Rapper FIRST time REACTION to Joyner Lucas ft. Jelly Roll - "Best For Me"!

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    Rapper FIRST time REACTION to Joyner Lucas ft. Jelly Roll - "Best For Me"!
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  • @TorriSalamone
    @TorriSalamone 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    The man playing the addict is Mic Devine a friend of Joyner's. My understanding is they had a mutual friend who lost his life to drug addiction. Also Joyner has publicly spoke about his dad being an addict. Great reaction. Everyone knows someone on one side or the other.

    • @JanisSampson-d7u
      @JanisSampson-d7u 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      21 years of it for 1 of my daughters. Heart wrenching, feelings that have no words. She had me raise her 2 little girls who are now starting their adult lives & her son came a few years later, only has a few years left of school. She's in a rehab again & I pray this is her time to be strong enough to break free

    • @jcruztv
      @jcruztv 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      th-cam.com/video/_8TcfQriKu4/w-d-xo.htmlsi=xitNdb-tMytZ9Zzd

    • @debbieharkness7661
      @debbieharkness7661 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@JanisSampson-d7uI made it a few years now, don't even know my date, because I never believed I could do it. I will 🙏 for your daughter

    • @mauraleib
      @mauraleib 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sorry 😢

    • @pamelac8179
      @pamelac8179 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Mic Devine wrote a song called "Way Down We Go" dedicated to the friend who OD'd. If you want to support Mic, here's the link to his song ~ th-cam.com/video/_8TcfQriKu4/w-d-xo.htmlsi=uvi4xo43uN5LQsBJ

  • @karlweir3198
    @karlweir3198 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Wow, so deep and so true for so many people 😢

  • @danalynn2404
    @danalynn2404 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    ❤man that hit my heart. 30 years watching my husband battle opioid addiction. Prison has given him purpose and sobriety. If he survives a super max he can survive anything😊

  • @UberDave918
    @UberDave918 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I'm coming up on 4 years clean off of IV meth use and homelessness. Now being on the other side of the track and seeing some of the people I love still losing that battle this song hits deeply. I wouldn't be here if my mom had ever decided to walk away in her best interest but she prayed for me for 30 years and on August 8th 2020 I hit rock bottom and accepted Jesus as my Savior. #wedorecover

    • @amymbeauty8765
      @amymbeauty8765 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Good for you man! Blessings ❤

    • @MommaOsoIrish67
      @MommaOsoIrish67 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Congratulations! Clean and sober since November 15, 2015! It took going to jail, at 48, for the first time in my life for me to do something different, like deal with my pain instead of masking it.
      Stay strong! Love your life!

  • @TheJgolfw
    @TheJgolfw 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    This needs to be a number#1 Hit!

  • @devlinfoyston5522
    @devlinfoyston5522 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    This song hits close to home I've got 5 years clean and had these exact conversations with the ones I love and so thankful they didn't turn their backs on me or who knows where I'd be

    • @UberDave918
      @UberDave918 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Congratulations. That's awesome.

    • @mamabear9325
      @mamabear9325 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm so glad they stayed with you thru one heck of a personal war. 😢😢❤❤

  • @gracemichelli.2am124
    @gracemichelli.2am124 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Love Jelly Roll. And Lucas. This is 🔥❤️

  • @dianejones8225
    @dianejones8225 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    😭😭. Been on Joyner’s side. Drugs make them feel normal or just make the noise in their head more quiet. It’s the mental issues that need to be addressed.

    • @TattedIrishxxx
      @TattedIrishxxx 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Addiction is Also a physical disease… it’s physically addictive as well as psychologically.

    • @MommaOsoIrish67
      @MommaOsoIrish67 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Exactly. Most people in recovery will tell you that the addiction is a symptom, manifestation, of a deeper mental or emotional issue. The use of a substance started to mask that issue, either to numb, as you said .. or just to forget about it.

  • @MommaOsoIrish67
    @MommaOsoIrish67 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I remember Jelly Roll when he first started getting recognized and hevwas nostly rap. Then him and Struggle Jennings did their Waylon and Willie records. Hes just continued to evolve and acheive!

  • @sylv772
    @sylv772 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I think this song speaks so well to the struggle for both a person who suffers an addiction (and addiction is complicated) and those who love them. It is, as you say, very painful. Very moving.

  • @michaelphipps8647
    @michaelphipps8647 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Jelly has a great voice!

  • @lisakunka1338
    @lisakunka1338 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Addiction runs rapid in my family. Everything that was in the song and everything that you said in your reaction is spot on when it comes to addiction. You can't love someone enough to get them to quit drinking, doing drugs, etc. I have a family member who has been estranged from his 4 children, his grandmother, whom he used to adore and from me, his mother since 2010. I have absolutely no idea where he is today. Yes, it kills me every day. However, I, my mother, or his children can't love him enough to stop doing drugs. This song and what you said in your reaction of their song needs to be heard by everyone. God gave me this reaction right at the right moment. I can't thank you enough for doing this reaction. You have absolutely no idea who you are saving by doing this reaction today. In a toxic relationship like what was in the song. One of them is going to die. Whether it is a real death from the addiction or the other person is dying from the imside out. Trust me, I know.😢😢😢😢

  • @AK00777
    @AK00777 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I'm an addict, been in and out of recovery for years. I still really struggle with the notion it's a disease. Especially when it's said nicotine and sugar are the hardest habits/addictions to kick yet people do it everyday. And usually with no fanfare or declaration of "getting clean". So is it only a disease depending on which way the money flows? The tabacco industry still makes over 30 Billion a year so treating smoking like a disease would radically hurt their profits. The health care industry makes much more continuing to treat diseases than curing them. So imagine if the narrative changed and we told people you can kick this for good. Always all about the mighty dollar.

    • @swere1240
      @swere1240 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      i wouldnt call it a disease but more a mental health problem. but with fentaynal and herioin its a bit different because unlike tabbaco and sugar or even meth it can kill you very quickly just like cancer can

    • @MommaOsoIrish67
      @MommaOsoIrish67 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      For me, the addiction is not a disease. It was a symptom of deep mental and emotional issues resulting from trauma and abuse. But I wasn't ready to face the wounds, the pain, so I self medicated. None of us uses for the first time hoping to become addicted. There are people who can recreationally, or socially, indulge and be fine. Us addicts are not those people.
      Love your life. If you decide to give recovery another go, go for it!

  • @onofriogriseta8491
    @onofriogriseta8491 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is so deep. 😢
    Pray this will minister to people who are experiencing addiction 🙏 ❤

  • @dillonhayes3402
    @dillonhayes3402 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Ive had too much to say tonight on other channels just gotta say i love this song and my best mate so proud of him

  • @The1Mommalau
    @The1Mommalau 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    ❤ First, my selfishly repeated reaction request for "Drops of Jupiter" by Train. He wrote it on his Mom's passing. I know it might be too soon for you. I lost my Dad October 19, 2023, so i know, but it can also be cathartic. It is so healing and soul cleansing for me. ❤❤❤ First time reaction for me to Joyner Lucas as you said, he's a great lyricist, great rapper. Wow!❤❤ i already have ties to Jelly Roll via his country songs "Save Me," "Need a Favor" and "Son of a Sinner." I never heard of him before those, but those songs and videos are amazing! ❤ Much Love❤ Laurie 😊

  • @chrismaraccini6706
    @chrismaraccini6706 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    A year and a half ago I lost my 19 year old son to fentanyl.
    One of his favorite songs was "Smoking Section."
    Being anti-drug I never payed much attention to the lyrics.
    For the one year anniversary of his death I decided to use Smoking Section as back vocal to a video. However, I had issues with using a "pro-drug" track.
    Then I listened to the lyrics and realized how wrong I was.
    Now I wish I had him here so I could enjoy , with him, smoking Section and so many more great songs that Jellyroll is putting out.

    • @TorriSalamone
      @TorriSalamone 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Have you heard "lace it"? Juice world ft Eminem? Amazing song, at first think it's about drugs as well, then Eminem kills his verse. Eminem won verse of the year for 2023.

  • @0verloADHD
    @0verloADHD 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    L❤ve Jelly Rolly and new to Joyner. This makes me cry everytime I hear it. Addiction is generally a symptom of something far deeper and sadly more often than not becomes cyclical and all consuming. You can hear that they have all been affected by it. The rawness behind the words feels so powerful. ❤

  • @ArcCahlon
    @ArcCahlon 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So many I've known fighting this disease of addiction the one that made me smile was you mentioning your kids that changed your world and it reminded me of my brother. He use to slang drugs and guns on the street doing coke and weed and drinking till he'd pass out it wasn't till he had his first child Zoey that he stopped all that . he is now clean and sober not doing any of that so his daughter doesn't gotta live with that in her life.

  • @karlweir3198
    @karlweir3198 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Amazing voice

  • @grow2behappy
    @grow2behappy 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Much love everybody❤
    Great reaction black P👏

  • @kaynesheldon4905
    @kaynesheldon4905 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Need a favor is banging

  • @xXx_th3m4dh4tt3r_xXx
    @xXx_th3m4dh4tt3r_xXx 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This song is amazing, and crushing, all at the same time....❤❤❤

  • @suesee4855
    @suesee4855 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yeah, it's complicated. They did a great job giving a voice to the struggle. I like that you were able to talk about your family and how they play a part in the decisions. Much love ❤️ Sue

  • @minatosins7482
    @minatosins7482 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So I know this vid is old but this song means a lot to me atm my 37 year old brother was a drug addict for most of his life and one morning he never came home.. He ended up rolling his car a month and a day before his 38th bday and its even more crazy that this song came out on my moms birthday the back and forth in this song is literally me and him talking. I first heard this the day he died on my Spotify it just randomly came up. I just think its crazy how the timing of this was for me. I still think it was him just having one last conversation with me. But god has him now and he will live on in our memories not just the bad but the good him and i were best buds when he wasnt using. Last talk i had with him before he passed was me telling him no matter how he lives his life i will always be there for him, we had a heart to heart and me being 12 years younger than him, he told me he always looked up to me and I hugged him and told him we are best buds for life bro i have your back. (that was the night before he passed) Just wanted to share this because this song touched me

  • @debbieharkness7661
    @debbieharkness7661 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Jellyroll visited Flint's Genesee Jail and talked and sang for the inmates here. Plus his testimony in Congress recently was great.

  • @ADHDOFFROAD
    @ADHDOFFROAD 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Gave me chills❤️
    Love hearing both views in the song.

  • @cristastoney5042
    @cristastoney5042 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My child was able to overcome their cocaine addiction on their own, without help of doctors, etc. I'm so grateful. I walked away from a dear friend with a meth addiction because I started to fall hard for them. I knew that couldn't be around my kids. That was very difficult, but I had to do what was best for me.

  • @rocki_bb
    @rocki_bb 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm ugly crying. I miss my mama. I wish she loved herself enough to get clean and sober.
    This song is beautiful, but it hurts so much

  • @salvatorebaleno9807
    @salvatorebaleno9807 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song really made me think of a friend of mune. She was like a sister to me, we talked multiple times per day then she started doing drugs and now we almost never talk. I hate it, and as much as i reach out, i get nothing back.

  • @jamesbench2032
    @jamesbench2032 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for this been waiting

  • @karlweir3198
    @karlweir3198 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love it, thanks

  • @mamabear9325
    @mamabear9325 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As the addict heals, you realize the people who drove you deeper into the addiction are no longer people ÿou want to be around again. judging someone without the facts can be detrimental to the addict, who doesn't and never again will feel comfortable or good enough for the "beautiful " people, whose crutches are probably legal, like alcohol and gambling. 😢😢😢❤❤❤😢😢😢

  • @karondafuqua
    @karondafuqua 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I like that you are genuinely honest about this song as you should. I also like that you got FUQ as my given last name is FUQua ...lol 😅❤

  • @illthedabgod
    @illthedabgod 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ive been dropping this comment on every one of these reactions because i feel people need to see it. I was addicted to fentanyl for almost 7 years but june 12 will be my 2 years clean. It was a hell of a fucking road and it took me multiple tries before i finally figured it out. But here i am. Now im in the process of becoming a Certified Recovery Specialist that way i can help people that are in the shoes i once was. For anybody who might come on this video and might be struggling with addiction please remember that youre bigger than this and you can overcome it! It takes alot of work and dedication but i promise you if you put in the work happiness is on the horizon! #WeDoRecover

  • @Chefbwest
    @Chefbwest 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Joyner is the truth

  • @kaynesheldon4905
    @kaynesheldon4905 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I have alcoholism. I was really bad from 17 to 23.... ruined a lot of my life. Now I drink 2 beers a day at 28. Instead of 3 sleeves and a 325. Or a sleeve and 750 of tanqueray which is 94.6% alcohol. It was awful being dependent on it. Waking up after sleeping 6-8 hours and feeling sick until I had a sip of booze. This hits home hard. Like Dear Alcohol by Dax. Makes me think, like what was my escape back then watching my dad beat my mom and then watching him do something that got her killed. Trauma man. 8 years of my life was spent in the counseling center because of it.

  • @MegsD79
    @MegsD79 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    💙💙💙

  • @shanegooding4839
    @shanegooding4839 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Such a good song.😊

  • @hassanjaral7682
    @hassanjaral7682 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Gotta Check New Joyner Album
    Joyner Lucas "Not Now, I'm Busy" Album
    Its fire🔥🔥

  • @alexiaspaedt-mcintosh5311
    @alexiaspaedt-mcintosh5311 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Powerful song.. it really hits the heart!

  • @Teresia12
    @Teresia12 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm 67. My youngest daughter has been an addict for 22 years. My husband and i lost everything trying to save her. After he passed i spent his life insurance trying. Now I'm on SS and raising her son. My precious grandson is dealing with trauma I never knew was happening. I had to put her out of my home finally 4 years ago after I had the widow maker heart attack. I thought i was going to peace with my husband but no. This boy was going to need me. I've begged and begged her. I finally know I cant help her. She has to do it on her own. I fall apart often while my grandson is in school praying I'm doing the right thing by not letting her back in again. Her Dad n I sent her to 7 rehabs. A pattern of behavior that I can no longer ignore because I have to protect this child. I don't know if it is a physical disease but they say it's hereditary. Is it or is it mental illness and self medicating and learned behavior? They dont have to learn it at home. My daughter began at 14 and I was so dumb I didn't see it. She learned the behaviors from other kids and their parents. Parents who gave them cocain. As we chased her to find her praying she stayed alive. I hate some people but myself the most for my ignorance.

  • @williamparrish9954
    @williamparrish9954 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Hey BP Ren said him and H Mack been talking about doing something together on beach

  • @Caxxen
    @Caxxen 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    They will save millions with this.

  • @MrBoiseBomber
    @MrBoiseBomber 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song hits close to home for me. I just lost my wife recently, we were going through a divorce, to an overdose. All I think is that I didn't try hard enough to get her help or try and work things out between us..

  • @jamieballiet2647
    @jamieballiet2647 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You should do Jelly's Save Me talk about a banger of ofa song that goes hand in hand with this one 😢

  • @speechless_389
    @speechless_389 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Song for me in my feelings. Next year is my 10 year mark. God was the only way. My kids my family couldn't help. I was a selfish monster. I personally believe we are a product of circumstance and bad decisions. As an addict for over 2 decades I believe the disease theory is just an excuse for the addict isn't to blame.

  • @shannonwalker4147
    @shannonwalker4147 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My sister passed away in 2018. She was an alcoholic and a smoker. She tried to quit smoking because she had a chance for a double lung transplant. Her pos spouse would not stop smoking in front of her so her will power would not stay strong. She died just a few months later leaving 2 children with a deadbeat dad. She passed on my twins 18th birthday. I miss her so much she was such a bright light in this world. She never judge people and helped those she could.

  • @aimeekeel
    @aimeekeel 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Although predisposition to addiction is a “disease” it all comes down to strength of character. You make the choices, not the drugs.

  • @NadineLaFrance-pf5rq
    @NadineLaFrance-pf5rq 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    you check out jelly roll save me it a amazing song this song give me goosebumps ❤

  • @ryanpanchot9721
    @ryanpanchot9721 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Bro Joyner is the goat. His story telling is next level. I enjoy his music more thand Kendrick and Cole. Not saying he's a better lyrisist, but his music is just incredible to me.

  • @S.A.M.O.
    @S.A.M.O. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is deep deep bro.

  • @tonecapone614
    @tonecapone614 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    A LOT of yall missed the part of jellyroll being on the hook with his addictions to pills and alcohol, hes quit pills just like me but hes very addicted to alcohol still just like me, love you jelly, im 38, we the same age bubba love you

  • @cherylwitter5038
    @cherylwitter5038 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Powerful song

  • @melements24
    @melements24 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I work in mental health and substance abuse so I can speak a bit to this conversation. Typically addictive behavior (substance or otherwise) is preceded by underlying mental health issues. Thus it is a symptom of the problem. It’s a negative coping mechanism. Yes (unless you were prescribed medication) the first use is a choice but for some it provided so much relief in the moment they couldn’t put it down. After regular abuse (sometimes once and forever with meth) the brain is altered and it takes years to regenerate the serotonin receptors so that an addicted person can even return to baseline. I kind of compare it to type two diabetes. It is most usually caused by very poor, eating/lifestyle habits. That was a choice, but caused long-term physiological issues that had to be dealt with as a disease model.

  • @reneezie
    @reneezie 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I lost my husband 18 years ago at age 50 due to alcoholism and drug abuse. I frequently tell people that addiction is a most selfish disease and a slow form of suicide. In would not wish this type of suffering on anyone. It’s taken me many years to get over there trauma of living with and burying an addict.

  • @Kingoface23
    @Kingoface23 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @aliselynch
    @aliselynch 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love to hear Slug get a shout.

  • @W4ll_fl0w3r
    @W4ll_fl0w3r 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Personally ive always felt calling it a disease doesn't excuse anything... we still hope if not, expect our friends and family members who suffer from cancer or any other disease to see Dr's, get treatment, and do what they can to get better .... the difference being we give understanding when not every day is a good day, we stick by them, support them, hold their hair when their sick, a cold cloth on their forehead when fevered... if we showed that same level of support; not this whole enabling it and excusing everything bs that's been happening more and more (and as a Canadian believe me I'm all too aware of how incredibly dangerous so called safe sites and supply truly are).. we don't walk away from the women we love whos going through her 3rd round of chemo ... yrs of laying out in the sun having caused a melanoma the size of a small plate attach itself like its the dark shadow of the devil on her sholder... we dont walk away from the grandfather unable to catch his breath long enough to say goodbye as the 70yrs of smoking claim all the other words you will now never get to hear... instead we do everything we can in hopes of gaining whatever time we can... making the best of the days their bad decisions haven't stolen yet... if we showed the same support and consistency towards actually getting better.... the lives we'd safe... the memories we'd gain... the pain we'd alleviate... would be everything
    Much love and mad respect to all those who haven't given up... hope, strength and love to those still trying to try❤️❤️
    I promise no matter which side of the coin your on, the answers to Jelly's question are the same..

  • @yetti399
    @yetti399 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Is addiction a disease? ok I'll pose this question as a counter argument. Is type 2 diabetes a disease? Both are self inflicted ( one chooses drugs the other sugar), both are preventable and both will kill you if it's goes unchecked. both usually requires outside prevention to reverse the effects there are exceptions. So if you say type 2 diabetes is a disease then you would have to deduct that addiction is also a disease .

    • @lynndally9160
      @lynndally9160 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Man, you need to do a little research. I have a family member who is an absolute health and fitness fanatic and has just been diagnosed type 2. It doesn't always have to do with choosing sugar but more to do with his pancreas not producing insulin. So, yes, it is a disease

    • @yetti399
      @yetti399 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lynndally9160 what is diabetes? the inability to process sugar. I am 100% willing to bet if your family member went full carnivore no vegetables no carbs at all they would no longer have the need for medication. You should also do research before you speak. now if a addict takes 1 drug or drink guess what they end back in full blown addiction same as type2 . Check out Dr Chaffee and dr Ken Berry . both have hundreds of clients that completely reversed type 2

    • @yetti399
      @yetti399 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lynndally9160 also read the diabetes code by Dr Jason Fung. Btw I'm both a recovering addict 13 years and a type 2 diabetic that has successfully lowered my sugar levels from diabetic to normal in 3 months .

    • @W4ll_fl0w3r
      @W4ll_fl0w3r 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@lynndally9160 are you sure your friend is type 2?

    • @lynndally9160
      @lynndally9160 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @W4ll_fl0w3r definitely. Diabetes runs in the family, we have type 1s and 2s as well as hypo glycaemic relatives

  • @Shippenman77
    @Shippenman77 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My opinion...addiction isn't a disease. Addiction is a temporary fix to heal a pain from the past. The only reason anyone looks to the "fix" is to try and fix a deep pain from the past. And before ya'll attack me....I'm a former alcoholic and nearly a drug addict....I speak from real life experience.

  • @aimeekeel
    @aimeekeel 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    😢❤

  • @margaretsargent1084
    @margaretsargent1084 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    #JOYNERJELLY4HOGS

  • @PINKTOES5150
    @PINKTOES5150 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ever do any reactions to KID FROST ??? My neighborhood is one that a clean song and how I feel most days .

  • @imwithyou38
    @imwithyou38 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    serious mental health disorders run so deep in my family im the last man standing who can have a child when my grandma had 6 brothers and sister and im going to kill the genetic pool......addiction is something that both of my parents had dad was on crank, coke, what ever he could take to get high for 15+ years but he was a functional drug addict....mom was as hard of a drug addict that a human being could be until she quit and the schizophrenia took over her.....i had no choice about the drugs....my aunt found out my mom was drinking and doing crack for thefirst 3 months of her being prrego with me when both my parents were going to quit once she got pregnant......mom left at 5 and my dad worked and aunt/gma raised me during the days adn for school. i was good in school until early signs of my mental disorders at 12. bi polar 1. GAD., nightmare disorder and auto immune disorder in my mid 20's that made all my disorders become so magnified im no longer a functional adult even with meds.
    addicition its kind of funnny for me.......the fact that i literally ended up being in the middle of a functional addict and hard addict while i liked to get high as fuck but as ive gone through life im what someone would call me is a situational addict. opiates and fentynal which were all free due to my fucked up teeth and a fucked up back from skateboarding, i was doing incredible level doses and somehow ive never even experienced a opiate od, people couldnt even tell i was high while i was taking hydros and fent at the same time. my gma died and i went full out binge use where i used enough i thought i wass going to die but didnt even od after taking 100+ hydros, 10 fent patches, oand w.e else was there over 9 days and i then went cold turkey because no matter what the pain was going to be my grandmas death was worse in my brain.....there is more to the story but there is only a single drug that i would want to but i also cant which is mdma as it already has a anti addiction feature which can only be beat by spending so many pills that it would be the richest drug to get addicted to.
    lifes a bitch and i was dealth every possible bad genetic possibility which iw as nearly was guaranteed to have 1+ serious mental disorder plus the auto immune disorder that my grma, mom and aunt all had it. mom made it worse by doing drugs while she was prego

  • @joebrogamingyt6286
    @joebrogamingyt6286 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤🇬🇧🔥

  • @williamparrish9954
    @williamparrish9954 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hey BP please do Jelly Roll son of Sinner

  • @mateuszwojtczak1635
    @mateuszwojtczak1635 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Please react to Mein herz brennt by Rammstein (normal & piano version)

  • @vickithomas7976
    @vickithomas7976 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I believe it’s a tendency towards addiction. But not an excuse!

  • @williamparrish9954
    @williamparrish9954 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    hey BP please do Brad Paisley the Medicine will with video its about Addiction

  • @bunnylover68
    @bunnylover68 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Please react to Wynonna - "No One Else On Earth"

  • @wankeyface
    @wankeyface 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    disease of addiction is a disease of the mind. drugs are a symptom.. we are all responsible for our actions unfortunately addiction changes the way you think.

  • @hannanounou3153
    @hannanounou3153 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song is amazing, I'd like you to react to NEURON by JHOPE it's a new release from his new album HOPE ON THE STREET VOL1 I'd like to see your reaction and hear your opinion

  • @kodevicious
    @kodevicious 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It's not a disease it's a choice. Gambling is a choice, sex addiction is a choice, whoring is a choice, drug use is a choice. Disease is an excuse.

  • @joshuastickley2796
    @joshuastickley2796 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤ I think some people get addicted to anything that sets them free. I wanted to say there is addicts by nature like I have in the past but that's bogus.........when you're only coping mechanism is using than eventually it doesn't matter if its sex, drugs, alcohol, or gambling anything that helps you escape from reality it eventually becomes the only thing you know............

    • @W4ll_fl0w3r
      @W4ll_fl0w3r 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Which isn't untrue .. merely rationalized differently pending on perspective unfortunately since if everyone took a step back and actually let it sink in that 'everything in moderation' is likely the most universal, necessary and powerfully impact full lesson any of us will ever learn.. we might actually get somewhere.. bc maybe then we'd finally learn that it should be something we raise our children up seeing as an intrinsic part of being considering it is the most power tool anyone has ... it's part of every decision we make.. and how well we're able to make our decisions. It defines our ability to teach ourselves to learn... and has the biggest impact on what we get out of learning.
      It's the balance most spend their lives searching for all bc we aren't raised understanding it's role... instead it's shrugged off and minimalized ...
      Whether a fault in the stars or someone's master plan ... that's a mute point... a means of deflection lol... but lol oh thr irony in that being one of those things society rarely does in moderation lol

  • @_musicinthemist_
    @_musicinthemist_ 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Please checkout
    Zeo x Herzeloyde Feat P-money - Huh
    it would mean alot thanks

  • @lisadavenport2390
    @lisadavenport2390 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🦠💚🦠💚🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @tomtom420dsnut7
    @tomtom420dsnut7 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Like 294🎉🎉🎉❤🎉❤🎉

  • @wankeyface
    @wankeyface 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    is depression a disease? you are still responsible for your actions doesn't change the fact its a disease.

  • @terihumphrey6624
    @terihumphrey6624 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Jesus is the only way

  • @smokytokesalot
    @smokytokesalot 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It is a disease in the way it affects your body. Liver disease caused by alcohol is still a disease. That does not however excuse the alcoholic. You can be the cause of disease in your own body. I've been on both sides of this subject, and tho it was hard, I overcame my own addiction. Sadly, many people have not. I have lost to drugs and alcohol addictions both.