about jade's role and she seems so strong and protective but not rude and very intelligent, thank you for making this Jade! Sending love to you guys!
I'm so sad about everything you had to go through. Your channel has helped me notice my disorder, validate my trauma and recognize how much it has affected me in order to work with it. I'm finally diagnosed and on treatment but big part of it is thanks to the system. I'm so grateful for your existence on TH-cam, you have helped me in so many ways to finally feel like I'm in control. Just thank you for everything.
I like her. She keeps order. Even if it hurts her. She is necessary
I like her too.
We do three lol
Jade has the ambiance of Morticia Addams. But more professional and I would literally follow her into battle
So would I follow her into battle.
+++
100% same 🤟
Jade I could listen you for hours, you speak calmly, eloquently and even as a non native English speaker I can understand every single word you pronounce, also you sound like you take your role very seriously and you handle it responsibly, this video was really interesting thank you
I’m so glad I found this channel from Anthony’s interview, it’s been amazing to learn so much more about DID. Saw people saying lots of the channels videos have been removed.. Personally I look forward to the videos coming back so badly! Thank you for bringing back the channel
I don't know why but I found that so relaxing. Jade's concise sentences and even tone is so soothing. Great vid, thanks Jade for making it!
I just got diagnosed with did, and this helped explain one of my alters! Thank you for taking the time to film this!
Glad it helped!
For real she helped me with a persecuter and now an alter that protects and gatekeeps. Must keep studying😂💯✌️💓💕❤️❣️
@@DissociaDID thank you ,stay safe guys. 🙏😇💓💕❤️❣️💯
I don't know what you're going through but you deserve the world. ☄
@@DissociaDID hello!
The kiss at the end felt like jade was asked to do so. It felt...out of character. But I so appreciate her willingness to make a video❤️❤️❤️
Exactly. It felt like, "I'm doing this for Nin and I hate it but here it is."
RIGHT!! I literally just said that!
I think it's awesome that she did it for us :) Thank you Jade
She almost didnt do it, you could see her brief struggle lol
She just said she wouldn't do something if she wasn't okay with it.
Also, she's not a character, so don't compare her to one, she's a being just as complex as the rest of us, and you haven't even met her, how can you judge whether or not she's being herself or not? Just because she's more logic-driven than emotion-driven doesn't mean she can't "express affection"(for lack of a better term), maybe she struggles to do so.
I'm so upset right now, why is it always the sweetest beings that suffer. I want all of the dissociadid system to know your fans love all of you❤️missing Kyle and nin and hoping the legal system does what's right
In the end itll make them stronger and smarter when dealing with certaing things. While it will cost a bit of money for a lawyer theyll most likely win this case easily and even if they dont and he does get the disclaimer thats going to accomplish literally nothing. Plus they have proof that he said he would work for free and ask for nothing in return so its gonna be hard for him to get anything based on that statement alone. From now on though if they deal with anyone then they need a contract.
I noticed that Jade talks differently than Nin or anyone else. She's firm, sort of monotonous, she's blunt, she's very serious.
Question for Jade: How do you file a memory? Like... can you touch them?
yes, I'd also be curious to know more about memory filing! I didn't think that it would be a role dedicated to an alter. it baffles me as someone without DID, since the process is entirely automatic in my own mind.
Yes I would love to know more because now, I can only imagine it as kind of an Inside out situation 🙈 I think it's fascinating and would love it if Jade were to be so kind as to educate us on the matter
Idk how it is for the dissociadid system, but for us we have two gatekeepers and the one who handles memories handles them through books and has a large library that he has access to
@@Bloodangel_444 Wow that's surprisingly complex! And how can they be filed as books? Are they like... writen down? Narrated? Described? Omg haha im so sorry i just find this subject to be super interesting.
@@jalen920 it's okay! I myself don't really understand it because I'm not the one who handles it but from times I've asked our gatekeeper directly (even though it was still very confusing) I was able to kind of understand it as minecraft enchantment books or the goosebumps books which still isn't very accurate. Sorry if that doesn't help ^^ its confusing and complex for me too.
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Bootiful
I agree
I knooww! ❤️❤️
Absolutely agree. It's gorgeous!
That eyeshadow is everything😍😍
They do better than I ever will tbh lol
No matter what people say about you, I'm really glad that you are back.❤️
Yeah, I don't know who she is, but I was really missing her and her friends!
(OK, I know it might sound weird, but it's true...)
I cant believe im not the only one with a gatekeeper similar to jade. Its making me very happy. Thank you for sharing your DID knowledge it helps so much
That is a very intense role Jade has. It makes me have so much more respect for Jade. I don’t think I could ever do a role what Jade does. She seems like she does an amazing job at doing it. Thank you Jade, for making this video
Theoretically, all neurotypical people would be ABLE to do the job but all of us would suck at it. If our understanding of the psychology is correct, we all subconciously have these roles deep within us, accomplished in the background. But since we have just the one conciousness, we are forced to do every job ourselves. Jade is the definition of "specialized."
@@skeetsmcgrew3282 Yeah, in my understanding we would suck at it as neurotypicals because it would be too much, at least in young years. People with DID get it in childhood because the trauma they experienced in early years are too much for a neurotypical child to handle. So their brain adapts. You get DID to be able to function.
I can't even imagine the strength it takes to film something like this. Thank you so much Jade for educating us on something so serious and personal.
As hard as it may seem to believe, there are in fact good people in the world. You are a shining example of this, and i just hope you have some good friends to back you up and support you through these stressing times! Best of luck with the case (cases?) It appears you have this covered, but it could still take a while, and he probably won't make it easy on you. YOU GOT THIS!
Sigh... I have to admit, there are times I have trouble believing there's good people in the world myself, or that there's very many of them anyway, or if I myself am even a good person or not... I've had a lot of people in my life that just came and went for starters... :(
I feel like jade is the type of person to not care or be nonchalant about how much we love her and this makes me love her more.
I'm a man so I don't know much about makeup but your eye makeup in this video was really beautiful and clearly took a long time. Looks like a kingfisher!
The little changes in frame as the camera zoomed in to emphasize her words made all the difference, this was great.
You probably got this a lot already, but we're glad to see you again. I hope everything gets sorted out, and everyone in the system remains safe and healthy. Wishing you all well.
She is one of the most powerful people I think I have seen and it’s just makes me feel powerful
Did anyone else sit up straighter when Jade looked straight into the camera, feel like she would tell me off for slouching.
yes😭😭😭😂
Jade comes across like this absolute boss who expects to be respected and all that is needed when someone underestimates her abilities is her raising her eyebrows for someone to go like 😳
I'm honored you decided to speak to us, Jade.
OMG same
yeah, she rarely appears.
Thank you all for this video! We loved it. - Elliot
Same with us - Snow from Sky Waterfall system
Same with us here too - Meep from the Labyrinth System
I know that Jade didn’t necessarily want to make this video but I’m glad that she did and it’s very much appreciated 🖤
Just from the way she is looking at the camera in the beginning you can already see it isn't Nin. It's so crazy how all alters differ so much from each other.
I hope the System is getting better and are staying safe. Much love to you all, stay strong!!
As a cognitive science major, and just someone who is interested in DID in general, I found this video to ge very informative. Thank you Jade for doing this video. I know you wouldn't have done it if it were too much, but I appreciate it nonetheless
Does anybody else feel like standing up straight when Jade is talking? haha She is so serious and direct and simply demands respect. Great video DisociaDID system! Very educational and interesting at the same time. Much love!
Any chance an alter of yours watched this video and commented the same exact thing on a different account😄
The amount of pure RESPECT Jade makes me feel gives me goosebumps. Thank you for this video.
In regards to your most recent video, I think you took the right decision to raise your voice and not stay silent, I wish you the best and I hope this will be over soon! lots of love❤️💚
their makeup is as gorgeous as ever
Yeah their makeup always looks amazing
As always 😁
I like your pfp
@@AnDr3w066 I think they meant the whole system in general cause no one knows who actually did the makeup in this case
@@AnDr3w066 Not her, it's multiple people. Some of them are not female, and even if they were all female, it's still them.
Jade is so calming, and she is so fluid in speaking. She never says any um’s and but’s, she really knows how to play her role in the system. Keep it up guys💖
I really like Jades personality, she seems like a straightforward person who is fairly easy to get along with. Would love to see a makeup tutorial!
The comments for the last video is off but I must say I'll miss Kyle so much! 😭 But it's great to meet Kya! They're beautiful! ♥️
I agree, I'm glad they're all back. Hopefully this all gets resolved quickly
I have so much respect for Jade! She has such a hard job to do within the system.
This make up look is stunning.
Jade has such a calming persona. She is just so eloquent.
I seriously need their brands of makeup. And their skill. And less sensitive skin.
Nonetheless you're right. Even being able to see it is something nicer in the world.
I really like how she is balances being firm but polite. Lots of people don’t say what they mean, and if they are firm, come across as rude, where Jade balances it really well :)
I met you as Chloe here on TH-cam in 2019, it's a pleasure to meet Kya, you seem so strong, confident, and secure. I wish you all the best in your legal proceedings... I'm so sorry to hear of how that all happened. Nothing can make me sadder than seeing someone's fear to trust be justified by such a distressful turn of events.
I pray that you make it through this all the better for it. We are so grateful for you letting us in on your truth and look forward to your success story.
All the love to you Kya
I think it’s kind of sweet that Jade was “raised” by Ruby, and she actually reminds me of Ruby a lot. She has an air or energy that she must have picked up from Ruby and built on from that.
Tell me why every statement Jade makes just feels like there would be a “periodt” on the end.......😂
because there is :D It is only person (not only in system, but ALL non-acting humans that i saw in my life ;)) i know who CAN vocalize periods at the end of sentence :P
i swear i see you EVREWHERE
@@66beck66 😬✌🏾 hi
Yessss
Jade is really cool! I love how confidently she says everything, almost intimidatingly yet it doesn't feel cold or rude.
I MISS YOU! I was so happy to see you in your recent vid. Kya, it's a privilege to meet you. Nin, Kyle, and the system are stronger together and are a force to reckon with! I personally dealt with lawsuits when I was 21 (probate with my dad's passing that lasted over 5 yrs). It is mentally, emotionally, and financially draining with loads of backstabbing from the ones you least expect from. This is a learning experience that makes us stronger and wiser and helps us understand where we stand in the world. I wish you the best in life and I hope court ends smoothly and quickly in your favor.
I'm so sorry you experienced that. We send our best wishes your way, and thank you for supporting us ❤️ - Kya & Jade
I can see how Jade could be unnerving but I also think if I knew someone like her I would appreciate that directness immensely.
When she said: "I can do this, this this and this but I will decide on a case by case basis and I won't make promises." I was like damn I wish people would be that good at communicating more often, it would spare me a lot of anxiety.
Frl, like just communicate with me so I will not go there lol
i hope jade knows we are incredibly grateful for her filming this 💜
hearing such eloquent descriptions of the inner world is a really interesting to listen to from a writers perspective - I appreciate the work you and your system do to normalise mental health and DID and find each video you make to be very interesting
I've noticed that too! It really does feel like worldbuilding, but involuntarily created
@@moo3060 I couldn’t agree more
Hey Kya, comments are switched off on your newest video so I wanted to show support here. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all of this. I hope the trouble is gone soon and doesn’t cause you too much further stress. I hope you guys are doing well! Sending lots of love and endless support to you guys