I feel so alone Like I'm not at home And my heart was disowned And I'm broken for stones And my bare hands were just a fair fare and I stay there like a fan fare and I want all of my bones to stale I look in my heart, I see the dark No light, I'm just so apart I'm just running I couldnt even start My journey I'm yearning to begin Heartbreaks just pulling my rim Bones shattered like memories slim Made this will all on a whim Left here. Broken. Right here. Spoken. It is. So clear It's my heart that, I fear, yeah Everything was done Everything was crazy Everything I shun Everything I'm breaking But nothing has begun Overwhelming heartache Feelings for the fucking one Feelings left in heartbreak Clear light. Cold dark Warm night. Forced mark Someday. I will Stand by my will, I'm saying I will begin Hearts looking thin But I will retract I'll start to act As my natural self, who has no wealth But is looking for at story to tell, hes doing well It's like hes by himself, with a million arms greeting It's like he ain't by himself around him help starts breeding, it's like the cause will tell, that he can start greeting, it's like a story begun, and I guess its time for his fun. (I had a story to tell and that's my story farewell. x4) I had a story to tell Bout how my heart just fell And all the darkness telled That I was still far from hell And I'm not going there As long as I don't tear My eyes just fell back still ain't racked I feel broken I feel lost Dont feel woken Its permafrost But one day when I had to pay In the bright side while I lay You will find a way for may (me) Let the light see other ways It was broken now its forged Had no tokens now I'm stored Feel like I'm in another world No longer feeling broken Feel like I changed the world My life is now woken Feel like Im in a dream Turn into a paradise Feel like I reached my dream Now I'm in a paradise yeah Feel like I'm everything that I needed to be now everything I've dreamed of being I succeeded to be like my heart was thanos, my mind avengers, brother took ten dose, he looks so slender, I may be afraid, may look so hopeless But my will wont fade Somehow I hope this My dreams are accomplished My brothers better hes harmless My mother's happy shes deathless My sisters grateful shes restless And I'm so star struck I'm breathless I had a story to tell and that's my story farewell I had a story to tell and that's my story stay well I had a story to tell I guess my story ended well I had a story to tell and that's my STORY FAREWELL
I think this is poetically beautiful. I think you should turn it into a song with this beat. You should be proud of yourself for writing this. I'll always remember this.
I feel like any beat with those little high pitched voices in the background is immediately and automatically amazing. Any beat w a woman sobbing in the background is amazing. Like you just can’t go wrong w those two things
Tell me what it is that makes us leave Turn around with hearts still on our sleeves Growing older My god I’m growing older Please god just let me breathe Tides come And tides go Wash away my wrongs Into the unknown Because I know Nothing left to gain Time won’t wait Try my best I can only promise But I’ve built walls taller then this Cherish losing myself in the night life Only feel alive in the lime light Till I’m alone again I can not see You were always the better part of me
We all empty inside I just want to die Gun to my head Goodbye I let everyone down I'm sorry it's Been so hard I've stayed in The dark for Too long I'm unsure how I should Start I'm lost inside My heart Bad thoughts Tare me apart I'm slowly losing My spark It's been 2 years since I've wrote This and honestly I still feel hopelessly depressed the truth is ever since you left my life's been a mess An adventure without the time I'm losing myself along with my mind it's been 7 years in my head it plays in rewind if only I could go back in time just to look in eyes and tell you everything will be fine I feel empty inside
FEELS - hahaa my man, wavegang gang gang - family on here is next level - appreciate you guys too much, wanna keep improving and getting better beats out
I feel empty inside No I can’t lie I wanna end my life I wanna die I feel empty inside No I can’t lie I wanna end my life I wanna die I wonder what it’s like if I wasn’t around Maybe me 10 feet under the ground Or up in the clouds Would I feel better or feel worse Would the pain go away or would it still hurt I try to end it all but it ended me first I need some more help cuz I’m stuck in the dirt But I’m a seed so a flower was sprung But I’m dead inside so I won’t live for long That’s why I wrote these songs To cope with the pain but look what begun I’m praying for god but he didn’t hear my prayers It’s what I deserve but he’s still my savior Follow your guts and don’t watch the haters Yeah savor the hate and eat it up later I feel empty inside No I can’t lie I wanna end my life I wanna die I feel empty inside No I can’t lie I wanna end my life I wanna die
Ocean just executing these mashups so well! Fr if two totally different artists wanted to collab they should go to you because you embody the feel of both artists and would make the best beat! Fr tho keep it up man you're on the path to greatness!
You dont love me and I dont know why I gave you everything but all you gave me were tears to cry People tell me I'll find a way to get over it but I'm still empty inside I should've saw signs but I was too blind to see That nigga that you say love is gonna do the same thing that you did to me Then you'll be coming back with tears in your eye But I'll just kiss you on your head and tell you goodbye
😁Great instrumental! Lmao Always scroll down on an Ocean beat. This is like the eighth freakin time i've mentally drafted a finished concept... to only scroll further and see that its.... been sold 🙆🏽♂️
Woke with one parent. I guess it’s apparent That someone didn’t wanna be a parent Why would people pair then? We feel so empty inside Because the void is an open target And constantly I’m being compared man. I wish I could sing. Wish I could dance Wish I could do this and do that I never knew that I had talent People say save it At night I’m shaking Daily bracing for the impact That I’m always facing So much feelings but I’m faking Ain’t happy I just fake it They judge my clothes Judge my looks Judge my everything I’m naked The predators attack the prey So I pray to live another day I wish my dad would’ve stayed Texting and calling I don’t bother Never had a dad My whole life I’ve been my own father Nobody to play hoops with Taught myself to hoop man I decided to start hooping Go against everything Because people too busy stormtrooping
came across this beat at 3am and poured out my thoughts: Here I am again Thought u were my medicine I’m such a fool for love and it don’t make no sense I damn well should’ve learned my lesson and Yet I’m fixated on this sensation that I always get When u call me up at 2 am and start to vent Then I open up my heart and start to letchu in Get excited but I fight it coz I know the end Yet I’m never prepared to be let down like this chorus the perfect storm just came And it washed u away I’m tired of that ending When the feeling fades away But my memory remains Nostalgic is his name
Pressing on the lever, called the elevator, I wish I could save her wait i’m feeling all the emotions a man can feel, thought this love was real fuck it i’m not gonna cry tonight, doing my best to say goodbye If I die i’ll know that I lived a promising life Never saying anything but always telling me i’m useless Talking words but I can’t hear them Hurting me but where’s love that’s the question Playing games girl send the message Stepping down the ladder, I just wish I had her Feeling hopeless cause I lied to my self saying I was happier, whatever it doesn’t matter I’ll just follow the flow, everyone follows the trend but they freeze when they lose themselves at the end I’ll just remake my personality into a loving person, but the problem is that’s already me, confidence lessened Pressing on the reset, girl no one can pass this test, want me to leave say less Creating a demon you said you hated, but demons love the night time, now you love this Confusion all around us, enough is enough it’s time to go think that you do but you don’t, lies fill the bucket now it’s overflowed where do I run to? Think that you know me but you can’t take that from me, I am me stop calling me nothing You think your helping by saying you have no feelings, girl that shit hurt me Leading me on is the least of my worries, I fear that this happiness is a dumb love story I get it, no girl I get it, your not ready, I want you to the best you can be, but I just wish I was worthy I’ll miss your smile, I’ll miss your touch, I’ll miss the rush, but most of all i’ll miss the talks You get me, you know that shit hurt me, you continued to act the same, it’s confusing Fuck it, positive is what i’ll try to be, done with everyone lying to me, contradicting well that’s my personality My mind is filled with ties but i’ll try to breathe, the fruit falls to fast from the tree, i’ll lock the door throw away the key Damn my heart burns they call it third degree, memories at the marquee, movies that were never really watched- fuck set me free I don’t know, now I don’t even get a hello, it breaks me every time i look at a photo, why does this happen where do I go? I wish you the best, you’ll find someone else, i’m so proud of how much you progressed, i’m dealing with my own war girl i’m just stressed Don’t worry about my feelings, you have goals and dreams, i’m just a blip of reality, i’m nothing, find something, accomplish those goals I love you but love kills me so i’ll die slowly while you prosper, it’s a sad story but sad stories are all I can show.
Wish I could push the depression away like I push people away without you iss never the same I been through so much ima whole different person I changed I just wanna feel something other then pain, We all empty inside I just want to die Gun to my head Goodbye I let everyone down I'm sorry I tried I've stayed in The dark for Too long I'm unsure how I should Start I'm lost inside My heart Bad thoughts Tare me apart I'm slowly losing My spark Everyone Fake I reach out just to get Replaced I got house it’s not a home I never feel safe we talkin bout my momma she’s just a lost case I’m dealing with a grown women who can’t be saved who can’t be saved
My feelings are gone i dont know where they at We used to talk all day till the sun would set You used make me so happy when we call on the phone Now im falling apart like post malone Cuz your gone I fucking lost you girl There where so many paths that i crossed for you girl Now my heart is empty There is nothing inside I was scared to be in love I'd rather hide But i felt in love with you Like i felt for your lies All your conversations where filled up with lies But i got lost in your eyes My heart was cold but it melted like ice ~skies
I got so much that's left give I gravitate to find my space Navigate through endless maze Reflection in my quiet place I meditate to calm my aim And then I call my mom to tell that I love her to death And I'm sorry for what I put you through I know that I was always rude, you saw right through my conscious wall of attitude, and helped me find me But you gotta let your boy be free, fly away and live his dreams, expensive taste means limousines Extensive rates efficiency, initially I wanted everything to happen quickly But now I know that life is long it take some grow into the man I wanna be And I’m happily, waiting for the day I finally look into the mirror and say I am that person Depression always hurting The lessons how to merge it The message is with love The fit is like a glove Affection is the drug, yeah
Yeah Im dead inside. Honestly feel like I don't belong alive. Like what's my purpose? Am I just a waist of a life? Cause that's what it feels like. Voices in my head. Telling me that your better off dead. So I grab the gun and put it straight to my head. I firmly grasp the trigger. Remembering what people said I can do it. I loosin my grip And say one last goodbye I close my eyes Hesitate as I decide.
todays been a bad day something take this pain away drugs, guns every pill i need something that kills fighting the fight no top to the hill tired of talking the talk about how i feel theres no therapy thats gonna cure whats deep inside of me fear of making friends im insecure so i act and pretend cause i would hate to depend on them
+Lil Mynt That would be cool but you don't have to if you don't want to. But the thing about music is that other people are bound to like it even if you don't. If you're just starting with music you're probably not gonna like everything you make so just say fuck it lol.
In the eyes of a son, kid sees his mom she’s really depressed, she tells her son that she wants really wants to die and that she’s been thinking of suicide, son tries to help her move past her thoughts but the step dad finds any way to haunt, he knows she’s thinking about letting go, she’s living in a world where’s shes trapped down deep in the snow, the pain she’s feeling is really starting to show, she no longer wants to live,its at the point where she’s truly wants to end her life, she grabs the knife she’s about to slice , but stops herself she walks to her room and gets the pills, all these thoughts filling her head,she starts crying while she’s thinking of her son, her time is gone she’s truly given up, she walks to the bathroom lays in the tub, deep down words kill, now she’s laying in the tub with a mouth full of blood and a hand full of pills, Rest In Peace
Me vejo perdido luz no escuro e so mais mito Ela me envolve mais logo passa quando ela vai embora me vejo arrependido mais nao posse seguir ss em saber oque eu quero minha cabeça e um labirinto mano E eu nao passei do zero o tempo passa e eu sozinho nesse mundo solidão bate eu preciso do meu fogo se ta no chao e em cima na mesma hora Fodase o mundo eu quero e tudo agora Eu sei oque fiz sigo sem rancor Eu sei oque eu fiz nao ligo pra dor Eu sei oque eu fiz e ela nao gostou Eu sei que fiz tudo e por amor Pra virar porra do jogo
dime que quieres dime que sientes si yo pensaba que eras diferente clavada en mi mente aparentemente no lo quería pero veo que eres igual todos los planes acaban fatal puede ser que alguna vez te trate mal? tal vez tu buscabas mi parte animal mientras yo buscaba de ti enamorarme hey pero las cosas cambiaron yo busco abrazarte perdona si fue que me costo bastante atreverme a besarte bae esque, me valoro mucho no me, regalo pa nadie ya no, me valen los trucos llevo al sabio del diablo en mi sangre y cuantos días me pasaron tan solo quería cuidarte tenerte en mis brazos y nunca soltarte se que tengo fallos que a veces fracaso pero mira sigo adelante imaginaba contigo viajar y soñar pero solo fuimos un instante mírame y dime si ellos hicieron si quiera una tercera parte? heridas como tatuajes no tengo memoria dime cómo lo haces cierro mis ojos y sigues presente sabes que me encantas pero no imaginás lo que yo pensaba o th-cam.com/video/oOrqE--AeLs/w-d-xo.html
I ask myself sometimes why I even try cause its all a lie .yes they allways lie sneaky and there sly I see myself dreaming this same nightmare where I ALLWAYS die and I'm falling down never seem to hit the ground then I hit the ground I'm not shore if its to come true or is it just my mind I draw the line so.they know where I stand i tell you I've ALLWAYS stand on my ten toes at times feeling like I've lost my soul feeling like I'm ALLWAYS losing feeling this pain driving myself insane I'm all alone in my own lane losing everything I ever gained.physicaly mentally losing my brain feeling like going insane losing everything I ever gained physically mentally all in this pain I'm going insane physically and men
to the bottom drown my sorrow with this fucking bottle shaky legs im scared as shit don't wanna face tomorrow numb as fuck im feeling stuck My Heart is dense and hollow another one another down a real tough act to follow fuck smiling I'm dialing don't pick up when I call you Hah shit I wish I never loved you Drinking till I sophicate take me from this fucking place bang!
I feel like I've fallen i feel so forgoten n washed then thrown out I do not know now I dont know home now Cant stop the pain thats just been sittin on my chest Cuz i truly wanna make it but im like the rest how could this be if im puting in my best Just shoot at my chest (bruh) I dont needa vest (uhh) Just Put me to rest (yuh) Cuz i cant live in a world Where you live to just die Im fighting the tears i dont want to cry Im fighting my pain that just hides inside My lifes like a trip But i dont like the ride But i could not choose Take a walk in my shoes You dont have a clue Just what i go through Dont know what to do my story is true But im changing the script Now im gonna choose (I decided ima make this a song you can check it out on my soundcloud soundcloud.com/spicycoco117/introduction-2k17 [its not out yet] )
zapowiada się przyjemny wieczór koc i tv chce znaleźć odskocznie wiec znajduje ja w jump city odbić się od dna pragnę i przenieść w inny wymiar wiem ze to marzenie scietej głowy jest ale też moja idylla bywam dziecinny czasem czasem zbyt często trudno i tocze walkę z czasem gdy znowu próbuje usnąć próbuje poskładać złamane serce do kupy tak jak beast boy czasem nie marze o niczym innym niż o tym żeby na parę chwil zniknąć na pare długich chwil które ciągnąć się będą do czasu aż ktoś zauważy moja nieobecność te teksty lekka ręką pisze w końcu kamień z serca spada gdy daje upust emocjom i vice versa niedoskonałości i skazy czasem widzę w wersach dąże do tego by była to ich najlepsza wersja
beats are too good to not rap over soundcloud.com/sameed-jamil-975595013/petals-in-motion-beat-prod-ocean-beats Lyrics: Deep in my depression Your loves a weapon Oh Deep in my depression Why'd you throw away the weapon Oh Deep in my depression Im surrounded by Fake, people who cannot relate, as I elevate Medicate, my thoughts As i sit and meditate Saw my heart drop Stomped it out like an earthquake Heart full of petals, I Never settle in a lie Dead inside Pumping my own chest so I can feel alive Oceans, I flow like oceans Oceans, I flow in motions
I really fu ki g hate How in no way i can relate On what its liked to be loved Or what it feels like to be up above Because im here at BCC smoking all this bomb ass tree I have to treat my depression Fuck people who believe in oppression Everyone shouldnt feel like shit It doesnt feel good not one bit Everyone is always treated right Its your is isnt black its white But everyone will everyone be treated equal? Who knows maybe youll see in the sequel Til then youll see .... In 30 mins youll get to hear part 3
Been feeling empty Like Posty when he feeling Whitney She don’t even know my name, but yet she text me come and get me Is you tispy? This dick turn will turn you right into a hippie All I gott
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I feel so alone
Like I'm not at home
And my heart was disowned
And I'm broken for stones
And my bare hands were just a fair fare and I stay there like a fan fare and I want all of my bones to stale
I look in my heart, I see the dark
No light, I'm just so apart
I'm just running I couldnt even start
My journey I'm yearning to begin
Heartbreaks just pulling my rim
Bones shattered like memories slim
Made this will all on a whim
Left here. Broken.
Right here. Spoken.
It is. So clear
It's my heart that, I fear, yeah
Everything was done
Everything was crazy
Everything I shun
Everything I'm breaking
But nothing has begun
Overwhelming heartache
Feelings for the fucking one
Feelings left in heartbreak
Clear light. Cold dark
Warm night. Forced mark
Someday. I will
Stand by my will, I'm saying
I will begin
Hearts looking thin
But I will retract
I'll start to act
As my natural self, who has no wealth
But is looking for at story to tell, hes doing well
It's like hes by himself, with a million arms greeting
It's like he ain't by himself around him help starts breeding, it's like the cause will tell, that he can start greeting, it's like a story begun, and I guess its time for his fun. (I had a story to tell and that's my story farewell. x4)
I had a story to tell
Bout how my heart just fell
And all the darkness telled
That I was still far from hell
And I'm not going there
As long as I don't tear
My eyes just fell back still ain't racked
I feel broken
I feel lost
Dont feel woken
Its permafrost
But one day when I had to pay
In the bright side while I lay
You will find a way for may (me)
Let the light see other ways
It was broken now its forged
Had no tokens now I'm stored
Feel like I'm in another world
No longer feeling broken
Feel like I changed the world
My life is now woken
Feel like Im in a dream
Turn into a paradise
Feel like I reached my dream
Now I'm in a paradise yeah
Feel like I'm everything that I needed to be now everything I've dreamed of being I succeeded to be like my heart was thanos, my mind avengers, brother took ten dose, he looks so slender, I may be afraid, may look so hopeless
But my will wont fade
Somehow I hope this
My dreams are accomplished
My brothers better hes harmless
My mother's happy shes deathless
My sisters grateful shes restless
And I'm so star struck I'm breathless
I had a story to tell and that's my story farewell
I had a story to tell and that's my story stay well
I had a story to tell I guess my story ended well
I had a story to tell and that's my STORY FAREWELL
I think this is poetically beautiful. I think you should turn it into a song with this beat. You should be proud of yourself for writing this. I'll always remember this.
yo those quite crying sounds in between fits in so well. Respect bro
I feel like any beat with those little high pitched voices in the background is immediately and automatically amazing. Any beat w a woman sobbing in the background is amazing. Like you just can’t go wrong w those two things
Tell me what it is that makes us leave
Turn around with hearts still on our sleeves
Growing older
My god I’m growing older
Please god just let me breathe
Tides come
And tides go
Wash away my wrongs
Into the unknown
Because I know
Nothing left to gain
Time won’t wait
Try my best
I can only promise
But I’ve built walls taller then this
Cherish losing myself in the night life
Only feel alive in the lime light
Till I’m alone again
I can not see
You were always the better part of me
em1ownerify don’t show this to a comment section. show this to the world, in a studio 💙
your frank ocean beats are next level dude! keep it upp
love making them man!! i will
Dude this beat is so nice, you could vibe with it right away👍
Can you do tutorials on how you make beats? Or livestream? I love your existence n the feelings I feel when listening truly powerful
I love you frank! Your mix are my live!
Was about to go to bed but had to listen to my favorite producer first :) #WAVEGANG 🌊🌊 ( beat is super soothing, gonna fall asleep to this lol )
🌊🌊🌊 yo i appreciate you a lot man, thankyou honestly
always bro !!!!
We all empty inside
I just want to die
Gun to my head
Goodbye
I let everyone down
I'm sorry it's
Been so hard
I've stayed in
The dark for
Too long
I'm unsure how I should
Start I'm lost inside
My heart
Bad thoughts
Tare me apart
I'm slowly losing
My spark
It's been 2 years since I've wrote
This and honestly I still feel
hopelessly depressed the truth is ever since you left my life's been a mess
An adventure without the time I'm losing myself along with my mind it's been 7 years in my head it plays in rewind if only I could go back in time just to look in eyes and tell you everything will be fine I feel empty inside
I hope you're doing okay.
@@shannonmilenski8802 thank you! I'm doing pretty good these days for a change
@@brendencovington3672 That's good to hear. Are you still writing?
@Shannon Milenski well I haven't in a long time but I think I'm going to again really soon
I think you should. Writing's a way of expressing things people normally struggle to do verbally.
Guess Ill join the Wave, amazing channel.
Gotta show myself around here from now on
keep it up !
chiiiill feels bro wow 🌊🌊🌊
thankyou bro - mastodonRARE day 1, won't forget it honestly
Lo-Fi madnesss type beat,this is so good
I was skeptic of the title at first but you were actually spot on. Found another producer to subscribe to.
Nailed Frank Perfectly, Great Beat.
The title is empty but sounds hella refreshing somehow. Nice one
Quit making me cry dude😭 DOPE AF🔥🔥🔥 #wavegang 🌊
FEELS - hahaa my man, wavegang gang gang - family on here is next level - appreciate you guys too much, wanna keep improving and getting better beats out
never fail to impress
thank u hannan, the support is unreal! 🌊🌊🌊
I feel empty inside
No I can’t lie
I wanna end my life
I wanna die
I feel empty inside
No I can’t lie
I wanna end my life
I wanna die
I wonder what it’s like if I wasn’t around
Maybe me 10 feet under the ground
Or up in the clouds
Would I feel better or feel worse
Would the pain go away or would it still hurt
I try to end it all but it ended me first
I need some more help cuz I’m stuck in the dirt
But I’m a seed so a flower was sprung
But I’m dead inside so I won’t live for long
That’s why I wrote these songs
To cope with the pain but look what begun
I’m praying for god but he didn’t hear my prayers
It’s what I deserve but he’s still my savior
Follow your guts and don’t watch the haters
Yeah savor the hate and eat it up later
I feel empty inside
No I can’t lie
I wanna end my life
I wanna die
I feel empty inside
No I can’t lie
I wanna end my life
I wanna die
Ocean just executing these mashups so well! Fr if two totally different artists wanted to collab they should go to you because you embody the feel of both artists and would make the best beat! Fr tho keep it up man you're on the path to greatness!
Check my Kendrick Lamar Type Beat on my Channel
love this comment man, really trying to get that vibe - i will keep it up! got a good feeling about this beat, it's doing v well rn!
nah
Smooth af 🌊🌊
thanks gianni!
Check my Kendrick Lamar Type Beat on my Channel
Rest in peace X😭🙏🏽
Think I might use this!!!! So damn fire.
You dont love me and I dont know why
I gave you everything but all you gave me were tears to cry
People tell me I'll find a way to get over it but I'm still empty inside
I should've saw signs but I was too blind to see
That nigga that you say love is gonna do the same thing that you did to me
Then you'll be coming back with tears in your eye
But I'll just kiss you on your head and tell you goodbye
bro you bring the heat god damn
😁Great instrumental!
Lmao Always scroll down on an Ocean beat. This is like the eighth freakin time i've mentally drafted a finished concept... to only scroll further and see that its.... been sold 🙆🏽♂️
damn this is clean bruh great job
thanks man! 🌊wavegods recognize real
Woke with one parent.
I guess it’s apparent
That someone didn’t wanna be a parent
Why would people pair then?
We feel so empty inside
Because the void is an open target
And constantly I’m being compared man.
I wish I could sing. Wish I could dance
Wish I could do this and do that
I never knew that I had talent
People say save it
At night I’m shaking
Daily bracing for the impact
That I’m always facing
So much feelings but I’m faking
Ain’t happy I just fake it
They judge my clothes
Judge my looks
Judge my everything
I’m naked
The predators attack the prey
So I pray to live another day
I wish my dad would’ve stayed
Texting and calling I don’t bother
Never had a dad
My whole life I’ve been my own father
Nobody to play hoops with
Taught myself to hoop man
I decided to start hooping
Go against everything
Because people too busy stormtrooping
perfect for this beat - so good
Fire man
Man that’s sad 😩
you really got what it takes man, i felt that shit hard.
You know this is dumb to do right.... people gonna steal your lyrics dude.
Tun cha hm tun cha... soo relaxing...
came across this beat at 3am and poured out my thoughts:
Here I am again
Thought u were my medicine
I’m such a fool for love and it don’t make no sense
I damn well should’ve learned my lesson and
Yet I’m fixated on this sensation that I always get
When u call me up at 2 am and start to vent
Then I open up my heart and start to letchu in
Get excited but I fight it coz I know the end
Yet I’m never prepared to be let down like this
chorus
the perfect storm just came
And it washed u away
I’m tired of that ending
When the feeling fades away
But my memory remains
Nostalgic is his name
wow this is good
i must lace one with this. but sure i will take my time for the spirit to connect
Pressing on the lever, called the elevator, I wish I could save her
wait i’m feeling all the emotions a man can feel, thought this love was real
fuck it i’m not gonna cry tonight, doing my best to say goodbye
If I die i’ll know that I lived a promising life
Never saying anything but always telling me i’m useless
Talking words but I can’t hear them
Hurting me but where’s love that’s the question
Playing games girl send the message
Stepping down the ladder, I just wish I had her
Feeling hopeless cause I lied to my self saying I was happier, whatever it doesn’t matter
I’ll just follow the flow, everyone follows the trend but they freeze when they lose themselves at the end
I’ll just remake my personality into a loving person, but the problem is that’s already me, confidence lessened
Pressing on the reset, girl no one can pass this test, want me to leave say less
Creating a demon you said you hated, but demons love the night time, now you love this
Confusion all around us, enough is enough it’s time to go
think that you do but you don’t, lies fill the bucket now it’s overflowed where do I run to?
Think that you know me but you can’t take that from me, I am me stop calling me nothing
You think your helping by saying you have no feelings, girl that shit hurt me
Leading me on is the least of my worries, I fear that this happiness is a dumb love story
I get it, no girl I get it, your not ready, I want you to the best you can be, but I just wish I was worthy
I’ll miss your smile, I’ll miss your touch, I’ll miss the rush, but most of all i’ll miss the talks
You get me, you know that shit hurt me, you continued to act the same, it’s confusing
Fuck it, positive is what i’ll try to be, done with everyone lying to me, contradicting well that’s my personality
My mind is filled with ties but i’ll try to breathe, the fruit falls to fast from the tree, i’ll lock the door throw away the key
Damn my heart burns they call it third degree, memories at the marquee, movies that were never really watched- fuck set me free
I don’t know, now I don’t even get a hello, it breaks me every time i look at a photo, why does this happen where do I go?
I wish you the best, you’ll find someone else, i’m so proud of how much you progressed, i’m dealing with my own war girl i’m just stressed
Don’t worry about my feelings, you have goals and dreams, i’m just a blip of reality, i’m nothing, find something, accomplish those goals
I love you but love kills me so i’ll die slowly while you prosper, it’s a sad story but sad stories are all I can show.
bro?
I felt this beat bruh
:'(gang
ocean what do you make your music on? i use logic but im debating switching to something else
put the jocelyn flores lyrics with this and its magical
Subbed on this channel!!
Wish I could push the depression away like I push people away without you iss never the same I been through so much ima whole different person I changed I just wanna feel something other then pain, We all empty inside I just want to die Gun to my head Goodbye I let everyone down I'm sorry I tried I've stayed in The dark for Too long I'm unsure how I should Start I'm lost inside My heart Bad thoughts Tare me apart I'm slowly losing My spark Everyone Fake I reach out just to get Replaced I got house it’s not a home I never feel safe we talkin bout my momma she’s just a lost case I’m dealing with a grown women who can’t be saved who can’t be saved
i freestyled to this beat with a stuffy noes lol. i sounded shit but i had rhymes for days lol. love the beat and much love to you my friend
With instrument did you use
This beautiful
appreciate u brotha - thanks for supporting
Ocean Beats always bro
My feelings are gone i dont know where they at
We used to talk all day till the sun would set
You used make me so happy when we call on the phone
Now im falling apart like post malone
Cuz your gone
I fucking lost you girl
There where so many paths that i crossed for you girl
Now my heart is empty
There is nothing inside
I was scared to be in love
I'd rather hide
But i felt in love with you
Like i felt for your lies
All your conversations where filled up with lies
But i got lost in your eyes
My heart was cold but it melted like ice
~skies
Bruhhhh you need a Spotify
done got me again
I got so much that's left give
I gravitate to find my space
Navigate through endless maze
Reflection in my quiet place
I meditate to calm my aim
And then I call my mom to tell that I love her to death
And I'm sorry for what I put you through
I know that I was always rude, you saw right through my conscious wall of attitude, and helped me find me
But you gotta let your boy be free, fly away and live his dreams, expensive taste means limousines
Extensive rates efficiency, initially
I wanted everything to happen quickly
But now I know that life is long it take some grow into the man I wanna be
And I’m happily, waiting for the day I finally look into the mirror and say I am that person
Depression always hurting
The lessons how to merge it
The message is with love
The fit is like a glove
Affection is the drug, yeah
Phora type beat 🌊🌊🌊🌊
Check my Kendrick Lamar Type Beat on my Channel
🌊definitely gonna do more work with him
Issa hit
so sad but so good
feels - thankyou brotha
in your feelings type beat
sad boys
Check my Kendrick Lamar Type Beat on my Channel
Yeah Im dead inside.
Honestly feel like I don't belong alive.
Like what's my purpose?
Am I just a waist of a life?
Cause that's what it feels like.
Voices in my head.
Telling me that your better off dead.
So I grab the gun and put it straight to my head.
I firmly grasp the trigger.
Remembering what people said
I can do it.
I loosin my grip
And say one last goodbye
I close my eyes
Hesitate as I decide.
bro I sent you mail about the basic lease, your beat is appreciated!
im crying
fire 🔥
glad you like! saw u posted your first beat, i subscribed to you - love the aesthetic - keep it up bro!
Ocean Beats yeah I will ! Thank you 👌
aye the website dont work. how much is this one?
May I use this for nonprofit use and give credit to the producer
todays been a bad day
something take this pain away
drugs, guns every pill i need something that kills
fighting the fight
no top to the hill
tired of talking the talk about how i feel
theres no therapy
thats gonna cure whats deep inside of me
fear of making friends
im insecure so i act and pretend
cause i would hate to depend on them
😍😍😍😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ bruh
those feels ;) thanks man!!
This beat is completely different from my style but I’m going to make a song over it in one night, I’ll be back tomorrow to leave the link :)
"One week later"
(Narrator from spongebob voice)
Gray I have it but I don’t like it so it’s private lol
+Lil Mynt lol I feel you
Gray if you want I can unprivate it so you could listen but I dont know if I’m feelin it
+Lil Mynt That would be cool but you don't have to if you don't want to. But the thing about music is that other people are bound to like it even if you don't. If you're just starting with music you're probably not gonna like everything you make so just say fuck it lol.
T2P sent me
Goodbey formaL
Nice
🥇🥇🥇
This beat is so sick, I also make great vids
how much is this beat and where can I buy it or is it free
Can I spit some bars over this beat of I credit you?
Was comin here to get emo, mission accomplished
:'(gang
Since its SOLD that means I cant use it for nonprofit? :(
I love you.
❤️
Aye!!!! I know you! Haha
In the eyes of a son, kid sees his mom she’s really depressed, she tells her son that she wants really wants to die and that she’s been thinking of suicide, son tries to help her move past her thoughts but the step dad finds any way to haunt, he knows she’s thinking about letting go, she’s living in a world where’s shes trapped down deep in the snow, the pain she’s feeling is really starting to show, she no longer wants to live,its at the point where she’s truly wants to end her life, she grabs the knife she’s about to slice , but stops herself she walks to her room and gets the pills, all these thoughts filling her head,she starts crying while she’s thinking of her son, her time is gone she’s truly given up, she walks to the bathroom lays in the tub, deep down words kill, now she’s laying in the tub with a mouth full of blood and a hand full of pills, Rest In Peace
soundcloud.com/user-373070036-754769658/empty-inside-my-emptyness
rip x
Wavy
glad u like man! thanks for the support
can i use for non profit
Why you do this? 😭💔👌
:'( ---> :)
Could I use this ?
Me vejo perdido
luz no escuro e so mais mito
Ela me envolve
mais logo passa quando ela vai embora
me vejo arrependido
mais nao posse seguir ss em saber oque eu quero
minha cabeça e um labirinto mano
E eu nao passei do zero
o tempo passa e eu sozinho nesse mundo solidão bate eu preciso do meu fogo
se ta no chao e em cima na mesma hora
Fodase o mundo eu quero e tudo agora
Eu sei oque fiz sigo sem rancor
Eu sei oque eu fiz nao ligo pra dor
Eu sei oque eu fiz e ela nao gostou
Eu sei que fiz tudo e por amor
Pra virar porra do jogo
Made a song on this 🦋
dime que quieres
dime que sientes
si yo pensaba que eras diferente
clavada en mi mente
aparentemente
no lo quería pero veo que eres igual
todos los planes acaban fatal
puede ser que alguna vez te trate mal?
tal vez tu buscabas mi parte animal
mientras yo buscaba de ti enamorarme
hey
pero las cosas cambiaron yo busco abrazarte
perdona si fue que me costo bastante atreverme a besarte bae
esque, me valoro mucho
no me, regalo pa nadie
ya no, me valen los trucos
llevo al sabio del diablo en mi sangre
y cuantos días me pasaron
tan solo quería cuidarte tenerte en mis brazos y nunca soltarte
se que tengo fallos que a veces fracaso pero mira sigo adelante
imaginaba contigo viajar y soñar pero solo fuimos un instante
mírame y dime si ellos hicieron si quiera una tercera parte?
heridas como tatuajes
no tengo memoria dime cómo lo haces
cierro mis ojos y sigues presente
sabes que me encantas pero no imaginás lo que yo pensaba
o
th-cam.com/video/oOrqE--AeLs/w-d-xo.html
What is the lady saying in the hook?
vocal chop - anything u want to imagine bro, easier for lyrics that way!
True True, well bet😌💯
Its dope man🔥
Check my Kendrick Lamar Type Beat on my Channel
She’s saying what about the hours I spent devising the tales I’ve told
I ask myself sometimes why I even try cause its all a lie .yes they allways lie sneaky and there sly I see myself dreaming this same nightmare where I ALLWAYS die and I'm falling down never seem to hit the ground then I hit the ground I'm not shore if its to come true or is it just my mind I draw the line so.they know where I stand i tell you I've ALLWAYS stand on my ten toes at times feeling like I've lost my soul feeling like I'm ALLWAYS losing feeling this pain driving myself insane I'm all alone in my own lane losing everything I ever gained.physicaly mentally losing my brain feeling like going insane losing everything I ever gained physically mentally all in this pain I'm going insane physically and men
to the bottom drown my sorrow with this fucking bottle
shaky legs im scared as shit don't wanna face tomorrow
numb as fuck im feeling stuck
My Heart is dense and hollow
another one another down a real tough act to follow
fuck smiling I'm dialing don't pick up when I call you
Hah shit I wish I never loved you
Drinking till I sophicate take me from this fucking place bang!
I feel like I've fallen i feel so forgoten n washed then thrown out
I do not know now
I dont know home now
Cant stop the pain thats just been sittin on my chest
Cuz i truly wanna make it
but im like the rest how could this be if im puting in my best
Just shoot at my chest (bruh)
I dont needa vest (uhh)
Just Put me to rest (yuh)
Cuz i cant live in a world
Where you live to just die
Im fighting the tears i dont want to cry
Im fighting my pain that just hides inside
My lifes like a trip
But i dont like the ride
But i could not choose
Take a walk in my shoes
You dont have a clue
Just what i go through
Dont know what to do
my story is true
But im changing the script
Now im gonna choose
(I decided ima make this a song you can check it out on my soundcloud
soundcloud.com/spicycoco117/introduction-2k17 [its not out yet] )
soundcloud.com/user-373070036-754769658/empty-inside-my-emptyness
Oh my fucking dingol dongol this iz the best shit ive ever heard i just got home from work this is just what i need
glad you mess with it my bro! appreciate the support as well, you're a real one
Ocean Beats darn right I'm a real one xD thank you
What does the hook say
yooo I loved this song man! Us type beat makers gotta stick together- would love to connect!! keep up the fire music my friend
appreciate it man!
Appreciate you
RIP
Have, you heard, that I'm absurd
and my, smile is, for sale
Have, you seen, the rain, today
it wash, away, the world
WOW
glad you like brotha!! wavegang 🌊🌊
i love you
😍
I have a 2:17 song written to this
zapowiada się przyjemny wieczór koc i tv
chce znaleźć odskocznie wiec znajduje ja w jump city
odbić się od dna pragnę i przenieść w inny wymiar
wiem ze to marzenie scietej głowy jest ale też moja idylla
bywam dziecinny czasem czasem zbyt często trudno
i tocze walkę z czasem gdy znowu próbuje usnąć
próbuje poskładać złamane serce do kupy tak jak beast boy
czasem nie marze o niczym innym niż o tym żeby na parę chwil zniknąć
na pare długich chwil które ciągnąć się będą
do czasu aż ktoś zauważy moja nieobecność
te teksty lekka ręką pisze w końcu kamień z serca
spada gdy daje upust emocjom i vice versa
niedoskonałości i skazy czasem widzę w wersach
dąże do tego by była to ich najlepsza wersja
More of a Lil Peep type beat no?
You are so fucking awesome 😍
🔥🔥🔥‼️
thanks brotha!
Post this on SoundCloud , like if you agree
listen on .75 speed dumb Fuego
Speed it up to 1.25
beats are too good to not rap over
soundcloud.com/sameed-jamil-975595013/petals-in-motion-beat-prod-ocean-beats
Lyrics:
Deep in my depression
Your loves a weapon
Oh
Deep in my depression
Why'd you throw away the weapon
Oh
Deep in my depression
Im surrounded by
Fake, people who cannot relate, as I elevate
Medicate, my thoughts
As i sit and meditate
Saw my heart drop
Stomped it out like an earthquake
Heart full of petals, I
Never settle in a lie
Dead inside
Pumping my own chest so I can feel alive
Oceans, I flow like oceans
Oceans, I flow in motions
Time 2 Part/ Formal
FormaL :(
I really fu ki g hate
How in no way i can relate
On what its liked to be loved
Or what it feels like to be up above
Because im here at BCC
smoking all this bomb ass tree
I have to treat my depression
Fuck people who believe in oppression
Everyone shouldnt feel like shit
It doesnt feel good not one bit
Everyone is always treated right
Its your is isnt black its white
But everyone will everyone be treated equal?
Who knows maybe youll see in the sequel
Til then youll see ....
In 30 mins youll get to hear part 3
Been feeling empty
Like Posty when he feeling Whitney
She don’t even know my name, but yet she text me come and get me
Is you tispy?
This dick turn will turn you right into a hippie
All I gott
I really wish the hook was different :( it sounds too pop. Fire otherwise
cant wait to make a song on this. If you want, check out my soundcloud soundcloud.com/unknwnrap
just followed - check this man out ppl!
thanks bro!! keep working, you're going to make it. Just watch
and i messaged you on soundcloud hmu when you get the chance, lets work