I'll always remember the night Novoselic threw his bass up in the air and it came back down right on his head. He stumbled and walked off. It was the MTV music awards, I was 13 with my teenage sister's laughing and loving life. I always liken Nirvana to better times in my life. The older I get the more I seem to relate to Kurt, Kinda ironic.
I am with BFRIZZLE, here. I saw that show, too. Just seeing the bass go up and was hit with light from some other place and he just went down. And didn’t Kurt kick him gettin up, again, too? Great group, they were.
Kurt Cobain had a life that was the modern equivalent of an 18th/19th century romantic poet, personal problems, financial problems, physical and mental health issues and substance abuse. But all of this produced artistic greatness.
I agree, it seems like ALL artists really struggle with just being alive at all, no matter what else is going on. Even when someone (or a crowd!) is taking care of all the details, it just gets worse...my husband always said Kurt would have been happy just being a garage band with a small following, instead of a corporate juggernaut it became...sometimes success is more destructive than anything...
I was age 13 when Nirvana owned the world and I’ve never felt the same about a band since. Anyone else remember that most people loved them cause we knew they were going to destroy the place at the end? I’d sit by my vcr and record whenever they were on. Most violent stage show ever.
i was a kid too and i remember their antics on stage, rivalry with pearl jam and guns and roses. im glad that eddie and kurt made up before kurt passed away. i still remember when kurt loder from mtv announced his passing it was such as sad day.
also kurt and grohl said that he would break his guitars because his cheap guitar would stop working so they will break everything. it would be kurt breaking his guitar and then everyone joined in breaking things. man i miss their performances.
@@thewenik6876 he said he bought the cheap guitars cause thats all he could afford at the time. he asked his label for proper ones but it didn't sound as good or work as good as he wanted so mid show it will get messed up so he would break it at the end. his label eventually got him better guitars but he wasnt satisfied. he asked for certain ones but was denied. he honestly was very frustrated on stage and also took that energy out on stage too
I remember them playing in garages and hating their music. Way back in the 80's it was a great time but didn't care for the music. My daughter loves them. He died while I was expecting. Kris was a friend in school.
Kurt Cobain was so misunderstood artist. I felt so sad when he died by suicide! I loved his music! It was a huge loss for me and my brother! R.I.P. Kurt Cobain ❤🙏🏼
@@davidjulesarseneau6364 Let me guess you're actually one of these idiots who believe a man is long enough to stick a shot gun in their mouth an pull the trigger huh🙄
@@RavenBlaze420 God people are stupid 😂🤦🏼♂️ I went to school with a guy who took his parents shotgun and blew his head off in his parents bedroom..while his sister was in the basement. Let me guess…you think his sister killed him? Kurt was depressed and a drug addict..he killed himself..bud. You still have your tin foil hat on?
In Kurt's defense, opiate/opioid addiction fools you into thinking that u have legitimate ailments, usually involving pain (stomach, back, etc). Kurt may have been telling, what he thought, was the truth. Insidious is a most suitable description for this terrible phenomenon.
I disagree. Kurts stomach issues started at around 14. I definitely believe he had undiagnosed gastroparesis and ibs issues. I have been having gastro symptoms for 20 years and the 1st ten they said it was marijuana use or psychological but when my insurance was better they ran a 15k test and decided it was real so it definitely happens. I am or never was an opiate user but I deal with extreme pain and can understand how it could drive you to want relief of any type not realizing that your self destructing. I've had 4 children natural no meds and it don't touch the pain I go through with my stomach and this nerve damage.
@@chrisrodgers8484 I don't disagree with a single thing u said. I'll give u an example. I had a "bulging disc" in my back. Could've dealt with it using anti-inflammatorys-but I was convinced that I needed percocet. I started using 80mg oxycontin - it worked SO well. When I wasn't ON it: my back pain was 10 times worse than it would've been otherwise. This is owing to the fact that opioids effect the mid brain (fight or flight, hierarchy of needs, etc).
kurt was kicked out of his moms house and dads house. it was really sad. he lived with his grandparents but that didnt last long which then he moved in with his gf. he wrote about a girl about his first love. she supported him too. so he can grow as a musician and try to make it.
Dale Crover did shows and recorded with them but his main gig was in The Melvins. If you listen to Incesticide or unreleased tracks, he played on several of them.
Yes - Dale was filling in and was dedicated to Melvins. He was even offered to be their drummer. Buzz hooked them up with Dave Grohl after Scream broke up.
Listen to the Nirvana 1990 Hollywood Palladium show that's on TH-cam. It's in great quality and Dale is the drummer for this show. They're in top form and sound spectacular with their friend of many years behind the drum kit.
Cobain is still so beloved that the freedom to defame him, which is the sad lot of all people who die, is barely used. You rarely if ever see any criticism of him even though it's totally legal to say anything about him as a dead person.
I’ll keep typing this out idc about how eye rolling this is but I truly believe this had nirvana taking a break from touring , cobain has gotten the help he needed , everyone in agreement to take a break & do whatever they wanted for a while solo projects etc . then maybe a year or however long it took to have everyone recharge they’re mental battery get clean & affairs squared away. have a nirvana reunion with the right mindset ,put out new material on they’re terms & tour but not a so grueling & chaotic one just have fun doing it & that’s it unfortunately we all know what happened I guess we will never know truly know
Kurt was correct about that 🤡 Axl. It's just sad how he went through so much. Perhaps professional help would have prevented or at least helped him with the pains he suffered. RIP young brother.
With Kurt's stomach pains it actually shows he didn't have major depression disorder but what would be listed in the current dsm-5 with severe depression as with that form although often being confused with mdd the thing that separates it is the physical effect on the body with the most common being severe constant stomach pains. Not flashes that pass in an hour or a few days but as a constant.
People think that “you’re depressed, so you’re having pain”, which is dead wrong; you’re in chronic pain, and it causes you to be depressed. Trust me, I know. RIP, sweet Kurt! ✌🏼💖
Many artists pray to achieve wide recognition for their art, while other widely recognized artists would do anything to be left alone to just make their art. Cobain was the latter. He didn’t really aim for fame.
I was 9 when Smells like Teen Spirit came out. My love started a year later 1992 come 1994 I was always into different clothes, music etc. I wasn’t a sheep , Kurt would relate to that statement. I still listen to their music today and now my 17 and 19 years listen as well. They grew up listening to all types but always knew that Nirvana was special to me and in my household. Rambling I know but Kurt and the band got me through my teens alot of bad times and some of the best times of my life. When Kurt died I felt like a part of me died a family member died. He may be gone but his music lives on forever especially through his daughter Frances Bean ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Why do people younger than Gen X think being pro-lgbtq was 'ahead of its time' in the 90's? I suggest looking up people like David Bowie's work in the late 60's/early 70's. And Boy George was completely mainstream in the 80's. Androgyny was very 'in'.
FRIENDS FOR KURT: 10.) The Seattle medical examiner, Dr Nikola Hartshorne (Dr NH) is a friend of CL from before he was a doctor. He had promoted rock bands in the '80's. So no surprise when he rules for CL's version of events, as a suicide. 11.) Dr NH is also the ME for the death of CL's bassist, Kristen Pfaff (KP) who was killed two weeks after the murder of KC, and after being given heroin by another Hole band member, Erick Erlandson (EE). EE is in love with CL at the time. CL was very jealous over KC and KP's new relationship. 12.) EE is at CK's house the day he died after CL asked him to go to the house to look for her husband. 13.) One month after CK was murdered, and two weeks after KP was killed, Dr NH, who by all accounts was rising up the ladder at work, leaves to live in Florida. His Seattle coworkers are all surprised. 14.) Just two months after KC was murdered, DT, of the SPD, is murdered by two guys who set him up to be killed by pretending to have a flat tire. 15.) Lead on the CK case, Detective Cameron (DC), and the boss of DT, is fired three years after the murder of CK for bribery and corruption. He had been with SPD for 39 years. 16.) No fingerprints on the shotgun shells. So, I think CL had EE give CK a mickey in his root beer (the Valium found in KC's blood) and then gave him a massive dose of heroin when KC was already passed out. EE then leaves and Allen Wrench comes in alone, instructed by CL, to get the shotgun she knew CK had purchased with his buddy Dylan Thomas, and to use it on CK. Dylan admits he told CL about the shotgun prior. Then CL has EE give her rival, KP, an OD of heroin. EE is the only person to be seen entering her residence that night. He left 30 minutes later. So then CL hires some thugs to pretend a flat tire on the route of off duty DT and have him killed. Dead men tell no tales. In 2002 Dr NH dies in a mysterious base jumping accident. Allen Wrench is still alive.
By 1994, Nirvana weren't bigger than ever. They peaked in 1992, and started coming off their peak about halfway through 1993 when their music was about 18 months to 2 years old. They then had a less successful album with September 1993's In Utero, but a solid tour. The new music however didn't contain enough hits or shift in style to buoy them up above the water again, so they were relegate dto playing to mainly diehard believers by 1994 instead of the new converts of 1991/92. The outlook didn't seem particularly promising by the end of the first quarter of 1994. They were not only a band in decline by then but also a musical genre, not to mention tensions within the band and the increasingly dominant role taken by Courtney Love. Cobain's drug use by then had reached a crescendo - much of his creativity and energy was derived from them and as he hit 27, like many of that age, the chickens had come home to roost, and the karmic price of being a serious drug user for the previous 4 years (since taking heroin several times in 1990) was needing to be paid back with interest. There was a definite upswing in the quality and volume of work post-heroin as opposed to pre-heroin (1990 being the dividing line). 1989's Bleach album, compared to 1991's Nevermind, was repetitive, monotone and sometimes even uninspired. Nirvana's ascendancy in 1991 paralleled the Beatles' discovery of drugs in 1966 that led them from teen faves like I Want To Hold Your Hand to Sgt Peppers. Music that was pedestrian, mundane and predictable (and which jumped on a bandwagon, similar to the early thrash metal phase of Nirvana) to magnum opus works that were unique, serious and fascinatingly riveting.
If he shot himself, how was the shell ejected on the other side of the room? It was a normal shotgun and he supposedly held it upside down so it should’ve been to the right of him, but it was found on the left side of the room.
I loved Kurt because he stood up for the women hated homophobic ppl womanizers he drove a Volvo made Courtney Love return a Lexus he was a millionaire but you'd never know it he hated limos he was a great songwriter and artiist Nirvana will always be my favorite band he hated the mansion Courtney Love bought because I've fought addiction and depression sometimes I'd like to think I could relate but Kurt Cobain was on another level he was special he had it I believe he'd still be alive if he would have never met Courtney Love but can't say for sure rest easy Kurt Cobain there's a lot of us who think that a conspiracy was involved bye his widow watch soaked in bleach there's just so much evidence I can't fit it on here rest in peace Kurt Cobain 💯🎸💔🎶🎵
no she doesn't! if kurt was still alive he would be enraged that you said that. please watch montage of heck. its kurts biopic in his own words and his own recordings.
@@thelilyfarrell I will however afterwards we'll be in touch. I suggest you watch the detectives documentary. I also know for a fact he would have never been able to accomplish a "suicide" being on that much heroine. 10 times a lethal dose. NOT IN MILLION YEARS! He was divorcing her and she would have had NOTHING!! ALSO, see the interview with his Grandfather!!! ✌️
@@forevermetal2464 that " detective" tom grant no one takes seriously. hes full of crap. dont watch or listen to that bs fictional movie soaked in bleach. if kurt was alive he would be pissed. watch kurts actual bio pic. its his own words. his actual voice compared to anything else. also kurt was doing heroin since the 80s on and off. he built an extremely high tolerance. even his bandmates and friends said it. please stop believing in everything tom grant said. he just wants his 15 mins of fame and money. no one close to kurt takes that fictional movie seriously. ppl do anything for money.
hey not to mention ALL of the sketchy details of kurts death and even prior to his death when courtney tried killing him in rome. Thats why he literally fled from her. Love was responsible for her for mer bassist kristin pfaff, who might have had mutual feelings for kurt, but they were both deathly afraid of Love. It's time we get #justiceforkurt. There was many inconsistencies with the supposed "suicide", like why did the shotgun he supposedly killed himself with have no prints? not to metion kurt wasnt physically able to pull the trigger due to having so much heroin in nhim to kill a horse and too short to pull said trigger. Not to mention he was taking love off his will, his death wasnt even investigated correctly, courtney was friends with the coroner, he was cremated to hide evidence. Just like the internet rallied for freebritt kurt deserves justice.
stop with this bs! kurt committed suicide. it was heartbreaking as a kid seeing the breaking news. Courtney saved his life time and time again. even the rest of nirvana has said this. also the fbi agrees with the original findings of the police regarding his death. stop believing in conspiracy theories.
@@thelilyfarrell I know the truth is too painful for you to accept. Your mind can't grasp it so you disassociate and just brush it off. If you were really a fan and informed and not gullible and naive . Like iggy pop said "he got too big, made alot of money for alot of people, he had to die"
@@whoodatt3046 umm no. watch montage of heck which is kurts actual biopic with his own recordings of himself speaking. stop believing in conspiracy theories. really kurt/nirvana fans stand with the band and actually Kurt's friends and family. not some conspiracy theory. it insults his legacy.
@@thelilyfarrell montage of heck is a Courtney sanctioned propaganda piece meant to convince everyone that Kurt was always destined to kill himself in response to "soaked in bleach" and the growing skepticism surrounding Kurt's death. Montage of Heck is filled with nonsense. Wendy O'Connor(kurt's mom) and Frances Bean both don't like "montage of heck".
I don't know if you know this but 1.52mg = 0.00152ml. Please keep the mg into ml conversion in mind. On average, heroin addicts take 300mg-500mg (0.3ml-0.5ml) of heroin per day. Heavy addicts can take up to 1,500mg (1.5ml) of heroin per day. According to Tom Grant's website, Cobain Case, Tom claims Kurt took 225mg of heroin to get 1.52mg/L. He claims that 225mg or 0.225ml is a lethal dose. It is not. That's around the average daily dose a heroin addict takes. Heroin in blood would decrease in amount by getting filtered by the kidneys and from the half-life. It takes between 5 hours to 2 days for the heroin to leave the blood and become untraceable. I don't think 1.52mg/L of heroin in blood is suspicious after learning all of this. Don't believe everything that conspiracy theory claims. Learn about facts, what heroin is and everything before you believe in that theory.
Dude!!! "Dale Criver moved" He was in the gawddamn SMELVINS!!! he did favors to record or played like 2 off shows! Aaron burkhardt and Dave Foster were before Chad. Dave was given the boot cause he was too into his car/cars n stuff n was too different than Kurdt and Krist. Anger problem Dave was a nickname they gave him cause hed gotten mad and screamed at Kurdt once. You also forgot "Bliss" as a band name idea
I never understood this dude he didn’t want any of the fame I get it but why not just retire .. Why not even seek help he had an effect on people when he was alive and still ignored it.. & he had a effect on np work after death .. KRAZY thing is he couldn’t handle any of his success idk why
I think it's because he's a recluse. People who like solitude don't like getting too much attention. Also when he became famous, he and his wife got into a scandal with heroin and her pregnancy from an article by Vanity Fair. Many people wrote many bad things about his wife. He did a libel lawsuit against the writer of the article which he lost and that made him upset because the lawsuit was expensive, costing him hundreds of dollars. Losing money wasn't what made him upset the most it was how the rich, the people with a lot of money, have high chances to win court cases. Kurt was rich but Vanity Fair had more money than he did. In the book, Come As You Are, Kurt even said there was a dark moment where he and Courtney were thinking of committing suicide together with his gun because of all this. In the end they didn't. In his interviews I read, like with Erica Ehm and Edgar Klusener, Kurt was upset about losing the libel lawsuit and how the media would spread false stories without checking or clarifying them. He was sick of being famous because too many people misrepresented him. Some people were saying that Kurt was a child abuser, , a heroin addict (which was true) and a war criminal. He thought it was insane what people were talking about him. Then some police came and arrested him for domestic violence on June 1993. The media misrepresented him as a wife beater. They said that Kurt had strangled his wife. According to July 1993 interviews I read by Tamara Handii, Brian Willis and Darcy Steinke, Kurt said that he and Courtney were jamming, his neighbours got worried and misunderstood that the couple was having a fight and called the police for domestic violence. The police came and told them that a law in Seattle requires them to arrest one of the couples in cases of a domestic abuse report even if nothing had happened. The police also asked if they had guns in the house. Kurt didn't wanted the police to know he kept guns so he lied and said there are no guns. Courtney told the police the truth. Then Kurt and Courtney fought each other where Courtney threw orange juice on him and Kurt pulled a choker off from Courtney, resulting in a scratch on her neck. The fight happened in front of the police. Later the police arrested Kurt because of the law. Kurt didn't beat Courtney or strangled her. The fight between them wasn't as serious as the newspapers were reporting. Point is, Kurt was tired of how people were writing false or exaggerated and heavily misinformed stories about him. He didn't wanted to be famous if it meant having people misrepresent him. He did try to get his life normal but it seems that it was hard to do so. I don't think he wanted to kill himself but sometimes your depression becomes so strong that you can't handle it and just want to kill yourself to relieve yourself from all the emotional stress. I think because Kurt was alone during the time he went missing is what prompted him to kill himself. Usually, suicidal people would avoid acting on their suicidal impulses if they are surrounded by people. And sadly Kurt was alone. It's sad what happened but we have to accept it. All we can do is appreciate what he left behind in this world. Like his music.
@@MissDerpina2606 I feel like he didn’t think things thru .. He was pushing 30 & had it all .. He had people there to help him before he died .. But no he was dead set on ending it so well here we are lol
I love artist that stay true to the music and don't give a damn what other artist thinks or their fans I didn't know Axl Rose was a creep I will look at guns and roses different now 👎🖕
SONIC YOUTH & SOUL ASYLUM created Grunge in 1981 . Bands that came before NIRVANA Red Hot Chilli Peppers 1983, Mud Honey 1985 , The Pixes 1987 , Nirvana formed in 1988. They didn't create Grunge they didn't do shit but exist and Grunge was created in the 80's not the 90's. Nirvana is a highly overrated band that didn't do anything that some other band before them has allready done . I want to Sonic Youth get credit for creating Grunge not Nirvana.
WRONG NARRATOR. Kurt was booted out of his home at the age of 15yrs not 17. He would sleep on the front porch of the house but his awful mother never let him in. He NEVER slept under that bridge which has often been shown before. It’s hogwash. Kurt ended staying with a teacher who taught at Aberdeen High School.
Kurt himself said that his mother kicked him out of the house when he was 17. I think I read that in the book Come As You Are. He did live with a teacher for a time. There was a bridge where he slept under one night. He didn't live there but it's said he would go there a few times.
@@daniellewatson8352 I don't think it was because of lack of intelligence. More like Wendy was too stressed out with her life and relationships. She had an abusive boyfriend who had beaten her From what I am reading, Kurt used to cause trouble. Like throwing things at police cars, breaking windows and vandalism. Most of the times, Kurt got away but if he ever got caught, his parents will have to deal with it and possibly pay money to bail him. And I don't think either of his parents wanted that. Wendy tried to encourage Kurt to perform well in school and find a good job and not mess around. Kurt didn't do anything she told him to do. Then she read some book that taught her about 'tough love'. Basically it taught her that parents should be tough with their children to make them good and that this treatment is a form of love and so parents shouldn't feel guilty about doing it. And then she kicked Kurt out of her house so that Kurt would learn a lesson.
Learned nothing new from this. The same information that's been regurgitated time and time again. You weren't so accurate with some of your information.
There is a lot of bullshit said in this video. Not that I know Cobain or anything but most of the ‘information’ in this video is a combination of different events that happened in Kurt’s life. Cmon Grunge find some more accurate shit to post!!
Kurt Cobain didn't kill himself. Cyril Wecht, the world renowned medical examiner said point blank that it was murder. He was leaving Courtney Love and breaking up Nirvana. He wasn't depressed...the cash cow had to be sacrificed for Love's personal gain. Her on father knew that she had murdered him. He wrote a book about it entitled "Love Kills". RIP... #JusticeForKurt
What is your favorite song from Nirvana?
You know you’re right
Negative Creep
“All Apologies”
Lithium
Old Age!!
"His depression ran deep, and it's not fair to judge him for it." Well said.
I just don't like people laughing at his death while I wish I could time travel so I could talk to him. It's really unfair :(
I'll always remember the night Novoselic threw his bass up in the air and it came back down right on his head. He stumbled and walked off. It was the MTV music awards, I was 13 with my teenage sister's laughing and loving life. I always liken Nirvana to better times in my life. The older I get the more I seem to relate to Kurt, Kinda ironic.
I am with BFRIZZLE, here. I saw that show, too. Just seeing the bass go up and was hit with light from some other place and he just went down. And didn’t Kurt kick him gettin up, again, too? Great group, they were.
Saw it too . I was 13 Also
All good bands did some of their best work on drugs.
@@wangota you have no idea how bad addiction is so don’t talk
Kurt Cobain had a life that was the modern equivalent of an 18th/19th century romantic poet, personal problems, financial problems, physical and mental health issues and substance abuse. But all of this produced artistic greatness.
I agree, it seems like ALL artists really struggle with just being alive at all, no matter what else is going on. Even when someone (or a crowd!) is taking care of all the details, it just gets worse...my husband always said Kurt would have been happy just being a garage band with a small following, instead of a corporate juggernaut it became...sometimes success is more destructive than anything...
Many people have all those problems you just listed, I for one do. Checked every one unfortunately
I was age 13 when Nirvana owned the world and I’ve never felt the same about a band since. Anyone else remember that most people loved them cause we knew they were going to destroy the place at the end? I’d sit by my vcr and record whenever they were on. Most violent stage show ever.
So true with the destruction at the end of their shows. As Kurt would say, “a climactic ending.” But they were great. R.I.P. Kurt.
i was a kid too and i remember their antics on stage, rivalry with pearl jam and guns and roses. im glad that eddie and kurt made up before kurt passed away. i still remember when kurt loder from mtv announced his passing it was such as sad day.
also kurt and grohl said that he would break his guitars because his cheap guitar would stop working so they will break everything. it would be kurt breaking his guitar and then everyone joined in breaking things. man i miss their performances.
@@thelilyfarrell I had heard that Kurt would buy cheap guitars, and just break them. Some, he was able to use again, but most were just thrown away.
@@thewenik6876 he said he bought the cheap guitars cause thats all he could afford at the time. he asked his label for proper ones but it didn't sound as good or work as good as he wanted so mid show it will get messed up so he would break it at the end. his label eventually got him better guitars but he wasnt satisfied. he asked for certain ones but was denied. he honestly was very frustrated on stage and also took that energy out on stage too
Gastroparesis is the most painful condition. And goes undiagnosed most times. Poor Cobain. He suffered.
Somehow even though I wasn’t even alive when Kurt passed I still feel a deep connection with nirvana
R.I.P Kurt Cobain
Nirvana were a great band. Wish the bad ending would not have happened with Kurt, too.
I'll always remember Kurt as the brother of my sister's best friend.
Thanks for making this! I've been on a kurt cobain history binge lol. Your time is appreciated 💯
I remember them playing in garages and hating their music. Way back in the 80's it was a great time but didn't care for the music. My daughter loves them. He died while I was expecting. Kris was a friend in school.
I really miss Kurt Cobain and his music. May God rest his soul he really was a musical genius.
He’s in hell
Kurt Cobain was so misunderstood artist. I felt so sad when he died by suicide! I loved his music! It was a huge loss for me and my brother! R.I.P. Kurt Cobain ❤🙏🏼
He was murdered it was made to look like suicide.
Why would you feel sorry for someone who made their own choice?
@@RavenBlaze420 🙄🤦🏼♂️
@@davidjulesarseneau6364 Let me guess you're actually one of these idiots who believe a man is long enough to stick a shot gun in their mouth an pull the trigger huh🙄
@@RavenBlaze420 God people are stupid 😂🤦🏼♂️ I went to school with a guy who took his parents shotgun and blew his head off in his parents bedroom..while his sister was in the basement. Let me guess…you think his sister killed him? Kurt was depressed and a drug addict..he killed himself..bud. You still have your tin foil hat on?
I was just thinking about him and his suicide these days. what a damn loss :/
U mean the staged suicide...
@@sarahrankin8364 He was murdered u mean?!
What I wouldn't do, to turn back the clock to see Nirvana & Alice in Chains live.
Oh god yes!!
Thanks for keeping the story alive for the new generations
Nirvana legends
R.i.p. Kurt Cobain
Legend
Imagining how their music would be like today🎶 all the evolutions .
Kurt Cobain is truly a cultural icon! So sad he only lived for 27 years. He ain't gay but he campaigned for LGBTQ rights.🏳️🌈 That's so cool!
Yeah, but sadly nowadays, it's the other way. The Wokes are now the bigots.
I hate pride month
@@tallboy6911womp womp
In Kurt's defense, opiate/opioid addiction fools you into thinking that u have legitimate ailments, usually involving pain (stomach, back, etc). Kurt may have been telling, what he thought, was the truth. Insidious is a most suitable description for this terrible phenomenon.
I disagree. Kurts stomach issues started at around 14. I definitely believe he had undiagnosed gastroparesis and ibs issues. I have been having gastro symptoms for 20 years and the 1st ten they said it was marijuana use or psychological but when my insurance was better they ran a 15k test and decided it was real so it definitely happens. I am or never was an opiate user but I deal with extreme pain and can understand how it could drive you to want relief of any type not realizing that your self destructing. I've had 4 children natural no meds and it don't touch the pain I go through with my stomach and this nerve damage.
@@chrisrodgers8484 I don't disagree with a single thing u said. I'll give u an example. I had a "bulging disc" in my back. Could've dealt with it using anti-inflammatorys-but I was convinced that I needed percocet. I started using 80mg oxycontin - it worked SO well. When I wasn't ON it: my back pain was 10 times worse than it would've been otherwise. This is owing to the fact that opioids effect the mid brain (fight or flight, hierarchy of needs, etc).
kurt was kicked out of his moms house and dads house. it was really sad. he lived with his grandparents but that didnt last long which then he moved in with his gf. he wrote about a girl about his first love. she supported him too. so he can grow as a musician and try to make it.
Dale Crover did shows and recorded with them but his main gig was in The Melvins. If you listen to Incesticide or unreleased tracks, he played on several of them.
Yes - Dale was filling in and was dedicated to Melvins. He was even offered to be their drummer. Buzz hooked them up with Dave Grohl after Scream broke up.
Listen to the Nirvana 1990 Hollywood Palladium show that's on TH-cam. It's in great quality and Dale is the drummer for this show. They're in top form and sound spectacular with their friend of many years behind the drum kit.
I wish he was still around. Rest in peace legend
Cobain is still so beloved that the freedom to defame him, which is the sad lot of all people who die, is barely used. You rarely if ever see any criticism of him even though it's totally legal to say anything about him as a dead person.
That makes me upset Kurt said all of the other drummers "sucked." Chad was great.
we may really never know what Kurt cobain was thinking about.
His mind was unique yet his soul feels tortured
I hope to Join a band someday that plays this band's kind of music
What instrument do you play
my band is a mix of grunge and classic rock. hopefully u will like it when we released the album. definitely join a band man.
@@jessedavidmathis Drums. I have a bass player too
@@Bobblehead4187 same.
@@airsoftandy9285 I play guitar where are you from?
My Favorite song from Nirvana Come as You are and Lithium..RIP Kurt Cobain 🖤✊🏾
This was a great video thank you for creating this.
Love is a horrible human,I don't say this about many people but I hope she gets hers .
Narcissistic Sociopath P O S.
Kurt was definitely way ahead of his time I miss him 😥😢😭
He was the time.
“Come As You Are” RIP KDC!
I’ll keep typing this out idc about how eye rolling this is but I truly believe this had nirvana taking a break from touring , cobain has gotten the help he needed , everyone in agreement to take a break & do whatever they wanted for a while solo projects etc . then maybe a year or however long it took to have everyone recharge they’re mental battery get clean & affairs squared away. have a nirvana reunion with the right mindset ,put out new material on they’re terms & tour but not a so grueling & chaotic one just have fun doing it & that’s it unfortunately we all know what happened I guess we will never know truly know
Kurt was correct about that 🤡 Axl. It's just sad how he went through so much. Perhaps professional help would have prevented or at least helped him with the pains he suffered. RIP young brother.
With Kurt's stomach pains it actually shows he didn't have major depression disorder but what would be listed in the current dsm-5 with severe depression as with that form although often being confused with mdd the thing that separates it is the physical effect on the body with the most common being severe constant stomach pains. Not flashes that pass in an hour or a few days but as a constant.
People think that “you’re depressed, so you’re having pain”, which is dead wrong; you’re in chronic pain, and it causes you to be depressed. Trust me, I know. RIP, sweet Kurt! ✌🏼💖
The song that Krist heard on the FECAL MATTER tape was "Spank thru" that made him say "this dude's got somethin here!"
Rest Peacefully Kurt🙏
Love All Nirvanas Sounds! ♥️🌞
Many artists pray to achieve wide recognition for their art, while other widely recognized artists would do anything to be left alone to just make their art. Cobain was the latter. He didn’t really aim for fame.
I was 9 when Smells like Teen Spirit came out. My love started a year later 1992 come 1994 I was always into different clothes, music etc. I wasn’t a sheep , Kurt would relate to that statement. I still listen to their music today and now my 17 and 19 years listen as well. They grew up listening to all types but always knew that Nirvana was special to me and in my household. Rambling I know but Kurt and the band got me through my teens alot of bad times and some of the best times of my life. When Kurt died I felt like a part of me died a family member died. He may be gone but his music lives on forever especially through his daughter Frances Bean ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Im a 90s kid i know everything there possibly is to know about Nirvana/Alice in Chains/Sound Garden/ MudHoney
I miss them so much
Two more early drummers. Bob McFadden and Dave Foster.
Kurt crutched too hard on dope. Life isn't pain free for any of us so man up and keep on keeping on ✌️❤️
Kurt and Krist actually met at the Melvins practice space and that’s where Kurt gave krist the fecal matter demo tape.
It is still sad that he committed suicide. R.I.P. Kurt Cobain
Why do people younger than Gen X think being pro-lgbtq was 'ahead of its time' in the 90's? I suggest looking up people like David Bowie's work in the late 60's/early 70's. And Boy George was completely mainstream in the 80's. Androgyny was very 'in'.
FRIENDS FOR KURT:
10.) The Seattle medical examiner, Dr Nikola Hartshorne (Dr NH) is a friend of CL from before he was a doctor. He had promoted rock bands in the '80's. So no surprise when he rules for CL's version of events, as a suicide.
11.) Dr NH is also the ME for the death of CL's bassist, Kristen Pfaff (KP) who was killed two weeks after the murder of KC, and after being given heroin by another Hole band member, Erick Erlandson (EE). EE is in love with CL at the time. CL was very jealous over KC and KP's new relationship.
12.) EE is at CK's house the day he died after CL asked him to go to the house to look for her husband.
13.) One month after CK was murdered, and two weeks after KP was killed, Dr NH, who by all accounts was rising up the ladder at work, leaves to live in Florida. His Seattle coworkers are all surprised.
14.) Just two months after KC was murdered, DT, of the SPD, is murdered by two guys who set him up to be killed by pretending to have a flat tire.
15.) Lead on the CK case, Detective Cameron (DC), and the boss of DT, is fired three years after the murder of CK for bribery and corruption. He had been with SPD for 39 years.
16.) No fingerprints on the shotgun shells.
So, I think CL had EE give CK a mickey in his root beer (the Valium found in KC's blood) and then gave him a massive dose of heroin when KC was already passed out. EE then leaves and Allen Wrench comes in alone, instructed by CL, to get the shotgun she knew CK had purchased with his buddy Dylan Thomas, and to use it on CK. Dylan admits he told CL about the shotgun prior. Then CL has EE give her rival, KP, an OD of heroin. EE is the only person to be seen entering her residence that night. He left 30 minutes later. So then CL hires some thugs to pretend a flat tire on the route of off duty DT and have him killed. Dead men tell no tales. In 2002 Dr NH dies in a mysterious base jumping accident. Allen Wrench is still alive.
The never revealed reason why the final tour was declared “uninsurable” by the insurance company.
Sometimes I can't listen to any Nirvana songs because it's very emotional. I miss his singing voice. Mentally I can't listen.
I loved Kurt cobain even before I heard that he was against homophobia and sexism, and now I like him even more
By 1994, Nirvana weren't bigger than ever. They peaked in 1992, and started coming off their peak about halfway through 1993 when their music was about 18 months to 2 years old. They then had a less successful album with September 1993's In Utero, but a solid tour. The new music however didn't contain enough hits or shift in style to buoy them up above the water again, so they were relegate dto playing to mainly diehard believers by 1994 instead of the new converts of 1991/92. The outlook didn't seem particularly promising by the end of the first quarter of 1994. They were not only a band in decline by then but also a musical genre, not to mention tensions within the band and the increasingly dominant role taken by Courtney Love. Cobain's drug use by then had reached a crescendo - much of his creativity and energy was derived from them and as he hit 27, like many of that age, the chickens had come home to roost, and the karmic price of being a serious drug user for the previous 4 years (since taking heroin several times in 1990) was needing to be paid back with interest. There was a definite upswing in the quality and volume of work post-heroin as opposed to pre-heroin (1990 being the dividing line). 1989's Bleach album, compared to 1991's Nevermind, was repetitive, monotone and sometimes even uninspired. Nirvana's ascendancy in 1991 paralleled the Beatles' discovery of drugs in 1966 that led them from teen faves like I Want To Hold Your Hand to Sgt Peppers. Music that was pedestrian, mundane and predictable (and which jumped on a bandwagon, similar to the early thrash metal phase of Nirvana) to magnum opus works that were unique, serious and fascinatingly riveting.
As much as I like Nirvana some of this was self inflicted he could still be here today
"Where Did You Sleep Last Night"
Dale Crover played drums for the melvins !
God bless everyone 😔
It still stinks how his"suicide" stands today.
His stomach pains were anxiety…
If he shot himself, how was the shell ejected on the other side of the room? It was a normal shotgun and he supposedly held it upside down so it should’ve been to the right of him, but it was found on the left side of the room.
I mean the 90's version of Brian Jones? I have no idea~
"Aberdeen museum of history"
Aka Kurt Cobain/nirvana museum
um, it was Maria, Krist's moms hair salon. not an aunt.
Eh it's OK relax
@@joeygouda No. Let's get things straight. Kurt had an aunt who played music and Krist's mom had a hair salon where they had practiced and rehearsed.
God of grunge
I loved Kurt because he stood up for the women hated homophobic ppl womanizers he drove a Volvo made Courtney Love return a Lexus he was a millionaire but you'd never know it he hated limos he was a great songwriter and artiist Nirvana will always be my favorite band he hated the mansion Courtney Love bought because I've fought addiction and depression sometimes I'd like to think I could relate but Kurt Cobain was on another level he was special he had it I believe he'd still be alive if he would have never met Courtney Love but can't say for sure rest easy Kurt Cobain there's a lot of us who think that a conspiracy was involved bye his widow watch soaked in bleach there's just so much evidence I can't fit it on here rest in peace Kurt Cobain 💯🎸💔🎶🎵
rip kurt
Pen Cap Chew was another name.He was only arrested one time.
Cortney has EVERYTHING TO DO WITH HIS DEATH!!!!
NYC🤘
no she doesn't! if kurt was still alive he would be enraged that you said that. please watch montage of heck. its kurts biopic in his own words and his own recordings.
@@thelilyfarrell I will however afterwards we'll be in touch. I suggest you watch the detectives documentary. I also know for a fact he would have never been able to accomplish a "suicide" being on that much heroine. 10 times a lethal dose. NOT IN MILLION YEARS! He was divorcing her and she would have had NOTHING!! ALSO, see the interview with his Grandfather!!! ✌️
@@forevermetal2464 that " detective" tom grant no one takes seriously. hes full of crap. dont watch or listen to that bs fictional movie soaked in bleach. if kurt was alive he would be pissed. watch kurts actual bio pic. its his own words. his actual voice compared to anything else. also kurt was doing heroin since the 80s on and off. he built an extremely high tolerance. even his bandmates and friends said it. please stop believing in everything tom grant said. he just wants his 15 mins of fame and money. no one close to kurt takes that fictional movie seriously. ppl do anything for money.
RIP Cobain and David Grohl
Dave’s still alive
hey not to mention ALL of the sketchy details of kurts death and even prior to his death when courtney tried killing him in rome. Thats why he literally fled from her. Love was responsible for her for mer bassist kristin pfaff, who might have had mutual feelings for kurt, but they were both deathly afraid of Love. It's time we get #justiceforkurt. There was many inconsistencies with the supposed "suicide", like why did the shotgun he supposedly killed himself with have no prints? not to metion kurt wasnt physically able to pull the trigger due to having so much heroin in nhim to kill a horse and too short to pull said trigger. Not to mention he was taking love off his will, his death wasnt even investigated correctly, courtney was friends with the coroner, he was cremated to hide evidence. Just like the internet rallied for freebritt kurt deserves justice.
stop with this bs! kurt committed suicide. it was heartbreaking as a kid seeing the breaking news. Courtney saved his life time and time again. even the rest of nirvana has said this. also the fbi agrees with the original findings of the police regarding his death. stop believing in conspiracy theories.
@@thelilyfarrell I know the truth is too painful for you to accept. Your mind can't grasp it so you disassociate and just brush it off. If you were really a fan and informed and not gullible and naive . Like iggy pop said "he got too big, made alot of money for alot of people, he had to die"
@@whoodatt3046 umm no. watch montage of heck which is kurts actual biopic with his own recordings of himself speaking. stop believing in conspiracy theories. really kurt/nirvana fans stand with the band and actually Kurt's friends and family. not some conspiracy theory. it insults his legacy.
@@thelilyfarrell montage of heck is a Courtney sanctioned propaganda piece meant to convince everyone that Kurt was always destined to kill himself in response to "soaked in bleach" and the growing skepticism surrounding Kurt's death. Montage of Heck is filled with nonsense. Wendy O'Connor(kurt's mom) and Frances Bean both don't like "montage of heck".
@@wantutosigh1117 sounds like you never watched it. frances created montage of heck and his mom is in it!
Man you totally dodged all the toxicology....he was dead before the shotgun went off.....
I don't know if you know this but 1.52mg = 0.00152ml.
Please keep the mg into ml conversion in mind.
On average, heroin addicts take 300mg-500mg (0.3ml-0.5ml) of heroin per day. Heavy addicts can take up to 1,500mg (1.5ml) of heroin per day.
According to Tom Grant's website, Cobain Case, Tom claims Kurt took 225mg of heroin to get 1.52mg/L. He claims that 225mg or 0.225ml is a lethal dose. It is not.
That's around the average daily dose a heroin addict takes.
Heroin in blood would decrease in amount by getting filtered by the kidneys and from the half-life.
It takes between 5 hours to 2 days for the heroin to leave the blood and become untraceable.
I don't think 1.52mg/L of heroin in blood is suspicious after learning all of this.
Don't believe everything that conspiracy theory claims. Learn about facts, what heroin is and everything before you believe in that theory.
@@MissDerpina2606 you clearly have your facts mixed up
@@MissDerpina2606 Boy oh boy have you got it wrong... So sad that you blame conspiracy theorists because you don't know what you are taking about.
@@PaulWildstar As for the mg (milligrams) into ml (millilitres), you can search the net for it.
@@MissDerpina2606 Why would I do that? I'm not the one out to prove a point that isn't true
how do you revive somebody by giving them a cocktail of more drugs lol
Charles R. Cross is Courtney Love's lackey.
Absolutely
Wasn't heavier than heaven written by a dude obsessively fond of Cortney Love?
Dude!!! "Dale Criver moved"
He was in the gawddamn SMELVINS!!! he did favors to record or played like 2 off shows!
Aaron burkhardt and Dave Foster were before Chad. Dave was given the boot cause he was too into his car/cars n stuff n was too different than Kurdt and Krist. Anger problem Dave was a nickname they gave him cause hed gotten mad and screamed at Kurdt once. You also forgot "Bliss" as a band name idea
I been homeless too big deal XD just cause his name is Kurt Cobain it don't madder
Hello
Hi.... Kurt....
I never understood this dude he didn’t want any of the fame I get it but why not just retire .. Why not even seek help he had an effect on people when he was alive and still ignored it.. & he had a effect on np work after death .. KRAZY thing is he couldn’t handle any of his success idk why
I think it's because he's a recluse. People who like solitude don't like getting too much attention.
Also when he became famous, he and his wife got into a scandal with heroin and her pregnancy from an article by Vanity Fair. Many people wrote many bad things about his wife.
He did a libel lawsuit against the writer of the article which he lost and that made him upset because the lawsuit was expensive, costing him hundreds of dollars. Losing money wasn't what made him upset the most it was how the rich, the people with a lot of money, have high chances to win court cases.
Kurt was rich but Vanity Fair had more money than he did.
In the book, Come As You Are, Kurt even said there was a dark moment where he and Courtney were thinking of committing suicide together with his gun because of all this. In the end they didn't.
In his interviews I read, like with Erica Ehm and Edgar Klusener, Kurt was upset about losing the libel lawsuit and how the media would spread false stories without checking or clarifying them.
He was sick of being famous because too many people misrepresented him.
Some people were saying that Kurt was a child abuser, , a heroin addict (which was true) and a war criminal. He thought it was insane what people were talking about him.
Then some police came and arrested him for domestic violence on June 1993.
The media misrepresented him as a wife beater. They said that Kurt had strangled his wife.
According to July 1993 interviews I read by Tamara Handii, Brian Willis and Darcy Steinke, Kurt said that he and Courtney were jamming, his neighbours got worried and misunderstood that the couple was having a fight and called the police for domestic violence. The police came and told them that a law in Seattle requires them to arrest one of the couples in cases of a domestic abuse report even if nothing had happened. The police also asked if they had guns in the house. Kurt didn't wanted the police to know he kept guns so he lied and said there are no guns. Courtney told the police the truth. Then Kurt and Courtney fought each other where Courtney threw orange juice on him and Kurt pulled a choker off from Courtney, resulting in a scratch on her neck. The fight happened in front of the police. Later the police arrested Kurt because of the law.
Kurt didn't beat Courtney or strangled her. The fight between them wasn't as serious as the newspapers were reporting.
Point is, Kurt was tired of how people were writing false or exaggerated and heavily misinformed stories about him.
He didn't wanted to be famous if it meant having people misrepresent him. He did try to get his life normal but it seems that it was hard to do so.
I don't think he wanted to kill himself but sometimes your depression becomes so strong that you can't handle it and just want to kill yourself to relieve yourself from all the emotional stress.
I think because Kurt was alone during the time he went missing is what prompted him to kill himself.
Usually, suicidal people would avoid acting on their suicidal impulses if they are surrounded by people.
And sadly Kurt was alone.
It's sad what happened but we have to accept it. All we can do is appreciate what he left behind in this world. Like his music.
@@MissDerpina2606 I feel like he didn’t think things thru .. He was pushing 30 & had it all .. He had people there to help him before he died .. But no he was dead set on ending it so well here we are lol
@@reypapi655 Yeah, I think there were times where Kurt failed to think things through. I think he was too overwhelmed with a lot of things.
10:07 He look's a bit like Dom tomato
Kurt was right about axl cause axl had a song called one in a million and it had racist and homophobic slurs in it.
Axl > Kurt
Nobody likes doing pushups, but you just have to
He is alive!
I love artist that stay true to the music and don't give a damn what other artist thinks or their fans I didn't know Axl Rose was a creep I will look at guns and roses different now 👎🖕
Greatest of all time.
In 20 years they'll have the same impact The Beatles did.
Like look all the emo rap kids have Kurt cobain posters like John Lennon ones
handsome
Lounge Act
SONIC YOUTH & SOUL ASYLUM created Grunge in 1981 . Bands that came before NIRVANA Red Hot Chilli Peppers 1983, Mud Honey 1985 , The Pixes 1987 , Nirvana formed in 1988. They didn't create Grunge they didn't do shit but exist and Grunge was created in the 80's not the 90's. Nirvana is a highly overrated band that didn't do anything that some other band before them has allready done . I want to Sonic Youth get credit for creating Grunge not Nirvana.
Wow. "One in a Million" is FAR from a "homophobic anthem".
This is not accurate 1 minute in
WRONG NARRATOR.
Kurt was booted out of his home at the age of 15yrs not 17.
He would sleep on the front porch of the house but his awful mother never let him
in.
He NEVER slept under that bridge which has often been shown before. It’s hogwash.
Kurt ended staying with a teacher who taught at Aberdeen
High School.
Kurt himself said that his mother kicked him out of the house when he was 17. I think I read that in the book Come As You Are. He did live with a teacher for a time. There was a bridge where he slept under one night. He didn't live there but it's said he would go there a few times.
@@MissDerpina2606 Bis mother isn’t the full quid.
@@MissDerpina2606 *His
@@daniellewatson8352 I don't think it was because of lack of intelligence. More like Wendy was too stressed out with her life and relationships. She had an abusive boyfriend who had beaten her
From what I am reading, Kurt used to cause trouble. Like throwing things at police cars, breaking windows and vandalism. Most of the times, Kurt got away but if he ever got caught, his parents will have to deal with it and possibly pay money to bail him. And I don't think either of his parents wanted that.
Wendy tried to encourage Kurt to perform well in school and find a good job and not mess around. Kurt didn't do anything she told him to do.
Then she read some book that taught her about 'tough love'. Basically it taught her that parents should be tough with their children to make them good and that this treatment is a form of love and so parents shouldn't feel guilty about doing it.
And then she kicked Kurt out of her house so that Kurt would learn a lesson.
@@MissDerpina2606 she would later regret her "tough love" approach.
Learned nothing new from this. The same information that's been regurgitated time and time again. You weren't so accurate with some of your information.
There is a lot of bullshit said in this video. Not that I know Cobain or anything but most of the ‘information’ in this video is a combination of different events that happened in Kurt’s life. Cmon Grunge find some more accurate shit to post!!
Me atrevo a decir que no podria 🥵
Is this the real life or is this just fantasy?
Based on all that I’ve learned about KC’s death, I, Like Many Others, Do Not Believe that it was Suicide…….
Kurt Cobain didn't kill himself. Cyril Wecht, the world renowned medical examiner said point blank that it was murder. He was leaving Courtney Love and breaking up Nirvana. He wasn't depressed...the cash cow had to be sacrificed for Love's personal gain. Her on father knew that she had murdered him. He wrote a book about it entitled "Love Kills".
RIP...
#JusticeForKurt
.came from a Good Family.
he was homeless as a teenager?
Please please please tell me, nobody still believes that Kurt committed suicide, right? We’re all on the same page here with homicide?
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