For anyone who reads this you're are not alone, maybe the pain is craving in right now but don't give up, there's rainbow after the storm. We just have to get through. and most importantly God Loves You.
Right I love the beats and sound it’s sooo good ! I love how lofi music can also make you feel okay and not just sad it has multiple purposes makes me wanna just relax and clear my mind.💭🤍
I understand that you fell that but fight through it I tried to end it all at one point how you don't do it it's going to hurt you family you're friends and me
start(0:42) ever since that night that our eyes first touched sight, we were looking past our lies, we knew that maybe if we tried, it could end up right and even though it didn’t end up right i still think about all the times where you and i would go hide and tell each other goodnight it came to my surprise the day you went and said goodbye you left me for some other guy this whole time you were just lying and now im stuck in my bed crying wondering am i better off dying or should i just keep on with the lying
In 2018 I was pretty sad, I used to listen to your beats and blankly stare at the ceiling in my dark room or I would just cry myself to sleep. Thanks for the times This beat made me cry the most along with broken (the pink panther one) ;) Love you this one is sadwave
God bless u bro god loves u ur amazing man whatever ur going through in life I promise u will overcome ur much stronger than I am keep ur head up and continue to be a warrior bless ur heart man amen 🙏🏻
Why Pain so unreal What’s life anyways Darkness everywhere I turn Everyone just walks away. Deep underwater, no one to save me. People watching throwing me to the pavement. Under the frigid ground,no light escapes.
People say they hate their relationship, friendships, or family. You’ll never understand the pain that comes when people avoid you. When you don’t have any relationships or friends to loose. You don’t have anyone who cares. When there is no reason to stay. The celebrities had a following who was counting on them. I’m a no body. I sit alone. My parents don’t believe me so I can’t see a therapist. I just want to leave. I’m already a ghost so what’s the difference if I disappeared. No one would notice anyway...
Smuck HD I don’t understand the origin of this if it was meant to be a joke or something, but honestly made me laugh. Thank you for (unintentionally) brightening my day a little bit
Death sleeps While she weeps Tears drip onto the concrete She wants what's real A love nobody can steal But I ask will you be true Or give in to temptation When my soul is removed Will you love me for me Not what you see Infront of you Il let you in Il tell you what darkness Lays hidden within I'm not a angel I would be by the side of the devil Metaphorically a symptom Of construct from your thoughts within. Question your thoughts Enemy's lay near. I hope to meet you someday I just hope it stops and begins
Said you want real love so why you actin' difficult, Can't find a way to voice so I'm doin' this lyrical, The pain you give is critical, You act like I'm a criminal, But YOU stole my heart and broke it, Why do I act pitiful? Is it cause I'm missin' you? Miss it when I'm kissin' you? You told me our love was pivotal, And I put you on a pinnacle, Then you went and showed me that true love is straight mythical, Yeah, I say why you actin' different, I just wanna know why you changed, One day said I'm special next thing you were gone without a trace, Why you actin' different, I'm broken and I'm filled with rage, One day said I'm perfect next thing you were switching lanes, Girl I wanted something great so why leave me destroyed, I never wanted that much just your love to enjoy, You took all I had and left nothing to employ, I'm annoyed, how you gon' treat me like a toy, It's like pain I can't avoid, Want a woman to conjoin, Take me away from all this noise, Do I overdose on steroids, Or can I just get hit by a fuckin' asteroid? Love just makes me too fuckin' paranoid, fuck Yeah, I say why you actin' different, I just wanna know why you changed, One day said I'm special next thing you were gone without a trace, Why you actin' different, I'm broken and I'm filled with rage, One day said I'm perfect next thing you were switching lanes, Yeah, I say why you actin' different, I just wanna know why you changed, One day said I'm special next thing you were gone without a trace, Why you actin' different, I'm broken and I'm filled with rage, One day said I'm perfect next thing you were switching lanes,
On this day, 10 years ago I had the best day of my life. Today all that's left are unchanging days of a black and white life. This song helped me express all the pain I feel for realizing this.
2023 is the day I heard this beat. And after 5 years it's going to be here. And whoever reads this must know that I love them. This master piece brings up pain only to give you happiness. Smile Always
It's July 22nd, 2016 Just a young man chasin money and big dreams All I saw was fast cars and them dream teams But now it's so dark that I can't see with these high beams All I've done the past week is pray that God could take it back But ain't a single prayer gon take away that fuckin heart attack There's a 30% chance that you could come out talkin And 30 is better than nothing so I'm grippin on it But the doctors say you won't and I saw dad cry for the first time And then it really sunk in that I had to say goodbye And for the last time? Why God? Why do we deserve this? What did Adam and Eve do that made us so imperfect? I'm steady hurtin, my whole family is But it hurts worst for me cuz I was her first kid That 2 lb 2 oz premie boy That miracle baby, her little bundle of joy Thank you for giving me the best in my life I just wish I had a chance to give a proper goodbye You encouraged my music, it helped me through my pain I love you ma, you're my light in my darkest days And I'm gon shine on like diamonds Cuz that's what it's gon look like when I'm gone Kells said that shit and I mean it too Every word that I write I hope you read it too Every time that I cry I hope you see me through I hope you heard me every time I said I needed you And listened to my pain and helped me see the much needed truth I wish that you were here to see the man I've become I'm not a saint but a good one that's just tryna have fun And live life and find that girl that you told me bout And finally get married and eventually settle down I'm gon cry if I have a daughter I'm naming her Maybelle Louise in your honor
I feel like im lost in time I just need somebody help How could u not see the signs You left me all by myself I thought you were all mine Guess that not the way u felt Gotta stick to dollar signs That the only thing that helps
Every now and again I come back and listen to your tracks. And the feeling is always as if I'm hearing it for the first time. I hope all is well with you and your loved ones.
It fucking kills It fucking hurts Just leave me here down in the dirt Can’t do it anymore My head hurts my hearts sore. I know that I should be just fine without you but your on my mind, your always fucking on my mind, shivers creeping down my spine, there’s nothing I could do or say to make the circumstances change. I really fucking hate this place don’t wanna feel like this but hey ey I don’t know if I Can muster up inside The happiness to stay Here in this place What am I doing here, you fucking left me here don’t know if I made it clear but I will no longer fear You and all ur fucking games you are driving me insane
I saw this when I was crying and had major thoughts of suicide and I smiled for a second. And flooded out more tears and I hugged my pillow and told myself I will be okay. Thank you so much. U have no idea how much that small comment helped me.
I space out When We would scream and shout I miss that house Laying on the couch together Seems long ago now ,It seems so long And you’ve moved on now ,Guess life goes on A dream about A life that we would live together Just as three And things would go along much better But second chances hardly come I was hurt but now I’m numb I try to heal all these scars Cause runnin never got me far
falling in love with him was my biggest mistake. we would facetime late at night all the time and have the deepest conversations. he was everything i could ever want. but i "lied" and i hurt him i said sorry many times and we moved on from it. but then he brought it up again i constantly went back bc i loved him to death. now all i can say is love can become toxic and now im scared to fall again. i never wanna open up my heart again. i was and am so broken. i felt so i alive when we talked now i feel dead. i don't know what to feel. nothing feels real anymore. i don't wanna give up on my self but im holding on to a rope and its slowly breaking and my fall is deadly. at this moment it feels so easy to let go and feel numb.
i feel you i mean this girl and i dated for about 3 months and by the 4th month she was yelling at me and stuff and yelled at me because i didn't understand what its like to go through what she did and i did know and felt what she was talking about then we broke up and i moved on and she found out that i moved on like a month after we broke up and she really hurt me because she used my friends to hurt me by dating them and flexing the point my friends would leave me and go for her and then at least one friend kinda helped me by telling her that it wasn't okay and she yelled and hit him and she went for my best friend and now we grown apart we don't talk we don't hang out so really i felt heart break from this girl and my best friend because we where like brothers and then the second a girl say hey want to date to him he say yes it could have been anyone but her i love him still he like a brother i just don't want him to go through the same stuff i did because i wanted to die every single day because i loved her and then every thing just wrecked in seconds and got to see who my real friends are and who's not but still i care about them i don't hate them i mean i'm not happy the way i was treated but i don't want ether of them hurt but like i still feel like no one cares and that's the scary part because i sometimes thing like what if i never born would things be different or would they be the same would anyone notice or just forget the second i was gone i don't know
This beat. It makes me regret all the bad things i've dont to my parents and I feel like i can't fix them. Im just a rotten ungrateful person hoping for the worst. If you read this, dont end up like me. I need to cherish the time i have with my parents because life is short. I don't know what will happen next i really don't. You don't have to like or anything but I just wanted to express my feelings.
I listened to this for the first time and instantly fell in love. A beat based on Jahseh T-T Its honestly the number 1 beat that I have been obsessed with for now like about 2 months. The best beat I swear, in my opinion. Now I listen to this at least once or twice everyday! I even listen to Tom McDonalds version of this. Nothing ever could I relate so much with after X's passing. He didnt deserve it, we all know. But we need to move on and hopefully see that he wants us to smile. May hurt but genuinely need to think how X would feel if he caught us crying. Im drowing rn but ima stop and think, is what im doing going to make him upset? 😭😭😍❤ I always come ro this song since it gives me peace and let me remember X slowly. Love you X ❤ #LLJ #longlivex #imissyou 💔
Hoje e meu aniversário e me pego aqui ouvindo esse beat e pensando que a cada aniversário que passa eu vou gostando menos desse dia ,pois parece que tbm a cada ano que passa menas pessoas vao se importando comigo ,talvez a culpa seja minha de esperar demais ouvir "parabéns "de pessoas que eu acho que se importa ,mas ao mesmo tempo me faz ver quem realmente se importa ,e que eu to me afastando e perdendo quem realmente se importa!!🙁😓
A mais de um ano atrás comentei e volto a reforçar esta ideia ,pois quando comentei lembrava do meu aniversário que passei com meu tio que estava com uma doença terminal ,e já no próximo aniversário ele não pouse mais participar,pois não estava mais aqui , e cada aniversário que passa sinto que não é mais um dia tão especial,e nem dia de uma pessoa especial .
Can you feel it in your spirit If you say it 1000 times Does it make feel coherent Can you feel it We gotta alotta strive And a purpose deep inside So you gotta hold on tight Can you feel it And we’re all ment to shine So you gotta use that ember To keep your dreams in the light Can you feel it You working day and night Feelin Mentally exhausted But it’s gonna be alright Can you feel it you lookin at the sky You See the passing planes And you wonder when you’ll fly Can you feel it And your reaching for the stars And you know you can’t reach em But just know that you are Can you feel it Gotta leave your mental prison Gotta get a new position Gotta go out there and kill it Can you feel it Success courses through your veins So you gotta make a change So you can live it out your way
Never had you to begin with Now I'm going through mixed feelings and s$$$ Too much on my mind, too much pain, needa drug to hit How tf can I keep living this lonely? Losing hope One day, it will be too much, and Imma grab a rope never had a girl I liked, can't just keep tryna cope Coping with not feeling loved by anyone I feel like such a failure, probably not gonna have a son Just be lonely my whole life, never feel like I have won desperate for being loved and giving love back How many girls will I go through? This s$$$ is so wack My love life is so offcourse, will never be on track My life isn't bad, just someone special is what I lack Why do even try to find love? Love just might not be for me A future family of my own, I just might never see I just hope to God above this isn't how it'll always be Having to let go of a girl I liked, adding on to my lonely This is just depressing, makes me wanna end it all I feel like jumping off a bridge, and not landing the fall When I have to forget a girl again, feels like being crushed by a wall I'm a lonely little boy, lost in life, with no one by me I just want the girl of my dreams to come to me, set me free Me and her can go and leave behind the terrible memories Me and her can go and say f$$$ you to all the enemies The thought of never having her just melts me emotionally It kills my brain, I feel brain dead, totally
Mc lima - Te busco(00:42) Te busco y no te encuentro tu te fuiste y yo te siento ahora todo va mas lento quiero nadar mar adentro yo te amaba no te miento un desperdicio de talento me falto decir lo siento quiero creer que no es cierto
We keeping on losing legends rest in peace xxxtentacion, rest in peace juicewurld, rest in peace Kobe, rest in peace Chadwick. Y'all will forever live in our hearts ❤️💙🖤
ikr all of those episodes are kinda dark but still funny. The mash up this guy did is depressing af. Bart dies and homer kills himself leaving lisa and marge alone. Like wtf....
I been feeling distant my soul feeling different It’s like the happy chemicals just ain’t consistent I’m always lifted it’s bad for your pigment this ain’t what I pictured I’m losing my stride but I never been quitter Stop thinking bitter im lost an confused I don’t know what to do How am I ever goin forget about you How am I ever goin get around you I was only twelve years old when I went an found you We turned 14 then we went a round 2 We tried to make it count to I was so about you We made plans to go out to you were mad you were pist About a bus that I missed then you left without bliss But it didn’t mean shit we were just kids it is what is I guess you did what you did I turned 21 years old lost most of my homies Sitting in my room drinking steeles feeling lonely I wish I had a girl just to lay with me only I don’t mean to sound so corny It’s the depression I take it out with aggression This anxiety I can feel the pressure so much suppression You can tell by my Facial Expression I’m to shy to express it I feel high an neglected I turned 22 years old now your hitting up my inbox Last time we spoke you told me to kicks rocks I helped you with struggles I’m giving up my hustle I’m giving up my ego let it fly like an eagle I wish me an you could give it one more try Instead we left each other with one more cry With a chance we can see each other one more time Just to pass time before my pulse flat lines Don’t you remember ripping in the cars with the speakers You’d turn on the heater because it’s to cold I took you guys in like if you were my own Welcomed you into my home left mye spinning like Dreidels She whispers I was able to watch you fall But I tried to reach you but you denied every call You wouldn’t answer at all
It hurts, I know it does. You want to end it. Silence in your mind. No pain, no more love. It hurts so much, I know. But you have to be strong. Many want to see you fail, to see you fall. Prove to yourself and to them, they are nothing. Their comments, their actions, and your isolation is beneath. If any dark thoughts come for you, remember that you are stronger. Take a breath and live, for after every storm is peace.
Life can be so hard at times 😔⚰️like right now I’m feeling really down I try to do things so that I could be happy but it seems like nothing is working I’m not saying this is the end⚰️⚰️😔🤦🏽♂️ but I just want to continue keep the faith and believe that I will be happy again but for now I feel so lost I feel like apart of my heart is missing and feel incomplete feels like I’ll never be good enough for anything right now 💔💔💔😔😔😔😔😭😭⚰️
0:43 I'm stuck in this cage of sadness Always tired Noting to do but compress my felling of sadness Always shows a brick wall really it's a glass wall No one really knows me all she knows I'm quite I love her but all I get is door ways aways Leads to sadness Smoke a joint pop 2 now I'm all floatey Thinking of swallowing the benzos in my pocket Now I feel all wavey put in a deeper hole all I feel Is notingless light ness Heavy ness all in my head wake up in my death bed All I see is regretness all I see is sadness ........anxcity and nauseous.
Como es que terminaron así? Todo empezó como empiezan todas las cosas. No fue nada especial sabes? (Risa) recuerdo ir en bus acompañandola sin una moneda en mi pantalón para la vuelta y ella sin siquiera mirarme, pensaba, esto no es ningún cuento de hadas. Era un maldito niño, no sabía lo que tenía, no sabía como cuidarlo, admito mis errores y por mucho que lo intente no puedo volver atrás. Valoro cada enseñanza de la vida porque el costo es demasiado alto, y ahora que he aprendido la lección es demasiado tarde, le puede pasar a todl el mundo verdad? Nunca voy a entender Como es que terminó Lo que fue de los dos Y cuando te hice mujer Dime como empezó Vamos repítelo No puedo soportar más el terrible dolor 3 de la mañana como cada noche pienso en Como sería tenerte aqui de nuevo si De verdad cambiamos o seguimo en el infierno Si entendieras me dieron el cielo y me quedé con esto No hay nada mas puro nada mas sincero Sigo amándote en el segundo enero Llamalo como quieras pero lo presiento Esto no va a cambiar esa mas sigue en aumento Extraño tantas cosas de ti Extraño tu voz Te escucho cada noche escucho tu corazón
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Brother van You help me
I'm Realy sad my girlfriend go away from me he left my heath and i will Not becouse she is 5 h away from me and i can't dis
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This help me threw hard times thanks man
You will not understand this until your grown you will not understand this until your alone
19 years old now and this hit me real hard
Well I understand it pretty well
i can relate bro im 19 also and its hard out here mane and im alone bro i cant find real love now im listening to sad beats bro
Blue eyes full of lies said you love me now all I hear is goodbyes, all I hear is goodbyes
Absolutely right.
For anyone who reads this you're are not alone, maybe the pain is craving in right now but don't give up, there's rainbow after the storm. We just have to get through. and most importantly God Loves You.
Thnk you
Ha no likes
This beat is so good that it shouldn't even be rapped on. It's art as itself.
Right I love the beats and sound it’s sooo good ! I love how lofi music can also make you feel okay and not just sad it has multiple purposes makes me wanna just relax and clear my mind.💭🤍
raped*
Tom McDonald did its fire
this is what memories sound like
The fact that X died and this was one of my favorite type beat.. is killing me 😢🌹
X WAS PUSSY TALK TOO MUCH
@@Melinmingle stfu clout chaser
XXXTEENSENSATION., wtf is clout
D'Mario 2000 clout isn’t just that, it’s more than that. But whatevs
I feel exactly the same way🥺
Damn you Riley, but thanks for leading me to this sick beat
Fr :(
I hate Riley 😭
Man Fuck Riley
Fr who woulda thought she led us here
Tom MacDonald made a song over this beat called "Hang On"
I heard this beat before I heard Tom's song but all in all this beat alone has meaning.
This is THE BEST BEAT I'VE EVER HEARD. I cried. Thank you for making such a masterpiece free. This shit is good enough for a mainstream artist.
Killing my own existence
I don’t want to feel anymore
I’m trapped in my own conscious
love will never live here anymore
my nut hurts
it is really sore
I understand that you fell that but fight through it I tried to end it all at one point how you don't do it it's going to hurt you family you're friends and me
I also went through the pain there is Hope Jesus gave me life more abundantly then anything else!!! Please have hope listen to my song(;
All the pain that I felt
The cards have been dealt and
It feels like it's all falling to the floor.
So simple, so peaceful, yet so beautiful, and amazing. I love you, X. May you rest in peace
Nice beat!
You also have totally cool beats!!
This is definitely the music beat that describes the dramatic issues that one has to deal with unrequited love & rejection!
start(0:42)
ever since that night
that our eyes first touched sight,
we were looking past our lies,
we knew that maybe if we tried,
it could end up right
and even though it didn’t end up right
i still think about all the times
where you and i would go hide
and tell each other goodnight
it came to my surprise
the day you went and said goodbye
you left me for some other guy
this whole time you were just lying
and now im stuck in my bed crying
wondering am i better off dying or should i just keep on with the lying
Soooo good
sadboyylucky ! YESSIR
Its not that good but keep going and it'l get better! :)
This is literally my problem and I don't know if I can carry on anymore 😔
Love it
this really has the best lofi beats 😭 its crazy how one person can really make things like this you feel me
No fr like I’ve liked atleast like
10 videos and subscribed to some other lofi type beats from other people who put they lyrics in the comments.
Thank you for this masterpiece 💯
The visuals add so much to the beat 🔥
Yeeessss, brings tears to me everytime
Yes fr ❤ the lofi pics and videos always match ❤
In 2018 I was pretty sad, I used to listen to your beats and blankly stare at the ceiling in my dark room or I would just cry myself to sleep. Thanks for the times This beat made me cry the most along with broken (the pink panther one) ;) Love you this one is sadwave
Already been a fucking year
God bless u bro god loves u ur amazing man whatever ur going through in life I promise u will overcome ur much stronger than I am keep ur head up and continue to be a warrior bless ur heart man amen 🙏🏻
Why
Pain so unreal
What’s life anyways
Darkness everywhere I turn
Everyone just walks away.
Deep underwater, no one to save me.
People watching throwing me to the pavement.
Under the frigid ground,no light escapes.
*ooOh iM An eDGy 14 yEaR oLD* make some friends dude. its not the end of the world lmao
Excoundrel lmao I’m not depressed. I just made it cause it sounded good in the moment. Doesn’t make it real😀
@VijaPerfect get your gacha life ass out of here
I started producing lofi because of you, I hope I come back one day, I'm one of the few in this niche here in Brazil lol
People say they hate their relationship, friendships, or family.
You’ll never understand the pain that comes when people avoid you. When you don’t have any relationships or friends to loose. You don’t have anyone who cares. When there is no reason to stay. The celebrities had a following who was counting on them. I’m a no body. I sit alone. My parents don’t believe me so I can’t see a therapist. I just want to leave. I’m already a ghost so what’s the difference if I disappeared. No one would notice anyway...
People would notice, it's hard to see that but they would, and they would miss you too
It’s just yellow smurfs my nigga
Keep strong, you will find someone who cares and love you, I am sure of that.
The first 4 lines describe my situation, it sucks..
Smuck HD I don’t understand the origin of this if it was meant to be a joke or something, but honestly made me laugh. Thank you for (unintentionally) brightening my day a little bit
Death sleeps
While she weeps
Tears drip onto the concrete
She wants what's real
A love nobody can steal
But I ask will you be true
Or give in to temptation
When my soul is removed
Will you love me for me
Not what you see
Infront of you
Il let you in
Il tell you what darkness
Lays hidden within
I'm not a angel
I would be by the side of the devil
Metaphorically a symptom
Of construct from your thoughts within. Question your thoughts
Enemy's lay near. I hope to meet you someday I just hope it stops and begins
Said you want real love so why you actin' difficult,
Can't find a way to voice so I'm doin' this lyrical,
The pain you give is critical,
You act like I'm a criminal,
But YOU stole my heart and broke it,
Why do I act pitiful?
Is it cause I'm missin' you?
Miss it when I'm kissin' you?
You told me our love was pivotal,
And I put you on a pinnacle,
Then you went and showed me that true love is straight mythical,
Yeah,
I say why you actin' different,
I just wanna know why you changed,
One day said I'm special next thing you were gone without a trace,
Why you actin' different,
I'm broken and I'm filled with rage,
One day said I'm perfect next thing you were switching lanes,
Girl I wanted something great so why leave me destroyed,
I never wanted that much just your love to enjoy,
You took all I had and left nothing to employ,
I'm annoyed, how you gon' treat me like a toy,
It's like pain I can't avoid,
Want a woman to conjoin,
Take me away from all this noise,
Do I overdose on steroids,
Or can I just get hit by a fuckin' asteroid?
Love just makes me too fuckin' paranoid, fuck
Yeah,
I say why you actin' different,
I just wanna know why you changed,
One day said I'm special next thing you were gone without a trace,
Why you actin' different,
I'm broken and I'm filled with rage,
One day said I'm perfect next thing you were switching lanes,
Yeah,
I say why you actin' different,
I just wanna know why you changed,
One day said I'm special next thing you were gone without a trace,
Why you actin' different,
I'm broken and I'm filled with rage,
One day said I'm perfect next thing you were switching lanes,
why did I think this was the real Dr phil
@@nat4164 No clue 😂😂
u good homie?
Hey, would appreciate credit for using my edit thankyou 💙
Damn
Isn't there is already on the description?
Damn
He put it in the description
Bruh who hurt you to the point where you were able to make that awesome edit? :p
This whole video was heartbreaking. Every bit of it.
The beats was so beautiful.
RIP X Vro LLJ
omfg, that's where Powfu gets the beats
this gave me chills
This is beautiful!
this beat just made me realize what life truly is.
ong?
On this day, 10 years ago I had the best day of my life. Today all that's left are unchanging days of a black and white life. This song helped me express all the pain I feel for realizing this.
2023 is the day I heard this beat. And after 5 years it's going to be here. And whoever reads this must know that I love them. This master piece brings up pain only to give you happiness. Smile Always
Beat and visuals dope 🔥
It's July 22nd, 2016
Just a young man chasin money and big dreams
All I saw was fast cars and them dream teams
But now it's so dark that I can't see with these high beams
All I've done the past week is pray that God could take it back
But ain't a single prayer gon take away that fuckin heart attack
There's a 30% chance that you could come out talkin
And 30 is better than nothing so I'm grippin on it
But the doctors say you won't and I saw dad cry for the first time
And then it really sunk in that I had to say goodbye
And for the last time? Why God? Why do we deserve this?
What did Adam and Eve do that made us so imperfect?
I'm steady hurtin, my whole family is
But it hurts worst for me cuz I was her first kid
That 2 lb 2 oz premie boy
That miracle baby, her little bundle of joy
Thank you for giving me the best in my life
I just wish I had a chance to give a proper goodbye
You encouraged my music, it helped me through my pain
I love you ma, you're my light in my darkest days
And I'm gon shine on like diamonds
Cuz that's what it's gon look like when I'm gone
Kells said that shit and I mean it too
Every word that I write I hope you read it too
Every time that I cry I hope you see me through
I hope you heard me every time I said I needed you
And listened to my pain and helped me see the much needed truth
I wish that you were here to see the man I've become
I'm not a saint but a good one that's just tryna have fun
And live life and find that girl that you told me bout
And finally get married and eventually settle down
I'm gon cry if I have a daughter
I'm naming her Maybelle Louise in your honor
Erik Williams Your the greatest
U real asf bro
Made me tear up
Erik Williams
Thanks guys I appreciate the positive vibes. Much love from the Murder Mitten ✌✌✌
Man I'm lost for words you got me on this one
I don't know why I like listening to depressing music But I'm going though a lot😭😩😔😞
Hope it gets better
Did it get better yet?
Just breathe.. just breathe
Stay strong you will get through this I got through it kinda
Dope beat fam
I feel like im lost in time
I just need somebody help
How could u not see the signs
You left me all by myself
I thought you were all mine
Guess that not the way u felt
Gotta stick to dollar signs
That the only thing that helps
I love it man
all my best memories of 2015-2016-2017-2018 I will never forget these beautiful years which are engraved for life in my memory
Same here man
Pesado demais esse vídeo man, c é loko!!!
2020!!!!!🥳
I listen to this and never stop crying it’s like no one really understands
This is a really nice beat keep it up homie you could go places
Every now and again I come back and listen to your tracks. And the feeling is always as if I'm hearing it for the first time. I hope all is well with you and your loved ones.
It fucking kills
It fucking hurts
Just leave me here
down in the dirt
Can’t do it anymore
My head hurts my hearts sore.
I know that I should be just fine without you but your on my mind, your always fucking on my mind, shivers creeping down my spine, there’s nothing I could do or say to make the circumstances change. I really fucking hate this place don’t wanna feel like this but hey ey
I don’t know if I
Can muster up inside
The happiness to stay
Here in this place
What am I doing here, you fucking left me here don’t know if I made it clear but I will no longer fear
You and all ur fucking games you are driving me insane
If you're reading this, please smile just for a minute everything will be fine, okay? I love you.
you too🥺
I saw this when I was crying and had major thoughts of suicide and I smiled for a second. And flooded out more tears and I hugged my pillow and told myself I will be okay. Thank you so much. U have no idea how much that small comment helped me.
If my family dies they will always be by my side no matter what will happen
I space out
When We would scream and shout
I miss that house
Laying on the couch together
Seems long ago now ,It seems so long
And you’ve moved on now ,Guess life goes on
A dream about
A life that we would live together
Just as three
And things would go along much better
But second chances hardly come
I was hurt but now I’m numb
I try to heal all these scars
Cause runnin never got me far
When I’m expiring I wanna hear this beat as I reflect on my life before the creator takes my spirit I’m dead ass mannn this beat should b used no 🧢
Tom Macdonald - "hang on" brought me here! :-)
This beat gave me goosebumps...........realised that you cannot practise LIFE😖😖😖😖
Ahnboi and Misery make the best beats
My therapist: Why didn’t you tell anyone about your feelings or depression?
Me: No one asked what was wrong every time I cried.....
@AHMED Marzook jxlkzicj
Lmaooooo yellow smurfs
I feel that 99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the time
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When we feel so depressed we don’t want to go out, we just want to stay home in bed all day, we don’t feel the hours ,
This is a masterpiece. I can feel the pain
Being alone going through stuff by yourself really sucks but aye that’s life 🤷♂️💔
beat already is such sadistic and that Bart Simpson video is just killing me :( :( :(
SO FUCKING SAD, THIS IS MY SONG, I USE THIS BEAT
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I'm making a song out of this beat
This beat is better and more powerful than any “finished” track I’ve never heard him do, but that could just be me...
When i hear this beat i feel like nobody wants me and i always feel like im never good enough for people
Man, I love this beat and I just realized that it's the same one that Powfu used for "So Long". Brilliant instrumentals ~
Tom Macdonald used it for “Hang On” as well
falling in love with him was my biggest mistake. we would facetime late at night all the time and have the deepest conversations. he was everything i could ever want. but i "lied" and i hurt him i said sorry many times and we moved on from it. but then he brought it up again i constantly went back bc i loved him to death. now all i can say is love can become toxic and now im scared to fall again. i never wanna open up my heart again. i was and am so broken. i felt so i alive when we talked now i feel dead. i don't know what to feel. nothing feels real anymore. i don't wanna give up on my self but im holding on to a rope and its slowly breaking and my fall is deadly. at this moment it feels so easy to let go and feel numb.
Leave the past behind
God helps🖤
i feel you i mean this girl and i dated for about 3 months and by the 4th month she was yelling at me and stuff and yelled at me because i didn't understand what its like to go through what she did and i did know and felt what she was talking about then we broke up and i moved on and she found out that i moved on like a month after we broke up and she really hurt me because she used my friends to hurt me by dating them and flexing the point my friends would leave me and go for her and then at least one friend kinda helped me by telling her that it wasn't okay and she yelled and hit him and she went for my best friend and now we grown apart we don't talk we don't hang out so really i felt heart break from this girl and my best friend because we where like brothers and then the second a girl say hey want to date to him he say yes it could have been anyone but her i love him still he like a brother i just don't want him to go through the same stuff i did because i wanted to die every single day because i loved her and then every thing just wrecked in seconds and got to see who my real friends are and who's not but still i care about them i don't hate them i mean i'm not happy the way i was treated but i don't want ether of them hurt but like i still feel like no one cares and that's the scary part because i sometimes thing like what if i never born would things be different or would they be the same would anyone notice or just forget the second i was gone i don't know
@@godz162 damn bro...I'm so soryy for you😴😕
@@knownasfalco7996 dude its fine but thank you it helps alot
@@godz162 *your welcome and I really like to come and reads some comment..I feel really comfortable when i read them😴and it helps me through my pain😴*
Idk if you goin see this, but you really got a way of bringing/putting life into music 🎶 it’s amazing and mesmerizing 🥀🖤
I cryed, its so sad
Racka Racka
This beat. It makes me regret all the bad things i've dont to my parents and I feel like i can't fix them. Im just a rotten ungrateful person hoping for the worst. If you read this, dont end up like me. I need to cherish the time i have with my parents because life is short. I don't know what will happen next i really don't. You don't have to like or anything but I just wanted to express my feelings.
This truly was the most disturbing and saddening thing I have ever seen.🥶
I listened to this for the first time and instantly fell in love. A beat based on Jahseh T-T Its honestly the number 1 beat that I have been obsessed with for now like about 2 months. The best beat I swear, in my opinion. Now I listen to this at least once or twice everyday! I even listen to Tom McDonalds version of this. Nothing ever could I relate so much with after X's passing. He didnt deserve it, we all know. But we need to move on and hopefully see that he wants us to smile. May hurt but genuinely need to think how X would feel if he caught us crying. Im drowing rn but ima stop and think, is what im doing going to make him upset? 😭😭😍❤ I always come ro this song since it gives me peace and let me remember X slowly. Love you X ❤ #LLJ #longlivex #imissyou 💔
This is some beautiful stuff man, I love it. Legit just dropped a song and this ALREADY makes me wanna start writing again.
Hoje e meu aniversário e me pego aqui ouvindo esse beat e pensando que a cada aniversário que passa eu vou gostando menos desse dia ,pois parece que tbm a cada ano que passa menas pessoas vao se importando comigo ,talvez a culpa seja minha de esperar demais ouvir "parabéns "de pessoas que eu acho que se importa ,mas ao mesmo tempo me faz ver quem realmente se importa ,e que eu to me afastando e perdendo quem realmente se importa!!🙁😓
Pedro Mendes Sempre terá alguém que te ama, que fará tudo pra te ver sorrir, mesmo vc achando que não mais aquela pessoa sempre continuará lá.
Pedro Mendes você é especial do seu jeito ❤️
@@lennasantos3421 obg 🤗
Não fica assim porque tem alguém lá no céu que te ama Jesus Cristo ele e eu te amamos
A mais de um ano atrás comentei e volto a reforçar esta ideia ,pois quando comentei lembrava do meu aniversário que passei com meu tio que estava com uma doença terminal ,e já no próximo aniversário ele não pouse mais participar,pois não estava mais aqui , e cada aniversário que passa sinto que não é mais um dia tão especial,e nem dia de uma pessoa especial .
Listening to this at 2 am hits different
Que vibe mano ❤️❤️❤️
I wish I can go back cuz I’m so lost deep down right now no one will ever notice and feel
i love this 🔥
Heavy rain at night x this beat x voices in your head🥺
Can you feel it in your spirit
If you say it 1000 times
Does it make feel coherent
Can you feel it
We gotta alotta strive
And a purpose deep inside
So you gotta hold on tight
Can you feel it
And we’re all ment to shine
So you gotta use that ember
To keep your dreams in the light
Can you feel it
You working day and night
Feelin Mentally exhausted
But it’s gonna be alright
Can you feel it
you lookin at the sky
You See the passing planes
And you wonder when you’ll fly
Can you feel it
And your reaching for the stars
And you know you can’t reach em
But just know that you are
Can you feel it
Gotta leave your mental prison
Gotta get a new position
Gotta go out there and kill it
Can you feel it
Success courses through your veins
So you gotta make a change
So you can live it out your way
💔
Hi could you write me a rap?
You made me goosebumb
Aye bro imma use this ight (Go to sleep)
Every beat ive always rapped but this beat i just started singing.
Never had you to begin with
Now I'm going through mixed feelings and s$$$
Too much on my mind, too much pain, needa drug to hit
How tf can I keep living this lonely? Losing hope
One day, it will be too much, and Imma grab a rope
never had a girl I liked, can't just keep tryna cope
Coping with not feeling loved by anyone
I feel like such a failure, probably not gonna have a son
Just be lonely my whole life, never feel like I have won
desperate for being loved and giving love back
How many girls will I go through? This s$$$ is so wack
My love life is so offcourse, will never be on track
My life isn't bad, just someone special is what I lack
Why do even try to find love? Love just might not be for me
A future family of my own, I just might never see
I just hope to God above this isn't how it'll always be
Having to let go of a girl I liked, adding on to my lonely
This is just depressing, makes me wanna end it all
I feel like jumping off a bridge, and not landing the fall
When I have to forget a girl again, feels like being crushed by a wall
I'm a lonely little boy, lost in life, with no one by me
I just want the girl of my dreams to come to me, set me free
Me and her can go and leave behind the terrible memories
Me and her can go and say f$$$ you to all the enemies
The thought of never having her just melts me emotionally
It kills my brain, I feel brain dead, totally
Beautiful
💔
Speaking straight from the heart
Legends
Never
Die
💔🕊️😭❤️
Mc lima - Te busco(00:42)
Te busco y no te encuentro
tu te fuiste y yo te siento
ahora todo va mas lento
quiero nadar mar adentro
yo te amaba no te miento
un desperdicio de talento
me falto decir lo siento
quiero creer que no es cierto
Que buena men sacaste l rola ?
Well!!
This beat is better than my life.
Algum brasileiro triste dá like por favor eu nunca tive mais de 5 likes
😢
Oi ,também estou triste 😢😭
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We keeping on losing legends rest in peace xxxtentacion, rest in peace juicewurld, rest in peace Kobe, rest in peace Chadwick. Y'all will forever live in our hearts ❤️💙🖤
This is so far the sadest clip video i've ever seen. I'm maybe too much emotional but, i cried.
ikr all of those episodes are kinda dark but still funny. The mash up this guy did is depressing af. Bart dies and homer kills himself leaving lisa and marge alone. Like wtf....
you are not too much,you are just perfect the way you are
i'm with u, same here /cry
fire af 🌹
This fits my flow perfectly
May I download it to use in my next track
It's not love that drives me here it's the pain of life and people.
I been feeling distant my soul feeling different
It’s like the happy chemicals just ain’t consistent
I’m always lifted it’s bad for your pigment this ain’t what I pictured
I’m losing my stride but I never been quitter
Stop thinking bitter im lost an confused I don’t know what to do
How am I ever goin forget about you
How am I ever goin get around you
I was only twelve years old when I went an found you
We turned 14 then we went a round 2
We tried to make it count to I was so about you
We made plans to go out to you were mad you were pist
About a bus that I missed then you left without bliss
But it didn’t mean shit we were just kids it is what is
I guess you did what you did
I turned 21 years old lost most of my homies
Sitting in my room drinking steeles feeling lonely
I wish I had a girl just to lay with me only
I don’t mean to sound so corny
It’s the depression I take it out with aggression
This anxiety I can feel the pressure so much suppression
You can tell by my Facial Expression I’m to shy to express it
I feel high an neglected
I turned 22 years old now your hitting up my inbox
Last time we spoke you told me to kicks rocks
I helped you with struggles I’m giving up my hustle
I’m giving up my ego let it fly like an eagle
I wish me an you could give it one more try
Instead we left each other with one more cry
With a chance we can see each other one more time
Just to pass time before my pulse flat lines
Don’t you remember ripping in the cars with the speakers
You’d turn on the heater because it’s to cold
I took you guys in like if you were my own
Welcomed you into my home left mye spinning like Dreidels
She whispers I was able to watch you fall
But I tried to reach you but you denied every call
You wouldn’t answer at all
It hurts, I know it does.
You want to end it.
Silence in your mind.
No pain, no more love.
It hurts so much, I know.
But you have to be strong.
Many want to see you fail, to see you fall.
Prove to yourself and to them, they are nothing.
Their comments, their actions, and your isolation is beneath.
If any dark thoughts come for you, remember that you are stronger.
Take a breath and live, for after every storm is peace.
Life can be so hard at times 😔⚰️like right now I’m feeling really down I try to do things so that I could be happy but it seems like nothing is working I’m not saying this is the end⚰️⚰️😔🤦🏽♂️ but I just want to continue keep the faith and believe that I will be happy again but for now I feel so lost I feel like apart of my heart is missing and feel incomplete feels like I’ll never be good enough for anything right now 💔💔💔😔😔😔😔😭😭⚰️
i hope your doing better
skylar gingrich thanks really appreciate it ❤️🤞🏽😔😔😔😔
0:43
I'm stuck in this cage of sadness
Always tired
Noting to do but compress my felling of sadness
Always shows a brick wall really it's a glass wall
No one really knows me all she knows I'm quite
I love her but all I get is door ways aways
Leads to sadness
Smoke a joint pop 2 now I'm all floatey
Thinking of swallowing the benzos in my pocket
Now I feel all wavey put in a deeper hole all I feel
Is notingless light ness Heavy ness all in my head wake up in my death bed
All I see is regretness all I see is sadness ........anxcity and nauseous.
~ 0:41 🖤
🤍 1:26
~ 1:45 💔
This Makes Cry 😭😭 😭🖤
Uma palavra me define tristeza 😭🤘🏴☠️
THE VIBRATION
I love your beats bro
When I see stuff like this when I’m trying to freestyle I just watch it
😭:( R.I.P 💔 XXXTENTACION
Livin in my own existence
I don’t want to feel anymore
I’m trapped in my own conscious
Love will never live here anymore
More instrumentals!!!!!!!! WOW!!!
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxx sorry you died
The edit was so sad the clips used was so emotional and deep
i use this clip do demoralize myself, when i was rejected again and again and again
Como es que terminaron así?
Todo empezó como empiezan todas las cosas. No fue nada especial sabes? (Risa) recuerdo ir en bus acompañandola sin una moneda en mi pantalón para la vuelta y ella sin siquiera mirarme, pensaba, esto no es ningún cuento de hadas. Era un maldito niño, no sabía lo que tenía, no sabía como cuidarlo, admito mis errores y por mucho que lo intente no puedo volver atrás. Valoro cada enseñanza de la vida porque el costo es demasiado alto, y ahora que he aprendido la lección es demasiado tarde, le puede pasar a todl el mundo verdad?
Nunca voy a entender
Como es que terminó
Lo que fue de los dos
Y cuando te hice mujer
Dime como empezó
Vamos repítelo
No puedo soportar
más el terrible dolor
3 de la mañana como cada noche pienso en
Como sería tenerte aqui de nuevo si
De verdad cambiamos o seguimo en el infierno
Si entendieras me dieron el cielo y me quedé con esto
No hay nada mas puro nada mas sincero
Sigo amándote en el segundo enero
Llamalo como quieras pero lo presiento
Esto no va a cambiar esa mas sigue en aumento
Extraño tantas cosas de ti
Extraño tu voz
Te escucho cada noche escucho tu corazón