For chinchilla, “fingers live for hunger tv” is a great showcase of her vocal ability! This song is so relatable to so many people myself included! Glad you are still here with us!
Ren calls Daisy (Chinchilla) his female equivalent as she is also a powerful producer , singer and writer. Never apologise for rewinding Ren ! You do you ❤
Your comment about "coming out the other side" hit hard. It wasn't always clear if I would make it through. It reminds me of one of my favourite book quotes: "And then, I thought about us . . . these children who fell down life's cartoon holes... dreamless children, alive but not living - we emerged on the other side of the cartoon holes fully awake and discovered we were whole."
“I’m scared of being ok cause all things change” is something I dealt with a lot throughout my life. When things would start to go good I would always be waiting, begging for things to go wrong. Because they always would. I still take all the good times with a grain of grain of salt but not as bad as I used to. Glad you’ve hit the Chinchilla phase of the journey. She is so fantastic as a person to go along with the powerhouse vocals. Hopefully no one is here to see you cry! I’m here to watch you feel the things that I felt and how you interpret them. 🎃🐷🎃🐷
Ren and Chinchilla always have a spectacular chemistry together. They just lock in to each other's eyes when they sing and it's magic. I can't wait for you to see them doing "How To Be Me." The lyrics of "How To Be Me" give me Edgar Allen Poe vibes and their harmonies are just next level, as always. As for "Chalk Outlines," although it makes my eyeballs sweat too, it's always a favorite. I first heard it when I was in the early stages of my own "find the right medication" journey and it hit real close to home. The line "Such a perfect day, take it just in case" still nails me right in the heart every time, but, at the same time, it made me feel less alone at a time when even my closest friends didn't understand what I was going through and kept writing me off as just "not trying hard enough." Anyway, I'm glad you found Ren and we found your channel. The more people who felt alone in their struggle find each other, the less alone they realize they actually are.
I've heard the term "empath" before and know what it means, but haven't researched it much, but I can watch/listen to this song and be totally fine, but when I watch a reactor check out this song, and get emotional, the water works turn on. And it's NOT sympathy tears, It's that the words to the song hit me like the first time I heard it, and I feel the sadness of the reactor hearing them for the first time, IDK, it's hard to explain, but I loved your reaction!! I too quit my antidepressant, Lexapro, a little while back, after like 7yrs being on it. It was very emotional at first, I mean I'm a 53yr old cis male, retired firefighter, sitting there balling at some Hallmark commercial on TV half the time 😂. It's gotten better, but I think if it's too much though, people shouldn't be afraid to get back on a low dose of something that works for them. I think my mental health finally got to a place I was ready to be off of it, what I've concluded very recently is, that I prefer my good days to be very good and in great spirits, and my bad days to really suck, and be down in a dark place, compared to being neutral when I was on the meds, where yeah, my lows were very manageable, but my highs were nothing to write home about either, I was just kind of existing, and that's no way to live long term. Like Ren says, you have to learn to dance within that dichotomy of both light and dark. As always, great job, big hugs, see ya on the next one!! ✌💚
Virtual hugs sweetheart. We all need to know that we are not alone, and Ren opens that door and turns a light on. Whispered subject matters are brought to the front, and they have their own soundtracks. We don't come to see you cry. We come to see you follow our journeys, and in the process, understand why we do come. ❤
Honestly, Chinchilla is Ren’s musical cosmic twin. The way they flow when they perform together is incredible. All the lives I’ve watched of them gave me chills. Arguably, Ren’s collabs are always 🔥 I think his time busking with by other musicians really contributed his ease at synching with others. But his collabs are Chinchilla are up there ❤️
btw please look at my thumb nail this is an actual pic from my bedroom I literally experienced something very strange the view is overlooking the sol-way firth a lighthouse to the left and Scotland mount criffel in the distance I live in Silloth UK it shook me to my core and had very strange dreams for days after.
Beautiful song, lovely duet, Chinchilla rocks, Ren is a genius, and this reaction was awesome!! Powerful lyrics to this bard's songs. Keep up the Ren rabbit hole.
Random observations about the chalk outlines music video: Did you know that (with the beginning of this video in mind), that "cherophobia" is the fear of being okay? And now connect it to the lyrics. "It's such a perfect day Take it just in case, take it just in case I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change, all things change It's such a perfect day It's a beautiful shame It's a beautiful shame I'm scared of being okay 'Cause all things change"
So now you've met Her. Ren's spirit twin and I can't wait for you to find some more of Chinchilla. You've had some pretty emotionally intense stuff from them to react to. If you want something a little lighter (and a LOT more fun), I recommend Little Girl Gone or MF Diamond from Chinchilla and either Animal Flow or Love Music pt. 4 from Ren.
I'm 56 and they've had me in tears 😂🙏🫶 not only with this but live this year at the Secret Garden Party in the UK. Sooooo damn good!! If you don't shed a tear you're not human. You've just discovered the awesomeness of Miss Chinchilla now. ❤️🙌🔥🫶
Your words about this song hit home with me right now, I'm currently going through getting sober and the change is this scariest part, it was my life for so long, hearing those words makes me feel it's possible. Thank You.
Two ways you can go now on the Ren/Chinchilla collabs. 1. How to be Me = Same vein as this, beautiful but emotional ( the last line is dedicated to Ren's friend who took his own life) 2. One Dance/ Drunk in Love = The two of them busking and having fun but producing an incredible live performance. There is no wrong choice really.
Hearing you talk about your feelings about a song showing your emotions is a big step ren has a song domino's it will make you cry but every thing he sings about in that song is a true fact about young people's struggle on growing up in the world now days but like i said it will make you cry ugly ❤
Me: Oh, I hope Marissa rewinds to the point when Chinchilla comes in so the next verse hits with maximum power. Marissa: I'm just gonna rewind back to when Chinchilla comes in. Don't be mad! Seriously, though, this song has brought me so much healing. It made me cry for months every time I listened to it. "Scared of being okay..." Yeah, that hits hard.
Hey Beautiful! Thank you for yet another honest and brave reaction. Watching you always makes me want to wrap you up in a big hug. Have you seen Ren's 1 million subscriber video? If not, watch it and let it lift you up. Sending you love ❤❤❤
Marissa, I consider folk like you, Ren and others as hopegivers..You’re surviving and thriving and your example gives hope to those who need to see there is a way through. Thank you. 🙏
Hi from the UK, I've just come across yours a reactor and I've listened to a couple of songs now and there is something so endearing about you, I feel a lot of you're pain and trauma, you're doing great honey, nothing wrong with feeling the feels,ren does this to us all! Time for some upbeat ren so may I suggest, losing it, wicked ways, message in a bottle retake, power, there are quite a few tbf! Keep on keeping on you got this girl. Love sent❤️
One of the things I enjoy most in your reactions, is that you don't just listen....you feel. It's like you're a speaker....not for sound, but for emotions!
Shit, this reaction hits hard! Thank you for this. For being so honest and open. I’m sure you inspire others, just like Ren doing this. Gotta say I LOVE this song, as it resonates with me through a loved one. And your words hit me like a sledgehammer, as raw as they are. I have seen a LOT of reactions to this song (my fav of rens) and yours just rose to the very top of my list. Thank you for this❤️
Chinchilla is amazing she puts into song the feelings of being in an abusive relationship, The way that Ren does for mental and health issues. Chinchilla and ren singing "forgot how to be me" is just as emotional and honest as this song. Truly beautiful xx
Great reaction. For me just the way the way you let your emotions come out in your face as you listened. That brought more feeling and understanding than the most technical reaction I’ve seen from others . Great job
Ist of all, good call on the box of tissues 2nd, your reactions to Ren have been the most genuine, and sincere that I've seen. I'm sorry for your struggle. I go through the same tournament. Keep being strong. Keep being a light of inspiration for those that have similar struggles. Blessed be
I loved your Hi Ren reaction because you were intelligent and can react well (and this one). If you have to cry, of course feel free, but it should be natural, not something your fans expect of you. Any reactor should just be themselves and you are bright.
For me it's 'I push it back down, with a new habit'. Dealing with Multiple Sclerosis for over 30 years, and the pain is getting unbearable most days due to the complications it causes. Doctors don't care because if they help, you don't pay for office visits as often. I hate what I've become, but I'm so broken from physically hurting 24/7.... I apologize for dumping this on you, but I wanted you to understand why I do what I do. Be well
Good job girl! Keep moving forward! You deserve to be happy and be at peace with your past! You deserve nothing less. Don’t listen the inner voice telling you otherwise! ❤
Thank you for being so honest and so real in these reactions. I only know you through your reactions, but I love and value the light that shines out of you; it's actually gorgeous. Thank you for sharing, and for being on this journey with other Renegades
Chinchilla "Fingers - Live" is essential viewing, keep them tissues handy, ha! And hey, I'm only kinda joking when I say, you should also react to the old song ('80s I think), "It's My Party (and I'll cry if I want to)", it may be your fun anthem!
Hi Marissa,you are doing great in your process! You enrich our lives, what a wonderful new RENegade! Chinchilla? "Little Girl Gone" is a hymn, music video and lyric video, both great. The other songs are great themselves, but this one is a marker. Ren performes songs, which have to be sung. Kind of a scout for the path.
I just saw Chinchilla live a couple weeks ago in L.A. for her U.S. debut and this video is no lie - she's phenomenal live. Her big hit is "Little Girl Gone" (official video and the live requiem are both worth a reaction), but I think the imagery of "Fingers" (Live for Hunger TV) is made just for a Munster. She did a song at the L.A. show that I hadn't heard before. It's not "family friendly" and the video is just a static image, but you may get a laugh. Maybe record your reaction to "One Time" and decide after if you want to (can) post it.
I’m a 55 year old dude and I fucking love this man like a son. When I watched his “16 bar challenge” (it’s only 60 seconds long), I just wanted to hug him for being so adorable and cute!
**ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED** congratulations! You have discovered new ren friend chinchilla! Another rabbit hole to fall down, she is our queen and rens musical sibling 😁🥹💜
I remember feeling nothing at all and being ok with it because at least I didn't feel all the pain that was bottled up. I'm so glad that I got help. I agree with you that finding Ren back then would have been so amazing. But I'm so glad I found him now because I feel like his words help me still heal and help me be kind to myself when I start to slip back into old habits.
It's so awesome to tune into these Ren reactions and find the reactor loose sight of the music reaction and dive right into their healing and coping. To be able to relate on some level to a shared human experience. This is one of the many things that is so great about Ren. Man that boi has a way of word smithing in a way that for many we finally feel like were seen and heard by someone else in this modern world with all of it's insanity. It's truly a beautiful thing. It's also why I keep it very positive here. Glad your doing better, Great reaction! Keep diving sooo much more awesomeness to go. And Chinchilla is an absolute treasure as well. 1 : 5❤💔💣
Great reaction 🔥 You should see "How to be Me (Live)" next (Ren x Chinchilla) or "Fingers live for Hunger TV" to see outstanding Chinchilla's solo performance. Recommending these two, basing on what you already heard and what you can relate to. See you in your next reaction!
My routine when I'm not feeling great, which unfortunately does happen occationally, is to just go and watch a few dozen people react to terribly emotional Ren(and NF and maybe an occational Hurt-Johnny Cash) song and cry with me while I drown my sorrows in booze. I'm not sure why but you are definitely my favorite reactor, not sure what it is, your honesty or the emotions we have in common but I just really like your videos in particular so thanks. I would like to have you join me in bawling your eyes out at Suic!de and For Joe at some point. You might want to line up some happy stuff after those though to recover.
marrisa hang in there. These songs are meant to connect us. Meant to support us. I promise if you look for help, strength, support, you will find it. I say this when I feel ok, but I understand what you feel very well. I cry everytime i listen to a song from Ren. He cuts through all the mess and shows raw feelings. Feelings we all have. and he is strong enough to be honest about how horrible it all feels. Stay strong. Keep doing what makes you happy.
Ren is my favorit man in the world and my favorit woman in the world is AURORA. In some way they are soul conected. check her song LUCKY live from Nidarosdomen, totaly different genre but same deep soul healer. Make yourself a gift and watch it, even if you don't ''react'' to it, watch it. big hug.
Remember, we Renegades do not come to watch you cry. We come to watch you *heal*. ❤
This! ❤
And truth that is! ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤
Holy shit, well put! Stay strong girl ❤️
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WOW! So well put!! 💚💚💚💚
You have to do "How to be Me" (Live) now!!!!!!!
I second this.
Yas! That's my favorite one it was my first Ren song and I couldn't stop watching it. Found Ren thru Chinchilla ❤
I second this also!!!
I fourth this. You will bawl your eyes out but it is BRILLIANT
For chinchilla, “fingers live for hunger tv” is a great showcase of her vocal ability!
This song is so relatable to so many people myself included! Glad you are still here with us!
It’s my favourite chinchilla song so far 🥰 it’s beautiful
The live version of "1:5" is amazing as well.
Ren calls Daisy (Chinchilla) his female equivalent as she is also a powerful producer , singer and writer. Never apologise for rewinding Ren ! You do you ❤
How cool is it that this renegade movement makes you realize you are not alone? saved my soul.
Indeed.
Also, Chinchilla “1:5” 🙏
Yes! Her best song yet! Incredible
Yes! ❤
"Scared of being okay cuz all things change, all things change." Never has someone summarized so much anxiety so succinctly.
That was perfect and know that all the Renegades love you and are proud of you!!! I am 54 years old and was crying right along with you :)
Your comment about "coming out the other side" hit hard. It wasn't always clear if I would make it through. It reminds me of one of my favourite book quotes: "And then, I thought about us . . . these children who fell down life's cartoon holes... dreamless children, alive but not living - we emerged on the other side of the cartoon holes fully awake and discovered we were whole."
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Thank you Ren has a new song out on Thursday 7pm UK time ,Chinchillas song Fingers live will blow your mind ❤❤
“I’m scared of being ok cause all things change” is something I dealt with a lot throughout my life. When things would start to go good I would always be waiting, begging for things to go wrong. Because they always would. I still take all the good times with a grain of grain of salt but not as bad as I used to.
Glad you’ve hit the Chinchilla phase of the journey. She is so fantastic as a person to go along with the powerhouse vocals.
Hopefully no one is here to see you cry! I’m here to watch you feel the things that I felt and how you interpret them. 🎃🐷🎃🐷
Your doing gawds work too by being vulnerable and sharing! You're helping others and I believe you'll find its therapeutic for you too! Luvya ❤😊👍
Ren and Chinchilla always have a spectacular chemistry together. They just lock in to each other's eyes when they sing and it's magic. I can't wait for you to see them doing "How To Be Me." The lyrics of "How To Be Me" give me Edgar Allen Poe vibes and their harmonies are just next level, as always. As for "Chalk Outlines," although it makes my eyeballs sweat too, it's always a favorite. I first heard it when I was in the early stages of my own "find the right medication" journey and it hit real close to home. The line "Such a perfect day, take it just in case" still nails me right in the heart every time, but, at the same time, it made me feel less alone at a time when even my closest friends didn't understand what I was going through and kept writing me off as just "not trying hard enough."
Anyway, I'm glad you found Ren and we found your channel. The more people who felt alone in their struggle find each other, the less alone they realize they actually are.
I've heard the term "empath" before and know what it means, but haven't researched it much, but I can watch/listen to this song and be totally fine, but when I watch a reactor check out this song, and get emotional, the water works turn on. And it's NOT sympathy tears, It's that the words to the song hit me like the first time I heard it, and I feel the sadness of the reactor hearing them for the first time, IDK, it's hard to explain, but I loved your reaction!!
I too quit my antidepressant, Lexapro, a little while back, after like 7yrs being on it. It was very emotional at first, I mean I'm a 53yr old cis male, retired firefighter, sitting there balling at some Hallmark commercial on TV half the time 😂. It's gotten better, but I think if it's too much though, people shouldn't be afraid to get back on a low dose of something that works for them. I think my mental health finally got to a place I was ready to be off of it, what I've concluded very recently is, that I prefer my good days to be very good and in great spirits, and my bad days to really suck, and be down in a dark place, compared to being neutral when I was on the meds, where yeah, my lows were very manageable, but my highs were nothing to write home about either, I was just kind of existing, and that's no way to live long term. Like Ren says, you have to learn to dance within that dichotomy of both light and dark. As always, great job, big hugs, see ya on the next one!! ✌💚
Virtual hugs sweetheart.
We all need to know that we are not alone, and Ren opens that door and turns a light on.
Whispered subject matters are brought to the front, and they have their own soundtracks.
We don't come to see you cry. We come to see you follow our journeys, and in the process, understand why we do come. ❤
You muuuuust check Chinchilla - “Fingers” live for Hunger TV! Incredible performance
Chinchilla is amazing :) Fingers Live for Hunger TV or her other duet with Ren How To Be Me both awesome. They consider each other musical siblings :)
Honestly, Chinchilla is Ren’s musical cosmic twin. The way they flow when they perform together is incredible. All the lives I’ve watched of them gave me chills.
Arguably, Ren’s collabs are always 🔥 I think his time busking with by other musicians really contributed his ease at synching with others. But his collabs are Chinchilla are up there ❤️
we are all here for you, you are not alone.
btw please look at my thumb nail this is an actual pic from my bedroom I literally experienced something very strange the view is overlooking the sol-way firth a lighthouse to the left and Scotland mount criffel in the distance I live in Silloth UK it shook me to my core and had very strange dreams for days after.
Beautiful song, lovely duet, Chinchilla rocks, Ren is a genius, and this reaction was awesome!! Powerful lyrics to this bard's songs. Keep up the Ren rabbit hole.
Keep "emoting". Ren pulls it out of us while describing his experiences. And it is therapeutic. Thanks for the reaction.
Random observations about the chalk outlines music video:
Did you know that (with the beginning of this video in mind), that "cherophobia" is the fear of being okay?
And now connect it to the lyrics.
"It's such a perfect day
Take it just in case, take it just in case
I'm scared of being okay
'Cause all things change, all things change
It's such a perfect day
It's a beautiful shame
It's a beautiful shame
I'm scared of being okay
'Cause all things change"
Really impactful reaction, I feel I am one amongst many who are also grateful you came out the other side. All here for each other.
"I'll bury myself with a great big smile" This line hits me so hard
So now you've met Her. Ren's spirit twin and I can't wait for you to find some more of Chinchilla. You've had some pretty emotionally intense stuff from them to react to. If you want something a little lighter (and a LOT more fun), I recommend Little Girl Gone or MF Diamond from Chinchilla and either Animal Flow or Love Music pt. 4 from Ren.
We love Ren! We love Chinchilla! And we love you! Awesome reaction!
X2!!!
It's when we realize we are not alone that we can begin to lift each other up. Much love from Canada.
I love your reactions and would love to see you react to Chinchilla's 1:5 (the live version).
You have to do Chinchilla Fingers Live and 1:5 live So amazing
I'm 56 and they've had me in tears 😂🙏🫶 not only with this but live this year at the Secret Garden Party in the UK. Sooooo damn good!! If you don't shed a tear you're not human. You've just discovered the awesomeness of Miss Chinchilla now. ❤️🙌🔥🫶
ive watched/listened to this soooo many times. ive watched many reactions. i still tear up by the end.
Your words about this song hit home with me right now, I'm currently going through getting sober and the change is this scariest part, it was my life for so long, hearing those words makes me feel it's possible. Thank You.
Two ways you can go now on the Ren/Chinchilla collabs.
1. How to be Me = Same vein as this, beautiful but emotional ( the last line is dedicated to Ren's friend who took his own life)
2. One Dance/ Drunk in Love = The two of them busking and having fun but producing an incredible live performance.
There is no wrong choice really.
Love, love, love this reaction. Totally felt this. Subscribed. 🩵🩵🩵
Hearing you talk about your feelings about a song showing your emotions is a big step ren has a song domino's it will make you cry but every thing he sings about in that song is a true fact about young people's struggle on growing up in the world now days but like i said it will make you cry ugly ❤
Chinchilla? “Little Girl Gone” “Fingers” and “How to Be Me” (live).
Marissa, thank you for sharing your honest feelings. This is clearly very hard for you, but what you’re doing is helping others. Beautiful. 💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏
Me: Oh, I hope Marissa rewinds to the point when Chinchilla comes in so the next verse hits with maximum power.
Marissa: I'm just gonna rewind back to when Chinchilla comes in. Don't be mad!
Seriously, though, this song has brought me so much healing. It made me cry for months every time I listened to it. "Scared of being okay..." Yeah, that hits hard.
Hey Beautiful! Thank you for yet another honest and brave reaction. Watching you always makes me want to wrap you up in a big hug. Have you seen Ren's 1 million subscriber video? If not, watch it and let it lift you up. Sending you love ❤❤❤
Marissa, I consider folk like you, Ren and others as hopegivers..You’re surviving and thriving and your example gives hope to those who need to see there is a way through. Thank you. 🙏
💜💜💜
So excited for you to get into Chinchilla’s solo stuff!
Hi from the UK, I've just come across yours a reactor and I've listened to a couple of songs now and there is something so endearing about you, I feel a lot of you're pain and trauma, you're doing great honey, nothing wrong with feeling the feels,ren does this to us all! Time for some upbeat ren so may I suggest, losing it, wicked ways, message in a bottle retake, power, there are quite a few tbf! Keep on keeping on you got this girl. Love sent❤️
Thank you so much.
Also here's my Message In A Bottle Retake Reaction: th-cam.com/video/Yqyj9Ra_QdU/w-d-xo.htmlsi=vt_7kYZ1_IIQalC4
a bear hug from here🤗
One of the things I enjoy most in your reactions, is that you don't just listen....you feel. It's like you're a speaker....not for sound, but for emotions!
I love that thank you
Shit, this reaction hits hard! Thank you for this. For being so honest and open. I’m sure you inspire others, just like Ren doing this. Gotta say I LOVE this song, as it resonates with me through a loved one. And your words hit me like a sledgehammer, as raw as they are. I have seen a LOT of reactions to this song (my fav of rens) and yours just rose to the very top of my list. Thank you for this❤️
Thank you for sharing and we support your journey. In healing, in life, and in the joy we get from Ren.
Chinchilla is amazing she puts into song the feelings of being in an abusive relationship, The way that Ren does for mental and health issues. Chinchilla and ren singing "forgot how to be me" is just as emotional and honest as this song. Truly beautiful xx
Great reaction. For me just the way the way you let your emotions come out in your face as you listened. That brought more feeling and understanding than the most technical reaction I’ve seen from others . Great job
Ist of all, good call on the box of tissues
2nd, your reactions to Ren have been the most genuine, and sincere that I've seen. I'm sorry for your struggle. I go through the same tournament. Keep being strong. Keep being a light of inspiration for those that have similar struggles. Blessed be
I loved your Hi Ren reaction because you were intelligent and can react well (and this one). If you have to cry, of course feel free, but it should be natural, not something your fans expect of you. Any reactor should just be themselves and you are bright.
Wonderful reaction as always!
The most relatable line for me is, “in the gallows, I ‘m balanced on my toes so I can breathe.”
For me it's 'I push it back down, with a new habit'.
Dealing with Multiple Sclerosis for over 30 years, and the pain is getting unbearable most days due to the complications it causes.
Doctors don't care because if they help, you don't pay for office visits as often.
I hate what I've become, but I'm so broken from physically hurting 24/7....
I apologize for dumping this on you, but I wanted you to understand why I do what I do.
Be well
I like that, “therapeutic art” when people ask what genre is Ren I am going to say he is “therapeutic art” ❤❤❤
thank you for your sensitivity, generosity and courage to share your story and these moments with us. Sending love!
Good job girl! Keep moving forward! You deserve to be happy and be at peace with your past! You deserve nothing less. Don’t listen the inner voice telling you otherwise! ❤
Always love your genuine reactions to Rens music.. Keep up the awesome reactions ❤
Amazing reaction. What you said is exactly how I feel about this song.
"Take it just in case" ... "I'm scared of being OK" ... those lines touch my soul ... but they help me as well.
Thank you for being so honest and so real in these reactions. I only know you through your reactions, but I love and value the light that shines out of you; it's actually gorgeous. Thank you for sharing, and for being on this journey with other Renegades
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Chinchilla is incredible you definitely should react to all her solo stuff
Chinchilla "Fingers - Live" is essential viewing, keep them tissues handy, ha! And hey, I'm only kinda joking when I say, you should also react to the old song ('80s I think), "It's My Party (and I'll cry if I want to)", it may be your fun anthem!
Hi Marissa,you are doing great in your process! You enrich our lives, what a wonderful new RENegade! Chinchilla? "Little Girl Gone" is a hymn, music video and lyric video, both great. The other songs are great themselves, but this one is a marker. Ren performes songs, which have to be sung. Kind of a scout for the path.
I just saw Chinchilla live a couple weeks ago in L.A. for her U.S. debut and this video is no lie - she's phenomenal live. Her big hit is "Little Girl Gone" (official video and the live requiem are both worth a reaction), but I think the imagery of "Fingers" (Live for Hunger TV) is made just for a Munster.
She did a song at the L.A. show that I hadn't heard before. It's not "family friendly" and the video is just a static image, but you may get a laugh. Maybe record your reaction to "One Time" and decide after if you want to (can) post it.
I’m a 55 year old dude and I fucking love this man like a son. When I watched his “16 bar challenge” (it’s only 60 seconds long), I just wanted to hug him for being so adorable and cute!
**ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED** congratulations! You have discovered new ren friend chinchilla! Another rabbit hole to fall down, she is our queen and rens musical sibling 😁🥹💜
Your reactions are always a treat I look forward to on Wednesday!
I remember feeling nothing at all and being ok with it because at least I didn't feel all the pain that was bottled up. I'm so glad that I got help. I agree with you that finding Ren back then would have been so amazing. But I'm so glad I found him now because I feel like his words help me still heal and help me be kind to myself when I start to slip back into old habits.
You are awesome.
Would love to see you react to
Chinchilla “Fingers”
It's so awesome to tune into these Ren reactions and find the reactor loose sight of the music reaction and dive right into their healing and coping. To be able to relate on some level to a shared human experience.
This is one of the many things that is so great about Ren. Man that boi has a way of word smithing in a way that for many we finally feel like were seen and heard by someone else in this modern world with all of it's insanity.
It's truly a beautiful thing.
It's also why I keep it very positive here.
Glad your doing better, Great reaction! Keep diving sooo much more awesomeness to go.
And Chinchilla is an absolute treasure as well. 1 : 5❤💔💣
From someone still in the thick of it, thank you for this video 😊 Much love ✌️
Big hugs and great reaction 🔥♥️✌️
The loud chair is an Easter egg cherophobia (pronounced chair) is the fear of being happy 🇬🇧😊
Great reaction 🔥
You should see "How to be Me (Live)" next (Ren x Chinchilla) or "Fingers live for Hunger TV" to see outstanding Chinchilla's solo performance.
Recommending these two, basing on what you already heard and what you can relate to.
See you in your next reaction!
Had to wait until I had a few minutes peace to sit and enjoy this ❤😊
beautiful reaction much love
2nd best REN song after "HI REN"! Absoulute masterpiece! ❤
Thank you. You impacted me
Thanks for sharing your story and thanks for a beautiful reaction! 💙🫂
Just as an ally, the line " It's such a perfect day
Take it just in case" is so heartbreaking to me.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful reaction❤✨
My routine when I'm not feeling great, which unfortunately does happen occationally, is to just go and watch a few dozen people react to terribly emotional Ren(and NF and maybe an occational Hurt-Johnny Cash) song and cry with me while I drown my sorrows in booze. I'm not sure why but you are definitely my favorite reactor, not sure what it is, your honesty or the emotions we have in common but I just really like your videos in particular so thanks. I would like to have you join me in bawling your eyes out at Suic!de and For Joe at some point. You might want to line up some happy stuff after those though to recover.
marrisa hang in there. These songs are meant to connect us. Meant to support us. I promise if you look for help, strength, support, you will find it. I say this when I feel ok, but I understand what you feel very well. I cry everytime i listen to a song from Ren. He cuts through all the mess and shows raw feelings. Feelings we all have. and he is strong enough to be honest about how horrible it all feels. Stay strong. Keep doing what makes you happy.
How to be Live and Chinchilla Fingers live is a must!!!!!❤
You are not alone. ♥
Thanks for sharing!!
Im not crying im chopping onions 😭😭😭🤧🤣
The opening of the chair is on purpose it's loud on purpose. The fear of being okay is called chairiphobia
I cried my eyes out like a baby
awe love, cwtches from Wales !
I just want to say I’m proud of you ❤.
Ren is my favorit man in the world and my favorit woman in the world is AURORA. In some way they are soul conected. check her song LUCKY live from Nidarosdomen, totaly different genre but same deep soul healer. Make yourself a gift and watch it, even if you don't ''react'' to it, watch it. big hug.
You're a good kid and a great reactor. Keep dancing. ❤
there is nothing wrong with crying I am male almost 60 and I find cleansing to my soul, just saying.
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U remined me so much someone i lost😢❤❤❤. U doing great 💪💪💪🥰
aww 💜💜💜
Live 🎉🎉
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