There was a phenomenon called Samudra manthan, which is churning of the sea, the sea after the churning gives out poison and Amrit (an immortality potion) so the God and the demons both on the either side churn the sea to get Amrit, eventually God's get to have it and not the demons. But nobody wanted the poison. The poison is called Halaahal, potent of killing the Gods, Shiva swallowed it to save the world, it never went into his system, he has stored it in his throat, that's why Shiva is also called Nilakantha which literally means the one whose neck shines blue, because the poison was blue Nila (blue) Kantha (neck) 🙏
Pile 4. Man. Earth makes love so hard. Trauma, dark forces etc has broken so many hearts and souls and prevented/torn apart so many unions. Apart from cutting off my NPD abusive mother, one of the hardest things I've had to do was to stand firm in my boundaries and letting him go. The love I have for him on a soul level transcends any pain I've been through in this life, and I will always be grateful for that brief opening in time where we got to connect even though we will likely never speak again.
Pile two here 🥹 gosh, you're so accurate it's scary lol... broke up last year cause we want different things, I have a couple NON negotiables and he didnt want the same, so it all resonated to a T. you got me tearin' when you said "this reading found you to help with your own healing / it doesn't reflect my worth etc. Thank you beautiful soul for your magic. PS I ANGRY ABOUT BIG GUY COMPANIES DOING THE 💩 THEY DO TOO. ❤️
Pile 4 here...I just have no words...okay maybe a few...you cry or almost cry when channeling our collectives energy, thanks for all the energtic love and hugs over the years on behalf of us all. At this point we have to believe the Narnia comparison because you have described his/her feelings or awe of us at least 3 or 4 times as this point. Its fine you can keep mentioning it! 😊 i think ive just exploded into phase 29 of awakening and holy sh*t mind is still amazed this love actually came along and is playing out as predicted?!?!?. Like some weird long episode of the simpsons...and honestly having the heads up has made it an easier transition through this spiritual labyrinth. I just idfk, this is crazy.
Chose pile 2 and as soon as you started talking about Nestle I was like “I chose the right pile” lol I literally listened to a podcast episode about how awful nestle is earlier today!! The rest of the reading also resonated so spot on 🥹 thank you! 💖
Pile three was exactly what I needed to hear rn…it was sort of the conclusion I reached for myself but hearing this confirmation was reassuring and I’ll be coming back for comfort in the future when needed. Thank you Eso, you’ve helped me so much over the years 🥰❤️
Pile 4 every single sentence is spot on, I love you so much eso. Especially when you say, being receptive is the only way to feel in control, such wisdom ❤thank you very again ❤
Pile 3 and it’s extended meant so much and were so accurate, down to the joke about aliens, hermit crabs and everything in between. Thank you Eso, I genuinely cried during the extended and then when you almost did I did even more. Thank you for what you do, it always helps ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2 - wow as soon as you started talking about life of the party, i narrowed it down to 2 people. Then some more details and i knew who it was. He ghosted me in person, which is the most bizarre thing I've ever experienced, with no arguments no explanation. I immediately went through the grieving process to get over it, and surprisngly I came out of it 2 days later feeling neutral. I no longer felt triggered by him, so when I saw him in person again (he pretended i was still invisible 😂), I also just treated him like a ghost. While I am no longer bothered, I do feel better knowing he felt the loss that he had caused. Its very accurate that he's petty and immature (also young). We werent dating but I witnessed how he treated his exes and casual partners. Just to add, I adored him so much, he gave me so much happiness when I was really down about another guy. He also indirectly gave me courage to end another toxic friendship (oh the irony). I miss our chats together but I'm fine that he for whatever reason chose to end things without explanation. I do hope he grows up.
This week has been so amazing with opportunities and I can’t believe how much I’ve been blessed and I’m thankful to have been able to just get on with my life and not let this guy situation affect it x
Idk why it’s taken me so long to actually put a comment down on one of your videos… but I’ve gotten closer with you over the past couple months Eso and you’ve helped me find clarity so often. Thank you so much! Your spiritual gifts are truly such a super power and I admire it so much. Also our vibes are hella similar and I know we’d have a blast / amazing convos about the world together. Thx for being awesome watching your videos also inspires me to keep going with my TH-cam too
I’ve watched you for so long yet i genuinely did not absorb the fact that you’re an aries, but i always love your humor and tangents and it just makes me feel so seen sometimes as a person who goes on tangents in her day day life anyways it could be related but as an aries moon im so glad to have this seen space where anger and joy can be recognized as productive emotions.
As the Gods and Demons churned the cosmic ocean, the poison halahala emerged from its depth and enveloped the universe with its poisonous fumes. The Gods and Demons asked Shiva for help and He swallowed the poison. His consort, Goddess Parvati, tried to prevent the poison from spreading to the rest of his body by holding his neck tight but the strength of the poison turned Shiva's neck blue. Detailed explanation only because you asked 😘❤ Always enjoy your channel. Every reading is spot on!
Pile 4 was such an amazing reading and really matched up with what I'm experiencing. I definitely need to look at what I've been assuming about this person and this situation and how that has been taking from me. Thank for this Eso 🙏
Ahoy!!!! Mateyyysssss. Yay, new vid. Not sure what I’ll get for what pile I pick but, I have no one in mind going into this really.. so I’ll be excited to see who comes up. Update: picked pile 4 & just made mad because I don’t care how this person feels about me or if they’re drowning in their emotions. I got hurt & rejected because of their own fears & that’s fine.. I accept that truth. Just didn’t feel like having that dug up again when it’s like… I just want to forget it & how they ruined things & move on with my life, not knowing them or even how they feel about me. But, thank you for the reading anyway lol.
Pile 4: simply perfect, especially the extended! Thank you so very much, Eso! It confirmed my suspicions. I should believe in my intuition more often. 😅
dude you are so awesome i wish we could be friends 😭❤️ pile 2, thank you. just to know they won’t to do others what they did to me is all i needed to hear to move on. please keep being yourself! it was so wonderful seeing those snippets of you being you ❤️❤️ as a leo sun/moon and sag rising, i love the aries energy! nestle SUCKS!!!
Had to choose pile 2. My late fiance loved turtles. 222 has become a bit of a sign for me. And Angelite, stone of the spirits? Like a total big red flashing sign for me to pick this pile. Cannot wait!
Pile 3: This is what I needed to hear today. My TF is going through a lot in his life and I have been taking his need for space personally. I have been overthinking and thinking he is not interested even though deep down I know he loves me and is just trying to protect me from what he is going through.
Pile 3, I think I chose a pile with my own energy to help me get clarity on my own feelings and why they persist (either that or the person I'm thinking of feels the exact same way, which ?? would be very delulu of me to believe considering we haven't talked or seen each other in 2 years, they made a strong impression) and it really resonated, thank you!!
I just came from Kino's reading about "messages from your person" from 11 months ago. Kino also mentions "high expectations and not feeling worthy" like you did in Pile 2.
You are a gifted light worker my dear 😇🙏🏻 the truth only hurts as you said because in order to truly face the truth they must feel the hurt 😇🙏🏻 honesty and truth are the keys to healing and growing 😇🙏🏻 keep shining bright my fellow light worker 🙏🏻
Awesome reading M'Lady!!! WOW 😱This has been an encounter of unexplicable proportions for myself, and I pray that my energy and excitement hasn't compromised any future connections to your energy or future readings 🥺Thank you! 😇🥰😘
i’m so stupid. i chose pile 4 and i was thinking to myself “who the HELL is this?” and it was the girl who assaulted me when she was blackout drunk. i already knew that she didn’t mean it- but this reading is just clarifying that she truly did not mean it. i don’t know if she ever liked me romantically and honestly i don’t care and don’t want to know, but it would make sense. it is understandable that she is coming to terms with her actions and that they have caused harm and have consequences. we harm each other and it’s usually not intentional. i understand that. you saying “does that make me an evil person?” or “villain” or “the bully” really is how i feel. i am hoping this reading gives me clarity by the end of it. thank you :)
Pile 1. Yes yes yes. Haha felt called out by spirit so this was very revealing or confirming what I already know. They are going through a lot and transforming, changes etc. It feels stagnant because we are in no contact but really I've been sleeping on myself, being resistant to move forward in my own life and doing things I'm afraid of. The connection is mirroring it!!! I feel frustrated with them but really I am frustrated with myself hahaha 😂 thank you spirit and Eso!! This was such a wake up call.
So, I saw your video come out when you uploaded it because i have notifications on. And even though I kinda felt drawn, I didn't feel it completely. It almost as if I got a feeling of "not yet." Just a moment ago your video popped into my mind with a clear resounding PILE 4 it was telling me. And here I am. It's funny because I did feel a pull towards pile 4, but like I said it felt like a not yet and I definitely felt somewhat unsure because I wasn't meant to hear any of this yet, I believe. Now I am. When I clicked on the time stamp, my eyes went WIDE because 212 is one of my anger numbers. I didn't even notice it before when you uploaded. I'm definitely crying and more emotional than usual because it's that time of the month -_-. But you hit every little detail on the head. It sucks but I always knew he loves me, and I have faith that once he accepts it he'll get serious about this. I know he's been so patient with me. I just wish he'd talk to me like he used to if not better.
I have to say this. Good for you Eso!!! Good for you for taking a stand and saying that you won't read about abusive or toxic ex's. I can't tell you how many readings I would click on that aren't even romance related and they start talking about some toxic ex that wants to come through. It's always some toxic ex that I thought I cut the cord from. lol I hope more readers will take this approach. I want to be in a healthy connection and if I am trying to disconnect from my past how can I do that effectively if I keep hearing about what my toxic ex is doing when I was just trying to find out about my next life blessing! lol
I picked pile 2 and I am a Aries I fully understand and appreciate you Thank you so much God bless you and your family with love and light always God bless with love always from down under 🧿😇💯❤🦋🐬🇦🇺🦘
Oh my goodness! Pile 4! You mentioned, whitest, kids, you know, and last time he and I were together, we were talking about whitest kids, you know! Lol. We were talking about how it’s funny, but his brother thinks it’s like the most genius comedy ever, and we were laughing about how we wouldn’t go THAT far. I was also thinking, “ a whale of a time,” and then I was internally giggling about how I am so corny. And then you said, I hope you have a whale of a time lol I am an Aries to, and I always love how it seems you think similarly to me and a lot of things resonate in your readings, I do think we had a connection at first sight, but we met back in high school, and I’ve only started being more romantic in the last year after 10 years of living in different states. I moved back to my hometown area and time will tell! He is an intense Capricorn like you suggested. 😂 Oh, you mentioned the movie aquamarine! My sister and I watched that when we were younger, and I loved it, but I don’t really remember it now, so I definitely want to bring it up to her and rewatch it soon! Pile 3 also had messages that resonated. Thank you!
Thankyou .. amazing reading. Exactly what I’m experiencing with my ex. Wow. The fact that I did explode with sheer frustration and was catapulted back 45 years to the way I used to be around him and react did disappoint me.. I went for a long walk and did breathe.. all is Better now.. he will never change.. long story ..
Pile 2 here, my long distance friend (I know him for a long time now) just blocked me on every platform after he confessed that he's in love with me but he can't see the future of our relationship cause we're basically living on a different continent, and it breaks my heart soo bad😭 This give me a lil clearance. Thankyou eso💖💞
HOLY ESO Pile 2: ugh bro not only did you describe an exact situation with someone from the past but - their birthday came up in the cards - they lost their father - they messed up big time multiple times (not in that way) and are the reason there is separation. They originally chose it but I ended up pushing them away after catering to them for months - the “sensitive” nature of small things was how I was for a year after things went down but now I’m fine - I recently dreamed their sister came up to me and told me they weren’t doing Well without me 🤷🏽♀️ - they were immature and had principles I wasn’t able to get behind - they did impulsive stuff that led us to fight and eventually led to the ending. They had no impulse control - they are a military time guy hahaha - they used to have anxiety at night, they struggled a lot with anxiety at night so I wouldn’t be surprised if they thought about me more at night, and they definitely hung out with people at night to escape - they broke it off with me, so this is pretty rich lmao - “if they go through life they’ll hurt people they love” that’s exactly what happened between us, they would just do whatever felt good in the moment not understanding how they hurt others. - “they didn’t do it maliciously they did it ignorantly” this is such a comforting line. We were working together everyday for months after the ending and they did things that I felt were on purpose to hurt me but that’s not the kind of person they were, so nice to hear they’re not malicious just ignorant 😂 - we went through the worst circumstances and 100% both still held love for each other
“I’m being myself a little too much i need to rein it in” ABSOLUTELY NOT. no. Don’t EVER do that. You would never tell one of us to be less of who we are. FUCK NESTLE and I LOVE YOU
Been looking forward to this video so much, thank you Eso for all of your guidance 💙💙 I love the blue theme of this reading, I have been feeling like the throat chakra is something that has been calling my attention and I can already feel that this reading is going to resonate deeply. Love you so much fellow infp queen!!
making phone calls at my 9-5 watching this. THE WAY I HAD TO HOLD BACK A LAUGH AT “We are going to spice island and i’m very EXCITED to go to spice island”😂
Eso!! Thank you so so much for this reading! Riiigght on time with all the downloads I’ve been receiving lately. I’m so grateful for your clarity on this issue. Pile 4 ❤❤❤
Omg you witch!!!!! Pile 2!!! His dad passed away and everything else is extremely accurate!!!!! You are so freaking talented! I love you! You are awesome!
also pile 2 havent watched it fully but seen this comment; his dad passed away too; but i love the use of witch haha i noticed most people think of that word negatively but even since a kid i never thought of it as negative. when i use it as an adult people look at me like im insulting them 😭😭😭 its out of love! strong powerful energy. 🤯🧙♀️
@@paintingpisces8163 Yes! Some people are insulted by it but I say it and take it as such a big compliment 😂 I hope the reading resonates for you like it did for me!
@@sil143jacob thats so silly i was thinking about updating you and saying the exact same thing! it did resonate 💛 i hope you were able to get insightful confirmation. 🥰🧘🏼♀️
Pile 3..I can't reach out..he cut me off 3 and a half years ago..moved away without the single word..no idea where he is..not sure I want to..I'm too old for this stuff..time is running out for me (bad family medical history) can't wait any more
bahahahah girl you did not just mention wahale world 😂🐳🐋 the last thing i expected was a deep cut wkuk reference from my favorite tarot girlie!!! this pile is definitely for me. rest in peace, trevor 💙🩵💚 i love you so much eso, thank you for this reading 🥰
Pile 4- as I poured a cup of tea for myself, while I was about to take my first sip.. you said: “I wish I could sit with you with a cup of tea.. and tell you everything will be okay” I felt you! Thank you! ♥️
Pile 2. Spirit has given me an extra lesson today by guiding me to this reading. The acceptance and processing from the space and separation are pretty much complete. The biggest lesson that your reading reminded me of is to just be unapologetically myself (as you are, rants, jokes and love) to just own it, step into my power and keep moving and learning. You have made me laugh SO much Eso. You’re brilliant ✌🏻❤❤❤
It feels good to hear a reader talk about not channeling an abusive person. I’m a past victim of domestic violence and I still hurt emotionally from it. Thank you. Love your readings! Pile 2. I miss this guy. We both messed up and I hope he heals his demons. He isn’t abusive. I’m still healing and it’s hard not talking to him daily and seeing his beautiful eyes. Have a blessed week!!!
I was a victim of domestic violence too, sending you love and continued healing. I hope things work out with the person you’re thinking of in this reading ❤️
Omg Eso, Pile 3 here and I feel so called out. I've been waiting to hear from my person and thinking all sorts of things like I was wrong about this connection and I'm stupid for reaching out and embarrassed and pretty much all of things you mentioned I was feeling. To hear the other side of this situation, what he is going through, makes a lot of sense. Thank you so much, your readings are incredible!!
pile 3 thank you sm. also thank you for never changing your style or structure of the reading, or even the setup! its always so comforting to come back for a new upload ❤
Pile 2 - I started grieving the loss of him 6-8 months before I walked away. He absolutely instigated the ending. It’s been a year. He keeps showing up in ALL my readings. I did see him across the street at Mardi Gras. He did look angry at me. Gave him what he wanted… he definitely has a petty streak and is self admittedly shallow… I don’t look at his social media. No clue what’s going on with him. Heart hurts but done is done… he did have a couple deaths in the family but that doesn’t excuse how he handled things with me. He may have done the initial act out of a reaction, but he turned around and started publicly dating multiple people. That was intentional. He’ll never apologize. Pride won’t let him.
pile 4 - “it’s not because of anything what you are it’s just because you are” HIT ME because just today I thought about how I feel about him in the same way. I’ve been watching your readings since end of 21/beginning of 22 (about the same person, sue me) and you’ve been right about every single thing. And every single reading I’ve watched has been a “mirroring connection” too haha😭
Pile 3 The name of my person is OM, and in hinduism we chant "om namah shivay" as a form of prayer to lord shiva. This is the most direct reading I could have ever came across about.
Pile 2: I’m sitting here coloring a paint by numbers of a sea turtle and I see this video I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years. This last year his FATHER was diagnosed with ALS it has changed him completely and I understand why. That is his rock and his parental figure. He has pushed me away and says he still loves me I did nothing wrong and I deserve someone to love me always. He’s doing it to hurt himself. He’s scared of love now because his dad is dying. He’s pushing everyone away and leaning on his dead best friends who he always says he wishes were more independent. He’s so lost and hurt and he won’t let me hold him or be there. I think he will come back around and see what we had I was harsh on him too because it’s no excuse to ghost someone you love because you are being immature but also I understand he’s scared to love because he sees those things get taken away but it’s not his fault
Pile 3: I’m a Hindu, from India. My person always reminds me of Shiva. Yes lord Shiva swallowed poison and goddess Kali was his wife’s avatar. They were twin flames.
I picked two and four and both really resonated. 🤗 Pile 2️⃣ 🐢: Yes, it’s his fault we are not on good terms. He did take me for granted. I created no contact 7 months ago and I definitely had to stand up for myself and walk away. I still want him. Oy. I did already grieve this connection. I hope he hasn’t lost anyone to death, though. Pile 4️⃣ 🐳: You really called me out with thinking he has all he needs to come forward and I put false ideas in my head. These really helped. Even made me think one day I might reach out even though he made me feel rejected. But not yet, hoping he does it, as he should, someday. My ego and pride stop me from reaching out lol. We are probably mirroring, but if I did reach out, I would have to be okay with being actually rejected. And I’m not there yet. I do post a lot of music and some songs remind me of him. I’m not sure if he spies and notices, but for the first time ever he posted a link to a song and I’m not sure he’s playing my game back. The lyrics would fit us if he did miss me, but in the past people posted this oldie video link as a joke. I feel he wouldn’t be so late to that party as a joke, but are there such things as coincidences since it fits our situation?????? A reading by White Rose G said my soulmate would say this song to me as both serious and a joke and my mind was blown that reading… 😅 Thank you for the messages 🙏🏼🤍🙂
Pile 2&3 - Thank you for sharing this side of ESO, I loved every minute of it. You have a wonderful, entertaining personality & I appreciate you taking the time to do these readings!💕
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There was a phenomenon called Samudra manthan, which is churning of the sea, the sea after the churning gives out poison and Amrit (an immortality potion) so the God and the demons both on the either side churn the sea to get Amrit, eventually God's get to have it and not the demons.
But nobody wanted the poison. The poison is called Halaahal, potent of killing the Gods, Shiva swallowed it to save the world, it never went into his system, he has stored it in his throat, that's why Shiva is also called Nilakantha which literally means the one whose neck shines blue, because the poison was blue Nila (blue) Kantha (neck)
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Nice wordplay in your reading breakdown Eso.
The Nuclear Peace Pisces ♓
Love you! 🧿🤍🧿
Love you! Thank you for all of your love and support! You've been so unbelievably helpful on my journey to becoming my highest self. 🫶💜🦄
Pile 3 was better than therapy. Mostly because my therapist doesn’t say “mood” and she really should lol
You should ask her to 🥺
Pile 4. Man. Earth makes love so hard. Trauma, dark forces etc has broken so many hearts and souls and prevented/torn apart so many unions. Apart from cutting off my NPD abusive mother, one of the hardest things I've had to do was to stand firm in my boundaries and letting him go. The love I have for him on a soul level transcends any pain I've been through in this life, and I will always be grateful for that brief opening in time where we got to connect even though we will likely never speak again.
you are not alone. i am walking this same path with you… NPD mother and all 🙏💜
I understand what you are saying especially the last line. Hugs
I don’t have a person in mind but I’m always down for a 3.5 hour tea spilling session
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yep! Pile 2 - I always say that what I want most for them is for them to treat their people better.
Pile two here 🥹 gosh, you're so accurate it's scary lol... broke up last year cause we want different things, I have a couple NON negotiables and he didnt want the same, so it all resonated to a T. you got me tearin' when you said "this reading found you to help with your own healing / it doesn't reflect my worth etc.
Thank you beautiful soul for your magic. PS I ANGRY ABOUT BIG GUY COMPANIES DOING THE 💩 THEY DO TOO.
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Pile 3: Going to spice island in the extended was such a pleasure! 🏝️ Thank you for your readings, they are always beautiful like you! 💛
Pile 4 here...I just have no words...okay maybe a few...you cry or almost cry when channeling our collectives energy, thanks for all the energtic love and hugs over the years on behalf of us all. At this point we have to believe the Narnia comparison because you have described his/her feelings or awe of us at least 3 or 4 times as this point. Its fine you can keep mentioning it! 😊 i think ive just exploded into phase 29 of awakening and holy sh*t mind is still amazed this love actually came along and is playing out as predicted?!?!?. Like some weird long episode of the simpsons...and honestly having the heads up has made it an easier transition through this spiritual labyrinth. I just idfk, this is crazy.
Anything with the word Narnia captures my heart and attention ❤❤❤❤
Chose pile 2 and as soon as you started talking about Nestle I was like “I chose the right pile” lol I literally listened to a podcast episode about how awful nestle is earlier today!! The rest of the reading also resonated so spot on 🥹 thank you! 💖
Pile three was exactly what I needed to hear rn…it was sort of the conclusion I reached for myself but hearing this confirmation was reassuring and I’ll be coming back for comfort in the future when needed. Thank you Eso, you’ve helped me so much over the years 🥰❤️
pile 3 - i feel like we're both going through similar troubles but working through them even if we're not together
Pile 4 every single sentence is spot on, I love you so much eso.
Especially when you say, being receptive is the only way to feel in control, such wisdom ❤thank you very again ❤
Pile 4 here.. thank you.. deeply resonated and thank you for caring.
Pile 3 and it’s extended meant so much and were so accurate, down to the joke about aliens, hermit crabs and everything in between. Thank you Eso, I genuinely cried during the extended and then when you almost did I did even more. Thank you for what you do, it always helps ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yay I’m so glad it resonated!! Thank you for supporting me 💗
Pile 2 - wow as soon as you started talking about life of the party, i narrowed it down to 2 people. Then some more details and i knew who it was. He ghosted me in person, which is the most bizarre thing I've ever experienced, with no arguments no explanation.
I immediately went through the grieving process to get over it, and surprisngly I came out of it 2 days later feeling neutral.
I no longer felt triggered by him, so when I saw him in person again (he pretended i was still invisible 😂), I also just treated him like a ghost.
While I am no longer bothered, I do feel better knowing he felt the loss that he had caused.
Its very accurate that he's petty and immature (also young). We werent dating but I witnessed how he treated his exes and casual partners.
Just to add, I adored him so much, he gave me so much happiness when I was really down about another guy. He also indirectly gave me courage to end another toxic friendship (oh the irony). I miss our chats together but I'm fine that he for whatever reason chose to end things without explanation.
I do hope he grows up.
Your readings are always a breath of fresh air!
This week has been so amazing with opportunities and I can’t believe how much I’ve been blessed and I’m thankful to have been able to just get on with my life and not let this guy situation affect it x
Idk why it’s taken me so long to actually put a comment down on one of your videos… but I’ve gotten closer with you over the past couple months Eso and you’ve helped me find clarity so often. Thank you so much! Your spiritual gifts are truly such a super power and I admire it so much. Also our vibes are hella similar and I know we’d have a blast / amazing convos about the world together. Thx for being awesome watching your videos also inspires me to keep going with my TH-cam too
I'm grateful that I found this video, I'm a first time Tarot listener and I feel rejuvenated and understood. You're great Eso :)
I’ve watched you for so long yet i genuinely did not absorb the fact that you’re an aries, but i always love your humor and tangents and it just makes me feel so seen sometimes as a person who goes on tangents in her day day life anyways it could be related but as an aries moon im so glad to have this seen space where anger and joy can be recognized as productive emotions.
Pile 4, cried throughout the reading😢😢
As the Gods and Demons churned the cosmic ocean, the poison halahala emerged from its depth and enveloped the universe with its poisonous fumes. The Gods and Demons asked Shiva for help and He swallowed the poison. His consort, Goddess Parvati, tried to prevent the poison from spreading to the rest of his body by holding his neck tight but the strength of the poison turned Shiva's neck blue.
Detailed explanation only because you asked 😘❤
Always enjoy your channel. Every reading is spot on!
Pile 3 :D
It's heartbreakingly accurate :( I feel so bad for him
love you eso! thank you for always posting when i need u 🥺 sending sm love 💞🙏
Omg this was so cute 😭😭😭
The Narnia refference killed me lol I love the series so much!! And yes, it was in fact Prince Caspian ♡
Pile 4 was such an amazing reading and really matched up with what I'm experiencing. I definitely need to look at what I've been assuming about this person and this situation and how that has been taking from me. Thank for this Eso 🙏
pile 4 resonates a lot..like it was kinda scary lol. i would love a hug from you eso
Ahoy!!!! Mateyyysssss. Yay, new vid. Not sure what I’ll get for what pile I pick but, I have no one in mind going into this really.. so I’ll be excited to see who comes up. Update: picked pile 4 & just made mad because I don’t care how this person feels about me or if they’re drowning in their emotions. I got hurt & rejected because of their own fears & that’s fine.. I accept that truth. Just didn’t feel like having that dug up again when it’s like… I just want to forget it & how they ruined things & move on with my life, not knowing them or even how they feel about me. But, thank you for the reading anyway lol.
Pile 4: simply perfect, especially the extended! Thank you so very much, Eso! It confirmed my suspicions. I should believe in my intuition more often. 😅
dude you are so awesome i wish we could be friends 😭❤️ pile 2, thank you. just to know they won’t to do others what they did to me is all i needed to hear to move on. please keep being yourself! it was so wonderful seeing those snippets of you being you ❤️❤️ as a leo sun/moon and sag rising, i love the aries energy! nestle SUCKS!!!
Had to choose pile 2. My late fiance loved turtles. 222 has become a bit of a sign for me. And Angelite, stone of the spirits? Like a total big red flashing sign for me to pick this pile. Cannot wait!
Pile 3: This is what I needed to hear today. My TF is going through a lot in his life and I have been taking his need for space personally. I have been overthinking and thinking he is not interested even though deep down I know he loves me and is just trying to protect me from what he is going through.
pile 3- Eso, every time I come back I feel so peaceful, you are always channeling something greater and I thank you for that 🩷 2:09:43
Pile #3: Thanks for sharing 🌧🌈💎
NEVER CLICKED A READING SO FAST
Pile 3, I think I chose a pile with my own energy to help me get clarity on my own feelings and why they persist (either that or the person I'm thinking of feels the exact same way, which ?? would be very delulu of me to believe considering we haven't talked or seen each other in 2 years, they made a strong impression) and it really resonated, thank you!!
Lotustile is my favorite I love her soooo much! Her voice is so soothing.
"Ahoy maties" had me smiling from the second the video started 🤭- I love the energy here ❤
I just came from Kino's reading about "messages from your person" from 11 months ago. Kino also mentions "high expectations and not feeling worthy" like you did in Pile 2.
You are a gifted light worker my dear 😇🙏🏻 the truth only hurts as you said because in order to truly face the truth they must feel the hurt 😇🙏🏻 honesty and truth are the keys to healing and growing 😇🙏🏻 keep shining bright my fellow light worker 🙏🏻
The thumbnail was so pretty, girl !!
Awesome reading M'Lady!!! WOW 😱This has been an encounter of unexplicable proportions for myself, and I pray that my energy and excitement hasn't compromised any future connections to your energy or future readings 🥺Thank you! 😇🥰😘
i’m so stupid. i chose pile 4 and i was thinking to myself “who the HELL is this?” and it was the girl who assaulted me when she was blackout drunk. i already knew that she didn’t mean it- but this reading is just clarifying that she truly did not mean it. i don’t know if she ever liked me romantically and honestly i don’t care and don’t want to know, but it would make sense. it is understandable that she is coming to terms with her actions and that they have caused harm and have consequences. we harm each other and it’s usually not intentional. i understand that. you saying “does that make me an evil person?” or “villain” or “the bully” really is how i feel. i am hoping this reading gives me clarity by the end of it. thank you :)
lmao eso you are so funny. you are always making me laugh. thank you
Pile 1. Yes yes yes. Haha felt called out by spirit so this was very revealing or confirming what I already know. They are going through a lot and transforming, changes etc. It feels stagnant because we are in no contact but really I've been sleeping on myself, being resistant to move forward in my own life and doing things I'm afraid of. The connection is mirroring it!!! I feel frustrated with them but really I am frustrated with myself hahaha 😂 thank you spirit and Eso!! This was such a wake up call.
"do not take a shot every time I say committed" gurrrrllll I just want to hang out with you 🤣🤣🤣
ESO is on drop everything!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Pile 1. Wow 🫶🏻 thank you, Eso. Accurate from the start xxx
❤❤ my fav tarot reader posted!!!!! 🥰
I loveee these videos no matter the day no matter the time I adore your readings and always leave feeling lovely
So, I saw your video come out when you uploaded it because i have notifications on. And even though I kinda felt drawn, I didn't feel it completely. It almost as if I got a feeling of "not yet." Just a moment ago your video popped into my mind with a clear resounding PILE 4 it was telling me. And here I am. It's funny because I did feel a pull towards pile 4, but like I said it felt like a not yet and I definitely felt somewhat unsure because I wasn't meant to hear any of this yet, I believe. Now I am. When I clicked on the time stamp, my eyes went WIDE because 212 is one of my anger numbers. I didn't even notice it before when you uploaded. I'm definitely crying and more emotional than usual because it's that time of the month -_-. But you hit every little detail on the head. It sucks but I always knew he loves me, and I have faith that once he accepts it he'll get serious about this. I know he's been so patient with me. I just wish he'd talk to me like he used to if not better.
Ack thank you!!! This helps so much! You have such a lovely voice, a great laugh, and I’m so excited to hear more of it in Spice Island™️
I have to say this. Good for you Eso!!! Good for you for taking a stand and saying that you won't read about abusive or toxic ex's. I can't tell you how many readings I would click on that aren't even romance related and they start talking about some toxic ex that wants to come through. It's always some toxic ex that I thought I cut the cord from. lol I hope more readers will take this approach. I want to be in a healthy connection and if I am trying to disconnect from my past how can I do that effectively if I keep hearing about what my toxic ex is doing when I was just trying to find out about my next life blessing! lol
Thank you! ❤ for sharing your gift! You are amazing! And you NEVER disappoint me ❤
I picked pile 2 and I am a Aries I fully understand and appreciate you Thank you so much God bless you and your family with love and light always God bless with love always from down under 🧿😇💯❤🦋🐬🇦🇺🦘
Oh my goodness! Pile 4! You mentioned, whitest, kids, you know, and last time he and I were together, we were talking about whitest kids, you know! Lol. We were talking about how it’s funny, but his brother thinks it’s like the most genius comedy ever, and we were laughing about how we wouldn’t go THAT far. I was also thinking, “ a whale of a time,” and then I was internally giggling about how I am so corny. And then you said, I hope you have a whale of a time lol I am an Aries to, and I always love how it seems you think similarly to me and a lot of things resonate in your readings, I do think we had a connection at first sight, but we met back in high school, and I’ve only started being more romantic in the last year after 10 years of living in different states. I moved back to my hometown area and time will tell! He is an intense Capricorn like you suggested. 😂 Oh, you mentioned the movie aquamarine! My sister and I watched that when we were younger, and I loved it, but I don’t really remember it now, so I definitely want to bring it up to her and rewatch it soon! Pile 3 also had messages that resonated. Thank you!
Girl thanks for the reading & the PSA on nestle, i'm feeling validated but can't stop laughing 🤣🙏🏻 you're a legend xx
I love you Eso 😭😭 my favorite tarot reader!
#4, thank you 🌈💙
“A child” hahahahaha I just died that is my absolute favorite vine 😂😂😂😂😂
Thankyou .. amazing reading. Exactly what I’m experiencing with my ex. Wow. The fact that I did explode with sheer frustration and was catapulted back 45 years to the way I used to be around him and react did disappoint me.. I went for a long walk and did breathe.. all is Better now.. he will never change.. long story ..
So true nobody can change another’s mind we both need separation t 2:04:06 o find and build our inner foundation before we connect or meet in person
Pile 2 here, my long distance friend (I know him for a long time now) just blocked me on every platform after he confessed that he's in love with me but he can't see the future of our relationship cause we're basically living on a different continent, and it breaks my heart soo bad😭
This give me a lil clearance. Thankyou eso💖💞
😅 wow. Thank you. How powerful and resonate. 🪷🫧⚡️🍯
HOLY ESO
Pile 2: ugh bro not only did you describe an exact situation with someone from the past but
- their birthday came up in the cards
- they lost their father
- they messed up big time multiple times (not in that way) and are the reason there is separation. They originally chose it but I ended up pushing them away after catering to them for months
- the “sensitive” nature of small things was how I was for a year after things went down but now I’m fine
- I recently dreamed their sister came up to me and told me they weren’t doing Well without me 🤷🏽♀️
- they were immature and had principles I wasn’t able to get behind
- they did impulsive stuff that led us to fight and eventually led to the ending. They had no impulse control
- they are a military time guy hahaha
- they used to have anxiety at night, they struggled a lot with anxiety at night so I wouldn’t be surprised if they thought about me more at night, and they definitely hung out with people at night to escape
- they broke it off with me, so this is pretty rich lmao
- “if they go through life they’ll hurt people they love” that’s exactly what happened between us, they would just do whatever felt good in the moment not understanding how they hurt others.
- “they didn’t do it maliciously they did it ignorantly” this is such a comforting line. We were working together everyday for months after the ending and they did things that I felt were on purpose to hurt me but that’s not the kind of person they were, so nice to hear they’re not malicious just ignorant 😂
- we went through the worst circumstances and 100% both still held love for each other
I love you, thankyou sooo freaking much! 🐳
I love your reading sm thank you for doing what you do
Fun fact babe, pile 2, he was seeing me and another person. She works at N (the corporation you looooooove a lot) 👀👀👀 thank you.
“I’m being myself a little too much i need to rein it in” ABSOLUTELY NOT. no. Don’t EVER do that. You would never tell one of us to be less of who we are. FUCK NESTLE and I LOVE YOU
I want “All my homies hate Nestle” on a shirt 😂
I LOVE aquamarine!!!
Been looking forward to this video so much, thank you Eso for all of your guidance 💙💙 I love the blue theme of this reading, I have been feeling like the throat chakra is something that has been calling my attention and I can already feel that this reading is going to resonate deeply. Love you so much fellow infp queen!!
2:31:25 i'm crying.. I have been feeling this way for so long and hearing your words made me feel understood. Thank you so much 😭 ♥♥♥
"you just gotta heal the things within you that are bothered by nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh" 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Pile 2. Thanks I suppose.. in the future please do not sidetrack on corporations.
That nesle joke got me me 😂
Ly Esoo ❤😂 thank you for the reading and for making me laugh, i needed it
I am attracting my true and divine love. Thank you Spirit 1:11
making phone calls at my 9-5 watching this. THE WAY I HAD TO HOLD BACK A LAUGH AT “We are going to spice island and i’m very EXCITED to go to spice island”😂
Starting the turtle reading and it starts with "I smell burning" 😂😂
I'll see how it goes
hahahha SAME
Eso!! Thank you so so much for this reading! Riiigght on time with all the downloads I’ve been receiving lately. I’m so grateful for your clarity on this issue. Pile 4 ❤❤❤
Beautiful. Thank you!
Omg you witch!!!!! Pile 2!!! His dad passed away and everything else is extremely accurate!!!!! You are so freaking talented! I love you! You are awesome!
also pile 2 havent watched it fully but seen this comment; his dad passed away too; but i love the use of witch haha i noticed most people think of that word negatively but even since a kid i never thought of it as negative. when i use it as an adult people look at me like im insulting them 😭😭😭 its out of love! strong powerful energy. 🤯🧙♀️
@@paintingpisces8163 Yes! Some people are insulted by it but I say it and take it as such a big compliment 😂 I hope the reading resonates for you like it did for me!
@@sil143jacob thats so silly i was thinking about updating you and saying the exact same thing! it did resonate 💛 i hope you were able to get insightful confirmation. 🥰🧘🏼♀️
Oh my God! Pile 2 is totally the recent past person
Pile 3..I can't reach out..he cut me off 3 and a half years ago..moved away without the single word..no idea where he is..not sure I want to..I'm too old for this stuff..time is running out for me (bad family medical history) can't wait any more
Love your self first,❤
bahahahah girl you did not just mention wahale world 😂🐳🐋 the last thing i expected was a deep cut wkuk reference from my favorite tarot girlie!!! this pile is definitely for me. rest in peace, trevor 💙🩵💚 i love you so much eso, thank you for this reading 🥰
you got me cracking up with pile 2 😂😂 i love when you spell out cuss words
Pile 4- as I poured a cup of tea for myself, while I was about to take my first sip.. you said: “I wish I could sit with you with a cup of tea.. and tell you everything will be okay”
I felt you! Thank you! ♥️
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Pile 2. Spirit has given me an extra lesson today by guiding me to this reading. The acceptance and processing from the space and separation are pretty much complete. The biggest lesson that your reading reminded me of is to just be unapologetically myself (as you are, rants, jokes and love) to just own it, step into my power and keep moving and learning. You have made me laugh SO much Eso. You’re brilliant ✌🏻❤❤❤
It feels good to hear a reader talk about not channeling an abusive person. I’m a past victim of domestic violence and I still hurt emotionally from it. Thank you. Love your readings! Pile 2. I miss this guy. We both messed up and I hope he heals his demons. He isn’t abusive. I’m still healing and it’s hard not talking to him daily and seeing his beautiful eyes. Have a blessed week!!!
I was a victim of domestic violence too, sending you love and continued healing. I hope things work out with the person you’re thinking of in this reading ❤️
Love you both! Sending healing vibes....🫶💜🦄
Omg Eso, Pile 3 here and I feel so called out. I've been waiting to hear from my person and thinking all sorts of things like I was wrong about this connection and I'm stupid for reaching out and embarrassed and pretty much all of things you mentioned I was feeling. To hear the other side of this situation, what he is going through, makes a lot of sense. Thank you so much, your readings are incredible!!
Lotustiletarot is literally someone who reminds me of you so happy that you did a reading inspired by her
yess love both of their energies🥰
She’s fantastic!
“All my homies hate Nestle.” 😂❤️
pile 3 thank you sm. also thank you for never changing your style or structure of the reading, or even the setup! its always so comforting to come back for a new upload ❤
Pile 2 - I started grieving the loss of him 6-8 months before I walked away. He absolutely instigated the ending. It’s been a year. He keeps showing up in ALL my readings. I did see him across the street at Mardi Gras. He did look angry at me. Gave him what he wanted… he definitely has a petty streak and is self admittedly shallow… I don’t look at his social media. No clue what’s going on with him. Heart hurts but done is done… he did have a couple deaths in the family but that doesn’t excuse how he handled things with me. He may have done the initial act out of a reaction, but he turned around and started publicly dating multiple people. That was intentional. He’ll never apologize. Pride won’t let him.
pile 4 - “it’s not because of anything what you are it’s just because you are” HIT ME because just today I thought about how I feel about him in the same way.
I’ve been watching your readings since end of 21/beginning of 22 (about the same person, sue me) and you’ve been right about every single thing. And every single reading I’ve watched has been a “mirroring connection” too haha😭
Pile 3 The name of my person is OM, and in hinduism we chant "om namah shivay" as a form of prayer to lord shiva. This is the most direct reading I could have ever came across about.
Pile 2:
I’m sitting here coloring a paint by numbers of a sea turtle and I see this video I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years. This last year his FATHER was diagnosed with ALS it has changed him completely and I understand why. That is his rock and his parental figure. He has pushed me away and says he still loves me I did nothing wrong and I deserve someone to love me always. He’s doing it to hurt himself. He’s scared of love now because his dad is dying. He’s pushing everyone away and leaning on his dead best friends who he always says he wishes were more independent. He’s so lost and hurt and he won’t let me hold him or be there. I think he will come back around and see what we had I was harsh on him too because it’s no excuse to ghost someone you love because you are being immature but also I understand he’s scared to love because he sees those things get taken away but it’s not his fault
Pls Eso, for us broke ones do a free juicy reading pls, i'm asking for just one😭
Pile 3: I’m a Hindu, from India. My person always reminds me of Shiva. Yes lord Shiva swallowed poison and goddess Kali was his wife’s avatar. They were twin flames.
I picked two and four and both really resonated. 🤗
Pile 2️⃣ 🐢:
Yes, it’s his fault we are not on good terms. He did take me for granted. I created no contact 7 months ago and I definitely had to stand up for myself and walk away. I still want him. Oy.
I did already grieve this connection. I hope he hasn’t lost anyone to death, though.
Pile 4️⃣ 🐳:
You really called me out with thinking he has all he needs to come forward and I put false ideas in my head.
These really helped. Even made me think one day I might reach out even though he made me feel rejected. But not yet, hoping he does it, as he should, someday. My ego and pride stop me from reaching out lol. We are probably mirroring, but if I did reach out, I would have to be okay with being actually rejected. And I’m not there yet.
I do post a lot of music and some songs remind me of him. I’m not sure if he spies and notices, but for the first time ever he posted a link to a song and I’m not sure he’s playing my game back. The lyrics would fit us if he did miss me, but in the past people posted this oldie video link as a joke. I feel he wouldn’t be so late to that party as a joke, but are there such things as coincidences since it fits our situation?????? A reading by White Rose G said my soulmate would say this song to me as both serious and a joke and my mind was blown that reading… 😅
Thank you for the messages 🙏🏼🤍🙂
Pile 2&3 - Thank you for sharing this side of ESO, I loved every minute of it. You have a wonderful, entertaining personality & I appreciate you taking the time to do these readings!💕