I cried when you talked about having a calmer, watery energy. I used to feel so ashamed that I wasn’t as firey as others…thank you for expressing that.
This is amazing, I'm on my moon right now and I have been observing my cycle deeply for the past 3 years. Last night the feelings that emerged to me were about not having any meaningful sisterhood relationships right now and I went deep into my wounds with the women in my life, like my mom, my sister, my old best friend that decided to pull away. So I just felt extremely lonely and lacking in healthy feminine energy around me. For now the only solution I can think of is being with myself and filling my own cup, acting like my own best friend and also watching female youtubers that I connect with. Weirdly, you posted this video today. I feel grateful
synchronistically in the exact same phase, my oldest friend stopped speaking with me 5 months ago and last night i was, even traumatically arranging her gifts/items given over the years to be given away to charity as source was directing me to and so i've been a draught of meaningful intimate sisterhood lately
Hi Natalie ✨ So lovely to connect with you. Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge? Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level. ❤️ Andi
I’m 66 yr old. This video was a blast! Memories of how our bodies influence our moods and activities. Exploring past suffering rather than running from it - impressive!
Really relate to the idea of using your natural voice rather than what you perceive others want your voice to be. I'm studying speech-language pathology and in our voice class we talked about how it can lead to damaging habits to the vocal folds to not be in within the vocal folds natural range. Every voice is unique and we should celebrate that!
I'm autistic and I cannot help but use different voices for different situations. It's like subconscious form of masking. Sometimes I copy the person, if it's a close friend. When I was younger if I was with my sister, you couldn't tell our voices apart. If I was with my bff (who sounds very different from my sister) you couldn't tell our voices apart. I never noticed I was doing it, but it was like I was matching their pitch and cadence. Now in my mid 30s I just have my voice with my husband, a friends and family voice, my work voice, and my calling customer service voice. My husband is from a different country and has his own verbal quirks, and we've almost developed our own "accent" that we both use only with each other. I never thought about how strange it was until his mother mentioned it. 😂 I also speak 4 languages, plus another dialect of one. English: American (mom's American Midwestern) and British (my dad's British), French, Spanish, and Kannada (my husband's native language). I also learned some Latin in my medical terminology class. French and Spanish are similar to each other and even English to an extent so I feel I use a similar tone of voice with those 3 but Kannada is extremely different and I have a much higher voice when I speak it. I find it fascinating how language and even accents can make the same person sound so different!
It's so crazy how we are taught to work against our bodies as women. This video was amazing to learn from, thank you so much for sharing! I wish this was more common knowledge. 💜
I know this is meant for females but as a male im here to learn for my future girlfriend or wife. Edit: wow you guys are so nice! Im not a perfect man im very flawed but i will try my best! Love yall ❤
Hitomi you‘re an angel, a literal angel. Your vulnerability and the sharing of your childhood helps me understand my feelings so much deeper and I don‘t feel shame about them anymore. Or about being „sensitive“ 💜 it‘s beautiful to feel a lot, for every being in the universe
Following our cycle is so important. I kind of had to figure it all out because my highs and lows were so intense that people thought I was bipolar haha. But it amazes me that so many women don’t even notice the different seasons of their cycle. It’s a shame we don’t get any of this taught in school. It would have saved me a lot of doubting my own sanity.
I, at 22 years old, just started journaling my emotions during my cycle because I started to noticed the cyclical ups and downs in my emotions when rereading my journal entries from throughout the years. I am so excited to learn more deeply about the science of this information. I have been in relationships that have made me question my emotional sanity which was another instigator to me wanting to self document. I’m no longer in that relationship and I now I can truly feel peace with myself and what i used to think was emotional “instability”. I now have so much mercy for myself and a greater understanding of who i am and what i feel when i exist each day. ❤
Something I have always appreciated about your videos is that you are so open in a beautiful way. You are vulnerable about sex and sexuality, periods, emotions, and personal thoughts in a way that many of us are afraid of being. I feel like when I watch you, you are truly authentically yourself. I just think that is so beautiful. Many of the thoughts you shared about traumatic/difficult things coming up around your cycle really hit home for me in a way I've never experienced before. Thanks for being you and thank you for sharing you with the world!
I express my energy and excitement SO similarly to you (i.e. not WAY UP HERE but more quietly and grounded). Sometimes I feel like other people perceive me as boring or being indifferent because I'm not as UP HERE as them - but this was a nice reminder that I don't have to perform any certain way for others to express my love and energy.
hitomi radiates this special warmth from each video she uploads, I feel like she’s giving me the sweetest and most comforting hug whenever I watch her videos 🤍
Yes, infradian rhythm Magic! ✨ To me it's crazy how we're not taught the truth about the power of all that's within our bodies. Our wombs are said to be the 'first brain' yet we get so caught up in logic we forget to rejoice in her wisdom 🪷 Personally I use my cycle to enhance my intuition and creatively develop my own self embodiment practices. I think this video is so full of gems, thank you for sharing your light Hitomi 🧡✨
I just stumbled upon your video, and I wanted to thank you for talking about not having to put on a show or match other people’s energy if it doesn’t feel natural to you. I struggle with this DEEPLY, and I feel like it depletes all of my energy. You have encouraged me to drop the act and be more myself in all situations ♥️✌🏻
Oh girll at 7:00 you have me cryingg, I understand and thank you for talking about that openly. I am amazed at how well you dive into taking care of yourself and it’s so beautiful and inspirational and thank you!!! I love your videos
Thank you for speaking about social anxiety. I always feel the pressure of matching other people’s energy and I get so tired of it. I definitely will try to remain myself as you explained! ✨
Hitomi, you are such a special and strong being, and I am infinitely grateful to be able to learn from you and your lessons. You have been (and will continue to be) such a vital part in my journey of discovering my spirituality. Never forget that you are beyond worthy ❤
Not sure how or why this came up randomly on my feed but I'm glad it did. I wish I could be surrounded by people like her. Seeing the little clips of her and her friends I can tell they have a good relationship with each other. I kinda wanted to cry lol
I’m somewhere around 16.00 minutes and can’t help thinking this is a masterpiece. Because it is so inspiring how you approach your emotions, and how you can see it from the big picture. Thanks for sharing your journey sis 🥹 (this is my first time watching you and ‘sis’ just came from my heart I guess because of the things I can relate)
I’m glad you brought attention to this. I feel like a lot of women don’t really start paying attention to this until they are partnered or have children
I experienced the exact same feelings of grief and almost despair after leaving a hangout or sleepover with friends in my tween/teen years. The jealousy, the sadness, all of it. It really expands my awareness when I have these instances of thinking I'm the only one that experienced something but it turns out someone else has gone through the same experience and that exact feeling. I remember always being so so excited for sleepovers but knowing I would have to deal with the sadness/disappointing return to my actual life as a cost. And this is something I still deal with too. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this I feel less alone
I feel this thing about trying to match somebody else's energy so hard and it always exhausts me but I keep catching myself doing it... I want to become truly comfortable with who I am and your videos ease my mind and push me in that direction which is neat ❤
5:05 can we just appreciate how beautiful this shot is ? The colors, the quality, and the fact Hitomi is barefaced and being vulnerable… I really appreciate it.
I relate so much to your upbringing, the way you described it felt like it could have been me who said that. My family home was also really scattered and chaotic, no food in the fridge, not being close with eachother and so on, whenever someone came over I felt so embarrased. Literally word for word it is so familiar, it's strange to hear you talk about it even because it suddenly feels very real, like I can't get away with the ''oh it was okay others had it worse'' thinking. It is very encouraging to see someone with a similar background being this loving and radiant and making something beautiful out of their life! you inspire me
I’m so glad you decided to talk about this, because Ive felt the same outsider, “other” feeling and that “party is over feeling” and I feel so ashamed for it. There were many times I knew I need to be alone but still chose not to be because my reality was so triggering and I know that still affects me to this day bcs I feel that same fear and panic when I know I’m returning back to my reality at the end of the night. It feels good to know I’m not the only one carrying that pain so thank you. ❤
GIRL you made me tear up.... thank you for sharing and pls never stop. I literally wannna be your friend thank you for your authenticity and everything you talked about.
These are the types of conversations I want to have with others but the people I have tried with don’t want to think deeply at all💔 nonetheless watching these videos makes me feel like I’ve had them, so beautiful ty🫶🏼🌞🌞🌞
Htomi when I see your physical appearance, you are beautiful but what is more compelling to me is the warmth in you. I’m not sure how to describe it exactly but the gentleness of your voice and the warm presence of how you hold yourself. You beauty is clear but the energy is something so much deeper, hope you’re having a wonderful day
This is so sincere and geniune. You summarize so much I've learned from my nutrition and exercise science classes - so much connections in real life practice. You are amazing 🥰
Hitomi I appreciate your existence so much. Your knowledge, wisdom and vulnerability are so open and easy to connect with and relate to. Grateful for you! - Jewel
I’m 28 and becoming much more intune with my cycle and I can ride the wave more smoothly… I wish I knew this information when I was 21 and SO hormonal..
Dear Hitomi, I am on my moon right now and feeling the warmth of your understanding and honesty welling up within me. It is deeply healing to hear you speak about our cycle free from shame or judgement. We have different life experiences but I feel so seen by you. Love, Ava
Hi makemacken✨ So lovely to connect with you. Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge? Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level. ❤️ Andi
Thank you for sharing. Community is very important because I thought every once a month I was going crazy because stuff would come up. That’s when I was so vulnerable to old emotions and old memories. Or I’d want to be alone, or I’d want more rest or I’d crave things I don’t even eat anymore. The human experience was just a lot every month. But it’s good to know I’m not going crazy and it’s because I’m intuitive and a bit more sensitive than others.
The moment you took to talk about your reflection on your feelings connected with your childhood and not needing to force an unnatural emotions was absolutely amazing. I relate to your way of thinking, how you feel, thank you for sharing I felt understood and like it was a conversation instead of a video. :)
You're like a fluffy bubble, everything here is so calming to watch...I'm a final year med student applying to jobs and everything feels like go go go. So glad I found this beautiful video.
Wow. I relate so much to your words about your childhood, especially those feelings in the context of your friends who clearly had a very different experience. Know that you’re not alone in working through these things still, and you are helping others by talking about it. Thank you for your vulnerability. This entire video was so lovely. 💜
I didn't know what to expect when I clicked this, but I just want to say that I relate SO MUCH to your vlog talking about how your family was different than others, and others would be surprised that your parents didn't do certain things for/with you... and also the 'party is over' feeling. I am in my 30s now and I still have this feeling regularly when something fun or happy ends. I have been guilty of trying to keep it going because I don't want to go back to 'normal' life and reality... It's so refreshing to know that I'm not the only one who feels this heavy feeling, so thank you for sharing with us. I wish you all the best.
Hi Julie ✨ So lovely to connect with you. Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge? Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level. ❤️ Andi
I feel so inspired hearing you speak about not having to match other people's energy. I'm also a really calm and mellow person, but I grew up with a lot of high-energy friends which would make me feel shameful of my natural disposition. I still feel that way now sometimes, so thank you for that gentle reminder
I’ve just recently started to learn about the cycles and try to sync my life to them, and even just doing it for a couple months I already notice a change as well as the ability to give myself grace for not being able to show up as energetically Learning about the seeds we should be eating during different parts of our cycle is new to me, thank you for sharing! .
Hi Elizabeth ✨ So lovely to connect with you. Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge? Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level. ❤️ Andi
The way you describe emotions and relationships with such eloquence helps me make sense of things that I couldn’t understand for myself, thank you!! xx
One of my close friends has been very interested in this topic and researching a lot to shape her lifestyle habits and routines around her cycle week by week. Thank you for breaking this info into digestible content for people like me who easily get overwhelmed by research and information online!!
You’ve truly helped me along my healing journey so much and inspire me to help others as well. Thank you for blessing my life with your beautiful soul.
As a young teenage girl I feel very grateful to learn more about my cycles. Thank you so much for this video, it is so important. This subject is not talked enough. Thanks ❤
this video literally OPEN MY EYES it is very informative and relaxing and peaceful THANKS FOR EXPLAINING THIS 💗🌞 I feel so grateful for just found it, thanks again 💐💗
I’ve watched this video often during my moon cycle mostly because it’s comforting, I feel seen and walk away with a deeper understanding of my body. Thank you for your content ❤
i loved when you talked about being a calm person. i'm an introverted person myself and i very often felt not good enough because of that. i often wished to be an extrovert and energetic like a lot of people. but now i accepted myself and even love being an introvert, having my own bubble, having a lot of passions, being a good listener, empathic, creative,...
Not gonna lie. I’m very emotional today because of my period about to start and this made me cry in a feel good way. I am so glad this came across my timeline
Girl, I have been doing this for the past year and honestly I realized it’s like having a mercury retrograde once a month. Just a week a month to go deep within.
yeahh i’ve noticed it’s like going thru a mini mercury retrograde the week bf my cycle starts 🌝 i’m going thru it rn during an actual mercury retrograde too lmao pray for me
@@Julia-be1zd girl I am praying. I had my period the first week of mercury retrograde and for some reason this has been such a hard mercury retrograde. But all a blessing, taking all deep dives within 🧡
@@littleoneadventures this mercury retrograde came for me like i got broken up with, i restarted school, i got sick, my period came, my phone broke like wow mercury but also why
I started my cycle yesterday and I’m going salsa dancing tonight , I’m not letting this emotions get to me ! I asked the most high for energy and it gave it to me ✊🏽
Thank you so much for sharing your raw authentic self in this way I can relate to a lot of the struggles you had in your mind and felt so understood and connected while listening to you. You are such a beautiful soul Hitomi I send you so much love and good energy 🙏🏻❤🌻 (+ same for everyone who reads this ♡)
I relate so strongly to your childhood experience of feeling shame in relation to your background - specifically being sent on trip being unprepared and without money. My parents just pawned me off to other families and I still feel the pain of feeling like a burden, though yes, it was a bittersweet experience to see how functional families operated.
When you talk about voice and tone and matching/not matching peoples energy I relate to that sooooo much. I’m not a hype over the top person (I appreciate those who are though) and it’s so taxing to try and match that energy and it doesn’t feel authentic to me and I feel like I’m lying to myself and my friends when I do it . 💖
I just love this I have pcos so when my period comes I feel all over the place but this helped me to accept the process and understanding that it’s okay to be tired or upset ❤❤❤
Dear Hitomi, I'm in my starts of 20s and I know about the changes of hormones and everything during menstruation thanks to my exams but I never dwell in such a way. Couple of months before I'm seen drastic changes in my moods during my periods but I didn't knew how to help myself. My bf was being really helpful but pmsing always made me feel bad for him and myself. I'm really glad and delighted that you showed me ways I can take care of myself more and in such a loving way. I really wish to have a elder like you around ❤ thank you ☺️
Your content is litteraly chaging my life at this very moment. This video??!! it is soo hepful. Just the way you're allowing yourself to be vunerable while teaching us this life changing things.
This video was amazing I discovered so much that I feel ashamed as a woman I did not know. Towards a better tomorrow and adjusting my foods based on my cycle ✨
So ironic haha, I was looking at your menstruation rituals on Tuesday because I’ve been on my moon this week and you literally just uploaded this 😂 Perfect timing, thank you❤
Thanks so much again for an amazing vid, Hitomi. I genuinely enjoy your content but this video especially helped me out. Since I got a hormonal IUD inserted I tried to identify all the phases of my cycle (since I don't physically bleed anymore due to the contraceptive) I felt ashamed but I have been working on this and convincing myself that I still have a cycle and it's valid that it's not the same as other women. As I said, thank you so much, this actually inspired me
Wow I really needed to hear that I've been so hard on myself for not being very expressive with how I respond I also have a very calm energy and see I think it's because I really enjoy people who are all up and firey so I feel the need to be like that to get their approval but it's just not me. It's okay to just let myself breathe
Your personality is very attractive...I'm a lone walker on the path of life but you talk what I love to hear reality and relaxation...my hand is open in this life till I'm gone but now days I smile ...thank you again
Came across your video randomly and subscribed! So much of what you said resonates with me. Yay to being our true authentic selves, speaking your true voice and not performing energy 🤗
I relate so much to how you let your emotions flow in such a feminine and strong way. It’s kind off indescribable until you let yourself feel it. Finding peace in yourself is an intense and beautiful journey of healing, that can have lot’s of darkness too and I’m so grateful to see other women going through the same kind off awakening. So thank you for documenting and sharing this process ♥️
you explained every bit of this video so well. I love your growing ability to freely express and be you of us as viewers on youtube, you've been a pivotal part of my growing and healing journey. thank you.
I can recommend the book „period power“ from the author maisie hill! It‘s an AMAZING book that gives so much inside on the seasons of our cycle and it speaks about deficiencies, illnesses etc that can affect our menstrual cycle and vice versa. It also talks about meno pause and basically includes EVERYONE with a womb that menstruates! It‘s really a great book that helped me get on the healing path regarding my menstruation and this video adds the cherry on top. Thank you sm for sharing Hitomi!
this past cycle has been pretty rough for me as i’ve been navigating heartbreak. my period came late. i suspected it would come today, on the full moon and lunar eclipse in libra, and as i suspected, it did. it arrived right as it started raining outside and made me feel heavily aligned. i’m watching some of your old videos and they’re bringing me so much comfort. i find myself wondering what you’re doing in life right now since you last posted. i hope you’re doing well. i miss you and love you and have no desire to rush you to return to posting, but am immensely grateful for all that you’ve already shared online. thank you
bleeding one month out of the week resonates with me at a deep level :P
😂😂😂
I was wondering if anyone else caught that! lol
@@stardragon84 but some women with endrometriosis they can bleed for that long
Yes absolutely:( I think she didn’t mean that for her experience.
@@layladarby1994 nobody can bleed for a month in the space of a week 😂
“I don’t want to be perceived” is the best sentence I’ve ever heard in my life.
I cried when you talked about having a calmer, watery energy. I used to feel so ashamed that I wasn’t as firey as others…thank you for expressing that.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
you actually CRIED? 💀💀 like actually? or r u just exaggerating
Apparently that's why the fire type of yoga is really not advised to women when menstruating
@@ihdoioifjosijfosofds1964 what if they did cry? Why are you making fun of them for having emotions, and feeling heard//relating to her.
Same here ❤ it was validating
hehe you said "one month out of the week" at the beginning
33 mins ago and 33 liked! i had to say that haha but yes I noticed that right away
And sometimes the week feels like a month so I think it was the truth 😂
@@Kristinaa999 2 liked you and 2 hours ago and I just saw 22.22 hehehe 🤭;)
My brain literally rammed into that sentence and I sat in confusion trying to deconstruct it while her voice played in the background lol 😊
222 likes ✨
This is amazing, I'm on my moon right now and I have been observing my cycle deeply for the past 3 years. Last night the feelings that emerged to me were about not having any meaningful sisterhood relationships right now and I went deep into my wounds with the women in my life, like my mom, my sister, my old best friend that decided to pull away. So I just felt extremely lonely and lacking in healthy feminine energy around me. For now the only solution I can think of is being with myself and filling my own cup, acting like my own best friend and also watching female youtubers that I connect with. Weirdly, you posted this video today. I feel grateful
Sending you so much love and comforting energy
synchronistically in the exact same phase, my oldest friend stopped speaking with me 5 months ago and last night i was, even traumatically arranging her gifts/items given over the years to be given away to charity as source was directing me to and so i've been a draught of meaningful intimate sisterhood lately
@kaitlyn and to yourself :)
i've been feeling the same way. i hear you.
Deeply relate
Can’t believe this kind of content is free. Absolutely amazing perspective and so so fun to learn this ✨💗
Hi Natalie I’m also Natalie! Just wanted to say hello from a fellow Natalie lol 😂
Hi Natalie ✨ So lovely to connect with you.
Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge?
Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level.
❤️ Andi
O hii natalie I had no idea you watched her aswell. Lots of love
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I’m 66 yr old. This video was a blast! Memories of how our bodies influence our moods and activities. Exploring past suffering rather than running from it - impressive!
Do you miss it? I won’t. :)
@@melissaelizabeth9871 tbh not at all….
@@thegrimmreader3649 this is comforting for me as someone who is dealing with PMDD. I kinda can't wait.
Really relate to the idea of using your natural voice rather than what you perceive others want your voice to be. I'm studying speech-language pathology and in our voice class we talked about how it can lead to damaging habits to the vocal folds to not be in within the vocal folds natural range. Every voice is unique and we should celebrate that!
That is fascinating! Thank you for sharing what you’ve learned.
How do I know if I'm using my natural voice? I dont even know if this is how I'm supposed to sound?😭😭
@@petrichor2973 same sis same😅😂
Please explain how to use your normal voice lmao
I'm autistic and I cannot help but use different voices for different situations. It's like subconscious form of masking. Sometimes I copy the person, if it's a close friend. When I was younger if I was with my sister, you couldn't tell our voices apart. If I was with my bff (who sounds very different from my sister) you couldn't tell our voices apart. I never noticed I was doing it, but it was like I was matching their pitch and cadence. Now in my mid 30s I just have my voice with my husband, a friends and family voice, my work voice, and my calling customer service voice. My husband is from a different country and has his own verbal quirks, and we've almost developed our own "accent" that we both use only with each other. I never thought about how strange it was until his mother mentioned it. 😂 I also speak 4 languages, plus another dialect of one. English: American (mom's American Midwestern) and British (my dad's British), French, Spanish, and Kannada (my husband's native language). I also learned some Latin in my medical terminology class. French and Spanish are similar to each other and even English to an extent so I feel I use a similar tone of voice with those 3 but Kannada is extremely different and I have a much higher voice when I speak it. I find it fascinating how language and even accents can make the same person sound so different!
It's so crazy how we are taught to work against our bodies as women. This video was amazing to learn from, thank you so much for sharing! I wish this was more common knowledge. 💜
Right?✨🙏🏻
And to be ashamed of them. I remember how embarrassed me and my classmates felt when our periods were starting. Sad.
Omg YES!
by who ? by feminists
@@marvin2678dude let’s not start okay
I know this is meant for females but as a male im here to learn for my future girlfriend or wife.
Edit: wow you guys are so nice! Im not a perfect man im very flawed but i will try my best! Love yall ❤
that's very sweet of you!
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She’s going to loveee on youuu
The way I connected to that feeling of "otherness" of being terrified that the party is ending. It brought up so much emotion for me right now.
Hello other Neo :)
@@ry_neo3660 oh hi!
Hitomi you‘re an angel, a literal angel. Your vulnerability and the sharing of your childhood helps me understand my feelings so much deeper and I don‘t feel shame about them anymore. Or about being „sensitive“ 💜 it‘s beautiful to feel a lot, for every being in the universe
Same here. Bless you, wherever you are. ❤
Following our cycle is so important. I kind of had to figure it all out because my highs and lows were so intense that people thought I was bipolar haha. But it amazes me that so many women don’t even notice the different seasons of their cycle. It’s a shame we don’t get any of this taught in school. It would have saved me a lot of doubting my own sanity.
I lovee you, i feel this way too
I, at 22 years old, just started journaling my emotions during my cycle because I started to noticed the cyclical ups and downs in my
emotions when rereading my journal entries from throughout the years. I am so excited to learn more deeply about the science of this information. I have been in relationships that have made me question my emotional sanity which was another instigator to me wanting to self document. I’m no longer in that relationship and I now I can truly feel peace with myself and what i used to think was emotional “instability”. I now have so much mercy for myself and a greater understanding of who i am and what i feel when i exist each day. ❤
Something I have always appreciated about your videos is that you are so open in a beautiful way. You are vulnerable about sex and sexuality, periods, emotions, and personal thoughts in a way that many of us are afraid of being. I feel like when I watch you, you are truly authentically yourself. I just think that is so beautiful. Many of the thoughts you shared about traumatic/difficult things coming up around your cycle really hit home for me in a way I've never experienced before. Thanks for being you and thank you for sharing you with the world!
I express my energy and excitement SO similarly to you (i.e. not WAY UP HERE but more quietly and grounded). Sometimes I feel like other people perceive me as boring or being indifferent because I'm not as UP HERE as them - but this was a nice reminder that I don't have to perform any certain way for others to express my love and energy.
The down here people are almost always the most popular people
Yes I felt this !!
As someone whos energy is normally a little more "up there", i REALLY appreciate having people who are calmer by nature. Its a great balance
hitomi radiates this special warmth from each video she uploads, I feel like she’s giving me the sweetest and most comforting hug whenever I watch her videos 🤍
I resonate with feeling like I have to “perform” joy or bliss, and being on the same hype level as others. I adore your soul’s energy, Hitomi. :)
Yes, infradian rhythm Magic! ✨ To me it's crazy how we're not taught the truth about the power of all that's within our bodies. Our wombs are said to be the 'first brain' yet we get so caught up in logic we forget to rejoice in her wisdom 🪷
Personally I use my cycle to enhance my intuition and creatively develop my own self embodiment practices. I think this video is so full of gems, thank you for sharing your light Hitomi 🧡✨
Ooh love this!
Caught up in logic? Logic is the purest form of the Universe.
I just stumbled upon your video, and I wanted to thank you for talking about not having to put on a show or match other people’s energy if it doesn’t feel natural to you. I struggle with this DEEPLY, and I feel like it depletes all of my energy. You have encouraged me to drop the act and be more myself in all situations ♥️✌🏻
Getting comfortable and confident with one's emotions is such a big step towards inner peace.
Oh girll at 7:00 you have me cryingg, I understand and thank you for talking about that openly. I am amazed at how well you dive into taking care of yourself and it’s so beautiful and inspirational and thank you!!! I love your videos
Thank you for speaking about social anxiety. I always feel the pressure of matching other people’s energy and I get so tired of it. I definitely will try to remain myself as you explained! ✨
Hitomi, you are such a special and strong being, and I am infinitely grateful to be able to learn from you and your lessons. You have been (and will continue to be) such a vital part in my journey of discovering my spirituality. Never forget that you are beyond worthy ❤
Not sure how or why this came up randomly on my feed but I'm glad it did. I wish I could be surrounded by people like her. Seeing the little clips of her and her friends I can tell they have a good relationship with each other. I kinda wanted to cry lol
This is so timely… I literally just researched this after checking out your start of cycle days and care! We’re aligned ☀️☘️
I was doing the same 💕🫢
I’m somewhere around 16.00 minutes and can’t help thinking this is a masterpiece. Because it is so inspiring how you approach your emotions, and how you can see it from the big picture. Thanks for sharing your journey sis 🥹 (this is my first time watching you and ‘sis’ just came from my heart I guess because of the things I can relate)
I’m glad you brought attention to this. I feel like a lot of women don’t really start paying attention to this until they are partnered or have children
What is partnered mean? Like lesbian?
What does* partnered mean I meant sorry
I experienced the exact same feelings of grief and almost despair after leaving a hangout or sleepover with friends in my tween/teen years. The jealousy, the sadness, all of it. It really expands my awareness when I have these instances of thinking I'm the only one that experienced something but it turns out someone else has gone through the same experience and that exact feeling. I remember always being so so excited for sleepovers but knowing I would have to deal with the sadness/disappointing return to my actual life as a cost. And this is something I still deal with too. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this I feel less alone
I feel this thing about trying to match somebody else's energy so hard and it always exhausts me but I keep catching myself doing it... I want to become truly comfortable with who I am and your videos ease my mind and push me in that direction which is neat ❤
5:05 can we just appreciate how beautiful this shot is ? The colors, the quality, and the fact Hitomi is barefaced and being vulnerable… I really appreciate it.
yet if a man was this vulnerable you would spit in his face and be disgusted 😂😂
@@Danuxsy why are you bringing up men ? This is about Hitomi.
@@bubbles2085 🤢🤢🤮🤮
I relate so much to your upbringing, the way you described it felt like it could have been me who said that. My family home was also really scattered and chaotic, no food in the fridge, not being close with eachother and so on, whenever someone came over I felt so embarrased. Literally word for word it is so familiar, it's strange to hear you talk about it even because it suddenly feels very real, like I can't get away with the ''oh it was okay others had it worse'' thinking. It is very encouraging to see someone with a similar background being this loving and radiant and making something beautiful out of their life! you inspire me
Me too! But I dont know how to get past this heavy energy
I’m so glad you decided to talk about this, because Ive felt the same outsider, “other” feeling and that “party is over feeling” and I feel so ashamed for it. There were many times I knew I need to be alone but still chose not to be because my reality was so triggering and I know that still affects me to this day bcs I feel that same fear and panic when I know I’m returning back to my reality at the end of the night. It feels good to know I’m not the only one carrying that pain so thank you. ❤
Hi can I help you talk to me
GIRL you made me tear up.... thank you for sharing and pls never stop. I literally wannna be your friend thank you for your authenticity and everything you talked about.
These are the types of conversations I want to have with others but the people I have tried with don’t want to think deeply at all💔 nonetheless watching these videos makes me feel like I’ve had them, so beautiful ty🫶🏼🌞🌞🌞
I think you need more friends.
@@veronicazamora7338 Not many people are willing to be this real as friends.
Htomi when I see your physical appearance, you are beautiful but what is more compelling to me is the warmth in you. I’m not sure how to describe it exactly but the gentleness of your voice and the warm presence of how you hold yourself. You beauty is clear but the energy is something so much deeper, hope you’re having a wonderful day
This is so sincere and geniune. You summarize so much I've learned from my nutrition and exercise science classes - so much connections in real life practice.
You are amazing
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Hitomi I appreciate your existence so much. Your knowledge, wisdom and vulnerability are so open and easy to connect with and relate to. Grateful for you!
- Jewel
This is by far my favorite video I’ve watched on here. So down to earth, honest, and just pure genuine in every word that was spoken. ❤
I’m 28 and becoming much more intune with my cycle and I can ride the wave more smoothly… I wish I knew this information when I was 21 and SO hormonal..
You just being who you are is actually medicine.. 💗💗
Dear Hitomi, I am on my moon right now and feeling the warmth of your understanding and honesty welling up within me. It is deeply healing to hear you speak about our cycle free from shame or judgement. We have different life experiences but I feel so seen by you. Love, Ava
I’ve been dealing with PMDD and this is such an incredible resource!!! Already know I’m gonna watch again to take notes, thank you so much Hitomi 😭💞
Hi makemacken✨ So lovely to connect with you.
Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge?
Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level.
❤️ Andi
Thank you for sharing. Community is very important because I thought every once a month I was going crazy because stuff would come up. That’s when I was so vulnerable to old emotions and old memories. Or I’d want to be alone, or I’d want more rest or I’d crave things I don’t even eat anymore. The human experience was just a lot every month. But it’s good to know I’m not going crazy and it’s because I’m intuitive and a bit more sensitive than others.
The moment you took to talk about your reflection on your feelings connected with your childhood and not needing to force an unnatural emotions was absolutely amazing. I relate to your way of thinking, how you feel, thank you for sharing I felt understood and like it was a conversation instead of a video. :)
You're like a fluffy bubble, everything here is so calming to watch...I'm a final year med student applying to jobs and everything feels like go go go. So glad I found this beautiful video.
Wow. I relate so much to your words about your childhood, especially those feelings in the context of your friends who clearly had a very different experience. Know that you’re not alone in working through these things still, and you are helping others by talking about it. Thank you for your vulnerability. This entire video was so lovely. 💜
I didn't know what to expect when I clicked this, but I just want to say that I relate SO MUCH to your vlog talking about how your family was different than others, and others would be surprised that your parents didn't do certain things for/with you... and also the 'party is over' feeling. I am in my 30s now and I still have this feeling regularly when something fun or happy ends. I have been guilty of trying to keep it going because I don't want to go back to 'normal' life and reality... It's so refreshing to know that I'm not the only one who feels this heavy feeling, so thank you for sharing with us. I wish you all the best.
Hi Julie ✨ So lovely to connect with you.
Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge?
Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level.
❤️ Andi
I feel so inspired hearing you speak about not having to match other people's energy. I'm also a really calm and mellow person, but I grew up with a lot of high-energy friends which would make me feel shameful of my natural disposition. I still feel that way now sometimes, so thank you for that gentle reminder
what a beautiful concept
i love this video. “you being who you naturally are is actually medicine”. needed to hear those words thank u !!!!
I’ve just recently started to learn about the cycles and try to sync my life to them, and even just doing it for a couple months I already notice a change as well as the ability to give myself grace for not being able to show up as energetically
Learning about the seeds we should be eating during different parts of our cycle is new to me, thank you for sharing! .
Hi Elizabeth ✨ So lovely to connect with you.
Would you be open in doing a conscious Cycle 28 Challenge?
Let me know if this is important to you to connect to your Menstrual Cycle on a Spiritual level.
❤️ Andi
11:46 is so freaking sweet. Did you guys have someone read to you on a carpet like when we were kids?! I love that. So good for inner child healing.
The way you describe emotions and relationships with such eloquence helps me make sense of things that I couldn’t understand for myself, thank you!! xx
One of my close friends has been very interested in this topic and researching a lot to shape her lifestyle habits and routines around her cycle week by week. Thank you for breaking this info into digestible content for people like me who easily get overwhelmed by research and information online!!
The authentic way you share your thoughts and who you are is so powerful. Thank you so much
You’ve truly helped me along my healing journey so much and inspire me to help others as well. Thank you for blessing my life with your beautiful soul.
oh, you're so comforting. i love the energy of your tribe.
As a young teenage girl I feel very grateful to learn more about my cycles. Thank you so much for this video, it is so important. This subject is not talked enough. Thanks ❤
this video literally OPEN MY EYES it is very informative and relaxing and peaceful THANKS FOR EXPLAINING THIS 💗🌞 I feel so grateful for just found it, thanks again 💐💗
I love how open and loving she’s explaining all of this. This video really made me feel good about myself :3
I’ve watched this video often during my moon cycle mostly because it’s comforting, I feel seen and walk away with a deeper understanding of my body. Thank you for your content ❤
you’re going to be an amazing mom!
i loved when you talked about being a calm person. i'm an introverted person myself and i very often felt not good enough because of that. i often wished to be an extrovert and energetic like a lot of people. but now i accepted myself and even love being an introvert, having my own bubble, having a lot of passions, being a good listener, empathic, creative,...
0:03 bleeding one month out of the week love it💜
Not gonna lie. I’m very emotional today because of my period about to start and this made me cry in a feel good way. I am so glad this came across my timeline
Girl, I have been doing this for the past year and honestly I realized it’s like having a mercury retrograde once a month. Just a week a month to go deep within.
yeahh i’ve noticed it’s like going thru a mini mercury retrograde the week bf my cycle starts 🌝 i’m going thru it rn during an actual mercury retrograde too lmao pray for me
@@Julia-be1zd girl I am praying. I had my period the first week of mercury retrograde and for some reason this has been such a hard mercury retrograde. But all a blessing, taking all deep dives within 🧡
@@littleoneadventures this mercury retrograde came for me like i got broken up with, i restarted school, i got sick, my period came, my phone broke like wow mercury but also why
Deeply inspiring insights. I feel more people needs to hear about this and spend time introspecting more.
I started my cycle yesterday and I’m going salsa dancing tonight , I’m not letting this emotions get to me ! I asked the most high for energy and it gave it to me ✊🏽
You definitely give me safe vibes. Love how informative ,nice and raw you are, feels like we are on ft. You have a beautiful soul❤
Thank you so much for sharing your raw authentic self in this way I can relate to a lot of the struggles you had in your mind and felt so understood and connected while listening to you. You are such a beautiful soul Hitomi I send you so much love and good energy 🙏🏻❤🌻 (+ same for everyone who reads this ♡)
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I relate so strongly to your childhood experience of feeling shame in relation to your background - specifically being sent on trip being unprepared and without money. My parents just pawned me off to other families and I still feel the pain of feeling like a burden, though yes, it was a bittersweet experience to see how functional families operated.
thank you for being so vulnerable with us and yourself
I feel the exact same way on Sundays. Especially on my moon too. It's so comforting hearing someone else talk about it. The body always remembers.
When you talk about voice and tone and matching/not matching peoples energy I relate to that sooooo much. I’m not a hype over the top person (I appreciate those who are though) and it’s so taxing to try and match that energy and it doesn’t feel authentic to me and I feel like I’m lying to myself and my friends when I do it . 💖
such a beautiful, inspiring and vulnerable video. thank you for this, Hitomi 💗
Wow this literally answers all my questions about my mood shifts throughout the month
I just love this I have pcos so when my period comes I feel all over the place but this helped me to accept the process and understanding that it’s okay to be tired or upset ❤❤❤
your presence on this platform is precious girl
Every woman should know this, thanks for sharing this beautiful video 😍
Wow, your sentiment about the feeling of home and what it is for you really resonated with me
Dear Hitomi, I'm in my starts of 20s and I know about the changes of hormones and everything during menstruation thanks to my exams but I never dwell in such a way. Couple of months before I'm seen drastic changes in my moods during my periods but I didn't knew how to help myself. My bf was being really helpful but pmsing always made me feel bad for him and myself. I'm really glad and delighted that you showed me ways I can take care of myself more and in such a loving way. I really wish to have a elder like you around ❤ thank you ☺️
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Your content is litteraly chaging my life at this very moment. This video??!! it is soo hepful. Just the way you're allowing yourself to be vunerable while teaching us this life changing things.
I needed this. Recently started my moon after two months of not having one. I’ve been emotionally overwhelmed. Thank you Hitomi
This video was amazing I discovered so much that I feel ashamed as a woman I did not know. Towards a better tomorrow and adjusting my foods based on my cycle ✨
I can't express how grateful I am for this in simple words, thank you mama ❤️💕💕💕🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
literallt the way you feel deeply and discuss your inner world is like speaking to myself or my closest friends.
So ironic haha, I was looking at your menstruation rituals on Tuesday because I’ve been on my moon this week and you literally just uploaded this 😂 Perfect timing, thank you❤
Thanks so much again for an amazing vid, Hitomi. I genuinely enjoy your content but this video especially helped me out. Since I got a hormonal IUD inserted I tried to identify all the phases of my cycle (since I don't physically bleed anymore due to the contraceptive) I felt ashamed but I have been working on this and convincing myself that I still have a cycle and it's valid that it's not the same as other women. As I said, thank you so much, this actually inspired me
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Hitomi, I just want to give you a big virtual hug. Thank you for your vulnerability and openness
Wow I really needed to hear that I've been so hard on myself for not being very expressive with how I respond I also have a very calm energy and see I think it's because I really enjoy people who are all up and firey so I feel the need to be like that to get their approval but it's just not me. It's okay to just let myself breathe
Your videos feel like a big, warm hug after being out in icy cold wind. Thank you.
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Your personality is very attractive...I'm a lone walker on the path of life but you talk what I love to hear reality and relaxation...my hand is open in this life till I'm gone but now days I smile ...thank you again
I hope you find someone who resonates with your soul.
Came across your video randomly and subscribed! So much of what you said resonates with me. Yay to being our true authentic selves, speaking your true voice and not performing energy 🤗
omg yes, when you talked about having a calmer energy compared to your friends i have never related to something more
I relate so much to how you let your emotions flow in such a feminine and strong way. It’s kind off indescribable until you let yourself feel it. Finding peace in yourself is an intense and beautiful journey of healing, that can have lot’s of darkness too and I’m so grateful to see other women going through the same kind off awakening. So thank you for documenting and sharing this process ♥️
you explained every bit of this video so well. I love your growing ability to freely express and be you of us as viewers on youtube, you've been a pivotal part of my growing and healing journey. thank you.
I am currently working on ME and you video hit home. When you know YOU the world becomes your happy place.
I can recommend the book „period power“ from the author maisie hill! It‘s an AMAZING book that gives so much inside on the seasons of our cycle and it speaks about deficiencies, illnesses etc that can affect our menstrual cycle and vice versa. It also talks about meno pause and basically includes EVERYONE with a womb that menstruates! It‘s really a great book that helped me get on the healing path regarding my menstruation and this video adds the cherry on top. Thank you sm for sharing Hitomi!
this past cycle has been pretty rough for me as i’ve been navigating heartbreak. my period came late. i suspected it would come today, on the full moon and lunar eclipse in libra, and as i suspected, it did. it arrived right as it started raining outside and made me feel heavily aligned. i’m watching some of your old videos and they’re bringing me so much comfort. i find myself wondering what you’re doing in life right now since you last posted. i hope you’re doing well. i miss you and love you and have no desire to rush you to return to posting, but am immensely grateful for all that you’ve already shared online. thank you