I love how this picture wasn't made for this song, but reflects the song so well. If you have the eyes, you can see the insecurities in every person, from the girl putting on makeup to the boy looking out the window. It's beautiful, just like this amazing song ☆
Am I a little girl? Yeah, I'm only 13. I'm still technically a child. But I don't feel like I'm a child. I -feel like I- grew up too fast. I am tall. I'm not skinny. I'm not *literally* little. Everyone thinks I'm a dreamer. That I get caught up in my day dreams. But they aren't dreams. They're nightmares. And the nightmares aren't in my head. The nightmare is real life. When I space out I'm not dreaming. I'm just leaving. Quitting. Giving up. For a moment I'm lost. For a moment I'm no longer a hurting girl. For a moment I'm nothing. I'm not a dreamer. I'm an escapee. But when I come back so does the pain and the fear. I space out to run away. But sure. Say I'm dreaming. Because the moment you pull me back and it hurts more than waking up from paradise. I'm sorry. But I just want to leave.
I kinda get you I think, My whole family think im this cute little fairy sitting on a toad stool day dreaming, but im not, their also nightmares like you said, Im off thinking bad about my self and i just forget everything around me, I jut stop, Even at school every one thinks im just dreaming, but im not. I don't know what is better, The emptyness when im not dreaming or the pain when i am, Both leave me thinking the same thing, That i want to die, Even if i try hard enough I can't stop.
I wish I could say something positive to help, I really do, but I know nothing I do is gonna help not even a little. So here I am, crying like an Idiot, because I want to help, but my stupid self really can’t. I’m sorry. The only thing I can say to ppl feeling like this is Just know that even though I don’t know you I care about you. ❤️
I'm 11, everyone thinks I'm this cute little child with an innocent smile and happy personality. They take my silence for weakness, but boy they are wrong. I can't wait to prove everyone wrong.
Most of these comments are talking about persecution of women. Does no one else see this as a outcry of a broken but healing girl who has realised all the rules society sets out are wrong and in order to find yourself you need to break society's perception on 'you' and show them what and who you truly are.
That's exactly what I was thinking about the song..I didn't even think about how women are treated unfairly or something..but I guess this song just spoke to me. Because..I'm starting to realize all this myself. ❤️
they tell us its ok to cry but then why do they make fun of us when we do they tell us they love us but hten call us names they say we can trust them bu then we get stabbed in the back they tell u stheyll beat anyone who tries to hurt us but then they remain scratchless unlike us or our heart
The boy looking out the window is stuck in his head again. He can't remember the last time he's slept enough. His sleeves are long, even in summer. His thoughts are scary and dark and full of hate; kind of like a prison. But no one notices the scars or the dull eyes or the messy hair. No one notices - until it's too late... The singing girl loves acting. No one ever notices how poor her family actually is and how much hope she has to become a great singer one day. But just like the poverty, no one ever notices her talent - maybe _because_ it's her talent to act like everything's alright, so she's doing everything right, right...? The boy on the phone tries to forget all the sleepless nights hearing his parent's love shatter with yells and cries downstairs in the kitchen. He watches videos about something he forgets in the same moment. It doesn't help. And the only person noticing is the voice in his head, telling him they all would be better off dead... The girl doing her makeup has a perfect life. She has great friends, a wonderful family, a sweet boyfriend. She's rich. And skinny. That's the most important thing for her. Being skinny; having control. She's dizzy a little today. She's cold. But no one ever notices that or notices anything, like her pale skin or her trembling fingers. The only one noticing is the mirror; he's proud because she didn't eat breakfast again and he tells her, she can only be pretty when she's hungry... The boy writing in his notebook is writing to his sister lying in that expensive hospital twelve hours of driving away. She's gotten into an accident. The doctors aren't optimistic. So he writes a letter for when (if) she wakes up, since his phone is just as dead as her face - he threw it into the local river after receiving the message. But no one notices how much every single stroke hurts... The girl clinging to her boyfriend's arm actually does notice something. He flirts with everyone but her. She can't believe it, she refuses to believe it, even though she knows he cheats on her. Countless times she has hidden his other partner's things like skirts or makeup, trying to hide it from herself. She does everything so he'll love her, but it's never enough. He never notices; actually no one ever notices the feeling of being betrayed burning in her chest. _She's annoying,_ the boy with the headphones thinks about the singing girl. _She's way too clingy,_ the singing girl thinks about the girl next to her who everyone calls „bitch". _He's not fun. He never leaves his house,_ the girlfriend thinks about the boy at the window. _He's probably writing some stupid poems again,_ the boy at the window thinks about the worried brother. _She's only caring about her looks. She probably never had any real problems,_ the worried brother thinks about the skinny girl. _He looks like he wants to blow up the school,_ the skinny girl thinks about the boy with the headphones. And in the middle she's sitting and smiling. Because she notices. But she also notices the beauty in things. She notices the blue sky; the beautiful voice; the smell of pancakes made by mom; the pretty smile; the never forgotten memories of tickling a sibling's foot; the gratefulness in the eyes of a boy. And there's one thing in all that mess, she realizes, that really matters. It's called love. Love turns darkness into colours, And thoughts into songs, And hatred into forgiveness, And being-proud-of-your-self-control into being-proud-of-yourself And desperation into hope And holding on into letting go. Love helps. Love heals. One portion love a day, even if it's just a smile, can keep the pain away. So please, love Because I love you ❤️ Edit (19.05.2021): Wow... I had completely forgotten about this comment and then when I came back so many lovely people liked it... Thank you all so much, you are precious ^^ I hope you all are happy and if not that you get better soon
Caroline Xie most will to be honest and will see somthing different in thier mind when they hear it much like if you look very closely pretty much everyone in the picture could be singin the song which is very similar to real life most are so focused on the weight of there own problems which is fine to be honest no matter what people say the world is harsh and life hard the problem stems from when the completely disregard the burdens other people bear in the proces. I think is said thag right I'm not the best woth words to be honest and i know the way I see the world but it's hard to put it into speech or words on a page and I know that if I tried I'd prob get shot because I'm far to opinionated neutral to get along with most sides of a lot of arguments and to be honest I really can't stand people because of it especially over the internet where most everyone thinks being a sociopath is fun and are full of crap due to the anomity of it all very much a disconnect between fantasy? I think is a close enough term and reality
(Yes, I did take the time to type this.) Lyrics: My friends always tell me I get carried away Sometimes I spit when I talk 'cause I have so much to say. They don't seem to hear me, but I guess it's okay. It's not their fault my mind's working overtime with no pay. They always say the same things and it's starting to get old. That my head can't get sick. It can't catch a cold. I scratch and I pick My insecurities poke. My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes. Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in, count to ten. Cause on the first page of life written in red, You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend. Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl. Someday you will find your place in the world. But ladies don't get dirty, someday you'll learn to fill the empty space... With empty faith. Everyday feels like a battle, and I always get hurt. I was frequently told violence was never the answer. But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child. I don't know how to fight. Only taught how to surrender. There's a certain kind of darkness That does a reaping, It usually takes you right before you are sleeping. Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in your brain That wants you To drop DEAD?! I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision! I awake every morning like dead has arisen! I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison! You don't control me... I just gotta find the light switch... But the more that I look, the farther I get... You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed, Because on the first page of life, Written in fine print. " Stop looking for light. Live it, instead. " Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl. Someday you will find your place in the world. But ladies don't get dirty, someday you'll learn to fill the empty space... With empty faith. My mind is a mess... But I love it none the less. They tell me to hush, but my words are all that's left... So on the last page of life... Written in gold? ... Don't waste it. Always doing what you're told...
I've always been wondering, why is it little girl. But now I know why. It's not with height or age. Its about a small heart. A Broken one for that fact. There's empty space, that soon will be filled with just faith. The crack in her brain, makes depression/suicidal thoughts seep in. For me, the scratching and picking is the girl picking at her scars and cuts. And then the violence, its not the answer, but it always seems that way. "You'll never make it here, if you don't learn how to bend." this means to me, that, you'll never make it here, if you don't learn how to bend your emotions, you're sad, you have to bend it to make it seem like happiness. Then there's waking like the dead has arisen. How I see it, is like waking and just wanting to keep sleeping, and forever, and ever. ~I'm not gonna finish all the meaning, then again, after this, a whole bunch of people may be able to see this song my way, and partly, for me, this song, how I see it, is just my life currently, if you want me finish and order the lyrics, and make it neat, just tell me~
@@dereksclater7135 yh but guys have a higher suicide rate at least in the uk or smth and u feel like that because the stereotypes is that men cant show emotions like that or smth
Lol I sit in the back alone watching everyone. I always just wonder what their minds are like. How does the girl who stands up for everyone get her courage? Why does that boy push everyone away? But my biggest question is why we never get reached out to, me and the depressed girl. (lol i was being emo)
oml it took a reference to realize that your freaking name and picture is from boku no hero acadimea. also i sound like an emo child in that comment, lmao. in all seriousness i do just watch my classmates from the back, at least no one bothers me.
I have extreme anxiety. When I listen to these lyrics instead of seeing it as a child who should stand up for themselves or don't let others tell them how to live their life, I see it as, don't let anxiety take over. It enters through a crack in your brain and others say oh it's just a phase. Anxiety controls my life, tells me what I can and can't do. I'm not saying my perspective of the song is right or anything but I figure I'd share it. I didn't see many people talking about anxiety being the meaning of the song. Hope you all are having a great day as well!! :)
I have anxiety too. Although it is not to the same extent. I also have ADHD so when it says "my mind is a mess." Or "my is working overtime." I can relate to that.
i also have anxiety but not as extreme as you probably have;which doesn't help by the fact of school and my insomnia and depression.I share the same perspective and its nice to know i'm not alone dealing with all of this crap that goes on in my life. And so far i am having a great day thx. :)
Telling someone with depression to just smile and be happy is like telling a blind person to look at you or telling a deaf person to listen to you or telling someone with asthma to just breathe it’s not that hard
Someone told me to just be happy and find out what’s wrong with me and I said I can’t I barely get up in the morning and she said then get up it’s not that hard bish it is hard my bed is like a coffin it’s hard to open when it’s nailed shut
I have asthma. and when you say it's hard to breathe... they just laugh at you or even mimicking you I hate them but not hate them..... and I hate it. So Do I Just Stay Quite All the Time When They Act Like That? tell me.. i need answers... Do I need answers?.. I don't know.
Ava Mitchell wait which one? Cause everyone is talking to each other expect for the dude at the window, the girl sleeping, the dude reading, the guy with headphones, and the girl applying makeup.
I was slumped over my desk, writing in my little, white book. A frown had made its way on to my face. The constant noise hitting me over the head like a hammer. A small, paper boat to my left, that comforted me through this. But even it couldn't talk back. I examined the cuts on my wrist. Thin, slits made by a small knife. The pain was numb now, most of them scars. A shadow fell on my desk, making me tense up in fear. Her hand slammed down on my desk, causing a light thump. Everyone fell silent, tension thick in the air now. Their gaze's fixed intently on us, some cracking a smile of curiousity, whispers of excitement sweeping through the small crowd of students. I reluctantly looked up at the girl, who's face was scrunched up in disgust, face twisted in a scowl. She had black hair, that rolled down her back like a waterfall. Unique, green eyes that shot daggers at anyone. She was perfect. Her hand grabbed the small, paper boat, and crumbled it up. chucking it at my face. I flinched back, a hurt expression on my face, tears welling up in my eyes. She gripped my jaw, forcing me to stare her in those murder gleaming eyes. The girl didn't even say anything, she let go of my jaw, and sauntered over to her seat. I hesitantly picked up my crumbled up, boat. The students erupting in laughter. Then a hand rested on my shoulder, and I looked up, tears evident in the corner of my eyes. A boy flashed me a warmed smile. and told me. It was okay.
That was so beautiful and written very well you are very talented. I also Wright because the paper is the only person I can trust. That was absolutely amazing keep on writing no matter what anymore says
i fell off of my bed after my mom busted into my room and told me to be quiet. she scared me. turns out i was singing at the top of my lungs...' at 2 in the morning....
I sing solely in the shower with my music in the background and freeze up whenever I hear someone pause near the doorway. I always fear my voice will crack if I know people are watching me... o-o
Is anyone related by the part where she talks about a darkness creeping into a room from a crack and goes to your brain and like haunts you before you sleep...am I the only one relating to this? Because I started crying at that part
Eunmi Park and the you would have been a murderer and got locked up for what amounts to nothing sure what he said is bad but the man most likely has a family who would most likely grieve him and your family would have it endure you going to prison and the publicity of it all and for what? and about refering to yourself as a feminist and before you don't read the rest of this let me continue maybe you should say women's rights activist or somthing because feminism is a joke and not a funny one it's practicly the same as sexist hypocrite and has long since lost the worth it once had thats my opinion on hypocrisy anyway sure you have a right to your opinion but if your going to be a unashamed hypocrite that opinion looses any what worth/weight it might have once had. (the followin is a copy paste of a i made earlier)if you look really closely at the picture it's not a normal class every single last student is really detailed and you can see the a different weight on all of their shoulders most seem to think the class is normal and the girl in the middle is different I don't think they get the point of the song especially how the meaning doesn't change at all if you change the girl to boy and a guy sings it yeah but I think the picture works well with the song because its very represintive of the weight of life's problems the fact most people focus on said girl being "different" says something about the world don't you think? and for all those who relate to this please dont take this out of context if everyone in the world is different then no one is when you say this is me remeber this is practically everyone on the planet to be honest its actually a rather nice song because it going to have a slightly different meaning to everyone because of well the weight of the world that everyone bears but people love to think is only crushing them when they look up at the people who seem to be better off then then but for all they know those people are also screaming on the the inside of you get what I'm trying to say I'm not the best with words
"I don’t know how to fight only taught to surrender" That line gives me chills every single time it is so true school gets us in trouble for getting in fights but really no kid is gonna say "I am using my words" as they say. That’s stupid. Sometimes some people feel they have to fight to clear the plate and clear the battlefield or start new and start off new in a bad way. Either goes. But really, if adults would just suck it up and accept that humans do fight they could at least have parts of a curriculum to show defence. Like really.
Lyrics : *[INTRO]* My friends always tell me I get carried away, Sometimes I spit when I talk cuz I have so much to say They don't seem to hear me but I guess that's okay It's not their fault my minds working over time with no pay They always say the same things and it's starting to get old That my head can't get sick, it can't catch a cold I scratch and I pick, my insecurities poke My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in count to ten Cause on the first page of life written in red You'll never make it here if you don't know how to bend. *[CHORUS]* Don't speak unless your spoken to, little girl~ Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space With empty faith *[BRIDGE]* everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt I was frequently told violence was never the answer But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child I don't know how to fight, only taught how to surrender There's a certain kind of darkness that does a reaping It usually takes you right before you are sleeping Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead?! I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision I awake every morning like the dead has arisin I don't have to think this body of mine is a prision You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch But the more that I look, the further I get You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed Cause on the first page of life written in fine print *stop looking for life, live it instead* *[CHORUS]* Dont speak unless your spoken to, little girl Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space With empty faith *[OUTRO]* My minds a mess but I love it none of the less They tell me to hush but my words are all that's left So on the last page of life written in gold Don't waste it always doing what your told. Da end Thank you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love this songgg
At least this isnt Instagram where you commented this if it were there would be a bunch of people saying how girls aren't funny all of them are cheaters it's honestly annoying how people would say that after just one person's opinion
@@Cassandra-rc7nu After 2 years, there are multiple reason, when someone say inclusivity they look weird to you. Thats because the meaning is lost through the uses and misunderstood of the word, this kind of thing happen alk the time. it end up to be just a matter of ignore this annoying things
Your right girls lives are hard and I personally think that I will never be able to understand how you girls feel or why you feel that way, so all I can say is, you’re all Beautiful weather you think so or not if physically or emotionally you are beautiful. Thanks for reading this and sorry for bad grammar.
"So on the last page of life written in gold Don't waste it always doing what you're told" This is so true because most people will waste all their whole life doing what people tell them what to do and they don't get to see how beautiful life is and don't get to experience it on their because they are always busy doing what they are told to do
I was never that person I always followed my heart... even if it led to depression like now I never gave up on doing what I love and what my heart wants...
'On the first pageof life written red you'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend' Ok i learnt how to bend, but still not making it here ' on the last page of life writen in gold don't waste it doing what your told' Ha nice timing to tell me this Yup universe is certainly upside down
Lyrics: My friends always tell me I get carried away Sometimes I spit when I talk 'cause I have so much to say They don't seem hear me but I guess it's okay It's not their fault my minds working overtime with no pay They always say the same things and it's starting get old That my head can't get sick, it can't catch a cold I scratch and I pick my insecurities poke My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes Take a walk, clean your head, breathe in count to ten 'Cause on first page of life written in red You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend Don't speak unless you're spoken to little girl Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space with empty faith Everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt I was frequently told violence was never the answer But life doesn't abide by the rules of child I don't know how to fight only taught how to surrender There's a certain kind of darkness that does reaping It usually takes your right before you are sleeping Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in the brain that wants you to drop dead I don't remember whats it's like to see with clear vision I awake every morning like the dead has arisen I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch But the more that I look the further I get You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed 'Cause on the firt page of life written in fine print Stop looking for light live it instead Don't speak unless you're spoken to little girl Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space with empty faith My mind is a mess but I love it none the less They tell me a hush but my words are all that's left So one last page of life written in gold Don't waste it always doing what you're told
Misty Chan if you look really closely at the picture it's not a normal class every single last student is really detailed and you can see the a different weight on all of their shoulders most seem to think the class is normal and the girl in the middle is different I don't think they get the point of the song especially how the meaning doesn't change at all if you change the girl to boy and a guy sings it yeah but I think the picture works well with the song because its very represintive of the weight of life's problems the fact most people focus on said girl being "different" says something about the world don't you think? and for all those who relate to this please dont take this out of context if everyone in the world is different then no one is when you say this is me remeber this is practically everyone on the planet to be honest its actually a rather nice song because it going to have a slightly different meaning to everyone because of well the weight of the world that everyone bears but people love to think is only crushing them when they look up at the people who seem to be better off then then but for all they know those people are also screaming on the the inside of you get what I'm trying to say I'm not the best with words
[Soon To Be ] Exchange Student X.3 all of them look really closely at not just what their doing but how they are doing it and the expressions on their faces there's a lot of meaning to the picture and it goes really well with the song
I've tried to bend. I've tried to breath. I've tried to count to ten. I've tried to take a walk. I've learned to let them hurt me. I've learned to surrender. I've learned to laugh it off. I've learned to cry it off. It doesn't work for everyone..... And they wonder why I keep trying suicide.....
written in gold... don't waste your life always doing what you're told. Do not surrender. Life's rules of stress relief doesn't work ever. you have to rid yourself of the problem.
The girl standing on her desk puts on a show so that people cant see what's really going on in her head. Everyday she puts on a mask to cover her pain and only lets it slip when she's alone. The boy with the headphones uses music to disconnect from reality and his pain he tends to stay to himself and have a small group of friends that he trusts just enough to let them in a little. The guy at the window constantly daydreams about escaping from his daliy routine.
Woah. I’m definitely the girl on the desk. Trying to pretend like everything is ok and people just tell me how confident of a person I am when I I’m the reason for my self destruction
"fill the empty space with empty faith" HER NAME IS FAITH, she's saying that she feels empty! all of her songs are about depression and anxiety, she's the same girl who made toxic thoughts, a song about self doubt, and the song devil on my shoulder, a song that, in my personal opinion, is about slowly giving in to depression. she's sending out a cry for help, and also trying to help more people understand that sometimes the happiest people can have depression!
this song is really important to me.... it expresses when I was bullied for 7 years its such an inspiration to me thank you! it tells my story better then I could....
I'm 11 and i'm still in Primary School-Year 6-Everyone in grade 6 found out that a girl in grade 4 took her life because she couldn't fit in after that we had a parade putting flowers around a picture of her,Everyone was crying even I was after all of that the WHOLE school stopped bullying and everyone is just so nice it's so different with none bullying but it's also good it's just odd I can tell something will happen(Wait for it.. :o)A girl in my class wrote a death list and a shy girl in our class her name was underlined in RED when someone found the death list under her desk and say the name underlined in red and the shy girl found out she ran away from home and never came back she is now missing||Wish me luck guys I don't want anything happening to me :( if anything happens to my true best friend I would run away for her and find her do anything for her xx||Thanks for reading...Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes...
1:57 "My mind's a mess but I love it none the less..they tell me to hush but my words are all that's left.." that hit me hard and I always replay it when I play this song
This is so real. I feel the same way what's she saying and my life is just like that. I love my life and I will fill it.This made me so happy that I just want to cry so hard and tell people what I think. I just like how she says it so other people will feel the same way and just let their tears go out and show it to the people that is mean. I wish that I would have friends like that in real life 😊😌
"But ladies dont get dirty" well, you see I was raised with 3 older brothers and 2 older cousins and no girls, (except like my aunt, grandma, and my one friend) they would throw me in dirt and pretty much kill me, and get me dirty in the stupid mud, I was so happy when two of my older bros moved out and we moved away from my cousins... but then I got more bullied and no one stuck up for me, I was alone and got depressed and everyday, after school, I would take a hose and water dirt around my house making it mud, I jumped around in it and was happy because it brought back memories and was the only time I was truly happy Also, sorry, that was a little bit of my story... I just feel better about sharing it on the internet than in person...
I'm a Muslim girl , I want to break all the prejudices that people have about Muslims. I'm not oppressed I wear Hijab because I love it We Muslims are not Terrorists Please guys don't judge others and say Harsh words to them because your harsh words Can take anyone's life 💜💜 Sorry for my bad English.
Here's a long poem I made based off this song... I see a storm closing in on my brain and it scares me... What's deep inside that storm scares me... My mind is telling me that I'll drown in a ocean filled to the brim with thoughts, my thoughts and my thoughts alone... Think about happy things, distract yourself, don't let them know, don't let them see the ocean slowly sinking you in this storm... The waves are getting faster, faster, faster, and even faster. They pull you under and it's dark, it's lonely... You pushed everyone away... You hid away... You sink into your "safe" place... You struggle to get back up for air... It's getting darker.. Darkness swallows you as you sink into your ocean, your own mind plagued with these thoughts you never knew existed... Hopefully a boat will come passing by and notice you but the chances of that are slim because on all of those boats there are the friends you pushed away... You sink deeper begging for help... You work on overtime trying to escape the place, the ocean you once thought safe... The storm gets worse... It's a mess... You can't escape because you are not the same person who entered anymore, you changed, you lost yourself, and always did what you were told... Even if it hurt you to do so...
I'm the type who doesn't speak unless I'm spoken to, although, most times...I just give them a slight nod. "Are you okay?" Nodding away and they believe that I am. To be honest, I hate getting help from my classmates, they say they 'care' about me, or more like they care for what they'll get out of me. Money, food, free things,knowledge and use my kindness to their advantage ._. I honestly can't stand humans anymore lmao. I may just become some evil dark lord like Salazar and Vold~ Doubt that'd happen though
THATS ALSO MY CASE CAUSE ALL MY CLASSMATES KNOW THAT MY PARENTS ARE RICH AND THEY ALL KNOW THAT I ALWAYS COME OUT FIRST IN THE WHOLE SCHOOL GOSH I HATE HUMANS AND FOR A FACT I KNOW I AM STONE HEARTED, HEARTLESS AND COLD
Most of people just say "care" in words, not innate feeling because they just want to show you their kindness but not actually care and some of them say to be cool. A few people say this "care" word with heart & understand and we can tell it with our feeling but most of people think they can fake us. . . . They don't know that we know but we don't say it out....
My mother everyday pressures me with getting amazing grades and standing straight and being perfect. Knowing how to clean and stay clean myself. I can't play in dirt because it is "Too messy". I've been so pressured and my sister makes awful grades and when she makes a good grade a party is thrown for her. It doesn't have to be an A. It could be a C+ but it's a passing grade. I make full A's and I've never messed up grammar or math or anything. Yet I'm the shadow and I accept it because I'm so small I've learned to cut off faith I have mentally and physically. My mother said ," Violence will get you nowhere" and I spent the day doing poems forced. I'm so broken and yet my mother just breaks me more. I've no space in my life and if I get any I can't appreciate it because it's so new to me I cry when I see it. My mom requires me to wear make up everyday. I starved myself because I was a few pounds overweight and I was scared I would get in trouble. A girl I met had a completely different life and she said life is amazing and called me a snoot. I usually was venomous and had a good comeback to ward everyone off but today I couldn't and started sobbing and told her everything and she apologized and I sobbed. Life is so complicated and can be awful at times. I'm still living the life of a small robot. But it's easier, more breathable because I know I will b out of this place soon. This place of darkness, cuts, voices, and choices.
Take a deep breath. It won't fix your problem with life but it tells you that you still have a person out there who cares. Online or not. There will always be someone wanting to you to continue.
I just say no to mom. Yeah it make my parent disappointed in me. But I told myself my health is value as my life and u can never satisfied anyone but urself.
"your never make it here (here= in the world) if you don't learn how to bend." "stop looking for light live it instead". "don't wast it (it=life) always doing what your told." those lyrics really hit me.
i remeber when 2 years ago my life was really dark and lost and this music helped me sm. I think I feel better there are some things I do miss back then and this sparks it. I just want to say thank u for posting this cause it helps people and you're definitely making impact on the world. Love you stay alive ❤️
all of Faith Marie's songs are sad, but beautiful because they relate to matters that are more common than people like to believe. her songs show people what they ignore.
Both the song and the pictures hits really hard "you will never make it here if you don't learn how to bend" thats like the change from kid to adult -Zil
Bubblezlot That's true, however, the song talks more about how society puts so many expectations on people. But I do understand what you mean, it's true. What adults call 'kids' know more than they let on.
I have depression and when I was in 7th grade I tried to kill me self 5 times and than I finally found the person who made me the happiest person in the world he broke me,I had no faith or hope left then i finally realized that I have so much to live for because my best friend is always here for me no matter what❤️.I'm getting better everyday I still have body image problems but I'm getting better and I'm working out more :D(now I'm in 8th grade)
To me life is a desert You keep on walking and walking, exshausted, sweating But you never know you'll leave that place No matter how much clothing you take off the heat still gets to you. You will suffer from the heat, dehydration You'll suffer until your last damn breath.
"I never learned how to fight, just how to surrender"
That hit, it hit me deep.
Don't surender in u can fight u are brave u are strong Dont change who u are trust ur self only ur self
EpicBananaGlasses same here
Yup, same. I use to never protect myself, I would just,...let people, well, push me around..
I’ve been kicked to the ground, backstabbed, punched in the face, shoved to the wall, called names, treated like trash, it really hit me deep too.
@@JustMe-rn3ot that sucks and I've been pushed around but not that bad
I love how this picture wasn't made for this song, but reflects the song so well.
If you have the eyes, you can see the insecurities in every person, from the girl putting on makeup to the boy looking out the window.
It's beautiful, just like this amazing song ☆
The girl singing tho
That boy with the headphones on is me except I'm a girl
A r m y
starlight FIFI
clearly insecure-
That’s deep😅
Am I a little girl?
Yeah, I'm only 13. I'm still technically a child.
But I don't feel like I'm a child. I -feel like I- grew up too fast. I am tall. I'm not skinny. I'm not *literally* little.
Everyone thinks I'm a dreamer. That I get caught up in my day dreams. But they aren't dreams. They're nightmares. And the nightmares aren't in my head. The nightmare is real life. When I space out I'm not dreaming. I'm just leaving. Quitting. Giving up. For a moment I'm lost. For a moment I'm no longer a hurting girl. For a moment I'm nothing. I'm not a dreamer. I'm an escapee. But when I come back so does the pain and the fear. I space out to run away. But sure. Say I'm dreaming. Because the moment you pull me back and it hurts more than waking up from paradise. I'm sorry. But I just want to leave.
I kinda get you I think, My whole family think im this cute little fairy sitting on a toad stool day dreaming, but im not, their also nightmares like you said, Im off thinking bad about my self and i just forget everything around me, I jut stop, Even at school every one thinks im just dreaming, but im not. I don't know what is better, The emptyness when im not dreaming or the pain when i am, Both leave me thinking the same thing, That i want to die, Even if i try hard enough I can't stop.
i can really feel you..
but hey! things will fix alright... will they, right..?
I wish I could say something positive to help, I really do, but I know nothing I do is gonna help not even a little.
So here I am, crying like an Idiot, because I want to help, but my stupid self really can’t. I’m sorry.
The only thing I can say to ppl feeling like this is
Just know that even though I don’t know you I care about you. ❤️
dxnisacretu let’s hope so
I'm 11, everyone thinks I'm this cute little child with an innocent smile and happy personality. They take my silence for weakness, but boy they are wrong. I can't wait to prove everyone wrong.
Most of these comments are talking about persecution of women. Does no one else see this as a outcry of a broken but healing girl who has realised all the rules society sets out are wrong and in order to find yourself you need to break society's perception on 'you' and show them what and who you truly are.
That's exactly what I was thinking about the song..I didn't even think about how women are treated unfairly or something..but I guess this song just spoke to me. Because..I'm starting to realize all this myself. ❤️
Riley Bryan exactly what you said, same 💚
Riley Bryan I never even thought about that too since I first heard this song
AEmerald Entity me ❤
AEmerald Entity Ikr, I guess, There're a lot of feminist in these comments. 😂
they tell us its ok to cry but then why do they make fun of us when we do
they tell us they love us but hten call us names
they say we can trust them bu then we get stabbed in the back
they tell u stheyll beat anyone who tries to hurt us but then they remain scratchless
unlike us or our heart
Why is this so true?
They tell us to be brave but fear has consumed us
the beast *then
werewolf_ queen the words written r truth the lies they tell leads to nothing more than make-believe
All of them are related to me :(
The boy looking out the window is stuck in his head again. He can't remember the last time he's slept enough. His sleeves are long, even in summer. His thoughts are scary and dark and full of hate; kind of like a prison. But no one notices the scars or the dull eyes or the messy hair. No one notices - until it's too late...
The singing girl loves acting. No one ever notices how poor her family actually is and how much hope she has to become a great singer one day. But just like the poverty, no one ever notices her talent - maybe _because_ it's her talent to act like everything's alright, so she's doing everything right, right...?
The boy on the phone tries to forget all the sleepless nights hearing his parent's love shatter with yells and cries downstairs in the kitchen. He watches videos about something he forgets in the same moment. It doesn't help. And the only person noticing is the voice in his head, telling him they all would be better off dead...
The girl doing her makeup has a perfect life. She has great friends, a wonderful family, a sweet boyfriend. She's rich. And skinny. That's the most important thing for her. Being skinny; having control. She's dizzy a little today. She's cold. But no one ever notices that or notices anything, like her pale skin or her trembling fingers. The only one noticing is the mirror; he's proud because she didn't eat breakfast again and he tells her, she can only be pretty when she's hungry...
The boy writing in his notebook is writing to his sister lying in that expensive hospital twelve hours of driving away. She's gotten into an accident. The doctors aren't optimistic. So he writes a letter for when (if) she wakes up, since his phone is just as dead as her face - he threw it into the local river after receiving the message. But no one notices how much every single stroke hurts...
The girl clinging to her boyfriend's arm actually does notice something. He flirts with everyone but her. She can't believe it, she refuses to believe it, even though she knows he cheats on her. Countless times she has hidden his other partner's things like skirts or makeup, trying to hide it from herself. She does everything so he'll love her, but it's never enough. He never notices; actually no one ever notices the feeling of being betrayed burning in her chest.
_She's annoying,_ the boy with the headphones thinks about the singing girl.
_She's way too clingy,_ the singing girl thinks about the girl next to her who everyone calls „bitch".
_He's not fun. He never leaves his house,_ the girlfriend thinks about the boy at the window.
_He's probably writing some stupid poems again,_ the boy at the window thinks about the worried brother.
_She's only caring about her looks. She probably never had any real problems,_ the worried brother thinks about the skinny girl.
_He looks like he wants to blow up the school,_ the skinny girl thinks about the boy with the headphones.
And in the middle she's sitting and smiling.
Because she notices.
But she also notices the beauty in things. She notices the blue sky; the beautiful voice; the smell of pancakes made by mom; the pretty smile; the never forgotten memories of tickling a sibling's foot; the gratefulness in the eyes of a boy. And there's one thing in all that mess, she realizes, that really matters.
It's called love.
Love turns darkness into colours,
And thoughts into songs,
And hatred into forgiveness,
And being-proud-of-your-self-control into being-proud-of-yourself
And desperation into hope
And holding on into letting go.
Love helps.
Love heals.
One portion love a day, even if it's just a smile, can keep the pain away.
So please, love
Because I love you ❤️
Edit (19.05.2021): Wow... I had completely forgotten about this comment and then when I came back so many lovely people liked it... Thank you all so much, you are precious ^^ I hope you all are happy and if not that you get better soon
Blue Moon Thank you!!
That's need more likes
I’m crying. Thank you. I really needed this. ❤️❤️❤️
This Is actually amazing I have no other words to say it
Blue Moon this must’ve taken a while 😅
does anyone else like 100% relate to this????
Caroline Xie most will to be honest and will see somthing different in thier mind when they hear it much like if you look very closely pretty much everyone in the picture could be singin the song which is very similar to real life most are so focused on the weight of there own problems which is fine to be honest no matter what people say the world is harsh and life hard the problem stems from when the completely disregard the burdens other people bear in the proces. I think is said thag right I'm not the best woth words to be honest and i know the way I see the world but it's hard to put it into speech or words on a page and I know that if I tried I'd prob get shot because I'm far to opinionated neutral to get along with most sides of a lot of arguments and to be honest I really can't stand people because of it especially over the internet where most everyone thinks being a sociopath is fun and are full of crap due to the anomity of it all very much a disconnect between fantasy? I think is a close enough term and reality
Caroline Xie
Me!!!!
I see a pride flag. I have been summoned.
Since Recently Yes I do
Yes I was singing I over an over in class.
I happened to be sitting alone and nobody not even the teacher heard me.
(Yes, I did take the time to type this.)
Lyrics:
My friends always tell me I get carried away
Sometimes I spit when I talk 'cause I have so much to say.
They don't seem to hear me, but I guess it's okay.
It's not their fault my mind's working overtime with no pay.
They always say the same things and it's starting to get old.
That my head can't get sick.
It can't catch a cold.
I scratch and I pick
My insecurities poke.
My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes.
Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in, count to ten.
Cause on the first page of life written in red,
You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend.
Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl.
Someday you will find your place in the world.
But ladies don't get dirty, someday you'll learn to fill the empty space...
With empty faith.
Everyday feels like a battle, and I always get hurt.
I was frequently told violence was never the answer.
But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child.
I don't know how to fight.
Only taught how to surrender.
There's a certain kind of darkness
That does a reaping,
It usually takes you right before you are sleeping.
Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in?
Or the crack in your brain
That wants you
To drop
DEAD?!
I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision!
I awake every morning like dead has arisen!
I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison!
You don't control me...
I just gotta find the light switch...
But the more that I look, the farther I get...
You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed,
Because on the first page of life,
Written in fine print.
" Stop looking for light. Live it, instead. "
Don't speak unless you're spoken to, little girl.
Someday you will find your place in the world.
But ladies don't get dirty, someday you'll learn to fill the empty space...
With empty faith.
My mind is a mess...
But I love it none the less.
They tell me to hush, but my words are all that's left...
So on the last page of life...
Written in gold?
...
Don't waste it.
Always doing what you're told...
Xayah The Rebel thx
Lmz 696 No problem!
Thank you!
but....there are lyrics on the screen (?)
Sara Bejinaru
Yes but it's nice to have them typed out somewhere.
I've always been wondering, why is it little girl. But now I know why. It's not with height or age. Its about a small heart. A Broken one for that fact. There's empty space, that soon will be filled with just faith. The crack in her brain, makes depression/suicidal thoughts seep in. For me, the scratching and picking is the girl picking at her scars and cuts. And then the violence, its not the answer, but it always seems that way. "You'll never make it here, if you don't learn how to bend." this means to me, that, you'll never make it here, if you don't learn how to bend your emotions, you're sad, you have to bend it to make it seem like happiness. Then there's waking like the dead has arisen. How I see it, is like waking and just wanting to keep sleeping, and forever, and ever.
~I'm not gonna finish all the meaning, then again, after this, a whole bunch of people may be able to see this song my way, and partly, for me, this song, how I see it, is just my life currently, if you want me finish and order the lyrics, and make it neat, just tell me~
deep
plz do show the full meaning
Did you know that depression is more common in girls then in guys?
Pls show I need this
@@dereksclater7135 yh but guys have a higher suicide rate at least in the uk or smth and u feel like that because the stereotypes is that men cant show emotions like that or smth
I see 8 people. The couple, the gamer, the idol, sleeping beauty, the dreamer, the bookworm and the gal. Wow so many protagonist in one room.
Izuku Midoriya HA IKR
Ochaco Uraraka I didn't expect you would read this comment. (>﹏
Lol I sit in the back alone watching everyone. I always just wonder what their minds are like. How does the girl who stands up for everyone get her courage? Why does that boy push everyone away? But my biggest question is why we never get reached out to, me and the depressed girl. (lol i was being emo)
oml it took a reference to realize that your freaking name and picture is from boku no hero acadimea. also i sound like an emo child in that comment, lmao. in all seriousness i do just watch my classmates from the back, at least no one bothers me.
Izuku Midoriya it's actually 11
I have extreme anxiety. When I listen to these lyrics instead of seeing it as a child who should stand up for themselves or don't let others tell them how to live their life, I see it as, don't let anxiety take over. It enters through a crack in your brain and others say oh it's just a phase. Anxiety controls my life, tells me what I can and can't do. I'm not saying my perspective of the song is right or anything but I figure I'd share it. I didn't see many people talking about anxiety being the meaning of the song. Hope you all are having a great day as well!! :)
Vixie Vix great interpretation !!
Same
I have anxiety too. Although it is not to the same extent. I also have ADHD so when it says "my mind is a mess." Or "my is working overtime." I can relate to that.
I'm in the same boat as you, my friend.
I have Selective Mutism. I cannot talk to strangers.
But extreme anxiety is so unfair.
i also have anxiety but not as extreme as you probably have;which doesn't help by the fact of school and my insomnia and depression.I share the same perspective and its nice to know i'm not alone dealing with all of this crap that goes on in my life.
And so far i am having a great day thx. :)
Telling someone with depression to just smile and be happy is like telling a blind person to look at you or telling a deaf person to listen to you or telling someone with asthma to just breathe it’s not that hard
@animeizzy_ ninetails ty
Wise words child oh but ur so adorable Eri-chan
Someone told me to just be happy and find out what’s wrong with me and I said I can’t I barely get up in the morning and she said then get up it’s not that hard bish it is hard my bed is like a coffin it’s hard to open when it’s nailed shut
I have asthma. and when you say it's hard to breathe... they just laugh at you or even mimicking you I hate them but not hate them..... and I hate it. So Do I Just Stay Quite All the Time When They Act Like That?
tell me.. i need answers... Do I need answers?.. I don't know.
@@ma.elynlazaro3250 Bro, I know how you feel- I also got asthma.. Anxiety.. and I’ve had so many mental breakdowns. I can’t always ‘just breath’
The guy in the picture with headphones is me. Literally.
ApollonRime 1 I'm the dude at the window
ApollonRime 1 I'm probably that one girl standing in the corner who doesn't even have a face xD
Im the unoticed lonely girl in the background no ones talking to
Ava Mitchell wait which one? Cause everyone is talking to each other expect for the dude at the window, the girl sleeping, the dude reading, the guy with headphones, and the girl applying makeup.
I'm the girl behind the girl that stands on her chair and sings(?)
The vocals in the chorus are absolutely amazing
Kukosha Agumya, Yes, Wonderful 💛
*Kukosha Agumya IKR*
Kukosha Agumya I LOvE IT SO MUCH!!!
I was slumped over my desk, writing in my little, white book. A frown had made its way on to my face. The constant noise hitting me over the head like a hammer.
A small, paper boat to my left, that comforted me through this. But even it couldn't talk back.
I examined the cuts on my wrist. Thin, slits made by a small knife. The pain was numb now, most of them scars.
A shadow fell on my desk, making me tense up in fear. Her hand slammed down on my desk, causing a light thump.
Everyone fell silent, tension thick in the air now. Their gaze's fixed intently on us, some cracking a smile of curiousity, whispers of excitement sweeping through the small crowd of students.
I reluctantly looked up at the girl, who's face was scrunched up in disgust, face twisted in a scowl.
She had black hair, that rolled down her back like a waterfall. Unique, green eyes that shot daggers at anyone.
She was perfect.
Her hand grabbed the small, paper boat, and crumbled it up. chucking it at my face. I flinched back, a hurt expression on my face, tears welling up in my eyes.
She gripped my jaw, forcing me to stare her in those murder gleaming eyes.
The girl didn't even say anything, she let go of my jaw, and sauntered over to her seat.
I hesitantly picked up my crumbled up, boat. The students erupting in laughter.
Then a hand rested on my shoulder, and I looked up, tears evident in the corner of my eyes.
A boy flashed me a warmed smile.
and told me.
It was okay.
Get a Wattpad account if you don't already and tell me your username, you have too much talent to waste.
That was so beautiful and written very well you are very talented. I also Wright because the paper is the only person I can trust. That was absolutely amazing keep on writing no matter what anymore says
i fell off of my bed after my mom busted into my room and told me to be quiet. she scared me. turns out i was singing at the top of my lungs...'
at 2 in the morning....
Morgan Aru 2? daaaaannnnnggggg this must be a awesome song for some one to sing at 2 in the mornin
Annnnnd that was how I got grounded for a week
Literally my whole life in a coment
I sing solely in the shower with my music in the background and freeze up whenever I hear someone pause near the doorway. I always fear my voice will crack if I know people are watching me... o-o
Nice
Best two minutes and twenty three seconds of my life
And that's that.
true
I would comment the same thing but I e lisend to it so many times it more like this is the best ten hours if my life
Its actually 3 minutes and 3 seconds
I meant 23 seconds
Is anyone related by the part where she talks about a darkness creeping into a room from a crack and goes to your brain and like haunts you before you sleep...am I the only one relating to this? Because I started crying at that part
I relate to the whole song but the most at this part that you're talking about.
People: "Don't speak unless you're spoken too little girl."
Me: "When did you become my mother?"
Sylviuna West lol
lol so true haahahahahahah
Eunmi Park and the you would have been a murderer and got locked up for what amounts to nothing sure what he said is bad but the man most likely has a family who would most likely grieve him and your family would have it endure you going to prison and the publicity of it all and for what? and about refering to yourself as a feminist and before you don't read the rest of this let me continue maybe you should say women's rights activist or somthing because feminism is a joke and not a funny one it's practicly the same as sexist hypocrite and has long since lost the worth it once had thats my opinion on hypocrisy anyway sure you have a right to your opinion but if your going to be a unashamed hypocrite that opinion looses any what worth/weight it might have once had. (the followin is a copy paste of a i made earlier)if you look really closely at the picture it's not a normal class every single last student is really detailed and you can see the a different weight on all of their shoulders most seem to think the class is normal and the girl in the middle is different I don't think they get the point of the song especially how the meaning doesn't change at all if you change the girl to boy and a guy sings it yeah but I think the picture works well with the song because its very represintive of the weight of life's problems the fact most people focus on said girl being "different" says something about the world don't you think? and for all those who relate to this please dont take this out of context if everyone in the world is different then no one is when you say this is me remeber this is practically everyone on the planet to be honest its actually a rather nice song because it going to have a slightly different meaning to everyone because of well the weight of the world that everyone bears but people love to think is only crushing them when they look up at the people who seem to be better off then then but for all they know those people are also screaming on the the inside of you get what I'm trying to say I'm not the best with words
Sylviuna West 😶😄 me
hey fellow ARMY
I think I watched this 20+ times because it so beautiful love it
Carmen Gozun me too
I cry every time because it hits close to home for me...
"I don’t know how to fight only taught to surrender"
That line gives me chills every single time it is so true school gets us in trouble for getting in fights but really no kid is gonna say "I am using my words" as they say. That’s stupid. Sometimes some people feel they have to fight to clear the plate and clear the battlefield or start new and start off new in a bad way. Either goes. But really, if adults would just suck it up and accept that humans do fight they could at least have parts of a curriculum to show defence. Like really.
This is sad and beautiful , I love how everyone can get this song it makes me cry!
"I awake every morning like the dead has arisen"
Sounds like me.... that's what you call:
A Morning face...
that was a perfect description of most people xD
When I wake up *I SLEEP*
Me when I relize summer is over and it "Back to school!"
Mc xDDDD
That's me every morning Mc
Lyrics :
*[INTRO]*
My friends always tell me I get carried away,
Sometimes I spit when I talk cuz I have so much to say
They don't seem to hear me but I guess that's okay
It's not their fault my minds working over time with no pay
They always say the same things and it's starting to get old
That my head can't get sick, it can't catch a cold
I scratch and I pick, my insecurities poke
My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes
Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in count to ten
Cause on the first page of life written in red
You'll never make it here if you don't know how to bend.
*[CHORUS]*
Don't speak unless your spoken to, little girl~
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don't get dirty
Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space
With empty faith
*[BRIDGE]*
everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt
I was frequently told violence was never the answer
But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child
I don't know how to fight, only taught how to surrender
There's a certain kind of darkness that does a reaping
It usually takes you right before you are sleeping
Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in?
Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead?!
I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision
I awake every morning like the dead has arisin
I don't have to think this body of mine is a prision
You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch
But the more that I look, the further I get
You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed
Cause on the first page of life written in fine print
*stop looking for life, live it instead*
*[CHORUS]*
Dont speak unless your spoken to, little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don't get dirty
Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space
With empty faith
*[OUTRO]*
My minds a mess but I love it none of the less
They tell me to hush but my words are all that's left
So on the last page of life written in gold
Don't waste it always doing what your told.
Da end
Thank you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love this songgg
Hello momo
@@Ll-fr6ox hello^^
thanks👏
I'm using this for my declamation speech :-P
it's so sad and that's what makes it beautiful
Wolf Girl, true its fantastic 💖
:3
Wolf Girl True
😌😌😌😌😌
yeah I though the first time I heard this it sounded like me... and it so beautiful
"Well behaved woman rarely make history."
if u hurt her~
watch out you don't push me any further~
(any further...)
this little girl is capable of murderer, if you hurt her~
You're not the only one, walking 'round with a loaded gun~
"i don't know how to fight only taught how to surrender"
me: oh that's sad--
dad: *barges into bedroom* BACK TO TRAINING FOR THE APOCALYPSE
AW HELL YEAH
yourreacter_UwU this comment made me smile. Thank you! ❤️
Exsactlly been preparing my whole life
😂😂😂
Just wait until June 2020 👀
Okay, it's June and yeah the apocalypse is probably almost here.
OH MY GOD THIS IS AMAZING!!
Nightcore - Mtb
Huh? Sorry I don't really know what you're saying?
Nightcore - Mtb i watch your videos
Thank you molotov cocktail, 😍
Nightcore - Mtb hoi
YURIOS CHEERIOS
First 20 seconds perfectly describe my school life.
same
Yep
Wow this is so true...Girls lives are harder then u think...This song has inspired me to be myself
At least this isnt Instagram where you commented this if it were there would be a bunch of people saying how girls aren't funny all of them are cheaters it's honestly annoying how people would say that after just one person's opinion
@@Cassandra-rc7nu After 2 years, there are multiple reason, when someone say inclusivity they look weird to you. Thats because the meaning is lost through the uses and misunderstood of the word, this kind of thing happen alk the time. it end up to be just a matter of ignore this annoying things
@@sukiichi4549 they're just talking about how girls lives are hard. They never said anything about boys.
@@sukiichi4549 oh it's fine :)
Your right girls lives are hard and I personally think that I will never be able to understand how you girls feel or why you feel that way, so all I can say is, you’re all Beautiful weather you think so or not if physically or emotionally you are beautiful. Thanks for reading this and sorry for bad grammar.
The back ground is literally my class but this song is literally my life
Hannah Zientek, you have a reason 👍
Your class has a girl with no eyes in it?
Gimmerqueen 😂no it's just that the stuff kids are found in the class is what my friends always do in class
Hahaha i was going to say
DaeDae #undertale_lover SAME
"So on the last page of life written in gold Don't waste it always doing what you're told"
This is so true because most people will waste all their whole life doing what people tell them what to do and they don't get to see how beautiful life is and don't get to experience it on their because they are always busy doing what they are told to do
Lolf its the most important but its on the last page
I was never that person I always followed my heart... even if it led to depression like now I never gave up on doing what I love and what my heart wants...
@@ritsusakumaslefteyeball3365 cant relate
@@jess8507 he is saying SOMETIMES and also u should just know to do ya homework and not waste life ALWAYS doing wut u are told
'On the first pageof life written red you'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend'
Ok i learnt how to bend, but still not making it here
' on the last page of life writen in gold don't waste it doing what your told'
Ha nice timing to tell me this
Yup universe is certainly upside down
“I woke every morning like the dead has arisen”
Me on mondays
Me EVERYDAY that's not a weekend imao XD
Me every day because I do online school and if you missed stuff u have to fix it.☹️
I wake up everyday, sad that I didn't die while sleeping
Lyrics:
My friends always tell me I get carried away
Sometimes I spit when I talk 'cause I have so much to say
They don't seem hear me but I guess it's okay
It's not their fault my minds working overtime with no pay
They always say the same things and it's starting get old
That my head can't get sick, it can't catch a cold
I scratch and I pick my insecurities poke
My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes
Take a walk, clean your head, breathe in count to ten
'Cause on first page of life written in red
You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend
Don't speak unless you're spoken to little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don't get dirty
Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space with empty faith
Everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt
I was frequently told violence was never the answer
But life doesn't abide by the rules of child
I don't know how to fight only taught how to surrender
There's a certain kind of darkness that does reaping
It usually takes your right before you are sleeping
Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in?
Or the crack in the brain that wants you to drop dead
I don't remember whats it's like to see with clear vision
I awake every morning like the dead has arisen
I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison
You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch
But the more that I look the further I get
You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed
'Cause on the firt page of life written in fine print
Stop looking for light live it instead
Don't speak unless you're spoken to little girl
Someday you will find your place in the world
But ladies don't get dirty
Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space with empty faith
My mind is a mess but I love it none the less
They tell me a hush but my words are all that's left
So one last page of life written in gold
Don't waste it always doing what you're told
Oh my god thank you.
The lyrics are literally on the video but okay-
에리스elise The lyrics are on the video but never mind it's worth it!♥
Umm its on the screen but okay
@@EvansGachaChannel the lyrics here are useful incase someone like me wants to copy paste them
the photo symbolizes the song so much
shes different from the rest
Misty Chan if you look really closely at the picture it's not a normal class every single last student is really detailed and you can see the a different weight on all of their shoulders most seem to think the class is normal and the girl in the middle is different I don't think they get the point of the song especially how the meaning doesn't change at all if you change the girl to boy and a guy sings it yeah but I think the picture works well with the song because its very represintive of the weight of life's problems the fact most people focus on said girl being "different" says something about the world don't you think? and for all those who relate to this please dont take this out of context if everyone in the world is different then no one is when you say this is me remeber this is practically everyone on the planet to be honest its actually a rather nice song because it going to have a slightly different meaning to everyone because of well the weight of the world that everyone bears but people love to think is only crushing them when they look up at the people who seem to be better off then then but for all they know those people are also screaming on the the inside of you get what I'm trying to say I'm not the best with words
[Soon To Be ] Exchange Student X.3 all of them look really closely at not just what their doing but how they are doing it and the expressions on their faces there's a lot of meaning to the picture and it goes really well with the song
"you tell me to hush but my words are all that's left" spoken like a true goddess, because once everything's gone all you can do is say what's inside
I've tried to bend. I've tried to breath. I've tried to count to ten. I've tried to take a walk. I've learned to let them hurt me. I've learned to surrender. I've learned to laugh it off. I've learned to cry it off. It doesn't work for everyone.....
And they wonder why I keep trying suicide.....
Sad...
Thank you for staying strong
written in gold... don't waste your life always doing what you're told. Do not surrender. Life's rules of stress relief doesn't work ever. you have to rid yourself of the problem.
♡ ℕ𝕒𝕧𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕚 ♡ “someday you will will find your place in the world”
*dont live your life doing what your told*
Anyone else get goose bumps while listening to the words and not the music? 😫😫
Cynthia Morgan ME BITCH!!!
Cynthia Morgan yh
Yes....
"The crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead"
Cynthia Morgan ye because i wish i can sing like that
The girl standing on her desk puts on a show so that people cant see what's really going on in her head. Everyday she puts on a mask to cover her pain and only lets it slip when she's alone. The boy with the headphones uses music to disconnect from reality and his pain he tends to stay to himself and have a small group of friends that he trusts just enough to let them in a little. The guy at the window constantly daydreams about escaping from his daliy routine.
Woah. I’m definitely the girl on the desk. Trying to pretend like everything is ok and people just tell me how confident of a person I am when I I’m the reason for my self destruction
Perfection
Midlane Best exactly 💞💞💞
👍🏿
Agreed😏
I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE OML e-o
who?
These words are so touchy.
Now i think clear. I won't be an arhitect or teacher like my parents wants me to be. I'll be part of army
Thanks
a teacher is an amazing job, you can teach kids that stereyotypes are not good
Ioana Popescu yES JoIn uS
Then do so. Join the army and fight for your country. It's one of the most respected jobs in the world, and a brilliant choice of career.
bellaparadis21 gaming
kids are fucking horrible
Ioana Popescu are you from Romania by any chance ?
11pm: ok I’m only going to listen to this song once.
3am: Is still listening to song
Same tho
@@lunaz6837 lol it’s fine
Same..it’s my comfort
That's a mood.
Woah
Are you serious?
I cant listen to any song, even my favorites of favorites, for more than 1 hour in a row.
~Don't speak unless you're spoken to little girl~
Desdemona Horiona to*
Hippobunnybear lmao
lmao good to know i listen to one rule, i'm antisocial af
Desdemona Horiona *to
Me: TIME TO TALK TO EVERYONE IN THE CLASS ! My brain: DONT SPEAK UNLESS YOU'RE SPOKEN TO, LITTLE GIRL! Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
This is so beautiful *cries dramatically*
*I used to come to this,*
*I used to cry.*
*Because it reminds me*
*how long I’ve hid*
*Behind this masked smile*
*And yet*
*I can’t remove it*
"But ladies don't get dirty."
*stares at shirt covered in soup, crumbs, etc and swallows food overflowing from mouth*
Uhhh yeah!
Ikr
xD
hmmmmmmm...
Lol
THAT IS MEEEEEE!!!!
When you already know the song and you get so happy you fall off the bed while singing along.
Luna Silver *So Me XD*
KawaiiHamsterQueen Amazing xD
"fill the empty space with empty faith" HER NAME IS FAITH, she's saying that she feels empty! all of her songs are about depression and anxiety, she's the same girl who made toxic thoughts, a song about self doubt, and the song devil on my shoulder, a song that, in my personal opinion, is about slowly giving in to depression. she's sending out a cry for help, and also trying to help more people understand that sometimes the happiest people can have depression!
Good observation
Ok I have to say that this song is a masterpiece
this song is really important to me.... it expresses when I was bullied for 7 years its such an inspiration to me thank you! it tells my story better then I could....
“I spit when I talk cause I have so much to say”
...why’s that explain me? ;~;
All I do is spit when I talk and it grosses people out but I can’t help it 😅
I'm 11 and i'm still in Primary School-Year 6-Everyone in grade 6 found out that a girl in grade 4 took her life because she couldn't fit in after that we had a parade putting flowers around a picture of her,Everyone was crying even I was after all of that the WHOLE school stopped bullying and everyone is just so nice it's so different with none bullying but it's also good it's just odd I can tell something will happen(Wait for it.. :o)A girl in my class wrote a death list and a shy girl in our class her name was underlined in RED when someone found the death list under her desk and say the name underlined in red and the shy girl found out she ran away from home and never came back she is now missing||Wish me luck guys I don't want anything happening to me :( if anything happens to my true best friend I would run away for her and find her do anything for her xx||Thanks for reading...Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes...
At least your school has faith
Thats so fricken sad
r/thathappend
I'm in the 6 grade too and I get bullied soooo much I now have depression cus of it l compare my self with others and wish I had their lives
@Hannah Stein I tried telling my friends I had depression, they found it as a joke I completely agree with you
Someone should make a animation with this.
Cizzozu idk as long as u tried (cliché but true)
OMG YES
1:57
"My mind's a mess but I love it none the less..they tell me to hush but my words are all that's left.." that hit me hard and I always replay it when I play this song
im in love this song its just....ah i have no words
This is so real. I feel the same way what's she saying and my life is just like that. I love my life and I will fill it.This made me so happy that I just want to cry so hard and tell people what I think. I just like how she says it so other people will feel the same way and just let their tears go out and show it to the people that is mean. I wish that I would have friends like that in real life 😊😌
ill be your friend
That last line in the song hits hard. Written on the last page implies she didn't realize it until it was too late.
"But ladies dont get dirty"
well, you see I was raised with 3 older brothers and 2 older cousins and no girls, (except like my aunt, grandma, and my one friend) they would throw me in dirt and pretty much kill me, and get me dirty in the stupid mud, I was so happy when two of my older bros moved out and we moved away from my cousins... but then I got more bullied and no one stuck up for me, I was alone and got depressed and everyday, after school, I would take a hose and water dirt around my house making it mud, I jumped around in it and was happy because it brought back memories and was the only time I was truly happy
Also, sorry, that was a little bit of my story... I just feel better about sharing it on the internet than in person...
Maddy Potato I get you please don't let it get to u your life will get better the Lord is just waiting for the right moment
You deserve better
I totally wish we knew each other, cause I would totally beat those bullies.
I wanna make a Gacha verse/Studio Video deco on this if that’s ok with you?
Ladies don't get dirty is fake... I always get dirty with blood and stuff
This song is super deep om- ;^; -tries not to cry-
Nazakki *cries a lot*
"everyday feels like a battle and i always get hurt"
that hit me. that hit me hard.
I've tried to bend. Breathe. Fight. Therapy. Pills. Prescription. Everything.
But
it's not depression.
I JUST WANT TO NOT ALWAYS BE IN SOMEBODY'S WAY
i feel you i've tried everything and nothing helped
Nothing helps anyway ..at all..
it will be ok i,m go to help
you like no one did for me
"Why are you depressed? Life is beautiful!"
"Why are you asthmatic? There is so much air!?"
I feel the same girl 😕🖤
when you have social anxiety
but also have depression
life is like hell without a person who can make you smile
"Someday you'll learn to fill in the empty space with empty faith"
...
That hits hard
It’s so beautiful, and so relatable, I cried hard. The message at the end was beautiful, it helped me find myself, and come out of my insecurity.
I'm literally that person right behind her, the one with headphones on, on phone, and tired look- totally me!
Same except I'm a girl.. ;-;
I'm the person at the window I space out looking at the world wondering why I'm here.
@@kermitthefrogdad4003 me too
same though except i’m a female with slightly longer hair, the only difference.
I remember listening to this song when I was 11, at almost 17 it still hits hard
I'm a Muslim girl , I want to break all the prejudices that people have about Muslims.
I'm not oppressed
I wear Hijab because I love it
We Muslims are not Terrorists
Please guys don't judge others and say Harsh words to them because your harsh words Can take anyone's life 💜💜
Sorry for my bad English.
Agree
“But Ladies Don’t Get Dirty-“ *Jumps Into Mud And Rolls Around And Then Stands Up* Huh? What did you say?
Perhaps you should learn what a lady means. Sorry don't mean to be rude.
RaeX The Gamer she can be a tomboy if she wants to
Candyy Dreamzz sorry if you’re not a girl
RaeX The Gamer just wow, that’s a offensive comment dude- at least end it with, your choice:3
Still clean
That came to me when I was eating wings and had sauce all over my face and fingers 😂 I was like hold on I need to pick up my cup with my fries hand
This is seriously the prettiest song I have ever heard
"Fill the empty space" * looks at really messy room
What space?...
ayyyyyyy i feel ya
bahahaha same
"so on the last page of life written in gold don't waste it always doing what your told"
best part 10/10
"I don't know what it's like to see with clear vision" Same my g.....same.....
Here's a long poem I made based off this song...
I see a storm closing in on my brain and it scares me...
What's deep inside that storm scares me...
My mind is telling me that I'll drown in a ocean filled to the brim with thoughts, my thoughts and my thoughts alone...
Think about happy things, distract yourself, don't let them know, don't let them see the ocean slowly sinking you in this storm...
The waves are getting faster, faster, faster, and even faster. They pull you under and it's dark, it's lonely...
You pushed everyone away...
You hid away...
You sink into your "safe" place...
You struggle to get back up for air...
It's getting darker..
Darkness swallows you as you sink into your ocean, your own mind plagued with these thoughts you never knew existed...
Hopefully a boat will come passing by and notice you but the chances of that are slim because on all of those boats there are the friends you pushed away...
You sink deeper begging for help...
You work on overtime trying to escape the place, the ocean you once thought safe...
The storm gets worse...
It's a mess...
You can't escape because you are not the same person who entered anymore, you changed, you lost yourself, and always did what you were told...
Even if it hurt you to do so...
"I scratch and I pick" { 0:22 }
this is the sentence of this song that when I first heard it, I knew it was gonna become one of my comfort songs...
Nightcore version has more impressions than the original XD
I'm the type who doesn't speak unless I'm spoken to, although, most times...I just give them a slight nod. "Are you okay?" Nodding away and they believe that I am. To be honest, I hate getting help from my classmates, they say they 'care' about me, or more like they care for what they'll get out of me. Money, food, free things,knowledge and use my kindness to their advantage ._. I honestly can't stand humans anymore lmao. I may just become some evil dark lord like Salazar and Vold~ Doubt that'd happen though
ღAzmalie Stylxღ i woudn't though
THATS ALSO MY CASE CAUSE ALL MY CLASSMATES KNOW THAT MY PARENTS ARE RICH AND THEY ALL KNOW THAT I ALWAYS COME OUT FIRST IN THE WHOLE SCHOOL GOSH I HATE HUMANS AND FOR A FACT I KNOW I AM STONE HEARTED, HEARTLESS AND COLD
Most of people just say "care" in words, not innate feeling because they just want to show you their kindness but not actually care and some of them say to be cool.
A few people say this "care" word with heart & understand and we can tell it with our feeling but most of people think they can fake us.
.
.
.
They don't know that we know but we don't say it out....
This is my life.... And yes SOMETIMES I spit when I talk to much. But ty for making this song into nightcore. Xox
My mother everyday pressures me with getting amazing grades and standing straight and being perfect. Knowing how to clean and stay clean myself. I can't play in dirt because it is "Too messy". I've been so pressured and my sister makes awful grades and when she makes a good grade a party is thrown for her. It doesn't have to be an A. It could be a C+ but it's a passing grade. I make full A's and I've never messed up grammar or math or anything. Yet I'm the shadow and I accept it because I'm so small I've learned to cut off faith I have mentally and physically. My mother said ," Violence will get you nowhere" and I spent the day doing poems forced. I'm so broken and yet my mother just breaks me more. I've no space in my life and if I get any I can't appreciate it because it's so new to me I cry when I see it. My mom requires me to wear make up everyday. I starved myself because I was a few pounds overweight and I was scared I would get in trouble. A girl I met had a completely different life and she said life is amazing and called me a snoot. I usually was venomous and had a good comeback to ward everyone off but today I couldn't and started sobbing and told her everything and she apologized and I sobbed. Life is so complicated and can be awful at times. I'm still living the life of a small robot. But it's easier, more breathable because I know I will b out of this place soon. This place of darkness, cuts, voices, and choices.
Take a deep breath. It won't fix your problem with life but it tells you that you still have a person out there who cares. Online or not. There will always be someone wanting to you to continue.
I just say no to mom. Yeah it make my parent disappointed in me. But I told myself my health is value as my life and u can never satisfied anyone but urself.
the whole song is my life , even the pic
"your never make it here (here= in the world) if you don't learn how to bend."
"stop looking for light live it instead".
"don't wast it (it=life) always doing what your told."
those lyrics really hit me.
"You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed"
I'm the alone girl on the top right.
She's talking to someone if you see really closely there's an arm in front her meaning there's a person talking to her .
If the guy looking out the window was a girl that would be me
I'm the guy looking out the window contemplating what would happen if I decided to jump.
@@diannastiefvater1726 same
Charlotte Hammond me too mate
i remeber when 2 years ago my life was really dark and lost and this music helped me sm. I think I feel better there are some things I do miss back then and this sparks it. I just want to say thank u for posting this cause it helps people and you're definitely making impact on the world. Love you stay alive ❤️
I love this song so much! have listened to it so many times
if you know the anime
what is it
This has amazing word choice.
“My mind is a mess but I love it none the less” powerful line
all of Faith Marie's songs are sad, but beautiful because they relate to matters that are more common than people like to believe. her songs show people what they ignore.
Both the song and the pictures hits really hard
"you will never make it here if you don't learn how to bend"
thats like the change from kid to adult
-Zil
Seems.. uh, familiar...? Oh right
IT'S MY LIFE👌
Also that kid looking out the window is me ignoring the world...🙃
The song: I awake every morning like the dead has arisen.
Me: Yep, I sure do!
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this to my sister shes been listening to this for days love u ur amazing
Thank you so much for this song. It really shows how the world treats us girls. Amazing job as always, Galaxy.
happy self, you have a reason 👍
It's not only women that get treated this way , though.
SKT DesTinY Agreed.
Bubblezlot That's true, however, the song talks more about how society puts so many expectations on people. But I do understand what you mean, it's true. What adults call 'kids' know more than they let on.
`us girls` your talking like its a gender thing
Wow😍😍😍😍😍
Ok but can we appreciate the girl in the backround singing on a invisible microphone?
Agent Tavs YEEEE BOI
I love it♡it's so beautifull♡
Ema Štigl, Yes its amazing 😊 & good day 💖
I have depression and when I was in 7th grade I tried to kill me self 5 times and than I finally found the person who made me the happiest person in the world he broke me,I had no faith or hope left then i finally realized that I have so much to live for because my best friend is always here for me no matter what❤️.I'm getting better everyday I still have body image problems but I'm getting better and I'm working out more :D(now I'm in 8th grade)
Omg the same happened to me but im still in 7th grade cause this all just happened
Tony Chrestman yeah I went through a lot when I was little and I'm glad you're better now ❤️❤️❤️❤️
same shit too bit never tried to kill me but I get bullied in school 8th grade one of the oldest girls but still under one and an half meter
Hebe Zhu so hard it isn't in my class but they say to me Im to thin and they hate my stile. feeling with you
Charlotte Oesterle same but my sister was physically abusive when I was little now it's verbal abuse XD
To me life is a desert
You keep on walking and walking, exshausted, sweating
But you never know you'll leave that place
No matter how much clothing you take off the heat still gets to you.
You will suffer from the heat, dehydration
You'll suffer until your last damn breath.
"Its not their fault my minds working overtime with no pay" same. :(
Im thw guy at the window...
Just to avoid everyone going crazy in the room
lol
This song is amazing! It's so poetic and showed me another way to look at my depression I never thought about. This is a piece of art!