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  • @alfiezyms2464
    @alfiezyms2464 ปีที่แล้ว +2996

    I was miserable for years. I related to all these videos and they gave me comfort for a very very long time, I could sit and romantacise my own sadness for hours which turned into days. I can tell you all that one day, it changes. The sun comes out and it changes. Just keep swimming. We are all rooting for you buddy.

    • @atischtm8833
      @atischtm8833 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      lets get it brother, we happy to hear that! 💪🏻

    • @HotMonkeyDik
      @HotMonkeyDik ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have been feeling good for longer than a week, for what feels like the first time in years.
      It started a few months back, I started really appreciating sunsets and the clouds and the sky and the way the trees moved in the wind.
      And then I started being more honest, I took off the mask I wore around people to hide my pain and instead integrated it. When people around you know what you struggle with they then have the opportunity to help.

    • @augie4111
      @augie4111 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Wow I really needed this one thanks for this dude

    • @potatopotato5632
      @potatopotato5632 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I did exactly that and then I suddenly stopped and now if I feel like watching something sad I stop myself because it's just a waste of time no one is gonna know I'm goin through something if,I never tell them so there's no point.and I think I'm doing better after I stopped and I'll keep doing this and some day I will feel different too :)

    • @cartoonhanks1708
      @cartoonhanks1708 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Legit I watch these for catharsis.
      I don't feel sad like this. Life is great stop romanticizing sadness, do something about being sad. You can help it, it just takes time and effort.
      If there's always time then there's always effort to give, so keep doing it.
      Giving up isn't real. You made it up in your brain, your hormones, your dumb monkey brain thought that up.
      Life continues on, you can be a part of it or "decide" not to (which isn't real you will always affect everything around you whether or not you exist or not, the universe takes a different path, your existence and decisions will always affect the universe, even your inaction)

  • @metalgearobama
    @metalgearobama ปีที่แล้ว +709

    These videos are therapeutic for me. When I watch these videos all I feel is pain. And that's a little comforting because I usually don't feel anything.

    • @Andrew_T_Baby
      @Andrew_T_Baby ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I used to have no feelings or made it so all I felt was emptiness it's disassociation from trauma U have to realise the whole world not just what U can touch there is a spiritual war going around affecting hearts and minds don't lose brother pick up Ur might feel Ur inner spiritual energy I've used them as karmic fuel to save my soul from the void of nothingness pick up Ur pieces and fight for Ur fire back god willing

    • @aneeqarnold5969
      @aneeqarnold5969 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel the same thank you for this comment. It made my day a bit better.

    • @lordsangeku8800
      @lordsangeku8800 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yeah man me too atleast i can feel pain its better than being in a dead body a dead mind i have lost my feeling i have lost myself noboody cares about me so i find ways to feel pain

    • @aneeqarnold5969
      @aneeqarnold5969 ปีที่แล้ว

      i sympathize so hard with you its painful you know you dont need to get over this pain you can learn to be content with life during the pain @@lordsangeku8800

    • @colbyholmes4310
      @colbyholmes4310 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Feeling something is so far from nothing, indifference is all I am now

  • @jeredsanders5083
    @jeredsanders5083 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +82

    "of you're a fan of me, you're a fan of yourself"
    This actually made me cry.

  • @princeroddyxrodd5220
    @princeroddyxrodd5220 ปีที่แล้ว +528

    i feel myself slipping and giving up but these videos got me holding on by a literal thread

    • @icemoney24
      @icemoney24 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      keep your head up bro

    • @Rowland_Hoskins
      @Rowland_Hoskins ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Keep going bro

    • @Liam-re6wu
      @Liam-re6wu ปีที่แล้ว +8

      keep your head up man, Jesus loves you.

    • @rcnewman51.
      @rcnewman51. ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same bro… you never walk alone though.

    • @bonfirebarry1
      @bonfirebarry1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I promise you it will get better, I survived where you are, if I did you can too... And let me tell you, when you relax and just exist for a moment things start to feel good again

  • @Gloria2001-k8v
    @Gloria2001-k8v 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    There is no one I can go to for a hug to feel safe and comfort. Being around ppl makes me anxious and sad and isolation makes me feel empty. Loneliness is who I am. I’m 20

    • @Cosmicthunder11
      @Cosmicthunder11 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hang in there, buddy. I'm currently 16 and inexperienced with the world, but I do know 1 thing. Where there is darkness and emptiness, there is still a small child with joy and happiness the size of mountains. Life isn't about "us" or "success", it's about the little things that make everything feel better ❤✨️✨️

    • @zac6208
      @zac6208 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      im also 20

  • @isametroy
    @isametroy ปีที่แล้ว +263

    "When you're alone it doesn't mean you don't have anyone, it means no one has you." just hits me. they don't get you. they don't understand what you have. you only have yourself, so be yourself.

    • @GavinMoore-dg6zn
      @GavinMoore-dg6zn 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yahushua HaMashiach is the Truth..

    • @retard949
      @retard949 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You're not alone. Blows into chicken. Blows into you. Blowing all over.

  • @Ohrodar
    @Ohrodar ปีที่แล้ว +68

    21 years old and all the lights are starting to fade i hope you all make it through these dark times

    • @violent_4274
      @violent_4274 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      May God bless you and your family brother keep up the great work brother meet you at the top God willing❤️🫡🔝

    • @teodorsten7069
      @teodorsten7069 ปีที่แล้ว

      How u doing?

    • @Tardyz
      @Tardyz หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      There's no light at the end of the tunnel bro

    • @S0NOFLIBERTY
      @S0NOFLIBERTY หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I hope you're doing well.

    • @wetzelfam3337
      @wetzelfam3337 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Pls bro talk to me, I don't want no one being that sad

  • @girlyyyyyylylylyl555
    @girlyyyyyylylylyl555 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +119

    as a girl, sending hugs to all my men out there struggling. i can tell you guys feel like your troubles are not seen. but I see you. keep going, the pain you feel now is nothing compared to the joy you will feel after the storm.

    • @TommyTartar
      @TommyTartar 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      i just wish to meet someone that would care about me like you do all of us rn
      i just wish to be enough

    • @casualsatanist5808
      @casualsatanist5808 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you, but im sorry...I must decline.
      I am unworthy of hugs, and of love too.
      Im not trying to downplay your kindness, im just horribly lonely and its all my fault. It really is ALL my fault. My every problem is by my own hand. I am my own tormentor.
      Do me a favour and have a great day.

    • @funkbros3141
      @funkbros3141 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Wish more womem tried to understamd we have emotions

    • @GavitGameplays
      @GavitGameplays 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I don't have enough left to believe this.. I'm sorry.

    • @girlyyyyyylylylyl555
      @girlyyyyyylylylyl555 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      everyone in the comments please don’t give up. life is beautiful it truly is. all of you are more than enough. my words of wisdom aren’t very wise but I pray that all of you find the happiness you deserve.💕

  • @itsjvcob
    @itsjvcob ปีที่แล้ว +433

    sometimes there’s a strange comfort in sadness. right?

    • @samualcalnan4774
      @samualcalnan4774 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I think people can start to feel that once their mind and soul becomes strong enough. My first few times around it felt hopeless. This time I’m a little stronger and I think I know what you mean.

    • @bonfirebarry1
      @bonfirebarry1 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It's familiar after the first time, it can feel safe.

    • @Z-q5q
      @Z-q5q 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I feel nothing anymore, no empathy, no happiness, no love, no hate, nothing, but sadness, sadness stays, and as long as I feel sadness I know I’m still alive, I’ve tried ending my life, many times, but I’ve given up cuz I guess I can’t even do that right, I I guess I’ll just wait it out or something

    • @Applic8799
      @Applic8799 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      “I miss the comfort in being sad”

    • @GavinMoore-dg6zn
      @GavinMoore-dg6zn 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yahushua HaMashiach is the Truth..

  • @dadayvlogs8777
    @dadayvlogs8777 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    it’s sad that this is what I watch through out my day. because I’m just lonely.

    • @burrdid
      @burrdid ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Why are you lonely

    • @dadayvlogs8777
      @dadayvlogs8777 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@burrdid because being a young adult , it’s hard to make friend man.

    • @dilo7811
      @dilo7811 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​@@dadayvlogs8777stay strong brother you will find someone one day. Never give up. Remember somewhere out there there were people like you and now they are doing great so will you

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are not alone. Your ancestors are watching you and cheering you on from inside your blood.

    • @burrdid
      @burrdid ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@mikejohnzon what does it matter if 1000 people are watching if they do nothing and we can't tell

  • @user-UKNSPACE
    @user-UKNSPACE ปีที่แล้ว +229

    If you made it this far and get to watch this video again or for the first time. I’m fucking proud of you , you are loved. Keep going

    • @10pmmemes88
      @10pmmemes88 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Why do you have to lie like that. I'm not.

    • @colbyholmes4310
      @colbyholmes4310 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m so fucking tired

    • @bignosedarrel4270
      @bignosedarrel4270 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Not gonna lie, im sitting in my kitchen drinking orange juice crying at this comment because of how tired I actually am of breathing sometimes

    • @ChocolateDonut-f5g
      @ChocolateDonut-f5g 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@bignosedarrel4270try finding someone as miserable as you and vent
      The feeling is unlike any other it eats you alive and makes you suicidal I don’t know how anyone gets through it but please find someone as sad as you and I think you might not be happy off the bat (happiness isn’t real but it will help

  • @ykhithegreat
    @ykhithegreat ปีที่แล้ว +16

    love isnt the solution. you just gotta find yourself. a lover isnt gonna fix anything. find out who you are. the only thing that can make you truly feel better is yourself. The rest only distracts you from what you really feel. i believe in you.

  • @Shinoxxi
    @Shinoxxi ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Its crazy how alone i feel. How can a human even feel this?

    • @mikeoxlong3113
      @mikeoxlong3113 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I understand man, you aren’t alone in this struggle many other people feel the same way, we will get better some day

    • @FoxholeIndustries
      @FoxholeIndustries ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I promise you that no matter how alone you feel nor how far way he seems to be, God is right there. He is right next you. And he loves you more than anything in the world. Just cry out to him. I know exactly how you feel right now. And I know my words don’t help. They may even make you angry. But I’ll be praying for you. And God is waiting to wrap his arms around you.

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are not alone. Your ancestors are watching you and cheering you on from inside your blood.

  • @avertismentguy62
    @avertismentguy62 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    The moment you can say you're happy for them is when, I think, you can finally let go. Its been 3 years and I've felt it all, the crippling fear of loneliness, the endless regret at every bad thing you ever did or said, the overwhelming hatred at both them and your own self. I finally looked and I saw she was still with the guy she left me for and to my surprise I felt happy that she was with someone she loves. Its a long time coming but I'm ready to move on properly.

    • @KillTheBattery
      @KillTheBattery ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Can’t really dwell on them leaving forever, can you? She just dumped me (found out she was cheating for the past 3 months) so my wounds are unfathomably fresh, but I’m just happy that she’s doing what she thinks is best. I’m not justifying the aspect of cheating by any means, but if I wasn’t the one to keep her happiness lingering? I’d like her to fill the gap with someone else, I just hope this time around she actually finds her forever person.

    • @puzzLEGO
      @puzzLEGO ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@KillTheBattery you found out that she was cheating but then she dumped you?? 🥲🥲

    • @KillTheBattery
      @KillTheBattery ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@puzzLEGO didn’t even get the chance to dump her 😭😭 it was a lame last conversation we had, and it was even more lame that I had to figure this out on my own, regardless, I hope she leads a good life, despite her wrongdoings 🙏

    • @puzzLEGO
      @puzzLEGO ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@KillTheBattery damn must be hard. You got this bro.

    • @y4b1006
      @y4b1006 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@KillTheBattery I have so much respect for you for that bro

  • @raccwithastrap8098
    @raccwithastrap8098 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Why are these hitting hard? Im sitting in the dark sobbing rn.

  • @Curry_deliver
    @Curry_deliver ปีที่แล้ว +66

    "Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man."
    -Friedrich Nietzsche

    • @thenateshow4371
      @thenateshow4371 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True, but the torment builds us up, it makes us stronger. and when we finally do get what we hope for, it's worth it.

    • @Curry_deliver
      @Curry_deliver ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thenateshow4371 What’s the meaning of worth, what’s the meaning of pain, what’s the meaning of being stronger, what’s the meaning of being better. It absolute meaningless in front of the inevitable death. What’s the meaning of this whole things after your death? Everyone will forget you, they don’t even know you existed or not. Parents? Why care? Someone’s feeling is definitely not a matter of life. I don’t know man. I don’t know. I have been through so many struggles and progress in mentality through 20years, I think it’s almost the limit again. It’s worse. The stronger you become, more struggles you get. Day by day, hours after hours, Years after years, no exit.
      We human being’s fundamental of happiness is basically a oblivion. We chase our life to forget those pain. Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, Money, it’s all for the fulfillment of lack happiness.
      Then why we should suffer? Then why we should endure so much struggles to push forward and be better, stronger?
      What if we can just forger ourselves? Just living the life as time passes admitting that there is no meaning afterall? Or why we can just die? Man, I don’t get it anymore. I don’t.
      Apologies man, I think I’m overwhelmed by terrible self conscious and emotions.
      Sorry. Have a good day. I hope you don’t lose any hope or if so, you get another will to live life. I failed and fragmentize my whole hopes and cannot find more. Cheers, my man.

    • @ethanos9051
      @ethanos9051 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      A man without hope has already died -me

  • @starry4471
    @starry4471 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    One day, when I'm old and tired, I'll look back at the twisted, bumpy, disastrous road I took to get where I'll be, and see how beautiful the trees and flowers are on its sides. How I wish I will have noticed them when I was working so hard to get through it.

  • @_rumblecrumble6991
    @_rumblecrumble6991 ปีที่แล้ว +565

    when i first wrote this comment i was in a similar state, but whoever is reading this, stop watching these types of videos that incentivises you to feel sad. go watch a sunset, talk to people, have fun. its okay to be sad, but its better to work to a better future. i love you.

    • @ggeehdjff1644
      @ggeehdjff1644 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      hey man the time will come, i was wanting a girlfriend for so long and when i got one, she was perfect but that didn’t fulfill the lonely void. i’m not sure if it will ever be filled but i will pray that your time will come and you will find true love. things take time and you will eventually find that girl

    • @SmoothCoaxing
      @SmoothCoaxing ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Do what you have to to make yourself feel okay, and don’t judge yourself for it. In the meantime do what you can to be the best version of yourself for the special person that is waiting for you just as you are waiting for them, its only a matter of time

    • @casperfevr7358
      @casperfevr7358 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Have you tried Jesus?

    • @_rumblecrumble6991
      @_rumblecrumble6991 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ggeehdjff1644 ty bro

    • @_rumblecrumble6991
      @_rumblecrumble6991 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@SmoothCoaxing yeah i go to the gym often and i guess i should just work on myself and wait

  • @kieradee
    @kieradee ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Someone I wish the people around me knew on a deeper level how much I truly care for them. That video of the guy asking the cop for a hug just hits home, I would hug and soothe anyone in my life but they dont ask and Im too scared to reach out first.

    • @Kaieatzgutzzz
      @Kaieatzgutzzz 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You gotta reach out man. Your stronger then you think. I see you and I’m proud of you.

  • @yntybeats112
    @yntybeats112 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    im 18 and this is the worst i've felt in my whole life. my gf broke up with me and i quit school. worked a lonesome job for a year. had the urge to bike in front of speeding cars. I was seeing my life from a third person perspective and I thought I was a miserable sorry human being.
    im 19 now im doing much better and I guess I dragged myself out of it. went to the gym spoke to my old classmates got my drivers licence applied to a new school and got in. im reading books and im trying to have fun in my life. I still miss her some times. but im honestly not ready to have a relationship. I still have a lot to learn about being happy by myself and with myself.

    • @callumfoster8074
      @callumfoster8074 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That's great to hear man! I'm happy to hear you took action to change your life and to made an effort to feel better about yourself. Keep your head up king

    • @yntybeats112
      @yntybeats112 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@callumfoster8074 thank you so much brother. i really apreciate you

    • @Matas04
      @Matas04 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Damn, good for you, im 19 as well. Planning on setting myself on fire, idk how it'll go

    • @abrahamdiopvlogs
      @abrahamdiopvlogs ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Matas04do you wanna talk bro?

    • @solaireastora5394
      @solaireastora5394 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@Matas04don't do it man, roll the dice on something dumb, go cross country, just live, i know its hard sometimes actually most of the time, but the good moments are around the corner your just gotta keep walking and get there

  • @janus2096
    @janus2096 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Hope is what pushes us. Keep hoping it will get better, and it will.

  • @creamstick363
    @creamstick363 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Watching this makes my heart felt not empty. I used to thugg it out to the point that i didnt feel how to be sad and cry. Watching this makes me feel sad but at the same time relieve.

  • @starry4471
    @starry4471 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    I managed to keep myself sane all by myself for 8 months. It's starting to crumble. The empty feeling of sitting in a room, occupied by nothing but my own thoughts, is taking stones out of the foundation I worked so hard to build. I gotta get out there and be with people. I'm 19, unemployed, out of money, and my mind is slowly failing me. I have to stop the cycle from starting again.

    • @akhiljoseph3507
      @akhiljoseph3507 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Keep going man, it’s tough out here but seek out those small wins. One win snowballs into another, and then another

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon ปีที่แล้ว

      You're still very young. Believe me, with time and effort you get stronger and it gets funner, just be be patient and dont give up.

    • @BUCK23_
      @BUCK23_ ปีที่แล้ว

      You' are not in this alone

    • @njames69
      @njames69 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m in the same boat but I’m 20 and starting to bald because of genetics, we’re in this together 🤝.

    • @douglasfort7646
      @douglasfort7646 ปีที่แล้ว

      You got this dawg! Just realize you woke up today, that’s a whole blessing in itself!

  • @susanbarrett4783
    @susanbarrett4783 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    even though u see dark days the sun always come thru the clouds buddy keep fighting we all love never give up

  • @jaydenleard8408
    @jaydenleard8408 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I haven’t cried in a while. I’ve been holding it in. I cried a lot to this. It helped me get some of those emotions out in a way? To stare at the ceiling and just listen and let it go. Let that anger go. To wish that he raised me the way i wanted to be raised. The will smith with his dad thing will get me everytime. I hope i can show that i’ll know how to raise my kids. I want them to have a good dad.

  • @amifever
    @amifever ปีที่แล้ว +14

    i've felt so alone this past month it's inexpiable. i have people in my life, a boy friend, parents, friends and yet i still feel as though i have no one. i want to be loved the way i love. i just wish that i didn't have to chase after things people get on a daily. hugs, i love you's, and feeling loved.

    • @amifever
      @amifever ปีที่แล้ว +3

      not a bf anymore but its fine

    • @cartoonhanks1708
      @cartoonhanks1708 ปีที่แล้ว

      You have a self-esteem problem

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon ปีที่แล้ว

      Take care of the people that love you. Alot of us dont even have that and have to comfort ourselves with the idea of someday having what you have.

  • @GloriousLuke
    @GloriousLuke 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    that opening voice message hit so hard for me, it perfectly described everything im going through right now, thank you so much for doing what you do, and to everyone going through the same thing Stay Strong! we’ll all get through it!

  • @tonkajahari3010
    @tonkajahari3010 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Every day is a gift. That’s the only way to think in order to survive.

  • @marcospizarro7890
    @marcospizarro7890 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    4 minutes in and this is the best core core compilation on youtube

  • @bigtrampxox
    @bigtrampxox ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i have felt so tired and miserable for the past three years now.. i didn't have the best childhood growing up and since 11 i have been effected. a lot of people tell me that i am mature for my age, and that i'm smart etc, but that's because ever since a young age i had to grow up. anyways, when i was younger my brother was very bad and always had my parents attention due to this, but that's effected me greatly. now whenever someone gives me attention i fall for them, no matter who that person is i think they're perfect. recently i was in a relationship that i'd like to call my first love, and tbh i thought it would last but no teen relationship lasts. i like to tell my friends i'm over it but i'm not, i can't process what's happened, i can't accept the fact i now have no one to talk to about my feelings, my secrets etc. we left eachother on a bad ending and that's the worst part. i wanted us to end with respect, and in a way that we understand. ofc i ruined it, which isn't surprising. ever since i've gotten this mentality that's really brought me down, i believe i'm not good enough at all. no matter how hard i try people still get mad at me and i still ruin everything. the only thing i want in life is to make someone proud, to make someone happy and to make someone accept me. i feel like i just ruin everything good no matter what, and it's getting unbearable. i just want to be happy again tbh, but that's hard when your mentality is pushing you down

  • @tannjaminobraham5170
    @tannjaminobraham5170 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Maybe put the phone down and just find what makes you feel this way, not ruled by your emotions but instead examine your self and truthfully find Your view, see past the emotions find the truthful good that has always been in you, just look at yourself and be open with yourself, find you, be kind be smart be open, it is your veiw❤

  • @slippyboi5289
    @slippyboi5289 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    If markiplier and charlie were the only voices i ever heard on the internet ever again, i wouldnt mind that

    • @rufio.5961
      @rufio.5961 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mde + mati >>>>>

    • @Andrew_T_Baby
      @Andrew_T_Baby ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Charlie used to pss me off just monotone complaining Tryna reach the 10min mark everytime but he's using his platform for good most recently and I can respect him for that but Markiplier is a goat a loving bonfire heating all those around him

  • @Atticus-ou2pq
    @Atticus-ou2pq ปีที่แล้ว +7

    When I listen to this while working out I feel not even happy I just feel empty and no matter how many weights I lift I felt like crap but now I’m working harder and becoming the person I wanna be

  • @becausewhynot6288
    @becausewhynot6288 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    You ever feel like every day is the same as the last? You ever feel like it’s been like that your whole life? You ever feel like the loop won’t stop?

    • @Jules-vk9sp
      @Jules-vk9sp หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yeah It can last for years, but one thing is for sure, it only stops if you keep pushing

    • @AnarchPunk
      @AnarchPunk หลายเดือนก่อน

      Since the day I was born.

  • @noahbarnes9770
    @noahbarnes9770 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    My heart is genuinely in pain as if I’m experiencing heartbreak and I’m not even breaking up with my girlfriend but imaging myself as the first guy making that call… dude I pray I don’t lose her.

    • @livepigmaster_431
      @livepigmaster_431 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’ll pray for you too (:

    • @atischtm8833
      @atischtm8833 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      whats truly yours, will never disappear from your life
      take it easy man, yourself is everything what you need💪🏻

    • @doejohn7548
      @doejohn7548 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      At least you have a girlfriend I’m 26 and still nothing people In high would call me ugly and it fucked me up I think my confidence

    • @mikejohnzon
      @mikejohnzon ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Don't be afraid of losing her. Just enjoy her while you still have her. And if she does leave you will eventually be fine and will find something better. Never base your happiness on somebody else.

  • @larrybriones8322
    @larrybriones8322 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Keep yall heads up life is beautiful

  • @Pines-2451
    @Pines-2451 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I wouldn't consider myself depressed or lonely. But I somehow still relate to these videos. I felt like I was alone for a time. I tried to cover it up but I just felt alone. Even when I was with my friends. I think its because that my two best friends are dating and if I'm being honest I am a little jealous of them because I was never able to find real love and still can't to this day. I work out to try and make it so I don't have to chase after girls. But in reality, its just a cover up, just to make me feel good about myself, to make me feel like I'm actually doing something that's worth it. I just wish I had someone I'm close to I could talk about all this in real life. Because I really feel like I need a hug from someone, I've only ever been hugged by family, not even my really close friends. Yeah I may not be truly depressed, yeah I might not be truly lonely, but it damn well feels that way and I just wanna fix it.

    • @bon_donson
      @bon_donson 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sometimes you take nothing but Ls and keep going and that's your statement into the void. I think it's beautiful

  • @mikejohnzon
    @mikejohnzon ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Work to take care of the people who love you. Nothing in this world is more rewarding than seeing your family and friends doing well because you were there for them. If nobody loves you then be there for yourself and pursue what is important to you. But don't give up.

  • @AtlasTheJester
    @AtlasTheJester ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I wish i was enough. I hope someday i can truly love the person ive become. I hope someday others can love the person im growing to be. You never stop growing, especially when you feel youve hit the bottom, its just hard to push yourself back up. We all wake up and feel like we're stuck in a cycle, whatever that cycle may be. At the same time, maybe that can be comforting. Someday life will get better, and even if it doesn't? Then take comfort that maybe theres a reason youre here. Even if that reason is as simple as "im just another cog to help the machine keep turning. Maybe that cycle is growth it self. I just hope some day i can see it, and if i cant then i know that theres an end to it. One way or another. If i die, I'll die with a smile on my face and ill doe with the comfort in knowing that i was truly right after all. To anyone who is struggling, know that it may not get better; but you will grow stronger. Even if you buckle under the weight of your own dreams and aspirations then know thats okay. Sometimes the weight of the world bears down on us, but there'll always be a reason to keep going; no matter how small that may seem

    • @DENGYOR
      @DENGYOR ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are worthy, just get out of your own way! Shine on you crazy diamond 💎

  • @silverbilver4103
    @silverbilver4103 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I’m lonely, I have family but no friends but I keep going, one step at a time and the small changes keep me pushing forward.
    I can’t say that everything is gonna be fine.
    Just one more step 😅

  • @lcduvient5224
    @lcduvient5224 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    These videos help me articulate how i feel to my friends. We have a nice understanding that the way i feel doesnt impact the way i live or my mindset for improvement. They also know it doesnt mean i cant feel joy either, it just serves the purpose of explaining all of the ways in which i feel to help me be transparent. Which is nice

  • @N.o.h.e.3
    @N.o.h.e.3 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Glad 2 kno everyone is still here to the vids, makes me feel less alone.

  • @Ayanami00
    @Ayanami00 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    9:13 that's the reason why I never spoke out until recently I had my first panic attack and then developed anxiety disorder and cardiophobia or cardiac anxiety diagnosed by my therapist and I constantly and daily feeling absent and heavy headed, before I had my panic attack and after was so different such as my new fear of death and lonely, and physically changed like my hands feels slow and delayed and my chest have sharp pains constantly and then cause more cardiac anxiety. I used to have dysthymia for 5 years and I always kept in me like a black hole until recently I'm so on edge and I can't escape like I usually can 😢

    • @midragga
      @midragga ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dude I feel you on that. When I had my first panic attack... oh my gosh it was like I was slowly having my soul pulled out from my chest. Thinking everyday "when will it end?". Man I don't know what happened but that shit slowly evaporated.. with time.. it was a dark place full of pain, anguish, and agony.. but I survived. These days I'm in a bit of a trough, but I'll manage. I just hope you read this and realize you're not alone buddy. Don't give up, don't abandon hope and don't abandon yourself 👍

    • @Ayanami00
      @Ayanami00 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@midragga got u bro

  • @Dreamer_516
    @Dreamer_516 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    my mom died when i was 12 in 2015 now im 20, sometimes before going to sleep i remember the good old times i got with her when she was there with me :c ... y'all should respect and listen and do what ur mom ask you to do something cus not having a mom anymore its very hard to live without this maternal love..

    • @Cosmicthunder11
      @Cosmicthunder11 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hang in there. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 😊❤

  • @artofthesharingan5403
    @artofthesharingan5403 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I think the hardest thing about accepting you're in pain, is accepting that you're alone.

  • @Slazza
    @Slazza หลายเดือนก่อน

    These are one of the few things that make me feel anymore. Man life really does hit you like a train. I wish I could cry. I’m over tired

  • @subject_changed4690
    @subject_changed4690 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I cried the first of these kinds of vids I watched... Nothing felt so personal and so understanding more in my life. It felt like how I let things just kinda flow out when I heard the song my grandpa used to always sing to me and my siblings. I remember him mostly through that song.
    Days after he passed, it still didn't click, not even when I was lowering his casket into.the ground, I knew he was in it but I didn't believe it. I spent the time comforting my closest aunt and my mom. After that, it felt like there was something missing. I still felt like I'll wake up to see him in the morning... It wasn't until later that day, when the elders who really knew him, came together and we met at the house I loved in with him. Where most of my memories lived. It was nice hearing everyone talk about him and how much reverence that had for him. It came to one of his cousins and his talked about a song he shared with my grandpa. I wanted it to be the song he always sang to us, and it was. As soon as I heard him sing.. I felt my tears well up. Eventually it built up enough in me to where I just broke down in tears... I miss my grandpa.

  • @WeAreBlank18
    @WeAreBlank18 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    You know what I realised.
    When people who try to achieve great things fail, they feel really depressed, yet, when gamers fail at a no hit speed run close to the end of the challenge, they get angry.
    I think it's better to be angry than depressed, because it means you care enough about what you're doing.
    If I were to fail and get angry, that make’s me happy, because it means I've got a dream, something that I know I want.

    • @randomguyoninternetidk4014
      @randomguyoninternetidk4014 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That’s interesting, like genuinely interesting.

    • @meetyomaker2396
      @meetyomaker2396 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This made me tear up. I try my hardest to do what is right in my life. I’m tired of smoking weed. I’m tired of doing the same thing and feeling the same way over and over again. I’m tired of losing motivation. I’m just tired man

    • @haraldderleon8526
      @haraldderleon8526 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's a genuinely good thought

  • @dadadadana
    @dadadadana ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Why I feel good while watching sad videos

  • @JadenKief
    @JadenKief 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Keep pushing. Moving forward. Keep grinding. Keep trying. Keep going. Everything is going to be okay.

  • @thepilgrim1842
    @thepilgrim1842 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The biggest smiles often hide an ocean of tears

  • @miguelroyocano2920
    @miguelroyocano2920 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I find comfort in this videos because they do what I can't, express all the overwhelming pain that I feel

  • @0mega_c0re11
    @0mega_c0re11 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    20 years old khhv i think i have been depressed for 4 or more years, i dont know for how long i felt like this you just kind of forget you know

  • @Felix1659
    @Felix1659 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Keep your heads up kings, work on yourselfs, start loving being comfortable in uncomfortable situations.

  • @bradyhouston4494
    @bradyhouston4494 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    like I just don’t know how to feel anymore i feel like a robot just going through the motions i have no confidence in myself to even try to fix how i feel idk i just wanna be happy again even if i’m still alone

    • @NevartRennug
      @NevartRennug 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Read, books won't leave you 😂

  • @Chekitout_
    @Chekitout_ 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Please be careful with what you watch. These videos while comforting only perpetuate what you’re feeling and what you tell yourself. It will keep you there.
    Find reaffirming things. Because you are worthy of love, joy, peace, success. Keep going. Put something kind on and keep going.

  • @freedomgoddess
    @freedomgoddess 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    being sober from the all the sadness, either passing or long-lasting, really gives you the opportunity to experience this from a different perspective. still the same dark or bright room, still 01:11 eastern european time, still stuck effectively working from dusk till dawn.
    happiness really is a road, a path we take to nowhere. but as long as we're on it, things work out.
    take care.

  • @poesclips
    @poesclips ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I been through sm and I’m ok now even tho no one knew I was going through tough times but idc this just makes me wanna know outta the men I do know, I wish I knew which one of them we’re struggling right now and how I can help them. The fact I can’t help people I don’t know needs help is killing me rn pls seek help brothers cause Ik how it feels to wanna end it all, PLEASE CHASE THE LIGHT. Chase hope, chase the reason why your still here don’t let these bull shit feelings end you chase your power, personal strength, chase GOD, find the flame of life PLEASE!!!

  • @xenonxan184
    @xenonxan184 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    cory is the only reason i'm still alive he always kept me cheered up and he got me where i am today

  • @Notobys
    @Notobys 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am here to say one thing, there s hope i was depressed during 5 years and i manage to be good now.
    Don t loose hope

  • @highz0815
    @highz0815 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    A hug is the most underrated gesture ever

  • @elliewilliams-w5g
    @elliewilliams-w5g ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i dont have anyone to call. growing up, the words i love you were enough to make me break down. im still a teenager. hell, i start freshman year in a few weeks but why does a little girl like me have to experience the pains and trauma of a thousand lives? im ellie from socal, not some great carrier of burdens

  • @cind3rs936
    @cind3rs936 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    im too drunk and i nearly drowned myself in a fucking sink, but this shit made me feel like someone, anyone knew how i felt , thank you

    • @lasldva9713
      @lasldva9713 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How it's going?

    • @Cosmicthunder11
      @Cosmicthunder11 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hang in there, buddy. How are you? How are you REALLY?

  • @SaimonR.
    @SaimonR. 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This and similar videos are a wonderful work of art. Thanks to these videos, I feel like I'm not the only one and all that. This is the first time I've cried in the last 6 years. Thanks to the author for the well-chosen content.

  • @kanaios
    @kanaios ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't really talk about my problems, but I often feel sad. I just want to tell whoever is reading this to keep going. I'm not there yet, but don't give it all up. I don't know how it feels at the end of these troubling times we all share, but I hope you do.

  • @dashtrov
    @dashtrov ปีที่แล้ว +3

    guys this videos will fuck you up even more . just going out helps just go without the music have an eye contact with few people and remember you are not the only one feeling like that its all about mindset you can make everything change literally everything with just changing how you view the certain topic

  • @BuftyFufties
    @BuftyFufties ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "i could use a hug" always brakes me

  • @cooldud-f4n
    @cooldud-f4n 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    When we feel lonely and lost we tend to sit and think and fantesies about our feelings and thoughts but remember there are others who will sitdown with you and comfort you and boost you up when you need it but remember you can ask for help on your own time but never not ask for help.

  • @realshiibobb
    @realshiibobb ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've been thinking about taking my own life for over 2 years now, and i still do. I seriously need help, but my parents won't notice. I never have the strenght to get out of bed and go to school, every single day. i'm just exausted. I'm tired. I wish i could change everything about me, but it's something i have no control over. Since the beginning of 2023, my mental health got much worse. I believe that i am at my lowest point in my life right now. It feels like everything is against me, literaly everything. My brain, my friends, my school, everything. I only have one person that i can talk to, but if i want to talk to her, i always feel like i'm a burden to her. I don't have anything i'm looking forward right now. I don't have any plans for my future, except for maybe going to the military if can make it this far.

  • @luccas151
    @luccas151 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    6:12 always catches me

  • @segginetahi
    @segginetahi 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    these videos to me are like a warm blanket on a cold winter morning

  • @mikelguerrero8061
    @mikelguerrero8061 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Feeling lonely feeling down but feeling so happy to feel something .
    It's not hard to be sad it's hard to be human . We all need something, someone sometimes all along it was just ourselves

  • @yeastbeast157
    @yeastbeast157 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians‬ ‭12‬:‭7‬-‭10‬ ‭NIV‬‬

  • @Maximus-xc1hn
    @Maximus-xc1hn หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    and just when the butterfly thought it was about to die, it learned to fly

  • @Kb_003
    @Kb_003 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Man im fuckin 14,i shouldn't relate to this as much as i do

    • @EnianGaspari-nn1uw
      @EnianGaspari-nn1uw 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      same bro

    • @Mugiwara808
      @Mugiwara808 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hey hope both of you young men are doing better and it’s okay to feel like this it’s apart of being a man you just need to know when it’s okay to be vulnerable and with who if you need someone to talk to I’m here if you need someone to just listen I got you no matter what struggle or abyss you may be lost in your never fighting it alone god bless

    • @GenghisGunt
      @GenghisGunt 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      There's still time for you. Rise up.

  • @LofiGaming600
    @LofiGaming600 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dealing with emotional abusive parents all through my life taught me the "phrase I hate you", could mean soo much.

  • @Kaieatzgutzzz
    @Kaieatzgutzzz 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Dismiss the idea that you are cursed, to suffer for eternity and start bringing little joys into your life now. It will build up in time.

  • @thechuckybucks4354
    @thechuckybucks4354 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Learn to be happy by your self before you love anyone, teach yourself to continue, if your at your worst then you can only go up

  • @martinkhalaf7025
    @martinkhalaf7025 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am a 14 y old boy and watching these videos makes me feel like im busy like im doing something with my life.
    I think that that sadness is what keeps me going.
    The body is young yet the mind is much more understanding. Hope everyone has a nice day i wish the best for your mental health

    • @CMAKdaSILLY
      @CMAKdaSILLY 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm 12 and I'm the same but I don't understand anything

  • @somethingdifferent8613
    @somethingdifferent8613 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sadness can be beautiful

  • @jessemaio267
    @jessemaio267 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I know these videos can bring a certain comfort to those who suffer and experience loneliness; even for myself. To anyone who is experiencing deep loneliness, please don't make a habit of watching these videos as it only amplifies those feelings.... at least in my experience. Go outside and LIVE. No matter how hard it is, do what you can to experience life in all its beauty, because it is there and it is worth seeing. And weather you believe it or not, God loves you tremendously and is watching over you every moment of your life.

  • @nevermind-c4
    @nevermind-c4 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I never hated anyone more then the guy in the mirror

  • @8ruh_
    @8ruh_ 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    it makes me sad but helping me... fall asleep....

  • @TGibson-z3x
    @TGibson-z3x 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

    If I don't make it out of my situation. Please make it out of your situation for both of us. Too many souls getting stuck in the mud nowadays.

  • @nickstead1728
    @nickstead1728 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was in psychosis for 4 months starting in this april, i only got out of it this august. Now I feel a deep depression and videos like this are the only thing i can relate to and can occasionally move me to tears. I feel hopeless right now, and lonely and that's why I'm journalling right now on youtube about it. If anyone can relate to what I'm feeling please help me.

  • @Chvnd1er
    @Chvnd1er ปีที่แล้ว +2

    There’s good parts about life and there’s the real bad parts and that’s what makes it special it just depends on how you want to live it you might feel like your not going to figure it out but I promise it will all turn out okay just takes time

  • @gamerguy1816
    @gamerguy1816 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    She wasn’t just the first girl, she was the first person I’ve truly opened up to and now she’s gone. I know we only talked for a month and it’s been a month since she ghosted me but it still hurts a little to know that I will never be able to tell her how I really feel and I won’t be able to be there for her when she’s struggling. All I wanted was to be the person she could turn to when she needed to talk to someone and now I wish she was there when I needed to talk.

    • @trimq2304
      @trimq2304 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I had something similar happen to me when I was a little younger and im going to give you the best advice I can. There is something better over the horizon, that girl was a small snippet in the story of your life, and if you can reach out then do it, but if she doesn't want to respond then that's her loss. I lost my first real girlfriend completely by my own fault and I beat myself up over it for months until one day I was high as hell sitting on a roof and I realized that I could change, the person I was then does not have the be the person I am today or the person I ever am again (sorry about this part it doesn't have anything to do with you just wanted to share).
      anyway moral of the story is "If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they'll fly away, If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come to you. And if they don't come, you still have your garden."

    • @zxtrty
      @zxtrty ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i understand how you feel completely. i really loved her. she made my day just buy sending me a simple text. whenever she needed me, i was there for her. the worst thing is that she saw me at my lowest. she saw me when i was the most vulnerable. and she was there to pick up my pieces bit by bit to put me back together. but then, i was broken all over again. and i haven’t had someone to pick up the broken pieces this time.

    • @gamerguy1816
      @gamerguy1816 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@trimq2304 thanks man, it means a lot. It happened a little over a month ago and I’ve tried to use it as motivation to become a better person, I’ve learned how to deal with my emotions, how to be a little more confident and I’ve started going to the gym. It still hurts sometimes but I’m happy it happened, it was the push I needed to be better.

    • @Iamcookeddd
      @Iamcookeddd 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hope ur life is great now bro🙏🙏

  • @kevintran8923
    @kevintran8923 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    To the beginning of the video to 3:08 is so relatable cause this happen to me and I already done it now I just wanna cry

  • @cameronarcher1410
    @cameronarcher1410 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have come back to this video for a while now been in this fight against depression for 8 years and I have tried it all and I have given into my depression and just promised myself that no matter what I can’t kill myself cause my friends would die too and I feel that if they can stay strong for me then it’s my job to stay here for them cause I’m not strong I’m just determined to stay till there happy enough that when I’m gone they can look back and say he tried to be strong for us I don’t want my friends to cry because I’m gone I want them to say he was here for the time we needed him most stay strong boys remember suicide is a solution to temporary problems

  • @SpaceHobo42
    @SpaceHobo42 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    That opening hits to close to home man. I never sent the voicemail.

  • @theoutsmarter7592
    @theoutsmarter7592 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I broke up with my first love over distance and other reasons. I accept i am at fault and i feel she deserved better but i still miss her. Its been a month since i last saw her or interwcted with her.she is out there getting better and living her while i am out here being miserable on my room all dsy... I feel so lost

    • @mitchellscott5969
      @mitchellscott5969 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She misses you too dude, just work through the pain and you will see the other side

    • @canbycan
      @canbycan ปีที่แล้ว

      Everything in life happens for a reason. Life’s going to continue and so with that you need to too. Its been a month, first loves are hard but you need to work on yourself, every relationship that ends is just the relationship preparing you for the one that wont. You are different as a person and we all reach dark spots. Its in the dark you develop and create appreciation for new things.

  • @MrBlack252
    @MrBlack252 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "Somewhere along the line I lost the piece of myself that made me feel like I could do anything. Eversince then I've been spending every waking moment trying to grasp a reality where I drift through life incomplete. It's hard, but I gotta find a way, I must find it again, even without certainty that if I do, that void will magically be filled and I will once again feel like I matter. Even without that being a guarantee, I have to keep going. I cannot give up on myself. I have to whether the storm until that time of my life comes around again. If I have to wait the rest of my life for a chance, just a chance, then that's what I'll do. Because I have to."

  • @passinv9282
    @passinv9282 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The start bro.. the start perfectly summarizes how and what I feel

  • @Ro6ns
    @Ro6ns ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The worst thing any girl can say to you is, “ I love you, but sometimes love isn’t enough”

  • @Blizzard-dp6tf
    @Blizzard-dp6tf หลายเดือนก่อน

    “You only know what it’s like to be sad because you know what it is like to be happy” Jordyn Kankam

  • @Lucifermorningstar21
    @Lucifermorningstar21 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for making this

  • @Redfirepro2212
    @Redfirepro2212 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I don’t feel pain or sad I feel relieved that I’m not alone am not the only one out there.

  • @kurtlogan6912
    @kurtlogan6912 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I always listen to this hours on hours it comforts me, what’s the next step

  • @iEagle2k
    @iEagle2k ปีที่แล้ว +1

    To all the people struggling I was there I tried to commit I tried to end it all God didint let me so even tho it seems like a endless void there is a light at the end of the tunnel forr me it was this angel who walked in my life when I didint want anything but to be gone didint deserve her but shes here. You got this hang in there there will be something or someone who saves you makes you feel joy again and trought joy you find your passion. All love hang in there ❤

    • @Iamcookeddd
      @Iamcookeddd 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hope ur doing well broski🙏🙏

  • @FBNathann
    @FBNathann 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I honestly watch all these videos to see if im still able to feel emotion but I just feel nothing and I cant with this emptiness