Sad Multifandom | Pain
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 เม.ย. 2018
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This video features sensitive topics but I hope that it can be of help to some people who are struggling to show that they are not alone.
-Kate xx
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A lot of you have shared your stories on here. My heart goes out to every single one of you who have had to experience severe pain in your lives. I ask you all to support each other as you are all worth so much ❤️
that's so sweet
discord.gg/zUCqGzJ If you people need a place to talk,I have made this discord for depressed people and anyone else who is or felt Hurd join us thell us your story,live can be painful alone so join us you don’t need to be alone
Montgomery Multi I hope you don’t mind me putting this here
@@speedy15684 Absolutely no problem thanks so much x
@@montgomerymulti3594 the server still exists i am busy with rebuilding it hopefully I can make this a place for a lot of people to find comfort
Thank you wasn't expecting a answer after 8 months 🙂
There's no reason for me to always feel so sad, the feeling is just there and it doesn't go away.
That's because you're in pain and pain happens when you care
never related more to a comment 😓
People always ask why are you crying why are so angry but I just freakin don't know the pain is just there, and it's horrible.
Hilja Boorsma That sounds horrible I don’t have mental depression my depression has reasons that can be fixed but am trying to find a way to fix it but now it sounds crazy I have put on to many acts/wear a mask I have forgotten who I am I would feel bad that people don’t love me for who I am but funny thing is I don’t know who I actually am
There is a reason it may not be obvious but that is ok, I know b/c I feel that a lot to it is ok to be sad it is ok to feel just know you are valid your emotions are valid and you deserve to feel better about yourself your feelings you deserve peace of mind and being
“you can’t love someone back to life..” “you can try.” 😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Kaytlynn Buchhop how do i love me back to life
@@millymai8429 love you a little more everyday? I hope it makes sense. And remember that whatever happens, whatever you feel and whatever it is you may be going through, you are 1000% worthy of pure love and life💞
i wish... that 1 person she was the only 1 i trusted and was super close to but she's been gone for so long ...it's not fair ....
'the reason i called it a 9 was cuz i was saving my 10' i felt that
I really felt that too😔
i went to several guidance counselors throughout going to various schools because my teachers pretended to care about my emotional wellbeing and made thing's worse ... the emotional pain and mental pain is still there buried deep down where it can't escape cause if it does, i will end up going to the hospital again because of really bad anxiety and depression attacks and episodes . that is why i always avoid hopes and expectations or accepting help or anything from anyone and everyone ...
i reached that 10 long ago and my family doctor knows it to , to this day i still don't emotionally feel anything ... i am numb and and empty and it hurts like hell but i am good at not letting it reach the surface and my pride doesn't help . but i can't trust anyone but myself and only i can truly help myself cause nobody knows me better or loves me more than myself
I have friends
I have a family that loves me
I have good grades
But why do I feel so miserable like I’m worth nothing and feel like I’m drowning but no one notices I just put on a fake smile😭
I understand you, it's the same with me. But you have now one friend more💖
You know what the worst moment is when people ask you why are you always so freakinnangry and sad but I just don't know the pain and thoughts are just there and they're not going away.
@@ilse6388 so true..
Its life😔...we juh have to go to dose shitty times..
I hate it but it can't go away and it sucks😞😢
Because there is a reason, there is always a reason but it might be hidden deep down in your unconscious. That's why you have friends, family that loves you, good grades but you still feel miserable...
When you feel nothing, sometimes these videos are the only thing that can help you feel that doesn’t involve self destruction
Sometimes even self destruction doesn't make you feel. I don't even know why I did it. I was so buried in my thoughts and I just did it subconsciously and I hate that I didn't ever have a reason for it. I don't even know what made me do it for the first time. But once you start, it's very hard to stop.
I wish I was friends with the people from the comment cuz they understand me.
Ilse De Regt _hemma21_ is my insta ...if u ever wanna talk ... sometimes it
Helps talking to strangers xx
@@hh.6630 I've send you a dm💓💓
Ilse De Regt my page is the one with 🦦⚡️ in the bio bc I don’t think I’ve received one x what’s ur name
Hemma H I found it I send it to the wrong person hahah, my insta name is _ilsedregt
You can also text me. My insta is: estherjansen8
I'm so empty. I feel dead, I feel nothing.
No one help, no one hear me. Someone should help me cuz I don't wanna die! I NEED HELP
Im so sorry that you feel like this if you ever need anything I'm here but please know that I'm not licensed to help you but i can find you a free helpline where you can talk to someone who is if that is something that you would like
Same here, I freaking yearn for help but why would they even care..
We're here talk to us
hey. i love you, idk where are you but I love you. be strong.❤️💗✨
I just want you to know I love you..I know the distance is there and you don't know me but just know I love you
I know that if you're watching this right now, you're hurting, in pain and you feel so alone. I just want to remind you that it will be okay and it's okay not to be okay. Let people in and tell someone anyone about how you feel. I know that there is at least one person that wouldn't want you feeling like this. Love everyone always and be kind❤️ stay strong angel x
Sajidah A Thank you for commenting this ❤️
Thank you. That’s exactly what I feel atm
Ty for this 💕😭
I did open up to a "friend", she just made fun of me and said I was better off dead. My whole "friend" group bullied me.
thank you
I’ve always thought it’s so crazy how people with Depression and other Mental Illnesses always act the most courageous even though they are in the most pain.
We don't want others to know what it feels like so we try our best to
@@susanlily4438 and then the night comes......
🥺😓
if i didn't my mom would be so devastated and broken , i don't let anyone know cause i have been dealing with this for so long and feel worse if people see me as weak or pity me as if i am some helpless baby
for me perse it started as an act then eventually lead me to having to be cause people depend on me and my cat zoey depends on me and i made a promise to someone i was so close to and cared for so much and she was my only true bestie ... now i go on without feeling a thing and moving on with indiffernce to keep going
"What about me?"
Who really cares I dont know you
@@bobobar6876 Shut the fuck up lmao they were quoting something from the video
"I get it. You'll be okay, you'll be fine but what about me?"
The Jane The Virgin part crushed me
Everytime for me lol.
perfect penny killed my husband. This breaks my heart over and over again
Lea Gils Me too gurl me too
noooo :(
bro the scene from jane the virgin kills me EVERYTIME
Mee too
What is the name of the movie?
Life is simple
Its deep
Its scary
Like the ocean
You never know whats underneath
You never know what can bring to you
So it hurts
Life had asked Death: "Why do people love me, but fear/hate you?" And Death responded: "because you are a beautiful lie and I am a painful truth"
It's full of mystery no one will ever like to fold
the glee scene crushes my guts
maud honorat Me too !!
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😘 LOVE YOU CORY MONTEITH
I wasnt crying until that moment
😭😭😭Finn
Me toooo😭😭😭
God, I'm tired. I need to rest, let me rest now.
Dear God, please put your hands around this soul. Please give him the strength to go on. Please let him remember Jeremiah 29:11. “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”. Amen!
God please grant Adrian Dumo strength 😪 spare some for me too
Adrian...it's been a year...how are you right now
Adrian Dumo It's been 3yrs now, how are you doing?
How do parents breathe after losing a child, man that just absolute obliterated me.
My 3 younger sisters all past away all aged 5 . I still to this day after having a family of my own, wonder how my parents still go on.❤
WHY DID THEY START WITH HAZEL GRACE OMLLLLLL
Sorry Ahahaha I just love the fault in our stars
@@montgomerymulti3594 its okay, so do i ahhahaah its just too real lamo
I have nobody that cares about how I feel, everything seems so blank and faded now. The pain inside me is unbreakable and it’s hell.
my mom screamed at me for being irritated said i had attitude but i were just so sad bc i got bullied in school today. again. she dosent understand. i dont wanna live
kornelia ekström are you okay sweetie? Im always here for you !❥
@@cutthecrepe8914 im very bad but ill live. i always do, thank you so much im always here for you too ❤
I’m here for you too, I love u so much. Ur beautiful
I was bullied the rest of my school days and high school was the worst.. Am in varsity now... I never reported it to anyone... And am always feeling this pain in my heart... I feel empty ohhh no I cnt feel anything it hurts😭
plz we've all have ups and downs u may not believe me but my friends a werewolf and he's in a lot of pain he's lost people and I lost someone in the marines were here for u
@ 1:47 always gets to me. ALWAYS. Her emotions, her pain, her panting, her tears seems so real. real amazing acting
The pain doesn’t go away you just get used to it
I'm living in pain since childhood. I've experienced how evil this world is. I've been fragmented cause of that, and now I didn't know where to go.
I attempted suicide many times.
I dont know what's my purpose in this life.
everyone is thinking that I'm just an attention seeker.
I wish all of them would read this.
Send help
We’re here... pls don’t hurt yourself... you will forever be missed by the ones who love you... ❤️😔
Many people in certain time go through this phase, Many celebrities were homeless before becoming star. So there is always a hope. There is a hope that tomorrow will be better. It is this hope that have helped many people to pass through that phase. Just remember you are not the only one going through that phase , there are millions of people there. But one thing that is must to fight back and hope for better tommorow. Challenges makes people better. Love you. Hope hope hope
Be strong, talk to us, ask for help, YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS
No matter what happens, the world isn't better without you darlin'.
Keep holding on
Hey yo guys !
First of all, thank you thank you so much for the kind words....
After 10 months, I really love to say that I have recovered from relapse.
2:36 The pain in her voice... the struggle... feels so real.
The scene between Izzie and Denny is utterly heartbreaking. It’s my favourite scene in the whole of greys anatomy.
I just wanna die but I wanna live bc of what’s happening here at home
Plus I get bullied at school
I’m so sorry to here this if you ever want to talk please let me know ❤️
Montgomery Grey Multi aww thx for caring ❤️
Whatever hardships life Throws at you throw it right back
I’m so sorry, your beautiful don’t let anyone tell u different...ever
I watch this quite often it has everything hope sorrow of dying from life oh God 😪😫😥
Aw thank you so much for supporting me and my video I hope it isn’t too sad ❤️
I don’t feel anything anymore 🤷🏻♀️😪
Bianca Mugisha are you okay? I'm here for you stay strong 💛
Same
Sleeping At Last - Saturn
Played over anything makes it so much more emotional .
2,20 had me in tears, i hope i will never relate to this scene 😢
The saddest thing is that the actor died in real life
What’s the name show?
Marie24 0 glee
2:20
'Sometimes I can't find those bright places in dark moments...how I want to but something keeps me from reaching that light at the end of the tunnel. Will I ever find my real courage to walk through it, will I ever see that gleam of brightness in my eyes and feel the warmth on my face?"
Omg this is so emotional and sad and perfect. Your editing is awesome. I love it 🥰
Vamp Edits Thank you!!
Imagine having depression and your parents call it an "act".
I don't watch 13RW but I found it so devastating how Mrs. Baker found her ... dead child and tried to convince *her* that everything was going to be okay. That hopeful speaking is absolutely heartbreaking.
This is so beautiful! ❤️ I love your videos so much!
Why is greys anatomy in here 😭 when Izzie said
"For making me love you"
I lost it
Sometimes we ask to GOd
Dear diary:
Can I got a happy ending?
While a whole of my life is worst and nothing
Every greys anatomy scene breaks me over and over again.
Sadness is a natural emotion and it can make u feel horrible because the reason is that we can't always express our feelings because often people will say you will get over it or just let it go or some shit like that. In which they can't feel what we are feeling, and it's hard to explain because they aren't us feeling the sadness.
if u want to be emotional then just cry and let the pain pass because it will and we have emotions to show what were feeling.
I'm sad that there are likes not because it's a bad video (it's great) but it means that we all feel worthless, horrible and empty
people always say "u have no reason to be sad", you have to be happy", but than I put on a fake smile and the second it comes down I get yelled at... if only they knew what really was in my mind they would understand...who am I kidding they never will...I just wanna leave and be forgotten and start over somewhere else.
my god all these actors are amazing. like its hard to make someone else feel sad/angry with you through a screen
This has helped me, thank you. We all suffer pain and loss, emotional turmoil. Putting on a facade for those who know your hurting but once they hear your fine even when you not, then they go on with their lives.
this is not just broken home or broken heart, this is broken world. and no one wants me here :)
Anybody else just watch these to cry cuz tour so sad and you don’t talk to anyone and you just cry and cry like life fucking sucks it does
Pain is an everyday thing for me, physically and mentally. Pain is awful but it always calms. Like a lake after a storm. I’ve cried and been broken, I’ve had bruises and broken bones but I always stood back up.
Please leave any video suggestions here ♥️
I totally understand this video I'm in heart failure and afib
About people who feel guilt everytime and feel like everything is her fault
Lois Scott I’m so sorry
Jaycee the Queen Any song or character suggestions?
Montgomery Grey Multi friends who betray you
I always feel worthless like what’s my point of being in this world😭‼️
For the people who need you.
There is someone out there who needs you you might be living to help someone if you are not there then who is gonna help that person or maybe there is someone who cares if you are gone you might leave someone in depression
You are worth everything every tear you shed is worth a thousand don't lose hope remember someone needs you even I need you
i wish that i could give my life, to someone who wants to actually live but i know that can't happen :(
ppl say that " life is always gonna have bad situations and theres gonna be struggles and....
if that's what life is.... then.... i don't need it i don't need any of it.
the mark one got tears in my eyes but the glee one about cory montieth just broke me. 2 of my really close friends killed themselves and people say it gets easier but it really doesn’t.. i’ll never know what they did it or what was going on with them. they never asked for help, never spoke about their pain they would help others but never help themselves. i’m sorry i failed you guys i’m sorry i could help you. i miss them both like crazy and that pain gets worse every single day. and i don’t know what to do anymore...
I think I held it my pain in so long I no long feel pain and I tried to cut and it didn’t hurt I want to feel something but all I can do is smile in front of people and act ok ...
I'm so sorry you feel that way. Sending some love and light your way ❤️🧡
After all these years of pain it feels nothing no feelings at all. but I promise you my friend days will change the clouds will move and their will be so much light in you sole that you will feel once again just hold on
This video is so great I’ve watched maybe have of these shows and I could feel there pain every time they lost someone they loved❤️
i used to watch these to get in my feels
but now i watch them to get out of my feels
Why are there dislikes???😡
They had tears in their eyes and couldn't see properly
To think, many people feel like this most of the time, day after day, almost always in painful silence. And people just assume, because you're silent that that pain simply isn't there.
1:37
Jane the Virgin
I've watched this show so many times, when you get to know the characters and see them die or in pain, it's so sad...
That on a scale of one to ten thing reminded me of something. I’ve broken a bone and when people describe a broken bone they describe it as a horrible pain and they hope the never experience it. For a few years I always thought people were exaggerating, but recently I remembered that pain and I realized they weren’t exaggerating. That pain was a ten, I’ve just been feeling fifties.
Grey's anatomy I cry every time I Watch it
What about me?this make ma cry, because everything in my life changed, everybody just stop caring about me,
Riya Mukherjee it hurts inside hhh
Life keeps changing for good. And someday, someone will come and will never let you say "What about me".
Tbh I learn from you people here in comment section, stories that coming from you'll makes me feel I'm not alone ! Wish I could hear Evey damn story from you'll . Stay alive keep fighting 🙏
You know it’s bad when you go back to watching these videos but they don’t make you feel anything
I can't answer the last one. You have to change who you are completely, you become this horrible person who cares about everyone but doesn't show it until they're in dire need. You become me.
Can*
Pain is a part of life. I should know I experience chronic pain nearly every day for the past ten years. But there is such a difference between physical pain, mental pain, and emotional pain.
You know you are getting back bad when you start back watching these 😪
I've learnt to smile with pain...
I've learnt to cry with smile...
The most painful thing on earth is that you feel something but you can't say anyone just bcz you appear positive in society. Wearing a beautiful smile on face is far more safer than explaining ppl how is pains.
Do you know what the worst feeling is? Feeling that thing in the back of your throat and your voice starting to crack, because you trying SO HARD to hold in all your pain. You know why? Cause if you let in all out in front of some one you're just being "dramatic'' or you "want attention". And it's sad, because it's true.
Chronic illness is this too ❤ it hits hard when your whole life is pain, you don’t know if you are going to wake up in pain with your muscles, bones, bowel, stomach etc, you can’t live like a normal person and even before that this was take away ? ! I understand.
I also feel the invading fait of the illness taking my rest of what I have, with pain as I have lost nearly all muscle tone due to lack of ability to move and I even think myself could it be mental but I also fight to say it’s not as it can’t be 8 years old this started 8 !!
I watch these to help me cry bc I'm so damn numb I cant do it on my own anymore.
You know its back when u watch these videos
And the feeling of coldness or numb or feelings nothing is what you cannot explain...u even cannot cry..that's worse..
All these feelings prove that you care. And you care so much, that it hurts. Don't be cold. Your good days of feeling happy are not far away.
When people ask about pain, they always forget to ask about the emotional side. About the side that you cant see, that tears you up until you are are a shell. Or about the tears that you cry at night or the feeling that you cant make you can't breathe to calm yourself.
I want to say that I'm fine, but I'm not.
I want to say that it wasn't torture to watch my grandmother slowly die in front of me for 6 years due to ALS, but it was.
I wish I could say that I don't still cry myself to sleep one year after my grandma's death but I do
I WANT to be OK but it will take more time than just a year.
I want to cry and scream but I won't let myself.
I'm trapped within but slowly I have started to get better
If you know anyone who might be in a situation like mine please make sure that they are ok mentally,
IT COULD SAVE A LIFE
Trust me when you are in that kind of situation one person can mean a world of difference.
PLS help someone if they are in this kind of situation.
When that thing slap you twice....... so painful
FIRST 50 SECONDS AND IM IN LOVE WITH THIS, TVD AND GREYS AND DIVERGENT SOLDDD
I miss my twin sister sometimes i just want to join her in heaven but i cant leave my family and friends
The ones with the biggest smile is the ones that go through the most. The ones with the shiniest eyes cry the most.
Some people are just too sensitive and before you hate, I've been through some shit that you don't need to know about
The 2:35 how do they breathe is just so freaking raw, she pulled that from somewhere really deep.
👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽
When u see videos like this u kniw why ur alive, cause u imagion ur family and people who love you sad. Imagion ur baby brother growing up not knowing you, just knowing you from pictures as the sister who was so sad she went to heaven instead of staying to se him grow. Its sad to know your not alive for you anymore.
am i finally happy or have i just forgotten what it felt like
this made sob and i don't cry because I am numb to emotion. The reason is that people just use me and walk out of my life and never come back. This made me look back and see how they used me and just left. Those people were my friends. Also, family members of I thought were going to be in my life forever just leave me and never come back. I JUST WANT THERE TO BE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T USE OR LEAVE ME!
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I just need to feel understood by my parents, how much they're toxic relationship has affected my life, my mental wellbeing and my way of forming relationships. I have social anxiety and as much as i don't want to blame my parents for that i sorta do because i get so scared of letting people in my life that are toxic to lose them in my life or for them to walk out. I just want to be happy
You will be happy because you are a strong person. Don't let your past define your future. Life is beautiful and sometimes it doesn't look like that, but don't let them to guide your life. It's your life to live!
My mother picked me up from school and she called me arrogant because I didn’t respond to her. She thinks that I am a fat loser that doesn’t care about anyone but herself. She didn’t know that people on my own high school water polo team were talking crap about be and making fun of me because I got the starter position for varsity as a freshman. My own team.
So what if theyre talking bad? Maybe they have a point because if its a team maybe its due to bad playing or bad attitude
it's a constant fake smile and nobody notices a single thing they think I'm the happiest but not really, even my parents don't notices because I'm so used to it
Hey, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, know that i am here for you
It hurts so bad when you know that the person you love more than anything has chosen another person and not even talking to you anymore, like they wouldn't know that you are living even tho you were a part if there life once....
It just makes that you want to die ....
I want to stop all that pain 😟
It's really feel very painful when I'm hurt but I don't have anyone by my side.. .
I have been to hell and back on losing people I care about, it has overwhelmed me, and I pretend to be okay but really I’m breaking, being ripped apart from the inside out and one day I’m going to be so far gone that no one will be able to bring me back.
I have so many people in my life that cares about me and loves me but I still feel like I’m just a waste of space and that I’m a fuck up and that I can’t anything right and sometime I just sit in the shower or lay in my bed and just cry.. then I put on a facade and act like I’m fine when in reality I feel like I’m drowning and there’s no one there to pick me up
I have no reason to feel so disgusting and so so upset, and broken. And yet, I somehow manage.
Guys I love the song Saturn so much, it’s so beautiful
Me too!!
I want everything to stop but no matter how hard I try I fall back to where I first was
I'm so tired of all the emptiness and the pain I feel inside my heart. I'M JUST TIRED😭💔!!!
Hi everyone, since my last project on leaving those comments up into the most seem videos (or the ones generally seen by people struggling) went very good and had mostly an amazing response, I'm trying to do this again.
First of all I'd like to start by telling you guys, belive it or not, that this message isn't just a way of getting likes. It's a way of helping people. I have a wish to help the ones dealing with the same as me or simply having a rough time. This text will surely be long, so I do apologize for that.
This is meant to be read by anyone. Whether you're going throught a trauma, mental ilness, rejection, a bad day, a desease... Anything.
I just want you to know that life is not black and white. It isn't supposed to be just bad or just good. It does has both. People tend to decide how we should cope with everything. When we're being exaggerated, when we should be taking this more seriously, when we should be happy and when we should feel guilty. When we deserve bad things, who we should identify with, what we should like and how we should behave.
When people expect to much from us we create the idea that we should be that person in our minds. But sometimes we want to go a diferent direction. You know? We don't want to be seen as all those bad names, imagens and rumours everyone uses against us. This makes us feel like we're not good enough. Like the others have the right to define who we want to be. Like they're the ones in the position to decide it. We can decide our inspirations. It can be our family, our friends, an idol, etc... But the ones in power to choose those ideals are only and just and simply US.
These pressures allow depression and anxiety to consume us. We can get hurt because there's evil people in the world. They can hurt us in the most various ways. Some people seem to be great and betray us. Others stay by our side. Humans abuse, manipulate and try to destroy other humans. Unfortunatly that leaves scars. But scars heal. They may stay on our memory but they will stop giving us the amount of pain we felt like we would have forever. Bad things happen, bad days exist, bad people exist, mistakes exist and no one is perfect. The same way bad things exist, good things exist too. And I belive they're much more than the bad ones.
We need to know that we are amazing and that it's not our fault if the world doesn't likes and enjoys trying to ruin Amazing things. We're products of love, Intelligence, brilliance and hope. We need to realize that it's okay to have breakdowns and that our suffering not only doesn't defines us but also doesn't stops us from being happy. Never, no matter what the situation is. When we cry, we look beautiful too. If we decides to end our lifes, we would be destroying someone who was born to conquer the world with his/her powerful personality. Regardless of our mistakes, regardless of how strong or weak we are. We're powerful. And it's okay to talk to someone when things aren't the best. If people judge you, talk to another and another... Until someone hears. Because someone will. If your in school/college, talk to a family member, a teacher, an employee. Someone will take care of you and help you feel better so that you can be empowered again.
To end it, people don't have the right to judge who you are, decide what you deserve or didn't deserve, make you feel less of who you are or who you want to be. You are loved and you'll be happy, even if you don't found/realize it yet. We can decide who we want to be and we can enjoy life and do what we feel like fits right for us. We can be kind to each other and choose to make the difference, the same way I'm trying to make in here-with this message. Thanks to everyone who had the glorious patience to read it all down to here. A hug to all you guys, we'll get over this phase, we will find the cure and send corona to hell! ♥️♥️♥️🤎❣️
I really needed this thank you.
I'm really depressed right now
I went to wrong university, I'm doing wrong course
Also coming from a third world country having higher expectations of me really disturbs me
Within all the crap of 2020 and 2021 my occasional "oof I'm out of shape" joint issues worsened, and over spring break this year I was diagnosed with Hypermobility Spectrum Disorder. My case is pretty bad. I don't dislocate too often, but I have multiple joint braces, I do physical therapy every day, had to spend over 300 dollars on supportive shoes, can rarely ever run, have to always be careful, and am still waiting for tests to see if it's Ehler's Danlos Syndrome, because the time after the referral is 12-18 months. Through this all I think I've been depressed, and I believe I'm suffering from C-PTSD, like so many others, because of 2020. At the very least, I have strong emotional bursts, not great mental health, and I'm not taking care of myself well. I stay up late when I get up at 5 am simply because I don't car enough. Somehow through this all I have an extremely busy schedule and scored the female lead in my school's show. I'm getting better, better at being happy and healthy, better at being responsible like I used to be, better at managing my time, better at dealing with a chronic illness. And stuff like this video, even though it's sad, help. Knowing, or at least being reminded, that I'm not alone, and the comments help too.
But I'm also here to share my story for someone else who might be struggling. Don't wallow in your self pity and pain, but don't let other people diminish it. You're real, you're here, you deserve to be here, and you're doing amazing. Keep going, I love you
Its funny how everybody today say they are depressed, not everyone is, they just go with the hype. The real fighters, the real depressed ones. Fight every day against the dark. And sometimes... the dark wins...
Darkness never wins Lucilla. Even the moon shines because the Sun gives it's own light but never asks anything in return. It's unconditional. So after darkness, it's daylight. And daylights are long.
You cant make someone stay no matter how much u love them
how do i go on when the worst things in life are drowning me,
i know my problems aren’t significant but i’m having a hard time trying to figure out why i should go on
Because you are yet to see the best things in life. And it will happen soon.
The fact is I always feel alone,forgetting it’s doesn’t go away and how can i live like that? think that I can’t anymore. hate myself,my body,my life and everything about me and what can I do? really nothing and it’s kills me every time. no one can hear me and there is no one to help me. I need help
Sally...... Your life, your body, your heart, your feelings, your breath are all yours. Love it and don't hate it. And somebody will come to love all that which you hate.
Aadrian Mukherjee I’ll wait for it
@@sally7715 .....and keep the doors of your heart open. You will feel alive.
idk what I'm feeling, Idk why I'm feeling this way, idk if I'm feeling anything. i just don't know.
Same im sitting in the bathtub now and I just don’t know