There was a phenomenon called Samudra manthan, which is churning of the sea, the sea after the churning gives out poison and Amrit (an immortality potion) so the God and the demons both on the either side churn the sea to get Amrit, eventually God's get to have it and not the demons. But nobody wanted the poison. The poison is called Halaahal, potent of killing the Gods, Shiva swallowed it to save the world, it never went into his system, he has stored it in his throat, that's why Shiva is also called Nilakantha which literally means the one whose neck shines blue, because the poison was blue Nila (blue) Kantha (neck) 🙏
It feels good to hear a reader talk about not channeling an abusive person. I’m a past victim of domestic violence and I still hurt emotionally from it. Thank you. Love your readings! Pile 2. I miss this guy. We both messed up and I hope he heals his demons. He isn’t abusive. I’m still healing and it’s hard not talking to him daily and seeing his beautiful eyes. Have a blessed week!!!
I was a victim of domestic violence too, sending you love and continued healing. I hope things work out with the person you’re thinking of in this reading ❤️
Pile 4- as I poured a cup of tea for myself, while I was about to take my first sip.. you said: “I wish I could sit with you with a cup of tea.. and tell you everything will be okay” I felt you! Thank you! ♥️
Pile 2. Spirit has given me an extra lesson today by guiding me to this reading. The acceptance and processing from the space and separation are pretty much complete. The biggest lesson that your reading reminded me of is to just be unapologetically myself (as you are, rants, jokes and love) to just own it, step into my power and keep moving and learning. You have made me laugh SO much Eso. You’re brilliant ✌🏻❤❤❤
Omg Eso, Pile 3 here and I feel so called out. I've been waiting to hear from my person and thinking all sorts of things like I was wrong about this connection and I'm stupid for reaching out and embarrassed and pretty much all of things you mentioned I was feeling. To hear the other side of this situation, what he is going through, makes a lot of sense. Thank you so much, your readings are incredible!!
Pile 3 The name of my person is OM, and in hinduism we chant "om namah shivay" as a form of prayer to lord shiva. This is the most direct reading I could have ever came across about.
Pile 2 - I started grieving the loss of him 6-8 months before I walked away. He absolutely instigated the ending. It’s been a year. He keeps showing up in ALL my readings. I did see him across the street at Mardi Gras. He did look angry at me. Gave him what he wanted… he definitely has a petty streak and is self admittedly shallow… I don’t look at his social media. No clue what’s going on with him. Heart hurts but done is done… he did have a couple deaths in the family but that doesn’t excuse how he handled things with me. He may have done the initial act out of a reaction, but he turned around and started publicly dating multiple people. That was intentional. He’ll never apologize. Pride won’t let him.
pile 4 - “it’s not because of anything what you are it’s just because you are” HIT ME because just today I thought about how I feel about him in the same way. I’ve been watching your readings since end of 21/beginning of 22 (about the same person, sue me) and you’ve been right about every single thing. And every single reading I’ve watched has been a “mirroring connection” too haha😭
Pile two here 🥹 gosh, you're so accurate it's scary lol... broke up last year cause we want different things, I have a couple NON negotiables and he didnt want the same, so it all resonated to a T. you got me tearin' when you said "this reading found you to help with your own healing / it doesn't reflect my worth etc. Thank you beautiful soul for your magic. PS I ANGRY ABOUT BIG GUY COMPANIES DOING THE 💩 THEY DO TOO. ❤️
pile 3 thank you sm. also thank you for never changing your style or structure of the reading, or even the setup! its always so comforting to come back for a new upload ❤
Pile 4: Omg this resonated so hard, I have been on a rollercoaster for this for years because he's not a bad person and that is why his behaviour hurt even more. I had no compassion for him for a long time because I didn't think he cared. You were right that he puts me on a pedestal of light because what he doesn't take into account is that I had begun my learning journey before I met him so he never saw all the mistakes I made with people and things I had done because I didn't know any better. I wish he'd reach out, I'd tell him he did what he did because he's human, nobody is inevitably bad or good, they make a choice everyday. He knows better now so he'll do better now. I forgave him long ago and he needs to forgive himself now, his soul was doing the best it could with the knowledge that it had at the time. You can't grow if you permanently attach your identity to every mistake you've ever made and tell yourself that, that is the sum total of your existence
I picked two and four and both really resonated. 🤗 Pile 2️⃣ 🐢: Yes, it’s his fault we are not on good terms. He did take me for granted. I created no contact 7 months ago and I definitely had to stand up for myself and walk away. I still want him. Oy. I did already grieve this connection. I hope he hasn’t lost anyone to death, though. Pile 4️⃣ 🐳: You really called me out with thinking he has all he needs to come forward and I put false ideas in my head. These really helped. Even made me think one day I might reach out even though he made me feel rejected. But not yet, hoping he does it, as he should, someday. My ego and pride stop me from reaching out lol. We are probably mirroring, but if I did reach out, I would have to be okay with being actually rejected. And I’m not there yet. I do post a lot of music and some songs remind me of him. I’m not sure if he spies and notices, but for the first time ever he posted a link to a song and I’m not sure he’s playing my game back. The lyrics would fit us if he did miss me, but in the past people posted this oldie video link as a joke. I feel he wouldn’t be so late to that party as a joke, but are there such things as coincidences since it fits our situation?????? A reading by White Rose G said my soulmate would say this song to me as both serious and a joke and my mind was blown that reading… 😅 Thank you for the messages 🙏🏼🤍🙂
Pile 4. Everytime I listen to your readings I'm reminded of this man. Every time. I don't hate him and wish him all the best in this life. But I can never forgive or forget what he did. I've never been hurt by anyone the way he has hurt me, I have nightmares of him and trauma. He takes up more space in my head than he should. I DON'T think he's sorry, he's not evil but he's not a good person. Thank you for the reading, it definitely resonates.
Pile 1 - it was incredibly soothing to listen to what you said. Sometimes I feel it’s unreal how close your readings can be to what’s really happening. So grateful for your work and time. Sending lots of love ❤️
Eso, you never fail to blow my mind. You are legit the best reader I know of in existence. It's the weirdest thing, but I go to sleep listening to something else, and I wake up at random moments listening to you, and whatever I wake up listening to hits me so deeply. You truly are gifted. Thank you so much for being you and for doing what you do.
Pile 2: I’m sitting here coloring a paint by numbers of a sea turtle and I see this video I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years. This last year his FATHER was diagnosed with ALS it has changed him completely and I understand why. That is his rock and his parental figure. He has pushed me away and says he still loves me I did nothing wrong and I deserve someone to love me always. He’s doing it to hurt himself. He’s scared of love now because his dad is dying. He’s pushing everyone away and leaning on his dead best friends who he always says he wishes were more independent. He’s so lost and hurt and he won’t let me hold him or be there. I think he will come back around and see what we had I was harsh on him too because it’s no excuse to ghost someone you love because you are being immature but also I understand he’s scared to love because he sees those things get taken away but it’s not his fault
You’re the best tarot reader I found. Thank you for sharing your gifts! It’s mind-blowing how accurate it is every time I come back every 4 months or so
Chose pile 2 and as soon as you started talking about Nestle I was like “I chose the right pile” lol I literally listened to a podcast episode about how awful nestle is earlier today!! The rest of the reading also resonated so spot on 🥹 thank you! 💖
Pile 2&3 - Thank you for sharing this side of ESO, I loved every minute of it. You have a wonderful, entertaining personality & I appreciate you taking the time to do these readings!💕
Pile 4 here...I just have no words...okay maybe a few...you cry or almost cry when channeling our collectives energy, thanks for all the energtic love and hugs over the years on behalf of us all. At this point we have to believe the Narnia comparison because you have described his/her feelings or awe of us at least 3 or 4 times as this point. Its fine you can keep mentioning it! 😊 i think ive just exploded into phase 29 of awakening and holy sh*t mind is still amazed this love actually came along and is playing out as predicted?!?!?. Like some weird long episode of the simpsons...and honestly having the heads up has made it an easier transition through this spiritual labyrinth. I just idfk, this is crazy.
Pile 3: I’m a Hindu, from India. My person always reminds me of Shiva. Yes lord Shiva swallowed poison and goddess Kali was his wife’s avatar. They were twin flames.
Pile#3 thank youu. I've been watching readings from other channels lately and none of them resonates. I've started to doubt if the connection is still there cause it hasnt been showing up and I've started to doubt my intuition and that does the universe still has my back but the fact that you not only resonated everything just now and you even confirmed the fact why am I doubting this connection makes so much sense. Thank you thank you
Pile 4. Man. Earth makes love so hard. Trauma, dark forces etc has broken so many hearts and souls and prevented/torn apart so many unions. Apart from cutting off my NPD abusive mother, one of the hardest things I've had to do was to stand firm in my boundaries and letting him go. The love I have for him on a soul level transcends any pain I've been through in this life, and I will always be grateful for that brief opening in time where we got to connect even though we will likely never speak again.
eso, the giggle i let out from hearing your intro, you are such a blessing. thank you for being you. this was one of my highlights on this day of so much crying today (my eyes burn from that oh my gosh!)
Pile 1&4: Dear Madison, thank you for yet another beautiful beautiful reading. I’m really grateful for your existence in this world and that I’m able to find you to experience this awesomeness. Thank you❤
Pile 3. Thank you so much for the reading! I’ve tried other taro reader readings, but I always come back to you and Tyler’s Tarot because your personalities seem the truest to me. ❤ The most interesting thing is that whenever I come for a love reading, the pile I choose resonates with one specific person, this one too. And funny enough last night I saw him in a dream. Haven’t spoken to him since August 2022, and letting it all go.
Pile 3 is about me and OH MY GOSH at the start when u say the whole thing about how I loathe my own suffering, but I hate seeing others suffer so I have to do it is so so so accurate. Oh my god😘😘💖💖
Pile 2 - wow as soon as you started talking about life of the party, i narrowed it down to 2 people. Then some more details and i knew who it was. He ghosted me in person, which is the most bizarre thing I've ever experienced, with no arguments no explanation. I immediately went through the grieving process to get over it, and surprisngly I came out of it 2 days later feeling neutral. I no longer felt triggered by him, so when I saw him in person again (he pretended i was still invisible 😂), I also just treated him like a ghost. While I am no longer bothered, I do feel better knowing he felt the loss that he had caused. Its very accurate that he's petty and immature (also young). We werent dating but I witnessed how he treated his exes and casual partners. Just to add, I adored him so much, he gave me so much happiness when I was really down about another guy. He also indirectly gave me courage to end another toxic friendship (oh the irony). I miss our chats together but I'm fine that he for whatever reason chose to end things without explanation. I do hope he grows up.
okay....so I just have to say I'm new to this whole tarot thing but over the past several days I've picked different readings on your channel and picked random decks I felt called to and every single one have carried a similar theme. so I listen to other decks just to see and def not the right stories...so it's WILD to me how on point this is...blows my mind. Thank you for your work. Even if my love life doesn't ever pan out I've taken so much personal wisdom and positive energy from you.
don't think i've related more to a reading than this, i chose pile 3 and it was just spot on with everything. you said so many things that my persons literally said to me. we recently became a couple after having what my friends have called a "situationship" since october 2022. i just feel so strongly for him and i can see that he's growing and that he's working on coming out of this really destructive cycle he's been in for years. we're most likely gonna move in together towards fall and i just feel like we're gonna be able to help and support each other through our shit anyway thank you so much eso for this reading it cleared up a lot of things i've been thinking about!!
pile 4 THANK YOU… i miss him a lot. we only interacted for a month. i wont go into details. i have dreams about him. i know our connection is special. it was love at first sight for him. we are not talking. the advice you gave me while also being compassionate towards him is really amazing. thank you so much for your wisdom
No only do I resignate with your reading but you just make me smile and laugh the entire time. So it's much easier to allow and lower my resistance to the message when I'm experiencing joy when I'm listening to it. Thank you. I appreciate what you do and for sharing your love. Cheers Queen!!
Pile 2 this reading definitely resonated hard, I’m working on forgiving him and working through my pain and trust but I’m excited to see what more you have to say in the extended!!
I just watched pile 2 and the extended and I just wanna say thank you Madison, your videos give me so much clarity and peace of mind. You are amazing gift to this world with your channeling and a beacon of healing for many! keep up the amazing work lovey
I’m from Pile 2, much love Boo 👻 Thank u for riding for us girls!!! The Minecraft tires got me so good 😂😂😂 same here! I got ur back metaphorically Minecraft gaming too! Go team girls!!!🎉🙌🎉
Pile three was exactly what I needed to hear rn…it was sort of the conclusion I reached for myself but hearing this confirmation was reassuring and I’ll be coming back for comfort in the future when needed. Thank you Eso, you’ve helped me so much over the years 🥰❤️
4:22 eso you are such a good reader! I’ve been reading for like 4 years and listening to your channel has helped me exponentially tap into intuition. You are literally so talented. Your brain is incredible. All the jokes, references, silliness, and just like damn you know so much!!!
This week has been so amazing with opportunities and I can’t believe how much I’ve been blessed and I’m thankful to have been able to just get on with my life and not let this guy situation affect it x
Yes I was drawn to pile 3 🩵. I definitely know who this person is. I claimed this reading. I’m trying to help him the best way I can. I claimed it. I even told him we are both catalyst for each other. Definitely resonates & spot on. 💯💯💯. Thank you 💕
Pile 2. Lol. The fact that the person this Pile is about in my life is coming to visit me in 2 months ( I haven't seen them in 5 years) is giving me a lot to think about. Even though they have long been forgiven, I still appreciate you Changling such a harsh energy. It was very validating to past me.
I love ammonites and here's the rundown of the whole ammolite thing; the shells were originally made of aragonite and the fossilization process turned it into a biogenic gemstone like pearl & amber.
Pile 3: I can't take it anymore, he's my boyfriend on his third chance and my heart is not a catalyst for him to use to correct his bad behaviour and come back to me when it clicks for him to understand why i see and feel about him despite all he's put me through.
Had to choose pile 2. My late fiance loved turtles. 222 has become a bit of a sign for me. And Angelite, stone of the spirits? Like a total big red flashing sign for me to pick this pile. Cannot wait!
Pile 3 and it’s extended meant so much and were so accurate, down to the joke about aliens, hermit crabs and everything in between. Thank you Eso, I genuinely cried during the extended and then when you almost did I did even more. Thank you for what you do, it always helps ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just recorded a Shiva video an hour ago!!! Omg the synchronoicity! Shiva is the master or poisons and medicine. His partner is Paravati/Shakti. They symbolise masculine and feminine blending beautifully together.
Wild! Pile 3 and just recently got a tattoo of Shiva's trishul. I love how in the story of him swallowing the poison Shakti held his neck to stop it from spreading through his body. The original counterparts 💛
Pile 4 every single sentence is spot on, I love you so much eso. Especially when you say, being receptive is the only way to feel in control, such wisdom ❤thank you very again ❤
As the Gods and Demons churned the cosmic ocean, the poison halahala emerged from its depth and enveloped the universe with its poisonous fumes. The Gods and Demons asked Shiva for help and He swallowed the poison. His consort, Goddess Parvati, tried to prevent the poison from spreading to the rest of his body by holding his neck tight but the strength of the poison turned Shiva's neck blue. Detailed explanation only because you asked 😘❤ Always enjoy your channel. Every reading is spot on!
I wanted to click 2 for a current connection but clicked 4 instead. It was so much what I needed to hear and highlighted something broken in me that I have been wanting to heal but couldn't figure out enough about to figure out where to start. Thank you. He was so abusive and horrible to me and our children. It was almost life threatening, so I wasn't able to listen to the whole reading. But it was so important to hear the part that I did. I needed it, and have been looking for it for so long. Thank you again. Now I'm gonna go listen to pile 2 for the current connection I've moved on to.
I wear a St. Michael charm and when you mentioned him in the extended i lost my mind! 🗡😇 thank you for sharing your gifts and letting your light shine ☀️
I’ve watched you for so long yet i genuinely did not absorb the fact that you’re an aries, but i always love your humor and tangents and it just makes me feel so seen sometimes as a person who goes on tangents in her day day life anyways it could be related but as an aries moon im so glad to have this seen space where anger and joy can be recognized as productive emotions.
Eso The sheer magnitude of the POWER of your being keeps surprising me throughout the years (and honestly I don’t know why I’m surprised tbh). The question “why was pile 4 meant to find this reading” just facilitated another dimension of my spiritual awakening. Keep being yourself please🫶🏻💛 I honestly think you’re doing wonders
Awesome reading M'Lady!!! WOW 😱This has been an encounter of unexplicable proportions for myself, and I pray that my energy and excitement hasn't compromised any future connections to your energy or future readings 🥺Thank you! 😇🥰😘
Pile 4 was such an amazing reading and really matched up with what I'm experiencing. I definitely need to look at what I've been assuming about this person and this situation and how that has been taking from me. Thank for this Eso 🙏
Pile 2- thank you. So, yeah…This person self sabotaged pretty hard, we both did but I guess I recognized it before they did, and offered an olive branch 🕊 and they rejected it. It sent me deep into a depression & dark night of the soul. I did grieve this HARD, and went through all the spaces, the sadness, the romanticism, the anger, and i’ve finally accepted it & am working on fully forgiving. They taught me tough lessons & because of the respect I had, and lost…I don’t think i’ll ever be able to look at them the same. I hope they be alright though 💯🙏🏽 we all learn our lessons one way or another. I am a gem & somebody will see it off bat * 💎
Pile #2 OMG! Everything about this reading was on point. I had been going through a separation & now he wants a divorce. We had a half open Marriage, where he said it was only sex well then I found that they were exchanging I love yous to each other & my heart broke. He had been doing to me for years but never thought it would turn to this. I stepped out one time and he told me I am now tainted Garbage & he didn't want trash. So I left. His mom recently passed & she was my rock and I did anything for her & helped her before she passed. He was a Mamma's boy. Through this process he just wants me to take $20k and we just be done with divorce. Then he was being petty and wanted to give me less. When I've done so much into this 10yrs of marriage that I believe I deserve more. But I'm just willing to be done with all this to heal. My heart has been broken because I do hope & have hope that he could be the man I once knew & loved. He would always have my heart. It just sucks we have to go through this. Love this reading!! It really touched me deeply!
Thank you eso. I haven’t watched one of your readings in awhile. I picked #3 it resonated very much. I think I have some trauma when it comes to being ghosted when things are getting good and I truly care for my boyfriend and I’ve gone thru some serious heartbreak in the past after I spilled my heart out to some ppl and they just laugh n play with my feelings . I’m very scared in a sense bc I don’t want him to go. He goes long hours with out texting me and it causes me to overthink bc there’s always a certain pattern ppl do before they ghost. He does withdraw when he is going through something and he has been doing this since December. We’ve barely seen each other due to circumstances and thinks I’m going to judge him when I’m not..his favorite color is purple and he has told me he’s doing rn all this for us and our future. I just need to trust and not over think so much
I picked pile for 4 and then picked pile 3. Cause I gravitated to both. An amazing video because it was dead on accurate for both.😱🥰😁 And you were right. I did know who they were.😉
pile 3 here and this reading is everything i needed to hear right now. i swear. it definitely soothed my heart and is gonna help me view things through a different perspective from now on. thank you so much for everything. your readings are always so accurate and talk to me in such personal level. love and light to you always
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Reading Breakdown: 0:18
Pile Selection: 2:28
Pile 1 (Trilobite Fossil): 4:22
Pile 2 (Serpentine & Angelite Turtle): 50:12
Pile 3 (Ammonite/Ammolite): 1:30:43
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There was a phenomenon called Samudra manthan, which is churning of the sea, the sea after the churning gives out poison and Amrit (an immortality potion) so the God and the demons both on the either side churn the sea to get Amrit, eventually God's get to have it and not the demons.
But nobody wanted the poison. The poison is called Halaahal, potent of killing the Gods, Shiva swallowed it to save the world, it never went into his system, he has stored it in his throat, that's why Shiva is also called Nilakantha which literally means the one whose neck shines blue, because the poison was blue Nila (blue) Kantha (neck)
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Nice wordplay in your reading breakdown Eso.
The Nuclear Peace Pisces ♓
Love you! 🧿🤍🧿
Love you! Thank you for all of your love and support! You've been so unbelievably helpful on my journey to becoming my highest self. 🫶💜🦄
Pile 3 was better than therapy. Mostly because my therapist doesn’t say “mood” and she really should lol
You should ask her to 🥺
I don’t have a person in mind but I’m always down for a 3.5 hour tea spilling session
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It feels good to hear a reader talk about not channeling an abusive person. I’m a past victim of domestic violence and I still hurt emotionally from it. Thank you. Love your readings! Pile 2. I miss this guy. We both messed up and I hope he heals his demons. He isn’t abusive. I’m still healing and it’s hard not talking to him daily and seeing his beautiful eyes. Have a blessed week!!!
I was a victim of domestic violence too, sending you love and continued healing. I hope things work out with the person you’re thinking of in this reading ❤️
Love you both! Sending healing vibes....🫶💜🦄
Pile 4- as I poured a cup of tea for myself, while I was about to take my first sip.. you said: “I wish I could sit with you with a cup of tea.. and tell you everything will be okay”
I felt you! Thank you! ♥️
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Pile 2. Spirit has given me an extra lesson today by guiding me to this reading. The acceptance and processing from the space and separation are pretty much complete. The biggest lesson that your reading reminded me of is to just be unapologetically myself (as you are, rants, jokes and love) to just own it, step into my power and keep moving and learning. You have made me laugh SO much Eso. You’re brilliant ✌🏻❤❤❤
yep! Pile 2 - I always say that what I want most for them is for them to treat their people better.
Omg Eso, Pile 3 here and I feel so called out. I've been waiting to hear from my person and thinking all sorts of things like I was wrong about this connection and I'm stupid for reaching out and embarrassed and pretty much all of things you mentioned I was feeling. To hear the other side of this situation, what he is going through, makes a lot of sense. Thank you so much, your readings are incredible!!
Pile 3 The name of my person is OM, and in hinduism we chant "om namah shivay" as a form of prayer to lord shiva. This is the most direct reading I could have ever came across about.
Pile 2 - I started grieving the loss of him 6-8 months before I walked away. He absolutely instigated the ending. It’s been a year. He keeps showing up in ALL my readings. I did see him across the street at Mardi Gras. He did look angry at me. Gave him what he wanted… he definitely has a petty streak and is self admittedly shallow… I don’t look at his social media. No clue what’s going on with him. Heart hurts but done is done… he did have a couple deaths in the family but that doesn’t excuse how he handled things with me. He may have done the initial act out of a reaction, but he turned around and started publicly dating multiple people. That was intentional. He’ll never apologize. Pride won’t let him.
Lotustiletarot is literally someone who reminds me of you so happy that you did a reading inspired by her
yess love both of their energies🥰
She’s fantastic!
pile 4 - “it’s not because of anything what you are it’s just because you are” HIT ME because just today I thought about how I feel about him in the same way.
I’ve been watching your readings since end of 21/beginning of 22 (about the same person, sue me) and you’ve been right about every single thing. And every single reading I’ve watched has been a “mirroring connection” too haha😭
Pile two here 🥹 gosh, you're so accurate it's scary lol... broke up last year cause we want different things, I have a couple NON negotiables and he didnt want the same, so it all resonated to a T. you got me tearin' when you said "this reading found you to help with your own healing / it doesn't reflect my worth etc.
Thank you beautiful soul for your magic. PS I ANGRY ABOUT BIG GUY COMPANIES DOING THE 💩 THEY DO TOO.
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pile 3 thank you sm. also thank you for never changing your style or structure of the reading, or even the setup! its always so comforting to come back for a new upload ❤
Pile 4: Omg this resonated so hard, I have been on a rollercoaster for this for years because he's not a bad person and that is why his behaviour hurt even more. I had no compassion for him for a long time because I didn't think he cared. You were right that he puts me on a pedestal of light because what he doesn't take into account is that I had begun my learning journey before I met him so he never saw all the mistakes I made with people and things I had done because I didn't know any better. I wish he'd reach out, I'd tell him he did what he did because he's human, nobody is inevitably bad or good, they make a choice everyday. He knows better now so he'll do better now. I forgave him long ago and he needs to forgive himself now, his soul was doing the best it could with the knowledge that it had at the time. You can't grow if you permanently attach your identity to every mistake you've ever made and tell yourself that, that is the sum total of your existence
Very true and beautifully written 💗
I picked two and four and both really resonated. 🤗
Pile 2️⃣ 🐢:
Yes, it’s his fault we are not on good terms. He did take me for granted. I created no contact 7 months ago and I definitely had to stand up for myself and walk away. I still want him. Oy.
I did already grieve this connection. I hope he hasn’t lost anyone to death, though.
Pile 4️⃣ 🐳:
You really called me out with thinking he has all he needs to come forward and I put false ideas in my head.
These really helped. Even made me think one day I might reach out even though he made me feel rejected. But not yet, hoping he does it, as he should, someday. My ego and pride stop me from reaching out lol. We are probably mirroring, but if I did reach out, I would have to be okay with being actually rejected. And I’m not there yet.
I do post a lot of music and some songs remind me of him. I’m not sure if he spies and notices, but for the first time ever he posted a link to a song and I’m not sure he’s playing my game back. The lyrics would fit us if he did miss me, but in the past people posted this oldie video link as a joke. I feel he wouldn’t be so late to that party as a joke, but are there such things as coincidences since it fits our situation?????? A reading by White Rose G said my soulmate would say this song to me as both serious and a joke and my mind was blown that reading… 😅
Thank you for the messages 🙏🏼🤍🙂
Pile 4. Everytime I listen to your readings I'm reminded of this man. Every time. I don't hate him and wish him all the best in this life. But I can never forgive or forget what he did. I've never been hurt by anyone the way he has hurt me, I have nightmares of him and trauma. He takes up more space in my head than he should. I DON'T think he's sorry, he's not evil but he's not a good person. Thank you for the reading, it definitely resonates.
Pile 1 - it was incredibly soothing to listen to what you said. Sometimes I feel it’s unreal how close your readings can be to what’s really happening. So grateful for your work and time. Sending lots of love ❤️
Eso, you never fail to blow my mind. You are legit the best reader I know of in existence. It's the weirdest thing, but I go to sleep listening to something else, and I wake up at random moments listening to you, and whatever I wake up listening to hits me so deeply. You truly are gifted. Thank you so much for being you and for doing what you do.
Pile 2:
I’m sitting here coloring a paint by numbers of a sea turtle and I see this video I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years. This last year his FATHER was diagnosed with ALS it has changed him completely and I understand why. That is his rock and his parental figure. He has pushed me away and says he still loves me I did nothing wrong and I deserve someone to love me always. He’s doing it to hurt himself. He’s scared of love now because his dad is dying. He’s pushing everyone away and leaning on his dead best friends who he always says he wishes were more independent. He’s so lost and hurt and he won’t let me hold him or be there. I think he will come back around and see what we had I was harsh on him too because it’s no excuse to ghost someone you love because you are being immature but also I understand he’s scared to love because he sees those things get taken away but it’s not his fault
You’re the best tarot reader I found. Thank you for sharing your gifts! It’s mind-blowing how accurate it is every time I come back every 4 months or so
Pile 3: Going to spice island in the extended was such a pleasure! 🏝️ Thank you for your readings, they are always beautiful like you! 💛
Chose pile 2 and as soon as you started talking about Nestle I was like “I chose the right pile” lol I literally listened to a podcast episode about how awful nestle is earlier today!! The rest of the reading also resonated so spot on 🥹 thank you! 💖
I'm grateful that I found this video, I'm a first time Tarot listener and I feel rejuvenated and understood. You're great Eso :)
Pile 2&3 - Thank you for sharing this side of ESO, I loved every minute of it. You have a wonderful, entertaining personality & I appreciate you taking the time to do these readings!💕
Pile 4 here...I just have no words...okay maybe a few...you cry or almost cry when channeling our collectives energy, thanks for all the energtic love and hugs over the years on behalf of us all. At this point we have to believe the Narnia comparison because you have described his/her feelings or awe of us at least 3 or 4 times as this point. Its fine you can keep mentioning it! 😊 i think ive just exploded into phase 29 of awakening and holy sh*t mind is still amazed this love actually came along and is playing out as predicted?!?!?. Like some weird long episode of the simpsons...and honestly having the heads up has made it an easier transition through this spiritual labyrinth. I just idfk, this is crazy.
Anything with the word Narnia captures my heart and attention ❤❤❤❤
Pile 3: I’m a Hindu, from India. My person always reminds me of Shiva. Yes lord Shiva swallowed poison and goddess Kali was his wife’s avatar. They were twin flames.
Omg Pile 4..❤❤❤and that extended was so incredibly scrumptious and juicy!! ❤😘 Thanks so much for all the confirmation!
Pile#3 thank youu. I've been watching readings from other channels lately and none of them resonates. I've started to doubt if the connection is still there cause it hasnt been showing up and I've started to doubt my intuition and that does the universe still has my back but the fact that you not only resonated everything just now and you even confirmed the fact why am I doubting this connection makes so much sense. Thank you thank you
Pile 4. Man. Earth makes love so hard. Trauma, dark forces etc has broken so many hearts and souls and prevented/torn apart so many unions. Apart from cutting off my NPD abusive mother, one of the hardest things I've had to do was to stand firm in my boundaries and letting him go. The love I have for him on a soul level transcends any pain I've been through in this life, and I will always be grateful for that brief opening in time where we got to connect even though we will likely never speak again.
you are not alone. i am walking this same path with you… NPD mother and all 🙏💜
I understand what you are saying especially the last line. Hugs
girl, you just always come in at the right time and I just- 👁️ 👄 👁️
eso, the giggle i let out from hearing your intro, you are such a blessing. thank you for being you. this was one of my highlights on this day of so much crying today (my eyes burn from that oh my gosh!)
the way I not only gasped but paused my tv ! My life truly stops when u post ❤ this was healing thx
We need more support like yours. How lovely 😊❤
Pile 1&4: Dear Madison, thank you for yet another beautiful beautiful reading. I’m really grateful for your existence in this world and that I’m able to find you to experience this awesomeness. Thank you❤
Pile 3. Thank you so much for the reading! I’ve tried other taro reader readings, but I always come back to you and Tyler’s Tarot because your personalities seem the truest to me. ❤
The most interesting thing is that whenever I come for a love reading, the pile I choose resonates with one specific person, this one too. And funny enough last night I saw him in a dream. Haven’t spoken to him since August 2022, and letting it all go.
Pile 3 is about me and OH MY GOSH at the start when u say the whole thing about how I loathe my own suffering, but I hate seeing others suffer so I have to do it is so so so accurate. Oh my god😘😘💖💖
Pile 2 i dont know how you did that but you're spot on and it definitely applies to me. Thank you ❤
Pile 2 - wow as soon as you started talking about life of the party, i narrowed it down to 2 people. Then some more details and i knew who it was. He ghosted me in person, which is the most bizarre thing I've ever experienced, with no arguments no explanation.
I immediately went through the grieving process to get over it, and surprisngly I came out of it 2 days later feeling neutral.
I no longer felt triggered by him, so when I saw him in person again (he pretended i was still invisible 😂), I also just treated him like a ghost.
While I am no longer bothered, I do feel better knowing he felt the loss that he had caused.
Its very accurate that he's petty and immature (also young). We werent dating but I witnessed how he treated his exes and casual partners.
Just to add, I adored him so much, he gave me so much happiness when I was really down about another guy. He also indirectly gave me courage to end another toxic friendship (oh the irony). I miss our chats together but I'm fine that he for whatever reason chose to end things without explanation.
I do hope he grows up.
okay....so I just have to say I'm new to this whole tarot thing but over the past several days I've picked different readings on your channel and picked random decks I felt called to and every single one have carried a similar theme. so I listen to other decks just to see and def not the right stories...so it's WILD to me how on point this is...blows my mind. Thank you for your work. Even if my love life doesn't ever pan out I've taken so much personal wisdom and positive energy from you.
Pile 2 is too accurate completely 😮❤
Pile 4 here.. thank you.. deeply resonated and thank you for caring.
Pile 3 here...omg the reading is so accurate. jeeez
don't think i've related more to a reading than this, i chose pile 3 and it was just spot on with everything. you said so many things that my persons literally said to me. we recently became a couple after having what my friends have called a "situationship" since october 2022. i just feel so strongly for him and i can see that he's growing and that he's working on coming out of this really destructive cycle he's been in for years. we're most likely gonna move in together towards fall and i just feel like we're gonna be able to help and support each other through our shit
anyway thank you so much eso for this reading it cleared up a lot of things i've been thinking about!!
pile 4 THANK YOU… i miss him a lot. we only interacted for a month. i wont go into details. i have dreams about him. i know our connection is special. it was love at first sight for him. we are not talking. the advice you gave me while also being compassionate towards him is really amazing. thank you so much for your wisdom
No only do I resignate with your reading but you just make me smile and laugh the entire time. So it's much easier to allow and lower my resistance to the message when I'm experiencing joy when I'm listening to it. Thank you. I appreciate what you do and for sharing your love. Cheers Queen!!
Pile 2 this reading definitely resonated hard, I’m working on forgiving him and working through my pain and trust but I’m excited to see what more you have to say in the extended!!
I have been seeing 444 and 555 everywhere lately and I was wondering what the meaning behind them are
Pile 4 thank you perfect timing! Sending you love & light queen 🤍🧚
I just watched pile 2 and the extended and I just wanna say thank you Madison, your videos give me so much clarity and peace of mind. You are amazing gift to this world with your channeling and a beacon of healing for many! keep up the amazing work lovey
I’m from Pile 2, much love Boo 👻
Thank u for riding for us girls!!! The Minecraft tires got me so good 😂😂😂 same here! I got ur back metaphorically Minecraft gaming too!
Go team girls!!!🎉🙌🎉
Pile three was exactly what I needed to hear rn…it was sort of the conclusion I reached for myself but hearing this confirmation was reassuring and I’ll be coming back for comfort in the future when needed. Thank you Eso, you’ve helped me so much over the years 🥰❤️
4:22 eso you are such a good reader! I’ve been reading for like 4 years and listening to your channel has helped me exponentially tap into intuition. You are literally so talented. Your brain is incredible. All the jokes, references, silliness, and just like damn you know so much!!!
Omg... pile 3 is talking about my husband...so accurately. I haven't finished yet but wow!!
Pile 4! On Point with my current relationship 😮 thank you for the extra insight girl ❤
The entirety of the nautical theme was epic. Especially the yo-ho-ho's
Thank you for being you & bringing so much joy Eso 🥰
🏴☠🦭🐳🤣☠⛵
I’ve never bought the spicy extended before but pile 1 was too scarily accurate not to. Wow! Thank you
Claiming pile 2! It really resonated a lot
I do have compassion for them but they don’t seem to understand how much they shattered my heart and my mind and seem like they don’t care about me x
The good news is that he has learned from it just that he’s in touch with that knowledge makes me happy
Pile 4, Aquamarine is an absolute masterpiece.❤️
Omg this was so cute 😭😭😭
The Narnia refference killed me lol I love the series so much!! And yes, it was in fact Prince Caspian ♡
This week has been so amazing with opportunities and I can’t believe how much I’ve been blessed and I’m thankful to have been able to just get on with my life and not let this guy situation affect it x
They broke my heart into a million pieces and they seem not to care ❤
Same here...
Yes I was drawn to pile 3 🩵. I definitely know who this person is. I claimed this reading. I’m trying to help him the best way I can. I claimed it. I even told him we are both catalyst for each other. Definitely resonates & spot on. 💯💯💯. Thank you 💕
I fricking love your playful energy 🤣 I look forward to the goofy Easter eggs you drop in during these readings ❤
Pile 3 - I would describe how our relationship affected him as “it cracked him open”❤🔓
Pile 2. Lol. The fact that the person this Pile is about in my life is coming to visit me in 2 months ( I haven't seen them in 5 years) is giving me a lot to think about. Even though they have long been forgiven, I still appreciate you Changling such a harsh energy. It was very validating to past me.
I love ammonites and here's the rundown of the whole ammolite thing; the shells were originally made of aragonite and the fossilization process turned it into a biogenic gemstone like pearl & amber.
Bro I love aragonite that’s so cool! Thanks for educating us 💗
Your set up is always beautiful but this inner is extra extra beautiful. 🌊🐚⛵🐢
This *one* 😊
Pile 3: I can't take it anymore, he's my boyfriend on his third chance and my heart is not a catalyst for him to use to correct his bad behaviour and come back to me when it clicks for him to understand why i see and feel about him despite all he's put me through.
Pile 2. Thank you so much for this insightful reading. ❤
Had to choose pile 2. My late fiance loved turtles. 222 has become a bit of a sign for me. And Angelite, stone of the spirits? Like a total big red flashing sign for me to pick this pile. Cannot wait!
Pile 4, cried throughout the reading😢😢
“All my homies hate Nestle.” 😂❤️
Pile 4 is 100% for me. Thank you! A lot of agony at my end is my self created mental agony.
pile 3 was unbelievably accurate to the point that im actually shocked ❤
Pile 3 and it’s extended meant so much and were so accurate, down to the joke about aliens, hermit crabs and everything in between. Thank you Eso, I genuinely cried during the extended and then when you almost did I did even more. Thank you for what you do, it always helps ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yay I’m so glad it resonated!! Thank you for supporting me 💗
this is just the cutest setup Eso, it’s so beautiful from a water sign 💜
pile 3 was genuinely what i needed to hear ahhh ilysm 😭😭
I just recorded a Shiva video an hour ago!!! Omg the synchronoicity! Shiva is the master or poisons and medicine. His partner is Paravati/Shakti. They symbolise masculine and feminine blending beautifully together.
Wild! Pile 3 and just recently got a tattoo of Shiva's trishul. I love how in the story of him swallowing the poison Shakti held his neck to stop it from spreading through his body. The original counterparts 💛
Pile 4 every single sentence is spot on, I love you so much eso.
Especially when you say, being receptive is the only way to feel in control, such wisdom ❤thank you very again ❤
As the Gods and Demons churned the cosmic ocean, the poison halahala emerged from its depth and enveloped the universe with its poisonous fumes. The Gods and Demons asked Shiva for help and He swallowed the poison. His consort, Goddess Parvati, tried to prevent the poison from spreading to the rest of his body by holding his neck tight but the strength of the poison turned Shiva's neck blue.
Detailed explanation only because you asked 😘❤
Always enjoy your channel. Every reading is spot on!
I wanted to click 2 for a current connection but clicked 4 instead. It was so much what I needed to hear and highlighted something broken in me that I have been wanting to heal but couldn't figure out enough about to figure out where to start. Thank you. He was so abusive and horrible to me and our children. It was almost life threatening, so I wasn't able to listen to the whole reading. But it was so important to hear the part that I did. I needed it, and have been looking for it for so long. Thank you again. Now I'm gonna go listen to pile 2 for the current connection I've moved on to.
I wear a St. Michael charm and when you mentioned him in the extended i lost my mind! 🗡😇 thank you for sharing your gifts and letting your light shine ☀️
Pile 2 somehow resonated, thank you!
I’ve watched you for so long yet i genuinely did not absorb the fact that you’re an aries, but i always love your humor and tangents and it just makes me feel so seen sometimes as a person who goes on tangents in her day day life anyways it could be related but as an aries moon im so glad to have this seen space where anger and joy can be recognized as productive emotions.
The ocean theme is absolutely adorable💗
Your readings are always a breath of fresh air!
As inspiring as ever Eso. It’s clear we all adore you. From one reader to another - Thank you so much lovely 😊💛☺️💛☺️💛
Eso The sheer magnitude of the POWER of your being keeps surprising me throughout the years (and honestly I don’t know why I’m surprised tbh). The question “why was pile 4 meant to find this reading” just facilitated another dimension of my spiritual awakening. Keep being yourself please🫶🏻💛 I honestly think you’re doing wonders
🥺 I really needed to hear this. Thank you 💗
Awesome reading M'Lady!!! WOW 😱This has been an encounter of unexplicable proportions for myself, and I pray that my energy and excitement hasn't compromised any future connections to your energy or future readings 🥺Thank you! 😇🥰😘
Pile 4 was such an amazing reading and really matched up with what I'm experiencing. I definitely need to look at what I've been assuming about this person and this situation and how that has been taking from me. Thank for this Eso 🙏
Pile 2- thank you. So, yeah…This person self sabotaged pretty hard, we both did but I guess I recognized it before they did, and offered an olive branch 🕊 and they rejected it. It sent me deep into a depression & dark night of the soul. I did grieve this HARD, and went through all the spaces, the sadness, the romanticism, the anger, and i’ve finally accepted it & am working on fully forgiving. They taught me tough lessons & because of the respect I had, and lost…I don’t think i’ll ever be able to look at them the same. I hope they be alright though 💯🙏🏽 we all learn our lessons one way or another. I am a gem & somebody will see it off bat * 💎
Pile 4, I really liked your intro haha the nautical puns were cute 😊
pile 4 is wild bc you literally quoted a paragraph i wrote and didn’t send yesterday multiple times
Pile 2 here 😂 the nestle thing was definitely needed and made me laugh when I was feeling very heavy emotions towards the situation.
Pile #2 OMG! Everything about this reading was on point. I had been going through a separation & now he wants a divorce. We had a half open Marriage, where he said it was only sex well then I found that they were exchanging I love yous to each other & my heart broke. He had been doing to me for years but never thought it would turn to this. I stepped out one time and he told me I am now tainted Garbage & he didn't want trash. So I left. His mom recently passed & she was my rock and I did anything for her & helped her before she passed. He was a Mamma's boy. Through this process he just wants me to take $20k and we just be done with divorce. Then he was being petty and wanted to give me less. When I've done so much into this 10yrs of marriage that I believe I deserve more. But I'm just willing to be done with all this to heal. My heart has been broken because I do hope & have hope that he could be the man I once knew & loved. He would always have my heart. It just sucks we have to go through this. Love this reading!! It really touched me deeply!
Pile 3 :D
It's heartbreakingly accurate :( I feel so bad for him
Thank you eso. I haven’t watched one of your readings in awhile. I picked #3 it resonated very much. I think I have some trauma when it comes to being ghosted when things are getting good and I truly care for my boyfriend and I’ve gone thru some serious heartbreak in the past after I spilled my heart out to some ppl and they just laugh n play with my feelings . I’m very scared in a sense bc I don’t want him to go. He goes long hours with out texting me and it causes me to overthink bc there’s always a certain pattern ppl do before they ghost. He does withdraw when he is going through something and he has been doing this since December. We’ve barely seen each other due to circumstances and thinks I’m going to judge him when I’m not..his favorite color is purple and he has told me he’s doing rn all this for us and our future. I just need to trust and not over think so much
I picked pile for 4 and then picked pile 3. Cause I gravitated to both. An amazing video because it was dead on accurate for both.😱🥰😁 And you were right. I did know who they were.😉
pile 3 here and this reading is everything i needed to hear right now. i swear. it definitely soothed my heart and is gonna help me view things through a different perspective from now on. thank you so much for everything. your readings are always so accurate and talk to me in such personal level. love and light to you always
I’m so happy I could help!! Sending lots of love your way 💗