The Honest Story About My Drug use
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 8 พ.ย. 2024
- I got asked by someone to give the total story of my drug use journey, well here it is. From how it started, how it developed and at which point I knew I wanted to change something. I also put some kittens in the video.
Have any questions or feedback for me? Leave a comment and I´ll be happy to get back to you!
Thanks for watching, more to come!
Love, Mischa
Instagram: / post.mischa
Loving these latest set of videos and I'm so glad you took on board a comment I left you a while back about how this could be really great content to lean into. Absolutely love hearing your stories, your perspectives, your lessons, your attitudes. Life is just one big story and when you share your most relatable or uniquely valuable stories, people will follow! I love the use of b-roll footage too. You already look a lot happier and healthier :)
Thank you so much
So cute kittens ❤
Glad they were appreciated!
I can't say it enough: just jbe proud if yourself and all the changes you did achieve by yourself the last years!!!
Yeah, I mean, same here: there's no way back. It just isn't the same anymore and you realize what is really going on and what it's real effects are and how you change and just everthing changes - not to your benefit at all.
I mean, I am also not judging anyone. It is a choice and just one way to create ones life on planet earth and I still understand but .. our mind and soul, our body and all its functions are our temple - if this makes sense to anyone - and we just should treat it (ous) well. I know, there sometimes is no other oportunity in our mind but still: there are several choices to pick from, to create our personal life based on our personal values and to cope with 'all the stuff life is coming up with' - even if one isn't priviliged. There is just much more than 'having fun like this=getting high and numb or 'the lucky one' for just that night (or more serously for Minutes or some hours)) .. its okay, if its wha you really searching for, if your are also the lucky one INBETWEEN and do not feel bad about the physical/ biologial consequences aswell. Its all our choices and its okay as long as you just harm yourself and no one else we are free to do whatever we want...
I prefer to take care of myself, mind and body, working on myself every day (not just for myself but for anyone in my life and for my own 'kind of happyness' which also influences lifes in a way...
Hope I did not come along as 'a normal and priviledged person' talking about a world she doesn't' know. I know and I have no priviledge at all - Besides being born in a first world country.
Hm, not happy with these words but ... its said now and there - at least - is some truth in it :). Hope it makes sense and I do not attack anyone cause this was NOT the pupose of my comment. Just care about yourself, do not threat your body and mind like sh*t, do not waste toooo much time with 'no fun at all' and of course still care about the people you love and nature and animals and our planet. There is no change going on if we just get numb or high ... still the little things have an impact!
Now I sound like ... time to come to an end!
Loved the cute kittens inbetween 😻 - but I do love to watch these kind of content from time to time anyway. Always 'kicks in' ;) and makes me feel happy and touched (and activates my need for two cats in my life 😄 or cats and a dog 😉 or ... whatever :)
Thank you for sharing your thoughts on your past self and life and what happened when your came back to berlin and 'tried again'. May your ecperiences and words help some other people to .. whatever they want to process or get out of it!
I guess, I am a little confusing today.... aahhh. ...
Have a great day and week and always treat yourself (and people, animals and everthing else around who/which/what you love) very well and lovingly!
Thank you! I definitely am. I do understand how you view things, wouldn't even call it privileged, but being spiritual aware if that makes sense. I wish more people would choose for that route, and not to drown in mental games.
It's all fine you meant well, if it's not taken like that, it's also okay to offend people from time to time haha (my dutch side is coming out).
Same I miss my two old cats, I have been moving around too much to have some cats for myself again, still miss them weekly, cause Google Photo's shows me old pictures sometimes and I have a lot from them hahaha🥲
Have an awesome week and talk to you soon
@@post.mischa I feel you! Hope it isn't just the feeling of missing your old cats but also feeling the love and good times and connection with them when watching the old pics! Maybe there ll be the right moment in time to give one or two cats a new home in your life and heart!
I am sure that I ll get two of these cute 'creatures' 🥰 somewhen im the future.
I mean, the circumstances just also have to be right for them, you know. I want them to have a perfect ;) cat life ☺️.
Sure! Its okay to offend people with the truth - hehe. But I know its not really helpful in this case. But well, we know that anyone who got it and wants to dive deeper in life and not just scratch on the surface and ride the high wave (hahaha) - in connection with themself, nature and others - just COULD chose to and do so! Its about themself and no other people. Support is a lovely thing but its also achieveable by yourself. There is lots of lying and hate outside on this world. Not just towards other but to oneself. And this still and also is a choice we do pick and we also could therefore just change our choices and way of living. Its easy in a way and if you see it like this. Of course, life often is not easy (thats what I meant with the fact, that it was not and is not easy for me also and I am not one of that priviledged people but one who worked on themself and always thought A LOT about A LOT and asked myself questions and reflected on A LOT and so on ...and here I am - still not priviledged (haha) but a littler wiser than before and much more my true self - if THIS COULD make sense ;). I just wanna say, that we def have choices to pick from even if our life sucks and we are in a 'bad position'. Especially here in a first world country. I may sound different from who I am and what I fell, what I do want ro express. Yeah, I guess, I am spiritual aware but wouldn't like to call myself spiritual cause it often leads to ... misunderstandings. I am just someone who uses heart and brain, who loves to ask questions and to think a lot or to try to watch things from different perspectives and so on ... I am not saying, I am right (yeah, I am - hehe- at least for my personal self and my actual values) and I know I ll NEVER EVER find all the answers I am 'searching' for and nor do I understand the complexity of life but well, at least, I try to make progress for myself and also try to do something 'good' for this planet and the following generations EVEN that I believe that we (the human race) - in a way - already passed a point no return and this really makes it hard to go on. If I was a really spiritual being, I guess, I would not have to struggle with feelings like that or with my kind of arrogance against 'normal society and all their accepted and mainstream coping mechanism and ways if living and their arrogance against our planet, human rights and animal rights ans just being fucused on a lot of stupid s*it (*in my opinion*)..so many people are sooo stupid and not because of their IQ but because of their actions ... if I was really spiritual, I would feel them and not put myself above them!!! Of course I do understand most of it - but I cannot understand it ;) and accept it.
I know, that anyone just can make decisiona out of past experiences and ... but man, there are just too many dumb and often powerful people outside which really 'fu*k this planet up' ... Yeah, but still I feel I am spiritual in a way! Even that I do not love ALL people on earth! Thats not very spiritual, I know.
Well, I really would be interested in your perspective on it or how you deal with stupidity and consequences for all of us and if you have a positive vision of the future and if so: where did you get it from? ;) I guess, you understand what I mean and wanted to express?! And that there is also fun intbetween the seriousness. But well, really: let me know, how you handle to deal with whats going on and how to handle that feeling to live on a 'drowning world', which gets darker and rougher all day in a way and I just have to deal with it ad find a way to get along and 'accept' cause I am just me and ... its not that it fu*cks me up all day and every day, but I feel it and it doesn't feel good. I also do not see myself as toooo depessed or to anxious. I feel its quite a realistic perspective... but well: Maybe thats even just my subjective perspective and feelings and you have another one on that topic?! I would love to hear you talk about it - some day, if you like to and if its in your interest too.
All the best to you and have a joyful and great week
I was actually busy with a video about my perspective on life and that will be online today
@@post.mischa a w e s o m e
Oke oke ... i subscribed ... just to stop your begging 😁
Now let me start listen to your stories