The perineal question: why do bad things happen and then what do we do about it. This was THE BEST answer I’ve heard in a long time and I’m a retired Religious Studies Professor who still works on social justice issues. I’m ALWAYS telling folks to “cultivate a spiritual practice” in order to arrive at the equanimity of attitude that assist each of us in surrender. THANK YOU for sharing. I was inspired. 🦋
You just helped me more than you know in this moment, by hearing this msg. Thank YOU SO MUCH for your honesty and for sharing this deeper truth. It has shifted me in this very moment, to make the next small steps that if I didn't hear this I probably would be too caught up to make. Now I feel after hearing this that I am back in line with my true self, and can make the right next choices
Of your eloquent accounts, these are arguably your most poignant I've listened to so far. Your friend Trish lived by compassion and died by compassion, and by doing so released even more compassion. Your own childhood trauma put you on an path of intellectual and spiritual inquiry that is now helping so may of us. It seems like when "sacrifice" is a true "sacred offering" so much good comes into the world. I honor the pain, I honor you both. And I'm deeply thankful.
Love is yoked to loss because it is the loss of the beloved that horrifies us. When we are robbed of them that is what we must reconcile and that process, to me, is Scorpio- the reconciliation that is elegiac, exquisite, “the ecstasy of grief” that terrorizes us by its intimacy, also Scorpio, primordial. I had never thought of it as “the horror of true love,” but feel now that this is a profound and correct characterization. I feel it is the shock that is most difficult to reconcile. And the shock is something else, not Scorpio. Is it that the shock is colder and outside of love? “And we are put on earth a little space, That we may learn to bear the beams of love, And these black bodies and this sun-burnt face Is but a cloud, and like a shady grove.” - William Blake
One of the qualities I like about you is your willingness to share pieces of your Soul. You are not afraid to be vulnerable. You are genuine. And thank you for that. I've been watching your videos for maybe 1 1/2 yrs now. I get a lot out of them and enjoy them.
I also was molested as a child, also dyslexic, went through hell through school hiding every thing that I couldn’t learn. Due to teacher’s not knowing or understand how to teach me. I had the lowest self esteem, nor feeling good. Drugs, and drinking took over. I don’t know how that I am still here. But thankful that I am. Due to knowing that I felt so bad in my teens that I was self destructive, and truly wanted to end my life. And truly wanting to not be here anymore. Someone besides myself saved me, and today I am thankful for. Today I have found my true self and my gifts that I know that I was born with. Life is not always easy or fair. I have come to the place to accept, and feel nothing more than my journey, was a learning lesson. I have dealt with all and over come. It has all made me the knowing of what is out there, and made me the strong Scorpio individual that I am. And out of all, came to a place of forgiving, not letting all change me to be evil, or revenge full. It all brought me to love my self and others. Rather than shutting everyone else that would do me as I have lived in my past.
🙏🏼 thank you for sharing. I really enjoy your reports and getting to know you as you open up! 💕 it’s great to find someone who isn’t afraid to be authentic 👏🏼
Exploration of the darkness is hard, long, terrifying and painful. Godspeed to us all on those unavoidable human journeys into the darkness. May we all return with deep truths about power and love.
Adam you have articulated in such a beautiful way my own philosophy of life.Being a Capricorn,the bigger picture always plays out,but through trauma? Yes!! It has helped me get through the tragic passing of my father very recently..and it’s been affirming to hear your words and thoughts.Thank you
THANK YOU for your beautiful, deep and Personal share - your Dark experience and how it works within your Divine Play. Love it. Whoa! Deep Respect and Love from the Midwest. ♥️♥️♥️
WOW 💕 that was such a beautiful and heartfelt talk that went straight into my heart. Through your understanding/humility, you inspire and help to heal so many people besides myself. Thank you very much. You are a treasure to listen to. 🌈💕🌟. Listening on sag lunar eclipse and the weather is warm. lilacs just across the street releasing their fragrance all morning. It was a glorious day listening to you talk was so inspiring!🦋🌈
I am sorry, and also feel your pain for the loss of your friend ❤. There is good and evil, in this world. If we believe, we know that this life is not the end. Only the beginning of something better for us that are taken. Thank you for being true, and sharing these awful things that we have had to endure, and come to some kind of understanding. Even though we may truly not understand why. Only god has the answer for this. I surely don’t but deal and try to come okay with as time passes. I truly feel you my friend.
This is brilliant! I must share asap with my son who has chosen in this lifetime to really "grapple with the dark", as it were. So informed, you are. A seriously great student grows into a seriously great teacher! YES.
This is brilliant Adam. I'm so thankful I found your channel and that you have the guts to handle this topic in a very divisive and extremely judgemental time. I was going to point out Arunja was fighting family and that's partly why he wanted to piece out. Krishna told him he had to fulfill his role. So many may look at a warrior required by God to kill his cousins who he grew up with as evil. I had heavy karma coming in and I experienced molestation in childhood too. So, I understand that experience. I have to point out that Scorpio has a few symbols: the Scorpio when operating on a selfish level and the Eagle/Phoenix when operating on a unit level. When my first born daughter died at because she was born prematurely it shattered me...but it launched my Spiritual Awakening because I dropped the fear I had about being perceived as a crazy spiritual person. Your story about your friend reminds me of the Past Life Regression I went to soon after my daughters death. In my last life during the 1930's I was brutally murdered. The details are elaborate and I won't go into that...what was valuable to me reliving this experience was the way my soul reacted to the experience. On a soul level I felt an extreme amount of compassion for the kid who murdered me I understood his hopelessness, the horrible life he led and what caused him to make that decision. Anyways, that's why I can forgive even the most heinous crimes. I understand and many of us have lived multiple lives and have played the roles of bad guys. Yes, in this life those who need help should get it but some cross the point where they need a new avatar and fresh start. As an eternal soul, when out of body, we know nothing can harm us. This is just a play and we are no more judgemental of the person that killed us then the actor playing a villain on television.
I'm sorry about your friend and thank you for discussing what happened to her. I worked in the mental health system for over 14 years and it is an everyday battle. I used to feel safe bc I knew where all the crazy people were. When I left and assimilated back into mainstream society, not having the support of a trained team, I never realized how much we supported one another, until it wasn't there. There are so many layers of grief esp around heinous acts and sudden death - which is complicated enough in its own right. Much of mental illness is, imo, is poor parenting and sexual, physical, emotional abuse. Along with poor diet and - add in alcoholism and drug addiction and you have a recipe for disaster. I blame no one in society, but i will tell you i hold (catholic) church and governments directly responsible for keeping and creating poverty, which in and of itself a form or consequence of mentally ill world leaders who need to abuse others to feel significant, unique, important. The evil is blatant when you follow the money trails.
Mental health can't be blamed entirely on poor parenting, what about genetics for a start. Bipolar can be passed on regardless of how good a parent is.
Contemplating how you compared our relationship to the great dance of the universe to our relationship with our father/instruments/etc... It helped me see that perhaps to get there we have to make it the thing we pay most attention to. Spend the most time with. And that daily meditation is exactly that. I realize i spend a lot of time trying to please and entertain myself instead of doing things for selfless reasons or for Krishna. It's a really hard struggle, but i feel like I can see where I could change things now. Thank you
Oftentimes it feels that cultivating union with the Divine is accepting reality and distancing us from that which haunts us. Looking at it as something that is a part of our earthly story but that is not intrinsically us.
Thank you for this- I stopped my exercising and just listened.. everyone is going through a lot right now on so many levels. Everyone needs healing. Thank god / goddess for nightlight astrology! Also, maybe I’m the only one thinking this and maybe it’s too robotic or trite to ask but I’m really curious to know what transits were happening in your friend’s chart that you saw.
Ok. Not being funny but this has blown me away... thought I'd listen to go to sleep. Haha, wrong choice. I'm in tears instead. The process of turning your pain and trauma into your growth is karma.
I can relate to this so tight. I was raised by Scorpio sun mother. Thank you for sharing such profound, Intense and personal experiences. So much respect and love to you.
To be honest, I got the message the first video, but thank you for sharing. I have to admit I wasn't ready to hear, but I'm so grateful for this, and your work. Bless your heart, I love you!
Thank you for telling Tricia's story to remind us to live where we are, in darkness and in the light. Thank you for continuing with this talk - so needed right now as we struggle to understand the extreme polarities. Blessings and thank you!
Wow Adam that was so beautiful ✝️🔦♏️ Thank you for sharing your story. Takes deep healing to be able to converse about personal trauma like so. You are complete ✨✨
The parents forgave the man. Then they showed him grace. Grace is to give to the person even when they have been evil. It heals and changes us all. Imagine if the whole world would practice this daily. What if.......
Karma happens *THROUGH* us, even though while we are living it, it feels like it happens *TO* us. We came to earth with bunch of files for the collective to heal. Generational, arechetypal, big huges longdated files to transcend in this cycle. When one soul heals, it benefits to all of us because we are interconnected through our DNAs. Thank you all for doing a great amazing job 🙏💫💯👍 #Conducts
Mind flavored bad vs good forgiveness compared to heart (God) compassion forgiveness is a shift of consciousness that feeds an internal soul freedom doesn't escape earths duality. My personal life journey endorses this as truth. One lives their truth.
But what about suffering of animals? How can you put this perspective there? You can say - something horrible has happened to me, and it has changed me the way I am now, ok I get it. But when you think about their suffering, which is absolutely overwhelming considering the numbers - 200 million of just land animals killed for food alone. They are tortured, caged, mutilated, often skinned alive, that is just horror what happens to them, and it is totally needless, as we humans can live and thrive on plant diet. How there can be any light for them in their life so full of suffering? How can you put any god there? I ask out of true concern, as it has been in my mind for some time, so I would appliance any answer.
A great question. The Vedic philosophy tells us that the human form of life is especially unique because far more than most forms of life that souls take it provides the opportunity to reflect upon suffering snd inquire about the nature of our own being. This is precisely why the human form of life should not be wasted with only a higher pursuit of animalistic pleasure. We have the facility to inquire about the nature of ourselves, pain, reality, the soul, etc, when most forms of life, comparatively, do not. This is also why, for example, our current Dalai Lama says that arriving in a human body is like coming up from the middle of the ocean through the center of a life preserver. It is also why the ancient yogic and Buddhist traditions promote ahimsa or nonviolence toward all living beings. Once you understand that most living creatures, including the majority of humans, are absolutely bewildered by the flow of karma and the suffering of its cycles, you demonstrate compassion and nonviolence. Because it is true...many people, what to speak of animals, suffer and are reborn constantly without the ability to reflect upon the nature of themselves, pain, impermanence, etc. This is also why saints in all of these traditions made a point to teach and try to reach all the suffering souls.
The perineal question: why do bad things happen and then what do we do about it. This was THE BEST answer I’ve heard in a long time and I’m a retired Religious Studies Professor who still works on social justice issues. I’m ALWAYS telling folks to “cultivate a spiritual practice” in order to arrive at the equanimity of attitude that assist each of us in surrender. THANK YOU for sharing. I was inspired. 🦋
You just helped me more than you know in this moment, by hearing this msg. Thank YOU SO MUCH for your honesty and for sharing this deeper truth. It has shifted me in this very moment, to make the next small steps that if I didn't hear this I probably would be too caught up to make. Now I feel after hearing this that I am back in line with my true self, and can make the right next choices
Of your eloquent accounts, these are arguably your most poignant I've listened to so far. Your friend Trish lived by compassion and died by compassion, and by doing so released even more compassion. Your own childhood trauma put you on an path of intellectual and spiritual inquiry that is now helping so may of us. It seems like when "sacrifice" is a true "sacred offering" so much good comes into the world.
I honor the pain, I honor you both. And I'm deeply thankful.
It's never TMI when you open up about something that damaged u but led you to ur true north is an honor. Thanks for sharing.💪
Love is yoked to loss because it is the loss of the beloved that horrifies us. When we are robbed of them that is what we must reconcile and that process, to me, is Scorpio- the reconciliation that is elegiac, exquisite, “the ecstasy of grief” that terrorizes us by its intimacy, also Scorpio, primordial. I had never thought of it as “the horror of true love,” but feel now that this is a profound and correct characterization. I feel it is the shock that is most difficult to reconcile. And the shock is something else, not Scorpio. Is it that the shock is colder and outside of love? “And we are put on earth a little space,
That we may learn to bear the beams of love,
And these black bodies and this sun-burnt face
Is but a cloud, and like a shady grove.” - William Blake
One of the qualities I like about you is your willingness to share pieces of your Soul. You are not afraid to be vulnerable. You are genuine. And thank you for that. I've been watching your videos for maybe 1 1/2 yrs now. I get a lot out of them and enjoy them.
Im sorry that u went thru that .
I also was molested as a child, also dyslexic, went through hell through school hiding every thing that I couldn’t learn. Due to teacher’s not knowing or understand how to teach me. I had the lowest self esteem, nor feeling good. Drugs, and drinking took over. I don’t know how that I am still here. But thankful that I am. Due to knowing that I felt so bad in my teens that I was self destructive, and truly wanted to end my life. And truly wanting to not be here anymore. Someone besides myself saved me, and today I am thankful for. Today I have found my true self and my gifts that I know that I was born with. Life is not always easy or fair. I have come to the place to accept, and feel nothing more than my journey, was a learning lesson. I have dealt with all and over come. It has all made me the knowing of what is out there, and made me the strong Scorpio individual that I am. And out of all, came to a place of forgiving, not letting all change me to be evil, or revenge full. It all brought me to love my self and others. Rather than shutting everyone else that would do me as I have lived in my past.
🙏🏼 thank you for sharing. I really enjoy your reports and getting to know you as you open up! 💕 it’s great to find someone who isn’t afraid to be authentic 👏🏼
Exploration of the darkness is hard, long, terrifying and painful. Godspeed to us all on those unavoidable human journeys into the darkness. May we all return with deep truths about power and love.
Adam you have articulated in such a beautiful way my own philosophy of life.Being a Capricorn,the bigger picture always plays out,but through trauma? Yes!! It has helped me get through the tragic passing of my father very recently..and it’s been affirming to hear your words and thoughts.Thank you
Perhaps our journey is our work? Some its healing, some its sharing-teaching, some its showing (art), its our saturn to share these gifts.
Thank you for sharing Adam. 😊 This is an amazing reminder that I needed.
THANK YOU for your beautiful, deep and Personal share - your Dark experience and how it works within your Divine Play. Love it. Whoa! Deep Respect and Love from the Midwest. ♥️♥️♥️
WOW 💕 that was such a beautiful and heartfelt talk that went straight into my heart. Through your understanding/humility, you inspire and help to heal so many people besides myself. Thank you very much. You are a treasure to listen to. 🌈💕🌟. Listening on sag lunar eclipse and the weather is warm. lilacs just across the street releasing their fragrance all morning. It was a glorious day listening to you talk was so inspiring!🦋🌈
So intellectually stimulating! New subscriber here! I see in your book shelf that you have the Bhadaga Vita sacred texts! 😌🙏
Thank you for sharing such poignant stories.
I am sorry, and also feel your pain for the loss of your friend ❤. There is good and evil, in this world. If we believe, we know that this life is not the end. Only the beginning of something better for us that are taken. Thank you for being true, and sharing these awful things that we have had to endure, and come to some kind of understanding. Even though we may truly not understand why. Only god has the answer for this. I surely don’t but deal and try to come okay with as time passes. I truly feel you my friend.
This is brilliant! I must share asap with my son who has chosen in this lifetime to really "grapple with the dark", as it were. So informed, you are. A seriously great student grows into a seriously great teacher! YES.
This is brilliant Adam. I'm so thankful I found your channel and that you have the guts to handle this topic in a very divisive and extremely judgemental time.
I was going to point out Arunja was fighting family and that's partly why he wanted to piece out. Krishna told him he had to fulfill his role. So many may look at a warrior required by God to kill his cousins who he grew up with as evil.
I had heavy karma coming in and I experienced molestation in childhood too. So, I understand that experience.
I have to point out that Scorpio has a few symbols: the Scorpio when operating on a selfish level and the Eagle/Phoenix when operating on a unit level.
When my first born daughter died at because she was born prematurely it shattered me...but it launched my Spiritual Awakening because I dropped the fear I had about being perceived as a crazy spiritual person.
Your story about your friend reminds me of the Past Life Regression I went to soon after my daughters death.
In my last life during the 1930's I was brutally murdered. The details are elaborate and I won't go into that...what was valuable to me reliving this experience was the way my soul reacted to the experience. On a soul level I felt an extreme amount of compassion for the kid who murdered me I understood his hopelessness, the horrible life he led and what caused him to make that decision.
Anyways, that's why I can forgive even the most heinous crimes. I understand and many of us have lived multiple lives and have played the roles of bad guys.
Yes, in this life those who need help should get it but some cross the point where they need a new avatar and fresh start.
As an eternal soul, when out of body, we know nothing can harm us. This is just a play and we are no more judgemental of the person that killed us then the actor playing a villain on television.
I'm sorry about your friend and thank you for discussing what happened to her. I worked in the mental health system for over 14 years and it is an everyday battle. I used to feel safe bc I knew where all the crazy people were. When I left and assimilated back into mainstream society, not having the support of a trained team, I never realized how much we supported one another, until it wasn't there. There are so many layers of grief esp around heinous acts and sudden death - which is complicated enough in its own right. Much of mental illness is, imo, is poor parenting and sexual, physical, emotional abuse. Along with poor diet and - add in alcoholism and drug addiction and you have a recipe for disaster. I blame no one in society, but i will tell you i hold (catholic) church and governments directly responsible for keeping and creating poverty, which in and of itself a form or consequence of mentally ill world leaders who need to abuse others to feel significant, unique, important. The evil is blatant when you follow the money trails.
Mental health can't be blamed entirely on poor parenting, what about genetics for a start. Bipolar can be passed on regardless of how good a parent is.
Contemplating how you compared our relationship to the great dance of the universe to our relationship with our father/instruments/etc... It helped me see that perhaps to get there we have to make it the thing we pay most attention to. Spend the most time with. And that daily meditation is exactly that. I realize i spend a lot of time trying to please and entertain myself instead of doing things for selfless reasons or for Krishna. It's a really hard struggle, but i feel like I can see where I could change things now. Thank you
My oh my, another totally captivating talk. I generally do chores whilst listening, and in this case I stopped everything to listen with 100% focus.
WoW.
.. you speak so well on these matters.
Thank You for your guidance .
That was intense! A fitting theme for scorpio time. The first video was a good warm up for this one
Thank you Adam! I feel more that I can say, or write, you are valuable.
Oftentimes it feels that cultivating union with the Divine is accepting reality and distancing us from that which haunts us. Looking at it as something that is a part of our earthly story but that is not intrinsically us.
Thank you for this- I stopped my exercising and just listened.. everyone is going through a lot right now on so many levels. Everyone needs healing. Thank god / goddess for nightlight astrology! Also, maybe I’m the only one thinking this and maybe it’s too robotic or trite to ask but I’m really curious to know what transits were happening in your friend’s chart that you saw.
Thank you Adam! 💕
Well done...thank you. You are a wise one.
Tha k you for sharing, Adam.
This was really touching and real and leveled. Thank you Adam 🍀
Thank you so much for sharing
Your message of full heart is heard. An extraordinary dialogue with us 🙏
Ok. Not being funny but this has blown me away... thought I'd listen to go to sleep. Haha, wrong choice. I'm in tears instead. The process of turning your pain and trauma into your growth is karma.
I can relate to this so tight. I was raised by Scorpio sun mother. Thank you for sharing such profound, Intense and personal experiences. So much respect and love to you.
To be honest, I got the message the first video, but thank you for sharing. I have to admit I wasn't ready to hear, but I'm so grateful for this, and your work. Bless your heart, I love you!
Thank you for telling Tricia's story to remind us to live where we are, in darkness and in the light. Thank you for continuing with this talk - so needed right now as we struggle to understand the extreme polarities. Blessings and thank you!
Wow Adam that was so beautiful ✝️🔦♏️
Thank you for sharing your story. Takes deep healing to be able to converse about personal trauma like so. You are complete ✨✨
Thank you.
The parents forgave the man. Then they showed him grace. Grace is to give to the person even when they have been evil.
It heals and changes us all. Imagine if the whole world would practice this daily. What if.......
Karma happens *THROUGH* us, even though while we are living it, it feels like it happens *TO* us.
We came to earth with bunch of files for the collective to heal.
Generational, arechetypal, big huges longdated files to transcend in this cycle.
When one soul heals, it benefits to all of us because we are interconnected through our DNAs.
Thank you all for doing a great amazing job 🙏💫💯👍
#Conducts
But what specifically was aspecting her chart at that time?
Mind flavored bad vs good forgiveness compared to heart (God) compassion forgiveness is a shift of consciousness that feeds an internal soul freedom doesn't escape earths duality. My personal life journey endorses this as truth. One lives their truth.
Which transit was in her chart when that happened, if you don’t mind me asking? That’s an awful tragedy I’m so sorry
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But what about suffering of animals? How can you put this perspective there? You can say - something horrible has happened to me, and it has changed me the way I am now, ok I get it. But when you think about their suffering, which is absolutely overwhelming considering the numbers - 200 million of just land animals killed for food alone. They are tortured, caged, mutilated, often skinned alive, that is just horror what happens to them, and it is totally needless, as we humans can live and thrive on plant diet. How there can be any light for them in their life so full of suffering? How can you put any god there? I ask out of true concern, as it has been in my mind for some time, so I would appliance any answer.
A great question. The Vedic philosophy tells us that the human form of life is especially unique because far more than most forms of life that souls take it provides the opportunity to reflect upon suffering snd inquire about the nature of our own being. This is precisely why the human form of life should not be wasted with only a higher pursuit of animalistic pleasure. We have the facility to inquire about the nature of ourselves, pain, reality, the soul, etc, when most forms of life, comparatively, do not. This is also why, for example, our current Dalai Lama says that arriving in a human body is like coming up from the middle of the ocean through the center of a life preserver. It is also why the ancient yogic and Buddhist traditions promote ahimsa or nonviolence toward all living beings. Once you understand that most living creatures, including the majority of humans, are absolutely bewildered by the flow of karma and the suffering of its cycles, you demonstrate compassion and nonviolence. Because it is true...many people, what to speak of animals, suffer and are reborn constantly without the ability to reflect upon the nature of themselves, pain, impermanence, etc. This is also why saints in all of these traditions made a point to teach and try to reach all the suffering souls.
Thank you very much for your answer!
Don't think I believe in life after/ eternity/reincarnation. What evidence do you have to share?
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