I'm so glad you are pulling right away from that lifestyle. It must take so much grit to get away and become the real Pepsi again and your parents/close family and friends must be so proud of you. Well done for being so honest about the real side of drugs and what it does.
Heroin addiction sucks! If you have never been an addict you can never know how fucking hard it is to stop using, especially when you have no love and support. Getting your life back after being an addict is one of the hardest things you can face in life, but if your lucky enough to come out the otherside you will be a stronger and wiser person, it can be a valuable lesson. Former addicts have a gift, they can help other addicts get their lives back with their experience. It's like having a virgin teach sexual education, you really can't teach and help other addicts if you haven't been their yourself, you can't even begin to comprehend the mindset of an addict unless you have walked a mile in their shoes.
NOT HATIN ,but that jungle rendition made me want to melt into the floorboards. Sorry pal ,say it as I see it.Just incase your thinking of doing it again. 3 PEPSI WATSON 🤳🤔
Hello Pepsi. Firstly Ive just watched this and your 2 Shaun Atwell interviews absolutely captivating. Im a few years older than you but I renember at 19 hanging around with lads who had done all the YO and starting to dabble in first methadone and then H by June of 1990 I found myself facing a serious charge(1st offence)which my pals said I would probably go to jail for 2 years for and spent that summer on a curfew conditional bail.Miraculously the charge was dropped through lack of evidence just before it was committed to Crown Court. This was a huge wake up call which. Istill thank God for today. Secondly Im intrigued that someone as articulate, intelligent and thoughtful as yourself spent so long on that path? Resoect though. You obviously have good soul and are doing great things. Carl
MC Stevie Hyper D was the absolute don. RIP. I'm not sure how true this is but apparently Sacha Baron Cohen actually got his inspiration for Ali G based on Stevie Hyper D
Ive never had heroin but ive had other stuff. Ive had some bad come downs but i dont think i could handle that heroin rattle, it sounds horrendous.The way you described it made me feel like i was experiencing it myself. Mad love again im sorry i couldnt get out to speakers corner to stand with you but im with you all the way and love what your doing. Respect.
Pepsi I didn't even not what a cluck or a rattle,true story I said to mate I got the flu he said no your clucking I said what's that he said have a bag and you will be fine,I swear to god I just thought it was like weed,I'm going back 1993 fucked up the next 20 years of my life,wish I never asked and got over the flu, years in jail coming out and making all the same mistakes again,but been out now 9 years clean 2!!!!
I was addicted to opiates for 20 years , i did most drugs in my youth and never became dependent , so i thought i could control h , it destroyed me and was taking it just not to be sick , withdrawals are horrfic you described it perfectly, when i get cravings i think of how bad the sickness is and it goes away
That was pretty much my experience of it, smoking to start with, barfing in the sun with your pals.. Great time. When that detox first hits you really know about it though "Oh shit.." 20 years later snowballing, I've lost interest, just do piills in moderation now (mind you the detox off them is WAY worse so just do in *great* moderation.). You can always get help, a methadone script which is a lifesaver if only financially but ibogaine is also a GREAT way to get clean, you still have to do the work afterwards though.
Who's the ogee at 5:00 funny you Pepsi, good seeing you in a humorous light, hope you get out soon brother, you are here for a reason, bigger than you know, you will soon shake your ipp ghostly following, if the powers that be can't see your purpose, then they should not be in the job.. Mad u using the old words I'd forgot, the ready break glow, that warm cuddle soon becomes a cold deathly hug... Don't do it kids, no matter what ye favourite rapper says, kids today av role models telling em to do xanax an fentonal, pharmaceuticals are far worse than street stuff
I watching this video is like a biography of my life without the prison, to escape what I was up went to Malaysia for 5 year ..... only to get up to no good over there ,
I'm so glad you are pulling right away from that lifestyle. It must take so much grit to get away and become the real Pepsi again and your parents/close family and friends must be so proud of you. Well done for being so honest about the real side of drugs and what it does.
Heroin addiction sucks! If you have never been an addict you can never know how fucking hard it is to stop using, especially when you have no love and support. Getting your life back after being an addict is one of the hardest things you can face in life, but if your lucky enough to come out the otherside you will be a stronger and wiser person, it can be a valuable lesson.
Former addicts have a gift, they can help other addicts get their lives back with their experience. It's like having a virgin teach sexual education, you really can't teach and help other addicts if you haven't been their yourself, you can't even begin to comprehend the mindset of an addict unless you have walked a mile in their shoes.
Bro your youthhood mimics mine the music and experiences I listen to this while working this is nostalgic
NOT HATIN ,but that jungle rendition made me want to melt into the floorboards.
Sorry pal ,say it as I see it.Just incase your thinking of doing it again.
3 PEPSI WATSON 🤳🤔
Hello Pepsi. Firstly Ive just watched this and your 2 Shaun Atwell interviews absolutely captivating. Im a few years older than you but I renember at 19 hanging around with lads who had done all the YO and starting to dabble in first methadone and then H by June of 1990 I found myself facing a serious charge(1st offence)which my pals said I would probably go to jail for 2 years for and spent that summer on a curfew conditional bail.Miraculously the charge was dropped through lack of evidence just before it was committed to Crown Court. This was a huge wake up call which. Istill thank God for today.
Secondly Im intrigued that someone as articulate, intelligent and thoughtful as yourself spent so long on that path?
Resoect though. You obviously have good soul and are doing great things.
Carl
@@strumbolli he's banged up again mate
# missing pepsi ! Give my TH-cam legend back now !
Gives you wings and takes away your sky. That jungle threw me back !
Another real account by pepsi i can relate thanks for your story i always learn something from your you tube stuff so peace and respect Tommy
MC Stevie Hyper D was the absolute don. RIP. I'm not sure how true this is but apparently Sacha Baron Cohen actually got his inspiration for Ali G based on Stevie Hyper D
Yh it's also been said from Tim Westwood as well.
Ive never had heroin but ive had other stuff. Ive had some bad come downs but i dont think i could handle that heroin rattle, it sounds horrendous.The way you described it made me feel like i was experiencing it myself. Mad love again im sorry i couldnt get out to speakers corner to stand with you but im with you all the way and love what your doing. Respect.
Good video bro wow. Real bit good stories told here.
Pepsi I didn't even not what a cluck or a rattle,true story I said to mate I got the flu he said no your clucking I said what's that he said have a bag and you will be fine,I swear to god I just thought it was like weed,I'm going back 1993 fucked up the next 20 years of my life,wish I never asked and got over the flu, years in jail coming out and making all the same mistakes again,but been out now 9 years clean 2!!!!
Wow if that doesn't put u off heroin nothing will
Yes Pepsi quality again brother. lovin the proper dad style skank out #gunfingers
I was addicted to opiates for 20 years , i did most drugs in my youth and never became dependent , so i thought i could control h , it destroyed me and was taking it just not to be sick , withdrawals are horrfic you described it perfectly, when i get cravings i think of how bad the sickness is and it goes away
Fucking brilliant video mate!
Respect brother 🌟
@@thepoliticalfederationofeq1216 legend 😎
I'm 48 & I could swear that H should be called The Devils Dust!!!
That was pretty much my experience of it, smoking to start with, barfing in the sun with your pals.. Great time. When that detox first hits you really know about it though "Oh shit.." 20 years later snowballing, I've lost interest, just do piills in moderation now (mind you the detox off them is WAY worse so just do in *great* moderation.). You can always get help, a methadone script which is a lifesaver if only financially but ibogaine is also a GREAT way to get clean, you still have to do the work afterwards though.
Yep, I know those feelings.
Hoito7 😃
Who's the ogee at 5:00 funny you Pepsi, good seeing you in a humorous light, hope you get out soon brother, you are here for a reason, bigger than you know, you will soon shake your ipp ghostly following, if the powers that be can't see your purpose, then they should not be in the job.. Mad u using the old words I'd forgot, the ready break glow, that warm cuddle soon becomes a cold deathly hug... Don't do it kids, no matter what ye favourite rapper says, kids today av role models telling em to do xanax an fentonal, pharmaceuticals are far worse than street stuff
When is he out anybody know ?
I want to party with Pepsi❣
Me too
Big up Pepsi ..
Stay off junk and out of gaol .. no better message ..
♡
Big up all the jungalistss. That was funny Pepsi. Big love 💚
I watching this video is like a biography of my life without the prison, to escape what I was up went to Malaysia for 5 year ..... only to get up to no good over there ,
Well described but you do t get cramps or withdrawals that intense ,as a first time user,after 7 days
No way .. trust I know!
Took me 6 months to get a rattle
Not a fan of the musical interlude... just hit mute and fast forwarded through it all.... came here for your insights.
Love the channel! Paint that wall red or white, as is it's very distracting.