Wow, I know I'm late but, man...hearing this just reminded me of how God really stepped in my situation and radically pulled me out of my depression after I lost everything. God is sooooooo good and it gives me chills just thinking of the great, AMAZING things he has placed you on this earth to do; He went as far as to literally make those pills pop out of your mouth...girl that says a lottt. You are such a blessing and I can't wait to see His plans for your life unfold 😌❤️
just wanted to say that the same thing happened to me a year ago next month. I od'd on some pills, and had to stay at a mental hospital for a week. I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, I felt like I'd never get over that dark phase in my life but I'm soooooooo much better now, I've gained a lot of confidence from idk where I've just gotten much better with prayer, so I just wanted to let you know that one day you'll look back on this and think "wow I'm so much happier and stronger now" and see why it wasn't your time to go. ❤️stay strong beautiful
Your still beautiful I'm 26 and I just found your page keep your head up gorgeous keep close friends that support you!!!!!!! And you can get thru this girlie
wow, I'm so happy those pills magically came up! You are such an amazing person and you are loved deeply by so many people. Imagine how hurt your family would be without you. You are a strong person and life has so many doors waiting for you to open hun. Stay positive, think positive and nothing but positivity will come your way. XOXO
I feel the same way I think I have depression and anxiety but I'm scared to find out so I haven't got treatment, I feel the same way you do stay strong please, everyone deserves second chance 💯☺️
OMG, same here girl. I tried to commit suicide 11/19/15.. It's been the hardest trying to get through, I've been trying to stay positive but it's so hard. Thank you for posting this video, you are loved!
This made me cry. 😢 ; I can relate to some of those feelings but at the end of the day my kids are my meds and the ones that keep me up.. MUCH LOVE TO YOU BABY GURL AND STAY STRONG.!🤗
There are no words to explain how grateful I am you are alive!! Even though I don't know you, even though I've never met you. I pray and wish and hope that you find peace and understanding in your own unique journey. I pray you find love rather than resentment and unnecessary pain. Just know that the worst thoughts you have, don't define you. Love and Peace always!!!!!!
You are so beautiful. You deserve to be happy and heard. A person at my school committed suicide not to long ago and it affected a lot of us. no I didn't know her personally, but the effect of knowing that she was experiencing such a low point in her life that made her not want to live and not being able to see that haunts me. knowing that a smile can be deceiving is terrifying and heartbreaking. truly hope you find your happiness in this life time.
I just love her honestly. Your words have touched my heart and made me realize how much I have to live for. I battle the same issue and ..... its hard.
I can relate in so many ways I still haven't seeked help yet thou and I push a lot of people away due to my depression and I hate it because I end up lonely and my own family is against me so I end up feeling worthless. I'm glad you're still here and going strong 💪🏽
I'm so happy I seen this video because lately I've seemed to have lost my purpose in life. I wake up most mornings and just stare at the walls I don't wanna go anywhere don't want to school don't want to hang out with my friends don't want to talk to anyone. Like it's really been rough and hard. Like I just break down and cry like all the time. And this video really opened my eye. And I'm so sorry you had to go through this.
I had gone through such a similar experience. But getting that help was like a literal BEAM of light. Just learning things about myself and my own mental condition has given me skills that I use every single day. Please know that there is ALWAYS help, and that there will be another say
so glad you're still here , and youre not alone . take it one day at a time and you'll make it ☺💜 your subbies love . we wanna see your beautiful face on these videos and tutorials .
wow, you never really know what someone is going through. You have such a happy and pure soul.Stay strong. Your journey is not over. Such a beautiful soul.
This gave me a whole other side of you I truly needed to see. Very rarely you see youtubers at a vulnerable state. You guys are humans too. I love you girl and stay strong my love ❤️
It definitely took a great deal of courage to post this video. You are absolutely gorgeous inside and out. You have a light within you that is powerful enough to help guide so many others along the way. That's why you're still here. You deserve this opportunity of life. Don't allow fear to hold you back from loving who you are. Don't be controlled by fear. You have impeccable energy. When you get low just remember you're not a victim you are a victor. Stay positive. Love + Light
I know this was uploaded a while ago but you are extremely brave. I too suffer from depression and anxiety and I know what it is like to feel so low that you don't want to go on. I am very glad that you are here to share your story. Also happy that you are getting help
Im slowly going through depression right now and I got some help because my thoughts about myself had made me cry at the lunchtable while I was at school my friends were worried about me and they kept asking me what was wrong and everything I had to tell them and they helped but I'm just going through it a little it's going away I'm happy I got help on time but your so blessed and I'm happy god kept you here for you to live today❤
I soooo feel ya though. Ive been through that, I OD on two bottles of ancetametaphine... It was literally a miracle that I lived, because I had internal bleeding. From then on I realized that my life was worth living because it was given to me for a second time by God. You go girl! Stay Strong! I'm keeping you in my prayers.
Im glad you're still here! That just shows that you have a purpose and that your story is greater than what you think! Sending love and positivity your way! 😊💕
Great video, I was going through the the same problems just last year at this same time I honestly am so grateful I didn't hurt myself. I'm so happy right now and I hope you find your happiness soon. ❤️
Kosh,I love you so much.I don't know what I would do with out you.You’re my inspiration and obviously God loves you too.I think you’re beautiful and glad your here today.Btw I get startled easily too.The struggle is real xD.Seriously though,it's okay to cry :) You do deserve better,such a happy spirit and amazing girl.If you ever want to talk I'm here for you ♡
Thank you for having the courage to share your story. Your life is meaningful and full of purpose. I don't know you but I send you my love and I enjoy the information and wonderful videos you and your bestie post...You are not alone. I lost my mother due to cancer however I'm still standing and sometimes I have my days but at the end of the day I trust God and believe he'll Never give me more than I can handle... Trust his plan, Not your Pain!
Kosh I remember the first time I saw you guys videos and you reminded me soo much of myself, the way you were goofy and how you were always smiling But I knew there was more to it and I guess this is it. I just Thank God that He Saved your life because your happiness is my happiness and I just am grateful that he lead me to your videos because it keeps me smiling a little bit more everyday. 💯💯
Wow this just touched me. I went through similar at 16 (I'm 19 now) and I didn't tell anyone either and I went to the hospital like 3 times. I'm sooooo proud of you Asha I teared up w you 😭 watching your current vlogs (obviously w calah) makes me so happy. I know thugs are never perfect but the fact that you get to go on vacations and meet cool people and do cool things it was worth it to keep living and you deserve it so much 😌❤️ I'm so happy for you genuinely
Things* and I'm glad for calah as well she also deserves I love her too!!!! But the fact that you almost died and now you get to do all this cool stuff 😌❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you deserve nothing but the best in life boo
Your a beautiful girl. I know EXACTLY how you feel. But the only way to overcome this is keeping GOD in your life. Idk if you believe. But he is there, that was him showing you he is not ready for you yet. Everyone goes through their own things but God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soliders.. I know im late watching this .. but you got this baby
You’re so beautiful! Thank you so much for your video! I was feeling the exact same way. I couldn’t explain to anyone why I was feeling so down. I was empty. I felt... broken but couldn’t explain why. When I tried explaining it to people it’s like they looked at me like I was crazy, so I felt.. crazy. I’m doing a lot better now and I wanted to share my store with people on my channel to let others who are going through the exact same thing know that it is okay and we will get through this. But I’m a little nervous about sharing it because what if others don’t want to hear it? And I only have 75 subscribers, what if I don’t even reach anyone.? Idk.. I’m still going to think about it. But thank you for your story.
brave move to share. U are great for this a lot of ppl suffer from depression. I have anxiety/depression I have my up and down days. thanks u are an inspiration to be open honest and keep it moving.
i deal with depression and anxiety my self & because i'm a teenager i feel embarrassed to tell people the fact that i sometimes feel depressed. People like you really make my day it helps , it helps to know i'm not the only one thank you so much for sharing this video.. good luck to you ..xoxo
Wow! Please continue to keep a positive spirit! You are a beautiful young lady and seem to have so much going on for yourself. I hope God continues to bless you. There is so much to look forward to in life and I’m glad that you’re using your platform to inspire and help others. ❤️
You're soo beautiful! like it's crazy.. God got you girl. 1 Peter 5:7 says, Cast all your anxiety on Him because he cares for you. I pray you overcome this depression in Jesus Name. The tongue aka what you say is very powerful. Please say you HAD depression instead of HAVE. Keep your head up Baby girl 😘
Josh you are such a strong individual just for sharing your story. I hate that we feel that crying is weakness or that it comes off as fake so many moments I've missed in life for fear of crying in front of others an coming off as weak. You've been through hall so you have the right to express yourself and not shove your feelings down for fear of hurting others. If you read your bible Psalms 34:18 "Jehovah is close to the broken hearted, He is close to those crushed in spirit." This scripture and many more I hold close to my heart whenever I feel unworthy are question my reason for going on another day.
I'm so glad that you didn't/couldn't go through with it. I understand what it was/is to go through this depression... for me, it's like, I would never get through this. And I'm very much like you! I didn't tell no one knew except my Mom, what had bothered me. You're not alone. YOU have a purpose in this life. God never wants anyone to give up on life...He gave it to us. sometimes when we feel that nobody understands what we're going through, we can go to the one who made us! When we hurt...God hurts. He takes on our pain as if it were His! When He died on the cross for you, He became the sin that we made. ALL BECAUSE...HE LOVES YOU girl! You have something to contribute to the world...maybe you'll help somebody else with this. Now, don't you dare give up! :-)
omg! I literally shed tears watching this video..girl god has a plan in store for u..I been so depressed myself and stressed at times I cried by myself to sleep..tear up inside..only thing is that u kept urs in,and I expressed mines to my closest friends and I feel that's what makes me hold on to faith..I have low self esteem..from I started watching ur videos I so looked up to u guys.am team #kosh so u know ur my inspiration..I think very low of myself nd I try hard everyday to build up that self esteem that has been lowered..so gurl I need u to always be here keep strong nd give me more videos...ok love u guys..nd God loves u
First all I just want to say that the reason why you're here today..is simply because of God. Like praise God because it shows that he still has a purpose for you to fulfill. Thank God I even came across your channel tonight. Because I am in the same place as you I suppose. I battle with the thought of suicide everydayyyyyyyyy. Every single day it's like a "let me just end this life, I don't want to be here." And it all just relates to my self esteem and self hate etc. and stuff like that is just so hard to talk about because..to others people don't find that a real problem. I don't even know if I could ever label my self as depressed until I actually have a doctor to tell me that. There's days I even feel sad out of thin air for no reason. But I don't know. Once again thanks soooo much for this video. You have no idea how many people you must've touched sharing your story. God bless. And ps, you are gorgeous 😍😍😍😍!
Your a beautiful young woman and very inspirational never give up because you help many people in so many ways and those people help others it divides & that it self makes it beautiful like your spirit 🌸✨🌸✨✨🌸🌸✨ keep up the good work!!
in the actual moment,im crying 'cause it's a similar story to mine...don't give up on life girl!!!seem like God did put you in my way to subscribe to you for a support reason.we as women,have to be strong to live in the mean society of today.dont give up again girl!!!😭😳
I'm going to pray for u kosh💚i love u oso much and respect u for being strong and still holding on💖 and I used to have lots of thoughts like that but after so many people in my life actually committing suicide and how much I and people around me hurt and mourned I just thought like ... nah be I have to hold on and be strong like I know there is SOMEBODY .. SOMEBODY out here on this earth who cares ooso much and loves me wayy too much and it'd be selfish of me and thoughtless 😣😩honestly x there's so much more too it but just hold on x keep being strong because I'm one of the many people who care and want to see u succeed💓😣🙌honestly
Wow, I know I'm late but, man...hearing this just reminded me of how God really stepped in my situation and radically pulled me out of my depression after I lost everything. God is sooooooo good and it gives me chills just thinking of the great, AMAZING things he has placed you on this earth to do; He went as far as to literally make those pills pop out of your mouth...girl that says a lottt. You are such a blessing and I can't wait to see His plans for your life unfold 😌❤️
That's so sad and you are SO PRETTY you would never guess ppl are growing through things
My brother passed away from suicide in January 2016. I'm praying for you 🙏🏽
D Alexandria I'm so sorry to hear, stay strong you perfect stranger!
D Alexandria my best friend did the same I cry everyday because of it and so many other terrible feelings
D Alexandria tmi
Tamour Frazier tmi
Gods way of showing you that he is REAL!!! Stay positive, stay strong & keep fighting ❤️
just wanted to say that the same thing happened to me a year ago next month. I od'd on some pills, and had to stay at a mental hospital for a week. I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, I felt like I'd never get over that dark phase in my life but I'm soooooooo much better now, I've gained a lot of confidence from idk where I've just gotten much better with prayer, so I just wanted to let you know that one day you'll look back on this and think "wow I'm so much happier and stronger now" and see why it wasn't your time to go. ❤️stay strong beautiful
Naya alicia beautiful message! You both have purpose!
Amor Antasia ❤️️
Naya alicia
AMEN praying with faith that God will change your situation is always the way # keep faith no matter what
It's crazy how I can relate to a complete stranger, Thank you so much for sharing Kosh. You are not alone. You are so brave. Stay inspired love.
I go threw the same thing baby girl we both need to stay strong God bless you 😍 I'm here if you ever need me
Your still beautiful I'm 26 and I just found your page keep your head up gorgeous keep close friends that support you!!!!!!! And you can get thru this girlie
wow, I'm so happy those pills magically came up! You are such an amazing person and you are loved deeply by so many people. Imagine how hurt your family would be without you. You are a strong person and life has so many doors waiting for you to open hun. Stay positive, think positive and nothing but positivity will come your way. XOXO
They didn't come up by magic it was a rush of adrenaline which If you od that can often happen
I feel the same way I think I have depression and anxiety but I'm scared to find out so I haven't got treatment, I feel the same way you do stay strong please, everyone deserves second chance 💯☺️
You're beautiful inside & out. This was so relatable for me. I'm crying & idk what else to say except stay strong❤️
OMG, same here girl. I tried to commit suicide 11/19/15.. It's been the hardest trying to get through, I've been trying to stay positive but it's so hard. Thank you for posting this video, you are loved!
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so glad your alive ☺
This made me cry. 😢 ; I can relate to some of those feelings but at the end of the day my kids are my meds and the ones that keep me up.. MUCH LOVE TO YOU BABY GURL AND STAY STRONG.!🤗
Wow I'm so glad you're still here with us and Jesus saves ❤️
Asha I get where you're coming from 💯I suffer from depression too and just know you're not alone and we're here for you 💓we love you
Do You See How God Works .. He Causes Them Pills To Come Back Up. Thank God!
I cried. He didn't want her to go just yet. God is always good
TRINIGIRLHANNAH
AMEN
KaaayDottt Amen!!❤️
KaaayDottt amen God is good
KaaayDottt it was because it cause nausea and vomiting lol
There are no words to explain how grateful I am you are alive!! Even though I don't know you, even though I've never met you. I pray and wish and hope that you find peace and understanding in your own unique journey. I pray you find love rather than resentment and unnecessary pain. Just know that the worst thoughts you have, don't define you. Love and Peace always!!!!!!
I just want to thank you so much for that and telling your story and showing people dealing w mental illness that they are not alone in this
I'm glad you still here , life wouldn't be the same without you 💕
This honestly made me cried too
You are so beautiful. You deserve to be happy and heard. A person at my school committed suicide not to long ago and it affected a lot of us. no I didn't know her personally, but the effect of knowing that she was experiencing such a low point in her life that made her not want to live and not being able to see that haunts me. knowing that a smile can be deceiving is terrifying and heartbreaking. truly hope you find your happiness in this life time.
I just love her honestly. Your words have touched my heart and made me realize how much I have to live for. I battle the same issue and ..... its hard.
I can relate in so many ways I still haven't seeked help yet thou and I push a lot of people away due to my depression and I hate it because I end up lonely and my own family is against me so I end up feeling worthless. I'm glad you're still here and going strong 💪🏽
I'm so happy I seen this video because lately I've seemed to have lost my purpose in life. I wake up most mornings and just stare at the walls I don't wanna go anywhere don't want to school don't want to hang out with my friends don't want to talk to anyone. Like it's really been rough and hard. Like I just break down and cry like all the time. And this video really opened my eye. And I'm so sorry you had to go through this.
I had gone through such a similar experience. But getting that help was like a literal BEAM of light. Just learning things about myself and my own mental condition has given me skills that I use every single day. Please know that there is ALWAYS help, and that there will be another say
so glad you're still here , and youre not alone . take it one day at a time and you'll make it ☺💜 your subbies love . we wanna see your beautiful face on these videos and tutorials .
* love you
wow, you never really know what someone is going through. You have such a happy and pure soul.Stay strong. Your journey is not over. Such a beautiful soul.
This gave me a whole other side of you I truly needed to see. Very rarely you see youtubers at a vulnerable state. You guys are humans too. I love you girl and stay strong my love ❤️
You are such a natural beauty! And I thank you so much for sharing your story, sweetheart...
It definitely took a great deal of courage to post this video. You are absolutely gorgeous inside and out. You have a light within you that is powerful enough to help guide so many others along the way. That's why you're still here. You deserve this opportunity of life. Don't allow fear to hold you back from loving who you are. Don't be controlled by fear. You have impeccable energy. When you get low just remember you're not a victim you are a victor. Stay positive.
Love + Light
Your story legit made you cry! 😭😭😭😭 you're strong!
I know this was uploaded a while ago but you are extremely brave. I too suffer from depression and anxiety and I know what it is like to feel so low that you don't want to go on. I am very glad that you are here to share your story. Also happy that you are getting help
Im slowly going through depression right now and I got some help because my thoughts about myself had made me cry at the lunchtable while I was at school my friends were worried about me and they kept asking me what was wrong and everything I had to tell them and they helped but I'm just going through it a little it's going away I'm happy I got help on time but your so blessed and I'm happy god kept you here for you to live today❤
I soooo feel ya though. Ive been through that, I OD on two bottles of ancetametaphine... It was literally a miracle that I lived, because I had internal bleeding. From then on I realized that my life was worth living because it was given to me for a second time by God. You go girl! Stay Strong! I'm keeping you in my prayers.
So happy that you are here today to share this testimony.. Praying that you find that joy.The lord loves you more than anyone else beautiful...
Im glad you're still here! That just shows that you have a purpose and that your story is greater than what you think! Sending love and positivity your way! 😊💕
Great video, I was going through the the same problems just last year at this same time I honestly am so grateful I didn't hurt myself. I'm so happy right now and I hope you find your happiness soon. ❤️
Kosh,I love you so much.I don't know what I would do with out you.You’re my inspiration and obviously God loves you too.I think you’re beautiful and glad your here today.Btw I get startled easily too.The struggle is real xD.Seriously though,it's okay to cry :) You do deserve better,such a happy spirit and amazing girl.If you ever want to talk I'm here for you ♡
How did Kay feel about this? 😕 I'm glad you're getting better and the help you need! You're beautiful and worthy!
I know how hard this must have been. I suffer too but I've learned to talk it out or write it down. Thank you so much for sharing.
I can relate but honey you are so beautiful and so amazing and I don't want you to ever think otherwise. I'm glad you're getting better.
I am so proud of you for sharing your story. Thank God that you are alive, I know that He has a special plan for you (that's why you are still here).
Thank you for having the courage to share your story. Your life is meaningful and full of purpose. I don't know you but I send you my love and I enjoy the information and wonderful videos you and your bestie post...You are not alone. I lost my mother due to cancer however I'm still standing and sometimes I have my days but at the end of the day I trust God and believe he'll Never give me more than I can handle... Trust his plan, Not your Pain!
💜💜 I'm crying as I watch this I'm been dealing with depression for years
I have depression, too, sometimes I don't know why I keep going. I'm happy you're feeling better. There's hope.
U r a true blessing not only to your family but to people like me you're not alone
Kosh I remember the first time I saw you guys videos and you reminded me soo much of myself, the way you were goofy and how you were always smiling But I knew there was more to it and I guess this is it.
I just Thank God that He Saved your life because your happiness is my happiness and I just am grateful that he lead me to your videos because it keeps me smiling a little bit more everyday. 💯💯
Thank God your still here your such an amazing person, you inspire me to talk about my problems.
Wow this just touched me. I went through similar at 16 (I'm 19 now) and I didn't tell anyone either and I went to the hospital like 3 times. I'm sooooo proud of you Asha I teared up w you 😭 watching your current vlogs (obviously w calah) makes me so happy. I know thugs are never perfect but the fact that you get to go on vacations and meet cool people and do cool things it was worth it to keep living and you deserve it so much 😌❤️ I'm so happy for you genuinely
Things* and I'm glad for calah as well she also deserves I love her too!!!! But the fact that you almost died and now you get to do all this cool stuff 😌❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you deserve nothing but the best in life boo
Your a beautiful girl. I know EXACTLY how you feel. But the only way to overcome this is keeping GOD in your life. Idk if you believe. But he is there, that was him showing you he is not ready for you yet. Everyone goes through their own things but God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soliders.. I know im late watching this .. but you got this baby
God is so good! He saved you! It's not MAGIC, it was and is GOD!!
You’re so beautiful! Thank you so much for your video! I was feeling the exact same way. I couldn’t explain to anyone why I was feeling so down. I was empty. I felt... broken but couldn’t explain why. When I tried explaining it to people it’s like they looked at me like I was crazy, so I felt.. crazy. I’m doing a lot better now and I wanted to share my store with people on my channel to let others who are going through the exact same thing know that it is okay and we will get through this. But I’m a little nervous about sharing it because what if others don’t want to hear it? And I only have 75 subscribers, what if I don’t even reach anyone.? Idk.. I’m still going to think about it. But thank you for your story.
awww I love u....stay safe hun remember the best is yet to come... don't let ur situation or what ur going through rn define u... just trust God
brave move to share. U are great for this a lot of ppl suffer from depression. I have anxiety/depression I have my up and down days. thanks u are an inspiration to be open honest and keep it moving.
Wow, your fans love you and are here to support you.
i deal with depression and anxiety my self & because i'm a teenager i feel embarrassed to tell people the fact that i sometimes feel depressed. People like you really make my day it helps , it helps to know i'm not the only one thank you so much for sharing this video.. good luck to you ..xoxo
Wow! Please continue to keep a positive spirit! You are a beautiful young lady and seem to have so much going on for yourself. I hope God continues to bless you. There is so much to look forward to in life and I’m glad that you’re using your platform to inspire and help others. ❤️
I know there's nothing I can say but you're not alone and just keep fighting, you truly are a blessing
keep the faith girl very inspiring victory, you are not alone.
Hey beautiful my boyfriend & cousin fought with depression. You are not alone. God bless 💕
You are such an inspiration to me. I am going through so much as well and this is helping me to push forward
I had 2 friends that recently committed suicide💓🙄👼🏽👼🏼
Tima I know I'm late, but I hope you were okay during this. Also HEY ARMY HOW YOU DOIN'
You're soo beautiful! like it's crazy.. God got you girl. 1 Peter 5:7 says, Cast all your anxiety on Him because he cares for you. I pray you overcome this depression in Jesus Name. The tongue aka what you say is very powerful. Please say you HAD depression instead of HAVE. Keep your head up Baby girl 😘
You're such a beautiful Soul..
God will continue to bless you and use you as a vessel to help others....
Josh you are such a strong individual just for sharing your story. I hate that we feel that crying is weakness or that it comes off as fake so many moments I've missed in life for fear of crying in front of others an coming off as weak. You've been through hall so you have the right to express yourself and not shove your feelings down for fear of hurting others. If you read your bible Psalms 34:18 "Jehovah is close to the broken hearted, He is close to those crushed in spirit." This scripture and many more I hold close to my heart whenever I feel unworthy are question my reason for going on another day.
this really just touched me and made me cry you a great person for sharing this
Omg I'm glad your okay .. Please stay strong we love you ... Love yourself always and do what makes you happy❤❤
I need to see this. I to have depression. And I know exactly where your coming From. Thank you for this. ❤
Omg I cried so much cause this is so similar to what happened to me, it's the worst. I'm so glad I'm recovered
I'm so glad that you didn't/couldn't go through with it. I understand what it was/is to go through this depression... for me, it's like, I would never get through this. And I'm very much like you! I didn't tell no one knew except my Mom, what had bothered me. You're not alone. YOU have a purpose in this life. God never wants anyone to give up on life...He gave it to us. sometimes when we feel that nobody understands what we're going through, we can go to the one who made us! When we hurt...God hurts. He takes on our pain as if it were His! When He died on the cross for you, He became the sin that we made. ALL BECAUSE...HE LOVES YOU girl! You have something to contribute to the world...maybe you'll help somebody else with this. Now, don't you dare give up! :-)
You made me cry 💔😩 get better stay strong and beautiful
wow, thank you for telling your story! You really touched me.
omg! I literally shed tears watching this video..girl god has a plan in store for u..I been so depressed myself and stressed at times I cried by myself to sleep..tear up inside..only thing is that u kept urs in,and I expressed mines to my closest friends and I feel that's what makes me hold on to faith..I have low self esteem..from I started watching ur videos I so looked up to u guys.am team #kosh so u know ur my inspiration..I think very low of myself nd I try hard everyday to build up that self esteem that has been lowered..so gurl I need u to always be here keep strong nd give me more videos...ok love u guys..nd God loves u
First all I just want to say that the reason why you're here today..is simply because of God. Like praise God because it shows that he still has a purpose for you to fulfill.
Thank God I even came across your channel tonight.
Because I am in the same place as you I suppose. I battle with the thought of suicide everydayyyyyyyyy. Every single day it's like a "let me just end this life, I don't want to be here." And it all just relates to my self esteem and self hate etc.
and stuff like that is just so hard to talk about because..to others people don't find that a real problem.
I don't even know if I could ever label my self as depressed until I actually have a doctor to tell me that. There's days I even feel sad out of thin air for no reason. But I don't know.
Once again thanks soooo much for this video. You have no idea how many people you must've touched sharing your story.
God bless. And ps, you are gorgeous 😍😍😍😍!
God is so Good! Thank God you are still here to share your testimony. May he guide you through this time.
It's so great to hear your story I respect and appreciate you so much.
Your a beautiful young woman and very inspirational never give up because you help many people in so many ways and those people help others it divides & that it self makes it beautiful like your spirit 🌸✨🌸✨✨🌸🌸✨ keep up the good work!!
im so glad your still with us. stay strong
awwwh hon I been there too I completely understand what you are going through stay strong honey you will be okay 😖 be strong
tons of love and support to you babe 💓
You are a beautiful person I know things will get better for you
Giving you all my love and positive vibes everything will be okay I promise keep your head up and stay strong 💪
Lots of love and positivity
Jillian ❤😇
You are such a strong person for this I love you you're a great person 😪 don't you ever think that's okay to take your life
You have a beautiful spirit Kosh.
Bless you for sharing your story!
You're beautiful and i love you! Nobody should ever feel like this
This makes me so sad.. I hope you're doing better. I hope you never have to experience this again
Very inspirational I'm so happy I decided to watch this .. I can relate how you feel
I have gone through the same thing, Stay strong sis! 💖✨
You are so beautiful Kosh 💕stay strong mama
Your blessed ❤️ your still here bc u have a purpose!
in the actual moment,im crying 'cause it's a similar story to mine...don't give up on life girl!!!seem like God did put you in my way to subscribe to you for a support reason.we as women,have to be strong to live in the mean society of today.dont give up again girl!!!😭😳
That was God my friend. You're here on Earth for a purpose and He has a purpose for your life. Don't forget Him...its amazing how He works.
things like this usually don't make me cry... but this really spoke to me. God is real, he's the reason why you're here. love yourself & stay you
Yo I'm just seeing this man I see you everyday n wouldn't know this about u yo ur a beautiful person n your supposed to be here man 👊🏽frfr
Why was this on my tl like it was posted in 2017? Wtf im thinking it was current
harajukukid126 same asf
I'm going to pray for u kosh💚i love u oso much and respect u for being strong and still holding on💖 and I used to have lots of thoughts like that but after so many people in my life actually committing suicide and how much I and people around me hurt and mourned I just thought like ... nah be I have to hold on and be strong like I know there is SOMEBODY .. SOMEBODY out here on this earth who cares ooso much and loves me wayy too much and it'd be selfish of me and thoughtless 😣😩honestly x there's so much more too it but just hold on x keep being strong because I'm one of the many people who care and want to see u succeed💓😣🙌honestly
I'm so sorry to here about this. Stay strong💗
Girl you are beautiful!! And you are special, I love your videos God has a plan for you!!!💕 I love you !!!!
I hope your okay now and im happy for you that u survived thank you god 🙏😘♥️