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MISCARRIAGE AT 6 WEEKS | IVF FET #2 // Infertility & Gestational Surrogacy Journey
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MISCARRIAGE AT 6 WEEKS | IVF FET #2 // Infertility & Gestational Surrogacy Journey
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So sad to share this update of yet another devastating loss.
Thank you for your continued thoughts and prayers - we really appreciate your amazing kindness.
xo
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OUR TTC BACKGROUND:
~ Married - May 2013
~ Conceived naturally after a couple months trying, ended in missed miscarriage at 9w4d - Oct 2014
~ D&C
~ Laparoscopy surgery after 1 unsuccessful year of TTC following first miscarriage - Nov 2015
~ Surgery revealed blocked tubes due to infection following D&C
~ Conceived naturally prior to starting IVF, ended in another missed miscarriage at 7w6d- Feb 2016
~ Another D&C
~ Conceived naturally again prior to starting IVF, ended in chemical pregnancy- March 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #1 - April 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 0 embryos frozen
~ IVF egg retrieval #2 - June 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 1 embryo frozen
~ Conceived naturally, slow rising HCG & ended in blighted ovum - Sept 2016
~ Yet another D&C
~ FET #1, never happened as our 1 frozen embryo didn't survive the thawing process - Dec 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #3 - May 2017
~ FET #2- September 2017 - Heartbreaking BFN with PGS normal embryo...
~ Another Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy surgery - November 2017.... TUBES NO LONGER BLOCKED!
~ DQ Alpha gene partial match - unexplained infertility FINALLY explained! = alloimmune implantation dysfunction
~ IVF egg retrieval #4 - June 2019 - total fertlization failure
~ IVF egg retrieval #5 - September 2019 - 2 PGS normal embryos frozen
~ Gestational surrogacy process started - Nov 2019
~ Gestational surrogacy application hearing to get approval - March 2020
~ FET preparation with gestational surrogate - March 2020
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #1 with PGS tested embryo - April 2020 - chemical pregnancy
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #2 with PGS tested embryo - August 2020
After 7 pregnancy losses, 11 surgeries, (including egg collections), & 6 long years of receiving constant bad news, we are so ready to finally hold our longed for rainbow baby in our arms!
I just want to say I am so sorry. I went through infertility for 4 years and experienced multiple miscarriages and multiple failed IVF cycles. The pain of infertility is relentless cruel and real for those of us who didn't have a choice but to face it in order to achieve our dreams. I just want to say that I'm so sorry. I just want to acknowledge your pain with the understanding the experience my own infertility journey affords me. I just want to wish you all the best luck for tomorrow and all the strength you need to survive each day. I know it's an hour by hour struggle and you are doing great. HUGS
Start another go fund me when you are ready . So many of us here would love to support you both . After a break you may find the strength to start again . It's truly cruel .
Her orginal one is still open. I just donated.
@@Scl45689 I seen that I'm going to donate now also!!!!
Yes pls I would love to support this x
I'm going to donate too 💕
Oh you’re all so so beautiful! 😭💕
I don’t even know what to write to be honest, is just too too sad 😢
Same,
Agreed
Same, I just pray
I’m so sorry Celeste. You have been through so much. I wanted to send you love and support and a message of hope. I did 5 egg collections with a total of 11 cycles including two IUIs. The first 3 egg collections resulted in no embryos. The last two resulted in 4 each. I got all 8 tested and of the 8, there were 5 PGS normal embryos of varying grades, one that came back inconclusive and 2 abnormal. I had the 5 normal transferred (one transfer with two transferred and one with three), but ended in one miscarriage and one that didn’t work at all. I ended up transferring my lowest grade embryo, the one that came back inconclusive. He’s now my gorgeous 2 year old boy. He was a 2c grade, and no one expected it to work considering I had failed with 5AA grades. But it did and it does happen! I’m hoping and praying for you xx
I just found your channel...I'm having my 8th miscarriage today, and I just want to say thank you for sharing your story with us. It makes me feel less alone. It shows me that we can still have hope because you do...that marriage can survive the most heartbreaking of journeys...❤️❤️
I’m so sorry for your devastating loss... my heart is with you. Sending you so much love. You are definitely not alone ♥️
How is it going, Siel, so far?
I'm so devastated for you both. The emotional cost has been high but also the financial cost causes so much stress. My husband had cancer at a very young age and had to have radiation destroying our chances of having a second baby. When our daughter was eight we decided to go down the road of donor sperm and five months later I fell pregnant. We now have another beautiful daughter who is the apple of my husband's eye. If you start a new GO FUND ME I will donate. IVF is so expensive and I really feel for you both. Please say thank you to Liv who is such a great friend. xxx
My heart just broke. Life can just be so unfair sometimes. I’m so sorry that you are all going through this difficult journey. Please don’t ever give up on your little dream. You WILL have your baby one way or another, and we will help by supporting and praying 🙏🏻💗
I am so sorry ;( Infertility is so unfair! We just lost our little miracle baby and it is just heartbreaking!
I am hoping so much that you guys can soon hold a healthy baby in your arms. 7 years of trying and so much pain - you deserve it!
I’m so sorry 😔
This is so heartbreaking, I am so sorry that you all have to go through this. We just went through our first IVF round after 9 years of trying and it didn't go as expected, to put it simply this journey can really suck! Sending so much love to you all ❤️
I love you Tim and Celeste❤️ I will never stop praying for you. I won’t. Dear Lord I lift up Tim and Celeste. May you fill them with peace but Lord let them hold on to HOPE that they will hold this baby in their arms. Lord we do not understand your ways. May you comfort them. May they have the hopes and desires of their hearts to be parents God. Please Lord hear this prayer. Amen❤️🙏🏻
Amen in Jesus name!
My heart is just so full of sorrow. You are so strong and I am inspired by you all. Is it not enough the pain you have all been through?!??! Why is it so unfair. As a woman who is also suffering with infertility I can honestly understand how you feel. I know without a doubt you will be a mother and Tim a father.❤
Celeste, I am so so so sorry, love. I know that saying our condolences and sorrow don’t take away the pain you and Tim are experiencing, but I’m not sure what else to do. I keep wishing, and will always keep wishing, you guys will get the miracle you
Both so very much deserve.
Thank you so much ♥️
Celeste, I too had 8 miscarriages over 4 years, I am 30 now and have a 6 month old! You will be a Mum soon I just know it!!! My heart is hurting for you, but I just know it will happen soon whether its adoption or surrogacy, you will be a mother and a damn good one at that!!!! Much love from the south island of little old New Zealand xx
Celeste, I can't say enough how incredibly sorry I am. My heart just breaks for you and your husband. I've been on this journey with you, begging God to give you the beautiful gift you so rightly deserve for years now. I have been struggling with infertility for years myself and just found out Tuesday I have cervical cancer and will need a hysterectomy. I'm going to be ok. I'm just sad, but I have a 13 year old son that I am so grateful for. I don't know if there's anything I can do but, I pray for you. I will spend every night on my knees praying for you. Wrapping you and Tim with love and light.
With deepest sympathy.
Your friend, cheerleader and prayer warrior
Wishing you the best.xxx
What an emotional roller coaster, I can’t even tell you how sorry I am, I will never stop praying for you to have a healthy baby in the very near future.
Ohh I cried during that video - so sorry for your loss. Whether it’s adoption or surrogacy you’ll get your baby ❤️ my heart goes out to you xxx
Your story is just so incredibly heartbreaking. Having gone through many failed transfers and struggling with infertility for years...I empathize with the physical, emotional and financial struggle of it all. I hope and pray that your path to motherhood comes soon and without anymore suffering. You and Tim deserve so much happiness and I know you will both make wonderful parents. I am rooting for all of you!!
I feel so selfish for checking back every day waiting for an update on your channel. I hope you all are in good health and good spirits. Prayers 🙏
I am so so sorry for your loss. I’m sending the biggest hug from the other side of the world right now. I’ve been following your journey for years and years whilst going through my own. If anyone deserves their little one in their arms, it’s you guys. Life can be so unfair sometimes to the best of people with no explanation. Please, please don’t ever give up on having your miracle. Non-PGS tested embryos can be quite daunting. Our little non tested frostie was the one that stuck for us and she is due here in 11 weeks.
I wish more than anything for you two to have your little miracle, and it will happen and all those years of pain, heartbreak and tears will melt away. Keep strong, but not all the time, it’s good to cry and let everything out.
Be kind to yourselves and to Liv and fam too. ❤️
I have watched your journey since very early on and I just want to say I am staying hopeful and praying for you and Tim. “With God, nothing is impossible.” Matthew 19:26. Love you both 🙏🏻💞
My heart aches for you. My daughter has been thru 3 years of infertility, 2 miscarriages, and is awaiting an FET of one of their remaining 3 embryos. I myself suffered 6 miscarriages that were all unexplained. We were blessed with 4 children, 3 boys and 1 precious daughter. I never wanted her to experience anything like what I had, and watching her struggle has been excruciating. I pray for you and all women who long to be Mommas.
I’m so sorry honey. I was praying that this was it for you. I got my miracle after 5 years. 🙏🏼 God is still in control and will give you the desires of your heart. 💕
My heart goes out to you. We too have had 8 losses before pregnancies 9, 10 & 11 brought us our babies. I pray your blessings are enroute to you and Tim
My heart is absolutely aching for you, I’m so, so sorry for your loss. Please remember that your pain and suffering will never be for nothing, this has most likely been the making of you and Tim, it will have showed you who was truly there for you in your friends and family, I am still praying along with you that you’re rainbow baby is on their way to you 🌈
Oh no, I cried out loud. Celeste I am so sorry. 😢 And I’m sure Liv is heartbroken. What is it in this universe that is standing in your way? I am at a loss for words... just feeling crushed for you. The fact that you can convey all this and still have the strength to keep moving toward your goal convinces me you will make your dream come true. Sending love and strength to you ❤️❤️❤️💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼 Regroup and keep on going.
I’m so sorry! 💕 We’ve been trying for almost 5 years now. Just saving up to do another round of ivf after 3 pgs tested didn’t work. One was a miscarriage but then 2 bfns. Don’t give up!
Tears and heartbroken for you. 💔 I'm so very sorry... There are no words. I hoped and prayed this would be your rainbow baby. Will continue to pray until the day you hold your precious baby in your arms. ❤️
I have no words. I’ve been here subscribed since the very beginning and as a subscriber I’m heart broken. I can only imagine the heartache you feel. I just can’t 😭
I wish there was something we can all do to help you!
I am so sorry,my heart breaks for you😢 praying for you all....may God’s love carry you ♥️
You and Tim continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I am so very sorry. Words cannot express how much I wanted this baby to be in your arms. We may not understand God’s plans but he has the perfect baby for you. Keep the faith sweetheart!❤️
Aww.. i wish i can give you a hug! This breaks my heart bc I’ve been there. It took me 10 years ..7 iui’s and 4 cycles of IVF. We just got our positive in August. Don’t give hope. ❤️
I’m so sorry for your heart breaking news. I lost my miracle 31st August 2020 at 24+4 weeks after years of IVF too. This process is truly soul crushing my heart goes out to you Liv and Tim xx
I’m so sorry for your tragic loss 💔 xx
You are always on my mind. You deserve your miracle and I'm constantly hoping it's on its way. That all this will make sense in the end. You are loved, Celeste...all over the world.
I am so sorry Celeste. I've watched your journey from the start. As someone who has worked in an ivf centre for 6 years i found it interesting to see the journey through the eyes of a patient. I think everyone finally thought that this was it! I hope you get a chance to use your last 2 embryos and that just because they aren't tested or a lower grade you don't.
Maybe all along the ones you have never thought about using is meant to be your take home baby.
I totally understand though that you have to think through all the steps ahead and it's also cost factored and will also depend if your friend is willing to go through another transfer. Take time and take care of yourself. X
I'm so heartbroken for you and Tim. But someday when you are holding your precious miracle you are gunna say this journey was so worth it I'm glad I never gave up.
I am so sorry for this loss and for all of these years of heartache. Ever since I was a little girl, I wanted a lovely husband and two kids. I remember month after month, crying so hard that my heart felt like it would explode and my arms literally aching with emptiness. I never wanted to accept that it wouldn't happen for us, surgery after surgery, scan after scan, meds making me feel awful and still nothing. We got one baby, but she is our angel baby and that was a bolt out of the blue when we were having a break from trying and we didnt even know of her existence until we had lost her. I know so intimately that feeling of not wanting to stop trying. We had to though, life being on hold all of the time, the constant stress and everything associated, would have cost us our marriage. My husband, within the limits of financial ability, is the kind of man that will do anything he can to make me happy, but I couldnt keep putting him through that turmoil. We finally decided after more than fifteen years of trying, waiting and hoping, that we would learn to live as a twosome, with pets to fuss over. To be honest, I think that it was less of us deciding it and more of us accepting that we simply couldnt have children and saying it was what we decided on, was easier on our hearts. Embryo adoption and adoption just weren't for us and embryo adoption is something I had never even heard of until a couple of years ago. All of this to say that I understand the feeling of the one true thing that your heart wants, being something that is so difficult and I understand the aching heart and soul. Luckily you have a strong marriage, because so many marriages fall apart under this stress and that is super sad. I told my husband that what was the point in my having a baby, if I didnt have him to share it with, he meant/s so much to me. We are both so lucky in that arena, our husbands are amazing men. Again, excuse my rambling, I just wanted to say I care and you are in my thoughts.xx
You’ve described the situation and complex feelings so perfectly, and my heart goes out to you and your husband for all you’ve had to endure... It is beyond unfair and so testing in every possible way. It’s also a true test of a strong relationship, and sounds like we’re both very lucky to have the husbands we do have! Tim’s reached a point where he’s not sure how much more failure he can endure, and I totally understand why and feel the same. Like you said, the relationship with your partner is the most important thing, so we are finding ways to work through these constant roadblocks together, always listening and respecting where each other are at. Thank you for sharing your difficult experience with me, and for your beautiful words. All my love and hugs to you ♥️
I am heart broken to see this video! You really do need a friggin break Celeste. I am so sorry this keeps happening to you guys. Its just so unfair. I’m praying for strength to be with you both. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, I will keep you in my prayers. I'll pray that God gives you and your husband the baby you've been waiting for. No one deserves it more than you. I've been following your journey for years. And I pray God answers your prayers. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
So sorry to hear about your loss. My daughter and her husband are struggling to concieve also. Last year she suffered a bilateral ectopic pregnancy resulting in removal of 1 ovary and partial removal of remaining.
Via IVF this year their first cycle only gave them 1 egg it resulted in a embaby on the Saturday we celebrated the success and having been getting cramping she was put on complete bed rest as she was just 7 weeks i think but sadly 2 days later on the Monday afternoon i found out the hcg dropped and ended up in a chemical.
I am so sorry for your loss, I just had my second completely failed FET with normal embryos and I too and feeling lost and I am starting to loose hope. I am hoping it will work for you!
I am very sorry.. i follow on Instagram and i’ve been up to date with the news. That phone call with the nurse/doctor where she says that sometimes numbers go down and back up again i very cruel.. i’m not sure why they would tell you that and make things even worse... it made me mad. This is so very hard. Be kind to yourself. No one expects you to be strong for so long. I don’t know what the future holds but i wish your dreams come true soon!
Oh beautiful one. My heart breaks just watching this and knowing this pain oh so well. I'm sending you so much love and hope, as always xxxxxx
Thank you, gorgeous. Sending my love to you always too xxxxxx
❤️❤️.. I have been waiting to hear how itvwas going Celeste but as time went on with no updates I was concerned Im so sorry for your loss.. Please keep fighting, dont give up, there is a miracle baby waiting to be created and him or her will be lucky enough to call you Mummy.. Sending you strength ❤️❤️
I am so sorry. Its truly horrific when you hit your breaking point, and then to have to continue onward because you can't give up....its something I wouldn't wish on anyone :(
Me too,I've got a miscariage at 6 weeks.I can understand your pain.I'm so sorry.I prayed a lot for you waiting a good news.A big hug.
This journey is so unfair :,( I have you in my thoughts and prayers
I'm sorry for your loss I'm going thru the same thing it is very hard .. but I hope one day we will have are little miracle 🙏 😪
I don’t really know what to write, I just want you to know that we all love and care about you. I see such a kind and caring soul and I really pray your dreams come true xoxo
I am so very sorry 💗 sending you love and positive thoughts. As a former foster child. Can I say something. I think your baby is out there in a broken system looking for tim and you. I truly believe in adoption. There are so many kids in our system who need parents.
Wow, my jaw is on the ground after reading a couple of comments. Celeste would be the last TH-camr I would ever imagine being trolled.
Please, if you are about to comment anything other than love and compassion then keep it to yourself. I’m sure Tim and Celeste don’t need your unsolicited advice right now even if you are meaning to be helpful.. it’s not! So keep it to yourself.
Thank you, beautiful. ♥️ Some people just can’t help themselves...
I am so incredibly sorry that you are going through this ♥️ I really really hope that one day you can have your little baby in your arms ♥️
I'm so sorry to hear this sad news.... 😔. We are going through infertility for 2 years and had a miscarriage a couple months ago. So heartbroken for you💔. I will keep you in my prayers 💖
So sorry for your loss Celeste, your in our thoughts and prayers, praying for your miracle baby to be here soon! Stay strong xo 💕
This sucks. I'm so sorry all of this is happening to you. It's okay to not be okay and to lose hope. Whenever that happens, remember that there's all of us hoping for you when you don't have it in you anymore. Your baby will come, whether it's one of the two remaining embryos, or the same way Nova came to Ayla and Caleb, or some other way. Your baby is out there. You will find it. ♥️
Nova is a beautiful reminder of how amazing embryo adoption can be!! Their family is super cute
Yes, I’m hoping some way we will get our baby. Ayla, Caleb and sweet Nova came to stay with us for a week when they were in Australia - Nova is an absolute sweetheart ✨
My dearest Celeste, my heart is with you. I pray for you all the time. I will forever support you
This is not fair. This sucks, and you do not deserve this. I am so sorry honey. Your sad eyes make me cry. Please don't give up. You are a mommy. You will have a baby in your arms. Praying for you and your husband. ❤
I’m so so sorry this is happening for you and Tim. It’s so unbelievably unfair this is your journey. I’m praying for you this you finally catch a break and you get your miracle ✨
Dear Celeste, my heart is breaking for you 😞 Am in the middle of the same journey as you and have been watching your videos for quite a while. Don’t even know if there are words that could give you some comfort... You are such a beautiful soul and so sincere person. Sometimes your videos emotionally are very raw. And i’m thinking “yes, that’s exactly how i feel, too”. Thank you for sharing your journey and talking about most delicate and sensitive moments of ivf. In very unexpected way it helps me to heal from my own inner wounds and losses that are inevitable going through unsuccesful IVFs. Sending you warm hugs from Sydney and keeping you in my prayers ❤️
Sending so much love to you and Tim. I so wish I could take your pain away. You’re journey has been such a roller coaster and you deserve so much to catch a break. Continuing to pray you’ll be blessed soon with your little one 💗
I get how you feel the failure and there feels like nothing else to accept than a baby. Everyone saying keep going for the sake of hope... but to be honest with you, I am on the other side of acceptance I will not be having a baby. After 6 ivf and 4 endo surgeries including having to have my Fallopian tubes removed (because they were obstructed) I am now feeling happy with relief that I can just appreciate my life and move on with feeling like I am enough without a baby. Always wanted a baby too. But seek some counselling and you can accept not having one as it has been on a path of discovery and you are a stronger more courageous person for what you have been through. It’s not failure to not have a baby. x
Oh Celeste! I have no words. I can’t tell you how sorry I am. I thought for sure this was the one! I know there’s never a guarantee. I just really want this for you. Your friend Liv was so kind and selfless for offering her body. Maybe you can take some time off and try once more with Liv. She seems the type of person who will go above and beyond for people she cares about. Please extend my sympathies to her as well. I’ve suffered one and it’s hard 16 years later. I have been blessed with a 16 and almost 15 year old, but my loss is still there. It gets better, but it never leaves you. Maybe you can do something to remember your babies. Maybe that’ll help. Release 8 balloons for your 8 babies. Good luck sweetie. Take care of yourself and Tim and I look forward to your next video.
I know no words can make you feel better at the moment, I'm just so so so sorry. It's easy to say never give up... I wish you all the best 💔💔💔
Give yourself the opportunity to grief on what you lost, then get up again and fight for your dream regardless of the pain you are going through, I wish that you and I will have the chance to hold our children between our arms, I did the egg collection process last week and I only got one egg only , I still do not know if this egg will reach the stage of divisions, but my hope is high, God is great, I will pray for us to stay strong and to be blessed with beautiful healthy babies ❤️
As human beings surrounded with love we take strength from positivity. Never forget that we can succeed. We are sent trials and sadness because only greatness will come. God bless x
You do have to survive grief but you choose to continue to share your journey, to comfort others, to inspire others. Your channel has been so important in my own journey. I am so truly sorry to hear this news. My heart goes out to you and tim.
You will get there Celeste and Tim, I’m so sorry this has happened. Please never give up I know you will hold your baby at some point. I just wish I could give you both the biggest hug right now
I’m so sorry, lovely Celeste! I pray for peace and comfort for you, Tim & Liv + Luke.
So so sorry for your loss Celeste and Tim, I cannot begin to imagine how you guys feel. Keep staying strong. Prayers that you will get your happy ending very very soon 🙏 ❤
Im so sorry for your loss Celeste 💔 Take a break from this roller coaster but don't ever give up hope. It may seem like nothing goes right but your baby will come one day. Stay away from pregnancy tests unless liv or you misses 2 weeks after a scheduled period. You deserve hapiness and nothing but the best 💫
I'm so sorry. I too struggle with infertility. We've been trying for 9 years and have had numerous chemical pregnancies. I work for a government agency that takes chikdren due to their parents not wanting them or because their parents are unfit. That in it self made me question God in so many ways. I've ben following you on your journey and although I hate when people say it, i do believe God has the perfect timing.
That must be an incredibly tough job for you.....💞
I’m sorry for all you’ve been through too. Not sure I could cope doing what you do - you’re amazing ♥️
@@cliodhna2548 it can be sometimes but I get through it ❤
@@TimandCeleste thank you for your kind words. Your amazing beyond words 💋
I'm so sorry for you. I can't even imagine your pain but you are so incredibly strong and I really hope your dreams will come true.
I went through this after 8 weeks of implementation! I am devastated and it is so hard to stop crying!!
thoughts and prayers for you Celeste. my heart is breaking for you and Tim. praying that your sweet hearts will be encouraged as you continue to persevere. You both are such an inspiration!
Just like Ms. Renaye below, I struggled for 13 years to get pregnant, but I have a perfect son now. All I can say is keep trying!!!!!!
So sorry for your loss. Sending lots of prayers. Hope you get that miracle baby some day!
I'm so sorry, I know how heartbreaking it is🥺💔 I was told yesterday, at 6 weeks, that I have an ectopic pregnancy. My heart broke and I'm traumatized. Not giving up though. Take care of yourselves.
I’m sorry 😔
I am so sorry for your hurting heart.
Sending big big big hugs to you and your families 💕 I pray for the day you finally become a mother and hold your baby in your arms. Through grit WILL come a pearl ❤️
I'm so sorry. It's so hard journey for both of you. I still believe that your dream baby is yet to come. Don't lose hope
I cant find any words to say other than I am so so very sorry. There are truly no words. I'll never give up hope for you 💗🙏
❤ No words I say will take your pain away. I wish i could do so much more for you both. It breaks my heart to the watch this difficult journey you are going through. My prayers are with both you and Tim. Xx
I started to watch this when you posted it, but i couldn't bring myself to watch it fully. I finally watched the full video and im so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you all. Many hugs and prayers sent your way. I know it has to be so hard to go through this time and time again. I was so hopeful for this time around. Im so heart broken for you.
Celeste, no words can express how/what I feel for you. I know that this journey is lonely, I'm on it too, but know that you are not alone for we are all with you. Everyday, you are one day closer to meeting your baby x
gut wrenchingly sad. When I was testing for pregnancy. I said out loud "if it can only be one yes,give it to celeste" I really hoped it would stick for you. *hugs*
As someone going through a similar journey, this just broke my heart. I have been following you for a few years now and I have been so desperate for you to get good news. Although I want to say you still have two embryos left, I know you already know that and I know from experience that with all the loss you have suffered, looking at those two remaining embryos at this point is all the more terrifying. People telling you not to give up hope can sometimes oddly be more upsetting when you want them to understand that they arent telling you anything you dont know and you want them to understand that you havent given up hope, of course you havent, but you need them to understand that hope doesnt override just how overwhelmingly scary this is when what you really thought was your best chance didnt work and your heart hurts because everything feels like quicksand and the future is a terrifying unknown. I know that pushing forward isnt a choice, its something that is fundamentally the core of you. You have to be a mother, you just have to be. But I have to believe that it will happen for you. I have to believe that. I hear so many stories of miracle babies that happened literally on the last roll of the dice and I just have to believe that one or both or these two remaining embabies will be the one you get to hold in your arms. I dont know why we are put through this pain and I dont know why do many obstacles are thrown at us and why they keep coming . But I wont give up believing that you will have you baby. I know you havent given up hope and I know that your heart hurts so much right now. But I will still pray for you and I will continue to believe that it will happen for you, come what may xxx
I'm so sorry. I was just thinking about you yesterday and wondering how things were going. I've been hoping and praying for you guys for so long. I'll continue to do so and look forward to the day you finally finally have your sweet baby in your arms.
This is heartbreaking. Watching your journey through the years has been so emotional and having gone through a miscarriage & infertility, I feel for you so much. You'll have a baby in your arms one way or another if that's your dream and I know it is. Praying and hoping for you guys! Keep going 💛
I really hope you get to hold a baby of your own some day. It’s hard to go though this journey never knowing when you’ll see the rainbow at the end. Fingers and toes crossed that your next step moving forward gives you a beautiful rainbow baby 🌈 ❤️
My heart aches for you, all the "sorry's" in the world will never be enough. All I can say is I am right there with you at this moment in time. I am currently experiencing my third miscarriage this year, the physical & mental pain is unimaginable.
Our Rainbow's will, come one day. 🌈 👼
Sending all my love & prayers to you all at this time all the way from North Yorkshire, England.
I’m so sorry 😔 Sending love to you, too ♥️
sending soo much love your way!! Ive followed your journey for so long.. Im soo sorry. 7yrs here so I know your pain. My heart goes out to you guys!!
I don't even know what to say. I clicked on this video so fast. I"m so so so sorry for your loss. I remember your other video and you were so hopeful and so happy. Praying for you guys.
This is the video I know you never wanted to make and we hoped you never experienced again. I hope that Liv is keeping as well as possible - your friendship certainly shines through and this pain will not define the future. Your journey has been so poignant throughout and you have touched so many lives and all we want is for you to hold your child now. You are a mother Celeste. And we will continually hope that your child will be in your arms soon. All my love.
I just came across your page. I feel super sad you have to go thru this. God will bless you with a little miracle soon. Never give up !! Sending lots of love and prayers your way ! 🥰🥰🥰
My heart is with you both....I am praying for your wish to come true and that you are holding your beautiful baby in your arms. God bless you both. With much love, Sara
I am so sorry for your pain. It took my husband and I 17 years and we now have a beautiful boy. Never lose hope! 🥰
Sending you so much love !! It took my mum 20 years to have me, my brother and my baby brother. I know it won’t take that long for you, I have hope!! Stay strong!!
oh my sweet Celeste ! I am praying hard for everyone involved , I’m truly so sorry , I know your previous babe is still to come. Your strength and perseverance thru everything has been incredibly inspiring and I’m so sorry that you’ve had to go through all these emotions and be so strong. it won’t be long now , your baby is fighting hard to be earthside !
Today I woke up at 4am. My partner is away, he has told me straight up if I can’t give him biological children he may not stay with me. I’m 32. I’m disabled. I’ve had 3 miscarriages. I have endo so bad that I’ve lost 4 jobs. I’m in debt. Without my partner I will also be homeless, he owns the house and I can’t even keep a job. Right now I have a remote one, and I’m struggling so hard today to get through. I’m in agony. The NHS won’t do a lap til I’ve had yet another scan. They think it could be in my bowels. They don’t care about my fertility and keep suggesting birth control. I’m just crying because I don’t feel strong enough to carry on anymore. My life is on pause. I can’t be social or see my family even on Zoom often as I hurt so much. The pain on a constant cycle. No kids. No career anymore. Just pain, and a partner who doesn’t know if he’s gonna take it. Am I going to spend my life childless and alone, who could handle my conditions? I will have to live with my parents again at 32, no money and can’t keep a job, i could never afford even one go of IVF and I don’t think my partner wants to spend the money on me when he knows his fertility is fine and could go get a woman who isn’t broken like me. He gets mad sometimes. And I can’t help I try so hard. I feel so, SO alone. I looked up endo miscarriage and found your channel. Celeste, I am so so sorry you’re going through this. You may be one of the strongest women I’ve seen. I just want you to know that sharing your story is helping so many people. That you can do that is so selfless and wonderful. You kept me from considering something stupid today. Hold on. Sending you so much love xxxxxx
I have no words Celeste🥺 Wrapping you and Tim with so much love and strength through the rest of what is left to come hun. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Still holding you prayer that you will have your baby❤️
I've been following your story for a few months and was so sad to watch this today after hoping to see that everything was going along well with this pregnancy. I'm so sorry. I love how you're not giving up though! Stay strong x
I am so sorry no one should have to go through this once let alone 8 times I am truly sorry for you Celeste and Tim I also hope Liv is okay
Celeste, don't give up sweetheart ❤️ you will hold your baby one day... We transfered a total of 11 embryos and the last two stuck. Would embryo adoption be an option you could consider? Praying for you every day and sending you lots of love from Germany 💕