Why I had to step away from my acting career in Hollywood...
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03:19 Growing up as an Actress
05:30 The Summer Before College
09:02 My Freshman Year of College
18:05 Struggles, Fears, and Therapy Lessons
20:23 What's next for me?
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Reply mental health tips here for those who might be struggling. 💜
Makayla i'm so sorry. One tip I like to use is just knowing that things will get better, and that nothing lasts forever. If you ever feel stressed, breath slowly and focus on your breathing. I hope this helps❤
Get right with Jesus
I have no tips but the only thing I can truly say is. That you guys are stronger than you think. Being here proves it. Don’t ever let someone or something ever bring you down because it’s not worth your time and you can do something so much better. ❤ keep being amazing and have a great day!! ^^
So I’ve struggled with mental health for years, so hopefully I can give good tips.
1. You don’t have to do everything at once, if there’s one particular thing that’s stressing you out, break it into smaller steps and work it out slowly.
2. If you don’t already and you have the opportunity to, find a therapist!
2a. If you have a therapist that is not what you wanted, or they’re not helping you, SAY SO. And then find a new therapist. Don’t be afraid to not see a therapist anymore, they should want the best for you and won’t be mad.
3. Take 👏 breaks 👏 I do marching band, which is about 5-6 months a year and can be very stressful. I don’t have a chance to make many breaks, and if you’re like this, then finding even one day a week to take a break is helpful. You always need at least a day, or even a few hours to just care for yourself
That’s all for now, but I’ll prolly edit when I think through some more!
You’ve got this, if no one you know seems to love you, just know random strangers on the internet do! 💜
I think whats very important is to focus on things again, that do you well 💗. Do things you like and take time for yourself.❤️
You are 19 and you’re life is just starting! And look how much you’ve accomplished so far! We support you and take all the time you need
I’m 19 but thank you 🩷😊
@@MakaylaLysiakalways at ❤ you inspired me a lot from zambia here❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@MakaylaLysiak that is very young
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@@MakaylaLysiakhey!! How's it going?? I actually went through something similar earlier this year with my fashion career, so I totally get it how awful it feels to leave a career path you've dedicated for over a decade. But is not bad to step away, at least momentarily. It's going to be ok, you'll find your way and perhaps you'll go back to acting stronger than ever! 🤗🤗🤗
Not enough people talk about how emotionally straining college is. I still wake up in panic that I’ve forgotten an assignment or test. Acting itself is also emotionally and physically straining. It’s ok to admit that your passion can be draining and still be a passion. ❤
Bro I feel like college nearly killed me lol. And what ate at me most was that I was struggling yet almost everyone else seemed to be having a breeze (I was studying computer science).
I just got done recently, not yet graduated, but I totally would not recommend. Unless you're studying your passion I guess.
Me too, and I finished college 5 years ago.
college was a like a walk in park after school that was more like marine training program. i hate both still.
Omg truth and it’s really hard at times to build relationships here
Same, i used to cry so much with 3 children. I did it tho!
"Gods plan is always better than your plan" AMEN sister. Everything you went through is part of a bigger picture ! Stay strong sister
Yessss girl preach
I’m so sorry that’s how you feel. But why did you feel the need to say that, I mean was it helping her situation or making the world a better place? How is saying my beliefs aren’t true going benefit anyone?
@MrfairchapI promise you God does have a plan he has a plan for everyone he created this whole universe and God loves you so very much! But then it is your choice to listen to that plan or not 😃✝️💗
@Mrfairchap well youve chosen to believe that but youre wrong there is a God with the greatest plan for your life
I do have to ask. Did you find it difficult to operate in Hollywood as a Christian? I have heard good and bad experiences. I would appreciate your insight.
I’ve always dreamed of being an actress and I’m so grateful you are kind enough to share the down sides of acting.
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Definitely a lot of people view it as perfect and everything comes easy when in reality it’s very difficult
makayla, thank you for being so vulnerable. We support you.
Always 🙏🏽
I literally cried so hard watching this 🥹 so proud of her for putting herself first 🩷 also Lava lamp lol
Guys I’m literally crying rn reading these comments… 🥺
We love you x
You got this girl🎉
We love and you are so bold ❤
We Love you
Thank you so much for sharing this. I’ve recently had to drop my acting, I knew that it was mentally draining despite my love for it, I felt my love decline for it.
I Can relate to so many things you’ve said, all the way from auditions being a burden to trying to fit it in your tight schedule trying to remember lines at last minute. I was 18, had a 9-5 job and was soon to be on my way to college in becoming a full time student.
I knew that it would become just too stressful. Especially knowing that no matter the auditions I did during this moment in my life, no matter how well I tried upon my era of stress, I knew I wouldn’t be chosen. So it was like fitting a burden in schedule knowing that you’ll get nothing out of it but more burden.
I’ve always wanted to be an actress since I was young, and had just gotten into an agency when I was 17. Unfortunately I had to end it. I knew my mental health would deteriorate. I also gave the email to my agency about my situation, and they decided to drop me. Never in a million years would I have ever thought I’d end my acting career so soon, but I knew for now it would be the best option.
I can’t explain how stress free I am, I feel so much at peace and in life. It wasn’t acting itself, but rather the price I had to pay for it during this moment of time during my life.
I’m keeping you in my prayers, thank you for sharing because it shows that I’m not alone, connecting with someone on this same topic truly helps me to. I’m glad God has brought me to your video today, God bless you Makayla ❤️
I wish more actors and actresses who have big roles would speak out about their raw experiences like this. They always make it look so fun and easy. Thanks for sharing your story!
Even though I’m not acting, I can still relate. I was so scared of failing and everyone being better than me that I became the person that I didn’t want to become. Someone in my class was super good at acting, so I wanted to be good at acting too even though I didn’t like acting. I was worried of being a failure and I didn’t want to become a doctor but I chose the path to be a doctor just so I wasn’t a “failure.” Love your videos, they inspire me to follow my passions and dreams, thank you Makayla. (LAVA LAMP!)
Edit: Thank you so much for 40 likes, you are all too kind!
From one actor to another, you are only speaking what a lot of us are scared to say! Thank you for sharing your vulnerability. We’ll always be in your corner!
Thank you so much.
You can definitely take a break and still mentor on TH-cam ! You have hella credibility! Don’t stress yourself girl, just do what you can!
This‼️‼️‼️
Yes also I would love to see Tabitha Brown connect with her! I think she would be a great mentor for her.
As a former actress I get it. I was like you but with theatre and independent film projects in nyc and Chicago. I started at 19 (not a child actor) and stopped at 28 when I became a wife and mother. I dropped out of college to purse this....I honestly couldn't imagine going while being a working actor. Now I have a 13 year old who is younger and more talented than I ever was and theater is her life! I'm going to show her some of your vids because she needs to hear and see this from an older peer who looks like her and not just her mom. You are beautiful, talented and brave to share this. It's appreciated so thank you. New subbie.
Do you think starting as a child actor is better to pursue this career?
My brother is 20 years older and also a working actor. I always tell him he should do what you're doing, mentoring people... You're ABSOLUTELY qualified regardless if you ever book anything again. You have knowledge only a working actor would have. It's really tough if you don't hyphenate your job description. Actor- Writer - Producer- etc... What you're doing with your TH-cam channel is making something for yourself without asking anyone to hire you. You are your own boss. Werk! ❤
Thank you so much for writing this❤️
“Gods plan is always better than our plan” ❤
Life is a cycle Makayla, it comes with both good and bad, there’s no way you can let us down. We appreciate you for always being honest and vulnerable with us so that we know what to expect.
Makayla, don't feel like this is the end of your successes and opportunities. Throw your hands up in the air when I say GOD HAS YOUR BACK!! He will not let you down, I can still see your face that acting is has a place in your heart and don't you worry, those big roles that you longed for, will call out your name at the right time. Being educated is really important so take all the time you need to finish up your studies! Keep believing girl! You got this! Sending love
Thank you for being so kind. This means the world.
You’re vulnerability is powerful. So many people are with you and resonate with your story. Getting help is the best thing you could’ve done for yourself. Congratulations on beginning to take care of yourself.
You should write a screenplay about this experience. Write a movie showing this whole experience. That would be amazing to see in cinemas
I am in my 50s, and I am blown away by how much Makayla has accomplished. I remember taking 18 credits one semester and that incredible workload.
I auditioned for Hollywood movies and I never heard back so I’d be proud to get a movie role even though if it was small 💞
@@PromiseMcclainActress well thank you but I would be more proud if I had a role 🥺💞🥰
@@itsm3l12 💕😫🩷 You’ll get it very Soon Hun Trust me I’m in my beginning Era of Acting 🎭
You just have to keep auditioning much support keep auditioning something will come up
@@PromiseMcclainActress well I’m more of a theatre kid and kinda stuck in Theater but thank you very much you’re so sweet 🥰💗. And so cool you’re an aspiring actress 😍🥰💗
@@justinlee3419I’ll try thank you 💗
Thank you for having the courage to share this. Most of us actors go through this but it's rarely talked about. You're going to help so many young actors by sharing this! You're brave and beautiful and brilliant!!!
This industry is a brutal beast. It can and will seduce you and abandoned in the same breath. You are not alone in your experience and feelings. You have achieved so much already and you have plenty more to achieve. I look forward to seeing you at the rendezvous of victory!
Personally I think you've got it in you to be a top level PRODUCER. You've been in the business long enough - you already have the skill-set, drive, contacts, and vision. You understand how the business works and you have a passion for storytelling and you understand the evolving nature of media (just my 25 cents - inflation) Good luck!
I’m definitely looking into producing and I have some connections 😏‼️
@@MakaylaLysiak
You got this - how many producers have you worked with and said to yourself "Hey, I can do that even better!" Much luck on your journey!
@@MakaylaLysiakI would love for you to help me Makayla, I am working on a series and I haven't had the best luck finding producers, my plan is to stream my series on Netflix, please help 😢
@@2Zetsu457can you let me know about it? xoxo
@@MakaylaLysiakare you in California
We’re here for you makayla!!
Everyone on here cares about you
Hi Makayla! I’m so proud of you on taking these steps toward your mental wellness! Thank you for making it public for many people who need to hear this and providing the information on how you deal with anxiety. Continue to be well on your journey.😊
I’m so proud of you!!!! I’m almost in my 40s and I set up an appointment to talk to a therapist over PTSD that was recently triggered. Thanks for your video. 💜🙏🏽😊
you have a beautiful career ahead of you, Makayla! making school a priority is an incredibly brave and wise decision. especially being at an amazing school like USC... and I honestly hope you make some more screenwriting content ;)
Thank you so much Brooke🩷
Makayla, you are such a big inspiration to me as a christian, actress, and an overall magnetic person. It’s people like you who make the film industry a brighter place and i just wanted to say how proud we are of you. Whether you choose to continue this career or not, we all still love and support you. Take care of yourself babes
Here before it blows up(213 likes!)
This says everything I feel 💯 I have enjoyed hearing your perspective on acting from a Christian perspective. Love you!
Girl, love this transparency. ✨ You are helping so many people with your story, and we thank you for it. 💕
You ARE so talented. And I know what you’re going through. Panic attacks are scary. I’m so sorry, but I’ll keep a look out for when we get back into the swing of acting!
Hey girly, I really want to remind you as someone who is 23 and is also on this journey, just because because you are not getting booked or even getting callbacks, it doesn’t mean anything. If you are talented and they WANT YOU that’s gonna be the ticket. A lot of it is really just luck and timing There is someone that is always going to be the first pick before others because that is what the team is looking for. It’s not just about being talented at this point. I want your audience to know that as well.
Yes!!! What is meant for us is meant for us!!! The audition that went to someone else was meant to go to them, it was never ours in the first place- relieves pressure for sure!
Broadway is overlooked by many actresses and it demands different skills like throwing the voice ,not relying on camera tricks ,stage presence , dont give up . Just take a break from satanic and cliquey Hollywood .
Shes literally giving up,at 23 to say she hasn't made it yet is kinda delusional
@@holy9781 hmm? I never said she was not successful. I said that she should not be too hard on herself for not booking right now. She’s in a great position compared to a lot of actors.
@@Sadra708 i meant for her to say she hasn't made it is delusional for her,not u lol
I'm so sorry that you had to go through something so traumatic at an age and in an environment that will make it way more worse. We are with you💗💗 LAVA LAMP💗💗💗💗
It’s really beautiful to see you open up about the struggle so many actors go through. I’ve had a difficult week working on my craft and not feeling proud about my work and procrastinating when I stumbled upon your video, it helped me realize it’s okay to feel this way and I’m not alone. So thank you ❤ you are allowed to take breaks and that doesn’t cancel out the love you have for acting. I truly wish you the best
Thank you for being so open and honest! I’ve struggled with mental issues as well. And I also felt like a failure and it seemed like I was the only one failing. Seeing somebody as talented and amazing as you, and knowing that you have similar issues, is truly inspiring. Not because you are hurt, but because it shows we are all just humans, and we all have difficult times. I’m sure you will be successful (you are already successful!) no matter what you do. Mental health is not a joke and thank you for being so open about it. Hugs and wish you to feel better as soon as possible! ❤
I have so much negative charge when it comes to auditioning right now. It makes me feel bad because I feel like I SHOULD WANT TO audition and should be grateful for the opportunity. Taking a break is scary, but it feels like what I need right now. Thank you for sharing your truth, it’s so relatable.
So happy someone relates to what I felt.
I know you feared you might be “failing” your TH-cam subscribers who follow you for acting advice by taking a break but watching you prioritize your mental health in the acting industry IS the acting mentorship leadership we need. 🙏🏽 Thank you for setting a beautiful example. I’ve also dealt with procrastination and depression with auditions. It’s nice knowing I’m not alone and empowers me to continue to show myself more grace.
P.s. Lava Lamp ! 😂
Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable about what you’re going through. We’re working on breaking into the industry and you’ve given us a lot to consider and keep in mind as we’re working to create our careers. We hope you get the balance you need and continue to grow and succeed in everything you’re doing. And if opportunities come together, we would love to be in one of your screenplays one day. Oh and Lavalamp.
This is the first video of yours I’ve watched. You’re so well spoken and intelligent. From what I can tell you’re an honest person not to mention beautiful. Having that level self awareness at your age is commendable. You identified the problem and took the necessary steps to correct it. Take as much time as you need. Life is a marathon sometimes you need to slow down and adjust your pace. You’re going to continue to do great things. Wish you the best 💜 subscribing ✅
You will ALWAYS be supported by this TH-cam community. You’re an inspiration to so many people and your choice is VALID and REAL. You will continue to make impacts no matter what route you go. Thank you for being open and vulnerable with us. You didn’t have to, but I and so many people respect you for letting us in. Remember to always take care of yourself first!! Mental health matters!! Sending love and uplifting vibes!
Yh.
Girl, you still have lots of experience to offer in this field. Please don't stress yourself out. It's not worth it. Be happy ♥️ we love you
Thank you so much for sharing! I have only been acting for 5 years & I have been experiencing the burnout & repeated heartbreak very heavily. It really isn't easy. The beautiful thing about acting is that you can always step away & come back. Sending love & good vibes your way!
girl i'm crying with you rn! yes i look to u and i always will do, its so important to take breaks and there is nothing wrong with it. just know that the real ones are all 1000% behind u and those who don't aren't worth ur energy. we're here for u!! 💜💜
As someone who has been on the fence about pursuing an acting career for years, I completely support and understand why you’ve decided to take a break. I pray this is a fruitful and refreshing time for you ❤
As a fellow actress that has been in LA since 2014, getting an MFA in Acting for film, then recently getting a MFA in Screenwriting, all while trying to "Break in" this business in the way that I deem successful, I FEEL THIS VIDEO SO MUCH! Thank you for your vulnerability! Seeing you reminisce on this moment in your life shows how determined and ambitious you are! I know it's a challenge but don't be so hard on yourself. ♥ You are doing great things! You're just a little burnt out. Continue to take time to just live, refocus on self care and then come back a million times stronger. I just took a year off after getting the degree and I'm JUST NOW feeling inspired enough to get back to it. But HUNNY I feel more excited to create than I did when I took my first theatre class.. Moral of the story. We got this!
You're a multi-hyphenate BOSS and I'm proud of you♥
Praise God.
I love this. This really inspired me as a songwriter and creative. Thank you so much for sharing your journey! ❤
I want to audition for my MFA in acting for next year admission in September 2024. I almost went to URTA last year but life changed quickly. If I get in for next fall I’ll be 31 at the time of admission. Is it worth it to invest in a professional acting degree? I feel like I’d only want to accept it if I got into a school in Southern California or Atlanta
@@aalove4 Hey I am a South African and I've been acting since I was 5 next year will mark 20 years since my first time stepping on a stage, I won a provincial/State Arts competition in 2019 and we were heading to the Nationals but unfortunate circumstances stopped us and in other tournaments before and since our achievement we lost and I have been accepted to her school's or MFA SA version AFDA as well as at Wits, TUT, UP, DUT, Oakfields College, City Varsity, Stellenbosch University, UFS and Rhodes but either money or my parents got in the way of me registering that year
But I love Acting and I feel like I will make it that's why I'm entering my colleges drama competition one more time next year and apply for drama at colleges that year as now nothing stands in my way as I want to do movies by the end of this decade both locally and abroad
My goodness! You are an amazing young woman. what you have experienced is more than what most people can handle, especially studying and working. Burnout is the worst. Life is not over, it's just beginning and now you understand how we need a balance in life. I can't be the only who is proud of you and your achievements. You are amazing 😍
Thank you for your humility. It's totally fine to take a break, reset, and come back when YOU are ready!🙏🏽
The entire industry is less and less appealing to me than it was when I first started auditioning just because of how hard it is to keep yourself from wrapping your self worth into what others think of you and your work. You ABSOLUTELY have had a successful career thus far, and what you have done is such a huge accomplishment. People outside of this entire process don't have an understanding of how much work goes into each and every audition.... and the let downs that come along with it. The way I see it is... You are going to move forward and be the ONE who CREATES these incredible opportunities for actors like yourself. You've got an unlimited amount of potential and I really believe in you! Sending you hugs, Makayla!
You have to sell your soul to be big
Girl you're allowed to take a break and still mentor people on TH-cam! You don't know how many people you've helped. You've literally been on Grey's Anatomy, you're definitely qualified.
Grey's don't hire off of qualifications it's a long series they just need people for different faces and scenarios
@@Im.A.Potatoewhy do u keep commenting in this video
@@notkarennn97 the same reason you are, because we can
This video resonated like no other. Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing your story. This industry is literally draining, Im glad we have this break right now with this SAG strike. We need this to regroup. Keep thriving Makayla
Thank you for being so honest. As an actor myself I understand how difficult it can be to balance performing and life. Keep the faith girl!
Baby, never apologize for crying. What you feel is valid, and what you are going through and pushed yourself through is nearly just an impossible experience. Breathe, and I know it’s hard and i see how much you are going through, but know that what you want to do, is what are you able to do. You are loved, physically and mentally and you are allowed to be vulnerable. We hold you up. Never feel fear baby, we’re here. Forever my love.
We are here for you! It’s okay 💗 we love all your decisions and support all the things you do! Your true fans will stay with you for whatever you do! 💗💗
This is making me tear up fr. Thank you so much ❤
@@MakaylaLysiak you’ve helped me through so much I’ve done so many musicals and just got a lead, you’ve helped me through so much we are sorry this is happening 💗
@@MakaylaLysiakSister we really appreciate you. I'm praying you. Jesus loves you so much
So proud of you, Makayla! Thanks for being transparent with us. I was in acting and it was a lot of pressure, which caused me to step back for a moment. I'm still not sure whether or not I'm going back due to other things I experienced. Thank you for sharing your story.
I’m a medical student and struggle a lot as well with producing good grades and papers etc. I’m new to your channel but thank you for putting into words what I’ve been feeling trying to achieve my dreams. Nothing is worth your mental and physical health. You don’t owe anyone anything, so Take ALL the time you need; 🧡
Well done for speaking about something so personal. I want to become an actor as well and your teaching me a lot
I hope that this video can help others who are struggling ❤
Yes! I'm a stage actress and was looking at these videos hoping to transition to film someday.
Creating movie scripts to play the leads in the film is the most logical and beneficial way to rise above Hollywood quickly, handful of actors started out successfully this way. We’re on the same path. best wishes and health.
You have no idea how much this video means to me. I was honestly thinking about transferring to a school in Los Angeles so I could pursue acting and modeling, but this video made me rethink it all. I will eventually pursue that dream one day, but not while I’m still im college. I hope you’re doing okay🩷
i’m so sorry for al that has happened. it’s also hard to be so vulnerable about this, but we appreciate you and thank you so much. we support you and please take as much time as you need to get better. this sends such a good message and thank you so so much. i hope everything falls in place soon, we’re here for you :)
God bless you Mikayla. It must've been such a hard decision to take a break from acting, but you did want was best. God always has ways to steer us in the direction we need to go and I believe He definitely supports your decision!
When you mentioned your little brothers birthday I started to cry, I’m an actor,screenwriter & college student too. I appreciate you for posting this as this video was amazing & very much relatable . May God continue to bless you🤍
I’m so proud of you for being able to speak upon this. You are doing so much great stuff away from it. Think of it as an expansion of Makayla. ❤😊
I’m so proud of you, as a aspiring actor I look up to you so much, and I couldn’t be prouder of how far you’ve come and the things you’ve faced and Concorde ❤
You got this girl! I’m 31 and stepping back from my acting career because I have other goals and things to fulfill. I’ll be back when I’m ready which may be never and may be next year but it’s in my terms not my wallets terms or my ego. Self care is wealth care!
Sooo Sooo much respect to you for being open to sharing the pressures you’ve had while trying to balance & juggle everything. In the midst of all the challenges you faced, I feel like there’s still a beautiful theme in it all, which is the fact you put 100% of yourself into whatever you’re doing .. the hard part is knowing what things should receive 100% of you in each season & being okay with letting go of the other things
As hard as it is, thank you so much for making this video. I struggle so much with stressing myself out over workloads leading to many panic attacks. I understand the feeling of isolation during these attacks and I’m so sorry you had to go through it.❤
Listening to you telling about all those struggles and challenges you went through this past year has almost made me cry myself😢. I’m really not the right person to reassure anyone, but I just wanted to say that you inspire me and that I truly admire your charisma and perseverance. You absolutely don’t need to prove anything to anyone here and fear that you might not be credible in some way. Take all the time you need and take care💕
Thank you so much for writing this. It means more than u know ❤
So proud of you for allowing the Lord guide you. It may hurt to step away temporarily from acting but God got you and will use this journey to bless you even more. And ps. Lava lamp!
So proud of you girl! I understand how hard it is to be rejected over and over again and it affects me too. You should be so proud on how far you’ve come and the path you’re heading on. ❤
Thank you for sharing your story and being so transparent and sincere 💓 you’re so talented and have achieved so much already, can’t wait to see what you’ll accomplish moving forward; we’re here to support you!!
I just wanted to say how grateful I am that you made this video. I am a sophomore in high school and struggle with the same things you do. I make myself sick over assignments and projects because they have to be perfect and if there’s a single aspect of them that is less than perfect then I consider myself a failure. And that strikes a fear of failure in my life, which also leads to procrastination. Seeing you take a step back and consider your well-being first has taught me that your mental health is way more important than being “perfect”. I aspire to do so many things after high school (acting, singing, dancing, etc.), but I also know that this industry can be extremely overwhelming at times.
I hope you know that you sharing your story is helping others, including myself, in so many ways. You are not alone in your struggles. We may not all be challenged in the same ways, but we all face roadblocks and hardships, and we can all find a way past them. God is not done using you, this is only the beginning of your journey. I’m so proud of you and look forward to watching you grow. God bless. ❤️
you are SO BRAVE! thank you for your vulnerability. It will help so many people. and it is so eye opening for a new actor, as myself. You are inspiring no matter WHAT profession you choose. At the end of the day, MAKAYLA is your existence and your foundation. No one and no tv/film booking can take that away from you. YOU define YOU
I have never seen your videos before, but this was very heartwarming to watch. I'm impressed by how genuine and hard working you are. I wish you all the best and I hope you will keep being kind to yourself
TAKING A BREAK?! 😳You are not alone 🫶🏽I am going through the very exact same thing right now, as we speak, and I can tell you it was the greatest decision I have ever made to give myself peace of mind, and I am slowly getting back into the love of directing and creating videos, but on my terms, and on my time and everything just feels very clear and stress-free. Please take my word for it. You are making the greatest decision of your life and your future self will be happy with what you are doing.
This!
Lava Lamp! Thanks for sharing your honesty with us! I finished a Bachelor's degree in an American university and I could have never seen myself taking in any acting auditions with the intense school workload! Take your time, we love you!
this is heartbreaking for me. I’m having an audition for my first ever play in like a week and the doubts are so prevalent and scary. Please never doubt yourself you are so strong and whatever decisions you make that’s okay, this is for you for your life❤I’ve actually never watched the shows you’ve been on but i will check them out because you’re an amazing person. God bless you❤ !!LAVA LAMP!!
Thank you for sharing this, I'm struggling so much between my acting life, my current life, my mental health and my anxiety it's like i'm ALWAYS stressed and when i want to take a break, i just feel guilty and go back to work asap. I'm happy to see we are not alone in this ❤
I think you are an amazing person for dealing with all of that. I, along with a whole lot more people in this world, could have never dealt with what you did. I’m so glad that you have these people supporting you the entire way. Also, there was no need to apologise for crying! Everybody cries, it’s a human, natural thing. After watching this, I just wanna give you a hug. Also, love the *lava lamp*
I felt this not long ago as well, I was doing auditions and getting into acting but I had to step away from it bc I knew I wasn’t going to be able to do it while focusing on college. I truly understand and respect your decisions!! Wishing you the best !!!❤
Honey I am in AFDA film school South Africa; I want you to know that your videos get me through a lot and they are so relatable; you post content that other channels do not post and I love the fact that you don’t gatekeep, thank you for helping me with my acting career; my film directing career and the overall confidence for the industry. That alone is enough, you are doing something, you are definitely helping and changing lives. Your impact is amazing , please let that be your peace❤️❤️✨✨🇿🇦🌸🌸
Thank you for sharing your story! I can definitely resonate with you when it comes to taking on soooo much. At the time it feels like "oh yeah I can handle it" and then over time it feels like the walls are caving in. I'm so glad you prioritized your mental and emotional health first and foremost. Also, your life is just beginning! You are doing amazing. Keep being your authentic self. ❤
LAVA LAMP! 🥳
Thank you so much for sharing your experience and being so transparent Makayla. I’ve been watching your videos for a while now and I am currently going through the VERY same thing that you are/went through. It’s so validating to hear that someone else that loves acting and has put in the work, is also feeling overwhelmed by it. It’s been so hard to feel these feelings and to take a seat from something that I once prayed for and then consistently strived to be apart of. And don’t even get me started on the anxiety and procrastination aspect! Everything you said was so accurate! Like a literal page from my own experience. And to see You [someone who has been very successful in your career] take a break, is so powerful for me. This video has TRULY blessed me in SO MANY WAYS! Thank you so so sooo much for sharing. Many many blessings and much success to you in your screenwriting and in ALL of your current and future endeavors! 🙏🏾💗
we are here for you, girl! take all the time you need, always choose what's best for you. things will get better
Smart decision! You deserve a break! You will come back refreshed. We know it’s overwhelming. You know the game comes with a lot of rejection. Don’t lose sight of how amazing you are! Stay the path 💜💜💜 You have so much support
Always put yourself, your health and your family about ANY of this stuff because those are the things that matter at the end of the day. Thank you for being so candid and we support you. Take all the time you need
I can heavily relate to your section on struggles and fears! Thank you for your bravery and vulnerability
I'm so happy that you're able to be vulnerable with us and I completely understand why you're taking a break. I hope you can fall in love with acting again and I will support and love you no matter what happens. I wish you the best and hope you feel better! Also LAVA LAMP!❤❤❤
We love you Makayla!! We're here 4u
This seriously helped me so much I been through similar things and I graduated from film school next week and was still in debate on going back to acting but your story beyond helped me I know exactly what I’m going to do thank you so much ❤🙏🏾
I am just finding your videos for the first time and I totally see you as a mentor even with a break. Taking a break is a part of acting. I've been in it for over 3 decades and i get it. Keep making videos. Please 🙏
This was very brave of you of being vulnerable. I hope in near future you got your passion for acting. I’m also happy you are doing therapy:). Just remember nobody perfect, everyone needs a break, and you ARE worth it ❤❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I needed this sentence "it is okay to take a break" ... Recently I've been feeling like I don't have any energy to keep trying with my selftapes and everything and I completely understand your point. It's great that you taking care of your mental health and put yourself on the first place, that's what really matters. Thank you ❤
you've helped me so much makayla. I want to be an actor myself and watching your videos give me so much hope. good things are coming for you and all your hard work will be worth it someday
I use to think of becoming an actor but it got to a point it felt overwhelming thinking of all the factors that play in it. Proud of you for letting go beautiful only do what’s best for you and what makes you happy ❤️
I'm so glad I watched this, I'm also a struggling actor/comedian and I took a break and started this TH-cam reaction channel here. But it can be stressful, I remember being on a sketch Maude team at the Upright Citizens Brigade and I went through anxiety. I wish you the best of luck, praying for you.
thank you for sharing your story so honestly and bravely. Sending love, and please don't pressure yourself to do something!!!
Hi Makayla, I am an actor myself and I have had successes but, most importantly, I understand the disappointment that you and many other actors go through. I want to thank you for all of the encouragement that you have given me to carry on and all of the insight you have also given to my parents about the industry. I wish more actors would do what you do; not just post about their successes but about the rejection and heartbreak they go through as well because this industry isn't easy. Thank you for your honesty and sharing your journey with us!
i just started the video. makayla, you are such a huge inspiration in acting for me. you keep me updated with the industry, give me tips, etc. you’re always going to be an inspiration for me. enjoy your break and i hope you’re feeling better soon.
Thank you for being honest! This is why I watch and love your channel!
I've been watching your videos for the past two weeks and subscribed to your channel, I've been learning and enjoying your content. I have a lot of family and friends that struggle with mental health so I totally understand what your going through, so I'm staying and supporting your journey...Stepping away is a good thing sometimes, as your mind and your spirit needs a breather and needs to recharge, a new you is about to be reborn. So take all the time you need and stay blessed. Peace, love & Larva lamps ✌🏽💜
Hey Makayla. I hope you know that you're not alone and that we rooting for you❤
Thank you so much for writing this. I feel loved by you all ❤
Take all the time you need Makayla!! Your mental health is soo important girl. I hope you have an amazing summer and make great memories.