Me: We’re gonna have a good day today right? Depression: Sure whatever. Me: * giving depression a hug* Thank you. MY LIFE IN A NUTSHELL!!! Anyone else?
Depression is only another hurtle that you have to jump over. It may be a small one for some people but for others it can be big. I have let depression take over my life and broke me down so much but I have to learn to overcome my depression and leap over it. It might not be today or next week or even a year but I know that it takes time to overcome something that can hurt you the most. Just keep your chin up and have a smile on your face. Don't let anyone make the hurtle even higher. You're the only one who can make the jump. No one can do the jump for you. They can be there for support but they can't just jump it for you
✖ In 2014 Alec was signed to Columbia Records and then in 2016 he was dropped from the label before he was able to release his first album. It was one of the hardest days of his life!
my worst day was when my granddad died than I found out my guitar teacher committed suicide earlier that week .but that isn't what made it bad it was that I felt nothing. so I spent that night contemplating life
Visited this song after one year - a year back I was in a mess, personally, academically, professionally but I overcome it! Keep patience, be open to opportunities and be ready to work hard! This is to who ever reading this - "the tough time will pass and you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. " All the best -BE STRONG
It made me feel worse, it shows how unconditionally animals love you, they listen and cuddle with you even though they have no sweet clue as to what is going on...
I’m sorry I’m not skinny I’m sorry for not being nice I’m sorry for not doing my best I’m sorry for being your friend I’m sorry for being there I’m sorry for not helping you I’m sorry if I wasn’t suppose to be there I’m sorry for being demanding I’m sorry if I’m being mean I’m sorry for using you I’m sorry for being depressed I’m sorry for cutting I’m sorry for being broken I’m sorry for being a fake friend I’m sorry for everything I did to you..
Me: I feel so empty School: you will be fine it is just for attention Me: I self harm School: just for attention Me: I kill myself School: we knew nothing about this they should of come to talk to us we could of helped
@@majormundo22 ikr thats y i stoped talking to anyone about it. They think im no longer depressed cuz i dont cry in front of them anymore but i cry everynight in my bed and listen to my depression nightcore songs
The worst day of my life: EvErYdAy My depression: YoUrE wElCoMe edit: sorry that i was like a cringey middle schooler😭 my mental health sucked and then i was happy for a while. it gets better. i hope it does this time :)
I have a mask The mask that covers my tears When I cry I try to smile So I don’t drag everyone down But then when I see reality Everyone stares Everyone laughs I pretend I don’t see it So I just look away But you can’t stop reality So reality will stop me -Gacha Mas
I cry when I'm alone I fake smile in front of people I have depression Eating toast is a 20 mile run uphill Drinking water drowns me I'm broken I hide from happiness And happiness doesn't find me -Charlotte
More people need to hear him. I've heard Alec Benjamin a few times and his songs are so...Interesting? Yeah, in a good way. I always get attached to them. The day more people appreciate him will be the best day.
@@alexsandratamminen4148 HOW?! IT'S THE ONLY FREE TIME OUT OF THAT HELL HOLE YOU CALL "School" RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The worst day of my life... the day my best friend - which i knew since we were like five or six years old - died after a long illness at the age of 16. I was not even able to say goodbye... and i still regret this every day (it happened 2015). I really hope it gets better as time goes by but i am also afraid of forgetting about her until she's nothing more than a name and a picutre on my desk. I know that i gotta move on and people always tell me to, but i really miss her.
Tora Kurono: I know how it feels I Lost my dad at the age of 10 I'm now 15 years old and I can't say I am totally over it but it does not hurt me to see a picture of him anymore.
lyrics [Verse 1] Well my manager rang he said I hate to break the news But the label called today they said they have to cut you loose I felt broken like a vase that'd fallen from the roof Tears rolling down my face lord what am I to do [Chorus] I felt pain in my life so far A fractured wrist and a broken heart But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal So I said This is the worst day of my life It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life And I don't know how I'll survive It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life I'll admit it's a struggle Finding light in the tunnel This is the worst day of my life It's the worst it's the worst day Of my life [Verse 2] Well I gave up my degree and I moved away from home I was following my dream now there's nowhere I can go So I called up my mom and I was bawling on the phone I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown [Chorus] I felt pain in my life so far A fractured wrist and a broken heart But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal So I said This is the worst day of my life It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life And I don't know how I'll survive It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life I'll admit it's a struggle Finding light in the tunnel This is the worst day of my life It's the worst it's the worst day Of my life [Verse 3] So I thought to myself that now is time to choose I can pick myself up or I can give in to the blues So I swore in my heart that I was never gonna lose I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove [Chorus] I felt pain in my life so far A fractured wrist and a broken heart But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal So I said This is the worst day of my life It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life And I don't know how I'll survive It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life I'll admit it's a struggle Finding light in the tunnel This is the worst day of my life It's the worst it's the worst day
If this is your worst day I will help you out but this is my worst day but you saved me by uploading a Nightcore it's amazing also the pictures are perfect for the Nightcore!!😘
Blue Sea do you know that feel, where you think you will fail everything you try, because of a lack of trust in yourself, or you are not good enough to succeed your dreamed job
“This is the worst day of my life” This reminds me of when my boyfriend broke up with me to be together with my best friend. Thanks. I’ll dedicate this to them.
I used to sit and cry to this for hours whene in was a kid and I never thought I'd make it out. Years later and now I'm happier than ever. It doesn't feel like it'll get better and its so repetitive but keep a open enough mind and things can only go up. Believe in yourself ♡
For all those that are in a world of darkness, and constantly feeling numb, and hiding you'r pain so bad that it feels like you'r drowning in an ocean, please, keep fighting, there sre so many ppl who need you, its not time for you to go to heaven yet... so keep trying! -Kitty~chan. Thanks you Angel Clausen.....
1. the world is a complete pool of darkness 2. im not really numb just constantly shaking and cold 3. hiding my pain is one of the only things i can do right 4. im fighting still somehow 5. nobody needs me 6. There is no way im going to heaven and 7. sorry for being that one person to reply to your comment
Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can
Girl: Do u even want to be with me forever? Boy: No Girl: Do u even like me? Boy: No Girl: Would u cry if i walked away? Boy: No She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes The boy grabbed her arm Boy: Your not pretty...your beautiful Boy: I dont want to be with u forever...I need to be with u forever Boy: I dont like u...I love u Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away. Boy Whispers: Plz stay with me Girl: I will...
the worst day of my life would probably be the day my best friend started treating me like shit. apparently she's never liked me and had just been pretending so she could spread rumours behind my back.
Oh my god... the same exact thing happened to me except she was being mean to my real best friend and forcing her to let her use my real friends items and bullying her behind my back.
Iz Rules I'll pray for you I hope everything is okay soon and I'm Soo sorry to hear that I know how it feels I miss my big bro he was only 12 Years old.!!😭😭😭
Blue Sea thank you for the prayers but you should also pray for Eva Marija Novak cause she really needs it and I’m so sorry for your brother I’ll pray for you and her
Well my manager Rang,he said ,"I hate to break the news...But the label called today,they said they have to cut you loose." I felt broken like a face that'd fallen from the roof. Tears rolling down my face , Lord what am I to do? I felt pain in my life so far.. A fractured wrist and a broken heart. But this is sure to leave a nasty scar... One that might not heal. So I said, "This is the worst day of my life. It's the worst,it's the worst day of my life." And I don't know how I'll survive. It's the worst ,it's the worst day of my life. I'll admit it's a struggle.. finding light in he tunnel. This is the worst day of my life. It's the worst , it's the worst dayy.. Of my life.. Well,I gave up my degree and I moved away from home. I was following my dream and there's nowhere I can go. So I called up my mom and I was bawling on the phone. I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown. I felt pain in my life so far.. A fractured wrist and a broken heart. But this is sure to leave a nasty scar.. one that might not heal..So I said, "This is the worst day of my life. It's the worst,it's the worst day of my life." I'll admit it's a struggle . Finding light in the tunnel. This is the worst day for my life. It's the worst , it's the worst dayy.. Of my life... So I thought to myself that now is the time to choose. I can pick myself up or I can give it to the blues. So I swore to my heart that I was never gonna lose. I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove. I felt pain in my life so far. A fractured wrist and a broken heart. But this is sure to leave a nasty scar ... one that might not heal. So I said, "This is the worst day of my life. It's the worst , it's the worst day of my life." And I don't know how I'll survive . It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life. I'll admit it's a struggle .. finding light in the tunnel. This is the worst day of my life. It's The Worst, It's The Worst dayy... Of my life . -Alec Benjamin
⚠ Warning: Sad things! ⚠ Just because you feel alone doesn't mean you have to go with it alone please talk to your family or friends or even that special someone, u don't deserve to be alone in the dark you deserve so much better than most people know, and also crying is a natural thing. It can even be the closest thing to happiness so if u need to cry then cry if u need to talk then talk if u need some time then get some time just know there are people who care about u and I do too. So don't be depressed and feel alone and if u don't have anyone then come talk to me I will listen and give some advice if I can trust me I've been through a lot of bad things in my life so I think I can try to help I mean that's all I wanted to do with my life P.S. dont let anything or anyone get to you I bet u are handsome/Beautiful smart and brave and strong so please just stay strong for me and everyone else
And yes I agree even talking will probably make it worse so if u need time then get some time alone in ur favourite place, medication doesn't work neither hurting yourself u r smart beautiful/handsome and awesome just Dab on them haters I just don't like seeing people getting hurt or suicide I just want you to be happy and u to be happy about yourself u can talk to me and I will try helping and If I can't help then I will listen, everyone needs someone they need to talk to no one deserves to be alone especially you. Everyone needs u just like u need everyone else so plz think twice before u try killing yourself because everyone needs u, I need u.
:) but i cant talk to friends or family i dont trust my family they abuse me my only friend takes it as a joke and i have no special someone .........and im ugly
anime_wolf girl then you can talk to us. Family is what you make them to be. So you can have family here or elsewhere The internet is very accepting and understanding place if you look in the right area. So if family is hurting you then they have no right to call themselves your family. Family are those who are kind and understanding they take care of you when you need it and look after you. Also no one ugly, no one. I don't care what other people think you are not ugly. You matter I understand that believing those thing can be difficult but even if you're having trouble believing that it's still true. If you need to talk you can feel free to talk to me.
It was the worst day of my life when I found out that my close friend Thomas had hung himself i didn't believe it til I got to school then I had a mental breakdown I would do anything to have him back I thought that my parents breaking up was the worst thing ever til this happened I miss him alot he died November 5th of last year and I want him back love you Thomas Lee Arbogast
I'm not going to say "sorry", because I'm not responsible for his death. But I am sympathetic. Death is the ultimate irreversible. No amount of wishing or prayer will get Thomas back. It might sound harsh, but it's best to move on. Keep him in fond memories, not in an ocean of tears.
The worst day of my life is when i showed my report card to my parents.. (I should've been really happy cause the first time in my life i got all A's) but they didnt even acknowledge it they just gave a little smile and kept with their day, And it made my heart break because I tried so hard to fit their expectations and now that I got one of the things they keep holding above my head. They didn't give me some reassurance that I did well. All they said the next day was ,"You better work hard this quarter and get all A's again." And I might sound spoiled for saying this but for the first time in my LIFE getting all A's i expected something more instead of a look of approval but i guess ill just shut myself in further like always
@@murasame8939 Me: Things will get better tomorrow My mind: But we are all just gonna die, nothing matters. You're worthless, your life is worthless. Why wake up tomorrow..? Me: cries
@@shark4231, As being only a year older than you now, I feel you, I recall crying on the bathroom floor from age 7. I don't talk much so I used that as an excuse to go to a councillor, I don't claim to be depressed as I can't prove it, but I know that seems to be the cause, I still do selfharm I've now recently promised myself to stay happier, even under fake identity.
Alec Benjamin is honestly my favorite song artist these days- He has such relatable songs to the average depressed persons struggles in life, which a lot of songs by people don't have. When people try to make songs about depression, It often sounds faked to me. Alec's songs sound real to me.
My worst day was probably this day where I felt very depressed and very much dysphoria (I'm trans.) I also had a long panic attack, everything was too much and my parents didn't understand. My mind was full of dark thoughts and I felt very empty. At the evening I lost my head and cut myself. Yeah, that was my worst day. But I'm glad that not every day ist like that
Tira Miau I'm trans to and my parents don't understand that, that's who I am and they can't change me. Also, I started to cut and I still do sometimes so, I understand you
The worst day of my life as actually a few days ago. School year had ended. I had about 10 friends to talk to. Then, one day, one of them texted me (Note: THEY stopped talking to me and I have depression and I have an anxiety of being alone) Let's name him Kody (He hates that name :)) Kody told me that this girl I talked too hated me. I could see why but even though I said that ONE thing he said she wanted to die (Note: I have always wanted to die and have told them, but they actually tried to help me die.) I decided to talk to her and help her understand what I am going thru and that she should care about people (I also gave her advice on how she can not be bullied) And she said, "This is why I hate you, this is hate toward me has gotten worse so just stop." And blocked me. Those 10 friends I had have been reduced to 1. And I've also got into cutting (I used to cut but now its worse) And also I don't go to therapy and I have one medicine that actually might make me have suicidal thoughts (Which I've always had) I still want to talk to this girl and get her to care about people. Oh, and remember I hate being alone, well now whenever I am alone I see my blade and pick it up.
boy: i lost my job. girl: oh, I sorry. boy: yeah, now i have time to prove to the world that i can do something nice. girl: oh, that's great! What you gonna do? boy: I gonna be a famouse singer! two days later... girl: so how you life going? boy: I was thrown out. No good voice. boy: Now I'm homeless. But at least I still got some of the food that they threw at me. He holds it out for her to see. girl: well, you could always stay at my place, if you know what I mean! boy: no, that's ok. I'm living with my mom. Boy smiles. girl: Ugh. Girl takes food out of his pocket and throws it at his face. Girl then walks away like diva.
I really really like this song whenever I m having a bad day and I listen to this song I don t know why but it helped me out a lot and i hope that everything is doing good for you and your family and your friends and your loved ones so thank you for the song i love it 💓❤🔥
My worst day was when my sister commited suicide when I was 4 when I asked can I go see Becky they lied and said she had been murdered but when I found out she commited suicide in year5 one and a half years ago I felt like killing them because they lied Becky was my half sister but the person who I was closest to in my family I really wish she was still alive because if she was right now it wouldn't of been the worst day of my life and also when I found out my neighbour commited suicide that was another worst day he had one child with the lady next door and then two stepchildren they where all happy until that day when he died the mom started to put bouncy castles outside in our parking lot so that they would feel a bit better and she blasts music as well. When I found out he killed himself I cried I couldn't take I know more people considering suicide my BFF who is a boy and had a lucid dream about killing himself and then myself obviously I'm getting sorted out so that I can have pherapy and build up my self esteem. When I was at primary they would talk about bullying and I would cry considering my sister killed herself because she was called overweight and bullied I was bullied when I was in year three which was when I considered suicide but didn't tell anyone unti year four and I still feel the same way but probably a bit worse everyone is saying that the secondary school I'm going to is gonna make things worse but I don't care I have already made a new friend his name is jack and one of my neighbours who lives one house away from me is also going smiths wood and some of my friends from primary are going but most of them are going grace. The last worst days are when my BFF from when she moved to this school in year 3 and became my friend but in y6 she started to pretend being my friend and treating me like a piece of shit that went on for a few days people carried on coming to me to try and help me and see if I was ok but I ignored them because I know that they where on her side because she was sending them to comfort me she later told me although I should of accepted that comforting but I didn't. One of the days I called her a prick and told her to fuck of and that was when my depression was at its lowest point the only two people I could trust where boys names are Blake Delany and Kyle Evans and a few others but they where the ones supporting me the most with my other BFF Summer Syska I could also trust Louise Roberts, Charlie Scanlon and Kian Rogan My Ex at the time. The reason that me and the person who hopefully reads this and realises that was me weren't friends was because there was rumour going down that Kian called her a Slut and a Rat so obviously when I talk to him or go out with him she thinks I am taking his side when me an her weren't friends it wasn't easy to stay happy or say something in lessons I kept my head down low wishing it would all be over wishing something or someone would end my life but then one of the days spoke to her but the day after she started to pretend being my friend again and that was when I literally fell part I could have thrown my phone up the wall and smashed it I was that mad at her I literally sloped down to the floor and started crying that was then my face turned black at school I would keep my head down signing that I was depressed but no one I could trust came I would sit in the classroom and be ignored walk around the field be ignored and then they day we became friends it was the best although this happened once more after I was relived we where friends again but when someone started to go out with some one I got jealous (not Lillie and Ryan btw)at the disco they got loads of attention whereas when I was going out with him we got none when I first went out with him two of my friends stop being my friend then one of them sent her sister to punch me in the stomach I was mortified I couldn't believe she did that at least I had him to comfort me one of the times I broke up with him and my friends left me I felt guilty he is a kind fella although I regret all the times I broke up with him no offense if you Alexis read this but if all them rumours hadn't of gone round none of this pretend friends would have went on I know Kian said whats the point of having a gf at this age when you where going out with him and I'm sorry I dated your EX so many times was rude to you so many times and even said that I would kill myself for me and you to be friends again on the last friendship brake up but it proves how much I cared for you and still do care for you so please never ever forget me even if we are not friends when we are older never forget me cuz ill never forget you I did love kian with all my heart but when you stopped being my friend it hit me and I thought why am I going out with Alexis' Ex I'm a terrible friend some one kill me that's why I broke up with him so many times. Kian loved me as well the last time I broke up with him was when I blocked him on WhatsApp what he said made me bawl he said that he loved me that brought my self esteem down to the level that it is now and why I feel suicidal I hope Kian and Alexis Brown are going to read this comment so they know how much I care about them and Kian learns the truth why I broke up with him you to Alexis but please don't take it in the wrong way And that is why I wish my life would come to an end one day. I know that I'm not the only 11 year old feeling this way but I just wanted to share my story with u all.# Love you Alexis (Not in the Lesbian way) (Or is it?????) And that was my depression story.
Im so sorry girl my dads cousin committed suicide to so he knows how it feels. PS stay strong you can do so much in life don't let anything get in your way.
LemonExpert209 I been bullied since 11, it got better when I move school at 13. Went to college at 18 and memories come back to me. I suffered badly. I only spoke about it last September (when I was 19 and started different course) I'm still suffering now. I remember when I was 11, I hate myself and wanted to kill myself. So I self harm. I still do now but i got help (med and counselling). There was one time where I self harm in college Coz none of my friends was there, they told the teachers. I was like 😑😒. That scars stay there for weeks Coz it was that bad. It all heal but I can still see it. :/. Someone keep saying to me just forgot about it. She don't know what it like to be me. I got anxiety and depression.
Thank u guys for 13M🖤
Be sure to check out the original one here: th-cam.com/video/d1rDyZg3o_U/w-d-xo.html
you are soooooooo welcome
i am pretty sure i at least put 100,000 views on this myself
Welcome
14M*
You deserve it
Now 14 mil and you deserve it all 🖤🤍
Me: this is the worst day, it could never be worse
Life: *observe*
66th like. :>
Same tho
I would like to give you like
But i will *destroy* the sequence
Yup
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Me: its gonna be a good day:)
Life: nOt oN mY wAtCh
Im trying not to laugh but this is like, relatable
Lolz
what a mood tbh
Me: Bring it life, I've had worse
Life: Crap
There is nowhere to go but up after the worst day.
help me that is so me today 😢
Me: I'm gonna have a great day!
Depression: im about to ruin this man's career.
Me: We’re gonna have a good day today right?
Depression: Sure whatever.
Me: * giving depression a hug* Thank you.
MY LIFE IN A NUTSHELL!!! Anyone else?
Memes: *Let Us Introduce Ourselves*
Depression is only another hurtle that you have to jump over. It may be a small one for some people but for others it can be big. I have let depression take over my life and broke me down so much but I have to learn to overcome my depression and leap over it. It might not be today or next week or even a year but I know that it takes time to overcome something that can hurt you the most. Just keep your chin up and have a smile on your face. Don't let anyone make the hurtle even higher. You're the only one who can make the jump. No one can do the jump for you. They can be there for support but they can't just jump it for you
I feel you!! Who else!?
some kid I can’t like, it’s on 420
Everyone: *Depressing comments*
Me: The Cat. Look at the cat.
tHe catS cRyiNg
@@georgewilliams1097 I think the person is crying, and the tears fall down to the cat
*Me vibing to the song staring at the cat.*
right?! i love cats...
YES, YES THE CAT IS BEAUTIFUL
Idk if you understood that yet but ye I ABSOLUTELY LOVE CATS UwU
Cat lady
✖ In 2014 Alec was signed to Columbia Records and then in 2016 he was dropped from the label before he was able to release his first album. It was one of the hardest days of his life!
UnReality That must be hard he work so hard I wonder if that's why he wrote this song!😖😭
UnReality i can feel your pain
Whhaaaattttttt I wanntt hiimm tool trravveell annddddd havve a connceeerrtt heerreee iiinnnn auusttraallliiaaaaaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
UnReality 2014xxxx2018,,
2019,,,,2020,,,^,,,,,,,8///9//10////1////2///3zirix∆
UnReality zirix. A
2018. 12. 13. 14
30. 1_3_4_5_6_7_8_9//10
The cat is sharing his tears.
fun fact:
humans are the only animals that cry(i think?)
UwU
@@kristiani.1123 humans are animals?
Gene haunted yes they are
@@kristiani.1123 No dumbass
Kitty just standing there like:why you raining on me human
gachaverse kaylee The original comment is below this.
*EXPOSED*
Right
hooman*
Yeah
poor kitteh,and poor hooman.
*School Starts*
Me: "This is the worst day of my life"
Lil Goten 💔
lol
Lindon Knight what reason is that?
@Lindon Knight what's that reason.
And i don't know how you survived
Nightcore-Worst Day Of My Life
*Recommended for you*
Slayre
So i am not the only one
It said the same thing for me too
Yep
That's sad bro, it really had me going like *"ahh that's so nice"* until I was told to read it backwards. 😢😢😭
Even yt knows how broke I am
Feel free to comment your worst day! I'll read all of it, tho ^^
my worst day was when my granddad died than I found out my guitar teacher committed suicide earlier that week .but that isn't what made it bad it was that I felt nothing. so I spent that night contemplating life
UnReality M83∆
Gay Girl hope you feel better 👍
Everyday in my life is the worst
Nir Koren Same
Visited this song after one year - a year back I was in a mess, personally, academically, professionally but I overcome it! Keep patience, be open to opportunities and be ready to work hard! This is to who ever reading this - "the tough time will pass and you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. "
All the best -BE STRONG
I really needed this thank You. I am still not Ready to work hard but I guess it's better than not even trying.
Thx you 🥹
Me: *Looking for Nightcore songs*
Utube: Worst day of my life
Me: Like The Title..
Me to
not meant rude but its youtube
@@zernyx7786 and-?
@@ptatcustarduwu8330 fair enough
@@ptatcustarduwu8330 it's fine i kinda saw it coming
Me: **reads title**
Also me: "Oh, so every day?"
True
mood ;w;
:3 reality
Sucks like a mosquito
Telaterbul
XDDDD
Why Must all of Alec Benjamins' songs Fit so Good To a Nightcore???
Job Well done!!! You have my Like!
ƝIGHƬCΘΓΣ LIFΣ is your profile picture from the webtoon ‘I’m the grim reaper’? I love that webtoon!!!!! ❤️❤️
Vis versa*
"I'm fine"
Has a deeper meaning than how it sounds
Am I the only one who lays down on bed and listen’s to this amazing song?🤧❤
@@snowflakesv4 you're not alone 😌✨
A wise man once said 'fine' stands for: Fucked up, insecure, needy and emotional.
It means F-ed up, Insecure, Nervous and Emotionally repressed in my life.
yeah I understand my English teacher now
That cat makes me happy as *heck*
So does the song
GOD DAMNIT YOUR PHOTO IS A BOXER, IT LURED ME TO THE LIKE REEE. **I am a proud owner of a boxer :3**
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💬
u a sadist that sad songs make ya happy?
How ???
It made me feel worse, it shows how unconditionally animals love you, they listen and cuddle with you even though they have no sweet clue as to what is going on...
I’m sorry I’m not skinny
I’m sorry for not being nice
I’m sorry for not doing my best
I’m sorry for being your friend
I’m sorry for being there
I’m sorry for not helping you
I’m sorry if I wasn’t suppose to be there
I’m sorry for being demanding
I’m sorry if I’m being mean
I’m sorry for using you
I’m sorry for being depressed
I’m sorry for cutting
I’m sorry for being broken
I’m sorry for being a fake friend
I’m sorry for everything I did to you..
😭😭😭😭
Which song is this ?
😂😂😂😂😂🤣
Im so sry for making u say sry
ItsPatches Q Thats not true honey)))))
Kitty just be there like: Why u rainin’ on me human????
NekoArts my cats come to me if I'm sad. 😊 They make me happy.
NekoArts 😂😂😂😂😂
NekoArts 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
NekoArts Fucking died 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
yeh teh cats like "what...the...fuck human?"
Me: *Trying to be optimistic for once in my life*
Covid-19: "NoT oN mY wATcH"
Me: *Stuck in my house*
Teacher :What's your favorite song
Me: worst day on my life
Teacher: I say a wrong think?
Me :no
...this song speaks to me...
same
Heh me to..
Me to.......
same
Me: I am feeling happy right now!
Life: Lol, one sec.
torta epres xD
**life gets spiked bat** K I'm back let's do this
Wow that dark
Noriaki? Missed you,dude.
@@tanish4634 lol
The cat is taking his tears away
And singing
Tears tears go away
Aw cute
"It's the worst day of my life"
Every day gets worse ...
Yup same
CM SN it’s called life but eventually it can’t get any worse
Same
CM SN ur right
I guess this is the worst day of my life even though "its the best day to enjoy what I have in my life."
Song: this is the worst day of my life
Me: this is the worst life of my life
Me:Its every day
@@melting_teas283 it's everyday bro
Me: This is the worst day of my life..
Life, Depression and Anxiety: *Hold up. We got more for you*
Edit: and hold up. I got love for u ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
😭😭😭😭
Yup, just my life in a nutshell huh 😔
yeah bro...:(
Hey Atsugi kin where if ur profile pic from??
Atsuku kun*
Me: I feel so empty
School: you will be fine it is just for attention
Me: I self harm
School: just for attention
Me: I kill myself
School: we knew nothing about this they should of come to talk to us we could of helped
Someone who asked for help: *commits rope neck*
School:👀 *cough cough*
Exactly.... Thats how everonein my lifehas been like since i was 9 years old... Its how life is i guess
It's so true. School they never really do anything to help if anything they make the situation worse.
@@majormundo22 ikr thats y i stoped talking to anyone about it. They think im no longer depressed cuz i dont cry in front of them anymore but i cry everynight in my bed and listen to my depression nightcore songs
Me : *are you fuccing Kellen Heller?*
all these sad comments and i'm just over here listening to the song.
seems legit
polecat324?
i managed to like this before i got knocked out from lack of sleep
Well that's the same here achivus and am just here reading comments and listening to the music cuz I like nightcore lmao and lots of sad stuff .-.
Lol same
Lol
While watching this, my iPad went from 26% to 27%........
I’m in the car......
With NO charger...........
Sadness fuels my life y’all!!!
Wow... *Magic*
ItsKana lol
That’s cool
Maybe your airplane mode is on
Tiny_squirrel Gaming airplane cuts off service, so that can’t be what happened.
You always wish to die, but in reality you just wanted to be saved
So true
Its when you realize you wont be saved thats when you want to die...
It’s worse when you’re afraid asf to be saved
Am I the only one who lays down on bed and listen’s to this amazing song?🤧❤
The worst day of my life: EvErYdAy
My depression: YoUrE wElCoMe
edit: sorry that i was like a cringey middle schooler😭 my mental health sucked and then i was happy for a while. it gets better. i hope it does this time :)
CrappyGachaContent
Why is this so true?
good day will come for all people don't worry
Me too
I have a mask
The mask that covers my tears
When I cry
I try to smile
So I don’t drag everyone down
But then when I see reality
Everyone stares
Everyone laughs
I pretend I don’t see it
So I just look away
But you can’t stop reality
So reality will stop me
-Gacha Mas
Beautiful.
Same ur not alone
I cry when I'm alone
I fake smile in front of people
I have depression
Eating toast is a 20 mile run uphill
Drinking water drowns me
I'm broken
I hide from happiness
And happiness doesn't find me
-Charlotte
:'( ....that's deep man...
Am I the only one who lays down on bed and listen’s to this amazing song?🤧❤
"If today is the worst day of your life, then that means that tomorrow is automatically better ...."
-quote from future diary-
thats sweet
I wish things were that simple nice thought though
well not really cuz its the worst day of ur life SO FAR....
Lexi And the squad then wouldn’t you have to say so far?
How do you put those lines across the words?
if you relate to this song...
Don`t worry my whole life used to be the worst days :)
your not the only one
you`ll have a best day someday :)
No one is Perfect ok?
So dont expect that i can do anything.
O shit sorry, you are one of a kind.
Oooooooooooooooooooo anxiety is my worst enemy!!!!!~~~~~~~
Sorry but I am a funny person and I can't take anyone or anything serious...I do like your comment tho!
I deal with my bipolar with humour...
Ok
?
More people need to hear him. I've heard Alec Benjamin a few times and his songs are so...Interesting? Yeah, in a good way. I always get attached to them. The day more people appreciate him will be the best day.
The worst day of my life....get ready to cry....
*finding out summer ended and I didnt even know and went to school half alive*
Hannah is a human
**Cries**
I hate summer lol
Same..
@@alexsandratamminen4148 HOW?! IT'S THE ONLY FREE TIME OUT OF THAT HELL HOLE YOU CALL "School" RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@alexsandratamminen4148 me 2. Sort of
I like that the cat is like:
"Don't cry a least there is one little Friend that is always there when you cover your face bit I still see you crying"
i like cats can you get me one
im in indonesia
The worst day of my life... the day my best friend - which i knew since we were like five or six years old - died after a long illness at the age of 16. I was not even able to say goodbye... and i still regret this every day (it happened 2015). I really hope it gets better as time goes by but i am also afraid of forgetting about her until she's nothing more than a name and a picutre on my desk. I know that i gotta move on and people always tell me to, but i really miss her.
my cousin committed suicide 2 months ago.. me and him were best friends.. he was 16.. im 12.. im depressed.. and it will never change..
Tora Kurono: I know how it feels I Lost my dad at the age of 10 I'm now 15 years old and I can't say I am totally over it but it does not hurt me to see a picture of him anymore.
The pic is so awesome....and.... song suits many ... people
Ikr
The song suits only losers
@@krissdull8949 so that's why you're here???
Heh...the worst day of my life is everyday...
Edit: O yay, a like, tanks!
Same. I just want all this pain gone
same
Same..
MattyMat Same. It reminds me that I’m still alive
Same here
Blast from the past on a song that carried me through tough times
this song says a lot about my life... pretty depressing if you understand it... or well... if you lived a life exactly like mine...
It sounds like depression
Yep I have depression too
My worst day of my life was when I found out anime is not real.
But it got better when I found anime waifus are real.
true about worst day is when you find out animes ain't real
@@azujin3291 I still feel pain from that day
;(
saddest story
Birds aren't real
@@ssketchy4805 I.Hate.You
lyrics
[Verse 1]
Well my manager rang he said I hate to break the news
But the label called today they said they have to cut you loose
I felt broken like a vase that'd fallen from the roof
Tears rolling down my face lord what am I to do
[Chorus]
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal
So I said
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst it's the worst day
Of my life
[Verse 2]
Well I gave up my degree and I moved away from home
I was following my dream now there's nowhere I can go
So I called up my mom and I was bawling on the phone
I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown
[Chorus]
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal
So I said
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst it's the worst day
Of my life
[Verse 3]
So I thought to myself that now is time to choose
I can pick myself up or I can give in to the blues
So I swore in my heart that I was never gonna lose
I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove
[Chorus]
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal
So I said
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst it's the worst day
hiiiii
u do realize the lyrics are already in the video right? 😐
this was the first song i'd ever heard of Alec Benjamin, and it's safe to say that he and his music changed my life. :)
If this is your worst day I will help you out but this is my worst day but you saved me by uploading a Nightcore it's amazing also the pictures are perfect for the Nightcore!!😘
hi
Bingbong Beatbox Hi
hey
Blue Sea do you know that feel, where you think you will fail everything you try, because of a lack of trust in yourself, or you are not good enough to succeed your dreamed job
For me it is more if I have no trust in success at all I've failed so many times that I feel like that's all I know how to do
The Dude: Cri
The Cat: WTF DOOD?! Y U DO DIS HOOMAN?
Your spellings are too bad....
himali patel *spelling
That is on permission..
“This is the worst day of my life”
This reminds me of when my boyfriend broke up with me to be together with my best friend. Thanks. I’ll dedicate this to them.
oh hun, you poor child
That's not a best friend..no best friend takes their friends boyfriend. Sorry you had to go through that..
When you want to eat a cereal but there is no milk
imlactose intolerent so theres never the right milk and i wanna have cereall
If that’s not pain idk what is 🤣
IKR
Thank you for making me smile 😊
😂
My favorite part about this picture is the cat
This song is my everyday... So is the picture... Crying with my only friend my cat
STAY STRONG PLS
My cat died yesterday,its so sad :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
same
ill be ur friend
Some One .. Some people dont even have the cat 😥
Me:This is the best day ever!
Reality:Thats cute
@Adyayeez Mamma Seeing how I posted this a year ago and how I have changed.
I agree
I used to sit and cry to this for hours whene in was a kid and I never thought I'd make it out. Years later and now I'm happier than ever. It doesn't feel like it'll get better and its so repetitive but keep a open enough mind and things can only go up. Believe in yourself ♡
i can relate to this song SO much..... :(
too much...
Everytime I hear this song it makes me remember all the sad/death scenes in animes.
The saddest anime is violet evergarden it made me cry so much xD
Same!😭
Same xD
For all those that are in a world of darkness, and constantly feeling numb, and hiding you'r pain so bad that it feels like you'r drowning in an ocean, please, keep fighting, there sre so many ppl who need you, its not time for you to go to heaven yet... so keep trying!
-Kitty~chan.
Thanks you Angel Clausen.....
1. the world is a complete pool of darkness
2. im not really numb just constantly shaking and cold
3. hiding my pain is one of the only things i can do right
4. im fighting still somehow
5. nobody needs me
6. There is no way im going to heaven
and
7. sorry for being that one person to reply to your comment
@Angel Clausen
It’s ok heaven isn’t real
Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can
I hope ur doing well too. U made my day.
You made me cry, such beautiful words. I can relate to this song by so much, but I know I need to make peace with my past even if it's hard.
Girl: Do u even want to be with me forever?
Boy: No
Girl: Do u even like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would u cry if i walked away?
Boy: No
She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes
The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: Your not pretty...your beautiful
Boy: I dont want to be with u forever...I need to be with u forever
Boy: I dont like u...I love u
Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away.
Boy Whispers: Plz stay with me
Girl: I will...
😴😳
xD
This shit is cute omg
spam comment i've seen this too many times
This is over used
No one died. I'm here cuz I like Alec Benjamin.
Mee to0
gurl!
Wait you r in love with him or you like his songs?
the worst day of my life would probably be the day my best friend started treating me like shit. apparently she's never liked me and had just been pretending so she could spread rumours behind my back.
Clearwater Covers wow sorry to hear that that's only been said to me by my anxiety thoughts
EverythingAbout BettaFish it's definitely been difficult
Oh my god... the same exact thing happened to me except she was being mean to my real best friend and forcing her to let her use my real friends items and bullying her behind my back.
Clearwater Covers stay strong you have people by your side even when you think you don't :)
My best friend is currently dating my ex and I really liked him I mean we dated for 6 months and then he just broke up with me
Me: Well that sucked tomorrow should be better though
Life: Hold my drink
I listen to this everyday
So my everyday is the worst day of my life ?
🤔
Not at all.....
to try to help ur depression too?
That means your days are just getting worse and worse...
Which is kinda poetic but also really sad
No, E̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶u̶t̶e̶ ̶ my friend
Scratch that E̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶s̶e̶c̶o̶n̶d̶
Same
Somebody i loved died two days ago... 😭
Eva Marija Novak I’m so sorry for you I hope you get better and your Family
Iz Rules I'll pray for you I hope everything is okay soon and I'm Soo sorry to hear that I know how it feels I miss my big bro he was only 12 Years old.!!😭😭😭
Blue Sea thank you for the prayers but you should also pray for Eva Marija Novak cause she really needs it and I’m so sorry for your brother I’ll pray for you and her
Blue Sea I’ll pray for you to know that he is still here and that he is watching over you
Iz Rules Woops that pray was meant for her but accidentally was your name but I'll Pray for anyone who needs it.
Well my manager Rang,he said ,"I hate to break the news...But the label called today,they said they have to cut you loose."
I felt broken like a face that'd fallen from the roof. Tears rolling down my face , Lord what am I to do?
I felt pain in my life so far..
A fractured wrist and a broken heart. But this is sure to leave a nasty scar... One that might not heal. So I said,
"This is the worst day of my life.
It's the worst,it's the worst day of my life." And I don't know how I'll survive. It's the worst ,it's the worst day of my life. I'll admit it's a struggle.. finding light in he tunnel.
This is the worst day of my life.
It's the worst , it's the worst dayy..
Of my life..
Well,I gave up my degree and I moved away from home. I was following my dream and there's nowhere I can go. So I called up my mom and I was bawling on the phone. I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown.
I felt pain in my life so far..
A fractured wrist and a broken heart. But this is sure to leave a nasty scar.. one that might not heal..So I said,
"This is the worst day of my life. It's the worst,it's the worst day of my life." I'll admit it's a struggle .
Finding light in the tunnel.
This is the worst day for my life. It's the worst , it's the worst dayy..
Of my life...
So I thought to myself that now is the time to choose. I can pick myself up or I can give it to the blues. So I swore to my heart that I was never gonna lose. I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove.
I felt pain in my life so far.
A fractured wrist and a broken heart. But this is sure to leave a nasty scar ... one that might not heal. So I said,
"This is the worst day of my life. It's the worst , it's the worst day of my life." And I don't know how I'll survive . It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life. I'll admit it's a struggle .. finding light in the tunnel. This is the worst day of my life. It's The Worst, It's The Worst dayy...
Of my life .
-Alec Benjamin
Me:yeah that was a good day!!
Life/depression/anxiety /school: are you sure about that?
⚠ Warning: Sad things! ⚠
Just because you feel alone doesn't mean you have to go with it alone please talk to your family or friends or even that special someone, u don't deserve to be alone in the dark you deserve so much better than most people know, and also crying is a natural thing. It can even be the closest thing to happiness so if u need to cry then cry if u need to talk then talk if u need some time then get some time just know there are people who care about u and I do too. So don't be depressed and feel alone and if u don't have anyone then come talk to me I will listen and give some advice if I can trust me I've been through a lot of bad things in my life so I think I can try to help I mean that's all I wanted to do with my life
P.S. dont let anything or anyone get to you I bet u are handsome/Beautiful smart and brave and strong so please just stay strong for me and everyone else
And yes I agree even talking will probably make it worse so if u need time then get some time alone in ur favourite place, medication doesn't work neither hurting yourself u r smart beautiful/handsome and awesome just Dab on them haters I just don't like seeing people getting hurt or suicide I just want you to be happy and u to be happy about yourself u can talk to me and I will try helping and If I can't help then I will listen, everyone needs someone they need to talk to no one deserves to be alone especially you. Everyone needs u just like u need everyone else so plz think twice before u try killing yourself because everyone needs u, I need u.
Thank you for that. Thank you alot.
:) but i cant talk to friends or family i dont trust my family they abuse me my only friend takes it as a joke and i have no special someone .........and im ugly
anime_wolf girl then you can talk to us. Family is what you make them to be. So you can have family here or elsewhere The internet is very accepting and understanding place if you look in the right area. So if family is hurting you then they have no right to call themselves your family. Family are those who are kind and understanding they take care of you when you need it and look after you. Also no one ugly, no one. I don't care what other people think you are not ugly. You matter I understand that believing those thing can be difficult but even if you're having trouble believing that it's still true. If you need to talk you can feel free to talk to me.
don't lie to me
It was the worst day of my life when I found out that my close friend Thomas had hung himself i didn't believe it til I got to school then I had a mental breakdown I would do anything to have him back I thought that my parents breaking up was the worst thing ever til this happened I miss him alot he died November 5th of last year and I want him back love you Thomas Lee Arbogast
im so sorry
Annabanana Kop I'm so sorry for you're lost. :(
I'm not going to say "sorry", because I'm not responsible for his death. But I am sympathetic. Death is the ultimate irreversible. No amount of wishing or prayer will get Thomas back. It might sound harsh, but it's best to move on. Keep him in fond memories, not in an ocean of tears.
Who is watching this summer 2019 ?
*its not even summer for me yet ;-;*
Meee
Me!
Me
Me
2019!!
i swear Ill come back to all the bad days . Thank you Alec for giving us closure when we need it badly
The worst day of my life is when i showed my report card to my parents.. (I should've been really happy cause the first time in my life i got all A's) but they didnt even acknowledge it they just gave a little smile and kept with their day, And it made my heart break because I tried so hard to fit their expectations and now that I got one of the things they keep holding above my head. They didn't give me some reassurance that I did well. All they said the next day was ,"You better work hard this quarter and get all A's again." And I might sound spoiled for saying this but for the first time in my LIFE getting all A's i expected something more instead of a look of approval but i guess ill just shut myself in further like always
Otaku -Chan Right? Like, if you want me to get A’s then at least acknowledge it. Ugh, I really hate it when they do that.
Cookie the good Dark Angel Mef'wa I wish I had a sibling to be proud of me tbh that sounds amazing
It's like that sometimes.
My parents never aknowledge me
Otaku -Chan I'm proud of you
sang this on my birthday, really was the worst day of my life.
Worts day of my life
Me everyday: it’s going to be a good day
But how I feel: IM JUST GONNA DIE IN THE END SO WHY TRY.
And yes I have depression...
true
@@murasame8939
Me: Things will get better tomorrow
My mind: But we are all just gonna die, nothing matters. You're worthless, your life is worthless. Why wake up tomorrow..?
Me: cries
Don't worry it will get better just stay strong and don't let nothing get in your way
Galtz Lyfe Same
@@tionyloves8532 yeah that's how I feel everyday😔
OMG YOU UPLOADED THIS WUT ILY
i was listening to it past 2 years.
Nice, but sooo deep❤❤
Worst day of my life was when I figured out people were heartless...
Gamingnerd19 Emonerd not everyone
It took you this long to notice
I noticed this when I hang out with my friends and they just ditch me
@Celina Weinzettel fighting! 💜💜💜💜
Hmm, interesting, I already knew that, but still.
Well... You just made my day the best day🌹
Everyone: *sAd sTuFf*
Me: THE KITTY IS CRYING
My worst day in my life? the day that I born ;c
Yumi Nightcore i can relate so much ='[
Yumi Nightcore fuking yes meee
*mood*
M e t o o
Me too
I'm dead inside nobody knows my pain
Yea but nobody knows how much I'm dead inside
I know the pain
I do it's hard going through this fight you know that you won't win even if you tried
Depression? Pain? Suicide thoughts? Yeah, I've had all of that and I'm ten. I feel dead. I feel empty. I feel broken. I feel alone. I want to die.
@@shark4231, As being only a year older than you now, I feel you, I recall crying on the bathroom floor from age 7. I don't talk much so I used that as an excuse to go to a councillor, I don't claim to be depressed as I can't prove it, but I know that seems to be the cause, I still do selfharm I've now recently promised myself to stay happier, even under fake identity.
Alec Benjamin is honestly my favorite song artist these days- He has such relatable songs to the average depressed persons struggles in life, which a lot of songs by people don't have. When people try to make songs about depression, It often sounds faked to me. Alec's songs sound real to me.
just the voice of this song makes it so much better
My worst day was probably this day where I felt very depressed and very much dysphoria (I'm trans.) I also had a long panic attack, everything was too much and my parents didn't understand. My mind was full of dark thoughts and I felt very empty. At the evening I lost my head and cut myself.
Yeah, that was my worst day. But I'm glad that not every day ist like that
Tira Miau am sorry but am happy it's not happening everyday
Xx Sparkle xX Yeah... Thank you
Tira Miau your welcome! :D
Tira Miau I'm trans to and my parents don't understand that, that's who I am and they can't change me. Also, I started to cut and I still do sometimes so, I understand you
Darkness Msp Group Thank you. I wish you so much luck with your parents. Stay strong!
The worst day of my life as actually a few days ago. School year had ended. I had about 10 friends to talk to. Then, one day, one of them texted me (Note: THEY stopped talking to me and I have depression and I have an anxiety of being alone) Let's name him Kody (He hates that name :)) Kody told me that this girl I talked too hated me. I could see why but even though I said that ONE thing he said she wanted to die (Note: I have always wanted to die and have told them, but they actually tried to help me die.) I decided to talk to her and help her understand what I am going thru and that she should care about people (I also gave her advice on how she can not be bullied) And she said, "This is why I hate you, this is hate toward me has gotten worse so just stop." And blocked me. Those 10 friends I had have been reduced to 1. And I've also got into cutting (I used to cut but now its worse) And also I don't go to therapy and I have one medicine that actually might make me have suicidal thoughts (Which I've always had) I still want to talk to this girl and get her to care about people. Oh, and remember I hate being alone, well now whenever I am alone I see my blade and pick it up.
then you should NEVER pick up that blade again because you are not alone any more :)
same with the cutting
I have like the same story ( just i didnt have any friends )
Cloud Emo xxxvio
No offence but if u have really bad anxiety then u wouldn't even cut yourself
boy: i lost my job.
girl: oh, I sorry.
boy: yeah, now i have time to prove to the world that i can do something nice.
girl: oh, that's great! What you gonna do?
boy: I gonna be a famouse singer!
two days later...
girl: so how you life going?
boy: I was thrown out. No good voice.
boy: Now I'm homeless. But at least I still got some of the food that they threw at me.
He holds it out for her to see.
girl: well, you could always stay at my place, if you know what I mean!
boy: no, that's ok. I'm living with my mom.
Boy smiles.
girl: Ugh.
Girl takes food out of his pocket and throws it at his face. Girl then walks away like diva.
MV Nightcore And the meaning of this story was?
You can never please people oh and it's to put a smile on your face after hearing this sadddness
Potatoes are nice
oh look free food
That bitch girl
I really really like this song whenever I m having a bad day and I listen to this song I don t know why but it helped me out a lot and i hope that everything is doing good for you and your family and your friends and your loved ones so thank you for the song i love it 💓❤🔥
My worst day was when my sister commited suicide when I was 4 when I asked can I go see Becky they lied and said she had been murdered but when I found out she commited suicide in year5 one and a half years ago I felt like killing them because they lied Becky was my half sister but the person who I was closest to in my family I really wish she was still alive because if she was right now it wouldn't of been the worst day of my life and also when I found out my neighbour commited suicide that was another worst day he had one child with the lady next door and then two stepchildren they where all happy until that day when he died the mom started to put bouncy castles outside in our parking lot so that they would feel a bit better and she blasts music as well. When I found out he killed himself I cried I couldn't take I know more people considering suicide my BFF who is a boy and had a lucid dream about killing himself and then myself obviously I'm getting sorted out so that I can have pherapy and build up my self esteem. When I was at primary they would talk about bullying and I would cry considering my sister killed herself because she was called overweight and bullied I was bullied when I was in year three which was when I considered suicide but didn't tell anyone unti year four and I still feel the same way but probably a bit worse everyone is saying that the secondary school I'm going to is gonna make things worse but I don't care I have already made a new friend his name is jack and one of my neighbours who lives one house away from me is also going smiths wood and some of my friends from primary are going but most of them are going grace. The last worst days are when my BFF from when she moved to this school in year 3 and became my friend but in y6 she started to pretend being my friend and treating me like a piece of shit that went on for a few days people carried on coming to me to try and help me and see if I was ok but I ignored them because I know that they where on her side because she was sending them to comfort me she later told me although I should of accepted that comforting but I didn't. One of the days I called her a prick and told her to fuck of and that was when my depression was at its lowest point the only two people I could trust where boys names are Blake Delany and Kyle Evans and a few others but they where the ones supporting me the most with my other BFF Summer Syska I could also trust Louise Roberts, Charlie Scanlon and Kian Rogan My Ex at the time. The reason that me and the person who hopefully reads this and realises that was me weren't friends was because there was rumour going down that Kian called her a Slut and a Rat so obviously when I talk to him or go out with him she thinks I am taking his side when me an her weren't friends it wasn't easy to stay happy or say something in lessons I kept my head down low wishing it would all be over wishing something or someone would end my life but then one of the days spoke to her but the day after she started to pretend being my friend again and that was when I literally fell part I could have thrown my phone up the wall and smashed it I was that mad at her I literally sloped down to the floor and started crying that was then my face turned black at school I would keep my head down signing that I was depressed but no one I could trust came I would sit in the classroom and be ignored walk around the field be ignored and then they day we became friends it was the best although this happened once more after I was relived we where friends again but when someone started to go out with some one I got jealous (not Lillie and Ryan btw)at the disco they got loads of attention whereas when I was going out with him we got none when I first went out with him two of my friends stop being my friend then one of them sent her sister to punch me in the stomach I was mortified I couldn't believe she did that at least I had him to comfort me one of the times I broke up with him and my friends left me I felt guilty he is a kind fella although I regret all the times I broke up with him no offense if you Alexis read this but if all them rumours hadn't of gone round none of this pretend friends would have went on I know Kian said whats the point of having a gf at this age when you where going out with him and I'm sorry I dated your EX so many times was rude to you so many times and even said that I would kill myself for me and you to be friends again on the last friendship brake up but it proves how much I cared for you and still do care for you so please never ever forget me even if we are not friends when we are older never forget me cuz ill never forget you I did love kian with all my heart but when you stopped being my friend it hit me and I thought why am I going out with Alexis' Ex I'm a terrible friend some one kill me that's why I broke up with him so many times. Kian loved me as well the last time I broke up with him was when I blocked him on WhatsApp what he said made me bawl he said that he loved me that brought my self esteem down to the level that it is now and why I feel suicidal I hope Kian and Alexis Brown are going to read this comment so they know how much I care about them and Kian learns the truth why I broke up with him you to Alexis but please don't take it in the wrong way
And that is why I wish my life would come to an end one day. I know that I'm not the only 11 year old feeling this way but I just wanted to share my story with u all.#
Love you Alexis (Not in the Lesbian way) (Or is it?????)
And that was my depression story.
I give you some respect for pushing forwards with your life. I can promise things will get better.
You're not the only one that's 11/close to 11 that feels like that...I'm 10 and I want to FLIPPING DIE!!!
Im so sorry girl my dads cousin committed suicide to so he knows how it feels.
PS stay strong you can do so much in life don't let anything get in your way.
Relynxista omggggg get better
I hope you are okay and I know it hard xxx she will be so proud of you xxx
U did it in a day. Realy good. And thanks 💙💙
When you confess to your crush but she “seen” your message.
0:25 :
Relatable 😭
Friends: You deserve to be happy
Life: *throws more bad shit my way*
Me: Hold up, what was that?
I know right.....
*-depression-*
Mm depression can do a lot of things a lot of them are bad
Yes.....sadly
love the song. good job UnReality
This is the worst day of my life
Two years ago at this date my dog died
my cat too
adam belatiq i feel you
Im so sorry loosing a best fur friend is always hard.
I know how you feel
when i was two my grandpa died
I used to listen to this on repeat... time to do it again I love this song
So catchy but sadly true...but dont ever lose hope, look up, smile bright and look towards the future because its just as bright as the sun!
LemonExpert209 sweetest thing that I heard all day 😄
LemonExpert209 You have just made my night😁😁😁🖤
LemonExpert209
My life is not a tunnel instead it's a dark void.
I'm being honest this song is highly fictional the guy who sang it is a millionaire
LemonExpert209 I been bullied since 11, it got better when I move school at 13. Went to college at 18 and memories come back to me. I suffered badly. I only spoke about it last September (when I was 19 and started different course) I'm still suffering now. I remember when I was 11, I hate myself and wanted to kill myself. So I self harm. I still do now but i got help (med and counselling). There was one time where I self harm in college Coz none of my friends was there, they told the teachers. I was like 😑😒. That scars stay there for weeks Coz it was that bad. It all heal but I can still see it. :/. Someone keep saying to me just forgot about it. She don't know what it like to be me. I got anxiety and depression.
As long as I'm alive is always my worst day
Emo
Keny Kharbudon same
Don't give up❤
The picture is so...nice and cute but...it tells somethings. So relatable to this song
me: this day cant get any worse
life: *thanos snaps*