guardin - geronimo (prod. 93feetofsmoke) (music video)

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    directed & shot by reservedforhell
    edited by quintin610
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  • @guardinmusic
    @guardinmusic  2 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    lyrics
    --------
    don't do it for them
    do it for yourself maybe
    disguising the truth
    convincing myself they hate me
    are you really there
    or am i just talking to myself
    i'll do it again
    i'll stay up and watch the sunrise
    on top of the shed
    i wish i could stay here all night
    i don't understand
    why is it always just like this
    i miss drinking until 6am
    with all of my friends
    even ones i just met
    hey owen i hope that you're listening man
    you helped me get outta my bedroom again
    i was on the verge of the end of it all
    but nobody knew at all
    and i wish that i could get stuck in the past
    back before we started moving so fast
    standing this still is a choice that won't last
    and neither will we so i guess it's a wrap
    from here i see this so clearly
    at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings
    (at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings x2)
    i had everything mapped to a t
    but everything here isn't quite as it seems
    there's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
    a permanent fix yeah i wanted to leave it
    all behind me
    cauterizing
    the thread on my wings so i'm no longer flying
    help
    i'm trying to climb out this hell
    but it's hard to talk when i lack
    all the skills that i need to get outta my shell
    i'm not scared to jump so just please don't come near me
    when i hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
    and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you're hearing this
    and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you hear me
    and now i'm a ghost oh hello can you hear me

    • @Lil.Peep.0001
      @Lil.Peep.0001 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I love you guardin!

    • @gaman9253
      @gaman9253 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you for this man. Such a beautiful vid been struggling with my own music recently not getting anything to sound how I want but I legit just keep trying cause I hope to be good enough I can do something with you one day.🤍

    • @koyaikigai
      @koyaikigai 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love u Nick

    • @r.a.d.d.a.d.7903
      @r.a.d.d.a.d.7903 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Only thing that coulda made this better was every shot being on a different horse, still beautiful. Appreciate every bit

    • @AutoAimGamer
      @AutoAimGamer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Was that you at Cedar Point on Holloweekends O_O

  • @elijahmichael8593
    @elijahmichael8593 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Guardin I hear you. You don't need to hit the bottom for us to start cheering. I loved your last album because it was a sign of recovery and growth because it was happy! You don't need to write sad music all the time in fear that we will leave. I'm not going anywhere. We're growing with you. Like you said, gardens are always changing and growing, just like your music :) so guard it well

  • @Archives.4365
    @Archives.4365 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your music is blissful therapy.
    #1 Emotional rapper, ppl Need your music. Never stop.

  • @bvtterflyboy
    @bvtterflyboy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can’t get this song out of my head and I don’t want to 🥲

  • @Mikey-kq6wj
    @Mikey-kq6wj 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hear you man. I hear you and feel you for real

  • @Jyshmusic
    @Jyshmusic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    My favorite artist forever. I’ve never resonated so much with an artist/band in my entire life as much as you. Genuinely feels like you’re writing all these songs about my life lol. My biggest inspiration for my music and my life. I seriously wouldn’t be where I am today without you. Since solitary and for the rest of my life 🖤

    • @dzuli7518
      @dzuli7518 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      real

    • @TayLauren3
      @TayLauren3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      🙌

    • @Jyshmusic
      @Jyshmusic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@TayLauren3 oh hi! Nice to see you here😊

    • @TayLauren3
      @TayLauren3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Jyshmusic nice to see you Josh! 🤗🖤

    • @Mandemon
      @Mandemon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same bro.. same

  • @DubMash420
    @DubMash420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "I'm trying to climb out this hell
    But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills that I need to get out of my shell"
    Wow. I had to pause and relisten to that line. I've never heard someone describe this so perfectly in a song. I resonate with this so much.

  • @bonjr2854
    @bonjr2854 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    love this

  • @sufferplenty
    @sufferplenty 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Carnival is such a perfect setting for this song though, especially if you ever went to one as a kid.

  • @tymeyer6479
    @tymeyer6479 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'll forever love you for keeping me alive through the thickest times. Can't wait till you come back to Wisconsin fr

  • @minoa2215
    @minoa2215 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The way the pick scratches the strings when acoustic guitar picks up tempo. It takes me home.

  • @ghoul4848
    @ghoul4848 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Been listening to Guardin for like 4 years now and bro stays dropping bangers

  • @HyperNovington
    @HyperNovington 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Watching your journey had been amazing. When someone asks who my favorite band is I always tell them it's actually an artist named Guardin. So many nights in my room spent to your albums. Thank you for everything you do and all your emotion and effort you pour into your music.

  • @acidxwash
    @acidxwash 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Excellent as always😩

  • @matthewgrimes8971
    @matthewgrimes8971 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    “Don’t do it for them, do it for yourself, maybe.” That hit hard.

  • @dannymaiden5130
    @dannymaiden5130 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Sick way to end Halloween night
    *edit* I LOVED IT

  • @joshuaaraya1087
    @joshuaaraya1087 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    some of the realest lyrics you've ever written bro

  • @lostkidforever1516
    @lostkidforever1516 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    just listening to this isn’t enough, i need this song imported into my brain tissue

  • @carsonguth7799
    @carsonguth7799 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Gonna be here till i pass away been 5 years of my life youve helped ❤🙏🏼

  • @essisaysgoodnight
    @essisaysgoodnight 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The subtle metronome in the background is actually so comforting

  • @SparkleCakezz
    @SparkleCakezz 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    One of my new favorite guardin songs. 💚🖤🖤

  • @drewegan221
    @drewegan221 ปีที่แล้ว

    this song is criminally underrated..... I love u guardin u a homie fr

  • @matthewfilo7631
    @matthewfilo7631 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I absolutely love your music and overall vibe, thank you for all your music

  • @christiansapienza9832
    @christiansapienza9832 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So head to have found your work a few years ago and this is one the most beautiful songs I’ve heard. From happy to sad to retrospective music we support and love you Guardin

  • @bobbiebennett2399
    @bobbiebennett2399 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so excited to see him again! I relate to him, I feel his words, it hits me right in the heart, on my sleeve. We drive 12 plus hours one way to see him while he's on tour, haven't been able to actually meet him yet, hoping this time!

  • @RicFlairDayZ
    @RicFlairDayZ ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This deserves so much more recognition.

  • @trystxnofficial3845
    @trystxnofficial3845 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ahhhh yeah, I love it..

  • @sohte
    @sohte 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Guardin writes the most relatable shit.

  • @Spec1ops616
    @Spec1ops616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Thank you for everything Nick so happy you continue to show us ur creativity and thoughts happy Halloween ❤

  • @AnonYmous-xw1jn
    @AnonYmous-xw1jn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Favorite song of the album

  • @DawsonLoudon
    @DawsonLoudon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Perfect video for the song. I love this song so much, I wish I wrote it 😍

  • @WeepingWolf7983
    @WeepingWolf7983 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    guardin looks so good

  • @fogpimp
    @fogpimp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    93 did a great job on guitar and you killed it as always man keep it up

  • @yuzxria
    @yuzxria 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    words cannot express how much i've been waiting for this song to finally get a music video!!
    thanks for everything guardin, i love you.

  • @haqte340
    @haqte340 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    praying this blows up 🙏

  • @StevenMartinOfficial
    @StevenMartinOfficial 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Those vocals have such early 'Fun.' vibes

  • @GeronimOCZECH
    @GeronimOCZECH 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Man, I remember listening to you in 2019. Your music helped me a lot back then... IDK how but it did. I'm just glad that you are still making music. Keep going! 💜

  • @ashrose1800
    @ashrose1800 ปีที่แล้ว

    never been able to find a song that relates to my life as much as this one dose don't know if you'll see this keep up your amazing work 👽

  • @jordxn429
    @jordxn429 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i love your music guardin

  • @MOT._.H
    @MOT._.H 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful song from a beautiful person. We love you guardin, keep producing the magic ✨💙

  • @LucasAlfa.
    @LucasAlfa. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I may be the only fan from Costa Rica, come one day, I would like to take a selfi with you, keep going you are one of the best !!!

  • @dazewithdAzE
    @dazewithdAzE 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    ive been obsessing over this song and damn so excited for the music video I heard you talking about then surprise on tiktok. ive been listening to your music for a few years now and I love your music, you make true art:)

  • @aidannorthup5326
    @aidannorthup5326 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love your music, it’s always resonated with me especially this song. Dropping out of college and trying to get through life with all my friends not around and doing their own thing. I find myself missing the times we’d have house parties and I was around all my close friends and even some strangers, drinking until 6am. Wishing to be stuck in the past in that moment where everything felt right. I tried so hard to convince myself it’d be like that forever but now I’m back home doing nothing, I know what to do to live a successful life but I have no ambition because the people I wanted to be around me either don’t want to or are off doing their own thing. Having everything mapped to a t in your head, hoping it’d be that way but it just not.

  • @shredder_para3967
    @shredder_para3967 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hyped for it bro!

  • @nolanstandley2386
    @nolanstandley2386 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ever sense I found you 5 years ago. Still the best dam music I've heard

  • @ProbablySpicy
    @ProbablySpicy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Saw you live near chicago, loved you before. With the continuous uploads I love you even more Guardin. Thanq for signing my uke, and I hope to one day be right next to you in a playlist, such a icon to my heart. I'm jealous of those that drank with you that you've just met...is that a bad saying?

  • @gmoneygaming695
    @gmoneygaming695 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    your style is unmatched, been here since the start and will stay to the end

  • @theonitoad7474
    @theonitoad7474 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song was fire of being alone on a Halloween day

  • @DxspairOfficial
    @DxspairOfficial 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love You 💗

  • @robinmckeehan579
    @robinmckeehan579 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As a adult coming from a teenage addict this song gets me in my feelings

  • @anthonysanmiguel8425
    @anthonysanmiguel8425 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Keep the tracks coming!

  • @cix9420
    @cix9420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    fire song bro 💯

  • @GTheGecko
    @GTheGecko 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing as always, every song you release is a straight banger!

  • @nicmont4230
    @nicmont4230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I didn’t expect to like this, but I couldn’t stop listening. The more I listened the more I heard my own thoughts. I have a million decisions that I would go back and change in my past. I wish I was there all the time to correct things that I can never forget. Great song. You’ve got a new fan.

    • @GeronimOCZECH
      @GeronimOCZECH 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Try to focus more on future / present decisions... I'm sure you'll be happier :)

  • @lightskie
    @lightskie ปีที่แล้ว

    That the edge of the world is still in fear of my feelings 🎶♥︎

  • @gatsbysgarage8389
    @gatsbysgarage8389 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    One of my favs you’ve ever realeased

  • @om3n430
    @om3n430 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The emmer effen man, best to date !

  • @fired-up-fr8dygaming
    @fired-up-fr8dygaming 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for your music bro it helps me with my anxiety and just going threw life. ❤ Stay blessed bro

  • @0_0-t2l
    @0_0-t2l 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Guardin just cant miss love all your music i keep you on notify keep up the work that you do

  • @unkxwn
    @unkxwn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Looking forward to this song
    I finished it and i love it but into the trees is still my favorite

  • @zSwervee
    @zSwervee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’M SO EXCITED 🖤

  • @xXEriNeccoXx
    @xXEriNeccoXx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow.. this is absolutely amazing and it resonates with me so much. Just.. wow. TH-cam recommended this to me. And I'm beyond glad that it did. Man.. I love it. Amazing.

  • @rashaadthomas9447
    @rashaadthomas9447 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Happy Halloween, everyones got me so out of my mind i needed ta tune in

  • @fuzychow
    @fuzychow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing artist

  • @gothboybby
    @gothboybby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ❤❤❤

  • @shredder_para3967
    @shredder_para3967 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I loved it man, it was fire asf

  • @imkarmabtw
    @imkarmabtw 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    im so happy this song got as music video🔥

  • @melhendrick1986
    @melhendrick1986 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank to you for helping me so much this year ❤

  • @Samanthacoleman10156
    @Samanthacoleman10156 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤❤❤❤❤ I hope to see you in Atlanta again

  • @MsEmowolf11
    @MsEmowolf11 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your songs help me so much…Thankyou guardin

  • @NicachuMaeChase
    @NicachuMaeChase 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I needed this so much right now... thank you Guardin.🖤🖤🖤🖤 my life is in shambles. I needed this release.

  • @Kirbysleftnut
    @Kirbysleftnut 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I saw you in boston and you did amazing, i hope ome day we can all stop hurting so bad.

  • @nicorobin5978
    @nicorobin5978 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    homebound next please!

  • @FaZeWhiskey
    @FaZeWhiskey 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    yo love your music ❤‍🔥

  • @Stinkyjank
    @Stinkyjank 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Even the shit I've been through and all the money I've lost your songs never get old. Keep it up man. I hope u are doing well. Make sure to drink water. We love ya homie b

  • @EternalPhantom666
    @EternalPhantom666 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love this song so much. I can relate fr

  • @runawayelectric
    @runawayelectric ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you guardin for this great song❤❤❤❤

  • @Mj-ck8gu
    @Mj-ck8gu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i missed guardin music videos so much

  • @chasec11
    @chasec11 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks Guardin for getting me thru another terrible time I love you thanks for the music. You helped save my life

  • @kimblylemonicus9070
    @kimblylemonicus9070 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Literally I’m in true love rn and this is music video is so freaking awesome I’m so excited for the future of your music 🤘🏼🖤 love ya man

  • @w8std
    @w8std 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    a true masterpiece.

  • @JEOZ
    @JEOZ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Happy Halloween we all love you so much who knows you probably saved some lifes, I love you we all do

  • @minniemartinez5756
    @minniemartinez5756 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was waiting for the video and the song, I loved it too much and now it's my favorite song 💚👽💚👽💚

  • @beautifulblessing
    @beautifulblessing 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Handsome with a beautiful voice and inspiring words

  • @Nowweh
    @Nowweh 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    please do not leave us guardin. i need your music man.

  • @coastalchords
    @coastalchords 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good lord I love this dudes music sm 🔥❤️

  • @trentonkolakowski4056
    @trentonkolakowski4056 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Guardin is going places

  • @EscanorLionSin420
    @EscanorLionSin420 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this guy I literally understand all he says.

  • @jairomendoza776
    @jairomendoza776 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My very first time listening this music become the new me. ❤️

  • @LadyFaFa62
    @LadyFaFa62 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Loved it!!

  • @cyndikramerlicious
    @cyndikramerlicious 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Aw I love it thanks for everything man

  • @Taboo732
    @Taboo732 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We hear yaAa loud & clear 🎉 ~At the edge of the world ~ ❤ Happy Halloween sir 🎃

  • @jodi.siberia1979
    @jodi.siberia1979 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Loved this so much, really good job reservedforhell 👽💚 & every one else involved in the making of the video. Really good one ✨

  • @lostxlate
    @lostxlate 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Can’t explain how much this song relates to what I’m going thru right now. I hope you’re ok and this was something you wrote after you got better. I hope I’m better soon this shit helps me more than you know

  • @hlakebelton
    @hlakebelton 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    u give me hope. maybe there's a place 4 all of us here.

  • @rip.37
    @rip.37 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Fire bro 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @fateapollyon
    @fateapollyon 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Reserved snapped on this!

  • @vaughnlean2951
    @vaughnlean2951 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Have had this shit on repeat, keep doing you nan. Got me through a lot ❤ would love to see you come to Aus

  • @isaiahbanks3888
    @isaiahbanks3888 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great song

  • @lucaftf
    @lucaftf 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My all time fav ❤