I’ve probably seen every documentary or story on addiction that exists on the internet and several times a month I find myself coming back to this video since it’s been uploaded. The way this man describes his story and struggles and articulates the disease of addiction is so spot on and compelling that it truly gives me hope that sobriety is possible. Thank you so much for sharing and I hope that this video is never taken down.
i relate to him so much. i went 44k into debt by 22 years old from buying drugs. i genuinely did not think i would still be here to pay it back. im so glad i am.
Thank you for your honesty! My entire immediate family is addicted, I lost my brother to a overdose and my son has been in a 5 year battle with opioid. Your story and so many others on here give me hope.
What an inspirational story, what you call problem can be a piece of cake when you listen to other people's story. I respect you for sharing and using this to encourage others.
Their is nothing worse than living with the guilt of hurting others. It's a heavy weight to carry. One just need to forgive himself and move on. When I listen to addiction stories like this, my eyes well up..What an experience
Adam Odonnell so proud of you on being so honest and open and helping others! You mention a lot of “demons” and “battles” and want to tell you you’re right. Sorry you had shitty people around you that caused so much torment in your life. But it’s also a good thing because you wouldn’t be who you are without it. And it allows you to help others who are stuck, and see no way out. I want to encourage you because I see a huge purpose on your life! I want to encourage you to seek out Jesus! Although it might sound silly or cliche but it’s true. We are in a spiritual battle and we do not battle flesh and blood but in the spiritual world. Satan and his minions are real but so is God and Jesus. And Jesus is stronger and undefeated. Please watch video on other people’s testimonies on how Jesus saved them. I watched for a while and he saved me too. He wants to save you too and loves you more than you know. And he’s the only one that can truly make up for the loss’ caused by the enemy. You deserve to get it restored and more! He is waiting for you to call unto him and accept him in your life...and it will be better than you ever thought! Blessings brother!
Truly , self awareness and identity is a necessary attainment for every individual that will develop into healthy and socially responsible persons. I salute you for your courage and résilience.
Adam, Thank You for sharing.... you have a beautiful soul and spoke with true integrity. I’m very fortunate to have met you... Love you my amazing “True Friend” LBR!
Hey detox to rehab, love you channel! Thank you for sharing these stories and providing hope to people in and seeking recovery! I would love to work with you on a video some day!
What we call a masterpiece, he has faced something worth to regard as a problem, my heart wishes for you the best in every moment of your life, don't look back cox God is with you.
Inspiring story...you had every excuse to keep using, you choose healing and peace. Seems like a simple choice, can't believe how hard it is... I have to remember the outcome next time I feel like giving up.
This hits home. Some people I love have gone through similar family problems and I am trying to support them as best I can....with my limited knowledge of course.
Thank you for sharing your story Adam. You have come so far and are the true meaning of strength. Keeping you in my thoughts and sending positive vibes to remain sober, strong and intelligent. Keep working towards good and good will come to you. All the best.
Wow! what a story, things do happen. It is our ability to get out of it that matters. I don't know where you got the strength from but it is quite courageous of you.
I absolutely love his questioning of the “you’re not unique” message. Our uniqueness is very important and special. I guess the positive message is, “You’re not unique in how drugs effect you. You are not the rare addict who will be able to use successfully.” I guess that’s what I get from it, but I 100% agree it can be overdone. Very profound introspection about becoming the monster we are afraid of, and being haunted by our mistakes. I hope for success in recovery for this wise young man. I hope for success in recovery for me, as well. I’m still fairly new to it (again). Sometimes I question whether it can we ever end, But none of us should ever stop trying because we’re worth it, and we are unique and irreplaceable. And I just want him to know that I’ve been through horrific abuse also. It’s incredible to be able to survive AND have that empathic perspective that if you had it that bad, someone else had it worse. The world needs you, man, and you deserve to be a big part of it. Edit: I also have Bipolar and Dissociative Disorder (and PTSD). I think we really have had the same kind of life! (But never exactly).
Each of us have our own problem. I am happy that he is able to come out of his share and he was able to pull through. Keep it up and may the force be with you.
"The things that I went through as a child were very demonic very dark". As I got older I couldn't understand why the need to use drugs and my self destructive behaviour. But then as time went on I realized that I was ashamed of the things I've done in the past but honestly I learned to love myself and to let those things go because there's nothing I can do about them anymore only what's happening today and things to come. And with that I started to release myself from the chains I had put on myself. It starts by wanting to be a better person because if you're comfortable with who you are that's who you stay as but I wasnt. Then you have to really want it and make a yes or no decision. It pays off I like the way I live now I am able to hold relationships. It was dark but I am out and ready to live life. Good luck buddy you seem to know what the problem was. Sometimes the hardest thing to fight is yourself.
Adam was dieing within due to the evil action of the father. The mother that ought to have stood in gap also was no where to be found. This is a great lesson for both young and old alike.
Its fantastic you spoke out, but life goes on dear, you need to move on too. What happened has happened. You can't kill yourself over it, everyone has flaws.
Family is very important for the future of every children. That's way we should always keep happiness in our family. But sometimes we can't avoid things that happen just like adam's story. Lucky that he can recover.
It’s so hard to relive the past . I was not sexually abused , but physically and verbally abused by my mother . It’s so very hard for me to talk about and when I talk to a therapist. , I quit when things gets sensitive. The therapist said I dissociate. Maybe that’s the way I cope . She’s tried to make up for the past but how do u do that ? Plus some of her old behaviors are still there and they trigger me , to the point I want to lay hands on her
Interesting story and I really hope you learn to move on from it totally even though it might not happen all of a sudden. I hope others can learn from your story as well
Is it true that when a person Starts using weed that would lead them to other drugs because I seen almost all the videos and all of them always say they started with weed ? Because weed is considered a drug
False. I have friends that have tried weed and did that but nothing else ever. Didnt even drink much. If ya take a dude like me, weed wasnt what made me end up where I am, it was alcohol. Alcohol for many years got progressively worse and led me to do other things that I never would have started doing had I not been drunk as hell with lowered inhibitions to go against or say no to doing "harder drugs" or other risky stuff.
That suppose to be safe haven that drugs provide does not last!!! However at times people fell to drugs due to circumstances. I am no supporter of people like these but I can at least understand what drove someone to be this way. What counts is how you get back up, Cliche yes but you got no choice.
I’ve probably seen every documentary or story on addiction that exists on the internet and several times a month I find myself coming back to this video since it’s been uploaded. The way this man describes his story and struggles and articulates the disease of addiction is so spot on and compelling that it truly gives me hope that sobriety is possible. Thank you so much for sharing and I hope that this video is never taken down.
We will always keep it posted! You got this and can make the cage needed we believe in you!
i relate to him so much. i went 44k into debt by 22 years old from buying drugs. i genuinely did not think i would still be here to pay it back. im so glad i am.
Wow. These kind of stories make u rethink what you call "problems". Thank you for sharing this
I give it to you Adam, for having the courage to share with us your story. You are really a determined man. Kudos to detox to rehab.
Dishonesty is a brutal thing in the path of recovery too. A person who is dishonest to himself is considered one of the greatest sins in the world.
Thank you for your honesty! My entire immediate family is addicted, I lost my brother to a overdose and my son has been in a 5 year battle with opioid. Your story and so many others on here give me hope.
Very well spoken.
Forgive yourself brother you did what you could.
These are the best and true stories of addiction,After getting addicted with anything people realised that this is not the good thing.
Thank you so much!
I’ve been watching these videos non stop.
My heart goes out to all these ppl who suffer with drug addictions.. for some reason they give me strength..
What an inspirational story, what you call problem can be a piece of cake when you listen to other people's story. I respect you for sharing and using this to encourage others.
I love the determination in your voice. You are really a strong man, I am happy for you that you came out of this despite all.
He’s is very brave !!!
Their is nothing worse than living with the guilt of hurting others. It's a heavy weight to carry. One just need to forgive himself and move on. When I listen to addiction stories like this, my eyes well up..What an experience
He sounds so smart... bright future ahead my dude 💛
Nathalia Arcos Absolutely...blown away! This guy could do anything.
He is so real. He is not deceiving himself at all. I love your honesty.
Your story is very breath taking. Thank you for sharing your story . It's already a healing for many people
Yo this hit home for me with the putting up a mask and not letting people in. Glad to see I’m not alone. I want to change
Prophet hey man my names Adam that’s my story feel free to reach out 4806897807
Adam Odonnell you’re the one in the video?
Prophet yes
Adam Odonnell so proud of you on being so honest and open and helping others! You mention a lot of “demons” and “battles” and want to tell you you’re right. Sorry you had shitty people around you that caused so much torment in your life. But it’s also a good thing because you wouldn’t be who you are without it. And it allows you to help others who are stuck, and see no way out. I want to encourage you because I see a huge purpose on your life! I want to encourage you to seek out Jesus! Although it might sound silly or cliche but it’s true. We are in a spiritual battle and we do not battle flesh and blood but in the spiritual world. Satan and his minions are real but so is God and Jesus. And Jesus is stronger and undefeated. Please watch video on other people’s testimonies on how Jesus saved them. I watched for a while and he saved me too. He wants to save you too and loves you more than you know. And he’s the only one that can truly make up for the loss’ caused by the enemy. You deserve to get it restored and more! He is waiting for you to call unto him and accept him in your life...and it will be better than you ever thought! Blessings brother!
i dont know why but this one made me cry because i feel the exact same way and i live with the guilt of hurting others every single day
maya xox Me too. This speaker affected me like no one I’ve heard from in a long time.
Britta Olson exactly. everything was from the heart and so real
Yes me too. I'm pretty much rock bottom now. This guy is 100% real. Wise words.
Truly , self awareness and identity is a necessary attainment for every individual that will develop into healthy and socially responsible persons. I salute you for your courage and résilience.
Adam, Thank You for sharing.... you have a beautiful soul and spoke with true integrity. I’m very fortunate to have met you... Love you my amazing “True Friend” LBR!
Hey detox to rehab, love you channel! Thank you for sharing these stories and providing hope to people in and seeking recovery! I would love to work with you on a video some day!
What a wonderful story shared!
I'm happy he was able to recover despite how tough his challenge was.
Really inspiring...
What we call a masterpiece, he has faced something worth to regard as a problem, my heart wishes for you the best in every moment of your life, don't look back cox God is with you.
Thank you for sharing this. It will surely give hope to the hopeless especially those who don't know how to come out of addiction.
You are so welcome
I love this man. Very truthful and knows what he wants. You gat to forgive. Forgiveness reduces so many peoples pain and agony.
That was a phase you felt you had to go through. It’s pretty cool you eventually saw the light. Keep soaring.
Yes it was!
Inspiring story...you had every excuse to keep using, you choose healing and peace. Seems like a simple choice, can't believe how hard it is... I have to remember the outcome next time I feel like giving up.
Hey Juan! Yes is a inspiring story, that´s why we make this videos to inspire, watch it anytime you needed! Remember here you have a community.
This hits home. Some people I love have gone through similar family problems and I am trying to support them as best I can....with my limited knowledge of course.
Poor child Hope his doing good !!! I pray for him to have True happiness and love 💕!!!
This is great story. Am glad he's able to share
Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story! You are so strong!
Thank you for sharing your story Adam. You have come so far and are the true meaning of strength. Keeping you in my thoughts and sending positive vibes to remain sober, strong and intelligent. Keep working towards good and good will come to you. All the best.
Wow. So touching. Thank you so much for sharing.
Thanks for listening
I just wish you live a good life after overcoming all of it. Thanks for sharing a wonderful story.
Thanks for watching!
Wow! what a story, things do happen. It is our ability to get out of it that matters. I don't know where you got the strength from but it is quite courageous of you.
I absolutely love his questioning of the “you’re not unique” message. Our uniqueness is very important and special. I guess the positive message is, “You’re not unique in how drugs effect you. You are not the rare addict who will be able to use successfully.” I guess that’s what I get from it, but I 100% agree it can be overdone. Very profound introspection about becoming the monster we are afraid of, and being haunted by our mistakes. I hope for success in recovery for this wise young man. I hope for success in recovery for me, as well. I’m still fairly new to it (again). Sometimes I question whether it can we ever end, But none of us should ever stop trying because we’re worth it, and we are unique and irreplaceable.
And I just want him to know that I’ve been through horrific abuse also. It’s incredible to be able to survive AND have that empathic perspective that if you had it that bad, someone else had it worse. The world needs you, man, and you deserve to be a big part of it.
Edit: I also have Bipolar and Dissociative Disorder (and PTSD). I think we really have had the same kind of life! (But never exactly).
Best one I've watched
Very sad true story of America. Thanks for sharing such stories. Good luck man.
My pleasure
Keep up the good fight, Adam. You seem like a wonderful person.
Many people are very proud of you.
Because something was a wrong with people doesn't mean it must with you. This true story touched me.
Well said Adesoji!!
This is an Inspiring experience shared.
No matter the Problem,we should deal with it and we shall overcome it.
Each of us have our own problem. I am happy that he is able to come out of his share and he was able to pull through. Keep it up and may the force be with you.
Well said!
I wish you peace and love, sir.
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I've been watching these videos all day I'm going through recovery and they're really helping me get through it
casey richards we’re so glad to hear that man!
Thanks for sharing your story, you are not unique in the sense of being an addict, its called putting things in perspective
dudes gonna be an awesome dad
Thanks for sharing your true life story for others to learn just forgive and forget about it and give yourself inner peace
Your welcome !!
"The things that I went through as a child were very demonic very dark". As I got older I couldn't understand why the need to use drugs and my self destructive behaviour. But then as time went on I realized that I was ashamed of the things I've done in the past but honestly I learned to love myself and to let those things go because there's nothing I can do about them anymore only what's happening today and things to come. And with that I started to release myself from the chains I had put on myself. It starts by wanting to be a better person because if you're comfortable with who you are that's who you stay as but I wasnt. Then you have to really want it and make a yes or no decision. It pays off I like the way I live now I am able to hold relationships. It was dark but I am out and ready to live life. Good luck buddy you seem to know what the problem was. Sometimes the hardest thing to fight is yourself.
Adam was dieing within due to the evil action of the father. The mother that ought to have stood in gap also was no where to be found. This is a great lesson for both young and old alike.
powerful story, i just started telling mine on here and these help me! #sobriety
This guy telling who one is the fakest and I think he honestly about hisself I like people with honesty
We too!!
Bless you brother pain and love is universal and no one can kill the soul if you hear a voice of comfort it is the lord trust in him.
Thanks for sharing this.
Your welcomer Aremu!
His story is a very interesting one. Many people will be blessed after watching this video
Wishing you all the best brother. Keep your spirit strong. One day at a time. Beautiful soul. Shout out to ANON by the way.
God bless you brother hope all is well today.🙏
Its fantastic you spoke out, but life goes on dear, you need to move on too. What happened has happened. You can't kill yourself over it, everyone has flaws.
Family is very important for the future of every children. That's way we should always keep happiness in our family. But sometimes we can't avoid things that happen just like adam's story. Lucky that he can recover.
Well said!!
This was 'till now the best one. Felt everything he said.
It’s so hard to relive the past . I was not sexually abused , but physically and verbally abused by my mother . It’s so very hard for me to talk about and when I talk to a therapist. , I quit when things gets sensitive. The therapist said I dissociate. Maybe that’s the way I cope . She’s tried to make up for the past but how do u do that ? Plus some of her old behaviors are still there and they trigger me , to the point I want to lay hands on her
dam 6dogs been on some real shit
he’s so sad :( omg
Interesting story and I really hope you learn to move on from it totally even though it might not happen all of a sudden. I hope others can learn from your story as well
Love you man, that's some beautiful mind you have.
I hope you get your son back.
The sexual abuse really did take a toll on him. It definitely played a part in his addiction as a way to escape.
Thanks for sharing this video . This is so amazing . I like so much. Thanks detox to rehab.
Glad you enjoyed it!
I feel your pain, but you just have to let go and let God heal you. Forgive yourself and stay strong.
I'm I tears I felt his story. I fell in love with him I feel like he does at times
sick shirt
Wow I felt this too much
So good looking. Good luck man
Very impressive guy!
thanks 4 sharing
is this guy in phoenix??? i feel like i seen him in a few meetings
Is it true that when a person Starts using weed that would lead them to other drugs because I seen almost all the videos and all of them always say they started with weed ? Because weed is considered a drug
False. I have friends that have tried weed and did that but nothing else ever. Didnt even drink much. If ya take a dude like me, weed wasnt what made me end up where I am, it was alcohol. Alcohol for many years got progressively worse and led me to do other things that I never would have started doing had I not been drunk as hell with lowered inhibitions to go against or say no to doing "harder drugs" or other risky stuff.
8:16
that something is trauma
My man has a really dope shirt tho....
Wow....@4:44 that’s some real shyt...
I want to use this medium to felicitate with Adam for his recovery. I pray it is permanent in Jesus name.
You have realized a whole lot now. You just have to move on by forgiving yourself. it will be better
that was so me
6:08 - 6:15 heavy!
can someone pls provide the time in the video where he says 'The fakest one in the room was me'
i cant find it
At 11:11
11:09-11:12
That suppose to be safe haven that drugs provide does not last!!! However at times people fell to drugs due to circumstances. I am no supporter of people like these but I can at least understand what drove someone to be this way. What counts is how you get back up, Cliche yes but you got no choice.
Relate
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Keep going!!
Therapy helps.
What’s his Instagram
This guys hot