Schizophrenic and Changing the World (Cecilia's Incredible Journey)

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  • Cecilia is schizophrenic and autistic. When we first met in 2017 she was experiencing hallucinations nearly every minute of every day. Now five years later, Cecilia has found a treatment plan that greatly reduces her hallucinations. She has also founded an organization that aims to connect people with psychosis and empower them to speak about their experiences. Cecilia hopes that those out there who are struggling do not give up.
    Support Cecilia's non-profit, Students with Psychosis, at bit.ly/StudentsWithPsychosis
    Follow Cecilia at / cecilia_mcgough
    Follow Kev, the musician in this video, at / kevgmor

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  • @SpecialBooksbySpecialKids
    @SpecialBooksbySpecialKids  ปีที่แล้ว +1575

    The work Cecilia is doing with Students with Psychosis is groundbreaking and lifesaving. Anybody who would like to support this organization can contribute at bit.ly/StudentsWithPsychosis . Every donation will go directly to Students with Psychosis to widen their reach and allow them to continue to provide this pivotal resource to so many. I was blown away by witnessing their work first-hand and am so proud to call Cecilia a friend.

    • @ianaxel1111
      @ianaxel1111 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      5 years later she looks so radiant and happy

    • @abdullahak2204
      @abdullahak2204 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      This is Amazing!
      Great work !

    • @glen3925
      @glen3925 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      She looks and seems to be doing way better than she did back in the last video. I hope she continues to improve and prosper.

    • @reynaldojaquez2995
      @reynaldojaquez2995 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      You do awesome work 🤙🏽

    • @lalalewlew2236
      @lalalewlew2236 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      So amazing! And thank you for sharing the fundraising link ❤️

  • @hopeadler507
    @hopeadler507 ปีที่แล้ว +5965

    She looks 10 years younger. So much more refreshed and happier. You can see she’s so much more herself. So happy to see this update!

    • @Muchjoy..
      @Muchjoy.. ปีที่แล้ว +86

      Yes absolutely beautiful too..

    • @hopeadler507
      @hopeadler507 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      @@Muchjoy.. that goes without saying but I like to focus on the happiness aspect more :)

    • @eileenluvsdod
      @eileenluvsdod ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I was gonna say the same thing her looks amazing

    • @deathkitten7635
      @deathkitten7635 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      She looked like a 50yo librarian. She seems much more comfortable now.

    • @willwilliams9713
      @willwilliams9713 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes she does

  • @teetumtoo8441
    @teetumtoo8441 ปีที่แล้ว +4468

    So happy to see how far Cecilia has come since the first video with her.

    • @Hchris101
      @Hchris101 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      She grows stronger every day and will eventually consume the sun ⛅️

    • @christophersidebothom7919
      @christophersidebothom7919 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      I completely agree, I could tell when watching the first video that she was struggling with a hallucination, but now it's easy to see Cecelia has come such a long way and still going strong : )

    • @GiornoIsYourDaddy
      @GiornoIsYourDaddy ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My thoughts too 💕

    • @dorinha_e_eu
      @dorinha_e_eu ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too.

    • @JinxMarie1985
      @JinxMarie1985 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I know!! I don't think she was on meds for a long time. But she went on a ted talk to and was very well spoken then too.

  • @iamalex8457
    @iamalex8457 ปีที่แล้ว +1877

    As someone with schizoaffective disorder, this has been the first thing to truly give me hope in 6 years. Thank you. So much. I truly hope everyone is doing well ❤️

    • @SN-vn6wb
      @SN-vn6wb ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I hope you're thriving as well. Sending love! ❤

    • @stephb7341
      @stephb7341 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I hope you are doing well and keep going. You got this.

    • @yarikzadinamo
      @yarikzadinamo ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You'll be the healthiest guy on the planet!! I do believe in you, you're so great that you're fighting! There will be day when you'll feel even better than this woman. Sending you my love. Keep it up!

    • @dilberkiz
      @dilberkiz ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @DetroitFettyghost
      @DetroitFettyghost ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Alex- I am rooting for you my brother! My xwife is schizoaffective type2 and I can say things really can inprove- just keep pushing forward and stay vocal about your needs- much love my friend ❤️👻

  • @genariah8462
    @genariah8462 ปีที่แล้ว +464

    This is so crazy! I would’ve never recognized her if you didn’t playback that video from a few years ago. It’s so wonderful to see her in such a positive state!

  • @angel8411
    @angel8411 ปีที่แล้ว +1228

    This made me cry. My husband, a veteran, victim of abuse, struggled with psychosis. He was so paranoid he'd never get help. He'd never open up to anyone, and even didn't share everything with me. The song the guy sang had me in tears. I know my kids dad struggled in sleep and in life. I tried to comfort him and give him all of my love, but he couldn't stay away from the liquor which helped him escape. He died with no help in 2020. They often go undiagnosed with no one they can open up to, feeling alone. Dying alone. Cecilia, you love are sent straight from heaven. God's angel down here on mission. You are so intelligent and self aware. I send you my light as you keep shining yours. Thank you for not giving up on yourself. It warms me to see the community you guys have built ♡

    • @SpecialBooksbySpecialKids
      @SpecialBooksbySpecialKids  ปีที่แล้ว +308

      Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry for your loss. It also brings me joy to know that Cecilia has created a resource that is so necessary in this world.

    • @MB-tb5vt
      @MB-tb5vt ปีที่แล้ว +34

      I'm so sorry for your loss.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Angel ... love to you and your husband

    • @electricfil
      @electricfil ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@kevgmor great tune brother. You're a very talented song writer. Bravo 👏 👏 👏 💚

    • @angel8411
      @angel8411 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@kevgmor your song touched me deeply. Thank you for sharing your music with us ♡

  • @sianthesheep
    @sianthesheep ปีที่แล้ว +572

    It disturbs me that her mental health team tried to make out her wanting to follow her dreams was part of a delusion. I think there is an assumption by the medical community that because people with psychosis have altered perception in one area of their thoughts they lack capacity for rational decision in other areas of their lives. So I'm glad to hear both Cecilia and Students with Psychosis are both flourishing, they both very much deserve to.

    • @corvarts9311
      @corvarts9311 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      This 100%! Psychosis can be debilitating but it doesn't mean it's impossible to follow your dreams. Might be harder, might take longer, but by no means impossible.

    • @LeftOfToday
      @LeftOfToday ปีที่แล้ว +27

      It doesn't even have to be psychosis for a therapist to diminish one's dreams on account of making whatever connection to their patient's diagnosis. I can speak from experiencing of having had a therapist literally scream at me and leave me for going back to school and following my dreams, all because I didn't tell her first. I don't think I needed her permission, but apparently she thought I did. It has still left doubt in me that I was 'crazy' to follow my dreams despite having graduated, and despite having been in a career I enjoyed for 7 years (up until my physical health failed me more recently). Having a mental illness can set someone up to doubt and question themselves that much more than average; it's the worst when your own therapist - instead of supporting you - just amplifies that self-doubt.

    • @Beth-pf6oo
      @Beth-pf6oo ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Even worse, I read an interview she gave where she said her parents didn't want her seeking help when she realized she had schizophrenia because they didn't want it on her record, or theirs. In other words, they were embarrassed by it. Horrifying. She cut them out of her life. She is an incredibly strong woman.

    • @bluelight8664
      @bluelight8664 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      ​​@@LeftOfToday my goodnees this therapist seems very controlling,

    • @kaylaschroeder1
      @kaylaschroeder1 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You said that so eloquently. 😊

  • @littlebitmckee8234
    @littlebitmckee8234 ปีที่แล้ว +656

    She is so kind and gentle. She is perfect to get this message out and normalize this.

    • @EeekiE
      @EeekiE 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      She is living her message, in that nobody should be afraid to say they have schizophrenia. She’s absolutely wonderful. Schizophrenia is something she has, but it’s not at all who she is as a person.

  • @remotelylucy
    @remotelylucy ปีที่แล้ว +972

    Wow she looks totally different. She’s a beauty ❤it made me emotional to see her comfortable with finally providing eye contact. We deserve to see those beautiful eyes and stunning face❤

    • @meretriciousinsolent
      @meretriciousinsolent 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      Yeah we don't deserve that, we don't have a right to that. That was probably not how it was meant but that was strange wording and it doesn't sit well with me, sorry.

    • @smollilbean
      @smollilbean 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      ​​@@meretriciousinsolent oh my gof. Dude😭 it's a form of speech and she was complimenting her. It doesn't mean that she's saying she owns her or something

    • @MantasticHams
      @MantasticHams 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@smollilbean ITs a damaging form of speech ,its fine to correct someone. Watch:

    • @MantasticHams
      @MantasticHams 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Its dope to give her a compliment but saying you deserve something that is hard for autistics to give is a form of ablism and it makes us feel like we have to damage ourselves to please our peers. I'm sure you meant no harm at all, its just important to remember because autistic people are very affected by using language like this,.

    • @remotelylucy
      @remotelylucy 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@smollilbean he’s too stuck on dumb to understand. Glad you understood what I meant. Not everyone stays in school like us I guess. Have a good weekend

  • @higgaroc
    @higgaroc ปีที่แล้ว +989

    Wow - I almost didn't recognize Cecilia! This is very very encouraging to people with mental health challenges - Cecilia's condition is serious and chronic, but if she can have such dramatic improvement through seeking treatment and maintenance that truly works for her, perhaps others can hope their quality of life can also improve.

    • @poppymoon777
      @poppymoon777 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      She’s a great role model for what is possible

    • @djwolffe_OG
      @djwolffe_OG ปีที่แล้ว +16

      How people look on the outside often reflects their inner state of mind. Her make-up and hair is totally different and radiates more confidence. Just something I picked up😊

    • @djwolffe_OG
      @djwolffe_OG ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BuzzingGoober a 2020 video? Cool I’ll search for it. Just came across this in the last few weeka though

  • @tallulahdurand
    @tallulahdurand ปีที่แล้ว +251

    She's doing so well. I didn't realise this was the same woman at first.

  • @maykstuff
    @maykstuff ปีที่แล้ว +869

    I have Schizaffective Disorder.
    Both Cecilia and SBSK have been instrumental in me seeking help and recognising that I’m no less human and no less valid a member of society than anyone around me.
    I can not thank you all enough.
    I love you for everything you do, not just for me but for the countless millions out there that see your videos 💙

    • @hansbraun2726
      @hansbraun2726 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Im so happy to hear that you no longer see yourself as less human. Your future is bright and society is lucky to have you

    • @stephb7341
      @stephb7341 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You are everything to society. You are valid in every way. Think no other way! Stay strong!

    • @dronespace
      @dronespace ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️

    • @SlaveOfAllah12342
      @SlaveOfAllah12342 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      May Allah cure you and guide you to his religion

    • @Yo.Schwifty
      @Yo.Schwifty ปีที่แล้ว

      You got this, much love ❤️

  • @AmbientDreamEscapes
    @AmbientDreamEscapes 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Wow shes making eye contact and looks much happier and comfortable.

  • @cat-un2zn
    @cat-un2zn ปีที่แล้ว +1206

    as some who has schizophrenia and autism this is overwhelming inspiring especially sense i’m going to major in physics it’s just a little nudge like hey you can do it so thank you

    • @mr.blister4856
      @mr.blister4856 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I have schizophrenia and autism too

    • @katievans714
      @katievans714 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Could I ask you some questions?

    • @darkacadpresenceinblood
      @darkacadpresenceinblood ปีที่แล้ว +20

      good luck with your studies, my brain just hates physics so anyone that says they study physics is automatically a super cool person to me

    • @teresatano193
      @teresatano193 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Good luck with your studies! Cheering for you.

    • @Dan-ud8hz
      @Dan-ud8hz ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You've got this! 👍👍

  • @cabbage0dusk
    @cabbage0dusk ปีที่แล้ว +616

    Holy crap.. When they were talking about her having been previously interviewed for the channel before, i WOULD NOT of guessed which one it was.. She both looks and comes across entirely differently!
    Amazing what a difference the right treatment regime and lifestyle habits can make..
    I work in mental health and i see people who've either given up on life entirely, or just can't see how something as simple as changing our lifestyle habits could be so effective in enabling us to lead the lives we want to lead.
    Cecilia, you're an inspiration! I really hope you can help others struggling with Scitzophrenia see that they don't just have to resign themselves to a disability check and hiding themselves away from the rest of society.
    We all have something we can contribute, no matter what stuggles we face; and it seems Cecilia is living proof of that!

    • @amyyy___
      @amyyy___ ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I wonder if it could help some people where you work if you could show them her videos before & after! Or even show familiar members so they can understand the importance of helping insure loved ones take medications correctly and on time. Thanks for all the work you do 💜

    • @FrozenMermaid666
      @FrozenMermaid666 ปีที่แล้ว

      The misused food term cabbage must be edited out - humanz can’t misuse food / fruit / flower terms etc in their name!

    • @ry.0
      @ry.0 ปีที่แล้ว

      When you have mental bad traits it's dificult to just do the things. It's needed to have mental space to do that, pls don't forget that.

  • @diegofuegoyoutube
    @diegofuegoyoutube 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +79

    "...if people don't accept me for having schizophrenia or being autistic, it's their problem."
    What an amazing perspective! I loved watching this follow-up.

  • @donjulio420
    @donjulio420 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    This is an example of the power of the human spirit. No matter what you are dealing with, you can always do something to make the World a better place. Please don’t give up, I believe in you ❤

    • @siasilina9183
      @siasilina9183 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      that's exactly what i was gonna say i'm crying bcz this video is just so inspiring for people dealing with mental ilness

    • @tedcr
      @tedcr 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      This is an example of science and medication. Science works

    • @larsonboswell1
      @larsonboswell1 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      And medication

  • @jean-francoisdaignault9612
    @jean-francoisdaignault9612 ปีที่แล้ว +482

    I'm so moved and excited that people living with psychosis/schizophrenia/schizoaffective disorder are starting to "come out" and claim their space in society. Thank you for helping destigmatize those conditions. Everyone deserves a chance to be who they are and pursue a fulfilling, happy life.
    My father had schizoaffective disorder and I so fervently wish he'd lived in a different time and place. It might have spared him and our entire family so much pain and anguish. It's hard not to dwell on that, but seeing a video like this fills me with hope and helps me let go of regret and sadness. Thank you so very much.

    • @MISNM0
      @MISNM0 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      FACTS!

    • @jeR-m
      @jeR-m ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤ Much love ❤ - from a stranger in WV 🇺🇸

    • @blueberry_salsa8758
      @blueberry_salsa8758 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I grew up in a similar environment. Wishing you a healthy, happy life with love and resilience.

    • @jean-francoisdaignault9612
      @jean-francoisdaignault9612 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@blueberry_salsa8758 Same! ☺️

  • @DaemonetteLeilu19
    @DaemonetteLeilu19 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    I cannot believe cecilia is the same cecilia we met years ago. She looks so confident, beautiful, and happy. I really hope her journey continues in the same direction. Improperly managed mental health diagnoses are so debilitating to the sufferer. I feel for cecilia.

  • @sinceritynature202
    @sinceritynature202 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    I thought her voice sounded familiar..... turns out I've watched a tedtalk she gave, many times. So incredible to hear more of her struggle, I'm so happy she has a better support system and has embraced more of herself. Wishing her peace and joy in her life

  • @davechrystal
    @davechrystal ปีที่แล้ว +85

    In the first video she looked like she jaunted straight from 1987 and was awake for thousands of years during the jaunt.. the difference in this video is astounding. What a lovely soul. I hope that she continues to feel better and has fewer hallucinations

  • @introspectivetonysoprano
    @introspectivetonysoprano ปีที่แล้ว +446

    I can't believe she said she's uncomfortable with her looks. Her eyes are gorgeous and she has dark hair to compliment it. It's such a rare and amazing look. A natural beauty. Like the actress that plays Jess in New Girl. I'd pay good money to have contacts that make my eyes look that pretty

    • @JoBenny67
      @JoBenny67 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Agree! She is beautiful!

    • @lovingmayberry307
      @lovingmayberry307 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      I don't think she was meaning that so literally. She was ashamed of how she was behaving that made her "look" strange, like stimming, etc.

    • @SirFrederick
      @SirFrederick ปีที่แล้ว

      yep

    • @introspectivetonysoprano
      @introspectivetonysoprano ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@lovingmayberry307 I took it to mean physical appearance because she also went on to talk about steming separately, but I could've misunderstood.

    • @jblps
      @jblps ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Totally Jess from New Girl & She and Him (the band). I was looking for this comment!

  • @TheKouroshs
    @TheKouroshs ปีที่แล้ว +164

    I cannot think of doing anything more noble than what she's doing now. I remember the first interview, the fear in her eyes, and I will remember this video too and the hope in her eyes. What a journey...

  • @leeartlee915
    @leeartlee915 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    As someone who works in the mental health field, I can concur that there is still a LOT of stigma around schizophrenia. I’ve worked with clients who have hid their symptoms from me for years, which I both understood while making me extremely sad for them. From what I’ve learned, people can become incredibly lonely with that disorder. We need to make space for everyone in society who wants to be part of it.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for your work (&understanding)

  • @hanashi5727
    @hanashi5727 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    Cecilia is just so beautiful and I don't mean just a physical beauty, which she obviously is - but she radiates something way more vibrant and gorgeous, on the inside. I hope she lives her life happily and peacefully like she truly deserves.

  • @mayamcclanahan4474
    @mayamcclanahan4474 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    She looks like shes glowing and thriving and it brings tears to my eyes every time 😭 so happy and proud of her

    • @sirvivor7835
      @sirvivor7835 ปีที่แล้ว

      Male DNA, bones and no ovaries.

    • @marquinhos2000
      @marquinhos2000 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sirvivor7835 what?

    • @sirvivor7835
      @sirvivor7835 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@spectrophobic See the previous vid.

    • @spectrophobic
      @spectrophobic 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@sirvivor7835 I alr have but I wasn’t hyper fixated on her gender? Even if she was why does it matter, ur pathetic

  • @Alex-dn5ns
    @Alex-dn5ns ปีที่แล้ว +122

    Jesus Christ, she's an entirely different person, I wouldn't have guessed who she was if you didn't mention it. Wow, I have no words for this, no words to describe the admiration I have for her, for fighting so fiercely and coming this far. She's a warrior and here's hoping she conquers every battle from here on out!

    • @irenerodriguez9255
      @irenerodriguez9255 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No, she's not. She copes and manages much better the person she is, in part because of acceptance. So, seems important to say: don't identificate with the parts you want to change, but don't renounce to your own unique being and light.

  • @daveallen3607
    @daveallen3607 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    Im a mental health worker from England 🇬🇧, ive got to say in a world that seems to be so hurtful and hateful sometimes, this channel is amazing and what social media should be about , what an amazing experience it is to watch these videos, much much love from across the pond !

  • @groonthewonderdog966
    @groonthewonderdog966 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    Many thanks. Schizoaffective disorder here. Absolutely mind blowing to come across content like this. I wasn't open about me and my mental problems until a few years ago and honestly that was a great relief and burden lifted. It's not easy, not everyone likes it, I've been told to not tell people because they won't like it or me.
    Anyway, awesome people in your vids, including you and those unseen. Thank you so much for what you do and who you are.

    • @ConfusedHomoSapien
      @ConfusedHomoSapien ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you for sharing, praying for you ❤

    • @jessicaarancibia6477
      @jessicaarancibia6477 ปีที่แล้ว

      It is good news that you have decided to open up and share your mental problem. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

    • @nikiphilippoussis3557
      @nikiphilippoussis3557 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you are awesome !!!!!!!

  • @JoBenny67
    @JoBenny67 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    I remember Cecilia’s TED talk and how it really opened my eyes about the impact of schizophrenia on a young woman not at all unlike myself. I’m so proud of the huge steps she’s made in her life!!

  • @mauriliocinema
    @mauriliocinema ปีที่แล้ว +243

    I have been struggling with bipolar disorder since I was 5, and I would like to say that this video made me cry. I didn't cried because of the sadness, but instead, I cried from happiness and hope. Thank you, SBSK! You helped me to truly accept who I am! ❤️

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm so glad your felt happiness and HOPE!

    • @mauriliocinema
      @mauriliocinema ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@kevgmor And I'm so glad I had the opportunity to see a little bit about her story and to hear your amazing song! Thank you!

    • @MrCukydoh
      @MrCukydoh ปีที่แล้ว +3

      bipolar too. chin up dude. we'll make it work
      we always do

    • @Ryan-nn1kl
      @Ryan-nn1kl ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Choo Choo! keep going these diseases are viewing us at our worst and we will conquere them! move heaven and eartg

    • @ulviyye_7232
      @ulviyye_7232 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for sharing your experience. When I tell people that I've been struggling with depression since i was 5, nobody believes me :/

  • @shoppingaddixx
    @shoppingaddixx ปีที่แล้ว +29

    The fact the 1 man wasn’t diagnosed till he was 35 breaks my heart and his homelessness. People deserve love and understanding and I feel a lot of people with this illness don’t get that and it’s so wrong. I’m so happy these people have found each other to lean on one another. You are doing amazing things

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

  • @remotelylucy
    @remotelylucy ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Omg the way he he sang and played that guitar was absolutely what I needed to hear to get out of bed and push through my day. Thank you sir

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you, Lulu. This comment helped me today

  • @luluwild13
    @luluwild13 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    I remember watching Cecilia's interview in 2017 and thinking how beautiful her soul was and how strong she was 💜. Its so lovely to see her again and see how much of a breakthrough she's had. If you see this, Cecilia, just know that I'm cheering you on, and so many people think you're wonderful ♥️♥️

  • @georgiakc9
    @georgiakc9 ปีที่แล้ว +370

    That song.. instant tears. He’s phenomenally talented. And Cecelia’s growth is amazing to see, from a haunted young person to someone so much more engaged and present. This whole video just filled me with contentment. I have experienced psychotic features with my depression and no one really understands. They see me as “too smart and put together” to experience extreme mental illness.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +21

      THanks so much, Georgia

    • @louisefienna1616
      @louisefienna1616 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@kevgmor your story touched me so so so much. And what a beautiful voice you have. I'm really sorry you had to struggle so long to get any help at all, go through those harrowing things... I wish the world was kinder. Much love from a random person in Belgium haha

    • @ritatoews605
      @ritatoews605 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ❤️ hugs from Canada. Sending good thoughts your way.

    • @Shiva-mh6td
      @Shiva-mh6td ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@kevgmor man you touched my heart, absolutely great musician. Keep on fighting brother, I believe in you

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@louisefienna1616 Thanks so much Louise

  • @mariaorlova1621
    @mariaorlova1621 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    It just makes me sooo happy to see Cecilia. My father had schizophrenia and we’ve struggled a lot, because there was no tolerable treatment for him. I have PTSD from it.
    I’m so glad that people with schizophrenia can feel good and hopeful.
    Cecilia is special, smart and beautiful. It warms my heart.

  • @sarafernandezfuente5168
    @sarafernandezfuente5168 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I LOVE watching her refreshed and happy

  • @camvalhor
    @camvalhor ปีที่แล้ว +84

    She looks so good! Not just physically but emotionally. I'm so happy for her 💖🌻

  • @danielnepveux97E
    @danielnepveux97E ปีที่แล้ว +312

    Hello dearest Cecilia. I am so happy to see you kicking so much butt and it was an absolute joy to see you in Austin in person. I enjoy our phone calls so much and I'm so proud of you for doing this amazing video. And to you Mr Chris, please continue doing the Fantastic work that you do because you are changing lives good sir. I love you both and hope y'all are well.
    💖👍💚

    • @SpecialBooksbySpecialKids
      @SpecialBooksbySpecialKids  ปีที่แล้ว +73

      We love you Daniel!

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E ปีที่แล้ว +38

      @@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids love you too friend! ❤

    • @soposh5673
      @soposh5673 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@danielnepveux97E Have you ever considered the hallucinations might be real?

    • @SUPERSPAZD
      @SUPERSPAZD ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This comment fills my heart with
      SO MUCH JOY!!!!!!! ❤️

    • @zalfany
      @zalfany ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@soposh5673 ?

  • @evanpenn1
    @evanpenn1 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    What a lovely, intelligent, beautiful woman. I have to say, just seeing Cecilia in this video, I have a much more positive understanding of schizophrenia. She knows what is happening when she is having hallucinations, and that is a huge part of her success. I have had anxiety attacks my whole life. But just understanding what was happening and now knowing what it is, and when it is happening, has practically "solved" the problem.

  • @AmyLynn11
    @AmyLynn11 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I am so very happy to see how far she has come. She looks so full of life and happiness.

  • @newchapterasmr
    @newchapterasmr ปีที่แล้ว +78

    We definitely need more leaders like Cecilia in this world. Imagine what it would be like to have people in these positions who are kind and understanding.

  • @spectrumifs
    @spectrumifs ปีที่แล้ว +13

    She is so beautiful and composed. I'm glad she has gotten help and is now helping others.

  • @mandykins8678
    @mandykins8678 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Cecilia seems like she’s doing so well. I am so happy for her.

  • @blaithinlynch6189
    @blaithinlynch6189 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    "Be patient with yourself and don't give up on yourself". Such powerful words.

  • @Lovereignsupreme
    @Lovereignsupreme ปีที่แล้ว +43

    "people care about you", one can imagine hearing this sentiment from someone with schizophrenic features when experiencing paranoia can be powerful.
    Awesome!

  • @rae7864
    @rae7864 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Cecilia has come SUCH a far way and looks so so much different... Hard to believe it's the same person tbh. She's doing amazing work

  • @LeBatteur
    @LeBatteur 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Cecilia has such a warm and comforting presence, her voice feels like a hug for my soul.

  • @djwolffe_OG
    @djwolffe_OG ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Firstly, NOW FREAKIN WAY that is Cecilia. Now way at all. She is a different person. Much happier, full of life, voice tone... A non-impromptu interview helps a lot. I can’t believe it. I am so, so happy for your Cecelia

  • @jeniroberts
    @jeniroberts ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I have schizoaffective disorder depressive type.. I've had it for 35 years. I am 50 years old. I don't know anybody like me. It's nice that Cecilia found friends she can relate to and vice versa.

  • @Filmsbyrose
    @Filmsbyrose ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I can’t express how proud I am of her. She’s glowing, she seems more comfortable in the world. I’m so, so proud. You can truly see how much she’s grown 💖💖💖

  • @TwistnMotley
    @TwistnMotley ปีที่แล้ว +61

    It’s absolutely inspiring to see how far she’s come and the change she’s made, not just in her life, but in many others. I’m not crying, you’re crying!

  • @berglettemom6045
    @berglettemom6045 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    It’s absolutely lovely to see how well she is currently. Very proud of you, Cecilia!

  • @jesscastro4183
    @jesscastro4183 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I saw her first video shortly after it aired and felt so bad for her, she seemed so sweet and like she was really struggling. It’s so good to see how much more present she is. I’m glad she’s found the proper help and is on a better path. Good for helping herself so she could help others💜

  • @MsTooteh
    @MsTooteh 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I just wanted to thank you - both Cecilia and also SBSK - for making this video and really working to take down barriers and disrupt very detrimental attitudes and beliefs around psychosis and specifically schizophrenia (which has quite the reputation). This was really an eye opener for me, and I can see beliefs of my own that were detrimental and incorrect. I also realized that if I myself had schizophrenia, I, too, would be looking for this exact type of hope, validation, and inclusion. I'm so glad that this group exists in the world. ;)

  • @SandiByrd
    @SandiByrd ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Omigosh I absolutely adore Celilia - I don't think I've ever clicked an SBSK video so fast!! She's such an awesome human being - so honest and forthcoming. I will always root for her happiness and overall well being! Thanks again for all that you do on this channel. It's so very very important.

  • @ASMRconKiki
    @ASMRconKiki ปีที่แล้ว +98

    What a remarkable change for the best, I am so happy for her. I saw she gave TED talks, her journey is so inspiring. She is a very strong, resilient, kind individual 🙌🏻✨❤️

  • @brdnmlna
    @brdnmlna ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I don't know if Cecilia will ever watch this or read these comments, but she is such an inspiration and such a kind soul. I'm glad we got the chance to listen to her and see her progress. We are all so glad you're here, Cecilia!

  • @JaxTheRiffer
    @JaxTheRiffer ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The video with Cecilia from 2017 was the first SBSK video I watched about three years ago. It's what got me into this channel and it feels so good coming back here and seeing her turn her life around. It's such an amazing thing she's doing, it's so important that people struggling with issues like that never feel alone and excluded. God bless!

  • @ee7069
    @ee7069 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    she is glowing! i’m so happy she is healthier!!

  • @strisselstudios3932
    @strisselstudios3932 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Ive been watching SBSK for years and I vividly remember Cecilias interview.. I went off to college in 2018 and had trouble sleeping. I went to a doctor about it and got prescribed insomnia meds to help with sleep. A side effect that I ended up suffering from was auditory hallucinations. I didnt even know. In my apartment I was constantly hearing birds or bird noises and I thought nothing of it. I genuinely thought i was hearing birds at all hours of the day, and never considered my meds were doing something. I would lay in bed and hear birds all night, which kept me awake, and I was miserable. I thought about killing myself several times because my meds were making me tired but I couldnt fall asleep because I was being disturbed by bird noises and it felt never ending. It wasnt until I had a friend over and mentioned the birds and they told me they didnt hear it that I reached out for help. Ultimately I just stopped taking my insomnia meds and stopped hearing things, but now 4 years later I still have an awful time going to sleep. But it makes me happy to hear other peoples stories because it lets me know that Im not alone. I was on sleep meds for 2 years and suffered the entire time. Thank you Cecilia for telling your story and helping others and thank you Chris continually restoring my faith in humanity ❤

  • @celiasmith7434
    @celiasmith7434 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Wow! What an incredible transformation! This just shows the power of medication. This shows the years that she worked and clawed her way up to a decent mental state. I'm so Happy to see her like this

  • @steph.uhknee
    @steph.uhknee ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Watching this brought tears to my eyes. It is beautiful and I am just repeating "wow" after "wow" as the video goes on because it shows the resiliency and absolute power a human being has in changing the world. Cecilia, I hope you know you are beyond extraordinary and I am blown away by the many lives you have positively impacted and will continue to impact. Not only did you fight for yourself, but you saw that something in this world had to change and you did it. YOU DID IT! Congratulations on everything you have accomplished and I thank God for people like you who never give up!! God bless.

  • @laurenraposa5765
    @laurenraposa5765 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Seeing Cecilia’s growth is stunning! I am so inspired by her journey & her passion to build a community to help others.

  • @YehudiNimol
    @YehudiNimol ปีที่แล้ว +75

    She looks so lively here! I'm proud of the journey she went through, and am glad she's doing well and paving the way for other people with schizophrenia and other schizo-affective disorders. Each individual has the power to change their lives and others', despite whatever mental health struggles they're facing, and Cecilia is living proof of that!

  • @callmekells802
    @callmekells802 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I cannot get over her transformation. Cecelia seems so grounded and embodied, and so much more self assured. I’m blown away.

  • @richardjessiejohnson9108
    @richardjessiejohnson9108 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    she looks healthy and happy.

  • @MaddyRebecca
    @MaddyRebecca ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I’ve always loved Cecilia, she has been such a huge inspiration for me while I recovered from my own psychosis. I owe so much so her bravery and honesty in sharing her story.

  • @tammy_vip
    @tammy_vip ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Oh man, I love Cecilia so much. What an incredible woman she continues to be. ❤️

  • @user-fs1gr1jf9q
    @user-fs1gr1jf9q 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    16:27 "scattered thoughts"
    22:12 "Good morning, psychosis"
    25:00 "delusions of grandeur"
    29:13 "like minds"
    (tysm Cecilia, SWP and Special Books for creating this video)

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for time stamping my son

    • @user-fs1gr1jf9q
      @user-fs1gr1jf9q 14 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@kevgmor 🐙💙💛

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@user-fs1gr1jf9q Hello :) Thank you

  • @Gunner171984
    @Gunner171984 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Amazing to see the work Cecilia and her group members do as well as this channel. Bravo to Kev and his ability to translate his thoughts and feelings in dealing with psychosis into song. Quite the lyricist! They are all so inspirational! ❤

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you very much, Anna :)

  • @moonchild_778
    @moonchild_778 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    I don't have schizophrenia but being someone with my own mental illnesses and struggles, this video really helped me feel accepted and that it's okay to be who I am. Anyone that doesn't accept me for me along with my struggles and flaws, that's their problem. Thank you Cecilia for opening up once again and I'm so proud of how far you've came. Thank you Chris for letting people share their stories about so many different struggles and disabilities and bringing light to all of the different things that make someone, them.

  • @lizettemartinez3117
    @lizettemartinez3117 ปีที่แล้ว +233

    Wow, no reconocí a Cecilia, se ve increíble, me alegra mucho que ya esté mejor y lo que está haciendo por los demás es muy bello.

    • @JoshMatt_
      @JoshMatt_ ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Me pasó lo mismo... Me quedé impactado, dije: ¿En serio es ella? Que bien es verla de esa forma, su evolución en todo sentido es genial y alegra por la propía persona que es.

  • @_celeste-
    @_celeste- ปีที่แล้ว +6

    She is so encouraging for us people who struggle with mental health issues. She truly gives me hope

  • @vanymobile
    @vanymobile 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    No vi la anterior entrevista aún pero veo el gran avance que has tenido y me alegra mucho. Me alegra tu aceptación y que puedas ser tú libremente. Eso quita un gran peso de encima problemas añadidos de ansiedad, depresión, etc... Y me alegro mucho por tu proyecto que ayuda a tanta gente. Mi hijo es autista+ tdah y como decia Shamus sólo alguien que lo vive puede entenderte realmente aunque quieran ayudar o ser comprensivos asi que cuando encuentras a alguien que lo ha vivido yo lo llamo "hablar el mismo idioma" y es genial poder compartir de verdad.
    Ojalá Daniel, el otro chico al que entrevistaste 2 veces, pudiera ponerse en contacto con ellos para tener mas red de apoyo.
    Y me ha entristecido el hombre que tocó la guitarra ya que por culpa de no tener diagnóstico y no poder contar con apoyo tuvo que tener una vida tan dura pero me ha emocionado saber que ya encontró su comunidad para poder ser feliz. Realmente tiene mucho talento con su guitarra y su voz. Deberia potenciarlo, es un gran artista!. Enhorabuena a todos y cada uno de los miembros de esa comunidad porque hacen una labor increíble para ellos mismos y para todas las demás personas que lo van formando poco a poco. Espero sigan con tanto éxito y ayude a otras personas cuánto antes y no tengan que sufrir miedo, incomprensión, soledad, malos hábitos, malos tratos hacia ellos mismos. Mucho ánimo en vuestra lucha! 🥰🥰
    Edito: Cecilia, vi tu charla en Ted y es increíble pero muy ilustrativa. No se si sabes lo que es la parálisis del sueño pero me ha venido a la mente cuando describiste la esquizofrenia. Yo he sufrido parálisis del sueño varias veces (surge por estrés extremo normalmente) y es horrible, no se lo deseo a nadie. No imagino sufrir eso todos los dias todo el tiempo. Sois luchadores natos, os admiro.

  • @davedogge2280
    @davedogge2280 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I remember watching Cecilla's first video and felt bad for her, then I watched her second video and was very surprised at the progress of her recovery but this is off the scale. Well done Cecilia and keep it up, it just goes to show with a proper plan you can improve your life in many ways.

  • @LaCurlySue562
    @LaCurlySue562 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Wow! What a powerful song he sang! I could feel so much of him coming through. 😭
    I'm so proud of Cecilia!!!! She's amazing! They all are! Living with these symptoms all day, everyday, for some and functioning and thriving! Brings hope to even those of us who may deal with depression, anxiety or other issues, that you CAN excel!

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you so much

    • @LaCurlySue562
      @LaCurlySue562 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@kevgmor No, thank YOU for being so vulnerable and sharing your story and your song!! 💚

  • @JohnnyVanCash
    @JohnnyVanCash ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Seeing Cecilia after many years so much happier made my heart melt.❤

  • @kee-tu4cq
    @kee-tu4cq ปีที่แล้ว +15

    A lot of great music comes from people with mental health struggles. I’ve been in and out of mental health programs in my life (my last being the OCD residential treatment center at McLean hospital). There was so many good guitar players there. Music and the arts can be so helpful in healing.

    • @Velereonics
      @Velereonics 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Passion Pit is bipolar schizo or something to that effect. Doesn't release much anymore, didn't release much as it is, but all of it was so interesting. He's like waaaaaaaaaaaaaay ahead of his time. He's like Daft Punk from the year 3500

  • @Puppyolo
    @Puppyolo ปีที่แล้ว +53

    What an important and empowering interview. So happy for Cecilia and their accomplishments these past few years, and hearing others’ stories as well!

    • @bluefan651
      @bluefan651 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is definitely my favorite SBSK interview. Cecelia has and is accomplishing so much! She rose above the nay-sayers! At first I began to write: How dare the naysayers… then I realized I was being judgmental as well. That being said, I had tears in my eyes during the story and song from the beautiful red headed Dad. What a strong man to stare into the faces of his demons and tell them he is not submitting. I want to hug all of you and thank you for being awesome and encouraging people to be themselves and become comfortable with sharing their lives to educate the general population about mental illness. I have worked in Occupational Therapy for over 24 years and I have met some of the most intelligent, open minded and fascinating people on locked wards. It’s so important for all of us as human beings to understand, accept and love one another. Thank you. Good luck and Godspeed.

  • @jessicaperry8213
    @jessicaperry8213 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    She is an inspiration. Her passion and advocacy for mental health is beautiful. She has came so far. I've experienced psychosis and I hid it for awhile but hearing your journey and others I'm more open about it to help others come out as well. Finding a good treatment plan and support system helps. So proud of you.

  • @mirjamk
    @mirjamk ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It made me so happy hearing this update from Cecilia! I remember her from her TED talk as well as her first interview on this channel, and I was just as in awe of her then as I am now. Studying astrophysics, living with schizophrenia and autism in a neurotypical world, advocating for others and yourself in the face of stigma and misunderstanding - all of these are hard enough on their own, and she is out here doing all three. I'm so glad to see it.

  • @zartbitter713
    @zartbitter713 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Ich habe das erste Interview gesehen und freue mich so sehr über diese wahnsinnige Veränderung ...sie ist sicher ein helles Licht der Hoffnung für viele andere Betroffene und Nichtbetroffene ❤️🍀

  • @sabre9342
    @sabre9342 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I 👏🏻 AM 👏🏻 SO 👏🏻 PROUD 👏🏻 OF 👏🏻 HER!!!! Cecelia, you have come SO far! Congratulations for all of the growth that you’ve done and for proving those doctors wrong. SWP is a beautiful thing and I hope you’re very proud of it and yourself.

  • @ValentinaLichman
    @ValentinaLichman ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Cecilia really helped me when I was first experiencing psychosis. I was also a student. Thank you, Cecilia!

  • @namsr
    @namsr ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This made my day. I was so surprised to find out that this was the same Cecilia we saw in 2017. You can really see how much she was struggling then when you contrast how she is now. The programs that she's running are SO vital. Creating a space for people with schizophrenia to come together, feel open and feel unashamed is so beautiful to see!

  • @bekahanneful
    @bekahanneful ปีที่แล้ว +50

    This is SO BEAUTIFUL to witness. I am feeling incredibly inspired to find the ways toward accepting things about myself, my life and my health, that are really hard to cope with. So great to see Cecelia again. Big love from just north of Boston!!!

  • @KristenLB
    @KristenLB ปีที่แล้ว +29

    WOW. Cecilia is so eloquent with words and has such a nice speaking voice, among all her other amazing qualities. It's both relaxing and informative listening to her talk about something that needs the advocacy she provides and I'm so thankful that someone like her was able to find this wonderful goal and live so purposefully. She seems in such a good place and she is able to communicate herself so well and that shows so much strength to me. Everyone in this video is so brave to share and my heart feels full knowing people who need it are continuing to find community and lifelong connections. So glad to see this

  • @Jasmine-ez5td
    @Jasmine-ez5td ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Not only does she look excellent, she also seems like she has grown and come a long way internally as well. Her story is very inspiring.

  • @thomashverring9484
    @thomashverring9484 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This channel is a beacon of light! It's a window into parts of reality many people don't know about and won't recognize. I so hope it brings more acceptance. Being supportive and kind is what it's all about. Thank you!

  • @alexjordan8838
    @alexjordan8838 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    i remember watching their ted talk, then her interview with you, and now here they are! so proud of cecilia!

  • @biology6034
    @biology6034 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    for many people with certain disorders, being able to commiserate, share their experience and feel understood and not alone in their situation is a saving grace. It's terrible to hear that people experiencing psychosis have been denied this for fear of rejection. You guys are doing a fantastic job with this!

  • @ellaaa1498
    @ellaaa1498 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Her voice is like asmr. I love your channel, thank you for chatting with her again, so fascinating and calming.

  • @susanhunter9196
    @susanhunter9196 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Having support can be the difference between night and, day with mental health issues. So wonderful to see Cecilia so happy and, speaking out! Wishing all of them a lifetime of happiness and, joy!🥰

  • @eatrawskin
    @eatrawskin ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It's so heartwarming to see how different things are for Cecilia 5 years later. I always resonated with her despite me not having schizophrenia, I just relate to the way she spoke about and dealt with it. I want the best for her and I'm just glad SBSK are giving us the chance to check in on her. 💖

  • @jamiemichelle182
    @jamiemichelle182 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    seeing who shes become is absolutely beautiful I hope it gives hope

  • @TheAleatoriorandom
    @TheAleatoriorandom ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I decided to watch the previous videos since I didn't know about her story, and man, what a journey! It's incredible what you have achieved, Cecilia. Even back in 2017, as difficult as it is for you to look back it was already a point of great effort and progress, part of the path that you have walked to become the amazing person you are today! We recently studied a little bit about schizophrenia in class, and honestly it felt like it was dehumanizing towards people with that condition, that's what made me want to watch these videos. I will definetly share these with my teacher and classmates. Thank you for the amazing work that you do! And to Chris as well for amplifiying the voice of awesome people like Cecilia!

  • @shesmoonlight514
    @shesmoonlight514 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    So happy to see Cecilia back on the channel!! Sending all my love to her.

  • @itycagameplays
    @itycagameplays ปีที่แล้ว +7

    She's beautiful and such an intelligent person.

  • @mk1604
    @mk1604 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you all so much for making this video. I have struggled with mental illness for many years and you have lifted my spirits and given me hope for the future. Greetings from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿