Exactly and this is the best 1 on yt I dont like instrumentals by people like H3 Music cause he changes the pitch of them and sometimes adds words in it's not an instrumental with words
[Verse 1] Yeah, look I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose I swear I'm tryna get it together Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever Forget the charts, I've been focusing' on holdin' my head up Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can have the regrets 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit [Chorus] Runnin' from change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want change [Verse 2] Yeah, I don't like new things Got a lot of mood swings Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative? I don't wanna hear what you think Yeah, tossin' in my sleep Every night for like two weeks Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better Can't help it, that's just me Lies, that's me avoidin' the change Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute I need change Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar Change It's somethin' that I know I should do I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room [Chorus] Lookin' for change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want- [Verse 3] I need a moment of silence I don't like change, but I'll try it I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do Why are they always defiant? See, all my emotions are liars All my emotions are violent They don't want freedom to find me Mention a name and everybody riots (Change) Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals They keep on workin', but I know Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change) I'm tryna be on their side though Should I feel comfortable? I don't Last year, I felt suicidal This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more [Chorus] I'm lookin' for change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy) I just want, I just want change Yeah, I'm lookin' for (Lookin' for) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for (Yeah) I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (Ayy) I'm searchin' for change (Ayy) I'm lookin' for, yeah I just want, I just want change
this is really really good and i just wish that it had all the voices that sing like the ones that sing"change". still a really good work and hard to obtain probably so congratulations
Yeah, look I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose I swear I'm tryna get it together Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath Holdin' my chest to be honest, so I'm tired of it Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit Runnin' from change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want change Yeah, I don't like new things Got a lot of mood swings Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative? I don't wanna hear what you think Yeah, tossin' in my sleep Every night feel like two weeks Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better Can't help it, that's just me, lies That's me avoidin' the change Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute I need change Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right? But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar Change, it somethin' that I know I should do I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room Lookin' for change I'm lookin' for change I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for change I just want, I just want I need a moment of silence I don't like change, but I'll try it I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do Why are they always defiant? See, all my emotions are liars All my emotions are violent They don't want freedom to find me Mention a name and everybody riots (change) Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals They keep on workin', but I know Breathin' don't mean you're alive so I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope Positive thoughts are my rivals (change) I'm tryna be be on their side though Should I feel comfortable? I don't Last year, I felt suicidal This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more I'm lookin' for change I'm lookin' for (yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (yeah) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah (ay, ay) I just want, I just want change Yeah, I'm lookin' for I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for (yeah) I just want, I just want change I'm lookin' for (ay) I'm searchin' for change I'm lookin' for, yeah I just want, I just want change
I think about drugs- just to make the pain slow- I dream of nice things and everywhere I can’t go- so I Been searchin- for someone to confide in- drowning in my sorrow-I been Poseidon- pain is the orchestra- I been the violins- I am just a product- narcotics and violence- so don’t you dare question - this place I’ve arrived at- to make it outta hell- you must go inside it- I learned to take pride in- suffering in silence- emotional riot- spiritual giant- I cant describe all these mountains I’m climbing- going in circles- hurt til I’m purple- I pushed you away cuz I didn’t want hurt you-now I gotta nurse you- bruises, confusion, contusions- how could I be this stupid?- how could you be so ruthless- how could you be so Judas- how could I be so foolish?- now I sit alone with a lot of fucking questions- learned a couple lessons - none was better than love is a motherfucking weapon-
Hard to take it when I’m stuck in this box I don’t mean to act complacent ,just got this feeling I’m lost I don’t do freinds an conversations I only do that with god I see my life an how I’m pacing it’s no wonder I’m off I hate my occupation because dealing with struggles is my real job I see many fake faces and that’s probably a cause of my pain I mean where do I start , Like every time I’m stuck inside the limelight I put on a fake smile That’s what I’m I’m doing part time Take a while to warm up well that’s really just my life If life’s looking up then all keep it all archived Honestly I’m surprised I didn’t take drugs looking back on what my life’s like But my issues keep going like a Ferris wheel Round an round for days ,man I wonder how my parents feel It was all just a haze but I’m still feeling embarrassed still But that’s the issue tho my pain I just try to sedate it Most of my life I’ve been feeling I never created something meaningful only spent all this time In the basement Had a lotta regrets so now they see my heart on the pavement And when I hit a high really it’s a low in disguise Cuz most of my life I’ve been lying saying I’m fine If they opened there eyes they could see I’m miles from great Always insecure and shy so I’m looking for rates (Chorus ) It’s complicated why I’m complaining just got this feeling I’m empty Searching for truth when I feel like I’m not ready Lots to do ,lots to prove but pain cuts like machetes It’s a lot to digest I just keep revealing it’s heavy weighing down on my conscious I could count all my options if they didn’t call me obnoxious lots of problems but no time to time to really solve em So I load up the revolver and watch em wash away who needs doctors
If only I could show you the song I wrote to this Nate. Shit I'd pay you if you thought I waisted you time. I am a fan but not one that goes above and beyond man. I relate to a lot and we write a lot alike. I been writing since I was 5. An inspiration like you is been a long time coming. The oppurtunity to if not meet you then show you the remix I did to this beat would be literally a dream to me. Your fans aren't just fans. Some of us are writers to. We wanna be heard. Maybe you can help.
From my problems i cant conqouer them all never involved in anything and i guess its my fault cant take the pain lock mysel in a vault threw away the fucking key this world trynna swallow me hole yeah i opened up the doors they getting harder to close as i go on im just looking for something to hold to get me out this fucking deep end cuh its harder to float with all this shit up on my chest and i just wanna express whats going on in my life like whats coming next everybody act perefect man im trying my best to compete with everbody but its leaving me stressed losing my breathe everytime that i open my mouth they look at me stupid what am i talking about yuh tried change but it went in a different route living life with this pain why cant it be simple now live to explain everything that ive been thru i pray that you listen just dont let it offend you Out here trynna find a purpose in life The say you reap what you sew so it’s hard to decide Burning inside on fire I just hope that I die Don’t want the devil getting to me so I open my eyes I’m out here trynna search but I don’t know what to find Livin a lie lookin at people and tell them I’m fine
I'm looking for change It's funny how life regrage I'm starting to think Are things gonna the stay the same Or things gonna change, I'm broke but I just some happier days Confused in a daze, walking In to court almost late Money moves cuz I gotta get food on that plate Paid my dues but they still throw dirt on my name
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I don’t understand y people dislike the video like they chose to look up his instrumental
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Exactly and this is the best 1 on yt I dont like instrumentals by people like H3 Music cause he changes the pitch of them and sometimes adds words in it's not an instrumental with words
facts
Thank you so much man this is literally perfect, keep up the hard work man
[Verse 1]
Yeah, look
I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down
Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
I swear I'm tryna get it together
Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever
Forget the charts, I've been focusing' on holdin' my head up
Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can have the regrets
'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
[Chorus]
Runnin' from change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want change
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I don't like new things
Got a lot of mood swings
Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
I don't wanna hear what you think
Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
Every night for like two weeks
Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
Can't help it, that's just me
Lies, that's me avoidin' the change
Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
I need change
Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
Change
It's somethin' that I know I should do
I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth
But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
[Chorus]
Lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want-
[Verse 3]
I need a moment of silence
I don't like change, but I'll try it
I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
Why are they always defiant?
See, all my emotions are liars
All my emotions are violent
They don't want freedom to find me
Mention a name and everybody riots (Change)
Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
They keep on workin', but I know
Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
I'm tryna be on their side though
Should I feel comfortable? I don't
Last year, I felt suicidal
This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
[Chorus]
I'm lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
I just want, I just want change
Yeah, I'm lookin' for (Lookin' for)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
I'm searchin' for change (Ayy)
I'm lookin' for, yeah
I just want, I just want change
TheDamianBro that comment may or may not be useless
@@loganensign3139 lmfaooo depending on if people actually listen to NF you're right 😂😭
Oax
underratted instrumental
Extremely Underrated 💯 my friend
this is really really good and i just wish that it had all the voices that sing like the ones that sing"change". still a really good work and hard to obtain probably so congratulations
Thank you God for your patience with me
I never knew such a depressing song could have a beat that drops so hard through the speakers 🔊🔊🔊🔊
Banger honestly
Yeah, look
I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down
Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
I swear I'm tryna get it together
Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever
Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up
Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets
'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
Holdin' my chest to be honest, so I'm tired of it
Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
Runnin' from change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want change
Yeah, I don't like new things
Got a lot of mood swings
Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
I don't wanna hear what you think
Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
Every night feel like two weeks
Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
Can't help it, that's just me, lies
That's me avoidin' the change
Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
I need change
Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
Change, it somethin' that I know I should do
I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth
But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
Lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want
I need a moment of silence
I don't like change, but I'll try it
I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
Why are they always defiant?
See, all my emotions are liars
All my emotions are violent
They don't want freedom to find me
Mention a name and everybody riots (change)
Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
They keep on workin', but I know
Breathin' don't mean you're alive so
I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
Positive thoughts are my rivals (change)
I'm tryna be be on their side though
Should I feel comfortable? I don't
Last year, I felt suicidal
This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
I'm lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for (yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for, yeah (ay, ay)
I just want, I just want change
Yeah, I'm lookin' for
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for (yeah)
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (ay)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for, yeah
I just want, I just want change
I think about drugs- just to make the pain slow- I dream of nice things and everywhere I can’t go- so I Been searchin- for someone to confide in- drowning in my sorrow-I been Poseidon- pain is the orchestra- I been the violins- I am just a product- narcotics and violence- so don’t you dare question - this place I’ve arrived at- to make it outta hell- you must go inside it- I learned to take pride in- suffering in silence- emotional riot- spiritual giant- I cant describe all these mountains I’m climbing- going in circles- hurt til I’m purple- I pushed you away cuz I didn’t want hurt you-now I gotta nurse you- bruises, confusion, contusions- how could I be this stupid?- how could you be so ruthless- how could you be so Judas- how could I be so foolish?- now I sit alone with a lot of fucking questions- learned a couple lessons - none was better than love is a motherfucking weapon-
Fucking thank you I don't always write but ik I will all night to this shit this that zone magic spills on
Hard to take it when I’m stuck in this box
I don’t mean to act complacent ,just got this feeling I’m lost
I don’t do freinds an conversations I only do that with god
I see my life an how I’m pacing it’s no wonder I’m off
I hate my occupation because dealing with struggles is my real job
I see many fake faces and that’s probably a cause of my pain I mean where do I start ,
Like every time I’m stuck inside the limelight
I put on a fake smile That’s what I’m I’m doing part time
Take a while to warm up well that’s really just my life
If life’s looking up then all keep it all archived
Honestly I’m surprised I didn’t take drugs looking back on what my life’s like
But my issues keep going like a Ferris wheel
Round an round for days ,man I wonder how my parents feel
It was all just a haze but I’m still feeling embarrassed still
But that’s the issue tho my pain I just try to sedate it
Most of my life I’ve been feeling I never created something meaningful only spent all this time In the basement
Had a lotta regrets so now they see my heart on the pavement
And when I hit a high really it’s a low in disguise
Cuz most of my life I’ve been lying saying I’m fine
If they opened there eyes they could see I’m miles from great
Always insecure and shy so I’m looking for rates
(Chorus )
It’s complicated why I’m complaining just got this feeling I’m empty
Searching for truth when I feel like I’m not ready
Lots to do ,lots to prove but pain cuts like machetes
It’s a lot to digest I just keep revealing it’s heavy weighing down on my conscious
I could count all my options if they didn’t call me obnoxious lots of problems but no time to time to really solve em
So I load up the revolver and watch em wash away who needs doctors
If only I could show you the song I wrote to this Nate. Shit I'd pay you if you thought I waisted you time. I am a fan but not one that goes above and beyond man. I relate to a lot and we write a lot alike. I been writing since I was 5. An inspiration like you is been a long time coming. The oppurtunity to if not meet you then show you the remix I did to this beat would be literally a dream to me. Your fans aren't just fans. Some of us are writers to. We wanna be heard. Maybe you can help.
I feel you on that I've been writing since I was 5 too
Same I wish he would see my remix of Therapy Session th-cam.com/video/JH8kSInT_l4/w-d-xo.html
It’s so perfect UMG copyrighted it
Me, just sittin in my apartment alone rapping word for word deep within my soul
Yeah it’s easy to say right ? But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life. We are all in it together stay in the fight homie !
Perfect!
From my problems i cant conqouer them all
never involved in anything and i guess its my fault
cant take the pain lock mysel in a vault
threw away the fucking key
this world trynna swallow me hole yeah i opened up the doors they getting harder to close
as i go on im just looking for something to hold
to get me out this fucking deep end cuh its harder to float
with all this shit up on my chest
and i just wanna express
whats going on in my life like whats coming next
everybody act perefect man im trying my best
to compete with everbody but its leaving me stressed
losing my breathe everytime that i open my mouth
they look at me stupid what am i talking about
yuh
tried change but it went in a different route
living life with this pain why cant it be simple now
live to explain everything that ive been thru
i pray that you listen just dont let it offend you
Out here trynna find a purpose in life
The say you reap what you sew so it’s hard to decide
Burning inside on fire I just hope that I die
Don’t want the devil getting to me so I open my eyes
I’m out here trynna search but I don’t know what to find
Livin a lie lookin at people and tell them I’m fine
I'm looking for change
It's funny how life regrage
I'm starting to think
Are things gonna the stay the same
Or things gonna change, I'm broke but I just some happier days
Confused in a daze, walking In to court almost late
Money moves cuz I gotta get food on that plate
Paid my dues but they still throw dirt on my name
nice
What do u use to make instrumentals