What I wish more than anything right now at this moment is that people would realize that we are all more connected than we ever have been since the beginning. There are many things that contribute to this and different stages to it, but trust me when I say we are going through it for an extremely important and amazing reason. People are finally feeling again, and many don't even know that it's related to the healing of past trauma that a lot of us can't even remember. You stop, take a deep breath in through your nose, and then breathe out through the mouth. Do it many times and focus on your breath instead of the thoughts going on in your own head. There's so much more to this!
I’ve been dealing with a lot of depression lately and the course really hits hard in this song. Thank you for your channel Luke congratulations on the 25K I think I subscribed around 2,000 or right after you did the search what a ride it’s been thank you for showing true character and emotions Hopefully you’ll get to that 100K sooner than later! Much love to you and the people of Ukraine from Virginia
Hey I dont know you and you dont know me but if you ever need to talk I'm here just shoot me a message and we can talk or I can just listen if you just need to vent. I know it's hard talking about what's going on mentally especially to a total stranger but maybe that can be a good thing. Either way I'm rooting for you and praying you feel better in some shape or form from this. Also dont think this will help but since you shared where your from I will as well, I'm from Missouri, sending you much love friend :)
@@angler_dave9911 thank you for reaching out, it is difficult for me to talk about. My girlfriend lived with me for three years she moved out on 1/18/22 she was engaged to someone else on 1/21/22 and she got married on 2/22/22. I own a very small landscaping company and a tractor recently broke that’s gonna cost me 10 K which I don’t have. My dad is very sick and I’m the only one here to check on him and take care of him. So I’ve been stuck in this funk wondering what the hell is going to happen next. Thank you for showing compassion and letting me get this off my chest!!!
I have depression,PTSD,anxiety and panic attacks. Like Luke says on his channel we are all family. We are here for you whenever you need to talk. Love and prayers for you my friend!
You’re doing a great job Luke-you definitely are meant to be doing this!! Stay on the Journey-it will help you with your anxiety/depression/ocd. Not sure where I’d be without discovering Nate’s music a few years ago!!
I agree as do a lot of NF fans that this song really hits.....March 2020 I was considering taking my life and during that time I saw someone react to a NF song and his music changed my life. I had never heard of him and I stayed up till 3am the next morning listening to this album and I cried the whole time. I decided to give my life another chance and knowing I was not alone helped me and continues to help me keep hope in my life. Great reaction and thank you for helping people know they are not suffering alone.💚
Olivia, Your comments touched me. As someone who has lived through your thoughts, trust me, it gets better. I have been to prison, and there is life after the darkest, worst moments. Keep pushing forward. Trust in a God who loves you. He doesn't make mistakes.
@@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns Thank you very much!🤗 I am in a better mental state and do my best to wake up every morning thankful for life. I appreciate the kind words and hope you are in a good place too.💯🤍
Oh Olivia I am so sorry to hear you went through such dark times. No matter what life throws at you you'll have this community and family here right behind you every step of the way! You're a kind wonderful person! Thank you for being so thoughtful, much love always ❤️❤️
NF is more than just music. This is probably the song of his that resonates the most with me, it really hits that spot. Don't be afraid to show emotion either, feeling what the song is about and relating is what being real is about. I hope whatever you're going through gets easier with time. Hopefully NF can be just a part of what helps you deal with the tough times. I know you've referenced it before in your other videos, but I'm another one of that long list of people that he's saved with his music. He may not know I exist, and I may not ever make a difference in this world to justify him saving me, but for now, here I am.
Truly is a remarkable human, all he has done for all the outcasts, giving them a voice and a family, showing us we are not alone. Love him and all of you for it ❤️
"suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but i don't wanna die, i just wanna get relief" i relate to that on too many fronts. NF truly dug me out of the gutter and put me back on the road when i was considering... stuff. Thank you for giving your take on this song, it is a god damn masterpiece
Thanks for keeping it raw, keeping it real. Such a hard song to get through, but still so powerful. You're going to feel a lot of everything on I Miss The Days. It's a song that I love more and more every time I hear it, making it arguably my favorite song on the album. It's beautiful, haunting, and brilliant. I don't know I've ever heard a song that makes me want to cry but at the same time make me want to get up and dance. Nate is truly gifted in that way.
Another great reaction! 🖤 This song is deep and amazing The mixtape will put a happy face on you. This album was written for what he went through in 2018. He has since been in therapy got married and had a baby. I could see the growth in mixtape. Lost and drifting were older songs made on it but you can tell he is happier and more confident too
For emotionally personal songs for me this song and Paralyzed are my absolute favorite. I can relate to them both in reference with my mental health issues. My depression has been really bad lately. Finally had to go get help a month ago. I'm not processing my daughter's death very well 2 years later. NF's music just means so much to me. Great reaction, Luke! Much love ✌❤
I am so sorry to hear about your daughter's death butterfly. Nothing will ever fix that. I hope you find some hope in the God who truly loves you. It makes no sense and I do understand.
I'm sorry to hear that your depression has been getting worse, I really hope that the help you have now helps you find that strength! You're a wonderful and kind human and this community would be so much darker without your kind comments lighting my day ❤️
I've struggled with anxiety and depression for 32 years. I found NF exactly when I needed him. He has been an amazing release for me. Oh, I also quit my job, today was my last day. Super nervous but I'm going forward not backwards. 💜💜💜
@@GOTGames Hell ya is right! I can't belief the relief it feels as well as super nervous. Bills are paid for a couple months but I already have a new venture starting on the 21st. So glad I did this! I'm rooting for you! Keep this channel going! You do such a great job!
That's what Luke's channel is all about. Real reactions to real music. Being there for Luke and his viewers. On Luke's channel we are one big family. You ever need to talk Luke and his viewers are always here.
Thank you for the real reacts man. You are the top NF fan/reactor with how well you know Nate's Discography, how much you relate, and your recollection of how things past and present, connect. Much love! 🔥🔥🔥
Another great reaction! I have felt this way a lot and listening to this song and watching reactions like your reactions makes me know I'm not alone. Thank you for continuing to have true and real reactions!
When he says ..keeps speaking to me but I can't have it... that part is like a gut punch. I saw him in concert last September and when he sang this song I was crying like a baby.
another great song and the best reaction I've Ever seen to this song on youtube.. and I've seen a lot.. too many in fact (for example I think I've seen over 150 reactions to nf clouds.. probably more)
That last bit of the ending always gets too me. It absolutely sucks that so many of us relate so much to this album, but it just goes to show that we’re not alone.
We need an update from Nate soon. He’s been gone for almost a year now. We’d all love to see where he’s at in his life now. Hoping for new music everyday!
This song was with me in some of my darkest times. There was a time in my life when this song was on repeat while everyone pretened I was okay no matter how much I begged for help. I got destructive to both myself and my closest friends. I focused on helping everyone but myself and wound up in situations that left me traumatized and I can't take them back. I used to think that was it there were so many times I was almost lost to the world and no one cared.
I always view these types of songs as a glimpse into his journey and you can see by him doing then interlude that it’s in the rear view mirror. I’m so pumped to see you keep rolling and the mix tape will show you a healthier Nat! Real smiles😀
I'll comment on this one too. Self hatred is.... tough. Immobilizing at times.. something I struggle with. Even when I hit a personal achievement, it's still there. I cry every time I listen to this song
Shit. I forgot this song makes me cry... these are the thoughts i push aside and try to ignore. I am always pushing off the self hatred thoughts because i have more inportant things to deal with than my own self destruction. It works except for when things start to crash down. Then it all comes back at once and i become distant even from my own wife and kids. On the positive side though, these songs are like therapy. Nobody is alone when it comes to self destruction. We all go through this, and we can use that to get past it. We are special. We are gods children. Find happiness in anything you love in order to avoid spiraling downward, but when you do... you are not alone.
Appreciate you sharing how this makes you feel too my friend. Like you said these songs can be our therapy too, showing us that we are not alone and even someone as known as Nate is right there with us ❤️
This song HURTS live. Just hearing the interlude and the music and knowing this song about to come on when you're in a crowd full of broken people...standing there full of people and you look around and nearly everyone is crying...is hard but needed!
Sending you a Mama hug, Luke... this is a tough one to listen to. So, what you're saying is that sometimes you wish, a little, that you did edit sometimes so you could not show your vulnerability... but you can't, because that isn't who you are. That is why we're all here... you're as real as it gets. I was crying with you
You do a great job with these Nate reactions, Luke. You're doing good. It's deep and real, all this stuff. Prayed for you today too. Bless you, as you family and journey yourself, within this life.
It is a good song. It's also a super sad song. I hope that everyone that sees this has a good day/night. And sending love and hugs to anyone that wants or needs it. I know I'm a stranger but if it makes you smile it's worth it. I feel like especially on this song I should spread some love. And remind everyone that your great. Great reaction as always. I hope what ever is going on gets better soon.
This was my most listened to track on the album, which probably says a lot lmao but yeah. This album has helped me in some dark times. Appreciate how honest you are! Agree that the song is phenomenal. Have really loved watching you experience the NF journey! You’re doing great!
Great reaction! Sorry I haven’t commented in a while, things be crazy. I hope you’re doin alright, sorry to hear about the hardships. Sometimes Nate brings out the emotions we try to burry. It’s important to get it out! Sending love from Alberta! Thank you for being you!
Sorry to hear life is crazy! Hoping it's a good crazy my friend! The channel is always here no matter how long a break you take! Much love my friend ❤️
Seems once you reach the top... plant the flag... enjoy the view... reflect on the goals to great heights... you look down.. see the depleated supplies that will be needed to get you back home safely... NOW that... my friend... is the hardest challenge as the risk is multiplied and the struggle to self motivate becomes so daunting... many don't make it back at all...
Ok I now question my whole musical journey. I have always said "I hate rap" but hearing this artist, I can't stop listening! He has a story to tell that is so relatable.
One thing that I have noticed from being in a relationship with someone who has OCD, they feel things on a deeper level. You and Nate are just another example of that.
Feel this song so much. A couple of years ago I was super low and would always sing this song with my arms open. I was also praying to God with my arms open at times feeling absolutely hopeless.
It's kinda amazing (and scary) how this one song, explains depression better than most textbooks. And Luke. Never apologize for being honest and open with your feelings. 💙 And I'm here for the rambling 😄 You kinda made me wanna give you a huge hug though 🤗
Everybody remember to just embrace the hate and the only thing left is yourself_ just try to live your best life _ treat people the way you want to be treated
My problem _I overworked to attempt to retire early and the only thing it did was cause me to work more which leads too ... _ I sleep max 3 to 4 hours a day and I'm a raging alcoholic now because of what happened in my past but I hope everybody lives their best life regardless _ that's all anybody can ask
I love your reactions, man. They're real, raw, and, just to put it plainly: they're human! Just want to offer some words of encouragement: strength lies in being vulnerable. Keep pluggin, brother!
Hey, I just wanted to say that I’m new in your channel and I really love it. I love your energy and say thanks for not comparing NF to Eminem. Man I love your videos so much. And i can’t wait for you to check out some more of NF.
That comparison usually is something who have only heard a song or two usually the more viewed or popular ones too. They are similar only because they both show great emotion with their delivery, and NFs flows are similar sometimes but that’s expected when he listen to EM growing up so much. Other than that almost everything else is different. Beats, SUBSTANCE, voice, I think NF has way more variety too when it comes to music as a whole not just rapping
Something that I've realized both in listening to NF, in participating in the internet and by taking psychedlics.. is that we can all experience things, that feel like we are letting people in when we show them.. but what we forget is that no matter how we share it with people, its never possible to share a true experience because the other party can never truly know your perspective and your view on life...But what I have learned is that we can be vulnerable and we can share while still keeping it private because people can understand and appreciate and even show emotion to suggest that they understand, but to a degreee it is still our sole experience. We can share to show that others are feeling the same emotions while still not completely understanding others emotions... but what is important is that... no matter the variance in the human experience.. we are human...the scale of what we measure against changes as we escalate up the scale.. but ultimately our problem are still problems that we can relate to emotionally. i hope what im trying to convey makes sense.
Ppl out here hating on nf for this album when he's so transparent about why he made it. We're going on a journey to find hope alongside him so together we'll see the end of the tunnel one day. If anyone feels this way in the comments reach out to anyone else that has commented
The verses are like after being thrown off the horse making you feel off corse... then the chorus picks up as if like getting back on the horse and try to make it through another round.. ;)
This song is hard for me to get through, because I always struggle with hating myself as well. My inner dialog is more abusive than any figure in my life could have ever been. But it has gotten easier, especially when I know there's millions of us Just Like You... It'll make sense soon. But we've all grown, me, and also Nate too.
Love this reaction man. Just found your channel. About to go back through the catalog and hit up the nf reactions. Probably check out some others as well. Saw some Tom, upchurch and some other artists I listen too. SUBSCRIBED cause you feel really genuine. Much love brother
Nate did a live after the album release saying this song and Nate he wrote when he was in treatment. To me the chorus us speaking to us fans who idolize him kr come to him fir hearing snf help. He feels unequipped to help us when he hates himself. I knew this would hit. When you listen next think about the beat in the first two verses as his thoughts racing then the last verse begging for peace from his thoughts but they grip him so deeply. Can't wait til you get to the mixtape. It feels like he's broken some of the hold. The next album is going to be the most inspiring album he's ever made. NO ONE is this real abd vulnerable enough to trust his fans with his heart.
The next album... I can't even begin to imagine! Where his mind is now and what he's doing is so different in life, no idea how that will reflect on his music ❤️
I can go anywhere to get a reaction to this song (or others). One of the reasons I like your channel is that you share how the song impacts you. I might feel like you overshare sometimes, but that’s what makes your channel unique and personal. Imo
Ah I'll always be an open book, I try to share in a vague way, no names, no hard facts, if that makes sense. Every now and then things slip up. I appreciate your kind words ❤️❤️
Honestly, I remember thinking about how empty life was when me and my wife realized we could not have children. We had tried but we learned we had some physiological issues preventing us from conceiving. I remember very vividly how my wife and I were lying on our bed and thinking there is nothing worth living for. It was a very empty feeling. And then, after my wife losing her Aunt, Grandma and Dad all within a year, we learned we were pregnant. Amazing. Amazing experience and thought. And when we had our child, he had Down's Syndrome. What a shock. In retrospect, it has been an amazing 21 years since then with my son Warren. God gave us a wonderful son and later a daughter too! Children do show us all a new kind of love we never knew existed. I am so glad I I got to see them grow up and will always appreciate the hard times because they do help me appreciate the sunny days (Just Like You NF). I love you bro. Thanks for being a consistent flow of entertainment.
You sound like one amazing parent, going through all those hard times with your wife and then becoming parents when you never thought you could. I can imagine the amount love your two kids must feel from their mother and father every day, very lucky to have two amazing strong parents ❤️
Considering all others better than myself, from a Christian perspective: we are called to take our cross up and die to ourselves everyday. I think that is what this song may be about, at least it is to me-to die to our flesh and live in the spirit, to lay our former-selves into the grave and putting burdens at the foot of the cross. I have suffered with depression and doubt of everything years ago, for me, and i, and saying just for me and my experience-not putting words in anyone's mouth-my faith in Christ slowly led me out of the shadows of depression. It's always a journey for anyone-I hope everyone reading this and is suffering is able to find a path to recovery.
When you get to the last song, 'Trauma', keep this song in mind. There's a music theory that 'Trauma' is the other perspective of this song. It's not as obvious lyric-wise until you start looking for it, but for those who have more of an ear for the music, they've all seemed to catch this parallel or harmony in the instrumentations to those two songs.
Hey Luke! Although it was difficult, you delivered yet another great and true reaction, thank you! I wish I had commented on the other videos too, but I was out enjoying the holiday here in my country and I could only watch 'em now (btw, I tend to follow NF videos more, but I was very happy that you reacted to Aurora, hope you do more reactions to her music, especially Exist For Love - my favorite lol). Anyway, all the songs I said in one of my comments that were going to hit you hard actually did. I knew this because the same thing happened to me and I realized that NF touches you like he touches me, probably not for the same reasons, but in a very similar way. Nate was in a bad place when he wrote this song. If you think about it, it's something very strong and heavy that he repeated it so many times and with such emphasis that he hated himself. But as he says, music is his therapy and his outlet, and after he put it all out he got a lot better, and now that he has a son he has one more reason to keep living and fighting. I've cried a lot with Hate Myself, but each time that happens it feels like I let go of a different demon and grow along with the song, along with Nate. I hope the same happens to you. Stay well and take care of your family. 50k is right there!!! 🚀🚀
I appreciate your kind words and support my friend! I know exactly what you mean, this music really does feel like therapy, you break down and hurt but feel better for it in the end! Much love always! ❤️ 50k?? Can you imagine! Seems impossible!
listen to this again while imagining NF looking at NF in the mirror and saying these words to himself. This song leaves you with an empty hole in your chest, but just know... the next few songs are FIRE. This song is just part of an album, a larger story. Overall, you'll walk away from the album with a bit of hope. I Hate Myself, and I Miss The Days when ... but I got No Excuses... here are my Options.
I listened to let me go a few times after I recorded the reaction and he mentioned looking at a mirror and it made me realise he was talking to himself... Every song just hits you right in your gut. Much love my friend ❤️
Always wait til the end for your ramblings! That’s the best part! ❤️ I have to say I feel this song very much, a person is always hardest on themselves. Keep being real that’s why we love you! #Wafflegang
😂 wouldn't be a me video without a little ramble! Very true! We all need to learn to be easier on ourselves sometimes, only human ❤️ Much love always Karla ❤️
Hey Luke. I found this channel a couple days ago with this reaction. After I watched it I went back through your vids and watched a few other reactions but mainly your NF reactions. Honestly you are one of the best reactors I've seen man. Truly genuine and I love that. But now I'm caught back up ro this song so I'm rewatching it now that I know you a little better. Much love man. I might DM you on insta I got a few things to tell you about and bot sure if you'll even see this comment cause you're blowing up man!! Gongrats. Honestly
Very sad how someone with so much talent that has helped millions of other people with their music cannot get out of their own depression. Reminds me of Chester Bennington. 😪
Hey chief, I have followed you for a long time and I hope you are aware how much I appreciate your content, I'm from the UK too, and I just wanted to throw you a quick message, I don't have Instagram though, are you on discord or anything?
I have friends from school back in the day that are veterans of our military I have family that were also veterans of our military and I had a cousin take his own life due to PTSD I know now it wasn't my fault but at the time I blamed myself I hated myself for not doing more to help him through the tough times I believed that since I had his gamertag on Xbox I should've been able to be there daily to talk to him when I heard that he passed away I broke down for a week I didn't want to leave the house but knew I had no choice I had to go to school I had to get out of my own head thankfully I was able to get through it I still miss him dearly but I know he's in a great place watching over me and the rest of the family it's rare for me to break down and cry for anything or anyone but he meant a lot to me that's really the last time I cried over anyone no matter if they were family or not I was 17 at the time I'm 34 now will be 35 in May
I'm so sorry to hear about all that pain you went through my friend, I can't imagine what that must have felt like but I am glad to hear you are in a better place now. Much love my friend ❤️
@G.O.T games oddly enough I have to thank the people who bullied me in highschool because after my mom and I argued one morning I went to school in the absolute worst mood I could I warned them to not try what they had everyday since I started school they didn't head that warning and it gave me the ability to let all my anger out at them at myself at my mom and apply it in the situation needless to say this was their worst day but my best and they never picked on me again
As you say it ramble away, I’ve said before the real NF fans won’t complain and will support you, if people complain than there not a real NF fan, NF fans are different from other artist fans
I know you feel like you don't want it out there and don't want to show it but mate that's why we're here.. you're us we all feel some heavy shit we probably didn't expect when listening to nate and other guys who talk real stuff like F.I.R get me T.O.P get me and lately ez he's a mischievous bastard and jokes around and points people out so it's a different feeling but he's real too so some of his songs hit deep and we all feel that with you
I know all about depression _ fun fact _my son's birthday _ Emmett_is this Monday he turns 11_ brings a smile to my face _ treat everybody nice _ Cheers
I don't know how you feel or what you believe when it comes to God. But I know what I believe. God has put it on my heart to intercede in prayer for you and your family. I don't know you, but I love you brother. We tend to have attacks, hurdles or set backs arrive in our life when we are doing something that can make our lives and the lives of those around us better. That's what you are doing here and that's why we are here. You are helping people not feel alone. Weather the storm. Struggle makes you stronger. Something to think about. Even if it is not something you will react to. Explore some Christian music. I can point you in the right direction of music that will add some encouragement in your life. It can speak to you regardless of your faith. Just a thought. I could always give you my email or we can correspond some other way. I've followed many reactors on TH-cam. I've never felt connected to any of them like you. God bless you my friend.
I really appreciate your kind words and support my friend! As for beliefs for me, I never go in to details in the videos because I never want someone watching to feel excluded or not being able to relate in some way. But that never means I don't have faith and I truly appreciate your words. Much love my friend
@G.O.T Games I completely understand. Music isn't just entertainment for me. It can have a huge impact on my mood and my mindset. Sometimes I need those songs to break me down, sometimes to lift me up. I've found a lot of amazing music following people on TH-cam. Some from reactors and some from people commenting. Stuff I would have never found on my own. Like I said, what you believe as it goes for music doesn't always matter as long as it speaks to you in some way. Being a Christian myself, I know there is a lot of music in the genre that comes across as preachy. For Christians that can be welcoming, but for others than can be a real turn off. I try not to recommend preachy stuff. If you ever want to pick my brain, even if it's not for music to react to, just check out. You are more than welcome. I tend to listen to a lot of stuff that most people haven't heard of. I appreciate you brother. I support you.
@G.O.T Games along the lines of this. A song I think you might like is Relate by For King and Country. Most of their songs are pretty amazing, this is one of my favorites.
MY Top & Real related playlist ***NF *Let Me Go " ***NF* WAKE UP* ***NF* Start Over as Feature before own Solo Success,, w/F.L.A.M.E ***BEN COCKs " So COLD", sad one ***Katelyn Tarver* You Don't Know,, Highly Recommend 💔💔😭😭😭😭 ***Avril Lavigne * Head Above Water* THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK THANK YOU!!! If you want my as a NOBODY story in Hopes, even if 1 Person relates, Peace I hope all friends on here aren't thinking it 's an attention Seeking Quest, when in reality , if someone is consistently stating how this life sucks, nothing is going right, can't cut a break,, become more distant, I live in Pajamas, change from 1 to another. I lost old me Years ago. I know I'll never get back even minimal part. I can't make deceased alive again, I can't smile w/most my teeth, if they aren't there, go nowhere to shaming. I help everyone, everyone but myself. I help my mom, (we have to deal w/Poland being so in depth w/current WAR, Polish but much affected. My Dad's Death that was literally prolonged Suicide Quest). Awareness. My Mom lost every sibling she had @ young ages (41, 55, a stillborn sis), , she feels she should've died. So I live w/Widow, Depressed hate's life & is probably reason I'm still here to care for her for all care she had given through all HELL I put her through & just don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself. I'm Canadian born, Most Unhappy, a 30 year hiatus w/Eating disorders, Alcohol & Prescriptions (I even took a DR. script pad, used 2 times in shame, I got caught, paid my Dues. I drove w/out licence (not DUI, but medical because I brought upon a Seizure undiagnosed completely but's there, disorder, (my at fault). I'm ashamed, want nobody to see me,, Losers like this , like me ,Not pain killers but others,, self neglect. I feel I was never worthy of happy life. I lost that long ago & will never be able to get any of that back, Never, Ever Again & it kills me. Welcome to my World. Been there, literally. I been pronounced Dead, felt like a drag to back. I'm still going on daily. I beyond hate myself, I can't even explain sickness I feel when I wake up again. I dread , I hide, I lost my Son, my dad, 2 were indoctrinated against me & I was left w/1 being my oldest ( probably why I lasted & knew at least 1 of my kids seen me, remembered old me & chose to go full time w/My Mom & myself,,. My youngest taken against my will into Closed Adoption. Son in ground between a triple plot, (1 on left is my future dead bed,, & ex Husband on Right), then ex Mother in Law that still at time of Son's accidental death, she drank, Smoked, ate almost nothing & died (67), Young son taken in result accident (there was no bringing him . My dad drank himself to death, I became wreckless . No Street drugs etc., No smoking, never a smoker ,what I was doing in whole was dangerous could/would kill many & banana box & few more reflecting, Critical care, Hemodialysis (3 rounds where in 3rd round I came back to). I wish I hadn't). I've no desire, hope or dreams. Cemented myself so deep in this rocky foundation). I buried myself, self worth, got so little back. I missed out on so many in between keep/peak moments of life events. I HATE ME for having done that. Seek help, not wait to further destroy you , health & better times. I have what's called a subliminal made up everyday. I have pattern to not go to basement until 12pm Noon, have drink, pop my prescription, pain, allergy etc pills in higher does to counter the Prescribed one (needed now for preventative means & measures). I pop pills like they were candy or going out of style. What the Hell was I doing? I want my teeth back that , I won't go there. I break & I go into this Bulimic, then drinking, pills modes/era's, self responsible. Did or will anyone read this to get from me atleast some real consequences of most dangerous lifestyles, knowing you are living too. Shame on Me.
I thought I had lost everything, I s=did, Happy and Goals I may think about bad things, Get ideas, been an idiot to be the full fledge Attempts, last one, 5 Min there would be no surviving, reviving. I'd cry, tears buyt the ducts are tried up. I take my meds and chase them with drinks, it is so dangerous and if like me , I curse myself because of the reprocautions are horrid & can change things about your appearance and shame. Teeth, I cannot, will not smile. I ruined my teeth, as in broken or knocked out, this is where people support you or leave you. They always left me. My only brother as I wasn't quite able to talk yet muttered how I was a waste, an idiot, a Fkn' waste of space on Eaarth and left,, I don't care anymore. I stay inside and go nowhere, only to get some food, pills whatever at the time for empty stores. I can join my Son and Dad wherever they are. Son to an auto accident, then my Dad spiraled and drank himself to death then was my turn, I'm broken, I am a broken , useless person, be good to yourself everyone,, before there is no point of return,,,, no offline friends, none. My only best go to friend died 2 years ago in the pandemic, it sucks🙏🙏😭😭🖤🖤💔💔🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🙏🙏😭😭🖤🖤💔💔
@@GOTGames my phone internet has been acting up i guess. It had audio but no video. But i watch it later once i get it straightened out. Its weird your vids are the only ones it does that too.
Well this was a hard one to get through... wow
Dude, im looking forward for every reaction video you make! Thanks
Keep it raw and real buddy. ♥️
We need more Samson!!!! Ball if I want to and hot shit!!
What I wish more than anything right now at this moment is that people would realize that we are all more connected than we ever have been since the beginning.
There are many things that contribute to this and different stages to it, but trust me when I say we are going through it for an extremely important and amazing reason.
People are finally feeling again, and many don't even know that it's related to the healing of past trauma that a lot of us can't even remember. You stop, take a deep breath in through your nose, and then breathe out through the mouth. Do it many times and focus on your breath instead of the thoughts going on in your own head. There's so much more to this!
I feel like this every day I hate myself I feel hopeless 😔
I’ve been dealing with a lot of depression lately and the course really hits hard in this song. Thank you for your channel Luke congratulations on the 25K I think I subscribed around 2,000 or right after you did the search what a ride it’s been thank you for showing true character and emotions Hopefully you’ll get to that 100K sooner than later! Much love to you and the people of Ukraine from Virginia
Hey I dont know you and you dont know me but if you ever need to talk I'm here just shoot me a message and we can talk or I can just listen if you just need to vent. I know it's hard talking about what's going on mentally especially to a total stranger but maybe that can be a good thing. Either way I'm rooting for you and praying you feel better in some shape or form from this. Also dont think this will help but since you shared where your from I will as well, I'm from Missouri, sending you much love friend :)
@@angler_dave9911 thank you for reaching out, it is difficult for me to talk about. My girlfriend lived with me for three years she moved out on 1/18/22 she was engaged to someone else on 1/21/22 and she got married on 2/22/22. I own a very small landscaping company and a tractor recently broke that’s gonna cost me 10 K which I don’t have. My dad is very sick and I’m the only one here to check on him and take care of him. So I’ve been stuck in this funk wondering what the hell is going to happen next. Thank you for showing compassion and letting me get this off my chest!!!
You just got to stay strong
I have depression,PTSD,anxiety and panic attacks. Like Luke says on his channel we are all family. We are here for you whenever you need to talk. Love and prayers for you my friend!
@@jeremytarlton7581 _ I know it's horrifying _ prenup
You’re doing a great job Luke-you definitely are meant to be doing this!! Stay on the Journey-it will help you with your anxiety/depression/ocd. Not sure where I’d be without discovering Nate’s music a few years ago!!
Thank you Sheryl, I will keep on the grind with all of you! Can't imagine my life without his music anymore ❤️
You're not alone either with how you feel listening to tracks like this one, great reaction, stay positive!
Appreciate you my friend! We all need to be reminded to stay strong! ❤️
I agree as do a lot of NF fans that this song really hits.....March 2020 I was considering taking my life and during that time I saw someone react to a NF song and his music changed my life. I had never heard of him and I stayed up till 3am the next morning listening to this album and I cried the whole time. I decided to give my life another chance and knowing I was not alone helped me and continues to help me keep hope in my life. Great reaction and thank you for helping people know they are not suffering alone.💚
Olivia, Your comments touched me. As someone who has lived through your thoughts, trust me, it gets better. I have been to prison, and there is life after the darkest, worst moments. Keep pushing forward. Trust in a God who loves you. He doesn't make mistakes.
@@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns Thank you very much!🤗 I am in a better mental state and do my best to wake up every morning thankful for life. I appreciate the kind words and hope you are in a good place too.💯🤍
Oh Olivia I am so sorry to hear you went through such dark times.
No matter what life throws at you you'll have this community and family here right behind you every step of the way!
You're a kind wonderful person! Thank you for being so thoughtful, much love always ❤️❤️
Can't wait for "I miss the days"❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The one I’ve been waiting for! It’s scary how much I relate to this song
I'm sorry to hear about that you relate so much my friend, just know that you'll always be a huge part of this family ❤️
NF is more than just music. This is probably the song of his that resonates the most with me, it really hits that spot. Don't be afraid to show emotion either, feeling what the song is about and relating is what being real is about. I hope whatever you're going through gets easier with time. Hopefully NF can be just a part of what helps you deal with the tough times. I know you've referenced it before in your other videos, but I'm another one of that long list of people that he's saved with his music. He may not know I exist, and I may not ever make a difference in this world to justify him saving me, but for now, here I am.
Truly is a remarkable human, all he has done for all the outcasts, giving them a voice and a family, showing us we are not alone.
Love him and all of you for it ❤️
Nate can get you out of depression with those songs. Strange ah?
He change many lives including mine.
Great reaction!
Love Nate ❤🖤
Appreciate you my friend! Really no one like him ❤️
"suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but i don't wanna die, i just wanna get relief" i relate to that on too many fronts. NF truly dug me out of the gutter and put me back on the road when i was considering... stuff. Thank you for giving your take on this song, it is a god damn masterpiece
Thanks for keeping it raw, keeping it real. Such a hard song to get through, but still so powerful. You're going to feel a lot of everything on I Miss The Days. It's a song that I love more and more every time I hear it, making it arguably my favorite song on the album. It's beautiful, haunting, and brilliant. I don't know I've ever heard a song that makes me want to cry but at the same time make me want to get up and dance. Nate is truly gifted in that way.
He really is!
Love that we have this community here and everyone just looks out for eachother! Much love my friend ❤️
That's why I like NF music so much it describes exactly how I feel and my life.
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Another great reaction! 🖤
This song is deep and amazing
The mixtape will put a happy face on you. This album was written for what he went through in 2018. He has since been in therapy got married and had a baby. I could see the growth in mixtape. Lost and drifting were older songs made on it but you can tell he is happier and more confident too
Mixtape really makes me wonder how the new album will be, his flows are crazy different but really good.
@@tylerpaul4099 me too!
I'm excited to see that side to NF something I've never seen before ❤️
For emotionally personal songs for me this song and Paralyzed are my absolute favorite. I can relate to them both in reference with my mental health issues. My depression has been really bad lately. Finally had to go get help a month ago. I'm not processing my daughter's death very well 2 years later. NF's music just means so much to me. Great reaction, Luke! Much love ✌❤
I am so sorry to hear about your daughter's death butterfly. Nothing will ever fix that. I hope you find some hope in the God who truly loves you. It makes no sense and I do understand.
I'm sorry to hear that your depression has been getting worse, I really hope that the help you have now helps you find that strength! You're a wonderful and kind human and this community would be so much darker without your kind comments lighting my day ❤️
@@GOTGames thank you. That means a lot to me. Much love always to the #wafflegang ✌❤
I've struggled with anxiety and depression for 32 years. I found NF exactly when I needed him. He has been an amazing release for me. Oh, I also quit my job, today was my last day. Super nervous but I'm going forward not backwards. 💜💜💜
Just know, that we're here for you just like you're here for us 💜💜💜
You go girl!
You quit your job!!
If you weren't happy there then HELL YEAH! You made the jump I've been trying to make for years! So so proud!
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@@GOTGames Hell ya is right! I can't belief the relief it feels as well as super nervous. Bills are paid for a couple months but I already have a new venture starting on the 21st. So glad I did this! I'm rooting for you! Keep this channel going! You do such a great job!
I love your genuine reactions to NF. This song is absolutely everything. Keep bringing the real reactions, cause that's what we love!
Appreciate you! ❤️
That's what Luke's channel is all about. Real reactions to real music. Being there for Luke and his viewers. On Luke's channel we are one big family. You ever need to talk Luke and his viewers are always here.
Thank you for the real reacts man. You are the top NF fan/reactor with how well you know Nate's Discography, how much you relate, and your recollection of how things past and present, connect. Much love! 🔥🔥🔥
Appreciate your kind words! Thank you! You're awesome! Much love ❤️
You don’t even have to say why. We all know. Every one of us has felt this I believe. 🥰
I appreciate that Holly! Much love ❤️
Another great reaction! I have felt this way a lot and listening to this song and watching reactions like your reactions makes me know I'm not alone. Thank you for continuing to have true and real reactions!
You're never alone, got a family here if you ever need us ❤️
When he says ..keeps speaking to me but I can't have it... that part is like a gut punch. I saw him in concert last September and when he sang this song I was crying like a baby.
I can't imagine the emotions people must feel seeing him live, must be one hell of a show
Can't wait for the next reaction 👌🏻 'I miss the days' EASILY in my top 3 NF tracks to date 💯
Looking forward to it ❤️
another great song and the best reaction I've Ever seen to this song on youtube.. and I've seen a lot.. too many in fact
(for example I think I've seen over 150 reactions to nf clouds.. probably more)
Thank you so much for your kind words!! Thank you! Much love ❤️❤️
That last bit of the ending always gets too me. It absolutely sucks that so many of us relate so much to this album, but it just goes to show that we’re not alone.
So right Hannah, a double edged sword ❤️
We need an update from Nate soon. He’s been gone for almost a year now. We’d all love to see where he’s at in his life now. Hoping for new music everyday!
Well, we atleast have heard a teaser 👀
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Brother your reactions are never too raw, this is why I’m here.!. I wish I didn’t feel this too, but we are here together.!.
Appreciate you my friend 🤘
This song was with me in some of my darkest times. There was a time in my life when this song was on repeat while everyone pretened I was okay no matter how much I begged for help. I got destructive to both myself and my closest friends. I focused on helping everyone but myself and wound up in situations that left me traumatized and I can't take them back. I used to think that was it there were so many times I was almost lost to the world and no one cared.
I always view these types of songs as a glimpse into his journey and you can see by him doing then interlude that it’s in the rear view mirror. I’m so pumped to see you keep rolling and the mix tape will show you a healthier Nat! Real smiles😀
Can't imagine what that album is going to be like!! ❤️
I'll comment on this one too. Self hatred is.... tough. Immobilizing at times.. something I struggle with. Even when I hit a personal achievement, it's still there. I cry every time I listen to this song
Shit. I forgot this song makes me cry... these are the thoughts i push aside and try to ignore. I am always pushing off the self hatred thoughts because i have more inportant things to deal with than my own self destruction. It works except for when things start to crash down. Then it all comes back at once and i become distant even from my own wife and kids.
On the positive side though, these songs are like therapy. Nobody is alone when it comes to self destruction. We all go through this, and we can use that to get past it. We are special. We are gods children. Find happiness in anything you love in order to avoid spiraling downward, but when you do... you are not alone.
Appreciate you sharing how this makes you feel too my friend.
Like you said these songs can be our therapy too, showing us that we are not alone and even someone as known as Nate is right there with us ❤️
This song HURTS live. Just hearing the interlude and the music and knowing this song about to come on when you're in a crowd full of broken people...standing there full of people and you look around and nearly everyone is crying...is hard but needed!
I can't imagine hearing his hard songs live, they must hit on a whole other level ❤️
Bless you, friend. Again & again for sharing your "real"
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Sending you a Mama hug, Luke... this is a tough one to listen to. So, what you're saying is that sometimes you wish, a little, that you did edit sometimes so you could not show your vulnerability... but you can't, because that isn't who you are. That is why we're all here... you're as real as it gets. I was crying with you
Can't imagine an edited video on my channel, you're right, wouldn't be us, this family here ❤️
Thank you Lauri! I appreciate you! ❤️❤️
This is my most streamed song on Spotify. This song is so amazing and sad at the same time. Amazing reaction btw🤍
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You do a great job with these Nate reactions, Luke. You're doing good. It's deep and real, all this stuff. Prayed for you today too. Bless you, as you family and journey yourself, within this life.
You are so kind! Thank you! All the love from my family to yours ❤️
It is a good song. It's also a super sad song. I hope that everyone that sees this has a good day/night. And sending love and hugs to anyone that wants or needs it. I know I'm a stranger but if it makes you smile it's worth it. I feel like especially on this song I should spread some love. And remind everyone that your great. Great reaction as always. I hope what ever is going on gets better soon.
Very kind message my friend!!
The world needs more messages like that and people like you ❤️
This was my most listened to track on the album, which probably says a lot lmao but yeah. This album has helped me in some dark times. Appreciate how honest you are! Agree that the song is phenomenal. Have really loved watching you experience the NF journey! You’re doing great!
It's a beautiful and hard song I hope that you're mind is in a better place now my friend! Will always have your second family right here ❤️
Great reaction! Sorry I haven’t commented in a while, things be crazy. I hope you’re doin alright, sorry to hear about the hardships. Sometimes Nate brings out the emotions we try to burry. It’s important to get it out! Sending love from Alberta! Thank you for being you!
Sorry to hear life is crazy! Hoping it's a good crazy my friend! The channel is always here no matter how long a break you take! Much love my friend ❤️
wow.. I found you through anime reactions, didn’t know you were put on NF.. thanks🙂
Seems once you reach the top... plant the flag... enjoy the view...
reflect on the goals to great heights... you look down..
see the depleated supplies that will be needed to get you back home safely...
NOW that... my friend... is the hardest challenge
as the risk is multiplied and the struggle to
self motivate becomes so daunting...
many don't make it back at all...
Couldn't have said it better my friend ❤️
Ok I now question my whole musical journey. I have always said "I hate rap" but hearing this artist, I can't stop listening! He has a story to tell that is so relatable.
One thing that I have noticed from being in a relationship with someone who has OCD, they feel things on a deeper level. You and Nate are just another example of that.
I never thought of it like that, wonder if there is a connection there ❤️
Funny how this song can make me cry and make me happy. Cus I relate to this song alot
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Feel this song so much. A couple of years ago I was super low and would always sing this song with my arms open. I was also praying to God with my arms open at times feeling absolutely hopeless.
I hope that you are in a better place now my friend! ❤️
It's kinda amazing (and scary) how this one song, explains depression better than most textbooks.
And Luke. Never apologize for being honest and open with your feelings. 💙
And I'm here for the rambling 😄
You kinda made me wanna give you a huge hug though 🤗
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Ah will always have a hug for anyone of you I bump into!
Appreciate you my friend! ❤️
Everybody remember to just embrace the hate and the only thing left is yourself_ just try to live your best life _ treat people the way you want to be treated
My problem _I overworked to attempt to retire early and the only thing it did was cause me to work more which leads too ... _ I sleep max 3 to 4 hours a day and I'm a raging alcoholic now because of what happened in my past but I hope everybody lives their best life regardless _ that's all anybody can ask
Great words my friend
I love your reactions, man. They're real, raw, and, just to put it plainly: they're human! Just want to offer some words of encouragement: strength lies in being vulnerable. Keep pluggin, brother!
I appreciate you my friend! You keep the fire burning on this channel! ❤️🤘🔥
Hey, I just wanted to say that I’m new in your channel and I really love it. I love your energy and say thanks for not comparing NF to Eminem.
Man I love your videos so much. And i can’t wait for you to check out some more of NF.
That comparison usually is something who have only heard a song or two usually the more viewed or popular ones too. They are similar only because they both show great emotion with their delivery, and NFs flows are similar sometimes but that’s expected when he listen to EM growing up so much. Other than that almost everything else is different. Beats, SUBSTANCE, voice, I think NF has way more variety too when it comes to music as a whole not just rapping
Hey Laura let me just say welcome to the family!!!
Nothing but love here always ❤️❤️
Something that I've realized both in listening to NF, in participating in the internet and by taking psychedlics.. is that we can all experience things, that feel like we are letting people in when we show them.. but what we forget is that no matter how we share it with people, its never possible to share a true experience because the other party can never truly know your perspective and your view on life...But what I have learned is that we can be vulnerable and we can share while still keeping it private because people can understand and appreciate and even show emotion to suggest that they understand, but to a degreee it is still our sole experience. We can share to show that others are feeling the same emotions while still not completely understanding others emotions... but what is important is that... no matter the variance in the human experience.. we are human...the scale of what we measure against changes as we escalate up the scale.. but ultimately our problem are still problems that we can relate to emotionally.
i hope what im trying to convey makes sense.
It does my friend, it seems it is important to find that happy medium of sharing and keeping privacy
Ppl out here hating on nf for this album when he's so transparent about why he made it. We're going on a journey to find hope alongside him so together we'll see the end of the tunnel one day. If anyone feels this way in the comments reach out to anyone else that has commented
So very kind to say my friend! One big family here ❤️
The verses are like after being thrown off the horse
making you feel off corse... then the chorus picks up
as if like getting back on the horse and try to make it
through another round.. ;)
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This song is hard for me to get through, because I always struggle with hating myself as well. My inner dialog is more abusive than any figure in my life could have ever been.
But it has gotten easier, especially when I know there's millions of us Just Like You... It'll make sense soon. But we've all grown, me, and also Nate too.
You'll always have this family right here! Always. ❤️
Love this reaction man. Just found your channel. About to go back through the catalog and hit up the nf reactions. Probably check out some others as well. Saw some Tom, upchurch and some other artists I listen too. SUBSCRIBED cause you feel really genuine. Much love brother
Appreciate you my friend! Welcome to the family and enjoy the ride 🤘
Much love man.
And to you my friend ❤️
Nate did a live after the album release saying this song and Nate he wrote when he was in treatment. To me the chorus us speaking to us fans who idolize him kr come to him fir hearing snf help. He feels unequipped to help us when he hates himself. I knew this would hit. When you listen next think about the beat in the first two verses as his thoughts racing then the last verse begging for peace from his thoughts but they grip him so deeply. Can't wait til you get to the mixtape. It feels like he's broken some of the hold. The next album is going to be the most inspiring album he's ever made. NO ONE is this real abd vulnerable enough to trust his fans with his heart.
The next album... I can't even begin to imagine!
Where his mind is now and what he's doing is so different in life, no idea how that will reflect on his music ❤️
Banger!
I can go anywhere to get a reaction to this song (or others). One of the reasons I like your channel is that you share how the song impacts you. I might feel like you overshare sometimes, but that’s what makes your channel unique and personal. Imo
Ah I'll always be an open book, I try to share in a vague way, no names, no hard facts, if that makes sense. Every now and then things slip up.
I appreciate your kind words ❤️❤️
Im here for it
Hey take a note from NF being open and real will solidify a strong fan base. I came for NF I stayed for u. Now I watch all ur videos
Appreciate you ❤️
Honestly, I remember thinking about how empty life was when me and my wife realized we could not have children. We had tried but we learned we had some physiological issues preventing us from conceiving. I remember very vividly how my wife and I were lying on our bed and thinking there is nothing worth living for. It was a very empty feeling. And then, after my wife losing her Aunt, Grandma and Dad all within a year, we learned we were pregnant. Amazing. Amazing experience and thought.
And when we had our child, he had Down's Syndrome. What a shock. In retrospect, it has been an amazing 21 years since then with my son Warren. God gave us a wonderful son and later a daughter too! Children do show us all a new kind of love we never knew existed. I am so glad I I got to see them grow up and will always appreciate the hard times because they do help me appreciate the sunny days (Just Like You NF). I love you bro. Thanks for being a consistent flow of entertainment.
You sound like one amazing parent, going through all those hard times with your wife and then becoming parents when you never thought you could.
I can imagine the amount love your two kids must feel from their mother and father every day, very lucky to have two amazing strong parents ❤️
Considering all others better than myself, from a Christian perspective: we are called to take our cross up and die to ourselves everyday. I think that is what this song may be about, at least it is to me-to die to our flesh and live in the spirit, to lay our former-selves into the grave and putting burdens at the foot of the cross. I have suffered with depression and doubt of everything years ago, for me, and i, and saying just for me and my experience-not putting words in anyone's mouth-my faith in Christ slowly led me out of the shadows of depression. It's always a journey for anyone-I hope everyone reading this and is suffering is able to find a path to recovery.
I'm glad to hear your strong faith pulled you from the darkness my friend ❤️
Much love ❤️
When you get to the last song, 'Trauma', keep this song in mind. There's a music theory that 'Trauma' is the other perspective of this song. It's not as obvious lyric-wise until you start looking for it, but for those who have more of an ear for the music, they've all seemed to catch this parallel or harmony in the instrumentations to those two songs.
Oh yeah?
Hmm will keep an eye out 🤘
One of my faves.
Hey Luke! Although it was difficult, you delivered yet another great and true reaction, thank you!
I wish I had commented on the other videos too, but I was out enjoying the holiday here in my country and I could only watch 'em now (btw, I tend to follow NF videos more, but I was very happy that you reacted to Aurora, hope you do more reactions to her music, especially Exist For Love - my favorite lol).
Anyway, all the songs I said in one of my comments that were going to hit you hard actually did. I knew this because the same thing happened to me and I realized that NF touches you like he touches me, probably not for the same reasons, but in a very similar way.
Nate was in a bad place when he wrote this song. If you think about it, it's something very strong and heavy that he repeated it so many times and with such emphasis that he hated himself. But as he says, music is his therapy and his outlet, and after he put it all out he got a lot better, and now that he has a son he has one more reason to keep living and fighting.
I've cried a lot with Hate Myself, but each time that happens it feels like I let go of a different demon and grow along with the song, along with Nate. I hope the same happens to you.
Stay well and take care of your family.
50k is right there!!! 🚀🚀
I appreciate your kind words and support my friend!
I know exactly what you mean, this music really does feel like therapy, you break down and hurt but feel better for it in the end! Much love always! ❤️
50k?? Can you imagine! Seems impossible!
❤️ Thank you 🙏
listen to this again while imagining NF looking at NF in the mirror and saying these words to himself. This song leaves you with an empty hole in your chest, but just know... the next few songs are FIRE. This song is just part of an album, a larger story. Overall, you'll walk away from the album with a bit of hope. I Hate Myself, and I Miss The Days when ... but I got No Excuses... here are my Options.
I listened to let me go a few times after I recorded the reaction and he mentioned looking at a mirror and it made me realise he was talking to himself... Every song just hits you right in your gut.
Much love my friend ❤️
No words for this one. Good job again though man.
Appreciate you my friend ❤️
"At war with peace"...😢👍♥️
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NF is singing to himself, again in this one. Think of it as a sequel to Let You Down. “Music is a mirror” for Nate.
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The Few rapper that can do the singing part too
Fun fact: like will tear up when he listens to I miss the days
Thank you ❣️
Add to my list,
What if exo colab to NF.like woww
Always wait til the end for your ramblings! That’s the best part! ❤️ I have to say I feel this song very much, a person is always hardest on themselves. Keep being real that’s why we love you! #Wafflegang
😂 wouldn't be a me video without a little ramble!
Very true! We all need to learn to be easier on ourselves sometimes, only human ❤️
Much love always Karla ❤️
Hey Luke. I found this channel a couple days ago with this reaction. After I watched it I went back through your vids and watched a few other reactions but mainly your NF reactions. Honestly you are one of the best reactors I've seen man. Truly genuine and I love that. But now I'm caught back up ro this song so I'm rewatching it now that I know you a little better. Much love man. I might DM you on insta I got a few things to tell you about and bot sure if you'll even see this comment cause you're blowing up man!! Gongrats. Honestly
Always reply to DMs my friend, just sometimes takes me a while but I'll get to them.
Appreciate you! ❤️🤘
You should check out "I'll keep on" it's on the mansion album I'm surprised you covered it yet
I plan on going back and getting any I missed, so will make sure that is one of them ❤️❤️
You should react to Citizen Soldier I'm not Okay, Would Anyone Care, etc.
Very sad how someone with so much talent that has helped millions of other people with their music cannot get out of their own depression. Reminds me of Chester Bennington. 😪
I didn't make that connection but see it now... Really is heartbreaking ❤️
Fun fact: since the last three nf reactions the lightening in the back slowly moves out of camera view
Hey chief, I have followed you for a long time and I hope you are aware how much I appreciate your content, I'm from the UK too, and I just wanted to throw you a quick message, I don't have Instagram though, are you on discord or anything?
Appreciate you my friend!
I haven't set up a discord yet, just got the usual socials, Insta and Twitter
I have friends from school back in the day that are veterans of our military I have family that were also veterans of our military and I had a cousin take his own life due to PTSD I know now it wasn't my fault but at the time I blamed myself I hated myself for not doing more to help him through the tough times I believed that since I had his gamertag on Xbox I should've been able to be there daily to talk to him when I heard that he passed away I broke down for a week I didn't want to leave the house but knew I had no choice I had to go to school I had to get out of my own head thankfully I was able to get through it I still miss him dearly but I know he's in a great place watching over me and the rest of the family it's rare for me to break down and cry for anything or anyone but he meant a lot to me that's really the last time I cried over anyone no matter if they were family or not I was 17 at the time I'm 34 now will be 35 in May
I'm so sorry to hear about all that pain you went through my friend, I can't imagine what that must have felt like but I am glad to hear you are in a better place now.
Much love my friend ❤️
@G.O.T games oddly enough I have to thank the people who bullied me in highschool because after my mom and I argued one morning I went to school in the absolute worst mood I could I warned them to not try what they had everyday since I started school they didn't head that warning and it gave me the ability to let all my anger out at them at myself at my mom and apply it in the situation needless to say this was their worst day but my best and they never picked on me again
Also I’ll keep on… and other references in his lyrics
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As you say it ramble away, I’ve said before the real NF fans won’t complain and will support you, if people complain than there not a real NF fan, NF fans are different from other artist fans
Appreciate you my friend! ❤️
I know you feel like you don't want it out there and don't want to show it but mate that's why we're here.. you're us we all feel some heavy shit we probably didn't expect when listening to nate and other guys who talk real stuff like F.I.R get me T.O.P get me and lately ez he's a mischievous bastard and jokes around and points people out so it's a different feeling but he's real too so some of his songs hit deep and we all feel that with you
That's why I love this community, just full of love and all looking out for eachother, feeling it all together, appreciate you ❤️
I know all about depression _ fun fact _my son's birthday _ Emmett_is this Monday he turns 11_ brings a smile to my face _ treat everybody nice _ Cheers
Happy Birthday to your son! 🎉🎉
@@GOTGames thank you kindly my friend
#HOG4LIFE #WAFFLEhouse
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I don't know how you feel or what you believe when it comes to God. But I know what I believe. God has put it on my heart to intercede in prayer for you and your family. I don't know you, but I love you brother. We tend to have attacks, hurdles or set backs arrive in our life when we are doing something that can make our lives and the lives of those around us better. That's what you are doing here and that's why we are here. You are helping people not feel alone. Weather the storm. Struggle makes you stronger. Something to think about. Even if it is not something you will react to. Explore some Christian music. I can point you in the right direction of music that will add some encouragement in your life. It can speak to you regardless of your faith. Just a thought. I could always give you my email or we can correspond some other way. I've followed many reactors on TH-cam. I've never felt connected to any of them like you. God bless you my friend.
I really appreciate your kind words and support my friend!
As for beliefs for me, I never go in to details in the videos because I never want someone watching to feel excluded or not being able to relate in some way.
But that never means I don't have faith and I truly appreciate your words. Much love my friend
@G.O.T Games I completely understand. Music isn't just entertainment for me. It can have a huge impact on my mood and my mindset. Sometimes I need those songs to break me down, sometimes to lift me up. I've found a lot of amazing music following people on TH-cam. Some from reactors and some from people commenting. Stuff I would have never found on my own. Like I said, what you believe as it goes for music doesn't always matter as long as it speaks to you in some way. Being a Christian myself, I know there is a lot of music in the genre that comes across as preachy. For Christians that can be welcoming, but for others than can be a real turn off. I try not to recommend preachy stuff. If you ever want to pick my brain, even if it's not for music to react to, just check out. You are more than welcome. I tend to listen to a lot of stuff that most people haven't heard of. I appreciate you brother. I support you.
@G.O.T Games along the lines of this. A song I think you might like is Relate by For King and Country. Most of their songs are pretty amazing, this is one of my favorites.
MY Top & Real related playlist
***NF *Let Me Go "
***NF* WAKE UP*
***NF* Start Over as Feature before own Solo Success,, w/F.L.A.M.E
***BEN COCKs " So COLD", sad one
***Katelyn Tarver* You Don't Know,, Highly Recommend 💔💔😭😭😭😭
***Avril Lavigne * Head Above Water*
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK THANK YOU!!!
If you want my as a NOBODY story in Hopes, even if 1 Person relates, Peace
I hope all friends on here aren't thinking it 's an attention Seeking Quest, when in reality , if someone is consistently stating how this life sucks, nothing is going right, can't cut a break,, become more distant, I live in Pajamas, change from 1 to another. I lost old me Years ago. I know I'll never get back even minimal part. I can't make deceased alive again, I can't smile w/most my teeth, if they aren't there, go nowhere to shaming. I help everyone, everyone but myself. I help my mom, (we have to deal w/Poland being so in depth w/current WAR, Polish but much affected. My Dad's Death that was literally prolonged Suicide Quest). Awareness. My Mom lost every sibling she had @ young ages (41, 55, a stillborn sis), , she feels she should've died. So I live w/Widow, Depressed hate's life & is probably reason I'm still here to care for her for all care she had given through all HELL I put her through & just don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself. I'm Canadian born, Most Unhappy, a 30 year hiatus w/Eating disorders, Alcohol & Prescriptions (I even took a DR. script pad, used 2 times in shame, I got caught, paid my Dues. I drove w/out licence (not DUI, but medical because I brought upon a Seizure undiagnosed completely but's there, disorder, (my at fault). I'm ashamed, want nobody to see me,, Losers like this , like me ,Not pain killers but others,, self neglect. I feel I was never worthy of happy life. I lost that long ago & will never be able to get any of that back, Never, Ever Again & it kills me.
Welcome to my World. Been there, literally. I been pronounced Dead, felt like a drag to back. I'm still going on daily. I beyond hate myself, I can't even explain sickness I feel when I wake up again. I dread , I hide, I lost my Son, my dad, 2 were indoctrinated against me & I was left w/1 being my oldest ( probably why I lasted & knew at least 1 of my kids seen me, remembered old me & chose to go full time w/My Mom & myself,,. My youngest taken against my will into Closed Adoption. Son in ground between a triple plot, (1 on left is my future dead bed,, & ex Husband on Right), then ex Mother in Law that still at time of Son's accidental death, she drank, Smoked, ate almost nothing & died (67), Young son taken in result accident (there was no bringing him . My dad drank himself to death, I became wreckless . No Street drugs etc., No smoking, never a smoker ,what I was doing in whole was dangerous could/would kill many & banana box & few more reflecting, Critical care, Hemodialysis (3 rounds where in 3rd round I came back to). I wish I hadn't). I've no desire, hope or dreams. Cemented myself so deep in this rocky foundation). I buried myself, self worth, got so little back. I missed out on so many in between keep/peak moments of life events. I HATE ME for having done that. Seek help, not wait to further destroy you , health & better times.
I have what's called a subliminal made up everyday. I have pattern to not go to basement until 12pm Noon, have drink, pop my prescription, pain, allergy etc pills in higher does to counter the Prescribed one (needed now for preventative means & measures). I pop pills like they were candy or going out of style. What the Hell was I doing? I want my teeth back that , I won't go there. I break & I go into this Bulimic, then drinking, pills modes/era's, self responsible.
Did or will anyone read this to get from me atleast some real consequences of most dangerous lifestyles, knowing you are living too. Shame on Me.
Hey side note Jelly Roll. Just dropped a video for "even angels cry"
Oh yeah? 🤘
I thought I had lost everything, I s=did, Happy and Goals I may think about bad things, Get ideas, been an idiot to be the full fledge Attempts, last one, 5 Min there would be no surviving, reviving. I'd cry, tears buyt the ducts are tried up. I take my meds and chase them with drinks, it is so dangerous and if like me , I curse myself because of the reprocautions are horrid & can change things about your appearance and shame. Teeth, I cannot, will not smile. I ruined my teeth, as in broken or knocked out, this is where people support you or leave you. They always left me. My only brother as I wasn't quite able to talk yet muttered how I was a waste, an idiot, a Fkn' waste of space on Eaarth and left,, I don't care anymore. I stay inside and go nowhere, only to get some food, pills whatever at the time for empty stores. I can join my Son and Dad wherever they are. Son to an auto accident, then my Dad spiraled and drank himself to death then was my turn, I'm broken, I am a broken , useless person, be good to yourself everyone,, before there is no point of return,,,, no offline friends, none. My only best go to friend died 2 years ago in the pandemic, it sucks🙏🙏😭😭🖤🖤💔💔🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🙏🙏😭😭🖤🖤💔💔
8 days ago you got 32k AJ views and you haven't posted anything to follow up?
I have posted two more now, one on my second channel and one on this.
Be patient, this isn't my full time job, I do what I can ❤️
@@GOTGames ... BTW all the best to you and your wife and your new little one, from Toronto Canada. Your sincerity is beautiful sir.
If money is where u find happiness u'll always be poor
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Not gonna lie if i can't see the reactor i can't watch. Sorry brother can't get into it.my internet not working rn I'll have to catch later .
Can't see the reactor?
@@GOTGames my phone internet has been acting up i guess. It had audio but no video. But i watch it later once i get it straightened out. Its weird your vids are the only ones it does that too.