Have always appreciated your vulnerability. Sorry about Precious and I’m glad you were able to utilize the tarot cards for healing. it’s a journey. So glad I chose to watch this before my first exam tomorrow- you inspire me, friend. Take care ❤
I went through the same thing about a year ago. My 15 year old cat abruptly stopped eating. I had to make the decision. I felt horrible guilt because I took her in to have them put her down. It was a painful experience. Precious , just like my Vera, had a long life absolutely full of love.
So sorry for your loss, Benny ❤ I have had a couple similar experiences with pets that were very hard and I know many of us would appreciate the example of your grief practice. AV Tarot on Etsy is the best!! I love trying to find decks used, it's a treasure hunt!
I'm so incredibly sorry on your loss of Precious. Losing a furbaby is so incredibly heart-wrenching (I've lost too many). Big hugs to you as you continue to heal and grieve.
Oh Benny. Just sending love and huge hugs. I've just been through the same with my sweet girl. Last week. She came to me as a rescue... just before Chrustmas 16 years ago... and I had to make the same decision while at the vets.. My heart is hurting so terribly for all the reasons you yourself have said... I will always remember her, as you will Precious. She knows how much you loved her. Run free sweet girls. 🌈 🐕 🐈
Oh Benny, you lovely human. You did the kindest, most loving thing you could in helping Precious over the Rainbow bridge especially if she was in pain and suffering. I’ve done the same for a beloved companion and felt that grief and guilt. Don’t doubt that she knew you love her.
Congrats on getting another unicorn for your collection 🎉 I'm sorry that the last few weeks have been so hard. I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you can give yourself some time to heal physically and emotionally. 💜 I watched your interview with A Cup of Tarot last week and got sidetracked so didn't comment there, but I really enjoyed it and the questions you asked. Hope that the new year brings some good tidings your way. ✨️
Hugs, Benny. We love you. I'm sorry you've had such a rough go. I hope you feel better soon. Condolences to you for your beloved Precious. You did the right thing. Please don't feel guilty. She trusted you and you helped her cross so she is no longer suffering. That's a beautiful gift but its so hard to let go. Hugs. If you need any cards filled in, I'm happy to help out. 💙 I think the book will really be helpful for you. It's fabulous and I learned so much. Her court cards section is terrific. Congrats on Bone, Stone and Earth!
I am so very sorry about your beautiful fur baby. I completely understand the guilt that you feel over the decision you had to make. I’ve had to do it too and I believe it’s just a process we have to go through. I always remind myself that putting them out of their misery and pain is better than watching them Waste away in pain looking at us basically saying with their eyes can’t you make this better? Can’t you make it go away? I’m sending you many many hugs for all of your distresses in the past few months . On a selfish note, I must say that I miss your face Benny . But wow, who knew you could grow such a luscious mustache and beard it’s quite impressive. I myself have fallen behind on not only my spiritual practice, but also my tarot studies life just has a way of taking over sometimes and illness. Definitely puts a stop to a lot of things doesn’t it? I love that you give us an update. I love any content that you put out. Thank you for being you, Benny.
I can do the 7 if Pence. I'm so sorry about your dog. We lost our 14 yo dog 2 years ago. We still miss him. Sending blessings to you. She trusted you to know the time. They let us know.
Thank you. Are you open to doing the Page or King of Pentacles. I found someone for the 7 of Pentacles. Sorry. Contact me at thefoolsapprentice@yahoo.com and let me know if you're open to either of those cards and we can schedule a time and date if you are. 😊
Let go of that guilt my lovely! We took my 19.5 year old to the vet June 15th. I knew for weeks, but that morn he was staring at us, nothing behind those eyes whatsoever, he hadn't been eating and couldn't get up and was sick on himself. I felt no guilt as I knew it was time 😢 only heartbreak ❤ You also did what was right when the time came 😘 I know my friend Heather said she contacted you and didn't hear from you about doing a card..
I am crying along with you Benny as I know the pain of losing a wonderful pet dog. I couldn’t stop crying for 3 straight days when I lost my Buster. Kai is now 12 years old and so I know I will have to face the grief again at some point. I have messaged you to volunteer for the 7 of Pentacles 😊 So you bought the same Unicorn deck as I did. 😮 Shall we do a deck study together with it 🤣
Hey, I'm so sorry for your loss, it never an easy thing to lose a companion for many years, I know I went through it as well. I wanted to suggest if you are interesting, I saw through Lisa youtube a video on an oracle deck called Grief Journey Oracle that is now on Kickstarter and going to end in few days, I think it is a good deck to have, and it looks fascinating, maybe you want to look it up see if the deck is talking to you. I wish you blessing and maybe when the time will come another companion will find their way to you.
Did you have high fevers? I had a very weird virus in July. Ended up in ER because I had extremely high fevers. They tested me but found nothing! So weird. The sickest I've ever been in my 48 years. Was worried about you but I saw you posted in Lisa's group so I figured you were busy. Feel better!
Have always appreciated your vulnerability. Sorry about Precious and I’m glad you were able to utilize the tarot cards for healing. it’s a journey. So glad I chose to watch this before my first exam tomorrow- you inspire me, friend. Take care ❤
Thank you very much. I hope your final exam went well.
Sending you love, Benny 💞
Thank you. 😊
I went through the same thing about a year ago. My 15 year old cat abruptly stopped eating. I had to make the decision. I felt horrible guilt because I took her in to have them put her down. It was a painful experience.
Precious , just like my Vera, had a long life absolutely full of love.
Thank you. It was so hard to do. The guilt was overwhelming, but working with my oracle and tarot deck helped so much. 😊
So sorry for your loss, Benny ❤ I have had a couple similar experiences with pets that were very hard and I know many of us would appreciate the example of your grief practice. AV Tarot on Etsy is the best!! I love trying to find decks used, it's a treasure hunt!
Thank you and yes AV Tarot is the best!😊
I'm so incredibly sorry on your loss of Precious. Losing a furbaby is so incredibly heart-wrenching (I've lost too many). Big hugs to you as you continue to heal and grieve.
Thank you. 😊
Oh Benny. Just sending love and huge hugs. I've just been through the same with my sweet girl. Last week. She came to me as a rescue... just before Chrustmas 16 years ago... and I had to make the same decision while at the vets.. My heart is hurting so terribly for all the reasons you yourself have said...
I will always remember her, as you will Precious. She knows how much you loved her.
Run free sweet girls. 🌈 🐕 🐈
Oh Benny, you lovely human. You did the kindest, most loving thing you could in helping Precious over the Rainbow bridge especially if she was in pain and suffering. I’ve done the same for a beloved companion and felt that grief and guilt. Don’t doubt that she knew you love her.
Thank you. Fortunately😊 with my grief work the guild has left me.
Sending you so much love! I know that grief all too well! 🤍🤍🤍
Thank you. 😊
Congrats on getting another unicorn for your collection 🎉
I'm sorry that the last few weeks have been so hard.
I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you can give yourself some time to heal physically and emotionally. 💜
I watched your interview with A Cup of Tarot last week and got sidetracked so didn't comment there, but I really enjoyed it and the questions you asked.
Hope that the new year brings some good tidings your way. ✨️
Thank you. I was very fortunate to get it. 😊
Sending you bright healing and positive energy! ❤😊
Thank you, I can use it!!
Sending love Benny, take care x
Thank you. 😊
I'm so sorry for your loss
Thank you. 😊
I’m sending you a massive hug and all the love. I’m so sorry for the rough couple of months…especially as you deal with the loss of Precious. 💔
Thank you. It's been rough, but I'm doing better than I thought I would. 😊
So sorry for your loss Benny... ❤❤❤
Thank you.😊
I am sending you so much love. Take care of yourself ❤
Thank you and I have been taking care of myself. 😊
@@thefoolsapprentice perfect! 😊
Sending you lots of love Benny!!
Thank you. 😊
I will ❤ sending healing prayers Benny ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you. 😊
Hugs, Benny. We love you. I'm sorry you've had such a rough go. I hope you feel better soon. Condolences to you for your beloved Precious. You did the right thing. Please don't feel guilty. She trusted you and you helped her cross so she is no longer suffering. That's a beautiful gift but its so hard to let go. Hugs.
If you need any cards filled in, I'm happy to help out. 💙
I think the book will really be helpful for you. It's fabulous and I learned so much. Her court cards section is terrific.
Congrats on Bone, Stone and Earth!
Thank you. Fortunately the guilt has subsided due to my grief work. 😊
@thefoolsapprentice so glad!!
I am so very sorry about your beautiful fur baby. I completely understand the guilt that you feel over the decision you had to make. I’ve had to do it too and I believe it’s just a process we have to go through. I always remind myself that putting them out of their misery and pain is better than watching them Waste away in pain looking at us basically saying with their eyes can’t you make this better? Can’t you make it go away?
I’m sending you many many hugs for all of your distresses in the past few months .
On a selfish note, I must say that I miss your face Benny . But wow, who knew you could grow such a luscious mustache and beard it’s quite impressive. I myself have fallen behind on not only my spiritual practice, but also my tarot studies life just has a way of taking over sometimes and illness. Definitely puts a stop to a lot of things doesn’t it? I love that you give us an update. I love any content that you put out. Thank you for being you, Benny.
Thank you. The guilt was awful, but it has subsided. Now, I just continue to grief I normally should. 😊
I can do the 7 if Pence. I'm so sorry about your dog. We lost our 14 yo dog 2 years ago. We still miss him. Sending blessings to you. She trusted you to know the time. They let us know.
Thank you. Are you open to doing the Page or King of Pentacles. I found someone for the 7 of Pentacles. Sorry. Contact me at thefoolsapprentice@yahoo.com and let me know if you're open to either of those cards and we can schedule a time and date if you are. 😊
Big hugs Benny, I was a vet tech for 11 years , if ya need a friend I’m here for ya always ❤
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Thank you. 😊
Let go of that guilt my lovely! We took my 19.5 year old to the vet June 15th. I knew for weeks, but that morn he was staring at us, nothing behind those eyes whatsoever, he hadn't been eating and couldn't get up and was sick on himself. I felt no guilt as I knew it was time 😢 only heartbreak ❤
You also did what was right when the time came 😘
I know my friend Heather said she contacted you and didn't hear from you about doing a card..
Thank you. I'll go back to my emails and see if I can find Heathers email to me. 😊
🤍🤍🤍hugs😢🤍🤍🤍🤍
Thank you. 😊
Feel better. I’m so sorry to hear about your dog. Losing a pet is the worst 😭
Thank you so very much. It's been a difficult time, but like any grief anyone experience it will take time. Thanks for visiting.
I am crying along with you Benny as I know the pain of losing a wonderful pet dog. I couldn’t stop crying for 3 straight days when I lost my Buster. Kai is now 12 years old and so I know I will have to face the grief again at some point. I have messaged you to volunteer for the 7 of Pentacles 😊 So you bought the same Unicorn deck as I did. 😮 Shall we do a deck study together with it 🤣
Thank you. I've shed my fair share of tears. I have found someone for the 7 of Pentacles. Would you be willing to do the Page or King?
Hey, I'm so sorry for your loss, it never an easy thing to lose a companion for many years, I know I went through it as well. I wanted to suggest if you are interesting, I saw through Lisa youtube a video on an oracle deck called Grief Journey Oracle that is now on Kickstarter and going to end in few days, I think it is a good deck to have, and it looks fascinating, maybe you want to look it up see if the deck is talking to you. I wish you blessing and maybe when the time will come another companion will find their way to you.
Thank you. I did see the Grief Journey Oracle. I did not call out to me. Thanks.😊
Did you have high fevers? I had a very weird virus in July. Ended up in ER because I had extremely high fevers. They tested me but found nothing! So weird. The sickest I've ever been in my 48 years. Was worried about you but I saw you posted in Lisa's group so I figured you were busy. Feel better!
My fevers were not too high. The highest it got was 101.1 degrees. It lasted for two weeks and it was horrible. Thanks for watching. 😊
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