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[FicSong: Past Sins] - Who I Am

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 2 ก.พ. 2013
  • Ever since I decided to do some songs based off fan fics, I knew this one was an absolute must. Seriously one of the best I've seen in the fandom.
    Past Sins: www.fimfiction....
    Download: www.mediafire.c...
    Lyrics:
    Is this really what I wanted I don't even know anymore
    Night eternal the lands now tremble before me
    Oh I have everything that I could have wanted
    So why is it that I feel so conflicted?
    They say this is who I am
    But what they don't understand is that
    This is killing me
    Is this who I'm supposed to be?
    A nightmare see, what I have done to you
    It feels oh so wrong
    But what else could I have done
    When all they see, is the monster I'm supposed to be
    Looking back to a time not so long ago
    A life worth living no hatred seething below
    Oh I have gone and betrayed all those who've loved me
    Only to have them replaced with this power so lonely
    They say this is who I am
    But what they don't understand is that
    This is killing me
    Is this who I'm supposed to be
    A nightmare see, what I have done to you
    It feels oh so wrong
    But what else could I have done
    When all they see, is the monster I'm supposed to be
    (Pre-Chorus and Chorus Repeat)
    So in time we will find
    If I can be
    me

ความคิดเห็น • 80

  • @PenStrokePony
    @PenStrokePony 11 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Wow, this is really good and I'm honored you took the time to compuse something for my fic.

  • @L-TRAIN
    @L-TRAIN 11 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Very nice! It totally feels like the acoustic version of some epic alternative metal song though.
    Oh no, now I feel an urge to make the metal version ...

    • @NightmareMoon9964
      @NightmareMoon9964 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      _And so, the story began. And 10 years later, the appreciation still rises, both for certain doctor and for a man, who provided an epic remake._
      _Rest well, brothers_

    • @bigmike8586
      @bigmike8586 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@NightmareMoon9964 I wonder how many others remember.

  • @cartercollier990
    @cartercollier990 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    10 years later still love it... my dude... Awesome job

  • @DrDycer
    @DrDycer  11 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    It's the least I could do for such an amazing fanfic.
    Seriously man, what you've done is great and you should feel great.

  • @SelenelionDusk
    @SelenelionDusk 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    I daresay this you're easily the most worthy subscription I've made in months Doctor. Such a nice style.

  • @TheDinothunder2048
    @TheDinothunder2048 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    The fandom needs more Nyx songs. This is just perfect.

  • @Recovery15
    @Recovery15 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    This. Is. The. Greatest. Thing. I. Have. Ever. Heard. Ever. Of. All. Freakin. Time. I applaud you sir

  • @spoileralert6556
    @spoileralert6556 9 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Found this when cruising through L-train's videos and saw the cover of it.
    Great song. Really captures the feel of the story.
    I just finished reading Past Sins a couple days ago. I swear, Past Sins is better than the actual show. Blasphemy, I know, but it's just that good.

    • @VeneficusCubes
      @VeneficusCubes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      then comments comes from few years ago...
      But I agree non the less
      the show itself, especially now, is just... dumb
      like it isn't even fun to watch
      but the stories which can be created upon this world
      gold

  • @MasterRiku5
    @MasterRiku5 11 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This fic will always be my favorite. I've shed some tears near the end, and so did the tributes made in its honor. Pen Stroke, and all those who created music pieces or arts based from that fic, stay awesome!

    • @nekosora1916
      @nekosora1916 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Scienceman487 I'd be surprised if someone didn't she'd tears while reading past sins

  • @Caligari87
    @Caligari87 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Just dropping in to listen to this masterpiece in 2021.
    Making me want to read _Past Sins_ again.

  • @Tu49
    @Tu49 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the Acoustic work man, gives it a very dramatic level to this.

  • @DrDycer
    @DrDycer  11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ha, I can't believe I've been forgetting to do that.
    Thanks for reminding me

  • @Kmn483
    @Kmn483 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is wonderful! You took Nyx's decent into dark and her confusion perfectly and created a wonderful song of it.

  • @DrDycer
    @DrDycer  11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nah, I really don't see myself as being all that great, definitely not anywhere close to a professional level. This is just something I do in my spare time to keep me busy and such.
    But seriously, thanks for the kind words man, I'm really flattered that you think so highly of my songs and I'll try not to disappoint with my future ones.

  • @quintonjones2699
    @quintonjones2699 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Absolutely amazing

  • @Scifoki
    @Scifoki 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    Her confusion is almost touchable with this song. Perfect

  • @DrDycer
    @DrDycer  11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dude... a metal version from you would kick so much ass.
    I fucking love your other metal covers

  • @GoldenSax
    @GoldenSax 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    A song to go along with one of my favorite stories of all time? Yes!

  • @TimelessOne123
    @TimelessOne123 11 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your original version AND The L-Train's version kick SO MUCH ASS! :D
    I'm SO glad I decided to read Past Sins, and find it so EPIC, and I'm so glad that it's spawned so much well made fan content! :)

  • @thewolfofgallifrey5961
    @thewolfofgallifrey5961 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    A FANTASTIC song. The acoustic and the singing really make you feel like this is Nyx's inner thoughts, and it just meshes so well with the story.
    Seriously, you could put this in the background while reading Past Sins, and it would feel RIGHT.
    Great job, really!

  • @72ndEchoes
    @72ndEchoes 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Listening to this and L-Train's cover in sync is AMAZING!

  • @jennythem0nster
    @jennythem0nster 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love the guitar wow ~~

  • @nerfer200
    @nerfer200 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Woah... I shed a tear... That's never happened

  • @WeaselFace
    @WeaselFace 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you've been popping up quite a bit in my must listen list's. i really enjoy your very smooth vocals and awesome sounding acoustics. i love how it sounds like you're doing an acoustic cover of a fuller version, mostly because you still fill up the sound spectrum brilliantly with nothing more then acoustics and vocals...campion work man :D

  • @TheDarkliesra222
    @TheDarkliesra222 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is wonderful

  • @Tyler11821
    @Tyler11821 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow, I really like this! You manage to put a lot of emotion into your songs which adds quite a bit to something like this. You also have developed a rather unique style for yourself which fits your voice quite well and differentiates you from other musicians in similar genres. I feel you are one of the most underrated musicians in the fandom at the moment, and I certainly look forward to hearing what you create in the future.

  • @Sir0chicken
    @Sir0chicken 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome. I love the instrumental, and the vocals fit them perfectly. Well executed all across the board.

  • @Nyxtan
    @Nyxtan 10 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This. Is. AWESOME!!!! Really. Screw Equestria Girls. Past Sins should be My Little Pony movie and this song would be in the OST. I love it so so much

  • @BiscuitDelivery
    @BiscuitDelivery 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Seriously, I love your style. It's such an original style in its own right, carrying over the best of several different genres. :3

  • @AgentGhostClown
    @AgentGhostClown 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your style on this song is very reminiscent of System of a Down in my opinion. I really like this song!

  • @213fenix
    @213fenix 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    This gave me goosebumps, this song is just amazing, excellent job!

  • @TailsFan369no2
    @TailsFan369no2 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    well written

  • @timkretschmer5780
    @timkretschmer5780 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh, bro, what have we done

  • @ninja238zuno
    @ninja238zuno 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    DAMN! THAT GUITAR IS GODLY!

  • @DrDycer
    @DrDycer  11 ปีที่แล้ว

    more songs?
    Oh hell yeah

  • @Recovery15
    @Recovery15 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is best story ever

  • @TheOtherGuardian
    @TheOtherGuardian 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really feel weird for being able to relate to this song so well... even if it was made for Nyx's situation, I can still relate to that situation and song... How strange is that?

  • @Talicinx
    @Talicinx 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    The video url spells wake, how fitting.

  • @Makenshi179
    @Makenshi179 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for this great song!!

  • @IndieTimmie
    @IndieTimmie 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    I must say, you have a very amazing voice bro, very good job.

  • @princeofcats548
    @princeofcats548 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    no problem man, i love your work, reminds me of the gerudo valley theme in zelda twilight princess lol (at least what i remember from it) any plans to make more?

  • @Soot5007
    @Soot5007 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Now I have some required reading.

  • @StygianIkazuchi
    @StygianIkazuchi 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    just heard The L-Train's version of this... I love both equally.

  • @RisingMoonMist
    @RisingMoonMist 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow...i've only heard your rainbow factory fic song, and this seams like you hit coheed and cambria style again. this is amazing.
    can you think about placing the URL's of the fan fics you make a song for so it is easier for people to find them? because i am not sure if it's right to say that pen stroke is the author of this fan fic or not.

  • @Xenamare1
    @Xenamare1 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    I- Don't-Know -anymore Who I Am ?

  • @nathanschneider7255
    @nathanschneider7255 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi. Was wondering if anyone got the chords for this song or if Dycer put some up anywhere.

  • @thetntm2
    @thetntm2 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    like seriously you can't find this in a google search even if you tried.

    • @02844564
      @02844564 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      +thetntm I did.

  • @Sklease69
    @Sklease69 10 ปีที่แล้ว

  • @cousineaur
    @cousineaur 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    100th like. Yay.

  • @catnetor
    @catnetor 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Excelent Job Fella!
    May I ask for the tabs? ;)

  • @princessyanderewhite5678
    @princessyanderewhite5678 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    the ending of Past Sins Twilight was write to Princess Celestia all about nyx

  • @eisenstein80060
    @eisenstein80060 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    a very good song, some nitpicks though: at times I could barely hear the lyrics over the instruments. However, this in no way detracts from the power of the piece and the appropriateness for the fic in question, and after all this is your work and I'm just youtube commenter so please just ignore me as you see fit

  • @Neoyoshgamer
    @Neoyoshgamer 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my goodness, is there any way I can have a instrumental for a vocal cover? I kinda want to see what it would sound like with a female vocalist (I'm not the greatest, but I'd love to give it a go.)

  • @02844564
    @02844564 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Where can I get that Creepy Pic? Its awesome, makes me feel like Nighmare moon is lookin at me!

    • @nekosora1916
      @nekosora1916 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Billy Catrett fancy seeing you here

    • @02844564
      @02844564 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here Bro. Watcha doing around here?

    • @nekosora1916
      @nekosora1916 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Billy Catrett can't stop listening to this song it's so beautiful

    • @02844564
      @02844564 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know the Feeling, Bro.

    • @nekosora1916
      @nekosora1916 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Billy Catrett wow I just sang this song for the past hour is that bad

  • @piotrkuta5250
    @piotrkuta5250 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great song, really. Have you been thinking about becoming a proffesional musician? For me you already are better and more skilled than the most of modern pop ,,artist"

  • @Recovery15
    @Recovery15 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Lord dragon, you haven't read past sins?

  • @hikarulink
    @hikarulink 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    My life story :P. dunno y i feel that nyx is best pony but who cares

  • @Whimsly
    @Whimsly 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    Tabs/Chords please oh please oh please

  • @princeofcats548
    @princeofcats548 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    downloaded a while ago. listen in media player. "who the HELL made this?" check. unknown artist. search who i am on youtube. nothing. literally a week later i find it in my history. pls put your name on your work, i want to love the hell outta your stuff.

  • @ninja238zuno
    @ninja238zuno 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Could you post the chords or a tab or something of the guitar please, I have to learn how to play this!

    • @SonicVortex115
      @SonicVortex115 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am searching as well, maybe I can pm a link if I find something.

    • @ninja238zuno
      @ninja238zuno 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      Please do! I could't find anything.

    • @SonicVortex115
      @SonicVortex115 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sorry to say, but I have literally scoured the entire internet for even a mention of a tab...not one exists. Except for what Dycer and L-Train used for it, the tab for this song has yet to be made public.

    • @BiscuitDelivery
      @BiscuitDelivery 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      OmegaStorm DawnDazzler I guess that means that you guys will have to note-by-note this thing if you want one.

  • @DarkDeltaRay
    @DarkDeltaRay 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why does this song remind me of Roosterteeth?

  • @thetntm2
    @thetntm2 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video needs better tags

  • @video-gabe
    @video-gabe 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can you make tabs?

  • @VizzmyPop
    @VizzmyPop 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    song for more like shadow the hedgehog