L O N E L I N E S S | ultimate corecore mix
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The second video in this series highlights the loneliness epidemic. I've selected the best corecore videos from tiktok and curated them into an edit.
This is a melancholic video that I hope brings some catharsis and possibly makes some feel seen. I'll be making hopecore videos soon that will hopefully bring a fresh and more uplifting perspective.
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Lost the girl, lost my parents, lost the drive. A quiet tired resilience is all I have left
fuckkk mate! its all coming to an end at some point mate! keep going!
I lost it all too. I hit bottom and rebounded you can too I promise bub. It took me years but I got in the best shape of my life and built things in my life I never thought possible. If I can you can to. Keep going you matter more than you will ever know in someone’s life even if you don’t see it.
You've never truly lost if you don't keep fighting your battle stay strong and keep pushing.
Friend, everything will be fine, we are on your side. I'm very sorry for you. Know that I believe in you😥
I’m in the same storm as you. But you still have yourself, we have to focus on ourselves, better ourselves.
"And then you realize, everyone loves you, but no one likes you." This one right here.
Only if you're a girl. If you're a boy no one cares about you
i have a girlfriend but i’m moving to a different country idk what to do i feel like we’ve gotten further apart. idk what to do i just feel alone gen when im with a ton of people i just feel alone
I loved that quote, but I feel like I genuinely can’t understand what it truly means, like if u love someone how can you not like them at the same time? 🤔
love isnt meant literally but as surface-level aquaintance designation. Or it means their feelings are a duty and not a joy. @@saladwibba
@@saladwibba people think of Love and Like as if it's a ranking of one's feelings but I don't see it that way. "Love" is, generally speaking, different from "Like."
People can Love you but not Like you as a person. Or maybe you can Love someone but never Like them as a person.
Just like how some Love their parents but don't really Like them.
Love is where you show care to someone but not really someone you'd want to spend your time with. It's a DUTY to Love someone wherein Liking feels more GENUINE.
"The only thing i won was being alone" real.
Yes it’s all lost everything but WAIT hope is here he is here he said 🗿 I am the light of the world those who follow me will not walk into darkness but will have the light of the world 🗿🌅🗿
playing this in my car on new years and im here.
❤ we‘re all in this together
you have ur own car lucky u. i drive i dont have my own car i use to have my own place after covid that changed. So i hustle through. charm or manipulate my way to having some affection from someone again. Some warmth , i go biking to calm myself and feel better. But i know eventually ill snap in some way.
Stay strong brother...
Stay strong man
Love you bro stay strong ❤️
Don't watch too much of these, watch a bit and then go out into the world and LIVE.
haha agreed hopecore coming soon
They didn't want me out there so I'm back. If the real world wasn't so isolating why would I be here watching lonliness videos?
-_-
there is noting out
@@veimat3394but every thing is within
Men either miss out on love because they are trying to protect their heart or experience fake love because of their gifts or whatever good they can bring to the table.
Or they fuck things up and fumble the love they could have had for the rest of their life.
@@davidhausmann5894 or somebody else does it for them.
Videos like this and the viewers watching it with me funny enough, make me feel less alone.
Thanks for sharing this, it made my day.
You've scrolled pretty far haven't you traveler? Come take a rest.
I just want to be happy.
Instead we got to be strong, but strong men create happy times
Stay strong brother...
@adamemedia3139 too many weak men creating hard times.
The best way I can describe this is well, strong men create good times, good times create weak men, weak men create hard times, but hard times create strong men
Look man, if you aren't happy, don't push your feelings away and just try to be strong. Talk to someone you love dude, be it your mom, dad, maybe a school counselor or something. The world makes us men feel like we need to suppress our feelings, and that doing so will make us happier, but it doesn't. All it does is make us be distracted from our issues. Trust me when I say, though, those who love you will listen to you.
I am 18. At the moment, I am feeling what is true loneliness and how painful it is for the first time in my life. All I have to do is just simply bear this pain of loneliness as a man. But still, the feeling hits me hard.........
GOD I swear. I would never let anybody who close to me experience such feelings caused by loneliness.NEVER! Even there is no one beside me.
You can get through it dude❤️ it takes time to push through..you gotta believe..find that one spark in your life and let it burn❤️ you can do it dude
I've been there brother and I agree I would not let anyone feel it if it was within my power. This empathy you've attained is a gift, focus on yourself and this too shall pass and on the other side you'll have a perspective thats poweful.
@@adamemedia3139 Thank you man that's what I needed to hear :)) I wish you have a great life and keep these videos coming
@@reeceson5819 Thank you very muchhhhh :))) That's what I wanted to hear as well! Have a great day and life
Keep pushing my friend, I felt like at 18, I’m 31 now and when I look back at it I wish I could realise the potential I held when I was 18, I wish I could of learnt discipline love and compassion and not get into fuck loads of debt
How did we go from try not to laugh (EXTREME EDITION) to this 💀
Lost my parents, my girl, my house and I feel lonely for the past few months of my life, I recently got out of the military and been living a lonely life since then, so for anyone who’s out there and feels lonely just now, God is with you all the time, make your path fight your battles and be a better person for yourself, be better that yesterday! Find God and then you will find you way, love you guys!💪🏻
I just got in. Already feel lonely
Amén, God Bless You and God Bless Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I know how the military then getting out makes you feel lonely if you need helpd reach out ill be here for you just like i need someone here for me
Hope you’re good, brother
"Choose a superpower, invisibility or fly? I am already invisible"
I'm not invisible, that's the problem
I’m only 16 and I haven’t had a single friend in 5 years, I go to bed every day hugging and crying myself to bed,I am so tired
Pray to God
cry about it , i don't care what you say, I Believe in God@@ich_liebe_AxxL
It will change, trust me. stay curious, focus on becoming the best version of you. reading, working out, learning hobbies and skills
Hey m8 do you want to join me in doing something special. Let's me n you go out and just meet ppl and show all these lonely ppl all it takes is balls and a good friend to do it with. We can also document it to inspire all these lonely people. Doesn't matter where you are in the world we can do it together in our own city's. What do you say? Are you in or are you out? Let me know if your in and I will send you my email let's do something to inspire all the lonely ppl to go out and make friends. It's just a balls game and a numbers game. Let me know if you in. I'm so tired of being lonely, socially anxious and seeing so many lonely ppl!
These type of videos have been really useful for purging sadness. Like sticking your finger down your throat when you need to throw up and just want to get it over with quickly. Feel better after crying it out and ready to get back in the gym.
Loneliness is always by your side, as soon as you reject it, it jumps at you giving you a sense of loss but if you accept it, then it will give you peace and serenity instead. Loneliness isn't an emotion or the absence of other people of importance but rather its a beast that can be tamed, don't let it ravage you, tame it, and you will surely see the beauty of it
A man is never truly alone until he loses his mother. I still have mine. Im empty but im not alone.
Sigmund Freud? 😂
My mothers still alive but I have lost her, she won’t even udder a word to me, my whole life is falling apart
@@cameronwilliams-kopp9938 I don't know your circumstances brother. But mothers should be mothers and always look forward to their children calling.
Keep trying. It's better to try today than to regret not trying for the rest of your life.
I live in Australia, am a stranger online but if you need to just "shoot the breeze" I'm here.
my mom died a year ago. my fiances left me and im not in a completrly new city. i met a girl but she has moved on from me because of my mental state. im ready for it to be over
my mom died a year ago. my fiances left me and im not in a completrly new city. i met a girl but she has moved on from me because of my mental state. im ready for it to be over
that officer with the guy on the side of the road hit hard.
sometimes all we need is a hug...
Sometimes, it's just me against the world. This video really inspired me to this song th-cam.com/video/5emlb6vYvrY/w-d-xo.html
I love corecore videos because it trains to not be easily influenced my unecessary states of minds, like if u watch these videos after some times you will feel their burden but for me in life its important to accept and overcome
You are here boys. Right now. Keep going. Your eyes are open, and you are ready for the contrast of happiness and plenitude. You are here for a reason. Brofist.
Its like im hungry but i dont wanna eat
I know exactly what you mean. Like spiritual writers block.
I hate this video so damn much because it hits so damn deep and touches on what I've been feeling for years. And Jim carey, he hit it really on the head bout depression
For everyone out there saying theres no hope, I got something for you.
Keep pushing forward God has a purpose for you. Never ever give up fulfill what you want to achieve and accomplish.
Push all of those bad emotions away and keep pushing forward being YOU.
Take action…
"The only thing i won was being alone" Realest shit ever.
I used to be depressed and lonely, I still am but I won't let it control me anymore. I learned how to be happy. I learned how to live with lonliness. I learned how to be myself. It just click to me one day that all of this mopping and not doing anything about it isn't just gonna solve anything. No one gonna be come and help me. So I learned how to help myself.
I want everyone here who shared the same feeling, just know that you got yourself and your future. Try to appreciate yourself even if it is a little. Don't let that "i can't do it" mentality control you. And finally, smile a little. It help:)
These are wise words, yet your still here...these videos only facilitate one person, and yet were all still here for you.
Men are indeed poor creatures innit? Only being loved by everyone on basis of what we provide on the table and often times never being cared by the ones we love so much. Whatever happens we yet put a smile on our face and live our lives to fill up the duties that the society imposed on us. We all are heros for sure, heads up and live this beautiful life of man 🙂
The way nature intended.
@@The_Real_BonesawSeems about right.
parents divorced. Dad worked himself to death to pay off the house. Mom left to her other family. I’ve never felt so alone and hurt in my life.I’ve never had a girlfriend got no siblings. What’s the point if your life is misery. I just want to rest and not feel this pain. I hate it. Fk
Those experiences might just be the reason you have the understanding to save someone who needs you. You can’t know that won’t happen.
I know it’s probably not what you want to hear right now but God is the answer man. Just give in to him.
My childhood got destroyed. I lost time, happiness, time with family and even freedom till this day. I still fight hoping this feeling will leave me. This weight on me will fade away.
I finally feel something. Watching these videos makes me sad but at least I'm feeling
melancholy is bittersweet.
Sometimes, it's just me against the world. This video really inspired me to this song th-cam.com/video/5emlb6vYvrY/w-d-xo.html
Beautiful, thank you for making this.
I know is hard out there, stay strong brothers, Jezus loves his lonely man we got this
Fuck god
The only time I didn’t feel alone was when I was in the military/ boot camp. Because they take everything from u and give u challenges like some you can’t complete by yourself. So what do you do? Your buddy to your left or to your right starts to help you, and vice versa. And because your all in the same “shit” you grow as a whole. So when you’re thrown back in to society you realise everybody is in different stages in life,so rarely you will see help to a random person, because no one is on the same “level” and that illusion makes us feel alone. I’m happy I experienced real life togetherness at least once in my life.
I’m already invisible. Truer words were never said
this is so powerful man, thanks. Just thanks.
Much love brother
@@adamemedia3139 thanks
"Why are you so afraid of having someone care about you, why are you so afraid of caring about someone?"
Because they leave. They leave and the only thing left is the memory of happiness, and the deafening silence of emptiness. The thousands of pieces of my soul, that got shattered, that I now have to pick up and put together again, and the ever so persistent questions of "What went wrong? Why did it turn out this way? What did I fuck up this time?"
That's all. Nothing more, nothing less.
I’m 16 and I’m doing all I can but I feel like it won’t be enough. I feel I’m never gonna have a best friend/girlfriend/wife/child ever. Loneliness has taken a toll on me and I have both the scars in my brain and the scars on my arms to prove it
"Is there anything I could do to help ya?"
"I could use a hug"
"I'll give you a hug"
That part gets me every time man...
Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. No other movie captures heartbreak and loss after breakup like this movie
I wish, these kind of videos would go forever
I keep trying to change, to change things... my demons keep pulling me back down. I woke up recently and realized it's been almost a full year since I stopped boxing, stopping working out, stopped eating right... my demons drowned me in alcohol and gas chambered me in pot. Today I worked for hours on a new diet and work out routine. I told people that I would go to the gym with they, I renewed my gym membership. The only thing I didn't do was reach out to my couch and asking if I can return to boxing... honestly that scares me the most... I let him down so much. I am a failure, but damn it I try my best! I just lose track of time and I forget things. I have blank spots in my life and other people never understand that.
Keep going cause it might get better. I live on this thought
Im 15. I havent been happy since the third grade. So around 8 or 9. In fact i dont remember what happy is. I just know I started being sad. I can laugh and at times enjoy myself, but Im not happy. I try so hard to better myself thinking it might help, but it just doesnt work. I workout, I run, I am probably one of the smartest of my grade. But none of it makes me happy. I have loved one person. Not my father, not my mom, none of my siblings. But a girl. A girl I dated during the seventh grade. But I still wasnt happy. I was just comfortable. My brother had just been admitted to a mental hospital, so I was too scared to lose her. So, I did everything in my power to do no bad, but in doing that, I did no good either. I had no money at the time, no nothing. I couldnt do anything and she is someone I still love to this day. We pass each other in the halls everyday. I dont love my family. Which might sound weird, but why should I? I would do basically anything for them, but if they died I think I would only be majorly bothered. If I saw them die in front of me it might be a bit traumatic, but I wont experience much sorrow. Its fucked but its true. Ive had so much happen to me but it feels like I cant even be bothered to care anymore. Ive had a porn addiction since 7 and a masturbation addiction since 9. I still havent been able to break myself free from. The first time I attempted sewerslide was when I was 9. It was the middle of class. The teacher wouldnt call on my hand for minutes upon minutes. I felt so insignificant and unimportant. I kept my hand raised and tightened the tie my mom had given me before she left. I tightened and kept my hand raised until she called on me or I died. She eventually called on me but she said I was really red. I said I mustve tightened my tie a bit too much. And none of this even scratches the surface. Ive never told anyone anything. No one knows anything. Besides whoever might happen to see this in the youtube comment section
i love you.
I love you too, continue to be brave, I won't say it will become easier, it won't, but be brave for all of us.
all i wanted is them to love me and believe they loved me but when i start to believe they do they leave me.
Love yourself first brother. If they stay they stay if they dont you find out for free they were never worth it. No harm in seeing the best in people and trusting thier intentions -with healthy boundaries of course- dont let the assholes rob you of feeling earnestly towards people. The real winners imo are those who can love everytime like its the first time. Hope that helps and wish you the best in life, sincerely a fool on the interent :)
I’m 14 dawg. I’m too young to be feeling this shit.
15. same.
i'm feeling like that since i was 11, bro, life is hard. but accept the things that you cannot change, and don't worry, everything will be fine, be grateful for the little things no matter how hard it is and all you see is darkness. love u 💗
You got time man..don’t put too much pressure on yourself to be great too soon..you have time❤️
Thats when its most intense imo, at least it was for me.
@@h2p293 As was I, things definitely chill out later on especially with such a wise outlook
The thing that hurts, is when it comes in waves. There’s days your okay, but then there’s days when you’re just done with the fake smile and you just shut down.
Ey brothers, we are all brothers, we go trough the same pain eventually. Sometimes you have to take joy in simple things, nature hepls sometimes. But if you feel shit then do something against it? I mean its the only life you will ever live?! There is change, there will always be change, you can decide if you change for good or bad
Agree with every word brother. something weirdly comforting we all go throug the same pain. A comfort I wanted to share.
I looked up Everlong covers how the hell did I fall down this rabbit hole
"Being acutely lonely is just as stressful as being punched in the face from a stranger"
5:50 "it's not that you feel like you don't have anybody; you feel like nobody has you." too real. Hard being a young man sometimes
Christ loves you. I love you. Keep going.
You may but I don't
6:46 hits crazy
Even when I cry in front of my father he jus tells me not to cry, that’s it’s a waste of tears crying as a man, he knows no one cares and he doesn’t even try to sugar coat it, I’m gonna b miserable forever lol
Men arent allowed to cry I agree. you may be miserable throughout your life but I disagree it will be your main or dominant emotion.
I try to cry but the tears won’t come out,just suffering
Wrestling and a life of loneliness has taught me something so important. Struggle is the most beautiful but painful thing in the world. Where there is struggle there is love. If you have love without struggle, that is not love. Sometimes the beauty isn't the jaw dropping sunset you see at the top of a mountain, but it's the struggle of climbing the mountain, of getting to the mountain, of waking up and getting out of bed, to dream of climbing a mountain.
I just want to know have anyone felt my sadness?
16 years of my life never felt my love except from my parent. Got betrayed by my friend. Got left behind, doesn’t felt anything anymore and any laugh that I put up was fake it’s just doesn’t felt real. All the achievement was just to make myself felt good. And now I’m lonely even though I have many friends every night I just wake up in the middle of the night because I’m scared of dying alone. I know I have mental problem but I can’t talk to anyone about it.
I smile. However, the act of smiling strikes me as so morbidly amusing, that I can only laugh. But the sound is so ghastly and hollow that I can't help but weep. And, even though my tears, I recognize the absurdity of it all, and that makes me oddly happy. So I smile.
The past month ,i lost my 5 years gf , lost both of my best friends to a car accident , lost my love for my carrier and in quite bit of debt. I try almost everything. Even the gym , which i been doing for 6 years doesn't feel good anymore. I lost my fire . All i have now is my empty apartment and my mother
keep your head up, find something you can really apply yourself to and work at that and keep getting better at it, your past relationships should never define you no matter what.
i need to cry, but i cant get anything out of my eyes.
wow i realized im really young to be completely honest i am 13 and people normally would say "bro you're just 13 you're just faking it you are not depressed" then my mother is like you're okay bla bla bla but i did things i really regret doing but without me doing those things i wouldn't have a personality but ohhh right i already don't have one and im just scared to say the things i regret doing to my mother and father because they would just go like "is that really what my son is, a failure?'"i only have 2 friends that i actually take time to go outside with go to their place and chillout but ever since i have fallen in depression i can't relate alot to my friends because of that, the reason is that why im in depression is because of loneliness and sure my friends are there but one day my friend told me he had a gf 4 months later or so he said he broke up with his gf because his gf cheated on him i really could care less but when my other friend told me he recently had a gf 2 months ago i keep on telling myself how much of a failure i am i can't speak to the people i like because i am too scared of their reaction and how it is going to destroy me, the only place i feel at home is on the internet plus a girl wouldn't have anything to like me for i am pretty ugly and also i don't have anything beautiful that i accomplished in my life i don't have ANYTHING to like me for, i have NO ONE AND NOTHING except me my friends that can semi-relate to me
i feel lonely.
When I broke up it really hurt like most brake ups but the feeling isn’t just losing the person it’s the fact you saw yourself growing and loving that person and getting that took away from you does something to you no matter what you do or what you think it still hurts it really eats away at you it takes so long to get over it sometimes you never do but it’s fine it’s not about getting over it it’s about moving on
i met the love of my life two years ago. we had a lot in common at the time and we truly loved each other. she was everything to me, and i wanted to care for her for the rest of my life. but of course i messed up everything. i said the wrong things. i was never there for her when i should have been there. she had been through so much and i only ended up making things worse when i tried to help. she broke up with me on the last day of school and she moved on to someone else less than a week later. i had never felt more pain in my entire life. i have never felt more alone. i still think about her, miss her. i don’t think i could ever love another girl like i loved her. i always thought i was an okay guy but nope, just ruined everything
Humans are imperfect by nature. Everyone makes mistakes
And thats okay
You dont have to torture yourself. Use this experience as a lesson. Be happy for all the good moments you got to experience and start to forgive yourself for being imperfect and making mistakes no matter how big or small they were and move on . I know its hard . But its definitely worth it compared to wasting your years in grief and regretting it later!
Take it a step at a time . Talk to someone about it if you feel like you need to. Let it out!
Itll be alright
@@Hi_Im_Ms_gjguduowodjgth thanks, i really appreciate it
the worst you can go down to is to answer with "dont care anymore" to someone's words of likeliness or even love
With Christ one is never alone.
Jesus was the loneliest man on the planet, to be with christ is to be truly alone.
@@fessy4 Except for some time on the cross, Jesus was in constant communion with the Father.
Jesus was also in the Spirit.
Jesus knew that angels would minister to Him at a moments notice, if He willed it.
Except for some time on the cross, Jesus was the least lonely person on the planet.
This video gave me a lot to think about thanks.
I gotta quote for yall out there. “God removed people from your life because he heard conversations you didn’t” shit ain’t always your fault. I lost a few friends but I always remembered “If Gods plan took them out your life, maybe your plan wasn’t right”
Facts.
You have No idea how much I needed to hear this man.
“Do not pray for easy lives, pray to be stronger men”
- John F Kennedy
These videos bring me back to reality.
Dellor really got me there
I think we live all these moments in our lives brothers. Life is hard and loneliness may seem like a burden to you. But do not let your eyes be absorbed by the precipice while you are dizzy. Keep looking up, setting goals knowing that you can reach the top of your mountain if you take one very small step after another. And while you strive to climb, enjoy the trip, watch the beauty of a starry sky, enjoy the simple moments we take for granted, force yourself to get out of your comfort zone a little, don't be afraid to make mistakes, we all make them. Be attentive and good with others, but above all be that with yourself. Take care of yourself and just do the best you can, that’s already great. Strength and courage my brothers ✌️
Jsem takovej osaomecej pinda bez budoucnosti….
Vy jste jediný, co objevili recept na život :D
I hope none of my brothers/friends are going through this without me. Too scared to speak to anyone sober it’s too difficult but I’m able to handle it all so far to the point where I won’t hurt myself just my mind? Hope everyone’s okay reading this I’m here for every single one of you.
Very good video fr
Appreciate it
I love being alone. Sometimes... just sometimes, I wish I had someone. I got cheated on and didn't want to be this character anymore. For the longest time, I hated loneliness but have grown to love it.
I haven’t felt happiness since i was 20 i’ve been pretty numb since. i’m 25 now working 2 jobs and going to the gym to keep my mind busy, but at times when im alone i breakdown snd even in the happiest moments like friends weddings, celebrations im also numb, idk where my happiness went but i just don’t know anymore
damn bro, this was nice
Appreciate it brother
The one you love, you let her go. Because you truely love her, you know you have to. The scars will get too heavy.
The life we live, it takes something from you sometimes. Don't let it take from others.
The realest thing “everyone loves me, nobody likes me”. Nobody wants me to die but nobody cares how I live.
It is a horrible feeling, being severely depressed with cptsd.
Feeling all alone in this world even though you have a loving family.
Feeling angry, sad and on the brink of giving up every single second of every single day.
Feeling that you have an ”obligation” to let out a false facade of happiness to those around you so they wont think you’re pathetic.
Feeling that you’re slipping away, both physically and emotionally from those you love, because the feeling of love and happiness has become such a strange thing.
Feeling that the society is a fucked up place and no one gives a shit about it. Constantly seeing through peoples false motives as they try to look good.
Feeling a dark void slowly take over your mind and filling your heart with emptiness because you lose the ability to feel.
Feeling the fear of death slowly turning into a desire.
I sincerely hope all will get better, for each and everyone of you!
I go through the same shit can't say if it's as bad worse or not as bad because people go through shit and NO MATTER how much you tell them you will never tell them everything and they will never know how you really feel ill never know how much better my situation is or worse but you need to keep fucking pushing everyday
Being alone for awhile is dangerous. It's addictive. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't want to deal with people anymore
Yeah you just want to sit and cope with everything, man 😞
real (I just want to be loved by someone)
I think the better question than "what are your hobbies?" is "what are your hobbies when you're depressed?" That is harder to answer, sometimes you want to do absolutely nothing. But if you could just figure out that answer, you'd be set. Mine is digging a hole by myself in a field, or chopping wood, I could do either, something physical mindless and alone. Or maybe sailing, no shore in sight, maybe a storm, alone. Something about that I could do in any state. It makes me think it all will pass, every time.
it's been over a year and i still miss her.
There are moments. Where you sit in your room. And stare at the wall, Or posters And the wave of emptiness crashes. And you can’t help but feel empty, alone, and hurt.
Then you get up and go about your day without thinking about that moment again.
We choose to brush aside our own thoughts and feelings to take care of the needs of others. And over time. Those feelings bottle up and start to slowly overflow. Until the day the pot tips and everything pours out.
Pain is. Different for everyone. And we all hope to find someone. Or find a way to fill our void that has gotten to the point fem betrayal. Heart break and loss..
Our only way. Is forward. And it is not going to be easy. But in time. Someone. Or something will come along. And put a hand on your shoulder. And tell you. “It’ll be ok.”
im not ok. i numb the pain with mind numbing videos. i never cry. it took burnout to finally make me cry. i don't feel okay. help. please. let me cry. let me feel happy. let me... live.
I just keep struggling onward. The ever dark tunnel without a light any where. Yet I just keep struggling down this tunnel.
When I noticed that wherever I go or whoever I am with Im not the person people wanna chose to talk to hangout with or joke with, Im seen as the annoying one when i talk a lot but Im miserable to be around when Im quiet, Im no ones favorite.
This is the realest video I’ve ever seen ily
Thank you brother
I kept reassuring the same person she's worth it, she's worth it, she's worth it. She's worth the pain, effort, the relationship. and just last night, she said the relationship wasn't worth it for her. Damn.
jim described it perfectly
2023 has been a year. I have been through so many highs and constant lows and it made me realise that the people I surrounded myself with only liked me because I hated myself. I felt so awful and alone. And I am alone and I don't want to be, but when I reach out to talk I'm made feel like I'm desperate. Am I desperate for wanting to be loved?
It is not desperate to want the feeling of being loved bro. Do not be afraid to find someone that does respect you or likes you for just the way you are. It is certainly not desperate, we need love from people even if we want to ignore that fact. It’s been quit the year for me too. Lost a lot of things and some people too. Only way is to keep going. At a certain point I just liked the feeling of being alone and not have to explain myself to anyone. It is not weird or desperate to just talk to someone in your family, explain what youre going trough, there are always people who have a good heart and who are willing to help you. And remember, you are being loved right now, even by me bro.
I had a similar epiphany a few years ago. I cut those people out and learned to respect myself. funny thing is those freinds are back in my life now and they respect it. they grew and matured too. you arent desperate at all. people have a hard time with change. continue to respect yourself and grow imo
well said
It's in the eyes, no matter PTSD or whatever, always the eyes, if you're watching this through... go to the mirror and we have the same eyes
I am 20 now... I spent a year drunk, mostly due to puting all of my self into selfish people ever since i was born, like a snake eating its own tail. Now I am a ship wreck that has failed as a son, and now I am writing this from a dark hotel room in the middle of the desert.
You haven't failed. You aren't defined by your mistakes or by how others treat you or make you feel. I know you will get through this
You still have time. Sounds like you know what needs to be done. I believe in you.
Time to read Bukowski my friend Get his poems and novels hell help you through ❤❤ your so lucky being 20 with all yr wild adventures ahead
That cut to Jordan Peterson sitting quietly choked me up 😭
when i was 8 i didnt have any friends in school.... and when i finally realized that it was my personality that was the problem, i removed it. Now im 14 and i know that the 8 year old i left behind , was the only happy person inside of me...
And this is the future is it.
Sometimes when I think about giving up, I remember that the world would be a better place without me, and I simply cannot let that happen.
first time ive cried since my uncle passed.
I just want to be enough for someone, is too much to ask that someone accept me and love me as I am
First time crying in almost few years, life is to much for me. On one end I have a loving gilfriend, but in the other I still fell sadness. I thought it will go away, but no, today was just to much for me. I couldn't pass my driving exam and I just broke. I fell like a lozer, like an idiot. It's weird that I cry, because I didn't think that I could. Sress is eating me alive guys
Stray strong by accepting your faults brother, no one is perfect, most people fail a driving exam or two, many people lie about it too.
Perfection is the enemy of good and it can really mess you up to chase. Happy to hear you have love in your life, all the best, you defintley arent a loser.
You get used to it im ok with it now and ive chosen to be happy and do my own thing and im happy with that there are days where its hard but there is days where its great cant have one without the other
I was too late, I’m always too late nothing ever seems to last and I guess that’s the sad reality, but I just wish for 5 mins more of her hugs and her smile and looking into her eyes.