Maddie Zahm - If It's Not God (Live Session)

"If It’s Not God" by Maddie Zahm from her debut EP 'You Might Not Like Her', out now via AWAL.
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Directed by Gus Black
Keys - Adam Yaron
Bass - Joey Howard
Violin - Cynthia Tolson
BGV - Sophie Holohan
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LYRICS
Be pretty and
Don’t make it look like you're tryin
Told to be Esther
When I felt like Goliath
When they were wrong
I could never keep quiet
I'd search for the truth
And had faith that I’d find it
Set myself on fire
let myself be the liar
All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom
Cause I never understood some types of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
What father picks a few just to leave the rest
I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed
So If it wasn’t God then thank God it was me
They called me a sinner
When I was a saint
Hiding in her bedroom
Praying depression away
Killin herself for eternal life
And losing her interests to be a good wife
Set myself on fire
I let them call me the liar
All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom
Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
What father picks a few just to leave the rest
I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed
So If it wasn’t God if that wasn't God it was me
Thank God it was me
BRIDGE:
If it was God
Then I don’t have to worry
He’ll know why I left
Why I ran in a hurry
So either way I choose
I’m not wasting my life
Cause the voice in my head
Has always been right
All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom
Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong
Something inside me was always steering left
No father picks a few just to leave the rest
CREDITS
DIRECTOR : Gus Black
PRODUCTION MANAGER: Ashley Whelan
STEADI CAM: Garet Jatsek
FIRST AC: Jorge Olortedui
DIRECTOR ASSISTANT: Redamo Rosa
PRODUCTION ASSISTANT: Ian Herz
PRODUCTION ASSISTANT: Nick Pillot
HMU: Carolina Ballesteros
DIRECTOR’S REP: Agency Arts
VIDEO COMMISSIONER: Bianca Bhagat
LABEL: AWAL
ARTIST MANAGEMENT: Christian Stavros, Heather Kolker
IF IT’S NOT GOD
WRITTEN BY: Maddie Zahm, Brian Brundage
PRODUCTION: Adam Yaron, Maddie Zahm
MIX ENGINEER: Matt Huber
MASTERED BY: Joe LaPorta
MASTERED AT: Sterling Sound
RECORDING ENGINEER: Adam Yaron
KEYS: Brian Brundage
CELLO: Tiger Darrow
VIOLIN: Chase Potter
BACKING VOCALS: Bre Kennedy, Sam Backoff, Zoe Clark
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