My Story Battling Depression & Anxiety

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  • @terrielle5006
    @terrielle5006 5 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    I have anxiety so bad and when I tell my friends or family they just be like girl relax they don't understand...

    • @jasminmller1010
      @jasminmller1010 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hi, i have anxiety too. You need to talk to someone about this, i know it is the scariest thing ever, but it helps. If your friends and Family dont understand, talk to a teacher or your doktor, they will be able to help you, and make your Family understand that your problems is Real. You do not deserve to have anxiety, you deserve to be happy!❤️

  • @AshiAmani
    @AshiAmani 5 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    Before Even watching this, praying about your depression works !!! Prayer works and reading your bible work. Depression is from the enemy

    • @Wintersno
      @Wintersno 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      As some who has been diagnosed with depression, Yes--prayer works and so does therapy and medication.

  • @jazminnichole2922
    @jazminnichole2922 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    My brother committed suicide September last year at 23. I didn’t know what depression was never felt it , didn’t care to even look into it. Until my brother.I have been completely broken since in the darkest place, doing the worst things to not think. I wouldn’t talk to God. I didn’t work for months, my life literally fell apart. I’m 22. I never expected to feel how I felt. Mental health is #1. Positivity is the key. Once I started to pray and talk to God ask for peace I got some. Everyday is a day, a new challenge. I realized I had to put myself 1st. Speak to myself in the most positive ways. I’m praying for you sis, I feel you. And anyone out there suicide hurts so bad. You think you’re solving your problems. Your creating and changing the lives of people who love you. Stay prayed up and tell yourself you can ! YOUR GOING TO WIN THIS BATTLE. GOD WILL USE THIS FOR YOUR GOOD !

  • @romarlawrence6408
    @romarlawrence6408 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Asha is beautiful🔥💖 who else agree??:-)

  • @toriasspace
    @toriasspace 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm 15 and I understand this feeling completely. I'm just so sad all the time and I don't know what to do. Battling bulimia and self hate and no one sees it. I can't even talk about it cause I'm so embarrassed and ashamed.

  • @mariahnichole1994
    @mariahnichole1994 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Woooow so good. Thank you for sharing your story. I was actually suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts as well for 4 years straight. So good Asha !

  • @lamyayarrell851
    @lamyayarrell851 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad you talked about this we was in there together and went to school together. So proud of you Asha☺️ I’m still suffering from depression too but it just feels like.. I’m existing, not living.. But I’m forever wishing you the best and MORE!💜 keep growing, keep living, MUCH LOVE 💕☺️

  • @DESIDES
    @DESIDES 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Sis coming back to back with the bangers

    • @danMaster
      @danMaster 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      DESI DES not the time 😒

    • @DESIDES
      @DESIDES 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Too bad you don’t tell me what to do foo. I like to bring positive vibes to any situation regardless 🤪

  • @nnajieni338
    @nnajieni338 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I usually don’t leave comments, but your blessed and stay strong!

  • @Venice_
    @Venice_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Beautiful Asha. Inside and out💜

  • @derionneriley8066
    @derionneriley8066 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Stay closer to God, he’ll carry you through this❤️ stay strong and positive sis!! 🤞🏽

  • @Zecexoxo14
    @Zecexoxo14 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Girl, we are at battle with our mind all the time. It happened to me to the point where I had to recognize that the negative thoughts in my head saying that “you’ll never be anything” “they are better than you” etc. are all lies. The things that I was struggling with WERENT EVEN MY ISSUES, nor were they the truth. You have to rebuke them negative thoughts.Once I truly found God and prayed constantly, those negative thoughts went away. I was able to tell the enemy that he’s not going to bring me down with God on my side.
    Your thoughts and emotions is also where our soul is. The enemy knows that if he can get to our mind, the next thing is going to be an action. That’s why every action carried out is thought of in the mind first. Don’t let them thoughts defeat you. I’ll pray for you. Also, I’ve been watching TH-cam sermons from Transformation Church: Planted not Buried and I think you should watch them. It helped me a lot.
    I went on preacher mode real quick lol but it’s just because this topic really hits home for me.

  • @JUNEBUGG99835
    @JUNEBUGG99835 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve been suffering from suicidal thoughts since elementary school. But this year 2020 I have suffered a lot mentally. I’m trying my best to overcome this.

  • @breonnacannon
    @breonnacannon 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    As someone who suffered with depression the only thing that helped me was Jesus, reading the word of God, fasting and cintinually prayer also had to leave some people alone that triggered those emotions you have to rebuke the spirit of depression and suicide!! The devil is a liar you shall live God has a purpose for you let God fill all those voids honey, youtube could trigger depression too for you please just take a rest if you need too ❤ I love you things will get better

    • @breonnacannon
      @breonnacannon 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I will be praying for you ❤🙌

    • @breonnacannon
      @breonnacannon 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/P2IkfKm3pDE/w-d-xo.html hopefully this blesses you

  • @kaylydetouche6374
    @kaylydetouche6374 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    At least you are good. Always stay positive and don't mind the people that will bring you down❤️💯

  • @thandiq
    @thandiq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Hun you are so courageous. I have been there. I can definitely empathize. Never just stop taking your meds because you start having withdrawl symptoms and it causes you to feel much worse. The doctor needs to taper you off slowly

  • @MirahAntoinette
    @MirahAntoinette 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for you Kosh. Know that God has already healed you from this and you will be okay regardless of whats going on. Draw closer to God more than you ever have before. It is a process. You have to continuously renew your mind. God is fighting all your battles and He always win therefore you have won this!

  • @shaniellelawrence
    @shaniellelawrence 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Mental health is a struggle thanks for this video

  • @jadamichelee
    @jadamichelee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Asha, I want you to know that you’re beautiful. I know how you feel.. alone in a world full of people, kind of closed off. Like you’re fine for a period & then the next moment you’re not. I don’t know what has changed to make us all feel similar ways.. maybe the world really has changed. Something for me that helps me also is following a lot of inspirational speakers, poets, and some pastors .. I also have daily affirmations that come on my phone & they sometimes help the app is called “Eternal Sunshine” .. I want you to KNOW that you are not a failure & you do not have to be strong all of the time .. I appreciate that you felt comfortable enough to speak to us about this & I’ll keep you in my prayers .. sometimes I know we even doubt those, but we got this girl, YOU GOT THIS BEAUTIFUL ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @charhayes2381
    @charhayes2381 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is spiritual warfare! I go through the same things, and yes the enemy wants to isolate you and break you down. In these times CLING to GOD, for He is CARRYING you. It's a daily walk with God. This is a powerful testimony.

  • @nahomie4224
    @nahomie4224 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm in the same boat. I wish people would take me seriously. Be there for me,check up on me,help in any way shape form. It sucks!! Really sucks!!. Can't fake being HAPPY. It hurts but trying me best. Literally in tearsssss😢😢😢😢. Get help everyone. Support and love on eachother.

  • @girwin225
    @girwin225 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I understand how you feel i struggled with depression & anxiety when i was13 years old and it was pretty bad. But i went and got help and developed a closer relationship with God and he brought me through it. Depression is a really serious thing and i don't like when people say just get over it and they call you crazy. Some people say its a weakness. But you are not crazy or weak you just have a illness and need to get help for it and you will be good. Dont be afraid to get help cuz it will really help you trust me. And pray to God and put him first and everything else will fall into place. Peace & Blessings.

  • @nynymaylor8638
    @nynymaylor8638 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I needed this today! Felt like God was talking to me at a certain point in the video.

  • @francesjeanlouis1650
    @francesjeanlouis1650 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    AshaKosh, I'm loving your natural beauty! Also, thank you for keeping it real with us, there are so many people suffering from depression and through this video I know you're helping so many people:-)

  • @taylormcmichael2246
    @taylormcmichael2246 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This entire video is amazing. I always felt that I was alone through the entire process. I had to go through so much criticism. You are so brave for doing this and remember you are loved! God loves you babe.

  • @beingshanialachez1241
    @beingshanialachez1241 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I too battle depression and anxiety. I don't go to therapy although i've been especially while I was in undergrad, and I hope to start going again soon. I have a video on my channel where I talk about it as well. I can totally relate to alot of what you're saying and I love that you're open about it because people need to know and understand the severity. People will make you feel crazy but this is real, the people are real and depression and anxiety are real. The two working hand in hand can really bring you into a hole but you have to be able to pull yourself out. People don't understand how difficult it is to do alone thats why having a good support system is important as well. In order to be at my best I have to be attentive to the energy that is surrounding me. This was supposed to be like a sentence but yeah you are not aloneeee !

  • @Qveenanca
    @Qveenanca 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can empathize with you because I too have depression and anxiety. I can understand what you’ve been going through and I pray that whenever your feeling depressed that god raps his arm around and covers you with love and healing because you deserve to be here and you belong here. Because you matter ❤️

  • @AshiAmani
    @AshiAmani 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I go through rough days but I know it’s for a great purpose. You test now your pain now, will be strength to someone else later in life

  • @alaijahhargrove9729
    @alaijahhargrove9729 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’ve been watching you for awhile and you have always been a ray of sunshine to me if I’m sad and need a pick me up so if you need a break your true supporters would understand and pray for your health and strength to get through this hard time. Praying for you and love ya💕

  • @Sunieta_
    @Sunieta_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    oh my, you are such a beautiful person! continue fighting my love. God is with you....I know this is a year later but still lol

  • @kimlee3158
    @kimlee3158 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are a phenomenal woman Asha. You are so brave for sharing your story and trust me some people really needed to hear this today. You don't pretend to be someone you're not and that's y we love u so. Truly beautiful inside and out :)

  • @riannealana
    @riannealana 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    omg i felt every single word of this like i realate so much i was diagnosed with bipolar depression last year, love you stay strong bbg.💕

  • @tishanasepaul7812
    @tishanasepaul7812 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    We love u too❤❤

  • @ALPHAROYCE
    @ALPHAROYCE 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    take care of yourself first ❤️

  • @potofgoldseeker4248
    @potofgoldseeker4248 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Big healthy hair 😍😍

  • @keepingupwithabs2790
    @keepingupwithabs2790 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have severe anxiety and it put me off doing my youtube . It also affects me when im at work . Stay strong and I advice to connect with god it has helped me so much.

  • @Gstarp
    @Gstarp 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💔

  • @aleahdiane
    @aleahdiane 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes mental health is so important. I’m glad you made this video to help others. But stay strong, positive and continue to get your strength from God!

  • @kaylikevyn5075
    @kaylikevyn5075 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    i related to this so much. this is what i needed to hear thank you

  • @destinyhopkins6168
    @destinyhopkins6168 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love you 😪❤️

  • @princessguiteau2101
    @princessguiteau2101 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry you’re going through this. I have the same mental condition u have and I know how u feel. Stay strong and remember u have many people who love and care about u.

  • @shaylerjay9662
    @shaylerjay9662 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey Asha, You are so beautiful and loved! I don’t mean that lightheardedly. I understand and felt this video on a personal level. I got off Prozac and BC a couple months ago. I do feel a lot better. God is going to heal you, you have to wait until you feel God calling you to get off your meds. When he gives you the “okay” to get off, he’ll replace your meds something else to lean on... a good way to cope. Our God doesn’t take something from us and leave us empty! You WILL get there! Keep the faith. I will be praying for you!

  • @justzee5262
    @justzee5262 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was literally in tears today because I feel exactly how you feel. My soul is sad I feel like everyday is horrrible. I love you and your videos Asha and I’m glad you made this video, keep going I believe in you ❤️❤️

  • @lateviamincey
    @lateviamincey 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love when you do vids that let us get insight to who you are & the things you’re dealing with ❤️❤️❤️

  • @rosiefrye360
    @rosiefrye360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    See I can relate to you asha I been feeling the same way like I’m alone and have no one to understand my pain or walk in my shoes it’s like everybody that I loved turnt against me for no reason and it hurts cause Ik that you can’t depend on anyone I have depression badly and it sucks and Ik I shouldn’t feel like this but it’s hard😢💔

  • @TAYSRUNWAY
    @TAYSRUNWAY 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just found your channel recently and I thank you for making this video. You put my entire life for the past few months into words. Thank you Asha

  • @kyladeshay
    @kyladeshay 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Asha, I honestly just want to applaud and thank you. Simply for just being yourself and not hiding behind the mask of the world of social media because through these 4 years of being subscribed to your channel I see how strong you are and how much potential and greatness you hold. God put you here for a purpose and everyday I see you, you encourage me and open my eyes to understand that life isn't always easy but the way you persevere and flourish in the midst of hard times inspires so many people that you probably can't imagine. You inspire me and bring light and happiness to so many peoples lives' alone by your presence.
    Always know you have my support and love

  • @ShayBlossom
    @ShayBlossom 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m trying my best not to cry sis. I’m going through some things myself too .Will pray for u

  • @elizabethewriter4320
    @elizabethewriter4320 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Jeremiah 29:11 - that’s right boo boo❤️

  • @khavi1927
    @khavi1927 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are amazing Ashakosh and i hope to meet u one day💚💚💚☺☺☺☺😚😚😚😚😚

  • @badgirl30135
    @badgirl30135 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love u girl 😘❤️❤️

  • @Honeychell
    @Honeychell 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Me on the daily Sis.. Fr , I'm here for you if needed to just vent that's what really helps... Being able to talk about something that's really going on with you and they know what your feeling

  • @briibaybii
    @briibaybii 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Psalms 28:8
    The LORD is their strength, and he is the saving strength of his anointed.

  • @kidddetention7120
    @kidddetention7120 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    BABYGIRL HOLD IT UP,NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN DO WHAT YOUR DOING,YOUR A BORN wINNER 💪💪

  • @maalhicks
    @maalhicks 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    hope you feel better

  • @itsprettyjayy365
    @itsprettyjayy365 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Your so pretty💜

  • @THEQUEEEN12345
    @THEQUEEEN12345 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for the vid and the support ♥️

  • @Leyiaaaa
    @Leyiaaaa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you're so strong babygirl , thank you for sharing your story and we hope this reach millions of others who may be going through the same thing . ❤️ You're not alone

  • @hodanmohamoud2066
    @hodanmohamoud2066 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    So strong and beautiful and I love how you’re able to keep a smile on your face. I hope you’re able to overcome all your hardships. And know that with every difficulty there is relief. Keep your head up and never silence your feelings and emotions. I wanna let you know Asha that ILY too 💓 and I wish you all the happiness in the world sis.

  • @kdkbeauty5609
    @kdkbeauty5609 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re so awesome! We love you girl! I hope things get better for you.

  • @andygeorgiou5976
    @andygeorgiou5976 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi i am so sad and just hurt but for me is one day at a time thanks for the video it helped LOVE ❤ YOU. ! HAPPY ☺ HAPPY

  • @neffthegirlneophyte
    @neffthegirlneophyte 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can relate to this so much and I just don’t know even know how to get help. I’ve been battling depression my whole life and I have it under control enough to not harm myself but I just want to feel better already and I don’t know how

  • @blasian__x7515
    @blasian__x7515 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    this was a good choice of video` i too suffer with depression and my coping isnt the best i tend to mask it and act like i dnt have a problem, ive just learned to distract my brain with positivity and good people which in its self isnt easy, but as a known youtuber i feel like this can help so many people understand what depression and anxiety is like because people look at youtubers and see all the happy funny smiley moments and never know whats really going on. i applaud you bbygurl for being open and honest

  • @ellleethereal
    @ellleethereal 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so proud of your growth over the years and your confidence to share your story. You become more and more amazing overtime and you inspire me and others to do whatever it takes to become the very best versions of ourselves. Love you, Asha!❤️

  • @leekaylaa88
    @leekaylaa88 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your are so beautiful ❤️💯I’m so sorry that you are going through this 😭💔

  • @shanine2084
    @shanine2084 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Definitely needed to hear this .. im in a similar situation & idk what move to make rn .. 🤦🏾‍♀️💜

  • @Botlhale_
    @Botlhale_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We love you Asha❤

  • @Brianabxoxo
    @Brianabxoxo 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This means so much to me❤️ love you asha

  • @lillyebee6313
    @lillyebee6313 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank for sharing 🤗💗

  • @KeepingUpWithNaudi
    @KeepingUpWithNaudi 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I been waiting for an update. You said some things that spoke to me 😭 thank you.

  • @princewilliams7196
    @princewilliams7196 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are so damn beautiful you don't have to give up you are still loved

  • @GardenOfGracebykayyy
    @GardenOfGracebykayyy 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God loves you ❤️ continue to be strong

  • @ellleethereal
    @ellleethereal 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this new set up! The plants and everything else looks perfect in your background.

  • @MsNoir
    @MsNoir 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤ so proud of you for this video and well done on everything. Its a journey, love and blessings. 💫💓

  • @BriannaBernice77
    @BriannaBernice77 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This talk was needed. battling but you/ we are still strong pushing through

  • @MsKolo90
    @MsKolo90 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Needed to see this thanks for opening up 🌙💞

  • @laurenk9442
    @laurenk9442 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    glad you shared this, it’s inspiring❤️

  • @DJay-er5oq
    @DJay-er5oq 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This helps a lot! Thank you!!! ✨✨✨

  • @bicodkalifha7464
    @bicodkalifha7464 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Asha I love you ❤️

  • @michelleamogelang5748
    @michelleamogelang5748 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
    i feel the same way, maybe i should consider getting help.

  • @danayag6950
    @danayag6950 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thankyou for your beautiful message .. being depressed is a struggle and i feel like im giving up ... thankyou for your courage in making these vidoes because it keeps me believing that i am able to have that strength to keep pushing through it as well .. ♥️♥️

  • @awengchuol2926
    @awengchuol2926 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    WE ARE ROOTING FOR YOU ASHA!! WE ARE

  • @kiaracole6455
    @kiaracole6455 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow, i really needed this video. thank you so much

  • @habibugado
    @habibugado 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey I have been in your situation and the way I my heart stopped feeling lonely and sad being around friends and spending more time with myself thinking of a reason I'm sad but couldn't find no reason. Try doing a lot of goofy stuff that will make yourself laugh. My situation is different but love yourself some more.

  • @aysiafaye
    @aysiafaye 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg this is amazing 😍❤️

  • @jazlynn9785
    @jazlynn9785 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @LifewithNia12
    @LifewithNia12 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    😢😢

  • @danih.5088
    @danih.5088 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Feel better Kosh, take your time and get better. 💛

  • @animezae
    @animezae 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I also get two-weeks PMS lol, one week of being normal and comfortable. Really sucks 😭

  • @lifeofliyah2395
    @lifeofliyah2395 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤️❤️💛its okay AHSAA 😗💓

  • @Threemilly._
    @Threemilly._ 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you asha i needed this!!!!! 💗

  • @selishag3639
    @selishag3639 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for posting this Asha !

  • @melanie5809
    @melanie5809 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love you 😘 😤😢

  • @DeAmberJ
    @DeAmberJ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Have you ever heard of cbd oil too as well?? Last year I was around a terrible shooting that increased my already existing social anxiety+still dealing with terrible PMS. Cbd oil has longterm changed my life! It legit cures your anxiety. Taking pharmaceuticals for a long period of time is so unhealthy for us:( if it ever gets to a point where you want to explore other things besides prescription drugs look into cbd oil!

  • @SaraDeb28
    @SaraDeb28 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Think of Jesus baby girl & meditate on Him & His word.. he loves you, you are worth more than you know... don’t overthink situations, people or ANYTHING let God take control🙏🏽 Much Love

  • @richjones7206
    @richjones7206 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl you to cute be going through all that we always go through it with depression and panic attacks it's a disease that affect us on that we must overcome you always a point in life where you feel like just giving up I had those times in life if I told you I got two killed in juvenile detention centers and and still battle with it as an adult don't I feel so confused I don't know what to do...

  • @clarkekaseyjade97
    @clarkekaseyjade97 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I wish my 13 year old niece had seen or at least made a video like this before she committed suicide 💔

    • @soyounique5481
      @soyounique5481 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kasey jade omg 😲 this hits so close to home.. my little brother was 21 years old when he did the same just a few months ago😢 prayers for you and your family❤️

  • @Monadtv
    @Monadtv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I just love that you promote Jesus this much. He is really the only help we need. I found out i was depressed around the same time you did and receiving the holy ghost was the best thing that ever happened to me.

  • @sergiosantiago9119
    @sergiosantiago9119 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You should let me love you

  • @hadeesawarraich
    @hadeesawarraich 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    how could i checked up on girlll???