I lost everything including 3 dogs in a fire last January and just heard this for the 1st time while I was at work, this song speaks to me for sure. Thank you Sully, I love everyone of you songs
Sitting in the hospital now and listening to this song. I’ve never felt so alone in my life. No one understands….. this song feels so right for me. Thank you
Thank you Sully. I lost my boy recently,he was my whole world. He collapsed after we had just finished dinner at his Granny's. He said he had a headache. I told him I hoped he wasn't getting sick,& "I'm sorry you are not feeling good, I LOVE YOU!" He said, "I Love you too mom." The autopsy report stated he died from hypoxia related to brain aneurysm...He was only 13 years old. (The best 13 years of my life!)Anyhow,I often find myself at a complete loss trying to describe this "literal heartache"...To myself, or anyone else for that matter. Thank you for helping me to express/grab a hold of this pain. Forever grateful to you.
I have a 4 yo daughter that is my world....im so so sorry... I cannot imagine the heartache you are probably still going through ... my heart goes out to you ❤
I have been so twisted up Since losing my soulmate , my fiancé . We lost touch with each other ., life stole us apart .. I never forgot him.... I went to find him and got into a car accident causing a brain injury 1998 .I knew I was looking fir someone important but my brain wouldn’t pull it up. I would get “strange feelings” in places we had been together . My brain finally clicked one day 13 years later 3/2011 . The day we saw each other,immediately we began . Then 12/12 he was diagnosed with 4th stage Leukemia. He passed on 2/23/18 . I’m so terribly saddened for your loss ... your son (I have a son , and daughter ) I is a part of you .. Praying for your comfort . Praying you feel the blessing you were in His life .
Sully, idk if you actually read these yourself, but I need you to know you have saved my life more than once with your songs. My two week old daughter passed away April 3rd and this song absolutely hits me in ways I can't even describe. I love your music, thank you for your art.
My wife is sick. Slowly the life is being taken away frm her. Most people don't understand these harsh feelings. This is what Sulley means by different tears.
Proud of you keep up the awesome job your doing!! I may be a total stranger but I'm proud of you!!! I had a son who was an Iraq vet who came back to fight demons and drugs. Who was murdered just a year ago. So damn right I'm proud of you!!!
Fkng AWESOME (: So HAPPY for you! It's definately a helluva a struggle, once getting tangled up in the things that we know is wrong, hanging around the people, places, and things. We try something thinking oh wow what's once or twice gonna hurt...well it hurts a lot. Then we hit rock bottom and realize damn I screwed up rt. Been sober amd clean a many years now, and if I can do it and it's been almost two years for you then you damn sure can keep doing it 💛 So long as you continue to stay away from the people, places, amd things of "triggers" and continue to walk away when u realise you have walked up on a situation and dope is around, 1st thing remember how far you've come, 2nd Leave and if someone ask, be honest tell them why. That you aren't judging you just want to stay clean. And if "anyone has a problem with you making yourself a better life, a sober life...then you tell em to kick rocks because that will tell you all you need to know, idc if its family. I'll be praying for you, in the name of our Savior ...you've got this. P.s. Your cravings should almost be gone and if not and still time to time that lil devil whispers, keep strong and change your mind to something else, or call someone who cares. The cravings will be gone completely much sooner than you may think then just continue staying away and making your life your own. Take care. God bless you.
his song made me cry. Those days when shit drags you down and you feel the weight from all of your pain that you try to escape from and it shows sometimes. And nobody understands what that pain is because you yourself can't put into words because it's a different kind of pain, it's a different kind of hurt, and the universe has its way of letting us feel it again because something triggered it. It doesn't stay for a long period of time. But when it is dug up it fucking hurts. It's usually your significant other that brings out this want to be forgotten and buried pain but we have to keep moving forward and staying on our paths bringing light to the darkness because you have to keep positive. We have to continue on our person goals or whatever it is that we are trying to accomplish for our souls to grow. Thank you Sully
Yeah we have to focus on the positive another’s to and not just on ourselves and be so selfish to think that we’re the only people in the world you’re right we ought to work together to be a great human race but in order to do that we have to work together and God gave us a spirit of forgiveness so we have to forgive the other significant others for their imperfections just as we have been perfections we all have imperfections hello good morning yes we all have been perfections summer different than others there is no really higher or lower than when the other one we are all imperfect in an imperfect world so we do the best we can we live with our scars just as Jesus did thank God we don’t have to go through what he went through for our sins to be forgiven that’s why heGave us the spirit of forgiveness because Jesus died for us he died and was tortured for us so I think we can learn to forgive and move past and get through the things in our lives and turn to God for comfort and not to ourselves into a bottle and to others
It's been almost 4 months since my son took his life. This song is absolutely perfect! I can't thank Sully enough for this song, among others. His music is my healing light. We miss you so much, Tyler.
I’m suffering that different kind of hurt. I didn’t lose my child. But, I lost myself. Antidepressants and benzos took years from me. I was dull. I’m tapering Klonopin and I’m almost halfway there. This speaks to me so much. May 24, 2024, I will be away from all of this. Thank you Sully. Your music means so much to so many. I saw you in May this year and I was four rows from you. After 22 years of waiting, I saw you. And Godsmack. I cried. There are bands. Then there are people that play music that touches your soul. Keep the music going. We need it!
We’re almost to May my friend. I hope you are fighting the good fight. And even if you slipped up along the way, remember we’re all here for you. I recently became a member in the Scars Foundation Group…lot of positive influence and help there. We’re all in your corner friend…
I know people go through many different things in life. This song makes me feel sad and pain from losing my son father and my true love. He died December 26,2019. My son and I had to rebuild our life. Missing his daddy. An the struggle with life was not always fun. We made it together. An my son didn’t let his mom fall. An I did not let my son fall. We carry the pain and love for him deep inside of us. My tears are different and deep. Things are good better for us. Thank you for the song,Sully. ❤️🤘❤️🤘✌️❤️😊
I will always be a fan of Godsmack/Sully Erna's work. this dude can sing his ass off I love you Sully keep up the great work this song is really emotional too
I found this song when my son was struggling with addiction. I couldn’t fix him and I was so broken. I’d lay in bed and cry waiting for “that call”!! I’m happy to say that he’s now 3 years sober and has 2 beautiful children!! It’s a different kind of hurt when you’re watching your child slowly kill themselves and you can’t stop them. God bless all the addict’s and addict’s parents. Never ever give up HOPE ♥️
I know exactly how you feel watching my son go through addiction so many overdoses waiting for the one that would take him unable to do anything always waiting for the call that he hadnt made it one day i received a call while at work that changed everything not that he was gone but he wanted to live and asked me for the help id been so desperately trying to give to him thats been almost 10 years ago hes still sober he had to cut ties with most of past friends unfortunately many of them are noa gone hes accomplished so much and i couldn't be prouder as a parent watching your child dieing unable to help is something no parent should have have to go through im so glad your son also made it through to a better life
@@jodiwaters2192 my son now has 3 children but, he struggles. I’m there for him and he hasn’t relapsed. I pray each day that he can keep pushing. I’ll have 18 year’s sober on September 11th. Life IS WORTH LIVING! I’m so happy for you and your family. God Bless ♥️🙏🏻
@@annabennett3178 I’m praying with you. It’s so hard. If you’re open to advice, I’d say connect with other mothers that have addicted children. That helped me so much. We don’t have to know each other, I’m here for you. Prayers ♥️🙏🏻
This song is nothing short of miraculous, and I cry everytime I hear it. It's as if you were inside my mind when you wrote this, Sully! I lost both my mother and husband in February of 2021, plus I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. I was granted full guardianship of my developmentally disabled brother, and having to take care of my daughter and 76 year old dad, it's rough. Nobody tells you about the pain, especially because they have no idea what you're going through, and yes, they are a different kind of tears. 💜
Yeah I’m an old school godsmack fan from late 90s. Love Sully’s voice, first drew me in to record on my tape when Voodoo played on the radio. Now in my mid 30s listening to his solo songs, he still strikes a familiar soul chord. Thank you for the days of my youth listening to Voodoo, Serenity, I Stand Alone. Now you are still a perfect vocalist for my life💜 thank you Sully
This song has immense meaning for me. March, 2019 my son passed in a motorcycle accident. 22yrs old, just 4 days after his birthday. This song is so true, so accurate, so exact to my emotions, so helpful for my depression. Thank you Sully! Brian
Sorry Brian for your loss, I too lost my only son Jacob durfee in 2020 ,he was just 23 ,I struggle every day brother, he died on his motorcycle also ,I was a motorcycle tech got him into it ,he didn't even have his auto license, he rode every where, I feel so guilty for it ,I miss him dearly
I listen to this song multiple times a day. Every day. My 19 year old daughter is caught up in a world that I have have never known. I do not know how to reach her and as a mother, I am totally lost on what I should do. It truly is a different kind of tears.
I love this album by Sully, it shows the inner him as a Father As he says don't act like you know me so people who compare this to Godsmack are doing just what he put into lyrics.. You don't know the inner Sully & all artists have a side they don't show. He is still a Heavy Rocker, this is a side album,..his music with Godsmack hasn't changed! If you can't feel this song maybe you have no heart or a hidden side you don't show either way don't judge it as Godsmack it's not it's Sully
Hitting the spot at this time in my life. That pain is something you can't walk off, can't cry enough out, can't keep from feeling, and is so hard to keep buried, and has made me into a different person all together...years have gone and passed but the pain hasn't gotten any easier.
Hang in there brother, believe me I know what you mean. Music is the heart that keeps me going and surviving. Some days the mountain just seems way too big even want to try to climb, so I force myself to just take the next step. It keeps me from focusing too far ahead and being overwhelmed on the really tough days. I hope that you find peace my friend. 🎶✌️
This hits right smack on the heart and brings tears to the eyes in both the most painful and wonderful way. Thank you, Sully, for bringing this piece to us.
I've never lost myself, just because I'm silent doesn't mean my brain nor body went missing. Neither,nor ,none,notta. I'm knowing is why I went missing temporarily.
Sully Erna.... I can’t even begin to thank you for your heartfelt lyrics to lots of your music... you truly hit the emotions that many people have or fear..... your songs speak the truth❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This song saved my life. I was going to end it all after my wife of 26 years died suddenly. I have struggled so much to hold on. It's not easy believing in believing. I know I have purpose but I sure as hell don't know what it is
I'm so sorry to hear you lost your wife! Please hang on and know that God will get you thru anything! You do have a purpose in this life and your wife was blessed to live her lifetime with you! ❤
Maybe this song is the reason... Or someone read your post and got alittle stronger from your pain! You got this.. And I hope we always look for some purpose. Stay strong!!!
I tried to write down how I'm feeling. I couldn't do it... I listened to Until Then and this song pops up. You have literally pulled these lyrics from my heart. Amazing...love your sound and even more so the true honesty that pours out of you when you sing. Awesome job.
This song is so fitting of how I feel too often. He is an amazing artist whether he is solo or with Godsmack. My husband had the opportunity and met Godsmack years ago at Ozzfest and he said they were some of the most genuine people you could ever meet in your life.
This song is a view from the families eyes and heartbreak of losing a loved one to addiction. Yes, I can testify..... it's a different kind of tears. Sully is growing and expanding, that's what all artists are supposed to do. Thank you for seeing the world through my different kind of tears. "Alyssa, I miss you to the moon and back."love mom.
Never thought of this song like that, until I read ur comment. U r right. I'm so sorry for ur loss. I, too, lost a love one to addiction. Back in 2016, I lost my husband to a heroin overdose. He was only 48 years old. He left behind 3 children. Our youngest had just turned 1, 4 days before he died.
I lost my nephew in 2016 to a heart attack due to a meth OD. We thought he had gotten himself clean as he worked for months at a job that does frequent random drug testing. Then one night he left to go buy Rockstar energy drinks because he and his dad were going to play World of Warcraft together on an alnight ER. He never came back. We looked and posted on social media. My brother found his car about a week later, my nephew stuffed into the back seat area partially on the floor. We needed his dental records to ID him (a week inside a car in the Las Vegas summer). Every year, we get reminded (not that any of us forget) by Facebook memories. He was only 24. My heart shattered when my brother found him and a part of me died when we got the ID back. Not long after, my wife and I moved out of Vegas. This is only one reason this song effects me so hard, but it's the biggest reason.
I have sympathy, understanding. I lack empathy, yet I'm still empathic, because the knowing an knowledge I do have already knowing is why. Doesn't mean I feel what you feel, emotionally, I know by sensory. My brain works differently empathically. That's a lesson not a lecture.
Damn Sully! I knew you should be a solo artist. I remember seeing you about 10 times at The Tens Showclub in Salisbury. You were with band members and all the women would flock to you guys. I was jealous but I knew, your a Superstar, of course they all would be over near you. Plus you were throwing money around. I never went over to meet you. Felt it inappropriate to interrupt you at a strip club. Lol. Anyway, always felt like I knew you since we lived so close. You have an amazing voice brother and I'm happy your succeeding in life. God bless you bro!
My ex boyfriend who was a guitarist in a band used to practice at the same place Sully and his band did back in the day, he got to meet him, I wish I had.
Dude you always know how to write a song that fits every single emotion perfectly. Fricking beautiful song. It's amazing how diverse your songwriting is.. You rock! x
If at all someone or anyone's take you sense of self away, or peace of mind away, silently walk away, from the situation. With no regrets,none. No attachments.
never heard this song till now. lost my dad few years ago and if you haven't lost a parent or a kid, it is the worst heart pain. his stuff so heartfelt to me cuase until you do lose a parent or child, noone really understands the true pain that never goes away, ty sully, another masterpiece
A fucking MASTERPIECE!!! Just discovered it and it’s zoomed into my all time Top 10 with songs I’ve loved for 40-50 years! The vocal and lyric pairing with the musical timbre is spectacularly matched!!!
Gosh Sully I'm sure you know how this song touches Millions of us who have tears that we hide from the dis believers. I don't mean disbeliever's of our higher power but of US. The ones with different kinds of tears. If they could walk in our shoes for a second... they would believe. Reality is they couldn't not even for a second walk in our shoes. Point! These lyrics tells the tail of how strong WE are. and how weak they are. See I am here to explain my tears. They (being the disbelievers') would already be 6 feet down. Thank you Sully. you and your #1 band are an inspiration. I do write myself and hope someday you can reach out to me so I can share I think my best work "When I Used" and the # 1 band could put your talent to . I would donate it to your band. Nothing in return . You are the best
Wow this hits you in feels so hard. I lost my sister a couple years ago due to addiction and man with everything else I have been through and survived it was truly the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with. music and this song truly has helpedI hope whoever reads this finds the same peace and comfort as I have knowing we are truly never alone, even in our most darkest hours you’re not alone, this fight, whatever you’re battling,always remember you don’t have to go war with your feelings alone reading these comments is your proof. You got this 💙
My name is Jill, I have had true love for sully since the late 90's, man he really must have tapped into the collective of people that lost a child! I lost my 5 yr old daughter, and no song has ever nailed it like this one! YOU ARE TRULY AMAZING SULLY and i thank you from the tiny bit of my heart and soul that remains, always sending you love!
OMG i just came across this & it's near killed me. This is my life sadly & this is all the love i feel for my 2nd Son .......i hope he realises how special he is too Xx Sully, you're awesome, keep singing & keep lifting us up. I only just found you but, you've made a huge difference already.....thank you X Now come to Glasgow , Scotland please Xx
Battling stage 4 metastatic breast cancer aggressive I relate to this song probably differently than most idk but, I feel this song these words in my soul
I'm stuck in a kind of self induced isolation as a result of mental issues and maladaptive behaviors and it's slowly killing me in ways I never expected with the loneliness and emptyness
I lost everything including 3 dogs in a fire last January and just heard this for the 1st time while I was at work, this song speaks to me for sure. Thank you Sully, I love everyone of you songs
I don't care what none of ya'll say, this song is excellent. Touches the soul.
I'd doubt anyone that says otherwise. It takes something else to understand this song. "These are different kind of tears".
Yes it does.
Beautiful song!!
Ken Sully has a heart of gold.
This man tells it from the heart. All his music is soulful. He speaks through his emotions. Beautiful tune ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dont ever stop Sully,
This is music, what it should be, and hard to find.
AGREE !!!!!!!!!!!!
Sitting in the hospital now and listening to this song. I’ve never felt so alone in my life. No one understands….. this song feels so right for me. Thank you
Life sucks. It's really a whirlpool. I'd love to say tornado but we know it's a one way swallow. The trick or truth is knowing how to take the ride.
❤ it's what we make don't let go if it's real love run and catch ur one.
Some of us understand. Stay strong.
Hang in there and know that this will pass .😊 better times will come .
Yeah for me too to a highest level of pain and loss
I never thought sully would put out an album as good as this album.
If you don’t like this song…you have never truly loved and lost and have no soul or taste in music.
Thank you Sully. I lost my boy recently,he was my whole world. He collapsed after we had just finished dinner at his Granny's. He said he had a headache. I told him I hoped he wasn't getting sick,& "I'm sorry you are not feeling good, I LOVE YOU!" He said, "I Love you too mom." The autopsy report stated he died from hypoxia related to brain aneurysm...He was only 13 years old. (The best 13 years of my life!)Anyhow,I often find myself at a complete loss trying to describe this "literal heartache"...To myself, or anyone else for that matter. Thank you for helping me to express/grab a hold of this pain. Forever grateful to you.
I have a 4 yo daughter that is my world....im so so sorry... I cannot imagine the heartache you are probably still going through ... my heart goes out to you ❤
So sorry
I'm sorry for your loss I know your pain as a mother who lost a daughter.🙏💕
So very sorry for your pain and loss....prayers for God's peace which surpasses our human understanding!
I have been so twisted up
Since losing my soulmate , my fiancé . We lost touch with each other ., life stole us apart .. I never forgot him.... I went to find him and got into a car accident causing a brain injury 1998 .I knew I was looking fir someone important but my brain wouldn’t pull it up.
I would get “strange feelings” in places we had been together .
My brain finally clicked one day 13 years later 3/2011 . The day we saw each other,immediately we began .
Then 12/12 he was diagnosed with 4th stage Leukemia.
He passed on 2/23/18 .
I’m so terribly saddened for your loss ... your son (I have a son , and daughter ) I is a part of you ..
Praying for your comfort .
Praying you feel the blessing you were in His life .
Sully, idk if you actually read these yourself, but I need you to know you have saved my life more than once with your songs. My two week old daughter passed away April 3rd and this song absolutely hits me in ways I can't even describe. I love your music, thank you for your art.
Nice story. Cherish life. Only one Chance.make it count. Yes his staff shall let him know.
My wife is sick. Slowly the life is being taken away frm her. Most people don't understand these harsh feelings. This is what Sulley means by different tears.
I'm 66yrs old and I love all of Sully Erna's music and all his music with Godsmack..
You are the best
When I was in treatment my councillor played this for me and I sat in his office and cried. Been clean and sober 1 year and 9 months now
Proud of you keep up the awesome job your doing!! I may be a total stranger but I'm proud of you!!! I had a son who was an Iraq vet who came back to fight demons and drugs. Who was murdered just a year ago. So damn right I'm proud of you!!!
Fkng AWESOME (: So HAPPY for you! It's definately a helluva a struggle, once getting tangled up in the things that we know is wrong, hanging around the people, places, and things. We try something thinking oh wow what's once or twice gonna hurt...well it hurts a lot. Then we hit rock bottom and realize damn I screwed up rt. Been sober amd clean a many years now, and if I can do it and it's been almost two years for you then you damn sure can keep doing it 💛 So long as you continue to stay away from the people, places, amd things of "triggers" and continue to walk away when u realise you have walked up on a situation and dope is around, 1st thing remember how far you've come, 2nd Leave and if someone ask, be honest tell them why. That you aren't judging you just want to stay clean. And if "anyone has a problem with you making yourself a better life, a sober life...then you tell em to kick rocks because that will tell you all you need to know, idc if its family. I'll be praying for you, in the name of our Savior ...you've got this. P.s. Your cravings should almost be gone and if not and still time to time that lil devil whispers, keep strong and change your mind to something else, or call someone who cares. The cravings will be gone completely much sooner than you may think then just continue staying away and making your life your own. Take care. God bless you.
Joe Crouch That’s Awesome! Keep your Head Up.
Awesome job, you got this
Congrats...music is a balm.
Amazing song that I just discovered ! Hits every emotion and is very empathetic to my current state of mind .
“Will this heaviness swallow my fight? It just might.”
Damn, that hits hard….
his song made me cry. Those days when shit drags you down and you feel the weight from all of your pain that you try to escape from and it shows sometimes. And nobody understands what that pain is because you yourself can't put into words because it's a different kind of pain, it's a different kind of hurt, and the universe has its way of letting us feel it again because something triggered it. It doesn't stay for a long period of time. But when it is dug up it fucking hurts. It's usually your significant other that brings out this want to be forgotten and buried pain but we have to keep moving forward and staying on our paths bringing light to the darkness because you have to keep positive. We have to continue on our person goals or whatever it is that we are trying to accomplish for our souls to grow. Thank you Sully
girl you hit the nail on the head
Why is it the ones we love the most...can hurt us the most?
Yeah we have to focus on the positive another’s to and not just on ourselves and be so selfish to think that we’re the only people in the world you’re right we ought to work together to be a great human race but in order to do that we have to work together and God gave us a spirit of forgiveness so we have to forgive the other significant others for their imperfections just as we have been perfections we all have imperfections hello good morning yes we all have been perfections summer different than others there is no really higher or lower than when the other one we are all imperfect in an imperfect world so we do the best we can we live with our scars just as Jesus did thank God we don’t have to go through what he went through for our sins to be forgiven that’s why heGave us the spirit of forgiveness because Jesus died for us he died and was tortured for us so I think we can learn to forgive and move past and get through the things in our lives and turn to God for comfort and not to ourselves into a bottle and to others
Two toast I agree 100%
Just remember you’re always worth moving forward
It's been almost 4 months since my son took his life. This song is absolutely perfect! I can't thank Sully enough for this song, among others. His music is my healing light. We miss you so much, Tyler.
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry- from another grieving parent
My sincere condolences
I’m sorry for your loss
Check out "Under your scars" by Godsmack.
I’m suffering that different kind of hurt. I didn’t lose my child. But, I lost myself. Antidepressants and benzos took years from me. I was dull. I’m tapering Klonopin and I’m almost halfway there. This speaks to me so much. May 24, 2024, I will be away from all of this. Thank you Sully. Your music means so much to so many. I saw you in May this year and I was four rows from you. After 22 years of waiting, I saw you. And Godsmack. I cried. There are bands. Then there are people that play music that touches your soul. Keep the music going. We need it!
Omg.. We have the same story, I had to look, I thought I wrote it. Even same medications, hugs.
We’re almost to May my friend. I hope you are fighting the good fight. And even if you slipped up along the way, remember we’re all here for you. I recently became a member in the Scars Foundation Group…lot of positive influence and help there. We’re all in your corner friend…
I know people go through many different things in life. This song makes me feel sad and pain from losing my son father and my true love. He died December 26,2019. My son and I had to rebuild our life. Missing his daddy. An the struggle with life was not always fun. We made it together. An my son didn’t let his mom fall. An I did not let my son fall. We carry the pain and love for him deep inside of us. My tears are different and deep. Things are good better for us. Thank you for the song,Sully. ❤️🤘❤️🤘✌️❤️😊
This song is exactly how I feel by carrying everyone's burdens and having to always be the strong one.
I think sully is so underrated as an artist....
That he is.
@@jean-graephoenix4420 He is my Idol!
Tony Scalise I think maybe he makes alot more cash then any of us and we need to respect that🤔
Tony Scalise
He’s so talented as a writer, singer and musician
Gary
I will always be a fan of Godsmack/Sully Erna's work. this dude can sing his ass off I love you Sully keep up the great work this song is really emotional too
IKR. He's voice is one of the best.
Let go
He is great
I found this song when my son was struggling with addiction. I couldn’t fix him and I was so broken. I’d lay in bed and cry waiting for “that call”!! I’m happy to say that he’s now 3 years sober and has 2 beautiful children!! It’s a different kind of hurt when you’re watching your child slowly kill themselves and you can’t stop them. God bless all the addict’s and addict’s parents. Never ever give up HOPE ♥️
I know exactly how you feel watching my son go through addiction so many overdoses waiting for the one that would take him unable to do anything always waiting for the call that he hadnt made it one day i received a call while at work that changed everything not that he was gone but he wanted to live and asked me for the help id been so desperately trying to give to him thats been almost 10 years ago hes still sober he had to cut ties with most of past friends unfortunately many of them are noa gone hes accomplished so much and i couldn't be prouder as a parent watching your child dieing unable to help is something no parent should have have to go through im so glad your son also made it through to a better life
@@jodiwaters2192 my son now has 3 children but, he struggles. I’m there for him and he hasn’t relapsed. I pray each day that he can keep pushing. I’ll have 18 year’s sober on September 11th. Life IS WORTH LIVING! I’m so happy for you and your family. God Bless ♥️🙏🏻
Mine is in treatment right now. I pray he finds himself.
@@annabennett3178 I’m praying with you. It’s so hard. If you’re open to advice, I’d say connect with other mothers that have addicted children. That helped me so much. We don’t have to know each other, I’m here for you. Prayers ♥️🙏🏻
Amen and God bless.
Addiction is so different and I know it from all aspects unfortunately.
💯
This song just throat punched my heart... Dude has a beautiful voice, talent out of this world.. Dudes a beast
This song is nothing short of miraculous, and I cry everytime I hear it. It's as if you were inside my mind when you wrote this, Sully!
I lost both my mother and husband in February of 2021, plus I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. I was granted full guardianship of my developmentally disabled brother, and having to take care of my daughter and 76 year old dad, it's rough. Nobody tells you about the pain, especially because they have no idea what you're going through, and yes, they are a different kind of tears. 💜
I'm a Godsmack type fan, but I love Sully's voice so much and the energy is so great
Yeah I’m an old school godsmack fan from late 90s. Love Sully’s voice, first drew me in to record on my tape when Voodoo played on the radio. Now in my mid 30s listening to his solo songs, he still strikes a familiar soul chord. Thank you for the days of my youth listening to Voodoo, Serenity, I Stand Alone.
Now you are still a perfect vocalist for my life💜 thank you Sully
This song has immense meaning for me. March, 2019 my son passed in a motorcycle accident. 22yrs old, just 4 days after his birthday. This song is so true, so accurate, so exact to my emotions, so helpful for my depression. Thank you Sully! Brian
Sorry Brian for your loss, I too lost my only son Jacob durfee in 2020 ,he was just 23 ,I struggle every day brother, he died on his motorcycle also ,I was a motorcycle tech got him into it ,he didn't even have his auto license, he rode every where, I feel so guilty for it ,I miss him dearly
Thank you Sully for your beautiful music. That touches all of us . Especially when we r in deep pain. Bless you.❤❤
Sully feels everyone on every level! I admire him how far he's came through life! He as well as well the rest of us has lived a journey, we call life!
I listen to this song multiple times a day. Every day. My 19 year old daughter is caught up in a world that I have have never known. I do not know how to reach her and as a mother, I am totally lost on what I should do. It truly is a different kind of tears.
I love this album by Sully, it shows the inner him as a Father As he says don't act like you know me so people who compare this to Godsmack are doing just what he put into lyrics.. You don't know the inner Sully & all artists have a side they don't show. He is still a Heavy Rocker, this is a side album,..his music with Godsmack hasn't changed! If you can't feel this song maybe you have no heart or a hidden side you don't show either way don't judge it as Godsmack it's not it's Sully
As a recovering alcoholic the song touches my heart
It's like this was written for me.... music is the key to the soul
This is the truth...I lost my youngest daughter 3 years ago this August....I miss her SO MUCH😰😥😰
This song is so very good Sully!! Amen to the people that struggle every day with Tears, Pain and Lonely.
Sully hit this one deep
Love this...touched my heart. There are tears and pain that no one else can ever see or feel the way you do 😢.
This song is helping me cope right now. So much heavyniess on my heart.
Thank you Sully
This song has gotten me threw some rough times when noone has been there for me. Love this song
MsHillbillychick hope things have improved for you, sincerely.
Ty Rob
Hitting the spot at this time in my life. That pain is something you can't walk off, can't cry enough out, can't keep from feeling, and is so hard to keep buried, and has made me into a different person all together...years have gone and passed but the pain hasn't gotten any easier.
Hang in there brother, believe me I know what you mean. Music is the heart that keeps me going and surviving. Some days the mountain just seems way too big even want to try to climb, so I force myself to just take the next step. It keeps me from focusing too far ahead and being overwhelmed on the really tough days. I hope that you find peace my friend. 🎶✌️
This hits right smack on the heart and brings tears to the eyes in both the most painful and wonderful way. Thank you, Sully, for bringing this piece to us.
I've never lost myself, just because I'm silent doesn't mean my brain nor body went missing. Neither,nor ,none,notta.
I'm knowing is why I went missing temporarily.
Sully Erna.... I can’t even begin to thank you for your heartfelt lyrics to lots of your music... you truly hit the emotions that many people have or fear..... your songs speak the truth❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This song saved my life. I was going to end it all after my wife of 26 years died suddenly. I have struggled so much to hold on. It's not easy believing in believing. I know I have purpose but I sure as hell don't know what it is
Hold on Mark hold on!!!
I'm so sorry to hear you lost your wife! Please hang on and know that God will get you thru anything! You do have a purpose in this life and your wife was blessed to live her lifetime with you! ❤
Maybe this song is the reason... Or someone read your post and got alittle stronger from your pain! You got this.. And I hope we always look for some purpose. Stay strong!!!
So sorry. Please know God loves you and will lead you through.
I was trying to explain my social anxiety to my boss this week. This song will stick with me for a long time. can't wait for the rest of the album!
mlangelfire268 this song smacks me in the face. I suffer from depression and anxiety so this song hits my soul.
Yeah definetly haha!
I just LOVE HIS VOICE ❤️
This man is as real as they come.One of our treasures on earth
Yes he is
@@sharonwilburn1292 has dead!!?? What when who's responsible
@@hippiegoddess8372 ??
My moms birthday is in a few days, shes been gone 35 years now. I feel this song so much.
I tried to write down how I'm feeling. I couldn't do it... I listened to Until Then and this song pops up. You have literally pulled these lyrics from my heart. Amazing...love your sound and even more so the true honesty that pours out of you when you sing. Awesome job.
Could listen to him sing all day!
This song is so fitting of how I feel too often. He is an amazing artist whether he is solo or with Godsmack. My husband had the opportunity and met Godsmack years ago at Ozzfest and he said they were some of the most genuine people you could ever meet in your life.
My wife and best friend of 38 years died in my arms on March 2nd. I'm empty without her. Yes its a different kind of pain....fly high Shauna.
Wow .. Some how I never heard this song til today.. Different kind of tears.. Described my life to a tee..
Excellent
Mine too. I've NEVER had a song crush my soul and speak the truth that I've hidden in the dark recesses of my heart. Thank you Sully.
same as me to indeed it id to me
So proud of you I lost my son to his demons almost 3yrs now still kills me as he was only 22 I love ya man don't give up xx
Sully is one of the most beautiful talented souls in the universe
We love u sully!!!!
This song is a view from the families eyes and heartbreak of losing a loved one to addiction. Yes, I can testify..... it's a different kind of tears. Sully is growing and expanding, that's what all artists are supposed to do. Thank you for seeing the world through my different kind of tears. "Alyssa, I miss you to the moon and back."love mom.
Never thought of this song like that, until I read ur comment. U r right. I'm so sorry for ur loss. I, too, lost a love one to addiction. Back in 2016, I lost my husband to a heroin overdose. He was only 48 years old. He left behind 3 children. Our youngest had just turned 1, 4 days before he died.
@@aliciaisrael586 so sorry for both of your losses
The CIA/government caused this crisis. And, we the people, need to stop it.
@@aliciaisrael586 what
I lost my nephew in 2016 to a heart attack due to a meth OD. We thought he had gotten himself clean as he worked for months at a job that does frequent random drug testing. Then one night he left to go buy Rockstar energy drinks because he and his dad were going to play World of Warcraft together on an alnight ER. He never came back. We looked and posted on social media. My brother found his car about a week later, my nephew stuffed into the back seat area partially on the floor. We needed his dental records to ID him (a week inside a car in the Las Vegas summer). Every year, we get reminded (not that any of us forget) by Facebook memories. He was only 24. My heart shattered when my brother found him and a part of me died when we got the ID back. Not long after, my wife and I moved out of Vegas.
This is only one reason this song effects me so hard, but it's the biggest reason.
I have sympathy, understanding.
I lack empathy, yet I'm still empathic, because the knowing an knowledge I do have already knowing is why. Doesn't mean I feel what you feel, emotionally, I know by sensory. My brain works differently empathically.
That's a lesson not a lecture.
Just love his songs. Every song is coming from the heart.
Damn Sully! I knew you should be a solo artist. I remember seeing you about 10 times at The Tens Showclub in Salisbury. You were with band members and all the women would flock to you guys. I was jealous but I knew, your a Superstar, of course they all would be over near you. Plus you were throwing money around. I never went over to meet you. Felt it inappropriate to interrupt you at a strip club. Lol. Anyway, always felt like I knew you since we lived so close. You have an amazing voice brother and I'm happy your succeeding in life. God bless you bro!
My ex boyfriend who was a guitarist in a band used to practice at the same place Sully and his band did back in the day, he got to meet him, I wish I had.
Dude you always know how to write a song that fits every single emotion perfectly. Fricking beautiful song. It's amazing how diverse your songwriting is.. You rock! x
oh my god different kind of tears. yea tears of pure joy listening to this... god damn...
Man this song talks to. THANK YOU FOR THESE BEAUTIFUL WORDS ❤
If at all someone or anyone's take you sense of self away, or peace of mind away, silently walk away, from the situation.
With no regrets,none.
No attachments.
What are our whom is saying stuff like heartless person I don't know you?
SULLY is an amazing talent this song is great
I still need hearing this song depths of my soul needs this song still
This song describes my life right now so perfectly!
This touches my heart. I miss my brother so bad. RIP Justin. Love your sister
I love this song omg!! Really good job Sully :)
I so agree. (:
He literaly bleed himself into different way of expressing for succeed in our fucking days!
And again. Find myself coming to You song❤❤
This is my go to song when I'm feeling down and just want to be comforted ❤❤
I JUST GOT a Listen Today. Amazing song.🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😢😢
Awesome song... This man is truly Amazing! !!!
never heard this song till now. lost my dad few years ago and if you haven't lost a parent or a kid, it is the worst heart pain. his stuff so heartfelt to me cuase until you do lose a parent or child, noone really understands the true pain that never goes away, ty sully, another masterpiece
Sully is a real artist. It’s a poets way and it draws my emotions. Great music
I understand completely and cried as I listened and held my guitar learning this painful and hurt he always gets me to understand my feelings
A fucking MASTERPIECE!!! Just discovered it and it’s zoomed into my all time Top 10 with songs I’ve loved for 40-50 years! The vocal and lyric pairing with the musical timbre is spectacularly matched!!!
Gosh Sully I'm sure you know how this song touches Millions of us who have tears that we hide from the dis believers. I don't mean disbeliever's of our higher power but of US. The ones with different kinds of tears. If they could walk in our shoes for a second... they would believe. Reality is they couldn't not even for a second walk in our shoes. Point! These lyrics tells the tail of how strong WE are. and how weak they are. See I am here to explain my tears. They (being the disbelievers') would already be 6 feet down. Thank you Sully. you and your #1 band are an inspiration. I do write myself and hope someday you can reach out to me so I can share I think my best work "When I Used" and the # 1 band could put your talent to . I would donate it to your band. Nothing in return . You are the best
Thanks Justin, it's a daily struggle to get through life without her I miss her so much. My baby girl keeps me going.
My new favorite song. Love this artist and all his songs hit deep
He is a amazing artist with a good voice.
Yes, he is always good 😊
How are you?
Found my new favorite song.
I didn't know Sully went solo 😔
I love your music sully keep up the good work your music heals the soul (at least my soul) Thanks !
ive got to support a fellow Italian my heritage is of the same love ya sully keep up the good work
Sooo different. It's Suffocating. I didnt know how much I truely loved him until he left. I have never felt this kind of pain. I miss him soo much.😢💔
I just lost my first child, this song nailed it, god bless you sully and thank you made my world better just to hear this, and know im not alone
Wow this hits you in feels so hard. I lost my sister a couple years ago due to addiction and man with everything else I have been through and survived it was truly the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with. music and this song truly has helpedI hope whoever reads this finds the same peace and comfort as I have knowing we are truly never alone, even in our most darkest hours you’re not alone, this fight, whatever you’re battling,always remember you don’t have to go war with your feelings alone reading these comments is your proof. You got this 💙
I lost my wife suddenly 5 months ago and this song is exactly how I feel. I love you Sully, thank you
Dude I'm so sorry for your loss
My condolences 🌹
I am so very sorry Sid 🙏⚘
My condolences
god bless your soul my friend
My name is Jill, I have had true love for sully since the late 90's, man he really must have tapped into the collective of people that lost a child! I lost my 5 yr old daughter, and no song has ever nailed it like this one! YOU ARE TRULY AMAZING SULLY and i thank you from the tiny bit of my heart and soul that remains, always sending you love!
When you've cried them you'll know which kind
Depression sucks. Thank you Sully.
OMG i just came across this & it's near killed me. This is my life sadly & this is all the love i feel for my 2nd Son .......i hope he realises how special he is too Xx Sully, you're awesome, keep singing & keep lifting us up. I only just found you but, you've made a huge difference already.....thank you X Now come to Glasgow , Scotland please Xx
Having a damn good cry now.....thank you X
Listening to this song expresses exactly how I feel after losing my beloved grandson Joshua Michael (forever 23)💔💔😢
I love this song...describes my life to a tee...I'm in so much pain & my heart is shattered.... way too much pain & heartache 💔
Hang in there. Keep your head up. Better days are coming
Battling stage 4 metastatic breast cancer aggressive I relate to this song probably differently than most idk but, I feel this song these words in my soul
holy shit, the feels. describes depression feelings very well
I'm stuck in a kind of self induced isolation as a result of mental issues and maladaptive behaviors and it's slowly killing me in ways I never expected with the loneliness and emptyness
Thank you, Sully, for sharing a piece of that precious soul of yours with us in this song! Saying that I love it doesn't do it justice! I adore it!
Sully you have personally savetd me from sadness
Bravo Sully , I've recently became disabled , it's a Different kind of pain is right .
ik how u feel uts happening to me imma be paralised in 2 to 3 years if i dont have a surgery on my spine that has a 70% chance of killing me
I feel you , I'm disabled as well..
scott collura Bless You bro , this song is amazing!
Hello Sully Erna Good to be able to hear you again
Love listening to you
perfect song for the week I have had. like you knew just what was in my heart. what my soul needed to say. thank you.
I love all of these songs I am finding by Sully!!!!!!!!!!! So different and both his voice and the words go so deep !!♥️♥️♥️♥️