FYI I meant to say "past or present" not "current or present" in the intro reading breakdown💀like I said this can apply for any type of relationship! Thank you sm for being here I hope this reading helps I love you🥰💞🫂 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:11 Pile Selection: 2:00 Make a Wish + Message from Archangel Raphael: 3:29 Pile 1 (Pietersite Bear): 9:10 Pile 2 (Agate Daisy): 1:13:31 Pile 3 (Bumblebee Jasper Sun): 2:01:08 🕯Candle of the Month: The Empress (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.etsy.com/listing/1683860018/esotarot-the-empress-reiki-charged-rose?ref=shop_review www.angelicmagic888.com/product/esotarot-the-empress-candle/494?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso 💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
@EsoTarot, oohhh, please try "cool mint" or "cool herbal" tea. Don't know if it's a thing where you live, but it's a mix of mint, licorice sticks and various herbs, and it is DELICIOUS! Almost like EATING something delicious, with the amount of flavour it has 😄 (Mind you, I usually don't like licorice tea, but this is awesome). 😊❤️
OMG your reading is so accurate that I just started bawling when you were reading my energy because finally I feel SEEN for who I am and my struggles with my person. Thank you so much for this reading- I am def subscribing to your channel!
This is insane… since I’m going through a really emotional phase in my relationship right now and I get this notification.. I’m just speechless at how much the universe listens to you
Pile 2 here and it's true that it's important to acknowledge how much I have grown thanks to this person. It hurts me that he feels in this way because I have always seen so much beauty in him. Still, I'm thankful for having known him because it helped me to understand how much I needed to work on my self esteem and my well-being
Pile 3, he told me he wanted to go back to friends because he liked someone else. Not even a week before that statement, he told me our connection was special, unique and he really wanted to try. Like duuuuude, I think there's no way to take that lightly
Take this with a grain of salt, but when someone says "try" instead of having a resolute offer of love/relationship/whatever... Expect it to have a tentative but very likely expirtation date.
After I raised up to 325k trading with her I bought a new House and a car here in the states also paid for my son's surgery (Oscar). Glory to God.shalom.
Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.
ESOOOOOOO. You spoke to me DIRECTLY in pile 3. My god. The only thing I want to add though, is that before walking away, I did lay out all the ways he hurt me. So he knows. Whether the intent to hurt was there or not, he knew he hurt me and failed to put his ego aside and focus on my wellbeing. I have a lot of love for him still so it pains me to be in separation but I can’t choose someone who won’t choose me.
This was exactly the comment I was looking for bc, I’m aware that I might’ve catastrophized but (he even said) I was valid as to why and I even apologized for it. He knows exactly what the issues were and I even came to him (a few times) wanting to fix things but his ego fr dawg.
Me too but what struck me the most is we are dive into the pool and they are slower to jump in. So what I receive is to focus on me and let Spirit handle the rest. 💜🌷 Hope this helps us all
pile 2 seems rather accurate. i was genuinely trying to help this person and they literally told me they would just wish for things to pan out like the fairytale in their head. they made up a whole fantasy about me being much more successful than i am and then also rejecting them in that fantasy, and the minute i tried to give them a reality check and make myself human and show them all the work i put in to create what i have, they distanced themselves from me. i was trying to make sense of their behavior for so long but it seems like, as you said, they just hoped they would get my success by associating with me. anyway i have now cut this person out of my life because they truly insulted me
Same here, think I cried through the whole reading... Pisces moon here, Leo sun and rising, an intense mix lol... As hard as it was to sit through, was much needed. Big love to all pile 3's ❤❤
Pile II. I ended the relationship right now. I’ve cut the chords, I cleansed my aura, I feel like while I was apologizing for him, he was absent from karma. I feel it starts now, not that I wish it upon him, it’s in the hands of God/ess. I just love how I am free again. Thank you. This was freeing, liberating. No more leaking my energy to a bucket that has a hole in it. No more wishing things were what they are not. Thank God, no more waiting around. My life is mine. My love is free to roam to the right places and hearts. I feel strong and wild and free. What is meant to be is meant to be. Blessings! 🙏❤️💕☺️ ps- Thank you ESO ❤️💫🙏
Pile 1 was so on point they are very self absorbed and act very impulsively I have come to realise everything they do is self serving. We both have had difficult lives but I am moving through my past now and am feeling much more positive about my life now.
Pile 3 and I feel unfairly judged. Yes he takes his time and I want to be a bit more intentional and fair. He refuses to meet me in the middle and it’s his way or the highway. We are in a dark place after I asked him to stop procrastinating on his one time to plan our camping trip. Very reasonable request considering I’d planned everything else and patiently waited for him to even commit to wanting to go. He got angry because he felt pressured and went camping without me. Yes I took that personal and he sees this as putting himself first? I was hurt and walked away to protect myself from being hurt further. That was harsh and when I asked where was the love, I apologized for rushing him, and told him I was hurt, he watched me cry and pour my heart out without showing compassion or understanding. This was almost 7 months ago and he’s sent his friends to make contact with me and even reached out to my friend through social media but never contacted me directly. I’m confused, hurt, disappointed, frustrated, and so angry that I didn’t put myself first. If I did, I’d achieved a lot more success in other areas of my life and felt more confident and satisfied overall instead so disappointed in myself and others in love over and over again. So I appreciate him for showing me how to put myself first.
I’m sorry that you’re going through this! I was also drawn to pile 3 and it doesn’t resonate, but in a weird way it does (he chose someone else over me and the theme of choice was all over the reading). I love Eso’s videos, however I feel like this time she misjudged the situation. I wouldn’t play games…
@@icantseeyou1294 Same I was very straightforward. I was concrete with my choices. I chose him and he did not choose me. Bottom line. He was arrogant and defensive and left me wondering if I was his choice. I gave this relationship my love and understanding and kindness and openness. I wanted the same. I accepted his weaknesses and respected and treated him fairly. He gave whatever no matter how that impacted me and this relationship. He was willing to take as long as I was willing to give but was willing to fight and push me away as along as I asked him to give a little more of himself. My new mantra: What is best for me? I feel like such a fool for not noticing sooner that I'd imagined his love and attraction for me. A fool.
Missed the mark with me too. She usually gets it right but not this time. So fuck that guy. He needs to grow up already-- so what if you asked him to plan the trip. Geez.
@@antologia888e thanks. I needed this validation this morning. I woke up pissed and ruminating on the wasted time and energy of this relationship. You just released me and don’t even know it. lol Yes screw him.
Whoa pile 3. And the timing of your video. Perhaps you and the universe are trying to help calm my anxiety. This is got to be the most real pick a card video I have ever heard/seen and Ive been watching yours and others for years. Just wow. Thank you!
pile 1 gang 💥 i recently got out of a relationship that i was in for a year. this has been my longest relationship to date and there was a lot of love between both of us, at least to my knowledge. i left him because even though he loved me, he was extremely emotionally closed off. anytime i would express emotion, he didn’t understand it, like it genuinely confused him and he would ask me to stop crying or to look on the bright side instead of encouraging me to process what i was going through or giving me a hug and telling me we could get through it together. (which is the reaction i craved) between that and practical matters such as me contributing more financially and to our home, i woke up one morning and decided that i needed to be done. the timing was extremely inopportune and though i’d been thinking on it for a while, it was impulsive. i moved immediately after doing that (which was planned) and i started to waiver a bit in my faith that this was the right path. (aka the regret/bargaining stage in grieving a relationship) it wasn’t extremely unbearable until last night where i had an awful dream where he and his friends followed me around and harassed me. this isn’t realistic as we had a decent breakup and a really good goodbye where we agreed to stay on good terms. it shook me to my core though and it really made me wonder if i made the right choice in sacrificing my relationship for myself. coming here and watching the pile 1 reading (which was pretty spot on with his energy and i suppose mine as well) really has reminded me of how my intention with all of my actions leading up to this point was to live for myself and fight for a future i want and deserve, one i couldn’t see while i was with my ex boyfriend. i’m not certain of what exactly i’m fighting for yet, but even though i don’t feel it now, i hope i can look back on this and understand why what i did was necessary. i still love him so much and i truly wish him the best, but the only way i can see it now is that he was so close to everything i want from someone, but he was missing the most valuable and connective parts that i can’t live without. i’m sorry for the huge info dump but i think my friends could use a break from me constantly talking about this lol.
Pile 3. You’ve used so many key words and phrases that my partner has used in the last couple of days to explain our situation to me. I don’t watch tarot anymore but was called to watch one of your videos just now, and wow. Spot on. I got some healing to do, i’m glad i was able to receive these messages from another person. Source is speaking through you
when you posted this, i clicked and knew i was gonna choose pile 3, and before i even started watching he hearted something i sent him. man do i feel called out. i know this man loves me. i did feel called to finally tell him what hurt me but i could have said it better. i did try to say it as best as i could. i used "I" statements. i never pushed the blame onto him. but i also apologized. i told him i appreciate him, i appreciate how much he's opened up his life to me so far. i DO appreciate how slow he takes things. because i know he doesn't do things half heartedly. when he feels ready and certain, he does show up. he puts in the effort. he cares for me. he does things that blow me away! and i have to remember that. i have to remember, "the universe isn't in a rush." this will happen slowly. slowly but surely & certainly. but i'm glad i said what i needed to say though. because i truly don't think he realizes it. and now he does. among other things, and i believe it's only gonna go up from here. let me just put 1 thing down here, i've never played games from the beginning. people who are all in never play games. just because we have a harder time saying what is bothering us doesn't mean we are playing games. someone who plays games IS NOT and will never be all in.
hey, ive never commented under any video, buy this really made me feel heard as if someone truly understands what ive been through, and everything you wrote that is the exact thing i am dealing w, and speaking of "playing games " you litreally spoke my heart out in regards of that, people like us find hard to talk bout things which hurt us but it does not mean that our intentions are not pure , i hope you guys get back together soon! More power and love to you , man!💕
@@tishasinghchauhan5549 thank you!! that means a lot to me. i came back because i thought i was too harsh with my comment and was going to edit it. But I'm glad it resonated with you, and a few others I see, so I'll leave it. I really appreciate Eso, but i've never, not once, played games. I did not spend 5 years being single for no reason. And it's something my man mentions about me often that he can tell without a doubt that I genuinely have feelings for him. I remember Eso did a reading a while back, i don't remember which one it was but the advice was if you feel called to do something from a place of love, do it. And I've been living by that advice, esp in regards to our relationship. Anytime I feel called to do something out of love, I do it. And it always works for our greatest good, but also mine. We didn't break up, we had a minor disagreement. He was stressed out with work and like Eso said in pile 3 he was doing what was best for him. And that was going MIA for like 5 days, no contact, nothing. And it hurt me. I knew the job itself is going through issues, but going MIA without giving me a heads up. I felt like I did something wrong. I got scared, and I said what I said. And I can understand wanting space, BUT we're adults. Normalize giving people a heads up. Don't ice them out. Don't ghost them. We're not teens. I even told him, you don't even have to put things into words. Send me an emoji, react to something I send, let me know you're alive. And he saw my point. I always give him and others some type of update because I've been guilty of going MIA too. And it's hurt people I didn't mean on hurting. He's never given me a reason NOT to trust him, so I'm not worried about anything else. It just felt like I was being valued in the moment, while with my choices I always consider him and his feelings. One of the things I've learned in my years of being single and now in a relationship again, you can spend all your time being single and healing, and healing on your own, but you're not walking into a relationship to be alone. Partner Development is as important as personal development. True healing comes when you work on it with someone. Wishing you well in your situation! I hope all goes well with you! Eso & Kino are both on point with their readings! Sending you peace & love! ♥
Thank for you for putting what I've been feeling that I can't explain into words. I feel seen. I've been hard on myself for feeling this way, but this gives me assurance that everything will be alright especially on my end.
About 20 minutes into pile 3 and I relate to every. Single. Word. Very scary but also quite reassuring as I haven’t spoken to anyone about these feelings, especially with my person, so it’s nice hearing you talk about it like we’re having a conversation about it. Thank you for these videos, your voice and videos are always so calming and special ❤
Pile 1. I really needed that Eso. Thank you 🙏. I've been so attached to this situation for so long. Long after we stopped talking. Long after I knew this person wasn't going to come through correct. I just couldn't understand why they didn't want to accept what I was offering. I thought they must like me back and eventually they'll realize and we'll come together. But this has kept me stagnant and unhappy for so long. Just waiting in frustration and pain. I needed this Eso. Thank you
Pile 3 has been so spot on. We are both wounded people, and I know we both care about each other. I'm all in with this person because I can see a deep connection, and I feel like we are connected with the invisible string theory, and I'm loyal once I start talking to someone. They aren't the same way, so that does confuse me and has upset me at times. I try so hard not to take it personally, but like you said I've felt disrespected and disregarded before.
Pile 2 - Thank you for that reality check Eso, I think I needed it more than I realised. I asked about my mother because we have a very stormy relationship, and truthfully this cycle keeps happening where I see the truth of the situation, find it hard to believe, avoid it and hope that healing can happen later whilst downplaying the hurt I've experienced... And despite this, I try to move through the steps of forgiveness for my sake and it's really hard when on the other side, it's true that she hasn't changed at all, no matter how much I wish it so. I feel tied up and bound to her partially because she is manipulative - love bombs me, throws the "im your mother [so you must love me no matter what]" card and keeps asking me to do things for her even when I've expressed I can't and won't be doing that for the foreseeable future. But I know that this binding is an illusion, that I can break out of it and I deserve to. It's just so hard to move away when I get gaslit into believing I'm a bad son for doing so... I'm really hurt that it feels as if my mother doesn't love me unconditionally, and I'm grieving the fact I now realise I've never felt safe around her. I pray for the inner strength to move away. Thank you for lending your skills to such powerful messages, Eso, even if that means dealing with difficult and draining energies. And thank you for this space, as I haven't shared this with nearly anyone and I appreciate how safe this corner of the internet feels to me. I wish everyone here the best :) we will heal, with or without the person we're asking about.
sending you lots of love ❤ I know how hard that can be, but it's very important to set strong boundaries with her and not letting her overstep them one bit. Protect yourself and work on your own abundance, you deserve so much love and light 🙏
Pile 3 and I feel like I’m watching from his perspective rather than mine. I think he took a lot more personally than I did which led him to do the most hurtful thing to me that anyone has ever done and he was aware and made that choice because he wanted to hurt me. I hope one day he reaches out, but if not I won’t lose sleep over it.
Not relevant to this reading but you said you feel most "out of spirit" when people in the passing lane aren't going fast enough to pass and I just wanted to say I feel you sister
I started this video by watching Pile 3, and I realize it didn't resonate. It did bring up a moment of fear because I was like "oh my god what if I'm the bad guy in this situation" but I stopped watching because I was like, I know I'm not. I was very hurt by someone that I gave my heart to so openly, and they very much betrayed me. I decided to give pile 1 a listen and it was the right pile and resonated deeply. I know that I'm doing the work to have healthy relationships, and the one that left my life was one that showed me what energy I need to not give my heart to. It was a lesson, and a very good one honestly, I needed it to continue on the right path. Thank you so much eso. I so appreciate your love
You cannot imagine the support your videos are giving me!! throughout all these years.. Always so happy to see you hear from you. You are such a kind and precious soul 🌷I pray for you 🫂
Ps how can we hate you for such a powerful, real, yet compassionate reading(pile 3). This has to be the best reading ever. Your words “it seems like the excitement of this situation has created attachment really fast and also fear of losing this person…” that couldn’t be more true wow, powerful. Thank you again.
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Girl you just slaughtered pile 2 🤣Sometimes I forget I’m listening to a pick a card reading and think I’m listening to a self-help podcast. Thank youuu so much for all your insight and messages 🩷
Pile 2 I didn’t know why I was so drawn to this reading, but once I sat down and listened, I knew that this pile was just confirmation of my current situation. I’ve been having so much issues lately with my person, often crossing my boundaries and talking down to me, yet I’ve been too stubborn to let go. I’ve been working hard on healing, trying to let go, value myself and keep my energy from being drained so it’s comforting to hear that I’m on the right path and doing what I need to do right now. 💕
I’m only a few minutes in (pile 1) and this is the most beautiful, validating, supportive, helpful reading I’ve ever heard. THANK YOU! 🙏🏼 I was literally praying for this reading, today! Thank you so much, Eso! Love to everyone ✨💕🌈🦋🌿🌟
I felt called to watch one of your videos and Pile 3 resonated. Thank you. “You are going to continue to see your past everywhere…until you make peace with your past”
Pile 1 - wow, so accurate Eso. The person is my mom, she's a covert narcissist. Everything you said confirmed all that I've learned about her and myself. It's hard to love her while also drawing boundaries that she doesn't understand. Thank you for this reading❤ And to those of you dealing with a toxic parent: keep healing, you are perfect as you are and you are cared for in other ways❤🪽
That was the most powerful and accurate pick a card I've ever received. Pile 1, walking down the path of healing and honouring my heart and listening to my intuition that is so STRONG. Thank you for confirming what I already know, Eso and blessings to you for sharing your divine gifts. It is truly amazing and helpful. THANK YOU
A stranger randomly told me the other day that I was the definition of perfection just because I leant her a lighter to light a smoke with a smile in a happy state of mind she was appreciative of it
Pile 2--my mother. 😞So spot on. When I was a teenager, I told her I was sad that I couldn't get along better with my friends, and she replied, "Who cares? None of you will still know each other when you're adults." And she recently accused me of finding her unworthy of love (using psychobabble against me) when I actually feel that her energetic vampirism is painful to me. I've begged and pleaded with her to get professional help, telling her recently that she has to if she wants to be in my life. Well, she's not in my life. But I still hope she'll change her mind about that. 😞A great reading, Eso!!
Pile 2 was eerily accurate for me. I'm very intuitive and knew I had people around me who didn't necessarily have my best interests in mind due to their own insecurities, but I kinda avoided acknowledging it because it's weird to think 'people are jealous of you'. The only thing that's different about the reading vs my reality is I'm the one in a bad place at present and they seem to be in a good place. So, I think me losing a lot of my friends because of health issues I went through is why I long for relationships I once had, even if they weren't good for me. When Eso kept on saying 'look where you are' I was like, ummm, I'm not doing great lol. But I know ultimately that no matter what I've gone through, I carry myself in a more loving way than those people ever will, and that is my strength.
Actually, you are doing great. When I got severely sick and was on disability for a year, my friends and my BF showed their true colors. They vanished. I didn't take it to heart at the time but when a few years later I started rising up in social status and business, none of those same people ever showed any support. Not even when my product got on national TV. They were quite as if my hard work didn't mean anything to them. Now that I evebtually cut everyone out of my life for good, I feel so much lighter and know 100% that it was the best decision. Because now more aligned people and opportunities are entering my life. So my point is: you are currently being granted an opportunity to review your circle and keep only those who deserve to stay. Because the moment you start rising after your health struggle is when the Universe will test you before giving you access to new abundance. Remove all weak links or they will delay it. ❤
Pile 2 , I was hesitant to listen to this reading since I didn't wanna hear that this could heal or deserved another chance. This was very reassuring of my choices towards this relationship thank you eso 💜💜
Pile 1. 2 minutes into this reading and at 888 Likes on this video I tear up over you saying that this is a family issue, and that I am so loyal, and do my best to heal them. This reading is about my mother. Thank you Eso. Love and Light
This was definitely on point. I've gotten away from heaving readings for a long time. I've been chasing this older guy for about 7 years. He was friends with my ex. He expressed that he wanted to marry me. Once I left my boyfriend to pursue him, he stopped putting in the effort. A couple years later he was asking me to move to another state with him. We spent more time in intimate moments then building a deep bond. He finanlly packed his stuff and moved to California. I've been holding on to him for a long time. He never goes out of his way to call me, never. But when we talk its like im the only girl he wants. He's narcissist. A handsome one. I'm launching my first short story/poem book about my situationship to help other women in a never ending emotional cycle with a manipulative man. That's my first project. I think my healing will be centered around helping others through stories, content, and consumer products I personally create
Pile 3. It painfully resonated. I've been thinking about this on my own and your reading came just in time to reassure me. I hope everything goes well. I'll apologize to this person for my reaction to something that hurt me and try to leave the relationship at least on good terms. Thank you so much.
Pile 3 here. Hi Eso, thank you so much for this reading, and for your compassion and support. It gave me the push to talk to my person, and we got to connect and open up a bit more w each other. Please keep being you unapologetically 🌻
Hi Eso, pile3 is SO accurate its almost eerie. my person and i last talked about 2yrs ago, idek if we're relevant in each other's lives anymore. (but honestly they did reach out this Jan and i OVER-READ so much into it from self-preservation that i let it go; i cudn't bear to topen that pandora's box again, it was too much after all this time, for whatever little cud come from it and HOW MUCH I WANTED IT TO BE). but the silent treatment thing and magician energy reflecting off you described - WORD FOR WORD. we both want the other to be vulnerable and honest and sincere while our hearts are safe, and that's not the Universe's plan.
Pile #2….idk leaving a long term relationship after years of abuse and neglect….i gave him all the love in the world and now he is parading around town with someone new…he is so happy that I finally accepted the fact that he left me …..
Pile 2.... this was a wake-up call. Made me face the reality of things. Somewhere within I still hope this would turn out well, but I know I'm being "punished for being myself" and I ought to stop this.
Pio three here. You’re amazing. I so needed to hear this. Are used to take the blame for everything thinking that that was a type of love. It’s not. Love is being fair to oneself as well as others. I need to hear your message.❤
Pile 3 I don't want him to apologize for breaking up with me. He did something wonderful for me, he pushed me forward. I am grateful to him for breaking up with me because I finally started taking action to heal myself. He knows that I am grateful to him for that. I don't feel any resentment towards him, just pure love. He helped me a lot and still helps me. Whether we will be together again, I don't know, I'm just glad he's in my life because I love him and I want him to be happy. We both went through many years of devastating relationships. But I'm not like his previous partners, I don't try to manipulate him, I don't want him to feel bad about the breakup. As I said, I am grateful to him for this. He is my soulmate and no matter what happens, it will remain so. He is someone I love with pure love. No expectations for anything. It hurts, of course it does, I have to get over it, but I know that he supports me even as a friend. He knows that I'm trying and I've made a huge step towards self-improvement (hypnotherapy). He told me he was proud of me. He is with me and it is only up to us where we will go together, towards renewing the relationship or friendship. I want to be with him but I will accept any choice he makes.
Pile 3: this was very accurately describing a situation that happened in the recent past of this spring with my best friend. I dont blame eso's bluntness because god i needed it. I was holding on for so long until things turned sour and i just got so bitter because of my past traumas and becoming codependant on them and it was a mess. Them hurting me back by setting their boundaries and not playing that game with me anymore was enough for me to take a step back. Now were not speaking that much (mainly due to them having their own life but also me just giving them and myself some space) and ive already received so much healing in the wake of that situation happening. Ive already healed so much from my past and am still learning now. I kinda miss them now and again but i feel like time will heal this wound between us and i hope we can continue being friends after all that has happened. Im sorry it got so bad.
pile 2 hit the nail right on the head! i’ve been trying to get this person to be my friend for the longest time but they have this underlying jealousy/envy towards me for what i have no idea?! i was even called a gaslighter and they made others believe that i was the problem when it was in fact her…i appreciate your honesty eso! thank you for the reading 🤍 i will be taking all the advice you have given
The healing process was a beautiful encounter with myself, Archangel Raphael, and two boys I've loved in the past. I sent them forgiveness and healing energies. 💚
Pile 3… don’t even worry about it Eso. I actually honestly reflect and think “if I hadn’t have been like that, he would still want to do x y and z”. Ive pushed people away notoriously.
Pile 1 ESO my heart is crying rn and im really crying while i type this when u said that you’ll give me a hug. it’s been days that ive been watching tarot abt his true feelings for me. I know I shouldn’t do it too much, yet i did that out of longing for hope of our connection. 😢
wow pile 1 explained my situation with such accuracy. the timing of this reading though…impeccable 😫🤌🏾i was feeling very down about my relationship today and got a notification for this video. i felt so drawn to pile 1 like i was literally having a conversation about bears just the other day and thought to treat my inner child with my favourite sweet, gummy bears. Eso, you really are a blessing to humanity honestly. i love you and your readings😭❤️
I'm not even 4mins in to pile 3 and every word spoken has been spot on how I've been feeling and the connection with my person. For the last 2 weeks I have literally been trying to grieve to mend some past trauma, flips the second card and it says grief.Had to pause and comment because I know I need to buckle my seatbelt for this message. I was not prepared for this 😅
Pile 1 here and when i chose it, i couldn't really see who this pile was exactly about. Then, a reliazation came, my inner child had chosen it and THIS IS with everyone in my life in general, friends, close friends, exes and family. Oh mine, so beautifully accurate. I had to pause a few times just to breathe. A huge recommendation if you're deeply and wholeheartedly connected to your inner child.
❤️🔥Pile 1 ❤️🔥Discernment, self mastery, self love, our own excellence. Depths…. Moving forward despite the pain, always look forward to your readings sending you huge amounts of love ✨💫🌟✨⭐️🌟💫
Pile 2, relationship with my narcissistic father...spot on, I really needed to hear all of this 🙏🏼 i even started coughing at the end of it. throat chakra must be clearing. Bless you Eso
i always think that someday u gonna go completely wrong in the reading but always for like the 20 time in a row u get it exactly right w so many details that matches!! i believe only in your tarot work for now, its incredible for real! thank you for your work in tarot
Pile 1- this video helped me feel validated and reassured during the process of letting go of my twin flame/mirror soul. I saw him through the eyes of universal love exactly like you described. I've never felt that kind of purely unconditional and boundless love toward anyone else before and it was really profound. I saw his soul & his amazing potential in ways he couldn't even see himself (like you said). BUT we're in separation and the connection isn't going to be healed on his end. I honestly don't think we're ever going to be together in the 3D during this lifetime, and I'm okay with that now. He's closed off to his heart space and higher levels of love and awareness even though the universe continues to bring him chance after chance, and multiple (huge and life changing) tower moments, in order to help him learn from his mistakes, grow and become more self-aware (again, exactly like you said.) Everything you said in the video just confirmed what I picked up from his energy-- he isn't open to healing our connection. It's really heartbreaking and you did a great job of picking up on the feelings of helplessness, anger and defeat that come with putting all your love, time, energy and hope into something that has so much potential and is so beautiful but doesn't ultimately come to fruition.
You know you freak me out sometimes with how accurate these readings are. I try to let my intuition pull me to the videos instead of obsessively watching every one. This one felt important bc I’ve been (for most of my relationship) treading water with a friend and it’s been breaking my heart. Pile 3 knocked me, bc I have a history of ppl pulling me along and dropping me when they feel like it. My one last friend has generally made me feel second to all other things in her life, including other friends, despite how much I prioritise her in mine. We’ve been doing better, since I started taking more financial imitative in seeing her, but A recent shut down of a holiday trip has brought me to this video. I often feel like the only thing holding our relationship together. Like if I didn’t bother texting, it would never happen. But I also am at fault for never bringing any of this up to her. We’ve never had a fight. That’s uncharted territory and it frightens the shit out of me. All I know about other people is that they prefer me when I make my needs scarce. I’ve been living like that for so long I don’t know how to engage with it calmly. Catastrophising is 100% one of my issues, and I know the gear that keeps it in place - I have repressed so much of me for so long that a part of me is obstinate about measuring those feelings anymore. It’s not mature and certainly not correct, but being even tempered loops me right back to the idea of being silenced. It’s silly, I know. Real even tempered ness is confident. I suppose that’s the second gear holding it all in place - I don’t want to face the fallout of standing my ground and being honest. I feel like one of the wives in The Joy Luck Club. The one who made assumptions about her spouse and swallowed herself whole until she started to blame him for what were her own choices. But it didn’t get fixed until she exploded and said everything she felt - all of it, even the blame that was misdirected. Sigh. Communication.
I chose pile 2, was initially asking about a newer connection (I got stood up), but the whole explanation of this pile sounds like the relationship between myself and my mother (and sometimes my step-dad)
I have not been okay at all. You are a light in my life when others feel extinguished. I would love a personal reading someday when you offer them. Thank you for all you do. (Pile 2)
I watched pile 3 This is about my friendship I closed off 2 days ago. It was very accurate. Thank you so much 🫶✨ And pile 2 is about my ex, I hope both come around cause I care so much bout them Btw I started my own Tarot channel and would love any support you can give. If your soul is calling come over ✨🧜♀️
Pile 1 here ! When you started to present the piles at the beginning,I felt some sort of uneasiness and anxiety around it and it popped it my head a quote by Jung - ,,One finds one s destiny on the path one takes to avoid ". So I gave it a shot . On the first part I cried for some time to the accurateness of my situation and it felt so therapeutic. On the last part I just felt a calmness and warmth,also transferred from the things you have said AND VALIDATION. Thank you for your reading and time, you re also an amazing soul . I m sending you all the love and appreciation 🥹❤️
Wow Pile 3!💛 I love you Esoo because not only you're so compassionate with us but you spoke the truth even without hurting us🤌 i was so tired of some other tarot telling my person played mind games and he never loved me, used me for his ego etc etc..but deep down i knew that wasn't the casee also few months ago he behaved differently that we can't continue to talk to each other and told me he needs to focus on his career but i knew something was off then after 2 months i got to know that it was because of his mom :// and toxic friends..who were draining all his energies and was putting a pressure on him. he didn't want to hurt me or keep me in anxiety because of him 💔i know he cares about us but the whole situation would turned out that terrible i couldn't think and about our wounds we are right! We both need to heal before making any move and strangely i was feeling his energy so intensely for few weeks..You're right Eso I'm not that ready for the meeting because i need some time and for him also to open up everything. I want both of us to be vulnerable and compassionate with each other just like we were before :))❤ your reading gave me a hope Esoo!^^ so tysmm. I'm looking forward for the positive things✨
Pile 3 - He made me believe I can trust him, that he is an a stable and protective emperor. I actually thought he was the one and the answer to my prayers. He told me I was special and a beautiful soul. I discovered later on through a series of unraveling orchestrated by the Universe that he lied to me from the start. He had a fiance whom he've been with for 5 years. When I told him I discovered something, his first instinct was to drop me like I meant nothing to him. I didn't tell him immediately what I discovered. He got confused and started backtracking. I reached out to the other girl to ask whether she was his ex-girlfriend like what he told me. And that's when we both discovered the deception. The guy then started gaslighting me and saying mean things. If I wasn't solid in myself, I would have internalized them. That experience shook my whole being, but I have forgiven him. I still thanked the experience for the lessons it gave me.
Wow I really needed this. I lost my dad less than a year ago and I feel like everything you’re telling me is what he would say to me so thank you so much.
Pile3 here! a lot of it resonated about past wounds effecting me and healing involved but its on a different note. I was always the girl that needed to prove myself in the past and people taking me for granted and didn't walk away when i should have. With this person , i was open and vulnerable for 7.5 months and helping them go through a divorce cause they needed healing and i was a supportive as a friend. Then all of a sudden they accidentally told me they were dating a lot out of nowhere and when i asked them why they didn't say anything earlier they decided to stonewall me and i asked if i did anything to hurt them and they can talk to me about it , they said they needed to protect themselves etc. i tried to make it ok but they just kept taking me for granted so at one point i said enough is enough and up and left. My healing was realizing that im able to walk away when i being taken for granted.
(Pile 2) I don’t usually comment but thank you so much eso you are like the older sister I needed growing up and after today i realized i need to do what is best for me and this reading confirmed that ❤️
Woah I just started pile one and it's VERY accurate to my relationship with my father. I haven't spoken to him in almost two years, ive been waiting for him to heal and he's refused to put in any work to repair our relationship. I'm not very spiritual but this is already scarily accurate
Pile 2, spot on as always… also… my current tea for choice is Nettle tea, health benefits and once you get past the first mouthful it’s actually really nice and refreshing and not too different to black tea (being from UK we take our tea seriously 🙄 lol) Much loves 💕
❤❤❤❤ Pile 2 😊 I aaaaalmost didn’t watch it. I figured - given my situation - there’s no way it would come through in a reading. 😂 But you NAILED IT!!! 🎉 ❤ So beyond accurate, it simply amazes me!! Please 🙏 please 🙏 please 🙏 do a singles reading!!!!!! LOTS of love from Canada 🇨🇦
Pile 3 I’m working on myself bc I don’t want my trauma to ruin what we have. And I love the fact that my bf is stable, because he stabilizes me ❤. Again working on myself, I don’t want to be this way.
#2 I let this person go a long time ago.' We're still seeing each other but we acted like were both stranger.' I'm laughing that this person envy me & thought that my life is so perfect 😅! I'm trying to hide it & I'm trying to be strong. It's hard to notice that I'm going through something because I don't show it.' I felt drained & uncomfortable when we used to be close, I hate that I'm feeling that way.'
Pile 1. Ended it months ago, but cant shake their energy for some reason. Ugh. It's made me so much more discerning, but is also bringing out anger and other "dark" emotions that ive disowned. Feeling angry at everything including my light and how poorly ive used it. Makes me want to enter hermit mode. Makes me want to embody their energy so my life can be easier - they're coasting while they give so little. I give and I suffer. My sensitivity feels like a curse and I don’t want it anymore.
@@leila314 much love💕💕💕, just jknow that the person that deserves you wont use your energy & take ur kind side for granted. This experience will teach you to see red flags in future relationships. Been there myself soo I get it, trust me😇😊💓
Omg you just saved my life. Thank you for being real and raw and saying what had to be said when it had to be said. You were right about every single thing you said and it led me to see myself and my actions with more clarity. Again, thank you so much!! ❤❤❤
I came to this reading 3 times within 2 weeks, picking up different piles based on the mood/instinct I had at the moment. Each time, the reading gave me just the right guidance and peace I had been looking for. Thank you so much! Eso!!!
Ohhh sweet sweet eso.. You really have such a gift. I picked pile one and you put words to what I was feeling but couldn’t quite sort out. I have known what I need to do for a while now, but when you mentioned the childhood wound it clicked why I haven’t yet. I appreciate you and what you do. I wish you all the best 💕
It blows me away how right on you are eso. Crazy. Pile two here. The other person is my dad, and I'll never forget years ago during my first ayahuasca ceremony I was told clearly that he was jealous of me my whole life. We haven't talked in years and I have no plans to. This was some confirmation I needed. Thank you ❤
Pile 3, a fantastic reading as per usual eso! The connection I was asking about is so layered I thought no reading could capture the complexity but sure enough you did :) You are so well spoken! thank you for your kind words and messages💗
picked pile 3. the love of my life and I had planned out or future already. her parents did not agree with the relationship as soon as they found out we weren’t just friends, they had liked me before but then suddenly I became the problem and a manipulator to them. my partner had struggled with this often as she was raised in a household that did not advocate for expressing your emotions. she sent me a message during a trip she took to stay with family for the holidays. she said that her mother had tried to convince her to leave me in the past, and she apologized for ever entertaining those ideas. she then said, word for word, “I’m begging you, please do not let me go. I don’t know what I’d do without you” and then a couple weeks later… she left me. no warning, she went cold and left, no closure. I’ve been unable to contact her for months now. I feel like I failed her for “letting her go”. I know that it’s not my fault. I just feel so incredibly tortured by the fact that I have no idea what happened and why, and I can’t be there to help her when I know nobody else will. she’s in an unhealthy situation. I don’t know what to do… she is my everything. I have spent so much time tuning in and consulting with the universe, and it’s been giving me mixed signals.
Pile 1: This resonated so much with me omg. Another Eso reading that makes me cry in the best way. Really needed to hear this, described my feelings so accurately! Many thanks to Eso for the reading and love 🫶🏻
Pile 2, really accurate for me. I feel a hell of a lot better then I was but I still have a conscience about how it ended even though everyone tells me I shouldn't. She was holding me back and would have continued to do so. I hope everyone else from pile 2 gets the advice they need and can move on and shine!
Thank you ❤ Thank you ❤ Thank you ❤ Thank you so much ❤ I'm so grateful ❤ Thank you for your love for me 😭♥️💖♥️ I love you too ❤ Thank you Spirits, Angels and Universe ❤ I claim this reading ❤ I am empowered ❤ Amen ❤
Pile 1 💚 This hit me really deep. Thank you for making me feel seen. It's time for me to see myself in a positive light too. Much love Eso it means a lot being able to learning through you. You have always brought so much love and energy to your readings. Been watching your readings for quite a while. The energy always amazes me. The humor is always so on point with mine I love the references. You always make me feel lighter watching you.
Pile 1 :( thank you so much it resonated soooo bad that my heart ached. I've been crying for a week and your reading reminds me to stay as 'The High Priestess' as I chose to be. 🫂😭💕
I teared up cos I really felt your love & your care when you almost started crying for Pile 1. Immensely powerful & accurate reading for me. Thank you, Madison 🥺 💖 ✨
FYI I meant to say "past or present" not "current or present" in the intro reading breakdown💀like I said this can apply for any type of relationship! Thank you sm for being here I hope this reading helps I love you🥰💞🫂
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Thank you so much for this. Pile 2 here. I needed to hear that. Really cleared my head a little.
OMG your reading is so accurate that I just started bawling when you were reading my energy because finally I feel SEEN for who I am and my struggles with my person. Thank you so much for this reading- I am def subscribing to your channel!
This is insane… since I’m going through a really emotional phase in my relationship right now and I get this notification.. I’m just speechless at how much the universe listens to you
Omg me toooooo!!! I came here to say this. Like the timing on this is impeccable. Thanks ESO!!! ❤️
This *and* I got to be the 700th like 🥹
Pile 2 here and it's true that it's important to acknowledge how much I have grown thanks to this person. It hurts me that he feels in this way because I have always seen so much beauty in him. Still, I'm thankful for having known him because it helped me to understand how much I needed to work on my self esteem and my well-being
Pile 3, he told me he wanted to go back to friends because he liked someone else. Not even a week before that statement, he told me our connection was special, unique and he really wanted to try. Like duuuuude, I think there's no way to take that lightly
Wtf yeah I wouldn’t take that lightly either!
@@EsoTarotsame happened to me after a great night at a baseball game. Felt blindsided.
Take this with a grain of salt, but when someone says "try" instead of having a resolute offer of love/relationship/whatever... Expect it to have a tentative but very likely expirtation date.
coming from pil3 3- similiar energy honestly... it was like everything that he wasn't happy about in the situation was all my fault.
weird. I’d just stay away from that person for my own mental stability. Happy vibes
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Wow that's nice She makes you that much!! please is there a way to reach her services, I work 3 jobs and trying to pay off my debts for a while now!! Please help me.
Great to see you guys talking about her, she changed the game for me.
ESOOOOOOO. You spoke to me DIRECTLY in pile 3. My god. The only thing I want to add though, is that before walking away, I did lay out all the ways he hurt me. So he knows. Whether the intent to hurt was there or not, he knew he hurt me and failed to put his ego aside and focus on my wellbeing. I have a lot of love for him still so it pains me to be in separation but I can’t choose someone who won’t choose me.
This was exactly the comment I was looking for bc, I’m aware that I might’ve catastrophized but (he even said) I was valid as to why and I even apologized for it. He knows exactly what the issues were and I even came to him (a few times) wanting to fix things but his ego fr dawg.
sameeeeee
Me too but what struck me the most is we are dive into the pool and they are slower to jump in. So what I receive is to focus on me and let Spirit handle the rest. 💜🌷 Hope this helps us all
I literally started shedding tears reading this, bro made me cry but we’re all Eso dreamers here🔥🔥🔥🥰
pile 2 seems rather accurate. i was genuinely trying to help this person and they literally told me they would just wish for things to pan out like the fairytale in their head. they made up a whole fantasy about me being much more successful than i am and then also rejecting them in that fantasy, and the minute i tried to give them a reality check and make myself human and show them all the work i put in to create what i have, they distanced themselves from me. i was trying to make sense of their behavior for so long but it seems like, as you said, they just hoped they would get my success by associating with me. anyway i have now cut this person out of my life because they truly insulted me
Eso: “Pile 3 I hope this resonated”
Me: *weeping in my bed*
You never miss girl definitely needed to hear this thank you ❤
Sameeeee 😢 I also see you are a Pisces. I am a Cancer - we go HARD and feel DEEP. Spirit got us on this 💪
Same here, think I cried through the whole reading... Pisces moon here, Leo sun and rising, an intense mix lol... As hard as it was to sit through, was much needed. Big love to all pile 3's ❤❤
Pile II. I ended the relationship right now. I’ve cut the chords, I cleansed my aura, I feel like while I was apologizing for him, he was absent from karma. I feel it starts now, not that I wish it upon him, it’s in the hands of God/ess. I just love how I am free again. Thank you. This was freeing, liberating. No more leaking my energy to a bucket that has a hole in it. No more wishing things were what they are not. Thank God, no more waiting around. My life is mine. My love is free to roam to the right places and hearts. I feel strong and wild and free. What is meant to be is meant to be. Blessings! 🙏❤️💕☺️ ps- Thank you ESO ❤️💫🙏
Pile 1 was so on point they are very self absorbed and act very impulsively I have come to realise everything they do is self serving. We both have had difficult lives but I am moving through my past now and am feeling much more positive about my life now.
Pile 3 and I feel unfairly judged. Yes he takes his time and I want to be a bit more intentional and fair. He refuses to meet me in the middle and it’s his way or the highway. We are in a dark place after I asked him to stop procrastinating on his one time to plan our camping trip. Very reasonable request considering I’d planned everything else and patiently waited for him to even commit to wanting to go. He got angry because he felt pressured and went camping without me. Yes I took that personal and he sees this as putting himself first? I was hurt and walked away to protect myself from being hurt further. That was harsh and when I asked where was the love, I apologized for rushing him, and told him I was hurt, he watched me cry and pour my heart out without showing compassion or understanding. This was almost 7 months ago and he’s sent his friends to make contact with me and even reached out to my friend through social media but never contacted me directly. I’m confused, hurt, disappointed, frustrated, and so angry that I didn’t put myself first. If I did, I’d achieved a lot more success in other areas of my life and felt more confident and satisfied overall instead so disappointed in myself and others in love over and over again. So I appreciate him for showing me how to put myself first.
I’m sorry that you’re going through this!
I was also drawn to pile 3 and it doesn’t resonate, but in a weird way it does (he chose someone else over me and the theme of choice was all over the reading). I love Eso’s videos, however I feel like this time she misjudged the situation. I wouldn’t play games…
@@icantseeyou1294 Same I was very straightforward. I was concrete with my choices. I chose him and he did not choose me. Bottom line. He was arrogant and defensive and left me wondering if I was his choice. I gave this relationship my love and understanding and kindness and openness. I wanted the same. I accepted his weaknesses and respected and treated him fairly. He gave whatever no matter how that impacted me and this relationship. He was willing to take as long as I was willing to give but was willing to fight and push me away as along as I asked him to give a little more of himself. My new mantra: What is best for me? I feel like such a fool for not noticing sooner that I'd imagined his love and attraction for me. A fool.
Yeah pile 3 energy definitely didn’t hit like intended I feel for a lot…. one of the only readings I have really seen misread
Missed the mark with me too. She usually gets it right but not this time.
So fuck that guy. He needs to grow up already-- so what if you asked him to plan the trip. Geez.
@@antologia888e thanks. I needed this validation this morning. I woke up pissed and ruminating on the wasted time and energy of this relationship. You just released me and don’t even know it. lol Yes screw him.
Whoa pile 3. And the timing of your video. Perhaps you and the universe are trying to help calm my anxiety. This is got to be the most real pick a card video I have ever heard/seen and Ive been watching yours and others for years. Just wow. Thank you!
pile 1 gang 💥
i recently got out of a relationship that i was in for a year. this has been my longest relationship to date and there was a lot of love between both of us, at least to my knowledge. i left him because even though he loved me, he was extremely emotionally closed off. anytime i would express emotion, he didn’t understand it, like it genuinely confused him and he would ask me to stop crying or to look on the bright side instead of encouraging me to process what i was going through or giving me a hug and telling me we could get through it together. (which is the reaction i craved) between that and practical matters such as me contributing more financially and to our home, i woke up one morning and decided that i needed to be done. the timing was extremely inopportune and though i’d been thinking on it for a while, it was impulsive. i moved immediately after doing that (which was planned) and i started to waiver a bit in my faith that this was the right path. (aka the regret/bargaining stage in grieving a relationship) it wasn’t extremely unbearable until last night where i had an awful dream where he and his friends followed me around and harassed me. this isn’t realistic as we had a decent breakup and a really good goodbye where we agreed to stay on good terms. it shook me to my core though and it really made me wonder if i made the right choice in sacrificing my relationship for myself. coming here and watching the pile 1 reading (which was pretty spot on with his energy and i suppose mine as well) really has reminded me of how my intention with all of my actions leading up to this point was to live for myself and fight for a future i want and deserve, one i couldn’t see while i was with my ex boyfriend. i’m not certain of what exactly i’m fighting for yet, but even though i don’t feel it now, i hope i can look back on this and understand why what i did was necessary. i still love him so much and i truly wish him the best, but the only way i can see it now is that he was so close to everything i want from someone, but he was missing the most valuable and connective parts that i can’t live without. i’m sorry for the huge info dump but i think my friends could use a break from me constantly talking about this lol.
I relate to you in this
Pile 3. You’ve used so many key words and phrases that my partner has used in the last couple of days to explain our situation to me. I don’t watch tarot anymore but was called to watch one of your videos just now, and wow. Spot on. I got some healing to do, i’m glad i was able to receive these messages from another person. Source is speaking through you
when you posted this, i clicked and knew i was gonna choose pile 3, and before i even started watching he hearted something i sent him. man do i feel called out. i know this man loves me. i did feel called to finally tell him what hurt me but i could have said it better. i did try to say it as best as i could. i used "I" statements. i never pushed the blame onto him. but i also apologized. i told him i appreciate him, i appreciate how much he's opened up his life to me so far. i DO appreciate how slow he takes things. because i know he doesn't do things half heartedly. when he feels ready and certain, he does show up. he puts in the effort. he cares for me. he does things that blow me away! and i have to remember that. i have to remember, "the universe isn't in a rush." this will happen slowly. slowly but surely & certainly. but i'm glad i said what i needed to say though. because i truly don't think he realizes it. and now he does. among other things, and i believe it's only gonna go up from here. let me just put 1 thing down here, i've never played games from the beginning. people who are all in never play games. just because we have a harder time saying what is bothering us doesn't mean we are playing games. someone who plays games IS NOT and will never be all in.
hey, ive never commented under any video, buy this really made me feel heard as if someone truly understands what ive been through, and everything you wrote that is the exact thing i am dealing w, and speaking of "playing games " you litreally spoke my heart out in regards of that, people like us find hard to talk bout things which hurt us but it does not mean that our intentions are not pure , i hope you guys get back together soon!
More power and love to you , man!💕
@@tishasinghchauhan5549 thank you!! that means a lot to me. i came back because i thought i was too harsh with my comment and was going to edit it. But I'm glad it resonated with you, and a few others I see, so I'll leave it. I really appreciate Eso, but i've never, not once, played games. I did not spend 5 years being single for no reason. And it's something my man mentions about me often that he can tell without a doubt that I genuinely have feelings for him. I remember Eso did a reading a while back, i don't remember which one it was but the advice was if you feel called to do something from a place of love, do it. And I've been living by that advice, esp in regards to our relationship. Anytime I feel called to do something out of love, I do it. And it always works for our greatest good, but also mine.
We didn't break up, we had a minor disagreement. He was stressed out with work and like Eso said in pile 3 he was doing what was best for him. And that was going MIA for like 5 days, no contact, nothing. And it hurt me. I knew the job itself is going through issues, but going MIA without giving me a heads up. I felt like I did something wrong. I got scared, and I said what I said. And I can understand wanting space, BUT we're adults. Normalize giving people a heads up. Don't ice them out. Don't ghost them. We're not teens. I even told him, you don't even have to put things into words. Send me an emoji, react to something I send, let me know you're alive. And he saw my point. I always give him and others some type of update because I've been guilty of going MIA too. And it's hurt people I didn't mean on hurting. He's never given me a reason NOT to trust him, so I'm not worried about anything else. It just felt like I was being valued in the moment, while with my choices I always consider him and his feelings.
One of the things I've learned in my years of being single and now in a relationship again, you can spend all your time being single and healing, and healing on your own, but you're not walking into a relationship to be alone. Partner Development is as important as personal development. True healing comes when you work on it with someone.
Wishing you well in your situation! I hope all goes well with you! Eso & Kino are both on point with their readings! Sending you peace & love! ♥
Thank for you for putting what I've been feeling that I can't explain into words. I feel seen. I've been hard on myself for feeling this way, but this gives me assurance that everything will be alright especially on my end.
About 20 minutes into pile 3 and I relate to every. Single. Word. Very scary but also quite reassuring as I haven’t spoken to anyone about these feelings, especially with my person, so it’s nice hearing you talk about it like we’re having a conversation about it. Thank you for these videos, your voice and videos are always so calming and special ❤
Pile 1. I really needed that Eso. Thank you 🙏.
I've been so attached to this situation for so long. Long after we stopped talking. Long after I knew this person wasn't going to come through correct. I just couldn't understand why they didn't want to accept what I was offering. I thought they must like me back and eventually they'll realize and we'll come together. But this has kept me stagnant and unhappy for so long. Just waiting in frustration and pain. I needed this Eso. Thank you
Pile 3 has been so spot on. We are both wounded people, and I know we both care about each other. I'm all in with this person because I can see a deep connection, and I feel like we are connected with the invisible string theory, and I'm loyal once I start talking to someone. They aren't the same way, so that does confuse me and has upset me at times. I try so hard not to take it personally, but like you said I've felt disrespected and disregarded before.
Pile 2 - Thank you for that reality check Eso, I think I needed it more than I realised. I asked about my mother because we have a very stormy relationship, and truthfully this cycle keeps happening where I see the truth of the situation, find it hard to believe, avoid it and hope that healing can happen later whilst downplaying the hurt I've experienced... And despite this, I try to move through the steps of forgiveness for my sake and it's really hard when on the other side, it's true that she hasn't changed at all, no matter how much I wish it so. I feel tied up and bound to her partially because she is manipulative - love bombs me, throws the "im your mother [so you must love me no matter what]" card and keeps asking me to do things for her even when I've expressed I can't and won't be doing that for the foreseeable future. But I know that this binding is an illusion, that I can break out of it and I deserve to. It's just so hard to move away when I get gaslit into believing I'm a bad son for doing so... I'm really hurt that it feels as if my mother doesn't love me unconditionally, and I'm grieving the fact I now realise I've never felt safe around her. I pray for the inner strength to move away. Thank you for lending your skills to such powerful messages, Eso, even if that means dealing with difficult and draining energies. And thank you for this space, as I haven't shared this with nearly anyone and I appreciate how safe this corner of the internet feels to me. I wish everyone here the best :) we will heal, with or without the person we're asking about.
sending you lots of love ❤ I know how hard that can be, but it's very important to set strong boundaries with her and not letting her overstep them one bit. Protect yourself and work on your own abundance, you deserve so much love and light 🙏
Picked pike one and I am floored by the accuracy and appreciate what you do and the loving care you expressed. Really needed this. Thank you.
Pile 2 was heartcrushing, but something i’ve subconciously felt for a very long time. I need to let him go. Thank you.
Pile 3 and I feel like I’m watching from his perspective rather than mine. I think he took a lot more personally than I did which led him to do the most hurtful thing to me that anyone has ever done and he was aware and made that choice because he wanted to hurt me. I hope one day he reaches out, but if not I won’t lose sleep over it.
Not relevant to this reading but you said you feel most "out of spirit" when people in the passing lane aren't going fast enough to pass and I just wanted to say I feel you sister
Real recognizes real 😎
I started this video by watching Pile 3, and I realize it didn't resonate. It did bring up a moment of fear because I was like "oh my god what if I'm the bad guy in this situation" but I stopped watching because I was like, I know I'm not. I was very hurt by someone that I gave my heart to so openly, and they very much betrayed me. I decided to give pile 1 a listen and it was the right pile and resonated deeply. I know that I'm doing the work to have healthy relationships, and the one that left my life was one that showed me what energy I need to not give my heart to. It was a lesson, and a very good one honestly, I needed it to continue on the right path. Thank you so much eso. I so appreciate your love
Same here I’m picking another pile because I’m definitely not the bad guy.😂i know eso has a message for me in one of these piles.
Same 💗
You cannot imagine the support your videos are giving me!! throughout all these years.. Always so happy to see you hear from you. You are such a kind and precious soul 🌷I pray for you 🫂
Thank you!! Sending love and prayers right back 🫂💗
7:15 thank you … 😩
Ps how can we hate you for such a powerful, real, yet compassionate reading(pile 3). This has to be the best reading ever. Your words “it seems like the excitement of this situation has created attachment really fast and also fear of losing this person…” that couldn’t be more true wow, powerful. Thank you again.
Lemon loaf dessert tea by Tazo!! I make it in the tea maker, iced, and keep it in the fridge a few pitchers at a time, and I lightly sweeten it with different Monin flavor syrup varieties!
Girl you just slaughtered pile 2 🤣Sometimes I forget I’m listening to a pick a card reading and think I’m listening to a self-help podcast. Thank youuu so much for all your insight and messages 🩷
Pile 3- how could I hate you, ESO? You just told me how to heal myself and my relationship. I love you ❤ forever grateful 🎉
Pile 2 I didn’t know why I was so drawn to this reading, but once I sat down and listened, I knew that this pile was just confirmation of my current situation. I’ve been having so much issues lately with my person, often crossing my boundaries and talking down to me, yet I’ve been too stubborn to let go. I’ve been working hard on healing, trying to let go, value myself and keep my energy from being drained so it’s comforting to hear that I’m on the right path and doing what I need to do right now. 💕
I’m only a few minutes in (pile 1) and this is the most beautiful, validating, supportive, helpful reading I’ve ever heard. THANK YOU! 🙏🏼 I was literally praying for this reading, today! Thank you so much, Eso! Love to everyone ✨💕🌈🦋🌿🌟
I felt called to watch one of your videos and Pile 3 resonated. Thank you. “You are going to continue to see your past everywhere…until you make peace with your past”
Pile 1 - wow, so accurate Eso. The person is my mom, she's a covert narcissist. Everything you said confirmed all that I've learned about her and myself. It's hard to love her while also drawing boundaries that she doesn't understand. Thank you for this reading❤ And to those of you dealing with a toxic parent: keep healing, you are perfect as you are and you are cared for in other ways❤🪽
That was the most powerful and accurate pick a card I've ever received. Pile 1, walking down the path of healing and honouring my heart and listening to my intuition that is so STRONG. Thank you for confirming what I already know, Eso and blessings to you for sharing your divine gifts. It is truly amazing and helpful. THANK YOU
A stranger randomly told me the other day that I was the definition of perfection just because I leant her a lighter to light a smoke with a smile in a happy state of mind she was appreciative of it
Pile 2--my mother. 😞So spot on. When I was a teenager, I told her I was sad that I couldn't get along better with my friends, and she replied, "Who cares? None of you will still know each other when you're adults." And she recently accused me of finding her unworthy of love (using psychobabble against me) when I actually feel that her energetic vampirism is painful to me. I've begged and pleaded with her to get professional help, telling her recently that she has to if she wants to be in my life. Well, she's not in my life. But I still hope she'll change her mind about that. 😞A great reading, Eso!!
Pile 2 was eerily accurate for me. I'm very intuitive and knew I had people around me who didn't necessarily have my best interests in mind due to their own insecurities, but I kinda avoided acknowledging it because it's weird to think 'people are jealous of you'. The only thing that's different about the reading vs my reality is I'm the one in a bad place at present and they seem to be in a good place. So, I think me losing a lot of my friends because of health issues I went through is why I long for relationships I once had, even if they weren't good for me. When Eso kept on saying 'look where you are' I was like, ummm, I'm not doing great lol. But I know ultimately that no matter what I've gone through, I carry myself in a more loving way than those people ever will, and that is my strength.
Actually, you are doing great. When I got severely sick and was on disability for a year, my friends and my BF showed their true colors. They vanished. I didn't take it to heart at the time but when a few years later I started rising up in social status and business, none of those same people ever showed any support. Not even when my product got on national TV. They were quite as if my hard work didn't mean anything to them. Now that I evebtually cut everyone out of my life for good, I feel so much lighter and know 100% that it was the best decision. Because now more aligned people and opportunities are entering my life. So my point is: you are currently being granted an opportunity to review your circle and keep only those who deserve to stay. Because the moment you start rising after your health struggle is when the Universe will test you before giving you access to new abundance. Remove all weak links or they will delay it. ❤
@@valshiro515 Thank you so much. I needed to hear that 💗💗 I'm so glad you're doing well.
Pile 2 , I was hesitant to listen to this reading since I didn't wanna hear that this could heal or deserved another chance. This was very reassuring of my choices towards this relationship thank you eso 💜💜
Pile 1.
2 minutes into this reading and at 888 Likes on this video I tear up over you saying that this is a family issue, and that I am so loyal, and do my best to heal them. This reading is about my mother.
Thank you Eso. Love and Light
This was definitely on point. I've gotten away from heaving readings for a long time. I've been chasing this older guy for about 7 years. He was friends with my ex. He expressed that he wanted to marry me. Once I left my boyfriend to pursue him, he stopped putting in the effort. A couple years later he was asking me to move to another state with him. We spent more time in intimate moments then building a deep bond. He finanlly packed his stuff and moved to California. I've been holding on to him for a long time. He never goes out of his way to call me, never. But when we talk its like im the only girl he wants. He's narcissist. A handsome one. I'm launching my first short story/poem book about my situationship to help other women in a never ending emotional cycle with a manipulative man. That's my first project. I think my healing will be centered around helping others through stories, content, and consumer products I personally create
Pile 3. It painfully resonated. I've been thinking about this on my own and your reading came just in time to reassure me. I hope everything goes well. I'll apologize to this person for my reaction to something that hurt me and try to leave the relationship at least on good terms. Thank you so much.
Pile 3 here. Hi Eso, thank you so much for this reading, and for your compassion and support. It gave me the push to talk to my person, and we got to connect and open up a bit more w each other. Please keep being you unapologetically 🌻
Hi Eso, pile3 is SO accurate its almost eerie. my person and i last talked about 2yrs ago, idek if we're relevant in each other's lives anymore. (but honestly they did reach out this Jan and i OVER-READ so much into it from self-preservation that i let it go; i cudn't bear to topen that pandora's box again, it was too much after all this time, for whatever little cud come from it and HOW MUCH I WANTED IT TO BE). but the silent treatment thing and magician energy reflecting off you described - WORD FOR WORD. we both want the other to be vulnerable and honest and sincere while our hearts are safe, and that's not the Universe's plan.
Pile #2….idk leaving a long term relationship after years of abuse and neglect….i gave him all the love in the world and now he is parading around town with someone new…he is so happy that I finally accepted the fact that he left me …..
Pile 2.... this was a wake-up call. Made me face the reality of things. Somewhere within I still hope this would turn out well, but I know I'm being "punished for being myself" and I ought to stop this.
Pio three here. You’re amazing. I so needed to hear this. Are used to take the blame for everything thinking that that was a type of love. It’s not. Love is being fair to oneself as well as others. I need to hear your message.❤
Pile 3 I don't want him to apologize for breaking up with me. He did something wonderful for me, he pushed me forward. I am grateful to him for breaking up with me because I finally started taking action to heal myself. He knows that I am grateful to him for that. I don't feel any resentment towards him, just pure love. He helped me a lot and still helps me. Whether we will be together again, I don't know, I'm just glad he's in my life because I love him and I want him to be happy. We both went through many years of devastating relationships. But I'm not like his previous partners, I don't try to manipulate him, I don't want him to feel bad about the breakup. As I said, I am grateful to him for this. He is my soulmate and no matter what happens, it will remain so. He is someone I love with pure love. No expectations for anything. It hurts, of course it does, I have to get over it, but I know that he supports me even as a friend. He knows that I'm trying and I've made a huge step towards self-improvement (hypnotherapy). He told me he was proud of me. He is with me and it is only up to us where we will go together, towards renewing the relationship or friendship. I want to be with him but I will accept any choice he makes.
Pile 3, no please be harsh. I need it told like it is and this was insanely helpful. Thank you.
Pile 3: this was very accurately describing a situation that happened in the recent past of this spring with my best friend. I dont blame eso's bluntness because god i needed it. I was holding on for so long until things turned sour and i just got so bitter because of my past traumas and becoming codependant on them and it was a mess. Them hurting me back by setting their boundaries and not playing that game with me anymore was enough for me to take a step back. Now were not speaking that much (mainly due to them having their own life but also me just giving them and myself some space) and ive already received so much healing in the wake of that situation happening. Ive already healed so much from my past and am still learning now. I kinda miss them now and again but i feel like time will heal this wound between us and i hope we can continue being friends after all that has happened. Im sorry it got so bad.
pile 2 hit the nail right on the head! i’ve been trying to get this person to be my friend for the longest time but they have this underlying jealousy/envy towards me for what i have no idea?! i was even called a gaslighter and they made others believe that i was the problem when it was in fact her…i appreciate your honesty eso! thank you for the reading 🤍 i will be taking all the advice you have given
The healing process was a beautiful encounter with myself, Archangel Raphael, and two boys I've loved in the past. I sent them forgiveness and healing energies. 💚
Pile 2... I don't know why I am surprised by your accuracy, but I was not expecting this level. Thank you.
Pile 3… don’t even worry about it Eso. I actually honestly reflect and think “if I hadn’t have been like that, he would still want to do x y and z”. Ive pushed people away notoriously.
Pile 1
ESO my heart is crying rn and im really crying while i type this when u said that you’ll give me a hug. it’s been days that ive been watching tarot abt his true feelings for me. I know I shouldn’t do it too much, yet i did that out of longing for hope of our connection. 😢
wow pile 1 explained my situation with such accuracy. the timing of this reading though…impeccable 😫🤌🏾i was feeling very down about my relationship today and got a notification for this video. i felt so drawn to pile 1 like i was literally having a conversation about bears just the other day and thought to treat my inner child with my favourite sweet, gummy bears. Eso, you really are a blessing to humanity honestly. i love you and your readings😭❤️
I'm not even 4mins in to pile 3 and every word spoken has been spot on how I've been feeling and the connection with my person. For the last 2 weeks I have literally been trying to grieve to mend some past trauma, flips the second card and it says grief.Had to pause and comment because I know I need to buckle my seatbelt for this message. I was not prepared for this 😅
pile 3 here. this was literally one of the most personal and important readings of my life. thank you so so so so much eso!
Pile 1 here and when i chose it, i couldn't really see who this pile was exactly about. Then, a reliazation came, my inner child had chosen it and THIS IS with everyone in my life in general, friends, close friends, exes and family. Oh mine, so beautifully accurate. I had to pause a few times just to breathe. A huge recommendation if you're deeply and wholeheartedly connected to your inner child.
❤️🔥Pile 1 ❤️🔥Discernment, self mastery, self love, our own excellence. Depths…. Moving forward despite the pain, always look forward to your readings sending you huge amounts of love ✨💫🌟✨⭐️🌟💫
Pile 1 - I'm so grateful, thank you beautiful soul. So spot on and sooooo loving. Made me cry in a good way. Thank you and may you be blesssed Xx
Pile 2, relationship with my narcissistic father...spot on, I really needed to hear all of this 🙏🏼 i even started coughing at the end of it. throat chakra must be clearing. Bless you Eso
i always think that someday u gonna go completely wrong in the reading but always for like the 20 time in a row u get it exactly right w so many details that matches!! i believe only in your tarot work for now, its incredible for real! thank you for your work in tarot
Pile 1- this video helped me feel validated and reassured during the process of letting go of my twin flame/mirror soul. I saw him through the eyes of universal love exactly like you described. I've never felt that kind of purely unconditional and boundless love toward anyone else before and it was really profound. I saw his soul & his amazing potential in ways he couldn't even see himself (like you said). BUT we're in separation and the connection isn't going to be healed on his end. I honestly don't think we're ever going to be together in the 3D during this lifetime, and I'm okay with that now.
He's closed off to his heart space and higher levels of love and awareness even though the universe continues to bring him chance after chance, and multiple (huge and life changing) tower moments, in order to help him learn from his mistakes, grow and become more self-aware (again, exactly like you said.)
Everything you said in the video just confirmed what I picked up from his energy-- he isn't open to healing our connection.
It's really heartbreaking and you did a great job of picking up on the feelings of helplessness, anger and defeat that come with putting all your love, time, energy and hope into something that has so much potential and is so beautiful but doesn't ultimately come to fruition.
You know you freak me out sometimes with how accurate these readings are. I try to let my intuition pull me to the videos instead of obsessively watching every one. This one felt important bc I’ve been (for most of my relationship) treading water with a friend and it’s been breaking my heart.
Pile 3 knocked me, bc I have a history of ppl pulling me along and dropping me when they feel like it. My one last friend has generally made me feel second to all other things in her life, including other friends, despite how much I prioritise her in mine. We’ve been doing better, since I started taking more financial imitative in seeing her, but A recent shut down of a holiday trip has brought me to this video. I often feel like the only thing holding our relationship together. Like if I didn’t bother texting, it would never happen. But I also am at fault for never bringing any of this up to her. We’ve never had a fight. That’s uncharted territory and it frightens the shit out of me.
All I know about other people is that they prefer me when I make my needs scarce. I’ve been living like that for so long I don’t know how to engage with it calmly. Catastrophising is 100% one of my issues, and I know the gear that keeps it in place - I have repressed so much of me for so long that a part of me is obstinate about measuring those feelings anymore. It’s not mature and certainly not correct, but being even tempered loops me right back to the idea of being silenced. It’s silly, I know. Real even tempered ness is confident. I suppose that’s the second gear holding it all in place - I don’t want to face the fallout of standing my ground and being honest.
I feel like one of the wives in The Joy Luck Club. The one who made assumptions about her spouse and swallowed herself whole until she started to blame him for what were her own choices. But it didn’t get fixed until she exploded and said everything she felt - all of it, even the blame that was misdirected. Sigh.
Communication.
I chose pile 2, was initially asking about a newer connection (I got stood up), but the whole explanation of this pile sounds like the relationship between myself and my mother (and sometimes my step-dad)
I have not been okay at all. You are a light in my life when others feel extinguished. I would love a personal reading someday when you offer them. Thank you for all you do. (Pile 2)
Wow thank you sm for supporting me!
I watched pile 3 This is about my friendship I closed off 2 days ago. It was very accurate. Thank you so much 🫶✨
And pile 2 is about my ex, I hope both come around cause I care so much bout them
Btw I started my own Tarot channel and would love any support you can give. If your soul is calling come over ✨🧜♀️
Pile 1 here ! When you started to present the piles at the beginning,I felt some sort of uneasiness and anxiety around it and it popped it my head a quote by Jung - ,,One finds one s destiny on the path one takes to avoid ". So I gave it a shot . On the first part I cried for some time to the accurateness of my situation and it felt so therapeutic. On the last part I just felt a calmness and warmth,also transferred from the things you have said AND VALIDATION. Thank you for your reading and time, you re also an amazing soul . I m sending you all the love and appreciation 🥹❤️
Wow Pile 3!💛 I love you Esoo because not only you're so compassionate with us but you spoke the truth even without hurting us🤌 i was so tired of some other tarot telling my person played mind games and he never loved me, used me for his ego etc etc..but deep down i knew that wasn't the casee also few months ago he behaved differently that we can't continue to talk to each other and told me he needs to focus on his career but i knew something was off then after 2 months i got to know that it was because of his mom :// and toxic friends..who were draining all his energies and was putting a pressure on him. he didn't want to hurt me or keep me in anxiety because of him 💔i know he cares about us but the whole situation would turned out that terrible i couldn't think and about our wounds we are right! We both need to heal before making any move and strangely i was feeling his energy so intensely for few weeks..You're right Eso I'm not that ready for the meeting because i need some time and for him also to open up everything. I want both of us to be vulnerable and compassionate with each other just like we were before :))❤ your reading gave me a hope Esoo!^^ so tysmm. I'm looking forward for the positive things✨
Pile 3, thank you so so so much! ❤ So true and so helpfull and brought by you in a loving way even if you felt you were harsh.
Pile 3: Not what I wanted to hear, but exactly what I needed. Thanks!!
Pile 3 - He made me believe I can trust him, that he is an a stable and protective emperor. I actually thought he was the one and the answer to my prayers. He told me I was special and a beautiful soul.
I discovered later on through a series of unraveling orchestrated by the Universe that he lied to me from the start. He had a fiance whom he've been with for 5 years.
When I told him I discovered something, his first instinct was to drop me like I meant nothing to him. I didn't tell him immediately what I discovered. He got confused and started backtracking. I reached out to the other girl to ask whether she was his ex-girlfriend like what he told me. And that's when we both discovered the deception.
The guy then started gaslighting me and saying mean things. If I wasn't solid in myself, I would have internalized them. That experience shook my whole being, but I have forgiven him. I still thanked the experience for the lessons it gave me.
Wow I really needed this. I lost my dad less than a year ago and I feel like everything you’re telling me is what he would say to me so thank you so much.
Just wanted to say, as a tarot reader, i appreciate this reading, it really helped
Pile3 here! a lot of it resonated about past wounds effecting me and healing involved but its on a different note. I was always the girl that needed to prove myself in the past and people taking me for granted and didn't walk away when i should have. With this person , i was open and vulnerable for 7.5 months and helping them go through a divorce cause they needed healing and i was a supportive as a friend. Then all of a sudden they accidentally told me they were dating a lot out of nowhere and when i asked them why they didn't say anything earlier they decided to stonewall me and i asked if i did anything to hurt them and they can talk to me about it , they said they needed to protect themselves etc. i tried to make it ok but they just kept taking me for granted so at one point i said enough is enough and up and left. My healing was realizing that im able to walk away when i being taken for granted.
pile one here. it was so powerful honestly. even though it was not what i wanted to hear but that was what i needed to hear. thank you
(Pile 2) I don’t usually comment but thank you so much eso you are like the older sister I needed growing up and after today i realized i need to do what is best for me and this reading confirmed that ❤️
Sending lots of love your way, Sis 🫂💗
Woah I just started pile one and it's VERY accurate to my relationship with my father. I haven't spoken to him in almost two years, ive been waiting for him to heal and he's refused to put in any work to repair our relationship. I'm not very spiritual but this is already scarily accurate
I'm not interested in "stormy relationships" readings but just because it's Eso, I'm here ❤
I see you and I appreciate you more than you know 🥹💗
Girl. Pile 1. I needed all of that. Healing message. Thank youu Esooo
Pile 2, spot on as always… also… my current tea for choice is Nettle tea, health benefits and once you get past the first mouthful it’s actually really nice and refreshing and not too different to black tea (being from UK we take our tea seriously 🙄 lol)
Much loves 💕
❤❤❤❤ Pile 2 😊
I aaaaalmost didn’t watch it. I figured - given my situation - there’s no way it would come through in a reading. 😂
But you NAILED IT!!! 🎉 ❤
So beyond accurate, it simply amazes me!!
Please 🙏 please 🙏 please 🙏 do a singles reading!!!!!!
LOTS of love from Canada 🇨🇦
Pile 3 I’m working on myself bc I don’t want my trauma to ruin what we have. And I love the fact that my bf is stable, because he stabilizes me ❤. Again working on myself, I don’t want to be this way.
#2 I let this person go a long time ago.' We're still seeing each other but we acted like were both stranger.' I'm laughing that this person envy me & thought that my life is so perfect 😅! I'm trying to hide it & I'm trying to be strong. It's hard to notice that I'm going through something because I don't show it.' I felt drained & uncomfortable when we used to be close, I hate that I'm feeling that way.'
pile 3
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watching this from korea. gosh why is this so accurate. your reading helped me so, so much🥺♥️ love you as well
3. this is freakin' accurate, all the mystical science methods are all on point
Pile 1. Ended it months ago, but cant shake their energy for some reason. Ugh. It's made me so much more discerning, but is also bringing out anger and other "dark" emotions that ive disowned. Feeling angry at everything including my light and how poorly ive used it. Makes me want to enter hermit mode. Makes me want to embody their energy so my life can be easier - they're coasting while they give so little. I give and I suffer. My sensitivity feels like a curse and I don’t want it anymore.
You are amazing just the way you are. Your sensitivity makes you who you are ❤ own it ❤❤❤ it will take time, but you will, own it ❤❤❤🎉
@@shamodaya1758 thank you kind soul 💕💕 much love x
@@leila314 much love💕💕💕, just jknow that the person that deserves you wont use your energy & take ur kind side for granted. This experience will teach you to see red flags in future relationships. Been there myself soo I get it, trust me😇😊💓
Omg you just saved my life. Thank you for being real and raw and saying what had to be said when it had to be said. You were right about every single thing you said and it led me to see myself and my actions with more clarity. Again, thank you so much!! ❤❤❤
I came to this reading 3 times within 2 weeks, picking up different piles based on the mood/instinct I had at the moment. Each time, the reading gave me just the right guidance and peace I had been looking for. Thank you so much! Eso!!!
Ohhh sweet sweet eso.. You really have such a gift. I picked pile one and you put words to what I was feeling but couldn’t quite sort out. I have known what I need to do for a while now, but when you mentioned the childhood wound it clicked why I haven’t yet. I appreciate you and what you do. I wish you all the best 💕
It blows me away how right on you are eso. Crazy. Pile two here. The other person is my dad, and I'll never forget years ago during my first ayahuasca ceremony I was told clearly that he was jealous of me my whole life. We haven't talked in years and I have no plans to. This was some confirmation I needed. Thank you ❤
Pile 3, a fantastic reading as per usual eso! The connection I was asking about is so layered I thought no reading could capture the complexity but sure enough you did :) You are so well spoken! thank you for your kind words and messages💗
picked pile 3. the love of my life and I had planned out or future already. her parents did not agree with the relationship as soon as they found out we weren’t just friends, they had liked me before but then suddenly I became the problem and a manipulator to them. my partner had struggled with this often as she was raised in a household that did not advocate for expressing your emotions. she sent me a message during a trip she took to stay with family for the holidays. she said that her mother had tried to convince her to leave me in the past, and she apologized for ever entertaining those ideas. she then said, word for word, “I’m begging you, please do not let me go. I don’t know what I’d do without you” and then a couple weeks later… she left me. no warning, she went cold and left, no closure. I’ve been unable to contact her for months now. I feel like I failed her for “letting her go”. I know that it’s not my fault. I just feel so incredibly tortured by the fact that I have no idea what happened and why, and I can’t be there to help her when I know nobody else will. she’s in an unhealthy situation. I don’t know what to do… she is my everything. I have spent so much time tuning in and consulting with the universe, and it’s been giving me mixed signals.
Pile 2 was scary accurate 😖 everything resonated. Thank you!
Pile 1: This resonated so much with me omg. Another Eso reading that makes me cry in the best way. Really needed to hear this, described my feelings so accurately!
Many thanks to Eso for the reading and love 🫶🏻
Pile 2, really accurate for me. I feel a hell of a lot better then I was but I still have a conscience about how it ended even though everyone tells me I shouldn't. She was holding me back and would have continued to do so.
I hope everyone else from pile 2 gets the advice they need and can move on and shine!
Thank you ❤ Thank you ❤ Thank you ❤ Thank you so much ❤ I'm so grateful ❤ Thank you for your love for me 😭♥️💖♥️ I love you too ❤ Thank you Spirits, Angels and Universe ❤ I claim this reading ❤ I am empowered ❤ Amen ❤
Pile 1 💚 This hit me really deep. Thank you for making me feel seen. It's time for me to see myself in a positive light too. Much love Eso it means a lot being able to learning through you. You have always brought so much love and energy to your readings. Been watching your readings for quite a while. The energy always amazes me. The humor is always so on point with mine I love the references. You always make me feel lighter watching you.
Pile 1 :( thank you so much it resonated soooo bad that my heart ached. I've been crying for a week and your reading reminds me to stay as 'The High Priestess' as I chose to be. 🫂😭💕
I teared up cos I really felt your love & your care when you almost started crying for Pile 1. Immensely powerful & accurate reading for me.
Thank you, Madison 🥺 💖 ✨