I feel like a Jinx

So this is something I have noticed for a long time (15/20 years long) I seem to be a bit of a Jinx.
In work this is most obvious as its external things that cause change, but those external factors only seem to be around as long as I am.
Its starting to really play on my mind that a bigger group 'suffers' as a result of my presence
#adam #lifeat30 #lifeat35 #