Every goodbye in Spiritfarer (The saddest game I've ever played)

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  • All recordings on this channel are recorded, narrated and edited by me. This is my playthrough, reaction and review of SPIRITFARER. This is me playing the game and reacting and giving my thoughts. This video is edited by me to share the saddest moments during my playthrough.
    Trying to voice act the dialogue whilst crying my eyes out. This game is top 2 for making me cry the hardest. Compilation of every final scene, dialogue and the full final ending of Spiritfarer. One of my favourite games of this year, so many emotions!
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    An amazing story described as "a cozy management game about dying. As ferrymaster to the deceased, build a boat to explore the world, care for your spirit friends, and guide them across mystical seas to finally release them into the afterlife. What will you leave behind?"
    0:00 Intro
    0:54 Gwen
    11:56 Summer
    16:00 Alice
    26:50 Giovanni
    35:50 Astrid
    39:35 Stanley
    50:00 Atul
    53:30 Bruce & Mickey
    1:03:52 Elena
    1:07:45 Gustavo
    1:12:11 Final Hugs
    1:18:00 Stella's Final Goodbye
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  • @MadMorph
    @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    AKA Lets play a fun game called how many times does Morph break and go quiet and have a quick cry.
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    • @fancymustache3793
      @fancymustache3793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stella was actually a nurse and this game was about all her patients and the memories are first you reliving your own and then your final moments with them as well some stella knew personally while others she just cared for at her work then one day she went as well. Everybody died in their own way like Deer lady died of lung cancer, She never saw her uncle die so she wasnt there to see him cross thats why you dont send him through, old mouse lady died of old age, giovanni (i remember his name cuz i loved him) died of a heart attack, little mushroom boy died sadly as a child (i dont remember how) and the others im not so sure about but everybody was related to stella in their own way like the snake lady was actually stella's aunt's wife and deer lady was not her sister but her actual best friend (i think so anyway probably not) but basicaly stella was the spiritfarer because her job during her life involved helping those who needed it to pass on and then she passed on herself.

  • @321Mia123
    @321Mia123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    Atul hit me hard when I played Spiritfarer! I put off his tasks because I didn't want to see him go and but I never expect to not even get a goodbye, or still last hug. But I guess that is some deaths where you don't get to say goodbye.

    • @decusq
      @decusq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I think with Atul he wanted the final Goodbye to be the dinner. As happy as Atul was he showed hints that he couldn't take seeing his loved ones cry for him. So my assumption is after everyone goes to bed Atul swam for the Everdoor himself so he wouldn't cry when he left. I can understand why he did it but part of me is still upset he went off alone.

    • @LeonaNod
      @LeonaNod 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I am just playing this game, and I agree, goddamn uncle up and left, no hug! 💔

  • @pythonesque-
    @pythonesque- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    I’m not sure why, but I cried hardest when Giovanni left. Something in his dialogue sent me 😢 .... This game is so special, even though I completed the game weeks ago I still think about these characters and actually miss them a little. Just what we needed this year I think ❤️

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I'm gonna think about this game foreevveerrrr

    • @zoeplayz8674
      @zoeplayz8674 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know what you mean. When he said that he would always love Stella, that's what did it for me.

    • @alisond929
      @alisond929 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i literally just teared up as i am watching his dialogue.

  • @rulamantic
    @rulamantic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Atul is my all out favorite character next to Mickey/Bruce and Stanley. Such a fun Uncle figure who takes anything without complaining. But after I heard he just up and dips after you finish his quests marks it as the most bitter of the bittersweet goodbyes. But I completely understand why he did it..he probably didn't want to see his niece (the player) so upset when he DID go, so it was probably the greatest option to leave himself to stop that. After all, he couldn't stay forever...
    I'm just glad his last night with everyone was a happy "family" meal with the passengers on the boat. He always loved family get togethers.. ❤

    • @ilovesparky13
      @ilovesparky13 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fuck now I’m crying 😭😭

  • @beepbeep6200
    @beepbeep6200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    After I played this I binge read the wiki - and Giovanni & Astrid are like surrogate grandparents to Stella, who she met while traveling before becoming an end of life care nurse :)
    Great playthrough btw - loved the voices!

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I did the same, I loved the info on the wiki I made a series of short tiktok videos on it and i'm gonna bring them to TH-cam now that they have short video support. And thanks!

    • @beepbeep6200
      @beepbeep6200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@MadMorph oh! That sounds exciting! In which case consider me subscribed - I'd love to see those! :D

  • @Dunder_
    @Dunder_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    When I first played this game Giovanni’s words cut me most and also was most comforting considering I played the game just a month after I lost my dad this year. It was definitely something I’ve needed to hear. Especially bawled my eyes out at the “I will still be with you by your side.” And the “I just wish I could’ve watch you grow up some more.”

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's such a heartbreaking game in so many places and different characters hit people different, a masterpiece

    • @MCRgrrl4ever
      @MCRgrrl4ever ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I too played soon after losing my dad and Giovanni hurt so bad. Especially when his story centered around his cheating and how he described Astrid...it sounded like my own life. I didn't get to say goodbye-- he passed very suddenly, so getting to hear all these words from Giovanni was such a comfort. No matter how many times I play this game, saying goodbye to him always brings me to tears 💔 I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you've been healing well ❤

  • @kellyhawco1942
    @kellyhawco1942 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I like how i know none of the characters and haven't played the game but i still cried my eyes out

  • @ashfan16
    @ashfan16 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Me* reads the title*
    Grabs blanket, pop corn and hot chocolate.
    Time to cry 🍿😭💗

  • @crazejen727
    @crazejen727 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Such a beautiful game. Heartwarming and a tearjerker 😭 Stanley, Alice and Gwen killed me the most 😢

    • @Mossymushroomfrog18
      @Mossymushroomfrog18 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Alice’s passing hit me like a bullet to the chest

    • @thunder_heads
      @thunder_heads ปีที่แล้ว

      Atul

    • @TheKaybaby22
      @TheKaybaby22 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Alice hurt my heart…she was so sweet

  • @thunder_heads
    @thunder_heads 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I didn't think I would cry at giovanni but I bawled. Alice actually gave me closure about my nana Peggy. She had dementia and I never got to say goodbye to her as she lived in Ireland and I live in England. I feel like I finally had the chance to say goodbye to her.

  • @Gingerchalky
    @Gingerchalky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Aww I don’t wanna cry 😭😭 Alice’s failing memory hits too close to home, it reminds me of my mom and auntie, both have early signs of dementia 😭😭😭 such a beautiful game, you giving them voices made it feel all the more real. Well done Morph 😊
    Also I dunno if this was ever mentioned during the streams but some native Americans believe that when you die, you appear in the night sky as a star to look over your loved ones and to guide them on their way in the world after you’ve left. And the constellations bit reminded me of this 💫

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      oh i'm sorry, life can be so tough. I'm glad this game has such a strong message about it ❤ hugs

    • @Gingerchalky
      @Gingerchalky 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MadMorph it’s okay I’m use to it now, it’s a great way for me to reminisce with them about stuff from their pasts. My main concern atm is what are they gonna call me next 😂 the last time I saw my auntie I got “oh hello you” how are you, you?” 😂

    • @Gingerchalky
      @Gingerchalky 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MadMorph it’s okay I’m use to it now, it’s a great way for me to reminisce with them about stuff from their pasts. My main concern atm is what are they gonna call me next 😂 the last time I saw my auntie I got “oh hello you” how are you, you?” 😂

  • @dappledreign4077
    @dappledreign4077 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Stella's goodbye was the saddest for me and got me bawling. My dad (and other close relatives) died when I was young, so though sad, I understand that death comes to everyone, there was nary a tear when the other characters died. When Stella was about to go, I stayed in the boat alone for several days/weeks, getting achivements, unlocking recipes, exploring the world, doing one more thing to do before I die...delaying the inevitable. Then, came the moment when I realize that there's nothing I can do in the game anymore, and that I must go. There's the sinking deep pit feeling in the stomach when I realize I must die. It felt scary, but I know that it is something I must go through. When the ending credits rolled, tears were freely streaming. I just felt very sad to let go of life.

  • @apollostardust5420
    @apollostardust5420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Stanley you adorable little mushroom, got me right in the feels 😢

  • @Ch_elle11
    @Ch_elle11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Having lost my dad a couple of years ago, Giovanni's words just break. me. up. About always being there and believing in you? That was always my dad tho. Gwen's speech is pretty rough too. So, thanks for the good cry, I'm a mess now! 😭 But it's cathartic, right? Start the week fresh!😄 Liked seeing it all put together, thanks 💕 🐻

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This game was definitely a crying kind of cathartic with tough subject matter we all experience ❤ Sorry for your loss, hugs

  • @jessitron
    @jessitron 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    they all made me cry, but stanely's was the hardest.

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      poor little shroom boy

  • @nessiebwur
    @nessiebwur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    They’re coming out with four more spirits this Spring, Summer, and Fall!!! I’m so excited!!

  • @megumim8721
    @megumim8721 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Ugh I remember ugly crying playing this

  • @rami8896
    @rami8896 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Bruce and Mickey. Everything about them is just so well made, like the choice of spirit animals for them. I always wondered why mickey was so mean and it was so heartbreaking finding out he just didnt wanna accept his brothers death. Him carrying the weight of his brother because he didnt wanna give up on him...
    There is also Jackie, seeing the notes he written was too much for me :(

  • @AdamLapisLazuli
    @AdamLapisLazuli ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm sorry, but the part of Stella's Good-Bye when the piano crescendos, and Stella and Daffodil exchange one final hug- ... When I tell you that part completely OBLITERATED me... I just have no words; eyes did all the talking :_/

  • @FraniiandJessie
    @FraniiandJessie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Summer, Stanley and Astrid broke my heart... hated Atul just leaving too. No goodbye :(

  • @christinachang8784
    @christinachang8784 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "why do they have to compliment us!?"
    I felt that. Typically only need handholding in scary games, but I appreciate it during this game, too. Appreciate you! Now I'm going to go finish sobbing now.😭😭😭❤️

  • @apollo7694
    @apollo7694 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Stanly was like my son and I was so shocked seeing him while playing and cried so hard when he left.

    • @johanna4655
      @johanna4655 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yeah same!!! like. The moment I realised the implication that Stanley was a child I was already mourning. I was literally talking to my family about how "there's a child now. I'm going to have to guide a child to the afterlife. This is going to be worse than Alice. Oh god"

  • @decusq
    @decusq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I hope that when Stella goes through the Everdoor, shes reunited with everyone again in her true Afterlife. After all she was there for them, so how appropriate that they send her off as shes saying goodbye to the boat and Buck when she accepts that it's her time.

  • @ayeshaalmulla5028
    @ayeshaalmulla5028 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i am so happy that i stumbled upon your channel here and watched couple of your videos, but when i saw that you played spiritfarer it brought tears to my eyes!! there is actually a new update of 3 new spirits! i haven't played it yet but will do during summer so i really hope you make a new video bringing this gem back with the new ones! much love once again and thank you for the amazing content 🤍🤍🤍

  • @mariobecroft5770
    @mariobecroft5770 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Up there on the list of best games ever. I've watched your original playthrough a few times. Thanks for this compilation. I find it hits harder than the full playthrough - I guess because the story is played out more rapidly - so I find I have to pause from time to time and take a breath.

  • @Soph.chillz
    @Soph.chillz 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The ending got me. The way it’s so silent,so peaceful. Just finished this game last night. Really shows how hard things can be. And the end,the silent hug with daffodil. That…was hard. How she just picked daffodil up,and they went away. Man,this game broke me hard.💔❤️

  • @alternategender8471
    @alternategender8471 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My friend bought me this game after my dad died and boy. It was cathartic to cry and relate.

  • @Fino260
    @Fino260 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I've just watched the twitch VODs and oh God this game is something else.
    I had never heard of it and I'm so glad I just was recommended your channel.

  • @CoraPleb
    @CoraPleb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm so glad you played this game, it was so good

  • @laurenrs7909
    @laurenrs7909 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Honestly such an amazing, beautiful and well written game. I mean a hug button. And my dear hedgehog Alice 😭.
    I’m not ready to deal with all these emotions again big hat!! 😭😭

  • @0xHimari
    @0xHimari 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Stanley's hug i can't 🥺😥

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      the heart breaker

  • @hollabackinsanity
    @hollabackinsanity 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I want to give you my premium view, but I am 100% sure I am going to cry. Tried to listen to OST on youtube before and immediately started weeping. Spiritfarer is such an amazing, magical and special game, I've been thinking about it for weeks after completing it and couldn't fill the void it left in me with any other game since. I loved everyone, balled my eyes out sending everyone away (Elena, surprisingly, hit me especially hard in the very end) and when I hugged everyone's ghosts on the ship before my own last trip to the Everdoor. The story, the animation, the MUSIC - everything was perfect. I am so happy you are featuring this game on your channel so more people will know about it and hopefully will fall in love with it too!♥️

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes, the music makes me cry on it's own too, everything about this game!

  • @taddi9696
    @taddi9696 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Azul hit me the hardest, by far. I dont cry often and most other spirits leaving did nmot make me cry. But i was sobbing for Azul.

  • @TheLethargicWeirdo985
    @TheLethargicWeirdo985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My heart loves this game..... but my eyes less so since they hurt with all the crying you have to do!

  • @beafbuger
    @beafbuger 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this is the perfect video to fall asleep to

  • @LoneTiger
    @LoneTiger 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yahtzee: _"Played Spiritfarer, got to a part where an old hedgehog with dementia remembers who I am in the brief moment before it disappears, and I cried... I actually did, fuck you 🖕"_ 😹

  • @benjaminostrom9124
    @benjaminostrom9124 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Just found your channel today and had to see if you had played this game. The frog and summer gutted me :(

  • @chaospigeon2319
    @chaospigeon2319 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You talking in the middle of sentences has me crying and laughing at the same time 😿

  • @TheKaybaby22
    @TheKaybaby22 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Gwen was the saddest departure😢
    The ship didn’t even seem the same

  • @tinymossdragon1508
    @tinymossdragon1508 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I know this is an old one now. But during Gwens when he reads "Crap, I feel so selfish now." Actually made me laugh out loud. I really enjoyed this game a lot though.

  • @meganpiazza9508
    @meganpiazza9508 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Gwen, Atul, Stanley, and Buck hit me hardest. Such good characters and quest lines.

  • @solveigfrank
    @solveigfrank ปีที่แล้ว

    every farewell killed me more each time..

  • @videosammy
    @videosammy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I cant play this game. It feels like a piece of my soul is destroyed when a character i really like leaves.
    Its so utterly maddening the connections you make with imaginary characters....
    I cant. I just cant.

  • @lazarikuran417
    @lazarikuran417 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Giovanni is 100% dad!!! and i love him!!!

  • @ashleypetrini4627
    @ashleypetrini4627 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Gonna watch this later. Just wanted to tell you that Vladimir now lives on my island as well(?).

  • @ianmcoulter
    @ianmcoulter ปีที่แล้ว

    I love Stanley and I was crying so much for two whole days

  • @tootmetoota
    @tootmetoota 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Ah yes. Time to sob. ❤️

  • @vinnie9094
    @vinnie9094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wait... so if you end the game can you just go back and keep playing? And have all of the spirits there?

  • @ashleypetrini4627
    @ashleypetrini4627 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm a overly sensitive crybaby as it is. Gonna mute this, but let it play, so you get the view.

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😂 thanks, I totally understand, this game was a lot

    • @oceanlove6289
      @oceanlove6289 ปีที่แล้ว

      Remember

  • @graffititurtle11
    @graffititurtle11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As a sentimental little bitch, this game really hit me where it hurts lol. Oddly enough, Gwen, Summer, Gustav, and Astrid’s deaths got to me more than the others and I have no idea why because there really doesn’t seem to be a correlation between them all

  • @Lil_.crusty
    @Lil_.crusty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cried on granny

  • @borkethious2230
    @borkethious2230 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ALICE :(

  • @thunder_heads
    @thunder_heads ปีที่แล้ว

    So I'm back i lost someone else this time like atul he was exactly like atul funny kind i also lost my childhood cat of 17 years

  • @orionstarlord8651
    @orionstarlord8651 ปีที่แล้ว

    I would like to get my money back.
    A hamburger would have been better than this game.