I am sending u so much love .i wish I could just be present for you . U are an an amazing artist. I am so sorry u are going through this . Can u fathom giving yourself a chance to get over this medical stuff by going inpatient for a bit ? Maybe u should just focus on your daughter whom u love beyond words. I am sure u are an amazing mom . Right now maybe u just need to surrender a bit get help .u are so worth it .
I know it is hard not to worry about the future. Try to focus on each day, one at a time and what you are doing each day. This helps to not get overwhelmed by a million worries. Take a deep breath and start again. Right now, you have more health issues which are getting you down. Just take get through your antibiotics and then see what the doctors want you to do next. I know you are trying the best you can. Hang in there. Feel better, Angie.
It broke my heart seeing you so weak and unwell and upset. Your such a beautiful gentle soul Angela. Praying for you and sending you all the love in the world. 💛✨🙏✨💛
Ange, I am SO PROUD OF YOU for staying so long at the hospital & doing what you had to do...I know how terrifying that is for you & I'm so blown away by your courage🙏 Praying constantly & believing you can get through this horrific time...you are a warrior through & through, you always have been...I love you so.🥺🥺👏👏🙏🙏💔💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I felt awful to see you hurting. Sometimes it gets too tiring and others giving you validation does not even help. Hang in there. There is light in your eyes nonetheless. Cry, express your feelings, try to get some sleep. We are here and rooting for you.
Hi Angela, I know the feeling of being 1/2 in and 1/2 out of the will to live. There are times when I feel 1/2 out of life period. But sending love and support your way.
Half-in, half-out is the perfect way to put it. I'm only a month or so "all in", and I'm surprised to realize how painful that purgatory is. It may be more painful than "all out". I am so inspired by your strength to share your story. I am not there, so I almost feel guilt at benefitting from you sharing, while not potentially benefitting others with me sharing. I wish you peace.
The reality of anorexia! Not cute , not drama , just territyin ! No game of rib n hip bone photos , take note anybody who doesn't know ... its hell ... an incredibly traumatic mental illness . Anybody who says this a ' choice ' is desperately stupid ! The misunderstanding hurts more than the illness x 😢
No, I don't don't do the photos thing some people do in their videos. I see it as more sad than terrifying, but that's because it's me, whereas outsiders probably would see it that way. Parts of it are terribly traumatic though, totally. I agree it couldn't ever be a way a person 'chooses' to live. Thank you for understanding ❤xxx
No, I wouldn't let them if they tried. They'd admit me and force-feed me. So I say I'm fine with all that and I do have my GP keeping an eye on my condition.
Hello, I'm doing very well though I doubt I'll ever recover. I went into a coma last year at this time, likely due to my severe condition, but I'm doing pretty well now. Contact me if you like!
I had anorexia last stage...and oedema is sign of hearth failure...but I was lucky to recover from it..not fully tho You have to gain weight if you want to stay alive
Same. This April I’ll be celebrating two years off hospice and am doing so much better. They expected me to die. Had edema to the point I couldn’t walk and ascites so bad I had to have parencenthesis 2-3 times a week. So glad to hear you recovered, I pray our sister in Ed may find a way as well ❤
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I am sending u so much love .i wish I could just be present for you . U are an an amazing artist. I am so sorry u are going through this . Can u fathom giving yourself a chance to get over this medical stuff by going inpatient for a bit ? Maybe u should just focus on your daughter whom u love beyond words. I am sure u are an amazing mom . Right now maybe u just need to surrender a bit get help .u are so worth it .
I know it is hard not to worry about the future. Try to focus on each day, one at a time and what you are doing each day. This helps to not get overwhelmed by a million worries. Take a deep breath and start again. Right now, you have more health issues which are getting you down. Just take get through your antibiotics and then see what the doctors want you to do next. I know you are trying the best you can. Hang in there. Feel better, Angie.
Hi Angela,
One day at a time one minute at a time
Just keep fighting and think about doing the next right thing for both your daughter and YOU 💕💕💕💕
Bless you. You're so I'll. I hope you find the courage and strength to recover xx
It broke my heart seeing you so weak and unwell and upset. Your such a beautiful gentle soul Angela. Praying for you and sending you all the love in the world. 💛✨🙏✨💛
Sending you prayers and love ❤
I think you are plenty strong to keep fighting. Don't give up! You are amazing!
Ange, I am SO PROUD OF YOU for staying so long at the hospital & doing what you had to do...I know how terrifying that is for you & I'm so blown away by your courage🙏 Praying constantly & believing you can get through this horrific time...you are a warrior through & through, you always have been...I love you so.🥺🥺👏👏🙏🙏💔💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I felt awful to see you hurting. Sometimes it gets too tiring and others giving you validation does not even help. Hang in there. There is light in your eyes nonetheless. Cry, express your feelings, try to get some sleep. We are here and rooting for you.
Hi Angela, I know the feeling of being 1/2 in and 1/2 out of the will to live. There are times when I feel 1/2 out of life period. But sending love and support your way.
I'm not forgetting you! Sending you strength x
How are you?
Half-in, half-out is the perfect way to put it. I'm only a month or so "all in", and I'm surprised to realize how painful that purgatory is. It may be more painful than "all out". I am so inspired by your strength to share your story. I am not there, so I almost feel guilt at benefitting from you sharing, while not potentially benefitting others with me sharing.
I wish you peace.
Thank you sweetheart xxx
@@ababy6074your reply made my day❤ Thank you.
How are you doing?? Xxx
Sending you so much Love Angela. ♥️
Sending you big hugs lovely, and lots of love xxx
Hi Angela, 'Sending a vertual hug! It is tough But you can do this
I am so glad I found your videos again. I was thinking of you. I hope you feel better.
Thank you so much!
The reality of anorexia! Not cute , not drama , just territyin ! No game of rib n hip bone photos , take note anybody who doesn't know ... its hell ... an incredibly traumatic mental illness . Anybody who says this a ' choice ' is desperately stupid ! The misunderstanding hurts more than the illness x 😢
No, I don't don't do the photos thing some people do in their videos. I see it as more sad than terrifying, but that's because it's me, whereas outsiders probably would see it that way. Parts of it are terribly traumatic though, totally. I agree it couldn't ever be a way a person 'chooses' to live. Thank you for understanding ❤xxx
I won’t insult you by saying something seemingly ‘inane’: you are beyond amazing- whatever you choose to do. I 💚 you x
Hope you feel better soon! Are they offering any help for the eating disorder in the hospital? I’m praying for your mental and physical health
No, I wouldn't let them if they tried. They'd admit me and force-feed me. So I say I'm fine with all that and I do have my GP keeping an eye on my condition.
Please let everyone know how you are?whenever you are able to.We miss you xxxx
Hello, I'm doing very well though I doubt I'll ever recover. I went into a coma last year at this time, likely due to my severe condition, but I'm doing pretty well now. Contact me if you like!
Sending love , Angela.
You're hard in my prayers, you have been for such a long time.
How are you doing? Are you at home? best wishes x
Yes I am at home. I was in hospital for 6 weeks after my parents found me unconscious.
I had anorexia last stage...and oedema is sign of hearth failure...but I was lucky to recover from it..not fully tho You have to gain weight if you want to stay alive
Same. This April I’ll be celebrating two years off hospice and am doing so much better. They expected me to die. Had edema to the point I couldn’t walk and ascites so bad I had to have parencenthesis 2-3 times a week. So glad to hear you recovered, I pray our sister in Ed may find a way as well ❤
These things happen to force you to change.I've been there.Without force I wouldn't be here.
Sounds very familiar and true xx
hi Ababy, I've been thinking of you and are praying you are ok.
I am! Thank you so very much xoxox
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