This type beat is just wonderful. It truly puts me in a state of mind that really pleases me. Over the past 6 months, it’s been very hard for me to handle moving out of a house that I’ve lived in for 13 years. Also, this one person in particular suffered from autism that was in my old neighborhood was my best friend. He was a very rare kinda guy that you’d never meet. He liked things that other people didn’t but I liked. I’d never go to school and express what I actually like because I know people would think of me differently. But whenever I go to his house he doesn’t give a damn at all on what he likes and I enjoyed it very very much. I feel like I was a big part of his life. We’d pretend and even sometimes play with action figures at the age of 12 but it was just so much fun to be around him and have his comfort. Towards when I was about to move out my old house, he’d keep texting me if I’d like to come over. Because me being stupid, I said “no, maybe tomorrow” because I wanted to play online with my friends. Then the next day he’d ask, I’d say the same. And the next day is same again. Until it was about two days until I’d move in, I went over to his house and say “goodbye” and stay there for the three hours I’m usually there. I said “I might come and see you one more time before I move into the new house” just to get him excited for the next time. I never came back because I wanted to play online instead of being there for a friend I’ve been with for a long time vs. friends I’ve known from school for 5 months. Now I look back at it I see how foolish I was not saying a proper “goodbye” to him. I still said it but in the time I was there I don’t think I meant it 100%. I never knew the impact he put on me. Connor, if you see this. I just want to thank you. And thank everybody that had to read my huge essay that took up a chunk of you’re time.
This beat gives me a feeling like. Imagine being a superstar at the age of 15, you’ve just returned from a tour and now you are on you way to school again. All you friends are hyped up and glad for you:)
Found this from years back when i was crushed i had to rush, can't fuzz about life that was not right at the end of the night now i'm on the mic speaking my own rights this was at the time i almost got killed taking these pills, felt so ill happy i'm here still kick back and relax one day i be on the map thanks Tundra for the beats when i wear my heart on the sleeve
The best beats write themselves.. Lyrics work the same way.. Aside from my best friend who produces Tundra is literally my favorite.. His shit speaks to me
Your beats are some of the best quality I've ever heard. The way you have your website organized and youtube as well is clean as fuck bro. Its pretty inspiring and you can tell how hard you grind.
There’s no hope There’s only smoke Smoke in my lungs And smoke in my nose I don’t even know Where I should start The ways that I cope Put me in the dark Now there’s a black hole Reaching for my heart It tears me apart My body departs I’m so many pieces Like a work of art
As I’m dying Alone Alone in my room I want you to know That I always loved you Never once did I not mean it Sticking around And caring for you But now that I’m leaving I’m stuck in my feelings popping these pills Ain’t feeling to right I might overdose all in a night Yes I’m aware Im ending my life But I guess it’s alright I know that I’m leaving I know that I’m leaving Leaving forever Until I am gone I don’t even know where I’m heading or going Heaven or hell Where do I even belong Where did you go You said that you wouldn’t leave But now that you’re gone I’m stuck in my feels While I’m writing this song Thanking my friends For all of the Smiles that they gave And all laughs I’ve made I’m just stuck in my way
I had to make a few pause breaks; but its all there for a rap song. Love the energy. Vibe it into more positive vibes and watch it help. You have the energy; just need to harness it.
I feel so exhausted This is how it feels being powerless Get on ur feet, and keep your head up Not matter what happens, you'll always go through stuff You're not the only one going through pain Just know it's all in your brain I know everything's annoying to you But if you ever encounter some shit you'll know what to do If you think nobody's got you you're instincts do Live for yourself And don't trust nobody else Fuck what they say, fuck what they think When the water's rising just let them sink Rise up and be the best you can be Even if it's not so easy Don't get mad get even 'N dont ever start grieving If you give them what they want and let them leave They'll think they won and that's the key Working your way up til u succeed Give what u want in return, don't be greedy Don't let no bitch break your heart And don't let her leave you with scars Wipe your eyes and stop crying Do you what gotta do and don't ever stop trying If you slack off you'll be the one drowning So don't ever turn back just keep smiling I know the pressure on you're chest is painful But I know you'll get through it I see every angle Everybody has a different definition of perfect No human is perfect People try to be and it's just not worth it Don't forgive someone more than 3 times, that's a deed Don't provide them more chances than they need And if you see someone you like tell them how u feel Don't be shy, open up just be real If you ever see someone on the streets Help them out, cause they dont really got nowhere to be
Damn. Not that anybody will care, but my brother recently got shot and was deceased as he arrived to the hospital. They revived him and he went under 4 surgeries and nearly bled out each time. Now me and him, we don't have a good relationship with each other but I do feel for him. I love my brother enough to worry about him but I can't say I love him if it makes sense. After hearing this I kinda wanted to cry because it (idky or how) reminded me of him in the hospital.. It's a sad and beautiful beat, prob the best I've heard in a week.
World fades to grey; People always change; Love dies away; No room left for the sense of humanity to stay; Open your eyes to see the hell we are living today; Society is just focus on money and the fame; That they ignore the fact the world is slowly turning a land of pain; That I know if god were alive he will be a shame, of what we became
I'm just stuck in my way you now what I mean But nobody even care about me Feelin so cracked up with my feelings Want it to end it before you was leaving But now it's to late Praying every night every day Nobody knows me I'm fucking difficult Difficult like "wanna give me the overdose Feelin nothing like it's so dark And if it's dark I'll give me the shoot Hope it would happen really fuckin fast And that after the death gets me past Wanna step back to the good old times thinking about now every second in my live The past yeah she was great, but I made some really big mistakes Hurted everybody that I've known Feelin cold blood in my black veenes The reason? I blow myself up I gave the shoot And now I've been trippin away But dont even know Is it heaven or hell It's like in a cell Time is running away from running away from you 4 walls standing against to you Standing against And some voices like give you the overdose Give you the overdose
God I feel like I’m who I was before you, these little things I’m going through push me further from you, lead me back towards my faith, when I’m with you I’m unscathed, your way is my way lord, I feel so empty so lonely, I feel there’s nothing left for me, I’m worthless lord please give me a purpose, I’m in a constant fight to find your light again, every single day I sin, and every single time you say I’m forgiven, Again and again I cry to let my pain go, if we’re going to die why so slow, what’s my purpose, please bring me back to the surface, how can you love me after everything I’ve done, I’ve had no father call me son, god you’re the only one, I’m stuck in this broken place, You give me hope to move on because with you life goes on, take to to the boat and I’ll walk on water, life would be so much softer, I’m so deep in this hole, it’s like I’m drowning in my own pain, god I need your rain, wash my sins away and carry me towards your faith lord, amen.
I O U everything I didn't see because of my thumb, trying to cover my eyes instead of the sun, 'cuz you made me realize that I'm never alone, living through this life like two sides of a coin whenever i was mad, you roll up like a joint and i was watching you arrive like a brother on soul, i was down and you helping me up, you're never be gone I O U this beat and these lyrics, it stings like a syringe, among all these critics, spreading your meaning I hear 'em, respect you for keeping it humble, you weren't wearing a mask, music for the stumble, I crumble, deny it and harden my bubble, my brother is singing to heavens Along With the Wind Overdosing the choirs, winter be lookin like spring... I O U... I O U.... You were paying honor to the name without even trying it man, Classic Man, treating your lady like Goddess and your homies like Brothers, your room like a palace, the court and buffett nominated us stonners more like heavy boulders, rocking the place with the music, waiting for you to just fuse it off the dome to abuse the- alphabet, do-re-mi-fa, like Sinatra meets WuTang Clan Mustafá with a ghetto crew slang, didn't tell you enough times, the inspiration you brought me to calm me and sooth me with Jazz, Boom Baps, man the rhythms gonna be missing you bad, Truth shocks, and the Moon sparks 'cuz I knew that- the Sun in your soul was the bloom, bro. Was it the Perfume on your voice? Hypnotizing the mic on your hold, when we hear you the silence destroys cuz of your sick flow, sick notes, that my lyrics are getting a sick cold... I O U every night spend, with the night stand holding the energy 'fore the rap ends and my mind makes me think everything is a lie so I can smile, and remember to laugh like we did 'til we cry My brother this shit's really hard, i don't know how to write, I'm just lettin my memories go and stay, You found 3 elements and a main element just went away to grow even more like I like to think, so I pray, you're feeling so peaceful, no one's gonna harm you no more, I O U more than I can afford, but you taught the the First is to Dance, so I'm giving it for a whole new chance, I hope I can understand.... *Rest In Peace Classic Man.* I O U everything I didn't see because of my thumb, trying to cover my eyes instead of the sun, 'cuz you made me realize that I'm never alone, living through this life like two sides of a coin whenever i was mad, you roll up like a joint and i was watching you arrive like a brother on soul, i was down and you helping me up, you're never be gone I O U this beat and these lyrics, it stings like a syringe, among all these critics, spreading your meaning I hear 'em, respect you for keeping it humble, you weren't wearing a mask, music for the stumble, I crumble, deny it and harden my bubble, my brother is singing to heavens Along With the Wind Overdosing the choirs, winter be lookin like spring...
It kills me knowing all these lives get taken by the drugs, some people take them because they get no kisses or no hugs, others because they just wanna be numb, when the high goes away and you’re no longer feeling numb you get the gun because you’re tired of being on the run, but what about your son or daughter, every time you take a drug your body’s on a short time slaughter, you’re taking the pills to maybe be stress less and you’re doing the dope and it makes you feel so restless, you lost everything so the only thing you wanna do is do what other people do, you do it to be cool but you turn out to be a fool, you become weak and depressed and way more fuckin stressed so you take more until you’re laying dead on the floor, you od, but what can you do if laying here dead, nobody can hold your hand and say you’re okay, you wanna drown your sorrows but what happens when don’t even see tomorrow, I know it may be hard but imagine you’re family when you’re gone, everyone you will have a broken heart, then someone else will be full of scars and turn out who you were right from the very start, put the bottle or the needle down, and pick yourself up, just know that you never need to give up, there’s always someone who will help fix you up,
0:00: ¿Alguna vez te has preguntado lo que el amor te hace sentir? ¿Cómo te hace imaginar? ¿cómo te hace soñar? Nadie lo ve pero si sentir, no tiene aroma ni sabor pero es más real que todo eso. Así de la nada llega y te adormece el corazón, seduciendote con su vibrar, apoderandose de tu alma. Aunque es un arma de doble filo, es la razón más poderosa para vivir o morir. Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad Cuando te conocí, ya no me siento en paz Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad Gane y te perdí, toque fondo y me dió igual (x2) Se que la vida no es color rosa No tengo alas como mariposa Para volar entre cielos y fosas Sentir libertad, que la vida es hermosa Esclavo Y vacío De este sucio camino Tan lleno de piedras y sin ningún destino Eras una uva, te volviste vino Y yo sin pensarlo te bebí y seguido Me hiciste encontrar a mi yo de niño Tan lleno de miedo, tenía tanto frío Cubierto de polvo y unos ojos perdidos Le partió el alma en lo que me he convertido Se cayó el cielo, el universo El dolor me hizo débil, me volvió su preso Miles de señales pero yo era tan necio Me hizo mucho mal el desprecio Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad Cuando te conocí, ya no me siento en paz Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad Gane y te perdí, toque fondo y me dió igual (x2) Eres mi Sol, mis estrellas, mis constelaciones Vienes a mi mente en todas las canciones La que me dió consciencia de mis emociones Tú me das alas, me das ilusiones Eres mi luna, mi tierra, mi aurora boreal El arte en mi vida que quiero admirar, hasta al final Mi meteoro, mi luna, mi estrella fugaz Mis nubes, mi núcleo, mi único mar Eres más que eso, ¿no lo puedes notar? Eres mi luz, mi camino, mi mundo entero Por ti el insomnio es más placentero Ya no más pastillas o alcohol en mi cuerpo Una cura real para alguien poco cuerdo Eres mi Sol, mis planetas, mi entera galaxia Contigo así pierda sigues siendo ganancia Motivos me diste para seguir la batalla Solo que perdí como siempre... Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad Cuando te conocí, ya no me siento en paz Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad Gane y te perdí, toque fondo y me dió igual (x2)
she needs somebody to hold her and tell her she's not by herself she don't let nobody know her she doesn't even know herself she got hurt over and over and now she always hurts herself but I wrote this song just to show her that she is not by all herself
You've been running laps up in my mind Do I need to count these lies If the wrath is all behind It was back in 1999 I had no steady job Just a lack of the grind Maybe I was just lacking time I used to kick back and cry Now I sit back and wonder why Looking up at the thunderous sky Got a hundred reasons why I should be inside but I'd rather feel the rain that the heat of my life, I thought I had friends but not when they meet you with knives, put it in your back and call you just to see if your fine, I'm just trying to spit some rhymes to free my mind, the dopest bars live rent free in me for life, I just hit my pipe and now I'm going down i95, I had no reason why I was high aside from the fact I'm about to take my life, and it's not because I hate my life, or my job, or these vices, trapped me like isis, crying for help but I hear no sirens wildin, I've been quiet for like 6 years now in About to violent, I'm turning mca violet violet I've been vibing like I'm on a private island bitch I'm higher better climate weather, you are temporary I'm forever I will never fall to your demise I'm too clever
Memories of the past My thoughts move fast They're on full blast Good times don't last Breathing hard my chest's tight Love strung out but it aint right Words we say may cause a fight Sinking low my mind takes flight She touches my hand Tells me to take a stand "Your wish is my command" But it doesnt go as planned I'm scared of the past, more scared of the future My emotions wearin thin, i start feelin fewer And an anxious thought Is what brought This beating heart to rot I guess i ought To breath through the breath that's caught A love of warmth no longer hot Passion i guess cannot be taught
So exhausted The feeling of guilt Im feeling. Miserable A Feeling so terrible I can’t reach you Im missing your Touch All that god has already taken Wasn’t enough Life had to take you too And now I’m in an endless circle Waiting for a miracle I’ll never tell you What you need to know I should’ve used the time I had And now I’m crying Because I’m sad
Cantándole a la luna como un lobo cuando aúlla, se congela el tiempo pero hago que todo fluya. Me callo las cosas, no soy de pedir ayuda, aunque tenga la cabeza envuelta en dudas.
Ahora que te has ido No pienses que de todo me olvido Sigue dentro lo momentos que vivimos Tocando el lado más amargo Los que estuvieron a mi lado Saben que me siento vivo Perdiendo lágrimas y kilos Aunque de ello me he aprovechado Un infeliz que era intranquilo Que a base de hostias a escarmentado. se que hay otro lado Estaba oscuro termina mi rutina Me sentía hasta apartado No sabía lo que pasaba se notaba en las retinas Con el dolor y un par de calos Repitiendome a mi mismo, aquí dentro no nos quedamos Buena tormenta se avecina Y ahi es donde acabo mi tramo. Ahora que te has ido Se que voy a estar bien, sin tener nada que ver si estas o no conmigo Loco me pongo de testigo Sigo siendo el mismo chulo Que abandonaste en tu camino Ahora maduro y más atrevido Más puro el doble de adictivo Lo juro Si no fuese por ti Y el día que me mandaste a la mierda Lo dudo Que hubiese vuelto a ser yo No ser ningún cabrón De verdad te aseguro Me siento más fuerte Realmente me es indiferente Que deparara mi futuro Mirada pa alante 0 comandantes Sus tiros son mudos Vivo mi presente Al pasado que le den por el culo Ahora que te has ido.. . Me siento más vivo.. . Ahora que te has ido.. . Ni rastro de todo lo que has dolido.. .
There’s a sea There’s a sea who’s currents are hard to beat There’s been times where I feel I cannot breathe Drowning in the deep water, I cannot see The sun never shines on people like me The moon hides itself far away from greed The boat passes for its own safety The fish swim by ever so slowly Tell me why these visions of my life come in fragments of their own. In pieces of their own In tests and I swear this is not home. Drowning here alone. It’s been days since I’ve seen the light It’s been weeks since I’ve been alright I don’t know who I am inside I can’t keep hiding behind Maybe this water will wash away my demons But I don’t even believe in him And I won’t start now cause I’m to stubborn to believe in sin Is this all a game? Am I trapped this way? Is this all a joke? Will I find my home? Cause home is not a place. It’s a feeling of, of feeling great. It’s one you can’t describe. It’s the look that’s in her eyes. It’s the touch like it’s the last time. So why am I floating by In this ile of my life I’m drowning! So tell me, why these visions of my life come in memories Their so hard to see. Mental causality Brainwashed evergreen Is this it for me? Brainwashed evergreen Is this all for me Another mental causality
Dude this beat is perfection💯every sound compliments each other nothing is overlapping or taking over the tract the sounds play they own roles in this masterpiece💯💛even the baseline fits in perfectly usually when people make beats the baseline kinda does to much but this track is literally perfection💯I make beats but I’m not a big producer “yet” Nd your beats influence mines💯💛much love bro
This ain't the way that I've been bred... I'm hearing voices in my head... Sometimes they tell me I should go... But I won't play they games, instead... Ill find a place that I call home... But I just hope before I'm dead... To find some peace before I go... Please just remember what I said... Cuz from the bottom of my soul, to this place that I've been led... Im at the bottom of this hole, and this whole world is burning red... I just don't know where I should to go, it seems that happiness has fled... I'm feeling tired and alone... Lord knows I tried, so give me cred...
Unfinished: In my cup. In my vanes Think i need a another drank Something strong Think i meed a differemt song think im feeling something strange Verse 1: Sip on the liquor to settle my stomach. Bringing death closer theres no running from it.
L'aimer plus fort donne des ailes, j'ai rien tenté y'a pas eu l'temps d'baiser, escalve de ma propre conscience, j'la vois dans ma tête même quand elle baissée. On partage un cigarre, c'est quand qu'j'me décide à, agir comme dans les paroles que je récita, j'ose même pas la citer, j'ai capté tes idées et j'ai trop hésité maint'nant il est si tard. Dans un monde parfait on s'ra pote à vie, ou les actions des autres ne suivent que les mots, J'suis là pour penser m'raconte pas non plus ta vie, mais les mauvais éléments eux restent les mêmes. Toujours agir avant de perdre la main, Se gâcher la vie et bien pire que la mort, Mon plus grand point commun avec un gamin, c'est rêver des choses avant que je m'endorme. Ramoli par l'alcool et l'air marijané, j'imaginais ton corps briller plus que jamais, C'est décidément le jour que commence le vrai, dans mon demi-sommeil une de plus que j'amène. dans la soirée d'hier j'étais déjà bien, reste plus à savoir comment elle s'appelle. J'ai déposé mon verre sur le canapé, quelques secondes après justifient ma peine, Tenter d'se rattraper ce n'est pas la peine, toujours prévoir avant n'incite que la paix, J'suis gêné environ 10 fois par appel, J'peux t'accompagner si on repart à pieds ? Ton t shirt en souv'nir sur mon lit, les larmes qui déscendent jusqu'aux lèvres, Ton abscence ne fait même pas partie, d'celles qu'on justifie en vie scolaire. Malheures'ment trop tard j'l'ai compris, on devient fou en vue de s'qu'on aime. Je te mens pas j'dis pas la vérité, j'sais pas si t'as idée, ou qu'on s'tend un piège, Si tu tombes j'suis ton coéquipier, j'veux faire un truc sérieux et le premier qui baise. On débute la partie paraît-il, ce qui fond qui font pas par éthique, se rassemble par équipe. On s'ressemble dans les tiques, opinions politiques, mais le fond véridique différencie les types. Comme un mauvais joueur qui va taper les quilles, tu veux appeler qui, tu m'le dis on est quitte, Dans ce monde faut saigner pour payer en liquide, tu viens d'dire "faut qu'tu l'sache", mais mon verre il est vide. Tu parles peu ça emplifie ma gêne, une fois tout deux ma chambre, j'te raconte ma vie j't'explique pourquoi je saigne, j'baisse mon regard face au tiens attachant. J'suis sous ton emprise on va pas s'le cacher, pour des lendemains ou je trinque à ma chance, J'ai rien à dire j'fais des chansons, j'deviens addict à l'assension, j'traverse la route sans attention, dictature en moi j'fais d'la censure, mais un jour ça va déborder, du haut de la falaise en bas l'bordel. J'ai compris un peu tard qu'il fallait beaucoup plus que des mots et voeux élévés pour lui parler, Mon discours j'le connais par coeur, je vais rien tenter, donc j'vais pas tarder.
Very love this beat, when I listening this beat and think about my lost friend, very sad, one day I will make one track for him on this beat, thank u very much for did it
Music apart of me. How I breathe. Without the dreams it conceals I could hardly see. Vision between every note. The type that flashes every word I've ever wrote. Behind the curtain before I clear my throat. On stage every time I'm kn a new page in a silent rage, ink bleeding through. The thoughts of needing you during long nights and after sunrise. Bringing sound to my ears and light to both eyes.
(Once again, I know I’m late on commenting. I don’t ever comment anything I’ve written over beats anyway but I guess I’ll share) Starting at [0:33] “We fallin apart I don’t know what to do. This ain’t how it was from the start. We argue a lot. This shits going south. I feel stupid for all of the feelings I caught. I don’t say how I feel I just coast How am I supposed to write happy when I’m writing to cope. I’m making art You’re making a toast I just wanna feel loved I don’t wanna feel pain I’m writing this music for a purpose... I keep trying to tell myself that I’m worth it.” (I’m obviously not done but that’s all I have for now) Thanks for reading. 🙏🏻
Father I know I’ve said I’m sorry A thousand times before But weighing on my conscious is an innocence that’s rotten to the core And maybe I was wrong all this time I’ve let go to waste Tryna count my blessings I couldn’t see what was getting lost along the way So When tomorrow comes and goes Will your light still be there to guide me? Or does it weaken with every grain of sand falling to the bottom of the glass? Am I a fool for chasing love or should I have already known that it never seems to last?
Tell me what you see, tell me what you need, tell me all about your demons show me all your dreams, I won’t run, I won’t hide, I’m gon stay, I’m gon fight, cuz I know pain that’s all my life, in a world so dark gotta be that light, in a world so dull I wanna be the one to shine,
Grandpop I miss you when you passed away I was lost But I remember the things you taught me Since you passed I’ve had sleepless nights with a bottle of Hennessy Now the only thing that’s takes the pain is my weed I wish you were here to see the things I been accomplishing I miss you so much I really do I always dreamed of being big so you wouldn’t have to work another day But god had other plans and you couldn’t stay I live with out you everyday and my heart is so broke it’s so slayed I wish I could buy you a house and a new car But you aren’t here to see me living large Everytime I see a picture of you I cry remembering the good times When I seen your body in the casket it really hit me hard my emotions were so built up I almost blacked out Cancer took you away from me and it made me realize cancer is so real it’s facts now I remember when you would take me fishing and you can’t now I remember when you used to take me out for rides around town Now with out you my heart is thrown in the lost and found Every second I remember you smile makes me realize your gone and makes me frown I wish I could see your face one more time But I know I can’t and I ask god everyday why was it your time I wish I could show you the things I’ve accomplished so I could see you be so proud But I know you see it only from up there now I wish I could be with you I pray to god everyday that he takes care of you If I had 1 wish it would be to see you And I know you would say the same to see me to I love you you are always with me the pain hurts so bad I need to smoke more weed Rip I love you so much when I think about you it hits me so hard I can’t sleep
My Grandmother passed in 2017 during Christmas Week and really didn't phase me until people noticed I was way more silent and shit. I'm the kinda person to bury my emotions and internalize shit. I tried to bottle that shit up and throw in my mental vault but shit kept leaking out. I was so desperate to paste over the funeral and seeing my grandma's body I accidentally held open a door to a restaurant for well over half a minute expecting her to walk in after my Mom. Only after my Mom asked me, who I was waiting for did I realize my folly. The memories case flooding back and I had to hurry up and eat to hold them back. I tried playing video games and distancing my mom since she could help but stay heart broken for weeks on end. I thought I was doing good until I started subconsciously doing weird stuff and when my aunt and mom questioned me about how I mentally felt with "Maw Maw" gone I finally couldn't keep my emotions suppressed and almost had a mental breakdown as cried harder than I ever had. When I went to church in the upcoming months I prayed for God to help my weeping heart and that she was all good "up there." I'm sorry about your grandfather bro. RIP to him and my grandmother 🙏❤️✝️
Solid yet intangible there's nothing you can't handle This love that given the support you have shown tells you're here and that I'm not alone In my heart in my home through my being my blood and every bone God fill me up overflowing my cup I am blessed I am enough you're so given even when I've given up I fall and you get me up you pick me up yes you lift me up taken my worries and then built me up battling my grief when I can't breathe you breathe life into me you are my relief and give life to me oh Lord you are worthy no one can't hurt me you covered me thoroughly I prayed and heard me gave me the courage told me not to feel discouraged so I give you worship I am who I am and God still loves me so I put my faith in him and pray he told me not to worry
Verse: You ain't one of a kind just a heart breaker, making me feel ashamed. Can not erase her. From my mind deep inside. I've been feeling deprived. But you was so helpful yea you was so suprised. supportive to notice she aint fake, realized i had found out that just was a mistake. and planned it all out just to fuck up then make, up these storys, Intentions were soakin up the vibe i had felt like a fucking engine finally working after the ignition starts but then karma hits you lurkin. then the engine breaks apart, just like all these bitches all they wanna do is break your heart. Then they put the blame on you then they put there shit aside. Everytime i ask a question they say got to go goodbye. I aint never get to ask you. But you get to. It just lacks. Never understood these things called facts. Your foolishness caused a collapse toward our relationship this godamn annoying bitch is mad Don't play with me, let go of the remote, Dont play with me this aint a fucking joke. (*2) I aint gonna let you provoke me towards my decisions time is what i need to heal my mind with a little bit of that acetaminophen. and i just need to fucking live and not let this girl tell me what it is that i am, a piece of shit? Okay, wanted to play that game then? Talk to me, apologies have been read, noticed then blocks me. Then the father supposedly found out the things, she spilled the tea, she spilled the beans, then the fathers done the. So predictably, continues to talk then finally threatens, ive stopped. Ive apologized already, i don't want things comed off heavy, all i want. is to stay steady. It's supposed my fault, treats me bad all this assault. I hope bandages erase scars, guess that shit wont work at all like bars intersecting all these lines. On the real though im just fine, thats a code for not alright. Atleast i hinted out tonight, unlike you, you didn't why? You just wanted me to feel like shit, you to feel so proud, acting if you was sad ,bitch you played me like a clown. Your a fool bitch, grow up now. I guess you fake ass frowns were up☝ but your spirit aint the same down. none... Fuck alll yall bitches all yall just snitches, bandages, and stitches, orange bottles, syringes. Lets talk tommorow? Still thinking. I guess no morrow hintin. I guess you had hinted last damn minute. Love - From the one you've heartbroken.
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I really wanna do a song to this beat i see this beat hitting a million views tho good job on this
Stay up man! 👆
Hauntingly beautiful. Who hurt you tundra? 😭😭😩
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How do I purchase this track
This beat is unreal, Sad but at the same time heart warming, a beautiful beat for an ugly emotion.
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This type beat is just wonderful. It truly puts me in a state of mind that really pleases me. Over the past 6 months, it’s been very hard for me to handle moving out of a house that I’ve lived in for 13 years. Also, this one person in particular suffered from autism that was in my old neighborhood was my best friend. He was a very rare kinda guy that you’d never meet. He liked things that other people didn’t but I liked. I’d never go to school and express what I actually like because I know people would think of me differently. But whenever I go to his house he doesn’t give a damn at all on what he likes and I enjoyed it very very much. I feel like I was a big part of his life. We’d pretend and even sometimes play with action figures at the age of 12 but it was just so much fun to be around him and have his comfort. Towards when I was about to move out my old house, he’d keep texting me if I’d like to come over. Because me being stupid, I said “no, maybe tomorrow” because I wanted to play online with my friends. Then the next day he’d ask, I’d say the same. And the next day is same again. Until it was about two days until I’d move in, I went over to his house and say “goodbye” and stay there for the three hours I’m usually there. I said “I might come and see you one more time before I move into the new house” just to get him excited for the next time. I never came back because I wanted to play online instead of being there for a friend I’ve been with for a long time vs. friends I’ve known from school for 5 months. Now I look back at it I see how foolish I was not saying a proper “goodbye” to him. I still said it but in the time I was there I don’t think I meant it 100%. I never knew the impact he put on me. Connor, if you see this. I just want to thank you. And thank everybody that had to read my huge essay that took up a chunk of you’re time.
Kīlo Fōx wow, you’re amazing bro, I just want u to know how strong of a person u r, God bless
This beat gives me a feeling like. Imagine being a superstar at the age of 15, you’ve just returned from a tour and now you are on you way to school again. All you friends are hyped up and glad for you:)
Very cool, thank you Shrek!
this is the best type beat ive heard on youtube
thank oyu
Sorrow is better i guess
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Yes
This is beautiful. literally draws out the emotions I didn’t even know were there. This. This is music. Thank you for making this and sharing 🙏🏼
Dope beat bro 🔥✊🏾
Wish XXXTentacion could hear this..
He can
For real he would have used this!! 🦋
That’s my cousin
X
Most importantly he is in heaven listening 👂🏽
This beat just ate 2 hours of my day.
This beat is perfect, I get deep emotions, deep vibes, deep sadness, thx again tundra beats
Found this from years back
when i was crushed
i had to rush, can't fuzz
about life that was not right
at the end of the night
now i'm on the mic
speaking my own rights
this was at the time
i almost got killed
taking these pills, felt so ill
happy i'm here still
kick back and relax
one day i be on the map
thanks Tundra for the beats
when i wear my heart on the sleeve
Brings tears to my eyes
Beautiful bro, you snapped on this one 🔥
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this is so calm and relaxing
Actally never heard better good work you deserve more views
appreciate it a lot!
You know them beats that u don’t have to write cuz it’s already speaking to you
Yes this is it Chief
exactly bro
The best beats write themselves..
Lyrics work the same way.. Aside from my best friend who produces Tundra is literally my favorite.. His shit speaks to me
Your beats are some of the best quality I've ever heard. The way you have your website organized and youtube as well is clean as fuck bro. Its pretty inspiring and you can tell how hard you grind.
love this beat bro, drums and melody crazy......
🙏appreciate it
Love This
you got talent, don't give this up
thank you
There’s no hope
There’s only smoke
Smoke in my lungs
And smoke in my nose
I don’t even know
Where I should start
The ways that I cope
Put me in the dark
Now there’s a black hole
Reaching for my heart
It tears me apart
My body departs
I’m so many pieces
Like a work of art
this was some of the best music ever made bro, followed you for time jus wanted to say.
This youtube update that shows what song is playing in which section of the video is so helpful
As I’m dying
Alone
Alone in my room
I want you to know
That I always loved you
Never once did I not mean it
Sticking around
And
caring for you
But now that I’m leaving
I’m stuck in my feelings
popping these pills
Ain’t feeling to right
I might overdose
all in a night
Yes I’m aware
Im ending my life
But I guess it’s alright
I know that
I’m leaving
I know that
I’m leaving
Leaving forever
Until I am gone
I don’t even know where I’m heading or going
Heaven or hell
Where do I even belong
Where did you go
You said that you wouldn’t leave
But now that you’re gone
I’m stuck in my feels
While I’m writing this song
Thanking my friends
For all of the Smiles that they gave
And all laughs I’ve made
I’m just stuck in my way
I had to make a few pause breaks; but its all there for a rap song. Love the energy. Vibe it into more positive vibes and watch it help. You have the energy; just need to harness it.
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X.Odyssey. please do
i would love to do a cover
Can I use this and change some bro??
One of the greatest beats I’ve ever heard❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Fck I just found the best Beat Maker... Really... Great job, from France ;)
thank you
Best has in worst?
Not depression, no addiction, wit I feel is true pain, a space men alone, death a distant drum
tundra u gon blow bruh this is so nice
🙏 thank you very much 🌹
Nicht normal dieser beat! Super gemacht danke! 🔥
1.25 and 1.5 playback speed is amazing
I never coment beat, but this one is really lit, there is a special feeling
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I feel so exhausted
This is how it feels being powerless
Get on ur feet, and keep your head up
Not matter what happens, you'll always go through stuff
You're not the only one going through pain
Just know it's all in your brain
I know everything's annoying to you
But if you ever encounter some shit you'll know what to do
If you think nobody's got you you're instincts do
Live for yourself
And don't trust nobody else
Fuck what they say, fuck what they think
When the water's rising just let them sink
Rise up and be the best you can be
Even if it's not so easy
Don't get mad get even
'N dont ever start grieving
If you give them what they want and let them leave
They'll think they won and that's the key
Working your way up til u succeed
Give what u want in return, don't be greedy
Don't let no bitch break your heart
And don't let her leave you with scars
Wipe your eyes and stop crying
Do you what gotta do and don't ever stop trying
If you slack off you'll be the one drowning
So don't ever turn back just keep smiling
I know the pressure on you're chest is painful
But I know you'll get through it I see every angle
Everybody has a different definition of perfect
No human is perfect
People try to be and it's just not worth it
Don't forgive someone more than 3 times, that's a deed
Don't provide them more chances than they need
And if you see someone you like tell them how u feel
Don't be shy, open up just be real
If you ever see someone on the streets
Help them out, cause they dont really got nowhere to be
Thank you 🖤
I feel like Joyner would destroy this
I already loved this by the visuals! Such emotion must've been deep.
I see ur beats everywhere no lie
This is truly something else.... You've earned my sub man.....Keep working
Damn. Not that anybody will care, but my brother recently got shot and was deceased as he arrived to the hospital. They revived him and he went under 4 surgeries and nearly bled out each time. Now me and him, we don't have a good relationship with each other but I do feel for him. I love my brother enough to worry about him but I can't say I love him if it makes sense. After hearing this I kinda wanted to cry because it (idky or how) reminded me of him in the hospital.. It's a sad and beautiful beat, prob the best I've heard in a week.
sorry to hear that! i hope your brother is getting better!
World fades to grey;
People always change;
Love dies away;
No room left for the sense of humanity to stay;
Open your eyes to see the hell we are living today;
Society is just focus on money and the fame;
That they ignore the fact the world is slowly turning a land of pain;
That I know if god were alive he will be a shame, of what we became
Amazing lyrics bro 🙌🏽🙌🏽
nice lyrics but God is alive and he's working throughout all of us. im praying for u. God bless dude
Yoooooo
can i use these
Are these your own lyrics
This sounds so cinematic, amazing.
*Sometimes, just a few word's can destroy you're whole heart*
such a vibe this sound creates
this the type of beat you can listen to without anyone on the track
This beat is something else, nice work fam
I'm just stuck in my way you now what I mean
But nobody even care about me
Feelin so cracked up with my feelings
Want it to end it before you was leaving
But now it's to late
Praying every night every day
Nobody knows me
I'm fucking difficult
Difficult like "wanna give me the overdose
Feelin nothing like it's so dark
And if it's dark I'll give me the shoot
Hope it would happen really fuckin fast
And that after the death gets me past
Wanna step back to the good old times
thinking about now every second in my live
The past yeah she was great, but I made some really big mistakes
Hurted everybody that I've known
Feelin cold blood in my black veenes
The reason?
I blow myself up I gave the shoot
And now I've been trippin away
But dont even know
Is it heaven or hell
It's like in a cell
Time is running away from
running away from you
4 walls standing against to you
Standing against
And some voices like give you the overdose
Give you the overdose
God I feel like I’m who I was before you, these little things I’m going through push me further from you, lead me back towards my faith, when I’m with you I’m unscathed, your way is my way lord, I feel so empty so lonely, I feel there’s nothing left for me, I’m worthless lord please give me a purpose, I’m in a constant fight to find your light again, every single day I sin, and every single time you say I’m forgiven, Again and again I cry to let my pain go, if we’re going to die why so slow, what’s my purpose, please bring me back to the surface, how can you love me after everything I’ve done, I’ve had no father call me son, god you’re the only one, I’m stuck in this broken place, You give me hope to move on because with you life goes on, take to to the boat and I’ll walk on water, life would be so much softer, I’m so deep in this hole, it’s like I’m drowning in my own pain, god I need your rain, wash my sins away and carry me towards your faith lord, amen.
Harley Coop amen indeed 🙌🏽🙌🏽💯💯
Bro can i use this ill give you credit please
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Bro download "OFFTOP" to your phone stop posting your copy and paste able raps on internet for drake to use
I can’t ever connect with the words and beat, it’s so had for me to get the words and the beat the same. Do have any tips or tricks I could use?
I O U
everything I didn't see because of my thumb,
trying to cover my eyes instead of the sun,
'cuz you made me realize that I'm never alone,
living through this life like two sides of a coin
whenever i was mad, you roll up like a joint
and i was watching you arrive like a brother on soul,
i was down and you helping me up, you're never be gone
I O U
this beat and these lyrics, it stings like a syringe,
among all these critics, spreading your meaning
I hear 'em, respect you for keeping it humble,
you weren't wearing a mask, music for the stumble,
I crumble, deny it and harden my bubble,
my brother is singing to heavens Along With the Wind
Overdosing the choirs, winter be lookin like spring...
I O U...
I O U....
You were paying honor to the name without even trying it man,
Classic Man,
treating your lady like Goddess and your homies like Brothers,
your room like a palace, the court and buffett nominated us stonners
more like heavy boulders, rocking the place with the music, waiting for you to just fuse it
off the dome to abuse the-
alphabet, do-re-mi-fa, like Sinatra meets WuTang Clan
Mustafá with a ghetto crew slang,
didn't tell you enough times,
the inspiration you brought me to calm me and sooth me with Jazz,
Boom Baps, man the rhythms gonna be missing you bad,
Truth shocks,
and the Moon sparks
'cuz I knew that-
the Sun in your soul was the bloom, bro.
Was it the
Perfume on your voice?
Hypnotizing
the mic on your hold,
when we hear you
the silence destroys
cuz of your sick flow,
sick notes,
that my lyrics are getting a sick cold...
I O U
every night spend, with the night stand holding the energy 'fore the rap ends and my mind makes me think everything is a lie
so I can smile, and remember to laugh like we did 'til we cry
My brother this shit's really hard,
i don't know how to write, I'm just lettin my memories go and stay,
You found 3 elements and a main element just went away
to grow even more like I like to think, so I pray,
you're feeling so peaceful, no one's gonna harm you no more,
I O U
more than I can afford,
but you taught the the First is to Dance,
so I'm giving it for a whole new chance,
I hope I can understand....
*Rest In Peace Classic Man.*
I O U
everything I didn't see because of my thumb,
trying to cover my eyes instead of the sun,
'cuz you made me realize that I'm never alone,
living through this life like two sides of a coin
whenever i was mad, you roll up like a joint
and i was watching you arrive like a brother on soul,
i was down and you helping me up, you're never be gone
I O U
this beat and these lyrics, it stings like a syringe,
among all these critics, spreading your meaning
I hear 'em, respect you for keeping it humble,
you weren't wearing a mask, music for the stumble,
I crumble, deny it and harden my bubble,
my brother is singing to heavens Along With the Wind
Overdosing the choirs, winter be lookin like spring...
It kills me knowing all these lives get taken by the drugs, some people take them because they get no kisses or no hugs, others because they just wanna be numb, when the high goes away and you’re no longer feeling numb you get the gun because you’re tired of being on the run, but what about your son or daughter, every time you take a drug your body’s on a short time slaughter, you’re taking the pills to maybe be stress less and you’re doing the dope and it makes you feel so restless, you lost everything so the only thing you wanna do is do what other people do, you do it to be cool but you turn out to be a fool, you become weak and depressed and way more fuckin stressed so you take more until you’re laying dead on the floor, you od, but what can you do if laying here dead, nobody can hold your hand and say you’re okay, you wanna drown your sorrows but what happens when don’t even see tomorrow, I know it may be hard but imagine you’re family when you’re gone, everyone you will have a broken heart, then someone else will be full of scars and turn out who you were right from the very start, put the bottle or the needle down, and pick yourself up, just know that you never need to give up, there’s always someone who will help fix you up,
Harley Coop some actual good lyrics
Harley Coop that was truly beautiful
XarBeats thank you I write music to help others get through tough times
Harley Coop man keep doing what your doing with these lyrics man
I love it
Keep helping others man
I plan to do the same with my lyrics
Worrdd my friend this is beautiful
nahhhh i started bawling forreallllll 😫 this is so good
this is art im finna save up and buy this beat
Amazing piece of work bro 🔥🖤🔥
appreciate it very much❤🔥
Dope melody!!
🙏thank you!
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¿Alguna vez te has preguntado lo que el amor te hace sentir?
¿Cómo te hace imaginar? ¿cómo te hace soñar?
Nadie lo ve pero si sentir, no tiene aroma ni sabor pero es más real que todo eso.
Así de la nada llega y te adormece el corazón, seduciendote con su vibrar, apoderandose de tu alma.
Aunque es un arma de doble filo, es la razón más poderosa para vivir o morir.
Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad
Cuando te conocí, ya no me siento en paz
Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad
Gane y te perdí, toque fondo y me dió igual (x2)
Se que la vida no es color rosa
No tengo alas como mariposa
Para volar entre cielos y fosas
Sentir libertad, que la vida es hermosa
Esclavo
Y vacío
De este sucio camino
Tan lleno de piedras y sin ningún destino
Eras una uva, te volviste vino
Y yo sin pensarlo te bebí y seguido
Me hiciste encontrar a mi yo de niño
Tan lleno de miedo, tenía tanto frío
Cubierto de polvo y unos ojos perdidos
Le partió el alma en lo que me he convertido
Se cayó el cielo, el universo
El dolor me hizo débil, me volvió su preso
Miles de señales pero yo era tan necio
Me hizo mucho mal el desprecio
Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad
Cuando te conocí, ya no me siento en paz
Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad
Gane y te perdí, toque fondo y me dió igual (x2)
Eres mi Sol, mis estrellas, mis constelaciones
Vienes a mi mente en todas las canciones
La que me dió consciencia de mis emociones
Tú me das alas, me das ilusiones
Eres mi luna, mi tierra, mi aurora boreal
El arte en mi vida que quiero admirar, hasta al final
Mi meteoro, mi luna, mi estrella fugaz
Mis nubes, mi núcleo, mi único mar
Eres más que eso, ¿no lo puedes notar?
Eres mi luz, mi camino, mi mundo entero
Por ti el insomnio es más placentero
Ya no más pastillas o alcohol en mi cuerpo
Una cura real para alguien poco cuerdo
Eres mi Sol, mis planetas, mi entera galaxia
Contigo así pierda sigues siendo ganancia
Motivos me diste para seguir la batalla
Solo que perdí como siempre...
Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad
Cuando te conocí, ya no me siento en paz
Desde que te ví, yo sufro de ansiedad
Gane y te perdí, toque fondo y me dió igual (x2)
You ever just spit something so deep, and wish someone heard what you have to say..
Hell yea and also felt like i should of recorded myself
she needs somebody to hold her and tell her she's not by herself
she don't let nobody know her she doesn't even know herself
she got hurt over and over and now she always hurts herself
but I wrote this song just to show her that she is not by all herself
this is proly a sad/depressing beat but why am i vibing to this in a good mood?😂
more recognition to this guy
You've been running laps up in my mind
Do I need to count these lies
If the wrath is all behind
It was back in 1999
I had no steady job
Just a lack of the grind
Maybe I was just lacking time
I used to kick back and cry
Now I sit back and wonder why
Looking up at the thunderous sky
Got a hundred reasons why I should be inside but I'd rather feel the rain that the heat of my life, I thought I had friends but not when they meet you with knives, put it in your back and call you just to see if your fine, I'm just trying to spit some rhymes to free my mind, the dopest bars live rent free in me for life, I just hit my pipe and now I'm going down i95, I had no reason why I was high aside from the fact I'm about to take my life, and it's not because I hate my life, or my job, or these vices, trapped me like isis, crying for help but I hear no sirens wildin, I've been quiet for like 6 years now in About to violent, I'm turning mca violet violet
I've been vibing like I'm on a private island bitch I'm higher better climate weather, you are temporary I'm forever I will never fall to your demise I'm too clever
I remember the day this dropped
Memories of the past
My thoughts move fast
They're on full blast
Good times don't last
Breathing hard my chest's tight
Love strung out but it aint right
Words we say may cause a fight
Sinking low my mind takes flight
She touches my hand
Tells me to take a stand
"Your wish is my command"
But it doesnt go as planned
I'm scared of the past, more scared of the future
My emotions wearin thin, i start feelin fewer
And an anxious thought
Is what brought
This beating heart to rot
I guess i ought
To breath through the breath that's caught
A love of warmth no longer hot
Passion i guess cannot be taught
can i use this lyric?
Tundra does his thug thizzel
Lovely track 🙏
thank you!
IM FALLING ASLEEP TO THIS sike i was just sleeping on tundra beats this is f i r e
Gosh!! I love you man this beat is straight 🔥 🙏
what i'm sayin shit smooth as hell
So exhausted
The feeling of guilt
Im feeling.
Miserable
A Feeling so terrible
I can’t reach you
Im missing your Touch
All that god has already taken
Wasn’t enough
Life had to take you too
And now I’m in an endless circle
Waiting for a miracle
I’ll never tell you
What you need to know
I should’ve used the time I had
And now I’m crying
Because I’m sad
Cantándole a la luna como un lobo cuando aúlla, se congela el tiempo pero hago que todo fluya. Me callo las cosas, no soy de pedir ayuda, aunque tenga la cabeza envuelta en dudas.
this goes in bro!
Ahora que te has ido
No pienses que de todo me olvido
Sigue dentro lo momentos que vivimos
Tocando el lado más amargo
Los que estuvieron a mi lado
Saben que me siento vivo
Perdiendo lágrimas y kilos
Aunque de ello me he aprovechado
Un infeliz que era intranquilo
Que a base de hostias a escarmentado.
se que hay otro lado
Estaba oscuro termina mi rutina
Me sentía hasta apartado
No sabía lo que pasaba se notaba en las retinas
Con el dolor y un par de calos
Repitiendome a mi mismo, aquí dentro no nos quedamos
Buena tormenta se avecina
Y ahi es donde acabo mi tramo.
Ahora que te has ido
Se que voy a estar bien, sin tener nada que ver si estas o no conmigo
Loco me pongo de testigo
Sigo siendo el mismo chulo
Que abandonaste en tu camino
Ahora maduro y más atrevido
Más puro el doble de adictivo
Lo juro
Si no fuese por ti
Y el día que me mandaste a la mierda
Lo dudo
Que hubiese vuelto a ser yo
No ser ningún cabrón
De verdad te aseguro
Me siento más fuerte
Realmente me es indiferente
Que deparara mi futuro
Mirada pa alante
0 comandantes
Sus tiros son mudos
Vivo mi presente
Al pasado que le den por el culo
Ahora que te has ido.. .
Me siento más vivo.. .
Ahora que te has ido.. .
Ni rastro de todo lo que has dolido.. .
the picture fits in perfectly with the beat
East ATL love letter feels. so sick brother
thank you 🙏
There’s a sea
There’s a sea who’s currents are hard to beat
There’s been times where I feel I cannot breathe
Drowning in the deep water, I cannot see
The sun never shines on people like me
The moon hides itself far away from greed
The boat passes for its own safety
The fish swim by ever so slowly
Tell me why these visions of my life come in fragments of their own.
In pieces of their own
In tests and I swear this is not home.
Drowning here alone.
It’s been days since I’ve seen the light
It’s been weeks since I’ve been alright
I don’t know who I am inside
I can’t keep hiding behind
Maybe this water will wash away my demons
But I don’t even believe in him
And I won’t start now cause I’m to stubborn to believe in sin
Is this all a game?
Am I trapped this way?
Is this all a joke?
Will I find my home?
Cause home is not a place.
It’s a feeling of, of feeling great.
It’s one you can’t describe.
It’s the look that’s in her eyes.
It’s the touch like it’s the last time.
So why am I floating by
In this ile of my life
I’m drowning!
So tell me, why these visions of my life come in memories
Their so hard to see.
Mental causality
Brainwashed evergreen
Is this it for me?
Brainwashed evergreen
Is this all for me
Another mental causality
HIGH KEY U N N D E RR A T E D
Dude this beat is perfection💯every sound compliments each other nothing is overlapping or taking over the tract the sounds play they own roles in this masterpiece💯💛even the baseline fits in perfectly usually when people make beats the baseline kinda does to much but this track is literally perfection💯I make beats but I’m not a big producer “yet” Nd your beats influence mines💯💛much love bro
This is nice
i don't want to cry.
I know I’m late but this beat is amazing, man. 🔥 I love it. 🤙🏻
This ain't the way that I've been bred... I'm hearing voices in my head... Sometimes they tell me I should go... But I won't play they games, instead...
Ill find a place that I call home... But I just hope before I'm dead... To find some peace before I go... Please just remember what I said...
Cuz from the bottom of my soul, to this place that I've been led... Im at the bottom of this hole,
and this whole world is burning red... I just don't know where I should to go, it seems that happiness has fled... I'm feeling tired and alone... Lord knows I tried, so give me cred...
Unfinished:
In my cup.
In my vanes
Think i need a another drank
Something strong
Think i meed a differemt song
think im feeling something strange
Verse 1:
Sip on the liquor to settle my stomach.
Bringing death closer theres no running from it.
Congrats 127K subs 🐸👌
Fuaaa amigo, esto es una caricia al alma ❤
I find this beat to be very gratifying.
This is wavy. Im digging it. 🌊🌊
L'aimer plus fort donne des ailes, j'ai rien tenté y'a pas eu l'temps d'baiser, escalve de ma propre conscience, j'la vois dans ma tête même quand elle baissée.
On partage un cigarre, c'est quand qu'j'me décide à, agir comme dans les paroles que je récita, j'ose même pas la citer, j'ai capté tes idées et j'ai trop hésité maint'nant il est si tard.
Dans un monde parfait on s'ra pote à vie, ou les actions des autres ne suivent que les mots,
J'suis là pour penser m'raconte pas non plus ta vie, mais les mauvais éléments eux restent les mêmes.
Toujours agir avant de perdre la main, Se gâcher la vie et bien pire que la mort,
Mon plus grand point commun avec un gamin, c'est rêver des choses avant que je m'endorme.
Ramoli par l'alcool et l'air marijané, j'imaginais ton corps briller plus que jamais,
C'est décidément le jour que commence le vrai, dans mon demi-sommeil une de plus que j'amène.
dans la soirée d'hier j'étais déjà bien, reste plus à savoir comment elle s'appelle.
J'ai déposé mon verre sur le canapé, quelques secondes après justifient ma peine,
Tenter d'se rattraper ce n'est pas la peine, toujours prévoir avant n'incite que la paix,
J'suis gêné environ 10 fois par appel, J'peux t'accompagner si on repart à pieds ?
Ton t shirt en souv'nir sur mon lit, les larmes qui déscendent jusqu'aux lèvres,
Ton abscence ne fait même pas partie, d'celles qu'on justifie en vie scolaire.
Malheures'ment trop tard j'l'ai compris, on devient fou en vue de s'qu'on aime.
Je te mens pas j'dis pas la vérité, j'sais pas si t'as idée, ou qu'on s'tend un piège,
Si tu tombes j'suis ton coéquipier, j'veux faire un truc sérieux et le premier qui baise.
On débute la partie paraît-il, ce qui fond qui font pas par éthique, se rassemble par équipe.
On s'ressemble dans les tiques, opinions politiques, mais le fond véridique différencie les types.
Comme un mauvais joueur qui va taper les quilles, tu veux appeler qui, tu m'le dis on est quitte,
Dans ce monde faut saigner pour payer en liquide, tu viens d'dire "faut qu'tu l'sache", mais mon verre il est vide.
Tu parles peu ça emplifie ma gêne, une fois tout deux ma chambre, j'te raconte ma vie j't'explique pourquoi je saigne, j'baisse mon regard face au tiens attachant.
J'suis sous ton emprise on va pas s'le cacher, pour des lendemains ou je trinque à ma chance,
J'ai rien à dire j'fais des chansons, j'deviens addict à l'assension, j'traverse la route sans attention, dictature en moi j'fais d'la censure, mais un jour ça va déborder, du haut de la falaise en bas l'bordel.
J'ai compris un peu tard qu'il fallait beaucoup plus que des mots et voeux élévés pour lui parler,
Mon discours j'le connais par coeur, je vais rien tenter, donc j'vais pas tarder.
tous les quart d'heures j'veux placarder,
Dev'nir indifférent comme un attardé.
Witt Lowry needs to get on this 🔥🔥
Very love this beat, when I listening this beat and think about my lost friend, very sad, one day I will make one track for him on this beat, thank u very much for did it
Tundra beats 👑👑👑
eres un genio para esto hermano, nunca lo dejes
Music apart of me. How I breathe. Without the dreams it conceals I could hardly see. Vision between every note. The type that flashes every word I've ever wrote. Behind the curtain before I clear my throat. On stage every time I'm kn a new page in a silent rage, ink bleeding through. The thoughts of needing you during long nights and after sunrise. Bringing sound to my ears and light to both eyes.
(Once again, I know I’m late on commenting. I don’t ever comment anything I’ve written over beats anyway but I guess I’ll share)
Starting at [0:33]
“We fallin apart
I don’t know what to do.
This ain’t how it was from the start.
We argue a lot.
This shits going south.
I feel stupid for all of the feelings I caught.
I don’t say how I feel I just coast
How am I supposed to write happy when I’m writing to cope.
I’m making art
You’re making a toast
I just wanna feel loved
I don’t wanna feel pain
I’m writing this music for a purpose...
I keep trying to tell myself that I’m worth it.” (I’m obviously not done but that’s all I have for now) Thanks for reading. 🙏🏻
Father
I know I’ve said I’m sorry
A thousand times before
But weighing on my conscious is an innocence that’s rotten to the core
And maybe I was wrong all this time I’ve let go to waste
Tryna count my blessings I couldn’t see what was getting lost along the way
So When tomorrow comes and goes
Will your light still be there to guide me? Or does it weaken with every grain of sand falling to the bottom of the glass? Am I a fool for chasing love or should I have already known that it never seems to last?
🔥💯
Tell me what you see, tell me what you need, tell me all about your demons show me all your dreams, I won’t run, I won’t hide, I’m gon stay, I’m gon fight, cuz I know pain that’s all my life, in a world so dark gotta be that light, in a world so dull I wanna be the one to shine,
This is niiiiicccceee! Flames 🔥🔥
(Chorus):
Love...why do you elope??
Why do you provoke the pain in me to fend alone?
omg this beat is mamazin
This beat needs no lyrics it speaks itself
Original song: Keaton Henson - elivator song
Grandpop I miss you when you passed away I was lost
But I remember the things you taught me
Since you passed I’ve had sleepless nights with a bottle of Hennessy
Now the only thing that’s takes the pain is my weed
I wish you were here to see the things I been accomplishing
I miss you so much I really do
I always dreamed of being big so you wouldn’t have to work another day
But god had other plans and you couldn’t stay
I live with out you everyday and my heart is so broke it’s so slayed
I wish I could buy you a house and a new car
But you aren’t here to see me living large
Everytime I see a picture of you I cry remembering the good times
When I seen your body in the casket it really hit me hard my emotions were so built up I almost blacked out
Cancer took you away from me and it made me realize cancer is so real it’s facts now
I remember when you would take me fishing and you can’t now
I remember when you used to take me out for rides around town
Now with out you my heart is thrown in the lost and found
Every second I remember you smile makes me realize your gone and makes me frown
I wish I could see your face one more time
But I know I can’t and I ask god everyday why was it your time
I wish I could show you the things I’ve accomplished so I could see you be so proud
But I know you see it only from up there now
I wish I could be with you I pray to god everyday that he takes care of you
If I had 1 wish it would be to see you
And I know you would say the same to see me to
I love you you are always with me the pain hurts so bad I need to smoke more weed
Rip I love you so much when I think about you it hits me so hard I can’t sleep
My Grandmother passed in 2017 during Christmas Week and really didn't phase me until people noticed I was way more silent and shit. I'm the kinda person to bury my emotions and internalize shit. I tried to bottle that shit up and throw in my mental vault but shit kept leaking out. I was so desperate to paste over the funeral and seeing my grandma's body I accidentally held open a door to a restaurant for well over half a minute expecting her to walk in after my Mom. Only after my Mom asked me, who I was waiting for did I realize my folly. The memories case flooding back and I had to hurry up and eat to hold them back. I tried playing video games and distancing my mom since she could help but stay heart broken for weeks on end. I thought I was doing good until I started subconsciously doing weird stuff and when my aunt and mom questioned me about how I mentally felt with "Maw Maw" gone I finally couldn't keep my emotions suppressed and almost had a mental breakdown as cried harder than I ever had. When I went to church in the upcoming months I prayed for God to help my weeping heart and that she was all good "up there." I'm sorry about your grandfather bro. RIP to him and my grandmother 🙏❤️✝️
Solid yet intangible there's nothing you can't handle
This love that given the support you have shown tells you're here and that I'm not alone
In my heart in my home through my being my blood and every bone
God fill me up overflowing my cup
I am blessed I am enough you're so given even when I've given up I fall and you get me up you pick me up yes you lift me up taken my worries and then built me up battling my grief when I can't breathe you breathe life into me you are my relief and give life to me oh Lord you are worthy no one can't hurt me you covered me thoroughly I prayed and heard me gave me the courage told me not to feel discouraged so I give you worship I am who I am and God still loves me so I put my faith in him and pray he told me not to worry
Verse:
You ain't one of a kind
just a heart breaker,
making me feel ashamed.
Can not erase her.
From my mind deep inside.
I've been feeling deprived.
But you was so helpful yea
you was so suprised.
supportive to notice she aint fake, realized i had found out
that just was a mistake.
and planned it all out just to
fuck up then make,
up these storys,
Intentions were soakin up
the vibe i had felt like a
fucking engine finally
working after the ignition
starts but then karma
hits you lurkin. then the engine
breaks apart, just like all
these bitches
all they wanna do is
break your heart. Then they put the
blame on you then they put there shit aside. Everytime i ask a question they say got to go goodbye. I aint never get to ask you. But you get to. It just lacks. Never understood these things called facts. Your foolishness caused a collapse toward our relationship this godamn annoying bitch is mad Don't play with me, let go of the remote, Dont play with me this aint a fucking joke. (*2) I aint gonna let you provoke me towards my decisions time is what i need to heal my mind with a little bit of that acetaminophen. and i just need to fucking live and not let this girl tell me what it is that i am, a piece of shit? Okay, wanted to play that game then? Talk to me, apologies have been read, noticed then blocks me. Then the father supposedly found out the things, she spilled the tea, she spilled the beans, then the fathers done the. So predictably, continues to talk then finally threatens, ive stopped. Ive apologized already, i don't want things comed off heavy, all i want. is to stay steady. It's supposed my fault, treats me bad all this assault. I hope bandages erase scars, guess that shit wont work at all like bars intersecting all these lines. On the real though im just fine, thats a code for not alright. Atleast i hinted out tonight, unlike you, you didn't why? You just wanted me to feel like shit, you to feel so proud, acting if you was sad ,bitch you played me like a clown. Your a fool bitch, grow up now. I guess you fake ass frowns were up☝ but your spirit aint the same down. none... Fuck alll yall bitches all yall just snitches, bandages, and stitches, orange bottles, syringes. Lets talk tommorow? Still thinking. I guess no morrow hintin. I guess you had hinted last damn minute.
Love - From the one you've heartbroken.
I have a good poem to this. Love it .