I was miserable for years. I related to all these videos and they gave me comfort for a very very long time, I could sit and romantacise my own sadness for hours which turned into days. I can tell you all that one day, it changes. The sun comes out and it changes. Just keep swimming. We are all rooting for you buddy.
I have been feeling good for longer than a week, for what feels like the first time in years. It started a few months back, I started really appreciating sunsets and the clouds and the sky and the way the trees moved in the wind. And then I started being more honest, I took off the mask I wore around people to hide my pain and instead integrated it. When people around you know what you struggle with they then have the opportunity to help.
I did exactly that and then I suddenly stopped and now if I feel like watching something sad I stop myself because it's just a waste of time no one is gonna know I'm goin through something if,I never tell them so there's no point.and I think I'm doing better after I stopped and I'll keep doing this and some day I will feel different too :)
Legit I watch these for catharsis. I don't feel sad like this. Life is great stop romanticizing sadness, do something about being sad. You can help it, it just takes time and effort. If there's always time then there's always effort to give, so keep doing it. Giving up isn't real. You made it up in your brain, your hormones, your dumb monkey brain thought that up. Life continues on, you can be a part of it or "decide" not to (which isn't real you will always affect everything around you whether or not you exist or not, the universe takes a different path, your existence and decisions will always affect the universe, even your inaction)
These videos are therapeutic for me. When I watch these videos all I feel is pain. And that's a little comforting because I usually don't feel anything.
I used to have no feelings or made it so all I felt was emptiness it's disassociation from trauma U have to realise the whole world not just what U can touch there is a spiritual war going around affecting hearts and minds don't lose brother pick up Ur might feel Ur inner spiritual energy I've used them as karmic fuel to save my soul from the void of nothingness pick up Ur pieces and fight for Ur fire back god willing
yeah man me too atleast i can feel pain its better than being in a dead body a dead mind i have lost my feeling i have lost myself noboody cares about me so i find ways to feel pain
i sympathize so hard with you its painful you know you dont need to get over this pain you can learn to be content with life during the pain @@lordsangeku8800
I think people can start to feel that once their mind and soul becomes strong enough. My first few times around it felt hopeless. This time I’m a little stronger and I think I know what you mean.
I feel nothing anymore, no empathy, no happiness, no love, no hate, nothing, but sadness, sadness stays, and as long as I feel sadness I know I’m still alive, I’ve tried ending my life, many times, but I’ve given up cuz I guess I can’t even do that right, I I guess I’ll just wait it out or something
i listen to asmr gf videos before i sleep because its the only thing that brings me comfort. things have not gotten better and i feel like im gonna fucking run in front of oncoming traffic any moment. i just want to hug someone.
hey man the time will come, i was wanting a girlfriend for so long and when i got one, she was perfect but that didn’t fulfill the lonely void. i’m not sure if it will ever be filled but i will pray that your time will come and you will find true love. things take time and you will eventually find that girl
Do what you have to to make yourself feel okay, and don’t judge yourself for it. In the meantime do what you can to be the best version of yourself for the special person that is waiting for you just as you are waiting for them, its only a matter of time
as a girl, sending hugs to all my men out there struggling. i can tell you guys feel like your troubles are not seen. but I see you. keep going, the pain you feel now is nothing compared to the joy you will feel after the storm.
Thank you, but im sorry...I must decline. I am unworthy of hugs, and of love too. Im not trying to downplay your kindness, im just horribly lonely and its all my fault. It really is ALL my fault. My every problem is by my own hand. I am my own tormentor. Do me a favour and have a great day.
everyone in the comments please don’t give up. life is beautiful it truly is. all of you are more than enough. my words of wisdom aren’t very wise but I pray that all of you find the happiness you deserve.💕
"When you're alone it doesn't mean you don't have anyone, it means no one has you." just hits me. they don't get you. they don't understand what you have. you only have yourself, so be yourself.
I promise you it will get better, I survived where you are, if I did you can too... And let me tell you, when you relax and just exist for a moment things start to feel good again
love isnt the solution. you just gotta find yourself. a lover isnt gonna fix anything. find out who you are. the only thing that can make you truly feel better is yourself. The rest only distracts you from what you really feel. i believe in you.
I promise you that no matter how alone you feel nor how far way he seems to be, God is right there. He is right next you. And he loves you more than anything in the world. Just cry out to him. I know exactly how you feel right now. And I know my words don’t help. They may even make you angry. But I’ll be praying for you. And God is waiting to wrap his arms around you.
@@bignosedarrel4270try finding someone as miserable as you and vent The feeling is unlike any other it eats you alive and makes you suicidal I don’t know how anyone gets through it but please find someone as sad as you and I think you might not be happy off the bat (happiness isn’t real but it will help
@@dadayvlogs8777stay strong brother you will find someone one day. Never give up. Remember somewhere out there there were people like you and now they are doing great so will you
There is no one I can go to for a hug to feel safe and comfort. Being around ppl makes me anxious and sad and isolation makes me feel empty. Loneliness is who I am. I’m 20
Hang in there, buddy. I'm currently 16 and inexperienced with the world, but I do know 1 thing. Where there is darkness and emptiness, there is still a small child with joy and happiness the size of mountains. Life isn't about "us" or "success", it's about the little things that make everything feel better ❤✨️✨️
The moment you can say you're happy for them is when, I think, you can finally let go. Its been 3 years and I've felt it all, the crippling fear of loneliness, the endless regret at every bad thing you ever did or said, the overwhelming hatred at both them and your own self. I finally looked and I saw she was still with the guy she left me for and to my surprise I felt happy that she was with someone she loves. Its a long time coming but I'm ready to move on properly.
Can’t really dwell on them leaving forever, can you? She just dumped me (found out she was cheating for the past 3 months) so my wounds are unfathomably fresh, but I’m just happy that she’s doing what she thinks is best. I’m not justifying the aspect of cheating by any means, but if I wasn’t the one to keep her happiness lingering? I’d like her to fill the gap with someone else, I just hope this time around she actually finds her forever person.
@@puzzLEGO didn’t even get the chance to dump her 😭😭 it was a lame last conversation we had, and it was even more lame that I had to figure this out on my own, regardless, I hope she leads a good life, despite her wrongdoings 🙏
One day, when I'm old and tired, I'll look back at the twisted, bumpy, disastrous road I took to get where I'll be, and see how beautiful the trees and flowers are on its sides. How I wish I will have noticed them when I was working so hard to get through it.
@@thenateshow4371 What’s the meaning of worth, what’s the meaning of pain, what’s the meaning of being stronger, what’s the meaning of being better. It absolute meaningless in front of the inevitable death. What’s the meaning of this whole things after your death? Everyone will forget you, they don’t even know you existed or not. Parents? Why care? Someone’s feeling is definitely not a matter of life. I don’t know man. I don’t know. I have been through so many struggles and progress in mentality through 20years, I think it’s almost the limit again. It’s worse. The stronger you become, more struggles you get. Day by day, hours after hours, Years after years, no exit. We human being’s fundamental of happiness is basically a oblivion. We chase our life to forget those pain. Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, Money, it’s all for the fulfillment of lack happiness. Then why we should suffer? Then why we should endure so much struggles to push forward and be better, stronger? What if we can just forger ourselves? Just living the life as time passes admitting that there is no meaning afterall? Or why we can just die? Man, I don’t get it anymore. I don’t. Apologies man, I think I’m overwhelmed by terrible self conscious and emotions. Sorry. Have a good day. I hope you don’t lose any hope or if so, you get another will to live life. I failed and fragmentize my whole hopes and cannot find more. Cheers, my man.
I’m lonely, I have family but no friends but I keep going, one step at a time and the small changes keep me pushing forward. I can’t say that everything is gonna be fine. Just one more step 😅
Someone I wish the people around me knew on a deeper level how much I truly care for them. That video of the guy asking the cop for a hug just hits home, I would hug and soothe anyone in my life but they dont ask and Im too scared to reach out first.
im 18 and this is the worst i've felt in my whole life. my gf broke up with me and i quit school. worked a lonesome job for a year. had the urge to bike in front of speeding cars. I was seeing my life from a third person perspective and I thought I was a miserable sorry human being. im 19 now im doing much better and I guess I dragged myself out of it. went to the gym spoke to my old classmates got my drivers licence applied to a new school and got in. im reading books and im trying to have fun in my life. I still miss her some times. but im honestly not ready to have a relationship. I still have a lot to learn about being happy by myself and with myself.
That's great to hear man! I'm happy to hear you took action to change your life and to made an effort to feel better about yourself. Keep your head up king
@@Matas04don't do it man, roll the dice on something dumb, go cross country, just live, i know its hard sometimes actually most of the time, but the good moments are around the corner your just gotta keep walking and get there
I managed to keep myself sane all by myself for 8 months. It's starting to crumble. The empty feeling of sitting in a room, occupied by nothing but my own thoughts, is taking stones out of the foundation I worked so hard to build. I gotta get out there and be with people. I'm 19, unemployed, out of money, and my mind is slowly failing me. I have to stop the cycle from starting again.
i've felt so alone this past month it's inexpiable. i have people in my life, a boy friend, parents, friends and yet i still feel as though i have no one. i want to be loved the way i love. i just wish that i didn't have to chase after things people get on a daily. hugs, i love you's, and feeling loved.
Watching this makes my heart felt not empty. I used to thugg it out to the point that i didnt feel how to be sad and cry. Watching this makes me feel sad but at the same time relieve.
I haven’t cried in a while. I’ve been holding it in. I cried a lot to this. It helped me get some of those emotions out in a way? To stare at the ceiling and just listen and let it go. Let that anger go. To wish that he raised me the way i wanted to be raised. The will smith with his dad thing will get me everytime. I hope i can show that i’ll know how to raise my kids. I want them to have a good dad.
Charlie used to pss me off just monotone complaining Tryna reach the 10min mark everytime but he's using his platform for good most recently and I can respect him for that but Markiplier is a goat a loving bonfire heating all those around him
These videos help me articulate how i feel to my friends. We have a nice understanding that the way i feel doesnt impact the way i live or my mindset for improvement. They also know it doesnt mean i cant feel joy either, it just serves the purpose of explaining all of the ways in which i feel to help me be transparent. Which is nice
My heart is genuinely in pain as if I’m experiencing heartbreak and I’m not even breaking up with my girlfriend but imaging myself as the first guy making that call… dude I pray I don’t lose her.
Don't be afraid of losing her. Just enjoy her while you still have her. And if she does leave you will eventually be fine and will find something better. Never base your happiness on somebody else.
You know what I realised. When people who try to achieve great things fail, they feel really depressed, yet, when gamers fail at a no hit speed run close to the end of the challenge, they get angry. I think it's better to be angry than depressed, because it means you care enough about what you're doing. If I were to fail and get angry, that make’s me happy, because it means I've got a dream, something that I know I want.
This made me tear up. I try my hardest to do what is right in my life. I’m tired of smoking weed. I’m tired of doing the same thing and feeling the same way over and over again. I’m tired of losing motivation. I’m just tired man
i have felt so tired and miserable for the past three years now.. i didn't have the best childhood growing up and since 11 i have been effected. a lot of people tell me that i am mature for my age, and that i'm smart etc, but that's because ever since a young age i had to grow up. anyways, when i was younger my brother was very bad and always had my parents attention due to this, but that's effected me greatly. now whenever someone gives me attention i fall for them, no matter who that person is i think they're perfect. recently i was in a relationship that i'd like to call my first love, and tbh i thought it would last but no teen relationship lasts. i like to tell my friends i'm over it but i'm not, i can't process what's happened, i can't accept the fact i now have no one to talk to about my feelings, my secrets etc. we left eachother on a bad ending and that's the worst part. i wanted us to end with respect, and in a way that we understand. ofc i ruined it, which isn't surprising. ever since i've gotten this mentality that's really brought me down, i believe i'm not good enough at all. no matter how hard i try people still get mad at me and i still ruin everything. the only thing i want in life is to make someone proud, to make someone happy and to make someone accept me. i feel like i just ruin everything good no matter what, and it's getting unbearable. i just want to be happy again tbh, but that's hard when your mentality is pushing you down
When I listen to this while working out I feel not even happy I just feel empty and no matter how many weights I lift I felt like crap but now I’m working harder and becoming the person I wanna be
I wouldn't consider myself depressed or lonely. But I somehow still relate to these videos. I felt like I was alone for a time. I tried to cover it up but I just felt alone. Even when I was with my friends. I think its because that my two best friends are dating and if I'm being honest I am a little jealous of them because I was never able to find real love and still can't to this day. I work out to try and make it so I don't have to chase after girls. But in reality, its just a cover up, just to make me feel good about myself, to make me feel like I'm actually doing something that's worth it. I just wish I had someone I'm close to I could talk about all this in real life. Because I really feel like I need a hug from someone, I've only ever been hugged by family, not even my really close friends. Yeah I may not be truly depressed, yeah I might not be truly lonely, but it damn well feels that way and I just wanna fix it.
my mom died when i was 12 in 2015 now im 20, sometimes before going to sleep i remember the good old times i got with her when she was there with me :c ... y'all should respect and listen and do what ur mom ask you to do something cus not having a mom anymore its very hard to live without this maternal love..
Feeling lonely feeling down but feeling so happy to feel something . It's not hard to be sad it's hard to be human . We all need something, someone sometimes all along it was just ourselves
Maybe put the phone down and just find what makes you feel this way, not ruled by your emotions but instead examine your self and truthfully find Your view, see past the emotions find the truthful good that has always been in you, just look at yourself and be open with yourself, find you, be kind be smart be open, it is your veiw❤
I wish i was enough. I hope someday i can truly love the person ive become. I hope someday others can love the person im growing to be. You never stop growing, especially when you feel youve hit the bottom, its just hard to push yourself back up. We all wake up and feel like we're stuck in a cycle, whatever that cycle may be. At the same time, maybe that can be comforting. Someday life will get better, and even if it doesn't? Then take comfort that maybe theres a reason youre here. Even if that reason is as simple as "im just another cog to help the machine keep turning. Maybe that cycle is growth it self. I just hope some day i can see it, and if i cant then i know that theres an end to it. One way or another. If i die, I'll die with a smile on my face and ill doe with the comfort in knowing that i was truly right after all. To anyone who is struggling, know that it may not get better; but you will grow stronger. Even if you buckle under the weight of your own dreams and aspirations then know thats okay. Sometimes the weight of the world bears down on us, but there'll always be a reason to keep going; no matter how small that may seem
Work to take care of the people who love you. Nothing in this world is more rewarding than seeing your family and friends doing well because you were there for them. If nobody loves you then be there for yourself and pursue what is important to you. But don't give up.
9:13 that's the reason why I never spoke out until recently I had my first panic attack and then developed anxiety disorder and cardiophobia or cardiac anxiety diagnosed by my therapist and I constantly and daily feeling absent and heavy headed, before I had my panic attack and after was so different such as my new fear of death and lonely, and physically changed like my hands feels slow and delayed and my chest have sharp pains constantly and then cause more cardiac anxiety. I used to have dysthymia for 5 years and I always kept in me like a black hole until recently I'm so on edge and I can't escape like I usually can 😢
Dude I feel you on that. When I had my first panic attack... oh my gosh it was like I was slowly having my soul pulled out from my chest. Thinking everyday "when will it end?". Man I don't know what happened but that shit slowly evaporated.. with time.. it was a dark place full of pain, anguish, and agony.. but I survived. These days I'm in a bit of a trough, but I'll manage. I just hope you read this and realize you're not alone buddy. Don't give up, don't abandon hope and don't abandon yourself 👍
I cried the first of these kinds of vids I watched... Nothing felt so personal and so understanding more in my life. It felt like how I let things just kinda flow out when I heard the song my grandpa used to always sing to me and my siblings. I remember him mostly through that song. Days after he passed, it still didn't click, not even when I was lowering his casket into.the ground, I knew he was in it but I didn't believe it. I spent the time comforting my closest aunt and my mom. After that, it felt like there was something missing. I still felt like I'll wake up to see him in the morning... It wasn't until later that day, when the elders who really knew him, came together and we met at the house I loved in with him. Where most of my memories lived. It was nice hearing everyone talk about him and how much reverence that had for him. It came to one of his cousins and his talked about a song he shared with my grandpa. I wanted it to be the song he always sang to us, and it was. As soon as I heard him sing.. I felt my tears well up. Eventually it built up enough in me to where I just broke down in tears... I miss my grandpa.
I was in psychosis for 4 months starting in this april, i only got out of it this august. Now I feel a deep depression and videos like this are the only thing i can relate to and can occasionally move me to tears. I feel hopeless right now, and lonely and that's why I'm journalling right now on youtube about it. If anyone can relate to what I'm feeling please help me.
Hey hope both of you young men are doing better and it’s okay to feel like this it’s apart of being a man you just need to know when it’s okay to be vulnerable and with who if you need someone to talk to I’m here if you need someone to just listen I got you no matter what struggle or abyss you may be lost in your never fighting it alone god bless
like I just don’t know how to feel anymore i feel like a robot just going through the motions i have no confidence in myself to even try to fix how i feel idk i just wanna be happy again even if i’m still alone
"Somewhere along the line I lost the piece of myself that made me feel like I could do anything. Eversince then I've been spending every waking moment trying to grasp a reality where I drift through life incomplete. It's hard, but I gotta find a way, I must find it again, even without certainty that if I do, that void will magically be filled and I will once again feel like I matter. Even without that being a guarantee, I have to keep going. I cannot give up on myself. I have to whether the storm until that time of my life comes around again. If I have to wait the rest of my life for a chance, just a chance, then that's what I'll do. Because I have to."
being sober from the all the sadness, either passing or long-lasting, really gives you the opportunity to experience this from a different perspective. still the same dark or bright room, still 01:11 eastern european time, still stuck effectively working from dusk till dawn. happiness really is a road, a path we take to nowhere. but as long as we're on it, things work out. take care.
I don't really talk about my problems, but I often feel sad. I just want to tell whoever is reading this to keep going. I'm not there yet, but don't give it all up. I don't know how it feels at the end of these troubling times we all share, but I hope you do.
I am a 14 y old boy and watching these videos makes me feel like im busy like im doing something with my life. I think that that sadness is what keeps me going. The body is young yet the mind is much more understanding. Hope everyone has a nice day i wish the best for your mental health
i dont have anyone to call. growing up, the words i love you were enough to make me break down. im still a teenager. hell, i start freshman year in a few weeks but why does a little girl like me have to experience the pains and trauma of a thousand lives? im ellie from socal, not some great carrier of burdens
I've been thinking about taking my own life for over 2 years now, and i still do. I seriously need help, but my parents won't notice. I never have the strenght to get out of bed and go to school, every single day. i'm just exausted. I'm tired. I wish i could change everything about me, but it's something i have no control over. Since the beginning of 2023, my mental health got much worse. I believe that i am at my lowest point in my life right now. It feels like everything is against me, literaly everything. My brain, my friends, my school, everything. I only have one person that i can talk to, but if i want to talk to her, i always feel like i'm a burden to her. I don't have anything i'm looking forward right now. I don't have any plans for my future, except for maybe going to the military if can make it this far.
When we feel lonely and lost we tend to sit and think and fantesies about our feelings and thoughts but remember there are others who will sitdown with you and comfort you and boost you up when you need it but remember you can ask for help on your own time but never not ask for help.
I been through sm and I’m ok now even tho no one knew I was going through tough times but idc this just makes me wanna know outta the men I do know, I wish I knew which one of them we’re struggling right now and how I can help them. The fact I can’t help people I don’t know needs help is killing me rn pls seek help brothers cause Ik how it feels to wanna end it all, PLEASE CHASE THE LIGHT. Chase hope, chase the reason why your still here don’t let these bull shit feelings end you chase your power, personal strength, chase GOD, find the flame of life PLEASE!!!
I travel for work, I’ve been all over the country. I’m usually in these towns and cities for 3-5 months at a time. I’m 26. I love my job, I love what I do. I make great money. But I’m alone. I have no one. No one has me. I can’t commit because I end up having to leave. I’ve met amazing people. I’ve left beautiful relationships behind. I’m alone.
I know these videos can bring a certain comfort to those who suffer and experience loneliness; even for myself. To anyone who is experiencing deep loneliness, please don't make a habit of watching these videos as it only amplifies those feelings.... at least in my experience. Go outside and LIVE. No matter how hard it is, do what you can to experience life in all its beauty, because it is there and it is worth seeing. And weather you believe it or not, God loves you tremendously and is watching over you every moment of your life.
Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians 12:7-10 NIV
guys this videos will fuck you up even more . just going out helps just go without the music have an eye contact with few people and remember you are not the only one feeling like that its all about mindset you can make everything change literally everything with just changing how you view the certain topic
She wasn’t just the first girl, she was the first person I’ve truly opened up to and now she’s gone. I know we only talked for a month and it’s been a month since she ghosted me but it still hurts a little to know that I will never be able to tell her how I really feel and I won’t be able to be there for her when she’s struggling. All I wanted was to be the person she could turn to when she needed to talk to someone and now I wish she was there when I needed to talk.
I had something similar happen to me when I was a little younger and im going to give you the best advice I can. There is something better over the horizon, that girl was a small snippet in the story of your life, and if you can reach out then do it, but if she doesn't want to respond then that's her loss. I lost my first real girlfriend completely by my own fault and I beat myself up over it for months until one day I was high as hell sitting on a roof and I realized that I could change, the person I was then does not have the be the person I am today or the person I ever am again (sorry about this part it doesn't have anything to do with you just wanted to share). anyway moral of the story is "If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they'll fly away, If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come to you. And if they don't come, you still have your garden."
i understand how you feel completely. i really loved her. she made my day just buy sending me a simple text. whenever she needed me, i was there for her. the worst thing is that she saw me at my lowest. she saw me when i was the most vulnerable. and she was there to pick up my pieces bit by bit to put me back together. but then, i was broken all over again. and i haven’t had someone to pick up the broken pieces this time.
@@trimq2304 thanks man, it means a lot. It happened a little over a month ago and I’ve tried to use it as motivation to become a better person, I’ve learned how to deal with my emotions, how to be a little more confident and I’ve started going to the gym. It still hurts sometimes but I’m happy it happened, it was the push I needed to be better.
There’s just this empty void inside of me, I hate my life. I live good but I just don’t feel accepted or appreciated by anyone, I’m lonely and I can’t cry. I hate confessing my emotions to people I know because they walk around looking at me knowing that I think in this way. So I just ball it up and toss it away. I fear that that pile building up will come back and something bad will happen. When people ask how I am I tell them I’m alright, deep down I know I’m lying to myself and then. No one asked how I am mentally. I just wanna be loved and accepted. I don’t feel deserving of love and happiness. When I feel sad I just tell myself, “people have it harder than you do so toughen up”. I don’t tell anyone how I feel because in society that’s how we are men. No emotion, no tears, no confessing. I watch videos of girlfriends acting like they are mine because that’s the only think that makes me feel complete and satisfied. I try to make my self happy, I am on and off with depression. I can be happy one day and the next night I will feel empty and dead inside.
I have come back to this video for a while now been in this fight against depression for 8 years and I have tried it all and I have given into my depression and just promised myself that no matter what I can’t kill myself cause my friends would die too and I feel that if they can stay strong for me then it’s my job to stay here for them cause I’m not strong I’m just determined to stay till there happy enough that when I’m gone they can look back and say he tried to be strong for us I don’t want my friends to cry because I’m gone I want them to say he was here for the time we needed him most stay strong boys remember suicide is a solution to temporary problems
I broke up with my first love over distance and other reasons. I accept i am at fault and i feel she deserved better but i still miss her. Its been a month since i last saw her or interwcted with her.she is out there getting better and living her while i am out here being miserable on my room all dsy... I feel so lost
Everything in life happens for a reason. Life’s going to continue and so with that you need to too. Its been a month, first loves are hard but you need to work on yourself, every relationship that ends is just the relationship preparing you for the one that wont. You are different as a person and we all reach dark spots. Its in the dark you develop and create appreciation for new things.
I've been going through the comments and I see a lot of young guys talking about giving up. Please don't do that, you haven't even started to live. I'm sixty and miserable when you get to my age and life isn't what you wanted it to be, then maybe give up, I know I'm done at this point in my life, just waiting for the end.
To all the people struggling I was there I tried to commit I tried to end it all God didint let me so even tho it seems like a endless void there is a light at the end of the tunnel forr me it was this angel who walked in my life when I didint want anything but to be gone didint deserve her but shes here. You got this hang in there there will be something or someone who saves you makes you feel joy again and trought joy you find your passion. All love hang in there ❤
I have friends, I have my family, but still feel so alone somehow, nothing helps and I just feel as if nobody really knows me, nobody cares, and it doesn't really matter in the end. This brings me contemptment
There’s good parts about life and there’s the real bad parts and that’s what makes it special it just depends on how you want to live it you might feel like your not going to figure it out but I promise it will all turn out okay just takes time
Today, I’m not going to force myself into anything, relationship, friendship, love, and etc. If its worth fighting for, i will do my best to give a persona of myself towards people. And if its not, walking away is the best option. If it flows it flows, if it crashes it crashes. Rn, i dont feel fear of losing people. I dont feel anything anymore. Im numb. Fuck it. No more.
Sometime I forget people feel the same way as me I’m almost always by myself and can’t hang around with anyone it’s like 2 magnetic north poles can’t touch
I was miserable for years. I related to all these videos and they gave me comfort for a very very long time, I could sit and romantacise my own sadness for hours which turned into days. I can tell you all that one day, it changes. The sun comes out and it changes. Just keep swimming. We are all rooting for you buddy.
lets get it brother, we happy to hear that! 💪🏻
I have been feeling good for longer than a week, for what feels like the first time in years.
It started a few months back, I started really appreciating sunsets and the clouds and the sky and the way the trees moved in the wind.
And then I started being more honest, I took off the mask I wore around people to hide my pain and instead integrated it. When people around you know what you struggle with they then have the opportunity to help.
Wow I really needed this one thanks for this dude
I did exactly that and then I suddenly stopped and now if I feel like watching something sad I stop myself because it's just a waste of time no one is gonna know I'm goin through something if,I never tell them so there's no point.and I think I'm doing better after I stopped and I'll keep doing this and some day I will feel different too :)
Legit I watch these for catharsis.
I don't feel sad like this. Life is great stop romanticizing sadness, do something about being sad. You can help it, it just takes time and effort.
If there's always time then there's always effort to give, so keep doing it.
Giving up isn't real. You made it up in your brain, your hormones, your dumb monkey brain thought that up.
Life continues on, you can be a part of it or "decide" not to (which isn't real you will always affect everything around you whether or not you exist or not, the universe takes a different path, your existence and decisions will always affect the universe, even your inaction)
These videos are therapeutic for me. When I watch these videos all I feel is pain. And that's a little comforting because I usually don't feel anything.
I used to have no feelings or made it so all I felt was emptiness it's disassociation from trauma U have to realise the whole world not just what U can touch there is a spiritual war going around affecting hearts and minds don't lose brother pick up Ur might feel Ur inner spiritual energy I've used them as karmic fuel to save my soul from the void of nothingness pick up Ur pieces and fight for Ur fire back god willing
I feel the same thank you for this comment. It made my day a bit better.
yeah man me too atleast i can feel pain its better than being in a dead body a dead mind i have lost my feeling i have lost myself noboody cares about me so i find ways to feel pain
i sympathize so hard with you its painful you know you dont need to get over this pain you can learn to be content with life during the pain @@lordsangeku8800
Feeling something is so far from nothing, indifference is all I am now
sometimes there’s a strange comfort in sadness. right?
I think people can start to feel that once their mind and soul becomes strong enough. My first few times around it felt hopeless. This time I’m a little stronger and I think I know what you mean.
It's familiar after the first time, it can feel safe.
I feel nothing anymore, no empathy, no happiness, no love, no hate, nothing, but sadness, sadness stays, and as long as I feel sadness I know I’m still alive, I’ve tried ending my life, many times, but I’ve given up cuz I guess I can’t even do that right, I I guess I’ll just wait it out or something
“I miss the comfort in being sad”
Yahushua HaMashiach is the Truth..
i listen to asmr gf videos before i sleep because its the only thing that brings me comfort. things have not gotten better and i feel like im gonna fucking run in front of oncoming traffic any moment. i just want to hug someone.
hey man the time will come, i was wanting a girlfriend for so long and when i got one, she was perfect but that didn’t fulfill the lonely void. i’m not sure if it will ever be filled but i will pray that your time will come and you will find true love. things take time and you will eventually find that girl
Do what you have to to make yourself feel okay, and don’t judge yourself for it. In the meantime do what you can to be the best version of yourself for the special person that is waiting for you just as you are waiting for them, its only a matter of time
Have you tried Jesus?
@@ggeehdjff1644 ty bro
@@SmoothCoaxing yeah i go to the gym often and i guess i should just work on myself and wait
as a girl, sending hugs to all my men out there struggling. i can tell you guys feel like your troubles are not seen. but I see you. keep going, the pain you feel now is nothing compared to the joy you will feel after the storm.
i just wish to meet someone that would care about me like you do all of us rn
i just wish to be enough
Thank you, but im sorry...I must decline.
I am unworthy of hugs, and of love too.
Im not trying to downplay your kindness, im just horribly lonely and its all my fault. It really is ALL my fault. My every problem is by my own hand. I am my own tormentor.
Do me a favour and have a great day.
Wish more womem tried to understamd we have emotions
I don't have enough left to believe this.. I'm sorry.
everyone in the comments please don’t give up. life is beautiful it truly is. all of you are more than enough. my words of wisdom aren’t very wise but I pray that all of you find the happiness you deserve.💕
"of you're a fan of me, you're a fan of yourself"
This actually made me cry.
"When you're alone it doesn't mean you don't have anyone, it means no one has you." just hits me. they don't get you. they don't understand what you have. you only have yourself, so be yourself.
Yahushua HaMashiach is the Truth..
You're not alone. Blows into chicken. Blows into you. Blowing all over.
i feel myself slipping and giving up but these videos got me holding on by a literal thread
keep your head up bro
Keep going bro
keep your head up man, Jesus loves you.
Same bro… you never walk alone though.
I promise you it will get better, I survived where you are, if I did you can too... And let me tell you, when you relax and just exist for a moment things start to feel good again
21 years old and all the lights are starting to fade i hope you all make it through these dark times
May God bless you and your family brother keep up the great work brother meet you at the top God willing❤️🫡🔝
How u doing?
love isnt the solution. you just gotta find yourself. a lover isnt gonna fix anything. find out who you are. the only thing that can make you truly feel better is yourself. The rest only distracts you from what you really feel. i believe in you.
Its crazy how alone i feel. How can a human even feel this?
I understand man, you aren’t alone in this struggle many other people feel the same way, we will get better some day
I promise you that no matter how alone you feel nor how far way he seems to be, God is right there. He is right next you. And he loves you more than anything in the world. Just cry out to him. I know exactly how you feel right now. And I know my words don’t help. They may even make you angry. But I’ll be praying for you. And God is waiting to wrap his arms around you.
You are not alone. Your ancestors are watching you and cheering you on from inside your blood.
If you made it this far and get to watch this video again or for the first time. I’m fucking proud of you , you are loved. Keep going
Why do you have to lie like that. I'm not.
I’m so fucking tired
Not gonna lie, im sitting in my kitchen drinking orange juice crying at this comment because of how tired I actually am of breathing sometimes
@@bignosedarrel4270try finding someone as miserable as you and vent
The feeling is unlike any other it eats you alive and makes you suicidal I don’t know how anyone gets through it but please find someone as sad as you and I think you might not be happy off the bat (happiness isn’t real but it will help
it’s sad that this is what I watch through out my day. because I’m just lonely.
Why are you lonely
@@burrdid because being a young adult , it’s hard to make friend man.
@@dadayvlogs8777stay strong brother you will find someone one day. Never give up. Remember somewhere out there there were people like you and now they are doing great so will you
You are not alone. Your ancestors are watching you and cheering you on from inside your blood.
@@mikejohnzon what does it matter if 1000 people are watching if they do nothing and we can't tell
There is no one I can go to for a hug to feel safe and comfort. Being around ppl makes me anxious and sad and isolation makes me feel empty. Loneliness is who I am. I’m 20
Hang in there, buddy. I'm currently 16 and inexperienced with the world, but I do know 1 thing. Where there is darkness and emptiness, there is still a small child with joy and happiness the size of mountains. Life isn't about "us" or "success", it's about the little things that make everything feel better ❤✨️✨️
The moment you can say you're happy for them is when, I think, you can finally let go. Its been 3 years and I've felt it all, the crippling fear of loneliness, the endless regret at every bad thing you ever did or said, the overwhelming hatred at both them and your own self. I finally looked and I saw she was still with the guy she left me for and to my surprise I felt happy that she was with someone she loves. Its a long time coming but I'm ready to move on properly.
Can’t really dwell on them leaving forever, can you? She just dumped me (found out she was cheating for the past 3 months) so my wounds are unfathomably fresh, but I’m just happy that she’s doing what she thinks is best. I’m not justifying the aspect of cheating by any means, but if I wasn’t the one to keep her happiness lingering? I’d like her to fill the gap with someone else, I just hope this time around she actually finds her forever person.
@@KillTheBattery you found out that she was cheating but then she dumped you?? 🥲🥲
@@puzzLEGO didn’t even get the chance to dump her 😭😭 it was a lame last conversation we had, and it was even more lame that I had to figure this out on my own, regardless, I hope she leads a good life, despite her wrongdoings 🙏
@@KillTheBattery damn must be hard. You got this bro.
@@KillTheBattery I have so much respect for you for that bro
One day, when I'm old and tired, I'll look back at the twisted, bumpy, disastrous road I took to get where I'll be, and see how beautiful the trees and flowers are on its sides. How I wish I will have noticed them when I was working so hard to get through it.
Why are these hitting hard? Im sitting in the dark sobbing rn.
"Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man."
-Friedrich Nietzsche
True, but the torment builds us up, it makes us stronger. and when we finally do get what we hope for, it's worth it.
@@thenateshow4371 What’s the meaning of worth, what’s the meaning of pain, what’s the meaning of being stronger, what’s the meaning of being better. It absolute meaningless in front of the inevitable death. What’s the meaning of this whole things after your death? Everyone will forget you, they don’t even know you existed or not. Parents? Why care? Someone’s feeling is definitely not a matter of life. I don’t know man. I don’t know. I have been through so many struggles and progress in mentality through 20years, I think it’s almost the limit again. It’s worse. The stronger you become, more struggles you get. Day by day, hours after hours, Years after years, no exit.
We human being’s fundamental of happiness is basically a oblivion. We chase our life to forget those pain. Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, Money, it’s all for the fulfillment of lack happiness.
Then why we should suffer? Then why we should endure so much struggles to push forward and be better, stronger?
What if we can just forger ourselves? Just living the life as time passes admitting that there is no meaning afterall? Or why we can just die? Man, I don’t get it anymore. I don’t.
Apologies man, I think I’m overwhelmed by terrible self conscious and emotions.
Sorry. Have a good day. I hope you don’t lose any hope or if so, you get another will to live life. I failed and fragmentize my whole hopes and cannot find more. Cheers, my man.
A man without hope has already died -me
I’m lonely, I have family but no friends but I keep going, one step at a time and the small changes keep me pushing forward.
I can’t say that everything is gonna be fine.
Just one more step 😅
Glad 2 kno everyone is still here to the vids, makes me feel less alone.
Someone I wish the people around me knew on a deeper level how much I truly care for them. That video of the guy asking the cop for a hug just hits home, I would hug and soothe anyone in my life but they dont ask and Im too scared to reach out first.
You gotta reach out man. Your stronger then you think. I see you and I’m proud of you.
im 18 and this is the worst i've felt in my whole life. my gf broke up with me and i quit school. worked a lonesome job for a year. had the urge to bike in front of speeding cars. I was seeing my life from a third person perspective and I thought I was a miserable sorry human being.
im 19 now im doing much better and I guess I dragged myself out of it. went to the gym spoke to my old classmates got my drivers licence applied to a new school and got in. im reading books and im trying to have fun in my life. I still miss her some times. but im honestly not ready to have a relationship. I still have a lot to learn about being happy by myself and with myself.
That's great to hear man! I'm happy to hear you took action to change your life and to made an effort to feel better about yourself. Keep your head up king
@@callumfoster8074 thank you so much brother. i really apreciate you
Damn, good for you, im 19 as well. Planning on setting myself on fire, idk how it'll go
@@Matas04do you wanna talk bro?
@@Matas04don't do it man, roll the dice on something dumb, go cross country, just live, i know its hard sometimes actually most of the time, but the good moments are around the corner your just gotta keep walking and get there
I managed to keep myself sane all by myself for 8 months. It's starting to crumble. The empty feeling of sitting in a room, occupied by nothing but my own thoughts, is taking stones out of the foundation I worked so hard to build. I gotta get out there and be with people. I'm 19, unemployed, out of money, and my mind is slowly failing me. I have to stop the cycle from starting again.
Keep going man, it’s tough out here but seek out those small wins. One win snowballs into another, and then another
You're still very young. Believe me, with time and effort you get stronger and it gets funner, just be be patient and dont give up.
You' are not in this alone
I’m in the same boat but I’m 20 and starting to bald because of genetics, we’re in this together 🤝.
You got this dawg! Just realize you woke up today, that’s a whole blessing in itself!
i've felt so alone this past month it's inexpiable. i have people in my life, a boy friend, parents, friends and yet i still feel as though i have no one. i want to be loved the way i love. i just wish that i didn't have to chase after things people get on a daily. hugs, i love you's, and feeling loved.
not a bf anymore but its fine
You have a self-esteem problem
Take care of the people that love you. Alot of us dont even have that and have to comfort ourselves with the idea of someday having what you have.
Watching this makes my heart felt not empty. I used to thugg it out to the point that i didnt feel how to be sad and cry. Watching this makes me feel sad but at the same time relieve.
I haven’t cried in a while. I’ve been holding it in. I cried a lot to this. It helped me get some of those emotions out in a way? To stare at the ceiling and just listen and let it go. Let that anger go. To wish that he raised me the way i wanted to be raised. The will smith with his dad thing will get me everytime. I hope i can show that i’ll know how to raise my kids. I want them to have a good dad.
Hope is what pushes us. Keep hoping it will get better, and it will.
If markiplier and charlie were the only voices i ever heard on the internet ever again, i wouldnt mind that
Mde + mati >>>>>
Charlie used to pss me off just monotone complaining Tryna reach the 10min mark everytime but he's using his platform for good most recently and I can respect him for that but Markiplier is a goat a loving bonfire heating all those around him
4 minutes in and this is the best core core compilation on youtube
These videos help me articulate how i feel to my friends. We have a nice understanding that the way i feel doesnt impact the way i live or my mindset for improvement. They also know it doesnt mean i cant feel joy either, it just serves the purpose of explaining all of the ways in which i feel to help me be transparent. Which is nice
My heart is genuinely in pain as if I’m experiencing heartbreak and I’m not even breaking up with my girlfriend but imaging myself as the first guy making that call… dude I pray I don’t lose her.
I’ll pray for you too (:
whats truly yours, will never disappear from your life
take it easy man, yourself is everything what you need💪🏻
At least you have a girlfriend I’m 26 and still nothing people In high would call me ugly and it fucked me up I think my confidence
Don't be afraid of losing her. Just enjoy her while you still have her. And if she does leave you will eventually be fine and will find something better. Never base your happiness on somebody else.
even though u see dark days the sun always come thru the clouds buddy keep fighting we all love never give up
You know what I realised.
When people who try to achieve great things fail, they feel really depressed, yet, when gamers fail at a no hit speed run close to the end of the challenge, they get angry.
I think it's better to be angry than depressed, because it means you care enough about what you're doing.
If I were to fail and get angry, that make’s me happy, because it means I've got a dream, something that I know I want.
That’s interesting, like genuinely interesting.
This made me tear up. I try my hardest to do what is right in my life. I’m tired of smoking weed. I’m tired of doing the same thing and feeling the same way over and over again. I’m tired of losing motivation. I’m just tired man
That's a genuinely good thought
I think the hardest thing about accepting you're in pain, is accepting that you're alone.
i have felt so tired and miserable for the past three years now.. i didn't have the best childhood growing up and since 11 i have been effected. a lot of people tell me that i am mature for my age, and that i'm smart etc, but that's because ever since a young age i had to grow up. anyways, when i was younger my brother was very bad and always had my parents attention due to this, but that's effected me greatly. now whenever someone gives me attention i fall for them, no matter who that person is i think they're perfect. recently i was in a relationship that i'd like to call my first love, and tbh i thought it would last but no teen relationship lasts. i like to tell my friends i'm over it but i'm not, i can't process what's happened, i can't accept the fact i now have no one to talk to about my feelings, my secrets etc. we left eachother on a bad ending and that's the worst part. i wanted us to end with respect, and in a way that we understand. ofc i ruined it, which isn't surprising. ever since i've gotten this mentality that's really brought me down, i believe i'm not good enough at all. no matter how hard i try people still get mad at me and i still ruin everything. the only thing i want in life is to make someone proud, to make someone happy and to make someone accept me. i feel like i just ruin everything good no matter what, and it's getting unbearable. i just want to be happy again tbh, but that's hard when your mentality is pushing you down
When I listen to this while working out I feel not even happy I just feel empty and no matter how many weights I lift I felt like crap but now I’m working harder and becoming the person I wanna be
I wouldn't consider myself depressed or lonely. But I somehow still relate to these videos. I felt like I was alone for a time. I tried to cover it up but I just felt alone. Even when I was with my friends. I think its because that my two best friends are dating and if I'm being honest I am a little jealous of them because I was never able to find real love and still can't to this day. I work out to try and make it so I don't have to chase after girls. But in reality, its just a cover up, just to make me feel good about myself, to make me feel like I'm actually doing something that's worth it. I just wish I had someone I'm close to I could talk about all this in real life. Because I really feel like I need a hug from someone, I've only ever been hugged by family, not even my really close friends. Yeah I may not be truly depressed, yeah I might not be truly lonely, but it damn well feels that way and I just wanna fix it.
Sometimes you take nothing but Ls and keep going and that's your statement into the void. I think it's beautiful
my mom died when i was 12 in 2015 now im 20, sometimes before going to sleep i remember the good old times i got with her when she was there with me :c ... y'all should respect and listen and do what ur mom ask you to do something cus not having a mom anymore its very hard to live without this maternal love..
Hang in there. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 😊❤
Feeling lonely feeling down but feeling so happy to feel something .
It's not hard to be sad it's hard to be human . We all need something, someone sometimes all along it was just ourselves
Maybe put the phone down and just find what makes you feel this way, not ruled by your emotions but instead examine your self and truthfully find Your view, see past the emotions find the truthful good that has always been in you, just look at yourself and be open with yourself, find you, be kind be smart be open, it is your veiw❤
20 years old khhv i think i have been depressed for 4 or more years, i dont know for how long i felt like this you just kind of forget you know
Every day is a gift. That’s the only way to think in order to survive.
I wish i was enough. I hope someday i can truly love the person ive become. I hope someday others can love the person im growing to be. You never stop growing, especially when you feel youve hit the bottom, its just hard to push yourself back up. We all wake up and feel like we're stuck in a cycle, whatever that cycle may be. At the same time, maybe that can be comforting. Someday life will get better, and even if it doesn't? Then take comfort that maybe theres a reason youre here. Even if that reason is as simple as "im just another cog to help the machine keep turning. Maybe that cycle is growth it self. I just hope some day i can see it, and if i cant then i know that theres an end to it. One way or another. If i die, I'll die with a smile on my face and ill doe with the comfort in knowing that i was truly right after all. To anyone who is struggling, know that it may not get better; but you will grow stronger. Even if you buckle under the weight of your own dreams and aspirations then know thats okay. Sometimes the weight of the world bears down on us, but there'll always be a reason to keep going; no matter how small that may seem
You are worthy, just get out of your own way! Shine on you crazy diamond 💎
Work to take care of the people who love you. Nothing in this world is more rewarding than seeing your family and friends doing well because you were there for them. If nobody loves you then be there for yourself and pursue what is important to you. But don't give up.
9:13 that's the reason why I never spoke out until recently I had my first panic attack and then developed anxiety disorder and cardiophobia or cardiac anxiety diagnosed by my therapist and I constantly and daily feeling absent and heavy headed, before I had my panic attack and after was so different such as my new fear of death and lonely, and physically changed like my hands feels slow and delayed and my chest have sharp pains constantly and then cause more cardiac anxiety. I used to have dysthymia for 5 years and I always kept in me like a black hole until recently I'm so on edge and I can't escape like I usually can 😢
Dude I feel you on that. When I had my first panic attack... oh my gosh it was like I was slowly having my soul pulled out from my chest. Thinking everyday "when will it end?". Man I don't know what happened but that shit slowly evaporated.. with time.. it was a dark place full of pain, anguish, and agony.. but I survived. These days I'm in a bit of a trough, but I'll manage. I just hope you read this and realize you're not alone buddy. Don't give up, don't abandon hope and don't abandon yourself 👍
@@midragga got u bro
Keep yall heads up life is beautiful
I cried the first of these kinds of vids I watched... Nothing felt so personal and so understanding more in my life. It felt like how I let things just kinda flow out when I heard the song my grandpa used to always sing to me and my siblings. I remember him mostly through that song.
Days after he passed, it still didn't click, not even when I was lowering his casket into.the ground, I knew he was in it but I didn't believe it. I spent the time comforting my closest aunt and my mom. After that, it felt like there was something missing. I still felt like I'll wake up to see him in the morning... It wasn't until later that day, when the elders who really knew him, came together and we met at the house I loved in with him. Where most of my memories lived. It was nice hearing everyone talk about him and how much reverence that had for him. It came to one of his cousins and his talked about a song he shared with my grandpa. I wanted it to be the song he always sang to us, and it was. As soon as I heard him sing.. I felt my tears well up. Eventually it built up enough in me to where I just broke down in tears... I miss my grandpa.
I find comfort in this videos because they do what I can't, express all the overwhelming pain that I feel
"i could use a hug" always brakes me
I was in psychosis for 4 months starting in this april, i only got out of it this august. Now I feel a deep depression and videos like this are the only thing i can relate to and can occasionally move me to tears. I feel hopeless right now, and lonely and that's why I'm journalling right now on youtube about it. If anyone can relate to what I'm feeling please help me.
cory is the only reason i'm still alive he always kept me cheered up and he got me where i am today
You still ok
Man im fuckin 14,i shouldn't relate to this as much as i do
same bro
Hey hope both of you young men are doing better and it’s okay to feel like this it’s apart of being a man you just need to know when it’s okay to be vulnerable and with who if you need someone to talk to I’m here if you need someone to just listen I got you no matter what struggle or abyss you may be lost in your never fighting it alone god bless
There's still time for you. Rise up.
For those wandering and wondering, the first song is Need 2 from Pinegroove. You're welcome :)
like I just don’t know how to feel anymore i feel like a robot just going through the motions i have no confidence in myself to even try to fix how i feel idk i just wanna be happy again even if i’m still alone
Read, books won't leave you 😂
Why I feel good while watching sad videos
"Somewhere along the line I lost the piece of myself that made me feel like I could do anything. Eversince then I've been spending every waking moment trying to grasp a reality where I drift through life incomplete. It's hard, but I gotta find a way, I must find it again, even without certainty that if I do, that void will magically be filled and I will once again feel like I matter. Even without that being a guarantee, I have to keep going. I cannot give up on myself. I have to whether the storm until that time of my life comes around again. If I have to wait the rest of my life for a chance, just a chance, then that's what I'll do. Because I have to."
Dismiss the idea that you are cursed, to suffer for eternity and start bringing little joys into your life now. It will build up in time.
You ever feel like every day is the same as the last? You ever feel like it’s been like that your whole life? You ever feel like the loop won’t stop?
it makes me sad but helping me... fall asleep....
being sober from the all the sadness, either passing or long-lasting, really gives you the opportunity to experience this from a different perspective. still the same dark or bright room, still 01:11 eastern european time, still stuck effectively working from dusk till dawn.
happiness really is a road, a path we take to nowhere. but as long as we're on it, things work out.
take care.
I am here to say one thing, there s hope i was depressed during 5 years and i manage to be good now.
Don t loose hope
I don't really talk about my problems, but I often feel sad. I just want to tell whoever is reading this to keep going. I'm not there yet, but don't give it all up. I don't know how it feels at the end of these troubling times we all share, but I hope you do.
im too drunk and i nearly drowned myself in a fucking sink, but this shit made me feel like someone, anyone knew how i felt , thank you
How it's going?
Hang in there, buddy. How are you? How are you REALLY?
I am a 14 y old boy and watching these videos makes me feel like im busy like im doing something with my life.
I think that that sadness is what keeps me going.
The body is young yet the mind is much more understanding. Hope everyone has a nice day i wish the best for your mental health
I'm 12 and I'm the same but I don't understand anything
if I love my depression, it might just leave me too. love won’t be there once they say they are leaving
14 year old girl here.
These videos always make me cry I swear.
It gets better..
You'll be okay ❤
Nothing is permanent
I'm proud of ya 💕🫶🏻
i dont have anyone to call. growing up, the words i love you were enough to make me break down. im still a teenager. hell, i start freshman year in a few weeks but why does a little girl like me have to experience the pains and trauma of a thousand lives? im ellie from socal, not some great carrier of burdens
Keep your heads up kings, work on yourselfs, start loving being comfortable in uncomfortable situations.
I've been thinking about taking my own life for over 2 years now, and i still do. I seriously need help, but my parents won't notice. I never have the strenght to get out of bed and go to school, every single day. i'm just exausted. I'm tired. I wish i could change everything about me, but it's something i have no control over. Since the beginning of 2023, my mental health got much worse. I believe that i am at my lowest point in my life right now. It feels like everything is against me, literaly everything. My brain, my friends, my school, everything. I only have one person that i can talk to, but if i want to talk to her, i always feel like i'm a burden to her. I don't have anything i'm looking forward right now. I don't have any plans for my future, except for maybe going to the military if can make it this far.
Keep pushing. Moving forward. Keep grinding. Keep trying. Keep going. Everything is going to be okay.
I honestly watch all these videos to see if im still able to feel emotion but I just feel nothing and I cant with this emptiness
Dealing with emotional abusive parents all through my life taught me the "phrase I hate you", could mean soo much.
When we feel lonely and lost we tend to sit and think and fantesies about our feelings and thoughts but remember there are others who will sitdown with you and comfort you and boost you up when you need it but remember you can ask for help on your own time but never not ask for help.
these videos to me are like a warm blanket on a cold winter morning
Learn to be happy by your self before you love anyone, teach yourself to continue, if your at your worst then you can only go up
I been through sm and I’m ok now even tho no one knew I was going through tough times but idc this just makes me wanna know outta the men I do know, I wish I knew which one of them we’re struggling right now and how I can help them. The fact I can’t help people I don’t know needs help is killing me rn pls seek help brothers cause Ik how it feels to wanna end it all, PLEASE CHASE THE LIGHT. Chase hope, chase the reason why your still here don’t let these bull shit feelings end you chase your power, personal strength, chase GOD, find the flame of life PLEASE!!!
I travel for work, I’ve been all over the country. I’m usually in these towns and cities for 3-5 months at a time. I’m 26. I love my job, I love what I do. I make great money. But I’m alone. I have no one. No one has me. I can’t commit because I end up having to leave. I’ve met amazing people. I’ve left beautiful relationships behind. I’m alone.
I know these videos can bring a certain comfort to those who suffer and experience loneliness; even for myself. To anyone who is experiencing deep loneliness, please don't make a habit of watching these videos as it only amplifies those feelings.... at least in my experience. Go outside and LIVE. No matter how hard it is, do what you can to experience life in all its beauty, because it is there and it is worth seeing. And weather you believe it or not, God loves you tremendously and is watching over you every moment of your life.
Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians 12:7-10 NIV
6:12 always catches me
guys this videos will fuck you up even more . just going out helps just go without the music have an eye contact with few people and remember you are not the only one feeling like that its all about mindset you can make everything change literally everything with just changing how you view the certain topic
She wasn’t just the first girl, she was the first person I’ve truly opened up to and now she’s gone. I know we only talked for a month and it’s been a month since she ghosted me but it still hurts a little to know that I will never be able to tell her how I really feel and I won’t be able to be there for her when she’s struggling. All I wanted was to be the person she could turn to when she needed to talk to someone and now I wish she was there when I needed to talk.
I had something similar happen to me when I was a little younger and im going to give you the best advice I can. There is something better over the horizon, that girl was a small snippet in the story of your life, and if you can reach out then do it, but if she doesn't want to respond then that's her loss. I lost my first real girlfriend completely by my own fault and I beat myself up over it for months until one day I was high as hell sitting on a roof and I realized that I could change, the person I was then does not have the be the person I am today or the person I ever am again (sorry about this part it doesn't have anything to do with you just wanted to share).
anyway moral of the story is "If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they'll fly away, If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come to you. And if they don't come, you still have your garden."
i understand how you feel completely. i really loved her. she made my day just buy sending me a simple text. whenever she needed me, i was there for her. the worst thing is that she saw me at my lowest. she saw me when i was the most vulnerable. and she was there to pick up my pieces bit by bit to put me back together. but then, i was broken all over again. and i haven’t had someone to pick up the broken pieces this time.
@@trimq2304 thanks man, it means a lot. It happened a little over a month ago and I’ve tried to use it as motivation to become a better person, I’ve learned how to deal with my emotions, how to be a little more confident and I’ve started going to the gym. It still hurts sometimes but I’m happy it happened, it was the push I needed to be better.
Hope ur life is great now bro🙏🙏
There’s just this empty void inside of me, I hate my life. I live good but I just don’t feel accepted or appreciated by anyone, I’m lonely and I can’t cry. I hate confessing my emotions to people I know because they walk around looking at me knowing that I think in this way. So I just ball it up and toss it away. I fear that that pile building up will come back and something bad will happen. When people ask how I am I tell them I’m alright, deep down I know I’m lying to myself and then. No one asked how I am mentally. I just wanna be loved and accepted. I don’t feel deserving of love and happiness. When I feel sad I just tell myself, “people have it harder than you do so toughen up”. I don’t tell anyone how I feel because in society that’s how we are men. No emotion, no tears, no confessing. I watch videos of girlfriends acting like they are mine because that’s the only think that makes me feel complete and satisfied. I try to make my self happy, I am on and off with depression. I can be happy one day and the next night I will feel empty and dead inside.
I have come back to this video for a while now been in this fight against depression for 8 years and I have tried it all and I have given into my depression and just promised myself that no matter what I can’t kill myself cause my friends would die too and I feel that if they can stay strong for me then it’s my job to stay here for them cause I’m not strong I’m just determined to stay till there happy enough that when I’m gone they can look back and say he tried to be strong for us I don’t want my friends to cry because I’m gone I want them to say he was here for the time we needed him most stay strong boys remember suicide is a solution to temporary problems
This made me cry hard
Sadness can be beautiful
I broke up with my first love over distance and other reasons. I accept i am at fault and i feel she deserved better but i still miss her. Its been a month since i last saw her or interwcted with her.she is out there getting better and living her while i am out here being miserable on my room all dsy... I feel so lost
She misses you too dude, just work through the pain and you will see the other side
Everything in life happens for a reason. Life’s going to continue and so with that you need to too. Its been a month, first loves are hard but you need to work on yourself, every relationship that ends is just the relationship preparing you for the one that wont. You are different as a person and we all reach dark spots. Its in the dark you develop and create appreciation for new things.
I've been going through the comments and I see a lot of young guys talking about giving up. Please don't do that, you haven't even started to live. I'm sixty and miserable when you get to my age and life isn't what you wanted it to be, then maybe give up, I know I'm done at this point in my life, just waiting for the end.
The passive suicidal comming back
That first clip hurt so fucking much i started weeping
The hardest was losing my dad the first few hours being locked up for the first time
That opening hits to close to home man. I never sent the voicemail.
"Everyone loves you but nobody likes you" that is my life in a nutshell.
To all the people struggling I was there I tried to commit I tried to end it all God didint let me so even tho it seems like a endless void there is a light at the end of the tunnel forr me it was this angel who walked in my life when I didint want anything but to be gone didint deserve her but shes here. You got this hang in there there will be something or someone who saves you makes you feel joy again and trought joy you find your passion. All love hang in there ❤
Hope ur doing well broski🙏🙏
I have friends, I have my family, but still feel so alone somehow, nothing helps and I just feel as if nobody really knows me, nobody cares, and it doesn't really matter in the end. This brings me contemptment
There’s good parts about life and there’s the real bad parts and that’s what makes it special it just depends on how you want to live it you might feel like your not going to figure it out but I promise it will all turn out okay just takes time
Today, I’m not going to force myself into anything, relationship, friendship, love, and etc. If its worth fighting for, i will do my best to give a persona of myself towards people. And if its not, walking away is the best option. If it flows it flows, if it crashes it crashes. Rn, i dont feel fear of losing people. I dont feel anything anymore. Im numb. Fuck it. No more.
The start bro.. the start perfectly summarizes how and what I feel
Sometime I forget people feel the same way as me I’m almost always by myself and can’t hang around with anyone it’s like 2 magnetic north poles can’t touch
ive suddenly been feeling really alone