it's the microseconds of silence during shifts that more neurons fire than you can perceive, memories and fear and love and anger and joy and sorrow and HER and a stream of unlimited charged consciousness-- brutally cut short as the clutch reengages, the scream of 110hp/liter through glowing headers demanding your attention once more, pulling you back to reality for a little while longer as the machine charges toward the edge of its ability-- the precious last 200 rpm, the apex of its being-- and must gasp for air once more. And again. man and machine pushed to their limits together, on different planes of reality, all at once. jinba ittai, the synergy of the horse and the rider. Channel and amplify my emotions. Show me the truth, RE-71R. Take me there, wherever 'there' is. One more millisecond, one more inch, one more MPH. Harder. The machine spirit lives.
@@owenlee4585 I don't think you were talking about her, but jinba ittai and 110hp/liter makes me think of a very dear to me, 220hp Mazda mx5 ND2 2.0L 😆 Beautiful words man ❤️ We've all lived our very best and worst moments while riding that horse...
the cut from crashing into the mustang was something that definitely caught my emotions. this video was like a cinematic movie. we all might have a time where we wont be able to express how we are feeling, but our cars will understand that pain, like it is apart of us.
I don’t feel okay that much, but this video explains my feelings in a way that I feel. And I just wish I could do something about the issues that I can’t control.
I’m a volunteer firefighter. Last week I had a call from someone doing exactly this. They didn’t make it out, I had to watch. Please be safe out there bros. And pray for me, I do the same.
My eldest dog passed away today due to heart failure. He was 15 years old. I cried. A lot. I didn't know what to do, or rather, what I could do. About an hour ago, I had my motorcycle set up with the keys in the ignition and the engine running. I looked at my helmet and realized something. I wasn't ok. I wasn't ok at all. I wasn't going for a ride to distract myself, I was trying to run away from my emotions. I put my helmet down, turned my bike off, and wheeled it back into the yard. It's ok to not be ok. But running from the pain, can sometimes get you hurt even more. Thanks for this video. I'll be ok.
don’t run away from your emotions. feel them first, accept them, let go, THEN let the breeze hug you when you ride. your dog would want to watch you from above for a while. this week is too soon.
Look man two dogs in three months I understand your reasons but I know with pets that your their forever not the other way around and that’s ok man. I just really accepted the fact that they both passed and not so much moved on but moved with them in my soul to forever be remembered and loved in fact I tear up to cry while writing this I have thought of committing but in the end it’s not worth the heartache your family will endure living or not they both will suffer one for destroying namesake and other for leaving them just always remember where you come from and keep charging forward like the raging bull we all wish to be like.
Fully feel you, lost my best friend of 12 years a few months ago, did the same thing you did, it hurts a shit ton, and 6 months later, it still does, but we gotta keep living for them.
i really hope you the best kino. i hope you can found that help that you need and hope you dont have to deal with it alone. i wish you the best, stranger.
There's a point at 7,000 RPM... where everything fades. The machine becomes weightless. Just disappears. And all that's left is a body moving through space and time. 7,000 RPM. That's where you meet it. You feel it coming. It creeps up on you, close in your ear. Asks you a question. The only question that matters. Who are you?
I’m nobody but I’m also everybody. Someone yet no one can see me, alone but always with someone. I’m the pinnacle of existence in my heart and yet the black hole of this world in my head. The question who am I remains because who am I really? Am I who I say I am? Who I seem myself as? Or am I who everyone else sees? Who’s the real me? Is there a real me?
Im not a street racer, Im a ghost. I'm not alive because, I've already accepted death... I don't race to be first place, I race to find my final resting place.
How to get comfortable driving really fast (step by step guide) 1) know the road 2) learn your car 3) hate yourself 4) remember what they did to you 5) remember how they made you feel 6) remember how quickly they moved on
7) Remember that suicide is never the answer, it only passes on the pain. Talk to someone you trust, it could be anyone, just don’t hurt yourself. Please. 🙏
Despite being mechanical, there's something primal behind the sounds of an engine. From that first time with your first car that you floor it and hear- feel, even- the engine really open up. That playful press against your seat as that swelling growl from ahead pushes you forward... Without a single word there's an emotional connection forged between you and your car in that moment. Maybe you were in a bad state of mind, and you felt you had to go somewhere, anywhere, just run. Maybe you were in a good one, and you just wanted to have a little bit of fun. It doesn't matter to your car. The rev range is a language up to you to interpret, whether it's a hum of comfort, a howl of joy, or a scream of rage or agony or sorrow. The only shortcoming between the relationship of a craftsman and his tools are the blind obedience of the tools. The car doesn't know when you're at your limit, and it'll follow your every command for better or for worse until the very end. The need to express is human, but you have to take care of and look after yourself. You can take care of a car, but there's only so much it can do to take care of you. Take time to sit still. Sort through your thoughts. Don't let emotion push you around and come to terms with yourself. Reach out to someone- anyone- that you're comfortable with. As much as you and I hate it, we can't solve personal problems with revolutions per minute or miles per hour. That part is up to us.
Yes, I've thought about this myself; I think it's because it's the ultimate harnessing of the power of fire. This is why the ultimate car will never be electric.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Just so you know if you give up on yourself that doesn’t mean others will give up on you :)...(And also! I am SUPER proud of you, just keep going, okay?
160 into a white mustang…I’ll never forget that feeling of a focus like I’ve never experienced before. Seeing everything flash before my eyes and holding onto the steering wheel with a strength I didn’t know I had. The instantaneous regret and realization, so many emotions all at once I could do nothing but place every ounce of energy I had into making that gap. I didn’t make it. As I can’t control other drivers. How no one got hurt is a miracle, I could’ve killed myself, or worse, others. This video made those flashbacks a little too real again. But thank you, it’s a work of art and a great reminder of the lessons I learned that night. I mustn’t ever forget them. Please drive safe everyone. There’s so much more life ahead of us to experience. Allegedly ;)
I'm in my early 20's and I finally am feeling some sun through the clouds again I tried to save my mom and my dad from the belly of the beast, and all I did was take who I am. Who I know I am and forced him to hide away. I was with my friends last night talking to them, and my laugh's didn't feel so fake. My smiles weren't as forced as they once had been. It is so nice to get that feeling back. I hope it continues to get better.
0:11 no I just need to drive away I just need someone to love a real person and I just want to go back and relive my answer over and I want to go back to my own girlfriend who is my best friends.
Well there is actually a few tbh, but if like Hi revs? Honda Civic for example. The old generations with the B series or the K series Naturally Aspirated engine get the Vtec Kick in and you'll know what I meant, not the current Turbo charged version of it. I've driven on in real life, B16A with 5 speed manual old school EG sedan body... when it hits 4k RPM above to 9k, I really felt alive. I mean sure there's many cars out there could outrun you but the feeling of it the sound of it, it's really different and unique for an inline 4 engine.
My dear, if you're not feeling comfortable with yourself, and you're not able to think straight... before picking up your car, send me a message on this server and I'll leave it below My name is Thorin Malak, I'm looking for you We can talk, nothing better than someone to share the pain and think better about what should be done discord.gg/4pMudaBd66
I love racing programs like this. I personally don't call them games cuz games let me have fun. Racing programs let me forget everything safely, get a feeling of numbness in my mind, remember how "normal" is.
To quote that one comment from 5 days ago "when I can't scream, my engine will do it for me" literally did it just a week ago... thank fuck I didn't crash, car's still fine, I'm physically fine but yeah, it was another attempt of mine... No one I mean no one in my family asks if I'm okay, not even my friends, or someone like in the video to leave a voice mail like that ever... I've done a hundred but then it hit me so I brake and stopped by the side of the road with my hazard on that I'll still try to enjoy just by myself for now without anyone...
I did way over 120mph on my driftcar and when the engine was limiting at 6000rpm on 5th gear, I just closed my eyes... Everything was finally peaceful for a couple seconds. When I opened my eyes, my car was heading towards a jersey barrier and I pulled it towards the lane again... I'm fine, car is fine and didn't fell apart... I'm still trying to live without her by my side, but I guess this pain will last forever... I can't sleep without crying... I wake up everyday looking for a way to fix myself so I can carry on with life, cause I'm too tired of this pain. Even tho my mom and some friends thinks that I'm okay, I'm not, I'm really not....
I feel you mate. Reading your comment was like watching me in 3rd person. I'm sure everything will be ok, we just need more time. And yeah, we should let our engine scream, but we must drive safe. For us and for the rest on the road.
Honestly it’s the only thing that keeps me alive is my late night drives at this point. And the tiny bit of emotion I have left from this is fading fast idk how much longer I can last like this
Stay calm friend, all this will pass eventually, better things are prepared for you! Soon you'll look back and think "damn, it was difficult but I did it."
i love the details of the crash, how it is so genuine, rather than fake stuff where the driver just drives straight into another car like some video game character
I've had this scenario in my head for so many years. I've been telling myself for so many years that one day I'll end up the same way. Never let up on the accelerator pedal and see where it takes me.. It's been 8 years now that the difficulties have been piling up. Sometimes it's better but at other times it's almost unbearable and the worst part of all this is that I can't even cry. As if I'm crying inside but nothing comes out so everything hurts me inside.. I understand the emotion of this video so well, thank you for this very well done work and for "sharing emotion"
In know that feeling. It’s now 2 after she broke up. I know her for 11 years. I met her when I was nearly 17, she was 21, through a motorcycle ride together with my friends. Her bf at the time was new in the group. We instantly became best friends. After a while I met my ex-gf. It was a toxic relationship with emotional abuse from the side of my ex. I had a pretty severe motorcycle accident at an intersection. She was there for me when my ex wasn’t. The first sentence my ex dropped, when she visited me in the hospital, was: „now, we can’t ride your motorcycle anymore.“ she was there when my ex made a scene at a public area. I called her. She came immediately to pick me up because I was desperate. My ex came back and chose my ex. That was the last contact I had with her for 1,5 years because she distanced herself from me. Meanwhile I broke up with my ex. She wrote me a WhatsApp message really late one night because she was out partying with her friends. I was still awake. We saw each other more and more again. She broke up with her ex and moved in with me, my brother, my mom and my step dad. My step dad had a brain tumor which couldn’t be treated anymore. She was there for me when my step dad moved into a hospice because he was more of a dad than my father was and will ever be. The last time I saw him was 2 days before he passed away. I had her with me. He was just laying there and wasn’t really himself anymore because of the tumor. It crushed my soul. What crushed my soul even more was what she said afterwards what she whispered in his ear. She said: „you can go. It’s ok. I will be always there for him and take care.“ it’s always in my mind when I think of him. The second thing that pops up in my head like it’s branded into my brain. After he died we became a couple at my birthday. There is so much my step dad missed, like my graduation from high school and my graduation as an engineer from university. There is so much I would love to tell him about. And I fucked up the relationship. We were together for 7 years. The only thing I can think about is that I miss her and my step dad and the silence during my motorcycle accident when I blacked out for a second. She always asked if I wasn’t scared to drive through that intersection or if I haven’t ptsd or something. I’m not scared. I wonder how it is to be dead but I never feared it. Now I wonder if it wouldn’t be better when i didn’t survived the accident. What her life would be like. If I could Safe her from the pain I brought her. I have the same thoughts.
@@ed3i191 I understand your feelings. Unfortunately, many of us are in this situation. After everything you told me, it hurt me for you because it is a feeling that is rooted in you and that will take a long time to go away. At least the pain. It's been 6 years since I broke up with my first girlfriend. I had others after her but I could never feel what she made me feel. This girl was like the sunset on a beach. Radiant, warm, soothing and above all so beautiful that I could lose my sight. I miss her every day, I still love her... She was there for me when my father insulted me, hit me, rejected me. She is the best girl I have ever met and she still keeps this place in my heart because I can't get it out. It was very difficult when my father beat me, insulted me or forced me to work for him without earning anything for it. He has always been violent because of alcohol, he tried to kill each member of my family including me 1 by 1 on several occasions but there was always someone or a circumstance that spared us and this for more than 16 years. We must have a damn lucky star for us to still be alive today. Maybe it's a sign that tells us to stay alive and continue to live despite the difficult trials we have been through. I also lost my grandmother a little over a year ago. I suffered enormous relentlessness during the year 2023 because of my former colleagues who took me for the guy who did everything and who we could always yell at because he never opened his mouth. Now it's starting to get a little better but I still have these moments when my heart hurts and he cries from the inside without being able to express himself as if he were a prisoner of himself. I really wish you the best possible and that you get out of all this pain. I send you a maximum of energy so that you can feel better and live again with a sincere smile on your lips and not live with tears of incessant souls. I don't know why it's always the kind ones who suffer the most. I just want to live happily and with as much calm as possible...
i wish i had some one in my life who would check on me every now and then... but i don't. im alone...no one cares...i'm a nobody... (this is how i feel most of the time in my life but yet i'm still young)
Bro that last 2 minutes just hits hard man like real fucking hard, my old school do a 24hr row for people just like this that struggle with this kind of stuff and we raised more than $20,000 dollars this year! Man that message needs to be spread around.
i feel like this is why i love cars, because listening to an engine revving and hearing the satisfying noise of a good shift while accelerating at 200 mph, and not worrying about all those burdens you experience in the real world. not worrying about how i will pay bills when i'm older, or what i did in the past, just living in the moment, just this gear shift, just this turn, that is why i love racing
As a man, I've conditioned myself to never expect to receive a call or voicemail like this. I just have to cope, learn to deal with not being okay and how to become okay by myself because at the end of it all you're only as good as what you can do for others.
I once was giving my old 91 dodge ram all it had. Not whole lot…. But when it’s on a winding one lane back road through the trees… 4 speed manual in top gear doing 90, with the engine wound as high as it can… roaring, absolutely roaring… my grandfather had just died… and I had no one… he gave me that truck before I got my permit. Taught me to drive manual… it roared, and for the first time in ages I roared with it.
I’m flying down the highway, foot pressed hard against the gas pedal, feeling the full force of the engine as it roars beneath me. The world outside blurs, lights and shapes streaking past as if I’m tearing through time itself. My hands grip the wheel tightly, though it almost feels automatic, like I’m watching myself from somewhere far away. Every turn, every shift is second nature, but tonight there’s nothing comforting about it. It’s just me, the hum of the road, and a weight in my chest I can’t seem to shake. Sad music fills the car, wrapping around me like a shroud, each note sinking deep, amplifying the ache that’s already gnawing at me. And then, her voice. I can hear her voice, woven into the lyrics, as clear as if she were sitting right beside me. Her laughter, the things she used to say, all the moments we had-they flood my mind, relentless, each memory sharper than the last. It’s like she’s here, haunting me, a presence that feels both comforting and painful. The weight in my chest grows heavier. I can feel it in my stomach, like a stone that’s pulling me down even as I push the car faster, faster, as if somehow, speed could make me feel less. But I know it won’t. This isn’t about escape; it’s about drowning. I’m not trying to outrun anything. I’m surrendering. The curve ahead looms closer, but I don’t brake. I don’t even try to steer. In these final moments, everything slows. The engine’s roar fades, her voice quiets, and for one brief instant, there’s peace-a stillness that feels almost like relief. And then, everything shatters.
...Fck. This is incredibly on point. It perfectly encapsules the feeling of going fast, the emotion and reason behind doing something like this... and the tragic consequences it will inevitably bring. Pure art, man. Pure art. 11/10
This... was what i needed after a difficult day at work. Thank you. I felt the emotions on so many levels. I often go and drive in assetto when i have deep thoughts. It helps, just to get the thoughts away, to relax. This video... i can relate to it a lot.
This edit makes me feel deep comfort, that moment when you feel as if your floating and the car is just moving through time with you and its just you and the open road
That ending gave me goosebumps.... Whenever I get on my bike and take a spirited ride, music playing and feeling the rush of adrenaline with every pop and bang. I always wonder if it'll be my last ride
"There's a point at 7,000 RPM... where everything fades. The machine becomes weightless. Just disappears. And all that's left is a body moving through space and time. 7,000 RPM. That's where you meet it. You feel it coming. It creeps up on you, close in your ear. Asks you a question. The only question that matters. Who are you?"
Really well done, the sounds of gear shifts, the engine, the music playing in the background-something hit me, and I even got emotional. Absolutely amazing. 10/10.
Someone has gotta put a scene like this in an actual movie. I always think these edits are so cool and they really hit home for me sometimes so seeing something like this with the context of a whole movie I think would be sick
This just hits different..... Just when it felt like no one else understood. The juxtapositions & the entire atmosphere is almost chilling, with its ability to invoke emotions. Regardless of who we are or what our struggles are, our differences or incompatibilities.... the one thing, above all that connects us, is cars & the freedom they bring us.......
Isso foi simplesmente incrível. É quase exatamente igual aqueles cenários que criamos na cabeça quanto não estamos bem. Dá para sentir aquela sensação mesmo que meu consciente ainda não tenha entendido até eu puxar na memória. Por favor, continue
That’s why you should either never drive alone, or never let your man drive when feeling down either after an argument or when he feels sad, us man or “boys” need attention to, if we dont get what we deserve, we’ll take it by ourselves
Случайно наткнулся. Прекрасная работа! Рёв мотора - он говорит за нас. Мы не отпускаем газ только лишь потому, что нам хочется в немом крике сказать "Больно! Нам больно!". Только лишь железный конь может сказать за нас... тот миг: педаль газа в пол, тахометр показывает красную зону оборотов, скорость за 100 миль в час.... сцепление, переключение.... - газ в пол, рёв нашей души! И этот атмо не собирается молчать, он будет рычать в надежде, что нас хоть кто-то услышит.... лишь бы выиграть в эту битву с самим собой, пока смерть не нагонит нас... P. S. Пробило моё сердце потому, что очень люблю моторы Honda с их мотоциклетным звуком. Владею машиной Honda Accord 7 EuroR (кузов CL7), до этого был Honda Accord 6/Torneo EuroR (кузов CL1).
I love spoken word poetry. Especially these, the ones by Skye Love. Some of my favorites are: "The Voicemail." "I'm nothing special." "What happened to us?.." And, last but not least, "I wanted You.." For anyone going through those tough times, keep going. It's worth it, it may be hard, but you WILL get through this. Do NOT let those voices, those people, those non-believers win. Let the people like me win. The believers. The ones that believe in YOU to make it. Prove all those other people WRONG, prove us RIGHT. Prove to us you're strong. Take breaks from the media, hang out with friends, if you don't have any, find the good people and befriend them. Enjoy the small things, like watching sunsets and sunrises, walk through the rain, have a surprise party, play pranks on the people you care about, have a snowball fight, and so much more. There's so much to life that you'll be missing out on if you let those bad people win. Take care, fam. Hoping you have a wonderful morning, evening, afternoon, and night.
Sometimes, like these times, at night, I drive home from meeting with friends or something similar and I try to top out, I don’t have that fast of a car but the feeling is incredible. It only goes 175kph (109mph) but to then see everything else just stand still is amazing. I love the feeling and it is quite addictive. I have a friend now as well who genuinely cares that I drive this fast and every time she asks me to send her a message for when I arrive home, I really appreciate that. But what I want to say with this, is that everything will become better eventually, you HAVE to persevere. You may not want to do it for yourself, but you always, ALWAYS have got to find something or someone to fight for. And that thing or person can and will change your life for the better. I promise! Love you all! ❤
I'm not ok, I was never okay. Every smile felt like lifting something impossible to lift, as if I was successful to even smile, or chuckle a little, it was all fake inside. Backstabbed, betrayed, left, and dumped by close friends, I have no hope. Grandpa passed away, arguing parents, bullies, etc. I cried so much tears that it ran out, I couldn't even cry anymore. Depression hit me like a train. What a cruel world. Care for other people, you may not know if they'll harm theirselves, or, something way worse.
Схожая история. В 2017 умер мой дедушка. Тогда же я жил не в своем городе, а в небольшом городке ради начала карьеры. Вернувшись, я осознал, что люди, которых я считал друзьями, будто исчезли. У тебя все будет хорошо, я надеюсь. Будь сильной
Some day if things don't go out the way I planned. I wanna go out speeding down the highway listening to my favorite songs while drinking for my last moments.
honestly that ending hit really deep. trying to escape reality, or distracting yourself from sorrow, and so youre not thinking straight which might aswell lead to your final downfall
Yep. For it's how I lost a few friends in the car community. This video is surreal and well done where I have to share this now. May even upload it on TikTok to raise awareness in hopes women and girls start caring about our fellow male peers battling demons.
when i first started riding i told everyone that it was because it was cheaper, and more cost effective. I got my first bike in 2023, rode it every day for a few months thinking i was gonna save some more money and buy a car. Eventually I got addicted, I found freedom that I'd been longing for my entire life, all by the grace of two wheels and the road. I continued riding night and day, through storms, hurricanes, winter, below freezing, all of it. Eventually It got to the point where when I was riding I wasn't living, nothing had meaning, I was simply living to get to experience another moment of riding on the road with the wind screaming in my ears and my bike screaming in my head. I realized I had a problem, yet I overlooked it for the sake of my "mental wellbeing". Then the worst thing I'd done happened, I started twisting the throttle, started to ride faster, rev my engine higher in higher rpms I'd not done prior. I got bored. I lost the feeling of freedom being constricted to only 90mph on this 500cc cruiser. So I sold it in search of more power, after trading a few bikes and gaining a more riding experience I found my self with a larger bike, Over this time the straight lines of the conventional highways grew dim and lost its music, so I began to ride the mountains, the sharp corners, the intense change in elevation that would make anyone's stomach sink. I got worse. I only had the urge to get faster, get more freedom, lose more pain. On Aug I took a trip to the mountains, only to seek more thrilling rides and adventure. I rode alone. I rode hard. I rode fast. I messed up. Now I'm reaping time waiting for my body to recover with irreversible damage, scars that will never heal, and nerves that might never feal. My mind getting worse as I recall every moment leading up to the crash, crying, screaming, wishing it hadn't happened. People keep telling me I'm lucky to be alive, but to me I died on the side of the road when I left my saddle unable to walk. Now I wait in recovery pushing myself beyond what I though was once possible. All to continue this curse I've brought upon my soul
Man this hits. At my lowest point the only pleasure I found was sending it 200kph+ on the highway, I was ready for the inevitable yet in the end I ended up totaling my car going only 40kph in the rain not the highway. To be rediculed, to lose my car and the stress after
Most people of a certain age have had "that" drive, the one you had to scare yourself into believing this life was worth fighting to stay in, even if you have to meet the edge to admit it😢😢
it's the microseconds of silence during shifts that more neurons fire than you can perceive, memories and fear and love and anger and joy and sorrow and HER and a stream of unlimited charged consciousness-- brutally cut short as the clutch reengages, the scream of 110hp/liter through glowing headers demanding your attention once more, pulling you back to reality for a little while longer as the machine charges toward the edge of its ability-- the precious last 200 rpm, the apex of its being-- and must gasp for air once more. And again.
man and machine pushed to their limits together, on different planes of reality, all at once. jinba ittai, the synergy of the horse and the rider.
Channel and amplify my emotions. Show me the truth, RE-71R. Take me there, wherever 'there' is. One more millisecond, one more inch, one more MPH. Harder.
The machine spirit lives.
You said literally everything I tried to say with this video. Thanks for understanding me man!🤍
@@owenlee4585 I don't think you were talking about her, but jinba ittai and 110hp/liter makes me think of a very dear to me, 220hp Mazda mx5 ND2 2.0L 😆
Beautiful words man ❤️ We've all lived our very best and worst moments while riding that horse...
In simple terms. They are more then just rubber and glass.
Bro this sound like racing lagoon loading screens
You spoke what's deeply buried in our hearts , I salute you brother.
that seventh gear at the start spoke for itself
nothing better than changing gears and the sound of the engine screaming
@@ThorinZen yeah but braking and double upshifting plus racing with the engine at 3000 rpm is ilegal
@@aleksandarpantic8450 what is the 3k rpm rule?
@@aleksandarpantic8450 you missed the point of that seventh gear, and of Alessandro's comment
@@miner4236 i dont get it too
when i cant scream, my car's engine will do it for me
That's why we run bro
So true
Damn...
90mph in 4th gear screaming down a back road. thats not an uncommon sight for me lol.
On BRO!
litterally better than 200% of the anti depression ads on TV. This isnt a video. This is a work of art, with a meaning deep within.
There's no money in that
Bro, I clicked for an Assetto Corsa vid, not a whole cinematic movie! *DAMN!*
kkkkkkkkkkk thanks bro
@@ThorinZen"kkkkk" brasil?
@@joaobr8597 cara minha reação mano.
Bro this felt like cinematic masterpiece of accurrately representing the emotions some people go through
Yes, the feeling of wanting to scream and not being able to is something horrible...so I put it all in a video!
the cut from crashing into the mustang was something that definitely caught my emotions. this video was like a cinematic movie. we all might have a time where we wont be able to express how we are feeling, but our cars will understand that pain, like it is apart of us.
Meanwhile, I, who don't know how to express my feelings and don't have a car either.
@@AnekoF90 I struggle with that same problem, I just use video games to help me out
I don’t feel okay that much, but this video explains my feelings in a way that I feel. And I just wish I could do something about the issues that I can’t control.
@@smol_sinon I can't even use games.
I don't have a car, but I have a glock. I wonder how it will feel.
I’m a volunteer firefighter. Last week I had a call from someone doing exactly this. They didn’t make it out, I had to watch. Please be safe out there bros.
And pray for me, I do the same.
had us in the first half ngl
My eldest dog passed away today due to heart failure. He was 15 years old.
I cried. A lot. I didn't know what to do, or rather, what I could do.
About an hour ago, I had my motorcycle set up with the keys in the ignition and the engine running.
I looked at my helmet and realized something. I wasn't ok. I wasn't ok at all.
I wasn't going for a ride to distract myself, I was trying to run away from my emotions.
I put my helmet down, turned my bike off, and wheeled it back into the yard.
It's ok to not be ok.
But running from the pain, can sometimes get you hurt even more.
Thanks for this video.
I'll be ok.
You did the right thing, and I'm glad you're still here today, you actually get it. F1 legend, Niki Lauda went through something similar X )👍🏼🌄...
don’t run away from your emotions. feel them first, accept them, let go, THEN let the breeze hug you when you ride. your dog would want to watch you from above for a while. this week is too soon.
Look man two dogs in three months I understand your reasons but I know with pets that your their forever not the other way around and that’s ok man. I just really accepted the fact that they both passed and not so much moved on but moved with them in my soul to forever be remembered and loved in fact I tear up to cry while writing this I have thought of committing but in the end it’s not worth the heartache your family will endure living or not they both will suffer one for destroying namesake and other for leaving them just always remember where you come from and keep charging forward like the raging bull we all wish to be like.
Fully feel you, lost my best friend of 12 years a few months ago, did the same thing you did, it hurts a shit ton, and 6 months later, it still does, but we gotta keep living for them.
i really hope you the best kino. i hope you can found that help that you need and hope you dont have to deal with it alone. i wish you the best, stranger.
There's a point at 7,000 RPM... where everything fades. The machine becomes weightless. Just disappears. And all that's left is a body moving through space and time. 7,000 RPM. That's where you meet it. You feel it coming. It creeps up on you, close in your ear. Asks you a question. The only question that matters. Who are you?
I’m nobody but I’m also everybody. Someone yet no one can see me, alone but always with someone. I’m the pinnacle of existence in my heart and yet the black hole of this world in my head. The question who am I remains because who am I really? Am I who I say I am? Who I seem myself as? Or am I who everyone else sees? Who’s the real me? Is there a real me?
Im not a street racer, Im a ghost. I'm not alive because, I've already accepted death... I don't race to be first place, I race to find my final resting place.
Carol Shelby, at 7,000 RPM, you are free
Oh my@@hamiltonsullivan6563
Dumbest shit I've heard for a while.
Literally nothing special about 7k RPM.
How to get comfortable driving really fast (step by step guide)
1) know the road
2) learn your car
3) hate yourself
4) remember what they did to you
5) remember how they made you feel
6) remember how quickly they moved on
if you let your emotion control you, the ditch is where you'll belong...
@@este_marco its a joke bro
@@paperplanet1128 sorry i didn't find the funne
7) get Shingo’d
7) Remember that suicide is never the answer, it only passes on the pain. Talk to someone you trust, it could be anyone, just don’t hurt yourself. Please. 🙏
Despite being mechanical, there's something primal behind the sounds of an engine.
From that first time with your first car that you floor it and hear- feel, even- the engine really open up. That playful press against your seat as that swelling growl from ahead pushes you forward... Without a single word there's an emotional connection forged between you and your car in that moment.
Maybe you were in a bad state of mind, and you felt you had to go somewhere, anywhere, just run. Maybe you were in a good one, and you just wanted to have a little bit of fun. It doesn't matter to your car. The rev range is a language up to you to interpret, whether it's a hum of comfort, a howl of joy, or a scream of rage or agony or sorrow.
The only shortcoming between the relationship of a craftsman and his tools are the blind obedience of the tools. The car doesn't know when you're at your limit, and it'll follow your every command for better or for worse until the very end.
The need to express is human, but you have to take care of and look after yourself. You can take care of a car, but there's only so much it can do to take care of you.
Take time to sit still. Sort through your thoughts. Don't let emotion push you around and come to terms with yourself. Reach out to someone- anyone- that you're comfortable with.
As much as you and I hate it, we can't solve personal problems with revolutions per minute or miles per hour. That part is up to us.
UNDERRATED COMMENT OMG
Yes, I've thought about this myself; I think it's because it's the ultimate harnessing of the power of fire.
This is why the ultimate car will never be electric.
fuck this is beautiful
1:32 that was deep man…
HOW was that deep man ?
ofc he crashed into a mustang 💀
@@razeik5.088 6ft deep underground.
Damn the emotion really hit
It's literally the pain I feel that I tried to show people, this video has more of my feelings than any other video I've ever made
@@ThorinZen F
We used to call these suicide runs. No lift shifts and full send. I’m 33 and still have to go on my occasional run. It’s a fix that’s for sure.
It's a solution for sure....but not the only one
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Just so you know if you give up on yourself that doesn’t mean others will give up on you :)...(And also! I am SUPER proud of you, just keep going, okay?
i did save 1 once still proud of it
Thanks for saving 'someone's' life
*LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER*
lies
I am proud of you too, tysm for your words, :')
I don't know man, the feeling is complicated
everything hurts brother, but we can handle it
160 into a white mustang…I’ll never forget that feeling of a focus like I’ve never experienced before. Seeing everything flash before my eyes and holding onto the steering wheel with a strength I didn’t know I had. The instantaneous regret and realization, so many emotions all at once I could do nothing but place every ounce of energy I had into making that gap. I didn’t make it. As I can’t control other drivers.
How no one got hurt is a miracle, I could’ve killed myself, or worse, others. This video made those flashbacks a little too real again. But thank you, it’s a work of art and a great reminder of the lessons I learned that night. I mustn’t ever forget them. Please drive safe everyone. There’s so much more life ahead of us to experience.
Allegedly ;)
I'm in my early 20's and I finally am feeling some sun through the clouds again
I tried to save my mom and my dad from the belly of the beast, and all I did was take who I am. Who I know I am and forced him to hide away.
I was with my friends last night talking to them, and my laugh's didn't feel so fake.
My smiles weren't as forced as they once had been.
It is so nice to get that feeling back. I hope it continues to get better.
u deserve it King
1:05 that downshift's sending shivers down my spine.
0:11 no I just need to drive away I just need someone to love a real person and I just want to go back and relive my answer over and I want to go back to my own girlfriend who is my best friends.
I'm here for you man
I felt the driver’s anger/fear/sorrow the moment her voice came through, which could only be perceived through the rising screams of the engine.
I wish a car with that kind of engine roar didn’t cost as much as a house
Well there is actually a few tbh, but if like Hi revs? Honda Civic for example. The old generations with the B series or the K series Naturally Aspirated engine get the Vtec Kick in and you'll know what I meant, not the current Turbo charged version of it. I've driven on in real life, B16A with 5 speed manual old school EG sedan body... when it hits 4k RPM above to 9k, I really felt alive. I mean sure there's many cars out there could outrun you but the feeling of it the sound of it, it's really different and unique for an inline 4 engine.
a good exhaust system can do wonders
Get a bike
m5 v10
@@este_marco hohohoooo that's an eargasm anytime!
"are you okay?"
*V12 INTENSIFIES*
Was that not a V10
@@youssafsu2307 yes it's a v10; huracan performante
This is the best trailer for Assetto Corsa - it's the only thing left for those who miss real racing, until it all ends in a crash.
“I live my life a quarter mile at a time” - some wise character
Dominic Toretto
I was practically beggging "please dont crash" at the end there...man you really know how to reach my soul.
gj man...
really thank you very much
I can feel the emotions that has been put to make this video
thanks for understanding bro🤍
Sometimes i feel like doing this going 100 mph on the freeway since no one really asks me if im really ok...
Are you okay? If you're not... That's fine, just know you'll get through this, keep going, you matter.
My dear, if you're not feeling comfortable with yourself, and you're not able to think straight... before picking up your car, send me a message on this server and I'll leave it below
My name is Thorin Malak, I'm looking for you
We can talk, nothing better than someone to share the pain and think better about what should be done
discord.gg/4pMudaBd66
@@ThorinZen Thank you so much man.
Honestly it’s the only thing that keeps me alive is my late night drives at this point.
@@themaskedmusician4846 same
No words, this was so well done
thank you very much man🤍
Great editing man, shits awsome
thanks bro
I've genuinely never had anyone ask me this and truly dig beyond the surface "I'm ok"
Its why we run, boys. Its why we run.
I have never experienced something hit harder than this video, like damn…
It deserves a lot more views. But not everyone will be able to accept it
Thank you bro, you help me a lot by saying this🔥✌🏼
I love racing programs like this.
I personally don't call them games cuz games let me have fun. Racing programs let me forget everything safely, get a feeling of numbness in my mind, remember how "normal" is.
To quote that one comment from 5 days ago "when I can't scream, my engine will do it for me" literally did it just a week ago... thank fuck I didn't crash, car's still fine, I'm physically fine but yeah, it was another attempt of mine... No one I mean no one in my family asks if I'm okay, not even my friends, or someone like in the video to leave a voice mail like that ever... I've done a hundred but then it hit me so I brake and stopped by the side of the road with my hazard on that I'll still try to enjoy just by myself for now without anyone...
dude, i cant offer you any confort, but i hope you have peace of mind, its the only thing i can do, yet, its seems like nothing
I did way over 120mph on my driftcar and when the engine was limiting at 6000rpm on 5th gear, I just closed my eyes... Everything was finally peaceful for a couple seconds.
When I opened my eyes, my car was heading towards a jersey barrier and I pulled it towards the lane again...
I'm fine, car is fine and didn't fell apart... I'm still trying to live without her by my side, but I guess this pain will last forever...
I can't sleep without crying... I wake up everyday looking for a way to fix myself so I can carry on with life, cause I'm too tired of this pain.
Even tho my mom and some friends thinks that I'm okay, I'm not, I'm really not....
hey are you okay?
Hey are you ok this month?
I feel you mate. Reading your comment was like watching me in 3rd person.
I'm sure everything will be ok, we just need more time. And yeah, we should let our engine scream, but we must drive safe. For us and for the rest on the road.
0:51 I am painfully awaiting this moment, just keep swimming bros.
My friend die today due to a motorcycle accident just remember a lot people love you. Drive safe (rest and peace M.L 10.08.2024)🕊
god bless your friend men ❤
@@louis-ny4jn Thank you men ❤
bro this was the most emotional edit about cars I´ve ever seen in my life. The song, the feelings, everything´s just perfect, good job bro
absolute cinema
ksksk tmj
Honestly it’s the only thing that keeps me alive is my late night drives at this point. And the tiny bit of emotion I have left from this is fading fast idk how much longer I can last like this
i havent been able to cry in so long and ive been going through a lot in my head. i rewatched this video many times and cried...
Stay calm friend, all this will pass eventually, better things are prepared for you! Soon you'll look back and think "damn, it was difficult but I did it."
bro, this video carries a lot of pain. I understand you..
That was actually really good, im impressed
thanks bro
i love the details of the crash, how it is so genuine, rather than fake stuff where the driver just drives straight into another car like some video game character
This has more meaning and is way better to me than a lot of what people label "cinematic masterpieces", this is insane quality and i love it
Thank you so much man
@@ThorinZen it's honestly crazy to me how this doesn't blow up but there's a skibidi toilet movie, the yt algorithm is weird
this made me cry I've been having a real bad year. Losing my job, my girl, my dignity, my friends and now my privacy. Lord have mercy on me a sinner.
TH-cam trying to tell me something recently
Maybe it's to make you better bro
I've had this scenario in my head for so many years. I've been telling myself for so many years that one day I'll end up the same way. Never let up on the accelerator pedal and see where it takes me..
It's been 8 years now that the difficulties have been piling up. Sometimes it's better but at other times it's almost unbearable and the worst part of all this is that I can't even cry. As if I'm crying inside but nothing comes out so everything hurts me inside.. I understand the emotion of this video so well, thank you for this very well done work and for "sharing emotion"
In know that feeling. It’s now 2 after she broke up. I know her for 11 years. I met her when I was nearly 17, she was 21, through a motorcycle ride together with my friends. Her bf at the time was new in the group. We instantly became best friends. After a while I met my ex-gf. It was a toxic relationship with emotional abuse from the side of my ex. I had a pretty severe motorcycle accident at an intersection. She was there for me when my ex wasn’t. The first sentence my ex dropped, when she visited me in the hospital, was: „now, we can’t ride your motorcycle anymore.“ she was there when my ex made a scene at a public area. I called her. She came immediately to pick me up because I was desperate. My ex came back and chose my ex. That was the last contact I had with her for 1,5 years because she distanced herself from me. Meanwhile I broke up with my ex. She wrote me a WhatsApp message really late one night because she was out partying with her friends. I was still awake. We saw each other more and more again. She broke up with her ex and moved in with me, my brother, my mom and my step dad. My step dad had a brain tumor which couldn’t be treated anymore. She was there for me when my step dad moved into a hospice because he was more of a dad than my father was and will ever be. The last time I saw him was 2 days before he passed away. I had her with me. He was just laying there and wasn’t really himself anymore because of the tumor. It crushed my soul. What crushed my soul even more was what she said afterwards what she whispered in his ear. She said: „you can go. It’s ok. I will be always there for him and take care.“ it’s always in my mind when I think of him. The second thing that pops up in my head like it’s branded into my brain. After he died we became a couple at my birthday. There is so much my step dad missed, like my graduation from high school and my graduation as an engineer from university. There is so much I would love to tell him about. And I fucked up the relationship. We were together for 7 years. The only thing I can think about is that I miss her and my step dad and the silence during my motorcycle accident when I blacked out for a second. She always asked if I wasn’t scared to drive through that intersection or if I haven’t ptsd or something. I’m not scared. I wonder how it is to be dead but I never feared it. Now I wonder if it wouldn’t be better when i didn’t survived the accident. What her life would be like. If I could Safe her from the pain I brought her. I have the same thoughts.
@@ed3i191 I understand your feelings. Unfortunately, many of us are in this situation. After everything you told me, it hurt me for you because it is a feeling that is rooted in you and that will take a long time to go away. At least the pain. It's been 6 years since I broke up with my first girlfriend. I had others after her but I could never feel what she made me feel. This girl was like the sunset on a beach. Radiant, warm, soothing and above all so beautiful that I could lose my sight. I miss her every day, I still love her... She was there for me when my father insulted me, hit me, rejected me. She is the best girl I have ever met and she still keeps this place in my heart because I can't get it out. It was very difficult when my father beat me, insulted me or forced me to work for him without earning anything for it. He has always been violent because of alcohol, he tried to kill each member of my family including me 1 by 1 on several occasions but there was always someone or a circumstance that spared us and this for more than 16 years. We must have a damn lucky star for us to still be alive today. Maybe it's a sign that tells us to stay alive and continue to live despite the difficult trials we have been through. I also lost my grandmother a little over a year ago. I suffered enormous relentlessness during the year 2023 because of my former colleagues who took me for the guy who did everything and who we could always yell at because he never opened his mouth. Now it's starting to get a little better but I still have these moments when my heart hurts and he cries from the inside without being able to express himself as if he were a prisoner of himself. I really wish you the best possible and that you get out of all this pain. I send you a maximum of energy so that you can feel better and live again with a sincere smile on your lips and not live with tears of incessant souls. I don't know why it's always the kind ones who suffer the most. I just want to live happily and with as much calm as possible...
i wish i had some one in my life who would check on me every now and then... but i don't. im alone...no one cares...i'm a nobody...
(this is how i feel most of the time in my life but yet i'm still young)
The sad part is i can relate to this entire video thats only 2 mins long with my entire 27 years on the planet.😢
Plan A: Beautiful Wife and Children
Plan B: 200km/h against a tree
Either way, it's gonna be fine.
exactly
Same
same
Bro that last 2 minutes just hits hard man like real fucking hard, my old school do a 24hr row for people just like this that struggle with this kind of stuff and we raised more than $20,000 dollars this year! Man that message needs to be spread around.
i feel like this is why i love cars, because listening to an engine revving and hearing the satisfying noise of a good shift while accelerating at 200 mph, and not worrying about all those burdens you experience in the real world. not worrying about how i will pay bills when i'm older, or what i did in the past, just living in the moment, just this gear shift, just this turn, that is why i love racing
As a man, I've conditioned myself to never expect to receive a call or voicemail like this. I just have to cope, learn to deal with not being okay and how to become okay by myself because at the end of it all you're only as good as what you can do for others.
I once was giving my old 91 dodge ram all it had. Not whole lot…. But when it’s on a winding one lane back road through the trees… 4 speed manual in top gear doing 90, with the engine wound as high as it can… roaring, absolutely roaring… my grandfather had just died… and I had no one… he gave me that truck before I got my permit. Taught me to drive manual… it roared, and for the first time in ages I roared with it.
I’m flying down the highway, foot pressed hard against the gas pedal, feeling the full force of the engine as it roars beneath me. The world outside blurs, lights and shapes streaking past as if I’m tearing through time itself. My hands grip the wheel tightly, though it almost feels automatic, like I’m watching myself from somewhere far away. Every turn, every shift is second nature, but tonight there’s nothing comforting about it. It’s just me, the hum of the road, and a weight in my chest I can’t seem to shake.
Sad music fills the car, wrapping around me like a shroud, each note sinking deep, amplifying the ache that’s already gnawing at me. And then, her voice. I can hear her voice, woven into the lyrics, as clear as if she were sitting right beside me. Her laughter, the things she used to say, all the moments we had-they flood my mind, relentless, each memory sharper than the last. It’s like she’s here, haunting me, a presence that feels both comforting and painful.
The weight in my chest grows heavier. I can feel it in my stomach, like a stone that’s pulling me down even as I push the car faster, faster, as if somehow, speed could make me feel less. But I know it won’t. This isn’t about escape; it’s about drowning. I’m not trying to outrun anything. I’m surrendering.
The curve ahead looms closer, but I don’t brake. I don’t even try to steer. In these final moments, everything slows. The engine’s roar fades, her voice quiets, and for one brief instant, there’s peace-a stillness that feels almost like relief. And then, everything shatters.
...Fck.
This is incredibly on point. It perfectly encapsules the feeling of going fast, the emotion and reason behind doing something like this... and the tragic consequences it will inevitably bring. Pure art, man. Pure art. 11/10
"I didn't join a band so i could talk about my feelings. I joined a band so i could hit my feelings with sticks."
Brought a much needed grin to my face. Thank you
Man made the most amazing caring car video i have ever seen... amazing😭😭😭
thank you bro
@@ThorinZen no prob
This 0:26 clip is very well made theres not enough appreciation for it
This... was what i needed after a difficult day at work. Thank you. I felt the emotions on so many levels.
I often go and drive in assetto when i have deep thoughts. It helps, just to get the thoughts away, to relax. This video... i can relate to it a lot.
Thanks man, but I really hope you get better soon so this video doesn't end up becoming reality
This edit makes me feel deep comfort, that moment when you feel as if your floating and the car is just moving through time with you and its just you and the open road
this made me feel something, made me start thinking
Gonna leave this here so i never lose this gem
Damn. i feel it on my bones. Thank you Zen.
No bro, I thank you... your comment inspires me to make more videos like this, and motivates me to continue...
wow this is a master piece thanks for the video❤❤❤
pov:your best friend died and you were driving a car that reaches 350 km/h
:(
That ending gave me goosebumps....
Whenever I get on my bike and take a spirited ride, music playing and feeling the rush of adrenaline with every pop and bang. I always wonder if it'll be my last ride
"There's a point at 7,000 RPM... where everything fades. The machine becomes weightless. Just disappears. And all that's left is a body moving through space and time. 7,000 RPM. That's where you meet it. You feel it coming. It creeps up on you, close in your ear. Asks you a question. The only question that matters. Who are you?"
Good editing, very emotional
Really well done, the sounds of gear shifts, the engine, the music playing in the background-something hit me, and I even got emotional. Absolutely amazing. 10/10.
You know this just screams... Live, Laugh, Love
Sir, thanks for this. I'll drop a like to remind me to watch this video before getting in a car when I'm feeling down.
Drive carefully brother, you still have a lot to live for, enjoy it man! In the end everything gets better.
@@ThorinZen thanks mate. Lots of love ❤️
I can’t describe how I’ve been feeling the last while
This cinematic masterpiece is incredible
Someone has gotta put a scene like this in an actual movie. I always think these edits are so cool and they really hit home for me sometimes so seeing something like this with the context of a whole movie I think would be sick
This just hits different..... Just when it felt like no one else understood.
The juxtapositions & the entire atmosphere is almost chilling,
with its ability to invoke emotions.
Regardless of who we are or what our struggles are,
our differences or incompatibilities....
the one thing, above all that connects us, is cars & the freedom they bring us.......
Isso foi simplesmente incrível. É quase exatamente igual aqueles cenários que criamos na cabeça quanto não estamos bem. Dá para sentir aquela sensação mesmo que meu consciente ainda não tenha entendido até eu puxar na memória.
Por favor, continue
obrigado mano, vc entendeu bem o video! Eu realmente vou produzir mais como esse com certeza...
I've watched dozens of these edits and tbh, this one hits the hardest.
i have no words that could say more, i wish i could, but i love this.
This works so well together. Great video
That’s why you should either never drive alone, or never let your man drive when feeling down either after an argument or when he feels sad, us man or “boys” need attention to, if we dont get what we deserve, we’ll take it by ourselves
Damn Fire video G
This is why I want to start driving soon, The sound of a cars engine just reliefs all the stress
Случайно наткнулся. Прекрасная работа!
Рёв мотора - он говорит за нас. Мы не отпускаем газ только лишь потому, что нам хочется в немом крике сказать "Больно! Нам больно!".
Только лишь железный конь может сказать за нас... тот миг: педаль газа в пол, тахометр показывает красную зону оборотов, скорость за 100 миль в час.... сцепление, переключение.... - газ в пол, рёв нашей души! И этот атмо не собирается молчать, он будет рычать в надежде, что нас хоть кто-то услышит.... лишь бы выиграть в эту битву с самим собой, пока смерть не нагонит нас...
P. S. Пробило моё сердце потому, что очень люблю моторы Honda с их мотоциклетным звуком. Владею машиной Honda Accord 7 EuroR (кузов CL7), до этого был Honda Accord 6/Torneo EuroR (кузов CL1).
I love spoken word poetry. Especially these, the ones by Skye Love. Some of my favorites are:
"The Voicemail."
"I'm nothing special."
"What happened to us?.."
And, last but not least, "I wanted You.."
For anyone going through those tough times, keep going. It's worth it, it may be hard, but you WILL get through this. Do NOT let those voices, those people, those non-believers win.
Let the people like me win. The believers. The ones that believe in YOU to make it. Prove all those other people WRONG, prove us RIGHT. Prove to us you're strong.
Take breaks from the media, hang out with friends, if you don't have any, find the good people and befriend them. Enjoy the small things, like watching sunsets and sunrises, walk through the rain, have a surprise party, play pranks on the people you care about, have a snowball fight, and so much more.
There's so much to life that you'll be missing out on if you let those bad people win.
Take care, fam. Hoping you have a wonderful morning, evening, afternoon, and night.
One of the reasons i love cars. Thanks for the video.
Thanks for the comment friend, you help me want to make more videos like this
Senselessly endangering the lives of others and myself, never fails to put a smile on my face.
This is my "Just one of those nights" video, but way more angry and extremely higher production quality. Love it.
Rest in piece to my celica, is300 , a5 , and Genesis coupe those cars got to know me more then any human In the past 21 years
Sometimes, like these times, at night, I drive home from meeting with friends or something similar and I try to top out, I don’t have that fast of a car but the feeling is incredible. It only goes 175kph (109mph) but to then see everything else just stand still is amazing. I love the feeling and it is quite addictive. I have a friend now as well who genuinely cares that I drive this fast and every time she asks me to send her a message for when I arrive home, I really appreciate that.
But what I want to say with this, is that everything will become better eventually, you HAVE to persevere. You may not want to do it for yourself, but you always, ALWAYS have got to find something or someone to fight for. And that thing or person can and will change your life for the better. I promise! Love you all! ❤
I'm not ok, I was never okay. Every smile felt like lifting something impossible to lift, as if I was successful to even smile, or chuckle a little, it was all fake inside. Backstabbed, betrayed, left, and dumped by close friends, I have no hope. Grandpa passed away, arguing parents, bullies, etc. I cried so much tears that it ran out, I couldn't even cry anymore. Depression hit me like a train. What a cruel world.
Care for other people, you may not know if they'll harm theirselves, or, something way worse.
Схожая история. В 2017 умер мой дедушка. Тогда же я жил не в своем городе, а в небольшом городке ради начала карьеры. Вернувшись, я осознал, что люди, которых я считал друзьями, будто исчезли. У тебя все будет хорошо, я надеюсь. Будь сильной
Some day if things don't go out the way I planned. I wanna go out speeding down the highway listening to my favorite songs while drinking for my last moments.
honestly that ending hit really deep. trying to escape reality, or distracting yourself from sorrow, and so youre not thinking straight which might aswell lead to your final downfall
This made a real man cry
Yep. For it's how I lost a few friends in the car community. This video is surreal and well done where I have to share this now. May even upload it on TikTok to raise awareness in hopes women and girls start caring about our fellow male peers battling demons.
I will definitely upload the video on tiktok friend
that made me cry
when i first started riding i told everyone that it was because it was cheaper, and more cost effective. I got my first bike in 2023, rode it every day for a few months thinking i was gonna save some more money and buy a car. Eventually I got addicted, I found freedom that I'd been longing for my entire life, all by the grace of two wheels and the road. I continued riding night and day, through storms, hurricanes, winter, below freezing, all of it. Eventually It got to the point where when I was riding I wasn't living, nothing had meaning, I was simply living to get to experience another moment of riding on the road with the wind screaming in my ears and my bike screaming in my head. I realized I had a problem, yet I overlooked it for the sake of my "mental wellbeing". Then the worst thing I'd done happened, I started twisting the throttle, started to ride faster, rev my engine higher in higher rpms I'd not done prior. I got bored. I lost the feeling of freedom being constricted to only 90mph on this 500cc cruiser. So I sold it in search of more power, after trading a few bikes and gaining a more riding experience I found my self with a larger bike, Over this time the straight lines of the conventional highways grew dim and lost its music, so I began to ride the mountains, the sharp corners, the intense change in elevation that would make anyone's stomach sink. I got worse. I only had the urge to get faster, get more freedom, lose more pain. On Aug I took a trip to the mountains, only to seek more thrilling rides and adventure. I rode alone. I rode hard. I rode fast. I messed up. Now I'm reaping time waiting for my body to recover with irreversible damage, scars that will never heal, and nerves that might never feal. My mind getting worse as I recall every moment leading up to the crash, crying, screaming, wishing it hadn't happened. People keep telling me I'm lucky to be alive, but to me I died on the side of the road when I left my saddle unable to walk. Now I wait in recovery pushing myself beyond what I though was once possible. All to continue this curse I've brought upon my soul
Man this hits. At my lowest point the only pleasure I found was sending it 200kph+ on the highway, I was ready for the inevitable yet in the end I ended up totaling my car going only 40kph in the rain not the highway. To be rediculed, to lose my car and the stress after
Most people of a certain age have had "that" drive, the one you had to scare yourself into believing this life was worth fighting to stay in, even if you have to meet the edge to admit it😢😢
This should be like a beginning plot to an nfs movie
This hit hard and felt every second of this