@@internetaltar this is my first time having the creator of a song/video responding to my comment, so tysm this means so much to me :) I was and possibly still am going through a pretty bad time with intrusive thoughts so having a song that's good and relatable has helped me a lot, so again thankyou so SO much!! EDIT: I can't spell relatable to save my life lol
Lyrics because I wasn’t able to find them anywhere in the comments: What a pitiful poisoned body I’m in your brain, there’s no way to stop me I think you could get hurt again if you don’t let it go I made you see the parts of you that you refused to show Use your teeth on those who don’t deserve you Use your claws on everything that hurts you Pray to God, maybe He’ll purify you Do your best - I’m already inside you Don’t say a word now Ooohh~ You can heal, but it won’t be easy I’ll only laugh if you try to kill me Go ahead and cry again - Dear God, you’re such a bore I’ll let you see in color like the way it was before (I want love, I want to be forgotten I want pain - My brain’s already rotten But I think that, maybe, if you kill me You’ll be fine, and maybe you’ll forgive me) Use your teeth on those who don’t deserve you Use your claws on everything that hurts you Pray to God, maybe He’ll purify you Do your best - I’m already inside you Can you feel me deep in your lungs? It’s over. I’ve already won
just started listening to your music through this song, i love it so much!!!! your chord progressions are incredible, and the way you tune solaria is so unique!!! keep it up!! :D
this is phenomenal! love the comparison between microplastics and unhelpful/toxic thoughts -- that metaphor is some good shit. also, the instrumental fucks! thank you for sharing, and i'm looking forward to seeing more from you :D
I'm so glad we checked the comments again because I was getting the plural reading of this really strongly but I wasn't *entirely* sure it was intended and now I know it absolutely is and I'm just very delighted at that tbh
god this really resonates with me, ik it’s probably not what it’s written about but it reminds me of my relationship with my abusive mom, how I see her in myself despite how much I loathe her, the way she shaped me into something corrupted and still has the nerve to shame me for the person I became
Yo this sounds like the violent and adrenaline-hungry part of me that secretly hopes every time someone insults me they'll do it again just so i can grit my teeth I need help :D
i REALLY like this song,,, i keep replaying it DSKHJF it reminded me of one of our own alters who is also a persecutor and actually brought her out of dormancy and she's now working *with* the system ! thanks for producing such a banger and i hope you're having a great day!
As a system, this song makes me oddly happy. We don't see much stuff talking about persecutors as they're constantly demonized, but this really does feel like how it actually is to be a persecutor. Thank you so much for making this masterpiece!
ahhh thank you so much… i felt like i didn’t really convey properly the whole angle of “i’m a part of you and i don’t want to be, but i’m stuck with you so i’m taking us both down”, how those feelings can stem from not wanting to be hurt again, along with the sort of shame i feel towards being a persecutor because i don’t WANT to be like this and if i had my way i sometimes just wouldn’t exist entirely - but it’s a feeling that i think a lot of other persecutors have, so seeing another system resonate with our art makes us sooo happy and makes us feel accomplished. thank you for your comment!
@@internetaltar Hi! another system here, I just wanted to say it's really cool to see a sys producing music like this. Some of the mentalities in this song were very similar to things weve gone through so it was cool seeing it discussed by someone who actually has experienced that!
@Amitai Yoooo you’re a system too? And an amazing vocaloid producer?? Gonna listen to a bunch of your stuff as soon as I remember I’m so happy to find music written by someone like us
I LOVE THIS CONCEPT !!!! the metaphor is really interesting and you excecuted the song very very well :) the art is wonderful (i like the LA beach sort of vibe to the pv) and the lyrics are amaaziiinggggg
I found this song about 3 weeks after it was uploaded- and I love it so much. (A bit of a vent down below. I say "a bit" because I'm just relating my experiences as a very mentally ill person to the song) I feel a strange sort of connection- recognition, almost, with the lyrics & message of it all. The feeling of living with your own worst bully, the visceral hatred that is trapped within one's body, and, god, the exhaustion from it all. So, Finding a song that somehow found what it feel like to be in my own brain? It's wonderfull, really. Makes me feel seen and acknowledged in a way that's divorced from judgement. Congrats on making a total banger, by the way.
I hope the one who's calling the other a crybaby and wanting to see the world burn can, one day, stop thinking about destroying the world and everyone in it and actually use his more destructive self to help us both reach a balance as to live in such a cruel world, because the kind one is... Well, they're indeed a bit of a crybaby.
I recently realized how much this song applies to my situation as well and thanks to it i can listen to this 24/7! I often get voices telling me to protect myself even if i dont think it's necessary in certain situations, I'm so happy those kinds of people could be represented- thank you so much!
I'm surprised how you didn't take first place actually While listening to this bop before contest result i was sure it'll take some place Anyways I'm satisfied that this just exists:)
i’m flattered you feel this way - there were a lot of really good entries so it was a fair competition!! i’m not upset at all because i probably would’ve crumpled under the extra attention if i won LMAO
Holy crap, this is amazing! I've been trying to make an effort to find more indie songs/creators to expand my tastes and man has this taken the cake! It honestly sounds like something I'd listen to on a regular basis! The tuning is so good as well. Imma have to check out your other stuff now:)
ahhh ahhh ahhhh i was so honoured to listen to this before it got released its such a pleasure i love this song its very very good i admire the metaphor so much and the pv is awesome ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aa i cant stop listening to this !! its so good! i love how catchy it is, its practically infectious which pretty fitting for its subject matter! but despite that it never stops feeling gloomy! this is just so so so so so good .. i hope to make somfin like it someday!
I clicked on this, strictly because I thought it was going to be some form of Shitpost since it was literally named Microplastic girl. Turns out, it's a bop and won't get out of my head, and I don't think I can ever forgive myself for initially insulting it before I even listened to it.
I love this so much! I can already see myself listening to this religiously throughout the whole next month 💖💕✨ thank you for the nice brain scratch 🧠💘
I don't know if this was on purpose, but I found something cool to note! At 1:58, there's 7 uh .. breathing sounds (?), And 7 is a very prevalent number in the bible, and this song, abc its sequel, seem to have holy or biblical inspiration.
thank you! it was honestly stream of consciousness start to finish (summer solstice meditation put me in a certain groove) so im glad it strikes a chord w you. i listened to divinity too and i like the unique mix of harsh and smooth sound:)
@@internetaltar oh my god!! thank you so much!! good luck with the contest, i've been looping this for almost two hours HBNJKSLA deffos going to listen to more of your songs :D
Clicked on this cause it was in my reccomended and OH MY GOD????? I love how Solaria's softness contrasts with the more intense rock instrimental??? It's so catchy and it's been stuck in my head since I first discovered it!!! (≧▽≦)
i dont think i ever ended up commenting the first time i stumbled on this, but this was definitely one of my favourite entries! i love how youve made her voice sound so sweet contrasting to the lyrics. really nice work:-)
UGGH ITS SO SMART HOW SHE'S WEARING ATHELISURE BECAUSE ITS MADE OF SYNTHETIC FIBERS/LITERAL PLASTIC. THE ATTETNION TO DETAIL IS SO AHFUISBIFHSUOIFBUOISB
I just recenly discovered your songs and I have to admit I'm very impressed, it's really really good. But I can't help to be reminded by ghost (and pals) so, is there any chance you might also be a fan of them?👀
not really! i used to listen to their songs a couple years ago but their music isn't really my thing anymore:) i respect them a lot as an artist though
I feel like when she's singing "I'm already inside you" her voice should be grainy and menacing but considering this was all made in 5 hours it's rly well done edit btw any chance we can get the vocal files for covers?
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my favorite part of the song is when solaria said "uwu" and called me garbage
SORRY THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY TO ME
@@internetaltar thanks this song has been living rent free in my ears for the past like two weeks
Where is this part I need to know
@@baizhuchin "uwu" is about 0:58, and the whole song is pretty much calling the listener garbage :p
She sounds so real it’s uncanny
help i was gonna comment this exact thing lmaoooo
I just applied this song to my intrusive thoughts and I don't think I'll ever be the same
i’m happy my intentions came across ^_^ this song is about several forms of mental illness so i’m glad it resonates with you.
@@internetaltar this is my first time having the creator of a song/video responding to my comment, so tysm this means so much to me :) I was and possibly still am going through a pretty bad time with intrusive thoughts so having a song that's good and relatable has helped me a lot, so again thankyou so SO much!!
EDIT: I can't spell relatable to save my life lol
I applied this song to my weed addiction, the song sounds like the vape is talking to me lol
Love when a song catapults me into a perspective I've never had before
this is a massive compliment, i’m glad you feel this way :-)
Woah her voice fits so well here.
Feels like a 2010s rock song.
thanks so much!!!
Lyrics because I wasn’t able to find them anywhere in the comments:
What a pitiful poisoned body
I’m in your brain, there’s no way to stop me
I think you could get hurt again if you don’t let it go
I made you see the parts of you that you refused to show
Use your teeth on those who don’t deserve you
Use your claws on everything that hurts you
Pray to God, maybe He’ll purify you
Do your best - I’m already inside you
Don’t say a word now
Ooohh~
You can heal, but it won’t be easy
I’ll only laugh if you try to kill me
Go ahead and cry again - Dear God, you’re such a bore
I’ll let you see in color like the way it was before
(I want love, I want to be forgotten
I want pain - My brain’s already rotten
But I think that, maybe, if you kill me
You’ll be fine, and maybe you’ll forgive me)
Use your teeth on those who don’t deserve you
Use your claws on everything that hurts you
Pray to God, maybe He’ll purify you
Do your best - I’m already inside you
Can you feel me deep in your lungs?
It’s over. I’ve already won
I love the chorus! Solaria sounds quite different here, it’s really good.
thank you! I’ve been experimenting with her gender parameter and it can give her a really distinct quality I haven’t seen a lot of people try
@@internetaltar I’d like to try it myself, but unfortunately I suck balls at tuning lol. I’d probably somehow make her sound too squeaky.
just started listening to your music through this song, i love it so much!!!! your chord progressions are incredible, and the way you tune solaria is so unique!!! keep it up!! :D
ahh thank you so much!, i’m a huge fan of your songs and they inspired this one, so it means a lot to hear you say that!
this is phenomenal! love the comparison between microplastics and unhelpful/toxic thoughts -- that metaphor is some good shit. also, the instrumental fucks! thank you for sharing, and i'm looking forward to seeing more from you :D
thanks so so much 💚💚💚💚💚💚
POST TRAUMATIC MANIFESTO FANS WHERE U AT???
RIGHT HERE
ME!!! ME !! IM HERE!!!
Hi :)
RIGHT HERE
Way ovverrr heerreeee
This really micro my plastics
i can't tell if she's making me worse or giving me actually good life advice
could be both?
bro this slapped me with how relatable this is this is exactly how my Intrusive thoughts work
I can't get over how *alive* Solaria sounds in this ❤️
I'm so glad we checked the comments again because I was getting the plural reading of this really strongly but I wasn't *entirely* sure it was intended and now I know it absolutely is and I'm just very delighted at that tbh
:D
god this really resonates with me, ik it’s probably not what it’s written about but it reminds me of my relationship with my abusive mom, how I see her in myself despite how much I loathe her, the way she shaped me into something corrupted and still has the nerve to shame me for the person I became
Yo this sounds like the violent and adrenaline-hungry part of me that secretly hopes every time someone insults me they'll do it again just so i can grit my teeth
I need help :D
that’s the spirit!
THATS EXACTLY WHAT THIS SOUNDS LIKE
This song makes me want to hiss like a cat
That is usually a good thing, thank you for the ear treats
i REALLY like this song,,, i keep replaying it DSKHJF it reminded me of one of our own alters who is also a persecutor and actually brought her out of dormancy and she's now working *with* the system ! thanks for producing such a banger and i hope you're having a great day!
i’m so glad we could be helpful!!! thank you for your comment and i hope you are all doing well 💖
I love how stressed the song sounds; like the instrumental sounds tense in the BEST WAY and i thought that was a person singing omg
As a system, this song makes me oddly happy. We don't see much stuff talking about persecutors as they're constantly demonized, but this really does feel like how it actually is to be a persecutor. Thank you so much for making this masterpiece!
ahhh thank you so much… i felt like i didn’t really convey properly the whole angle of “i’m a part of you and i don’t want to be, but i’m stuck with you so i’m taking us both down”, how those feelings can stem from not wanting to be hurt again, along with the sort of shame i feel towards being a persecutor because i don’t WANT to be like this and if i had my way i sometimes just wouldn’t exist entirely - but it’s a feeling that i think a lot of other persecutors have, so seeing another system resonate with our art makes us sooo happy and makes us feel accomplished. thank you for your comment!
Agreed lol -Mar
Same here.
@@internetaltar Hi! another system here, I just wanted to say it's really cool to see a sys producing music like this. Some of the mentalities in this song were very similar to things weve gone through so it was cool seeing it discussed by someone who actually has experienced that!
@Amitai Yoooo you’re a system too? And an amazing vocaloid producer?? Gonna listen to a bunch of your stuff as soon as I remember I’m so happy to find music written by someone like us
I LOVE THIS CONCEPT !!!! the metaphor is really interesting and you excecuted the song very very well :) the art is wonderful (i like the LA beach sort of vibe to the pv) and the lyrics are amaaziiinggggg
Thank you 😭
THIS IS SO CATCHY 😭 the structure and chords omg
THANK YOUU!
This song actually made me spontaneously write a song fun fact
i’m very glad that i inspired you :)
@@internetaltar I have an autoimmune disease and this song kinda reminds me of how my cells view my body :)
I found this song about 3 weeks after it was uploaded- and I love it so much.
(A bit of a vent down below. I say "a bit" because I'm just relating my experiences as a very mentally ill person to the song)
I feel a strange sort of connection- recognition, almost, with the lyrics & message of it all. The feeling of living with your own worst bully, the visceral hatred that is trapped within one's body, and, god, the exhaustion from it all.
So, Finding a song that somehow found what it feel like to be in my own brain?
It's wonderfull, really. Makes me feel seen and acknowledged in a way that's divorced from judgement.
Congrats on making a total banger, by the way.
As someone who has been suffering with some, um, personality issues for a long while...
... Unsettlingly relatable.
I hope the one who's calling the other a crybaby and wanting to see the world burn can, one day, stop thinking about destroying the world and everyone in it and actually use his more destructive self to help us both reach a balance as to live in such a cruel world, because the kind one is... Well, they're indeed a bit of a crybaby.
the chorus is EVERYTHING this makes me feel so many. emotions I love this. you are severely underrated /gen
:D thank you im glad you enjoy my songs
I kin this
excellent
love the lyrics and the art
thanks so much 🦆
And yet another of your songs joins the list of songs I play on repeat wgwjskjw
This is incredible, the whole thing is just !!!!!!
I really really appreciate it…. 😭
My new fav song
I’m honored 🌚
I recently realized how much this song applies to my situation as well and thanks to it i can listen to this 24/7! I often get voices telling me to protect myself even if i dont think it's necessary in certain situations, I'm so happy those kinds of people could be represented- thank you so much!
I'm surprised how you didn't take first place actually
While listening to this bop before contest result i was sure it'll take some place
Anyways I'm satisfied that this just exists:)
i’m flattered you feel this way - there were a lot of really good entries so it was a fair competition!! i’m not upset at all because i probably would’ve crumpled under the extra attention if i won LMAO
This has been my jam for so long holy shit,,
Holy crap, this is amazing! I've been trying to make an effort to find more indie songs/creators to expand my tastes and man has this taken the cake! It honestly sounds like something I'd listen to on a regular basis! The tuning is so good as well. Imma have to check out your other stuff now:)
glad to have you :)
DUUUUDE, UR TUNING IS SO GOOD!! :D
thank you so much 🎆🖤💜
we are in the golden age of alt vocaloid
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I love thissssssssss!
Hope you have a wonderful day!
I'm so obsessed with the ending omg 💖
Underrated banger that’s stuck in my head!
new fan definitely now after your last song and this. i love the tuning on the lines of the verses so much.
thank you so much!!!! 💞💞💞 i have another one coming this month hopefully :)
This song surprised me so much, I like it a lot!
ahhh ahhh ahhhh i was so honoured to listen to this before it got released its such a pleasure i love this song its very very good i admire the metaphor so much and the pv is awesome ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thank you always liwachi🦭
aa i cant stop listening to this !! its so good! i love how catchy it is, its practically infectious which pretty fitting for its subject matter! but despite that it never stops feeling gloomy! this is just so so so so so good .. i hope to make somfin like it someday!
Need this on Spotify
You really do make some amazing music, great song!
thank you 😭
The voice tuning is absolutely nuts! It’s so damn real. PLUS THE MUSIC OVERALL BANGER HOLY CRAP
I clicked on this, strictly because I thought it was going to be some form of Shitpost since it was literally named Microplastic girl.
Turns out, it's a bop and won't get out of my head, and I don't think I can ever forgive myself for initially insulting it before I even listened to it.
thanks for listening! well, i guess it is a bit of a shitpost, just a shitpost with a lot of effort behind it ;)
i'm absolutely flabbergasted you haven't got more views and subscribers??? this is incredible!!!
I love this so much! I can already see myself listening to this religiously throughout the whole next month 💖💕✨ thank you for the nice brain scratch 🧠💘
i’m glad it scratches your brain! comments like these seriously mean a lot to me because i like knowing that my songs stick with people :-)
@@internetaltar it'll definitely stick with me ♡ may I ask how many bpm does this song have? I'd really love to make a cover if that's alright
@@kanita5389 160 bpm! and yes that’s totally fine 🦆 EDIT: just please link to the original if you post it :-)
Solaria brain rot 😍
we love to see it 🥺
I don't know if this was on purpose, but I found something cool to note!
At 1:58, there's 7 uh .. breathing sounds (?), And 7 is a very prevalent number in the bible, and this song, abc its sequel, seem to have holy or biblical inspiration.
This is one of those songs I send to my christian friend in the middle of the night. (and I mean that in the best way possible)
im so glad i found this song
it can apply to so many struggles and i’m getting art ideas
the tuning is smooth
thank you :)
I'm so glad to have found this song!!!!! it has been stuck in my brain since i first heard it, and i feel so lucky to have yt suggest it to me!
i’m glad that you’re glad!! :D
OOOOOOH I REALLY LIKE THIS!!! :D luv the lyrics
Thank you so very much!!!
this song is so good, and relatable !! you did so well!!!
thank you! it was honestly stream of consciousness start to finish (summer solstice meditation put me in a certain groove) so im glad it strikes a chord w you. i listened to divinity too and i like the unique mix of harsh and smooth sound:)
@@internetaltar oh my god!! thank you so much!! good luck with the contest, i've been looping this for almost two hours HBNJKSLA deffos going to listen to more of your songs :D
This is such a banger
This is absolutely amazing! Tysm :D
Off topic but I like your pfp
Боже мой! Это великолепно, я обожаю эту песню, хоть её и нет на площадке, что я слушаю...
Спасибо за ваш комментарий!
holy shit you tuned her so well
i like
i appreciate
I LOVE MICROPLASTICS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
AAA THIS IS SO GOOD
thanks so much🌻 i hope you enjoy :-)
Hello, Amitai. It's bright and friendly, positive rock song.
Hey! I know this an older song but I love this so much, I’ve been listening to it a lot
it’s not that old yet!! even if it was i appreciate comments like this :D thanks for listening to my music
THE TUNING OML ❤
это божественно
Listening to this on repeat and wtf i thought this was a cover??
OMG THIS IS SOOOO GOOD !!!! solaria sounds so.. different? here.. THE SONG IS AMAZING ANYWAY
1:34 hits so hard ToT
This one is rly good
thank you very much🦭
As a prosecutor, I love this song and Im making everyone else listen to it now lmao -Mar
thank you! 🧡
nice song! :D
thank you ^_^
Lmao you are the first person putting "warning microplastics" in the warning section
Omg. More amazing music to throw at all my friends
thank you 🫶🏼
the way you tuned sol in this....chefs kiss
thank youuuu ❤️
That feeling when you’re the microplastic girl 😳
uwu
This is sooo good
Clicked on this cause it was in my reccomended and OH MY GOD????? I love how Solaria's softness contrasts with the more intense rock instrimental??? It's so catchy and it's been stuck in my head since I first discovered it!!! (≧▽≦)
Amitai manda mt feiioo ta maluco só pedrada 🤪
Lovely song, great performance
thank you 💜
i dont think i ever ended up commenting the first time i stumbled on this, but this was definitely one of my favourite entries! i love how youve made her voice sound so sweet contrasting to the lyrics. really nice work:-)
oh!!! thank you so very much :-)
Entomologists
This is my first time hearing this and I love it :D
Just found out it's not on Spotify :( Still a great song though
thank you! sadly idk how to put music on spotify but maybe someday 😔
it is on soundcloud though until then!
nss, parece até q essa musica foi para mim..🥶
this makes my flesh feel itchy
t=yummy microplastics
UGGH ITS SO SMART HOW SHE'S WEARING ATHELISURE BECAUSE ITS MADE OF SYNTHETIC FIBERS/LITERAL PLASTIC. THE ATTETNION TO DETAIL IS SO AHFUISBIFHSUOIFBUOISB
This is a bop, Stole yourself a subscriber :)
glad to have you ☺️💖
Amitaiさん、こんばんは。
やっぱり英語って音に自然に乗りますよね～！！
私は英語がからきし駄目なので諦めてますが。🤣😂
あれ？息遣いが入ってますね？凄い！！
ハード目なギターに浮遊感のある金管っぽいキーボードが心地よく、サビの疾走感がとてもいいですね！
かっこいい曲です！！
共に音楽活動、頑張って行きましょう！
親切丁寧なコメント、本当ありがとうございます！、
やっぱり歌詞はちょっと速くて分かりにくくなっちゃいますねw
凄く頑張りましたから、気に入ってくれて嬉しいです
日本語のニュアンスは苦手ですけど、いつか日本語の字幕も入れるかもしれないね💭
頑張って行きます🥺🙏橘夜空さんも頑張ってください！
She sounds so real????????
I refuse to believe it wasn't sang by a human
watch me be fixated on this song for the next month
I'M STILL AT IT
Omg Solaria sounds so much like Melanie Martinez here! It’s exactly what a song that Mel would sing!!!
Твоя песня заслужиша косентаоий и лайк от меня).
weevildoing refrence?
I just recenly discovered your songs and I have to admit I'm very impressed, it's really really good. But I can't help to be reminded by ghost (and pals) so, is there any chance you might also be a fan of them?👀
not really! i used to listen to their songs a couple years ago but their music isn't really my thing anymore:) i respect them a lot as an artist though
THIS SOUNDS AMAZING HOLLYYYY CRAP AAAAAAA ^^
Do I have permission to cover this? 👀 /nf
sure :) !! i have the instrumental up on bandcamp
Any chance you could put this up on Apple Music?
I feel like when she's singing "I'm already inside you" her voice should be grainy and menacing but considering this was all made in 5 hours it's rly well done
edit btw any chance we can get the vocal files for covers?